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ep6c8v | How to approach father-in-law's alcohol addiction. | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I'm sorry if this isn't allowed here - please delete if necessary.
My partner's father has been an alcoholic for two decades, and it is only getting worse with time. Recently he's become belligerent, bitter, verbally abusive, and violent (though not toward anyone, just throwing things, threats, etc.)
We have no ide... | flumpit | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-15 18:41:30 | alcoholicsanonymous | I'm sorry if this isn't allowed here - please delete if necessary. <es>My partner's father has been an alcoholic for two decades, and it is only getting worse with time.<ee> <es>Recently he's become belligerent, bitter, verbally abusive, and violent (though not toward anyone, just throwing things, threats, etc.) <ee>... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ekfoot | works like a charm | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | JohnGranola | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-05 17:06:25 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiaxo6 | I stayed up tonight playing video games to escape reality, again | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Life is just too painful, I'm so scared of school starting next week because of the extra pressure again, I don't know how I'll cope.
Life is too hard, I can't do it, everything I need to do and everything I need to balance just feels overwhelming, and I can't feel happiness anyway so there's literally no benefit or up... | anon_selfharm | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2019-12-31 23:54:54 | depression | <efs><es>Life is just too painful, I'm so scared of school starting next week because of the extra pressure again, I don't know how I'll cope.<ee><efe> <efs>Life is too hard, I can't do it, everything I need to do and everything I need to balance just feels overwhelming, and I can't feel happiness anyway so there's lit... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | on the extra pressure you face at school | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
ewu28m | A crucial part of my mood improvement was "not giving a fuck" | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I realize that "not giving a fuck" doesn't solve any tangible problems in your life, nor will it cure depression. HOWEVER, in my case it did relieve me of a great deal of stress, which allowed me to focus on other parts of life, this focus allowed me to take the actions necessary to make incremental improvements.
For ... | throwawaylife58924 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-31 20:05:26 | getting_over_it | I realize that "not giving a fuck" doesn't solve any tangible problems in your life, nor will it cure depression. HOWEVER, in my case it did relieve me of a great deal of stress, which allowed me to focus on other parts of life, this focus allowed me to take the actions necessary to make incremental improvements. For ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eod26m | *TW* Boyfriend (24M) Began to Have Sex with Me (21F) While I was Asleep | 1b | rant | 2 | Any rude comments will be reported. I already feel uncomfortable posting this. But I feel the need to get it off of my chest. To preface this post; I am a 21 year old female, sexual assault victim, and have been dating my 23 year old boyfriend for about 1 year and 6 months.
I was raped in 2016. I'm still somewhat in... | justasadunicorn | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-14 00:18:35 | rapecounseling | Any rude comments will be reported. <efs>I already feel uncomfortable posting this.<efe> <rs>But I feel the need to get it off of my chest.<re> <es>To preface this post; I am a 21 year old female, sexual assault victim, and have been dating my 23 year old boyfriend for about 1 year and 6 months. <ee> <es>I was raped ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what can help you deal with the trauma | null | true | 221 |
eir3z2 | When I feel like dying, dancing comes to save my life. | 0 | rant | 1 | My anxiety has been coming for my neck since December. Ever since, I've been having many symptoms that makes me think I'm actually dying. I wake up at night almost crying because my heart is racing and my chest is hurting. When I get home from school, all I do is listen to music and dance to it. It's medicine. It makes... | Issandre | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-02 01:27:35 | Anxiety | <es>My anxiety has been coming for my neck since December.<ee> <es>Ever since, I've been having many symptoms that makes me think I'm actually dying.<ee> <efs>I wake up at night almost crying because my heart is racing and my chest is hurting.<efe> When I get home from school, all I do is listen to music and dance to i... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what triggered the anxiety | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you wake up crying due to anxiety | null | true | 120 |
eiv94c | How do i explain my social anxiety to someone? Feeling extremely anxious and awful at work because of my colleagues | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I just wanna give a disclaimer that i’m not a native english speaker so please excuse any mistakes, thank you.
I’ll try to be as brief as possible so here goes:
After graduating from high school last year I wanted to do something fulfilling and give back to the community before eventually going to uni, so i decided ... | Tddypckr | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-02 07:40:35 | socialanxiety | I just wanna give a disclaimer that i’m not a native english speaker so please excuse any mistakes, thank you. I’ll try to be as brief as possible so here goes: After graduating from high school last year I wanted to do something fulfilling and give back to the community before eventually going to uni, so i decided ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
el3zvm | This is what it feels like wanting to die but you cant... | 0 | rant | 1 | null | A_BrokenHeart | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 01:30:36 | sad | This is what it feels like wanting to die but you cant... nan | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ejk0a8 | Anyone else had to resort to online education or quit college because they cant concentrate in traditional classrooms? | 1a | survey | 2 | I tried hard but I just cant thrive in classrooms, they make me very anxious, schools and classrooms are triggering for me, since they are environments that I have been traumatized in. I have a problem of focusing on what's around me, I have a wide and overactive peripheral vision therefore people around me especially ... | Wastedmess | 12 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-03 19:06:31 | ptsd | <es>I tried hard but I just cant thrive in classrooms.<ee> <efs>they make me very anxious, schools and classrooms are triggering for me, since they are environments that I have been traumatized in.<efe> <es>I have a problem of focusing on what's around me, I have a wide and overactive peripheral vision therefore people... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
em86zy | How do I kill my external motivation in order to gain an internal one ? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I have a love-hate relationship towards doing art. I cannot stop drawing/doodling in my free time but I am also \*\*always\*\* dissapointed with my artwork. This is because I feel like I cannot show it to anyone since it is not good enough (I am externally motivated, I guess). And because I am always dissapointed I hav... | Antipodin | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-09 11:07:36 | selfhelp | <es>I have a love-hate relationship towards doing art.<ee> <es>I cannot stop drawing/doodling in my free time but I am also \*\*always\*\* dissapointed with my artwork.<ee> <efs>This is because I feel like I cannot show it to anyone since it is not good enough (I am externally motivated, I guess).<efe> <efs>And because... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
elbah9 | As Bill Sees It, 1.7 | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Is Happiness The Goal?, p. 306
"I don't think happiness or unhappiness is the point. How do we meet the problems we face? How do we best learn from them and transmit what we have learned to others, if they would receive the knowledge?
On my view, we of this world are pupils in a great school of life. It is intende... | Whtsox | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-07 13:03:38 | alcoholicsanonymous | Is Happiness The Goal?, p. 306 "I don't think happiness or unhappiness is the point. How do we meet the problems we face? How do we best learn from them and transmit what we have learned to others, if they would receive the knowledge? On my view, we of this world are pupils in a great school of life. It is intende... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f046rd | Today I learned that the Trump administration changed the definitions... | 0 | rant | 1 | of [DOMESTIC VIOLENCE and SEXUAL ASSAULT](https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/trump-domestic-abuse-sexual-assault-definition-womens-rights-justice-department-a8744546.html)
and I hope US citizens vote in the primary and general election cuz this is ridiculous. | QueenJBast | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2020-02-07 03:03:57 | rapecounseling | of [DOMESTIC VIOLENCE and SEXUAL ASSAULT](https://www.independent.co.uk/news/world/americas/trump-domestic-abuse-sexual-assault-definition-womens-rights-justice-department-a8744546.html) and I hope US citizens vote in the primary and general election cuz this is ridiculous. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eoexea | How popular would a live musical performance titled "Bill Wilson on Ice" be? | 0 | survey | 1 | Bill Wilson on Ice, a riveting musical performance of character development.
From a fledgling, hopeless alcoholic that could not keep his footing to a man with lifted, weightless spirit flying through the air.
it's a work in progress. | Ionisbad | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-14 02:40:36 | alcoholicsanonymous | Bill Wilson on Ice, a riveting musical performance of character development. From a fledgling, hopeless alcoholic that could not keep his footing to a man with lifted, weightless spirit flying through the air. it's a work in progress. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
etwiy9 | I have 6 hours... | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | ...To figure out how to move my Daughter's boy friend out of her house. We came back from taking our Grandchild out for the day and my daughter broke down. She said she doesn't feel safe and has asked him to leave, but he said no. My MIL owns the house and he isn't on the lease. He is at work and gets off at 10 (6 ... | EstateBlues | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-25 20:59:14 | domesticviolence | <es>...To figure out how to move my Daughter's boy friend out of her house.<ee> <es> We came back from taking our Grandchild out for the day and my daughter broke down. <ee> <es>She said she doesn't feel safe and has asked him to leave, but he said no.<ee> <es> My MIL owns the house and he isn't on the lease.<ee> <es>... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why your daughter doesn't feel safe | How did X make you feel? | your daughter not feeling safe with her boyfriend | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eijjz2 | Ritalin LA vs Concerta? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | This may be a dumb question, but I'm confused. My psych prescribed me with methylphenidate XR and I asked her if it was Ritalin LA or Concerta and she said they were essentially the same thing since they're both extended release methylphenidate. I got the generic form, so how do I know which I got? | wonderkat4 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 15:37:21 | ADHD | <efs>This may be a dumb question, but I'm confused.<efe> <es>My psych prescribed me with methylphenidate XR and I asked her if it was Ritalin LA or Concerta and she said they were essentially the same thing since they're both extended release methylphenidate.<ee> <rs>I got the generic form, so how do I know which I got... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejarmi | I'm a sex addict. Any advice? | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | So I haven't always been this way. Long story short, relationships really haven't worked out. (Mainly because I refuse to put my heart on the line again) I absolutely crave intimacy. Probably didn't get enough as a child, or something. And getting off helps with depression. Well I'm decent looking and have good game so... | TeapotTheDog | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-03 05:18:17 | addiction | So I haven't always been this way. <es>Long story short, relationships really haven't worked out.<ee> <es>(Mainly because I refuse to put my heart on the line again) I absolutely crave intimacy.<ee> <es>Probably didn't get enough as a child, or something.<ee> <es>And getting off helps with depression.<ee> Well I'm dece... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | not being in a relationship | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ej0wkb | anyone else change the tone of their voice to match the person theyre talking to? or imitate others in general? | 0 | survey | 1 | i dont know if its a bpd thing or just a people pleaser thing but i always subconsciously imitate the people around me. my girlfriend has a really soft and high voice so whenever im talking to her i feel like my voice gets more like hers but if im talking to people with deeper voices i lower mine to match... i feel lik... | nekogiru | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 17:08:22 | BPD | <es>i dont know if its a bpd thing or just a people pleaser thing but i always subconsciously imitate the people around me.<ee> <es>my girlfriend has a really soft and high voice so whenever im talking to her i feel like my voice gets more like hers but if im talking to people with deeper voices i lower mine to match..... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you subconsciously imitate the people around you | null | true | 220 |
elusm1 | I know it's easy to get overwhelmed with the amount of self-help and business books out there. I felt that very same anxiety when I first got started years ago. To try and help anyone getting started on their journey, I've compiled a list of the 20 Books Every Man Should Read In 2020. Please, enjoy! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | TheStudioDen | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 16:14:38 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eiff5m | Why am I like this | 1a | rant | 1 | I can't stop cutting. My entire arm is filled with scars and cuts. I told myself that I wouldn't cut in the new year, and I couldn't even make it 5 mins. I cut all up and down my arm and I failed myself
I know this year is going to suck. And I've already had a terrible start. | Tinzone | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 07:01:53 | selfharm | <es>I can't stop cutting.<ee> <es>My entire arm is filled with scars and cuts.<ee> <es>I told myself that I wouldn't cut in the new year, and I couldn't even make it 5 mins.<ee> <es>I cut all up and down my arm and I failed myself<ee> <efs>I know this year is going to suck.<efe> <es>And I've already had a terrible sta... | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you cut yourself | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how cutting yourself makes you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel the upcoming year would suck | null | true | 110 |
elyxk3 | Sending father money, hes in AA | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I have been given my fathers portion of a family house that's been sold. My aunt does not talk to him, problems on both sides, but I feel that it is my fathers money. I am scared this extra cash and the fact she gave it to me will send him back down the hole. He has been on and off. I don't want to complicate.things. a... | ElliotsBFF | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-08 21:08:58 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>I have been given my fathers portion of a family house that's been sold.<ee> <es>My aunt does not talk to him, problems on both sides, but I feel that it is my fathers money.<ee> <efs>I am scared this extra cash and the fact she gave it to me will send him back down the hole.<efe> <es>He has been on and off.<ee> <r... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with the money | null | true | 221 |
eiwq2f | Should I be worried | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | I want to be famous in my lifetime for music likely or some sort of entertainment
I love texting girls and people
I enjoy being humorous and stupid and making sexual jokes with girls I like and they like me back
I’m 29
Some girls I’ve flirt with are like 27 some are like 21 and one right now is 19
I like to mess a... | throwmedowngh | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 10:41:12 | Anxiety | I want to be famous in my lifetime for music likely or some sort of entertainment I love texting girls and people I enjoy being humorous and stupid and making sexual jokes with girls I like and they like me back I’m 29 Some girls I’ve flirt with are like 27 some are like 21 and one right now is 19 I like to mess a... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eibiul | I almost cried while my family was wishing each other a happy new year. | 1a | rant | 1 | I just couldn’t stand up from the couch to hug them and say it as well. All I said was some sarcastic comment. My dad tried to pull me up from te couch and cheer me up but I just couldn’t do either of those things. I hate being like this and being an inconvenience to them.
This year is going to be awful. I’m not made ... | Fluffy-Weapon | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 00:40:56 | depression | I just couldn’t stand up from the couch to hug them and say it as well. All I said was some sarcastic comment. My dad tried to pull me up from te couch and cheer me up but I just couldn’t do either of those things. I hate being like this and being an inconvenience to them. This year is going to be awful. I’m not made ... | 0 | 2 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | sad and upset on a new year eve | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | this sadness and the feeling that the new year would be awful | null | true | 20 |
fey3vq | Day 3: Total failure. | 1a | rant | 1 | Spent the entire day in bed and failed to accomplish even a single goal I set out to do yesterday. Unless the 20minutes of meditation counted.
One big hurdle I noticed was my need for some sort of perfection. Not wanting to workout at 3:23, planned to start at 4:00, then thinking that it's too late in the day anyways... | FallingIsLearning | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-03-07 17:16:17 | getting_over_it | <es>Spent the entire day in bed and failed to accomplish even a single goal I set out to do yesterday.<ee> Unless the 20minutes of meditation counted. <es>One big hurdle I noticed was my need for some sort of perfection.<ee> <es>Not wanting to workout at 3:23, planned to start at 4:00, then thinking that it's too lat... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you spent the entire day in bed | How did X make you feel? | not accomplishing your goals | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to accomplish your goals | null | true | 100 |
ei7mgi | Hello 2020 and fuck you 2019. | 1a | chitchat | 1 | 2019 was probably one of the worst year of my life.I completely lost my motivation for everything and throughout the year i remain unproductive.I was feeling worthless and losing hope.It completely tored me apart.
I just hope 2020 proves to be a fresh start.
And Happy new year everybody. | javagat10 | 5 | 0 | 49 | 2019-12-31 19:32:40 | depression | 2019 was probably one of the worst year of my life.<es>I completely lost my motivation for everything and throughout the year i remain unproductive.<ee><efs>I was feeling worthless and losing hope.<efe><efs>It completely tored me apart.<efe> <rs>I just hope 2020 proves to be a fresh start.<re> And Happy new year ever... | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you lost motivation | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you want 2020 to start | null | true | 121 |
ffucd2 | Forgiving myself: guilt, shame. | 1a | help-seeking | 3 | **Disclaimer: This post details an, I would say, *somewhat* strange fetish/kink and some mentioning of passive suicidal ideation.**
I'm a 21 year old dude and I'm gay. When I was maybe 8 I developed an interest in wedgies. I didn't pay much attention to it then but I started to more at age 12. I would watch wedgie vid... | throwawaymmmg | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-03-09 13:05:28 | getting_over_it | **Disclaimer: This post details an, I would say, *somewhat* strange fetish/kink and some mentioning of passive suicidal ideation.** <es>I'm a 21 year old dude and I'm gay.<ee> <es>When I was maybe 8 I developed an interest in wedgies.<ee> <es>I didn't pay much attention to it then but I started to more at age 12.<ee> ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
epdchh | I'm not understanding what's going on with me. I feel like I'm dying. I'm too scared to do anything about it. | 1a | rant | 1 | null | MediocreJedi32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-16 03:12:41 | mentalillness | I'm not understanding what's going on with me. <efs>I feel like I'm dying.<efe> <efs>I'm too scared to do anything about it.<efe> nan | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | like dying | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how your condition made you feel | What can help you overcome X ? | the fear of doing something about your condition | title | true | 10 |
f0281p | Resentment towards my [25F] mother [39F] | 1b | rant | 3 | Lately I’ve [25F] been going through lot of emotions regarding my mother [39F], my sister [16F] and my upbringing. Growing up my mother has been in multiple abusive relationships. 3 of them that were really long and horrible. I have seen my mother get dragged, punched, spit on, sexually exploited around her boyfriends ... | biancaserenity | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-07 00:36:03 | domesticviolence | <es>Lately I’ve [25F] been going through lot of emotions regarding my mother [39F], my sister [16F] and my upbringing.<ee> <es>Growing up my mother has been in multiple abusive relationships.<ee> <es>3 of them that were really long and horrible.<ee> <es>I have seen my mother get dragged, punched, spit on, sexually expl... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eisgg3 | A weird drug addict thing | 1b | survey | 1 | So I don't do drugs but I've met a couple of drug addicts that do this weird thing all the time. They hoard packets of sugar or other sugary things, they don't even eat them or snort the sugar they just grab them put them in front of them scatter them around and make a mess. I know this sounds ignorant but I'm just rea... | DannyDarksun30 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 03:17:00 | addiction | So I don't do drugs but I've met a couple of drug addicts that do this weird thing all the time. They hoard packets of sugar or other sugary things, they don't even eat them or snort the sugar they just grab them put them in front of them scatter them around and make a mess. I know this sounds ignorant but I'm just rea... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ein7rq | Don’t know how to go about getting therapy or help | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | This is going to be a long post so if you read all the way through, thank you.
The past two years I have been struggling with anxiety, depression and bouts of suicidal ideation. I was doing okay this past semester, but these last few days have been really rough on my mental health, and I planned out a suicide attempt... | anellerr | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 20:23:33 | mentalillness | This is going to be a long post so if you read all the way through, thank you. <es>The past two years I have been struggling with anxiety, depression and bouts of suicidal ideation.<ee> <es>I was doing okay this past semester, but these last few days have been really rough on my mental health, and I planned out a sui... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what your depression and anxiety make you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
emufel | Anyone have issues with feeling faint or losing consciousness. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I have ptsd, panic and anxiety disorder, along with agoraphobia. Some days I feel decent. Other days I feel like I will black out and it comes on suddenly. These happen at home and in public. My limit outside my home is about 1-2 hours max before I have to come home or I get the shakes and really bad panic attacks. Doe... | WilliamStorm | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-10 17:47:16 | ptsd | <es>I have ptsd, panic and anxiety disorder, along with agoraphobia.<ee> <efs>Some days I feel decent.<efe> <efs>Other days I feel like I will black out and it comes on suddenly.<efe> <es>These happen at home and in public.<ee> <es>My limit outside my home is about 1-2 hours max before I have to come home or I get the ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ekqhgn | I work in a domestic violence shelter | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I'm an overnight manager at the shelter where I work and it's a really quiet night. If anyone has any questions about life in a shelter I'd love the chance to answer. I'm only familiar with my workplace and there are obviously some things I can't go into detail about but please ask away and I'll tell you what I can. | This_Daydreamer_ | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-06 07:06:46 | domesticviolence | I'm an overnight manager at the shelter where I work and it's a really quiet night. If anyone has any questions about life in a shelter I'd love the chance to answer. I'm only familiar with my workplace and there are obviously some things I can't go into detail about but please ask away and I'll tell you what I can. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eixbj3 | I feel like I experience dissociation more than others | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I've just realized this, and it's beginning to make me wonder if I even have BPD or if I have something else. My biggest problem is dissociation. Yes, I change my self image a lot, often without even thinking about it. Yes, I have abandonment issues and struggle to allow people to leave me. Yes, I change emotions very ... | KobraByte15 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 11:51:30 | BPD | <es>I've just realized this, and it's beginning to make me wonder if I even have BPD or if I have something else.<ee> <es>My biggest problem is dissociation.<ee> <es>Yes, I change my self image a lot, often without even thinking about it.<ee> <es>Yes, I have abandonment issues and struggle to allow people to leave me.<... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eovj9o | Hallucinations all the time? | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | Basically what the title says. I have little hallucinations quite frequently. Tonight when I looked at myself in the mirror, my heart was beating fast but it almost looked like a light flashing over my heart. I didnt get a whole lot of sleep last night but I still don't think this is normal. I have also used a lot of d... | kayb1217 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-15 01:58:14 | mentalillness | Basically what the title says. <es>I have little hallucinations quite frequently.<ee> <es>Tonight when I looked at myself in the mirror, my heart was beating fast but it almost looked like a light flashing over my heart.<ee> <es>I didnt get a whole lot of sleep last night but I still don't think this is normal.<ee> <es... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the hallucinations | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ek7oaf | How do I believe in myself? How do I discover my strengths? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | It's a 2 parter and I believe very straight forward questions but the answers to which can potentially be a bit tricky. | singdual | 5 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-05 03:57:38 | selfhelp | <rs>How do I believe in myself?<re> <rs>How do I discover my strengths?<re> It's a 2 parter and I believe very straight forward questions but the answers to which can potentially be a bit tricky. | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | to learn to believe in yourself | Why are you wanting X ? | to discover your strengths | null | null | null | true | 2 |
ej6x2l | Jan 1, six months clean | 0 | chitchat | 1 | That's all really. Im happy. I even forgot it was my day. If I can do it I have faith for everyone else. You got this | FatPoser | 22 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-03 00:12:29 | OpiatesRecovery | That's all really. Im happy. I even forgot it was my day. If I can do it I have faith for everyone else. You got this | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eolv4q | Suppressing VS managing anger | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Can someone explain to me the difference between suppressing anger and managing anger?
I'm having a really tough time managing my anger without having it explode later on. Thank you. | Stoner_since_13 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-14 14:20:32 | Anger | <rs>Can someone explain to me the difference between suppressing anger and managing anger?<re> <es>I'm having a really tough time managing my anger without having it explode later on.<ee> Thank you. | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | cause of your anger | How did X make you feel? | anger outbursts | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ej9tgu | Kicking the blue pressed fentanyl | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Ok I know it’s going to be hell to begin with but anyone got any tips to control the dripping sweats? I’ve tried kratom (10g) and felt like it did nothing!! I’ve kicked heroin twice in my life so I know pretty much what to expect. I’m not in too deep yet. Been on them for about 2 months now. Tapered down to like 4-6 a ... | TheBeardo84 | 2 | 0 | 22 | 2020-01-03 03:57:11 | OpiatesRecovery | Ok I know it’s going to be hell to begin with but anyone got any tips to control the dripping sweats? I’ve tried kratom (10g) and felt like it did nothing!! I’ve kicked heroin twice in my life so I know pretty much what to expect. I’m not in too deep yet. Been on them for about 2 months now. Tapered down to like 4-6 a ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | What caused you to need X ? | to control dripping sweats | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ezlk88 | This is about you | 1b | chitchat | 2 | [http://pegrowe.com/?page\_id=1595](http://pegrowe.com/?page_id=1595)
I hope this is not seen as self promotion. It is not. I wrote this essay for a class in Jr. college actually a long time ago now. I wrote it for the educational benefit, and as a kind of therapy -- as I Had just left an abusive marriage and in so... | pegrowe62 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-06 02:52:19 | domesticviolence | [http://pegrowe.com/?page\_id=1595](http://pegrowe.com/?page_id=1595) I hope this is not seen as self promotion. It is not. I wrote this essay for a class in Jr. college actually a long time ago now. I wrote it for the educational benefit, and as a kind of therapy -- as I Had just left an abusive marriage and in so... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f2rh6w | I [29F] left my abuser [33M] and now I think I’m obsessing about him. | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Hi all,
I was in an abusive relationship with my ex for about 18 months. I left him nearly 1 month ago.
The first 3 weeks were pretty good. My mum stayed with me to make sure I was safe. It helped a lot.
But she went back home on the weekend (we live 3 hours away from each other) and I’ve been struggling since th... | tnadine | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-02-12 13:49:30 | domesticviolence | Hi all, <es>I was in an abusive relationship with my ex for about 18 months.<ee> <es>I left him nearly 1 month ago. <ee> <es>The first 3 weeks were pretty good.<ee> <es>My mum stayed with me to make sure I was safe.<ee> <es>It helped a lot. <ee> <es>But she went back home on the weekend (we live 3 hours away from e... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eiknuq | Tonight will be 1 week sober! Anyone else crave coffee in their first week of sobriety?? I quit coffee 2 and a half months ago and haven’t craved it at all, and suddenly I’m craving it now! | 0 | survey | 2 | null | TreeDizzle86 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-01 17:11:08 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Tonight will be 1 week sober!<ee> <efs>Anyone else crave coffee in their first week of sobriety??<efe> <es>I quit coffee 2 and a half months ago and haven’t craved it at all, and suddenly I’m craving it now!<ee> nan | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are craving coffee being sober | null | true | 220 |
ej87mi | It's all a fucking mystery. | 1a | rant | 1 | I have such a great life. I have the best friends ever and im healthy, food on my plate, got nice clothes etc. (probably way more than i should)
and still my life gets fucked because of SH. well not rlly because of SH but the reasons and feelings behind it. I don't even understand the reasons... Its all just a fuckin... | Holy-Jesus-Christ | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 01:50:47 | selfharm | <es>I have such a great life.<ee> <es>I have the best friends ever and im healthy, food on my plate, got nice clothes etc. (probably way more than i should) <ee> <es>and still my life gets fucked because of SH.<ee> <es>well not rlly because of SH but the reasons and feelings behind it.<ee> <es>I don't even understand ... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what makes you do self harm | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having the urges to cut again | null | true | 210 |
em4spn | Why am I like thisss | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I got psych meds today!
I’ve been on these meds before from 15-21 years old
But on my 21st birthday I stopped taking them to have fun and yannow drink
Fast forward two years and a couple molly binges later
I’m a disassociated anxious mess !
So I decided to get back on my meds
Well I’m currently sitting here havin... | kaylaabearrrr | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-09 04:47:07 | mentalillness | <es>I got psych meds today! <ee> <es>I’ve been on these meds before from 15-21 years old <ee> <ee>But on my 21st birthday I stopped taking them to have fun and yannow drink <ee> Fast forward two years and a couple molly binges later <es>I’m a disassociated anxious mess ! <ee> So I decided to get back on my meds <es>W... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejekmb | DAE have dreams that reflect their obsessive thoughts, in turn making them worse? | 0 | survey | 1 | Title says it all.
I then wake up from these dreams/nightmares and think the worst case scenario will occur when MORE than I already did. | polyester_trilobals | 23 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-03 12:08:02 | BPD | <es> DAE have dreams that reflect their obsessive thoughts, in turn making them worse?<ee> Title says it all. <es>I then wake up from these dreams/nightmares and think the worst case scenario will occur when MORE than I already did.<ee> | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the dreams with obsessive thoughts | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having dreams that reflect your obsessive thoughts | null | true | 200 |
ejp2om | Is it okay to call local AA group and tell them how my father has been going to meetings drunk/after drinking? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Hello all,
My father is a struggling alcoholic and his addiction has made him very manipulative. After a recent DUI he’s started going to AA meetings throughout the week for about a month or so but multiple times he has been drunk/under the influence when he attends. He possibly has been drunk every time he attends be... | ctruefit | 7 | 0 | 48 | 2020-01-04 01:06:05 | alcoholicsanonymous | Hello all, <es>My father is a struggling alcoholic and his addiction has made him very manipulative.<ee> <es>After a recent DUI he’s started going to AA meetings throughout the week for about a month or so but multiple times he has been drunk/under the influence when he attends.<ee> <es>He possibly has been drunk ever... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your father going to meetings drunk | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eick2n | Texting | 1a | survey | 1 | It might be just me, but texting people gives me probably the most anxiety of anything. It’s honestly worse than interacting with people when I can hear their voice, whether it’s a call, facetime or in person. Just wanted to know if anyone feels the same way. | Max_The_Greatest | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 02:13:14 | Anxiety | <efs>It might be just me, but texting people gives me probably the most anxiety of anything.<efe> <es>It’s honestly worse than interacting with people when I can hear their voice, whether it’s a call, facetime or in person.<ee> <rs>Just wanted to know if anyone feels the same way.<re> | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why texting makes you anxious | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your feelings while texting | null | null | null | true | 112 |
ekg1vy | Write down | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Write you are going to remain abstinent from opiates 100 times or word it which ever way you want. It might not be when you expect it but it happen.
Write down what you will accomplish in the near future through sobriety.
Keep it hold it and look at it when you do not believe it's possible because as long as you focu... | elevencircles | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-05 17:32:18 | OpiatesRecovery | Write you are going to remain abstinent from opiates 100 times or word it which ever way you want. It might not be when you expect it but it happen. Write down what you will accomplish in the near future through sobriety. Keep it hold it and look at it when you do not believe it's possible because as long as you focu... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eid1f9 | Can’t stop replaying my very minor traffic mistake from today :’) | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I went out of turn at a stop sign today because the two people who got there before me just sat there and as soon as I decided to go all of a sudden one of them paid attention and decided to go and almost hit me and then looked at me like I was crazy and gave me a “what the fuck is wrong with you”? hand signal. This is... | kamjohns | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-01 02:59:20 | Anxiety | I went out of turn at a stop sign today because the two people who got there before me just sat there and as soon as I decided to go all of a sudden one of them paid attention and decided to go and almost hit me and then looked at me like I was crazy and gave me a “what the fuck is wrong with you”? hand signal. This is... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejqxf5 | Feeling anxious and uncomfortable at home all the time due to a toxic relationship with parent | 1b | rant | 4 |
Backstory: I've suffered with depression/anxiety since around 2005, I spent 10 years out of work and education, but eventually got to a place where I went to University to do an undergrad degree, it was a really good 3 years in many respects, helped build a lot of confidence, though no real relationships (in any sen... | GaslitSon | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-04 03:28:55 | getting_over_it | <es>Backstory: I've suffered with depression/anxiety since around 2005, I spent 10 years out of work and education, but eventually got to a place where I went to University to do an undergrad degree, it was a really good 3 years in many respects, helped build a lot of confidence, though no real relationships (in any... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are struggling to get over certain things | null | true | 220 |
epblo4 | ASD, IED, and ADHD got the best of me tonight | 1a | rant | 1 | so I bought this soap in Oregon at this famous bookstore and it’s supposed to smell like weed. (btw I’m 16). Then, my Mom found it in my room and she said that she threw it away. This got me hella pissed so I then took a shower. I was distracted from the issue while I was showering but then I started getting pissed aga... | BiggieCheeseSteak | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-16 00:55:01 | Anger | <es>ASD, IED, and ADHD got the best of me tonight<ee> <es>so I bought this soap in Oregon at this famous bookstore and it’s supposed to smell like weed.<ee> (btw I’m 16). <es>Then, my Mom found it in my room and she said that she threw it away.<ee> <es>This got me hella pissed so I then took a shower.<ee> <es>I was dis... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you felt about the outburst | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel bad about the outburst | null | true | 210 |
eyvb57 | Finally starting to process | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | Hi all. This happened to me 5 months ago and I'm starting to feel ready to process it. I'm definitely in the category of folks who think it "wasn't that bad" and have been coping fine, so have a hard time admitting that something bad happened. I haven't told anyone yet.
I (23F) had been seeing this guy (25M) for a cou... | throwaway562999 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-04 19:17:02 | rapecounseling | Hi all. <es>This happened to me 5 months ago and I'm starting to feel ready to process it.<ee> <es>I'm definitely in the category of folks who think it "wasn't that bad" and have been coping fine, so have a hard time admitting that something bad happened.<ee> <es>I haven't told anyone yet.<ee> <es>I (23F) had been see... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ej9eq5 | I'm just curious.. | 0 | survey | 1 | Would it be weird to have cognitive empathy, but unable to pity/feel happy/proud for/of others? | ctrl-shift-z-me | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-03 03:24:01 | mentalillness | Would it be weird to have cognitive empathy, but unable to pity/feel happy/proud for/of others? | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | thought | true | 0 |
ej9sk8 | I feel so completely alone. | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I’m so anxious in social situations and avoid them when possible but every time I’m by myself, I feel so fucking depressed. Like on the verge of just ending it because I don’t see the point in going on. How do I get out of this endless circle? | wastedongrainalcohol | 8 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-03 03:55:07 | socialanxiety | <es>I’m so anxious in social situations and avoid them when possible.<ee> <efs>but every time I’m by myself, I feel so fucking depressed.<efe><ee><efs>Like on the verge of just ending it because I don’t see the point in going on.<efe> <rs>How do I get out of this endless circle?<re> | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what makes you anxious | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the endless circle | null | true | 121 |
ekntni | I’m having an anxiety attack and feel like I’m going to die. It usually happens at night and gets way worse when I try to sleep. How do I stop an attack when it already started? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | null | I_Like_Languages | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-06 03:07:08 | mentalillness | <es><efs>I’m having an anxiety attack and feel like I’m going to die.<efe><ee> <es>It usually happens at night and gets way worse when I try to sleep.<ee> <rs>How do I stop an attack when it already started?<re> nan | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused you anxiety attack | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the anxiety attack makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 112 |
f3kshn | CW for kind of a graphic account. I just need to know if these events that have been on my mind lately could be classified as rape/assault. Thank you | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | *Sorry this is going to be a long post, and pretty graphic just because I need to get this off of my chest.*
*There are two instances that years later I'm still turning over in my head. At the time I didn't really know how to classify them, and didn't think I'd have lasting feelings about them. But here we are. I... | pet_raccoon | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-14 01:43:01 | rapecounseling | *Sorry this is going to be a long post, and pretty graphic just because I need to get this off of my chest.* <es>*There are two instances that years later I'm still turning over in my head.<ee> <es> At the time I didn't really know how to classify them, and didn't think I'd have lasting feelings about them.<ee> But... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ektlye | My New Year Resolution Plan | 0 | chitchat | 5 | null | mohansampath | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-06 12:37:20 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eico0n | New Year, Same Me | 1a | chitchat | 1 | First of all, Happy New Year, guys! :)
We've all made it and I'm so immensely proud of all of you xx Love to you all ♡
This morning I still woke up as me and I was bitterly disappointed. Nothing much has changed. The way I see myself is the same. I'm very much myself and I'm not the shiny new person I thought I'd get t... | GhostKingThrowAway | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 02:23:22 | BPD | First of all, Happy New Year, guys! :) We've all made it and I'm so immensely proud of all of you xx Love to you all ♡ <efs>This morning I still woke up as me and I was bitterly disappointed.<efe> <es>Nothing much has changed.<ee> <es>The way I see myself is the same.<ee> <es>I'm very much myself and I'm not the shiny ... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you were disappointed | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you didn't see a change in yourself from the past year | null | true | 120 |
eidvq5 | I have some questions about hospitalization | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I’m a minor but right now at school I have this “friend”, K, who found out about me self harming and that I have an eating disorder and I’m very worried he’s gonna tell a teacher/someone else who works at our school. He threatens a lot to get me sent to a psych ward or hospitalized or whatever. I’m especially worried r... | kanandia | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-01 04:23:14 | selfharm | <es>I’m a minor but right now at school I have this “friend”, K, who found out about me self harming and that I have an eating disorder and I’m very worried he’s gonna tell a teacher/someone else who works at our school.<ee> <es>He threatens a lot to get me sent to a psych ward or hospitalized or whatever.<ee> <efs>I’m... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ekpjvh | I love valium | 0 | chitchat | 1 | That's it its when whole post thanks for listening to my Ted talk | yeeted-then-yoted | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 05:36:02 | socialanxiety | That's it its when whole post thanks for listening to my Ted talk | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
enrejl | Help Diagnose me. | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Yes, I know no one here is a doctor, so no one here can give me a real diagnosis. But I want suggestions of what I could have to look into for myself. Thank you.
Please help diagnose me.
I form “romantic” feelings with everyone I come into contact with and get very jealous for no reason if they’re interested in ot... | HelpDiagnoseMe | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-12 18:44:18 | mentalillness | Yes, I know no one here is a doctor, so no one here can give me a real diagnosis. <rs>But I want suggestions of what I could have to look into for myself.<re> Thank you. <rs>Please help diagnose me.<re> <es>I form “romantic” feelings with everyone I come into contact with and get very jealous for no reason if they... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the anger issues | null | null | null | true | 202 |
f1olmc | Idk if I’m in the right place, but... | 1a | rant | 1 | I cannot stand the though of losing, and the only time anything is fine is when it is perfect. Me, being the defected idiot I am, constantly hit and punch myself over schoolwork. My mom is always yelling at me to “sToP hItTiNg YoUrSeLf”. It’s fucking annoying and I just want to punish myself for failure.
Sorry if you... | KetchupOnWaffles | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-02-10 10:44:14 | Anger | <es>I cannot stand the though of losing, and the only time anything is fine is when it is perfect.<ee> <es>Me, being the defected idiot I am, constantly hit and punch myself over schoolwork.<ee> My mom is always yelling at me to “sToP hItTiNg YoUrSeLf”. <es>It’s fucking annoying and I just want to punish myself for fai... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | losing | What do you need help with now that X? | you hit yourself for failure | null | true | 200 |
eqix9y | As Bill Sees It, 1.18 | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Praying Rightly, p.295
We thought we had been deeply serious about religious practices. However, upon honest appraisal we found that we had been most superficial. Or sometimes, going to extremes, we had wallowed in emotionalism and had also mistaken this for true religious feeling. In both cases, we had been asking... | Whtsox | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-18 17:00:41 | alcoholicsanonymous | Praying Rightly, p.295 We thought we had been deeply serious about religious practices. However, upon honest appraisal we found that we had been most superficial. Or sometimes, going to extremes, we had wallowed in emotionalism and had also mistaken this for true religious feeling. In both cases, we had been asking... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eii1lw | Was in a traumatic car accident last week | 1b | rant | 2 | I don't know what I'm trying to gain from posting this, I think I just need to talk about it. Maybe hear similar stories. I've been trying to not talk about it too much to my friends and family because it was traumatic for them, too, and I'm sure they're sick of hearing about it. I'll try to keep this as short as possi... | gucc1throwaway | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 12:51:49 | ptsd | <rs>I don't know what I'm trying to gain from posting this, I think I just need to talk about it.<re> <rs>Maybe hear similar stories.<re> <es>I've been trying to not talk about it too much to my friends and family because it was traumatic for them, too, and I'm sure they're sick of hearing about it.<ee> I'll try to kee... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ethb6a | Does it ruin your ability to connect? | 1a | help-seeking | 3 | I hooked up with a guy on NYE and he was chasing me and complimenting me so much. I didnt even have to try. I had a crush on him for a while so I couldnt believe it was happening.
But I wasnt having the greatest night that night, so my attention wasnt really on the present :( A lot has brought up my trauma since xmas... | anonymous_monkey2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-24 21:57:08 | rapecounseling | <es>I hooked up with a guy on NYE and he was chasing me and complimenting me so much.<ee> <es>I didnt even have to try.<ee> <es>I had a crush on him for a while so I couldnt believe it was happening. <ee> <es>But I wasnt having the greatest night that night, so my attention wasnt really on the present :(<ee> <es>A lot... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel dumb for trying to connect with that guy | null | true | 220 |
ekv160 | 6 months and.. | 0 | rant | 1 | My old old old dealer from a few years ago texted me. Who was awesome to deal with and always had good shit compared to my most recent guy. Was super tempting cause when I was running again I was always wishing I knew where he was at cause the new guy sucked. I'm still on subs and when he texted me it was time to take ... | nashct | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-06 14:45:51 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>My old old old dealer from a few years ago texted me.<ee> <es>Who was awesome to deal with and always had good shit compared to my most recent guy.<ee> <es>Was super tempting cause when I was running again I was always wishing I knew where he was at cause the new guy sucked.<ee> <es>I'm still on subs and when he te... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the call from the dealer | What do you need help with now that X? | you are still on subs | null | true | 200 |
eiab6f | Anyone else not excited for another year? | 1a | survey | 1 | I would honestly rather yeet myself off a bridge, doesn't help I have all these other things going on but I'm just so done. I'm on the verge of panic all day | caffeinatedpixie | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2019-12-31 23:04:38 | BPD | <efs>Anyone else not excited for another year?<efe> <efs>I would honestly rather yeet myself off a bridge, doesn't help I have all these other things going on but I'm just so done.<efe> <es>I'm on the verge of panic all day<ee> | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are on verge of panic everyday | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how being on the verge of panic makes you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you don't feel excited for the new year | null | true | 110 |
eiapan | ADHD-PI: Is building a complete different world in your head normal? | 0 | survey | 1 | Do you have a fantasy in your head of alternate you that actually creates and pursues things that you haven’t done?
For **years** I have imagined an alternate me who makes music. It’s not a fleeting thing, it’s an everyday thing that I have thought about since I was 13... except I accepted this as a fantasy not a poss... | AsteroidKnight | 1 | 0 | 20 | 2019-12-31 23:36:02 | ADHD | <rs>Do you have a fantasy in your head of alternate you that actually creates and pursues things that you haven’t done?<re> <es>For **years** I have imagined an alternate me who makes music.<ee> <es>It’s not a fleeting thing, it’s an everyday thing that I have thought about since I was 13... except I accepted this as ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the alternate world in your imagination | null | null | null | true | 202 |
el47ay | Happy birthday | 0 | rant | 1 | no one notices me or appreciates me happy birthday to me🎭 | johnjn90 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-07 01:46:08 | sad | <es>no one notices me or appreciates me happy birthday to me<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why no one appreciates you | How did X make you feel? | not getting noticed | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel no one notices you | null | true | 100 |
endd6u | I've had this repressed for 8 years. When I was 15, I was groomed by a 19 year old. | 1b | rant | 2 | I had totally forgotten this happened until yesterday, when 15 year old girl added me out of the blue on Steam and asked me, a 23 year old woman, to roleplay. That was the fastest block of my life, because what the fuck? And in that moment, I remembered having that same experience on the other side as a kid. This guy n... | SW96 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-11 21:12:34 | ptsd | <es>I had totally forgotten this happened until yesterday, when 15 year old girl added me out of the blue on Steam and asked me, a 23 year old woman, to roleplay.<ee> <es>That was the fastest block of my life, because what the fuck?<ee> <es>And in that moment, I remembered having that same experience on the other side ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | being asked to roleplay triggered a flashback | null | true | 220 |
el1857 | Gift given to me this Christmas | 0 | chitchat | 2 | null | Ingramwolf | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 22:08:20 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
el7pxu | The broken heart of a beautiful soul | 0 | chitchat | 3 | null | nolanpogue | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 06:34:41 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
el2psk | Completely reliant on drugs and weed | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | 8 months ago I started smoking weed as a crutch for my depression and social anxiety. Ever since, I have not been able to go more than a day without smoking.
The problem is, I believe it’s making my mental state even worse. For the past 4 months I’ve suspected that my marijuana usage has been intensifying my anxiety... | LeQuackz1234 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 23:54:06 | addiction | <es>8 months ago I started smoking weed as a crutch for my depression and social anxiety.<ee> <es>Ever since, I have not been able to go more than a day without smoking.<ee> <efs>The problem is, I believe it’s making my mental state even worse.<efe> <efs>For the past 4 months I’ve suspected that my marijuana usage h... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
elhccx | 12 Step Recovery & The Law of Attraction Advice | 0 | survey | 2 | Hi!!
I was wondering if there were any people in this thread that are heavy believers in the Law of Attraction and belong to any 12 Step Recovery programs.
I’ve been sober for 6 months now. I have spent almost 12 years in therapy and the past couple of years have leaned heavily into Louise Hay, Abraham Hicks, Brene... | joyfulwildflower | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-07 20:38:33 | addiction | Hi!! <rs>I was wondering if there were any people in this thread that are heavy believers in the Law of Attraction and belong to any 12 Step Recovery programs.<re> <es>I’ve been sober for 6 months now.<ee> <es>I have spent almost 12 years in therapy and the past couple of years have leaned heavily into Louise Hay, ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the thoughts of relapsing | null | null | null | true | 202 |
el5y1p | I just found out my mom is on meth | 0 | rant | 1 | Today my dad took my mom to sheriff's office while me and my brother were out of the house. He found baggies before xmas but he didnt wanna ruin the holiday, im not sure what to do or what to think right now. Just need to get this off my chest | stormspoop | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-07 04:00:58 | addiction | Today my dad took my mom to sheriff's office while me and my brother were out of the house. He found baggies before xmas but he didnt wanna ruin the holiday, im not sure what to do or what to think right now. Just need to get this off my chest | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | finding your mom is taking meth | What do you need help with now that X? | your dad took your mom to the sherrif | title | true | 200 |
ep4d3o | FEELING GUILTY | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Do I deserve to be choked and slapped if I flip over a table and kick and slam doors and push him? | BLH_1972 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-15 16:21:11 | domesticviolence | <efs>FEELING GUILTY<efe> <es>Do I deserve to be choked and slapped if I flip over a table and kick and slam doors and push him?<ee> | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused the fight | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel after the fight | What do you need help with now that X? | you were choked by him | null | true | 110 |
emxlka | I think I might need help | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hello there kind Redditors!
I come to you because I need to get something off my chest and nether know how to talk about this, nor how to explain this in rl.
&#x200B;
Pls let me introduce myself:
I'm a 19 year old male from Europe with now particular interests beside my friends and somewhat music.
I've be... | Young_Dracula | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-10 21:35:12 | mentalillness | Hello there kind Redditors! I come to you because I need to get something off my chest and nether know how to talk about this, nor how to explain this in rl. &#x200B; Pls let me introduce myself: I'm a 19 year old male from Europe with now particular interests beside my friends and somewhat music. <es>I'v... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | scared of talking to a therapist | null | true | 220 |
ejh1kk | I'm honestly confused, does this count as self harm? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I know a lot of you guys find these kind of questions annoying and I've seen a couple of posts recently talking about it but I genuinely don't know if this counts as I feel it's on the border of self harm.
I believe I have OCD. I haven't been diagnosed yet but the signs all point towards it (I'm seeing a doctor in tw... | Sihiya | 23 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-03 15:40:12 | selfharm | <rs>I'm honestly confused, does this count as self harm?<re> I know a lot of you guys find these kind of questions annoying and I've seen a couple of posts recently talking about it but I genuinely don't know if this counts as I feel it's on the border of self harm. <es> I believe I have OCD.<ee> <es>I haven't been di... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your OCD | null | null | null | true | 202 |
f1od6h | Sometimes I feel bad about calling it rape | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | What he did was make me touch myself while he touched himself to it and I consider it rape. But we were best friends for context and when we were arguing about it afterward he mentioned I’d told people he raped me (which I don’t actually think is true, I didn’t say that) and agreed in that moment that’s not what he did... | _blue_morpho_ | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-02-10 10:17:10 | rapecounseling | <es>What he did was make me touch myself while he touched himself to it and I consider it rape.<ee> <es>But we were best friends for context and when we were arguing about it afterward he mentioned I’d told people he raped me (which I don’t actually think is true, I didn’t say that) and agreed in that moment that’s not... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eiqhtt | For those in the US on Adderall IR | 0 | chitchat | 1 | According to the [FDA website](https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/scripts/drugshortages/default.cfm) there's currently a shortage of Adderall IR. I've had some trouble getting it the last couple months and my pharmacy looked at their supplier and told me it applies to multiple dosages across all manufacturers. May not be a... | Donohoed | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-02 00:38:13 | ADHD | According to the [FDA website](https://www.accessdata.fda.gov/scripts/drugshortages/default.cfm) there's currently a shortage of Adderall IR. I've had some trouble getting it the last couple months and my pharmacy looked at their supplier and told me it applies to multiple dosages across all manufacturers. May not be a... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eu3jqq | Still struggling | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I've posted a few times before on here, and I would like to thank you all for your support, but my brain is messed up. I don't know what to do. I hide the cuts on my wrist from everyone in hopes they won't ask questions. Baking, one of my favorite things in the world that usually takes me away, scares me because I have... | rslashmylifeisamess | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-26 07:03:09 | selfhelp | <es>I've posted a few times before on here, and I would like to thank you all for your support, but my brain is messed up.<ee> <es>I don't know what to do.<ee> <es>I hide the cuts on my wrist from everyone in hopes they won't ask questions.<ee> <efs>Baking, one of my favorite things in the world that usually takes me a... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why your brain is messed up | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
enyzan | relapse after relapse | 1a | rant | 1 | i will never stop relasping and letting myself family and everyone down, i want to not exist | MrCraft1017 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-13 04:12:16 | addiction | <es>i will never stop relasping and letting myself family and everyone down, i want to not exist<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | relapse | How did X make you feel? | relapsing again | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to control your addiction | null | true | 100 |
ely88r | Question about ticks and urges | 1a | survey | 1 | So I’ve got a problem with substances (not any one in particular) but I do tend to get the feeling of need to use and I’d like to know a means to combat them, I get a workout buzz almost daily, but I find it is most difficult to fight these urges in my downtime. Most often when I feel strong emotions come on and I don’... | Drive_Thru_Sushi | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-08 20:20:40 | addiction | <rs><es>So I’ve got a problem with substances (not any one in particular) but I do tend to get the feeling of need to use and I’d like to know a means to combat them,<ee><re> <es>I get a workout buzz almost daily, but I find it is most difficult to fight these urges in my downtime.<ee> <efs>Most often when I feel stron... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the strong emotions which cause the urges | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eiisap | Is this a symptom of Generalised anxiety disorder? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I worry everyday about my mental health. I constantly worry that I’ll never get a proper diagnosis or find proper treatment or get better. I have feelings of impending doom and dread - they are lowkey but still there and I notice them. I try to analyse to find the cause of my anxiety but sometimes there just isn’t anyt... | magdalena_318 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 14:20:40 | Anxiety | <es>I worry everyday about my mental health.<ee> <es>I constantly worry that I’ll never get a proper diagnosis or find proper treatment or get better.<ee> <efs>I have feelings of impending doom and dread - they are lowkey but still there and I notice them.<efe> <es>I try to analyse to find the cause of my anxiety but s... | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your mental health | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how constant worrying makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 112 |
ezcgq7 | Urgent | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Is it possible to ask for help here? Or direction to a forum where it is ok? I have a go fund me but can't share on Facebook where it would be unsafe I have applied for housing help but the wait is for months long. I don't make enough to afford the initial expenses. My family life is nonexistent. They are literall... | FreeMeKawaii | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-05 16:53:36 | domesticviolence | <rs>Is it possible to ask for help here?<re> <rs>Or direction to a forum where it is ok?<re> <es>I have a go fund me but can't share on Facebook where it would be unsafe I have applied for housing help but the wait is for months long.<ee> <es>I don't make enough to afford the initial expenses.<ee> <es>My family li... | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you have an urgency for a home | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you are feeling about your family's response | null | null | null | true | 112 |
emsdml | Name one song that helps you cope with everything going on. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | With everything going on in my head, I had completely forgotten how music can influence you. In my case, I don’t have anyone that really understands what I’m going through. Some think that I’m likely to go off and kill someone and some minimize or dismiss my depression. “Peace of Mind” by Above & Beyond is my go-to... | mariaj97 | 1 | 0 | 81 | 2020-01-10 15:22:52 | mentalillness | With everything going on in my head, I had completely forgotten how music can influence you. <es>In my case, I don’t have anyone that really understands what I’m going through.<ee> <es>Some think that I’m likely to go off and kill someone and some minimize or dismiss my depression.<ee> “Peace of Mind” by Above & Be... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused your depression | How did X make you feel? | depression | What do you need help with now that X? | you are struggling with depression | null | true | 100 |
en84so | How to tell if my boyfriend is doing cocaine? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I’ve been with my boyfriend almost a year now and recently found out he had been stealing my adhd medication from me for about 8 months of our relationship. Once I found out, I decided to tell his parents. We separated for about a week but eventually decided to work things out. He promised to get clean, however he stil... | insaneplottwist_ | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-11 14:37:49 | addiction | <es>I’ve been with my boyfriend almost a year now and recently found out he had been stealing my adhd medication from me for about 8 months of our relationship.<ee> <es>Once I found out, I decided to tell his parents.<ee> <es>We separated for about a week but eventually decided to work things out.<ee> <es>He promised t... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how do you feel about his recent behaviour | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eip82n | you know when you have fears that no one can tell you are irrational? | 0 | rant | 1 | i’ve had types of anxiety before that i know are basically just misfiring. like when my panic’s been bad i always panic at the mall. it goes away and the problem there is the anxiety itself.
but then there’s other fears that feel much worse. same sense of doom and everything, but they’re not irrational. therapists, f... | trrstrlgg | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 22:59:07 | Anxiety | <es>i’ve had types of anxiety before that i know are basically just misfiring.<ee> <es>like when my panic’s been bad i always panic at the mall.<ee> <es>it goes away and the problem there is the anxiety itself. <ee> <es>but then there’s other fears that feel much worse.<ee> <es>same sense of doom and everything, but t... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about your fears | What do you need help with now that X? | you have irrational fears | null | true | 210 |
ei710m | My husband and I are invited to a New Year’s Eve party, and I don’t want to go for fear of being overloaded. | 1a | rant | 1 | Last night, my husband told me one of his friends invited us over to a party for New Year’s. I work 8-5, and by the time the day is over, I can hardly stand more social interaction. Deep down, I know I will get there and regret it. I’m guessing we’d be there 5-6 hours. I’m pretty sure I’d be the only female, plus these... | curiousbloodmage | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2019-12-31 18:50:08 | Anxiety | <es>Last night, my husband told me one of his friends invited us over to a party for New Year’s.<ee> <es>I work 8-5, and by the time the day is over, I can hardly stand more social interaction.<ee> <efs>Deep down, I know I will get there and regret it.<efe> <es>I’m guessing we’d be there 5-6 hours.<ee> <es>I’m pretty s... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you not let your husband down | null | true | 221 |
ek2xf4 | Am i bipolaror is it just the ptsd? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I have depression and although i am not diagnosed with PTSD i show many of the symptoms.
As of the last month or so i’ve felt wird. There have been ceirtant days wheer i have been happy and others where i’ve wanted to kill myself becuse of anxiety, panic or just feeling a lack of purpose in life. I am starting to wonde... | afatcatfromsweden | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-04 21:38:25 | ptsd | <es>I have depression and although i am not diagnosed with PTSD i show many of the symptoms.<ee> <efs>As of the last month or so i’ve felt weird.<efe> <efs>There have been ceirtant days wheer i have been happy and others where i’ve wanted to kill myself becuse of anxiety, panic or just feeling a lack of purpose in life... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are emotionally unstable the past month | null | true | 220 |
ewxm8g | How old was he? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | So I wanna know if the guy who raped me was an adult or teenager. This guy told me that he was 16 at the time and I was 15. I barley knew him. He had a lot of facial hair that he shaved, he was 6’2”, he seemed to know what he wanted (to rape me), he seemed off and I had a bad feeling about him. My family saw him once t... | hovlivia | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-01 00:11:09 | rapecounseling | <es>So I wanna know if the guy who raped me was an adult or teenager.<ee> <es>This guy told me that he was 16 at the time and I was 15.<ee> <es>I barley knew him.<ee> <es>He had a lot of facial hair that he shaved, he was 6’2”, he seemed to know what he wanted (to rape me), he seemed off and I had a bad feeling about h... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the guy's assault | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ek0rd9 | It's been 10 months since i have used dope. I have been using the bad things i have been through to keep me off of dope. This year I want to focus on the good things. Having a hard time finding them tho | 1a | chitchat | 1 | What are you grateful for? | canteatjustone | 3 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-04 19:00:16 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>It's been 10 months since i have used dope.<ee> <es>I have been using the bad things i have been through to keep me off of dope.<ee> <rs>This year I want to focus on the good things.<re> <es>Having a hard time finding them tho<ee> <rs>What are you grateful for?<re> | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | using dope | null | null | null | true | 202 |
en38ov | Became abusive myself after emotionally abusive relationship | 1a | rant | 3 | I’m a 22 F and severely ashamed of my situation. I lost my BF whom I love with my whole heart just before 2020. It ended up in him saying that he does not want to deal with me anymore, that I have a part of me that is absolute trash and that he is done trying and does not want to contact me anymore and just wants to fi... | FloreFukzy | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-11 05:12:23 | ptsd | <es>I’m a 22 F and severely ashamed of my situation.<ee> <es>I lost my BF whom I love with my whole heart just before 2020.<ee> <es>It ended up in him saying that he does not want to deal with me anymore, that I have a part of me that is absolute trash and that he is done trying and does not want to contact me anymore ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
elt7n8 | I'm done | 0 | rant | 1 | I've just now decided that it's time to get help. I always thought I was strong enough to do it on my own and that it's not that serious, because sometimes I have good days. But I am not strong enough and the bad days have become so much more the last months. I really need help. I'm done with you, depression, anxiety a... | ___nonymous | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-08 14:13:06 | mentalillness | I've just now decided that it's time to get help. I always thought I was strong enough to do it on my own and that it's not that serious, because sometimes I have good days. But I am not strong enough and the bad days have become so much more the last months. I really need help. I'm done with you, depression, anxiety a... | 2 | 1 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how depression and anxiety make you feel | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you overcome depression and anxiety | null | true | 211 |
eqndaz | Great Rehab? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I’m looking through posts and not finding more than a couple names recommended.
Does anyone have a good experience at a rehab or know someone who has..in the United States?
I’m being told I could go just about anywhere with my insurance - although I need to look into that reality. But I have never had a vacation in m... | iscream80 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-18 22:21:45 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I’m looking through posts and not finding more than a couple names recommended. <ee> <rs>Does anyone have a good experience at a rehab or know someone who has..in the United States?<re> <es>I’m being told I could go just about anywhere with my insurance - although I need to look into that reality.<ee> <es>But I ha... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why are you looking for rehabs | How did X make you feel? | being unable to find good rehabs | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ej78q4 | Starting first job next week and massively panicking | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | They want me to wear a polo shirt, I've never really told anyone about this before and I'm only around 2 months clean so everything looks kinda new.
Anybody have any ideas to get around this? | adunthorne17 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 00:36:16 | selfharm | <es>Starting first job next week.<ee> <efs>massively panicking.<efe> <es>They want me to wear a polo shirt, I've never really told anyone about this before and I'm only around 2 months clean so everything looks kinda new.<ee> <rs>Anybody have any ideas to get around this?<re> | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why did you cut yourself | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eiom8i | This has gotten overwhelming | 1b | rant | 1 | Hi everyone. Just found this subreddit. Just kinda want to get it all off my chest and see if anyone can relate.
I was just diagnosed with severe GAD (along with major depressive disorder). I've honestly probably had it my whole life, but it got significantly worse after I went through some traumatic stuff at work and... | team-love-n-stuff | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 22:08:45 | Anxiety | Hi everyone. Just found this subreddit. <rs>Just kinda want to get it all off my chest and see if anyone can relate.<re> <es>I was just diagnosed with severe GAD (along with major depressive disorder).<ee> <es>I've honestly probably had it my whole life, but it got significantly worse after I went through some traumat... | 2 | 1 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel things are complicated | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with the traumatic events | null | true | 211 |
ek3elt | Sexual orientation OCD | 1a | rant | 2 | So I quit drinking a few months ago and I was unaware of a few things mentally that I’d go through. I already knew my BPD, anxiety and depression would be a battle that I’d have to tackle from the get go. But more disorders came on heavily that I wasn’t prepared for.
I’m not gay. I am attracted to women and I know th... | galaticinterstellar | 0 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-04 22:13:14 | mentalillness | <es>So I quit drinking a few months ago and I was unaware of a few things mentally that I’d go through.<ee> <es>I already knew my BPD, anxiety and depression would be a battle that I’d have to tackle from the get go.<ee> But more disorders came on heavily that I wasn’t prepared for. I’m not gay. I am attracted to wom... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how sexual orientation OCD makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
f7mut0 | Neighbor in a possible abusive situation, looking for advice. | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Hi hello. I live in a town home community and I have a dog that I talk for walks fairly often. While walking there’s one neighbor who I’ve seen get in multiple arguments with a man that I’m assuming is her husband. I’ve seen them get pretty heated but two instances stood out a lot. The first was a few months ago when ... | Poor_Rogue | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-02-22 03:29:28 | domesticviolence | Hi hello. <es>I live in a town home community and I have a dog that I talk for walks fairly often.<ee> <es> While walking there’s one neighbor who I’ve seen get in multiple arguments with a man that I’m assuming is her husband.<ee> <es>I’ve seen them get pretty heated but two instances stood out a lot.<ee> <es>The firs... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
emagex | Setting goals for 2020 | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Hi, im new here and im not sure if my concern is valid in this group. But i would like to ask some help or suggestions about what would be nice to be my goal this 2020. Or what goals to be set in 2020. Goals for life, career, emotionally, financially and other aspects. I am running of option to whom to ask. I dont wa... | therisinggirl | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-09 14:36:34 | selfhelp | Hi, im new here and im not sure if my concern is valid in this group. <rs>But i would like to ask some help or suggestions about what would be nice to be my goal this 2020.<re> <rs>Or what goals to be set in 2020.<re> <rs>Goals for life, career, emotionally, financially and other aspects.<re> I am running of option to... | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | goals for 2020 | What caused you to need X ? | advice for the new year | null | null | null | true | 2 |
esgox2 | “The girls who ruin it for everyone else” | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | When the police basically told me what happened to me was my own fault and they didn’t want to do anything about it, I talked to one of my friends, and she said people don’t believe me and other victims because of “the girls who ruin it for everyone else”. I said something about false accusations being rare and how mos... | Still_confused88 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 2020-01-22 19:19:17 | rapecounseling | <es>When the police basically told me what happened to me was my own fault and they didn’t want to do anything about it, I talked to one of my friends, and she said people don’t believe me and other victims because of “the girls who ruin it for everyone else”.<ee> <es>I said something about false accusations being rare... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel after what happened to you | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ejj12c | I just realized I spend 64 hours alone each week. | 0 | rant | 1 | null | randomperson0516- | 9 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 17:59:01 | sad | <es>I just realized I spend 64 hours alone each week.<ee> nan | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you spend so much time alone | How did X make you feel? | being alone | What do you need help with now that X? | you spend so much time alone | null | true | 100 |
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