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Can't think of any reason to live besides the fact that killing myself would hurt my family. | self.depression |
My dog is dying in an hour. At home euthanasia at least...
It happened so suddenly. She just slowly stopped eating and now she’s in too much pain to move. I went to class for two hours and I came home and she was laying in her own vomit. She couldn’t get up and had to lay in her own vomit until I got home. How fucking... | self.offmychest |
I'm finding it harder. I've always been able to suck it up and fake my happiness. But, lately it's been getting harder and harder to apply my fake happiness. I feel my smile deflating and my laugh is sounding more and more fake. I was fine yesterday, but today I can't help it. I don't look like my normal self and I don... | self.SuicideWatch |
I feel like my problems are stupid and unimportant. Compared to the problems everyone I know goes through, mine just seem so small and insignificant. I'm so pathetic that I'm complaining about shit that's not even a big deal.
One guy I know, his dad doesn't even know who he is anymore. Another guy, his family are prac... | self.offmychest |
Depression hallucinations? is this a thing or am I legitimately losing my goddamn mind? | self.bipolar |
Anyone else develop poor memory? Hey all, I've noticed recently that I've been putting things where they don't belong, or opening cabinets to look for things that I know are in another cabinet. I'm 20. Sometimes I'll be walking and I'll have to ask myself "where am I even walking to?" Then I have to think about what ti... | self.Anxiety |
Better sight/hearing when hypomanic? Anyone else get this? I always enjoy music more when hypomanic. But listening to songs I have heard a lot, I can isolate the different instruments easier, and hear softer sounds better. The world looks brighter, sharper and more concrete. | self.bipolar |
No motivation to do anything. I don't really know what to write.
I don't have any motivation. Whatsoever. I haven't cleaned my room in 6 months, I haven't showered in who knows how long, my hair is matted, I'm overweight, and every day I feel like complete and utter shit, which then leads to thinking about all of the... | self.depression |
How do i deal with Jealousy? 😔 This is pathetic, atleast the guy I compare myself to would think that. It's a guy I only typed with online in a game. He's same age as me 19, he is Extremely smart! He has friends, he's good looking, he's just a better version of me.
It feels like everything he do is perfection to 100%... | self.depression |
This illness will be the death of me This illness feels like the rest stop before hell. I’m sorry who this offends but how in the hell can I be happy when my brain is so unbalanced that I can’t even have a normal day. I know I am currently out of wack but I’m also at the point where I would just rather say fuck it and ... | self.bipolar |
Pregnant, bipolar, and need help I'm 14 weeks along now. And guess what? My bipolar disorder is ruining my relationship with my fiancee.
I don't know what to do. The first two months I was so depressed I could barely leave the bed. I was sleeping all the time, crying, etc. Barely eating, too. The past three weeks hav... | self.bipolar |
pathetic I'm thinking about all of these people that went through immense suffering, war, starvation, abuse, the death of everyone they love, extreme poverty, and they were able to live much better lives than me.
I'm incapable of even doing basic fucking things that it seems Iike 80 percent of other people can do ea... | self.depression |
I'm ashamed During the last week my best friend / cousin chatted with me a lot about my problems because she knows I'm not okay and wants to help me (she's such a sweetheart)
Yesterday out of nowhere we talked about my self harming behaviour, and I'm always trying to play it down so she doesn't have to worry about me... | self.depression |
Guy seems pretty serious, I have no clue how to deal with this kind of thing He seems to be 'telegraphing' a lot. Unfortunately this post is the best I can do to help right now.
https://np.reddit.com/r/news/comments/7ndbxc/north_korean_leader_kim_jong_un_says_he_has/ds44n34/
https://np.reddit.com/r/news/comments/7ndb... | self.SuicideWatch |
Anyone else feel relieved knowing that suicide is always an option? Thinking to myself "I can always just kill myself" is the most stress and anxiety relieving thought of all.
I don't have to worry about the future or anything at all really. I can always just kill myself. I'm not afraid of dying really, and the pain i... | self.depression |
Looking for help. I’ve struggled with depression for 10+ years. I go through good times where it feels like I’ve never been depressed before and bad times where I shut everyone out and go back to self harm. I’m going through one of my bad times and I feel like I may need to actually get help and not just push all my fe... | self.depression |
"You make life worth living" Have you ever been told that?
I just was and honestly I fucking cried. I feel like I actually have a reason to be here now. | self.offmychest |
Tired but don't wanna sleep and just wanna do things? I've been diagnosed with Bipolar I before, but I never really felt like I've ever had mania. The thing that tips the scale for the psychiatrist was 'psychosis', which I think now is more of DID. I've a therapist and we're working on it and she agrees that the voices... | self.bipolar |
Is anyone else not good with receiving compliments? I feel like whenever I'm complimineted I have to always one-up myself and set these ridiculous expectations and always end up over thinking and doing too much rather than sticking with what worked. | self.Anxiety |
0 replies So I wrote to a bunch of people in facebook (6 or 7 people), mostly girls, and went away for the entire day, expecting to see at least 3-4 replies when I return, but there was nothing, zero... just a bunch of 'seen'.
And this happens all the time, nobody gives a fuck about me... | self.depression |
Just can't hold it in anymore, held it in for far too long. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Came to an ice cream shop and am dying [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Rough Week I just need to write this out. I'll try and keep it short:
* This week I went to 2 funerals. I definitely do not want to attend for a long time.
* I have been working a lot of hours and weekends for last couple of weeks. I have lost track of how much. I just know that I billed about 45 hours to customers l... | self.offmychest |
I've lost all motivation. I don't care about my future. I thought I was getting better, but in the end, it just made the fall harder. | self.depression |
Stopped caring There's too damn much (violence, assault, death, neglect, manipulation, etc.) and the older I get, the worse I feel.
I've turned to things I shouldn't to numb things. I've started drinking a lot. I've been thinking more and more about how to end it. I've started giving things away or abandoning passion... | self.SuicideWatch |
any tips on dealing with monophobia? (the fear of being alone) | self.Anxiety |
It’s been a month and we haven’t talked. It’s been a while. You’ve stopped texting and I’ve not reached out either. I’ve deleted your number so that I *can’t* text you.
I won’t label you as bad news, or a bad person because you’re neither.
It’s not your fault.
I think you’ve gone back to her, the one you left behind... | self.offmychest |
What choice do I have to live in this life? [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Hypothyroidism I’ve written before about my concerns with starting Lithium due to it causing hypothyroidism. Welp, after almost 2 months on lithium, my TSH levels double out of a nice normal level. I’m so frustrated but at least my doctor sent me prescriptions for meds less than 24 hours since I did the blood work. | self.bipolar |
Anti-depressants and getting into fights with my boyfriend over them. I’ve gotten prescribed antidepressants( up to three times) whenever I go see my psychiatrist and I have never filled out that prescription because my boyfriend says that my doctor is a pill pusher and that all of his friends have regretted going on a... | self.depression |
Something i got out of my psychosis. Everything is beautiful, yet horrifying. | self.bipolar |
Mental countdown before working an evening shift So since quitting several jobs in quick succession due to anxiety and 2 months of unemployment, I have finally found a tolerable part-time position with relatively short shifts that will comfortably cover my expenses come January/February. (whew!)
The only issue is that... | self.Anxiety |
I don't have any real friends. My friends never text me back or want to spend time with me and I spend my days sitting in my room doing nothing. I have no will to live anymore, I don't have enough money to do the only things I enjoy in live and I don't have any talents. | self.SuicideWatch |
Questioning the big picture of my medical history Ok so this covers a little over a decade of systemic physical and mental illnesses + symptoms, so I'll try to sum it up as much as possible, please bear with me. For reference, I'm 23/F and was first seen by a psychiatrist around age 18 for my 3rd bout of major depressi... | self.bipolar |
Failing to mature with age? Normal 30s same as I was at 19 or so....never had relationship, no kids, stay with parents etc...understandable perhaps....still I feel my brain issue even when I moved away and on my own was walking about like a clueless 15 year old.... | self.depression |
Medication and sedation. I am finding my self extremely exhaused latley. I get enough sleep. I don't know if I'm going into depression or if it's my medication? Ino morning I take zoloft, metformin, epival, rovistatin. At night I take clonazapam, latuda, metformin and epival. I need my eneray levels to go up to stay up... | self.bipolar |
What do you do when the only thing that would ever make you happy again is unreachable and it would take luck to even have a chance at it again? [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Do you guys get extremely anxious when doing certian activities? For me, it's math, especially when I'm around other peopme. In my AP Calculus class we are required to work in groups for every chapter. My regular group is really nice and helpful but I just feel so stupid compare to them. They're always seven questions ... | self.Anxiety |
Rescheduled again Had my first panic attack back in Oct. Thought it was a one time thing but the feelings persisted so a week later I made an appointment.
Evaluation was scheduled for Dec 19th and that felt like a year with these feelings coming and going. That appointment comes and I get scheduled for the psychiatris... | self.Anxiety |
A brief narrative of mixed/Depressive symptoms Starting about three days ago I started to feel anxious, agitated, like I needed to do *something* and sitting still just made me feel awful. It made me think a lot like "why am I not busy and social with friends?" "this is unbearable I have nothing to do".
I live in a pr... | self.bipolar |
i have a problem with studying i cant fucking get it. every time i have to study for a topic i dont like, im starting too late, i dont want to learn since i know that i will never understand it, and since i hate studying these topics i am not motivated. I would love to become better and learn but i just block whenever ... | self.offmychest |
Why should I live? What's even the point of all this? Why must I live? I have no purpose in life but to waste resources. Even if I died, the sun won't stop rising. Plants would still keep growing. And everyone who knew me would move on eventually. So why should I bother? Why should I keep on going? Why should I fight t... | self.depression |
Happiness Fading So, I’ve struggled from pretty serve depression and anxiety most of my life. The last few 5 months or so I’ve been happier than I ever had been. It’s all because of this girl. My girlfriend is literally my world. I always make her feel special and loved, because I appreciate her so much. The last week ... | self.depression |
Looking for someone to talk to about anything, just trying to forget about life | self.depression |
im a trans teenager with a relatively accepting family, so why am i still afraid to come out? Using a throwaway for obvious reasons and, y'know, that good old trans paranoia. I'm a 16, almost 17, year old transgender male. I started questioning my gender at 13 and finally accepted the fact that I was trans a few months... | self.offmychest |
I feel like I'm about to have an episode, but I'm not sure which kind. I've been pretty stable for 7 or so months, but I've been feeling a little unstable for the past week or so. Not sure whether I'm trending hypomanic or depressed, but I feel like I'm at the edge of stability right now. I'm scared of what could happe... | self.bipolar |
I just keep going because of my mum My dad allready died when i was four years old. First i didn't even looked at the hurt that the death of my father caused. When i got older i slowly realized that it had something to do with my problems in life. But i used it as an excuse, for me not listening to myself. If no one ev... | self.SuicideWatch |
ok hear me out i have a brilliant idea for an app [deleted] | self.bipolar |
I think it's time. I gave it a shot this year and im worse off than I was last Christmas Still as unloved. Fatter, uglier, still boring. Still in love with people that don't see me the same way. Still taking 5 steps back for every 1 forward. I just don't have the energy for another year of this | self.SuicideWatch |
Does it really get better? I've been depressed and suicidal for years at this point, and I'm just exhausted. I find that people always tell me that it will get better, but it feels like I've waited so long, I'm just so tired of it. Sure, there are days where I feel happy, but they're so few and far between. What's the ... | self.SuicideWatch |
It's my birthday today. I'm 19 today and nobody has wished me a happy birthday or anything. I've been alone for an incredibly long time and I've been made to feel guilty and miserable by my own family on my birthday. I'm on my way to work just now and I've already slipped on some ice and hurt my back.
I hope you all ... | self.depression |
I just had a dream about my ex and it destroyed me [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I cried before I first came here, and I will cry before I leave. This is obviously a throwaway. I am also obviously not a native English speakers, so apologies for weird grammar.
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The day before I left my country to study here, I cried, leaving a part of my heart back home with all its memories.
I'm n... | self.offmychest |
Seems like theres no way out. I'm scared. I'm angry. I'm confused.
I've been contemplating for a long time. Several attempts in my past. Not proud cause pa always said "your a fing low life coward if you give up on life." Things seemingly go good until they go bad. This time it was pretty bad. There wasn't any physica... | self.SuicideWatch |
Internet addiction. Need advice. So my parents don’t wan’t me to use the computer much, but it’s virtually the only thing that entertains my anymore (no pun intended) because I have no friends to get together with and it seems like the only people who are willing to talk to me are online. I constantly ask my parents to... | self.depression |
What does life mean to you? I'm at a point where I just don't see the positive anymore, it's weird I'm a positive optimistic person, and even though I want to die I still love and appreciate things in this life so much, and am brought to tears at times at simple things like someone's smile or idk. But I feel empty and ... | self.SuicideWatch |
A rant about what a miserable little shit I am. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
My family makes me want to kill myself This is a really hard time of year for me because of all the holidays, which means that I have to spend more time with my family. I have a really long history of problems with my family. This includes my grandmother having an affair behind my grandfather's back, my family mistreat... | self.SuicideWatch |
i am GOING to do it Well, here we are again.
Things just don't seem to work out huh?
I am sitting on a couch I feel sick and I am waiting.
Waiting for the courage to come and oh god is it coming.
I am going to kill myself in less than an hour.
Goodbye
| self.SuicideWatch |
My boyfriend told me to go talk to reddit if i cant take is insensitive comments about how i feel. So here i am. | self.depression |
Does anyone else find themselves reaching out for childhood places or things when they’re feeling particularly upset or anxious? I’m a 25 year old guy. At times when I don’t understand what I’m feeling or I’m unable to control my own panic, I go drive and park in front of my mom’s house for a while or I’ll go visit my ... | self.Anxiety |
I'm just so tired ... I just wanna fucking cry ... I just to be normal. [deleted] | self.depression |
I hate the "I feel like 07 Britney" meme. Guess what, I am "07 Britney" levels ***often***. And it has fucking ruined my life.
It just reminds me how fucked up I am. Ive done this shit so often and so hard, if people can't move o from that, no one wil move on from the shit I keel pulling. Fml
I don't expect anyone to... | self.bipolar |
I should be happy, but I feel trapped. Does anyone else feel like this? It's almost like I have no choices left to make in life... and it's constantly bringing me down [deleted] | self.depression |
Parents Fighting My parents argue very often and even though they don’t fight with physical contact, sometimes it gets a bit out of hand. Once, my dad even went towards the door and said that he was leaving, and another time, he said that he was going to jump out of the window and die (he headed towards the window at t... | self.offmychest |
my girlfriend is in a psych ward and i have no one to talk to about it [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Dude just stop being sad. Yeah right. I'll be sure to say that when everybody fucking laughs at you. Cunt. | self.depression |
I'm worth sweet fuck all Death please take me away Im so fed up with whats left of my life it doesn't even feel like mine. | self.depression |
[NAW, just ranting] Tired of feeling of/being shamed for writing I don't really write anything like novels or short stories or anything with a relatively linear plot. It's more accurate to say I like to build characters. I like coming up with their conflicts, their struggles, their personalities, how they deal with cer... | self.offmychest |
Rough time I’ve been having a real rough weekend and a rough day today too. I’ve been having really bad crying spells and an overwhelming sense of dread. I just feel self hatred and that I’m failing at everything, I know these things aren’t true but I can’t shake the feeling. I’ve been crying in class all morning, I ju... | self.bipolar |
Medications to keep reality and medications to keep me silent Seroquel 200 mg 3 times a day - for Bipolar 1, auditory hallucinations; Buspar 15mg 2 pills twice a day - for Generalized Anxiety Disorder; Zoloft 200mg a day for Depression; Klonopin 1mg - up to twice a day for panic attacks; Remerol 15mg nightly for insomn... | self.bipolar |
University + Anxiety and Depression Originally posted in r/anxiety but I wanted to post here as well for advice from this sub reddit users perspective.
Hello, I’m going to start this off with some background. I’m currently dealing with generalized anxiety and social anxiety which has lead to moderate depression and m... | self.depression |
I don't even have enough energy or drive to kill myself Nothing, I'm missing an important motor, I'm tired constantly, yawning, dozing off and lying down have become my greatest talent. No achievements I have no achievements at all and don't want to work anywhere at all. I just want to sleep all day, I feel like I'm w... | self.depression |
Unmedicated sleep I had my first night of unmedicated sleep where I slept the night in at least two years yesterday. Holy fuck. | self.bipolar |
Anyone else kinda bothered that Kanye won't admit he's one of us? I don't really feel like I have to explain the situation if any of you are well-versed in pop culture. It is so evident that he suffers from an emotional disorder, and with everything he seems to have stood for in the past, I'm bothered that he's not hel... | self.bipolar |
does anyone else wish for death on their birthday? i've been doing it for 4 or 5 years now.. still nothing | self.depression |
I'm in a pretty rotten state. For years I have tried living along side the mess in my head. I know I have depression but there is more but it's undiagnosed. I've tried different medications and some of them kind of work. None of them work for long. Maybe they never work and I just believe they are for a while until the... | self.depression |
Are mood swings common with anxiety/depression? I have recently started to analyze myself more and have noticed that ever since I can remember I've had these mood swings.
It's usually not without reason at all, sometimes either something really good happens like a cute girl looks at me and smiles and that makes me fe... | self.Anxiety |
Suicide because I am a crazy person. I think I am not gonna do anything. Edit a few days later | self.bipolar |
Why do I feel so consumed by my work? Has anyone been in a similar situation or have any coping strategies? I can’t stop thinking about work and it’s utterly consuming me. I have so much on my plate and never know where to start. I keep trying various productivity hacks to clear my mind and try to determine what is pri... | self.Anxiety |
I feel like a piece of shit for this [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Help a college student! Examples of neurodiversity in science fiction TV? | self.bipolar |
[Minor TW: Nuclear Weapons and Whatnot] To people With nuclear war anxieties: A Couple of Ways to Ground Yourself and Stop Worrying (from a fellow panicker) **DISCLAIMER:** For geopolitical purposes and familiarity, I am writing this from the perspective of a citizen of the United States through their conflict with Nor... | self.Anxiety |
What are some normal goals for people to have? Nothing brings me joy and I don't have hopes or dreams | self.Anxiety |
I have accepted that my dad is most likely a child rapist. Hi all. Not sure what to do with this information, so I figured I should send it off into the void.
My dad has never had a relationship with his siblings, and the reasons why were always really murky. A couple years back, my grandfather told me the truth: when... | self.offmychest |
Trying to stay positive. Came pretty close to killing myself. Hey, everyone. This is a throwaway. I'm applying for jobs, in a ton of debt, and I dragged my mom into it (thank you, student loans). I've been having trouble actually applying for jobs-- every time I try, my anxiety acts up, and I can't move. I've just want... | self.SuicideWatch |
Is this anxiety? I'm not sure what this is but it drives me crazy Like I don't feel stressed. I don't know maybe I do feel stressful all the time so much that I barely remember what feeling calm is like... I overthink so much. I have thoughts coming up that ask questions and say things that I barely know how to answer.... | self.Anxiety |
my friend has depression and i don't know what to do [deleted] | self.depression |
Stomach Problems, Feel like I am going to die I have something wrong with my stomach. The GP does not know what the problem is, so he is recommending me to a GI. I have never seen a GI before. I have to wait 2-3 weeks to get an appointment. I have had severe anxiety my whole life, but the last few years have gotten ext... | self.Anxiety |
I absolutely despise the holidays! My mother is in prison for 30 years and the holidays were always a special time between me and her. everytime i look at a decoration, i cry.
| self.offmychest |
The thoughts are returning worse than ever... I always feel empty and broken. From growing up as a fat little outcast being bullied all the time. For a few years in high school I was “cool” when I was in a metal band and people seemed to love me but I was continuously feeling depressed and that was just one form on ven... | self.SuicideWatch |
Just a Question about TV Bipolar Drug Portrayal On Homeland the main character is bipolar. Her sister, who is a doctor gives her medicine. At first they said she took clozapine, which somebody realized was ridiculous. So without mentioning it they switched her to lithium. Now according to the synopsis it has quit worki... | self.bipolar |
I'm almost done I’m a seventeen old with no future. Everyday I go to school, do nothing, and come ho:e, and do nothing. I’m sick of it. Everyday, I have to go to school, knowing that no matter how much I try, I can’t pay any fucking attention, because I’m too damn lazy to do it, I can’t get up the motivation. Im a fuck... | self.depression |
Anyone have difficulties explaining bipolar to loved ones? I have no struggles opening up about my mental health, but I sometimes struggle to give proper information about my bipolar. I often get the question: how does it make you feel and for some reason, I don't really know how to talk to them about it. I can't find ... | self.bipolar |
Seriously suicidal... Dated a girl for a little over 2 years through high school, she was the first person to bring me out of my shell and the first person who I have ever truly “loved”, in October I found messages between her and another guy saying she had feelings for him, they have been best friends since they were ... | self.SuicideWatch |
i dont think i can do another year my insides feel like theyre already decomposed. like for christs sake its like theres a big cavity where my intestines should be and the creeping dread and obsession with death is all that i can feel now. i cant really differentiate the days anymore and it all feels like one hazy blur... | self.SuicideWatch |
I am beyond lost at the moment, no idea how to proceed, 19F I'll try to keep this relatively short. I have been given many opportunities in life that I'm thankful for. For the sake of background: my mother is quite wealthy, therefore she's sent me to the best schools in our region, I've traveled the world many times, h... | self.SuicideWatch |
Finally found love, but after 2 months depression kicked back in. [deleted] | self.depression |
All I look forward to is sleep. Today I slept the day away because I feel like I just didn't have the energy to go through it.
I didn't even have anything I needed to do today.. I just don't want to be awake and thinking.
I cant tell anyone how I feel, it will just stress them out too... those around me won't understan... | self.depression |
What do I tell my family that I’m doing with my life when I meet with them for the holidays? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
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