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I took plan b a couple days ago and now I’m depressed Not sure if it’s cause I’m still healing from my miscarriage 4 months ago or if it’s from the hormones in the pill or a combination of both. Whatever. | self.offmychest |
Me Just Trying to be a good person I'm only 13. Last year I met this dude on a video game. A week later after getting to know him he tried to OD. Before that he put something in a discord chat that he was going to kill himself. I helped him through it. Almost 1 year 2 months later (today) Another friend of mine decided... | self.SuicideWatch |
If God doesn't help me by the end of the year i will end it. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Caffeine and depression? I'm diagnosed with depression, and I was wondering if anyone else has some advice about coffee intake. The symptoms I suffer include lack of energy (I won't leave bed for one week of of the month usually, and am tired all the time), severe anhedonia (no emotions/pleasure) and anxiety (likely be... | self.depression |
Does anyone else think it is disrespectful to your dead parent for someone to tell you to kill yourself over their death? There is this guy who I broke it off with last night who keeps harassing me and wishing death on me. He said that I should just go ahead and kill myself over my mother's death because losing her mad... | self.offmychest |
a few months ago my ex-girlfriend dumped me for another man, i'm still not over it and it makes me feel like a failure [deleted] | self.offmychest |
why do i feel so incredibly over-sensitive? sometimes everything feels so dull. and i think, "it's okay, i'm okay, i'm not happy but i'm not sad either" and then someone may glare and me and suddenly i'm tearing up and breaking down. or somebody around me makes a small mistake, i immediately get angry and i can't help ... | self.depression |
I can't decide staying in an abusive relationship, killing myself, or taking the effort to get out. A) I can live my life how it is now. I'm consistently miserable in my relationship. My husband is jealous and protective to the point where I cannot have any male friends. And he has straight-up said he wouldn't trust me... | self.offmychest |
Kill me so I don't have to Am I the only one who thinks about killing themselves 24:7 but doesn't have any energy to do it ? Maybe I'm just pathetic | self.depression |
Oceans I feel like I'm drowning.
But I don't
want
to let go...
help.
My voice echoes until
I can no longer hear it
return to me
please don't leave.
Agonizing loneliness
eats me up
piece
by
piece...
Pieces. I'm in pieces.
Scattered to... | self.depression |
I finally feel ready. Being suicidal is not new to me, I’ve been suicidal since my early teen years; I’ve made plans, I’ve set dates. But today, now, I finally feel ready. I finally feel capable. | self.SuicideWatch |
Bye Hiro I've grown up with my cousin, Hiro, since I was four years old. We were inseparable. Time goes on, both grow up, but each time we saw each other, it was as though time had not passed.
Our cousin Kendra died a little bit ago. Got hit by a service truck. Died on the spot. Before and since then, Hiro's cocaine ... | self.offmychest |
I don't want to lose the two people I love the most [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Need Help!! Im on verge to get insane. I don’t understand this situation. There are tons of thoughts in mind. Revolving around my mind. Pain, agony, sadness, depression, suicide, loneliness, disappointment. Hence I’m writing down all my issues.
I have been struggling thought heart break and this isn’t an ordinary h... | self.SuicideWatch |
I feel like I'm lazy I feel like I'm lazy because I have no will, desire, or energy to work. Sometimes I don't even want to walk.. and I'm tired pretty much always. It's a work out to even brush my hair. I'm physically fit, young, and given special treatment because I'm society's fit of attractive. I can't keep a job b... | self.depression |
Being at work makes me depressed. I love my coworkers, and I love almost all the customers. But physical being here makes me sad. I don’t know is that just means I’m lazy. Everyone says I should be happy i work alot, but I don’t care about the money. I don’t know why i get so sad when I work a lot... | self.depression |
can't do this anymore new to reddit. i'm ky.
i've been feeling so horrible lately, and i just don't know what to do.
i am a teenager & so tired of the "angsty, moody teen" shit where people say it's "just a phase".
this past year i have been hospitalized 4 times for suicide and self-harm. i had a really hard time... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm planning on starting medication and that scares me [deleted] | self.depression |
Why does it feel so impossible to let you go? [deleted] | self.offmychest |
The world will become a better place if I just fucking killing myself xDD [deleted] | self.depression |
I feel like I'm one negative thought away from a complete meltdown Please forgive me, I'm not sure if this is a result of anxiety. I looked up "shaking after negative thoughts" on google and it directed me to an anxiety attack, so I hope this is the right place, I just need to talk this out.
So lately, my anxiety has... | self.Anxiety |
Reddit, whats with this girl? This conflict is not too long ago. So basically I had a friend who is probably the only person that confused the hell out of me. Like seriously, I cant get her.
So this started when we got close to each other. We started to hang out more often and as friends, we like to make fun of each ... | self.offmychest |
I don’t know how to talk to normal people [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I had it all. I lost it all. It's over? [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Daydreams making me sad, and I'm not sure how to fix it. Hey everybody. I'm not even sure exactly what I need to say, I'm just feeling really, really shitty lately and needed to blab somewhere I guess. I feel like I'm a coward, and like I should be doing these amazing things with my life, and I am just letting myself s... | self.depression |
Did I experience psychosis? My bipolar isn't that severe and most of my episodes have been only a little hypo. But I remember one experience that happened 1 year ago that really stood out. I think I've always been pretty good at recognizing if I'm manic or not, and during this one time I know I was manic.
I was worki... | self.bipolar |
Life doesn't stop throwing shit at you to do Damn. I have to wake up before 12. Gotta clean that bathroom. Don't forget to call the hospital about getting on that payment plan for the bill. Jobs. Gotta look for jobs. Bummer. I'd rather play fallout. Oh well, the electricity went out. Back to looking for jobs. Shit, I h... | self.depression |
I don't know what to do my depression has been getting worse and worse over the last few days and Ive come to the realization that even if I did find a woman interested in me, I don't have the time or energy for a relationship. actually I don't have the time or energy to do anything because I only have about 4 hours a ... | self.depression |
Correlation btw money and mental health! We need to know it will never be better I think the relationship btw money and ur mental health is just direct! If i have so much money i guess i wouldn't be so damn miserable!
I guess peope are right, if u ain't making money u ain't living!
I am just so jealous of rich people ... | self.depression |
On top of everything, I'm being bullied at work...by girls. [deleted] | self.depression |
Surrounded by enemies Not a single ally to be spoken of. These people are pure poison to me - every last one of them. I'd built up what I thought was a decent immunity... but it's all gone now and I'm dying. | self.depression |
Why Demographics When I Search For Freedom? I don’t quite know where to begin because it seems as though the entire process is beginning all over again and nature takes the reign. Being the orphan archetype means that you have to choose one side of the parent alleles and stick to a tribe in the workplace of capitalist ... | self.offmychest |
girl trouble i'm madly into this girl, she seemed to be too, we got on super well right away, the whole 9 yards
lately she's been distant, (no shit it's long distance), we're both gamers but it's hard for us to play together because she's aussie and im british. i confronted her because she was blowing me off a few tim... | self.offmychest |
Gone. I’m really drunk rn so sorry for bad grammar. So I have gender dysphoria I’m Male rn but have always felt Female, this causes me a lot of pain in the first place. I have dealt with this since I was like 15 really badly and I’m 21 rn, it’s only got worse. Recently I’ve taken to doing any drug I can get hold of, ma... | self.SuicideWatch |
I miss my best friend. So much. She (let's call her Angel) and I met in high school, back in september 2015. I already saw her before though. She was pretty easy to notice -- she's an actual punk. She looks so badass. The first time I saw her, I thought to myself, "wow, she looks so cool!" I didn't have any friends at ... | self.offmychest |
i want to die, nothing new ok so, the thing is, although im a hundred percent sure i’m bipolar, i can’t get a proper treatment and im getting worse everyday. i can feel the symptoms growing and i see how they’re affecting my life, but my therapist refuses to believe me. anyway, lately i’ve been pretty manic, but i know... | self.bipolar |
Anyone have severe anger with their depression? Any good coping strategies? [deleted] | self.depression |
How do you guys deal with the loneliness? Through the years depression has been part of my life. However, recently after going through a break up, the hardest part for me has been trying not to feel alone. I honestly don’t have friends, the only person I had was ex-SO, I have been trying to reach out to other people su... | self.depression |
Pain moving to other spots. Lately I've started to notice something that I think has been going on for years. There are a few things that bother me health wise but that are really nothing to worry about.
Now I get a lot of small cuts and bruises and things like that regularly and i'm starting to notice that if somethi... | self.Anxiety |
I feel bad not going home for Christmas. I don't usually miss the holidays, but this year I can't do it. I'm going to spend ten days with my best friend. And I feel so guilty.
I keep telling myself I've done the right thing. I can't deal with my family. I do love them, but every time I go home, it's one giant panic at... | self.Anxiety |
Yet another outcast trying to run away from a hostile environment: Work for shelter Europe? Breaking your cage. [deleted] | self.depression |
Overcoming anxiety doens't make me feel good, it just makes me want to never have to do that thing again [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
I don't wanna tell dad much but he won't let me go to counciling I'm depressed and have suicidal thoughts daily but dad just believes I have anxiety because I don't want him to worry or anything. I'm too good at hiding it. My mum was very ill with mental health. But my dad doesn't want me to "aspire" to be her with men... | self.depression |
Been in therapy for about 5 months now and I do feel like I've made progress... But I have days (like today) that make me feel like I've gotten nowhere. Please tell me I'm not alone. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Killing myself after school I'm so fucking sick of being alive. Everything that I liked to do in past I've lost the ability to enjoy. I have little motivation to do anything, so little I force myself to eat. Every day I feel constant pain and emptiness. I have never really been successful or motivated in life. My failu... | self.SuicideWatch |
Does anyone else abuse their medication just because it puts them to sleep? [deleted] | self.bipolar |
I've made my choice. Giving away my possessions as I have no friends Going to post my note on here later this week. Have no friends or family to leave my possessions so pm me for info
My belongings are:
120 dollars in cash (mostly 5 dollar bills)
1 smartphone (1st generation moto G unlocked, 5gb internal storage)
1... | self.SuicideWatch |
Needing Help and advice i created this account for my wife to join support groups and to help her understand she is not alone.
We have been together for 17 years. During that time we would go through periods of happiness followed by horrible periods of unfaithfulness. Each time I would pick up the pieces of the relati... | self.bipolar |
I may be bipolar? What do? Hello all, I'm new to this Reddit so I apologize if I'm doing this incorrectly. Please inform me if so.
Anyways, long story short, I've been feeling like I may be bipolar for some years now and it's been especially evident these last few months. It comes and goes in severity but It's pretty ... | self.bipolar |
Can't Sleep Due to Anxiety For the past week, I've been unable to sleep (or get very little).
I lost my job, I'm about to turn 30, I'm stressed, and my mind keeps racing late at night.
Wondering if anyone has had the same issues and what they've done. I'm sort of going a little crazy -- sleep deprived, after all.
| self.Anxiety |
I fucking hate life Don't know what else to say. I go on Omegle to talk with people and sometimes it works but 95% of the time it's just bots or horny guys.
Honestly I don't even know why I go on omegle. I don't even feel like I want to talk with anyone. Why the fuck do I go on there?
I feel like I shouldnt even be ... | self.depression |
Why do I feel disconnected from my family? Whenever we go out to eat, or have some “fun” family gathering, I feel no enjoyment, and I just want no part. When I’m at home I constantly distance myself, and hunker down in my room, and I enjoy working away from family.
I don’t like this feeling, and I almost feel depresse... | self.depression |
How many jobs have you quit or been fired from? I've had at least 30 that I can remember, but I'm sure I had more. Have a hard time ending any job on good terms. My resume looks like garbage unless I do a bit of creative editing. | self.bipolar |
Safe to say I'm experiencing mania if my libido changes with an antidepressant dose My PCP didn't think it was mania at first when prescribing me lexapro 10 mg, but I wen't from living in terror or panic most of the time on stimulants to complete relief to the point where I never felt anxiety when most people would. It... | self.bipolar |
I just lay in bed all day fantasizing about death [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Not eating Anyone else experienced periods of MAJOR anxiety which lead to days of not eating ? First time posted / sorry if this has been covered before. Can feel my heart pounding in my throat but if I eat I'll be sick. Any response appreciated. | self.Anxiety |
sick to my stomach and cold about messing up an potential opportunity with a girl Hey everyone, two weeks ago, I was able to get the number of a girl who I had liked and met a couple months back and, initially the first interaction in person and first week of texting went well, all signs were pointing to me asking to g... | self.Anxiety |
I'm fuming Something at work has made me so mad. I'm furious.
I'm losing my job in a few months and have an offer letter from a consulting firm to do exactly what I'm doing now for less benefits. I shouldn't give a fuck about anything at work but this situation has me so angry.
I'm generally not an angry person and ... | self.bipolar |
I feel paralyzed in social situations. Example: today at swim practice I slammed my hand against a girl’s hand who was swimming in the one next to me. When we got to the wall I heard her telling the people in her lane that someone hit her. I wanted to say sorry but for some reason I was so anxious about speaking I ende... | self.offmychest |
my "single" tendencies ruined my life by making my friends dislike me. I do not want to live anymore. There are many factors to this (I've been depressed for a very long time) but the last straw is my group of friends. There are three of us and we have been good friends since college (we graduated about five years ago)... | self.SuicideWatch |
"I admire your strength" I'm currently stuck at the ER, maybe I should explain how I ended up here.
I was out with a a close friend and we had a deep talk while enjoying a few beers. It was all going fine and it did for the next few hours, we met a few more friends and I had a great time until the topic "girlfriend" p... | self.depression |
They did it. They killed my future. With the new tax bill my dreams of graduating with a masters or a PHD are now over. An entire generation of future leaders and the smartest Americans, now gone.
I want to use the anger and go out and organize and volunteer for 2018 and 2020. But now I'm having a bigger issue. I can... | self.offmychest |
Depressed and unemployed I am 22 years old. I haven't been able to get a job for a while now. I graduated 6 months ago with a degree in Finance. I don't have so many friends and not enough money either. I still live with my parents, but hope to get a job and be self reliant. I was hospitalized for my first manic episod... | self.depression |
How long did it take to go manic on antidepressants? I started Prozac 2 or 3 days ago and it may already be making me hypo. Is it possible to flip that fast? I'm on a baby dose, half the normal starting dose, but I already went nuts on Zoloft a year ago and I'm afraid it'll happen again
I feel like my head is too clea... | self.bipolar |
Going to the grocery store So I'm supposed to pick up bread and something else from the grocery store but I'm too anxious. I'm extremely scared of going to the store and I don't want to get another panic attack. I'm too scared that I'm embarrass myself or drop something. I think too much about what other people think. ... | self.Anxiety |
Thank you to everyone in this sub I don't have bipolar disorder. I have depression and anxiety, but this sub, I think, is one of the best mental health subreddits.
I hope it's okay to say that I also feel I relate to a lot of what is said here and that has really helped me feel okay about my situation. It's made me re... | self.bipolar |
Intrusive thoughts are the worst. My depression has been off the rails for what feels like a month now. I barely have the energy to do anything anymore, and I keep feeling like a burden. I can't think of a day that has gone by this month (or possibly last) where I haven't had any or I do the "etch a sketch" shakes to g... | self.depression |
I think I just realized what the origins of my recurring nightmares I've had for the past decade or so. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I hate NYC, and I don't know when I can leave I moved into the city two years ago. I'd been in Westchester for about four years, working steadily as an engineer, but my wife felt that she needed to be much closer to work in order to finish her degree and that I'd had the privilege of working a 10-minute walk away from... | self.offmychest |
Stuck In a World of Past Experience I've been on and off depressed for around 7 years now. Every time i get depressed i find myself stuck in nostalgic emotion over everything i have experienced. I cant appreciate the present, and find myself feeling a sense of dread/regret over the fact i'm not living in elements of t... | self.depression |
Considering my options I don't know. I am afraid I might impulsively do it. Soon. My grand plan is in 2032 when my youngest is 18. On my birthday. It may seem odd to post here 14 years in advance. But lately life is getting to me. I am not like everyone. I react to shit. I feel unloved. I have it "made", girl at home, ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Has anyone noticed the media avoids using the word “bipolar?” They instead use the words “depression” or “anxiety” I was doing research on Maria Bamford (who has bipolar disorder) and popular news outlets would say she struggles with depression and anxiety. Why are they afraid to use the word “bipolar?” | self.bipolar |
Husband is pissed about spending money I’m in the clingy stage but my husband has been pushing me away all day. He didn’t want to meet for lunch. He couldn’t text me all day which I know is because he had to work.
He came home with the credit card statement in his hand and wants me to check all of the amazon purchase... | self.bipolar |
Looking for advice - pls help A bit about myself - Im 15 and have been bullied most of my life. I play guitar and bass very well but I have zero confidence. I have extreme difficulties talking to girls i.e. when everythings going well with her either a) some random guy steals her or b) I fuck everything up. I feel extr... | self.SuicideWatch |
Telling her wasn't a relief at all. Generic crush and whatnot, decided that I should tell her just to get her out of my head. I thought it would just be a relief. Don't know her well, haven't talked to her, etc. etc: one of those inexcusable infatuations.
Devise a *contingency* (that I knew deep down would be what I d... | self.depression |
Thoughts on life Ever since I started smoking weed I’ve turned my vision on life, I think it’s pretty dark and nihilistic, almost hopeless at times. It seems like the only motivation for me is money, just because I can travel and buy the things I like, but even that doesn’t motivate me sometimes. I often think about cr... | self.SuicideWatch |
Does anyone ever get depressed about the future I sure as hell do. I am 20 year old university student who is already in debt, has MS, and has never been with a girl. As if one of those wasn't bad enough. I've been thinking about the future of technology lately, and it's freaking me the hell out. In years to come, ther... | self.depression |
I hate that... I hate that I have hate in me, it's like a fire that's burning away the good in me. It makes me wear eyes that see only through jealousy, lust, envy and greed.
An example; every time I introduce one of my friends to another of my friend, they become better friends than I am to either of them. It's not l... | self.offmychest |
Where is the line drawn? How can I be positive? Do I forget it it all? How? How do I forget about the desire to die? How do I ignore it? Is this some pseudo science bullshit? When do I see a doctor? What the fuck do I tell the doctor? "Haha I wanna die lol." What the fuck is gonna happen? Do I just get better? When peo... | self.SuicideWatch |
The world doesn't get safer, you get more couragous. You can try to make the world around you safer as a way of dealing with your anxiety... try to move to a remote location and live there all your life. That won't be an option to consider for most though, nor would most want to do it.
The way of dealing with anxiety... | self.Anxiety |
It's just a fucking cycle I get feelings of self doubt and a lack of worth. In turn I don't talk to people I want to because I don't want to bother them or I think they don't want to talk to me. So I'm stuck alone and I think more about myself and I feel even shittier. So I push people away more, leaving me by myself. ... | self.depression |
I decided to not be Carrie Fisher in When Harry Met Sally If you’ve never seen When Harry Met Sally, Fisher’s character is involved with a married man. Sally, played by Meg Ryan, keeps telling her “he’s never gonna leave her.”
I’ve been involved with “an ethically non-monogamous” man for a few months now, I’ll call him... | self.offmychest |
Why is suicide always wrong? Why is it wrong? WHen you have no future because of your disability? When you wlll be poor in the future, especially without Support. Because im very likely unable to work. In the worst case i will become homeless. So why live when i will be dirt poor in the future? Maybve even starving and... | self.SuicideWatch |
Getting medical work done Hey all! C:
I have recently come down with something my doctor wants me to get tested for, and I’ve come to the determination that since the thing in question hasn’t gone away, I really should just go through with getting tested. The problem is, I panic and cry when needles are involved, so i... | self.Anxiety |
I can do something good in the world. I can end the McSmiths Not a lot of people like me. It's very hard to like me. I'm dense, rude, arrogant, I talk down to people, I turn people down, I am rude to people, I disrespect people. I do all those things to my own fucking girlfriend to the point where she doesn't love me a... | self.SuicideWatch |
Sorry????? for liking something that’s good to me???? My mom asked me if I was a hood girl just because I like rap music lol wtf okay. I just like the music sorry I don’t like Billy Ray Cyrus hun. | self.offmychest |
I'm watching myself ruin my life and there's nothing I can do to stop it [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Does anyone else only leave their bed for bathroom breaks and food, for days at a time? [deleted] | self.depression |
Doesn't control make sense? It's highly agreeable, but I think debatable that you can't control everything, yet.
But chaos is the enemy.
It's the fog that you don't have the knowledge of what's in it. You hope it's not bad, because if control is not on your side only hope is.
The more you control the more knowledge ... | self.Anxiety |
Advice I am 32. I have schizophrenia. I am not currently psychotic. I have insight. I know the voices are artifacts and misfiring neurotransmitters in my brain. I have had this diagnoses since I was 20 or 21. For over a decade I have been medicated and tried therapy. I have been hospitalized ten times or more. I know t... | self.SuicideWatch |
Job Limits Well, it's finally occuring to me how many jobs I can never have just because of my diagnosis. Literally disqualified from. Just because of my diagnosis. For instance, I can't. *Can't* join the military. I didn't necessarily want to, but I liked having the option, y'know? I just...hm, I guess ultimately, I f... | self.bipolar |
I wish you knew that... I feel alone. I feel like I have no purpose. Nobody understands me. Nobody understands how much hurt I go through. How it feels to feel like this. To have two faces. To make is seem like I am happy when I feel like ending it all. But I’m not that good at hiding it anymore.
If only you knew. ... | self.depression |
I want to become a robot that 100% focuses on myself and my health. I don't want to keep trying to be social or find a girl to be with. Somehow this feels like a bad strategy. After failing time and time and time and time again to get with a girl basically or just be happy in a social setting with my friends I just can... | self.depression |
Is this depression? Some background: I live in isolation. I have one friend that I text occasionally and hang out with maybe once every other week, the only other people I talk to are my parents. I spend all of my time in my room. I have conversations with myself constantly and watch Let's Plays on YouTube just to hear... | self.depression |
distance My boyfriend and I barely get to see each other. In the past we've always been really close, but now he has all these other things to do relating to school and I never get to see him. It went from seeing him almost every week to like... once maybe twice a month. He's the best guy I could ever ask or even think... | self.offmychest |
Waking up from a great dream is awful Its 10x worse from leaving a hot shower. Bliss to reality. | self.depression |
How to deal with extremely social parents.? I am not officially diagnosed with anxiety but after a lot of research all symptoms match. My parents do not believe in anxiety ,they think I am simply a spoilt brat. I feel worthless and its worse without medications. Advice will be helpful. | self.Anxiety |
Two different people Okay so lately I’ve been in this cycle of being happy, patient and caring for a bit. ( which I really feel like is the true me) and then all of a sudden something so small will trigger me and I’ll just turn into this whole different person for a while. It’s not like I have two different people livi... | self.depression |
I don't want to kill myself, but I don't want to continue living. I'm a 17-year-old Egyptian male.
I've zero experience in anything.
I'm socially awkward.
Education in Egypt is the worst thing ever, I always have suicidal thoughts when I think about it, and if I fail at school, like I most certainly SHOULD, I'll end up... | self.SuicideWatch |
Always in a hurry. Exhausted. I work evening/night shifts. From 7pm to 2am. I suffer from anxiety. The problem is when i wake up, around 12-2pm, a kind of countdown timer turns on in my head, which is like "5 hours left till work". This mentality is very tough to deal with and if i do things during those 5 hours it see... | self.Anxiety |
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