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Withdrawing from seroquel and i'm in hell right now I was on it and hated it, and now that I've weaned myself off, it's still biting my ass. I was awoken early this morning with massive body shakes, panic, sweating, nausea, and diarrhea that just won't quit. I've taken 1.5mg of ativan and 4mg of zofran to try and get t... | self.Anxiety |
It is time to do it i don't need help or advice about suicide i'm done with it i am taking my life today i just need to know which way is the least painful and can taking overdose of paracetamol kill you ? | self.SuicideWatch |
help The only thing keeping me here are my cats. I love them so much and I don’t know what I would do without them. School is too stressful for me and I don’t want be here anymore.
My great grandma recently passed at 102 and all I keep doing is thinking about being with her.
somebody help please | self.SuicideWatch |
lost..and want to end my life 2 klonopins in + a boatload of alcohol Bc who the fuck cares right?? I feel alone and misunderstood, like I simply exist to keep everyone else's life in the status quo..meaning if I'm alive they don't have much to think about but if I were to end my life it would cause so much pain and cha... | self.SuicideWatch |
I can't stop blaming myself or feeling like I'm overreacting. I was drunk. No, I was blacked out. I don't remember anything after a certain point in the night, where my best friend had finally showed up and offered to buy me a drink. So when my best friends all took care of me, and took me back to my hotel room, they t... | self.offmychest |
I feel like I am wasting my time. Sorry for my bad english. I feel like I am wasting my time. I feel like I supposed to something productive all the time. I should not waste any of my time doing nonsense like watching youtube, playing video games etc. If I do such things I often feel like, what have I done wasting my t... | self.Anxiety |
Feels like im gonna be alone my whole life Which isn't a huge problem since im mostly an introvert. Still, it would be nice to have someone loyal by my side.
Bringing this up since im at this party, met a girl she seemed nice. We flirted a little then she left before i could get her number... you know the drill.
Hav... | self.depression |
i was stopped. I was standing on a bridge leaning on railing thinking about jumping, and was stopped by a complete random man who asked me "you need a ride" and i just started crying so he dropped me to hospital where i got time for therapist. | self.depression |
The reason why I want to give up I just CAN'T connect with anybody. I'm really an alien. On outside I look like anyone, on inside I am a total stranger to this world. I wish I never existed. Every single fucking day is shit. I'm fucking done. I'm almost 30 and for the past 13 years my life has been absolute shit. It's ... | self.SuicideWatch |
meh... I've had depression my whole life, or at least as long as i could remember. The only things that really help are pets, i enjoy being around animals as they are the only real companions/friends i have ever really had.
My first pet i have ever really had is a cat that lives at my fathers house, but i never reall... | self.depression |
Shock therapy? My Dr recommended me shock therapy today, I was wondering if anyone has done it and what your experience was. (Im in ab Canada for stuff having to do with hospital procedure)
Questions I'm wondering about:
Do you stay for an extended amount of time in the hospital?
Does it hurt?
Do you always lose your... | self.depression |
help me, please I feel nothing I want to regain my emotions I want to able to feel again. | self.depression |
Alcohol Has anyone had a problem with alcohol and then beat It? | self.Anxiety |
Headaches w/ Invega (or other APs)? I've been on Invega for 3 days and have pretty constant headaches. I've read that it's a common side effect. The last time I had headaches with an AP was when I tried Latuda. My Latuda headaches subsided after a few weeks.
Has anyone had headaches with Invega (or another AP)? Did it... | self.bipolar |
Wellbutrin My pdoc just added wellbutrin for ADD. Any thoughts on wellbutrin? I know it's not an SSRI but I'm a little nervous about adding it to the other three meds I already take (Latuda, Tegretol, and Buspar). So far I have no side effects but I am worried about mania. | self.bipolar |
How do I know if I'm depressed? So I have an anxiety disorder, and so I'm pretty aware of what that entails. But lately, I've started wondering if some of the symptoms I've had are signs that I have a mild form of depression, or if it's just from having an anxiety disorder. Most of my negative feelings stem from social... | self.depression |
I want to kill myself but too afraid of pain I understand that Im weak, ive accepted that
i know the weaks should go first in this world
ive tried MULTIPLE therapy, anti depressants, rehab
i have a wonderful family
i have food, plenty of people who care for me
i had a boyfriend, 3 animals together, a house toge... | self.depression |
I can't feel sad anymore, even when I want to. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I Think I may be experiencing Dissociation, advice and support please! So I've been attending college for about 2 years now and have had a few ups and downs. I was really hoping this semester would be better as I have now been accepted as a student with disability due to my ADD, and now have more resources at my dispos... | self.Anxiety |
I asked myself the question "What are you waiting for?" I feel like the future will bring nothing, even if I get a job and money, I will still be stuck in a cycle. Why do I keep living with nothing more than a vague hope that things will get better when they never do. I will just live to see my dreams become impossible... | self.SuicideWatch |
My mom is suicidal and I think I'm partly to blame. Mom has been going through a messy divorce for years now and my father has just signed the papers. Even though my farther has been mentally and emotionally abusive my mom doesn't want to live without him, she's a firm believer is "Til death do us part" and I'm sure sh... | self.SuicideWatch |
It's ironic. The only thing keeping me alive is trying to suffocate myself every night, with the intention of destroying myself, and imagining I'm some hero just struggling to stay alive.
Im trying, but I feel like I'm drowning while everyone just walks past, unfeeling. I'm literally living just so my mum and my dog a... | self.depression |
Feeling empty inside It's something that I rarely find here, it probably have been discussed long time ago then passed into silence because no solution have been found aside being even more depressed.
For those who are feeling like that, what do you do ? How is it a problem ?
At these moment I don't feel that empty,... | self.depression |
Panicking before a funeral. A racist and estranged family member died this week, and I had to drive to my hometown to attend the funeral and family events. I’m literally sitting in my car. In a grocery store parking lot. Panicking before this thing.
Being around my entire family brings me so much anxiety. My heart has ... | self.Anxiety |
Had a dream I kissed a girl at a party and for once I woke up happy God that’s got to be one of the most pathetic things that’s ever happened to me. I had a dream that I was at a party and this stunning redhead girl was actually making the effort to talk to me all night. It felt like we had met before and this was like... | self.depression |
My anxiety is so bad it's ruining my life Everything in my life has changed at once. My dad just died, I transferred to university, moved to a new town. I don't like the town I live in, I don't like the people I live with. I second guess every conversation I have with every person. I feel a level of social anxiety I th... | self.offmychest |
I don't like anyone around me I'm privately a very angry, bitter person, and I can't trust anyone around me. I pass as 'normal' so I get to hear the things people say about people like me. Sometimes it's just rude jokes, sometimes its threats of harm. It's hard to get close to anyone when I know they most likely wouldn... | self.offmychest |
I can't make any male friends. I'm 28, married. I don't have any male friends that go beyond small talk in a public place, but have an easier time making female friends. That obviously causes some friction with my wife, even though there isn't any romantic intentions. It seems like most guys I hang out with just play v... | self.offmychest |
Should I update my life insurance beneficiaries before I follow through with it? I"m not exactly sure when I'm gonna do it but things are looking very bleak in my life so I think I'm leaning towards ending my life. I'm just not happy and I've lost my career/job, my house, my life savings, and soon possibly my freedom a... | self.SuicideWatch |
I feel like I'm always the second person on everyone's mind [deleted] | self.offmychest |
. do you sometimes feel like everyone is talking about you to the point you panic and have to isolate yourself? | self.bipolar |
I hate it. I hate watching people, with their smiling faces and their pursed lips. I hate how they snuggle up to one another acting as if the world isn't a fucking cesspool. Liars. All liars.
What is the essence of a significant other? God says in Genesis that it's not good for people to be alone. In that case, why a... | self.offmychest |
I gave it one more year. I'm done. I'll never have anyone. I really tried. I tried everything I could to convince myself I could live without it. It's impossible. It's everywhere. Everywhere you look. Love. Couples. Dating. Marriage. Relationship. Sex. Why is it so easy for everyone else? It's like it just *happens* fo... | self.SuicideWatch |
Anti-psychotics make you dumb I'm on Latuda and I swear it makes my spacey-ness worse and makes it harder to think. I feel inattentive and disorganized. Some days are harder than others but overall I think this drug is making me dumber. I really want to get off of it. What are y'alls experiences with anti-psychotics an... | self.bipolar |
why the fuck do i have to be alone because of how i look? [deleted] | self.depression |
I really just don't want to exist I really wish I just never existed I should have never existed. It would be so much easier if I could just get run over or something. | self.SuicideWatch |
Just wanted to say thank you! Just wanted to say thank you to /anxiety and the whole of reddit, every time I feel a panic attack coming on I grab my phone and head to reddit and get myself lost within random content, I genuinely don’t know where I’d be without it, it is the only thing that helps stop them in its tracks... | self.Anxiety |
I think my boyfriend is going to leave me. Fuck everything. Dad told me this would happen. I should’ve believed him. Fuck me. | self.SuicideWatch |
I've been wondering about having bipolar for a while. [deleted] | self.bipolar |
This is what years of being put down will do to someone in the long term [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I want to kill myself. I've been battling depression for too long now and I can't take it anymore. This world isn't for me! The people I thought were there for me kinda blow me off now when I come to them for help because maybe they don't take me serious or they're annoyed now?? I feel really alone | self.SuicideWatch |
Verbal vomit I can’t deny that for the last 10 years my life has been in an increasingly fast decline. It’s something I’ve been able to manage and somehow convince myself that the mediocrity was worth it as long as I could push myself to survive one more day. I believed those shitty Disney movies that promise a better ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Nervous and finding it hard to concentrate I have a date on Tuesday and I find that my nerves are making it harder to not only focus on the date and how it’s going to go horribly wrong. I had a great last couple days where I had other stuff to take my mind off of it but now it’s just like all I can think about in the b... | self.bipolar |
Worthless piece of shit with a lovely girlfriend (LDR) [deleted] | self.depression |
My best friend killed himself and I just don’t know what to do from here. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
5 more hours and then I'm done worrying about doing finals Then I get to worry about what grades I'm getting in my classes for 2 whole weeks hooray | self.Anxiety |
Getting off clonipin was a great choice Just wanted to share something positive. I had a bit of an unexpected shift in the right direction over the last few months. I've been weaning off clonipin over the last year and started experiencing withdrawals two months ago. It was similar to a light flu for 5 weeks. I also wa... | self.bipolar |
Stuck in a lonely rut I don't know where to start. I feel like I keep going in circles and going nowhere at the same time. A little background: I just graduated college with a stem degree and joined my first job in a new city. I live in a wonderful, beautiful and safe place in town with things to do around here. I'm at... | self.depression |
If I wasn’t afraid of the physical pain I would have done it by now. | self.SuicideWatch |
Physical symptoms of depression Idk if I'm just more aware of it or not. But for me, some days are better than others. On the bad days, I get a sort of "heavy" feeling in my limbs. Sometimes my fingertips tingle, especially if I end up crying. And my muscles will feel sore and jelly-like as if I'd just gotten done with... | self.depression |
Here’s my story, sorry I’m very homesick and this helped me way more than you know, thanks! Long story short, I fucked up in college. It was way too much for the Immature me at the time. I suffered from extreme depression but never went to seek help, whenever my family asked me how I was doing I always responded with “... | self.Anxiety |
Help? So I have never dealt with anxiety until a panic attack on some pill (supposedly mdma, more details in my other post in r/Drugs). Since then it has been 2 months... I am scared I'll become anxious, and while I know a panic attack goes away, my fear is that once I go back full-on anxious I will stay like that fore... | self.Anxiety |
Bad memories Can anxiety make you remember bad memories from your childhood and life? | self.Anxiety |
Just me thinking and putting it on paper I feel so exhausted from my mind. It’s constantly worrying and comparing and putting myself down. I have zero self esteem. And I am not assertive at all. Extrovert all the way. I want to accept me for who I am but I just can’t. It’s never enough. I compare myself to the people I... | self.Anxiety |
How do I recover after an ungodly soul-crushing semester? [deleted] | self.depression |
Anyone else drown in self pity when they are going through a bout of depression? I'm in depression and I know that about myself is a really bad habit. I normally will drown in self pity when I'm depressed. I know it accomplishes nothing and probably makes things worse if anything. But I still do it and I don't know why... | self.bipolar |
Just beat a baseball bat into the ground for 30 minutes I don't know who the fuck else I would tell so there it is (as if I would ever tell an actual person anyways). Just got really fucking angry with myself for who I am and had to rage. The introspection gets too fucking painful. I put down the fucking ps3 controller... | self.depression |
Taking care of another living thing makes me sick So I think I may have discovered a huge source of anxiety for me. The first time I noticed it was when my girlfriend of the time brought home a new puppy. Since I wasn't working, I was responsible for the care of the dog when she was out. I got super sick and could bare... | self.Anxiety |
Does anyone else constantly think about the fact that you’re BP and it makes you really depressed all the time because it’s always on your mind? [deleted] | self.bipolar |
Lost in my studies guys first time posting, hope it will be the last
I have reached a point where I seriously don't know what to do anymore. I'm now in the first year of a bachelor where I keep finding myself completely disoriented. I graduated high school two years ago after which I traveled around my country hoping... | self.offmychest |
Facebook activity when manic I was very violent in my last episode as I usually am when manic. But what really embarrasses me is what I did on Facebook. I would write lots of statuses with "word salads" at a fast pace. I probably wrote 5 statuses aday and random pics and messaging people weird things. I remember creati... | self.bipolar |
Bipolar artists, how do you stay inspired? I've been having this problem for what feels like my entire life. I'm an artist and I was diagnosed with type 1 bipolar last spring after experiencing my first full-blown (& medication-induced) manic/mixed episode. During this episode, I kept starting up new projects: a co... | self.bipolar |
I’m taking My dog to be put down today How do I deal with this. Nothing feels real. I’ve never had to experience loss before today | self.offmychest |
Do you ever just write a lengthy text about something that happened to you just to delete it at the end because nobody cares? Deep down I knew it would happen but I tried being positive for once and got my hopes up, never again.
I thought it would really hurt, but I feel nothing, just numbness. | self.depression |
How is everything in the past so nice? The future offers nothing. That is all. | self.SuicideWatch |
I´m not strong enough M,33, non English speaker, so sorry in advance for my language (and my self-pity) I dont really know if my wall of text fits here, but I didnt find another place for it.
I´m a person that can´t let go of past hurts. I´m just not strong enough. I never fit. I never really understood people, never ... | self.offmychest |
i know i cant wait any longer if i dont kill myself now my life will just get worse and worse , i really hope i can just kill myself already i dont want to continue suffering this much all the time | self.SuicideWatch |
Another step (maybe the last) I'm currently at my mom's house. I paid 66$ for like 3 days in my hometown but well.. life is expensive nowadays.
I bought her expensive necklace and wrote a letter about my state. I've put in it what I'm going through and the day I'll cut too deeply, she will know why at least.
I know th... | self.depression |
I don't know what to do. I just want to shoot myself. My grandpa has a gun. I just want out of here | self.SuicideWatch |
One moment I was having the most happy fantasies of the next Christmas and the next moment all went dark. [deleted] | self.depression |
Found Suicide Note So today I was cleaning my boyfriends room when I came across a letter with my name on it , when I began reading I realized it was a suicide letter and couldn’t read much of it before I broke down in tears he came back in to the room to find me crying and the letter beside me , he then went on to ass... | self.SuicideWatch |
There’s No Reason to, But I Wish I Had One [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I'd never thought that I'd suffer from depression but, hey here I am. [deleted] | self.depression |
School sucks Being there makes my depression even worse. I'm always so stressed out. I go back tomorrow. | self.depression |
You ruined me. I trusted you. The promises that we shared, the dreams we had, the life I have that I offered to you. You always asked me to never leave you but you're the one who left. You were sick because you were the only one suffering right? I was suffering too you know, I was already in a low place yet we talked a... | self.depression |
It takes me too long for my feeble brain to write anything worth replying to, so I just give up in frustration [deleted] | self.depression |
Am I Depressed? Hey, I'm writing this on my phone so there might be some grammatical or spelling errors. I've been dealing with a ton of conflicting feelings and thoughts since last Thursday, and I can't really tell if this is depression or not. For some background, I'm a 15 year old guy, almost 16, and I recently move... | self.depression |
Nothing feels real Everything feels like I’m seeing it happening to myself but I don’t feel line me, it feels like I’m watching a bad movie and everything is grey. I’m watching myself from the outside. How do I fix it | self.SuicideWatch |
How do you guys quit jobs? Hey guys so i might have a better job oppertunity (not sure yet) and i was wondering how you guys quit jobs? I know about the whole two weeks thing but im not sure if i have the courage to do it. My recuriter is an insanlet nice and cool guy and i feel like ill hear dissapointment in his voic... | self.Anxiety |
I've been feeling anxiety again this holiday season for the first time in years I suffered terribly with GAD and health anxiety during my teens. I was on medication to assist with it (that's how bad it was!). As I grew older it pretty much vanished.
Well this holiday season it's come back. I've been feeling terrible a... | self.Anxiety |
I'm a piece of heaping shit I'm a piece of shit, I'm truly a heaping piece of shit. i wish I was strong enough to end my fucking life but I'm not. Im fucking pathetic. There are people who try to make me happy and I'm still like this, I'm a piece of shit. I can't even fucking help myself. Someone told me that I actuall... | self.depression |
17 y/o girl & suicidal, need to vent I'm not really sure why I'm posting on here. I just don't know what to do. I'm a 17 year old girl, I don't have friends, I'm ugly, have a shit family, and I'm probably not getting into uni. I've tried talking to a teacher at school about feeling down but they didn't care - I don... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm a failure I'm a failure. I've failed multiple times in school. Re-done years. I'm barely able to organize everything. I have a few friends, but none of them are down to hang out with me. I try to find new friends, but nobody seems interested. Everybody has their own squad or group. Everyone posts on Snapchat. Every... | self.offmychest |
A step in the right direction I didn't have the urge to kill myself today when I was overwhelmed at work. Although I did just spend hours learning how to play a card game, spending too much money buying cards and joining Facebook groups for a game I've never had a desire to play. | self.bipolar |
Lexapro 16 days in Hey everyone. Today I’m 16 days in on 5mg on esitalopram. This is my first anti depressant. So I feel as if I’m still having side effects. And just want to make sure it’s normal. I’ve had a few days where I feel pretty good but I still get morning anxiety and night time anxiety. Like right now, I wok... | self.Anxiety |
just sad all the time i dont want to live, but i dont necessarily want to die. i have no urge to do anything but also dont want to not be doing anything. want to be with friends and socialize but at every single sexond of it just think about how they r going to leave at the end of it. want to have a purpose but i dont ... | self.depression |
Don't know how to help my nephew My nephew (11) has ADHD and tons of family issues - his parents are split, they're both selfish assholes, etc. Today in the car he divulged to me that he wants to kill himself and has plans. I (24) was diagnosed bipolar when I was his age and have tried to kill myself several times (wel... | self.SuicideWatch |
Severe depression Hey all. Please send me message if you have gotten through depression. I could use some encouragement right now. | self.depression |
I'm sick of this. Being off sick leave yesterday it wasn't actually that bad at my job. I'd actually managed to get through yesterday with no hiccups. Yesterday was a good day.
Today however I start my shift and it quickly goes down hill.
Nothing was going right for me. No one did their paper work right. I've been o... | self.Anxiety |
How to get insurance? I'm not really looking for medication help as listed on the sidebar but insurance altogether.
I've been looking through plans and they charge 100$ a doctors visit and I don't know how I can afford that if I go at least once a month, on top of taking like 5 different medications.
I'm just lost. ... | self.bipolar |
I will never be loved by a boy I am an amazingly talented person, have a sensitive, sweet personality, a good sense of humor, and am witty and intelligent.
I am also skinny, shy, and, most of all, unattractive. Thanks, life.
| self.offmychest |
Sometimes, the worst part of depression is the guilt As I write this post, I'm sitting in a warm house, watching the Yule log on a flat screen TV, waiting to eat a delicious meal surrounded by family who love me.
I've never had to face the death of anyone I was close to. I have no major medical issues. My parents sup... | self.depression |
Latuda and Lamictal I was prescribed both of these today for my bipolar 1 episodes and Cptsd. Has anyone been on this combo and did it help? | self.bipolar |
I wish I had no conscience and could scam people to make a better living [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Stupid situational depression, trying to pull myself out, it feels kinda hopeless, no way out (tw) I'm really having a lot of trouble leaving the house. | self.bipolar |
Dear BFF - I guess I can't tell you who to date [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I'm deeply depressed during the day but fine at night, are some of you also feeling that way ? [deleted] | self.bipolar |
I got into a car accident. It's been 1 month since i got my driver license. since I don't have a car I borrow my parents car when I need it. it took some time for them to trust me with their car since I'm a very new driver.
I've borrowed the car numerous times without any problems, but today, i got into a car accident... | self.offmychest |
Just too much pressure, I am not made for adult life, I guess it has to happen before 2018 Ive talked to my mum several times that I am not able to plan for my future without feeling hopeless. I JUST CANT THINK MYSELF INTO AN ADULT NOR PICTURE MYSELF INTO THE FUTURE!
I recovered from DPDR symptoms this year. But, seri... | self.SuicideWatch |
If I killed myself nobody would notice for at least a week [deleted] | self.depression |
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