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What would you have done!?!?! I️ was on my way to work this morning and I️ watched five guys steal a bike and the lock. I️ kept walking and got on the train. But everyone else says they would have stopped I️t. I’m from New York we mind our own business. What would you guys have done? | self.offmychest |
Anyone else trying the Paleo Diet? Is anyone else trying the Paleo diet for the new year? I’m embarking on it to help me lose antipsychotic weight. | self.bipolar |
No hope in this world I feel so hopeless everything looks so dark I’m so tired of existing maybe I need to suck it up just keep sucking it up and moving forward but to what. What am I fighting for I’m so tired of feeling this way. I wish I would’ve died on September 7th 2016. I cant help it I just cant help it I’m so t... | self.depression |
Pretty sure I'm getting hypomanic at a bad time I'm losing my job. I've known this for some time but I haven't known what my new job offer was going to be. I found out yesterday and it is very disappointing. I have a 1:1 to negotiate on Wednesday and I have a week to accept or reject the offer. If I reject it then I go... | self.bipolar |
trouble talking to people I want to talk to someone so much and tell themhow shit i feel but i cant i hate talking about myself and i hate thinking i have problems when other people have it worse than me i feel like i should just quit complaining im so stuxk in my mind | self.depression |
I wish suicide was much easier. If I have a little button that kills me instantly the millisecond I press it then I would be happy, that if anything beyond wrong happens to me then I can press it. The internet does not seem to help me find good ways to die and neither are people in the real world. I hear constantly abo... | self.depression |
My life is progressing but i feel nothing After one of the hardest few months for me and my mental health, I'm starting an internship with a post production company in Toronto as part of my college program. I started last week and it's nice, but I don't think I'm as excited or happy as I should be. The whole time leadi... | self.depression |
Welcome to my life. Have you ever messed up very little, but it feels like you’ve just ruined everything and that everyone hates you now because of it? Or that you’ve made everyone else feel terrible because of what you’ve done? Which causes an anxiety attack that lasts a whole hour. And then you just have an aching fe... | self.depression |
Please help. Feeling a panic attick coming up. [trigger warning] Hi guys,
Currently standing in my shower, feeling really nervous, my heart is beating really fast, well you guys know the drill.
I am having a cold and slept for 3 hours this afternoon, Since I woke up I am not feeling great, tired, can't breath wel du... | self.Anxiety |
Time to be normal. Disclaimer: I wrote this over the course of several days and there is no real cohesive train of thought. Each paragraph is a different day at the hospital. I just want to vent, but I don't want pity from my friends, so I'm posting here...
Man this shit is so surreal. Seeing her so helpless and not ... | self.offmychest |
This is the best way I've ever been able to describe what it feels like to be very depressed. I hope someone reads this and realizes they are not alone. I don’t know when I lost my way. I could try to pinpoint it, but I don’t think it would do any good.
I’m in a lake, being pulled underwater by the anchor of my inade... | self.depression |
So I sleep for 10 hours last night. I don't know, I just feel so tired yesterday, even though I didn't do anything, but it was very peaceful, and here I am, feeling like garbage again. | self.depression |
My boyfriend is getting annoyed by my anxiety Hey everyone,
So I've been with my boyfriend for over a year and has always been helpful and understanding of my anxiety. I have developed severe health anxiety and at this point he just gets annoyed with me. I'm not sure what to do because I need support and love not some... | self.Anxiety |
Nausea I am the only one who feel this nausea 24/7?? | self.depression |
Scared of ending up alone forever, but also terrified of talking to guys/thinking of long-term relationships... help? Does anyone else have this fear? I’ve never been in a relationship before. I freak out after the first few dates and convince myself there is something wrong with this person, so I don’t have to continu... | self.Anxiety |
roommate possible BP with Manic episodes? Long Story short, good friend of mine we were friends/roommates for 4 years on and off while we were in different states. He always seemed san while like everyone had his bugs. During few weeks when he used quiet a bit of LSD, some DMT he changed...
First couple days he was hyp... | self.bipolar |
I just don't want to do my work. I thought I could be productive once I eliminated all distractions. I left my phone and my laptop at home, I went to a quiet space in one of the campus libraries, and the only thing I brought were my textbook, flash cards, a notebook with a list of things to study, and a pen.
And I sti... | self.offmychest |
I hate myself and it won't stop... On my phone, sorry. Trying not to cry at work. I have been going in and out of mania since November due to a poor sleep schedule and intermittent missing medication. It broke, and I dropped hard this weekend. I've been sleeping a lot. I can't get enough. I just want to sleep and never... | self.bipolar |
I'm so ashamed of myself. Self neglect. I've been trying to get out of my cycle of self neglect for the past few months. Things go well but sometimes I seem to fall back which make things tough. For example, in December I did not go to the gym for the entire month and I had stopped eating. (I am extremely underweight a... | self.depression |
Non-stop thoughts of wanting to kill myself every day On and off suicidal thoughts/ideation since age 14. But it’s getting worse and worse in the last year, and sooner or later I feel like I will do something. And it’s not just wanting to stop existing, or being in between life and death; I actually want to *die*.
I ... | self.depression |
A single barrier to happiness On Friday, November 17th, I confessed my love to a very close school friend who unknowingly helped me through the hardest year of my life.
They accepted my love and confessed to me that they also share the same once in a lifetime soul matching love I feel. Over the weekend we fantasized a... | self.depression |
I got upset but for the first time since I got ill with depression, I didn't cut. Had another cry because I was so proud of myself. | self.depression |
Feeling like a failure. I've been on antidepressants for a bit over ten years now. Effexor and wellbutrin these days. Occasional 1/2 clonipin for the bad days.
24 years of the restaurant business has certainly played it's part. I've owned two before and on my third now. Not bad for 39 I guess. I've been given the tit... | self.depression |
I wasn't welcome to my own parents Christmas dinner. I'm on mobile laying in bed. Sorry ahead of time for typos.
My parents divorced when I was young. Both of them managed to find and marry some really awful peices of shit. It hurts my soul to see them both so miserable and not be able to help.
This particular story... | self.depression |
I really want someone to help me AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
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first of all someone said I don't sound "coherent"
is it ok that I don't sound "coherent" sometimes? I try to... It was boring when I tried to sound ve... | self.Anxiety |
This sucks I've really fallen in a deep hole. Living with parents. Started feeling suicidal for the first time last year. Felt really suicidal in the fall but met a girl in a support group and that helped. But now I feel like I'm just going to snap if I go do something without her, like college in a different state or ... | self.SuicideWatch |
The only thing I enjoy I can't fully enjoy I love to play League of Legends, but for some reason my ping will just spike all the time with it's lowest being 200 and going up to 2000. this infuriates me and makes me feel horrible because that instantly means that the game is ruined for 4 other players. I always feel so ... | self.depression |
Wanna slit my wrist even in New Year’s Eve [deleted] | self.depression |
I cried on my girlfriend's birthday Yesterday was my gf's birthday. I had a 2 hour drive just so I could surprise her. We couldn't spend too much time together but we managed to have about 3 hours with each other. I was happy seeing her and giving her the gifts, and surprising her.
But then I had to go back home. It's... | self.Anxiety |
I feel like I'm just "left out." Or excluded from any group. I feel like I'm not allowed happiness, relationships, that I'm not allowed to enjoy basic human pleasures that almost everyone else takes for granted. I feel like I am the undesirable in any group I'm in and am only a burden to the regular people who have to ... | self.depression |
Start Over Hey! So, as you all may know, I deal with a lot of anxiety and depression, and I wanted to know if anybody could give me some insight on this situation. Basically, I'm always starting over. I never get the chance to finish anything because I just give up or don't wanna keep my progress. Does anybody else hav... | self.Anxiety |
Im scared to start zoloft because paxil(paroxetine) gave me big palpitations and panic attacks. Any thoughs? | self.Anxiety |
Why does my family have to care? Everyone else would get over it fairly quickly if they even give a fuck at all. Just my my parents and siblings and I don't get why though. I'm not their only kid, I'm not their only brother, shouldn't they be fine without me? They're gonna make me feel bad when I get around to doing th... | self.SuicideWatch |
My dog I haven't been really happy in about 3 years. My dog is the only thing that's given me a glimpse of hope. | self.depression |
Getting depressed again. Im getting depressed after almost 6 months, nothing really changed which means nothing I guess.
For me the worst part is, I just want someone to talk to about why I feel this way, which I dont even know.
Problem is, I dont really know anybody, and the few I do, were not that kind of friends.... | self.depression |
Just need a hug and someone to talk to This is killing me now. So alone just need a hug so bad | self.depression |
I got rejected by my best friend. I met this girl about 8 months ago. We didn't talk much, rather just bump into each other now and then. All my friends told me that she liked me. I didn't see her that way, I didn't know her at all, so I just kinda ignored her for a while. During summer we got to know each other, we go... | self.offmychest |
Boring story DON'T READ!! unless you want to ,do whatever it a sentence not a cop. As a painter who lives at the bottom I can't help but feel like I can do more but don't cause I will fail or it won't matter I'm ok with who I am as a person I've been like this for years and the mental stress just feels like an everyd... | self.depression |
Severe depression Hey all. Please send me message if you have gotten through severe depression. I'm feeling really lonely. | self.depression |
Luck Is All We Are I didn't choose when or where to be born. I didn't choose my influences, and neither did you, or those succesful people. There are the lucky, and then there are the unlucky.
People, just as the rest of nature, are about cause and effect. You don't choose shit, you just react. Free will is an illusi... | self.depression |
Help with rising anxiety I posted this on the Health Anxiety sub reddit, but I want to post this on here too. Maybe someone hopefully can relate.
I have had anxiety for as long as I can remember, it used to be really bad in middle school and high school, but after high school I was able to deal with it for many many... | self.Anxiety |
I think I'll just be single forever. Men are so fucking gross.
In it if you have something for them.
Fucking pieces of fucking shit once you turn them down or do/say something that questions their 'manhood'. | self.offmychest |
How much does depression affect your cognitive abilities? I’ve felt depressed for the majority of my life. I’ve had periods of time where I feel amazing but depression has always been apart of me. I hate myself for it.
I’ve always felt like I was stupid. Always felt like I was bad at things I wanted to be good at. Th... | self.depression |
I'm suicidal again I was doing so well too. But now here we are again. Back to feeling stressed, unloved, unwanted and directionless. Someone please please help me. Help me get back on my feet. Give me back my optimism, my gentle, kind nature. I miss it | self.SuicideWatch |
I realized i dont wanna die, but i dont wanna live too. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
What can someone do if they can't get away from stressors? I suddenly get this really heavy feeling of not being able to do anything----I don't have control of many aspects of my life. Anxiety is one of them, and try as I might, I can't get away from a negative person. One lives with me, and as much as I love her, she ... | self.Anxiety |
I'm not a likeable person It doesn't take long for people to see that. | self.depression |
Losing hope I’ve lost grasps on everything. I’ve been depressed and these feelings of anxiety are brining me down to my last thread. I’m in my bed and I just can’t stop thinking. This usually normal but thoughts tonight are so bad that I can’t stop thinking of killing myself. I just want hopeless feeling to stop. I’m a... | self.SuicideWatch |
"Your life motto is 'I don't care'." She said in a sarcastic tone.
Well gee mom, I sure wonder why this is the case. Could it be that I'm depressed and sick of my life?
Maybe I should just lock myself in the garage with the car running, while being passed out from booze.
This is yet another thing I can't deal with r... | self.depression |
Do you have experience with the med Pristiq? My pdoc just prescribed Prisitq to help with a bad bout of depression I'm going through. She said it was particularly strong as it hit serotonin and another one. Has anyone tried this?
My old pdoc wouldn't even prescribe me anti-depressants, which I think is an argument ... | self.bipolar |
i crave physical touch it sucks lol. a few days ago i got a hug from a friend and all i wanna do now is just.. hug people?? i have never really been the kind of person who likes when people touch me but fuck i was wrong lmao it feels so nice when i can feel somebody and know that for a few seconds somebody voluntarily ... | self.depression |
Why Must You Drag Your GF?? Long story short, I’m moving from California to Idaho later this week and tonight I was having a bar crawl with some friends so I could enjoy one of my last nights in town with them.
My best friend (who is a guy/I’m a girl) was going to pick me up at 6:30 to head out to the festivities. I... | self.offmychest |
Thoughts on my depression. Early school days who i am my story in a nutshell. Does anyone relate? If you read it in general what do you think? [deleted] | self.depression |
i'm too lazy to hang out with friends one night and they wont let that sink in for the next 2 hours i dont know man. i like my friends but goddamn they turn into the most annoying being whenever i refuse their plan.
they wanted me to go roller skating and i told them i didnt want to because i came back from tennis and... | self.offmychest |
Found out that my gf cheated on me with a close friend yesterday. My girlfriend and I have been in a on and off ldr relationship for quite some time now. I seriously loved this girl, still do. She texted me yesterday saying that we needed to talk, and then told me that she kissed one of my closest friends yesterday. Wh... | self.SuicideWatch |
Being around people is tiring, but being alone might be worse I'm kind of an introvert or whatever, I like having my alone time to just be. I have been in the service industry in one capacity or another my whole working life, so being around people is a thing I can do, be sociable or charming or whatever, but so freque... | self.depression |
My head is screaming in pain! My head is screaming in pain. Screaming because I can’t take my depression anymore, I am tired of living this kind of life. I am all alone all the time and I feel nothing but miserable or anxious. My life right now is an endless cycle of me feeling worse and worse. I just can’t take this a... | self.Anxiety |
I've realised There is no hope for me after all. No matter how much I try, no matter what I do, I just end up lonely. I guess that's my fate... to die lonely. Sayonara | self.SuicideWatch |
It’s been like eight years and I STILL can’t write anything. As lame as it may sound to you, I’ve been wanting to write a fan-fiction for YEARS. Since I began reading it. I tried when I was younger, and inevitably deleted them all because they were awful. Since then I’ve been trying to educate myself on writing, in hop... | self.depression |
I look forward to monday... I am seriously fucking frustrated, lost 15-20 games in a fucking row so I shut down my computer, got a headache, cant hear shit in my left ear. My stomach hurts like fuck.
Everything is going fucking downhill...
You know why I look forward to monday? Because then I don't have to feel so fu... | self.depression |
Highschooler On The Verge of Not Living Anymore I'm a 16 yr old junior and the past half-decade has been an absolute miserable ride for me. with this year being such an important year in terms of my academic studies, i've pulled off the worst of worst grades with an average of just 70. meanwhile, my parents dream of me... | self.SuicideWatch |
Holy Shit. Is this what Anxiety feels like? Guys, I'm so sorry. Bit of a backstory. I’m a 30 year-old male who has never had a history of anxiety. Sure, I’d get stressed on occasion but I always knew how to cope when I did. In fact, I’d go as far as to say I was almost too laid back. Nothing ever really phased me. My a... | self.Anxiety |
Times you have to pretend you're neurotypical-ish What are some times you've had to pretend to be "normal"/neurotypical whether it be for a job, for fear of stigma, etc? I'm always internally laughing a little, but also cringing. Here are a couple recent ones of mine:
1/ I'm working on my personal statement for a beh... | self.bipolar |
Having trouble falling asleep at my parent's house I'm back at my parent's house for Thanksgiving break, and I've noticed this during previous holiday breaks. I guess it's a weird paranoia. I've gotten used to all the sounds of living on the outskirts of a city while at college, being around a lot of people, having con... | self.Anxiety |
Just another whiny paragraph I feel the need to end it again. But I won’t. I never do. I lack the spine to do it. I’m tired of going through this. I’m not fun and I don’t have what it takes to keep this up. My life is fine, but I am not. Ungrateful, unremarkable, unkind, untalented, creepy... | self.SuicideWatch |
Anxiety over sleep and sleep schedule. Hello. I am 26 male and have got a job for a year now where I have to wake up about 4:30am-4:45am to be at work at 6am since I gotta commute.
Well, lately I have been having issues with waking up feeling famished. I think I have hypoglycemia and it wakes me up.
Well, this morning... | self.Anxiety |
Anyone else stay up all night on their phone in bed because it feels like no time is being lost? All the time during the day, I feel like I'm wasting time, wasting my life, doing nothing, going nowhere. But at night, it's timeless. I guess I think these hours would've been lost to sleep anyways so I'm not losing anythi... | self.depression |
Is Suicide the ultimate freedom? Hello
I am not sure if this is the right subreddit but sometimes I think about going to bed and waking up to a new world where I am free. Free of hatred and judgement of others. Free of all the negativity of other people. Free of people who think me being autistic is a fucking joke. Fr... | self.SuicideWatch |
Thinking of quitting lithium (I’m tired)
I’m a walking pharmacy, I want to quit taking lithium and be feee. I feel my life is on a loop, day in, day out. It’s b&w and I want to live it in full color! I’d need to do lots of exercise (which I did before my dx so it’s not impossible!
I already feel angry, restless... | self.bipolar |
I'm so anxious with school I cancelled my psych appointment and costed myself $50, causing more anxiety. I'm nearing the end of my semester, and time is of the essence! I have so much to do, and the thought of spending so much time on the bus to get to and from my appointment just had me so nervous. I called to cancel ... | self.Anxiety |
Anxiety and sex Hello, I'm 28/m with anxiety and depression. I have harm ocd as well as pocd and hocd.. I've had trouble for the past few years with having sex, actually its pretty much been my whole life. I don't really understand why it is. I've thought many times that maybe I'm just gay or something but I don't want... | self.Anxiety |
Everyone be wary of your inboxes A lot of people are getting imgur albums of a woman cutting herself. I’ve already warned
r/teenagers and I’m just going along certain subs to make sure y’all are prepared. | self.Anxiety |
Likely to die soon without ever having lived I never got to live my life and finally I have the possibility of a good life but I'm probably going to die painfully before that happens. | self.offmychest |
Sick of people not caring I really am sick of people not giving a fuck about me. I'm in a long distance relationship and the only guy that does actually like me is my boyfriend in that relationship, and while we do make plans to meet its every two months because I'm at college.
I have leukaemia and due to that I alway... | self.offmychest |
I feel like I dont know "Me" I'm sure this has been posted here before and Im sure quite a few people do this, but I just feel like I have always just told people what they want to hear. So now as an adult, I don't know what if I actually like something or not. Im not able to decide a major, a song, or even my favorite... | self.depression |
My girlfriend is depressive and I don't know how to properly treat her. Hello, I am currently at.. a loss, at best.
My girlfriend is really a good person, and no matter how hard it is for me to sometimes find that one right thing to do out of the pile of "this would never work on a normal person" or "this is not even ... | self.depression |
Starting a new job tomorrow that I have no experience in. I just had an interview, it went alright, he walked me through the factory and showed me what I'd be doing. It's loading glass doors and cutting glass, and the problem is I've only ever done hospitality and retail work. He said I can start tomorrow, I need a job... | self.depression |
I had to quit my dream and move home [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
My best friend and I fell in love It's one of those things straight out of a movie scene. We've been friends/known each other for many years and in the last few years became close again. In the last 3 months something changed in the way we look at each other, but apparently this had been building up for us for a while ... | self.offmychest |
Constant, nonstop anxiety. Like for 5 years. Hello friends, okay so heres the deal. I came to a realization a few weeks ago. I can't calm down. Every day of my life I wake up and I feel this horrible anxious pain. I am a student, and obviously that is incredibly stressful, but even over my Christmas break, I felt so an... | self.Anxiety |
Why should I stand up again? The more the year ends, the more my depression comes back.
Why I am standing up, eating, going to work?
I am thinking about ending this shit more and more...
Jumping out of the window. Taking all of my pills. Cutting deeper and deeper.
The cuts become more, both arms, right leg... they are... | self.depression |
Problems with bonding Hello. Im not sure how to start threads like this one, where to begin etc. I probably could find answer in other threads, but honestly reading other posts just makes me sad.
So its been 5 years since i have depression. Year ago i started using antidepressants and im feeling a lot better now (thou... | self.depression |
i will never be male. i'm trapped. i hate myself. going to die a week ago i figured out, after years of off and on dysphoria that i tried to conceal by being ultra feminine, that i'm trans. FtM. what the fuck.
i can't handle this, it's too much. i've been isolated and depressed since i was 12, i have no friends. i liv... | self.SuicideWatch |
Losing Hope Graduated from college in December of 2016 and have yet to find a job. I’ve worked a shitty job in the mean time but was just fired today. With it being the holiday season I’m now stressed about my financial situation. Have a loving girl friend and family but can’t help feeling like it’s not worth it. All c... | self.SuicideWatch |
Prozac/Fluoxetine and Lamictal I'd been on prozac for several years in my 20s to treat anxiety and depression. A few years later I had hypomanic episodes that my doctor and therapist didn't pick up on (at first). Apparently I'm very good at hiding my symptoms.
I've since talked to my psych about going off the prozac s... | self.bipolar |
Going off my meds! Hey yall,
Im 17 for reference, currently on a mood stablilizer/antipsychotic and an antidepressant for bipolar and while i probably shouldnt, im finally going off them! I hate the way they make me feel and its time to go back to where i used to be. Which might not be great but I’m quite excited for t... | self.bipolar |
I am going to end my life soon. Some day, it feels so inevitable [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
To my best friend, who will hopefully never actually see this. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Autism is lonely I have Asperger's Syndrome...it makes understanding social cues, empathizing with others (IE understanding why you made someone upset), and social interaction in general very difficult. When compounded with existing depression, it makes me feel profoundly isolated sometimes.
Things have been looking u... | self.depression |
stuck, desperate, and hopeless. i haven't wanted to be here for a little while now. i always used to say "i would never do it but it would just be easier." i used to say "i couldn't do it because i would rather suffer everyday than to hurt my family like that." my thoughts have been transforming to "my parents put m... | self.SuicideWatch |
Does anyone else find themselves begging their mind not to feel the way it does? This amount of times I've sat in bed feeling the world crumbling around me waiting for the next inevitable breakdown about to happen literally begging myself "Please don't, please don't, please don't, please don't, please don't, not now, p... | self.depression |
i'm 25 years old guy wants a relationship with a girl whom understand social anxiety and be easy with me and i'll be the same with her | self.depression |
Ya know how i said... (Trigger? Sexual. Whatever.) ... that I wasn't being unhealthy in thoughts of hot boy? Well. Shit.
It's complicated.
Ok. It's not complicated.
He came over for a massage. I'm good at them. I like giving them. Very little expectation of anything else. When I was mixing the oils he got into my ... | self.bipolar |
I've been making the plans for awhile.. I'm sure a bit of this sub is people hoping for help, trolling, or just doing whatever..
The past few months I've been making the plans so my boyfriend can be self sufficient. I proposed to him back in Septemberish at a league (league of legends, we were at boston) tournament, b... | self.SuicideWatch |
time to relive yet another 365 days for fucking nothing. what’s the point? why even try? all that i learned from this mess called “life” is that there is no point in trying, life gets harder and harder every single day to lead up to what? more hard work and stress to get us to nothing in the end. we humans work our ass... | self.depression |
A better way to think of hyper vigilance So as a lot of you probably know hyper vigilance is the term for when you end up scanning out an entire room and try to weed out potential threats and pretty much throw yourself into a pit of anxiety, well to counteract this I’ve turned it into something of a practice as opposed... | self.Anxiety |
Is anyone here on Wellbutrin (Buproprion) long term? Considering talking to my psychiatrist about this option and wondering if anyone here has done this. If so, say how long you’ve been on it.
This is a slight repost, sorry :/ | self.bipolar |
This Christmas is going to be hard... I'll put the TL;DR right up at the front.
**TL;DR** My little sister died earlier this year. Her two daughters (3 [now 4] and 9) were orphaned. The 4-year-old is excited to see me and her other uncle (my brother) for Christmas. The 9-year-old is having serious difficulty adjusting... | self.offmychest |
What are everyone's thoughts on caffeine? Don't want to feel like I need it Got out of the hospital a month ago (was rapid cycling and sort of mixed state like highest highs or lowest lows) I am feeling pretty good on my meds, but I feel like I need caffeine to really boost my mood, and if I don't have it I am somewhat... | self.bipolar |
I don't know if I'm depressed. I feel like I'm just convincing myself I am. How can I figure this mess out? I used to be pretty bad but recently things have improved a little. I fear that now I'm just convincing myself I'm depressed because I want to be or something. Is seeing a psychologist my best solution? | self.depression |
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