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I don't wanna get out of bed Please someone help me | self.depression |
I want to get better but nothing helps I've been on a dozen different meds. My mood is admittedly better on antidepressants but not enough to quash my suicidal thoughts.
I've attempted suicide three times. Dying is more difficult than I expected. The human body is strong. So is its survival instinct.
I've done therap... | self.depression |
My bad haircut is giving me a break down [deleted] | self.offmychest |
What to do when nobody actually does care about you? [Serious] [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Please appreciate the people you love that you still have in your life. I just threw mine away and I despise myself for it. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Does anyone else take birth control on top of their meds? Or the Plan B? I'm on Lamictal, Gabapentin & Wellbutrin. Been pretty stable for a year. Didn't drink but smoked weed. Stopped smoking weed 4 months ago and started drinking, partying, occasional molly. I started getting closer to a guy and relationships are ... | self.bipolar |
experience with doxepin? Currently getting of seroquel, first tried traxadone didnt work for sleep then now doxepin.. its makes me sleep but having nightmares.
anyone here tried doxepin? any problems with sleep? weight gain?
currently on lamotrigine 100mg and doxepin 10mg (i take two)
thank you | self.bipolar |
suicide hotline hung up on me; i’m not sure what more to do :’( it’s my freshman year, and even though i was anxious to get here and get away from home, this had somehow managed to be the worst year of my life...and i’ve been through a lot of tough stuff. it’s just so many different things have happened to me here, th... | self.SuicideWatch |
I have absolutely nobody. Looks have got me nowhere. I live in spite. I'm 24f. I know I'm attractive, I was lucky to be born attractive, and I keep myself very well looked after. I am super fit and I eat extremely healthy. I was a loser in school, but I always knew when I was older I would make myself really attractive... | self.offmychest |
Hate Nazis, racists, or white nationalists? Vent about it here Please get your feelings about Trump supporters, Nazis, white nationalists, racists, etc out here.
RIP Heather Heyer | self.offmychest |
I feel like I don't have depression, that I am just being lazy and making excuses to justify being so lazy. I know that way of thinking is what some people with depression think but I still feel I am different and not depressed.
I have been lazy for so long and barely do anything. I stay at home all day to play on th... | self.depression |
Leave this cult and lose everyone I care about.... I'm 27, married, have a 7 month old baby boy. Everyone I've ever loved, friends, family, everyone, are all in the cult. That, of course, is by design. It's harder to leave if you don't know anyone on the outside. For nearly 2 years I've known that this religion /cult i... | self.depression |
Can't stop feeling like "The good times" are over and i'll never feel "normal" again So this is kind of a stream of consciousness rant and would just like to hear some advice from others wove felt the same.It's like the past couple years everything that has anchored my life changed or went away. Like everything and eve... | self.Anxiety |
[NAW] I just want us both to move on Things just fell apart. I love him so much and I really still miss him. I wish we could just go back to the beginning, to a year ago when I finally kissed him and he looked at me saying "took us long enough" with a smile. To our wonderfully original first date where we discover we b... | self.offmychest |
I have a fetish that triggers a one of my BF’s insecurities So, I have a fetish. A fetish for chubby dudes. And this is how this relates to my BF. I met my BF online, it is long distance but we plan to meet in person. We almost automatically connected over our views and values, except when it came to sexual stuff...
At... | self.offmychest |
I have positives in my life but can't make use of them I am currently in my friend's restroom breaking down for the last ~30 minutes. Aplogies for the wall of text.
In the eyes of many, I am sure my life is fine. I am moderately attractive with a relatively outgoing personality and decent intelligence. I get lucky wit... | self.depression |
Realizing who i am is the problem Ive always been the one easily forgotten, easily unloved. Easily cheated on, over looked, discredited, undesirable.. i always summed up the worst of my episodes just a string of bad luck, maybe i was just being too sensitive. Yet when i really look back at everything as a whole, even t... | self.depression |
I feel like my cats are my only friends.. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Why do I miss her so much?! She rejected me once and I was totally fine with it... Why all of the sudden I feel so bad about it?! I have been feeling miseable since last week... I suffered from sleep deprivation due to the huge amount of homework which has to be done. I neglected my studies for so long and the pile of ... | self.offmychest |
What did I do to deserve this? I don’t think I’m a bad person, I think I’m kind and I have a good heart... What did I do to deserve a life like this? Why can’t I be okay? | self.depression |
Accidentally offended friend, apologized multiple times sincerely , but she still won't get over it [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Can sugar worsen anxiety? Also, what about simple carbs like pasta, and processed junk food? | self.Anxiety |
Phototherapy light My doctor recently suggested looking into getting a phototherapy light to help with my seasonal affective disorder. I ways reading about them online and a few different places did say that they can cause manic episodes in people with bipolar. Has anyone here ever used one and did you find that it hel... | self.bipolar |
Cannabis Dependece Anyone here experienced cannabis dependence or any other adverse effects from smoking weed? | self.bipolar |
am i the only one who doesn’t love sleeping to avoid feelings? i used to feel that way a lot, like i could sleep away my problems, but more recently i hate it because i always feel the worst right when i wake up. as soon as i wake up i realize how hard life is and that it’s impossible for me to get out of bed. eventual... | self.depression |
Weird Seroquel side effects So I been taking 50mg of Seroquel every night for only 2 days now.
Both nights I took it I was knocked out cold within an hour. Feels good to actually sleep and for the right amount of time. On the morning after the first night I woke up feeling really groggy and little dizzy but it went aw... | self.bipolar |
Cash Askew Died A Year Ago One Day Before My Birthday Goddamit
I just discovered this band. I think they're amazing. But fuck, Cash died already.
Cash, I would that your voice graces the halls of forevermore.
| self.offmychest |
I will never have any friendships or relationships I am extremely eccentric to other people, causing me some difficulties in forming friendships and relationships with other people. I am too awkward, and I don't have a lot to offer. I barely speak to people, and when I do, I fumble and stumble over my words.
I am pre... | self.SuicideWatch |
Hopeful and hopeless My bpd makes me have very black and white thinking. I go from trying to get better and searching for new good methods of coping to actively trying to find ways to kill myself.
I do want to get better but it’s hard to see that ever happening when I’m bad. I have a lot of things keeping me going ev... | self.SuicideWatch |
My anxiety disappeared on Holiday! This is just a positive post, because it always helps me to see these.
I recently went on a two week holiday overseas with family (who I haven't seen in a year due to living abroad). It was somewhere I really wanted to go but I was so worried that my constant sickness from anxiety w... | self.Anxiety |
DAE hate the “how are you doing question”? I know I should just say fine but I feel like such a liar to myself and what I’m going through. I am not fine, actually I’m the frequent opposite. | self.Anxiety |
Can't stop worrying about things out of my control. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Social Anxiety I tried to go the gym today, biggest mistake of my life. To many damn people in there. I feel like it’s all eyes on me. My hearts racing and I’m not doing anything yet. I realized why I don’t go until later in the evening like I did before. | self.Anxiety |
I tried to get better Hey, guys. I've posted here several times in the past and I would like to say I got better.
Well, I did, but not for long. I've been seeing a psychiatrist and a therapist, and I finally talked to my doctor about hormonal therapy. I'm taking medication, every day since November.
Sadly, though, no... | self.SuicideWatch |
I figure after I graduate and pay off my debts, I'll go kill myself. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I don't really know who I am (not amnesia) [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I don't even know why I don't even know I'm not sure why but the thought of giving up and letting go of life is seeming overwhelmingly better every day. I know it's probably the worst idea, that maybe my head isn't where it should be and I'm romanticizing the idea of being free of it all but I just can't shake the feel... | self.SuicideWatch |
I think I’ve found something that can help some people with anxiety. Ever since I’ve fallen in love with someone whenever I’m with them my anxiety just disappears like I’m so happy to be with them that I just stop worrying about everything and whenever it’s silent she smiles at me I honestly think love is the answer to... | self.Anxiety |
I think i might be depressed , even when i'm having an ok life , is it possible? I'll try to keep this as short as possible , no one likes a wall of text .
Just as the tittle said , is it possible or i'm just seeing it all wrong?
Summary : I'm a 19 years old dude , NEET at the moment , life was never hard or cruel t... | self.depression |
I admit that I'm emotionally masochistic and I'm over it Texted him, and we made plans today. I knew that little bastard would ghost me. I knew he had no respect for me as a human being. I knew he did not see me as an equal, so much so that he could totally vanish from existence without so much as a "hey nvm" text. I k... | self.offmychest |
Friend I used to date is in love with me and is (not directly) basically threatening to suicide if I ever get in a relationship... Throwaway... because duh.
I have a friend i dated briefly a few years ago, when we started dating, we were both living in that city temporarily, and I was clear it wouldnt be anything ... | self.depression |
Medication frustration- feeling stuck I've been having a ton anxiety and am currently in depressive state. I went to my psychologist and she said that both of my meds (lithium and seroquel) couldn't be increased more and were basically maxed out so she suggested that we add another medication (abilify) and taper off th... | self.bipolar |
Spending My Birthday Alone My birthday is tomorrow and tonight I was going to out with a bunch of my friends. I told everyone around a month ago when we went out for another friend's birthday that I wanted to do the same. Everyone says their good but when the time comes this stuff always happens.
Someone's sick, someo... | self.depression |
My friend is dying from cancer. This beautiful woman has a very limited amount of time and I don't know what to do for her. I want to do something nice for her besides just be a good friend. I live very far away and can't fly to her. She has her family around her so at least there is that. I've dealt with many deaths i... | self.offmychest |
Was watching a train pass today.. Sat at the lights. Barrier down and close to the train. All i could think about was wouldnt it be awesome if i got out and jumped underneath the train. Shame it was just a thought | self.depression |
Long sob story about a girl. Ok I've been keeping this in for much to long, so it's about time to let it out. Like the beginning of many sad stories this one begins with a girl. Me and this girl have been friends since the beginning of high school, but as of the past two years we became very close. It was nice until I ... | self.offmychest |
Doubting myself. Am I even depressed? I can’t possibly give enough context, but here goes: I primarily deal with anxiety and OCD.
I (somehow, out of luck) have a job 7 months after I graduated college, am in a long term relationship, I work out, eat reasonably well, am relatively attractive I guess, and have lots of ... | self.depression |
i was right last night i made a post about how i got closer than ever to possibly killing myself after an argument with my sibling because i thought they were lying to me about how much money they had
i texted them this morning hoping to eventually apologize but the first thing they asked was whether i stole 20 dolla... | self.depression |
i'm alone For almost three years I've struggled with anxiety disorder. All of my friends are fake, selfish, and don't care about me at all. All they ever talk about is guys and hooking up. I'm struggling with my sexuality, having many anxiety attacks over it. No one will ever love me. I get attacked viciously every sin... | self.SuicideWatch |
On the edge I feel like I'm standing on the edge of a cliff, ready to jump off. I've been battling myself to not cut and I just can't take much more. The voices aren't helping either. I just want to die. I just want to be no more... | self.SuicideWatch |
Mental health memes What are your opinions on mental health memes? When do they go too far, are they a coping mechanism, etc.? | self.bipolar |
i dont even know where to begin. I used to be a very confident leading character but i got fat at some point of my life and it scarred me deeply with lots of insecurities and completely ruined my self confidence thanks to bullies in high school,god bless.anyway i isolated myself from people for over 2 years and ended... | self.depression |
It’s getting hard to hide my depression from my family. My parents ask me what’s wrong all the time, but I just say I’m fine. I can’t deal with this. | self.depression |
The idea of work scares the shit out of me Is it just me? I swear I'm not lazy, I have no problem with contributing to the economy, but I think what has made me so scared of work & society itself is the constant threats of starving or being homeless if I don't start working to contribute to society. I couldn't hand... | self.depression |
Starting my medication today. I’ve always hated the idea of taking pills as a way to fight my depression but after many years, and multiple failed attempts to improve my happiness, I decided it was time to open up to the idea of taking medication. I went to the doctor yesterday, got my prescription today, couldn’t take... | self.depression |
I’m failing out of school because of PTSD and chronic pain. Seriously considering taking my own life. [deleted] | self.depression |
might get my first job tomorrow today i finally got myself to apply for a job position at Publix. im 17 and have never had any job experience, so im really nervous as I have no idea what to expect. the main part that’s making me panic is the in- person interview. i have no idea what they’ll ask me and im afraid i won’t... | self.Anxiety |
Why is it so hard to get out of bed?!?!?! Fucking pull me outta here coz i cant seem to move!!! | self.depression |
My Dad sold our family home, and he doesn't know how upset I am about it. My Dad moved house with his partner as of two weeks ago, to live just outside our hometown. When I asked him if he'd miss the house, he simply said "I don't put emotion into material things", which deeply upset me.
We lived in that house for 10 ... | self.offmychest |
someone cared (im 16, straight male) a kid in math class came up and asked "what's up?". we never really talk but he cared, someone actually cared. i replied with basically "i want to die". he gave some kind words. idk if he did this just cuz a kid died recently or he actually cared. i'm just glad that he did. for a fe... | self.depression |
I wish I had a reason to die, like cancer or some other illness. Instead I'm healthy with no chance of anything bad happening. Death can't be as bad as this. | self.SuicideWatch |
I resent my employees I'm a manager at a successful retail coffee chain... you know the one. ;) And I resent my employees. Which isn't fair to most of them; a lot of them are great people with good work ethics. But I feel like many of them have a complete lack of appreciation for me as a manager and a human being. ... | self.offmychest |
Feeling lost The last 4 months have been some of the worst of my life. Several events happened to occur around the same time - I lost my almost 14 year old dog, the ex that I almost got engaged to, and almost lost my mother all within a month. It's just been snowballing from there.
I spend my days lonely and not sure... | self.SuicideWatch |
She left me cold and quick. I've always thought of myself as a strong person. I'm smart, not ugly, charismatic and funny. My girlfriend of two years just dropped me like a rock. Fucking wow, what a crushing feeling. How do you ditch the feels and get over it? She wouldn't even take my call or reply to my texts today. I... | self.offmychest |
just don't see a point anymore The usual, I guess. Dead end job, depression kicking my ass, having to pull outta rent to make sure I eat. Days just kinda bleed together and I can't even keep track usually. For a few days, when I was given a med, everything felt great. But the problem is, it stopped fucking working afte... | self.SuicideWatch |
Back on meds.... This time Latuda! This is day 6 of them. And.....I think these are good ones.
No side effects. Much more calm, productive and just better. Feel like I rocked a job interview on Tuesday. I'm excited about the possibility of this job, and didn't have my pre-interview panic attack.
Day 3 we learned tha... | self.bipolar |
DAE get uncontrollable twitches when experiencing anxiety? My anxiety is always at its peak after a night of drinking. Whether it be a foggy mind, tingly feeling in my arms or my mind running in loops, never fails to be at its worse after drinking. Most recently the worst one has been uncontrollable twitching/blinking ... | self.Anxiety |
Stuck I'm really struggling in my life.
I'm a single parent. Her father raped me and I chose to have her. I went through years of abuse because I thought she needed her father. I realized she deserved better and we left. It's been a year and a half, I went from having a good job and having money saved up to working two... | self.offmychest |
22 years since the first attempt I've tried to kill myself so many times, I think I'm doing it wrong. I laying here reading the posts on here and I feel like my sadness doesn't come close to theses people. I'm not big on family, and I don't care how they would feel if I died. I do care for my mom tho. I have to take ca... | self.SuicideWatch |
Done with this I've made numerous posts here, and have tried numerous times to kill myself and haven't gotten caught... it feels like I'm trapped. My only friendship is very toxic for the both of us. I like her, she has an abusive boyfriend, talks about his cheating and shit. I can't lose her or else I'll have no frien... | self.SuicideWatch |
THIS PLACE JUST HIT 40,000 SUBSCRIBERS!! Four years ago, there were 6,000. | self.bipolar |
I feel like it would just be easier to die [deleted] | self.depression |
Some support I think I have anxiety. This idea has only occurred to me relatively recently, as I previously just thought I was a worry wart with mild, mostly seasonal depression. Well...I don’t think so.
I’ve realized now after having kids I feel scared or in danger sitting in my own house. I get anxious in stores or... | self.Anxiety |
Does this sub give you inspiration? It does for me. All I want to do is get a gun and kill everyone who has lead me to the point of my death, then turn the gun on myself. That's all I want to do. I just hope I don't get a gun so it doesn't happen. | self.SuicideWatch |
Anyone else sick and tired of feeling sick and tired I'm talking about the lifestyle that comes with depression and anxiety.Isolating yourself, doing drugs, indecisiveness, not progressing in life, loneliness, jon hoping, broken relationships, never finishing school. You guys know what I mean.
I just get tired of goi... | self.depression |
Have to make hard decision, freaking out, need to ramble [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
I get anxiety from just trying to text in a Kid group chat [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Mania vs. depression: A Poem Comparison Mania:
Monochromatic walls of white surround me
pen in hand
my body commands
to bleed it and
splash the ink all around
My voice once repressed, and silent
now evokes sound-waves that
shake and rattle the bars of its prison
The world spins
my arms twirl
thoughts s... | self.bipolar |
Suffering Read some of my last posts, to give you some context. I’m a junior in high school, I’m overweight, but to the point of return. I grow less and less compelled to wake up and go to high school. I really am. I’m looking for a job so I can move out of my parents place (I’m 17 at the moment) and just quit school. ... | self.depression |
I just had a pretty significant revelation, and I can't stop feeling. I'm a 30/F with a tendency to bottle things up. After years and years of this behavior, I finally recognized my tendency to lash out and be defensive when I feel threatened.
My reactions to anything threatening my self-worth or desires result in me ... | self.offmychest |
My Best Streak Of Lowest Anxiety Ended Today. The Panic Is Back With A Vengeance. I'm Certain It's Because I'm About To Start A New Job On Wednesday. Help? Hello!
Long story short, I have found a new job that meets my income and scheduling needs, but it's also something I will greatly enjoy as well. That makes it pr... | self.Anxiety |
My Roommate is Frustrating Me Overall, my roommate and I get along. We have been friends basically since first grade, and right now we are seniors in college. We go to different schools, so we have no overlap on classes, but we still live together.
Long story short, we are both into D&D and D&D shows. However,... | self.offmychest |
I don't know what to do, and so far I can only muster stubbornness to keep going. I've always struggled with depression, whether obvious or not. And I've managed to always keep going just by being hard-headed and saying to put 1 foot in front of the other. Tough it out. Just keep going. You're the strong one. You can h... | self.depression |
I have egomania I looked it up I have every symptom and I don’t know what to do. I just wish I was normal. | self.depression |
I'm sad I'm sad all the time and it sucks. Too sad to do stuff, like get out of bed in the morning, eat properly, clean my room etc. I just want it to stop. | self.depression |
Has anyone tried lifespan integration therapy? What's it like, and how did it work for you? | self.depression |
Most optimal type of therapy for the time and money anyone here has found Hi all so I was wondering if anyone had an opinion on what the optimal type of therapy for gad, social anxiety OCD exc is...I've only been in therapy once and I guess you could say it was talk therapy but I was kind of full of shit and never rly ... | self.depression |
Lamictal and severe double vision About 3 months ago my dose of lamictal was increased from 200mg to 300mg in one day. After about 3 days I experienced the worst double vision I've ever encountered. I couldn't get out of bed or stand up without falling. After that event I dropped down to 225 and left it there for a mon... | self.bipolar |
I'm so upset right now (rant) First- I live in a small-medium sized country town. We bought our house (half a duplex) because it was on the outskirts and more country than town. The back yard was against a small strip of trees and a farm beyond that.
Well, I got home today to find that they clear cut the trees. All t... | self.Anxiety |
I have to send an email! Will someone reassure me?
It's for a job reference and the person who's calling them already has their information (it's a recruiting agency, I just haven't used them in a few years) and said they're calling them, but I haven't talked to the references in years. What if they say no or don't s... | self.Anxiety |
my thoughts on depression. we live in a world where we are told that everything is logical but it's not, when we question things we are usually answered with "dont you have a better thing to do" "that will never make you a living".
alot of people who are depressed funnel that brain energy in computer games , making mu... | self.bipolar |
I can't see myself fitting into any career path. I've had 9 different jobs since leaving school & am now a live at home man-child failure with social anxiety. YAY! [deleted] | self.depression |
Every time I..... Every time I drive, I want to drive off a cliff, crash into a barrier at high speed, just crash into something without physically harming anyone else.
Every time I'm in the kitchen, I want want to stab myself, I want to drink bleach.
Every time I'm out shopping, I want to buy a plastic bag and gas, ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I just had my first sleep paralysis, and damn it was weird. So I was browsing reddit in my bed on my phone when I felt a heavy drowsiness coming over me, so I decided to take a nap. Almost immediately as I fall asleep, I wake up in my stepfathers house, sitting on the couch on the second floor, which was when I realise... | self.offmychest |
Had to withdraw from my college classes, I'm useless Well had to drop my classes. Was going to fail every one of them. Is it because I'm dumb? No I'm really smart and could get straight a's in my sleep if I would just show up every day and do the course work. I can just learn everything in a college by just listening w... | self.depression |
I️ don’t know what to do with my life anymore. Feels there are no other options | self.depression |
I drove through the drive-thru to get my food instead of walking in and sitting down... I wish I didn't have to leave the house and reveal my hideous face to the public and child height (I'm a 5'4" dude).
I'm just so done with my life.
Before you tell me its going to get better, no it fucking is not.
No it fucking i... | self.SuicideWatch |
meds drove me crazy? I’m pretty sure all the drugs I’ve been on from such a young age that I didn’t need drove me into a slow paced psychosis
When I recently got off meds I decided to track back to my first med I ever took to the one I’m on now... in the end it made me realize none of the meds I was taking was need o... | self.Anxiety |
Experiencing (suspected) GAD for the first time. Advice until i can get official help? I'm sorry if this isn't a proper post. I just need a bit of help. I'm one of those "it would never happen to me" types, and I honestly feel small and frightened over this.
About 10 days ago I was suddenly stricken with anxiety that ... | self.Anxiety |
running out of time, suicide is next i have $267.84 in my bank account, just enough to pay rent for the last month of my lease and then I’ll be living out of my car if I can’t earn anything and renew my lease. racked up the credit cards I’ve been struggling to pay off to make ends meet until now. Was fired two months a... | self.SuicideWatch |
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