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Those God dang mother F-ing camel crickets man! Scared the shit out of me | self.offmychest |
Fuck. I’m on the verge of panic attack re: work [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Can't believe how hard it is to lose a pet. So I had to put down my 16-year-old cat today. He was recently diagnosed with diabetes, but I think he had cancer that underpinned the diabetes. He lost so much weight and grew too weak to eat or drink. Even though I know it was right to put him down, I lost it when he finall... | self.depression |
I just learned that I have severe anxiety and I’m scared that it’s going to destroy my entire life! I didn’t make the connection of anxiety. I’ve never felt comfortable talking about my feelings with other people due to the fact that I never saw people going through the same emotions and feelings as me (fiends and fami... | self.Anxiety |
I’m fed up of never taking chances in my life. I’ve decided to quit my job, and afterwards tell my co-worker and best friend how I really feel [deleted] | self.depression |
Getting bored It’s December-24-2017 I am 14 and live in the US. I’m sitting alone in my room and I’m sick and tired of this. I’ve lived 2+ years with depression and anger problems. I haven’t really had a particularly terrible or hard life I am just tired of my repetitive life style I’ve been forced upon. I have no spec... | self.SuicideWatch |
I feel like despite deciding not to kill myself a piece of me died. I had planned on a nice last day by a lake and then killing myself this New Years Eve. I ended up deciding not to, but it feels like a part of me still went. I can barely get motivated to leave bed and I feel numb. | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm pretty sure I'm gonna die alone I'm a 22 year old dude and I haven't been in a relationship since I was 16. I struggled a lot with anxiety in high school and basically spent two years as a shut-in. I almost didn't graduate, but I ended up making it and now I'm in college with a pretty good GPA. I also struggled ... | self.offmychest |
This is it. I finally am ready to just fully kill myself. I can’t do it anymore. Nobody is on my side. My family hates me and I have no friends. Just now I spilled a lot of tea on the carpet/couch and I felt so bad. And then my grandmother made me feel like absolute shit. In her words “you make me feel like an idiot, s... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm almost done with college and I feel like I screwed up my entire social life by going to a school that wasn't good for me I went to a small religious expensive university mostly attended by upper middle class white people. I'm in that group of people as well but I'm weird and neruodivergent and it feels like the vas... | self.offmychest |
I hate how because my humor isn't popular, it's viewed as 'edgy', not how I actually feel. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
My Downfall Hello, everyone. I am 19 years old and will be 20 in less than 2 weeks. I have hit rock bottom. Let me start from the beginning. I lost a lot of weight back in 2016. 60 pounds to be exact. However, for the past few months, I have developed a terrible eating habit. I will barely have any sort of intake for 2... | self.depression |
Being with someone 20 years younger than me [56M] I met this amazing woman through A Foreign Affair’s singles tour in Cartagena, Colombia… she’s 20 years younger than me and I never thought I’d get a chance with her. I somehow got lucky. The age difference is somehow unsettling, I’m not going to lie about it… I have 2 ... | self.offmychest |
Why does everyone gotta be someone? Can't a person just do things without always having to be someone? Shouldn't have to constantly prove your worth to get by in life. Seems unreasonable to determine a person's worth as opposed to how well known or likable they are. | self.offmychest |
Psychologist tells me “you’ll be fine” and I’m not feeling it [deleted] | self.depression |
When you think everything is better than ever and then depression just kicks in reminding that i am truly just a garbage. [deleted] | self.depression |
What can people even do to help me? Fucking nothing. [deleted] | self.depression |
Life is stressing me out I don't know where to begin but I just hope someone has felt the same or can give me some advice!
For the past 7 months or so I've been feeling very anxious but by day it only gets worse. For me this is something I'm sure I've had for awhile but it's only just building up now with the mix of ... | self.Anxiety |
Without Hope, Hopeless My situation keeps getting worse and worse and theres literally nothing I can do, but stop it. Like for the past forever or so Ive been a CD stuck and stammering on the spot and I have always been the type to pull the bandaid off. When is enough, enough, you know?
| self.SuicideWatch |
Does anxiety kill your motivation? Been feeling better lately after a several month long stint of nearly constant anxiety all day every day.. I noticed my motivation had started slowly coming back, but then today had a small attack and immediately after was back to having ZERO motivation. | self.Anxiety |
Do you ever feel like you're never gonna be able to love someone? I'm an 18 year old female and have never been in a relationship. Also, I've never gone past any physical besides kissing. Anytime a guy is interested in me I immediately find a reason to not go for it. Or even if I do go on a date with a guy I'll have a ... | self.Anxiety |
Im going to end it tonight, im drunk anyways. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
psychiatrist just prescribed quetiapin as a sleep aid and i am a bit scared + skeptical. help? [deleted] | self.bipolar |
Got 1% for exam paper. Wrote bush did 9/11 Question - Am I Bipolar? Thanks for reading 🅱️🅱️
Felt hitler vibes, cos he was bipolar...
Now I am so confused why I wrote what I wrote, as now I feel different. Like I have two personalities and was in at extreme high when I did the paper.
Mind was distorted, thoughts a... | self.bipolar |
I officially have no friends I'm a 21 yr old m in college. The other night my roommates came back from the bars and since my door was locked and I was pretending to be asleep, they proceeded to talk shit about me. My room is next to the living room so I overheard everything.
It was pretty bad. Lately I've been a litt... | self.depression |
Bye Maddie I hope you never see this. But if you do then you'll know just how much you hurt me. It started last December. We were so close. I told you everything. You told me everything. You told me about your mental health issues when you were embarrassed to tell anyone else. And i respected it. I got feelings for you... | self.offmychest |
DAE have panic attacks while exercising? I am so busy lately. It often feels like it is the only time of the week where I sit and think. And it leads me to having full-blown panic attacks. Exercise is not fun for me, it feels like torture for me. I am scared of going now. But it could help me with the anxiety, right? B... | self.Anxiety |
I Wrote My Note Tonight Like the title says, I wrote my note tonight. Strangely I feel at peace about it. I guess all that’s left is to actually do it. I haven’t really settled on a way yet, but the ideas are there.
Every day I continue on is like a living nightmare. I just want to end the pain and be at peace. The w... | self.SuicideWatch |
Wellbutrin XL and Lexapro side effects Hey all,
I've been on Lexapro (generic) for a couple years now, no issues. Currently 20mg dropping to 15mg tomorrow.
This week I started Wellbutrin XL (generic) at 150mg. I feel good, little wired, but not bad.
I'm concerned with the possibility of seizures. I've brought this... | self.depression |
im 13 and so fucking lonely and ive lost all hope dudes im so fucking lonely i hate it.
I had so many friends in year 6 and they just have neglected me ever since. I go to a really shit high school, and i fucking hate it. All the people there are so brain dead and i have gotten nothing out of my time there.
I never ... | self.depression |
Nobody cares anymore I used to have friends who would console me, but I didn't know how to do that properly and now they don't care because it's too draining to speak to me
Asking me how I'm feeling is like kicking a fucking hornet's nest | self.depression |
My friend is always disappearing Can someone explain this to me? She has depression, last year I stop talking to her because of how much she hurted me back then, then we start talking just sometimes. But eventually she tried to commit suicide, and I was so worried that we began talking all day again. I really really li... | self.depression |
I hate where I live now and I'm homesick [deleted] | self.offmychest |
EMDR therapy in an hour (more of a vent) I told my therapist via text last week that I'm sick of talking and want to get going on the EMDR again. She's excited lol
She wanted me to go to the place of the incident we're working on today but I haven't and I won't now that therapy is in an hour.
I feel like I'm making ... | self.bipolar |
hate life. lost my job. About To Be Homeless. going to lose custody of my kid. I've posted a lot of times about how awesome my boss was and how great my job is. When my ex first left, I thought I could figure things out on my own. I made the money but she was my reminder to pay the bills on time. She helped me a lot... | self.bipolar |
Latuda and OTC painkillers? What painkillers can I safely use while taking 20mg of Latuda a day? I usually take ibuprofen or aleve; are either of those safe? | self.bipolar |
I went to a party tonight And somehow I got so many compliments. One person even did a double take and said "[dressdinblack] is that you?!?.. damn, I see you."
When I'm out with my friends I'm not usually the one who receives compliments, but so many people liked the way I looked tonight and ... I'm sooo happy. I can'... | self.offmychest |
Should i call CPS? The police? Should i go to a residential? My parents are breaking my heart. [deleted] | self.depression |
I took the first step. Hey Guys I’ve realized my life was being controlled by my aniexty few years ago. It got the point where I was afraid to be me around my family. Today I decided to get professional help and I feel better. No longer feel trapped. It’s still there but, I feel like me again. I know it’s hard but, rea... | self.Anxiety |
How can I help myself without other people's help? Before I try to hang myself god knows where, I at lest want to try to help myself. | self.SuicideWatch |
Depression and Alcohol Honestly I have no Idea how to cope with negative feelings,I drink when I'm feeling down and that happens a lot. I either drink or do drugs. I don't know how to cope with my emotions and It's extremely hard for me to open up to people because I don't want to be a burden to anyone but I know that ... | self.depression |
Share Your Victories Large & Small Weekly Post - 2018-02-15 As I'm sure many of you already know first-hand it can be overwhelming even to do the "little" or "normal" things in life for those with anxiety issues. It's about time every one of us bragged about our triumphs big and small in our day to day life.
This ... | self.Anxiety |
I’m taking over my family’s fast food restaurant. I’ve worked behind the counter for nearly 15 years. Why do people give me shit when I tell them my life goal is to spend as little time as possible in the actual business? [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Planning on taking my life by the end of this week. Why? Well, honestly I don't want to be here anymore. I wanted to take my life last week but then I thought of my siblings and how devastated they would be, so I didn't but then come today, it's just been so shit that I'm not bothered to make an effort for life. Future... | self.SuicideWatch |
Too late or not I’ve read a lot of posts on here recently just to see what people have to say and everything. Maybe I could read someone’s story and it would help. It doesn’t hurt to try I guess. It’s just something I’ve been thinking about since I was 14 or 15. I’m 28 now and it doesn’t seem like it stops or get easie... | self.SuicideWatch |
CANT lose weight on trileptal! I'm on 1500mg of Trileptal. These last 2 months I've been really good about eating well. I even did keto for about a month before I got tired of feeling sick.
I've been working out almost every day. Doing a mix of cardio and strength, and watching my calories.
However the scale is b... | self.bipolar |
I just need one good friend. I have many friends at school, it's good. Well...not really. I hate all of them. If I would've died, none would notice. I try so hard to find that one friend that really gets close to me, and we would stand by each other's side forever. I tried several times to talk to people, but I always ... | self.depression |
$440 for one month of Seroquel XR??? That's with my insurance, there is no way I can afford that every month. Is there anyway to get it cheaper? Going to Canada? Is it normal for them to fuck people over on this drug? | self.bipolar |
Desperate.. looking for a natural way to relieve my increased anxiety and depression in the last month. Can't shake this... Hello!
I am a 23 year old female that has struggled with anxiety her whole life. I have taken many things but nothing really "fixed" me. Xanax and similar drugs just slowed my thoughts but didn't... | self.Anxiety |
Doctors give me panic attacks and I have a checkup coming Finally bit the bullet and set up a doctor's appointment for next week. I've been putting it off for years because doctors terrify me. Honestly left to my own devices I'd probably put it off even longer but I can't support my vision of myself as a devoted father... | self.Anxiety |
Why does everyone think that depression is about unrequited love? [deleted] | self.depression |
What are your experiences with anti-depressants? I’m just interested in your experiences with anti-depressants. I have been taking pills for approximately 10 years now (mainly fluvoxamine, but I also tried cymbalta and fluoxetine).
Does your medication help?
Sometimes I think “fuck it, I often still feel bad”. But w... | self.depression |
Me [26 M] with my ex [25 F] of 7 ish years, are done (agian) and I think I am unstable. I don't really know what I'm doing anymore. Like my title says my GF broke up with me and I guess I want to know if it was all my fault. Here is my/our background. BEWARE LIFE STORY COMING UP. I'm sorry. Tried posting in other sub-... | self.SuicideWatch |
Dual Diagnosis, Saphris problems, Clozapine, Tegretol/Trileptal and TMS Well stability was nice while it lasted. Since April actually. They put me on Saphris and it put the breaks on the mania but it was burning my tongue so bad the skin was actually peeling off. I tried taking Tums to neutralize the acid and now I'm t... | self.bipolar |
[update] good things on this subreditt recently. i didn't cut myself. thank you. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
My boyfriend broke up with me during visiting hours at the hospital I was really depressed. I had a particularly bad week that led to a mental breakdown one night in October. I punched a door, broke my hand (didn't know it at the time), and couldn't stop crying. He was scared for me, and so was our roommate. They broug... | self.offmychest |
Looking for someone that can relate. Hi everyone.
Well, I am writing it to vent this off my chest. I'm a 20yoM.
These are the main reasons that I often use to justify killing myself when I'm really hopeless:
-I'm extremely lazy, I suck at my job, and I'm excluded by my peers. No need to mention what my boss thinks o... | self.depression |
I need to vent Hi r/depression. I'm just in need of some support I guess. Normally I manage to keep my depression and anxiety in check but lately it's been getting bad due to recent events.
At work I was made to wear drag for the company christmas party by my boss, because we had to show up in costumes and he said it'... | self.depression |
And now suicide seems like a great fucking idea once again. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Anyone else with anxiety get these two things? Occasionally before I got to sleep when I've felt anxious or depressed it seems like my internal dialogue/ thoughts are screaming at me not as if they're in the room with me or as if I can't hear other sounds, but more as if it's my own thought voice just rapid firing, I c... | self.Anxiety |
I need someone to give me a reason to not do this if there is any at all.
Not much has very meaning to me anymore and I'm extremely desperate to leave
There isn't much stopping me | self.SuicideWatch |
my mom keeps telling me that my emotional problems are just a teenage phase... I barely attempted suicide last month, but apparently I've been much better recently. I don't know...maybe? I haven't really felt anything recently, but that does mean I'm not in as much pain anymore, right? Maybe the new meds are working, o... | self.Anxiety |
College makes me want to kill myself I know people say you're supposed to get over the failure. But, I can't. I've seen the Kobe Bryant video where he talks about how repeating the same mistakes is failure. And, I realize that I'm a failure. I keep repeating the same mistakes. Term after term. I never thought I would t... | self.SuicideWatch |
Has anyone done a 'no Internet' or a'no elelctronics' challenge for a while (qm) How did that turn out, was there improvementa | self.Anxiety |
My newest best friend is a better friend than any of my old ones. But he doesn't seem to think I am worth anything I went on exchange for half a year to Europe and met a new friend. So far he has helped me with so much shit that I consider him a best friend. He remembered my birthday despite having just met me and plan... | self.offmychest |
DAE have physical complications from anxiety? I’m wondering if my anxiety is the root of what seems to be worsening issues. My job causes me great stress and my SO is an alcoholic so home life is rather isolating. In July I was diagnosed with IBS. My ob/gyn and psychiatrist are concerned by my blood pressure so I’ve st... | self.Anxiety |
What is it that you desire What is that you desire the most?
Is it money, is it the loss of you depression or Even just the desire to desire | self.depression |
I don't want to die, but I feel like suicide is my only option I was diagnosed with MS in Feb. 2016 and haven't held a full time job since December 2015, and as of Weds. I have nowhere to live. My sister and I have been looking for somewhere, but nobody will rent to people with bad credit and a lack of income (She make... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm lonely, weird and keeping myself inwards I more or less have been considered quiet or shy since the sixth grade. I have just never been someone to take the lead in discussing things in large groups for the past five or six years.
That little leadoff brings me in. I've had these strange habits like trying to verba... | self.offmychest |
All my life, I never met the right people I was raised by a narcissist, I was mocked as a kid, I had friends who didn't care that I was depressed and who betrayed me, I then met bullies, I was manipulated to do homeworks and rejected in High School, now I'm alienated in College. It's always the same, I always start th... | self.offmychest |
Adopted daughter/Not the Father My adopted daughter and I have always had a tumultuous relationship. I adopted her when I married her mother, and she was 5 years old. Her "real" father bailed 8 months after her mom had her at 15. Already loaded with issues, but I love the kid anyway. Down the road, we get divorced.... | self.offmychest |
I've half convinced myself that I'm not(and have never been) mentally ill. The meds have been working so well for long enough that everything feels really distant. I've started explaining away everything as just teenage moodiness and drama. The mania was just overreacting to stimulants, the depression was just laziness... | self.bipolar |
I've been struggling with depression a lot lately. I pushed away my loved ones and now I've lost my 5 and 1/2 year girlfriend. I didn't even cry. I'm so detached. I don't even know what to do anymore. We moved away from family so she could finish her degree. Now with her gone I have nobody. No friends or family. I'm al... | self.depression |
Turned my life around but anxiety is worse than ever. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Never been diagnosed Hey guys, for the longest time I've exhibited traits of depression, and when I was in my darkest time I never reached out to anyone and kept it all a secret. Now that I'm in a much better head space years later I've started "coming out" as someone with depression to myself and others. I've never be... | self.depression |
The idea of getting a job depresses me I have my first job interview tomorrow. I have been thinking a bit and just began to cry a little :/. The idea of getting a job depresses me. To take up 1/2 of my time for a job just doesn't sound right. But it's something i have to do. We all do. I am not a lazy person. I just fe... | self.depression |
Tips for a parent? Mt 12 y/o daughter has GAD with OCD tendencies. She is in treatment, takes her meds and is doing really well.
Her progress has become a double edged sword for me. I anticipate a good day every day and when she has a hard day I am not able to process and be the support that she needs.
Any advice th... | self.Anxiety |
Can a depression happen in the course of just a few weeks and without any real reason? I feel like I'm entering a depressed state at the moment and I'm feeling bad since around 3 weeks. I'm not motivated, I hate going to school (not that I ever liked it, but it was decent at times) and I eat almost nothing since a week... | self.depression |
I'm so lonely, but I'm not alone. I don't have anyone who I can truly feel comfortable being myself around, or telling the truth about how I feel. I have friends, they're not superficial, in fact they're wonderful people. I just can't let go from this facade that I have created - of this happy, easy going person. I kno... | self.depression |
Sleeping all day I have no interest in anything during the day it seems. Simple tasks seem daunting and exhausting. Im not unhappy so idk if its simply depression. I just want the day to be over so i can spend the evening with my partner who works during day. Weekends with her i dont have this problem. Whats going on... | self.bipolar |
The (Girl) Who Cried Wolf I hate that, with people who know my diagnosis, I'm ["The Boy Who Cried Wolf"](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Boy_Who_Cried_Wolf) whenever I state my perception of something for the *first* time.
For example, if I believe someone is unfairly rude to me or dislikes me for some reason, peop... | self.bipolar |
I have the pills in my purse We keep the cabinet locked where all my medications are, for my safety. It was unlocked yesterday and I stole some of my pills. I have enough. I'm both feeling in control and powerful as well as terrified. | self.SuicideWatch |
What am I even doing A few days ago I told my best friend I had feelings for her. Because apparently I'm a fucking moron. Now she thinks I was only her friend because I wanted to be with her, and says I betrayed her trust.. I understand why she would think that, but it is just simply not true. I don't know how to make ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I feel like a bad person Dude that I knew from school very well committed suicide, and I don't feel sad. Just empty. :/ needed to get it off ma chest | self.offmychest |
Will Seroquel grogginess go away? I thought I could escape the AP's but lucky me I might be schizoaffective. So I started (AGAIN) on Seroquel@50mg a week ago and my mornings fucking suck. Today I woke up at 7AM but I felt like someone just shit all over me. Fell asleep again and woke up at 8 fucking backwards on my bed... | self.bipolar |
I know. It’s all wrong. By rights we shouldn’t even be here. But we are. I know. It's all wrong.
By rights we shouldn't even be here.
But we are.
It's like in the great stories Mr. Frodo.
The ones that really mattered.
Full of darkness and danger they were,
and sometimes you didn't want to know the end.
Because how cou... | self.depression |
Worried my medication is making me too apathetic It's done wonders for my anxiety, I feel remarkably chill and that's really nice. But I'm starting to become concerned that nothing is affecting me how it should, I could drop out of college, loose my girlfriend, fuck stuff up and I'm not sure I'd care. I don't feel happ... | self.Anxiety |
I’m filled with so much anger and hatred and I don’t know what to do. I just want to curl up into a ball and wait for it all to end. | self.depression |
How do I date when Emotionally detached Emotional detachment (with the help of mood stablizers) has been working well for me. Though it kind of interferes w/ relationships so I've decided that serious relationships are not in my card.
So I'm wondering how do I tell the other person and when should I tell the other per... | self.bipolar |
Hey, could use a hand Hi guys, I'v been going trough a lot lately, I lost all my friends because of my careless behavior, the girl I like blocked me on everithings and don't want to see me again, I'm 20, living with my mom, I quitted school few years ago and I didn't move from my computer since, she kinda hate me, I do... | self.SuicideWatch |
My Grandfather passed away. Not sure is this is the right sub.
So, this happened about 4 hours ago. I got a text from my Mom. He was 89.
He was a good man, a kind, loving and more importantly, deeply caring human.
I'll miss him.
As for my symptoms, Prozac's been helping me with it, and I'm betting on it to help me ... | self.depression |
Pro tip: deactivate your Facebook account during your birthday or just deactivate it altogether | self.depression |
Chronic illness from a very early age we are taught to think of the future and what you may want to be one day. No one prepares you for illness. No one ever knows what to do when you have prepared your whole life to be something and have it taken away by illness. I had a one year old little girl and was just starti... | self.depression |
My boyfriend(19) is not a virgin and it's killing me. We're both 19.I found out about this a couple of days ago. We tried having sex twice but both times he came just before penetration. I am a virgin and have been saving myself for someone who is worth it. He had sex once at 15 with his female friend to get over a bre... | self.offmychest |
Feeling super numb and detached from loved ones. Today has been shit. I woke up fine, school was fine. Then I had to get ready to go for an audition and I completely shut down. I began to just completely detach myself from me and the people around me. My boyfriend took me to my audition. My friends all kind of just wer... | self.bipolar |
I want to disappear for at least a day [deleted] | self.depression |
6 years and $240 later ... ... I realized I have anxiety that was picked up by a medical professional.
I’m looking for someone who is up for a Skype call (voice). The idea of putting a request for a voice conversation on this very sub of anxiety is so ironic.
I wonder if anyone would even respond.
Take care. | self.Anxiety |
Will all anti depressants have a similar effect on me? I took 10mg of citalopram for a week about a month ago, I took it for anxiety which it helped a lot, but it made me more depressed than usual to the point of suicidal thoughts every day which is unusual for me.it also made me VERY drowsy and made me feel even more ... | self.depression |
Advice on helping a roommate with depression Sorry if this is not the right place to post this, if it isn’t let me know and I’ll remove it.
One of my roommates has been on anti-depressants for a while and is pretty open about it. Lately he’s been kinda moody and seems very upset for a while. One of his big hang ups a... | self.depression |
I want to get help, but the counsellors in school are very unprofessional and unapproachable and I can’t book a GP appointment without my parents finding out. I just want advice for how I can get help from outside these 2 sources. | self.depression |
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