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Still having a really hard time with break up [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm terrified of letting my siblings drive They both are at the age where they need to learn to drive, but have anxiety and are very bad at it. Unfortunately, I am a frequent passenger because they need someone old enough with a drivers license in the car in order to legally drive. It's fucking scary man. I don't wanna... | self.offmychest |
My death could have saved a relationship About 1,5 month ago I had an unsuccessful suicide attempt that no one knows. 1 week ago my best friends(who also happen to be a couple) broke up, because she cheated on him. I can't stop thinking, if I died when I should have died, none of this would have happen, or at least won... | self.offmychest |
I stopped thinking "It will get better" I realised why I'm depressed. It's not just the chemical imbalance in my brain. It's the way I think and what I see as truth.
Nothing has meaning. There's no reason for anything to exist and we're just lying to ourselves when we do give things meaning.
Deep down it's what I thi... | self.depression |
Why? Why do I keep going?
Why can't I just die?
Why can't some "horrible" event happen to me instead of someone who wants to live?
Why can't I never wake up again?
Why can't I do it?
Why do I wake up ever morning just to deal with life's crap and want to die every I lay down to sleep?
Why can't I do anything right?
Why... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm struggling so much in college socially and haven't been happy in weeks I feel like I'm stuck. I was worried that my friends I made here didnt truly like me and I made that true. In the past 2 weeks I messed up things bad with two people I used to be good friends with and put strain on the whole group. I can't he... | self.depression |
Empty, Alone, and Sad I feel so empty. I feel incredibly alone. I have no friends, but when I try to make friends, my depression won’t let me keep up with them. I get so excited to meet new people, but I can’t maintain the momentum. I stop replying to messages. They stop trying. No matter how hard I try to push myself,... | self.depression |
I can careless about my life. I'm not saying I'm going to kill myself but starting tomorrow, I'm just going on a rampage, b/c I just don't give a fuck anymore. I may end up in jail, in a mental facility or even worse. I don't see any happiness in the near future, as negativity keeps piling up. It's hard to stay positiv... | self.SuicideWatch |
How to deal with a terrible but functional family [deleted] | self.depression |
fuck extremely close. ope withdrawal no money no food no drugs. no friends no phone plan cant call my family. totally alone sober laying in bed for the last 2 days wondering what the fuck is left. nothing. im tired of doing this. playing out every fucked up decision i made in my pathetic 23 years. guarantee its no loss... | self.SuicideWatch |
does depression make anyone else physically ill? i feel like shit mentally and physically and i'm terrified :( and all at the time when i have received horrible news..
edit: thank you everybody who has commented and whoever else might want to share their experience. every single one of you has alleviated my depressive... | self.depression |
rapid cycling bipolar and addicted to mania I'm pretty sure I have rapid cycling bipolar as well as being addicted to mania. I havent been diagnosed, I have however been diagnosed with depression but I dont think thats accurate. I go through highs and lows on a daily basis, I could wake up and be feeling high and then ... | self.bipolar |
Opened up about my depression and i lost 4 friends haha yeah | self.depression |
all the recent suicide posts and their general message [deleted] | self.depression |
I don't want to live into next year or the future. Before the clock strikes twelve tonight, I wish to be gone. Forever. So here I am again, at another new years celebration time after 2017 flew by. I just can't do this life thing anymore, its so stupid and pointless, I just don't care anymore, I wouldn't be losing much... | self.depression |
I think this is it, I finally want to die. I've lost the only part of my life that made me feel good and human I keep wanting to get up and find the nearest way to end it all...
I've been in limbo with my girlfriend. She doesn't love me anymore, not that way. She says she loves me as a best friend. She wants to see wh... | self.SuicideWatch |
Stable but Struggling I'm glad to say that I've been stable for the past 4 or 5 months, but it seems like my bipolar is still affecting me. I'll go through long periods where I have all the motivation I need. After that, I go through long periods of no motivation at all.
I don't know if there is something I can do ab... | self.bipolar |
every night I have these vivid paranoid visions of someone breaking in I'm new to this thread but felt this was the place for this issue. I recently started doing a lot of introspection and am realizing I could probably be diagnosed with a few different things (abandonment issues, anxiety, ADD, bipolar disorder, manic ... | self.Anxiety |
Therapy My first session of therapy started Wednesday. Which sparked a depressive episode... which last time I went home it did also. There is just so much heavy stuff in my family it's hard to handle. I've been having very vivid dreams while my brain tries to sort it all out.
I'm okay but at the same time I don't fee... | self.bipolar |
Made my first therapist appointment tomorrow night. Taking my boyfriend with me for moral support. I can’t do this anymore.
What did you do to get through the anxiety of opening up? | self.depression |
FEARLESS FRIDAYS MEGA THREAD. Here we discuss embarrassing stories, funny stories, WTF stories, and everything in between. Need to get something off your chest? Here's the place to do it. Not yet diagnosed and want to ask a question? Feel free to do it here. Pretty much anything goes in Fearless Fridays | self.bipolar |
I blew my final chance, I do not deserve to be my mother's son. I want to die but it would kill her. Fuck. I blew my last chance at uni. I'm at a fairly good law school in the UK in my 2nd year but this time, I've not attended any lectures or tutorials. I'm done for. My mom who's loved me all this while is gonna be dev... | self.depression |
28 Male | Who has never been in any relationship, is hurting inside because of it. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I could really use some advice. My life has spiraled completely out of control (again). The short version of things is that I've been diagnosed BP for about ten years at this point. I'm 26 years old. I've tried pretty much every medication that exists for these issues, and sometimes one or a combination will work for m... | self.bipolar |
I have a group project and my group mates are just... Surprisingly great. We’re all on the same page and everyone carries their weight responsibly. First time in my life anything like this has happened. Group projects will always suck but at least this one didn’t as much. | self.offmychest |
OT, if you wanted work exposure to a mental health population would you opt for youth addictions or forensics? For a practicum. Youth addictions are youth with addictions (obv) and with possible concurrent disorders, whereas forensics is with a population that was found not criminally responsible for a crime due to the... | self.bipolar |
A moment that happened with my ex-girlfriend that has stuck with me for the last 2.5yrs, always wanted to get it off my chest and maybe get others opinions....and now I found this sub! [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I'm drained and don't even want to bother making everything "good" I have asperger and never fit in, besides that, since I was a kid I never really felt there was a reason to live (fyi: I wasn't suicidal or anything back then, I just saw no point in living or dying).
Anyway, I tried to fit in, I tried to meet new peop... | self.SuicideWatch |
My experience with Depression and Anxiety I first began to get anxiety and depression when my dad pressured me to study all the time, he punched me and did alot of things. He made me feel isolated and depressed, Everyday was depressing. I isolated myself for 2 years and hurt myself, my dad didn’t care, he drank his alc... | self.depression |
Are those the sign of depression? -i dont feel like living anymore
-I sometimes cant sleep
-I think too much about stuff
-Sometimes i dont want to eat either
-I feel being alive feels nothing, like a body without soul.
-I dont have a will to live anymore
-I dont have hobbies or stuff too. im always bored
-Just h... | self.depression |
I've been normal for 3 days now sort off today total depression anxiety can't see the psychiatrist for a week!!! I've taken anxiety pills stressed out, don't want to upset my family. Any suggestions to control this?? | self.bipolar |
I'm kind of stuck. this may not be your average post. I'd like to start off by saying that I take this subreddit and subject very seriously, so everything I say I'm saying in complete honesty with my heart in hand. I am 21 years old and have been battling with depression and impulsive suicidal activities and attempts s... | self.SuicideWatch |
logic I'm going to die someday anyway
Life is pointless
Why not get it over with
I don't have any desires. I don't have any dreams. I don't care. I do not enjoy life. | self.SuicideWatch |
Failing uni, 22 years of no real friends, dysfunctional family, moving closer to suicide everyday I'm two years into university and I'm expected to fail nearly all my courses this semester, I already failed some courses last year, for some reason, I am unable to learn any more, I am unable to concentrate, I no longer h... | self.SuicideWatch |
First nightmare since childhood When i was around 8 years old i was in a church like daycare where a man waited until i was alone in the bathroom to push me down and pull my pants off i remember strongly how vulnerable i felt at the moment. I held my hands firmly on my jeans i couldnt cry out my mind was racing because... | self.depression |
How do I say fuck you without feeling bad? [deleted] | self.depression |
Am I going through depression? Lately I've been sleeping around 6 in the morning and waking up at 5 at night the next day. Now obviously this isn't the only sign of depression, but I think I've been doing this from a lack of motivation. A lack of motivation to get up and brush my teeth before I sleep and when I get up ... | self.depression |
Can't really explain it, but having made the decision is making me extremely happy! I've been debating suicide for a long time. It's always been filled with loads of dread, depression and sadness.
I'd been feeling this way for a few weeks. I completely wrecked my finances, spent all my money on cocaine and lets just s... | self.SuicideWatch |
How do I know if I'm in a manic or mixed epsiode? Diagnosed BP 1 after a scary fully manic episode with psychosis 10 months ago. While seeing a psychiatrist and recovering (which took a long time) I was also diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety disorder which I'd known about for a while. Taking Lamictal and Lexapro and t... | self.bipolar |
What is the most dangerous thing about depression? I always feel this pain in me when I get depressed. I have been suffering from depression since childhood. When I was a child I used to cry a lot. My parents died when I was 3 so I was alone for a long time. I am still alone. Please tell me whats the worst about depres... | self.depression |
So... am I going to get Fat? I'm currently taking 30 mg Celexa and 10 mg Buspar. I've been on the Celexa for about 2 months, although I started small (10 mg) and just started 30 mg about two weeks ago. I've had very few side effects and it's definitely effective for my anxiety and my OCD. I'm really happy with it, and ... | self.Anxiety |
I’ve lost my personality/identity, how do I get it back? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
What did you do in the end? I can relate a lot to your story. What did you decide? | self.SuicideWatch |
How to cope with friends leaving for college? Its that time of the year, semester, where peeps leave for college. Its making me super depressed with my 2 best friends whom I made my senior year are leaving town for college later in January. I'm not doing the same, and not only do I feel like I'm being left behind, I fe... | self.SuicideWatch |
Just wrote this rap to let out some feelings I want a better life but I’m lazy. With my head in the sand everything’s a bit hazy. My mood is a trench coat. Hide the weapon in her slit throat. It’s a dull note. I wish I was smart. But smarts come from hard work but it’s just so hard to start. And so hard to stay on trac... | self.depression |
Bipolar sexual fantasy Hello all, I am not bipolar and the last thing I want to do is be insulting. I respect everybody and I’m very intrigued about your other world that I don’t get to know.
Anyway, I met this wonderful guy 2 weeks ago. We went on two dates and he told me on the second date that he was bipolar. It to... | self.bipolar |
Don't know who to believe.. I was diagnosed BP2 about 2 months ago after a very scary breakdown. I have always had highs and lows, but sometimes reading about Mania is just not what I've ever felt. Maybe its hypomania, but can't that just mean I'm energetic and feeling good? I know I struggle with depression, and have ... | self.bipolar |
title I'm 35m, I'm married with a young son. Right now I feel like complete crap and a failure. I have zero time for myself and all I do all the fucking time is work. I have a menial job where I'm not appreciated and get paid basic wage despite personally bringing in a huge sum of money to the business, so after bills ... | self.depression |
Having to cry myself to sleep on the night im turing 20. [deleted] | self.depression |
In need of title. Hello. Today, im looking to write one out. It's November 27, 2017, 8:19 pm, Monday. To be honest, I waited for 8:19 to end so that I could record a clean 8:20. Other than that, I tried killing myself tonight that fails every now and then, guessing hope still remains within me. I've been thinking about... | self.SuicideWatch |
Looking for an old member called /u/raghibAhmed He wrote a bookcalled 1-minute habits. Any idea where I can find him? I have some questions for him. | self.Anxiety |
God grant me the wisdom to accept the things I cannot change I'm not religious nor have I ever been in AA or NA, but I think this is super important.
You really need to practice this. Build it like a muscle. Start accepting things that are easy to accept and work your way up. Also, you need to recognize the things ... | self.Anxiety |
I've started exercising again Hi everybody.
I thought I'd make this post for all of you that can't fathom the task of exercise to try to get better and can hopefully lend a few tips about getting into it.
A bit of backstory first. I've got to my heaviest weight in the past year (110kg), heavy smoker and was also a ... | self.depression |
I exist but I'm actually not living. I'm already dead... Dead inside.
| self.depression |
Anti depressants aren't doing shit😂😂 I still wanna die. Shits a fucking joke. I've tried so many and they don't work. I still feel stupid and just fried | self.depression |
I am 17 now and I don't know what to do with my life now I had depression since I was 13 yrs. Old. I was diagnosed at that age as well. It all started with a flick of a rubber band until it slowly becomes red. I always had anxiety to do public speaking and never actually do anything right. At 15 I started to think that... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'd like to tell you about this pendant I wear. [Pendant](https://imgur.com/a/bnhyE)
I wear this pendant every day because of this woman: Senua, from Ninja Theory's video game Hellblade: Senua's Sacrifice. How come? What is it about, and what does it have to do with bipolar?
I've talked about Hellblade before on this... | self.bipolar |
The reason why I didn't commit suicide 6 years ago is now dead... A year ago the person who help me through the darkest days of my life died. She was defeated by cancer, and now is her anniversary.
We lose contact for years, and when I finally now bout her again I discovered she has been sick, and my world starts to f... | self.SuicideWatch |
I think my best friend might try and kill themselves soon. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
"You just have to try to be happy" Nothing thats happened in the last month has been my fault but everyone acts like my life is bad because im not "trying hard enough". I didn't give my father cancer, I didn't make the banking error that drained my entire account, I wasn't the one who refused to fix said accounting err... | self.depression |
Trying to be positive and uplifting everyday, but everyday I feel like I'm failing...is this Depression? Among my friends and family and coworkers, I've always been the positive, nice girl. If I go into work without a smile or if I don't say a cheery hello to everyone (which has been happening more often than not latel... | self.depression |
Anxiety about finding the first job after college Hi guys! I graduated from college in August and since then I've been feeling completely lost. I'm really scared of taking this next step because I have no confidence in my professional abilities. Being unemployed and at home almost 24/7 has made my anxiety so overwhelm... | self.Anxiety |
What does actual CBT involve? I have terrible insurance and for the life of me cannot find a good therapist. Some have actually worsened my anxiety. The last one was such a ding-dong that she put my phone in the photo copier because she said "emailing wouldn't work." She was my first experience with CBT, and I highly s... | self.Anxiety |
Went to party, want to kill myself already I am living in a student dorm. Two guys from my floor had birthday tonight, so we had a party downstairs. There is a girl who has been friendly to me since I came here (because we both are from the same country but she lives here, I am just guest for a year) and she particular... | self.Anxiety |
I constantly feel like I’m a mistake... an error... I was built wrong or something is busted in my being | self.depression |
I hate the concept of years I was wondering if anyone else gets really fucking sick of people complaining about specific years and shit due to one awful thing that happened to them that year. No year will ever be perfect, each will bring bad things, so why is it that the entire population complains about specific years... | self.depression |
Still not getting enough/good sleep even when on sleeping pills It's been a tough week without good sleep. I've turned to sleeping pills, having candles instead of lights before going to bed, making sure i'm not hungry going to bed, warm environment, etc, but I still don't get good sleep. I even only had 5 hours of sle... | self.bipolar |
Anyone have any tips on de-tangling months worth of matted hair? Hi everyone!
It started back in August when I was in the hospital after a suicide attempt. I was there for a little over a week and I was not allowed to have a hair tie because patients before had been using those to snap themselves with. I totally und... | self.depression |
Well,now I wait until Monday I wrote the note,I'm ready,just gotta wait until Monday to do it because I have Monday off,I wish you all the best,goodbye | self.SuicideWatch |
About to quit my job of 2.5 years... About to quit my job of 2.5 years to pursue a career doing something I love.
I worked in this job, initially really loved it and never felt like work. That was, until I was given the job of 3 people...
Don't get me wrong, I always worked hard and worked to impress, however when ... | self.offmychest |
I don't know if i wanna live through another shitty year.. 15 months ago my fiance of 8 years left me. I had to move back to my parents, i have a hard time finding a job. I get to work from time to time but it just feels uninspiring. Then this summer i slept with one of my friends exe's. I continued to see her even tho... | self.SuicideWatch |
I have cancer. I just got diagnosed with cancer. I'm trying to keep my mind off of it until the surgery, any ideas? | self.offmychest |
Reload Card Quickly It seems silly, but does anyone else experience anxiety over something as simple as using a credit card?
It feels like you're doing something wrong by having the machine tell you to remove it quickly, and is it really your fault that they designed it in a way your card fails to read if you leave it... | self.Anxiety |
Despair why do I exist. useless at everything. no future. all alone, going insane. nothing but darkness and i feel like the end is near. | self.SuicideWatch |
just need to say feel like a crazy person and a failure
hi | self.depression |
I wasn't far from killing myself today. I am glad I did not listen to myself. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
A way to kill myself. I'm not considering suicide (yet) but does anyone know an efficient and painless way how? | self.depression |
I'm so fucking sick of pretending like things are going to get better. I'm so fucking sick of pretending like I'm OK. I'm so fucking sick of pretending like I'm a good person. I'm so fucking sick of everything. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
[NAW] Leave me alone On top of dealing with being raped this girl who I would describe as a casual acquaintance at best has decided to decide to stalk me again (sorry for mistakes I'm on mobile) it's started with FB stalking, I had blocked her a while ago when she first turned psycho in real life on me, she started fol... | self.offmychest |
The most fucked up joke the universe will play on you is letting you meet the right person at the wrong time. [removed] | self.depression |
I have a minor dental procedure tomorrow and am really worried, would love some help with Xanax dosaging if possible I have to get a few crowns put in and a couple cavities filled, (my depression/anxiety has put dental hygiene on hiatus for the past few months) and I'm extremely nervous. Mainly because of my phobia of ... | self.Anxiety |
Are you the clingy type? How do you deal with it? Thanks in advance for taking the time to read my post, I have some relationship issues would like to seek some help, advice and support from here.
Here is my problem:
Whenever I'm in a relationship, my anxiety skyrockets high because of my attachment issues since chil... | self.Anxiety |
I think my mate might be scuicidal My mate Rainbow Jeremy will reject anything to do with techmology (check out his website if you don't believe me) he just sit at his home, smoke his homegrown, and check this, he don't have a telly.
Recently, he has stopped going to the Staines meetings, and I think something is wron... | self.SuicideWatch |
Does anyone else get this unbearable crushing feeling at night? [deleted] | self.depression |
I don't want to die. But I want to end it. So, I'm pretty certain I'm depressed; I'm not officially diagnosed but I do hold a lot of symptoms and relate way too close to home when I read some people's experiences who are/were officially diagnosed with depression, plus my psychologist has quite actively hinted that I ma... | self.depression |
Suicide is becoming more and more appealing I'm 19 and new to Reddit so sorry if I don't know much of the rules, I just really need someone to hear me out since I'm alone. To sum up most of what's bothered me my whole life: I grew up in a pretty shit household, no parental figures to be there for me. My dad is in a whe... | self.SuicideWatch |
Just one thing that's still stopping me from ending myself Everyday I feel so sad and gloomy, and I always lament on how life is such an unfair thing for me. If I wasn't so stubborn, I would have ended myself already.
But I always told myself that if I ever died then that means life would win against me. I kept tellin... | self.depression |
Help I finally went to a psychologist and they just described what bipolar II is, without actually saying that I have bipolar. Would they know after just one visit? Could I be ok without medication? | self.bipolar |
Question about zoloft I was wondering if anyone could tell me if their experience with zoloft was positive in the way of motivation. I'm on day 5 of 50mg and most of negative sides are gone. I know it will take a while more to really work but the lethargy and lack of motivation is something I hope goes away. Thanx in a... | self.Anxiety |
People think we're rude but we're just too busy dealing with our own emotions. | self.depression |
What the hell?? Why can't I get laid??? Feel free to read through my posting history. Ever since I ended things with my boyfriend in September, I've been trying to find a regular or regular-ish thing. A girl has needs, after all.
In the past, it hasn't been NEARLY this difficult! Like, I get that I'm not a major catch... | self.offmychest |
Anyone tried Pamelor for depression? Hey guys, I was recently prescribed pamelor for a depression that seems to be hard to cure.
For the last 6 months I've been on medicine that makes it hard to drive and made my face twitch, all of which were unacceptable side effects. But these side effect are uncomfortable not una... | self.bipolar |
Sales jobs seem to extremely enhance my anxiety and I know what I should do but don’t want to [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
I've been depressed for almost 7 years and it's only gotten worse I'm failing out of college, I got fired from my job, I'm living at least 3 completely different lives, I'm extremely in debt and broke, my girlfriend of 3 years hates me now and I deserve it, I'm objectively a terrible terrible person. Seriously I've don... | self.SuicideWatch |
If only I could do enough drugs to stop "loving" "feeling emotions" I'd gladly commit emotional suicide if their was a way. To be one who can sleep with countless of people, get invalidated by others, face rejection on a daily and still not be emotionally torn by these things must be bliss. I wish I could be more like ... | self.offmychest |
Why is suicide so bad? I'm not happy, never really have been, why should I go keep on going for others people sake? I'm not happy never will be what's the point? I just don't understand. I never was happy and never will be. This just painful. I remember the exact day I learned the meaning of suicide, I knew instantly t... | self.depression |
No insurance, no meds Long story short, I missed my last appointment with my psychiatrist before my insurance ran out and I now have no backup medication while I look for another way to get a prescription. I've wanted to get off my meds anyways, are there are any general tips to doing this or any resources of how peopl... | self.bipolar |
I can never commit to being in an official relationship over fear/anxiety that i'll meet someone better [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
How do you cope with being dumb/oblivious/absent minded? It's something that is killing me, the worst part is that I realize it and I can't control it. And people points it more every time and they laugh more and more, which makes me feel anxious, worthless and incapable doing even basic task right
Sorry for my bad En... | self.depression |
Anxiety relapse, on medication So about 9 months ago I started Citalopram 20 mgs . The sexual side effects were frustrating so I switched to 50 MB’s of Sertaline and have been doing really well for about 5-6 months until recently I had a really bad panic attack and episodes of anxiety. Right now I just have some linger... | self.Anxiety |
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