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Got angry with my roommates Was playing a game of 2K with my roommate while another was in the room. Was getting beaten pretty badly and started to get frustrated. Suggested to my roommate that he should be playing with a shittier team because I'm new to the game. He just sort of ignored me and said "I'm playing good".... | self.depression |
my sexuality is gonna be the end of me [removed] | self.SuicideWatch |
Anxiety about taking anxiety and depression medication... makes me want to die even more My new doc suggested wellbutrin/bupropion and pregabalin/lyrica.
Both have those horrible psych med side effects and both can cause addictions..
Now I read lots of reports of Wellbutrin causing seizures for people who never had sei... | self.Anxiety |
I’m losing hope Most of my friends have abandoned me for no reason and I can’t get myself out of bed to do anything, I never been depressed until recently and it’s hit me hard, I don’t go to school half the time, I’m just about done with it all | self.SuicideWatch |
please tell me if i have a chance at life I have been a heroin addict on and off since 17. I was a prostitute until I met my partner 12 years ago. he says I will never be nothing but a whore. People i meet in life call me an angel i always try to be friendly helpful but inside i dont see a point if my addiction and th... | self.SuicideWatch |
I want home internet but I'm nervous of being judged by the tech when they come to hook up service. OMG I'm so stupid! [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Its my birthday The month of December has been awful. i know been christmas and its my birthday today but all i want to do is leave without telling anyone and never come back. I just wish i could be happy.
I feel like dying. | self.offmychest |
I'm going to end it this week. Paranoid, Cripplingly lonely, and depressed... I can't handle it [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Anxiety for whole week? Been dealing with some drama on my job caused by another co-worker who has been targeting me. My boss called a mandatory meeting for both of us a week from today, why so far ahead, I don't know. How can I control my anxiety until then? I have GAD, autism and depression. | self.Anxiety |
How depersonalization feels I feel like I lost my connection to reality 2 years ago due to death trauma and since then I’ve just been a shell of Sydney watching the boring movie that is her life and going through the motions of a human being instead of being present and alive. And even though I’m trying my best to be h... | self.Anxiety |
Rash while on Lamictal (Posting for my gf)
I am currently on lamotrigine 100mg once a day. I’ve been on it at least 6-7 months, I believe. Yesterday morning I woke up with a small rash on my left arm. Since then it’s gotten worse and is even on my right arm now. I tried going to my therapist office and the medical ass... | self.bipolar |
Life is ruined I can't even be bothered anymore. Gonna take a walk outside and find a high enough building and jump. I've got a mystery illness that noone can find out what it is. What's the point of living in pain every day with nothing to enjoy. I don't even know why i'm writing this because noone cares and i'm just ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Faking it I'm faking that I'm confident and it's working. Im speaking more clearly, and enunciating (?) more. I used to speak so soft and timid. I can tell by others reactions that I'm acting stronger. Even tho I feel nervous inside no one else knows that. Fake it til you make it does hold some truth
I like it :) | self.depression |
Someone I know was in a car accident yesterday [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Sometimes I question my sanity, a lot of crazy thoughts pop up in my head. [deleted] | self.depression |
Comorbid adhd/bipolar - Strattera and bipolar? So I'm both Bipolar 2 and have ADHD inattentive type. I was on Ritalin for a while, and that fucked me up majorly, causing me to have hypomanic and depressive episodes with a couple of days pause. I've recently started Strattera, and my psychiatrist said it should be fine,... | self.bipolar |
Struggling to get the help I need My partner who I live with has trouble putting up with my depression. I love her and I know it’s hard sometimes for people to understand. Usually when I’ve had all motivation zapped out of me and all I can do I lay in bed and try to keep it all together, she tries to talk me out of it ... | self.depression |
What kind of help do you ask for from friends and partners? How do they respond? My close friends have asked how they can help, and I feel scared to say what I need, because I fear what will happen if I start to depend on them, and they don't come through. I already feel so vulnerable, and I worry that this will make m... | self.depression |
I just want to go home But it doesn't exist anymore. My happy home where we loved each other and communicated and trusted each other. My home where we laughed and talked and touched. My home where addiction didn't exist and he didn't hide from me. Where we didn't blame each other. Where we worked on our problems. I jus... | self.SuicideWatch |
My parents think i am and will be a loser. i turned 17 two days ago and things have been tough. Me and my mother just had a fight. She said im going to be a loser and called me a fatass(im very insecure about this, im a guy with a wide ass and i was bullied for a whole year constantly about this many years ago and that... | self.SuicideWatch |
How many times do you have to relive it [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Need to get this out. I feel like my heart constantly is pounding out of my chest, my kids are driving me crazy (they are wonderful it's all me,) and I don't know what to do. My life was on a good track I had a good job, we were gonna start traveling as a family, I was dealing with my mental health issues, I was assert... | self.offmychest |
Will I ever be creative again? Can you ever be creative again? Hi, this is my first post on the sub - I just need to get this out, I feel so lonely at night and I just sit and think too much.
I have always been into art - musically, painting, writing, whatever - throughout my life it's always been a constant current ... | self.depression |
It gets so bad i cant go to school. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
anger has congealed into it's final form These days, I'm on a mission to rise out of the ashes of what I've done to my life. I'm reading and sharing constantly, trying to learn from other people. Recently, I read a site that described bitterness as an aged form of anger that has "congealed" into it's final form...so to... | self.offmychest |
Always wakinf up at 3-5am and then going to sleep again Always waking up around that time, thinking about wtf I am doing with my life and falling asleep again | self.depression |
Not considering suicide, but I have more and more thoughts about it. Hey everyone, just wanted to talk about some of the thoughts I've been having lately, as a result of an increasing sense of isolation.
I'll start by saying, I am not considering actually going through with suicide. I just needed to get that out of t... | self.depression |
Bipolar and sickness absence from work. So I'm currently off work after being sent home twice last week after having one dissociative episode and one panic attack. The line manager that sent me home was really supportive and told me not to worry about my sickness record and just to get better. Today though I have calle... | self.bipolar |
Everyday I think about killing my self, but I haven’t because my two sisters would be devastated. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Thank you to everyone on this sub. I just wanted to thank everyone on this sub who share their story, comments and just hangs around. Whenever I'm in deep depression or even on the verge of disassociation coming on this sub and reading stories and comments really helps me. Cliche line, but it really helps me feel like ... | self.depression |
I'm losing my grip and I have no where to turn anymore. I've lurked around here for a while now and this would be my second post at this point. Forgive me for ranting but I have to find some way to let this all out. My friends don't understand me when I speak to them about my depression and see me as just crazy. I've m... | self.depression |
Screw New Years/Holidays I'm a 29 year old man live alone, no friends anymore, no girlfriend just isolated and alone everyday. I use to be fine with it because I was completely numb and didn't care about anything at all, now I'm no longer numb because I've stopped bad habits/addiction that made me extremely numb, so ... | self.depression |
Have you ever reached out to someone, only to have them tell you they suffer too and just become overwhelmed? tl;dr after the jump. Please share your own stories even if you don't want to read mine, I'm curious.
I don't tell a lot of people that I have professional or even friendly relationships with about my severe... | self.Anxiety |
I get anxiety that makes me feel like I’m gonna throw up when I eat. How do I fix this? Every time that I get close to a relationship, I start to get extreme anxiety that seems to only affect me when I’m about to eat. Because of this, I feel sick when I eat and then I feel sick from not eating.
I also have stomach iss... | self.Anxiety |
CBT? BP1. First appt with therapist was last week. She gave me HW for when I’m feeling down/off. Think of 5 things I see, 4 I can touch, 3 hear, 2 smell, and 1 taste. Does it work for y’all? I’ve tried a few times and my “off” brain killed it immediately-“this is dumb; is always gonna be the same things.” It seems to m... | self.bipolar |
I feel hopeless and pathetic My ex has moved on and I wanted to potentially get back together with her. I feel like I'm just a waste of time and not worth anything to anyone. She clearly doesn't care about me and no one else really cares about me. My parents are trying to help but I don't deserve it. I don't deserve ha... | self.SuicideWatch |
DAE feel so much anxiety in their chest? Almost like something is sitting on you and it makes it feel like it’s effort to breath even though you know you should be doing it easily? | self.Anxiety |
Tired because Depressed vs Depressed because Tired How do you know what's causing what? I'm 22 and haven't woken up feeling refreshed since I was a child. My sleep is broken but even if I do somehow seem to sleep soundly, I still wake up groggy and don't feel like doing anything. Bad sleep can cause depression, but dep... | self.depression |
i wish people saw me as something more than "cute". [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Hypomania??? Im newly diagnosed so idk how to tell Ive been taking my sleeping meds correctly but last night i only got 5 hours of sleep and woke up refreshed and energized. I feel vary motivated to do things that arent a priority. Last night i had an intrusive thought that was borderline conspiratory that my SO was pl... | self.bipolar |
I have a lot I want to talk about. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
You've heard it a million times before, but I'm not okay There are so many things wrong I don't even know if I can list them all. I hate myself. I hate my shitty excuse for a life. I hate being lonely. I don't understand why everyone seems to hate me, I've always tried to be a good and kind person. A selfless one, even... | self.offmychest |
I want to be better, but what's it all for? [deleted] | self.depression |
A Letter to Me The following is a letter I have written to myself to help me battle intense depression. I write this and add to it when I'm coming from a much better place. If there is one positive thing that has come from this illness it is that the wild variance in mood has helped me gain perspective.
Dear _______,
... | self.bipolar |
I posted 6 months ago about being anxious getting into nursing again [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Im stuck in a shit mind set. Help me. My name is Jake and i am an 18 year old uni student in England.
I dont know what to do anymore. What seems to be the only thing getting my through the days are my Girlfriend. Apart from that im basically alone on this topic. I get into these mind sets that make my head spin and fe... | self.depression |
Depakote experiences? I have always tried to take a very conservative approach with medications and then be active in therapy and using coping mechanisms and such. That has been going well up until about 2 years ago and things just started going downhill. I was taking lamotrigine and I agreed to add citalopram to it,... | self.bipolar |
FUCK APPLE. FUCK APPLE. FUCK 2017 13 INCH MBP. PIECE O' SHIT CAN'T EVEN RUN ROCKET LEAGUE PROPERLY. EVERYONE AT APPLE DESRVE TO GET FUCKED IN THEIR ASSES BY RABIED PIGS... IF PIGS CAN HAVE RABIES.
MADARCHOD SAALE BEHN KE LAUDE UNKI MAA KA BHOSDA (TRANSLATE FROM HINDI IF YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT THAT MEANS) | self.offmychest |
Just a little note This has been on my mind for a while, perhaps ever since I entered university, and perhaps even before that I already started to get this sort of feeling. I don’t feel like I can trust people here. I don’t know anything about my supposedly closest friend John. I just don’t see it. Everyone I meet her... | self.offmychest |
Today I went out for 30 minutes and I am depressed again. I haven't gone out over 3 years mainly cause I don't have any friends to go out,I spend most of the time on the bed with the laptop watching things on the internet and at night i go to school,which has put a lot of pressure on me too,so basically i have a zero s... | self.depression |
best friend of 15 years randomly cut me out of their life I don't really know where to begin. There are a lot of days where I'm okay with this happening to me and then there are days (like today) when I'm not.
We met at age 14. I'm now 29 (she's also 29). We have always been each others strongest support, through thi... | self.offmychest |
I just needed to vent, and I didn’t know where to do it. I honestly don’t know what I’m going through. I just need to vent and I don’t even know who I need to vent to. I recently got fired from my job. I’m not hurting financially because my husband is perfect and earns a lot.
Everyday I go through two conflicting emo... | self.depression |
Impatient. Me being impatient is really getting the worst of me now. I'm going through a really rough break up and I'm having a really hard time. I don't mind the separation but what's killing me is the 100% no contact. I did so much for my ex and she just ditched me out of the blue like I was some summer flick. We wen... | self.depression |
I'm lonely and it sucks. Everyone around me is distant and I hate the loneliness. My own mom wont even talk to me. I can't stop breaking down. I wish I wasn't like this, I wish they would look my way at least every once in awhile. | self.depression |
Is it safe to occasionally smoke weed I’m aware that thc can cause psychotic symptoms, but is it okay to have a couple of hits maybe once every few months on special occasions? I used to smoke pot but I stopped. I’m never going to be a regular smoker again, but every once in a while it would be nice.
Thanks :) | self.bipolar |
I wasnt supposed to live this long I tried to kill myself multiple times since 2015 And I haven't been successful. Oh well... Another year to suffer through this hell | self.depression |
Totally alone this Christmas I'm stuck at my place this year, my roommates have gone to visit family, and I've been going through a lot. I just wish I had someone with me right now. | self.depression |
Maybe it's just a bad night but sometimes I just want to sleep forever I'm tired emotionally. Sometimes I burst out crying through the day and I just hope for tomorrow to be better. My mind feels like it's splitting apart. Thanksgiving and Christmas are coming up soon.
It brings back memories from last year that I'd l... | self.offmychest |
It's my birthday today I've never felt so lonely in my life. Just me by myself, in a room. I just wanted to be happy, just for a day, but things never work out for me. Sometimes I feel like birthdays are overrated. | self.depression |
2 reasons The only 2 reasons I haven’t killed myself is because of my mom and my cat. I’m thankful for that.
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I'm so confused I've been seeing two psychiatrists and a therapist for 3 months now, and they still don't know whats wrong with me. I'm so frustrated bc I just want an answer. I'm taking antipsychotics but I still feel like my mood is all over the place. One doc doesn't think I'm bipolar, and the other doesn't have a c... | self.bipolar |
I can't teach my students I've currently in a pre-student teaching phase where I have to take over a classroom for two weeks. Every day that I've taught, there was always something wrong: students weren't listening, I couldn't explain something well, or only some students were engaged. I keep on feeling pressure from t... | self.offmychest |
Effexor makes me feel like I can do anything. Lexapro is equivalent to sidewalk chalk | self.depression |
Idk what to do with myself I’m 16. I contemplate suicide every day. My mom never showed me affection. She always showed my siblings love when she wasn’t nodding out. I live with my grandparents. The girl that I wanted more than anything just rejected me. I know this sounds like just another teenager that can’t deal wit... | self.depression |
Honestly, it really upsets me when I hear about adult women messing around with teenage boys [deleted] | self.offmychest |
My life is officially over... Please,please,please,please read this wall of text.
I fucked up big time this time.I lost my job because of some damage that I have done there and I heard that I must pay for it.I will be taken to court and I need to pay over 10.000 dollars.FUCK!! Not even my house (on my father name) doe... | self.SuicideWatch |
I miss him so much Things were alright for a while. I got a job.
I worked in a grocery store and a boy that looked like my brother walked in and I couldn't breathe. I probably freaked him out and I left the store and I know for sure I'm fired now I'm fucked.
I miss him so much. I want to join him so bad I cant keep d... | self.SuicideWatch |
Every interaction I have with my mother leaves me in a hateful state, no matter what I try, she always gets to me. As bad as it sounds I just want to cut her out completely but I know I can't. | self.depression |
Why bother... So i made a post on my insta where i have quite a few friends and i made a long post explaining about my depression and suicidal thoughts and out of everyone only 1 person replied to ask how i was doing. The next day of school i get bullied about my suicidal thoughts and being an "emo" and someone even sa... | self.SuicideWatch |
I got diagnosed with loads of things, and I'm not sure how I feel about it. I got diagnosed with dysthymia and a cluster c personality disorder. Due to recent events I felt back into a major depression. I'm now looking up all kinds of things and it sounds pretty scary. I felt pretty good today, but these symptoms make ... | self.depression |
It’s my birthday tomorrow and I just want to talk to some strangers. It’s my birthday tomorrow and I’m not really looking forward to it. I’ll be 23 years old with nothing to show for it really. Might put on some cowboy bebop and smoke a little to pass the time. I’m just having a real low day today and have no one to ... | self.bipolar |
I just don’t know where I belong, how to live or what to do anymore.. [deleted] | self.depression |
I fucked up a possible relationship really badly I met a girl in Europe who lives in the Netherlands. I got her number, and we even held hands for a bit/hugged. After getting back to America, I started texting her every day at like ~3-5 and we had some great conversations. I told her that I loved her, which got 0 respo... | self.depression |
Not being coy, but don't want to put these thoughts in a title. Death is going to happen anyway, why does it matter when? | self.depression |
Finals are coming and I'll fail a couple of classes because I have no friends [deleted] | self.offmychest |
What’s the craziest thing you’ve freaked out about due to your anxiety? I ask because I suffer really bad from anxiety, especially health anxiety and I’m trying to see if anyone has crazy thoughts like mine. Maybe it’ll help people understand we aren’t crazy if we put it all out there and maybe relate to one another.
... | self.Anxiety |
Had to put down my oldest dog today Just need to get this off my chest as I’ve been crying.
Had to put down my 11 year old border collie (mixed)
She was destructive. She would get in trash so much that we had to move our trash can on top of stuff out of reach. She’d guard rooms and wouldn’t move. Wouldn’t obey other ... | self.offmychest |
Don't know what to do plz help Hi I'm a 15 year old male who is bi and I have no clue on what to I have had little to no friends my whole life I've had 3 so called friends stab me in the back I try to be as nice as I can be to people but all I get is shit and to top it all off I have parents who are overprotective of m... | self.depression |
Why do I feel so weird? I feel so weird and unmotivated.
I take prozac and idk the past few days I have felt.. nothing.. just weird.
My motivation has been sucking, I dont have motivation to clean my room, it is a disgusting mess.
I don't have motivation to find a job
I dont have motivation to excel in my classes at... | self.depression |
Broke my hand today in anger Today I punched the wall repeatedly until my hand broke. My knuckles are bruised I can't close my hand and it just really hurts! Even with medication the anger and the rage are still extremely high i don't know if I'm on the wrong medication (lamictal) or if the dosage isn't right (100mg) b... | self.bipolar |
He got an offer!!! My husband has been busting his ass to earn a new position at work that would double his current salary. He crushed the interview 2 weeks ago and today he got the offer to start after the new year.
He was so down about turning 30 and not being where he thinks he should be after 7 years in the milit... | self.offmychest |
Camgirl addicted husband First time poster, so I’m kind of a noob. I am on mobile so I apologize for any formatting issues. Also I’m an emotional wreck atm, so I apologize also for any run-on sentences.
Just a month before we got married last year June of 2016, I learned that my husband was buying gifts for cam girls... | self.SuicideWatch |
Living to die 18 year old college Freshman here. I've attempted suicide once in the past and it led to hospitalization. Nothing has really improved since then. I was diagnosed with schizophrenia and depression and put on meds but they aren't filling the hole inside of me.
To put it bluntly I hate everything. I hate wak... | self.SuicideWatch |
Everything I do is just a distraction while I wait around to die. I'm taking jobs. I'm making a video game. Hell, I'm even getting married this fall. We plan to honeymoon in Japan, and I've been no-less-seriously-than-usual kicking around the idea of wandering into the Aokigahara while we're there and never walking out... | self.depression |
Seroquel/ Quetiapine XL Advice Hi all, I'm hoping to switch from Quetiapine/ Seroquel IR 50mg to the extended release preparation next week. Does anyone else have any experience with the extended release preparation? I'm concerned with two thing predominantly:
1) Does Seroquel extended release make you drowsy the next... | self.bipolar |
Feel like my moral compass is broken. Not sure I like this. I've just kind of encouraged a second encounter with a guy who is in a very long term relationship. Allegedly it's an open one, but I didn't hear that from him himself -it's the first thing I plan to ask him though-. With that in mind I hooked up the first tim... | self.offmychest |
Adderall causing manic symptoms? This may be the wrong place for this, but I don’t know where else to post this. To start, I want to say I’m not bipolar, never been diagnosed as bipolar, and never had any symptoms that resembled mania before these past two months. In December, I was prescribed adderall xr 20mg becaus... | self.bipolar |
Anyone else struggling to maintain weight while depressed? I've Googled online and apparently most people when depressed eat less and are gaining weight. Well I feel like I'm the only one who eats too much when depressed. I've gained so much weight lately. I've gone up one jeans size and people are starting to notice. ... | self.depression |
My anxiety is ruining my relationship Okay, not ruining yet. But on its way. I'm with someone amazing and they're aware of my anxiety and many of my insecurities. Unfortunately, these insecurities largely revolve around her.
The very bottom line is that I'm scared of losing her in any way, but mostly due to cheating. ... | self.Anxiety |
To any fellow women: how many of you have gotten pregnant? How did that go? I have major anxiety about getting pregnant. I’m not trying, to be honest I’m not sure if I’d ever be able to carry a child because of my anxiety.
I realize, logically, my anxiety isn’t even that bad. It’s been rough the last two years but i... | self.Anxiety |
I keep having the urge to kill myself. I have an okay life. Nothing great, nothing too crazy, just... okay. But in the past few months, I've started to have these constant urges to kill myself.
I've kind of stopped caring about school and I've been to about 4 of my classes in the past month. I have this nagging feeli... | self.offmychest |
Husband with Adult separation anxiety and paranoia, I want to help but don't know how Trigger warning: Mention of suicidal thoughts
My husband has been paranoid ever since he can remember, while his ASAD was likely triggered by his father's passing when he was a teen. Most of the time that I've known him we were livin... | self.Anxiety |
I fucked up and overslept on a day my work really needed me [deleted] | self.depression |
Purposely caffeinated Anyone not give a fuck about caffeine and BP?
I drink a shit ton of it because it helps me "buzz" | self.bipolar |
Women ignore me, even here, they think I'm unworthy or too ugly to be helped. I even have the stats to prove it. Why am I so undeserving of love? [removed] | self.depression |
inability to have sex and no social life just make life maddening [deleted] | self.depression |
Need Help and Advice (posted elsewhere as well) i created this account for my wife to join support groups and to help her understand she is not alone.
We have been together for 17 years. During that time we would go through periods of happiness followed by horrible periods of unfaithfulness. Each time I would pick up ... | self.depression |
Emptiness- can't bring myself to care, though I know I really should I am about a week behind in like all my classes and this year (senior yr of high school) I've even been taking less classes than ever. I've stayed home from school really often bc i didn't get my hw done but now i just.. don't want to go at all. my be... | self.depression |
Does your sex drive just take off like a rocket sometimes? It's been a helluva year. I won't bore you with the story. Suffice it to say that it's been a very stressful year on so many fronts, and it's not over. And on top of that, I quit all my drugs (good decision so far) and my therapist went on maternity and decline... | self.bipolar |
It’s been a long 2 weeks So for starters I’m a 25m and this is prob gonna be scattered but I need to vent. 2 weeks ago my cousin who is prob my best friend went behind my back tried to convince my 18 year old brother who is 1.5 months into school to drop out I flipped out she lied to my face and laughed at me and her p... | self.depression |
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