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I spend all my time researching suicide methods I'm unemployed and I refuse to work a job that will amplify my depression.
I don't want to work for Walmart, although I'm being pressured by family to take any job so that I don't become a leech on my brother, who would be covering next month's rent.
But I can't live wi... | self.SuicideWatch |
Killing myself this sunday Any things you guys can suggest me to do? Any advice?
Edit: Thank you all for trying to help. I might sound like an attention whore but im going to do it soon, and i have a feeling it will work this time. Goodbye and good luck to you all | self.SuicideWatch |
Is there a VPN-equivalent for mobile phone numbers? Hello there,
Last year and the years before, I had been on the Internet exposed. My IP address had been everywhere on the Internet including IRC channels and other ports and websites.
For as long as I can remember, I absolutely hate, hate, hate my country. I simpl... | self.offmychest |
My[22] girlfriend[22]is under severe depression and becomes suicidal sometimes (even tried it a few times). [deleted] | self.depression |
My recent post and comment history are a good example of what my hypomanic episodes look like Except this time, I'm doing it on Reddit instead of at parties or on Facebook, so IDGAF | self.bipolar |
How much longer. I am too tired. Sleep is no longer rest. Life is wearing me down. I'm so young but feel like I have lived many worlds of pain and sufferring. I don't want to keep on going :(.... | self.SuicideWatch |
It's amazing how one simple action can fuck you up so bad [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Manic? I don't know. So guys I'm feeling pretty good. And by that I mean my life is falling apart. I only got paid $6 so that means I can't pay any of my bills or buy food or anything, I decided to drop all my classes for the upcoming semester because I need to focus on my 2 jobs instead. I want to bang my hea against ... | self.bipolar |
help This is the only place I feel I can go to, even if this is one of the first times I've ever gone on reddit. I only have 3 friends who actually care about me. Everyone uses me. I have a good amount of friends, but they mainly use me as a walking talking online therapist. I then go to ask them for help, and poof. Th... | self.SuicideWatch |
I do too much for guys then feel resentful when they don't reciprocate [deleted] | self.offmychest |
What is the weirdest/most embarrassing thing youve done because of anxiety? Please? So, my anxiety is occasionally totally random and over nothing. But the thing that consistently gets me super anxious is when someone ignores my texts/emails/etc. As soon as I feel like they should have responded to me I start thinking ... | self.Anxiety |
Is it common for native english speakers to encounter nonnatives online? Like on reddit, I sometimes feel insecure and sorry about my awkward to non-native English whenever I post an article thinking that even if I wrote very carefully there must be somewhat unnatural parts here and there since I'm not a native English... | self.Anxiety |
Question on Loss of Appetite I was hoping to get some advice when it came to eating meals.
Anytime I sit down to eat a meal, no matter how hungry I am, I'll never finish it. I get a sort of uncomfortable fullness then give up only to be starving an hour later again.
I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this a... | self.Anxiety |
They say things will get better, but what if they never do?What if they get worse? I'm tired of trying, tired of living. Tired of being unappreciated and unsuccessful.
Probably going to fail out of college and I should be graduating next semester. Didn't get invited back to TA the class I was a TA for this semester e... | self.SuicideWatch |
I need someone I trust, but nobody wants to be around. I can feel myself slipping deeply into an episode. I'm always depressed and have come to terms with it.. I'm pretty good at coping day to day. But I feel a BAD episode coming on.
I dont want to go through this.. I need help snapping out of it but I don't know whe... | self.depression |
No one will miss me I’m going to be one of those people who kills themselves and doesn’t get found for a week. I’ve never mattered to anyone. No one thinks of me or cares about me. The only person who will be affected by my death is me, and I’ll just be free of my suffering. I was planning on waiting until I can buy a ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Pulling myself back from the brink My prior posts on here have detailed how alone I've felt, and how I'm struggling to heal my heart and just overall trying to find meaning in this existence of mine. There was a bit of an upswing as I started chatting and hanging out with this girl. We connected, she actually convinced... | self.depression |
What do you try to think about when you get an intrusive thought to try to counteract it I’ve been struggling to find a happy place lately. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
I think my roommate is scared of me and I feel terrible. Content Warning: Suicidal ideation, self harm, anger, anxiety.
This last week has been super tough. I don't know if it's my bipolar or what, but I've been skipping all my classes and hid out in my room for days. I think all the unbearable anxiety from school fin... | self.bipolar |
Well this is it. Tonight at exactly midnight I will shoot myself with a double barrel shotgun.
Private message me if you want my credit card details I have a few hundred dollars on there, anyway guys it’s been fun, cya.
| self.SuicideWatch |
Ieaving the world I have left my daughter and partner tonight and want to leave this life. I cant do it anymore. I am a bad person and have no joy and bring no joy to anyone. I would be better off dead. I keep thinking my oh is abusing my daughter, i feel that he always puts me down and now ny daughter is doing it too.... | self.offmychest |
27, working student, living with my father.. I'm miserable (tl;dr:) Firstly, I want to say that I feel like a real piece of shit for even feeling this way. I just can't shake this feeling and I need to get it out on paper.
I'm a 27 year old man. I'm a full-time student at a local community college, studying engineerin... | self.offmychest |
I've started a new subreddit specifically for discussing the legal use of ketamine infusions, lozenges, and nasal sprays for the treatment of chronic pain, and mental illnesses such as depression, bipolar disorder, and PTSD. Come ask patients questions or, if you already are one, discuss therapeutic ketamine with fello... | self.depression |
I consider my pets to be a cosmic punishment For some background: Around 7 months ago, one of the old barn cats who lives up by my grandma's house had a litter of kittens under her porch. Not for the first time, either- it's an old, sick, skinny cat and I'm pretty sure it shouldn't even be alive. Inevitably the kittens... | self.offmychest |
bored of consumerism Already bought everything I've ever wanted and more. I have designer clothes. I have a rolex. I have $200 shoes. I have a porsche 911. I've bought $1000 escorts. I don't even get a rush from these things anymore. It's boring. I just want to be good looking and have a gf who loves my looks. THat is ... | self.depression |
[16M] I feel really tired and empty always. Just turning 16, though it's looking to be my most depressed birthday yet. I feel very depressed almost all the time, and have spent the last couple of years bottling up all my social anxieties and problems to the point where i feel like breaking.
I have exams next week a ... | self.depression |
I was nearly caught.. In my last post I explained that ice works as a substitute for a blade. Check that out if you haven’t seen it. However, today I was dumb enough to hold an ice cube in my own kitchen. My mom walked in and I didn’t hear her at first, she asked what I was doing and my eyes just got wide. I quickly dr... | self.depression |
Experience weird thought patterns before falling asleep after drinking, worried it might be some kind of weird psychosis. Anyone dealt with this before? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Why does my depression/anxiety get really really intense for a short period of time, then it kind of relieves itself? I’m currently having a bout of pretty bad depression and anxiety. I’m at work right now. It seems like my depression and anxiety goes through a cycle, or just periods throughout the day where my mood is... | self.depression |
Rough Year This year started out "okay," but has since degraded. I should have received at least a $2 raise.
I didn't. I didn't get invited to a very close childhood friends wedding.
My (very close) grandmother (on my mother's) side of the family had a stroke and developed Gurstman's Syndrome.
My grandmother on m... | self.depression |
I keep texting this suicide line because I have NO ONE to talk to when I'm in crisis I'm so depressed and suicidal.
There's no one in my life I can talk to when I'm in crisis. Can't talk to family, only have a few friends. One gets angry when I talk about my depression, one (I love) but she told me it's hurting her ... | self.SuicideWatch |
About social nervousness. I can actually talk to people, but i get nervous when i am talking to them, not when they are talking to me. Plus i am nervous at social environments (not situations)
Is this shyness or social anxiety?
EDIT: I am practicing to be social actually | self.Anxiety |
"You don't have it bad enough"/"You only think about yourself" [deleted] | self.depression |
Why I've never told anyone in real life I'm depressed I've been suicidal for a while, and depressed for years. I've only posted online about this. I've never had the courage to tell someone. Not my friends or my family or my parents. Not a soul.
I'm scared. Scared that I'll be judged or I'll make things awkward. Scar... | self.offmychest |
I graduate next week, I don't want to, I really REALLY would rather be dead | self.SuicideWatch |
Anidepressants hurting sex life My boyfriend recently started taking antidepressants and immediately was unable to get hard. It’s gotten better over the past month but he still can’t get hard enough for us to have sex. He told his doctor and the doctors response was to prescribe cialis....Is this the normal response fo... | self.depression |
are ADHD/OCD/intrusive thoughts/always pleasure seeking w/ nicotine & coffee considered a bipolar spectrum? I was just wondering what the likelyhood I'm a BP I or BP II. I get these nasty intrusive thoughts and they consume my psyche. Imagery and such. They have me on resperidone 9mg, Clonidine, and fish oil. I can... | self.bipolar |
getting out of bed i sometimes get into bed (not to sleep) and just sit in one position looking at my phone
i stay like that for hours and i hate myself more and more for not being productive but i cant make myself get up or move in general
so it just becomes a loop of me feeling worse and worse
how do you deal with ... | self.depression |
Hanging on? I want to hang myself. I want to die. Doesn't matter why, same old sob story as everyone else and frankly I don't give a shit enough to type it all out. I don't want sympathy or to hear myself talk, I'm more or less trying to work up the guts.
I have a son.
He's the only reason I still breathe. But I want... | self.SuicideWatch |
I've been doing a lot better this past year with therapy, but I just had a really bad anxiety attack. My anxiety usually manifests itself in body/health concerns. I panic over any perceived changes, but I think they typically get bad during periods of high stress. I've been doing pretty well this past year, but I just ... | self.Anxiety |
After a long time, i feel normal. sorry no TL:DR in the post. I was diagnosed with Bipolar Disorder in April 2016. When I was happy I was super happy and when I became depressed, it felt like the end of the world and was a regular case of self-loathing, self-ridicule, not confident about myself, thinking always that I ... | self.bipolar |
Anyone want to be my friend and talk? I have issues and am in need of someone or someones to talk at me and be real. I'd imagine a psychologist would probably be best but that's simply not an option right now and likely won't happen in the foreseeable future. Fair warning, I am not normal, like at all, once you get ins... | self.SuicideWatch |
Depression frightens me mortally and mathematically If you stub a toe or fall and cut your knees the pain is temporary. On top of that endorphin kick in. With depression there is no "counter balance". This is what I mean by depression frightens me mathematically. How are we allowed to suffer without a release valve? Th... | self.depression |
I can't bring myself to care anymore Seriously, my grades are tanking, my family's angry, I'm eating unhealthily and yet all I can be fucked to do is sit down and play video games after doing fuckall in school. At this point I have so much missing work it seems insurmountable to catch up, and every time
I think about i... | self.depression |
Well, I had my first cry of 2018. Off to a great start. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
What to do when people don't text back ever? Honestly idk if it's even worth it to keep trying. You know when you send a text, and she (or he) doesn't reply and then the anxiety comes flooding in like
"Am I being annoying?"
"Maybe they're just busy"
"Maybe they didn't get the notification?"
"Should I send another ... | self.Anxiety |
Should I ask for extra credit if I couldn't study because of anxiety [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
I’m selfish, but I love her My ex-turned-friend (literally the most mutual breakup that can happen, both decided it wouldn’t work since I was going to college and she was going to be a senior in high school) has recently been the subject of my love again. I don’t know when exactly it happened, but it has been going on ... | self.offmychest |
Does anyone else get anxious about packing for a trip? I'm not talking about the, "do I have everything I need" anxiousness, but the, "I hate everything in my closet and I'm going to look like a total loser in a cool new destination". I'm heading to SoCal this month and I'm currently in east coast winter hibernation mo... | self.Anxiety |
I'm more afraid to get help than I am of killing myself Ahead of time, I apologize for formatting as I am on mobile.
Let me start by saying that I've tried to get help in the past, and am seeing a therapist twice a week these days, but it isn't helping. I've made quite a few attempts on my life in the past, but I ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Dear friends Just in case no one told you today...
I love you and you mean every thing to someone....
I wanna see you happy, I wanna see you smile I wanna celebrate your accomplishments how ever few.
Fuck bullies, fuck people who always put you down.
Fuck debit, fuck stress, fuck illness, fuck hate,fuck depression, f... | self.depression |
Anyone else feel really angry sometimes? So I’ve talked to a dr who actually thinks I suffer from Health Anxiety - more commonly known as Hypochondria but that doesn’t explain my anger sometimes.
When I’m not in control or when someone messes up my flow, I get very angry and annoyed. I like everything to be perfect an... | self.Anxiety |
Scared to eat and drink, have eaten 2,000 calories in past 5 days [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Does it matter if I vary the time I take my meds? [deleted] | self.depression |
I want to say to my doc that I am depressed but I am afraid that I will get institutionalised and just be fed "social repertoires" rather than be seen as a lost child. So instead, I am getting a blood test for vitamin D first and if need be, I may see a therapist | self.depression |
I’m disabled and chronically ill. Doing anything besides sleeping makes me incredibly tired and sore [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Not suicidal but would rather just not be around/not be me So my depression roots from an deeply rooted issue I have with my appearance. I am genuinely convinced I am on of the ugliest/goofiest dudes out there. I am very social though, like being around people, and am known as a really funny guy. But behind this ima... | self.SuicideWatch |
Merry Christmas I just found out yesterday my wife cheated on me.
I haven't seen her or my two kids in 9 months (military).
I'm not even deployed.
I can feel the tears coming out but I have almost no emotion because of my medication.
I've been on what seems like 10 or 15 different meds this year since my diagnosis ... | self.bipolar |
It never ends. No matter what. Hi, reddit. I just need to talk it out. It's not a first world's problems or something. Just a life of one guy out of 7 billions people. Someone has much more troubles, someone has scary ilnesses, some had abusive parents or lovers. Someone got raped, someone is about to die. I can't comp... | self.depression |
Took a sweet video of my toddler and went through my contacts only to realize I have nobody to send it to It's not the end of the world, but it's a shitty feeling. I'm grateful that I have a daughter and that I'm able to take pictures/videos of her, but sometimes I just wish I had someone to share my videos with. I fee... | self.depression |
At what point should I go to the hospital? [deleted] | self.bipolar |
I feel alone and lost All my life my family has been in competition with me. So once I started going out and exploring and doing my own things in high school that's when I realized how messed up my life is. I'm tired of trying to hold on to my life. I wanna go away and never come back. There's this movie called looper ... | self.depression |
Rate My Suicide Note I still have the note saved, for a rainy day...
But 24 hours in and I'm still here. Thanks for keeping me distracted. I owe everyone who commented my life. Literally.
Thank you. | self.SuicideWatch |
Gone I don’t know how I’m feeling today. Feels like I’m here one minute and gone the next. Like I’m just watching my life whither away in front of me. | self.bipolar |
I feel worthless. I need help. I’ll just start from the beginning. I was a happy guy, sort of an inbetweener, I was friends with everyone. I completed high school and really looked forward to what college and university could bring me. I continued to drop out of college 2 years in a row and develop anger problems which... | self.depression |
Obsessively afraid I've committed a crime I confessed to one of my favourite artists on the internet that I made a pic very similar to one of his drawings, and I haven’t heard back. I tried to tell myself not to take it personally since he's famous and probably gets a million messages. But I'm sad and crying anyway and... | self.Anxiety |
All my friends forgot my birthday. [NAW] Hi Reddit,
Today is my 26th Birthday. It's a public (bank) holiday where I live and as such I've been at home all day as I've had to work on an assignment for uni. I've had my phone nearby most of the day, and have had the occasional message popping up on Facebook to tell me t... | self.offmychest |
“Those who go never come back.” Words of my counselor just yesterday when I was speaking to her about the possibility of home study and partial days at school.
Yesterday was my first day back from a two week long Christmas break. I was basically stuck in a never-ending anxiety attack the entire day. I was so stressed ... | self.depression |
I will be awake for more than 24 hours so everything can happen I just had a sleepless night. Yesterday I woke up at 5 am. I didn't sleep and I have school in like less than 3 hours with my essay to finish then... I have school from 8 am to 8pm with a tiny rest at 1pm because I need to eat too lol.
The week isn't even... | self.depression |
Being bipolar is a lot like being an alcoholic [deleted] | self.bipolar |
BiPolar Girl Dropped Contact Again Was dating this bipolar girl on/off for 6 months.
She gets set off very easily. One very small nuisance or comment can trigger her to just unfriend me on fb or block my number.
She did this to several other ( a lot) of other people in her life too. I don't think she has ever had ... | self.bipolar |
My gf has depression/anxiety and i'm burning out Hey reddit
As the title says, my gf of almost five years have depression and anxiety and i'm feeling like i'm burning out.
She is really struggling and working her ass off trying to get better and i'm trying to be as supportive and stable as i possibly can.
I love he... | self.depression |
Even after a great evening In the title it says even but maybe it should be changed to especially. Yesterday I had one great evening with friends, there is this holiday here in The Netherlands and we celebrated and we wrote poems about each other, roasting and also uplifting, and we went to my friend where we are alway... | self.depression |
Is anyone else just a depressed slob. I feel just sort of existing instead of 'living', I don't do much all day, and just have no motivation, I fantasize about killing myself all the time too. | self.depression |
Need food, but can't eat. Need sleep, but can't sleep. Hi,
I'm a grad student and the next month is gonna be hell for me. I'm falling into a familiar cycle of not being able to eat or sleep due to crippling anxiety. I dry heave in the morning and could probably throw up if I wanted to.
These kinda episodes have been ... | self.Anxiety |
Does anyone else have crazy intrusive thoughts? These scare me and trigger moderate to severe panic attacks :( | self.Anxiety |
Where do I look Hello all,
im sure this topic is tiresome or annoying to some, but im curious about where to look for depressed and anxious women (if that sentence isnt stereotypical, i dont know what is). I have social anxiety and depression disorders and im single hetero-"man" and coming into my mid-30s. Ive been on ... | self.depression |
When I try to write code, I get traumatic flashbacks from my childhood. I am studying programming which reminds me a lot to math, and as a result, I keep getting undesired feelings coming back to me.
When I try to write code and find a difficult line, I can hear my mother yelling and screaming at me for not being able... | self.offmychest |
Worried about mental/emotional state after losing car later this month On the 25th of this month, I’ll be losing my car because the lease is expiring and my mom can’t lease another one for me. I’ve had several jobs already and felt at this point I would’ve amount to a more substantial job that would let me lease a car ... | self.Anxiety |
Ex told me she has genital herpes... The ex contacted me saying she has genital herpes and chlamydia and some nasty shit.
Fuck that. I went to the hospital got some tests done.
I'm clean. I told her I'd let her know when I got results... But I'm not gonna tell her. Because I think its hilarious. Yeah, its wro... | self.offmychest |
ladies on latuda, i need your help so, I got prescribed 20mg/day of latuda (already on 300mg lamictal, 300mg sertraline and 54/36mg concerta (morning and noon) 0.5mg Ativan 2/day if needed)
I noticed one of the possible side effects from it was possible changes in the menstrual cycle.
I started it a little over a week... | self.bipolar |
I. Am. Worthless. Failed at everything so far, and have little hope going forward. There's nothing to be excited about down the road. Feeling worse than ever. And can anticipate it getting worse. | self.bipolar |
I'm a female who hates the sound of other females voices. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
I don't think I will ever be able to get over this there are some days where I just try to move along with my life and not care about him and just focus on work
but then when I go home I'm by myself and I see all the fun he is having without me
I doubt if he even remembers me
He has an entirely new group of friends ... | self.offmychest |
How can I tell if my unhealthy habits/actions are due to my mental illness? Or maybe I'm just a shitty person in the first place? [deleted] | self.depression |
Retreats Hello, I'm new on here and I was wondering if anybody knows of any retreats for people suffering from depression/anxiety/low confidence? Something affordable | self.depression |
I wish I was born in a wealthier family Today is the 3rd meal I ate with rice and water only. My family was a normal Asian family, until my grandmother got a stroke and we cost a fortune to take care of her. Now we barely get by. I'm only 18, having 2 different part-time jobs while still studying at the university. Eve... | self.offmychest |
Obsessed with & terrified of my own death Is anyone else constantly preoccupied with their own death?
My lowest depressions always go hand in hand with existential crises, while I have felt (at the time) profound spiritual meaning while (hypo)manic. However, even when I’m at a relative baseline (though generally ... | self.bipolar |
A good friend committed suicide and I miss him... I am worried maybe I shouldn't. A very good friend of mine took his own life a few months ago. He was expecting twins with his wife. He was charged with having a distributing child porn, 2 images. He posted bail and killed himself. It has been extremely hard on me. I ke... | self.offmychest |
I never felt side effects of Zoloft till now. I have been taking Zoloft since last February. I started on 50mg and had very little side effects. A little nauseous here and there but it disappeared quickly.
I've had my dosage increased a few times and never really had any side effects.
Until I got it increased to 200m... | self.depression |
Feeling really lonely right now I know it’ll eventually pass but it sucks right now. I don’t want to do anything anymore. | self.depression |
Anyone else drop hints about their depression to others in the hopes that they’ll notice? I don’t have the courage to directly tell people I’m depressed, so I tell jokes and make memes that heavily feature suicide and depression, hoping someone will realize that these are actually cries for help. Anyone else do this?
... | self.depression |
I avoid my responsibilities because of my anxiety, but avoiding my responsibilities makes me anxious. | self.Anxiety |
Just got fired, my ex moved out of our home.. I'm legit all alone. I live 2500 miles away from where I grew up. My parents are low income so they can't help me. My ex just moved back to our home city, so now I am totally on my own. I've been searching for a job high and low but nothing so far. Rent is due in a few days... | self.bipolar |
NYE alone, depressed, dreading tomorrow. If I wake up. [deleted] | self.depression |
Are there any jobs that are not suited to people who suffer from depression [deleted] | self.depression |
NYE by myself (21F Aus) I thought I had plans for NYE but they fell through, and now I’m getting drunk alone watching the celebrations on TV. I know it’s my fault but everyone else had plans and I didn’t want to burden them with my problems, so no one knows I’m alone and I can’t go watch the fireworks because I’ll be t... | self.offmychest |
keeping my mind off Driving around helps sometimes... I was living with a friend and I would just leave and drove for hours at times. I had just broken up with my girlfriend and it kind of helped? Still sucks. What do yall do to keep your mind off things?? | self.depression |
35. No gf, losing career, life is a joke. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
My ex died in prison... My ex-boyfriend died in prison in early October of this year.
I dated him 2006-2012. The young girl I was back in 2006, I met him while he was on the run, in South Sacramento. He was originally from Van Nuys, California but was staying with his dad and met him through my friend, his cousin. Fo... | self.offmychest |
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