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i fucked up so my friend is going to commit on monday and theres nothing i can do to stop her, and she posted on ig along these lines ‘its so hard to write goodbye letters’ and so i messaged her saying are u writing me one? generally being curious not thinking straight and i have been constantly dissociating and not b... | self.SuicideWatch |
Disability on a job application? I am currently filling out as many job applications in my field as I can, as my dream job is cutting me due to funding at the end of the year. When filling out these applications it gives me an option to check if I have/have had a disability, and bipolar is listed as an example. Do I ne... | self.bipolar |
Life's a bitch
I'm totally worn out. Mentally, physically, emotionally. Not enough to do anything drastic at this point. Everything is so superficial and my attempts to make myself feel better are so fake. I want to be okay with myself. I want motivation, satisfaction, and purpose. It's hard to find. I wish you... | self.SuicideWatch |
So it has begun... I'm in the longest lasting manic episode I've had since starting back on meds a couple of years ago (day 14). I've been living with my dad since late June to dedicate all my money to my upcoming divorce. He finally asked today in a sort or irritated semi-bewildered voice "How much longer is this goin... | self.bipolar |
Am I suffering from anxiety? So this is something that's relatively new to me. Of course, I am unsure if I do have anxiety but perhaps I have a mental illness of some sort. I'm not saying I do have one, but I just want to figure out what exactly is wrong with me.
I've experienced the symptoms I will explain on 3 occas... | self.Anxiety |
19M from Germany, Rhineland-Palatine. Feels like I'm the only one who fucked up over here. I only know one person so far who goes through the same shit as I do, but no one else. Other people must either be very good at hiding their true selves or generally aren't in a bad situation.
Where are you fellow people from? I... | self.depression |
Do you ever get lonely? Do you ever get so lonely that you really don't know what to do with yourself? I mean surrounded by people on a daily basis, but feel like you never really connect with anyone long enough to make it meaningful. The loneliness of having no real friends hit me today. Yes, I'm married, but my part... | self.bipolar |
I get excited when my phone notifies every evening even though I know its just a battery warning [deleted] | self.depression |
We are not victims. When we live with conviction, we tend to live up to our convictions and not down to our flaws. Without convictions, life will just ‘happen’ to us.
You can change your life – it’s a matter of choice.
| self.Anxiety |
How to deal with relationships falling apart due to depression/burnout? I'm currently so burnt out I need a plan to go to the bathroom. I was functional but over the years I showed more and more signs of burnout. I was aware of these, but I felt that I was forced to keep going. This year, things got really bad, and I'm... | self.depression |
In 12/04/17 i tried to commit suicide. and right now, if anything changes at 12/25/17 i will do it..
and i dont know why, or how to change... but im not afraid...ii just wanted someone to come and take all this fellings all this shit of me , so i can live again, like a normal person | self.SuicideWatch |
Considering this anti-alcohol drug So I’m pretty stable on Lamictal but I drink quite a bit. And when I do I can’t stop till I’m wasted. Been doing this for 20 years now and it’s taking a toll on me. Basically major fatigue, skinny but a fat alcoholic looking face, lack of drive and can’t clean my house because I feel ... | self.bipolar |
I feel like I'm just drifting in the overall world, dead. This might seem weird, I'm not sure. For months on end I've been feeling like I'm not even real. I don't feel real - everything is just happening and I'm sitting back and watching it. It feels strange and lonely. I can't quite describe it either and it's kinda f... | self.offmychest |
I feel worthless. I just played a game centered around flirting and failed miserably. It doesn’t even make sense because it’s just a game, but that’s also the worst part. No one would date me, even as a joke. I’m shattered. And over a game. | self.depression |
I need help Hey guys, Im kinda need help about how to deal with ANXIETY and PANIC ATTACK? It the worst thing i ever experience in my life | self.Anxiety |
Anxiety is purposely getting wired headphones so nobody tries to talk to you. | self.Anxiety |
My suicidal friend might be better off dead. I know it's awful to say this but they've struggled with so much shit in their life and none of it is getting better no matter what they try. They are in college and are barely getting through their classes and their work. They were recently fired from their job and had fami... | self.offmychest |
It took years, and many attempts, but Medication COMPLETELY changed my life. please consider talking to your doctor if you haven't already. I was on Lexapro for a couple years and it never did much for me. I'm finally on the right combination and it has completely changed my outlook in the last month. I genuinely cried... | self.Anxiety |
I keep having dark thoughts. I want to hurt myself. I wish I had someone to talk to. I'm a recovering self-harmer, I don't have a job, and I don't have anyone to talk to right now. I didn't take my medication last night and I think it's affecting how I'm feeling right now. Presently, I hate my life and keep thinking ab... | self.offmychest |
legal trouble i threw my life away because of drugs and this is the end of road for me. my family and friends hate me. i am in so much legal trouble. im only in my mid 20s but i am looking at life in prison. id rather die than spend the rest of my days behind bars | self.SuicideWatch |
Can friends actually trigger depression, or is it just me? [deleted] | self.depression |
If there were a cure... One of my favorite questions to ask fellow bipolars is: if there were a cure, would they take it?
What are we? Genetic accidents off the narrow road to neurotypicality? Or something else? I want nothing more than to ease the hell wrought by this disease, but I can't help but wonder what we wou... | self.bipolar |
I feel like she's won. (Incoming wall of text)
My sister has a bit of a history of running away. But one day she decided to move out properly. My parents warned her that she wasn't ready, but they let her go anyway.
That same year, she got involved with someone who abused her. She moved back with us.
Three years lat... | self.depression |
Lithium Rash? I was recently prescribed lithium during a hospital stay and it seems to be giving me a spotty, red rash all up and down my arms and legs. It doesn't itch and the spots aren't raised, and my psychiatrist isn't concerned about it, but I was just wondering if anyone else has experienced this and if so, did ... | self.bipolar |
Worries aren’t enough anymore
First off, I want to start by saying that I have experienced suicidal thoughts in the past, and I still have quite serious bouts of depression and self harm sometimes, but for the most part I no longer have suicidal thoughts. But this post isn’t just about me, it’s me seeking advice. Rec... | self.SuicideWatch |
Anyone here have a trigger that makes them just break down crying? [deleted] | self.depression |
My brother died and it hurts so much My younger brother was found dead in his apartment nearly 2 weeks ago. He had epilepsy that wasn't well controlled and we think he died while having seizures overnight (The autopsy report hasn't come back yet). He was 29.
I'm sure this is obvious, but the grief feels like it's suff... | self.depression |
Jealousy sucks. Especially between friends. Ive been after a girl for awhile and she just hugged my best friend at work. A pretty romantic hug. I just blew it off and went back to work. Well actually, I went out and had a panic attack in my truck and smashed my phone. Then i punched my door and fucked up my hand. Thats... | self.depression |
she's divorcing me we've been together seven years and married for three. we have an 18 month old. she's divorcing me. i don't know how to accept this. life has been so so difficult since she left 9 months ago. it seemed (and still does) so repairable but they have only gotten worse and worse as the separation became d... | self.offmychest |
I just want a way out of this suffering, is that too much to ask? I've been wanting to die for years now and people say "just wait for it, it'll get better you'll see" but it keeps getting worse and worse. I used to be able to mask my anxiety but now it's so bad I can't pretend anymore. And bad things keep happening to... | self.SuicideWatch |
I don't like when people ask "How are you?" Because instead of saying:
"I googled the prices of veterinary xanax this morning because I'm seeking any kind of relief from this inescapable malaise and self-worthlessness I've been battling for the last 14 years."
I have remind myself that they're not actually asking h... | self.depression |
I acted like a crazy jerk on reddit after a breakup. [removed] | self.offmychest |
mood stabilizers that have helped you?/ haven't caused weight gain? I'm bi polar ll, 26 years old and just tried lamictal as my first mood stabilizer. I tried it because it's usually weight neutral but for me it made me super tired and super hungry. I got up to 100mg and gave it a shot for a month but I have to stop ta... | self.bipolar |
I should have NEVER moved in with my father... [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Suicide is my only option. sorry this will be long but I need to talk to someone i really need help and someone to tell me what else i can do except suicide.
i'm exhausted. I've lived for almost 20 years and all i remember from it is struggle and pain, sorry for sounding melodramatic. My life is a fucking insane soap... | self.SuicideWatch |
*trigger warning* Health class was such bullshit EDIT: YIKES I didnt realize reddit lumps all text in asterisks together!!
*trigger warning, non consensual sex* *... this post starts off bad, has a happy ending though*
Can I just slam the education system for a hot minute? Yeah, in health class, we learn all about whe... | self.offmychest |
Aaaand a week later I want to die again 6 days ago I felt like living for the first time in a while.
lol that didn't last long. | self.depression |
Anyone else's main symptom anger? I'm always blood boiling angry. Angry at myself, at others, and just angry with the fucking world itself. | self.depression |
Money problems....I'm overwhelmed I'm at the end of what has been a long, dark period. Money problems have sent me spiraling into a deep depression. I am trying to hold on for my son. Just struggling to keep my head above water and out of this darkness. I have been to therapists, but it's been so hard for so lon... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm tired of Christmas, I'm tired of this month I'm so tired of the Christmas season. I feel like a modern day Scrooge. It seems like every year it gets worse as well. The holiday season comes up and right after thanksgiving everything goes south. The Christmas spirit that i remember having is long gone. I only see the... | self.offmychest |
I'm pushing towards the suicidal thoughts but so need someone to talk to [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Latuda+lexapro= tingling ? Has anyone ever experienced feelings of pins and needles on the bottom of your feet and palms of your hands from taking latuda and lexapro? | self.bipolar |
I feel like I'm drowning again, I just need to get my feelings out there. I feel an incestuous sadness building up in me, like there are claws grabbing at every stray happy thought that emerges, depression isn’t quite here again but it’s getting closer. I know why it’s happening, it’s because I’ve been sitting in my fl... | self.depression |
I wish I had depressed independent friends so I could crash at their house when my parents think I have a life [deleted] | self.depression |
Life isn’t worth living. And that is a fact. I’m tired of living and I really, really want an out already.
I’ve tried therapy. I’ve tried medication. I’ve tried LSD and mushrooms. (as well as tons of other drugs) I’ve even tried occult magic and nothing helps. Why shouldn’t I just kill myself? | self.SuicideWatch |
Anyone else pretend they're some fictional character to get away from thinking about their real pathetic self? I do all the time. I even have like this made up character that I always pretend is me. They have lots of positive traits and talents unlike me, haha. | self.depression |
Working full-time and going to school full-time is no fucking joke [deleted] | self.offmychest |
A friend told me he was molested when he was younger but isn’t coming forward with it. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Talking to others is so scary I guess this is mostly to vent my anxiety. I'm doing an internship for my master's in psychology, in research, and one of the things I'll have to start doing is to go out there (to other faculties on my uni) approaching people asking them to sign up for our database (the research group has... | self.Anxiety |
I still don’t know I’ve struggled for years with depression. It’s been crippling at times but over the last few years i started to feel more numb than in pain. The thoughts themselves never really went away though and i still struggle. Now that I’m graduating soon it feels like I’m slowly sliding back into how i used t... | self.offmychest |
Celexa and Weight Gain I have a high level of anxiety and have been experiencing panic attacks/dizzy spells on and off for over a year now. I can get them under control for a certain amount of time but then they return. I have been on Wellbutrin for years and am happy with it but may need to add something in to help wi... | self.Anxiety |
Nothing makes me more stressed and anxious being a bengals fan and watching them play against the Steelers... at home. I need to stop watching football. Golf is nice. I should watch more golf. | self.Anxiety |
I deserve to die. I've done nothing with my pathetic life. I've squandered every opportunity. I've disappointed and hurt so many people. I deserve to just fucking die. | self.depression |
I have nobody to talk to, no friends, nothing. I have nobody, no friends in real life, nobody to just listen and talk to. I’m all alone in life. Every time I’ve made a “friend” they always disappear when they see how screwed up and crazy I am.
I just want someone to say that I am okay and everything will be okay. I c... | self.depression |
I'm scared of my own mom. so my mom has been out of town for the past week, and this has made me feel a lot more relaxed and comfortable, and things have been going good, i got my snipers diamond in BO3, and it actually fucking snowed (I live in Texas) and that made me really happy because thats the first time I've pla... | self.depression |
This girl is insane Don't know why I'm doing this shit I can't take this shit with this girl it's like I will never be enough for her. Fuck all of that shit I give up I will just go wherever the wind takes me I guess. Fuck this | self.offmychest |
Finally opening up to my close friends about my depression and they don't care. [deleted] | self.depression |
Trying to remind myself that I’m not cured. I started 50mg sertraline for anxiety and depression about 5 weeks ago. It took some adjusting, but the past week has been great. My work anxiety has been greatly reduced, I’m no longer terrified of going in, the stress at work fuels me instead of shuts me down, I’m not afrai... | self.Anxiety |
I want to get a credit card- Advice? How do I build good credit and manage my finances as a bipolar person? | self.bipolar |
I’m doing it My boyfriend just broke up with me. He was all that I had.
Edit: I’m on mobile so I’m sorry about the format. I know my post was very vague but I was in a very emotional state and couldn’t think clearly. I ended up taking way more than Im supposed to take daily of adderall, and I just got back from the h... | self.SuicideWatch |
A winter and Summer clock is weird Winter Clock (normal time ? oO)
Summer Clock (Day Light Saving?)
Is...weird. Is their a reason clocks aren't set up such as to give a balance of light time and night time but not fiddling twice a year (US) oO | self.offmychest |
Second-gen American, feeling like I'm in an identity crisis I feel kinda like I'm walking a fine line between two worlds, you know? I'm the first child of parents who immigrated to the US from the Dominican Republic back in the 80s. While I was really immersed in my parents' culture when I was younger, lately I've been... | self.offmychest |
Advice for a college student stuck in a rut? [deleted] | self.depression |
Have anyone else's depression growed into hatred and anger? I have been depressed for two years now and it's starting to grow into anger and hatred, i don't know how to stop it. | self.depression |
I've evolved Instead of actually hurting myself, I log on to reddit and read how disgusting and worthless I am as a fat woman. Then I binge eat.
Rinse and Repeat.
It's become a part of my daily routine.
| self.depression |
I need something to live for Hi, I have been thinking about suicide since my girlfriend broke up with me. I can't find a meaning with life anymore. I can't concentrate in school anymore. The only thing going through my head is her. My friends keeps asking me if I am fine, and I say yea. I don't want them to be worried ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Drugs, depression and anxiety ruining my brain and potential ): | self.depression |
Please listen I really need to say this to someone, but I am so incredibly alone right now. I want to stop the pain so badly but I don't want to cause pain to anyone around me or have them find my body. I just want to stop existing.
I've been sick, like REALLY sick for just over 3 years, most of it bed bound and I'm ju... | self.SuicideWatch |
i'm not afraid to tell people i'm bipolar anymore [deleted] | self.bipolar |
I thought I had gotten better but it's worse now than it's ever been I've had depression for a couple years now but have only been going to therapy and taking antidepressants for 6 months now. I thought I was finally getting better, I didn't feel happy but I no longer spent my entire day thinking about killing myself. ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Do i have anxiety? For a while now i've had a constant feeling of dread and somewhat sickness and it's always there in my stomach. I don't know if this is because i have anxiety or because of my schoolwork.
I'm in a vicious cycle. I can't find motivation to do work and then that piles up and then i have constant thoug... | self.Anxiety |
Is it bad to daydream about a different, better life every day? In real life, I'm a big time loser. I have no friends whatsoever, am fat, unattractive, lazy, a 20 year old virgin, am totally asocial, and an anxiety-ridden mess.
So, to cope, every day when I come home from college, I spend 2 to 3 hours lying on my bed ... | self.depression |
My story before I die. I’m 20, she’s 18.
I was suicidal starting January and ended up finding the love of my life during work, I lived at her parents for 7 months straight and that life was great but it was naturally temporary, she left for university.
I depended on physical contact to keep me happy, that and just s... | self.SuicideWatch |
fuckfuckfuck Have a 1.2 GPA, it's really fucking me up. How can I even hope for a decent paying job at this point? | self.depression |
looking for a job when you have anxiety /rant It's nothing, just me complaining... I'm feeling unwell just by looking at job offers... And if I go through with it and actually send applications, I'll be paranoid because someone could call me anytime... Haha
edit: a word | self.Anxiety |
Weighted blanket Do you have a weighted blanket? Do you or someone you know how to make one? I’m trying to gather the essential details on how to make the best quality blanket for myself. I have seen some that try to cut the cost down, but then creates issues with spilling or washing ability.
What materials did you u... | self.Anxiety |
I was robbed and its pushing me over the egde [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
On thoughts This is just something I wanted to get off my chest.
They are my greatest friends and my worst enemies. They take me to extravagant worlds, enlighten me and make me laugh. They can be like my own personal gang of cheerleaders, boosting my self esteem, pulling me out of self hatred sometimes to the point ... | self.depression |
I have Been delaying blood test for 2 months because of fear. Last day to take the test is tomorrow. need advice! Hey everyone, quick summary of things.
I started having panic attacks in February of this year and my whole life changed (maybe for the best now that I'm beginning to realize it).
After all this months ... | self.Anxiety |
A week into the new year and I'm losing hope I really wanted to change and improve my life when the new year started but I'm starting to give up. I wanted this to be the year I tried my hardest and I pulled myself out of these years of suicidal thoughts and depression but I starting to think I can't be fixed or improve... | self.SuicideWatch |
i try so hard to be wholesome and kind to everyone [deleted] | self.depression |
My SO keeps telling me that she doesn't want to be alive My girlfriend of 2 months suffers from severe depression, and has episodes here and there, some worse than others. I've been there every waking moment I can to help support her through it, and letting her know I care, and that's it's going to be okay. But the thi... | self.SuicideWatch |
What do you do when you're out with people and depression hits? I went out with people. That's crazy for me. I suddenly feel like I'm worthless and annoying and I just want to go home and curl up under a blanket. I'm sorry for the people who invited me I fucking suck | self.depression |
My anxiety is through the roof. My heart rate is constantly high, I'm constantly wanting to be active, and I suffer from insomnia. I have constant pain in my heart region. I take Clonazepam at night, which helps me mellow out. I live in a small city, which I never wanted to move to, I did it for work 10 years ago, curr... | self.Anxiety |
My classmate seems depressed I don't know how to approach her and I hate seeing her like this What can i do and not seem too intrusive and intruding? | self.depression |
Does your hypomania affect your alcohol intake/tolerance? I don't drink at all if I'm down. My internal voice tells me I don't deserve to or that I'm a loser if I do. If I'm feeling normal, I have a normal 120lb girl tolerance. But, if I'm hypomanic or manic I HAVE to drink. I DON'T like getting drunk. That's not it a... | self.bipolar |
Woah. I think Depakote makes me really not enjoy life. NSFW I can't orgasm on it. No libido. I can't stay awake on it. I have no personality.
Anyone else have this because of depakote?! | self.bipolar |
It’s sad when... Your only friends include one girl you work with and another that live in another city. I have no friends and it’s sad as fuck. | self.depression |
My brother has a friend over for the week [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
A part of me wants to get better. The other part wants to die. My mind is a battlefield I no longer wish to fight in. [deleted] | self.depression |
I'm hating life This was supposed to be the start of a good year not just a new one. I feel depressed, sad, and my anxiety is going crazy. Yoh say you have been faithful since We got married.... well I know about your chat partner from when we first got married. I pushed it aside because I loved you
Fast forward to... | self.offmychest |
Is there a subreddit like this but for anger? I think of my depression comes from being angry so often and alienating people. Thanks | self.depression |
NyQuil & Risperidone Anyone else have trouble with this combination? I woke up dizzy and I feel like my head is stuffed full of cotton. I know they're both sedatives but I was starting to get sick. Anyone know a good way to combat head fatigue? I've tried caffeine, B-vitamins, and nicotine. | self.bipolar |
i just wanna say this world is full of garbage | self.SuicideWatch |
How should I approach My first therapy appointment Okay so I have a really long and extensive history of mental health problems and things that have contributed to those problems. I was abused as a child, and then later raped as an adult. Recently when I've been coming to terms with my child abuse I found out that ther... | self.Anxiety |
Natural Anxiety help preventions/TIPS ... these are a few things that have helped me recently and i wish someone has told me and i really hope it can help at least one person on here. this took me my whole life to learn as for the first time in 23 years of living i am finally learn to love myself. it is possible. ther... | self.Anxiety |
I have these anxiety attacks :( I can't breathe, and I can't move, and I feel fucking terrified. I have these awful thoughts that terrify me and they're ruining my life honestly, they make everything hard to cope with, I was having a hard time even taking a shower for a while 'cause that's where these thoughts were at ... | self.depression |
Why does it feel like everyone has a talent but me? It's really hard to have any self esteem when you fail at everything you try. I did sports for years when I was younger, even after practicing and practicing I never got any better, I was always dead last. That wasn't just one sport, it was baseball, football, cross c... | self.depression |
I am a garbage byproduct of my generation that doesn't belong anywhere, will never have a stable or secure life, and should just be forgotten. I am a surplus.
I am a too much.
I am someone no one is hiring because there are too many of me.
Whiny Millennial with a college degree in sociology.
I am told that I have ... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm the dude who never figured out how to express his sexuality properly, so I post pictures of myself on Reddit. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
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