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rocky friendships So someone new started where I work and I was actually excited about it. Problem is one of my close friends who also works there and is already in s relationship is already having sex with her now I don't even know this girl very well but for some reason this is really upsetting me to the point of hav... | self.depression |
i just want to fucking die already ive slept for 28 hours and the 9 hours i was awake today were spent crying. same as the last time i was awake
im fucking tired. everyone in my family hates me, calls me useles,s a bitch, a leech, worthless, too old to be here, etc
my therapist cancelled on me for th nth time. its wa... | self.SuicideWatch |
Im so relieved I can cry 2017
Started it jobless. Struggling with everything. I was becoming afraid to even leave my house. Fear and anxiety basically consumed me.
Medications were basically ruining my life, even after switching, switching, switching. Every one I tried, gave me severe, unusual side effects. (let's s... | self.depression |
I'm scared to tell someone. My uncle has been touching me ever since I was 8. I woke up one night and there he was just standing over me. I was hard down there and even at eight years old I knew something was off.
The next night I pretended to sleep just to see if it was true or if I just dreamed it, but he did it ag... | self.offmychest |
Trying to get cancer so I doesnt look like I did it on purpose. What are your opinions on this?
I know that if I show intent and end my life it will saden people more than If I were to get cancer and just die.
I smoke 10-20 rollups a day. | self.SuicideWatch |
Lost motivation for anything now So I stupidly studied hard and got my university degree which is not getting me a job,
I didn’t party or date during those years.
Now I’m at point I need to retrain for a careee but I’m so depressed about this as I feel old and missed out on fun, I see and hear about all the things th... | self.depression |
I'm starting to understand why people cut themselves I used to think self-harm didn't make any sense - why would someone make their existence more painful? But today I feel this self-loathing so intense, I can't think about anything else or do anything except sit here and feel it twisting inside me. It's like all this ... | self.depression |
Should have blew my brains out when i had the chance [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Damn it Just let me rant, can't talk to the walls.
After about two weeks of stopping my medication i found myself crying uncontrollably. It would not stop, so back on the meds. Soon i'll be again staring at the wall like an empty minded fool thinking i have no future or purpose, but at least i can't cry. Wonderful.
... | self.depression |
You’re creating a void that I don’t think I can fill. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Sleep disorder due to traumatic near-ego-death A couple of years ago I had a traumatic experience involving a very large dose of LSD and some other drugs. After several years in various therapies and a habit of daily meditation I regained functioning but I still have a sleep disorder that I can't fix. I can't let go of... | self.Anxiety |
Let the past die.... kill it, if you have to. This quote from Kylo Ren in the Last Jedi really hit me hard. Although it is a fictional movie, I have always hated myself. Although I desperately want to break free from my past, it seems impossible. I really wish I had the strength to change, but I don't. I feel like I ju... | self.depression |
I can’t cry and it makes me want to cry. [deleted] | self.depression |
SSRI sexual side effects. Antidote? Cure? Hey,
I have been on Prozac, clomipramine, zoloft. I have anxiety, depression and ocd. At the moment I have to take them and they do a good job. However my genitals are numb, I don't really get aroused and I can't achieve an orgasm. I read a lot about antidotes for this side ef... | self.Anxiety |
Concerned for the Future regarding meds So recently I had a huge breakthrough with meds. I feel a million times better than I have in years. I have been through absolutely tons of different medications and none of them seemed to work at all but I have finally found something that really works.
I am taking lyrica 150 a... | self.Anxiety |
Awake now I woke up feeling numb, not the good lind of numb where you know your feeling are right underneath the surface, but the empty black hole dumb. To know that I can never be Loved is like knowing the day Death plans to come and take mw away. I just want to go back to sleep | self.depression |
I've been off my meds for week. Not because they have been discontinued but because for the second month in a row my refill requests were denied. My original doctor is on maternity leave and it is making the process very aggravating. I know it's not just the meds that are important and I need to make appointments as we... | self.bipolar |
Wondering I lay here, each night wondering the same thing over and over. Is it worth it? Would anyone care? Does it hurt? How can I make it painless? How much longer do I have to deal with it?
There are many things I can live for. I have a career. I have a "lovely" husband. I have a "supportive" family. I have a few f... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm not really sure what to title this. So this will be long and likely boring. I just need to get something off my chest.
I was having dinner with my friend and we kind of went to a bit of a heavier topic. Now I've never had high self esteem and she knows this. However, I ended up mentioning basically how I feel s... | self.offmychest |
Today I made...banana bread muffins! Getting my fruits in right? They are super tasty and just like last time, I'd love to share with y'all! | self.depression |
I've been waiting for something to push me over the edge, it finally came Long story short: I have no friends. Or I thought I did, but I can't see/talk to them anymore. I also finally, truly, realized I am a piece of shit.
Long story: I've been depressed for a very long time, possibly since I was 8. I've always had b... | self.SuicideWatch |
DAE have a mix of health anxiety and depression where you sometimes wish you got cancer or something similar and other times get scared of the slightest symptom that can be related to cancer or other life threathening health problems? | self.Anxiety |
Anxiety is robbing me of any joy in life. Please help! I have tried several medications for my anxiety. None of them made a difference, and I got almost all of the negative side effects (dizzyness, headache, nausea, libido totally shot). The only thing that seems to work is talk therapy. But it feels like a bandaid. I ... | self.depression |
Nobody likes me. I'm the reason I'm lonely. There is just way too much wrong with me. Every friend I made has left me. I'm just really unlikeable, but I can't help it. I'm stuck in an endless loop of: making friend, them leaving, me crying myself to sleep at night.
I hate myself more than I could ever hate the people ... | self.depression |
I wonder... For the last three years, I thought I suffered from depression. I got severe depressive episodes when all I could do was sleeping or doing just nothing. I felt either extremely sad or completely empty. So much that I couldn't even be sad. To the point of suicidal thoughts. These usually happened for some we... | self.bipolar |
I’m doing a mini series on how I’m overcoming my anxiety disorder It’s gonna be a few posts on how I’m fighting my GAD
[the link is here ](https://t.co/JPSNHZB3sY)
Hope someone finds it helpful
| self.Anxiety |
Uneducated, unskilled, friendless and suicidal. I feel the only way out of this meaningless existence is suicide. I went to public school until third grade when my mom met my stepdad, he was a conspiracy theorist who thought school just brainwashes kids to be followers of the elite corporations, he was unemployed with ... | self.SuicideWatch |
How anxious thoughts ruined Weed (the first thing I liked) and then my life [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Getting harder and harder to distract myself. I've had depression since I was 9 years old (I'm now 30), and distraction has always been my go-to coping method. These days, though, it's getting harder and harder to distract myself from my self-hateful thoughts. I can never seem to focus on whatever it is I'm reading, wa... | self.depression |
I tore my relationship apart and ruined the best person I'll ever be with I really resisted making any reddit posts about my breakup but I've snapped because I've cried on so many shoulders and none of my friends seem to understand, making me feel even lonelier.
He's my best friend, and I know everyone says that about... | self.offmychest |
Woebot : A. I. CBT bot. I've been using this service for a couple of weeks and it's a interesting substitute for therapy. If you want to learn CBT techniques, with a bit more interaction than a self-help book, you might like to give it a try. I think it is helping me. | self.depression |
Is this weird Not as suicidal anymore but somedays i think of suicide and im not even scared i feel relief. | self.SuicideWatch |
Working/Studying is misery Hello guys. I have a problem for 4-5 years and i hope you guys can help me. I diagnosed with severe anxiety disorder and using SSRIs for 3 years. So lets get to the main subject. I want to change my mentality. When i see some people that enjoy their work-studying etc. I wonder why i am not l... | self.Anxiety |
An upcoming birthday always brings the anxiety back Most people would roll their eyes at me upon learning the fact that I'll only be turning 17 in the next few weeks. I'd imagine whatever issues a teenager is going through will probably seem trivial to any adult that's on this subreddit, but r/Anxiety is my only source... | self.Anxiety |
Probably said a lot but I feel quite worthless and could not give a toss what happens to me. Need to vent to strangers (definitely not like me to do this). TL;DR:
My love life is really affecting me.
My job is affecting me.
My lack of money skills is affecting me.
I really hate myself.
Hi everyone,
I have never ... | self.depression |
I don't think I can deal with my partner's anxiety anymore I'm writing this in the hopes that there are some people reading who aren't anxiety sufferers themselves but have partners/spouses with an anxiety disorder and are largely going through the same thing I am.
Firstly, my partner hasn't been diagnosed with an an... | self.Anxiety |
Any music, poetry, art suggestions that are perfect for describing anxiety or depression?? Could even be what you guys listen to when you’re having a low moment?? Idk just struggling and have a craving within me to feel connected and feel like I’m not so alone in these feelings | self.Anxiety |
Can't take anymore I've decided I'm going to kill myself on Christmas ever, I've had one horrible year, my wife left me taking my babies accusing me of being controlling and mentally abusing her and my children although your reading one side I assure you it's the opposite... I've been accused the last year of cheating ... | self.SuicideWatch |
On the track to getting help Been suffering from anxiety all my life, nothing to drastic just some social anxiety and nervousness. But up until was was unemployed for a while that it really started taking effect. I couldnt eat for 3 days and I didnt leave the house for 2 weeks. After finding a job some of it went away ... | self.Anxiety |
Do you believe in Redemption? Sometimes I worry if I deserve to live. If it’s alright that I try to get the good things in life. Should I be barred from ever having a good relationship, a good job, and a good life? As if I should be punished forever for the terrible things I have done in the past, whether due to mania,... | self.bipolar |
I think i have powers! Call me crazy, I don’t care: I think I can manipulate time! Or maybe, it manipulates me. I don’t think this is a delusion because A) I’m still on my meds, but a low dose B) I’m not overly manic or depressed C) I’m not having an episode D) I can feel the time changing, I never *feel* things when I... | self.bipolar |
Body aches after super stressful day or anxiety attack So yesterday I had a really scary, stressful day. Lots of stuff happening at work. I was really tense and fearful but i did stave off a full on panic attack (they don't manifest until i get home and/or out in public). Today this morning the "stressor" aka manipulat... | self.Anxiety |
Please treat your kids right. Hug them, tell them you love them. It’s almost 2018 and I have realized that this entire year will be added to the others that I have spent in a hellhole. I made a Reddit to rant to anonymous strangers on the internet and am feeling pathetic for it as no one would take me seriously if I sa... | self.depression |
I want to do it now, will this kill me? [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
i'm manic and it's a fucking relief So it's been nearly two years since I've been noticeably manic.
For the last 18 months I've been wondering if I still had bipolar and I couldn't ever fully accept that I was bp1 until I was manic for the 2nd time. After all these years. Thank god.
And it's a great mania so far, I... | self.bipolar |
Not every manic purchase is a bad idea... In 2014, in my last (year long) manic episode before meds, I bought 0.11 Bitcoin for ~$55. Forgot about it until this month. It's worth more than ten times as much! Ten times more and it'll be enough to pay off the sportsbike... | self.bipolar |
Anyone facing friendship difficulties after revealing? After noticing the scars on my arm (from guess what?), I had to tell some of my friends about how I'm feeling emotionally. Now I feel they're overly concerned but also distancing themselves from me. '
I don't know what I should do and I'm not sure if I should talk... | self.depression |
I know I shouldn't be chasing the past But sometimes I feel as though the best/happiest days of my life are long behind me, and I'll never feel that level of joy again.
I've always had this thought in the back of my head, but with Christmas around the corner I feel it more so now. | self.offmychest |
I made up my mind If I am trans and I can't fix myself, then I will fucking end it. | self.SuicideWatch |
I’m Resentful That I Wasn’t Helped Earlier I recently watched a video of myself in kindergarten. It was four hours long but just by watching five minutes you can tell that I was severely depressed at the time. I was very obviously dissociating, barely smiled or talked to the other kids, had no interest in schoolwork or... | self.depression |
What is the process of checking yourself into a facility to prevent yourself from committing suicide? [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Want to shut my eyes for the last time. I feel nothing...except cold. I have no passion(s), no hobbies, no talents or skills. No future. No hope. Want to go to some deep woods, sit down at a big tree, and finally put a bullet through my head. I can save people from the disappointment of knowing/meeting me. "To know a ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I am free My once kind, considerate and sweet boyfriend has become controlling, critical and abusive. I left his house last night and I’m not going back. I feel sick to my stomach, but knowing that I don’t have to be belittled and yelled at in public anymore is something that I am excited for. I am excited to feel like... | self.offmychest |
I want to hear your story. I am a listening ear and I want to vent too [deleted] | self.depression |
Anxiety over using the phone So I've noticed through the years that I get extremely nervous about talking on the phone. Getting a cell really unsettles me and unless it's my parents or husband, I can't answer. Usually I read the transcript from the voice mail.
Today I got a call from a job I interviewed with. As usual... | self.Anxiety |
The amount of people complaining about not receiving presents annoys me You're an adult (supposedly), other adults didn't want to spend money on you, that's absolutely fine
There's nothing stopping you from going to the shops and buying things for yourself (other than laziness)
And yes, you're probably right, they mi... | self.offmychest |
I feel so alone So I've been off work going on 3 months due to my pregnancy and not being able to take all my meds. Today HR calls me and tells me "we are approaching 90 days and there's not really much they can do after that". I have an appointment with my pdoc tomorrow and she said she's "hoping the doctor has a good... | self.bipolar |
Starting to remember that life is about me, not her [deleted] | self.depression |
I feel awful and I just need to know if I was in the wrong It's my grandma's birthday and there is a huge party for her, I went and stayed for an hour but then the sleet started coming down HARD and since I am not a very strong driver, I decided it would be best if I took off a bit early.
I feel awful now and I think ... | self.depression |
Hypovigilence and Wellbutrin (day 15) I'm on day 15 of wellbutrin and I still don't feel capable of driving a car I'm waiting for it to kick in still I suppose. I am Bipolar I w/ comorbid ADHD. I have never had a license. A friend offered to help me get one, but I don't think I'm capable of driving. I am currently at a... | self.bipolar |
Starting therapy for my depression, any tips going into it? | self.depression |
I don't know if this is depression (a long one) I'm 21f and to others I am a high functioning 'normal' person. Outgoing, talkative and friendly. That is when I'm with friends, were I am most comfortable. Granted I know every other person has their own battles. But what I'm experiencing is getting out of hand.
Graduat... | self.depression |
Any tips for working on a thesis while being bipolar? Normally you write your thesis within half a year, I'm am working on it for like a year now. Sometimes I get these motivational moments and can write until the early hours, but those are fractions of how many time I have to spend on it. I know, take your time, do wh... | self.bipolar |
extreme hypnic jerking while falling asleep Does anyone else here have the same problem. Like you're literally on the very cusp of falling asleep but then you get jolted awake. Either in the form of falling sensation AND/OR sudden muscle twitch. And it happens all night resulting in very little sleep. I have had it for... | self.Anxiety |
My life is a shit show Ill keep this sweet and simple.
My ex dumped me while I was at college, she instantly got with another guy.
She also had an abortion with my child.
I keep dreaming about my ex.
My parents weren't even together when My twin and I were conceieved and were brought into this world.
Both of our paren... | self.SuicideWatch |
I feel empty and alone. By all accounts I should be happy and grateful for my life. But I think about dying multiple times a day. Either through accident or suicide. I feel like I have no control over any of the aspects in my life. I don't feel like I get to chose what I do with it. I feel trapped in this bullshit just... | self.SuicideWatch |
Coming off of Remeron I've been consulting with my psychiatrist about switching my meds and coming off of Remeron and starting on Abilify. Does anyone have any experience with this or any advise? | self.depression |
I’m a little lost Where to start? I’m not one for sharing feelings, Yorkshire grit and the like. A friend introduced me to Reddit so thort I’d give it a go. Apologies in advance for any grammar/spelling mistakes. I’m 26 years old and have pretty much lived with my father for the majority of that. (Am living at home sti... | self.offmychest |
My wife and I don't really talk about our wedding. This is a throwaway account.
My best man was someone that I had met through high school band. While we didn't go to the same school, we met through district and state functions that had placed us together through an auditioned process. We were not at all involved in e... | self.offmychest |
Literally nothing makes me more mad than when my husband sleeps on the couch [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I'm having that "hmm.. maybe I'm fine" feeling You know when things have been not-unstable for a few weeks, maybe even a couple of months and you figure maybe you're fine, what's all the fuss about? | self.bipolar |
Im done im done im done I miss my wife
I miss my life
Im falling apart
Im done
Im sorry tell my mom its not her fault | self.SuicideWatch |
Grades slipping, anxiety worsening, I feel "Locked Up." I've written a discarded a post here a few times but now I feel like I just need to project my thoughts and acquire motivation to overcome this feeling. I'm tired of feeling pathetic, I want to feel pathetic all the time but for the past couple weeks that has not ... | self.Anxiety |
Advice for Appointment with PDoc Tomorrow and Should I Take A Leave? Hey all. I've lurked on this sub for awhile and could use some help. Once I came to college (I'm a sophomore) I started experiencing what I think were acute mixed episodes, hypomania and depressive episodes. My doctor gave me an SSRI for anxiety and s... | self.bipolar |
I’m a depressed piece of shit father So today I finally decided to tell my closest friend that I’m depressed. However while I was doing so some feeling got mixed up and we got mad at each other. So I’m the end his girlfriend got involved and says that I’m a piece of shit father and a terrible boyfriend. She says this b... | self.depression |
What helps you get through a panic/anxiety attack? Just wanted to get some recommendations on what helps you while experiencing an attack. Right now, I’m listening to The Anxiety Podcast Episode 195 on Spotify. I attached the link if anybody is interested in checking it out.
So what helps you guys? [The Anxiety Podcas... | self.Anxiety |
I'm struggling. Badly. With everything. This is going to be an incoherent ramble. I've had depression for years, almost as long as I can remember. Recently, the only girl I've ever truly been attracted to was in a relationship with me for two weeks and then dumped me. She was also my best friend. The only other person ... | self.depression |
Too many negative thoughts I have too many negative thoughts. Everytime I start doing something my mind is immediately invaded with a stream of them which prevents me from completing my initial task. I've been to therapy and all the therapist said I basically interpreted as being optimistic and not focusing on the nega... | self.depression |
I'm rapid cycling to the point where I have drastic mood changes hours apart. From suicidal to fine, like nothing happened. It's freaking me out. [deleted] | self.bipolar |
I’m happily married but can’t stop thinking about fucking other people. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
It all feels like its crumbling I can't do anything right anymore. My girl and I have been fighting financial struggle for about 7 months now. Our cars broke down in two separate locations and even though the businesses promised they woildnt tow them they did. Now it will cost 700 to get our cars back which we dont ... | self.depression |
My family is controlling and unsympathetic I can’t take it anymore. Everytime I go to make my own decisions they lead me to believe that’s ok. But when I actually make my own choices oh suddenly it’s WWIII! Oh how dare you make your own choices, you don’t know what your doing. I know what’s best for you just let me run... | self.SuicideWatch |
Is anyone else depressed because they messed their lives up by being a piece of shit? Is it wrong to get support if youre just a big pos?does anybody else have trouble with thinking that they don't deserve for good things to happen to them? | self.depression |
Help Hello redditors,
I need medical help, but I live in third world country where healthcare system is very expensive, corrupt and full of illiteral doctors. There is not even people or ways like reiki or chinese chi energy healing stuff so I can try
All I can do is to pray to God...
What would you do in this s... | self.Anxiety |
Friends online talking about committing suicide. How can I help? I have a lot of friends online that I met through random chance because we like the same game , and I have noticed a lot of them have vented quite often. I always end up being the bystander who just watches and does nothing because I don't know how to hel... | self.SuicideWatch |
How much should I expect from my friends? My life has been problematic for years. [deleted] | self.depression |
I'm so tired. So tired of everything.
I lost mostly everything I've cared about in such a short timeframe. My father went from cancer diagnosis to dead in a 3 month time span.
My friends don't deserve to deal with me so I've isolated myself. They just enjoy shitposting and memeing, not a pathetic emo child who is li... | self.depression |
I think this might be my last Christmas Basically the title
I've been getting worse since October of last year (2016). I started seeing a therapist this year, in August or September, after a few failed attempts to set up a consistent time (including a therapist laughing at me/initiating arguments against me - that di... | self.depression |
I don't know how to, nor do I want to, stop loving her...but she was right about the biggest mistake in our relationship and I'm sorry. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Trying to talk for the first time with the girl I like Hello, IDK if it's really here where I should post this; thing is I'm very timid and depressive, was rejected by the last girl I've tried and she only said that I was too shy; now I'm trying to move forward but it's hard to me because I get stuck so much with every... | self.SuicideWatch |
Is life really worthy? My dying father disappeared when i was 10 and when i was 12 i heard from my mom's cellphone that my father passed away that day.
All of my brothers have done something to hurt me.
Middle brother one, swindled my mom.
Middle brother two, i were really close to him, but he just got away one day an... | self.depression |
Do you get stress migraines? And also what do you do to help them? | self.bipolar |
my anxiety has peaked between 7-10 everyday since thanksgiving and i can't figure out why Hi everyone
I have had mild anxiety for a while but up until thanksgiving it has always gotten worse between 7-10. I'll be fine and normal the entire day but around this time is when my anxiety randomly spikes up and I can't eat... | self.Anxiety |
it doesn't get any better that stupid fucking platitude is a plague. i just wanna slit my wrists and end this bullshit. i'm not waiting any longer. i'm not being a spectator to everyone else in the world enjoying themselves, being in relationships and shit. fuck this. | self.SuicideWatch |
How can I help my friend who is very suicidal and acting recklessly because of mental health issues?? I think this is urgent and I need to do something asap [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I hate the sounds of birds in the early morning as I lay in bed hating myself. It's almost as if they taunt my existence, jeering that a new day is coming and I am a failure in every capacity. | self.depression |
Cymbalta: I feel like I'm always running a fever (x-post r/depression and r/bipolar) Has anyone else experienced this? I'm only on 10mgs of the med, which I started a couple months ago, and I'm frequently quite uncomfortable. I'm sitting with the window open and just a tank top on and it's 60-ish degrees out.
If I hav... | self.bipolar |
Need someone to talk too For the past month I feel like everything I work so hard on is falling apart. I have repeating thoughts of killing myself. I texted a friend about it and all said was lol... I feel like nobody gives a shit about me and I think I might do it. | self.SuicideWatch |
Lamictal after a rash I have been on Lamictal for 3 weeks and it was the best thing I have ever experienced, I finally felt under control and normal. I usually take it twice a day at 6 am & at 6pm. But a couple days ago I caught the flu so my schedule of taking it was messed up. Yesterday I was in bed and totally f... | self.bipolar |
I hml so fucking much My mom discovered that I'm sh again. She kept saying how disappointed she is and that she doesn't trust me.
The only disappointment I had was that I didnt shoved the razor deeper so that I could kms. I was a wimp and just did small cuts. I wanna die so much u have no idea.... | self.depression |
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