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Advice for Dealing With My Bipolar Boyfriend While I have Cancer [deleted] | self.bipolar |
I over think all social situation! what can i do? I always over analyse all social situations I am in, it drives me insane. My brain is always working and I have too look at every detail, its ruining all my relationships. help | self.Anxiety |
I feel lost Hi my name is david and i don't know what to do my girlfriend committed suicide on the 26th and my aunt past away on the 28th I need help | self.SuicideWatch |
I have a really bad feeling about the kid I used to babysit. TL/DR; I think the kid I used to babysit is going to grow up to be a serial killer/ mass murderer.
Started when he was a baby. He HATED other children and was obsessed with women. He would shove other kids to the ground if they had something he wanted, wou... | self.offmychest |
Going to doctor for depression medication for the first time. Need advice. [deleted] | self.depression |
This semester gives me daily anxiety attacks I'm trying so hard to get something done every day, anything I can but so often I just can't keep my attention long enough to begin my work. Then I end up passing out and not doing anything and as deadlines approach my anxiety just gets worse and it makes it even harder for ... | self.Anxiety |
I've had this pain for years, will it ever go away [deleted] | self.depression |
I know I suffer from social anxiety so now what? I've recently come to realize that I suffer from this terrible disorder. I'm 37 have literally no friends (not even one) and thankfully I do have a girlfriend that loves me and accepts that I am a loner.
I used to be social and smoked a lot of weed which help me sociali... | self.Anxiety |
Everything is falling apart and I don't know what to do. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Home We moved a far ways from home this past summer, and I am really home sick.. I wonder, some days, if I am really home sick or just dislike where we moved to. I pray every day that something good happens, so that we can go back home. I know we have to be here, for now, though. | self.offmychest |
My medication will run out before my next appointment! Okay so i just scheduled a doctors appointment for Monday and it's friday morning now...
So I take inderol aka Propononol, and it's a beta blocker that blocks the physical symptoms of anxiety. So in short, it makes your heart not beat as heavy, lowers your bloo... | self.Anxiety |
convinced i'm stupid I don't know where to go, who to talk to – and it doesn't really matter anyways since I've spoken with a lot of friends and I seem incapable of even applying their advice and assurances.
I'm realizing I've gone through life without any direction. I've gone through life following orders, doing well... | self.Anxiety |
Lamictal Side Effects? So I'm pretty sedated on my current cocktail (Saphris and Cymbalta) and thinking about asking my pdoc about dumping it and going back on lamictal. I've taken so many meds over the years that I forget what my experience on lamictal was, aside from the fact that it pretty much worked.
Those of yo... | self.bipolar |
I need help. Really bad. So, I haven't been truly happy for what feels like ages. I haven't gone through anything really bad, but I know I am not happy. Of late, I have started getting panic attacks, and I start crying at the drop of a needle or if anybody does the tiniest kind thing for me. I know I need help, but whe... | self.depression |
Shopping with the best friend and feeling really sad. [deleted] | self.depression |
I have been wanting to die for years It all started when I left high school for college. College is horrible. Tried to make friends. I had many friends and acquaintances in high school. Now I am almost done with college and I have not made a single friend. I am always rejected. Being lonely all the time is the worst. M... | self.SuicideWatch |
Some songs I like when I feel sad at night [deleted] | self.depression |
What is the lowest possible dose of invega sustenna? [deleted] | self.bipolar |
How can I tell my mom I think I’m depressed? Title says all. I’ve been feeling pretty bad for months. I don’t know how to tell people. I’m afraid they’ll think differently of me. | self.depression |
2017 was the year I failed a subject for the first time in my academic career (after being an honor student since elementary), lost touch with some friends who didn't bother doing more than replying, and found out my dad has stage 4 cancer Any ideas on how to cope for 2018? [deleted] | self.depression |
Does anyone just do stuff to keep their mind occupied? I'm what you call high functioning I guess, so when I go out, I just try to keep myself occupied. Currently, I'm designing ~20 posters for intramural things, designing a book I probably won't write, and learning Dutch. So far, depression is only kicking me in the b... | self.depression |
Why am i told not to give up? I'm trans and regardless of how you feel about that everyone knows that I'm less able to be loved. I'm so emotionally damaged I can't form healthy relationships. And I'm so pathetic that even my few friends are tired of me.
Everyone tells me that I should stop caring about other people's ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Why should I live? When I ask this question, everyone wants me to live for them. I want to live for myself but I can't see a reason. I want to be happy but I cannot be. My mother constantly belittles me. I told her I was depressed and all she said was, "Stop being sad." I wish it was that easy. I feel like a disappoint... | self.SuicideWatch |
I don't enjoy things anymore I no longer listen to my once-favourite songs, no longer enjoy coding and I don't know why. | self.offmychest |
I used to shun people for saying they wanted to die. It's a guilty confession, now that I'm the one thinking about it all myself. So many things are written off as attention seeking, or simply there to cause drama. When in reality, mental illness is such a complex and deeply painful thing that reaching out for help is.... | self.SuicideWatch |
So tired of everyone getting at me My nana constantly gets at me because I don't leave my room until four in the afternoon and don't do anything, yet fails to realise that I'm not well and don't leave my room or do anything because I have no motiviation. My grandad has a go at me because I had to reset the internet rou... | self.SuicideWatch |
How to explain my depression to old friends? 10 months ago I dropped out of high school. I was in a really bad place (had constant suicidal thoughts,a few attempts) and severed my connection with everyone I knew in high school because I didn't want to face reality. I rarely left my room, didn't speak to anyone excep... | self.depression |
One of the worst nights I had Yesterday, was an awful night for me, but specially for my mom.
Around 11:30 my mom was going to sleep and suddenly felt a huge pressure in her chest and told me she couldn't breath. I told her to calm down and sit and rest until she felt it was better, then suddenly she came back and tol... | self.offmychest |
I just had the best week of my life, but now I’m back to wanting to die Over Winter Break, I went to my best friends house. I stayed there for 10 days and we hung out with a lot of people. One of my best friends since 2nd grade and a bunch of new people. I felt so comfortable, all my anxiety and sadness went away. I ea... | self.depression |
Taking Buspar as needed when you already take Buspar daily I take 15mg of Buspar twice daily, once in the morning and once in the late afternoon. I know many people don't think it works, but for me it does. I found that it works at stopping basic anxiety and paranoid thoughts, but isn't so great at stopping panic attac... | self.Anxiety |
I don't want to sound cliché, it hurts my chest when its cliché I tried to kill myself today, my sister saw me. and screamed. I probably scarred her for life. My mom is coming back in like an hour and I don't know what to do. My sister is going to tell my other sisters and my mom and I don't know what to do. I'm so sca... | self.SuicideWatch |
Can't even go to school anymore I don't know. It feels like that the one thing that gives me the worst anxiety and depression is school. Every time I think about school I feel hopeless. Having to interact with people, concentrate, aim for good grades and just everything. I decided to skip school today and probably tomo... | self.depression |
Stuck in life My friends are going to college and university while I do nothing. Most of them are in relationships and are pretty happy with life. Seeing this just always make me think of what the future may hold but all I see is hopelessness. I used the last of my hope and willingness to try to be happy and have a fut... | self.depression |
The rope was too long, I couldn't hang myself So do I just go insane from pain now I guess? | self.SuicideWatch |
My depression has gone passive but... So my depression, which started 3 years ago, has gone quite passive.
Back then, it would occured every week and at times every 2-3 days. Now, it still there but fading, occured only 1 once per month or every 2 months.
Im glad. Im glad I survived to this point. Im glad for my unbr... | self.depression |
An important insight I learnt about not fleeing from what you're anxious of Have just finished reading Rewire Your Anxious Brain, and learnt quite a bit about the process of anxiety in the brain. How the cortex and amygdala are involved, and the different types of anxiety.
Anyway, we all know about the flight or fig... | self.Anxiety |
My body is my prison
I am tired of the maintenance. I am tired of the work that it requires. It is an assault that never lets up. I am a slave in chains crawling along the edge of a precipice. I am at the mercy of hormones and brain chemicals. I could go practically forever without food, but my body won't allow that. ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Why is suicide not an option again? Excluding the presence of all religious beliefs, why is suicide not an option again? In a competitive and connection-based society such as America, with sometimes little financial mobility if you're given the wrong set of cards, it would make sense to kill oneself. From a realistic s... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm exhausted Hello.
It's almost 2 am and I can't sleep. My mind is filled with suicidal thoughts, as it has been for the past few months.
I've been searching again and again for a truly reliable method to end it (I don't want to survive and suffer from after-effects that will leave me in an even worse state than now)... | self.SuicideWatch |
I'm afraid my anxiety will prevent me from ever dating or starting a family Just an FYI, I'm currently only 16, so I've got a while to improve and I may be overreacting, but the way my anxiety around girls has gotten worse over time is making me worried. When I was younger, I could talk to girls easily and even "dated"... | self.Anxiety |
I can't stand the noise I woke up and I kept hearing my dad eating food and I put on clothes and they were all torn and I finally found this uncomfortable purple shirt after trying on five other clothes and
I keep hearing my mom slam cupboards and the fridge door and I keep hearing her use her fork to eat food and I k... | self.Anxiety |
done with morning panic attack...... sighhh..... ready for the next nonsense | self.Anxiety |
I had my first crash in months I began to take Wellbutrin a few months back and I was feeling okay for the first time in long time. I haven’t had one suicidal thought slip my mind until today and it’s consuming me. I can hardly function,I’m trying to play on my favorite video games but I can’t find enjoyment in it. No... | self.bipolar |
I told my mom I want to kill myself and she got mad [deleted] | self.depression |
I Want To Die Happy If I attempt, I sort of want it to be my happiest moment.
For awhile, I haven't really been proud of my accomplishments. No one else really is or they take credit so I feel always lacking. Other than the occasional good writing piece that was praised or doing good for others.
I sort of want to b... | self.SuicideWatch |
I think one of my main fears is that I'm not depressed...just lazy | self.depression |
weekends dont mean anything anymore they used to be something to look forward to, an exciting reward because i could just. stay in and sleep. but now every day is like the last and i really dont care, theyre just a reminder that the week is over and i didnt even feel it | self.depression |
What’s the drug you’re not supposed to take with lithium? Is it acetaminophen or ibuprofen? I can’t remember. | self.bipolar |
I´m tired of existing I don´t want to kill myself, but im really tired of all, i want just to stop existing, just dissapear wit no pain for me or my beloved ones.
But nothing motivates me, i´m empty with no will to live.
i´m tired of pretending that im ok, or cant talk with anybody about this.
i don´t know what to do,o... | self.SuicideWatch |
Panic attacks in my sleep I'm just so tired. I keep having panic attacks, moreso lately than I have in a long time. I don't have any medication for it so I just have to suffer through them. The last one I had, I reached out to a friend for comfort for once in my life and he was annoyed with me and it made it even worse... | self.Anxiety |
I’ve been in a depressive dip and am struggling to get out of it. [deleted] | self.depression |
Beginning to test the waters of suicide Been waking up at around 3-4 AM the past couple of weeks with thoughts of suicide. I’ve told my mom as well as my doctors/therapist but they don’t really say much when I bring it up.
It is now 5 AM and I have tied a neck tie around my neck just to test how the pressure will feel... | self.depression |
Does anyone else get really anxious about their personal belongings breaking? [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
How did you guys choose a 'career'? I'm considering going to University next year. My plan was to do a Bachelor of Finance but the thought of it is making me depressed already. I don't think I am the type of person cut out for finance. I am shy and think I would hate an office environment. I think I would hate the 9-5... | self.depression |
I just broke up with our girlfriend the week of our 1 year anniversary. I feel awful. Our one year anniversary is this week. She made me a card and had plans to take me to the petting zoo. We had plans for my birthday, plans for the holiday, and plans to move out of state together in a few months. Now everything is tor... | self.offmychest |
I finally scheduled the appointment I have wanted the IUD for over 5 years but have been too scared to get it from horror stories I hear online. I don't want kids and I'm tired of always being afraid of getting pregnant. I scheduled it for next Tuesday. It feels like a huge weight has been lifted just by getting it sch... | self.offmychest |
I'm depressed and my fiancé has struggled to tell me why he loves me. Today he told me he loves me the same as a dog we adopted 8 months ago. We've been together 8 years. [deleted] | self.depression |
My mum just died and my whole world feels like its falling away. I'm going to quit my job and possibly have to cancel my dream wedding. My heart is broken and I cant cope. I miss her so much. My biggest fear for the longest time was that my mother would die. I've spent so long wanting to make her life better as she had... | self.offmychest |
How can I better communicate with my partner who won't tell me when they're frustrated with me? They won't tell me when I do things that frustrate or anger them, they just ignore me until they forget about it. This is I assume, mostly out of anxiety. They're just "really bad" at opening up about those kind of thoughts ... | self.Anxiety |
My whole family is actually the source why I am depressed and suicidal. Realized that after 5 years of intrusive thoughts. I need to isolate myself from them and become independent. Thats basically it. I would be better if I wouldnt be around my family or living with them. If I could die instanseously without pain now,... | self.SuicideWatch |
The biggest thing keeping me alive is coming to an end soon. I don't know what this means for me. [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Im terrified to go on anti depressants but i know i need them.. I'm afraid of the downs they can bring. The whole "may cause increased thoughts of suicide" ordeal does not sit straight with me. And it can take someone years before they actually find the right medication for them. Does taking them just remove the sadnes... | self.depression |
I feel very confused. I can't get over my ex, but i want to move on and date someone else. Maybe I just need to find someone who will take my mind off my ex.
It's been 5 months, and we broke up only because she needed room to grow/be by herself for a while. We dated for a year and a half, and we were/are both young. I... | self.offmychest |
Don't know why but as of late I've got no motivation to do anything at all. [deleted] | self.depression |
Only thing i want from live. The only thing i want is a group of friends that i can hang out with. That's all. I feel so lonely especially on New Year's Eve when all the other persons i know are having fun, and it's depressing that nobody calls me to go out, some of the persons i know tell me about their plans and all ... | self.depression |
Anyone try dialectical behavioral methods? I've been snapping this damn rubber band on my wrist like all day and it's just not enough. It's not suicidality or anything, just a compulsion to self-harm that I'm attempting to sublimate. I was wondering if anyone had some stories of what worked for them and what didn't. He... | self.depression |
Just started paroxetine I'm also quiting marijuana and tabacco. I feel so tired. The anxiety is constant and kicks my guts. I cannot think and do my job.
Apparently it is common that the medication makes the thing worse at the beginning.
I hope that there's some light at the end.
In the meantime, I don't know what t... | self.Anxiety |
My Heart is breaking for my 5 year old daughter cries at school, challenging separation anxiety, and debilitating social anxiety limits enjoyment at birthday parties, engagement in dance, everything... my heart breaks... any suggestions to help her? She’s in play therapy once a week but haven’t seen noticeable change :... | self.Anxiety |
constant blackouts with and without substances so i have been blacking out a lot lately. I thought it was due to drinking or substance abuse but recent events have lead me to believe that it is when my behavior is bad. Lately I have been getting in fights with my partner where, by the sounds of it, my behavior is inexc... | self.bipolar |
Sometimes life sucks. That's just a fact. I might feel alone. I might feel worthless. I might feel weak. I might feel I will never find love.
But for feeling lonely, I know I have a few kick-ass people in my life that are there if I need them.
For feeling worthless, I know those amazing people don't believe that and ... | self.offmychest |
Anyone else on imipramine? I’ve been taking a low dose of imipramine (25mg) since Friday for IBS and the side effects haven’t been pleasant. I was dizzy and drowsy on Friday, I’ve had some pins and needles sensations, and I’ve been very sweaty, which I’ve read all of that is normal. However, since yesterday, I’ve had a... | self.Anxiety |
Depression has made me a great actress, and I'm exhausted I woke up this morning after going to a New Years party last night with people that I genuinely call my closest friends sad and alone. I love my friends but they don't know the real me. I feel like I'm always acting when I'm with them, trying to make them happy ... | self.depression |
Realisation I never expected to ever have to say anything like this.
I never really thought I had any problems with my emotions, I’ve lived all 19 years if my life not ever questioning if I had depression or anything like that. Well that was an till recently, I was recently talking to a good friend of mine, just abou... | self.depression |
Good news, Shitty news, Less Shitty news, and Good/Horrible ideas * **Good News**: I am finally out of my depressive episode that I have been dealing with for about a year! (other a 4 day medication induced hypomania that was quickly resolved by adding a typical antipsychotic) WOOT.
* **Better News**: I was offered ... | self.bipolar |
It's a Wonderful Wednesday! Maybe? Mid week check in 9.27 The maybe can refer to it maybe being a wonderful day, or maybe Wednesday, since it's actually Tuesday, and I guess Tuesday is maybe midweek for some ... So maybe anything!
Yes I'm cheating and posting this on Tuesday, shhh....
How's your week been going? If y... | self.bipolar |
20 year old loser I just want to start of saying that I understand my age and theres so much time ahead of me, but if I don't get this figured out, it's gonna fuck me up in the long run.
Alright, so basically, I hate myself, my habits, and my brain. I'll just give you a brief rundown of my life. I'm 20 years old and w... | self.depression |
How do you get through a hard class you cannot understand at all?? I have an incomplete grade in one of my courses. This incomplete grade made me lose my eligibility for financial aid. If I complete the grade then it should help my crippling GPA.
It's just this course is so hard..I cannot understand. My professor won'... | self.Anxiety |
Struggling with myself I'm always aiming low. I'm always scared of failure. I'm always telling myself to settle. I'm always tired. I'm always procrastinating. I'm always negative. I'm so frustrated. I'm so angry. I'm so sad. I'm always reluctant to believe in myself. My inner voice won't stop telling me "you're too anx... | self.Anxiety |
Can you be depressed and still enjoy one aspect of your life? Hi, I know this reddit or the internet isn't really meant for diagnosing anything but I'm trying to figure out if I'm depressed or not and I don't know where else to go (don't want to go the doctor yet since I'm not sure). But long story: basically I've lost... | self.depression |
I don't want to waste my parent's time and money [deleted] | self.SuicideWatch |
Why can't people just be straight and honest with each other? Why do people feel the need to be indirect or just outright lie? Just be honest and straight with people. For instance, if you go out on a date with someone and you don't want to go out again, don't tell them you want to go out again and then just ghost th... | self.offmychest |
I want to know what it feels like to be happy [deleted] | self.depression |
I made A really dumb joke/mistake over 4 years ago This literally happened a little over 4 years ago when I was 15 but it still haunts me.
I made an incredibly offensive joke on my public twitter account and I immediately regretted it after typing it. I got a lot of backlash from my followers and even people who didn’... | self.offmychest |
The holidays again.... MY anxiety and depression always seem to be worse during this time of year. All the stress and bad memories relating to my family keep creeping up on me. It also does not help that my Grandmother on my mother's side, the last grandparent I have, is currently in the hospital and unable to take car... | self.depression |
Help for my girlfriend My girlfriend constantly is threatening suicide and I don’t know what to do. When she’s upset there’s no talking to her unless I’m agreeing with her. And then it makes me feel like I’m supporting the negative thoughts that she has. I feel like calling the police or telling her parents is way too ... | self.SuicideWatch |
My therapist says I no longer fit the criteria for depression [removed] | self.depression |
I’m so lonely at school Don’t you guys just wish you had some best friends that you could go out and have fun? High school drained me out and now I just sleep, listen to music and do homework at the last minute. I’m an 11th grader and I’m just trying to get through life. I’m not that social and I try to be it’s just th... | self.depression |
Why does life hate me. Why does life hate me so much, it's really weird. | self.depression |
The allure of a 'stop button' has become too much to resist
I've been suicidally depressed for 4 years now,
every night I've cried myself to sleep hoping that things will turn around tomorrow and I'll get a glimpse of what it was like to be happy.
But everything has slowly but surely gotten worse.
I've tried therapy, ... | self.SuicideWatch |
Procrastinated for Class and Rental Agreement for House Complications [deleted] | self.Anxiety |
Looking back at the past feeling like a different person. Anybody just look back in a time were they were happy and feel like that's a different person? | self.depression |
On the verge I cant take my life anymore. I will be ending it soon and am ready to finally make this decision. The past few years have been hell, with ups and downs but no matter what these demons and negativity tht keeps happening, i cant take.
I am weak and everyone in my life is better off without me. College ruin... | self.SuicideWatch |
Ever feel like no matter what you try it just doesn't matter? [deleted] | self.depression |
Anyone take Prozac? Does anyone here take Prozac and does it make you tired? I recently started taking it, and I feel a different type of tired. My usual depression tired is just mental exausted but my body is awake, but now my body and mind are always tired and ready to go to sleep.
Maybe I'm wrong and over thinking... | self.depression |
Very extremely not okay and... It really appears to have no end.
Can't get into detail this moment (work) but...the title says it all. | self.depression |
Psych Ward I know I should probably be in the psych ward, because I've thought about killing myself almost every day for years, but I was admitted once and it was awful. It was only by stalwart refusal to give them up that I got to keep my clothes. What's the point in getting help if I can't have any fucking dignity? | self.SuicideWatch |
Numb-Lost-Fake Why everyone saying i'm okay when i'm smiling. Why i'm smiling when i'm dying inside. I become numb i dont feel or think. I just standing or doing something. I dont have anything to hold on i cant stand this. I dont like it. I had a person i was talking here but he dissepear just gone. I'm worried about ... | self.depression |
I’m losing it all... Cheated on my wife of 10 years. Have three small children. My wife knows. She’s being a supportive as possible. We are going to counselling. Have always had lots of anxiety. Feeling worthless. Why would I do such a thing? Having lots of doubts as to who I am. Feeling empty. Hopeless. Lots of dark t... | self.SuicideWatch |
Maybe I'm the one that's supposed to go? Throwaway for reasons. . .plus I've been drinking.
Maybe I'm supposed to be the reason why none of my family or friends give a shit about mental health or suicide.
Maybe with how shitty my life has been, it is a sign of how I'm the one that's going to put a gun to my head. T... | self.SuicideWatch |
Pity party I really don't mean to sound like a pity party or anything but this is where I rant or just open up because obviously it's so much easier to talk being anonymous BUT anyways.. I'm so fucking depressed and started cutting again after like 2 years. I keep trying to get my shit together and figure out what I wa... | self.depression |
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