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I did it! I am so proud of myself! Today, I scheduled my first dentist appointment in *years* ! I've been putting this off for so long and, actually, someone from this sub inspired me to do it!
I am *not* letting my anxiety ruin my dental health! Please, see the dentist, if you can! Do some research on them, too. Loo... | self.Anxiety |
Rejected from every university I applied to As the title says, I applied to numerous universities in Ireland (home country) as well as the Netherlands and was rejected from everywhere. I was hoping to study Comp Sci and due to my poor high school results I was rejected from every Irish university that I had applied to.... | self.depression |
i cant wait until im no longer a prisoner on this stupid earth. | self.depression |
Want to make money? I'll pay you to kill me. It'll be clean and easy. I'll sign an agreement and everything. I just want someone to do it for me...... Please? | self.SuicideWatch |
Stupid over sharing! I have an issue with impulsiveness with leads to me over sharing sometimes. This usually happens when I am excited or really upset, like today.
My coworkers started talking, again, about the sexual assault/harassment claims being made about famous people. Saying some really ignorant crap about how... | self.offmychest |
Depression switches on/off Depression off:
I am smiling, I am happy, I am grateful with my friends and family.
Depression on:
No one wants me, always hard to adjust, fucking I want to kill myself for not being someone to be proud of, society tells me "you dont need to be someone else" but its the other way around, whe... | self.depression |
I just want to drop off the face of the earth I have people who want me and love me, but I cant stand to be around any of them. I don’t know why. I just want to disappear from all of them. I want to just go somewhere that’s not familiar, somewhere where I don’t have any ties. A fresh start. I don’t know why I feel this... | self.offmychest |
I love you, but please let me go. I’m trapped. I can’t sleep, I’m losing weight because I have no desire to eat anymore, my heart always beats so hard. I feel so tired both physically and mentally. I’m scared to talk to you. The thought of you fills me with dread, I get sick to my stomach. We’re fire and ice. We’ll nev... | self.offmychest |
Why do I care about the hurt people will feel if I kill myself? I'm been suicidal since I was 13 (I'm 20 now), but recently it's been just outright awful. I've had 2 suicide attempts (the first one, I took around 15 pills of Tylenol only to wake up the next day perfectly fine; the second one I attempted to tie a noose ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Got my diagnosis... but could it be BPD? I guess this probably comes up a lot - I know Bipolar and BPD are often confused, etc. After years of just being a complete fucking goddamn mess, I finally went to see a real therapist and got diagnosed Bipolar Wednesday. Already have PTSD and OCD, this is just an addition to ... | self.bipolar |
Me being a coward is contributing to my depression [deleted] | self.depression |
Can anyone help me I’m having a break down atm | self.Anxiety |
Hallucinations outside of episodes Hi. I’m scared and need some advice. I’m experiencing some bad stuff. The last couples of nights, I have had some bad nightmares where I wake up screaming and near panic / going into a panic attack. Mostly it’s variations of being killed by / eat by demons and similar. I also dream th... | self.bipolar |
Feeling worse after ECT I just started ECT last week and I had my second treatment today. I feel way more depressed than my usual (getting ECT for mixed states) and have spent the whole afternoon crying in bed. I hate that it’s causing me such terrible memory issues. And I feel super anxious and depressed. The idea of ... | self.bipolar |
I need quick advice, about to hangout 1 on1 with my crush [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
I don't really have anyone I want to tell this to, so here it goes. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Please help i dont know what to do Hey so i feel really awful right now because when i was 16 i used to send nudes to people who were much older than me and to people who were as young as 13 and they would send nudes back to me, it never turned me on or made me horny or whatever but i just feel awful because i did thos... | self.depression |
What are some ways you calm your nerves? I have a job interview tomorrow afternoon, and I am absolutely terrified. I've actually been sick, I'm that scared. It's been over a year since my last interview or anything of this sort, so I don't know what to do, or how to stop being stressed.
What are some ways that you guy... | self.Anxiety |
What to do to get over fear of failure? I’m realizing this is where most of my anxiety stems from. I can’t get a job because of my anxiety but I think it’s because I’m afraid of literally any failure. How can I get over this? | self.Anxiety |
i just want to erase my memories of him and all our times together I am so fucking tired of secretly wanting to be together again. i will never let it happen. but a fucking stupid part of me wants him, our closeness... the thing was he was the only one who understood the trauma i went through and i could be myself only... | self.offmychest |
I think lamictal has made me unable to feel anxiety... and it has NOT been a good thing. Anyone else so apathetic? I have mentioned to my friends several times this semester without much more though that I am so burnt out from university I feel COMPLETELY apathetic towards things I should be pretty concerned about.
T... | self.bipolar |
I want to die I took a gap year before starting University. During that gap year I felt myself die inside, it's a queer sensation to describe, something I've never been able to adequately put into words, but it's like I've somehow become less intelligent, I'm constantly doubting the definitions of words I've known for ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Wait...was I being treated for psychosis? Maybe you guys can help me with this med question?
My BP has been in remission for about 3 years, but that was after I found a good medication. For like 7 years before that I was on the med merry-go-round. During what was probably my worst and longest depressive episode, they ... | self.bipolar |
I’m ending it tonight Between my car being stolen a few days ago, financial struggles, battling anxiety and depression and feeling worthless and overwhelmed, I don’t know how much more I can take. I don’t want to be a burden to anyone anymore so I will just take my life tonight. I know it is a selfish move with dire co... | self.SuicideWatch |
I have annoying twitch and can occur anywhere on my body. If my left hand twitches I gotta replicate it EXACTLY the same on my right hand. Same with any finger or shoulder or any foot movement etc I HAVE to replicate it the same way on the opposite side otherwise I feel so tense. Any help with this? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Effexor: make anyone else really sick??? So what I'm trying to figure out now is if I am actually sick or if it's just this drug. I've been taking effexor for almost a month (at the lowest dose, 37.5mg XR) and almost immediately I noticed loss of appetite and nausea. Since then I've almost constantly felt nauseated, ra... | self.depression |
Is it really necessary to sacrifice my entire life for my grown children? [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Due to horrible past ( domestic abusive relationship) I now have anxiety and panic attacks . I got mailed LOA papers. Anyone else? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Anyone know how to find out if someone died in Israel? I'm very far from Israel and she's a friend. I'm very worried about her. | self.SuicideWatch |
Relying on the tangible to help with the intangible I have an extensive history with chronic depression and crippling anxiety but my most recent downfall has been by far my worst. I'm at a point where I know that I will have to deal with severe bouts of depression for the rest of my life and I no longer care to fight i... | self.depression |
Up to 150mg Effexor, any experiences?? Or any other medication? I recently started taking medication for my depression/anxiety/whatever else I could have earlier this year in April. After being on zoloft for 6 ish months and it not working I got switched to Effexor. Transitioning to it was the worst, my suicidal though... | self.depression |
Is anyone else unable to feel stress or fear from depression? I know depression and and anxiety go together, but school just doesn't get to me like it does to my peers. I guess once you consider suicide anything less than life and death is just kinda trivial. | self.depression |
Oh, I am done I am in this weird done numb place. I've been here for awhile tbh. All week I have thought about dying and rn I am drunk and it sounds great. Bc who would miss me? My fake friends that text me every once in a while to fill their conscience? Or my family that let me get abused? So yeah, I think I'm going t... | self.SuicideWatch |
Recently diagnosed This is mostly just a post to share things I feel like I cannot share with people I know in person. Please feel free to share your experiences and anything non-medicinal (apps, books, etc.) that you've found helpful!
My psychiatrist diagnosed me with bipolar disorder and comorbid borderline personal... | self.bipolar |
Need help forgetting my past and looking ahead. Be me, 18 year old guy in highschool.
Got good grades
Am going to college with scholarships
Dating a wonderful girl who loves me a lot
Working a good job with money
I can recognize all these things as positives in my life and i’m happy when i’m with my girlfriend a... | self.depression |
what's the best way to get more confidence when talking in front of others? | self.Anxiety |
I have no faith in humanity & santa claus aint real.. because if he was, he'd giv me the courage to jump already | self.SuicideWatch |
What if I can't ever forgive myself I could have a happy family, me, her and my kid, yet i screwed it all up. When I heard that she was pregnant was fucking happy that i cried, we started to name our kid. But then paranoia hit, we are in a long distance relationship, we are both young and don't really have a real job, ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Want to talk to someone who lost their parent to suicide in childhood. I know it's really specific but I just want to talk to someone with whom I can share my experience with. | self.depression |
It bothers me how Drake says "I need a one dance" [deleted] | self.offmychest |
SELF-CARE SUNDAY Sorry its been so long! But here it is! | self.bipolar |
That 4 letter word Love. I’ve never known what love is until I met her. Growing up depressed most of my life I’ve always wondered what that magical 4 letter word truly meant. I regularly envied couples walking, hand in hand, with a gleeful aura radiating the room, fascinated with what they had that I could never find, ... | self.depression |
how am I supposed to not kill myself when my life is shit and isn’t gonna get better? [deleted] | self.depression |
I want to die and I can't get the pain to stop [deleted] | self.bipolar |
January 11th I'm going to try to summarize my situation.
I was emotionally and physically abused by my father, neglected by my mother, and poor (no food or heat poor). I was rapped at 15 by my best friend's older brother. I was homeless by 16.
Currently, 25 and dealing with depression for the past 10 years and ptsd f... | self.SuicideWatch |
MOTHERF - MY CAR! I don't know how this is EVEN POSSIBLE but a fellow employee just freaking scraped my car with his POS somehow in the parking lot of our office.
It's not even a tight parking lot!
WTFFIFINGF | self.offmychest |
I can't do this anymore... Nobody cares about me, people on the street are laughing at me, my only friend said that they won't care if I kill myself, my parents are constantly criticizing me... I really, really, really, really want to kill myself.... | self.SuicideWatch |
why am I always so alone? I'm always checking my phone; hoping I got a notification from somebody I'm friends with on discord. Of course, the notification screen is always empty. The only way I can get my friends to talk to me is if I initiate the conversation, which I don't like doing as I feel like I'm annoying them ... | self.SuicideWatch |
After purchase anxiety So I just built a computer because I thought I could start making YouTube videos or something. Just a hobby to have because I don’t really have one. Well, now that it’s all set up I’m having pretty bad anxiety. Sometimes when I get something new or things are going well this tends to happen. If I... | self.Anxiety |
I don't want to be here anymore I'm a senior in high school who has been able to go home halfway through the day, and focus on schoolwork or relax. I've been so depressed and out of it that I started failing, and school is one of the reasons I get so depressed and stressed out, whether it be the groups of friends while... | self.SuicideWatch |
Does cowardice lead to suicide or prevent it? I have trouble deciding it. I've been suicidal off and on for years. I haven't done it yet. I've gathered supplies by times only to throw them out. Each time I back off. I can't decide if it's because of cowardice to do it or a strength to stick it out.
Does anybody else ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Nobody Cares Hey. So to start, I've been through physical, sexual, emotional abuse and neglect through my life. I had an abortion last February (yes, I'm a baby killer, please don't remind me of that again, I regret it). I have a boyfriend (who told me to get the abortion) and he has two kids, and this past year was re... | self.SuicideWatch |
I keep getting stared at and it’s making me miserable and suicidal Everywhere i go, every time i go out i get fucking stared at by people, i know its not my anxiety, i know it ain’t “all in my head” & i’m getting really depressed and angry about it because there just HAS to be a reason i’m getting stared at all the... | self.Anxiety |
Anybody else tried to tackle being depressed the 'healthy' way and had no luck? Including (but not limited to) exercise, eating right, meditation, volunteering etc. It solidified my belief that some people aren't meant to be happy | self.depression |
My extremely young SIL just got engaged, and nobody is happy about it [deleted] | self.offmychest |
why not? I have nothing that motivates me at this point, I am just waiting for the opportunity to die. no one who likes me, not even cousins or parents. No one at school likes me, most of the time it is like I don't even exist. I have been thinking about my death for a long time now and I think I am going to hang mysel... | self.SuicideWatch |
breaking point? last time i broke down like this was freshman year of high school. i'm almost technically a senior in college now. i haven't felt this hopeless in a long, long time. back then i went through therapy to deal with anxiety, depression, self harm. it feels like it's hitting me harder again. it feels like it... | self.SuicideWatch |
Had a really angry crying day yesterday and husband threatened divorce I knew from the start of the day I didn’t feel good. I tried to keep myself in my room but my husband didn’t clean the bathroom. He was supposed to do that in exchange for me taking our son to church. I came out after I had been there 6 times and he... | self.bipolar |
Fuck this, fuck you, fuck everyone! I can't take this shit anymore! Everywhere I look I see everyone I know succeed and I still here in the fucking gutter. I see people in college which I can't get into. I see relationships blossom and no girl fucking likes me. I'm angry and slowly becoming violent. I need to do this. ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I saw porn on my grandfather’s computer He’s a widower in his mid 80s. I walked up behind his desktop and there was porn on the screen, which he had minimized in half a second. I remember catching porn on his computer before when I was a kid, but I regarded it as false memory.
I don’t know what to think. One one hand... | self.offmychest |
Last year, my doctor mentioned I wouldn’t have to take Seroquel (or medication for my condition) my whole life. Anyone here who’s done taking meds for BP? Is it really true there will come a time wherein you won’t be needing meds anymore? | self.bipolar |
Im ready Im ready i have nothing left all my friends hate me, i dont have a vehicle anymore, someone stole my identity, i have no one to confide in, im drunk and turn to drugs to numb me, im lonely, and im in soo much debt... Ive reached the end as soon as this bottles gone so am i.. And now one can stop me this timw | self.SuicideWatch |
My {22/F}old friend{23/M} is back in my life and well, things maybe a little weird. He might be in love with me... [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Has anyone had urinary hesitancy or stream issues with Zoloft?7 I started Zoloft again after being on nothing for a long time. I feel like a couple months after I started, I started waking up at night to pee once every night and having trouble urinating in the morning. My stream feels weaker overall now. I am seeing a ... | self.Anxiety |
My family members brought up my "gambling addiction" During new years dinner. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Does anyone get triggered by being in the shower? Shower is not only my safe place, but the place I’ve always self harmed. I’m not sure if it’s my favorite place or my biggest trigger... | self.depression |
I just wish I could feel like I wasn't worthless | self.depression |
I'm so sorry about the night I had wanted you for so long, you were the girl of my dreams since high school and I fucked up by not asking you out when you liked me too. You were the head cheerleader, I was the class president. We were the ultimate "will they/won't they?" couple, everyone just assumed we were a couple, ... | self.offmychest |
FUCK this Seriously, how difficult is it to get a medical practioner who isn't incompetent?
I've been taking antidepressants since 2005 due to quality of life not being so great.
Now I see a goddamm psychiatrist, who seems to have diagnosed me with schizophrenia. I know for a fact I'm not schizophrenic. I've done eno... | self.SuicideWatch |
I don't have my drivers permit and it's making me self-conscious as fuck Yeah, I know it's a petty thing to worry about, but I can't help it. I'm currently 16, and in junior year of HS. Everybody and their fucking mother has a driver's permit and a car at this point, including my friends, and it's a little embarrassin... | self.offmychest |
I remember now why I didn't bother to try and connect with anyone [deleted] | self.depression |
How to support someone with anxiety disorders and depression? Exactly as the title states. I need all you've got to help my friend. How do I ease her fears and overthinking? How do I make her happy? Dos and donts?
Thank you!
She's not seeing a therapist as all the ones near her are shit. She's on medication tho. | self.Anxiety |
Nothing helps, I can’t stop checking the news for North Korea and I feel a constant sense of dread I literally haven’t been happy in days because I’m so scared of the potential for a nuclear war with North Korea. I am afraid they will attack Chicago in the event of a conflict and I would be killed for nothing all becau... | self.Anxiety |
Health anxiety I been getting a bunch of odd symptoms for a couple of weeks now. They're not seemingly related to each other, like a sore throat and back pain, so they're all probably from different things, but I can't help but think I have something actually wrong. I keep googling thyroid diseases cause that's what my... | self.Anxiety |
Minimum wage jobs suck big time when you’ve got anxiety Probably the same for any job, but minimum wage is the fucking worst. God I fucking hate my job. | self.Anxiety |
Calm corner I want to create a safe place for me to go when I’m feeling stressed/anxious/sensory overload and i wanted to know if people had any suggestions or wanted to share what their comforts may be. So far the things that I know that bring me comfort:
1. Pressure - by either wrapping myself tightly in some sort o... | self.Anxiety |
[NSFW] <----Sort of, I guess? I know what you're probably thinking, why in fucks name is something with a title like this on this subreddit, but, bear with me. I needed to get this off my chest.
So, as any normal, healthy human being, I masturbate. However, the reason this is here in this subreddit and why this is ... | self.depression |
dont know what to do anymore each day is consumed with my thoughts, not a moment goes by i dont think of just ending it. every convo feels fake. i put on a fake persona for my family, my friends, my job, school, hook ups. All areas have a different facade. Nobody really knows me. then again i dont even know myself.
... | self.depression |
Advice for watching a horror movie in the cinema Okay, so I know this doesn't sound like much of an anxiety problem, but hear me out. I'm gonna watch Insidious 4 in the cinema on Monday and I've never seen a horror movie in the cinema before. Usually with horror movies I look away or cover my eyes, but I'm worried abou... | self.Anxiety |
The stupid story of how I lost a "friend" THE SEQUEL. You know those times where absolutely everything is just falling apart that you can almost time it by your watch for when the next thing will blow up? Well, there was car issues, pipes froze in my house (because I was dumb), more stuff went and then yesterday I lost... | self.depression |
I just tried to kill myself, in other news am bad at titles [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
What is anxiety? Okay, I know for a fact I have anxiety, it's a typical worry of a bunch of crap that most likely shouldn't matter etc..
But, how do you know your 'anxiety' isn't a precursor to a condition you already have..
Anxiety is too broad of a term
anx·i·e·ty
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noun
a feeling of worry, nervousn... | self.Anxiety |
Saturday Nights Some days it's just too much. And i get mad at my self for feeling the way i feel. It makes me feel weak, vulnerable and pathetic. There are times when i cant even tell if im really sad or just want some type of attention. Then... i have good days, days where im happy im alive .. but all of that can cha... | self.offmychest |
I maybe messed up Okay so. Here's some background: I dont really know when the whole suicidal ideation thing started but for the past few years I guess every once in awhile I get a little excited to take my life. I've tried 7 times and this time...I think I may have achieved it. Except I did it in the wrong way and now... | self.SuicideWatch |
I wish I never existed. I wish I never existed. My life hasn't been easy (nearly died five times, abuse) but it isn't the worst or the hardest. I don't think I will ever procreate.
The list of people who care about me grows shorter every day and every day I grow more tired of existing. Work sleep game work sleep ... | self.depression |
Ok, So Maybe I'm Manic, What Now [POTENTIAL Gritty Details] So maybe I'm manic. I don't believe it for a second, but my best of friends have chosen to not talk to me until I realize my actions. They'd only ever do that if they were telling the truth.
I don't feel manic. It's different this time. I'm just happy, I'm fin... | self.bipolar |
What is 50mg Seroquel good for? I had a really bad episode and the crash brought along with it severe anxiety and insomnia. My pdoc and I were in the process of adjusting my prescriptions to better handle the stress overload caused by my job. He added in 50mg Seroquel and low dose of Lexapro. My anxiety went away and I... | self.bipolar |
something is always going wrong Hey everyone. I’m not sure how to start this because honestly my thoughts are so unorganized. I’m 20 years old and I’m in my junior year of college. I’ve been dealing with depression for many years and have had it under control for a while until this semester started. I was on medication... | self.depression |
Absolutely pathetic Don't know why the hell I'm writing this. Maybe just for someone to listen? I don't know. I started drinking a little under an hour ago and made the split decision to drink a bit more. I think I'm drunk or at the very least extremely buzzed. Once I started drinking I picked up razors that I had stor... | self.SuicideWatch |
I wish I had the courage to end it... I sit around thinking of all the details that would go into my suicide, for several methods. Where, how, what to use, how to make it the least painful for others, will it fail, do I want it to fail, will it hurt, how fast, how effective... on and off, all the time. I just spent an ... | self.bipolar |
Lack of physical touch and affection is literally killing me. I miss it. It has been far too long. I have made my needs known and I feel as though it's just punishment at this point . Only a couple of weeks until I meet my baby girl. Maybe the skin on skin contact will help ? I just miss your hands on me. Cuddling with... | self.depression |
I think video games have made me impatient and desensitized me to everything [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Stress has ruined me!!! I was doing so great no shopping, thoughts of fucking the world, but this battle I am facing to save my 10 year old to get an appropriate education he deserves is destroying my balance.
I saw my Psychiatrist the other day and he increased my Lamictal to 150mg. I hope it brings me back to my no... | self.bipolar |
Does anyone else think they’re partner is mad at them for no reason? [deleted] | self.depression |
No clue what I'm doing My first Reddit post and probably a long post but I kinda just wanted to write my story and get shit off my chest
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Not really sure where to begin but I can't really remember how long I've been depressed, maybe it was my abusive parents or something down the line but day by day I felt a little... | self.depression |
I think about death every single day April 27 was the last time I attempted suicide. I was standing on a cliff with at least a half mile drop. I should have jumped.
It would relieve so much pain I feel.
For whatever reason lately ive just been thinking about my life. I am very blessed for the things I do have but I ... | self.SuicideWatch |
A lonely girl who just started writing Footsteps are heavy. They're heavy because the weight of the world is on your back, not your shoulders because that would be too easy. No, your problems are constantly being piggy backed by you. From the moment you open your eyes, everything is heavy, everything is hard. The worst... | self.depression |
My Depression? I met a girl, we started to talk and to leave little, however she changed if city, and we continue to talk, both wanted the friendship to remain, and by small steps began to enjoy talking to her, wanted to be with her . She said she wanted my presence too, until, I let my emotional part take control of m... | self.depression |
Does this count as heartbreak? Three years ago I met this group of girls online, they live on the opposide side of our country. We shared interests and music taste, and the whole group welcomed me warmly.
As the time passed, I grew especially fond of the "leader", and when one day the group shattered in half due two ... | self.offmychest |
The only reason I haven't killed myself is cuz I feel like everyone I know would blame themselves Yeah...that's it. Thanks for listening | self.SuicideWatch |
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