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Can kinda feel myself slipping and I honestly don't know what to do about it. I haven't paid my car payment in so long they won't let me make an online payment now. I was saving up to pay all of my missed-months at once, but now I'll have to call them today, on my lunch break to see if they're looking to collect my car... | self.depression |
HOW DO I PREVENT MYSELF FROM BOTHERING MY FRIEND AGAIN. Whenever I text, just after that I see him online, he reads my message from the notifications and then doesn't reply. But if his other friends text him, he will have a nice chat with them. He knows how much I need him to be around because my mental health is just ... | self.depression |
Laid off from work today due to m depression, probably I knew it was going to happen, nobody wants a guy that cant get out of bed some days. The holidays hit me real bad this year, and id been getting sick a lot (not in purpose, but actually sick), and have been in a bad way when in the office.
they called me down to... | self.depression |
I want to die. I want to numb all of my pain. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Just seeing if anyone is in a similar boat [deleted] | self.depression |
A mood shift mid week. Just needed to post. [deleted] | self.bipolar |
Yeah I'm done. everything is fucked up and I no longer care about it. It's been 8 years since I believed things will go better and it only got worse.
I tried to make my life better, but my family aren't.
My sister is crazy psycho who never listens to anyone. She's gotten tattoo, which is something that only yakuza wo... | self.depression |
I want to be put on suicide watch but... [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
The effort right? I'm being told all I have to do is show a little something that you care. What happened when every door closes on you ? Idk man but this relationship shit as an adult is something else.. | self.depression |
Today’s society is just too confusing to me When I’m nice, all I get is betrayal and when I’m not, all I get is hate. Someone please explain today’s society to me. | self.depression |
Anxiety and periods Hey there, fellow ladies with anxiety, I've been thinking about how my period affects the anxiety.
To my surprise, I realized it actually lowers my anxiety.
I have a pretty strong PMS, in which I oscilate between pissed as fuck at everything that moves and make noises and depressed as hell. So, ... | self.Anxiety |
Tifu my arm (TW) Reddit, I need help. Today was a tough day for me. Starting out with last night being sad for no reason, having a disagreement with my husband right before bed, then getting up today to drive 1.5 hours to therapy, only to have a mediocre therapy session which left me sad and lonely, to driving home tha... | self.bipolar |
Today’s my 17th and I hate it Not because of the things are bad or anything. Because I hate going more days alive. This one happens to be 17 years after I was born. | self.SuicideWatch |
I need help I don't know what I'm trying to accomplish by posting here. The suicide hotline is busy though, so this is my backup.
I'm just so god damn depressed. It's been progressively worse for the last 5 or 6 years, and I'm at a peak now. In the last few months I've started fantasizing about suicide A LOT. I feel l... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm losing everyone Hi. I'm not sure what to be saying, Ive been pushing people away and generally just trying to get people out of my life. I don't want to, but it's this thing that I just figure they are going to hate me sooner or later, might as well speed it up. I've pretty much dismembered my 2year relationship wi... | self.SuicideWatch |
Another year alone again. Happy new year everyone I hope u had a good time I may be alone Tonight but i wont give up yet.
One day I'll be a friend to someone if not, well I got my crippling shyness it will never leave me.
I feel dumb for being depressed for this but truth be told i never had a friend since i was a kid. | self.depression |
Girlfriends drinking drives my anxiety sky high My girlfriend drinks occasionally and I have nothing wrong with drinking in general, but she likes to drink a bit much once in a while. It's generally when I'm not around but it scares me even though it's normally in a safe environment. She's going out this weekend with h... | self.Anxiety |
Wake up early and be productive? F that. Always sleeping all day, any advice? Been depressed for years now, on 300 mgs of Wellbutrin and was doing...decently, up until recently. Wellbutrin seemed to be the best fit after trying a handful of different antidepressants, and it even gave me energy for a while.
Now, all I ... | self.depression |
I don't even want to get better I don't want anything anymore. I don't know what someone could say that would make me feel differently. I feel like a failure and generally pathetic as a man, yet I don't have the fight in me to change any of it. I see the cars pass by on the road and just think of the eternal void I cou... | self.SuicideWatch |
Has anyone here taken Zoloft? How did it work for you? I’ve recently been prescribed Zoloft for my anxiety. My doctor also thinks that I have mild depression brought on by the anxiety. so I started taking it today and I know I won’t feel too much change aside from the side effects till about two weeks ish, so I just wa... | self.Anxiety |
Anyone else has suicidal thoughts when they feel any (good or bad) strong emotions? As the title says. Anyone else can't handle strong emotions and end up feeling suicidal because of them? | self.SuicideWatch |
I just feel like a massive fuck up and an idiot High school is so Fucking hard and even going to an alternative school I can't do anything right. I'm behind on my high school credits and I'm always missing class because I'm too sad and tired to get out of bed, not to mention my anxiety keeping me awake till 2 am every ... | self.depression |
I'm about to turn 29 and all I want to do is stay in my room all day [deleted] | self.depression |
How can I find happiness in my loneliness? I'm an awkward teenager who wants to become happier not by making friends, but by accepting the fact that I don't have any. I'm socially inept and distrusting of people, to the point where I've decided it's probably most realistic and for the best that I try and spend the rest... | self.Anxiety |
I am terrified of applying for jobs. I want to find a new job but haven't been able to bring myself to actually apply. Just the thought makes me feel sick. I've always liked subjects where there's a right and a wrong answer... and I've spent hours staring at my resume stressing that it's all wrong. I guess I just do... | self.offmychest |
I’m being completely suffocated by suicidal thoughts I just keep getting into the shower when things get bad and slice up my arm and I don’t even feel anything anymore. I just do it without thinking. It’s not enough to take my mind off the worst of it anymore.
I genuinely believe I’m just drifting through other people... | self.SuicideWatch |
Getting better but...something remains. I have often joked around that depression symptoms are all I have known; Telling my psychologists that I do not remember what 'normal' felt like, and all that. This includes a working sex drive.
I was diagnosed with depression, anxiety, and panic disorder and given Lexapro at th... | self.depression |
This is the story that has taken me years to tell. Regardless of what many people think about me, or think they know about me I am still a person. I have made my mistakes, and made jokes out of those mistakes. I’ve never felt comfortable telling anyone or even talking about it without attempting to make it a joke. As I... | self.offmychest |
I barely move out of bed every single morning [deleted] | self.depression |
Daily mental health self-survey as a reality check? I have a habit of rationalizing, however, I feel at the moment as the end all be all of my moods and forgetting the ups and downs that might help me stay on a medication or stick with a better habit. Has anyone tried doing self-surveys (probably daily) as a reality ch... | self.Anxiety |
I can't remember I can't remember the last time I felt happy.
That alone has me convinced it's time.
I sat today, glossing over my life. Everything I do is to avoid my default feeling of sad, empty and bore.
I legitimately cannot go out into the world sober. I've tried. It hurts too much. And even if there wasn't a... | self.depression |
I have very severe combinations of mental disorders, and a terrible past. So here's a long backstory of me: https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/77xjbq/im_all_out_of_options_very_long_story_on_why_i_am/
So now that you've seen that, here are my symptoms.
Depression
Anxiety
Psychosis
ADHD
Those combined, stir ... | self.SuicideWatch |
So inconceivably lonely, but I have family that loves me dearly. [deleted] | self.depression |
my horrible brother hello everyone. i’m here to share my story. i’m a 19 yo male. i have 2 brothers. we live in a 3rd world country. one is 17 yo, hyperactive and the other one is 15 yo and is very incorrigible. the incorrigible one is very spoiled he makes tantrums if he does not get what he wants when he does my oth... | self.offmychest |
How do you know when it’s time to go back on medication? [deleted] | self.depression |
Rambling nonsense I freaking hate life. everything and everyone makes me so miserable. I can hardly feel anything anymore. the only time I can feel an emotion is when I'm upset. I don't remember what it's like feeling happiness.
Anyways I'm only 24 and I basically have no family left. We're about to lose my house ... | self.depression |
Don't feel anything I had a massive anxiety for most of today but now feel really numb and emotionless really abruptly is this normal? | self.Anxiety |
It's my birthday today. It's my birthday today, and for every part of me, there is one substitute, there is always someone better than me, always someone who'll be ready to replace me. It's funny how I should be celebrating today, yet I've never felt more lonelier, more broken and more replaceable. All my notes are rea... | self.SuicideWatch |
anyone else spending new year's alone I don't really give a shit about celebrating, because it feels like I'm celebrating nothing except for my own mental decline as the years drag on. I'm gonna sit alone in my room doing jack squat because I'm too embarrassed to ask the 1.5 friends I have what they're doing because it... | self.depression |
Finally Told My Mom I Wanted To Start A Business [deleted] | self.offmychest |
HELP! partner with anxiety and holiday plans my partner has anxiety and is unable to travel. They are working on getting better but it has been several years. They have never been to my home town or spent a holiday with family. I am planning on going home for Christmas and my partner is upset that i am choosing this ov... | self.Anxiety |
How do you deal with social anxiety and lack of confidence in a workplace, social gathering or even out and about somewhere random? I feel so anxious and I feel so stupid everywhere I go. | self.Anxiety |
Can anyone be there for me? I'm currently panicking and not sure what to do Hello there, recently I hit a major wall of depression. About two weeks ago I got very sad and stopped doing things I enjoy. I stopped talking to friends, stopped playing games, and I'm just disinterested in everything. Eating has become hard a... | self.Anxiety |
my mind is still there... I'm just losing other things... I'm still able to reason and rationalize right from wrong. I'm still able to communicate and articulate what I'm thinking and feeling well. I'm just losing the belief that things will get better. I'm losing faith that that spiritual being that's supposed to b... | self.SuicideWatch |
Depressed and want out So yeah I’m depressed, very depressed, nothing interest me, can’t concentrate, very irritable and aggravated, and all the other symptoms that I️ have likely because of depression. I️ don’t like it and have been this way for a little over a year and a half. No I’m not going to kill myself for two ... | self.depression |
Help me I'm 19 and I'm close to killing myself. I feel like shit , I don't show it though. I have about a 100 'friends' , and only a few close friends. The close friends don't understand me and are getting on my nerves , and the other 'friends' aren't my friends. At home it's horrible , my parents are divorced , I live... | self.SuicideWatch |
4.5 hours into 2018 and I already am over it [deleted] | self.depression |
avoiding social media i have felt happier I dont go on instagram at least once a month to see if i have a message is my plan I just noticed this has been a trigger for me (social media) honestly if this is an issue for anyone I been doing stuff I love to do coding/web design,gaming,twitch,fantasy sports,watching marvel... | self.depression |
I love you summer. I love you so much. All the songs on my stupid unreleased mixtape are for you. You are my world, my sunshine, my everything. I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you like you were there for me. Five years couldn't have gone faster, and I wish I still had you in my arms. To hold, to love, to kiss, to bit... | self.SuicideWatch |
I stole a music stand today. I stole a music stand from a classroom today. But a music stand makes such a great laptop table and I am too cheap to actually buy one.
To be honest, I don't even feel bad. | self.offmychest |
Does anyone have trouble with restless legs, tremor or head shakes? Anyone successfully treated it?
I can’t sit still, and feel uncomfortable all of the time m | self.Anxiety |
I'm still a virgin. Everyone around me is falling in love. Everyone is having sex and having fun. The clock is ticking. Time for me is running out. [removed] | self.depression |
The nightmares have come. I now have the thoughts and the panic attacks in my sleep too. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
How can I change my friends mind about suicidal people? My friend believes that people who commit suicide only do it for attention, how can I change his mind? This doesn’t make much sense to me since if you’re dead how are you going to enjoy the attention killing ones self attracts but you know I’m sure you awesome peo... | self.SuicideWatch |
The angel I met I met this amazing girl at a bar, no intentions of hooking up, just went there to have a few drinks. When this beautiful girl looked at me, she was with her friends at this time. So I went over, asked if I could buy her a drink. And at this point she looked straight in my eyes and said "Why would you wa... | self.offmychest |
Loneliness makes you do awful things Bad family, just got out of a bad relationship, have always been bad at making friends (serious social anxiety). This ain't abnormal but I stay in contact with toxic people because I'm just desperate for that human warmth. I spend so much time seeking literal warmth as a replacement... | self.depression |
i want to kill myself before my flight tomorrow morning [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I've only had my thoughts and imagination for years. I've spent the past few years entirely on my bed. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
I hate this Last week was such a good work for me. I woke up everyday and cleaned my house. I scrubbed all the floors and even cleaned the doors. I also got rid of a bunch of stuff and took a lot of stuff to my parents house. I woke up at 6am after only sleeping for a few hours and I felt great. Sunday comes and I can ... | self.bipolar |
Do suicide hotlines help? I'm doing some suicide prevention research and was curious if any of you had any information (or real life examples) of suicide hotlines helping. As I personally see it I don't feel like they are helping but I want some date or real world examples (if you're willing to share, you obviously don... | self.SuicideWatch |
Depression alleviated with testosterone? I'm a 40 year old man with bipolar and PTSD, and I'm an alcoholic. The last year and a half have been extraordinarily rough, therapy, medicine changes, etc.... Nothing has seemed to help recently. Depression has been deeper and longer lasting each cycle in the last 18 months. A ... | self.bipolar |
i just wanted to vent on a certain app and i get told to kms.
lmao that's the plan but damn haha fml | self.SuicideWatch |
feel like theres no way this can be anxiety I keep getting the feeling like my conciouss is slipping away along with my vision dimming and sound muffling. if you have ever hyperventilated then stood up or just even stood up to fast after sitting and get a headrush it does the exact same thing, albeit much more intense.... | self.Anxiety |
I don't think I am capable of living a happy life All of my life I have been miserable, and I always thought it was because of situations that would pass. But no, the common denominator is just me. I used to be fat - I'm talking almost 300lbs. For someone who is 5'3, that is not good. I lost most of the weight, I wear ... | self.offmychest |
I just don't see any other option. Everyone is better off without me. I'm 28 and stuck at a stupid low paying part time job. I've looked for other jobs that pay more but don't qualify for any of them despite having a bachelor's degree. I have no network to help me get another one. I'm 2000 in debt because I sought help... | self.SuicideWatch |
Does my life suck? You decide... I suck at writing stuff so now’s a good time to click away. I just want to wright all my deepest emotions down so i can properly deal with them. I don’t care if no ones reads it, i just need to get it out.
I come from a big family, with 5 brothers. From when we were small i was always ... | self.offmychest |
I May Have Tried to Kill Myself a Week Ago...And I Don't Know How to Come to Terms with It Due to a lot of factors, but the biggest being excessively loneliness and isolation, and a long history of self-loathing, i wandered home one day last week a little drunk. My roommate was out of town for the day, so i was alone. ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Bipolar, meds, and Eyes Hi all -
I've lurked for a while and today decided to create an account. Hope everyone is having an awesome (but not too awesome :) day). Wanted to share a few thoughts and hear some of your own experiences.
For a bit of background before my main topic, I'm diagnosed bipolar 2, have an anxiet... | self.bipolar |
What can I do for my bestfriend ? Sorry for the english
I dont really know how to do a summary so sorry if it's gross
I have/had (dont know what to say here) a bestfriend for 3-4 years during High school. We were depressed and we had long talk about it, and how we wanted to kill ourselve and she was saying things like... | self.SuicideWatch |
Im not sure If i have an eating disorder and its driving me crazy. First post got removed, im sorry.
I know theres the subreddit /eatingdisorders but they don’t accept rants in there.
Im not using a throwaway account because im not ashamed of this, I just need advice and to rant a bit. If theres a better subreddit whe... | self.offmychest |
How can I stop myself from becoming chronically depressed during my Christmas break from teaching? | self.depression |
I have the courage to kill my self yet I can’t go down a fucking waterslide The title says it all my anxiety stopped me from going down a small waterslide and yet I have the drive and courage to kill myself there must really be something fucking wrong with me | self.depression |
Learning to drive with anxiety disorders So guys I am GAD with obsessive thoughts. I’m 18 and I’m learning how to drive , I already completed the 6 hour online course and now I just need to practice . But driving at high speeds even 40 scares me and while I am driving I get anxious . How can I calm this down and how do... | self.Anxiety |
Have no emotion and don’t care about anything or anyone. Am I turning into something bad? Hi everyone
So basically I’ve been on here many times before looking for answers but I just don’t know who I am anymore. I’m 21 years old and a university student and this is my story.
Where do I start. So it all started in Febru... | self.Anxiety |
Why do I think everyone secretly hates me? Why do I over-think and think people are after me and are secretly bad-mouthing me everywhere? Why am I so pessimistic? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
I might kill myself if I fail at this job It's not the job that's been the only thing weighing me down, but it's definitely the main thing on my mind right now.
I've failed at every single job I've ever worked at and am beginning to think I'm disabled in some way that prevents me from being a good worker. I struggle t... | self.SuicideWatch |
The only joy in life i get is cuddling with prostitutes It’s the only time i feel human. Normal girls won’t even look at me. Girls hate shy guys. | self.depression |
My Suicide experience Not sure if this goes against guidelines, so it may be removed, but I recently wrote an article about suicide to spread awareness as well as share my experience
http://tmvxx.com/index.php/2018/01/23/suicide-the-permanent-solution/ | self.SuicideWatch |
Always look up a message for those feeling down all bipolar sufferers get moments of clarity that makes everything make sense this is my story of my moment of clarity. I'm writing this as a bipolar sufferer who has had many ups and downs during my battle with the raging monster called bipolar but has happened upon good... | self.bipolar |
I dont think i cant do this anymore help!!! I'm currently in third year of medical school (22 years old), technically i'm supposed to be in fourth year right now but due to mental illness, i had to repeat second year of medical school. Honestly right now i'm so tired from clinical years, surgery rotation and still have... | self.offmychest |
I think I'm unlovable I haven't gone on a good date in the longest time and even my friends don't bother when I don't show up. This depression keeps me from forming close human connection | self.depression |
Im tired I tried to kill myself 4 years ago. When it didn't work it kinda ended up being a turning point in my life. Like, I got up from that attempt and I made new friends and I accepted that I'm transgender and I got the therapy that I needed and got started on hormones and just like.. Everything got better. But then... | self.depression |
Heelp duuuuuuuuude
I keep asking for help on reddit and my threads get downvoted to 0
I keep begging for friends on tumblr and twitter to be my friend and/or talk to me
I"M SO FREAKING LONELy
I LIKE ANIME AND CARTOONS AND VIDEO GAMES AND STUFF
I'm too depressed to eat dinner
I want to be friends with someone ;___... | self.depression |
Im worried about a friend who's showing depressive signs, how can I help them? Ive known this person for years and he's always been quite low key. Recently though he's been talking about feeling disconnected and not engaged with the world as well as staying in bed for up to 14 hours a day when he's always been so activ... | self.depression |
Flat-chested, plain-looking, timid woman Off my fucking small, ugly chest.
What more can I say? I have A-cup boobs. My body is chubby and out of shape. I don't even have definition on my waist. It's almost like a... rectangle. It's just straight. I look like a fucking boy. Sure girls can look boyish while still being... | self.offmychest |
I Wrote A Description Of My Depression For My Psychiatry Assessment This Friday. Does It Paint A Good Picture? And Can Anyone Else Here Relate? "Usually when you feel bad, you can listen to your thoughts and interpret what's wrong and how it could be helped. Ideally, that's how it works.
But quite often, my thoughts a... | self.depression |
A student just told me that she misses me. I had been working at this tutoring place for a year but had to quit a few months ago because I was leaving for college. I really loved that job. I really loved what I do, some of the students I worked with, and my coworkers.
A lot has happened in my life for the past few mon... | self.offmychest |
I got friend zoned, and I have hit rock bottom Sophomore in college who enjoys sports and hanging with friends. I caught feelings for my best friend, and she said she didn't want a relationship because she didn't find me as physically attractive.
Even though we're still friends, I've never been more hurt about someon... | self.offmychest |
I somehow managed to get a date tonigbt She's something special, normally I always reach out to women, and they don't return the same smile and won't want to make conversation, but this one is different. She's more friendly and outgoing than me! I'm going to have my hands full tonight, which will be a nice change of pa... | self.depression |
I don't think i can do this any more
edit - I'm fine now - time to figure out how to get all my meds again after flushing them down the toilet | self.bipolar |
Single Bipolar Parents I've recently been diagnosed with Bipolar disorder type 2 and im a single mum. Does anyone have any suggestion on how to parent when you are going manic or really depressed. | self.bipolar |
Why did my depression stick with me... At this point in time... I’m not sure why I am so depressed, so null in this life that I live...
I remember my first wave of depression... it was in middle school. The bullies became my best friend, and my isolated tendencies had gotten the best of me. But now in college, these ... | self.depression |
It’s only [a fraction] of a second. Then one is redeemed of everything and finds tranquility and eternal peace What a beautiful quote. Anyone feel the same way? | self.SuicideWatch |
No courage to commit suicide I have the pills. A peaceful death ensured. Just take them and slip away. Except, I can't. Why? I'm not sure. I guess I'm afraid things go south, that it doesn't work and Im permanently disabled. I just want the pain to go away | self.SuicideWatch |
Abilify? I got prescribed Abilify and I was wondering the experiences others have had with this medication? My biggest fears with it are weight gain and restlessness.. Feeling very anxious today. | self.bipolar |
the story of how I went on a run. I had an accomplishment yesterday that I want to but don't have anyone to share with because it's kind of pathetic. this is the story of how I went on a run for the first time in my life:
1. I was thinking about it the entire day. I planned exactly what I would do: warm up, go down ... | self.depression |
Shifts in sleeping habits are getting funny ridiculous. Hey all, just curious if anyone knows if a single symptom like this is possible, and related to something?
Basically, without Benadryl, I won’t sleep. I feel tired, the “calm mellow” tired ... but I still won’t sleep. It’s not frustrating. It’s a weirdly curious ... | self.bipolar |
Nothing ever changes. 17, Closeted, and a worthless outcast of society.
I finally got my GED last week.
I had hoped that after the months of stressing over it and studying that after getting it things would change. That my life would pick up and suddenly be productive and meaningful. But everything has just been more... | self.depression |
cocaine So I did cocaine for the first time last night. The first drug I’ve ever done in fact. Ended up doing 6 lines and I felt really good then towards the end a bit panicky when my heart started to speed up quite a bit. Anyway, today I feel really shit and sad and I want more and I just feel awful and anxious and pa... | self.offmychest |
After i'm posting this i'm going to kill myself. A song i’m listening to right now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zzeNAUOp17c
This is pretty much a suicide note. Here’s some information on me:
I'm 15, male. I've always been really sensitive (and adults say i'm smart). I've known since i was 10 that my life will p... | self.SuicideWatch |
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