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EDAnonymous | is-butter-a-carb1 | 2019/03/18 | im such a mess lol school is fucking me up big time lol
firstly im an insomniac so i rarely ever even sleep, i get like three hours of sleep a night. add this to restriction & its a nightmare lol
i skip breakfast in the morning & i get an iced coffee every morning bc is suppresses my appetite & makes me f... | 0.666038 | 2.375714 | 2.737396 | 94.316566 | 81.641509 | 5.372075 | 21.449057 | 6.2581 | 0.121943 | 756 | 23 | 177 | 6 | 20 | 255 | 120 | 212 | 0.083 | 0.754 | 0.163 | 0.9447 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 6 | 9 | 12 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 25 | 19 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 23 | 9 | 18 | 16 | 8 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 14 | 1 | 9 | 16 | 100 | 30 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.756634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065284 | 0 | 0.13122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046124 | 0.126335 | 0.058837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078581 | 0.035309 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118799 | 0.084442 | 0 | 0.107905 | 0.064559 | 0.072969 | 0.06699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046807 | 0 | 0 | 0.069359 | 0.068771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170583 | 0.139981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118738 | 0 | 0 | 0.046614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04732 | 0.053111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139766 | 0 | 0 | 0.05376 | 0 | 0.078172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061037 | 0 | 0.079859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | foxlatte | 2019/03/18 | the breaking point do you ever just reach your breaking point? like it sneaks up on you all of a sudden? i went to california this weekend and going to the beach going shopping has triggered me. i've suppressed the thoughts of self hate for so long and that easily they're back. i mean i make self depreciating jokes oft... | 1.951696 | 4.136536 | 3.298788 | 89.497028 | 79.681818 | 5.57669 | 23.032634 | 6.671995 | 0.600147 | 513 | 17 | 106 | 5 | 13 | 167 | 89 | 132 | 0.213 | 0.639 | 0.148 | -0.9449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 25 | 19 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 11 | 3 | 13 | 13 | 2 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 62 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131443 | 0 | 0.104204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158032 | 0 | 0 | 0.194299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153129 | 0.168769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167026 | 0 | 0 | 0.151277 | 0 | 0.382478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114104 | 0 | 0 | 0.186205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167486 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.356657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135708 | 0.099677 | 0.392943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100825 | 0.135685 | 0 | 0.20816 | 0 | 0.158464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | supremesmolbean | 2019/03/18 | I'm screaming but no one hears my calls for help I'm relapsing. After 5 years of being good I feel like I've relapsed. I was in Mexico for spring break and only had access to two meals a day. I lost weight and damn do I love it. I feel so good. So amazing.
I'm thinking about getting smaller and eating smaller meals. ... | -0.588421 | 1.478933 | 1.988046 | 95.526876 | 89.828025 | 5.088703 | 21.002011 | 6.596605 | 0.313925 | 557 | 20 | 130 | 7 | 19 | 191 | 94 | 157 | 0.185 | 0.574 | 0.241 | 0.9572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 26 | 33 | 16 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 4 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 6 | 18 | 9 | 18 | 26 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 75 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0.173845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222565 | 0.10482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113359 | 0 | 0.153315 | 0 | 0 | 0.369197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16537 | 0 | 0.098347 | 0 | 0 | 0.145731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103636 | 0.071682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160167 | 0 | 0.132425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167047 | 0 | 0 | 0.198849 | 0.111591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124319 | 0 | 0 | 0.164246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097477 | 0.188031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259626 | 0.116463 | 0 | 0.178671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094486 |
EDAnonymous | stunninglyhonest | 2019/03/18 | Fuck parents Sorry I just need to rant.
Prefacing this by being transparent: I suffered with BED most of adolescents into early 20s and had a weight loss surgery last year and have lost 100lb, but I’m still overweight thus far. I thought I had fought my ED urges when I developed bulimia post-op. I’m in therapy and t... | 0.46237 | 2.735442 | 2.810656 | 90.110385 | 86.734375 | 6.069583 | 19.861458 | 7.429499 | 0.661891 | 958 | 29 | 207 | 17 | 30 | 327 | 147 | 256 | 0.238 | 0.695 | 0.067 | -0.9943 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 25 | 19 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 39 | 45 | 24 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 19 | 9 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 3 | 30 | 3 | 27 | 28 | 4 | 31 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 15 | 4 | 1 | 14 | 128 | 34 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156979 | 0 | 0 | 0.127645 | 0.15389 | 0 | 0 | 0.158905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092867 | 0.148456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282126 | 0 | 0.147346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135748 | 0 | 0.07281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266247 | 0 | 0 | 0.163675 | 0 | 0.115168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07035 | 0.144324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157191 | 0 | 0 | 0.136254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229875 | 0 | 0 | 0.106773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109517 | 0 | 0 | 0.159893 | 0 | 0.137462 | 0 | 0.125733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161194 | 0 | 0 | 0.114997 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11574 | 0.251721 | 0 | 0.164674 | 0 | 0 | 0.092268 | 0 | 0.114318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084934 | 0 | 0 | 0.175351 | 0.129471 | 0 | 0 | 0.160769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09273 |
EDAnonymous | WearyBumblebee | 2019/03/18 | Trying to tell myself it's not worth it to stop eating I was miserable. My depression was at its worst. I stole food from the store because for some reason stolen food == okay to eat in my head. My grades suffered. I was a worse person. I was antisocial. I couldn't sleep at night. I listed to mukbangs all day and I was... | 0.126766 | 2.378118 | 2.028672 | 95.175675 | 88.422311 | 5.204154 | 17.592058 | 6.71242 | -0.108488 | 1,859 | 47 | 422 | 24 | 61 | 613 | 227 | 502 | 0.172 | 0.757 | 0.071 | -0.9927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 61 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 31 | 19 | 1 | 4 | 13 | 2 | 29 | 28 | 10 | 7 | 5 | 73 | 69 | 41 | 1 | 6 | 13 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 28 | 22 | 16 | 6 | 14 | 2 | 6 | 2 | 11 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 30 | 13 | 77 | 9 | 55 | 35 | 13 | 61 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 21 | 29 | 1 | 2 | 28 | 274 | 105 | 2 | 0.07262 | 0 | 0.070867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06789 | 0 | 0 | 0.05584 | 0 | 0.044269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064227 | 0 | 0.080665 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156953 | 0 | 0.057981 | 0 | 0 | 0.140502 | 0 | 0.062548 | 0 | 0.075368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.445851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150072 | 0.080991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061771 | 0.439063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.041272 | 0 | 0.232324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064548 | 0 | 0 | 0.199551 | 0.059195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051294 | 0.070957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065543 | 0 | 0.048475 | 0.073625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170104 | 0 | 0 | 0.106768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068149 | 0.071152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05775 | 0 | 0.073495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060072 | 0 | 0.072673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154203 | 0 | 0 | 0.182141 | 0 | 0 | 0.083133 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175108 | 0.126946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096491 | 0.046532 | 0 | 0.057652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138783 | 0 | 0.098609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062721 | 0 | 0 | 0.1285 | 0.115285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | deanisded | 2019/03/18 | Getting sick threw me back into old habits So, recently I had a kidney infection and I was on very strong antibiotics. I couldn't eat while I was on them because thry made me throw up. Even now that I'm better, I'm still barely eating. What's worse is I've gotten obsessed with counting calories again. I've ended up eat... | 4.248122 | 4.950601 | 5.44232 | 82.64917 | 70.422594 | 8.150732 | 29.581851 | 8.2785 | 2.043261 | 924 | 35 | 185 | 13 | 16 | 308 | 136 | 239 | 0.197 | 0.724 | 0.079 | -0.9812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 21 | 11 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 19 | 20 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 22 | 41 | 16 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 4 | 26 | 2 | 24 | 23 | 4 | 42 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 17 | 1 | 3 | 21 | 117 | 31 | 0 | 0.092755 | 0 | 0.090515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213968 | 0.077446 | 0.169627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096909 | 0.106305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.759289 | 0 | 0 | 0.164306 | 0.09584 | 0 | 0.183791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0469 | 0 | 0.089059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08575 | 0.096921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082023 | 0 | 0 | 0.091576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094848 | 0 | 0 | 0.092965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087767 | 0.061914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09733 | 0 | 0.062853 | 0 | 0.098697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118842 | 0 | 0.091584 | 0 | 0 | 0.079212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074074 | 0.077547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076532 | 0.109418 | 0 | 0.074402 | 0.11295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shamshels | 2019/03/18 | Anyone else feel like alcohol really exacerbates BDD Lately when I've been drunk all I've been able to think about the entire time is how huge I feel and how ashamed I am of my body. It's really not great being at a party trying to relax and have a good time and suddenly getting hit with the need to be alone and wallow... | 3.907653 | 3.802178 | 5.388616 | 85.594528 | 70.908397 | 8.382061 | 23.245229 | 8.076483 | 0.94435 | 477 | 9 | 108 | 6 | 8 | 162 | 83 | 131 | 0.127 | 0.711 | 0.161 | 0.7666 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 15 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 24 | 25 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 13 | 6 | 16 | 15 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 70 | 15 | 0 | 0.161353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172437 | 0 | 0.334225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225643 | 0.165325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.358453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128827 | 0 | 0.177238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244754 | 0.11527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124661 | 0 | 0.0843 | 0 | 0 | 0.135335 | 0 | 0.355784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131524 | 0.182013 | 0 | 0 | 0.164994 | 0 | 0.078829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103388 | 0 | 0 | 0.188172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dreams_and_daisies | 2019/03/18 | Does anyone else feel pressured to eat? My mom doesn't know about my ed and she constantly buys unhealthy food, cakes, crisps etc. I love her but I feel like if I don't eat them she'll be upset and think that I'm wasting her money, I've tried talking to her but she still buys it.
I know that I can get away with not ... | 0.336814 | 2.259034 | 1.657842 | 100.502005 | 83.953271 | 4.638573 | 16.269329 | 5.565023 | -0.911123 | 384 | 7 | 94 | 2 | 11 | 122 | 67 | 107 | 0.178 | 0.7 | 0.122 | -0.6682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 20 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 24 | 4 | 7 | 17 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 56 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117233 | 0.171789 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.51468 | 0.14006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186987 | 0.110739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254325 | 0.119778 | 0 | 0 | 0.15324 | 0 | 0.202737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151321 | 0 | 0.111916 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111387 | 0.214862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | PMmeyournavel | 2019/03/18 | Knocked myself out of Keto by accident Hey y'all,
Just posting here to keep myself accountable haha.
I accidentally drank a regular Dr. Pepper last night, instead of Diet. Almost lost my mind when I found I consumed 120 net carbs instead of the sub-20 I'm supposed to be on haha.
Of course I followed it up with 3 do... | 3.178214 | 5.286873 | 4.581571 | 82.163429 | 75.428571 | 6.622857 | 25.485714 | 7.554174 | 1.492997 | 452 | 16 | 82 | 6 | 10 | 150 | 79 | 112 | 0.092 | 0.796 | 0.111 | 0.6337 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 11 | 3 | 17 | 12 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 48 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.46889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194227 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222868 | 0 | 0 | 0.106197 | 0 | 0.115519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205238 | 0 | 0.162243 | 0 | 0 | 0.150717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.385339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fabscarbs | 2019/03/18 | Calories after throwing up This is my first post ever on Reddit!! I’m a little saddened by the fact it’s on this subreddit but oh well... that’s how my life’s going right now.
Anyways, I’ve tried to look up how much you can actually expel throwing up and the very few answers I got said the maximum you can get is around... | 1.835607 | 3.799444 | 3.801692 | 86.86422 | 79 | 6.149159 | 23.784112 | 7.168622 | 0.917591 | 407 | 14 | 85 | 5 | 10 | 138 | 75 | 107 | 0.08 | 0.879 | 0.041 | -0.4718 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 14 | 16 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 13 | 12 | 3 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 57 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.239095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161827 | 0.221626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128008 | 0.235037 | 0.139245 | 0 | 0.195958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173058 | 0 | 0.245565 | 0 | 0 | 0.205747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209238 | 0.233061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220294 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | eardingu | 2019/03/18 | Binged on +4k, can't study (finals tomorrow) So I'm new here, hi
The title says it all, I binged on over 4k calories today, I'm not feeling well at all and I can't study for my exam which is tomorrow...
I think it comes from the fact I upped my calories to 1200 (I can't stand being higher than 900) and my friend liter... | -0.622166 | 1.378885 | 1.802302 | 97.361364 | 89 | 5.120309 | 15.992263 | 6.574016 | -0.474711 | 330 | 7 | 81 | 4 | 11 | 112 | 65 | 94 | 0.065 | 0.898 | 0.037 | -0.122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 14 | 2 | 12 | 11 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 52 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165847 | 0 | 0 | 0.359308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.316785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312003 | 0.260839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fivehundredisplenty | 2019/03/18 | DAE go to the grocery store just to look at / touch all the things you don't eat? This is something I do when I want to avoid a binge or am on a fast. I go to the grocery store just to walk through the aisles and look at all the chips, candy, cake, ice cream, etc. I pick things off the shelves and read the nutrition la... | 1.776 | 2.999677 | 3.1618 | 94.6579 | 77 | 6.92 | 20.5 | 7.554174 | 0.32996 | 450 | 10 | 109 | 6 | 10 | 147 | 82 | 125 | 0.055 | 0.846 | 0.099 | 0.7543 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 23 | 12 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 2 | 16 | 12 | 6 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 73 | 21 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142246 | 0.208442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208164 | 0.169943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205725 | 0.145333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.341667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219336 | 0 | 0 | 0.204507 | 0 | 0 | 0.203489 | 0 | 0.130325 | 0.209164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224054 | 0 | 0.119991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222423 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Upiko | 2019/03/18 | Friend humiliated me(rant) I'm bulimic. I acknowledge i have a problem. But I'm so close to reaching my UGW(only 6lbs), i know I'll be able to stop once i reach it with calorie maintaining diet, because as I've lost more weight my purges became lesser and lesser.
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Now, the infuriating part. I told my clos... | 2.091228 | 4.292268 | 3.562679 | 87.702113 | 79.285714 | 6.532313 | 22.861395 | 7.645422 | 1.001588 | 958 | 31 | 199 | 15 | 24 | 315 | 144 | 245 | 0.156 | 0.75 | 0.094 | -0.9652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 71 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 15 | 8 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 26 | 44 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 5 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 3 | 38 | 8 | 24 | 26 | 4 | 23 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 33 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 119 | 45 | 2 | 0.073103 | 0 | 0.071338 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11692 | 0 | 0.396034 | 0.444139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056211 | 0 | 0.044563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074802 | 0 | 0 | 0.064747 | 0 | 0 | 0.048284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176792 | 0 | 0.169437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064977 | 0 | 0 | 0.080351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074753 | 0 | 0.035714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061388 | 0 | 0.0798 | 0 | 0 | 0.069172 | 0.048797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077852 | 0.049536 | 0.055598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05838 | 0.061117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109928 | 0 | 0.063895 | 0.067303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.419117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087934 | 0.063137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089019 | 0 | 0.135534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.444139 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | shrirnpheavennow | 2019/03/18 | Dentist...... So I've done a pretty fantastic job of hiding my ED, I was diagnosed with EDNOS a while ago but my parent's refuse to believe it because I've always been overweight and my other Dr's don't care bc I'm not underweight and I also don't go a lot I just lie and say I do. But I haven't purged in an extremely l... | -0.446883 | 1.459585 | 2.353577 | 94.416491 | 87.04878 | 5.595664 | 18.257453 | 6.937598 | 0.026975 | 572 | 15 | 138 | 8 | 18 | 200 | 93 | 164 | 0.24 | 0.648 | 0.113 | -0.978 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 15 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 30 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 20 | 3 | 11 | 26 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 85 | 28 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.454816 | 0.157744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23113 | 0 | 0 | 0.213589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161255 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175262 | 0.099047 | 0 | 0.215483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187169 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092618 | 0 | 0 | 0.16777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15076 | 0 | 0 | 0.151069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125947 | 0.121474 | 0 | 0 | 0.110544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | stressedaboutdessert | 2019/03/18 | I feel so stupid I'm really worried about my eating habits. I'm dieting (1200 cals/day) but seriously consider dropping below to lose weight faster. I think about self-harm/suicide at least 5 times a week. I took the screening in the stickied post and it said I'm at risk for disordered eating...but I'm definitely overw... | 1.491333 | 3.908471 | 3.338667 | 87.156 | 83.222222 | 6.444444 | 24.555556 | 7.699297 | 1.480022 | 880 | 35 | 175 | 16 | 25 | 294 | 123 | 225 | 0.251 | 0.634 | 0.114 | -0.9853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 47 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 16 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 27 | 37 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 11 | 10 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 8 | 18 | 5 | 23 | 29 | 2 | 24 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 92 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318146 | 0.35679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148467 | 0.069923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100085 | 0 | 0.047817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218996 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083586 | 0.186205 | 0 | 0.195982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081829 | 0.112117 | 0 | 0 | 0.10706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065024 | 0.062715 | 0 | 0 | 0.057072 | 0 | 0 | 0.093525 | 0.108744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05773 | 0.077689 | 0.07851 | 0.238373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35679 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pleasegodnofuck | 2019/03/18 | I have one month. Until my SO's best friend and his fiancee move to our state. The fiancee is gorgeous and thin and sweet and funny and weird andddddd :)
It's one of those things where I feel like no one gives a shit about me when she's in the room. She's just such an all around lovely person. I actually really like h... | 3.901239 | 4.791159 | 4.99712 | 84.839158 | 71.347826 | 8.184783 | 24.809783 | 8.472885 | 1.329978 | 443 | 12 | 96 | 7 | 8 | 146 | 76 | 115 | 0.225 | 0.584 | 0.191 | -0.9299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 12 | 14 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 9 | 11 | 10 | 3 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 64 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145231 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.71813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069974 | 0.098865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213838 | 0 | 0 | 0.132755 | 0.07865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124902 | 0 | 0.092376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110461 | 0.147086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14738 | 0.281328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tofu_snob | 2019/03/18 | I feel out of place on this subreddit, but I know I belong here. Hey guys,
I guess this is my re-introduction. I was slightly active on the r/proed subreddit, but I mainly lurked. I feel out of place here. I have suffered with bulimia for the past 7 years, and it is a filthy bastard that is always lurking in the shado... | 5.103379 | 7.026385 | 6.539459 | 70.957388 | 69.699588 | 10.21867 | 35.011696 | 10.426178 | 4.31303 | 1,039 | 54 | 171 | 31 | 19 | 353 | 132 | 243 | 0.125 | 0.733 | 0.141 | 0.593 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 39 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 21 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 32 | 32 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 31 | 4 | 33 | 31 | 1 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 13 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 127 | 43 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084254 | 0.152647 | 0 | 0.31144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279541 | 0.19748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152258 | 0.136854 | 0 | 0 | 0.123813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135421 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131941 | 0.191641 | 0 | 0.288809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138252 | 0 | 0 | 0.142107 | 0 | 0.14839 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163045 | 0 | 0 | 0.168308 | 0.124271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089005 |
EDAnonymous | HisHollowHusband | 2019/03/18 | I don't want to eat at another restaurant until my wedding over a year away. My wedding is over a year away but I've been engaged for a year as of last week and I'm suffering.
My college was shut down so I had a very limited time to finish my degree, I was transferred to another branch in a different state. I quit my j... | 2.907253 | 4.070147 | 4.467417 | 86.662801 | 74.025126 | 7.115712 | 28.844556 | 7.554174 | 1.675347 | 748 | 31 | 156 | 9 | 15 | 251 | 105 | 199 | 0.084 | 0.78 | 0.136 | 0.9466 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 27 | 16 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 24 | 5 | 38 | 19 | 1 | 42 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 101 | 25 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129955 | 0 | 0.070682 | 0.208629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10982 | 0 | 0.208877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095921 | 0.120116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125025 | 0 | 0.132281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102617 | 0.440135 | 0 | 0.299283 | 0.151447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240268 |
EDAnonymous | Lilac_Neptune | 2019/03/18 | Short survey about the comorbidity between anorexia nervosa and OCD Hello everyone!
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I have created a short survey: [https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/BHBF87Q](https://www.surveymonkey.com/r/BHBF87Q)
This aims to gather some information about the comorbidity between anorexia nervosa and OCD. You may partic... | 9.317143 | 12.370226 | 8.803365 | 54.388857 | 60.904762 | 9.166984 | 36.409524 | 9.642633 | 4.291958 | 654 | 30 | 78 | 13 | 10 | 208 | 81 | 126 | 0.044 | 0.889 | 0.067 | 0.4003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 42 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 20 | 14 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 13 | 3 | 12 | 12 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 61 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424555 | 0.476125 | 0.177642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267298 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086268 | 0 | 0 | 0.124806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096015 | 0.096847 | 0.100736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146316 | 0.138922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.476125 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | primo2314 | 2019/03/19 | Is anyone else here scared that they think they're skinnier than they actually are? Before I developed an ED, I thought that I was already pretty skinny and was confident with my body. But now looking back at pictures from that time, I feel like I looked so fat and keeping wondering how tf I thought I looked good.
An... | 5.066991 | 6.213005 | 5.564872 | 80.89235 | 68.846154 | 8.854701 | 31.367521 | 9.150863 | 2.682957 | 532 | 22 | 101 | 10 | 9 | 171 | 78 | 130 | 0.036 | 0.842 | 0.122 | 0.8645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 22 | 27 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 19 | 3 | 10 | 18 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 68 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106453 | 0.155992 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117066 | 0 | 0.092807 | 0 | 0.129548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076979 | 0.108763 | 0.146178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074379 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.511387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15295 | 0.165838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152423 | 0 | 0.121319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195104 | 0 | 0.24173 | 0.177549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10815 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hnr8 | 2019/03/19 | does anyone else feel like having add/adhd makes having an ED 1000% more obnoxious I’m mostly recovered, but like. Still have some slip ups and invasive thoughts and the like. And I feel like if I didn’t have ADD recovery would be way easier to manage. Like, my meds suppress my appetite, which makes me justify not eati... | 4.589919 | 6.880511 | 4.677083 | 82.235625 | 71.903226 | 8.09086 | 25.603495 | 8.841846 | 2.084937 | 399 | 13 | 70 | 8 | 8 | 124 | 59 | 93 | 0.021 | 0.761 | 0.217 | 0.9615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 19 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 6 | 3 | 14 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 38 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216337 | 0.317013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158295 | 0.258461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23466 | 0.33155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.453467 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109893 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pillbugdeleted | 2019/03/19 | Gave myself hepatitis from Bronkaid/Ephedrine abuse. Be careful with the ECs please So I'd been taking ephedrine/caffeine combo (25mg/200mg) 1 time a day for about a month straight when I noticed a ton of upper right abdomen pain. Initially I thought it was my gallbladder because of my rapid weight loss, but I had an u... | 5.692414 | 6.099477 | 5.798772 | 82.413469 | 67.128079 | 8.367921 | 32.742463 | 8.109357 | 2.341116 | 1,638 | 67 | 316 | 19 | 25 | 518 | 209 | 406 | 0.2 | 0.738 | 0.062 | -0.9961 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 55 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 15 | 18 | 1 | 1 | 22 | 0 | 32 | 30 | 12 | 5 | 3 | 51 | 50 | 32 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 27 | 19 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 7 | 38 | 4 | 47 | 31 | 4 | 47 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 21 | 1 | 11 | 24 | 212 | 65 | 2 | 0 | 0.198573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083911 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193306 | 0 | 0.204329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181111 | 0 | 0 | 0.092721 | 0 | 0.162128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087562 | 0 | 0.047624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040939 | 0 | 0.073995 | 0 | 0 | 0.093748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066887 | 0 | 0 | 0.062135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190809 | 0 | 0.089242 | 0 | 0.127464 | 0.445834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094668 | 0.086017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082878 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066921 | 0.140117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087098 | 0.063005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133052 | 0.097726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091148 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361872 | 0 | 0.069142 | 0 | 0 | 0.067218 | 0.204086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059528 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | RaspberrySodaPop | 2019/03/19 | Tips for that full feeling? I’m in recovery trying to get back to eating normal meals with a designated calorie goal everyday. But I can’t get past how full I feel. I feel gross, like I’m less able. Then I start to feel sick like I wanna puke.
If I eat small meals often I tend not to make my goal. And even the small m... | 1.160769 | 3.064484 | 2.648692 | 94.596308 | 80.923077 | 5.698462 | 17.130769 | 6.742158 | -0.285832 | 384 | 7 | 88 | 4 | 10 | 125 | 70 | 104 | 0.133 | 0.802 | 0.064 | -0.715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 23 | 20 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 12 | 2 | 13 | 20 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 50 | 16 | 2 | 0.161209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109627 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.49487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166572 | 0 | 0.106477 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.489072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.322824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15944 | 0 | 0.114104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Abowloforangess | 2019/03/19 | Someone took my picture I was standing in line for a coffee at Nordstrom and this girl sitting across from where I was standing at a table didn't even hide the fact she was taking my picture with her iPhone. I immediately turned around and a few seconds went by and I eventually got out of line and just went to my car a... | 10.743333 | 6.609077 | 10.0025 | 70.845833 | 60.25 | 11.666667 | 41.666667 | 7.793538 | 3.478667 | 320 | 12 | 62 | 2 | 3 | 103 | 55 | 80 | 0.036 | 0.944 | 0.021 | -0.2691 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 14 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 49 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302995 | 0.177893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.441226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306466 | 0 | 0.300033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.51141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | peachbloompudding | 2019/03/19 | Im sitting at my desk crying because i feel so useless I want to order food because I'm stressed out and I want to treat myself but I'm almost having a panic attack at my work desk thinking about how disgusting I am. I feel so weak and pathetic right now :( someone walked into my office and I think they saw me crying t... | 2.106961 | 3.8974 | 4.100588 | 85.849314 | 77.529412 | 5.709804 | 24.568627 | 6.427356 | 0.901257 | 258 | 9 | 50 | 2 | 6 | 88 | 47 | 68 | 0.452 | 0.499 | 0.049 | -0.9907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 12 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 31 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.49172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | demichka | 2019/03/19 | Ate 500 cal/day for a month And since the girl who broke my heart to pieces still didn't write me I'll continue to do so.
Can't control this source of pain but it feels nice to hurt myself in a controlled way.
Good thing that I'm overweight - everybody who knows just congratulates me.
Ironically, this girl is ex-a... | 1.218182 | 3.304567 | 2.454838 | 95.095591 | 81.727273 | 5.980202 | 18.990909 | 7.168622 | 0.096038 | 372 | 9 | 86 | 5 | 10 | 119 | 74 | 99 | 0.227 | 0.703 | 0.07 | -0.9513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 9 | 14 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 50 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142912 | 0 | 0.113297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.416909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155888 | 0 | 0 | 0.204742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125941 | 0.141353 | 0.197765 | 0 | 0 | 0.201265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123475 | 0 | 0.182603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109623 | 0.295049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | polamartinez | 2019/03/19 | How do you respond to people complimenting your weight loss? How do you usually answer to people bringing up you’ve lost weight? For me it’s usually very awkward and I’m afraid I might be hinting them about my ED with my clear discomfort towards the question. I’m just wondering what a normal person would say. | 4.587288 | 6.805739 | 5.212 | 78.712237 | 71.711864 | 8.109831 | 30.444068 | 8.841846 | 2.772706 | 252 | 11 | 43 | 5 | 5 | 81 | 47 | 59 | 0.154 | 0.751 | 0.094 | -0.4124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 28 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302612 | 0.190566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.244488 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.480739 | 0.180078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.531535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155037 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CuteProtection6 | 2019/03/19 | confession: this one tiny celebrity triggers the F out of me because i know my ex found her so perfect i don't want to say who it is, but she's 47kg / 104lbs and 5'3" tall, absolutely tiny, the definition of petite, cute from all angles, could fit in your back pocket, basically looks like a child but is legal.
and it... | 2.768422 | 4.681909 | 4.02363 | 86.586593 | 75.994536 | 6.542213 | 26.738046 | 7.41366 | 1.418224 | 718 | 28 | 143 | 9 | 16 | 235 | 116 | 183 | 0.101 | 0.665 | 0.233 | 0.9856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 37 | 28 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 25 | 9 | 11 | 24 | 5 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 17 | 10 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 87 | 33 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121562 | 0 | 0.385482 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126222 | 0 | 0 | 0.101955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079935 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144492 | 0 | 0 | 0.173338 | 0 | 0.292304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.468245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265512 | 0 | 0 | 0.134403 | 0 | 0 | 0.211053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12572 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tired_and_alonex | 2019/03/19 | My boyfriends mum She's had 3 kids. During her first pregnancy, she developed asthma. She's gained so much weight. She used to be 8 stone and now she's pretty much obese. I'm terrified I'll end up like that.
I'm not having kids, reducing the fear but it's still their and it affects me all the damn time. When I was 16... | -1.031586 | 1.033827 | 1.076531 | 100.771217 | 93.489796 | 4.648038 | 15.701727 | 6.297961 | -0.63559 | 346 | 8 | 86 | 4 | 13 | 114 | 69 | 98 | 0.135 | 0.696 | 0.168 | 0.1313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 12 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 14 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 51 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.215595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290558 | 0.130559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.379629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270948 | 0 | 0.17497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310595 | 0.223011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.314431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sunaflare | 2019/03/19 | Mum just called me too fat after she handed me a huge slice of cake My mum handed me a huge ass slice of cake that my binging ass wanted so I took it and ate it. After I had one big meal for dinner (and I mean massive). That's all I ate but she then told me you might get too big to fit in your gown.
The gown I just f... | -0.765158 | 0.952453 | 1.281316 | 102.796711 | 86.789474 | 3.8 | 13.710526 | 3.1291 | -1.631863 | 321 | 4 | 84 | 0 | 10 | 106 | 58 | 95 | 0.044 | 0.728 | 0.228 | 0.962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 17 | 4 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 53 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136274 | 0.19254 | 0.517548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257531 | 0.299438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158965 | 0 | 0.216187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | squegley | 2019/03/19 | Cold hands and blue nails Noticed lately my hands are incredibly cold and my nails sometimes turn a pastel-like shade of blue/purple. I’m guessing it’s because I’m restricting for so long, but I’m getting comments on it now. Anyone have tips on reducing this or minimizing the appearance? | 5.817222 | 7.595786 | 6.282407 | 74.065833 | 67.703704 | 9.103704 | 33.87037 | 9.516145 | 3.454237 | 235 | 11 | 39 | 5 | 4 | 76 | 42 | 54 | 0.038 | 0.962 | 0 | -0.2023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 19 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186353 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.402356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | TheRainWillStop | 2019/03/19 | Struggling not to get food right now I'm super hungry at the moment and my pantry is empty and I feel a huge urge to go out and buy food to eat or groceries and tasty snacks but I keep thinking to myself that I can't because if I buy food I'm just going to end up eating it all and have all the calories of my likely gia... | 5.886369 | 5.474409 | 6.618933 | 79.489964 | 66.765363 | 8.724246 | 31.86648 | 7.908726 | 2.165031 | 698 | 25 | 138 | 7 | 10 | 231 | 106 | 179 | 0.167 | 0.768 | 0.065 | -0.9726 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 10 | 15 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 31 | 27 | 19 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 8 | 13 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 14 | 3 | 21 | 23 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 2 | 5 | 9 | 87 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273533 | 0 | 0 | 0.078921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.861977 | 0 | 0 | 0.082377 | 0.046554 | 0 | 0.151923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09816 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076096 | 0 | 0.070861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093153 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | stuckoutofphase | 2019/03/19 | Baby Steps I broke up with my boyfriend tonight. We were together for almost 6 years. I promised him I would make an effort to recover during this time. I could have easily gone to bed on an empty stomach. The sadness completely suppressed my appetite. But instead I ate a 1000 calorie dinner. It’s not exactly maintenan... | 3.408831 | 6.184151 | 4.35684 | 80.619545 | 78.090909 | 7.407792 | 32.155844 | 8.418075 | 3.079639 | 282 | 15 | 47 | 6 | 7 | 91 | 55 | 66 | 0.088 | 0.856 | 0.056 | -0.2357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 32 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.4223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442174 | 0 | 0 | 0.336715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299583 | 0 | 0 | 0.271579 |
EDAnonymous | bellexy | 2019/03/19 | kind of pica, kind of look at me chic sometimes I'm like
look at this
and I'll just eat a whole slice of lime, rind and all.
i almost ate a Very Tiny Grease Insert today. it was small. I could have if no one was watching but we really needed to match that size.
I ate a whole raw chicken thigh the other day. i put... | -0.765263 | 1.400833 | 1.602081 | 95.669266 | 96.51938 | 4.576255 | 16.091799 | 6.339386 | -0.320265 | 473 | 12 | 106 | 6 | 19 | 159 | 83 | 129 | 0.141 | 0.804 | 0.055 | -0.898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 8 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 22 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 5 | 10 | 4 | 12 | 12 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 63 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1469 | 0 | 0 | 0.118658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192253 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383192 | 0 | 0.149976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124676 | 0 | 0.195777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18197 | 0.205961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15181 | 0.217043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.410834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | unicorn_pianos | 2019/03/20 | Really triggered myself tonight. TW: I’ve been in recovery for almost a year in April from AN. I’m doing amazing and I’m really healthy and happy and I have built back a great relationship with food and my diet is balanced. I feel normal most of the time. I haven’t worked out (besides yoga) since I was really sick and ... | 2.198396 | 4.198374 | 3.620142 | 88.426154 | 78.007092 | 6.749809 | 23.612111 | 7.74847 | 1.128477 | 1,090 | 36 | 227 | 17 | 26 | 358 | 145 | 282 | 0.085 | 0.724 | 0.192 | 0.9755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 0 | 25 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 50 | 57 | 22 | 0 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 19 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 4 | 31 | 11 | 28 | 36 | 5 | 45 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 22 | 144 | 37 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112629 | 0 | 0 | 0.089947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345949 | 0 | 0.137129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101086 | 0 | 0.106032 | 0 | 0.227485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136007 | 0 | 0.173797 | 0 | 0.235056 | 0 | 0.063923 | 0 | 0.089957 | 0.124005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112823 | 0.111714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216165 | 0 | 0.111057 | 0.120757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079611 | 0 | 0 | 0.094035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14414 | 0 | 0.089293 | 0.131171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24993 | 0.076364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.398048 | 0.089278 | 0.270665 | 0 | 0.101129 | 0.104266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072431 |
EDAnonymous | 800goat | 2019/03/20 | I think I'm an inch taller than I thought I was (I am so terrible with numbers just as a pre-warning)
Since I was like, 13, I've always been 5'6. I've always had in my head that I was 5'6. I went to the doctor the other day and they got my height and I never got a good look but she told me I was "about 172" without an... | -0.446548 | 1.398614 | 1.896939 | 98.086156 | 86.5 | 4.753741 | 19.537415 | 5.916635 | -0.316916 | 679 | 20 | 169 | 5 | 21 | 230 | 100 | 196 | 0.097 | 0.841 | 0.062 | -0.8096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 19 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 28 | 37 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 3 | 30 | 2 | 11 | 16 | 2 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 98 | 42 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37577 | 0 | 0 | 0.102369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126261 | 0.240793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126411 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143193 | 0.119711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192913 | 0 | 0.478031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156712 | 0 | 0.130014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164586 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | GailaMonster | 2019/03/20 | THIS is why I bake my quest bars I buy the "quest" style bars from Costco (they are way cheaper than the brand name bars, and come in a pretty decent variety of flavors). I always tell people to bake them, but I thought I would share the visual evidence of WHY:
[they puff up and you get a larger volume of food for the... | 6.536155 | 6.817753 | 5.979561 | 82.273041 | 65.315789 | 8.071345 | 30.046784 | 7.38713 | 1.774875 | 630 | 20 | 117 | 5 | 9 | 193 | 93 | 152 | 0.023 | 0.874 | 0.103 | 0.8981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 36 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 11 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 19 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 16 | 3 | 11 | 15 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 72 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18516 | 0.169987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120075 | 0.134769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154881 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113543 | 0 | 0.281354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.562613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251756 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | anonymoushelp89 | 2019/03/20 | Recovery + Group Chat(?) I’ve been attempting recovery, and I look like shit. Not to mention that my hair used to be *super* thick, and it’s been getting a LOT thinner, to the point where I was literally crying in front of the mirror just a few seconds ago. Seems really pathetic now that I actually write it down.
Not... | 3.2204 | 4.802832 | 4.703667 | 83.6035 | 73.933333 | 8.466667 | 24.5 | 9.075115 | 1.8324 | 586 | 18 | 120 | 13 | 12 | 196 | 98 | 150 | 0.191 | 0.721 | 0.088 | -0.9623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 29 | 26 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 6 | 17 | 18 | 7 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 6 | 9 | 76 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128216 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201423 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383212 | 0 | 0.208426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162153 | 0 | 0 | 0.18104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153984 | 0 | 0 | 0.155894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.352414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166933 | 0 | 0 | 0.376453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208086 | 0.172824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158373 | 0 | 0 | 0.108156 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186869 | 0.130261 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sintos-compa | 2019/03/20 | I'm not looking forward to going home from work Normally, I'm excited about the prospect of going home. But today I'm restricting because I binged yesterday, and I just want to stay at work until tomorrow. The fear of triggering and bingeing again, the excuses and lies I'll have to come up with to deflect drama and que... | 7.951158 | 7.461131 | 8.215789 | 70.000526 | 62.578947 | 11.389474 | 40.052632 | 10.793553 | 4.524853 | 401 | 20 | 68 | 9 | 5 | 132 | 63 | 95 | 0.124 | 0.814 | 0.062 | -0.7906 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 12 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 16 | 12 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 39 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.549629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155979 | 0 | 0.145248 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176065 | 0 | 0.265938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Manicrose | 2019/03/20 | Anyone else here into fitness/strength training and therefore has two conflicting goals? So sometimes I just want to eat as little as possible and lose weight and be a stick and weak and ill. Fuck muscle, fuck my butt, I’m fine being just bones....
BUT THEN I go to the gym and I feel proud of my strength and get pumpe... | 1.174801 | 3.49795 | 2.501383 | 93.263671 | 83.74026 | 5.441711 | 22.695187 | 6.794906 | 0.612363 | 591 | 21 | 126 | 7 | 17 | 190 | 98 | 154 | 0.166 | 0.728 | 0.106 | -0.8057 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 10 | 16 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 28 | 22 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 7 | 17 | 20 | 5 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 74 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.13585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09734 | 0.142639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427345 | 0.116293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257398 | 0.145465 | 0 | 0.079117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247475 | 0 | 0 | 0.076507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068012 | 0.279053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467226 | 0 | 0 | 0.125644 | 0 | 0.092925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094516 | 0 | 0.135989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082111 | 0 | 0 | 0.169522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Contessa_ | 2019/03/20 | I am a liar I started purging two weeks ago and last week I managed to open up to my sister about it(and some other mental stuff) and I told her that I would stop doing it because of knowing the side effects and dangers that come with it. She reacted very well and I am really thankful for her.
The truth is I couldn't... | 2.592517 | 3.797942 | 3.59049 | 92.474965 | 74.874126 | 6.318881 | 25.587413 | 6.574016 | 0.751257 | 532 | 18 | 119 | 4 | 11 | 171 | 86 | 143 | 0.221 | 0.646 | 0.133 | -0.9483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 33 | 24 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 29 | 6 | 10 | 18 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 86 | 38 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13336 | 0.292093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137586 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16152 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175557 | 0.130194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113051 | 0 | 0 | 0.534136 | 0 | 0 | 0.182842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279206 | 0.14705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15262 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131787 | 0 | 0 | 0.256237 | 0 | 0.143608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226923 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bees1280 | 2019/03/20 | i cant eat in front of people i had to eat breakfast in the bathroom today because i was that scared of someone coming out to the kitchen while i was eating.
i feel so disgusting. ive been especially trying to not eat around my boyfriend because i feel like he thinks I'm gross. i dont even want him to know what I'm e... | 3.225736 | 3.967902 | 4.818605 | 86.044806 | 72.79845 | 7.593798 | 25.96124 | 7.793538 | 1.268045 | 479 | 15 | 105 | 6 | 9 | 162 | 81 | 129 | 0.156 | 0.829 | 0.015 | -0.9267 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 13 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 25 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 15 | 2 | 16 | 19 | 4 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 67 | 22 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123117 | 0 | 0 | 0.098912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121199 | 0 | 0 | 0.102399 | 0.249273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278638 | 0 | 0 | 0.729823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122828 | 0 | 0.078515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120212 | 0.084923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062106 | 0 | 0.135117 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058076 | 0.119142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076169 | 0 | 0 | 0.069316 | 0 | 0.112678 | 0 | 0 | 0.080707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070115 | 0 | 0.095353 | 0.144756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pudseybear20 | 2019/03/20 | Guys don’t drink too much caffeine! I’m sensitive to caffeine and can usually only tolerate one coffee a day. I’ve tried to up my dose a bit hoping I’ll adjust. Anyway I’ve got many assignments coming up so I’ve drank 2 monster ultras and a coffee & a modafinil (I’m prescribed it for tiredness). I currently really ... | 0.175407 | 2.513144 | 2.978614 | 87.54527 | 89.990099 | 5.87997 | 21.630617 | 7.32111 | 1.102332 | 380 | 14 | 76 | 7 | 13 | 133 | 70 | 101 | 0.094 | 0.869 | 0.037 | -0.722 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 15 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 10 | 13 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 37 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.483552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197393 | 0 | 0 | 0.244377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165429 | 0 | 0 | 0.245134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181431 | 0.183004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167242 | 0.187707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271822 | 0 | 0.145573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sispad | 2019/03/20 | Tell Me Your Story Hi everyone.
I'm doing a film project, a series of five 2-5 min shorts, on eating disorder recovery. I’m exploring the process of recovery through the five stages of grief (Denial, Anger, Bargaining, Depression, Acceptance), and I’m looking to hear other people's thoughts.
One of the reason I’m loo... | 10.022938 | 11.493739 | 9.159104 | 58.362846 | 57.932039 | 11.683257 | 40.211378 | 11.418023 | 5.232808 | 1,530 | 74 | 210 | 40 | 19 | 482 | 182 | 309 | 0.077 | 0.806 | 0.117 | 0.9485 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 87 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 20 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 43 | 36 | 18 | 1 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 12 | 8 | 39 | 29 | 3 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 14 | 11 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 140 | 27 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.521399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09434 | 0.111173 | 0 | 0 | 0.3766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336236 | 0.0915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104663 | 0 | 0.214287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123451 | 0 | 0.146834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114061 | 0.060196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053512 | 0 | 0.096719 | 0 | 0.275938 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073114 | 0 | 0 | 0.119313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148444 | 0.083304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092806 | 0.084323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088038 | 0.095736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072768 | 0 | 0 | 0.086956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077808 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Ardental | 2019/03/20 | DAE feel like exercise hinders them? For the past 6 weeks I've been training for a 5k as some of my friends have entered a 10k challenge (for context, I'm not entering, it's just inspired me to take up running). I've been running every other day. In that time I have lost 0 pounds, just fluctuations. In the past week, ... | 3.237929 | 4.730853 | 4.085425 | 88.41764 | 73.719101 | 6.883467 | 29.568218 | 7.44753 | 1.661053 | 346 | 15 | 72 | 4 | 7 | 111 | 65 | 89 | 0.074 | 0.805 | 0.122 | 0.643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 10 | 7 | 2 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 39 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123734 | 0.174823 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.534266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.467212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Vedofox | 2019/03/20 | going to the movie theater sucks with an ED a bit ago I went to see Captain Marvel with my boyfriend and decided since the movie was closeish to my dinner time I would save up my calories to splurge on some disgustingly caloric movie food/dinner (ended up going with a tube of Pringles, yeehaw). however once we arrived ... | 5.009114 | 6.24337 | 5.140541 | 83.554012 | 69.054054 | 7.85447 | 28.825364 | 8.13951 | 1.862601 | 759 | 27 | 146 | 10 | 13 | 238 | 120 | 185 | 0.124 | 0.756 | 0.12 | -0.212 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 10 | 4 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 34 | 22 | 11 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 10 | 19 | 5 | 28 | 13 | 7 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 16 | 4 | 3 | 7 | 95 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148339 | 0 | 0 | 0.173317 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148001 | 0.36539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148216 | 0.17291 | 0 | 0.110528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.404704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08743 | 0 | 0.19021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171775 | 0.138428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118446 | 0 | 0.13364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155129 | 0 | 0.186832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118876 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | -PM-ME-NICE-STUFF- | 2019/03/20 | Insta accounts that post clean eating? Howdy y'all 🤠
I can't tell if I am imagining things but nearly every 'healthy' account I come across will randomly post things like freakshakes, burgers and pasta with captions like 'love yourself!' and how true health includes these things in moderation. These posts often comes... | 2.789742 | 5.671337 | 3.076369 | 87.948092 | 82.245033 | 5.739662 | 20.97167 | 7.168622 | 0.800867 | 642 | 19 | 116 | 9 | 18 | 197 | 110 | 151 | 0.105 | 0.717 | 0.178 | 0.9364 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 8 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 27 | 21 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 15 | 13 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 15 | 5 | 16 | 18 | 1 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 74 | 30 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110859 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156531 | 0.162714 | 0.168527 | 0 | 0.187877 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154915 | 0.158904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143094 | 0 | 0.211661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.455529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12634 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165746 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.526653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115423 | 0 | 0 | 0.112626 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | barbie12312 | 2019/03/20 | Too much food? I’ve been binging nonstop for the past 3 months or something (I can’t purge no matter how much I try to) I’ve gained some weight but like the good kind of weight where I don’t look like I’m one step close to the grave, but now it’s really getting out of control because I’m still binging after reaching my... | 2.261847 | 3.578961 | 3.809873 | 90.122868 | 75.915423 | 7.01505 | 23.507774 | 7.645422 | 0.92341 | 743 | 22 | 165 | 10 | 16 | 247 | 105 | 201 | 0.083 | 0.723 | 0.194 | 0.9633 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 12 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 33 | 25 | 13 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 16 | 8 | 20 | 23 | 8 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 17 | 100 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.279893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117456 | 0 | 0 | 0.203335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059972 | 0 | 0.065236 | 0.096278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115141 | 0.11401 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076622 | 0 | 0.115319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091622 | 0 | 0.253146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130686 | 0.12045 | 0 | 0.077783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.294143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067705 | 0 | 0 | 0.559121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cerynitis_ | 2019/03/20 | I’m really glad I didn’t get into laxatives Last summer I was so close to buying laxatives to deal with my binging problem. I went to the pharmacy and instead of buying the laxatives I got some herbal laxatives that was extremely forgiving on the stomach. I even thought of taking my dad’s (who has just finished surgery... | 7.347405 | 6.977428 | 7.889865 | 71.446689 | 63.756757 | 11.291892 | 37.959459 | 10.793553 | 4.256254 | 767 | 36 | 134 | 18 | 10 | 255 | 108 | 185 | 0.084 | 0.873 | 0.043 | -0.6283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 33 | 32 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 20 | 3 | 28 | 15 | 5 | 25 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 101 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102837 | 0.164395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163212 | 0 | 0.163181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135635 | 0 | 0.174838 | 0 | 0 | 0.333242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166051 | 0 | 0.12998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127278 | 0 | 0 | 0.118236 | 0.122984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152717 | 0 | 0 | 0.30516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.253184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443458 | 0.143886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | breadcunt | 2019/03/20 | I rarely notice how thin I actually am. It’s extremely bizarre when it actually sinks in. 99% of the time I’m not good enough, I always feel too big, even when people comment on my weight.
But the 1% of the time when I’m looking at myself in pictures or overhearing a conversation about how “Ariana Grande being 100 lbs... | 2.896002 | 5.094622 | 5.036014 | 78.153288 | 76.628866 | 8.434822 | 27.272623 | 9.150863 | 2.532921 | 390 | 16 | 75 | 10 | 9 | 135 | 67 | 97 | 0.11 | 0.89 | 0 | -0.7939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 12 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 8 | 10 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 45 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.577408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.407586 | 0 | 0.130269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189249 | 0.224549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190124 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sad_chuu | 2019/03/21 | Too much exercise? Okay so today has been a rough day. I ate full meals but I kept almost fainting. I kept eating and drinking water. I made sure that what I was eating was healthy. So to make a long story short I ended eating over 1500 calories (my normal intake that I'm supposed to have.) I decided that I was going t... | 0.521579 | 2.86463 | 2.589319 | 91.216048 | 87.471338 | 5.598257 | 19.728126 | 7.060882 | 0.499339 | 594 | 18 | 125 | 9 | 19 | 199 | 100 | 157 | 0.137 | 0.75 | 0.113 | -0.7898 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 13 | 16 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 24 | 25 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 9 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 17 | 3 | 13 | 14 | 7 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 79 | 26 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143686 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13702 | 0 | 0.572492 | 0 | 0 | 0.123884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079492 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137745 | 0 | 0.149735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132349 | 0.093365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131259 | 0.274088 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16312 | 0 | 0.132581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170325 | 0.125761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203655 | 0.142046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090072 |
EDAnonymous | Sleepy_Golden_Storm | 2019/03/21 | The Horror(tm) of unexpected food I love my family more than anything but I swear they have some kind of awful sixth sense for when I'm on a fast/low restricting. My dad especially is really big on little surprises of candy or takeout and (reasonably lol) expects it will be well-received and eaten right away.
He know... | 5.729976 | 5.705947 | 6.139284 | 81.487727 | 67.031915 | 9.389555 | 29.324952 | 9.095869 | 2.143238 | 743 | 23 | 153 | 12 | 11 | 240 | 119 | 188 | 0.139 | 0.643 | 0.218 | 0.9585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 3 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 29 | 31 | 14 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 18 | 10 | 24 | 25 | 9 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 10 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 88 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130345 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109917 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140173 | 0 | 0.291647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.484539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278185 | 0.073406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120552 | 0 | 0.178318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171136 | 0.137332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132104 | 0.14952 | 0.094541 | 0 | 0.106669 | 0 | 0.153004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151573 | 0.251776 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116746 | 0.122973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107142 | 0 | 0.120095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | thotmija | 2019/03/21 | excersize ideas? sorry if this doesnt make sense im kinda in a rush, but basically ive been around family alot lately and i cant restrict as much as id like so my intake is around 500-700 everyday but im going to the gym every night at about 6 or 7 and burning about 300-500 cals so that my net is low at least..but lite... | 1.26425 | 2.864087 | 3.300036 | 91.504051 | 79.379747 | 6.033273 | 23.10006 | 6.86897 | 0.588596 | 858 | 28 | 195 | 9 | 21 | 291 | 141 | 237 | 0.146 | 0.676 | 0.178 | 0.85 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 12 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 20 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 35 | 35 | 20 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 18 | 7 | 24 | 31 | 3 | 28 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 1 | 6 | 14 | 107 | 31 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134839 | 0 | 0 | 0.112002 | 0 | 0.069322 | 0 | 0 | 0.176514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093462 | 0 | 0.150387 | 0.141653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051797 | 0 | 0.056344 | 0.083155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097634 | 0 | 0 | 0.111919 | 0.642539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108971 | 0 | 0.111836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083254 | 0 | 0 | 0.084287 | 0 | 0 | 0.132355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065865 | 0.063526 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10919 | 0.081802 | 0.058476 | 0.078694 | 0 | 0.120728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | -Summerr- | 2019/03/21 | All I see are my flaws I went clothes shopping yesterday, (Usually a big trigger) and when I was trying on clothes, I decided to take some pictures to ask my friends what they thought. But, when I looked at the photos all I could think was “My thighs look huge; have my hips gotten wider? My cheeks are super puffy; are ... | 3.706594 | 5.669565 | 3.713956 | 89.610768 | 73.485981 | 6.250883 | 26.84216 | 6.937598 | 1.147402 | 436 | 16 | 86 | 4 | 9 | 133 | 75 | 107 | 0.068 | 0.819 | 0.112 | 0.7059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 17 | 23 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 16 | 3 | 13 | 12 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 60 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189773 | 0 | 0.261087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183635 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.399192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17871 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152299 | 0 | 0.377392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168845 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Pro_Ana_Online | 2019/03/21 | ED Film Festival! (March 22 & 23) **A few of us are putting together an Eating Disorder film-festival event!**
Day #1 starts Friday evening, March 22, at 9pm Eastern time.
We'll be showing 2 feature films/documentaries with about a half-hour in between filled with various film shorts.
Day#2 start Saturday aftern... | 2.005293 | 4.746544 | 2.375767 | 88.452332 | 96.721519 | 5.885045 | 20.408814 | 7.242747 | 1.139695 | 688 | 23 | 124 | 14 | 27 | 210 | 106 | 158 | 0.012 | 0.903 | 0.085 | 0.9095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 57 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 22 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 22 | 12 | 4 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 12 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 69 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190558 | 0 | 0.239199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1946 | 0 | 0.226847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088927 | 0 | 0 | 0.19266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.346399 | 0 | 0 | 0.198539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373451 | 0 | 0.140452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211553 | 0.303795 | 0 | 0 | 0.103734 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | UrethraLasso | 2019/03/21 | CARROTS From what I've read carrots have about 25-36 calories each. I think I finally found something I can snack on without feeling like a blob of fat holy fuck. | 3.037708 | 5.312283 | 3.32 | 90.258333 | 76.5 | 5.516667 | 32.541667 | 6.427356 | 1.795654 | 130 | 7 | 25 | 1 | 3 | 40 | 28 | 32 | 0.233 | 0.767 | 0 | -0.7167 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188508 | 0.266341 | 0 | 0.408404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408775 | 0 | 0.344664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18214 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287013 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.359383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | snakessssssssss | 2019/03/21 | FML THERE IS NO WINNING Currently in the cycle of
Restricting and losing but having no energy so can’t work out then getting super unflatteringly skinny fat. F’n wonderful. | 5.864 | 9.071763 | 7.583333 | 58.505 | 71.666667 | 10.666667 | 30 | 10.504224 | 4.654 | 142 | 6 | 18 | 5 | 3 | 49 | 29 | 30 | 0.186 | 0.467 | 0.347 | 0.882 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.622428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.603352 | 0.405039 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lotuscakes | 2019/03/21 | starting a new medication brought back my ed i deal with depression and anxiety and a few other issues and i’ve has an ed (food restriction and bulimia) but was pretty much control as in i wasn’t making myself throw up and i wasn’t actively going out of my way to avoid eating, i still hated my body and still suffered f... | 1.157809 | 3.320217 | 2.950827 | 91.021972 | 82.463415 | 6.120173 | 21.479294 | 7.353733 | 0.724533 | 2,322 | 73 | 498 | 35 | 64 | 771 | 249 | 615 | 0.21 | 0.636 | 0.154 | -0.9887 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 54 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 35 | 39 | 7 | 4 | 25 | 0 | 41 | 28 | 5 | 9 | 3 | 121 | 106 | 56 | 0 | 12 | 24 | 0 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 30 | 40 | 17 | 8 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 16 | 22 | 22 | 1 | 3 | 33 | 17 | 72 | 18 | 51 | 68 | 16 | 70 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 24 | 0 | 5 | 33 | 321 | 102 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062409 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047635 | 0 | 0 | 0.077861 | 0.060029 | 0.087589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050963 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08804 | 0.0478 | 0.104693 | 0 | 0.097427 | 0 | 0 | 0.101262 | 0 | 0.254358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175104 | 0.058809 | 0 | 0.049314 | 0 | 0 | 0.064208 | 0.045708 | 0 | 0 | 0.11076 | 0.05902 | 0.098615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037812 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289462 | 0.122694 | 0.109934 | 0 | 0.052323 | 0 | 0.276897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059819 | 0 | 0.032535 | 0 | 0.137359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050624 | 0 | 0 | 0.169561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139842 | 0.114755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124985 | 0.04867 | 0.051668 | 0.054169 | 0.038213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127179 | 0.115342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045695 | 0.060845 | 0.126251 | 0 | 0.044153 | 0.165871 | 0 | 0 | 0.112181 | 0.054931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116378 | 0.130619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065161 | 0.110023 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045526 | 0.057315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.047356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044072 | 0 | 0 | 0.121561 | 0.061019 | 0.182873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036682 | 0 | 0.045448 | 0.033382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049444 | 0 | 0.047235 | 0.27013 | 0.045441 | 0 | 0.27885 | 0.051473 | 0.053069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165555 | 0.062083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036866 |
EDAnonymous | PieldeSapo | 2019/03/21 | ED during puberty I just have to rant. ED started when I was 13, still here when I'm nearly 20. The one thing I hate the most is that the restrictive eating during puberty really fucked up my height. I want to cry every time I think about how fucking short I am because it's really something I can't do shit about. I'm s... | 0.978333 | 2.692428 | 3.590519 | 88.556333 | 80.666667 | 6.912593 | 19.133333 | 7.908726 | 0.661871 | 390 | 9 | 86 | 7 | 10 | 137 | 73 | 108 | 0.162 | 0.758 | 0.08 | -0.7715 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 27 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 1 | 12 | 24 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 54 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113941 | 0.156045 | 0.145347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.478449 | 0.090129 | 0 | 0.196083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.340636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18102 | 0 | 0.116897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331543 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132807 | 0 | 0 | 0.122104 | 0 | 0.137767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138657 | 0 | 0.158824 | 0 | 0 | 0.114608 | 0.110538 | 0 | 0 | 0.100592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cheeseontheritz | 2019/03/21 | Unusual weight gain even when dieting? I've been following an OMEOD (one meal every other day) diet for the past year now, and for some reason I have been suddenly gaining weight like crazy ever since January? I haven't made any drastic changes to my diet, eating the same types of foods, and I've actually been eating m... | 5.800517 | 5.123053 | 6.399636 | 81.87643 | 67.015564 | 9.366203 | 29.64119 | 8.63404 | 2.002836 | 985 | 29 | 207 | 13 | 14 | 323 | 152 | 257 | 0.108 | 0.839 | 0.054 | -0.9404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 35 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 13 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 0 | 15 | 21 | 5 | 3 | 3 | 30 | 26 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 16 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 7 | 25 | 1 | 26 | 18 | 9 | 36 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 23 | 123 | 33 | 1 | 0.107271 | 0 | 0.209363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107417 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089258 | 0 | 0 | 0.072948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226958 | 0.092405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138362 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.548827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212555 | 0.097033 | 0.180762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056045 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105641 | 0 | 0 | 0.121096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07269 | 0.081585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101406 | 0 | 0 | 0.109134 | 0 | 0.102644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085481 | 0 | 0.111907 | 0 | 0 | 0.088736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104789 | 0 | 0 | 0.092648 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086047 | 0.391883 | 0 | 0.099442 | 0 | 0.119765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069079 |
EDAnonymous | namasteawayplz | 2019/03/21 | DAE have a hard time focusing on literally anything other than food/calories at all times?? I'm supposed to be studying rn but in the past hour I have rechecked cronometer 2 times and then used my phone calc to rough estimate what I can do with my ramaining day's calories like 3 times which proceeded to me using my cal... | 7.111901 | 6.874872 | 6.258943 | 82.503465 | 64.19685 | 9.461867 | 37.040495 | 8.841846 | 3.023998 | 525 | 24 | 103 | 7 | 7 | 159 | 92 | 127 | 0.151 | 0.795 | 0.054 | -0.9345 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 10 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 14 | 17 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 2 | 18 | 16 | 3 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 14 | 59 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155893 | 0.168641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.458142 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167521 | 0 | 0.169701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133807 | 0.092551 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14584 | 0 | 0 | 0.134086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.441855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lilbee0718 | 2019/03/21 | It’s only 8am and I’ve already eaten 1000 calories I work at a hotel as a breakfast cook and have unlimited access to food which makes not binging in the morning super hard. Lately I’ve been having really good control over my binging urges but this morning I was a little hungover and all I could think about was bagels ... | 3.660757 | 4.84579 | 4.554943 | 86.673515 | 72.211009 | 6.550917 | 27.386468 | 6.627428 | 1.170531 | 423 | 15 | 85 | 3 | 8 | 137 | 78 | 109 | 0.074 | 0.828 | 0.099 | 0.3811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 20 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 9 | 7 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 54 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.437644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.444806 | 0.158321 | 0 | 0 | 0.127883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100263 | 0.141661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177632 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108977 | 0 | 0.223684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096876 | 0.198742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132362 | 0 | 0.199212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158357 | 0.165782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | -Cokeman | 2019/03/21 | How do you stop from passing out? (Other than eating) My diet for the past 5 days has consisted of antacids, pain and sleep pills. I ate half a burger two days ago and I hated myself for it. Don't feel any pain anywhere other than my stomach which I'm taking antacids for.
I can't stand up too fast or bend over without... | 3.842249 | 5.02187 | 4.315515 | 88.583045 | 71.76699 | 6.270032 | 28.781877 | 6.079149 | 1.16131 | 805 | 31 | 163 | 4 | 15 | 254 | 125 | 206 | 0.067 | 0.861 | 0.072 | -0.223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 13 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 31 | 26 | 14 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 16 | 4 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 10 | 4 | 18 | 2 | 33 | 14 | 4 | 41 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 117 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114728 | 0.168119 | 0.135024 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13962 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187663 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167894 | 0.137067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160501 | 0 | 0 | 0.082964 | 0 | 0.157542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161995 | 0.168393 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161585 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12479 | 0.349185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157002 | 0 | 0.329891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174887 | 0 | 0.137178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109007 | 0.105136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | NotDido | 2019/03/21 | Babette’s Feast This is kinda stupid maybe but I’m studying abroad and taking this class called Food In France which is like a cultural history of france through food kind of thing. Anyway for it we watched this Danish films called *Babette’s Feast* and I was wondering if anyone here had seen it and had ED related thou... | 6.744148 | 8.190514 | 5.954763 | 78.524075 | 65.200717 | 9.171175 | 31.888512 | 9.414487 | 2.863426 | 1,234 | 48 | 217 | 23 | 19 | 374 | 171 | 279 | 0.077 | 0.8 | 0.123 | 0.9509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 13 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 15 | 1 | 13 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 52 | 27 | 20 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 19 | 5 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 3 | 15 | 7 | 37 | 16 | 8 | 27 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 23 | 12 | 0 | 9 | 12 | 134 | 31 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113807 | 0 | 0 | 0.091927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136861 | 0 | 0.130279 | 0 | 0.517081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148434 | 0 | 0 | 0.160792 | 0.15093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139276 | 0 | 0.125866 | 0.126144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121183 | 0 | 0 | 0.28544 | 0.144514 | 0.143201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149572 | 0 | 0.096589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136514 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107173 | 0.114569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094697 | 0.091334 | 0 | 0.113161 | 0.083116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139241 | 0 | 0 | 0.123109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154579 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091791 |
EDAnonymous | PerfectWillingness | 2019/03/21 | No YoU DoNt HaVe BoDy DySmOrPhIa \- my body @ me
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Been reading all your posts about body dysmorphia and feeling sad and sympathetic but grateful I wasn't disordered *that* badly.
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I'd been avoiding weighing myself for the longest time because I was convinced I was at my heaviest weight. Thi... | 1.635565 | 4.310841 | 2.448721 | 91.653576 | 86.230216 | 5.335416 | 24.129908 | 6.86897 | 0.961751 | 1,127 | 45 | 224 | 15 | 35 | 352 | 146 | 278 | 0.096 | 0.733 | 0.171 | 0.9722 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 53 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 21 | 14 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 20 | 12 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 42 | 43 | 21 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 15 | 6 | 1 | 10 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 34 | 7 | 22 | 32 | 8 | 29 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 139 | 42 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0.14078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234464 | 0.262944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060227 | 0.087942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063795 | 0 | 0.480733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152612 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074531 | 0 | 0.142927 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072944 | 0 | 0 | 0.079017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060501 | 0 | 0 | 0.079461 | 0 | 0 | 0.076786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076211 | 0 | 0.071643 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060573 | 0.080697 | 0.07874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079179 | 0 | 0 | 0.069082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072151 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073001 | 0.05748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046219 | 0.283476 | 0.114529 | 0.042061 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.042545 | 0 | 0 | 0.439185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262944 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Lillysland | 2019/03/22 | Cold dead body I often wonder what people are gonna think when they find my cold dead body over the bathtub slouched over in my own pile of vomit and probably piss. It maybe from heart attack or it maybe from chocking on my own fucking vomit or bile idk but what a sad fucking way to go. At least I won’t have to be ther... | 0.478884 | 2.451044 | 2.276936 | 95.979221 | 83.752066 | 4.698446 | 18.770909 | 5.683918 | -0.380099 | 877 | 22 | 200 | 5 | 25 | 289 | 133 | 242 | 0.177 | 0.692 | 0.132 | -0.9021 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 16 | 16 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 19 | 16 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 29 | 41 | 17 | 2 | 8 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 23 | 5 | 22 | 28 | 5 | 17 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 10 | 7 | 9 | 5 | 117 | 37 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092849 | 0.065463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105481 | 0 | 0.082802 | 0 | 0.311982 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.519318 | 0 | 0 | 0.053208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051453 | 0.076315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066129 | 0.091479 | 0 | 0.082671 | 0 | 0.07862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062494 | 0 | 0.282171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129813 | 0.081748 | 0 | 0.10277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100941 | 0 | 0 | 0.188234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185191 | 0.209607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11998 | 0 | 0 | 0.054592 | 0.107606 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16896 | 0.104527 | 0 | 0 | 0.20306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133014 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | boscodash443 | 2019/03/22 | Oops I think I have an eating disorder Hey.
Okay so I’m 23 now and have been in recovery for years now. When I was 14 I was diagnosed with anorexia and went inpatient treatment and everything. I have ALWAYS had a bad relationship with food. Either I restrict WAYYYY more than I should or eat until I gained LITERALLY ... | 1.118909 | 3.742684 | 3.161714 | 85.29784 | 90.226994 | 6.210661 | 24.729107 | 7.554174 | 1.739093 | 1,310 | 57 | 246 | 27 | 45 | 440 | 184 | 326 | 0.103 | 0.843 | 0.054 | -0.8769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 53 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 16 | 13 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 2 | 25 | 18 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 48 | 49 | 23 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 18 | 16 | 1 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 42 | 4 | 25 | 32 | 8 | 41 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 15 | 0 | 5 | 26 | 157 | 47 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093059 | 0 | 0.057598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06334 | 0.068779 | 0.100428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065769 | 0 | 0 | 0.212497 | 0 | 0 | 0.083607 | 0 | 0 | 0.094407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.337155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054407 | 0 | 0.138807 | 0 | 0.074032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083301 | 0.058848 | 0 | 0 | 0.075288 | 0 | 0.199213 | 0.090318 | 0 | 0 | 0.043037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069173 | 0.36862 | 0.089921 | 0.140062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105541 | 0 | 0 | 0.088438 | 0 | 0.070347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233218 | 0 | 0.197351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158345 | 0.080932 | 0 | 0.096065 | 0 | 0.078081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066075 | 0.501544 | 0 | 0.076361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079405 | 0 | 0.059969 | 0 | 0 | 0.058516 | 0 | 0 | 0.053046 |
EDAnonymous | Temp_SU_AITA_ | 2019/03/22 | I'm not sure how to fight back against these new urges? (possibly triggering) This year's January I (17, ftm, started transitioning april 2018) started a diet. I was pretty mentally okay - maybe obsessed over calories and health (lots of r/fatlogic for a while, then none, then a while again, now none again) but I obses... | 4.633839 | 5.03862 | 5.515313 | 83.532512 | 69.433526 | 8.718655 | 28.733053 | 8.710501 | 1.969629 | 1,337 | 45 | 280 | 21 | 22 | 439 | 208 | 346 | 0.084 | 0.819 | 0.097 | 0.7631 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 52 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 16 | 16 | 2 | 3 | 18 | 1 | 21 | 12 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 41 | 42 | 28 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 12 | 8 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 4 | 29 | 8 | 47 | 27 | 10 | 46 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 14 | 1 | 7 | 31 | 182 | 47 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115302 | 0 | 0.085046 | 0 | 0.096071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073773 | 0 | 0.175454 | 0 | 0.081639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196343 | 0 | 0.107921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063368 | 0.086784 | 0 | 0 | 0.086226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105194 | 0.074124 | 0.088696 | 0.150376 | 0 | 0.109051 | 0 | 0.076733 | 0.105775 | 0.10569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046872 | 0 | 0 | 0.084905 | 0.080566 | 0.214667 | 0.104731 | 0.081566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096686 | 0.101778 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070528 | 0 | 0 | 0.09266 | 0.102034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109229 | 0 | 0 | 0.065012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213062 | 0.311684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108159 | 0 | 0.097607 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135815 | 0 | 0.076619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219659 | 0 | 0 | 0.090423 | 0 | 0 | 0.154228 | 0.083857 | 0 | 0.109717 | 0 | 0 | 0.061475 | 0 | 0 | 0.055944 | 0 | 0 | 0.091676 | 0 | 0.195413 | 0 | 0.187441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113177 | 0 | 0.076958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068154 | 0 | 0 | 0.061783 |
EDAnonymous | xiaoyingdou | 2019/03/22 | so rn I'm bloated af restricted until like 7pm today and then had a bowl of oatmeal, some grapes and some broccoli (idk I'm weird) and that area between my lower ribs above my stomach (I suck at bio lmao) felt like it was really blocked?? lowkey painful lol,, it's happened before but this time it felt like I was gonna ... | 2.22005 | 4.103644 | 3.64709 | 88.803818 | 77.507463 | 6.854726 | 24.599502 | 7.793538 | 1.229604 | 514 | 18 | 109 | 8 | 12 | 169 | 97 | 134 | 0.1 | 0.651 | 0.249 | 0.9805 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 22 | 21 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 5 | 8 | 9 | 9 | 13 | 2 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 15 | 54 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171718 | 0 | 0 | 0.175002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103988 | 0 | 0.394932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.502376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119922 | 0 | 0.194942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Loose_Egg | 2019/03/22 | My 600lbs Life is the opposite of thinspo for me and I find that funny I started watching this show to trigger myself while in a bad restricting episode, but it actually is part of what got me out of that headspace.
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The biggest reason why is that it (unintentionally?) humanizes absurdly fat people. The m... | 6.022331 | 6.480593 | 6.114239 | 80.258598 | 66.423313 | 8.728589 | 30.410429 | 8.548687 | 2.201096 | 668 | 23 | 127 | 9 | 10 | 212 | 101 | 163 | 0.049 | 0.683 | 0.268 | 0.9924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 25 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 13 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 21 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 16 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 15 | 10 | 18 | 17 | 4 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 92 | 31 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.1299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106451 | 0 | 0.288457 | 0.323495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235457 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136209 | 0 | 0 | 0.117899 | 0 | 0 | 0.175841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208639 | 0 | 0 | 0.223299 | 0.106463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094022 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113169 | 0.240281 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144149 | 0 | 0.276853 | 0.11623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131653 | 0 | 0.094219 | 0 | 0.106305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147894 | 0.180751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324193 | 0 | 0 | 0.120114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323495 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MhmStephany | 2019/03/22 | Old habits die hard I don’t know how many of you are also into Kpop or are aware of BTS, but I was recently catching up on their Run! BTS episodes on Vlive and had the funniest moment of my old but ever present ED patterns crop up.
The 60th episode focused on them playing guessing games involving snack foods and one ... | 2.213317 | 4.86906 | 3.314643 | 86.904167 | 82.342391 | 6.765631 | 26.424948 | 7.957252 | 1.863659 | 1,505 | 65 | 292 | 30 | 42 | 483 | 195 | 368 | 0.09 | 0.776 | 0.133 | 0.9561 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 49 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 12 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 26 | 1 | 21 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 63 | 47 | 21 | 1 | 8 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 15 | 4 | 5 | 9 | 8 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 33 | 10 | 45 | 37 | 6 | 37 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 18 | 22 | 0 | 12 | 13 | 181 | 51 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089869 | 0 | 0.121762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105058 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089725 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116631 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148449 | 0.101652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056822 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135888 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.618986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100669 | 0 | 0.115332 | 0 | 0.126658 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117025 | 0.308801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079376 | 0.164707 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235844 | 0 | 0.152301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121163 | 0 | 0 | 0.112971 | 0 | 0 | 0.112409 | 0 | 0.071992 | 0 | 0.11096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07983 | 0 | 0 | 0.144736 |
EDAnonymous | flamingoballoon | 2019/03/22 | Can I have some support? I texted my boyfriend
“I’m going to look into therapy to try to have a healthier outlook on food and my body. My insurance covers it with a $15 copay for each visit.”
He responded
“okay”
Ugh wtf. I feel like I’m making a huge stride and I get an okay? Maybe he felt like saying anything el... | 1.768182 | 3.603429 | 3.45 | 89.92 | 78.69697 | 6.824242 | 23.121212 | 7.793538 | 1.033594 | 496 | 16 | 108 | 8 | 12 | 165 | 87 | 132 | 0.098 | 0.749 | 0.153 | 0.6794 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 23 | 22 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 12 | 8 | 14 | 19 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 57 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181909 | 0.148509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089889 | 0.127003 | 0.170693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214967 | 0 | 0.137349 | 0 | 0.092881 | 0 | 0.101034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237334 | 0 | 0.1786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.406605 | 0 | 0 | 0.113912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.362095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126287 | 0.19437 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | happyplantlover | 2019/03/22 | anyone else like this? my only true safe foods are melons, apples and popcorn.
I literally eat whole cantaloupes as meals but could not even think about eating an actual meal. I’m sad because I haven’t always been like this; I used to love home cooked dinners with different sides and mains. Now I just snack all day on... | 3.554054 | 5.794682 | 3.940802 | 86.579311 | 74.765766 | 6.241802 | 21.00991 | 7.168622 | 0.545425 | 458 | 11 | 88 | 5 | 10 | 143 | 88 | 111 | 0.112 | 0.718 | 0.17 | 0.7343 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 18 | 14 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 10 | 7 | 13 | 11 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 55 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118947 | 0.174301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207398 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135821 | 0 | 0 | 0.109709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177732 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348135 | 0.142107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189721 | 0.112358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191424 | 0.172028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152952 | 0 | 0 | 0.189925 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | collarbonekween | 2019/03/22 | My new dog is forcing me to eat I’ve been wanting a dog for years and finally felt stable enough to get one a few weeks ago. I adopted a 6 year old papillon mix and he’s the new light of my life. But being a rescue he’s come with a few quirks! Such as, he refuses to eat unless he sees me eat first! I normally don’t eat... | 1.712578 | 2.788723 | 4.152 | 88.093 | 76.890625 | 6.995 | 22.175 | 7.554174 | 0.756801 | 455 | 12 | 103 | 6 | 10 | 160 | 81 | 128 | 0.014 | 0.937 | 0.048 | 0.432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 17 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 10 | 1 | 15 | 13 | 5 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 61 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104496 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.744766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061337 | 0 | 0.116474 | 0.132886 | 0 | 0.103184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063378 | 0 | 0.068942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085683 | 0 | 0.121582 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234319 | 0 | 0.113839 | 0.356566 | 0 | 0 | 0.127292 | 0 | 0.082201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1431 | 0 | 0.097305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156236 |
EDAnonymous | hikeinx | 2019/03/22 | Questioning Recovery I don’t know if any of you could answer this, but if it’s too unrealistic of a question, I totally understand. I just thought I’d give it a shot & see if any of you have been through something similar.
I’ve been struggling with an ED for 8 months. Before my ED began, I weighed 125. I dropped d... | 3.452695 | 4.441647 | 4.862182 | 85.019939 | 72.492823 | 8.826922 | 28.765869 | 9.210783 | 2.276902 | 795 | 31 | 171 | 17 | 15 | 266 | 119 | 209 | 0.074 | 0.846 | 0.079 | 0.4554 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 30 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 15 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 34 | 41 | 13 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 22 | 1 | 28 | 29 | 4 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 16 | 113 | 37 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127489 | 0 | 0.160031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.452381 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100123 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093945 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184423 | 0.112874 | 0.066871 | 0 | 0 | 0.129725 | 0.12962 | 0 | 0.10405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104129 | 0.098808 | 0 | 0 | 0.100034 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187836 | 0 | 0 | 0.087246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122934 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119706 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263621 | 0 | 0.117696 | 0 | 0.150757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090583 | 0 | 0 | 0.083283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123008 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078171 | 0 | 0 | 0.093412 | 0.068611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143283 | 0 | 0 | 0.106173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075772 |
EDAnonymous | rebelizbec | 2019/03/22 | Psychologist or counselor? Also has anyone else done therapy remotely? I am with a new partner who has been super supportive about my ED and it's given me the boost to try and recover. The first step I guess is to seek out a therapist, but I am a 'digital nomad' so I don't stay anywhere for more than 2-3 months. That m... | 5.381 | 6.3341 | 6.211852 | 77.243333 | 68 | 9.259259 | 30.925926 | 9.444779 | 2.792481 | 1,107 | 43 | 205 | 22 | 18 | 365 | 153 | 270 | 0.053 | 0.854 | 0.093 | 0.8933 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 27 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 52 | 45 | 26 | 0 | 8 | 17 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 11 | 6 | 20 | 4 | 30 | 29 | 5 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 9 | 13 | 141 | 32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110995 | 0.100688 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238267 | 0.232765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254794 | 0.09069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116261 | 0 | 0.116238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189774 | 0 | 0.100604 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057433 | 0 | 0.218122 | 0 | 0.311448 | 0.096617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059344 | 0 | 0.064554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120737 | 0 | 0 | 0.076135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10052 | 0.095384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115159 | 0 | 0.123729 | 0 | 0 | 0.114468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181327 | 0 | 0.083499 | 0 | 0 | 0.109702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103405 | 0 | 0.12832 | 0 | 0.09396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121068 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128897 | 0.214108 | 0 | 0.085403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129896 | 0.131883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.308471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093721 | 0.133992 | 0.09016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080689 | 0 | 0 | 0.146292 |
EDAnonymous | ILoveKissing | 2019/03/22 | Binged I had a really shitty day and binged super hardcore. I had to have eaten at least 4,000 calories and I'm feeling super guilty because of it. I thought about purgung but I knew that if I did it this one time its going to lead me down a dark path. I'm so sad guys :/ | 0.456782 | 2.427559 | 2.421379 | 94.919885 | 83.827586 | 4.556322 | 20.011494 | 5.461319 | -0.233216 | 210 | 6 | 47 | 1 | 6 | 70 | 44 | 58 | 0.213 | 0.688 | 0.098 | -0.8473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 30 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.315197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277762 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.483929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.313099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.388005 | 0.284988 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Suffering_Skye | 2019/03/22 | Got rejected from three schools in two days... feel like shit I really tried my best, even with this stupid ED I tried to do well in school. Yet I keep getting rejection after rejection, and I just can't anymore. Idk y even thought I could get into prestigious schools with my shitty Gpa and scores. They saw me for the ... | 5.015571 | 6.361204 | 5.21 | 82.645 | 69.142857 | 9.6 | 31.142857 | 9.888513 | 2.961514 | 289 | 12 | 57 | 7 | 5 | 91 | 54 | 70 | 0.318 | 0.565 | 0.117 | -0.9625 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 11 | 3 | 9 | 7 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 38 | 13 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217277 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165305 | 0 | 0 | 0.133524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104686 | 0.14791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.628609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281134 | 0 | 0.202249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bipolarspacecop | 2019/03/22 | You’re never “too fat” to have an ED: I’m obese and I finally admitted to my psych that there’s a lot more going on than just some “comfort eating”. We didn’t totally get into it but I admitted that I make myself vomit at least a few times a week and have been having problems with overeating/binging and restriction for... | 5.756285 | 5.978696 | 6.322282 | 79.354144 | 66.973274 | 9.324458 | 29.992659 | 9.150863 | 2.389817 | 1,799 | 60 | 349 | 30 | 27 | 587 | 219 | 449 | 0.164 | 0.695 | 0.141 | -0.9668 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 3 | 7 | 5 | 2 | 26 | 21 | 2 | 1 | 21 | 1 | 34 | 14 | 3 | 5 | 5 | 82 | 60 | 33 | 0 | 12 | 20 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 21 | 6 | 1 | 12 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 7 | 46 | 8 | 52 | 46 | 13 | 43 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 37 | 18 | 1 | 12 | 25 | 258 | 77 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076787 | 0 | 0 | 0.061323 | 0.063807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064027 | 0.233727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049454 | 0.079057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087886 | 0 | 0 | 0.078473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156932 | 0.128118 | 0 | 0.067919 | 0.079234 | 0 | 0.101297 | 0 | 0.064609 | 0 | 0.068918 | 0.150022 | 0 | 0 | 0.077547 | 0 | 0.073628 | 0.168005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070892 | 0.200319 | 0 | 0.043581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081511 | 0.086427 | 0 | 0.359794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080037 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078414 | 0.054164 | 0.037464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065193 | 0 | 0 | 0.15356 | 0.077745 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082677 | 0.293502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049125 | 0.078843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061107 | 0 | 0 | 0.17326 | 0 | 0 | 0.086195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079703 | 0 | 0.12327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10189 | 0.049135 | 0 | 0.060878 | 0.044715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180919 | 0 | 0.061511 | 0.186759 | 0 | 0 | 0.069195 | 0.085614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078147 | 0 | 0.083841 | 0 | 0.296289 |
EDAnonymous | littlepinky_ | 2019/03/22 | Anyone here who hasn’t been diagnosed with an ED but knows/suspects they have one? I haven’t had a diagnosis and I am in the process of seeing a psychiatrist who wants me to get physical check ups to to purging.
What happens when you get diagnosed? Do they make you have tons of check ups all the time or if you’re not ... | 2.151546 | 3.621807 | 3.583361 | 90.999412 | 76.529412 | 7.210084 | 23.907563 | 7.957252 | 1.01105 | 316 | 10 | 73 | 5 | 7 | 104 | 60 | 85 | 0.051 | 0.906 | 0.043 | 0.344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 12 | 14 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 54 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.633078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275783 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.330223 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | miamyamae | 2019/03/22 | Just found this sub and I’m in tears I’ve been reading through lots of posts and feeling so much less alone ❤️ genuinely have never found a place like this before where people have the same bullshit going on. thank all of you for being so amazing as any other ed communities I’ve found have always been really toxic and ... | 4.313878 | 5.485226 | 4.800612 | 85.580102 | 70.632653 | 7.640816 | 25.22449 | 7.957252 | 1.306208 | 390 | 11 | 78 | 5 | 7 | 124 | 72 | 98 | 0.138 | 0.69 | 0.173 | 0.704 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 22 | 22 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 9 | 14 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 49 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182728 | 0 | 0 | 0.146804 | 0 | 0 | 0.119978 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150129 | 0 | 0 | 0.156038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267625 | 0.126042 | 0 | 0.193271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.580339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17239 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299989 | 0 | 0.166942 | 0.117768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129696 | 0 | 0.136074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122314 | 0 | 0.184332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176478 | 0 | 0.113026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | SoEmaciated | 2019/03/22 | Do you ever wonder how the hell do some people get to extremely low weights? I was on MPA reading a post about this anorexic woman who went on Oprah and said she got down to 32 pounds before. I know they must have hell of willpower and control, but still... can't fathom. I guess they may must not have the extreme hunge... | 5.91 | 5.978172 | 5.442941 | 86.318235 | 66.647059 | 7.976471 | 28.764706 | 7.168622 | 1.417547 | 272 | 8 | 55 | 2 | 4 | 83 | 57 | 68 | 0.147 | 0.853 | 0 | -0.8464 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 16 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 9 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 5 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 38 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228059 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242433 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140026 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214355 | 0 | 0.295247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326368 | 0 | 0.248451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ImpulseFry | 2019/03/22 | My boyfriend and his sister like to tease me EVERY SINGLE TIME I go to eat an Oreo because they’re not vegan. Guess I just won’t eat anything 🤷♀️
Also they are vegan where I’m from. | -1.669286 | 0.271927 | 1.749524 | 94.987143 | 97.333333 | 4.704762 | 14.142857 | 6.427356 | -0.503886 | 145 | 3 | 34 | 2 | 6 | 52 | 36 | 42 | 0.062 | 0.87 | 0.068 | 0.0516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 18 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.693765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197674 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tashi56 | 2019/03/22 | I am really struggling with body image, disordered eating and food, and have for 9 years. I honestly don’t even no how to start because this issue stems back so many years. Basically started when I was 14 years old in high school, like many girls, I want to lose weight and feel good. Started eating ‘healthy’ which was ... | 3.112501 | 5.32995 | 4.429717 | 82.667581 | 76.028302 | 8.122303 | 26.437833 | 8.914623 | 2.272953 | 1,720 | 66 | 326 | 40 | 39 | 567 | 223 | 424 | 0.139 | 0.712 | 0.149 | 0.5321 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 54 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 18 | 26 | 2 | 4 | 16 | 0 | 33 | 37 | 6 | 5 | 6 | 64 | 61 | 25 | 1 | 8 | 14 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 16 | 20 | 25 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 18 | 37 | 13 | 46 | 29 | 15 | 58 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 22 | 1 | 4 | 36 | 202 | 53 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0.102238 | 0.057106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.036628 | 0 | 0 | 0.046633 | 0 | 0 | 0.049216 | 0.08056 | 0 | 0.095798 | 0.057854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046329 | 0.05719 | 0.058187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10135 | 0 | 0.045118 | 0 | 0 | 0.05473 | 0.060036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.428814 | 0 | 0 | 0.092793 | 0 | 0.058422 | 0.069198 | 0.047384 | 0 | 0 | 0.047079 | 0 | 0.049383 | 0 | 0.105947 | 0.037423 | 0.050297 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.570085 | 0.057436 | 0.040472 | 0 | 0.054737 | 0 | 0.059542 | 0.087874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051868 | 0 | 0 | 0.046926 | 0 | 0.107522 | 0.055682 | 0 | 0 | 0.070224 | 0.055346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054675 | 0 | 0 | 0.057955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037 | 0.102368 | 0 | 0 | 0.046358 | 0.043989 | 0.117208 | 0 | 0.08907 | 0.047279 | 0.099134 | 0 | 0.106218 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052791 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050264 | 0 | 0.054968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.044736 | 0.099658 | 0.041658 | 0 | 0.053015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051809 | 0 | 0.14831 | 0 | 0.041834 | 0.087591 | 0 | 0.054763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0582 | 0.106696 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092692 | 0 | 0 | 0.318947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058485 | 0.120478 | 0.050496 | 0 | 0.038136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134934 |
EDAnonymous | questions_anonymous | 2019/03/23 | Where do you find workout clothes that fit?? I've been running more lately (yay compulsive exercise), so my one good pair of high-waisted compression leggings is on its last legs and of course those leggings are no longer made. I have a 23ish inch waist, which apparently is not designed for except at Lululemon which is... | 9.630543 | 9.88137 | 8.259913 | 68.615522 | 58.891304 | 11.273043 | 40.13913 | 10.793553 | 4.46148 | 427 | 20 | 69 | 9 | 5 | 130 | 80 | 92 | 0.053 | 0.805 | 0.142 | 0.866 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 7 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 15 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 4 | 9 | 11 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 38 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154972 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21323 | 0 | 0.280282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.537201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207226 | 0.286775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209761 | 0 | 0.201791 | 0 | 0.309575 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180593 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | coffee_til_wine | 2019/03/23 | Quick hyperbolic rant about my impending trip to Mouse Land. I've got hella anxiety about Disney world. Everyone keeps talking about all the amazing food and snacks. I'm going to be surrounded by people gorging themselves on Mickey shaped calorie bombs. I have dinner in the castle scheduled and I wish I could just be a... | 4.552869 | 6.829651 | 5.449744 | 76.716278 | 71.96875 | 7.154545 | 28.823864 | 8.000946 | 2.312163 | 548 | 22 | 86 | 8 | 11 | 179 | 91 | 128 | 0.035 | 0.822 | 0.143 | 0.9283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 16 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 17 | 10 | 5 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 53 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173116 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.310531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.397975 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185821 | 0.174774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235149 | 0 | 0 | 0.179781 | 0 | 0 | 0.11052 | 0 | 0.155532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095006 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197158 | 0.195367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134818 | 0.1698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146214 | 0.156304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223626 | 0.187458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 3113912125 | 2019/03/23 | Free Monster Zero Yes, weird post but I would like to give my Monster Zeros away instead of throwing them in the trash. If anyone’s willing to take them away from me, I would be very delighted.
I honestly do not like their taste and I made a stupid mistake of buying a whole pack of 24 cans.
Local to 08083.
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EDAnonymous | fatxdiannee | 2019/03/23 | Anybody ever had any weight loss luck with the ACV shots? Apple Cider Vinegar is sitting on my counter and I hate taking the shots but o wanted to know if it actually worked for anyone??? | 2.433333 | 5.084441 | 3.325556 | 87.25 | 81.222222 | 4.711111 | 22.888889 | 5.985473 | 0.516189 | 148 | 5 | 27 | 1 | 4 | 47 | 34 | 36 | 0.131 | 0.817 | 0.053 | -0.4515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.370838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285722 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224141 | 0 | 0 | 0.462753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | the_better_cheddar | 2019/03/23 | My heartbreak is doing me a solid. So, two weeks ago my ex and I broke up for the 3rd (and what looks like to be final) time. We were together for 2 years. In all honesty, I’m doing better than I thought I would be, but at the same time I’m still struggling a lot. I haven’t been eating regularly since the breakup, not ... | 2.662616 | 3.380721 | 4.4461 | 88.283695 | 74.096774 | 6.926686 | 25.058651 | 6.980633 | 0.827323 | 561 | 17 | 128 | 5 | 11 | 191 | 99 | 155 | 0.136 | 0.74 | 0.123 | -0.7269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 13 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 23 | 28 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 21 | 4 | 19 | 18 | 5 | 22 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 88 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.345414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170683 | 0.120578 | 0 | 0.184893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095923 | 0 | 0.134991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.333276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247376 | 0 | 0.149038 | 0 | 0.141735 | 0 | 0 | 0.143493 | 0 | 0 | 0.112664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124075 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13479 | 0 | 0 | 0.176448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133995 | 0.196837 | 0 | 0.159986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133972 | 0.135387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119898 | 0 | 0 | 0.108691 |
EDAnonymous | Irene_sel | 2019/03/23 | DAE feel like you wasted your life because of your ED? Wasting your life by thinking about food, weight, calories, body, self hating.. Not being present in the moment because you're busy focusing on certain thoughts or feel anxious about something...
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EDAnonymous | hannahruthkins | 2019/03/23 | What are some foods with very very low calories, like Shirataki noodles Any suggestions? Shirataki noodles and broth are the only things I really know about. | 8.438846 | 11.096358 | 6.726154 | 69.993846 | 62.461538 | 11.353846 | 36.076923 | 11.208143 | 5.004754 | 129 | 6 | 18 | 4 | 2 | 38 | 22 | 26 | 0.094 | 0.809 | 0.097 | 0.0238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264328 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.470016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24901 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.641434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | classicjunkie | 2019/03/23 | im disappointed in myself for some context I'm 16 and a trans male
my gender dysphoria has been fucking me up a lot recently which I can usually handle except it's been playing into my eating disorder. well it was especially bad today and that coupled with the fact that my current boyfriend is losing a lot of weight d... | 4.373575 | 5.924524 | 5.509517 | 79.098176 | 70.945946 | 8.312741 | 27.80888 | 8.841846 | 2.234753 | 754 | 27 | 139 | 14 | 14 | 250 | 121 | 185 | 0.196 | 0.758 | 0.046 | -0.9829 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 14 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 26 | 25 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 11 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 19 | 4 | 20 | 17 | 4 | 23 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 9 | 4 | 4 | 12 | 98 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122068 | 0.08912 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124355 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.40547 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157918 | 0.152592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163557 | 0 | 0.248583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116693 | 0 | 0 | 0.108403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1165 | 0.133092 | 0.152515 | 0 | 0.150069 | 0 | 0 | 0.146302 | 0 | 0.123872 | 0 | 0 | 0.163655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127782 | 0 | 0 | 0.169746 | 0 | 0 | 0.143638 | 0.116064 | 0.085249 | 0 | 0.277155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178028 | 0.131449 | 0 | 0 | 0.163224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | hdiejdi | 2019/03/23 | Distraught from mean Reddit comments. Just want to binge and die. I made a comment on another subreddit post about depression and got a ton of terrible and mean comments. Who cries from others’ Reddit comments? I feel like a loser. Ugh.
I am frustrated with myself and just want to binge. And then google ways to commi... | 1.448462 | 4.055413 | 2.506667 | 91.476923 | 86.142857 | 5.897436 | 20.457875 | 7.32111 | 0.724128 | 420 | 13 | 85 | 7 | 13 | 133 | 75 | 105 | 0.259 | 0.634 | 0.107 | -0.9701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 20 | 17 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 9 | 3 | 13 | 10 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 56 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207595 | 0 | 0 | 0.162776 | 0 | 0.19614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167388 | 0 | 0 | 0.124825 | 0.170951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191117 | 0.270027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158515 | 0.302303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103863 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411728 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150849 | 0 | 0.138928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18568 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222941 | 0.15001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | unimaginablemonster | 2019/03/23 | Fluid Retention After Surgery? I was curious to see if anyone would have any information about this.
I got some teeth removed and a bone graft procedure yesterday morning. This morning, the scale says I'm about 2-3 pounds heavier than I was before surgery? Of course, I have been eating even less than usual since I'm o... | 3.123929 | 6.086257 | 4.26219 | 79.466143 | 81.5 | 7.169524 | 26.257143 | 8.238736 | 2.313766 | 363 | 15 | 61 | 8 | 10 | 118 | 68 | 84 | 0 | 0.83 | 0.17 | 0.9143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 9 | 9 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 36 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191197 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303135 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240107 | 0 | 0.223588 | 0 | 0 | 0.224046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232576 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199726 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Thechickentendy | 2019/03/23 | cold. Is anyone else struggling with feeling cold constantly? It doesn’t matter how hot or cold it actually is outside or in, I will always need a blanket. Sometimes it genuinely feels like I’ll never get warm. I do my best to hide my shivering, and I try not to make it obvious to family/friends that I’m freezing even ... | 4.698168 | 6.362154 | 5.440062 | 79.468913 | 70.304348 | 7.865839 | 30.534161 | 8.418075 | 2.458681 | 382 | 16 | 67 | 6 | 7 | 124 | 72 | 92 | 0.08 | 0.787 | 0.133 | 0.709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 16 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 3 | 8 | 12 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 42 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.23499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200369 | 0 | 0 | 0.163755 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336752 | 0.246733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243516 | 0.172031 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186045 | 0 | 0.12581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178553 | 0.185723 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | pomp-and-regrets | 2019/03/23 | Tossed back here Long story short, my living situation got a lot better so I was feeling better mentally. My disordered eating behavior got a lot less severe. I probably still need therapy at some point but I wasn't tracking calories as I was.
Now I might have to move again in a few months, stuff at my job has been i... | 1.0927 | 3.308255 | 2.619583 | 92.979375 | 83.133333 | 6.15 | 20.708333 | 7.41366 | 0.598433 | 568 | 17 | 125 | 9 | 16 | 185 | 98 | 150 | 0.117 | 0.776 | 0.107 | -0.7632 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 11 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 24 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 15 | 4 | 15 | 15 | 7 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 11 | 2 | 8 | 14 | 80 | 23 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089504 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129994 | 0 | 0 | 0.216761 | 0 | 0.298561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095715 | 0.066204 | 0 | 0.358976 | 0.119923 | 0.113795 | 0 | 0 | 0.345619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136563 | 0.143756 | 0 | 0 | 0.216327 | 0.144027 | 0 | 0.200959 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153089 | 0 | 0 | 0.15232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191831 | 0 | 0.108219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 22cals | 2019/03/23 | relapsing - purging?? sorry about the account literally being made 2 seconds ago but i have another reddit account and i wanted to make a separate one to join this sub <3
anyway, last year during the summer i purged a lot (almost after every time i ate whether it was a proper meal or me trying to throw up an apple)... | 3.306793 | 4.556395 | 5.049573 | 82.537931 | 73.159292 | 7.441541 | 24.356065 | 7.928767 | 1.335741 | 868 | 25 | 171 | 12 | 17 | 296 | 135 | 226 | 0.123 | 0.818 | 0.059 | -0.9367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 16 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 40 | 36 | 20 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 11 | 4 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 3 | 16 | 1 | 20 | 24 | 6 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 5 | 21 | 116 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150429 | 0.272919 | 0 | 0.15415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104685 | 0.16142 | 0 | 0 | 0.152668 | 0.107639 | 0 | 0.12668 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118371 | 0 | 0.093841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157191 | 0 | 0 | 0.15814 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17643 | 0 | 0.134715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15752 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101676 | 0 | 0.129702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.077837 | 0 | 0.295615 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080428 | 0 | 0 | 0.129118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136129 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169204 | 0.250965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130875 | 0 | 0.145663 | 0.102757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145524 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174385 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158018 | 0.127341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172324 | 0.10896 | 0 | 0.122937 | 0.128701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169544 | 0 | 0.181597 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099133 |
EDAnonymous | ironicalyalive | 2019/03/23 | I want an A$$ Do any of you guys know how to build a butt???? I struggle with ed and am terrified of eating calories that are above my BMI. I know a big butt isn’t that popular here, I also want to be skinny but also want a nice bum. I am really trying to get into fitness and meal prep and overall just improve my heal... | 1.946565 | 2.946505 | 4.111366 | 88.918653 | 76.175573 | 7.072061 | 23.787023 | 7.554174 | 0.941732 | 468 | 14 | 106 | 6 | 10 | 162 | 77 | 131 | 0.105 | 0.7 | 0.196 | 0.868 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 10 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 26 | 27 | 16 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2 | 12 | 23 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 65 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.38507 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.492713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17061 | 0 | 0 | 0.107584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26463 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176187 | 0 | 0 | 0.15372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167796 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132434 | 0.378682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ihavenosister | 2019/03/23 | Feel fat only when/after I eat Can't even eat a normal meal without feeling like a fat piece of shit. Even eating at a calorie deficit I still feel fat. I only feel happy when I'm fasting.
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EDAnonymous | nihilistatari | 2019/03/23 | aaannddd I'm back hey compadres
i was very very active on r/proed back when that sub was around last year, and I had slowly fallen out of my eating disorder for a while. i always had the ED thoughts in the back of my head, but, as of recently, I can tell that my disordered thoughts are coming back as of a result of a... | 3.624286 | 5.338014 | 4.58358 | 84.337241 | 73.137931 | 7.730049 | 28.520525 | 8.418075 | 2.031218 | 348 | 14 | 69 | 6 | 7 | 113 | 59 | 87 | 0.13 | 0.74 | 0.13 | 0.2359 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 11 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 14 | 5 | 1 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 46 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.631509 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168735 | 0 | 0.141491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.3765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168074 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139644 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105775 |
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