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No one remembers my birthday, even close friends. for a few years now about 4 or 5 years in a row all of my close friends don't remember my birthday. Even if they forgot facebook usually reminds people it's someone's birthday. No one wished me a happy birthday.
i remember when i was in highschool, you need to swipe in... | self.offmychest |
Failed attempt I took 90mg of oxy and 100mg of ambien. I didn't even l over sleep
I think I got fake meds | self.SuicideWatch |
House is being foreclosed again shortly after it first defaulted, I have little power to change the situation! Tomorrow our home is being put on for auction, all because my step dad was fired after missing 1 day for being sick from work, which his schedule was 12 hours 7 days a week. Leaving unable to pay the next mont... | self.SuicideWatch |
Worst Christmas Ever Last Christmas my parents split up 3 days before & it absolutely crushed me so I said that was the worst Christmas ever, but this one totally takes the cake. After my parents split my dad started dating pretty quickly. He started dating a girl who is only 2 years older than me. That in itself m... | self.offmychest |
Breakup before Christmas (27F) Hey everyone, Merry Christmas. So my boyfriend (31) dumped me a week and a half ago. We were together for a year and a half. I loved him with my whole heart, and honestly thought he was the one I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. The breakup was insanely messy and complicated and ... | self.depression |
How do I tell my friends and family I want to die. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I can’t even get out of bed to go to school most days I’m in grade 11 first semester and I find that I can’t even get out of bed to go to school anymore. It doesn’t help that I have no friends nor any one to talk to in the real world.
Don’t get me wrong, I absolutely love learning but I can’t bring myself to go to sc... | self.depression |
Everyone thinks I am so healthy but I am really a junk food binger and cannot stop. I am a pig. I eat so much junk food. In fact I just finished eating a white garlic cheese roll followed by a Snickers bar, then followed by grain toast. I am so full but cannot stop thinking about eating but I can't eat anything else be... | self.offmychest |
my friend is in a relationship with a pedophile recently i found out that my very close friend is in some sort of relationship with a mid 50 year old man. she is 17 but their relationship has been over 2 years only recently have they participated in sexual encounters. to make matters worse this man is one of her teach... | self.offmychest |
My mother died today. She was 71. We had a very difficult and complicated relationship. I was already dealing with a bad episode of depression and needing a medication adjustment for it.
My parents were married over 50 years and he died a year ago. Now they are together and she is no longer in pain. | self.offmychest |
I can't take it anymore Everytime I want to go to work or another place I'm scared off (because of PA), I'm getting a freaking panic attack.
Maybe I just need to give up, I hate this feeling and it is driving me crazy. | self.Anxiety |
The Kindest World Creates... What is with this world? Seriously you got fucking trillions of dollars yet there are still millions without homes and with no food and water which all should be a free human resource. You got bullshit fake mainstream media which is just manipulating the world. Same people (The Elite) who c... | self.offmychest |
Does melatonin work for anyone here? I have tried melatonin in various doses, with no real success. I would try using other sleeping medicines when I start getting manic, but I hate that they’re generally addictive and make me feel like shit in the morning. Any tips or meds that work well for you? | self.bipolar |
I’m scared to break up but I want to [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I want to die. I dont want to apply to any more jobs. I am looking online for the cheapest gun to buy. Im just tired of applying to jobs. Im tired of hating my current job that I am on disability leave from. I dont see life getting better. I dont fit in a capatilist world. | self.SuicideWatch |
I wish people were more aware of mental illness and anxiety and what it means for those who suffer. My reason being that I have suffered as long as I can remember (I'm a teenager) and I never knew something was wrong with me. I used to think I had depression because I couldn't go up to people and make friends. I would ... | self.Anxiety |
I love her. She lied to me after five years and I gave up. I don’t know if I should regret it, but I feel like I do. I love her man. I love her more than myself. The changes in my life have led me to believe that things won’t be as happy as they were before. I’m a man born in the wrong era [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Alprazolam? (or xanax) What about it? I have never been medicated because of anxiety but I just called a doctor due to a strange feeling in the throat. I tend to have them when I'm in a state of sadness or nervousness but it feels different now. They said that I don't have anything physical and gave me a low dose of th... | self.Anxiety |
Failing last semester of college I'm 24 and this was supposed to be my last semester of college. Family and friends all thought ideas going to graduate. I went through some rash patches with relationships and procrastinated all my papers which adds up to like 40 pages. I'm just so concerned my family is going to disown... | self.Anxiety |
my Neighbor has Bipolar Disorder, how do i get her to open up to me so we can have a intimate conversation about mental health? she pretty much told my mother that she is now in a mixed manic depressive state functioning on 2 hours of sleep in the past 5 days beside that there was not much conversation. i myself suffer... | self.bipolar |
20mg Valium for flying tomorrow... advice on how to take it? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
I fucking don’t know if I’m gonna make it through college anymore [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
You didn't apologize because "I deserved an apology". You did it for yourself. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Oversalivation and awkward speech problems So for a few months now I feel my speech hasn’t been that good . I mispronounce some words, I also stutter quite a bit and I have more saliva than usual. Though two days last week I was normal . Though I’m kinda afraid to talk and spit on people. Also I feel my voice is lower... | self.Anxiety |
Please help - uRGENT! Okay so I just watched this (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LYuKS_ng7-g) video on youtube and have come to some realizations! This is the comment I just posted... Thank you, this video was extremely well done and helpful right now! The way you spoke was incredibly soothing and clear especially as... | self.bipolar |
My company has a holiday party and I just can't... go... I don't want to socialize and parties annoy me to no end. All the small talk, all the people... I don't want to go. At times I feel like I'm allergic to people. | self.depression |
Rant Feels like there's cameras everywhere. College is too much. 180 pages in two weeks? Fuck off. I lost three family members in the last year. My hair is falling out. My dad wants me to get a job or he'll kick me out. Girlfriend thinks I'm depressed because she's not good enough. Not really much to live for. I wan... | self.depression |
Feel like I'm going to stop breathing? Does anxiety make you feel like your going to stop breathing? Sometimes I'll notice that I'm more aware of my breathing and that it seems like my breaths become more forced. I'm in pretty good cardiovascular health and In good shape so I'm ruling that out. This feeling isn't alway... | self.Anxiety |
I seriously cannot go another month like this, let alone another 60+ years... I do not want to live with this anxiety and depression Using my throwaway.
I am 26. I had an amazing life growing up. I grew up with everything that I wanted and an extremely supportive and involved family. I drive a nice car. I own a home. ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Feelings towards my crush She’s a very kind person who lets me talk about my passions and looks to me for emotional support. We’ve been on a date before and want to schedule another one when we can but I really don’t know if we could be considered a couple or if she even wants to be considered one. Honestly though, eve... | self.offmychest |
people pulling the "but your family!" card piss me off when you die you cease to exist. including the things that make you depressed, including any guilt youd feel for killing yourself. how hard is that to understand? | self.depression |
im giving up.. i just wrote my suicide note and stopped in the middle, what i'm doing is wrong but i can't stop the thoughts in my head.. i don't know what to do | self.SuicideWatch |
today I personified my anxiety as a helpful coping strategy [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Trying to get pregnant, off my meds, and falling apart. I need advice from bipolar moms please. Hi everyone. Like the title says, I'm off my meds because I'm trying to get pregnant. I thought I could handle it, but I'm cycling pretty bad right now. Luckily, I'm not suicidal, but it took everything I had to get out of b... | self.bipolar |
anyone else get really bad jumps/shakes? its honestly one of the worst parts of anxiety for me because its so embarrassing.
like anytime theres a startling noise in a quiet room like in a classroom i jump and everyone looks over and stares and sometimes even giggle and it makes me wanna die inside. or when im at the d... | self.Anxiety |
Moving tomorrow I've lived in the same 2 bedroom apartment since I was 9, I'm 37 now. Long story short, my mom died of a massive heart attack in her sleep 5 years ago and being alone snapped me out of housebound agoraphobia. My agoraphobia was so bad that I couldn't walk to the garbage chute, 40 feet in front of my doo... | self.Anxiety |
The only reason I haven't killed myself is because it would inconvenience my parents to organize a funeral. Pretty much the title. Ive considered packing up all my belongings, organizing my own funetal, writing down all my passwords and laying down plastic tarps and shooting myself in the bathtub so when they came to c... | self.depression |
Songs that calm you down during a panic attack? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Can a dog provide the same level of comfort and security than a person can. I frame this question to people who understand the importance of company and the pain of being alone. Has anyone found that a dog can provide the same level of stress relief that a friend can? | self.depression |
Does anyone else get haircut anxiety? As in, you get nervous before going, hate getting it done, slightly panic at how much hair always seems to get removed no matter how little you ask for, and then usually end up hating the result and getting stressed/bummed out about it?
Literally EVERY TIME I go to the hairdresser... | self.Anxiety |
Ok, men of online dating. I'm trying online dating.
It has been an experience. Woman, 25. Seeking man.
And yes, I do message men first.
This is about the men who message me first and only about them. I've been on some good dates, but here are what I get the most.
Also, these are my preferences. I'm speaking for my... | self.offmychest |
Has anyone else had there first manic episode while on an SSRI antidepressant? I wonder if it caused my illness. | self.bipolar |
my best and only friend just got murdered. i am so poor i cant even go to his service. why bother sticking arond? [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
constantly feeling empty and being in a dream-like state I've passed the sad and emotional part and moved on to feeling empty and hollow again. It's such a vicious cycle and I feel so out of control, I've stopped taking my antidepressants for some reason. I'm not sure why, I can't remember. I used to want to feel sad a... | self.depression |
How do you even go from passion/playing around to professionally doing something? I'd have a huge list things to get of my chest that seem to drag me down but for now I'll mention only this "slice".
I'm 20 and second year in a computer science degree. I love programming and I feel I could easily do this for a living. I... | self.offmychest |
Stuck between a rock and a hard place So little backstory here. I'm in highschool right now and have had increasingly worse anxiety for the past year and a half. It's gotten to be a really bad part of my life that, combined with the depression, has reached the point that it now interferes with my day to day life in a v... | self.Anxiety |
Social Suicide - Suicide Without Killing Myself I can't say much to explain what i feel right now. Only that i was different way back. I've gone through a lot. Between my dad being in and out of jail and the struggle to juggle my salary between rent, loans, bills and bail.
But the most heartbreaking thing for me is h... | self.depression |
feel exhausted every day, it's hell... i have an undiagnosed brain condition and it makes me feel miserable every day i am too exhausted to walk, talk or complete daily tasks diagnosis for this brain disease won't come for months so i think im just going to end it all now. | self.SuicideWatch |
My coping mechanism to deal with anxiety: think about aliens! One of the down sides about having anxiety is that we constantly hypothesise worst case scenarios which have little probability of occurring.
Of course, it's good to be prepared, but there is a point when it becomes debilitating and stops us from living ou... | self.Anxiety |
Would you say this is anxiety...? I’m not really all that social, I’m actually a very nervous person and it’s hard for me to get close to people, but that’s a story for another time.
So I have about 2-3 best friends I’ve had since 8th grade. 8th grade we we’re all really close. 9th grade, I went to a separate school, ... | self.Anxiety |
I'm just stalling for time until I ultimately end myself. | self.depression |
My life is fucked This whole years been shit. But just from the start of November my mum passed away and my boyfriend left me for someone else 6weeks later. I tried to od a few times, it didn't work didn't go hospital, just don't remember anything from those days. No one to talk too.
Just needed to let it out... yeah... | self.offmychest |
I'll be gone this weekend I'm not a good friend or sister. No one wants me here anymore. Obviously, I am a burden and nothing. I'm too tired. Goodbye | self.SuicideWatch |
Does adderall make you go into psychosis if you don’t eat and sleep? It did me. I’m so depressed I’m thinking of trying to send myself back into psychosis just to escape reality. I imagine it’s what acid is like from the things I was experiencing. Yes this is a very bad idea. But I’m so depressed. I did something to ru... | self.bipolar |
Stopped drinking, making progress but still feel numb. As the title says I stopped drinking back in July and on paper I’m doing better. I’ve lost weight, saved money and started other hobbies instead of just drinking.
However recently I seem to have hit a dead end, drinking gave me relief from my sad thoughts and dis... | self.depression |
If I don't shape up I'm no longer welcomed. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Yeezus and mania For anyone who isn't a fan of Kanye, take a listen to Yeezus the next time you're manic and tell me he isn't our lord and savior. | self.bipolar |
How do you guys personally distinguish between hypo and full mania? For me, I think hypo involves less eating, more productivity and energy, heightened libido/more self-confidence regarding women, and waking up with lots of energy, but still pretty full sleep.
for me, i distinguish mania as not eating or rarely eatin... | self.bipolar |
I'm in a cycle of excuses, stress and self hate and I don't know how to stop I'm 24, recently employed and I've been stuck with my drivers permit for a while due to a mix of driving anxiety, excuses and procrastination. Now it's catching up with me due to more job opportunities that have been popping up and pressure fr... | self.offmychest |
Our Bipolar experience can be a way to help others who are not so experienced with their diagnosis, no matter the age discrepancy. Okay, so I will be as short as possible, and discrete as possible, too, but I am excited because I feel like all my suffering through my BP1 experience can finally be of aid to someone who ... | self.bipolar |
I'm on medication, but due to being alone; And without anymore motivation, I've been unable to find reason to keep going.
I'll feel horrible if I stop taking classes at my community college. But I'm just not making friends. I work 40 hours a week as a laundry attendant. I'm happy with my new job and for something so ... | self.SuicideWatch |
In a bit of a pickle, could use some advice Basically I think i'm developing feelings for my friend's younger sister, and Idrk how to approach the situation. I've been getting mixed responses from my friends and I want to just leave it, but idk if I can :/
I could really use some advice on this one
(Side note: his si... | self.offmychest |
I made a choice that I will have to live with but living with it is so hard. I got an abortion a little over a week ago and I think about it non stop now. I don't feel like myself anymore. I feel empty, lost, broken. Like I'm drowning all day. It's exhausting pretending to be happy at work when I just want to be alone.... | self.depression |
Why do people see me as easy bait? They always fuck with me. They don't bother anybody else. What am I doing wrong to attract this treatment from people. I go to work and people will get away with so much but the minute I do something they go behind my back and tell. They're so concerned on how I do shit yet they don't... | self.offmychest |
I've ruined every realationship Mostly because I want to be the center of whoever I'm with world. I'm trying to get over this. Any advice? | self.bipolar |
16, depressed, feeling suicidal. I'd like to start by giving a bit of background as to why I'm in the situation I am in now. I grew up with my mum, step dad and younger sister. My step dad was emotionally abusive although he did sometimes get physically abusive. He was an angry, controlling person and he snapped a lot.... | self.SuicideWatch |
moving out with no money & no place to go [deleted] | self.depression |
SSRI vs SNRI? What have your experiences been like with either or both types of antidepressant? | self.depression |
Why do certain not good thoughts get stuck in our heads? My husband told me the thought of suicide is stuck in his head when he knows he doesn't want to do it. He said he wants to see a therapist to see why he is having that thought and I completely support him. I have asked to make sure he's happy and told him i much ... | self.Anxiety |
Have you had a problem with alcohol abuse? I've been going through a hard time lately with real life. Lately, I've been finding myself with this constant craving to drink early in the morning and all throughout the day. I've never done such a thing and I don't plan on opening that door.
I know bipolar and drinking can... | self.bipolar |
Everyday. Everyday I wake up, and I'm happy. It's a new day, a new beginning, but I trained myself to be that way, because waking up and realizing that my dreams weren't reality hurt too much. I always have found them far more interesting than reality. But it's okay, because I'm happy. . . . until there's a momentary p... | self.depression |
I took over 20 klonopins and have been drinking I can't take it anymore. Goodbye. | self.SuicideWatch |
This'll get buried and that's okay. I've never posted here before. I don't know why I'm posting here now.
I'm still beating myself up over my self-harm relapse. Which is fueled by the nights I'm sitting here alone with nobody to talk to, nobody wanting to talk to me, stuck in my thoughts while I try to drown out my ... | self.depression |
Feel like I’m falling behind Lately I feel like I’m just falling behind. They say it’s bad to compare yourself to peers, but it’s difficult not to do so when you graduated amongst the top of your class back in high school. Back when I graduated high school as a salutatorian I thought I would be on my way to getting a g... | self.offmychest |
should i tell someone that i almost killed myself? I had the belt around my neck on NYE, ready to kill myself because I was done. Obviously, I didn't do it. Now, I know what rock bottom feels like I don't want to go there again. I have a somewhat new view of the world, I'm still depressed, but I want to actually get be... | self.depression |
It's all lining up (not in a good way) When I was 13 I made a promise to myself that I'd kill myself on 22 December 2017. (I later contemplated changing it to 6 April 2018 but that's not relevant) It's 6 December 2017 right now (for those of u who don't have calendars) and I'm sitting in my living room crying and tryin... | self.SuicideWatch |
Redditors with depression who have self-harmed in the past: how do you deal with the scars? King of a dark topic and I didn't know where to ask about this and just found this subreddit. I have depression (although it's totally controlled and fine with medication, which I don't need to take anymore), and in the past wh... | self.depression |
The shittiest part about living at home for the holidays You HAVE to go see your family on Christmas. You HAVE to talk to them the whole day. You HAVE to take part in "family time" watching movies and playing games. You HAVE to sit there and pretend to be interested in watching others open their gifts. You HAVE to talk... | self.depression |
GF is illogically hostile Last year I didn't really understand depression and she ended up in a hospital. This year I'm bending over backwards, and I'm trying to educate myself, but things are getting worse, it seems. She's basically acting like an asshole or neutral at best and doesn't realize it, so after hearing a f... | self.depression |
I may set a date. I need to vent / rant. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Ever since I [24] realised I'm an adult now, I get homesick and depressed and basically cry for mommy. I feel pathetic.. ..but it really hurts :(
I've been living on my own and working for 4 years now. I moved into a very large town for that, after having grown up in a small village. And it was fine at first! I wasn't... | self.offmychest |
Currently doing a project of 85 questions based off a 200 paged book at the last minute [deleted] | self.depression |
I am so fucking sick of making dumb mistakes on test Senior high school. I fucking hate myself. I study so much before tests, I know the material inside and out, I can do every question in the textbook without assistance yet when it's test day I make the most stupid mistake anyone can make.
I study like an A+ student... | self.offmychest |
I put my self out there for the first time in a while, and she crushed me. I met this girl the first day of the new quarter at my university. She talked to me about the new quarter and said she wanted to set up a study group or something. So we started studying and I caught feelings so I asked her if she was free on a ... | self.offmychest |
Help me be a better boyfriend with girlfriend cutting. [deleted] | self.depression |
Nobody wants to be around the sad girl.. But I can't pretend anymore to be happy. I can't keep bottling this. I just want it to be okay and allowed to feel what I feel. But people don't want to be around the sad girl, it's draining or depressing. Everyone just leaves an open invitation but nobody actually says they wan... | self.depression |
Identifying triggers This is something I really struggle with. I've never had any real success in identifying what my triggers are for causing a mood shift. I recently went hypomanic for some reason or another and I'd like to find out if there was a certain trigger that set me off.
I know a lack of sleep rarely causes... | self.bipolar |
Am I accepting the situation too lightly? First of all, sorry if you might not understand me, im writing this from my phone and english isn't my first language.
I read some posts in this sub reddit already, and i feel like i want to share here too
Ok, i don't really know what to say, im just feeling like getting thing... | self.depression |
Aside from Prescribed medicine, what do you guys do when you're really excited and want to do something but nothing holds your attention for more than a minute? Do you exercise? Play with your dog? Make an offering to Yomagn’tho, the Feaster from the Stars?
Just curious. | self.bipolar |
How bad is my anxiety? And do you guys think i have any others mental diseases? First of all i would like to sorry about my English, since it is not my Native.
I'm usually a hyper-active person when i talk and interact with families and friends, i found myself a normal human being when i am in a familiar environment bu... | self.Anxiety |
I had a nice thought for once laying in the dark waiting for sleep Unfortunately it was cheesy but guess im that kind of guy. I imagined myself laying in a huge pit of mud slowly sinking in waiting to die. Then i forced myself to get up and try to climb out. It wasnt easy but i felt like i had to keep going because the... | self.depression |
Trying to move out of state for a job. Super anxious and feel sick. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Invega: I just got started on it with good results so far. What are your experiences with it? | self.bipolar |
Goodbye You took my love and tore it apart. You took and never gave, talked but never listened. Was I nothing more then a simple tool to you someone to use, just to disregard in the end? I loved you with all of my heart. You took everything I had. Will I hope your happy. I hope it brings you joy knowing how you destroy... | self.offmychest |
Is it starting? I'm graduating from college this year, and I'm not ready. I study character technical direction at an art school, and my portfolio is not where it needs to be for job opportunities. I've already taken all the classes on that subject, so now I'll be spread too thin to work on side projects for my demo re... | self.depression |
Fuck this I haven't felt this shitty in months at least, maybe over a year. My heads killing me, I'm exhausted, I've been crying all day. I'm this close to saying 'fuck it' and relapsing bc self sabotage is my specialty. I ate, hoping I would feel better but now I feel like I'm gonna throw up. And I still have to make ... | self.depression |
Stoppage from normal work can cause anxiety? During the holiday break I had experienced (in my own opinion) severe anxiety attacks. I feel on the edge and almost everything comes to mind. During the holiday break, I’m just at home lying down, not having much fun and started googling and googling different symptoms whic... | self.Anxiety |
I wanna kill myself because I can’t find someone to be with. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Does reddit make anyone else paranoid? I've been thinking about deleting my account because I'm so goddamn paranoid.
I'm scared of getting doxxed and I think I have a downvote troll. I know I shouldnt care but it makes me scared it's someone from my real life. | self.bipolar |
I don't want to go. so i have a friend’s birthday today but i’m feeling a little bit anxious about having to meet like 20 new people that will be there and i’m a little bit scared and i don’t wanna go and i don’t know how to tell her although she has struggled with depression and anxiety before and i’m so uhhhhhhhh i h... | self.Anxiety |
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