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I will my kill myself if my gf is pregnant [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Going from depression to mania really fast Hey guys, a few days ago I commented here how I had a really low libido because of depression. Last 2 days I got drunk, yesterday I picked a fight, today I almost punched a guy(tried) and telling my sister the story I couldnt even tell her why I did. Every single conversation ... | self.bipolar |
Prozac and Caffeine So, im a college student, and sometimes ill be work weekends in a building where it is essentially just me (I let people in for classes, otherwise the doors are locked) and today i took my prozac with mtn dew kickstart and drank all of it. I brought a big thermos of coffee with me to work, and drank... | self.Anxiety |
I just held my tongue at the right moment. I’m so happy right now! #ChristmasMiracle That is all. 🎄 | self.bipolar |
Taking 3 mg of Ativan/Lorazepam for sleep. I also chew it so it works faster. It really dials me down in the bed and then I just fall asleep watching TV on my phone.
I’ve been doing this several nights now. Hope I’m not overdoing it, but something tells me this isn’t good.
I googled it and it said 3mg can be taken ... | self.Anxiety |
Anyone else ever slap yourself as hard as you can? [deleted] | self.depression |
I was wondering if exercise could help me with these constant joint pains and muscle tensions? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Terrified of terminal/perminant illnesses I'm extremely anxious about things like getting ALS, Cancer, Alzheimer's, and being fully of even partially paralyzed. I also have epilepsy so i'm afraid of SUDEP. Can anyone help me with this or does anyone have the same fears? | self.Anxiety |
anyone else just... bored? video games have stopped entertaining me a long time ago. now i just sit around watching youtube. i have done nothing with my life for the past 6 years | self.depression |
Can you OD on insulin? What's the LD50 on that stuff? | self.depression |
Can't cope with guilt Backstory: I was recently married this past year to an amazing women who i love deeply but it has triggered some depression and anxiety over not being good enough. (Years of physical and emotional abuse by father). My mind has looked for everything in my past for any wrongdoing on why I am not wor... | self.SuicideWatch |
I got a job..??! Some progress?? 20(f).
I’ve been housebound for several months because I dropped out of uni and moved back home (because of my depression...so I became more depressed).
I’ve been battling suicidal ideation for a while, at this point I’ve trained myself to sleep like 20 hours just to avoid reality.
I... | self.depression |
I breakup with people and end friendships at the drop of a dime 1 hour late? Ur gone!
I seriously end things with people when they fuck up. Usually it's not them fucking up once but patterns of fucking up and disrespect over time. But I cut them out and don't want to talk to them again for years. Idk if this is norma... | self.bipolar |
Why do people bully??? I just don't get it. What self-satisfaction do they get? Because their life sucks and bringing other people down makes them feel better about themselves? How pathetic.
Instead of bullying and being condescending at a teaching hospital, how about you be patient with your students and teach them h... | self.offmychest |
Crashing In Sorry this is long.
I've been depressed since I was 15. First signs were at age 4. I found pot and stayed high for 8 years. Clean and sober for 30 years, I never stopped having suicidal thoughts despite medication. So I tried to bury the pain in relationships, which didn't work either. I've been married t... | self.depression |
:( I literally have no one to talk to :/
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I'm tired of holding on My life is actually not so bad, I've got a few good friends, my aunt that loves me dearly and would do anything for me, I'm seeing a therapist and a doctor but I'm just so damn tired.
I messed up this summer, been in and out of the psych ward, suicide attempts, treated my ex terrible, pushed pe... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm so ashamed of what I've become in many ways. But I don't even know where to begin with fixing it. | self.depression |
Welcome Newcomers & QOTW - 2018-02-15 Greetings & Salutations Everyone!
Use this post to introduce yourself if you're new. Or maybe you're not so new, but haven't gotten around to introducing yourself yet in one of these posts. That's ok too! Either way, we'd love to offer you a warm welcome to our ... | self.Anxiety |
I’m in despair mostly everyday thinking that my life is nothing waiting to die I have no fear anymore I see family around me dying slowly the way I see it there already dead do you get this feeling when your in despair that you don’t care anymore just feel like taking your own life? [deleted] | self.depression |
FEARLESS FRIDAYS MEGA THREAD. Here we discuss embarrassing stories, funny stories, WTF stories, and everything in between. Need to get something off your chest? Here's the place to do it. Not yet diagnosed and want to ask a question? Feel free to do it here. Pretty much anything goes in Fearless Fridays | self.bipolar |
Irrational workplace anxiety It all started probably a year and a half ago where I got fired from a job I only worked for 6 weeks. Really it just came down to being at the wrong place at the wrong time, my manager left after I was hired and they decided to restructure her dept, and weed out the new hires. It was all sh... | self.Anxiety |
I should probably get a job... I am a college student and I really need to get a job. I HATE going to new places without knowing every detail of what I am getting myself into. I have money saved up from a summer job where I didn't have to talk to many people which was great. However, I need to get some sort of easy par... | self.Anxiety |
I forgot my morning dose today I have to stop ignoring my alarms. I didn't snooze it, I turned it off and went back to sleep. I may need to adjust what time I take it. I already messed up twice one week.
Was OK most of the day but it hit me tonight. I guess I'm not perfectly stable because I was depressed yesterday, ... | self.bipolar |
I dont know what to do I look in the mirror and I hate who I see. I cry and I just ask what is wrong with me. I can't make new friends and I'm slowly loosing all of them.
I've only been in a relationship ounce and it wasnt healthy. I begged my ex to stay with me because im afraid of being alone, I'm afraid this is my... | self.SuicideWatch |
So depressed I’m so depressed I can’t do anything besides the basics like get dressed, brush my teeth, make my bed etc. I don’t have trouble waking up in the morning usually. And I don’t have trouble falling asleep usually. I can get my self to class but when I’m there I can’t focus at all. After and between classes I ... | self.depression |
Is it bad that i show no emotion for others? [deleted] | self.depression |
Wanting to commit suicide but also not wanting to. for a lot of my teenage-adult life I've wanted to commit suicide and just not be alive anymore but right now I'm in just such an emotional limbo and my body and mind are completely confused. I've never been more suicidal in my life than in the last month or so but at t... | self.SuicideWatch |
Obsessed with my weakness after being beat up by a girl [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Sterling silver cat necklace Valentine's day gift from the north I'm looking for you here too. We were friends during February. You sent me a gift for Valentine's day, a sterling silver cat necklace.
We lost touch during our episodes. I want to know that you're ok.
Reddit, please, upvote this so that he can find th... | self.bipolar |
With people, yet alone on New Year's Eve You know this feeling when there are people around you but you feel that you're not part of that group - that cheer - feeling more of a spectator than anything else. There is loud music here, people dancing and drinking, people I know really since long now - celebrating a new ye... | self.depression |
Somebody talk to me, please To begin, I just got out of rehab a few weeks back. I attempted suicide by overdosing, but I ultimately failed. After staying in treatment for about a week, I was allowed to be discharged. I thought that things were going to be okay for a while, but now I feel completely hopeless yet again.... | self.SuicideWatch |
I have no idea what my sexuality is And I'm scared. I don't know how one finds out. I've only ever had girlfriends. I always felt some anxiety when it came to physical intimacy. It usually disappears but I don't know why it's there. And I'm afraid I've just been fooling myself all this time. I don't know how to know. I... | self.offmychest |
any ladies here.wanna make friends.sigh making new friends would be cool | self.depression |
For those who think you aren't speical... ...Just remember that you're the sperm who won the race out of millions. | self.SuicideWatch |
first panic attack in a while i haven’t had one in about 7 months, a panic attack, i was doing quite good. but it’s 2am and i have a heavy heart. i couldn’t sleep but i wanted to. today, i found out my ex cheated on me in the relationship for 2 months. we broke up a month ago.
that really spiked up my anxiety.
i had ... | self.Anxiety |
Today I realized that despite pursuing my passion,my existence is worthless I thought it was enough for me to at least be working in my field.
Then I see kind Mark Hamill's face all over the place these days.
I should just end it now.
At least I wouldnt have to worry about rent anymore.Donald Trump golfs while Congr... | self.SuicideWatch |
Male 27. Been depressed for a couple of months following split from the my gf [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Anyone else feel sick and nervous before going to a party or meeting someone new? My nerves always hurt and I feel sick and lightheaded before showing up to a party, scares the shit out of me, when I get into it and have met everyone it ends up being good most of the time but I get really bad pre-flight jitters even th... | self.Anxiety |
"you'll go to hell if you kill yourself" a place of constant suffering, only there's other people there with you
sounds like a better version of my life
ive had almost 20 years to get used to unrelenting psychological and emotional torture and here i am, staring death in the eyes poker faced
offering me an eternity ... | self.depression |
"If you snap, remember I was nice to you" The thing about normal people is that they know if you are a fucking loser just from observing you. It is not my fault that I was born cursed to be an awkward fucking loser. I already knew that this is what my co workers are thinking when they keep making jokes like that. I am ... | self.depression |
Girlfriend broke up and is now with best friend I feel so betrayed and empty right now , I really don't know how to put it into words , im lost , she broke up with me and 2 weeks later is with my bestfriend , 2 years for nothing , I'm really lost right now. | self.offmychest |
My dad mocked my grades and suggested i didn't deserve them [deleted] | self.offmychest |
A year ago today I nearly ended my story. I really needed to tell someone. I apologise for any triggers mentioned.
this time last year I was having panic attacks so regularly I had stoped eating, stopped sleeping and stopped any sort of self care which lead to me ending up in A&E for suicideal tendencies. i ended ... | self.Anxiety |
So recently I Was On Youtube overlooking a few videos I have posted on my profile... In the comments section of one of my videos I happen to read “I can’t help but to stick something in myself when I watch this” (KJ3 - Make A Way)... I was not sure how to take the comment so I brought this to you. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Want to stop cutting I've been cutting almost everyday for about a year now and I am trying to stop. The problem is that whenever I stop for more than a few days I get really anxious, nauseous, and just feel crappy all around. Is there a way to make these feelings stop or am I just screwed? | self.depression |
I'm so lost My depression is back for the second time in my life, but this time it's worse.
I'm actually having suicidal thoughts and I'm so fucking scared.
I'm so lonely. I don't have anyone, and my social fucking anxiety doesn't help with that. Everyday the pain gets worse and there's nothing but emptiness inside. ... | self.depression |
I feel so lonely So, the past couple months have been ratively okay, but recently (past week or so) ive just felt extremely lonely, despite playing games with friends everyday. I lay awake at night hoping that anyone will talk to me, and I just feel like everyone hates me and me talking to them is just an annoyance... ... | self.Anxiety |
Astrology I've been having stuck thoughts about astrology. Whenever I heat about asttology. I feel intense stress and pressure in my head. I believe astrology makes you who you are so i feel the most intense stress whenever I hear or think about Gemini(I'm an aquarius). I just think they're do awesome. Whenever I see a... | self.Anxiety |
I think I'm ready now. I think I'm ready to break up with her. We've been together for 1 year, she was my first everything. We can't see each other much now, even though we live 1 minute away. Her parents don't want her talking to any guys. She's stopped putting in effort. Lately she said she's been too busy to text me... | self.offmychest |
In less than 24 I will be dead and nobody around me suspects a thing. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Thinking About Seeing a Psychiatrist - Looking for Advice/Feedback [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
You'll know if you're in love - Does this also apply to anxious people? They say if you're in love you'll know it. So is wondering if you are a sign of not being in love?
What do you think? I'm such an anxious and insecure person I have doubts about everything. I'm a typical overthinker. Thinking about this makes me a... | self.Anxiety |
how do you know at what point you need to get help? [deleted] | self.depression |
I hate myself so much I never want to leave my house again. [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Learned my therapist (not psychologist) reported BPD in addition to bipolar since our first sessions over a year ago. How do I get this fixed? I’ve read enough about BPD, and talked with people in support group meetings with it, to know I definitely don’t have it.
I live where all mental care providers are backed up ... | self.bipolar |
I get sad when I'm around people I could be doing something fun and genuinely laughing for bits in between but being around people, even my friends makes me incredibly sad. But I do it anyway because I hate feeling left out. I feel like I'm creating a problem where there is none. | self.depression |
I'm falling into a hole and I need help, I don't know why, but I'm vacationing in Mexico. And ever since November I've been feeling progressively more depressed every day. I'm sleeping longer; yesterday I was only awake for 3 hours. And today I just got up. The weather has been so-so and I don't know what to do anymore... | self.depression |
I dreamt about my ex and woke crying I dreamt that we met at the park and I held her really tight under my arms. I brushed her damp hair with my fingers, looked into her eyes and couldn't stop kissing her.
I was so happy to see her again but she said she couldn't stay for long. She was hiding from people that passed ... | self.depression |
Dear N <Pyari>, It's 2018, wow it's been an year already. I know everything ended in 2016, but we didn't even wish each other birthdays. Both of us got engaged to different people and things ended with them. Both of us moved on to new experiences in life.
I wish and I pray that this year is more wholesome, happy ... | self.offmychest |
Sleep So there's finally a study for the thing I feel gets written of most when I talk about my stability. Here's the link http://www.thelancet.com/journals/lanpsy/article/PIIS2215-0366(17)30328-0/fulltext?elsca1=tlpr
Really though, no joke. Sleep is fucking important. I'm lucky, one of my antipsychotics also kills my... | self.bipolar |
Anyone else feel like your wrong to like what you like? As in, your opinions are stupid and wrong, so they shouldn’t exist? Everything you like, dislike, etc. makes you an outcast? And, because of that, you feel guilty and that you should remove yourself from other people? | self.depression |
I just need some advice Alright, I've never attempted to post anything here, but I need some help. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm getting either so angry or so hopeless that I don't see a way out.
I've been feeling down for several years now, and previously I kept my emotions to myself. About 2 years ago, a very... | self.SuicideWatch |
Hahaha... anyone played doki doki literature club? There’s a warning for those suffering from depression... and the story of saoyori hit me really really hard. Doki doki literature club... Let me tell you my story. Sorry if it’s a bother ahahaha.
As a kid, I never had many friends. I can’t even get this straigh... | self.depression |
You don't want me around That's ok, I guess I'll just kill myself then | self.depression |
Why should I bother living when this reality clearly isn't for me? It doesn't get better, it only gets worse. My genitals hurt constantly without weed, my dick barely works, I can never remember a damn thing, my back if fucked, no matter what I do I can't build muscle. I'm just fat and boney. My whole goddamn life my p... | self.depression |
I’m Muslim and I love my religion but living in this society makes me wish i were dead [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Hi. I think I’m suicidal. I just really don’t know what to do anymore. My mind keeps trying to kill me while my body is trying to keep me alive. I’m starting to not feel anything at all, except being empty and depressed. Then, I get more depressed because I feel empty and I feel more empty because I’m depressed. I’ve a... | self.depression |
A story about my gf (25F) and I (27M). I want to share the story of this drama. tl;dr: Dated current GF's sister before I dated my current GF. Dating the sister before my current GF essentially ended a long time relationship with a friend of mine and caused the Gf's family to despise me, invade our privacy, actively tr... | self.offmychest |
I need help I am 21 [m] and am going to college in Colorado right now. I never did much with my 'college experience' thanks to the amount of studying I have done. My grades are too bad to go to medical school which was always the dream for me. I met this girl last year and fell in love. I have only ever had sex with 4 ... | self.depression |
Be safe out there For those in the cycle, flying high, hearing voices, in the slump, on the meds, off the meds, back on the meds, in the hospital, blackout drunk, for all my bipolar brothers and sisters out there, be safe. The world is a scary place. Call your doctor, use a condom, take your meds, don't shoot up. I'm s... | self.bipolar |
Life feels like a pretty endless loop of bullshit I feel like Ive hit the highest point in my life. There really doesn't seem to be anywhere I can go to improve anymore.
I went to college to get an associate's in Game Design, couldnt after one semester since my parents worked so hard against me to assist in financial ... | self.depression |
i get depressed after i eat and am no longer hungry [deleted] | self.depression |
Hate being alone Most days i can function normally in my classes at university or with my friends but every time i'm alone and not distracting myself with school (which stresses me tf out) i get the intrusive thoughts and i inevitably break down at the end of every day. I can't handle being alone with my mind and i don... | self.depression |
Lost my son, want to end my life I just don’t see any purpose any more. Life was so beautiful with my baby...my boyfriend was a wonderful dad and everything was great. My son suddenly died at three months old one morning with no given cause, doctors said SIDS, he was fine sleeping and we left for five minutes to the ot... | self.SuicideWatch |
Need people to talk to I'm in constant pain, got taken from home by social workers and I'm now in custody. I want to cut again, I want home. But most importantly I want someone to talk to, someone to hold on to. On like, Whatsapp or discord or something | self.SuicideWatch |
Goal Setting Sunday 8.13.17 What goals do you want to work towards this week? Let's progress together and move towards better selves. | self.bipolar |
My friend try to attempt a suicide today. What are something (encouragement, positive things) I can say to her? [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Everyone always lists their pets needing them as one of the reasons they don't kill themselves But for me, it wouldn't stop me. My cat is an amazing boy and would probably be better off with someone better than me. He would get adopted in a heartbeat | self.depression |
Why is r/bipolar being overrun with selfies? Can we please start a megathread instead? | self.bipolar |
Seeking perspective -- does this guy actually have no interest in me? Or is it just my depression/anxiety? Let me start off by saying I have the habit of falling into men who end up not caring about me. Because of this, I easily obsess over and over think small actions, but I do not express this to my partner. I met a ... | self.depression |
It's that time of year again... It's that time of where mostly everyone has a significant other, friends or family that they are with. Everyone is talking about it at work and joyful for the time of year. They can't wait to go home. I try to find a reason to stay away from home, I know I have No one there waiting for... | self.depression |
I oftentimes obsess over meaningless memories Oftentimes when I am at home I remember all the dumb cringey memories of my younger years that I'd rather forget. Stupid shit like trying to lie to an easy-to-lie-to teacher that I did my hw, using someone else's project in ceramics class and getting sent to the office, and... | self.depression |
worse each day I’m really wasting these days away. My day started at 7pm. I realised I forgot to eat the entire time and I can’t be bothered to. Haven’t talked to anyone, haven’t opened my chats, I’m too tired to deal with anything. I’m so sorry for my unresponsiveness | self.depression |
Reaching out and there's no one there. I wonder if the fact I talk about suicide makes people think I'm not serious about it? Is it only real if I keep it a secret? I've spoken to my mother and basically begged for her help on what to do... I don't know if I'm supposed to go to the hospital or just wait it out until my... | self.SuicideWatch |
Anxious something bad is right around the corner... (Possible Trigger, domestic abuse) Hi, I'm a long time Reddit reader, but I've only just signed up to start posting/commenting tonight.
I don't really even know if this is quite the right place to post but hopefully it is.... I tried elsewhere but no one has responde... | self.Anxiety |
Ugly kid table I'm a dork. My friends are as well. Normally we get together at lunch time to disparage our miserable lot in life. Why do the cool kids need to be born with good looks and money? It infuriates us! We even take this conversation home to our independent snap chat group. Our lives center around "them" the c... | self.offmychest |
A teacher stood by whilst my dad hit me. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Does anybody else dream about getting injured? Sometimes it's heroic, other times simply dramatic, but all the time I just dream about getting to rest. To not have to think about the pressures of life, to have friends and family thinking of me, not having to worry about money or work or university. Sometimes I dream ab... | self.depression |
After a month, I finally combed my nappy hair It’s been one month since I showered and combed my hair. It was starting to clump and “mat”. I’ve been feeling anxious because of the holidays and also moving out of my house soon. Sorry that there’s no photos. I didn’t feel well enough to maintain myself. The more time I p... | self.Anxiety |
Do you ever just feel the void is calling you? No matter what you do it's just lurking, waiting on you to join. | self.depression |
How do I find out what type of no-polar I am? So far my diagnosis is just plain old bipolar. How do I find out if its type 1 or 2? | self.bipolar |
I feel like I've sabotaged my life so that I'm forced to choose between torture and suicide Earlier today I was wondering what I would wish for if I got the bigger half of the wishbone, and it came down to me doing my homework or me not being depressed. I decided to go with the former since I don't want to not be depre... | self.depression |
How to get a job when you're not smart I'm working at a movie theater making slightly above minimum wage. Anytime I Iook for jobs on indeed all of the ones that pay what I want ($20,000-$40,000 per year), all of them seem to be for people way above my intelligence level. I'm shit at solving problems, especially under p... | self.depression |
Being healthy helped a little Now that I sit back and look at my depression, I guess I can say being healthy helped a little. By no means did it have as large an effect as I thought it would, but I guess the mental pain is easier to handle with less physical problems.
This is bit of a loose tangent, but has anyone ha... | self.depression |
Looking at 15 years of living paycheck to paycheck until I pay off my student loan [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
How am I supposed to get help if my job doesn’t let me? [deleted] | self.depression |
Rubbed some chilli juice accidentally in my eyes and I'm not thinking about depression. Used to burn...
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To those that lost hair on lamictal and stopped, what did you switch to? Definitely losing a fuckton of hair and it's fucking awful. Need to get off this asap, but need to set something up to switch to first. I know lithium also causes hair loss, but only in some. So I'm wondering if those who lose hair on lamictal als... | self.bipolar |
Psychiatrist question Hello all, I recently changed psychiatrists after a bout of in patient where I started new meds. I do not think they are working at all and it seems every time I go in, I have a hard time describing how I feel effectively to the psychiatrist. I believe this is impeding my progress. So I was wond... | self.bipolar |
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