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I Feel Completely Numb All The Time I just don't feel anything anymore. I feel nub all day everyday and when I don't feel numb I feel weepy and sad. THAT is why I cut, I do it to feel... something! Sure, I can feel things physically, textures and patterns but, nothing REAL! I wish I felt REAL things, I wish I was real... | self.depression |
His materialism and perspective on money pisses me off [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Can someone help me out? Please read. I’ve been having a bad past few days.. anxiety. Stress.. bad stuff happening.. etc. It would help me so much if you can comment something nice and encouraging for me to see when I wake up. It helps me more than you think.
EDIT : Thank you so so much everyone. I’m really sorry I c... | self.depression |
Is college just not meant for people with mental illnesses?.. Hi there /r/anxiety, long time no see. Hope everyone has been as well as they can be.
So I mean.. The question I have is pretty straightforward. I have debilitating anxiety which triggers panic attacks basically every time I have to go out/converse with pe... | self.Anxiety |
I’m such a boring and uninteresting person I’m such a boring person because of this depression. I’ve lost interest in all of my hobbies and I don’t enjoy talking to people anymore. I made a new friend and she asked me “what’s something about you that’s interesting or cool?” And I had no answer. I couldn’t think of anyt... | self.depression |
I have no passion and i feel like there is no purpose to my life. Currently I'm a sophomore in high school I don't know what career I want to pursue since I don't like anything I have no real friends can't even talk to a girl or guy I find attractive becuase of my crippling social anxiety my family is wonderful people ... | self.depression |
Depression doesn’t take a day off It’s Christmas, I have a wonderful fiancé, a caring family, a roof over my head and presents under the tree. So why can’t this depression just fuck off? | self.bipolar |
What to expect if my girlfriend goes to the e.r? Okay, here is the situation: I'm in a different country on a holiday family visit, but I am going back tomorrow. My girlfriend had been acting off for a good two weeks, but it was manageable.
About a day ago things took a turn for the worst. A family member of hers une... | self.bipolar |
I don’t know who to talk to Kinda stuck in a dilemma right now. On one hand I really want to share my feelings with my close ones, but on the other hand I am really scared that my depressive thoughts are going to worry them, or even scare them away. Plus they also got stuff to worry about, so maybe I should just man up... | self.depression |
Have a job interview, feel miserable and useless. Sorry for the rant. I'm 22 and unemployed, have no qualifications and somehow I have an interview at a relatively new small company. This would be my first real job. Had a phone interview, now I have a face to face since the guy enjoyed our conversation so much.
I fee... | self.depression |
Every girl has a boyfriend Isn't that such a fucking dumb thing to be depressed over? Every single one has a fucking boyfriend, like, every last girl I meet. Honestly, I wanna fuckin castrate myself, because I'm starting to realise I have absolutely no chance of escaping being single. How the fuck could I, single women... | self.depression |
Tonight I beat the depression and urge to end it. If you feel this way ever please remember people care. Maybe not the ones you want to care, but, people do.
Please don't become a statistic. Please don't add to the stigma. Stay strong. Be stronger than you think you are. I love you all. | self.bipolar |
I feel crushingly empty There's no point to anything. It's all fake. | self.depression |
A thought
As someone who nearly killed himself 3 months ago and got help, nothing helped me more than just talking about something else.
I wanted nothing more than to talk about something other than what was going on, to not feel like anything was wrong or that, well, I was about to kill myself. It was like i needed... | self.SuicideWatch |
Struggling to find a reason to keep going Hey there. I've never done something like this, but I'm at a breaking point, and I am struggling to find a reason to keep going. I cannot find any joy in anything and struggle to see a future where I'll ever be happy as it seems like most of my life has just been misery, where ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Need a bit of help please :) Writing this kills me purely because I hate talking about this stuff because I feel like a pussy and not a man. I have no one to talk to.
Hoping someone has experienced anything similar. 17, go to college, have a part time job (I hate) which means I work all Saturday and Sunday - miss out ... | self.SuicideWatch |
A cry for help. My best friend left me. Then, I got depression. Then, I screwed up a hugely expensive trip. Then my boyfriend left me. Then two of my ideas were hated. And now my new best friend left me too.
I can't handle this anymore, I genuinely don't enjoy my life. | self.SuicideWatch |
I hooked up with a random dude on Craigslist and I'm not gay. I'm a senior in high school I play football and I am popular. I haven't lost my virginity due to low self esteem and I jerk off to much. I got so horny I set up a dude to come over off Craigslist and we had sex. I enjoyed it in the moment now I have extreme ... | self.offmychest |
Can someone please explain the suicidal urges I can't tell if mine is real or my suicide-OCD? It is like urge and cause me severe anxiety please tell me what is this? I am shaking I can't eat.
So this morning I was half awake and some weird feelings appeared. I suddenly asked myself 'Do I want to die?' And immediate v... | self.SuicideWatch |
The job switch I am a closet anxiety sufferer. Right now I am in the middle of a (probable) job switch. The tension is awful. I feel like bursting into tears constantly (I'm a grown man with children, generally this behavior is frowned upon).
I'm just having trouble 'accepting' what has happened. The logical part ... | self.Anxiety |
How does anxiety manifest Someone very close to me has anxiety. I have read up on what anxiety is but it is the text book version of what anxiety is. But what I am yet to understand how anxiety manifest in actions and behaviours
Thank you | self.Anxiety |
I can't I don't feel any happiness. I never have. I've decided my time is coming. I tried to talk to my husband earlier and he told me to leave him alone and go to bed. I can't do this anymore. I just wish I could let him know that I'm sorry without it seeming like I'm forcing it. I wish he would understand it is not h... | self.SuicideWatch |
DAE have problems w daylight savings? I stopped sleeping, really, which sets off my whole rapid cycling thing. Season changes are the worst! | self.bipolar |
Constantly feel like shit and I don't know if it's my fault. [deleted] | self.depression |
Bought my ex girlfriend a nintendo switch When we broke up she felt entitled to the car, the dog, the apartment(all things I paid for) and of course our nintendo switch. I let them go without much of a fight since I was so fucked up over everything at the time, but I asked for the switch so that I might have something ... | self.offmychest |
I am so much more than the holes and the flaws in me. Im trying to teach myself to love myself.
This is my manta.
I am so much more than the holes and the flaws in me. | self.offmychest |
I've accepted I'm going to forever be someone who nobody cares about and someone who just coasts through life You can say I have a defeatist attitude or that is the depression talking but that is honestly how I feel. I try putting myself out there but nobody really gravitates towards me and I can't really find any fulf... | self.depression |
I still want to die Nothing will get better, even though people say so. Im still tired of living. Everyone says they care but they only do when you say youre going to kill yourself. Nobody even wants to be my friend. I hope the propane tank is still there. | self.SuicideWatch |
I hate it when bad people get rewarded One of the facts that depresses me most about life is when bad people get rewarded and live comfortably, and loved by all.
It's hard for me to stomach.
For example, I saw one of my former bullies enter the store I work at. She was absolutely terrible toward me when we were in h... | self.depression |
I don't know where to begin. I need to change my life.. or end it. [deleted] | self.depression |
My dogs have been stolen by a vindictive ex, and I am dying inside (My story and a medical question). I’m actually going to split this post into 2 parts. Scroll to the bottom for a medical question related to treatment. The rest, is my story.
I’m writing because I have been battling with depression for quite some time... | self.Anxiety |
Zopiclone Is anyone else addicted to zopiclone and/or having bizarre, illogical and episodes of rage very similar to being black out drunk? (Alcohol has never made me this way, in fact this is the first time in my life that a substance has made me this way and it's scaring me. But I can't stop taking it)
I take 7.5x2 ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Would you guys trade sleep for no anxiety? You'd get around 5 hours of what feels like light sleep as a trade off. Always. Because you're in a light phase, you'll always wake up instantly to your alarm or when your 5 hours is up. In return you get little to no anxiety.
Consider how important sleep is though. Memory c... | self.Anxiety |
I feel worthless... I don't know what I should call this. Venting? A rant? Just rambling?! Either way, I feel like shit and I don't know how to handle it anymore!
I was diagnosed with depression and anxiety about a year ago, but I'm sure that it's been going on for at least 3 years. I'm on my third type of antidepress... | self.depression |
I hate being a woman, but I don't want to be a man. [NAW] I am so sick of being considered weak and inferior because I'm a woman. I want the same privileges that men have, but I don't want to be a man. I'm getting to the point where I'm starting to absolutely hate men. Everything about them sickens me and pisses me ... | self.offmychest |
Doxepin? Seems like I'm the only one taking it for BP. Anyone have any experiences? Only bad thing I've noticed is I've had some bad insomnia which is apparently not a listed side effect. Apparently it's supposed to cause drowsiness so my doc thinks I'm nuts. | self.bipolar |
Help!! One Month on Lexapro - Want to QUIT! Need advice! Hi Everyone, Happy Valentines!
I am sick in bed today, due to lexapro. So here's my story: (it's long)
I started Lexapro about a month ago when I was two months into a horrible mental breakdown. Through therapy I have learned that I held everything traumatic th... | self.Anxiety |
It's my lowest point and I got no one to talk to [deleted] | self.depression |
I just got involved in an accident an hour ago and I know its my fault. Nobody got hurt. But I ruined a lot of people’s new year and that kills me inside. | self.offmychest |
i just want a someone to talk about everything with the title says it all. after a night of going out and fun, i get home and relapse for the first time in a year. but it feels good, almost a welcoming feeling. i forgot how nice it is to be alone. but damn i wish i could have someone to talk to wherever, whenever. | self.depression |
*possibly* Hypomanic rant...just wondering if anyone can relate. Feeling alone. Context: Got diagnosed bipolar 2 about 3 weeks ago (thinking could also be Borderline but am going to talk to him about it later this week). Pdoc put me on Lamotrigine. Just titrated up to the next dose 2 days ago. When I started it, it thr... | self.bipolar |
I'm Tired I'm not physically tired at all, I don't feel like going to sleep, I just don't want to do anything. I'm really just tired of living and doing things in general, I don't want to kill myself or even want to die, I'm just kind of done with life. I feel kind of sad and I feel like I want to cry but I can't cry. ... | self.depression |
I hate myself and I feel like there is nothing I can do to change it. I’m 19 years old. And if you where to meet me in real life, you would probably hate me just by looking at me. I’m the typical “popular” kid. Born with rich parents, surrounded by undeserved compliments and presents. A life full of, luxury and expensi... | self.SuicideWatch |
How am I supposed to act around someone who attempted suicide twice? A good friend of mine has attempted suicide twice in one week by now, both through overdosing.
I'm having trouble with how to handle this. Yesterday we were making plans to do something to get her mind to something else. This morning I got a call tha... | self.SuicideWatch |
Does anyone else ask themselves how the people in their life would be affected if they die. [deleted] | self.depression |
My girlfriend threatens to commit suicide on a daily basis, however, I’m clinically depressed as well...We just had a huge fight and I had a mental breakdown, I have no idea how long I can hang on to this... [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Good song to describe the depression side of bipolar Hymn for the Missing
Red
LYRICS
I tried to walk together
But the night was growing dark
Thought you were beside me
But I reached and you were gone
Sometimes I hear you calling
From some lost and distant shore
I hear you crying softly for the way it was before
Where a... | self.bipolar |
I’m writing away the pain Broke up with my girlfriend and gave my dog back to the rescue group that found her.
I firmly believe both decisions were for the best, but it still hurts. | self.offmychest |
Am I the only one who hates how casual sex is? [deleted] | self.offmychest |
Things I don't tell my therapist because I don't want to be put in treatment again. I have my will written out, left in my car incase I decide to crash it one day just for good measure. I don't think I will but when I'm angry I drive like I'm drunk on purpose just to see how fast/far I can go.
My mother has a minimal... | self.depression |
Am I wrong? Or like me have you been pushed to far? It's time for a revolution. I swear. Im so fucking done. We are quickly becoming one of the worst countries in the world. 8 major cooperations run everything. This is exactly what our forefathers were fighting to free everyone from. It started with this Fucking asshol... | self.offmychest |
An ongoing battle I walk around everyday feeling like there's a constant battle between two different sides of me constantly going on in my head. The one side of me generally wants to be happy, has motivation, and looks for little things to keep pushing on. Then there's the other side that is consumed in hopelessness. ... | self.depression |
I haven't been this happy FOR YEARS! This was probably the best day of my life!
I've been dealing with severe anxiety for a few years now and in the past few months it was getting worse and worse. But today completely turned it around.
I was supposed to meet my friend in the afternoon and I was stressed about it si... | self.Anxiety |
Bad habits born from a feeling of emptiness When I was 13 I was warned of clinical depression and that a lack of assistance would lead to a difficult lifestyle. I figured at the time that it was a cheap way of trying to get me to feel busted, but as an adult I realize how serious this depression is and how it's manife... | self.depression |
I'm 16 and i want to have sex I'm a teenaged girl in the 10th grade and all i want is to fuck. That's it. | self.offmychest |
I'm so extremely lonely and isolated I daydream about being the friend/gf of fictional character(s).. even though I'm in my mid-20s :( [removed] | self.offmychest |
I can't remember ever wanting to live. My earliest memory of feeling this way was in first grade. We were doing spelling or vocabulary practice and I think one of the words was "living". The sentence I wrote was something like, "I do not want to be living".
I'm not suffering any more or less with depression than I hav... | self.depression |
My life sucks, but I'm not going to do anything to change it. I have failed out of two different colleges due to some mental health issues that have been worked on since, but despite pressure I'm not heading back to college again even though I could probably handle it now.
I've barely seen my family since I moved out ... | self.offmychest |
365 days 365 days, December 31st, NYE.
Alright so I came up with this after I smoked DMT for this first time and I feel I posted this in the correct place. I’m not really sure what I’m looking to get out of this yet. Maybe advice, others opinions, guidance even. We’ll see where it goes. This first post will probably ... | self.offmychest |
Constant restless anxious feeling Hi everyone I am new to this sub. I'm usually in the SA sub but I feel as though my anxiety is no longer just SA. Let me explain. Back in November I had a presentation in my one university class. The night before I could not sleep which is new. Although I get real anxious before presen... | self.Anxiety |
My panic attack at Star Wars The last Jedi Hello. First off, sorry for my bad english grammar. It is not my native language and I am writing this on my phone.
Anyway, yesterday I experienced the strangest and scariest anxiety attack I have ever in my life. After some stressful days at work with a lot of overtime and q... | self.Anxiety |
Silently suffering I’m know I’m not the only one suffering of depression and or anxiety but I can’t help but always feel alone in this since I have no one to share even my thoughts with.
My husband suffers with his own set of issues so I always feel like if I voice mine too often that it’ll just be too much for him. ... | self.depression |
Anyone have a partner that never experienced a panic attack and doesn't understand panic disorder? | self.Anxiety |
Anyone else get this When I’m on my own or I look in the mirror, I feel like I’m okay and normal but when anyone I don’t know says anything mean I die inside and sweat really hard and feel so small and insignificant for no apparent reason and it makes me want to die like really
The fact that I have such bad anxiety ma... | self.Anxiety |
Does anyone else wish their family didn't care about them? My family loves me. If anything happened to me, they would be devastated. That's the only reason I'm alive: my death, especially an unnatural or intentional death, would destroy them.
Thus, my sole purpose in life is to continue to exist for their sake. I have... | self.depression |
Final post - I'm doing it I'm too much of a pussy beta bitch to improve myself - my dad even tells me so. I don't want to wait for my doctor appointment or for college anymore because every night until then will be spent up looking at depression resources I'm too weak to force myself to do. Every day for the next half ... | self.SuicideWatch |
How can I tell myself to get stuff done? Listen. I'm depressed because I'm short and ugly and no girl likes me. Women across the attractiveness spectrum. Hot women, cute women, average-looking women, not-so-attractive women. Tall women, short women, etc...
Do anti depressants even help cases like mine? Honestly the on... | self.depression |
can't tell if i'm having an extraordinary week or if i'm just too happy i don't want to brag but i just really feel like it.
i got 100 on an essay back, class avg for it, was 60.
I'm also taking a full (5 classes) course load for the first time, its near the end of the semester, and atm I have higher grades than I'v... | self.bipolar |
Anticipatory anxiety - I am going to Aruba in 5 weeks and I’ve never ever been on a plane for 5 hours or out of the country! I’m feeling general anxiety, nothing too specific but my emetophobia is my main anxiety. I’m just wondering how you’ve all dealt with flying and going on a tropical vacation. Plus side for me is ... | self.Anxiety |
I want to be proven wrong. That's what I truly want, I want people to prove to me that they want me around, that they appreciate my time. I feel unwanted, appreciated, as if I don't matter in life, that I can be uprooted and no one would miss my presence. Suicide is always in the back of my mind, but I'm too scared. | self.depression |
I'm crying so much I can't breathe I always kept it in the back of my mind, I tried to not to think about it because I knew I'd be crying. I should be sleeping now, but I've thought about it for too long and now I'm crying. I want to die but my family loves me so much, I don't want to let them down. If I die I'll miss ... | self.SuicideWatch |
All Ready Marked My expiration Date On My Calendar Honestly i made this account for the soul reason to write my story for whoever may give 2 shits about it and as a kinda mark that i was here, because what goes up on the internet stays there. Ill keep it as short as i can. I didn't have a bad childhood growing up (Im c... | self.SuicideWatch |
I hate living with my family and I feel so trapped [deleted] | self.offmychest |
It doesn't get better Nothing gets better. Things will happen to get your hopes up and then blow up in the worst possible way and the worst possible time.
Things only ever get worse and I regret not killing myself earlier. | self.SuicideWatch |
I don’t want to lower my standards and take suicide off the table How can I seek therapy where I won’t be asked to lower my standards and sign a no suicide contract? I am looking to find a way to recover and get on the path to being a successful attorney after striking out at OCI, and my continued living is conditional... | self.SuicideWatch |
I [19F] am emotionally cheating on my boyfriend [19M] because I'm scared to act. [deleted] | self.offmychest |
My mood. Recently. So about a few days ago, I got this really sh*tty mood about me wanting to be alone. All my friends keep bothering me about playing games with them but I just want to be left alone. This is my first time wanting to have some "me" time and honestly I dunno how to handle it. All I've been doing recentl... | self.offmychest |
Anxious about studying How is anyone with anxiety supposed to get through university finals with decent grades? Thinking about all the studying and essays I have to do makes my anxiety so much worse and it’s so hard to concentrate enough to get any of it done consistently. | self.Anxiety |
Hipersexuality on BP II anyone? I was diagnosed about 3 months ago and I've always had symptoms (always=since I can remember) and one of them is:
I ALWAYS WANNA HAVE SEX, NO MATTER HOW DEPRESSED OR HYPOMANIC I AM!!!!! This drives me and my boyfriend crazy bc no one can keep up with me haha And I have wet dreams almost... | self.bipolar |
Why does my MD psychiatrist seem not to...get it? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Just diagnosed with bipolar. Hi guys. Yesterday I was diagnosed with bipolar. I am scheduled to see a psychiatrist and nutritionist.
I originally was so hopeful for an answer, but immediately after she said it felt so overwhelming and devastating. I just feel empty now and confused.
Where do I start? Are there reso... | self.bipolar |
hello reddit. hey my name is Eli. i have never been diagnosed with depression because i’ve never really been to the doctor out of fear that i do have it. lately i have just been, so crushed. every little thing causes me to break down. i’m going through the break up of my first real relationship and she was a lot of my ... | self.depression |
Marijuana and Alcohol: how do they affect you? just wondering how marijuana and alcohol affects you, since I know it affects everyone differently.
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Has anyone just like...stopped lithium? I'm on lithium and latuda and I'm considering just stopping the lithium. Yes, I am aware that this is dangerous. No, I can't talk to my doctor, because I don't have a doctor. Yes, I could potentially get batshit manic. I know the risks. I don't need a warning. I'd like to hear fr... | self.bipolar |
Doing it right now Racking up college debt, an ocean away from my family while I'm writing this. I'm in my bedroom right now, gun right next to me.
Just came to a realisation this morning. Nobody wants me alive. Every single time I go to class / work there's this suicide hotline number on a billboard and I would think... | self.SuicideWatch |
Sometimes it is just so hard to keep pushing yourself after working so hard I've always tried m best while looking for a job. Everytime. I always thought, this term will be the best term. I keep telling myself that. Especially during first year, I thought, hey it's ok, your just starting, you got plenty of time to kick... | self.depression |
Even when youre at your worst, try to do something hygenic Over my last few depressive episodes over the last few years I just realized that every time I tried to do something hygenic and it really helped. Even if I don't go outside my feet get cold so I wear socks and I would take some soap and a paper towel and clea... | self.depression |
Thank you and goodbye Dear Suicide Watch (and the people here),
Thank you for being here for me, being with me, and letting me rant all my crap. The people here have been so helpful in their support and have kept me here for this long. I guess this is goodbye. If it works, then great. If not, I won't try to stop until... | self.SuicideWatch |
Sitting with a knife in my hand Had a mini stroke, have the flu and homeless. At this point I don't think I wanna be talked out of it.
I am just so cold, inside and out, physically and emotionally.
I can't even find a damn job. My parents don't even fucking care. I tried calling and they just hung up on me.
My man ... | self.depression |
Good morning, sunshine! How are you feeling today? How did you sleep? Do you have your coffee yet? ☕🌄😊
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Hey don't worry other hemisphere, we remember you too- how was your day today? What's the funniest thing you saw? 🤡
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Sometimes I just need to be noticed I work at a job that has very little human interaction. My family life is pretty isolating as well. Sometimes I just need to feel like I’m seen and heard. I enjoy isolation usually, but sometimes I feel like I’m disappearing. I don’t even know how to talk to people anymore | self.SuicideWatch |
I am a horrible person and I deserve to die. Yes. I am a horrible person. I have a group of 6 'friends' in college. They along with my best friend planed my birthday party and except my bestfriend no one showed up on the day of my birthday. First it felt like it was a surprise and they would show up. But boy was I so w... | self.depression |
I feel like I'm better off dead someone please help before it's too late My problem is depression my mom died a few years back practically in my arms and if you ever witness someone dying that close to you it really effects you. I should've talked to someone about my problem but I never did. At first, I didn't want to ... | self.depression |
Does anybody feel like they were born too weak and sensitive for this world? This world favors strong character: confidence, self-respect, charisma, determination, fearlessness etc etc. Obviously I don't add up to any of those. In fact I'm downright opposite. My life so far has been a history of failures and regrets. I... | self.depression |
Tired of seeing how my relationships never work Hi guys,
I'm tired. Like fucking tired. I am a 23 years old male that is finishing a Degree at the University. I love sports, films, music, videogames, books, travelling... I am also a very extrovert guy, I have a big healthy group of friends and we usually spend time to... | self.offmychest |
We live in a very strange world. I (20m) don't get it. [deleted] | self.depression |
I have nothing. I have absolutely nothing and no one. I will never be anybodys anything. Stuck in a dead end life just want it all to be over. | self.depression |
The TMI anxiety - where you talk too much about inappropriate things while anxious. Had quite the moment today at work. I work in mental health, and try really hard to be professional. Today I was feeling anxious, and accidentally fulling it with coffee. Next thing I know I am accidentally detailing how crazy my mot... | self.Anxiety |
What works for your Imsonia? Hi guys!
I have troubling sleeping for 4 months now. If a sleep one good night in a week, it's a tremendous victory. I tried everything, every medication, CBT, sleep hygiene... but did not solve my problem yet.
Do you have any good experience in fighting imsonia? Maybe could help me and o... | self.bipolar |
Anxious about taking sleep aids because I'm on an SSRI. help I'm taking Lexapro 10mg for a few months and since then, I haven't taken any sleep aids (like zzzquil or unisom) because I'm scared of interactions. Is this normal? Does anybody else take an SSRI and also take sleep aids? Is it OK to do so? | self.Anxiety |
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