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EDAnonymous | Dug-Up-Butt | 2020/02/28 | ༼ ༎ຶ 𓂏༎ຶ༽ ATTENTION: take care of your digestive system or else you’ll be like me and spend an hour digging impacted shit literally out of your asshole with gloves This just in! Young women spend an entire hour with a pair of gloves squatting over a toilet, digging their fingers inside of their butthole to remove shit... | 3.840634 | 6.320698 | 4.296833 | 83.22525 | 74.821596 | 7.264695 | 28.020892 | 8.238736 | 2.109811 | 902 | 37 | 163 | 16 | 20 | 284 | 138 | 213 | 0.158 | 0.78 | 0.062 | -0.9521 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 31 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 15 | 6 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 17 | 17 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 25 | 27 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 14 | 5 | 34 | 17 | 2 | 29 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 9 | 12 | 6 | 3 | 14 | 104 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120495 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115222 | 0 | 0 | 0.186139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126289 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147667 | 0.120554 | 0 | 0.127818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174503 | 0 | 0 | 0.266829 | 0 | 0 | 0.082016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.25523 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284237 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151431 | 0 | 0 | 0.109756 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.592537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08415 | 0.165866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rhabarberjunge | 2020/02/28 | my mum said i gained weight... guess who just resubbed it’s me hey | -2.522143 | -2.834855 | -1.582143 | 112.639643 | 138.285714 | 1.4 | 10.642857 | 3.1291 | -2.3998 | 51 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 4 | 15 | 14 | 14 | 0 | 0.809 | 0.191 | 0.3818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.5805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.501254 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.641689 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | herandheredsecrets | 2020/02/28 | just a reminder,, YOU. ARE. VALID!!! just because you havent been restricting properly, or maybe you even relapsed, you're 100% as valid as the next person. your thoughts, feelings and problems are all 100000% valid and accepted.
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EDAnonymous | im_nice_trust_me | 2020/02/28 | Be cAreful WhAt yOu wiSh FOr The positive is that I’m currently losing weight, the negative is that now whenever I eat my stomach cramps up so badly I can’t keep what I want down. I feel like shit all the time and I’m so goddamn stressed out about my relationship because I want it to work and I keep telling myself that... | 0.321812 | 2.708984 | 2.15 | 93.303333 | 90.086957 | 5.675362 | 21.797101 | 7.168622 | 0.764693 | 350 | 13 | 77 | 6 | 12 | 115 | 62 | 92 | 0.252 | 0.587 | 0.161 | -0.9295 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 17 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 3 | 7 | 15 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 48 | 20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293225 | 0.10704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179675 | 0 | 0.197518 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088785 | 0.125443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147279 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124026 | 0.085786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188521 | 0 | 0.149955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153476 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207138 | 0 | 0 | 0.427649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201923 | 0 | 0 | 0.127834 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bulimiccunt | 2020/02/28 | ??? happiness = gaining weight ??? i started to notice that ever since I started changing my life around and making noticeable changes (meeting new and non toxic people, investing myself in college etc...) I put on AT LEAST 8 pounds. These 8 pounds came from making amazing new friends and us always having hangouts any ... | 3.655231 | 5.392748 | 4.561907 | 84.426247 | 73.105263 | 6.21968 | 26.426392 | 6.70267 | 1.184335 | 1,143 | 40 | 213 | 9 | 23 | 370 | 156 | 285 | 0.069 | 0.818 | 0.113 | 0.9011 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 33 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 10 | 16 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 1 | 16 | 15 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 49 | 41 | 24 | 0 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 25 | 12 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 8 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 6 | 32 | 11 | 31 | 35 | 7 | 41 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 17 | 1 | 6 | 17 | 143 | 44 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068793 | 0 | 0 | 0.056222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147198 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063572 | 0.069031 | 0 | 0 | 0.140702 | 0 | 0 | 0.07312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094559 | 0 | 0 | 0.262379 | 0.142435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06601 | 0 | 0 | 0.053319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080991 | 0 | 0.253793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092205 | 0.054606 | 0.074785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080873 | 0 | 0.093033 | 0.12541 | 0.059063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099972 | 0 | 0.12775 | 0 | 0.086389 | 0.07931 | 0.093973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.440048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045436 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116792 | 0.040391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220746 | 0.08382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.063764 | 0.159697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28238 | 0 | 0 | 0.112046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114634 | 0.072189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166224 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06839 | 0.092931 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175555 | 0 | 0.066025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080762 | 0 | 0.099449 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.048764 | 0 | 0.066317 | 0.30203 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106481 |
EDAnonymous | wheresyourheadatgirl | 2020/02/28 | trying to understand my ED by looking at how it started (long) made an alt account to post this
I was always ‘petite’ – a UK 6/8, below 5'2. never had a true issue with my weight. I was even known as ‘boney bob’ by my family as a kid. I’d gone up and down sometimes, gained a stone when I hit puberty at 11/12, lost the... | 1.707745 | 3.682164 | 3.143484 | 91.375436 | 79.456693 | 6.060105 | 20.819554 | 7.100726 | 0.417777 | 2,406 | 65 | 522 | 29 | 60 | 786 | 282 | 635 | 0.136 | 0.748 | 0.116 | -0.9334 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 90 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 31 | 31 | 2 | 1 | 26 | 0 | 45 | 44 | 8 | 12 | 7 | 81 | 95 | 43 | 0 | 13 | 18 | 1 | 14 | 7 | 1 | 5 | 11 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 28 | 23 | 26 | 1 | 14 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 11 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 48 | 21 | 77 | 18 | 75 | 35 | 10 | 98 | 0 | 7 | 5 | 5 | 17 | 39 | 2 | 8 | 55 | 325 | 105 | 0 | 0.048111 | 0 | 0 | 0.104897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.040032 | 0 | 0 | 0.032717 | 0.050449 | 0 | 0 | 0.095427 | 0 | 0 | 0.039591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147978 | 0.040171 | 0.029328 | 0.053135 | 0.040939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105696 | 0.093083 | 0 | 0.082876 | 0 | 0 | 0.050266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223175 | 0.09846 | 0 | 0 | 0.042612 | 0 | 0 | 0.063554 | 0 | 0.162143 | 0 | 0.086479 | 0 | 0.136065 | 0 | 0.072979 | 0.034371 | 0 | 0.052704 | 0 | 0 | 0.116353 | 0 | 0.037171 | 0.088956 | 0.025136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115437 | 0 | 0 | 0.095275 | 0 | 0 | 0.043098 | 0 | 0.049376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051504 | 0 | 0 | 0.150647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0501 | 0.026441 | 0.039217 | 0 | 0.050943 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164533 | 0 | 0.042483 | 0.042577 | 0.121204 | 0 | 0.262596 | 0 | 0.130267 | 0.182096 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.038402 | 0 | 0.070735 | 0.035674 | 0.074213 | 0.046466 | 0 | 0.045149 | 0 | 0.046164 | 0.054775 | 0.100969 | 0.051237 | 0.032601 | 0.036591 | 0 | 0 | 0.053422 | 0.0521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.050266 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051653 | 0.054501 | 0 | 0.045765 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.037038 | 0.047583 | 0 | 0.034053 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092483 | 0 | 0 | 0.14027 | 0 | 0 | 0.045972 | 0.053453 | 0.097993 | 0.052331 | 0 | 0.050085 | 0 | 0.041553 | 0.052988 | 0 | 0.028377 | 0 | 0.038592 | 0.585865 | 0.043258 | 0.133799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102531 | 0 | 0 | 0.092946 |
EDAnonymous | significant-apricot | 2020/02/28 | Me reading about the Coronavirus virus to see if weight loss is a symptom. "Some people with COVID-19 have reported gastrointestinal symtoms such as nausea or diarrhea, although these symptoms are much less common than problems with the lungs."
I think I'd roll that dice... Like WTF is wrong with me? How does it even ... | 6.027619 | 8.263663 | 4.68273 | 83.931714 | 67.888889 | 7.579683 | 30.060317 | 8.238736 | 2.181561 | 283 | 11 | 49 | 4 | 5 | 82 | 53 | 63 | 0.183 | 0.781 | 0.036 | -0.8862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 34 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18415 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204956 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.278884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.579577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185228 | 0.178649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304833 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | crybabyvirgo | 2020/02/28 | listening to sza and crying this would’ve been a good week for me but tonight I fucked up... not as bad as it could have been due to the fact that I don’t have food to binge on but damn!!! I’m frustrated that we don’t have food to binge on but also happy that I can’t binge? it’s a strange mix of feelings...
I try to ... | 1.473784 | 2.70545 | 3.44375 | 92.293942 | 77.8125 | 6.923077 | 22.932692 | 7.610547 | 0.769346 | 569 | 17 | 135 | 8 | 13 | 193 | 89 | 160 | 0.185 | 0.712 | 0.103 | -0.9536 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 15 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 25 | 30 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 11 | 3 | 30 | 25 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 85 | 19 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099099 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103428 | 0 | 0.142295 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.469926 | 0 | 0 | 0.239518 | 0.06768 | 0 | 0.147243 | 0.108653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137899 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274497 | 0 | 0 | 0.343163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095228 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137769 | 0 | 0.253846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138074 | 0 | 0 | 0.148389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076407 | 0 | 0.10391 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116891 | 0 | 0 | 0.249747 | 0.280965 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092023 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | nataliaMorozov | 2020/02/28 | My anorexia has screwed over my highschool life. I love public speaking, I am one of the top speakers at my school. I just found out I am not allowed to be in the most prestigious speech competition, because I faint so frequently. I have been barred from participating in debating ( same reason). I am not allowed to go ... | 4.091154 | 5.668804 | 4.638462 | 84.961538 | 71.692308 | 7.661538 | 30.692308 | 8.238736 | 2.117754 | 525 | 23 | 106 | 8 | 10 | 167 | 86 | 130 | 0.079 | 0.823 | 0.098 | 0.3521 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 14 | 23 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 21 | 1 | 17 | 17 | 3 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 72 | 23 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205416 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100284 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217465 | 0 | 0 | 0.103622 | 0 | 0.112719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179006 | 0 | 0 | 0.402162 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145799 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.602179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127722 |
EDAnonymous | virghoeth | 2020/02/28 | Spicy Eating a handful of hot peppers after a binge as punishment AND lax but ALSO so that during the subsequent fast you can tell when you're empty 🤡
(I know this is probably not at all how it works but ah why am I like this I almost shit myself on a date...twice ) | 2.980179 | 3.820268 | 4.830714 | 85.364286 | 73.464286 | 7.742857 | 22.928571 | 8.076483 | 1.091157 | 207 | 5 | 44 | 3 | 4 | 71 | 49 | 56 | 0.156 | 0.786 | 0.058 | -0.6716 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 8 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 30 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364327 | 0 | 0 | 0.290958 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372293 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.392275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318007 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.328304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264875 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | trjna | 2020/02/28 | CRUISE okay hi I've never posted here b4 but I'm really pissed at myself my bf's family took me on a cruise and I have never had so much fun in my life but I ruined it by binging so hard the whole time. I gained 7 pounds in 6 days. I couldnt get myself to want to swim on the ship because of hating how my body looks. I ... | 0.01024 | 1.987663 | 2.540547 | 93.353074 | 85.690647 | 5.721055 | 18.619185 | 7.031649 | 0.132948 | 992 | 26 | 232 | 14 | 30 | 342 | 150 | 278 | 0.191 | 0.649 | 0.16 | -0.9312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 16 | 5 | 0 | 8 | 1 | 27 | 11 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 30 | 46 | 19 | 1 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 5 | 8 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 7 | 40 | 11 | 32 | 28 | 8 | 32 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 150 | 46 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1134 | 0 | 0 | 0.22073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134069 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.07784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141458 | 0 | 0 | 0.247009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115332 | 0 | 0 | 0.113784 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12612 | 0 | 0 | 0.202472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108122 | 0.357494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085253 | 0.058967 | 0 | 0 | 0.106814 | 0.202712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177454 | 0.089496 | 0.18618 | 0.116571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115813 | 0 | 0 | 0.12854 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114099 | 0 | 0.115596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1341 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104245 | 0 | 0 | 0.213573 | 0 | 0 | 0.146978 | 0.108522 | 0 | 0 | 0.269511 | 0.138797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Gr0wlerz | 2020/02/28 | I think I might have a disorder, but I'm entirely unsure. Hello, I want to say first of all when I mean I'm unsure I mean entirely..I am unsure, this could just be something simple as I'm not watching out right.
So anyways, I want to say I have a major issue where I cannot stop just eating when I start. It's been this... | 1.170473 | 2.336222 | 3.539801 | 91.566163 | 78.476744 | 6.309635 | 20.425249 | 6.86897 | 0.22923 | 601 | 14 | 141 | 6 | 14 | 209 | 95 | 172 | 0.07 | 0.843 | 0.086 | 0.3516 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 20 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 25 | 36 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 6 | 19 | 1 | 15 | 25 | 8 | 27 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 99 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144212 | 0.130819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.169138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302019 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12553 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.462101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081105 | 0.120296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.321512 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156557 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167178 | 0.252062 | 0 | 0.234721 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227226 | 0 | 0 | 0.104457 | 0 | 0 | 0.123382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094562 | 0 | 0 | 0.086054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174091 | 0.117141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | CannonEyes | 2020/02/28 | Reflecting on how shitty my ex was about my ED. I just got out of a four year relationship (he cheated). I've been reflecting on all the red flags I missed, and how he gaslighted me all the time. But I think the worst part was around my ED. Him and I were on a "fitness journey" together. We were meal prepping and worki... | 2.933647 | 4.556278 | 4.008927 | 88.123803 | 74.774648 | 6.924721 | 26.889267 | 7.629822 | 1.418294 | 1,375 | 52 | 286 | 18 | 29 | 446 | 173 | 355 | 0.097 | 0.819 | 0.084 | -0.1751 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 42 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 20 | 15 | 2 | 3 | 19 | 0 | 38 | 14 | 3 | 5 | 4 | 45 | 60 | 24 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 16 | 19 | 8 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 39 | 3 | 49 | 7 | 38 | 18 | 11 | 44 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 31 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 203 | 65 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079588 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.233228 | 0 | 0.081391 | 0.215528 | 0.100378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123372 | 0.09861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219245 | 0 | 0 | 0.097883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29362 | 0 | 0 | 0.084717 | 0 | 0 | 0.126351 | 0 | 0.241766 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049973 | 0 | 0.05436 | 0.080226 | 0.152999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085683 | 0 | 0 | 0.101671 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.093459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10419 | 0 | 0 | 0.096392 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076346 | 0 | 0.21094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108897 | 0.100368 | 0 | 0.064815 | 0 | 0.101778 | 0 | 0 | 0.207158 | 0 | 0 | 0.083517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102692 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073636 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12709 | 0.122577 | 0 | 0 | 0.27887 | 0 | 0 | 0.274191 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069634 | 0 | 0 | 0.135893 | 0 | 0 | 0.12319 |
EDAnonymous | slyfoxfoxxy | 2020/02/28 | I want new T..H..i. N.. S..p o With places not letting us post while supporting. Fat spo can someone please dm me a place or what to search | -3.995081 | -4.089625 | -0.756169 | 107.385746 | 133.516129 | 2.840323 | 13.552419 | 5.148861 | -1.301294 | 102 | 3 | 28 | 1 | 8 | 35 | 30 | 31 | 0 | 0.772 | 0.228 | 0.6705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.596598 | 0.313406 | 0 | 0 | 0.273441 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.343435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lilyts13 | 2020/02/28 | trouble restricting so the longest i fasted was ab 3 days... and i’m trying to get 4 now but my stupid addiction to $2 signature iced caramel lattes from dunkin’ is killing me... any advice? it’s the only thing i have all day but so many cals | -0.5954 | 1.573471 | 1.7155 | 93.89525 | 99.4 | 4.9 | 20.25 | 6.627428 | 0.5308 | 188 | 7 | 40 | 3 | 8 | 63 | 44 | 50 | 0.269 | 0.731 | 0 | -0.9366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 21 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378966 | 0 | 0.339698 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181621 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.384599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.35244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.236017 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ironicallyalive | 2020/02/28 | physical 'body checking'? i have noticed that if my hands are free, im constantly body checking by grabbing pockets of fat around my body (stomach, arms, thighs, neck, back,etc..)
im not sure when it started but it happens automatically and always makes me feel fat (~~iF YoU cAN PiNcH iT tHeN ItS FAT~~)
now im too sel... | 2.133315 | 4.980028 | 2.798269 | 88.507147 | 86.582418 | 4.352015 | 27.363553 | 5.985473 | 1.116889 | 382 | 18 | 69 | 3 | 12 | 119 | 71 | 91 | 0.053 | 0.843 | 0.104 | 0.6936 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 13 | 13 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 5 | 6 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 6 | 37 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104058 | 0 | 0.164989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119686 | 0 | 0.751591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146241 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.43853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066114 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.090332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141176 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Ferwaffel | 2020/02/28 | Working in Construction Shitpost I love working in construction. I get paid to exercise and I always have an excuse for why I'm not eating. Either "I try not to spend money when I'm not on per diem" or "I ate too much on my last trip out of town."
RIP my joints | 0.451879 | 2.566582 | 2.788636 | 91.396288 | 85 | 5.848485 | 20.075758 | 7.168622 | 0.51203 | 202 | 6 | 44 | 3 | 6 | 69 | 40 | 55 | 0 | 0.897 | 0.103 | 0.6705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 7 | 1 | 9 | 5 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 27 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.305323 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.375471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191711 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.269743 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.331106 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.534273 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | _lovely_lacerations_ | 2020/02/28 | I was looking in the mirror and I saw that I no longer have a thigh gap! My thighs were one of the things I hated the most... It disgusts me that they aren't skinny anymore but holy shit this is a huge milestone for me! Even with how much I hate them, I want them to stay this way.
*I know that people with thigh gaps c... | -0.474074 | 1.454904 | 1.031111 | 103.7 | 87.395062 | 3.6 | 15.17284 | 3.1291 | -1.476249 | 283 | 5 | 72 | 0 | 9 | 90 | 60 | 81 | 0.194 | 0.715 | 0.092 | -0.87 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 51 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.558305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19602 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.301369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166771 | 0.22443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ravioliriveroli | 2020/02/28 | i want to relapse i’ve been in recovery since around November of last year but god....It’s sucked since the new year started. My hunger’s through the damn roof and my anxiety’s higher than ever. All I wanna do is relapse and be able to focus on numbers and bones rather than anxiety and self loathing. I know EDs kill bu... | 2.0834 | 4.304655 | 2.991066 | 91.683662 | 79.422535 | 6.310664 | 24.227364 | 7.44753 | 1.06652 | 278 | 10 | 58 | 4 | 7 | 88 | 52 | 71 | 0.255 | 0.662 | 0.083 | -0.9538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 10 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 7 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 34 | 7 | 0 | 0.263451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.403078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291469 | 0 | 0.144786 | 0.214747 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274836 | 0 | 0 | 0.435858 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15539 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.339307 |
EDAnonymous | molmol27 | 2020/02/28 | My mum (usually not that person) just told me : “I don’t know what on Earth you’re eating but you should stop because I’ve never seen anyone put on weight so fast” Usually it’s my dad... Gee thanks guys, it’s called a b/p phase with bad purging | -0.068205 | 2.043202 | 1.859231 | 97.169103 | 87.461538 | 5.005128 | 16.358974 | 6.427356 | -0.450933 | 188 | 4 | 44 | 2 | 6 | 62 | 45 | 52 | 0.144 | 0.782 | 0.073 | -0.5719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 20 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208141 | 0.151961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250598 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.5491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 2low-key | 2020/02/28 | Just got my teeth professionally whitened and...... I have to follow a “white food diet” for a while to avoid staining- It’s going to be insanely hard to find safe foods that are white so.......I will be living off rice cakes for a loooooong time. greaaaaaaat | 2.79875 | 5.371573 | 2.658167 | 93.1035 | 79 | 5.506667 | 22.1 | 6.742158 | 0.364495 | 198 | 6 | 41 | 2 | 5 | 59 | 39 | 48 | 0.079 | 0.857 | 0.064 | 0.0772 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295465 | 0 | 0.781804 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183723 | 0 | 0.25855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.289589 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188503 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wreakinghavic | 2020/02/28 | Am I faking all of it? I have been eating around 500-600 (Max) Cal's a day for the past few months. If I go over I workout until I reach about 200 to 300 net calories. Recently i was talking to my mom about getting help because she was always really supportive and understanding about this stuff. My dad jumps in and sa... | 1.14625 | 3.242736 | 2.817767 | 92.337733 | 82.057325 | 6.217994 | 19.36664 | 7.41366 | 0.385586 | 589 | 15 | 131 | 9 | 16 | 194 | 96 | 157 | 0.125 | 0.752 | 0.123 | -0.3542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 12 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 18 | 26 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 17 | 5 | 17 | 23 | 3 | 20 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 78 | 29 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128225 | 0.269313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175609 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218491 | 0.205803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075254 | 0 | 0.081861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156498 | 0 | 0 | 0.21111 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168696 | 0.11497 | 0 | 0 | 0.106803 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109548 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.272326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18455 | 0 | 0.142221 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16489 | 0 | 0.163453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ziyal79 | 2020/02/28 | DAE feel a strong sense of pride when they have binge food in the house and successfully ignore it? It's not just me, right? I've got 2x 250g chocolate Easter bunnies in the fridge and I haven't touched them since I purchased them last night. I feel kind of proud of myself. But I know as soon as I even have the smalles... | 0.709481 | 3.188841 | 1.358455 | 99.037682 | 89.12987 | 4.118961 | 18.08961 | 5.683918 | -0.582755 | 299 | 8 | 67 | 2 | 10 | 91 | 55 | 77 | 0.033 | 0.805 | 0.162 | 0.8673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 10 | 5 | 9 | 6 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 39 | 14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.206867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.306372 | 0 | 0 | 0.316729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.378726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250497 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326152 | 0.172128 | 0.255302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293919 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.259084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rachelseaturtle | 2020/02/28 | Holy shit New Amsterdam Did anyone else just watch that doctor discover c/s??? Shocked the hell out of me | 1.449833 | 4.162486 | 2.94 | 85.858333 | 92.5 | 6.666667 | 21.666667 | 7.793538 | 1.504167 | 83 | 3 | 16 | 2 | 3 | 27 | 20 | 20 | 0.408 | 0.592 | 0 | -0.9009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304566 | 0.446301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.445833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.36387 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.420684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.447115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | burntbrat | 2020/02/28 | fuck Hulu Hulu is really tryna get me caught up with all of these fucking food ads like can I watch South Park and look at thinspo in peace?! | 1.431264 | 3.644079 | 2.828276 | 92.002644 | 81.758621 | 5.245977 | 16.563218 | 6.427356 | -0.290457 | 111 | 2 | 23 | 1 | 3 | 36 | 28 | 29 | 0.116 | 0.799 | 0.085 | -0.2566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 6 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.473994 | 0 | 0 | 0.724775 | 0.204798 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.191506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | AWhimsicalBee | 2020/02/28 | This is gonna sound weird, but... ... I think I've just realised I truly have/had an eating disorder. Please indulge my story if you are comfortable to do so.
My worst ED behaviour period was when I was in second year at university. I'd had episodes before, but not like this. The background was - I bombed out of my fi... | 5.127341 | 6.037533 | 5.440807 | 82.698632 | 68.549795 | 8.275624 | 29.283877 | 8.418075 | 2.014293 | 2,969 | 105 | 578 | 42 | 49 | 944 | 311 | 733 | 0.146 | 0.76 | 0.094 | -0.9914 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 97 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 17 | 33 | 32 | 1 | 3 | 34 | 0 | 59 | 31 | 5 | 6 | 12 | 114 | 97 | 56 | 0 | 6 | 25 | 1 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 36 | 45 | 18 | 6 | 12 | 5 | 4 | 16 | 19 | 20 | 2 | 11 | 54 | 11 | 83 | 12 | 88 | 38 | 18 | 100 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 37 | 1 | 9 | 47 | 409 | 119 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084878 | 0.044157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.04986 | 0.122419 | 0.04431 | 0.129401 | 0 | 0.045157 | 0.05979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176842 | 0 | 0.059242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054516 | 0.05614 | 0 | 0.111283 | 0 | 0.059521 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136899 | 0 | 0 | 0.053864 | 0 | 0 | 0.060821 | 0 | 0 | 0.054308 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.271512 | 0 | 0.059695 | 0.047003 | 0 | 0.059186 | 0 | 0 | 0.044713 | 0 | 0.047695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.026833 | 0 | 0.050954 | 0 | 0 | 0.180561 | 0.256683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.027726 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084888 | 0 | 0.058461 | 0 | 0 | 0.056493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11214 | 0 | 0.052709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05539 | 0.052662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.029165 | 0.043258 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.054266 | 0 | 0.051853 | 0 | 0.046861 | 0 | 0 | 0.178111 | 0.173792 | 0.045117 | 0 | 0.10043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057807 | 0.117895 | 0 | 0.106961 | 0 | 0.053584 | 0 | 0 | 0.056404 | 0 | 0.118049 | 0.08186 | 0 | 0 | 0.049801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056516 | 0.035961 | 0.040361 | 0 | 0 | 0.058926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046337 | 0 | 0.058253 | 0.050167 | 0 | 0.050825 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067994 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107417 | 0 | 0 | 0.055362 | 0 | 0.054474 | 0.131697 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127142 | 0.044368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060689 | 0 | 0.105769 | 0.034004 | 0 | 0.126392 | 0.154724 | 0 | 0 | 0.050709 | 0.117922 | 0.07206 | 0.057723 | 0.05184 | 0 | 0 | 0.045834 | 0 | 0.043787 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.452363 | 0.09543 | 0.196781 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239221 |
EDAnonymous | _thehotcheetodiet_ | 2020/02/28 | Having an ED/losing weight is a really weird experience when you also believe in fat/body positivity and Health at Any Size Like... What the actual fuck? How the fuck does my brain justify these two things. It makes no sense. Like I know that someone being fat means nothing about their health, and that fat bodies are b... | 4.207967 | 5.849097 | 4.621429 | 84.946648 | 71.5 | 8.026374 | 23.637363 | 8.617729 | 1.429846 | 684 | 18 | 135 | 12 | 13 | 216 | 102 | 168 | 0.229 | 0.67 | 0.101 | -0.9761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 27 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 10 | 17 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 10 | 17 | 8 | 3 | 4 | 25 | 22 | 15 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 12 | 7 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 11 | 6 | 11 | 19 | 4 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 9 | 84 | 29 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072538 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355455 | 0 | 0.238155 | 0.108921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091886 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104342 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105313 | 0 | 0.226768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117245 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260565 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071202 | 0 | 0 | 0.116193 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081126 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09038 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070866 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.519575 | 0 | 0 | 0.096252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | looking4hope__ | 2020/02/28 | Bulimia: Makes Me So Emotional Anyone else w/ bulimia see baby photos of themselves and just burst into tears? The worst part of this disease is knowing how badly you're hurting your younger self. All I want is to wake up each day with love and compassion and kindness towards myself, yet by the time I go to bed I have ... | 4.971027 | 6.666759 | 5.531373 | 78.955621 | 69.672269 | 7.977965 | 34.230626 | 8.515129 | 2.970714 | 500 | 25 | 87 | 8 | 9 | 161 | 93 | 119 | 0.218 | 0.64 | 0.141 | -0.8768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 14 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 12 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 22 | 15 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 16 | 13 | 7 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 60 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145039 | 0.212536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.230407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17328 | 0.23333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216006 | 0.113998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21211 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.374426 | 0 | 0.138461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153806 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224626 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165294 | 0 | 0.216394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120954 | 0 | 0.196619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | crumb-thief | 2020/02/29 | Psychiatrist measured my waist, says it’s for insurance- have I been clocked? This actually happened a while ago but I’ve yet to find anyone else who has had this happen. I figured if anyone would know it’d be you guys.
She doesn’t know about my ED but I suppose I had been losing weight pretty quickly and mentioned m... | 2.417175 | 5.287414 | 2.557594 | 90.863477 | 84.590551 | 5.064764 | 25.260335 | 6.627428 | 1.038292 | 536 | 22 | 100 | 6 | 16 | 162 | 88 | 127 | 0.081 | 0.826 | 0.093 | 0.3736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 15 | 7 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 24 | 10 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 4 | 18 | 1 | 7 | 14 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 67 | 27 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.156645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142291 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224479 | 0.164472 | 0.132094 | 0 | 0.150065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164898 | 0.169809 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103522 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164299 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134094 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.15894 | 0.425842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176435 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178302 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108773 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163307 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152691 | 0.127652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17679 | 0 | 0.094679 | 0 | 0 | 0.390941 | 0.144327 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114029 | 0.175504 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | YodelingEmu | 2020/02/29 | What is recovery tho? Is recovery staying restricting you stay at a normal weight? Is it eating whatever you want and becoming overweight as a result? Is it forcing yourself not to act on food-related impulses but living with the knowledge that you still find yourself appearance supremely unflattering? Is it just yearl... | 5.808304 | 9.25987 | 6.413214 | 65.3675 | 73.6875 | 10.532143 | 37.267857 | 10.290406 | 5.532436 | 308 | 18 | 41 | 11 | 7 | 100 | 51 | 64 | 0.13 | 0.781 | 0.09 | -0.4137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 9 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 32 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.277339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256419 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256955 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229516 | 0 | 0.303652 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.246041 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.535315 | 0.200542 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261422 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148115 | 0 | 0 | 0.305793 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161711 |
EDAnonymous | 1littlewaif | 2020/02/29 | Feeling guilty I just ate three mini cinnamon rolls, I felt fine eating them but now I’m in mental agony over them. I’m trying to gain a little weight- it’s OK, but I feel so GUILTY, I rarely eat sugar, I feel them just sitting in my stomach and I can’t do anything about it! I’m just downing water and trying to forget ... | -0.71 | 1.470638 | 1.637232 | 95.614109 | 95.811594 | 3.33971 | 17.044928 | 4.935629 | -0.684219 | 253 | 7 | 54 | 1 | 10 | 85 | 46 | 69 | 0.186 | 0.668 | 0.147 | -0.5976 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 10 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 33 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.558332 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.413843 | 0 | 0.261953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27344 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.274942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.370458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | sonflowerpower | 2020/02/29 | Is this "normal"? So I used to take Colace almost daily, but I stopped about 4 months ago. Lately I've started taking them again, so I decided F*CK it, I'll take 3 and now my stomach has been in knots these past two days. I also started restricting, but barely this week. Any advice on ways to fix this 😫 ? | 1.589086 | 3.622443 | 3.285161 | 89.914409 | 80.129032 | 5.423656 | 20.010753 | 6.427356 | 0.200475 | 235 | 6 | 48 | 2 | 6 | 78 | 50 | 62 | 0.101 | 0.899 | 0 | -0.6922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 8 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 28 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225332 | 0.204406 | 0 | 0.230905 | 0 | 0 | 0.184405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156811 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184057 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225932 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220127 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326429 | 0 | 0 | 0.192786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.520131 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225255 | 0 | 0 | 0.199158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183034 | 0.184967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | brain_n_books | 2020/02/29 | What does harm reduction look like? I'm a newbie here and looking for advice. I have a normal BMI but only eat about 300-500 cals a day on average. I have TONS of fear foods and work out a lot. Any ideas ? Thanks <3 | -0.497319 | 1.686401 | 1.508696 | 97.901159 | 91.826087 | 4.805797 | 14.188406 | 6.427356 | -0.678351 | 167 | 3 | 39 | 2 | 6 | 55 | 39 | 46 | 0.149 | 0.731 | 0.12 | -0.3204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 6 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 20 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257986 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179535 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170264 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.297083 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.31924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298033 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128981 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443401 | 0 | 0 | 0.224451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258672 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20079 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243063 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.192201 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | duderancherooni | 2020/02/29 | Told my sister I thought I might have an ED... ...and she kind of got mad or irritated with me? I’m honestly not sure how to feel at the moment.
We went out to dinner last night and she wasn’t really finishing her food but still wanted to split dessert. So we ordered it and it was HUGE and she has one bite and is don... | 0.932727 | 2.948213 | 2.72302 | 93.172864 | 82.333333 | 5.980202 | 20.506061 | 7.168622 | 0.399901 | 1,464 | 42 | 331 | 20 | 40 | 485 | 178 | 396 | 0.138 | 0.685 | 0.177 | 0.9497 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 22 | 27 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 2 | 32 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 92 | 72 | 40 | 0 | 10 | 19 | 2 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 21 | 41 | 7 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 11 | 9 | 0 | 2 | 27 | 10 | 61 | 18 | 48 | 39 | 4 | 45 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 45 | 24 | 0 | 8 | 24 | 235 | 82 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05833 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119952 | 0 | 0.141172 | 0 | 0.080189 | 0 | 0 | 0.065956 | 0 | 0.052288 | 0 | 0.072989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108031 | 0 | 0 | 0.098104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068485 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.073878 | 0.08706 | 0 | 0 | 0.098306 | 0.087795 | 0 | 0.175556 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216853 | 0.245112 | 0.082358 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20744 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089628 | 0 | 0.097496 | 0.071944 | 0.068603 | 0 | 0.094491 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.076838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114987 | 0 | 0 | 0.085194 | 0 | 0 | 0.183649 | 0 | 0 | 0.089527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089322 | 0.04714 | 0.069918 | 0.096759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060586 | 0.37715 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066155 | 0 | 0 | 0.080494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116247 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.095244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074896 | 0.089617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097631 | 0.16485 | 0 | 0.084693 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081592 | 0.068212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096019 | 0.060712 | 0 | 0.0685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080842 | 0 | 0.064493 | 0.275772 | 0.224915 | 0.078971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136192 | 0.050016 | 0 | 0 | 0.245887 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060932 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | polycephalie | 2020/02/29 | how do your binge cycles usually manifest themselves? i.e how long do they last and how (with a binge, with a fast, etc). asking for um.... a freind | 0.741786 | 3.281851 | 1.89 | 93.98 | 92.214286 | 5.657143 | 17.714286 | 7.168622 | 0.381114 | 111 | 3 | 23 | 2 | 4 | 35 | 21 | 28 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 15 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.427669 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.510196 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.404843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.503835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | morbidhands | 2020/02/29 | I’m tired of everyone saying my ED won’t fix anything. I remember so long ago someone posted in the proED sub about how they were told that being skinny/restricting won’t fix anything, but for them it does. It fixes everything for me and i feel complete.
I relapsed recently. I’ll talk about it in therapy next and do ... | 1.751874 | 3.825664 | 3.774562 | 86.405653 | 79.78341 | 6.89831 | 25.079877 | 7.957252 | 1.541167 | 830 | 32 | 170 | 15 | 21 | 282 | 124 | 217 | 0.077 | 0.778 | 0.145 | 0.9444 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 9 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 14 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 38 | 33 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 15 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 26 | 6 | 25 | 23 | 8 | 27 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 13 | 14 | 0 | 4 | 14 | 115 | 33 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210312 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196518 | 0 | 0.23369 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.134103 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13398 | 0 | 0.143322 | 0 | 0 | 0.140366 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122104 | 0.114845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.258448 | 0.09129 | 0 | 0.139982 | 0 | 0 | 0.154518 | 0.14011 | 0.098726 | 0 | 0.133525 | 0.122583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.210682 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138839 | 0 | 0 | 0.124859 | 0 | 0 | 0.113086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217277 | 0.115331 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135901 | 0 | 0.125202 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252345 | 0.137193 | 0.144756 | 0 | 0 | 0.10162 | 0 | 0 | 0.101828 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.216544 | 0.098375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120436 | 0 | 0 | 0.102709 | 0 | 0 | 0.146133 | 0 | 0 | 0.08188 | 0 | 0 | 0.074513 | 0.14687 | 0 | 0.122104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | PhoebeMcGreedy | 2020/02/29 | Wow you’re looking well! How did you lose weight? “It’s a combination of being poor af and a purging disorder thanks 0/10 would recommend”
Will be my new response.
I’m so sick of saying “oh have I? I don’t know” because I really don’t keep tabs on my weight as it triggers a huge depressive episode every time I weigh m... | 2.966208 | 4.385911 | 4.460779 | 85.749675 | 74.285714 | 7.662338 | 24.87013 | 8.296473 | 1.455857 | 536 | 17 | 112 | 9 | 11 | 179 | 99 | 140 | 0.157 | 0.677 | 0.166 | 0.5237 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 20 | 25 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 8 | 17 | 6 | 11 | 17 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 68 | 23 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101679 | 0 | 0.135795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180695 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.265675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.167835 | 0.141235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280275 | 0 | 0 | 0.086647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264794 | 0.176384 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152271 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109303 | 0 | 0.164724 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101003 | 0 | 0.155673 | 0 | 0 | 0.134643 | 0 | 0.250759 | 0 | 0 | 0.125637 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17649 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145154 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101024 | 0 | 0 | 0.183869 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.383981 | 0.283515 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181304 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111999 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Himmelsfeder | 2020/02/29 | ED sufferers - What are words/phrases/actions etc that made an impact on you? Hey everyone.
I myself suffer from BED and keep moving from one spectrum to the other, so yeah, still on my own way battling my demons.
This is, however, not about me. It's about teens who suffer from various Eating Disorders (Anorexia, Bul... | 5.574715 | 7.878683 | 5.892252 | 74.515231 | 69.223881 | 9.350339 | 32.331072 | 9.80015 | 3.647322 | 595 | 27 | 94 | 15 | 11 | 190 | 97 | 134 | 0.095 | 0.775 | 0.13 | 0.6061 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 6 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 17 | 8 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2 | 18 | 14 | 5 | 14 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 71 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147343 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175025 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.572292 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11465 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.115907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118583 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.263363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136599 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194104 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147731 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196697 | 0 | 0.185495 | 0.124525 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | zeppermint | 2020/02/29 | Has anyone gone through minnie maud I'm pretty sure the meal plan I was given is based on it (It's over 3k calories a day) it was prescribed by a nutritionist and stuff, but like It's just too much. I know I'll get a new one once I'm weight restored(though my weight is decent rn it's still underweight and my estrogen l... | 1.2958 | 3.208172 | 3.011507 | 92.120836 | 80.516854 | 5.985988 | 20.582948 | 7.048012 | 0.356413 | 661 | 18 | 147 | 8 | 17 | 219 | 108 | 178 | 0.065 | 0.77 | 0.165 | 0.9534 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 16 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 20 | 26 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 5 | 11 | 7 | 14 | 12 | 4 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 88 | 25 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152185 | 0 | 0 | 0.121537 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079403 | 0 | 0.086373 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083524 | 0.123883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371246 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111722 | 0 | 0 | 0.146782 | 0 | 0 | 0.148907 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161852 | 0.102985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154617 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12137 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173979 | 0 | 0 | 0.143238 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121908 | 0.555208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097869 |
EDAnonymous | gimbygumbo | 2020/02/29 | Why are all the”After” pics for NEDA week in a fucking gym? How many of us switched the time we spent on our EDs to time depend at the gym or meal prepping?? | 3.947273 | 3.787304 | 4.075303 | 95.232955 | 70.818182 | 6.6 | 28.621212 | 3.1291 | 0.582285 | 120 | 4 | 29 | 0 | 2 | 37 | 30 | 33 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 16 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372874 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408915 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.470372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.485158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | MsOlivine | 2020/02/29 | Read any personal accounts/essays/editorials on EDs that are actually good? So much of what I read is misinformed or narrow in scope and I wish there were better written depictions to relate to (outside of short reddit posts). Also, i'm trying to write my own piece on the subject, and its damn hard, so wish I had examp... | 14.56573 | 16.362649 | 11.637393 | 43.332045 | 48.325843 | 10.715506 | 34.653933 | 10.355216 | 3.638239 | 512 | 15 | 65 | 8 | 5 | 153 | 64 | 89 | 0.07 | 0.776 | 0.153 | 0.836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 40 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 13 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 11 | 8 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 46 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.202797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166189 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.425333 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152768 | 0 | 0 | 0.200709 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.199029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133159 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141092 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.477953 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | merrymerrybells | 2020/02/29 | My bf noticed But instead of being worried he was amazed lmao. He was like "wow you get full so quick and never finish your food" i was like "and???" He was like "oh nothing its just pretty cool"
He also keeps pointing out how much thinner i look and feel when cuddling and it's triggering but I like it 😂 | 0.850991 | 3.145229 | 2.328802 | 94.141774 | 84.967742 | 4.188018 | 21.760369 | 5.288315 | 0.007205 | 235 | 8 | 49 | 1 | 7 | 76 | 46 | 62 | 0.05 | 0.691 | 0.259 | 0.9047 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 13 | 9 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 6 | 7 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 32 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133914 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138371 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.517561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222404 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194692 | 0 | 0.204265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254126 | 0.301528 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250365 | 0 | 0 | 0.269443 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.268964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Thatza_Latza_Matza | 2020/02/29 | You know what boils my absolute blood? When people go through your post history and comment on shit like
“lol hey I checked up on your posts and it seems like you’re mentally ill lol just wanted 2 remind you in a discussion unrelated entirely to this”
Like fuck right off with that, buddy. That is not your business, ... | 2.353243 | 4.917262 | 2.84723 | 91.124628 | 80.756757 | 6.943243 | 22.763514 | 8.076483 | 1.253492 | 301 | 10 | 62 | 6 | 8 | 93 | 57 | 74 | 0.152 | 0.692 | 0.157 | -0.1519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 3 | 10 | 8 | 0 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 11 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 36 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.267479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.443023 | 0 | 0 | 0.136173 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.241466 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166112 | 0 | 0.250337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.458951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218128 | 0 | 0 | 0.245951 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.209426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | callmebyrd | 2020/02/29 | I'm recovered and fully weight-restored but now I can't restrict anymore and it's driving me crazy. Hey anonymous people,
I suffered a major relapse in my eating disorder last year and I lost a lot of weight within four to six months. At the end of that, I found myself at my lowest weight ever.
Eventually, I eventua... | 2.995636 | 5.135754 | 5.07697 | 78.255455 | 76.090909 | 7.793939 | 29.787879 | 8.648137 | 2.704261 | 663 | 31 | 118 | 14 | 15 | 229 | 91 | 165 | 0.254 | 0.606 | 0.14 | -0.9747 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 24 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 12 | 2 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 31 | 18 | 13 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 7 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 5 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 16 | 2 | 19 | 15 | 3 | 22 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 15 | 77 | 23 | 0 | 0.123157 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129141 | 0 | 0 | 0.122139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.0947 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.12602 | 0 | 0 | 0.109081 | 0 | 0 | 0.081344 | 0.111403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116102 | 0 | 0.186816 | 0.087983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135035 | 0 | 0.113857 | 0 | 0 | 0.069993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137781 | 0.134441 | 0.104704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.078898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083616 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106368 | 0 | 0 | 0.072641 | 0 | 0 | 0.749861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125072 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079309 |
EDAnonymous | orionone11 | 2020/02/29 | Anorexic Binging Hey all 16M anorexic here, I'm at this minute binging a fuck ton of biscoff biscuits- i cannot stop and feel so shit about it :(
I just thought "well im like 8.3 stone so why not".
Any ideas or suggestions to support myself when/if i binge? | -0.623103 | 1.473998 | 0.955723 | 98.699287 | 102.018868 | 3.86499 | 22.870021 | 5.822114 | 0.327547 | 201 | 9 | 44 | 2 | 9 | 64 | 44 | 53 | 0.189 | 0.653 | 0.158 | -0.5897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 22 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.220101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.163653 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.29922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.365375 | 0.349611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158125 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332235 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.367288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.256952 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291011 | 0 | 0.292055 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bluesherbets | 2020/02/29 | My weight's been plateauing for about 4 days I haven't eaten nor drunk much, but hecc why is the number still the same? ;\_; frick | 1.018718 | 3.400091 | 0.951538 | 103.676795 | 85.153846 | 3.466667 | 12.512821 | 3.1291 | -1.819779 | 100 | 1 | 23 | 0 | 3 | 29 | 25 | 26 | 0.058 | 0.881 | 0.061 | 0.0172 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 14 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.404846 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.617321 | 0 | 0 | 0.457438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | j1a2s3 | 2020/02/29 | what are some supplements/vitamins you guys use? I am on the lookout for some supplements that can boost heart and muscle health (cause y’all know what restriction can do) and just overall health and energy levels! Let me know what you guys use/recommend | 3.495942 | 6.671492 | 3.304348 | 85.027246 | 83.347826 | 8.284058 | 22.884058 | 8.841846 | 2.345345 | 206 | 7 | 36 | 6 | 6 | 62 | 34 | 46 | 0.045 | 0.844 | 0.11 | 0.4574 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 11 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 24 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.492954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.529196 | 0 | 0.29498 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.273608 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254545 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.429987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | jklm1234 | 2020/02/29 | I took the flair literally, but it’s about pooping Has anyone ever successfully retrained their bowels after a decade of stimulant laxative abuse? I’ve tried diet, nonstimulant laxatives, caffeine, sugar free stuff, miracle noodles....nothing works. I go once a week with the use of a bisacodyl suppository because oral ... | 4.365 | 7.442517 | 5.313217 | 73.355696 | 76.608696 | 7.593043 | 34.2 | 8.548687 | 3.559436 | 414 | 23 | 63 | 9 | 10 | 135 | 72 | 92 | 0.237 | 0.623 | 0.14 | -0.9128 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 10 | 10 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 7 | 3 | 10 | 8 | 1 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 35 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0.234667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120735 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.255462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179155 | 0.166873 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190042 | 0 | 0 | 0.210926 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152475 | 0 | 0.22171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165586 | 0 | 0 | 0.226729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148915 | 0.159192 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227639 | 0 | 0 | 0.22005 | 0.134469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.342118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.317741 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190921 | 0 | 0.288378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | slim_eggo | 2020/02/29 | I’m acting like a clown already and it’s only 8 am I drank two glasses of water right when I woke up this morning to try and discourage myself from weighing myself (bc it would make my weight higher if I did). But guess who instantly went and weighed herself after and cried bc she gained a tiny amount of weight? | 1.685714 | 4.151132 | 2.716825 | 91.614286 | 82.809524 | 4.869841 | 21.698413 | 6.182691 | 0.347737 | 249 | 8 | 49 | 2 | 7 | 79 | 51 | 63 | 0.088 | 0.829 | 0.083 | -0.0772 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 31 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.291407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290067 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.290902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129011 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176268 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.200836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225513 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179285 | 0 | 0.257957 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.643129 | 0 | 0.244794 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187587 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Mr_SteELO_Your_Elo | 2020/02/29 | That EUPHORIC feeling of being on a fast for 24ish hours and you can imagine you can actually feel your fat melting away while you sit there I'm bliss And then I binge and everything falls apart and life is dark again :') | 3.22314 | 5.513258 | 3.146686 | 91.649331 | 75.976744 | 6.160465 | 24.703488 | 7.168622 | 0.894493 | 176 | 6 | 36 | 2 | 4 | 53 | 36 | 43 | 0 | 0.734 | 0.266 | 0.9251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 23 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.430678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.414647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396642 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.446303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.434625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | palmsizegiraffe | 2020/02/29 | I tried to lose weight but ended up losing my hair instead This has been the worst trade deal in the history of trade deals, maybe ever | 4.16 | 5.52695 | 4.097222 | 89.7325 | 71.222222 | 6.881481 | 20.907407 | 7.168622 | 0.395163 | 108 | 2 | 22 | 1 | 2 | 33 | 25 | 27 | 0.322 | 0.678 | 0 | -0.8979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 15 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.554774 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.238306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.602014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.270305 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182673 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32764 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 237randomnumber | 2020/02/29 | dae just.. not like chocolate? or bread? i feel like the odd one here but i hate how bread makes everythig taste bland and how sweet chocolate is to the point where you can't eat it. | 0.346216 | 2.76683 | 0.371676 | 105.578054 | 91.162162 | 4.041081 | 15.508108 | 5.683918 | -1.06799 | 142 | 3 | 34 | 1 | 5 | 41 | 31 | 37 | 0.236 | 0.672 | 0.093 | -0.6334 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 19 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.434701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214804 | 0.303494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.419426 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.415095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.283573 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287872 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401596 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | ringsofsatrn | 2020/02/29 | I am a horrible gf I feel like I am a horrible person because my boyfriend thinks i’ve been purge free for weeks now, when i’m reality i purged a few hours ago. I’ve lost another 5 lbs and he tells me “it’s your new healthy lifestyle and it’s working better!” He’s always trying to push me to stay from my healthy habits... | 2.574657 | 3.177953 | 4.377429 | 89.123 | 74.2 | 8.114286 | 25.285714 | 8.418075 | 1.321771 | 358 | 11 | 85 | 6 | 7 | 122 | 66 | 100 | 0.094 | 0.734 | 0.172 | 0.7777 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 13 | 4 | 7 | 7 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 44 | 16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20223 | 0 | 0 | 0.131212 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108834 | 0.153771 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211973 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234966 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.41577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137892 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.229423 | 0.171895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188134 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.13792 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239145 | 0.292275 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172657 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194225 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.156701 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | wineandeggs | 2020/02/29 | My a**hole father keeps reminding me, an recovered(ish) anorexic, that I've gotten fat
TW: numbers, fat shaming, unsupportive family
I wanna preface this by saying I was, I would say, under-the-radar-anorexic through high school and college, but I really peaked (dipped? idk, my eating disorder was the most disord... | 4.371878 | 5.612092 | 5.008102 | 83.886991 | 70.565097 | 8.102323 | 26.626998 | 8.502166 | 1.727796 | 2,891 | 92 | 575 | 46 | 52 | 929 | 318 | 722 | 0.099 | 0.76 | 0.14 | 0.9858 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 151 | 3 | 11 | 1 | 15 | 48 | 39 | 1 | 3 | 30 | 3 | 52 | 24 | 10 | 9 | 1 | 92 | 107 | 51 | 1 | 15 | 22 | 5 | 7 | 9 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 36 | 24 | 14 | 5 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 7 | 10 | 13 | 4 | 8 | 44 | 20 | 86 | 26 | 71 | 54 | 14 | 89 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 65 | 27 | 0 | 11 | 64 | 375 | 122 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0.051595 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.046867 | 0 | 0 | 0.054759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11088 | 0 | 0 | 0.052434 | 0 | 0 | 0.043508 | 0.047066 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284582 | 0.044145 | 0.161149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09352 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107975 | 0 | 0 | 0.054313 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117002 | 0 | 0.034097 | 0 | 0.045538 | 0 | 0.054872 | 0 | 0.12119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051794 | 0 | 0.162301 | 0 | 0 | 0.046828 | 0.05463 | 0 | 0.104763 | 0 | 0.044546 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101529 | 0.115835 | 0 | 0.224861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138115 | 0 | 0.060096 | 0.088692 | 0.042286 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108522 | 0.0562 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055861 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157399 | 0.093989 | 0 | 0 | 0.08717 | 0.043097 | 0 | 0.055983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.133195 | 0.118298 | 0.057715 | 0 | 0.047718 | 0.050028 | 0.070584 | 0 | 0 | 0.057592 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126604 | 0.056194 | 0.116599 | 0.078407 | 0 | 0.051063 | 0 | 0 | 0.051802 | 0.050731 | 0.060194 | 0 | 0 | 0.10748 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117414 | 0 | 0 | 0.036654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.057004 | 0.050591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101612 | 0.05436 | 0.052204 | 0 | 0 | 0.045152 | 0.150878 | 0.252271 | 0 | 0.053508 | 0 | 0.048132 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.059998 | 0.04983 | 0 | 0 | 0.084992 | 0.138635 | 0.048677 | 0 | 0 | 0.175626 | 0.101633 | 0.051946 | 0 | 0.123318 | 0 | 0 | 0.101041 | 0 | 0.035896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.045664 | 0 | 0.043624 | 0.06237 | 0 | 0.04241 | 0.257531 | 0.142612 | 0 | 0.047708 | 0.059029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187791 | 0 | 0 | 0.136189 |
EDAnonymous | caterpilice | 2020/02/29 | times I've told people about my ED I told a friend that I binge and often purge afterwards, she listened to me. Then she took me to our school's small gym room, gave me boxing gloves, and showed me how to punch the punching thingy. She told me it was her secret thing to do whenever she was feeling down. We kept boxing ... | 3.608337 | 5.5646 | 4.048182 | 87.138427 | 73.74026 | 7.076124 | 24.183816 | 7.882392 | 1.26743 | 625 | 19 | 121 | 9 | 13 | 196 | 110 | 154 | 0.056 | 0.834 | 0.11 | 0.8176 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 20 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 10 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 8 | 1 | 11 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 20 | 24 | 11 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 3 | 27 | 5 | 15 | 12 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 23 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 9 | 87 | 34 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136052 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153534 | 0 | 0.082349 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.196936 | 0 | 0.125829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145894 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109164 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160389 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179012 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079567 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125611 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.110361 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.338729 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155979 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16602 | 0.137994 | 0 | 0.161077 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1082 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094967 | 0 | 0 | 0.622495 | 0.180948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mduck_ | 2020/02/29 | me: completely spills my guts to my boyfriend about my cycles of restricting/bingeing, feeling out of control of what I'm eating, etc my boyfriend: yeah. So can you drop me off at home or? | 2.433333 | 5.084441 | 2.67 | 91.95 | 81.222222 | 5.822222 | 28.444444 | 7.168622 | 1.592578 | 148 | 7 | 29 | 2 | 4 | 45 | 29 | 36 | 0.064 | 0.836 | 0.1 | 0.0865 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.431289 | 0 | 0.46136 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.42091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.45876 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.412614 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | yoyo12356032 | 2020/02/29 | For those of you who don’t get your periods due to your ED, how long has it been? Its been about four years for me. At first, I thought i wasn’t getting one because of my IUD, but I got that removed two years ago and still haven’t had a period.
I don’t mind it so much because I don’t get the side effects anymore (cr... | 2.338137 | 3.5918 | 4.267467 | 87.176103 | 75.601307 | 7.714379 | 25.168301 | 8.3441 | 1.481963 | 565 | 19 | 124 | 10 | 12 | 193 | 92 | 153 | 0.074 | 0.882 | 0.044 | -0.6622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 21 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 9 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 15 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 14 | 26 | 14 | 0 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 16 | 17 | 4 | 25 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 20 | 85 | 26 | 1 | 0.296452 | 0 | 0.144647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147 | 0.207286 | 0.151875 | 0 | 0 | 0.138571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.361429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164646 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16988 | 0.151716 | 0.129714 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151672 | 0.123824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165311 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126081 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309768 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217927 | 0 | 0.114321 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117675 | 0.086432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.100636 | 0 | 0.144795 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16325 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142885 | 0 | 0 | 0.150531 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.190906 |
EDAnonymous | PistachioTeddyBear | 2020/02/29 | I graduate in June and I feel disgusting! I'm graduating with a degree in June.
I gained around 20 pounds since summer, and I can't restrict now because I need my brain to finish my research and ace finals. I have back fat rolls and a belly that sticks out over my sweat pants. I can't fit into my old skinny stretch ... | 1.179137 | 3.071779 | 3.296099 | 90.033889 | 80.808511 | 5.454374 | 18.955083 | 6.427356 | 0.018439 | 347 | 8 | 74 | 3 | 9 | 118 | 64 | 94 | 0.14 | 0.791 | 0.069 | -0.8101 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 13 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 13 | 0 | 13 | 12 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 45 | 15 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.264032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.228063 | 0 | 0.180801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.329449 | 0 | 0.331097 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249893 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149967 | 0 | 0 | 0.324905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.249065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.219921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.311226 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.245346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.197044 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26763 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | bing-no | 2020/02/29 | The only time I seem to binge is when I don’t know the calories for one of my meals If I can count and measure everything I eat, I’m fine and stick to my calorie limit. If I eat ONE thing that I have to estimate, I seem to always end up eating much more than I planned to that day cause the “calories don’t exist” mindse... | 7.57653 | 4.005761 | 7.963014 | 81.312009 | 65.575342 | 10.829224 | 35.292237 | 7.793538 | 2.412574 | 261 | 8 | 61 | 2 | 3 | 87 | 48 | 73 | 0 | 0.922 | 0.078 | 0.6249 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 2 | 9 | 10 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 4 | 41 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.226704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142324 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.677447 | 0 | 0 | 0.195461 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121283 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.299084 | 0.167841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.401807 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128683 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | cozwc | 2020/02/29 | wanna dress like the thinspo girls But I'm not skinny enough yet and even if I was I'd be too insecure anyway :) and thats on waiting to order cute xxs lacy bralettes until I hit my UGW which better be before my birthday or so help me I'm gonna kms | 0.854727 | 2.463094 | 3.074545 | 92.611818 | 80.636364 | 5.127273 | 20.090909 | 5.683918 | -0.120891 | 196 | 5 | 44 | 1 | 5 | 67 | 47 | 55 | 0.046 | 0.709 | 0.245 | 0.902 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 27 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.442488 | 0 | 0 | 0.459905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.537307 | 0 | 0.34346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.34855 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.254049 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | gorgi__ | 2020/02/29 | Falling back into it My eating disorder was at its worse when I was in high school and I would constantly black out during softball practice from how hard they would push me when all I had eaten was some celery. I have been doing really good for the past 3 and a half years, but relapse just hit me like a ton of bricks... | 5.425147 | 5.372893 | 5.616471 | 85.074118 | 67.676471 | 8.564706 | 27.294118 | 8.076483 | 1.511371 | 265 | 7 | 55 | 3 | 4 | 84 | 56 | 68 | 0.096 | 0.824 | 0.08 | 0.2374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 12 | 11 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 2 | 8 | 2 | 9 | 2 | 3 | 14 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 7 | 43 | 10 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.30207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234454 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250402 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295336 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136563 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.266841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.282897 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284863 | 0.397137 | 0 | 0 | 0.180007 |
EDAnonymous | UnbeautifullyBroken | 2020/02/29 | Alli/orlistat Anyone here have experience? I’m sure you do...that’s why I came here to ask | -1.454474 | -0.05763 | 2.409868 | 86.245329 | 114.789474 | 6.110526 | 15.276316 | 7.168622 | 0.739726 | 71 | 2 | 15 | 2 | 4 | 26 | 17 | 19 | 0 | 0.85 | 0.15 | 0.3182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.302856 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.404921 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.495388 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.423687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.408222 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.390835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | fitememayn | 2020/02/29 | Just weighed myself and I gained 3 pounds and am currently on the verge of a breakdown. My friends keep making me eat fear foods as well and it's aH. This is where I'm ranting lmao so I'm sorry to anyone who reads all this. My friends keep pressuring me to eat food, my boyfriend is picking up on my eating habits and ha... | 2.404575 | 4.357678 | 3.72873 | 88.109129 | 77.199052 | 6.527413 | 24.849339 | 7.475848 | 1.18507 | 819 | 29 | 167 | 11 | 19 | 268 | 123 | 211 | 0.143 | 0.729 | 0.128 | -0.3006 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 8 | 1 | 14 | 13 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 42 | 32 | 24 | 0 | 3 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 9 | 18 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 2 | 27 | 5 | 18 | 28 | 5 | 26 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 13 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 113 | 36 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0.098983 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.201186 | 0.070923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061832 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.111418 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.51895 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096922 | 0.09116 | 0 | 0 | 0.114139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.490606 | 0 | 0.156732 | 0 | 0.052994 | 0.097303 | 0.057646 | 0.085076 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105868 | 0 | 0.180314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.049554 | 0.203322 | 0 | 0 | 0.085177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.203119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.074564 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097056 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.202918 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113544 | 0.215382 | 0 | 0 | 0.084801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067387 | 0.064993 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.096922 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091199 | 0 | 0.091526 | 0 | 0.116641 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Jojobella | 2020/02/29 | How do you bulimics have time to do anything??? I recently went from restrictive eating to full on b/p a couple weeks ago. It's escalated to where I'm purging 10+ times in an afternoon. I'm not even binging either, just eating 200-400cal at a time. I'll eat, purge, then get the compulsion to eat immediately after.
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EDAnonymous | umphaloskepsis | 2020/02/29 | Mid freakout I've been in recovery around 3 years I've been struggling more lately (living with triggering sister and a trip coming up makes me want to lose weight) I've been slipping into some old behaviors and my thinking has become way more obsessive and disordered but I'm managing and fighting through it. Today I f... | 4.808084 | 6.14325 | 5.249837 | 82.204511 | 69.625 | 8.190217 | 30.788043 | 8.587818 | 2.31423 | 1,310 | 54 | 254 | 21 | 23 | 418 | 166 | 320 | 0.155 | 0.748 | 0.098 | -0.9664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 19 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 15 | 2 | 5 | 10 | 0 | 25 | 20 | 0 | 7 | 4 | 64 | 55 | 24 | 0 | 3 | 5 | 2 | 7 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 10 | 27 | 18 | 5 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 7 | 34 | 6 | 43 | 40 | 9 | 43 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 20 | 1 | 3 | 18 | 160 | 44 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089702 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.065341 | 0.070685 | 0 | 0 | 0.149202 | 0 | 0 | 0.048403 | 0.087694 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086687 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.136796 | 0.083252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051208 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182004 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.48749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052444 | 0.071824 | 0.1338 | 0 | 0.071362 | 0 | 0 | 0.08935 | 0.240889 | 0.170175 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.480068 | 0.087061 | 0 | 0.073406 | 0.124453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083893 | 0 | 0 | 0.078195 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089569 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155168 | 0 | 0.070114 | 0 | 0 | 0.088831 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.053002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.092995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.058876 | 0 | 0.153374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067809 | 0 | 0 | 0.158991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.066384 | 0 | 0.083009 | 0 | 0 | 0.090105 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.052751 | 0.152633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075264 | 0.075872 | 0 | 0.107818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068578 | 0 | 0.065515 | 0.046834 | 0.126052 | 0.063692 | 0.096691 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086108 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.051132 |
EDAnonymous | crystalsandcomets | 2020/02/29 | GERD When you have GERD and hate being sick but also continue to eat the food you know makes you sick so you can eat but then throw it up and have something else to blame... just me? Haha | 0.956538 | 3.025588 | 1.827885 | 99.323365 | 82.589744 | 4.925641 | 14.878205 | 5.985473 | -0.934287 | 145 | 2 | 34 | 1 | 4 | 45 | 29 | 39 | 0.187 | 0.73 | 0.083 | -0.6059 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 6 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 23 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262194 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.670976 | 0.273889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.396456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.323699 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.218853 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.252407 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | altheaneon | 2020/02/29 | I went out to eat today. And drank And felt guilty. So I decided the only solution was to drink so much that I threw everything up. Nice | -0.099286 | 2.231878 | 2.311429 | 90.958571 | 94 | 7.085714 | 17.714286 | 8.076483 | 1.072186 | 106 | 3 | 23 | 3 | 4 | 36 | 23 | 28 | 0.094 | 0.736 | 0.171 | 0.3182 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380942 | 0 | 0.397909 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.349489 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.373374 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.285862 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295751 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.368601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.360484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | lolyxx | 2020/02/29 | i wrote my reasons to do it and had to post it somewhere but the people in the r/depression didnt care and probably nobody here will to reasons
- i can’t do literally nothing right
- i’m fat, and still call myself anorexic
- i don’t feel validated by any of my “illness” (if theres any)
- i compare myself to my best... | 0.038543 | 2.114897 | 2.334686 | 94.214333 | 86.516484 | 5.063133 | 20.13036 | 6.427356 | 0.076818 | 1,643 | 51 | 378 | 17 | 51 | 557 | 194 | 455 | 0.261 | 0.636 | 0.103 | -0.9983 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 32 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 3 | 23 | 31 | 9 | 1 | 18 | 0 | 36 | 18 | 4 | 4 | 10 | 79 | 81 | 40 | 1 | 4 | 22 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 5 | 3 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 31 | 24 | 2 | 0 | 13 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 13 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 9 | 51 | 14 | 40 | 65 | 6 | 36 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 6 | 25 | 18 | 6 | 6 | 14 | 238 | 82 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178469 | 0 | 0.067285 | 0 | 0 | 0.164969 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.056541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135035 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084861 | 0.071517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08257 | 0.092486 | 0.164891 | 0 | 0 | 0.069656 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.05215 | 0 | 0.069647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082767 | 0 | 0.082751 | 0.189542 | 0 | 0 | 0.082743 | 0 | 0 | 0.071621 | 0 | 0 | 0.213638 | 0.073145 | 0.136261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122661 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124949 | 0.373784 | 0.042248 | 0 | 0.091913 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177761 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28558 | 0.118517 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.067905 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072982 | 0 | 0.107954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.062367 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155181 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.179578 | 0 | 0 | 0.112121 | 0 | 0 | 0.088764 | 0.076442 | 0 | 0.077445 | 0 | 0.087184 | 0.077375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18408 | 0.051803 | 0.166282 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20717 | 0 | 0.128611 | 0 | 0 | 0.064437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083005 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068515 | 0.062252 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088451 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064995 | 0.070678 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107444 | 0.155442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109802 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064864 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072966 | 0 | 0.092989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082121 | 0.082407 | 0 | 0.088411 | 0 | 0.052073 |
EDAnonymous | isaezraa | 2020/02/29 | not ed related but i feel like i have screamed into this void too many time to not get something out of it please do my survey lmao for every 10 responses ill make an EDmeme
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EDAnonymous | whewchiletheghettooo | 2020/02/29 | Dumb dumb ED brain My mom has kidney failure and has to do dialysis. They weigh you at each dialysis appointment and she lost 4 pounds in less than a week. INSTEAD OF BEING WORRIED FOR HER HEALTH MY FUCKED UP BRAIN WAS LIKE WOW SHES SO LUCKY. Wtfffffffff I hate myself | 1.203462 | 3.845155 | 1.468077 | 96.114423 | 94 | 4.907692 | 19.961538 | 6.627428 | 0.370069 | 214 | 7 | 43 | 3 | 8 | 64 | 46 | 52 | 0.327 | 0.512 | 0.162 | -0.9112 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 8 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 7 | 6 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 28 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.633502 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.262316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280137 | 0 | 0.301605 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.309739 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.332316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.288155 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Ducksyellow | 2020/02/29 | DAE feel like people won’t take your other problems seriously because you’re “too fat”? TW for S*xual ab*se:
So I (for the 24785322th time) considered talking about my past sexual abuse with one of my teachers just so I feel like I can have someone to reach out to if I’m feeling stressed out whilst in school. For som... | 2.895444 | 4.914402 | 4.006389 | 86.37625 | 75.962963 | 7.462963 | 24.583333 | 8.3441 | 1.48 | 536 | 18 | 111 | 10 | 12 | 174 | 85 | 135 | 0.17 | 0.735 | 0.095 | -0.9107 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 10 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 21 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 2 | 6 | 16 | 4 | 17 | 17 | 1 | 9 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 4 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 68 | 22 | 1 | 0 | 0.18257 | 0.150368 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104786 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187862 | 0 | 0.131118 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150728 | 0 | 0 | 0.311647 | 0.330243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142452 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.22584 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.172386 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.208829 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147095 | 0.106826 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147442 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158429 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122537 | 0 | 0.155946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123055 | 0 | 0.176508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.231711 | 0.371552 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122329 | 0.08985 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.160412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187638 | 0.138544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | iopce6 | 2020/02/29 | my mom will never stop complaining lol i’m a stress-eater and the last two years were the most horrible time in my life, i gained like 30 lb and my mom will always insult me and make me feel bad about myself whenever she sees me eat something......now when i started going on a strict diet and developed an ED she’d emot... | 5.995652 | 5.343659 | 6.464261 | 81.489435 | 66.608696 | 9.968696 | 29.269565 | 9.3871 | 2.207458 | 356 | 10 | 75 | 6 | 5 | 116 | 67 | 92 | 0.189 | 0.695 | 0.116 | -0.8571 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 11 | 14 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 17 | 2 | 6 | 8 | 1 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 45 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 0.208432 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.146883 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.195403 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.540018 | 0 | 0.197882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.099977 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.143395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124255 | 0.085944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234851 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.412062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135677 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119205 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140182 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135429 | 0 | 0 | 0.124514 | 0 | 0 | 0.147074 | 0.201511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.171844 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158737 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178651 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113284 |
EDAnonymous | deadsadgirl | 2020/03/01 | not a good day today i haven’t eaten anything since last night at around 8 pm?..it’s 5 something right now in the afternoon. I tried making two hard boiled eggs for breakfast ( at 5 am) and the smoke alarm turned on while i was simply boiling the water. for like ten minutes or so i was trying to put it off but i ended ... | 1.127888 | 3.359349 | 2.632971 | 92.838868 | 83.117647 | 4.702567 | 18.975668 | 5.838893 | -0.194354 | 1,420 | 36 | 297 | 9 | 40 | 462 | 208 | 374 | 0.146 | 0.662 | 0.193 | 0.9837 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 50 | 2 | 1 | 3 | 4 | 17 | 26 | 2 | 3 | 16 | 1 | 25 | 18 | 3 | 6 | 6 | 59 | 58 | 29 | 0 | 7 | 11 | 1 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 21 | 14 | 2 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 12 | 11 | 0 | 4 | 16 | 8 | 44 | 15 | 36 | 35 | 9 | 57 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 3 | 24 | 23 | 0 | 8 | 28 | 185 | 52 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0.167999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071623 | 0 | 0 | 0.058536 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.060187 | 0 | 0.141669 | 0.076627 | 0.080471 | 0.097926 | 0.080873 | 0 | 0 | 0.052472 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.180666 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088425 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189104 | 0.166539 | 0 | 0.074139 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088079 | 0 | 0 | 0.152478 | 0 | 0 | 0.056853 | 0.077862 | 0.145048 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.087047 | 0.061494 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19951 | 0.079577 | 0 | 0.082573 | 0.09784 | 0.144396 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091631 | 0.077109 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085494 | 0.084769 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153019 | 0 | 0 | 0.047306 | 0.140329 | 0 | 0 | 0.093524 | 0 | 0 | 0.12616 | 0 | 0.076008 | 0.076176 | 0 | 0 | 0.093964 | 0.07318 | 0.233065 | 0 | 0.172372 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132777 | 0 | 0 | 0.161556 | 0 | 0 | 0.098 | 0 | 0 | 0.058328 | 0.065466 | 0 | 0.100994 | 0 | 0 | 0.082171 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.175144 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.086532 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165431 | 0.177004 | 0 | 0 | 0.097509 | 0.07351 | 0.08188 | 0 | 0.086179 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213613 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.072933 | 0.132533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.069186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.081592 | 0 | 0.095635 | 0.175323 | 0.093628 | 0.084085 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152312 | 0.136649 | 0.138093 | 0.104819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.061147 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | a_dry_banana | 2020/03/01 | TFW people think that its impossible for me to be bulimic because im an overweight dude :) :) :) Ohh the sore throat from all the vomiting? No it isn't bulimia at all jajaja :) | 0.852727 | 3.413856 | 3.790061 | 79.645091 | 94.151515 | 8.700606 | 24.781818 | 8.841846 | 3.041247 | 133 | 6 | 25 | 5 | 5 | 47 | 31 | 33 | 0.153 | 0.593 | 0.254 | 0.7003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 16 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.391087 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.692991 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.444775 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.411084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | BeneficialHumerus8 | 2020/03/01 | School is stressful, Food is nice I started medical school about 6 months ago and I love it. At this point, it's the culmination of literal years of my life and it's a privilege to be able to learn what I'm learning. I'll start off with that.
Most of my time is spent depriving myself of something. Sleep, my hobbies, l... | 3.505167 | 4.902646 | 4.780588 | 84.07957 | 72.882353 | 8.054299 | 26.606335 | 8.617729 | 1.796873 | 664 | 23 | 137 | 12 | 13 | 220 | 105 | 170 | 0.079 | 0.813 | 0.109 | 0.4606 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 12 | 1 | 3 | 7 | 0 | 15 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 26 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 10 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 15 | 5 | 21 | 21 | 1 | 22 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 1 | 2 | 14 | 86 | 29 | 5 | 0.258664 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114645 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103427 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107987 | 0 | 0.142837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083408 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121923 | 0 | 0.065394 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312778 | 0 | 0.099922 | 0 | 0.067571 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127366 | 0 | 0 | 0.146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.071078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091351 | 0.063185 | 0.129625 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.116727 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.260577 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103232 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147245 | 0 | 0 | 0.087639 | 0.098363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.122261 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123753 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.261782 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132757 | 0 | 0 | 0.129425 | 0 | 0 | 0.099566 | 0 | 0 | 0.183084 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296299 | 0.135206 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.377073 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126339 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152567 | 0.205316 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083286 |
EDAnonymous | jelly_jellyfish | 2020/03/01 | To whomever think that ED is glamorous (mention of purging) I had my usual Sunday binge/purge today (I really try not to do it but it has become a part of my routine ), binging on chips. It takes a while for me to get it all up again so I decided to spice things up a bit. I took my phone with me and swiped on tinder wh... | 1.749656 | 3.239723 | 3.535491 | 90.833735 | 77.674699 | 5.465749 | 23.302926 | 5.773588 | 0.302093 | 608 | 19 | 134 | 3 | 14 | 204 | 98 | 166 | 0.126 | 0.788 | 0.086 | -0.7942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 19 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 27 | 15 | 11 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 21 | 4 | 31 | 13 | 7 | 30 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 18 | 0 | 2 | 9 | 102 | 31 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118427 | 0.214559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.212095 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213399 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.150095 | 0 | 0.202999 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214186 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142813 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.20672 | 0 | 0 | 0.210378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18365 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.371785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165908 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155146 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.1831 | 0 | 0.292138 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129066 | 0.248964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184148 | 0 | 0.215844 | 0.263797 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.213964 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | rakoer00 | 2020/03/01 | not feeling so good recovery rant
I went from a bmi of 15 to 20. I know I’m “healthy” right now but I binge every day and I’m worrying all the time. This is is and was my worst nightmare.
I feel disgusting lying down in bed. I wish I could disappear. | -1.308333 | 0.722032 | 1.464722 | 96.58375 | 97.888889 | 5.662963 | 19.712963 | 7.168622 | 0.582674 | 192 | 7 | 46 | 4 | 8 | 66 | 44 | 54 | 0.353 | 0.53 | 0.118 | -0.9481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 10 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 7 | 1 | 5 | 8 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 27 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.28099 | 0 | 0 | 0.226968 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.296519 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.355896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295185 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193413 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.300549 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.326245 | 0 | 0 | 0.404705 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.357405 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | doitliketweety | 2020/03/01 | The scariest part about recovery that no one tells you. Your ED has been a part of you for so long, you don't know who you could ever be without it.
The faint possibility of putting it behind it makes you question...Who am I without my obsessive thoughts? My irrational second-guessing? My unconscious binges? My bathro... | 4.181585 | 6.887594 | 4.428638 | 81.567835 | 74.772358 | 7.352033 | 33.827236 | 8.3441 | 3.05067 | 535 | 29 | 91 | 10 | 12 | 167 | 81 | 123 | 0.172 | 0.772 | 0.056 | -0.9448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 18 | 0 | 8 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 6 | 2 | 2 | 10 | 0 | 8 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 18 | 15 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 3 | 15 | 0 | 18 | 11 | 2 | 5 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 13 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 73 | 26 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107217 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140354 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125882 | 0 | 0.173186 | 0 | 0.162544 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142616 | 0 | 0.150654 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159439 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173684 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.141236 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.173296 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.139527 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.105242 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.106837 | 0 | 0.167765 | 0 | 0 | 0.341469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177742 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158496 | 0.176619 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101003 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137805 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.125167 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107043 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.607929 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | krd1158613 | 2020/03/01 | Venting I work as a waitress so it’s sometimes very hard for me to stay on track and not get upset or frustrated around food. At the same time it sometimes really helps me to see the food that people don’t finish and to throw it all away, it makes me feel like I have a lot more control. I’ve been really depressed latel... | 5.083977 | 5.534906 | 5.477169 | 84.037297 | 68.459459 | 8.505019 | 27.568855 | 8.418075 | 1.748837 | 438 | 13 | 88 | 6 | 7 | 140 | 77 | 111 | 0.099 | 0.824 | 0.077 | -0.5414 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 6 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 20 | 14 | 11 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 7 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 14 | 12 | 5 | 16 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 56 | 15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.14473 | 0 | 0 | 0.152749 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140048 | 0 | 0 | 0.182347 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140029 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166359 | 0 | 0.18288 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.107382 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16441 | 0.116147 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393183 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.084941 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.145639 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.108974 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.183397 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079428 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.138219 | 0 | 0 | 0.217046 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112712 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.312458 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129555 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.482386 | 0 | 0 | 0.173288 | 0 | 0.135924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094801 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140416 | 0 | 0.134145 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.11836 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | tinymeals | 2020/03/01 | those of you who meal prep or make a bento/boxed lunch.. what's your grocery list like? what do you normally put in your bento/lunch box/meal prep stuff? i need some ideas! going to get groceries today <3 | 1.280244 | 3.823573 | 1.710439 | 97.404683 | 86.073171 | 4.25561 | 15.517073 | 5.683918 | -0.794692 | 162 | 3 | 34 | 1 | 5 | 49 | 34 | 41 | 0 | 0.915 | 0.085 | 0.4857 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 3 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 17 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193584 | 0 | 0.210578 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.418278 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18102 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.247329 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27474 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.363036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372481 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.424163 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.351215 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | putenbrustswag | 2020/03/01 | The better anorexic I told my bf that I feel like a poser cause I’m eating 800-1000 kcal per day, on good days 500 kcal and my cousin would eat only 650 per day. „Yes he is the better anorexic“. THANK YOU | 0.876136 | 2.489821 | 2.377273 | 97.610909 | 80.590909 | 4.4 | 15.545455 | 3.1291 | -1.196027 | 157 | 2 | 37 | 0 | 4 | 51 | 35 | 44 | 0 | 0.702 | 0.298 | 0.9251 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 13 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.433265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.251624 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.473904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.501276 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.123851 | 0.174987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.205447 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119667 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.18629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.225511 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.234054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174001 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | phie-the-robot | 2020/03/01 | My lucky day They put 5 chicken tenders in my order of 4. Guess I’ll die? | -1.664706 | 0.08726 | 1.607353 | 98.678088 | 91.352941 | 3.4 | 20.264706 | 3.1291 | -0.620859 | 56 | 2 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 20 | 16 | 17 | 0.192 | 0.591 | 0.217 | -0.128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.334501 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.538301 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.571377 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.52141 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | dark_zoomer | 2020/03/01 | DAE else have a family that seems hyper involved/interested in your weight? One side of my family practically supports my eating disorder/is so happy I’ve lost weight, and the other half constantly encourages me to eat copious amounts of calorically dense food and says I’m too skinny. Fun! Not at all confusing and stre... | 4.853021 | 7.578476 | 6.515833 | 67.345833 | 72.645833 | 10.933333 | 32.541667 | 10.746095 | 4.654404 | 427 | 21 | 68 | 16 | 9 | 146 | 73 | 96 | 0.08 | 0.746 | 0.175 | 0.8719 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 14 | 9 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 7 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 4 | 10 | 5 | 10 | 7 | 2 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 4 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 41 | 12 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114906 | 0.16838 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177587 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.336309 | 0.27456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.464758 | 0 | 0.083092 | 0.1174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198713 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174937 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080285 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.16593 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17501 | 0.111357 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149603 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135939 | 0.184718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188244 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.186484 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.400229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | posie-pink | 2020/03/01 | bulimia can suck my ass I’m just fucking sick ruining my throat, having no money, being tired, planning out and making healthy homemade meals then yeeting them into the toilet along with the overpriced kinda gross doughnuts from the petrol station down the road
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EDAnonymous | gaaaaay0101 | 2020/03/01 | when you can’t get to a bathroom so you make yourself vomit on the side of the road i think i’ve honestly hit a new low. haven’t purged in months but i had to get off of my adderall prescription because it was destroying my mental and physical health. turns out without all that appetite suppression my ED has been quiet... | 2.445103 | 3.896775 | 3.621193 | 91.109841 | 75.705202 | 7.023782 | 22.183732 | 7.709487 | 0.750421 | 650 | 17 | 144 | 9 | 14 | 211 | 111 | 173 | 0.096 | 0.729 | 0.175 | 0.9438 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 13 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 17 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 26 | 32 | 9 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 8 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 6 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 19 | 5 | 20 | 25 | 6 | 27 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 15 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 100 | 27 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.286991 | 0 | 0.227518 | 0 | 0.158796 | 0 | 0.195841 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178319 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.094358 | 0.133318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194997 | 0.179018 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.185351 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091171 | 0 | 0 | 0.165149 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124567 | 0.189199 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.188064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148954 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.287858 | 0.180234 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126455 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129375 | 0 | 0 | 0.204847 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.280623 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119575 | 0 | 0 | 0.108817 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126699 | 0.202984 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.214598 | 0.17989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | IJustLd | 2020/03/01 | Is it a bad idea for me to apply for a job at my schools gym? I want to cause money. But i know that im most likley going to end up becoming UW somtime this semester knowing me. Would working in a gym be unethical? I work out in there somewhat regularly so the gym doesnt trigger me , im just worried about setting a bad... | 1.411429 | 3.103381 | 4.337766 | 83.809615 | 79.25641 | 7.021245 | 27.809524 | 7.957252 | 1.874752 | 286 | 13 | 60 | 5 | 7 | 103 | 56 | 78 | 0.167 | 0.816 | 0.017 | -0.9111 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 12 | 8 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 1 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 14 | 6 | 2 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 41 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.364892 | 0 | 0.241326 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.224469 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193534 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.124184 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.232265 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.24667 | 0.472055 | 0 | 0.216837 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.240174 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.151487 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.221143 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.128882 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.318154 | 0.221907 | 0 | 0.155223 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | mirroraura | 2020/03/01 | me: idk why the h*ck my stomach’s hurting so much also me: knows it’s exactly because i’ve only consumed one (1) cup of diet pepsi all day | 3.026 | 3.394174 | 5.993333 | 78.81 | 73 | 7.333333 | 31.666667 | 7.168622 | 2.150667 | 108 | 5 | 21 | 1 | 2 | 40 | 28 | 30 | 0.141 | 0.859 | 0 | -0.4767 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 11 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.348444 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26561 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.281002 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.466445 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239459 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320303 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.295254 | 0.331383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.393168 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 8SevenSeas | 2020/03/01 | I’ve just sent myself into a panic over measuring. TW body talk. So lately I’ve been trying to do the whole high protein get strong stuff. It allows me to eat provided that I’ve gone jogging and done the body weight fitness routine I have planned. But today I was thinking that it might be nice to know my actual body fa... | 3.333787 | 5.036852 | 4.157243 | 87.139419 | 73.883721 | 7.239867 | 25.657807 | 7.957252 | 1.395916 | 680 | 23 | 139 | 10 | 14 | 218 | 112 | 172 | 0.091 | 0.852 | 0.057 | -0.7783 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 17 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 10 | 7 | 2 | 1 | 12 | 0 | 16 | 8 | 6 | 4 | 2 | 22 | 27 | 11 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 4 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 3 | 17 | 2 | 18 | 16 | 3 | 21 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 88 | 24 | 1 | 0.148901 | 0 | 0.145306 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.132554 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.496187 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170654 | 0 | 0 | 0.152378 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.152363 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.098348 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142969 | 0 | 0.136093 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.137657 | 0.15559 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.147009 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176449 | 0 | 0.157322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.164737 | 0 | 0.081832 | 0 | 0.167967 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.131483 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.157961 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.114842 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.174704 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.103229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.142478 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.148942 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.127161 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.118655 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170456 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.119681 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09541 | 0.146295 | 0.118211 | 0.086826 | 0 | 0.141141 | 0 | 0 | 0.202188 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.181322 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.166243 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | invincibletitan33 | 2020/03/01 | For any of your struggling with recovery... For any of you who are struggling with recovery from disordered eating, fighting depression/anxiety/any mental struggles, please watch the video linked below.
I hope this will help you realise it's OKAY to have bad days and to feel like you haven't made any progress.
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EDAnonymous | pulotpukyutan | 2020/03/01 | Is it odd? Sometimes I feel like i’m glad that I have diarrhea coz I can take a dump normally and kinda lose weight. Since i’m so used to not pooping for a day or two. | -0.690789 | 1.045292 | 2.088684 | 97.008289 | 86.631579 | 5.905263 | 20.026316 | 7.168622 | 0.257347 | 129 | 4 | 33 | 2 | 4 | 45 | 32 | 38 | 0.188 | 0.67 | 0.142 | -0.204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 8 | 8 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 2 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 17 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.21446 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168142 | 0.237566 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.162462 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.372027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.325818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.27508 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.32889 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.250028 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.324843 | 0 | 0 | 0.287207 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.404944 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | choppedduck | 2020/03/01 | losing weight to the point where i don’t know my jeans size anymore i bought jeans at an online store the other day, was very happy with how it looked except at the fact that it’s too big. i thought i knew my own size, even measured my hip and waist with a measuring tape but i have to wear a belt now for the jeans to l... | 5.068784 | 4.132851 | 5.179054 | 90.881824 | 68.594595 | 7.940541 | 25.256757 | 5.985473 | 0.52793 | 271 | 5 | 64 | 1 | 4 | 85 | 56 | 74 | 0.027 | 0.936 | 0.037 | 0.177 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 3 | 1 | 1 | 11 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 9 | 1 | 10 | 5 | 2 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 42 | 13 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.298601 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.194178 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.198867 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.320516 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.165471 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.50568 | 0.336843 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.284628 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.239032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.248431 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.366647 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | toxomallowcupcake | 2020/03/01 | Do you think my coach/teammates will say anything when I drop more in weight? I’ve always been food obsessive and guilty for eating, the whole shebang, etc. I was on a binging swing right before joining this jiu jitsu gym and got a lil fatter. Now, a couple months in, I’m starting to swing back down in weight and I’m w... | 4.953582 | 6.563702 | 5.574806 | 78.960866 | 69.597015 | 8.046567 | 29.81791 | 8.548687 | 2.378614 | 560 | 22 | 99 | 9 | 10 | 181 | 96 | 134 | 0.081 | 0.882 | 0.037 | -0.6633 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 5 | 0 | 10 | 5 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 23 | 9 | 0 | 4 | 7 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 5 | 4 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 4 | 12 | 1 | 12 | 16 | 3 | 16 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 7 | 8 | 0 | 5 | 7 | 60 | 17 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.126845 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.319775 | 0 | 0.125448 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117219 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.129718 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.168675 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.155987 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.149119 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.184335 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121923 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.161064 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083779 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.101757 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.121679 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.347115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097659 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.130185 | 0 | 0.121229 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.2158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.097679 | 0 | 0 | 0.088891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.17983 | 0 | 0 | 0.556904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170197 | 0 | 0 | 0.165318 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | elvischair | 2020/03/01 | i want to recover, christian advice? so i’ve wanted to recover for a while but i just don’t feel like i’m “sick enough” and yeah yeah ik that’s not real but i just really can’t get around it. anyway, i am a christian (no disrespect to anyone with opposing beliefs❤️, 100% grateful for any advice from anyone, just would ... | 1.895263 | 4.027128 | 3.29777 | 89.70817 | 79.593824 | 6.387602 | 23.094896 | 7.499877 | 0.967702 | 1,626 | 54 | 340 | 24 | 41 | 531 | 200 | 421 | 0.05 | 0.723 | 0.227 | 0.9974 | 1 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 39 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 21 | 10 | 0 | 1 | 25 | 2 | 27 | 9 | 4 | 8 | 1 | 70 | 61 | 29 | 0 | 12 | 15 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 1 | 5 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 18 | 20 | 1 | 2 | 11 | 1 | 2 | 7 | 8 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 12 | 6 | 51 | 10 | 50 | 40 | 4 | 40 | 18 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 37 | 17 | 0 | 3 | 17 | 218 | 69 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.235188 | 0.071116 | 0 | 0 | 0.16618 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.109113 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079563 | 0.112192 | 0 | 0 | 0.071418 | 0.300003 | 0 | 0.075375 | 0 | 0 | 0.048905 | 0 | 0.068267 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091757 | 0 | 0 | 0.339475 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064054 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091946 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082091 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.082895 | 0.089473 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.243389 | 0.057314 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.06824 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08383 | 0 | 0.045594 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.380274 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083543 | 0.08818 | 0.065395 | 0.090499 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.039194 | 0.080408 | 0 | 0.070998 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.144814 | 0.151824 | 0.053552 | 0.081337 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.064036 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.075287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085438 | 0 | 0.061016 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.055619 | 0 | 0.083819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.091315 | 0.20558 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068513 | 0 | 0 | 0.08032 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135951 | 0.061762 | 0.079346 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09104 | 0 | 0 | 0.06032 | 0.064483 | 0.070121 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.159896 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187122 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.083518 | 0 | 0 | 0.088358 | 0 | 0.189278 | 0 | 0.064353 | 0 | 0 | 0.07437 | 0 | 0 | 0.092256 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.170971 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | Scherv | 2020/03/01 | Im at a party and they ordered a delicious pizza why is life so rough with me | -2.468333 | -0.805856 | 1.827778 | 92.645 | 105.111111 | 4.622222 | 17.111111 | 6.427356 | 0.100978 | 61 | 2 | 14 | 1 | 3 | 23 | 17 | 18 | 0 | 0.67 | 0.33 | 0.7506 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 9 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.685924 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.448529 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.573001 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | angelbabydakota | 2020/03/01 | thinspo models? any good thinspo models? i know ariane hughes, camille jansen, kaia gerber, kendall jenner and bella hadid but i need more | 3.60087 | 6.143851 | 4.160522 | 73.42687 | 105.956522 | 3.57913 | 21.991304 | 5.683918 | 1.28499 | 111 | 4 | 12 | 1 | 5 | 35 | 20 | 23 | 0 | 0.896 | 0.104 | 0.3204 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.478733 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.590468 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.386891 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.521995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | princessice119 | 2020/03/01 | Anyone else already stressed for summer? for my northern hemisphere peeps.
I’ve already started planning for when I need to stop eating risky foods and when I need to hit the gym more intensely so I can look “good” in bathing suits and shorts. Sigh | 3.54587 | 6.419934 | 2.619739 | 92.666565 | 78.347826 | 4.549565 | 28.765217 | 5.683918 | 1.06237 | 199 | 9 | 36 | 1 | 5 | 57 | 36 | 46 | 0.134 | 0.776 | 0.089 | -0.2815 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 3 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 6 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 1 | 6 | 5 | 1 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 18 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.556356 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.176261 | 0.258287 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.257942 | 0.210581 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304818 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211434 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.211685 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.37383 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.178424 | 0 | 0 | 0.210751 | 0.288758 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | partywombat | 2020/03/01 | Found out something about a childhood friend TW death So I was talking to my parents not too long ago and I found something out that scared the absolute hell out of me.
We were talking about some of the friends of the family who we've fallen out of touch with, and my sister brought up a girl who I just barely remember... | 4.383892 | 5.497643 | 4.58288 | 87.422358 | 70.412639 | 7.298846 | 27.912542 | 7.475848 | 1.441717 | 1,070 | 37 | 216 | 11 | 19 | 334 | 137 | 269 | 0.166 | 0.759 | 0.075 | -0.981 | 3 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 32 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 14 | 14 | 3 | 2 | 15 | 0 | 18 | 7 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 38 | 33 | 23 | 3 | 0 | 4 | 9 | 3 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 12 | 24 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 3 | 3 | 8 | 0 | 1 | 24 | 3 | 36 | 6 | 45 | 8 | 6 | 40 | 1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 44 | 17 | 1 | 3 | 20 | 157 | 48 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.177948 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068257 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.089353 | 0.093835 | 0.228376 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.08541 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.104171 | 0 | 0.230071 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.09591 | 0 | 0 | 0.094622 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.33016 | 0.387738 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.088759 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.237884 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.070896 | 0 | 0.1006 | 0 | 0.088827 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.23511 | 0 | 0 | 0.073785 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.068015 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.222904 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.102115 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113703 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.10049 | 0.101582 | 0 | 0.091375 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.085045 | 0.154543 | 0 | 0 | 0.213133 | 0 | 0.080158 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.242027 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.079685 | 0.058528 | 0 | 0 | 0.09591 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.120736 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.080513 | 0.244453 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.112062 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.19391 |
EDAnonymous | skiddybop | 2020/03/01 | eating leftovers from the trash :) binge
we had wendy’s earlier and I don’t finish my burger so I threw it away
rn im eating it :)
don’t worry tho it was wrapped pretty good when I threw it away
also ate a whole box of girl scout cookies :) | -2.026524 | -0.853503 | 0.56328 | 99.282032 | 117.431373 | 2.638859 | 12.479501 | 4.851558 | -1.331957 | 185 | 4 | 41 | 1 | 11 | 62 | 40 | 51 | 0.05 | 0.69 | 0.26 | 0.9042 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 7 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 1 | 4 | 2 | 1 | 6 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 25 | 9 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.217315 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.510629 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.556128 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.227928 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.293533 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.276464 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.303395 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275971 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | xXKungFuSwagMasterXx | 2020/03/01 | Mom: why didn't you tell me about your ED sooner :( I want to help you, please eat something Also mom: if you want to stay skinny you can't eat a poutine and onion rings
THANKS MOM NOW IM NOT EATING FOR THE NEXT FEW DAYS | 1.48117 | 2.948676 | 2.298883 | 99.50875 | 78.361702 | 4.7 | 16.005319 | 3.1291 | -1.211038 | 170 | 2 | 41 | 0 | 4 | 53 | 38 | 47 | 0.056 | 0.729 | 0.215 | 0.7456 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 4 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 5 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 7 | 1 | 4 | 4 | 1 | 4 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 10 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 3 | 21 | 7 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.140662 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.113437 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.539949 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.117898 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.189995 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.618014 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187065 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.193078 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.135412 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.187479 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.153739 | 0.161939 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.207493 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.158717 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
EDAnonymous | 172hours | 2020/03/01 | oh my god everything i smoke so much fucking weed and then eat so much fucking food it makes me wish for any type of amphetamine so i’m drinking extreme amounts of caffeine also to stay awake as i make myself stay in a hazy bedrest for weeks! | 5.384422 | 5.66714 | 5.469796 | 84.938299 | 67.77551 | 8.165986 | 34.70068 | 7.793538 | 2.358586 | 194 | 9 | 40 | 2 | 3 | 61 | 40 | 49 | 0 | 0.894 | 0.106 | 0.6239 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 6 | 7 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 1 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 5 | 0 | 7 | 6 | 3 | 5 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 22 | 6 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182263 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.154989 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.223269 | 0 | 0.233213 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.204835 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.275595 | 0 | 0 | 0.421406 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.304269 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.335086 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.485852 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.182819 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0.26209 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 | 0 |
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