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I feel kinda lost... and alone I know live has ups and downs, but the last few years my life has had all downs... I don't know what else to do. I have tried everything I know I can do and all the doors closes in my nose... My father passed away last year, since then my uncles and cousins and my step brother just left m... | self.depression |
When somebody ask me what are my plans for the next year https://imgur.com/a/l1q4d | self.depression |
In middle of college and feeling stuck and in a rut. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Depressed because of insecurities I'm a 16 year old high school student who's skinny fat. (Skinny fat basically is when you look fit and skinny in clothes but without, it just looks terrible. In my case, I have a gut and very large thighs.) Skinny fat is a different kind of insecurity because you don't know what to do.... | self.depression |
Can we please stop calling everyone who is a bit selfish a 'narcissist'? [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Realized everything is better without me I've become really distant socially because of depression and nobody really seems to care. In fact, it seems like they're better for it. I feel like I was just tagging along and not really providing anything you know | self.depression |
Has anyone been able to submit a PMC successfully? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
It’s been 5 months since my last hospitalization it’s a record On average I spend 25+ weeks in the hospital a year
It always goes like this I attempted suicide or just start planning to family or counsellor catches and I go to the hospital for a few months
I go home and I am good for 3-6 weeks then the cycle starts a... | self.SuicideWatch |
Why do I feel like this I've commented on many subreddits like this but never felt like it helped. I don't know if I'm suicidal or not. I think about doing it alot and the effects of it but never actually do it. All these feelings started showing up in 6th grade.... I was abandoned by a childhood friend and left alone ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I love my girlfriend but I have a crush on my best friend. We talk about everything, she makes me laugh, she makes me feel better when I'm upset. Sometimes she talks about how hard it is to find a girlfriend and I just want to say "I'll be your girlfriend!!!" Because I think she has a crush on me too.
We don't flirt ... | self.offmychest |
Longest 16 years of my life now putting it to an end finally [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
My mother and I are both bipolar. Wanting to know if anyone else here has a familial history of the illness Hi all,
I've lurked for a long time, and this community sparked me to getting much-needed help. I'm very fortunate my (US) university has a very immersive mental health program, including basically free counsell... | self.bipolar |
Sad and scared Reposting this from another sub as I got no responses and i’m really desperate for people to tell me it’ll be okay
Obviously i’ve made a throwaway for this confession,I like to keep a good image on my ‘main’ reddit.
Basically,last year I became really ill with OCD,depression,autism amongst other things.... | self.SuicideWatch |
Suicide mainly motivated by desire to get to Heaven? [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Any tips for extreme anxiety due to a new job? Hi guys. Just found this sub but I've been dealing with anxiety ever since I was young and need some help.
For the past 7 months I've been unemployed. I worked at a small community college for a while and it was fantastic. Quiet, boss was chill and we could do what we wan... | self.Anxiety |
Am I deluding myself about the extent of how ''broken'' my brain is? Is it really ''broken'' at all or I am just feeling shitty? I have this idea that my brain is really really flawed. These are the specific ''flaws'' I always see in my mind:
1. REALLY really awful memory. Both long and short term.
I feel like I hav... | self.depression |
Depression. Quit Job and now stressed. I quit my job of 2.5 years (social worker) because I stopped taking care of myself and felt my depression rising , and now I am super stressed about finding another job. I have had two interviews and where I thought the first one went awesome, but I haven’t heard back in two weeks... | self.depression |
Gone before dead Like growing up without a dad, having a mom that's on meth, having a step father throughout my childhood who would beat me and treat me unfairly when it comes down to him and his kids. Having SM chronic anxiety, this is no call for help, no help me help me I'm in a pool of fish that have better swimme... | self.SuicideWatch |
I just want to be better Hi! I apologize for any grammatical mistakes I'm just at that point where I need to get this out. I'm not one to post about this kind of thing publicly but I don't think I can bring this up to anyone I know irl so this is a pretty tough spot for me. I'll just be straightforward. I've had suicid... | self.SuicideWatch |
Good grief, I see it all. Long story. TW suicide/ED [deleted] | self.bipolar |
I'm done I have spent most of my life trying not to hurt anyone by ending my life. I am 54 have enormous amount of student dept that I can't pay because I can't find work and basically I am a burden on my family. I'm alone in this life my children are grown the last time I tried to have a relationship he like the o... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm so depressed I can't masturbate anymore Or hold a job or friend or do anything | self.depression |
Tips for the new semester? Spring semester of my sophomore year of college is starting soon. I need to figure out how to get a better handle on my life despite being bipolar. Does anyone have any advice for me? | self.bipolar |
Confused about "hearing voices" I'm a little confused about whether these are intrusive thoughts or I'm hearing weird internal voices. I've always had this problem and assumed it was normal until recently (I am 28).
Quite regularly I would have these internal voices ranting, bickering and just being overwhelmingly mea... | self.bipolar |
I hate always saying goodbye to my mental health providers I'm trying to stay positive. Got news today that my psychiatrist of 2 years is leaving the practice to become a telepsychiatrist at a mental health community center. I can't follow him because apparently this place only accepts "complex patients" (huh?) and no ... | self.bipolar |
Today a girl smiled at me. Today I was walking around campus and usually I don't talk to anyone or interact with anyone. There was a cute girl walking in my general direction and I guess I was looking at her. She smiled and I smiled back and that was all. It was such a small thing but it made me feel happy. I have the ... | self.offmychest |
The Monster (OC Poetry) A poem I wrote after hearing about another celebrity/star (Kim Jong Hyun) committing suicide. It hurt a lot so this needed to be out of my system.
Trigger warning, don’t read if you are in a bad place in heart or mind
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You were a shining star
full of life
or so it seems
but even that... | self.Anxiety |
Cbt vs psychoanalysis vs ACT vs whatever the hell else for therapy? Hi all so I was wondering if anyone had an opinion on what the optimal type of therapy for gad, social anxiety OCD exc is...I've only been in therapy once and I guess you could say it was talk therapy but I was kind of full of shit and never rly opened... | self.Anxiety |
Who else hates valentine's day? I'm just feeling really terrible and really lonely. Everyone keeps telling me "oh you're not the only one by yourself" or "one day you'll have somebody" but it doesn't f***ing help it just makes me feel worse. | self.Anxiety |
This is my life story 23/M Hello, my name is Daniel. I am 22 years old and this is my life story, I was born in Charleston West Virginia, on January 12th 1995 at the weight of 3 LBS and 3 Ounces, they kept me at the hospital for a few months before I was able to go home with my parents, once I was able to go home my p... | self.depression |
I'm a completely rational person up until my emotions overwhelm me | self.depression |
Currently looking at shelter dog pics, listening to 'Angel' and bitch crying. I miss my baby so much | self.bipolar |
Vitamin D deficiency was the reason for my depression. [deleted] | self.depression |
So I just found a job I'm 23, I've been looking for one for over an year after dropping out of university cause of a breakup and depression, I've felt better lately even though I have no income and I'm living with my parents.
So I found a job today and I feel as depressed as one year ago, it's a job as a factory work... | self.depression |
I'm Ashamed of My Small Boobs Hey. So, my boyfriend of 3 months approached me last night and told me that he wants me to get breast implants. I'm a 32A (practically flat chested) and have been dealing with insecurities about my chest for years. I was bullied about it in high school and is the reason why I had low self-... | self.offmychest |
Does music make anyone else feel better and worse at the same time? [removed] | self.depression |
A question. what word or phrase helped you? What was your reason to put suicidal thoughts behind you. Or increased your understanding of your suffering? | self.SuicideWatch |
still no luck on getting a job, not sure if i'm just making excuses or I just suck, wish I could afford help here I am again, still with no job. been since i finished high school, and according to my mom, after this year, it'll be at least 3 years since i haven't found anything. Don't know what to do. went to Tech scho... | self.Anxiety |
Feeling so alone while trying to taper off Ativan [deleted] | self.depression |
I am so sad I’m just in such a rough patch right now. Had a rough couple weeks. This is the closest I have ever been to actually going through with suicide. I’ve tries almost every pill and nothing has worked. I feel hopeless, the only thing holding me back from suicide is my family and because I’m terrified of the pai... | self.depression |
I didnt get help. Now I'm in Major Depression. Please HELP ME. [deleted] | self.depression |
Who is depressed and suicidal? Let's make friend, u and me only. do u need a friend?
I am looking for a best friend, like a brother, unseperable. Together we can achieve anything.
I also have depression and suicidal thougths. I am looking for someone who is the same boat,who has no friends, sees no point in life, canno... | self.depression |
I feel like I'm a failure. I shouldn't be in the position I am right now. College finals are around the corner, and I'm probably gonna have to drop out. I shouldn't have to. I've been given almost every opportunity imaginable to not be a complete fuck up. I was given a tuition free ride to the University of my dreams. ... | self.depression |
Lack of social skills to ward of annoying ppl I'm taking part time study in foreign language, and my exam is coming up this Dec.
I hate it when ppl do not understand and keep bugging you to go out on an outing with them. It is non stop bugging and u will hate it!
I have mute her WhatsApp notifications and did not r... | self.offmychest |
Need advice on fiance's state of mind. So my fiance just had his first full out manic episode after we got back from our vacation where we got engaged. He's been in the hospital for just less than a month. We bought our rings back in August and have been in an intense but very loving relationship for 5 years and best f... | self.bipolar |
Wanting to explode Everything has been getting better, meeting new people and doing new things, but inside I still feel empty and hurtful at night.
I think about hurting myself time and time again. I never thought I would do it but I’m hitting myself and thinking about slicing a bit of myself to see how it would feel.... | self.SuicideWatch |
Something bad happened between me and my girlfriend. I was so disoriented and panicky, that my first thought was to shoot myself with the gun I own. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Don’t drive around when depressed. Its just as dangerous as drinking and driving. [removed] | self.depression |
Peeing in the bed and how to stop it alright, I need to get this off my chest. I've been peeing the bed for pretty much my whole life. My family says I am smart, but I need some help on how to stop it. It makes me feel guilty. Please give me advice on how to stop it. I will take any advice. | self.offmychest |
Really having a rough time today Today is really shitty. I don't know how to feel not depressed anymore. I lost my job. I'm about to lose my home and car. I have three kids, one of whom has special needs. I'm still not over my post partum depression from having my last baby over a year ago. I have no insurance so seein... | self.depression |
I'm drowing in a little fucking puddle I cant do the smallest tasks I cant concentrate on anything I can't speak up for myself I can't get up in the morning I can't make a friend I can't defend myself I cant make anyone proud I only cause embaressment and pity. I hate this. I selfharmed again after telling myself I wo... | self.SuicideWatch |
Anyone ever try st. johns wort? wondering if its good for anxiety, if you took it how did it make you feel, how long did it take to work, etc | self.Anxiety |
I think I might take up recreational drugs I'm just so sick of the disgusting voices in my head.
I'm an anxious nutcase, and no matter how much I try to busy myself, or focus my efforts anywhere else the thoughts in my head always come straight through. Stupid things such as my ex best friend cheating with my ex a co... | self.offmychest |
What are some of the dating challenges that come with your mood disorder? | self.bipolar |
Played football today Hello.
So some guys I knew were playing football in the morning and asked me to come because they didn't really have players.
My night was horrible.... I could not sleep, slept at 3am and was just feeling horrible.
Woke up at 5:30am and I didn't really have plans for the day, I didn't want to go f... | self.depression |
Hallucinations I have bipolar II. I was in a car accident 3 weeks ago and another one 2 days ago.
Lately I have been noticing auditory hallucinations once in a while, and last night I was trying to get to sleep I started to have insane hallucinations. They lasted about 10 minutes.
I don't really remember what they w... | self.bipolar |
It's almost time I bought a gun. I'm waiting until the holidays are over, to spare friends and family from extra pain. Don't really have anyone to talk to, people all say the same things. "You're a good person." "You can move forward." I know better, I know myself.
Dropped out of college because of depression, failed... | self.SuicideWatch |
I got a job, which is good, but I'm worried about the long hours [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Feel like I can't complain because the people around me have bigger problems I have always been the calm and confident type of person. And up to a few months ago, this was true. But recently it feels like things are falling apart.
I'm only a few months away from getting a degree, in an industry with high demand and g... | self.offmychest |
Emtpy On my good days and hours I still feel sort of weirdly empty. Like nothing is really going on in my mind at all and I can't really tell what my emotions are like am I happy? I don't know. Am I sad? I'm not sure about that either. Am I pretty dead inside? I guess. I tried to express concern to my dad but he just t... | self.depression |
Awful attack last night. Could use advice Hey everyone. Long story short, I had had a few glasses of wine last night and while watching a video of the olympics, I felt two heart palpitations in a row.
Before I knew it my body went into panic mode and my pulse shot through the roof. I laid in the dark in my bed for awh... | self.Anxiety |
Please help me Hey guys
However, I need some advice from you guys regarding something I did.
I am a 20 year old student who went through a period of high anxiety and depression last year and I have finally been able to calm it down a bit. Last year, at the end of July my main coping mechanism was chatting online with... | self.Anxiety |
Considering starting wellbutrin and have some questions concerning taking it Ive been on literally every SSRI & SNRI with little to no help. I've had ECT treatment done but it wore off after awhile and i lost a lot of memory from it (wish i never did it to be honest). I've been treatment resistant for a while now b... | self.Anxiety |
How do you guys manage? Bipolar runs deeply through my mothers side of the family. I recently had a complete psychotic breakdown that was attributed to a manic episode. I feel like my world is falling apart with this diagnosis. I don't wanna be a doped up shell of my former self.. | self.bipolar |
I need to know to talk and act naturally Nothing I day or do feels or sounds right. And it's not just my imagination, people will stare at me and talk about me because of it. They did it this morning when I was doing a presentation. Everything I do is janky and awkward as fuck. Even standing still I apparently look wei... | self.Anxiety |
When you notice that a manic phase is building and your like 'please be the productive mania' | self.bipolar |
I've lost 114 lbs, and I feel fucking miserable. I've suffered from depression for the majority of my life. I'm 32 now. In 2006, I had a breakdown and wound up on medication. I went from 190 lbs to nearly 500 lbs over the years. I've lost some weight over the past two years, and this year alone I've lost 114 lbs. I'm d... | self.depression |
I want to die, but I do not want to commit suicide.. any thoughts, idea's, suggestions? (extra point's for creativity) and please, no stupid comments like, "don't do it" & "life's too valuable" [removed] | self.SuicideWatch |
I want to end my relationship with my boyfriend, but I'm worried he'll kill himself. I tried posting this on /r/relationships, but they told me to post it here. I hope that's okay. If this doesn't fit the mods can remove it. This is the post.
My boyfriend and I have been in a long distance relationship for about a yea... | self.SuicideWatch |
Lost How do I forget her when she's the only thing that comes to my mind from waking up from bed to going back to bed ?! | self.offmychest |
Has anybody else lied to their therapist/counselor that they're getting better just so they don't feel bad? After giving a legitimate try at all sorts of techniques and lifestyle changes it just makes me feel bad seeing someone try to rack their brain to find a way to help me. I just say that different things work and... | self.depression |
Instead of counting sheep, I say to myself "you deserve to die" over and over again to fall asleep. I'm hoping it'll be so drilled into my subconscious I'll eventually do it, but I'm still too much of a pussy. Fml | self.depression |
Help? I'm new to this site, but I think you guys might be able to help. My name is Triston, pleased to meet you all. I have been having suicidal thoughts for a while now, and I think I have depression. It's been getting worse, and I have almost tried to kill myself twice. Talking doesn't help, and I was wondering what ... | self.SuicideWatch |
‘Twas the Night Before Heading Home for Christmas Look up to the sky and what do you hear?
A psychiatrist in his sleigh with eight tiny pills, dear:
Now Xanax! Now Lamictal! Now Zoloft! Now Buspar!
On Seroquel! On Latuda! On Remeron and Effexor!
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But do you recall the most famous med of all?
.
Lithiu... | self.bipolar |
Invisible No matter who I am with or where I am, I am always just the invisible person. Everytime I speak I just get cut off, everytime I am able to get seomthing out, no one even acknowledges it. Even in places where one should be giving you attention like a restaurant. waiters/waitresses don't seem to notice me. it f... | self.depression |
I want to love again. It was my only distraction [deleted] | self.depression |
Sleep and Frustration! Hooray! Hello all! I'm at my wits end with my wonderful inability to keep a normal sleep cycle.
One week I'll be able to get up with my alarm clock and go about my day feeling like I finally have my sleep down! Like shit, I can actually sleep like a normal person! And I feel like a normal perso... | self.bipolar |
Why stop my suicide? Life will go on, there's plenty of people in the world. I don't know why I'm posting this. The internet is probably the worst place to get feedback, especially since no one knows me. Why would anyone care or want to know someone like me, if I was anyone I wouldn't.
I'm 26, still in college. Growi... | self.depression |
Just depression things... When you start pushing people away
But then get sad because you have no friends
When you're showing obvious signs of needing help
But nobody seems to notice
When even if they did notice
You'd put your best fake smile on and laugh it off
When you want someone to talk to
But don't wan... | self.depression |
I feel like I’m not doing anything with my life I’ve just turned 15 and already one of my friends has a scholarship to M.I.T and another won a national competition that NASA made. Meanwhile, I’m sitting here crying at my computer with no achievements in life. Maybe I’m too young to want to do such great and important t... | self.depression |
Women on meds have you had this problem? Started taking fluoxetine 2 weeks ago yesterday. I started my period a week later. I'm now on day 7 of my period and usually it stops at days 6 to 7. There is no sign of it stopping. | self.Anxiety |
I have the flu, my boyfriend is going to visit his dad in the hospital and I’m afraid he’s going to get him sicker So two nights ago I starting come down with what I think is the flu (hopefully nothing worse) and I feel horrible. My boyfriend lives with me and was already a little sick before this so I’ve been worrying... | self.Anxiety |
Why? Why does everyone always tell me that 'it'll be okay' and 'thing's get better' when it never is and never does? It's like everyone just wants to lie to me, I really want to kill my f#cking self but I can't because I don't want to slowly die but I don't know why it matters because nobody would care if I was gone. I... | self.depression |
The only thing that was keeping me going was college [deleted] | self.depression |
Why am I being kept alive? I'm being kept alive against my will. I have Crohns disease, endometriosis, chronic acute TMJ, severe social anxiety, and I'm flat out dumb.
I hate my life. I have nothing to contribute. Please let me fucking go. | self.SuicideWatch |
I am always paranoid at night and can’t go to sleep [deleted] | self.offmychest |
What do you do when you're bored? What do you do when you're bored but nothing seems interesting? What do you do when you've seen every episode of the only shows you like on Netflix and you can't get yourself to tune into anything else? And when none of your video games seem fun? What about when you have no friends to ... | self.depression |
Going to try to get back into drawing in 2018 [deleted] | self.depression |
This might sound weird but I thought some here might understand... [deleted] | self.depression |
No sleep means funland for playingtricksonme So I go to bed shortly after my son goes to bed since his bedtime is creeping up there to 8:30 most nights. He is a teenager starting this week! This leaves very little time for me and my husband to spend together. I think I get plenty of sleep so cutting it down a bit would... | self.bipolar |
So uh, I just cut. a lot. For no reason [deleted] | self.depression |
I don't know how to feel about this. I think how I feel is wrong. Some background: Just recently, the 17th anniversary of one of the worst events in my life passed by. When I was 6 years old my mother had to work and our usual babysitter was at a NYE party. So my then 16 year old cousin watched me and my brother.
H... | self.depression |
So I believe I have bipolar disorder. My father, his 2 brothers, his sister and his father, all have bipolar disorder. Accompanied with manic episodes that lead them into a race of words in nonsensical order, absolutely impossible things, walking around naked, staying up for days on end. My eldest brother is now presen... | self.bipolar |
Do You believe anxiety can cause physical symptoms? For example, do you think the brain is powerful enough to cause you to feel fatigued all the time. | self.Anxiety |
just needed someone to talk to I found the resources page here, I went to www.crisischat.org and read the faq and terms and conditions. I sat and waited for almost an hour. They asked if I was doing it right now. I panicked, I told them I didn't know. I'm not currently in the act or anything. they told me chat is only ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I care about someone, and used to love them, but I'm finding myself not respecting them. Can you love someone without respecting them? Does this make any sense?
I have a friend whom I used to respect a lot but over the years they've shown me more and more of themselves and I don't like a lot of aspects about them. I'v... | self.offmychest |
So tired I am so tired about life, about love, about to find someone who loves me.how could it happen? I don't even love myself. | self.depression |
My boyfriend of 2 years just ended things And I’m okay with it. I’m free. I can breathe. | self.offmychest |
Tapering SSRI- can anyone share experiences? I've been on Lexapro (Escitalopram) for anxiety/depression since I was around 12 years old, currently 19. My dose has ranged from 10mg to 20mg over time, but I've been on 20mg for the past few years as my anxiety worsened when I went on Adderall at age 16. While Adderall its... | self.Anxiety |
I think I might be suicidal, please help Right now I'm sitting in my dorm room alone, listening to the sounds of other people laughing outside and in other rooms, sounding happy and living the time of their lives.
I know, I'm being so depressing. I'm a second semester freshman. I get along really well with my roommate... | self.SuicideWatch |
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