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eixu6s | I do this alot :/ | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | Mysteriously7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 12:48:45 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
elkhl7 | Cocaine withdrawal? | 0 | survey | 1 | Day 3 and I feel ill, like nausea.is this normal? | Londonskys96 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-08 00:20:40 | addiction | <es>Cocaine withdrawal?<ee> <efs>Day 3 and I feel ill, like nausea.<efe><rs>is this normal?<re> | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your cocaine consumption | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your withdrawl symptoms | What do you need help with now that X? | you are getting withdrawl symptoms | title | true | 110 |
ejjska | The Perfect Home For You and Your PTSD | 1b | rant | 2 | I keep wondering about Lottery Homes for folks with PTSD.
So often, people with PTSD are tapped in environments, homes and locations which either fail to support them or even make the PTSD far worse, crippling them.
I'm tired of explaining to supposed professionals that for me being on a third floor and above makes ... | BlueAzzure | 5 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-03 18:51:43 | ptsd | I keep wondering about Lottery Homes for folks with PTSD. So often, people with PTSD are tapped in environments, homes and locations which either fail to support them or even make the PTSD far worse, crippling them. I'm tired of explaining to supposed professionals that for me being on a third floor and above makes ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
etlfgc | Motivation for something you hate? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hi everyone, first real post here. I'm on mobile so forgive me for the formatting if it's bad.
So, theres a physical test I have to pass and I've been really struggling to find the motivation to get in shape for it. I've been struggling with anxiety, depression, and self-esteem for the past year to the point where I c... | RoamerCallen | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-25 03:24:17 | selfhelp | Hi everyone, first real post here. I'm on mobile so forgive me for the formatting if it's bad. <es>So, theres a physical test I have to pass and I've been really struggling to find the motivation to get in shape for it.<ee> <es>I've been struggling with anxiety, depression, and self-esteem for the past year to the poi... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | depression and low self esteem | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ej3j5i | Your a good boy | 0 | chitchat | 2 | null | Big_Willy_John | 10 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 20:14:12 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ekozww | My parents visited me for the weekend. | 1b | rant | 2 | My parents visited me for the weekend.
Generously they’d bought me some furnishings to lend me a hand with living (as I’m having a tough time as an adult), and they kept talking about how proud they were. My mom was taking pictures, and she posted them onto her facebook expressing how blessed she felt to see her own so... | Mlubinjr | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 04:45:42 | sad | <es>My parents visited me for the weekend.<ee> <es>Generously they’d bought me some furnishings to lend me a hand with living (as I’m having a tough time as an adult), and they kept talking about how proud they were.<ee> <es>My mom was taking pictures, and she posted them onto her facebook expressing how blessed she fe... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel disappointment on depending your parents | null | true | 220 |
ekyism | Made it through the holidays | 1a | chitchat | 1 | The end of December marked my 4th sober month and the first Christmas and New Years of total sobriety in many, many years. It was almost surreal to watch friends and family drink, them to offer to me, me to politely decline, and still found that I had a great time.
I think it may be dangerous though that I've entered... | anonymousT1DM | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-06 19:02:02 | alcoholicsanonymous | The end of December marked my 4th sober month and the first Christmas and New Years of total sobriety in many, many years. It was almost surreal to watch friends and family drink, them to offer to me, me to politely decline, and still found that I had a great time. I think it may be dangerous though that I've entered... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eiwj68 | I'm dying | 1a | rant | 1 | I live in sudden bouts of terror, like internalised panic attacks. I feel the most terrifying thing possible but I can never see it or know what it is. And the days just keep getting worse, one by one, and I can feel it getting close, the day that I give up on whatever I live for. Lives not worth living like this. I'd ... | amenteco | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 10:17:22 | Anxiety | <es>I live in sudden bouts of terror, like internalised panic attacks.<ee> <efs>I feel the most terrifying thing possible but I can never see it or know what it is.<efe> <efs>And the days just keep getting worse, one by one, and I can feel it getting close, the day that I give up on whatever I live for.<efe> Lives not ... | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your sudden bouts of panic attacks | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the panic attacks make you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | the panic attacks have gotten worse | null | true | 110 |
eiixoy | Bad reality vs. pessimism | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Lately I've been trying to better understand if my anxiety about various aspects of life are a reflection of my irrational fear or pessimism, or if my life events are in actuality, bad or negative.
The line between reality vs. my negative interpretation of reality is starting to get quite blurry and I feel like I am a... | curbside319 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 14:36:32 | Anxiety | Lately I've been trying to better understand if my anxiety about various aspects of life are a reflection of my irrational fear or pessimism, or if my life events are in actuality, bad or negative. The line between reality vs. my negative interpretation of reality is starting to get quite blurry and I feel like I am a... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ei8vtt | How do I hide my cuts during wrestling? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I was doing great but then I failed after a couple mounths. I need to hide my cuts during skin checks and I don't know how. What should I do? | Crazy_Aaron | 1 | 0 | 18 | 2019-12-31 21:09:34 | selfharm | <es>I was doing great but then I failed after a couple mounths.<ee> <rs>I need to hide my cuts during skin checks and I don't know how.<re> <rs>What should I do?<re> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you failed | How did X make you feel? | harming yourself | null | null | null | true | 102 |
f2mdk2 | I don’t know what to call what he did to either of us but I’m so mad that he hurt her and I feel so broken | 1b | rant | 2 | I’ve been struggling with this for 8 months now, and it still hurts. I’m still scared. I am still friends with him (my ex boyfriend, we’ll call him T) and every time we talk or hand out I feel scared and jumpy and I cry after but I keep spending time with him anyway, keep telling myself he’s a good person anyway, keep ... | thatravenhairedgirl | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-12 05:39:00 | rapecounseling | <es>I’ve been struggling with this for 8 months now, and it still hurts.<ee> <efs>I’m still scared.<efe> <efs>I am still friends with him (my ex boyfriend, we’ll call him T) and every time we talk or hand out I feel scared and jumpy and I cry after but I keep spending time with him anyway, keep telling myself he’s a go... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f83mas | I've Never Felt This Anger & Rage Before | 1b | rant | 1 | I've been lurker mostly and commented here and there with some advice in this sub. But this anger I have in me right now is different from the rage im used too. A Woman attacked my elderly and sick mom, sister and step-father with pepper spray for no good reason and the thoughts going through my head right now are diff... | EvilMuffin93 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-23 03:05:49 | Anger | I've been lurker mostly and commented here and there with some advice in this sub. <es>But this anger I have in me right now is different from the rage im used too.<ee> <es>A Woman attacked my elderly and sick mom, sister and step-father with pepper spray for no good reason and the thoughts going through my head right ... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the violent thoughts about the woman | What do you need help with now that X? | you had violent thoughts about a woman | null | true | 200 |
ej1o1j | Eye contact. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I notice that I don’t like making eye contact with people, especially at work. I feel like every time I look someone in the eyes they are going to get mad at me or ask me if something is wrong. Looking people in the eyes is very hard for me, it feels too intimate for me and then I get uncomfortable. I also don’t know h... | bityami | 66 | 0 | 22 | 2020-01-02 18:03:32 | BPD | <es>I notice that I don’t like making eye contact with people, especially at work.<ee> <efs>I feel like every time I look someone in the eyes they are going to get mad at me or ask me if something is wrong.<efe> <efs>Looking people in the eyes is very hard for me, it feels too intimate for me and then I get uncomfortab... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
epikp6 | How does one empty their mind in everyday life and just go with the flow? Should they? | 0 | survey | 1 | Now that I’ve learned more about the state of flow(which I’m still researching). I was wondering can you empty your mind and go with the river current always or are there times where you don’t want to empty your mind and move of your way? Also, how does one empty their mind and enter the state of flow? Thanks in advanc... | IThunkDeeply | 1 | 0 | 22 | 2020-01-16 12:17:50 | selfhelp | <es>Now that I’ve learned more about the state of flow(which I’m still researching).<ee> <rs>I was wondering can you empty your mind and go with the river current always or are there times where you don’t want to empty your mind and move of your way?<re> <rs>Also, how does one empty their mind and enter the state of fl... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the state of flow | Why are you wanting X ? | to know how to empty one's mind | null | null | null | true | 102 |
emdb8m | Feeling embarassed, stupid, and naive | 1b | rant | 2 |
Hello,
I am sorry if this is long. Please go easy on me as well, I’m feeling extremely self-conscious.
I’m in my first year of university. Last night I decided to go out with a couple guy friends (I’m 19M), two of whom I just met before we left (they were mutual friends of one of the guy friends who invited me). I wa... | blairstar3 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-09 17:59:27 | selfhelp | Hello, I am sorry if this is long. <efs>Please go easy on me as well, I’m feeling extremely self-conscious.<efe> <es>I’m in my first year of university.<ee> <es>Last night I decided to go out with a couple guy friends (I’m 19M), two of whom I just met before we left (they were mutual friends of one of the guy friends... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you not feel so self consious | null | true | 221 |
eixrwl | Was told by my Doctor that I don't have ADHD... after 8 years of being on medication and having been "diagnosed" by 4 different people, including her | 0 | rant | 3 | I'm very confused.
I was first diagnosed at 17 by a doctor. The moment he told my mother that, she got upset and stormed out and didn't even pay for the session. (Eventually paid though) I was not allowed to go back. She hated that this person, who's not a real doctor according to her, was labeling me as something be... | GwenCocoUgo | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-02 12:42:10 | ADHD | <efs>I'm very confused. <efe> <es>I was first diagnosed at 17 by a doctor.<ee> <es>The moment he told my mother that, she got upset and stormed out and didn't even pay for the session.<ee> <es>(Eventually paid though) I was not allowed to go back.<ee> <es>She hated that this person, who's not a real doctor according t... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 220 |
f3l29t | I (27F) am experiencing DV from my bf (28M). I am heartbroken.. am I dumb for having hope? Do abusers really not change? | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | There will be graphic details of my abuse in this post. Just FYI
My BF and I have been close friends for about 10 years. Mainly through social media because I moved. But we always had chats and confided in each other over the years. He's a recovering addict and I knew that going into a romantic relationship with hi... | Pearlyglass | 1 | 0 | 36 | 2020-02-14 02:04:14 | domesticviolence | There will be graphic details of my abuse in this post. Just FYI <es>My BF and I have been close friends for about 10 years.<ee> <es>Mainly through social media because I moved.<ee> <es>But we always had chats and confided in each other over the years.<ee> <es>He's a recovering addict and I knew that going into a r... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your boyfriend is abusing you | null | true | 220 |
f70sei | Why am I so angry at sole people in particular? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I've had anger issues since I was a child but through years of working on myself I I only have outbursts in rare situations. I still get angry easily, but I can usually work through it.
There is still one thing that bugs me more than anything.
There are a few people around me that nearly make me lose my marbles on a r... | PrivatePepe | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-20 22:13:04 | Anger | <es>I've had anger issues since I was a child but through years of working on myself I I only have outbursts in rare situations.<ee> <es>I still get angry easily, but I can usually work through it.<ee> <es>There is still one thing that bugs me more than anything.<ee> <es>There are a few people around me that nearly ma... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ekxabe | lost everyone for being a burden | 1a | rant | 2 | all of my friends and my girlfriend left me when i opened up to them about how bad i was feeling and how hurt i was, they ended up calling me manipulative and guilting and a crybaby and turned everyone else against me. id never felt so bad in my entire life, i couldnt stop crying for hours on end and ended up getting m... | evidael49 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-06 17:33:50 | sad | <es>all of my friends and my girlfriend left me when i opened up to them about how bad i was feeling and how hurt i was, they ended up calling me manipulative and guilting and a crybaby and turned everyone else against me.<ee> <efs>id never felt so bad in my entire life, i couldnt stop crying for hours on end and ended... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get your friends back | null | true | 221 |
euoula | I Created A Blog About Rape | 0 | chitchat | 1 | It talks about the effects of rape and rape statistics and how rape is enabled. It’s intended as a resource for both survivors and people who want to study and prevent rape. Enjoy!
https://exposingrape123.blogspot.com/ | Competitive-Welcome | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-27 14:48:18 | rapecounseling | It talks about the effects of rape and rape statistics and how rape is enabled. It’s intended as a resource for both survivors and people who want to study and prevent rape. Enjoy! https://exposingrape123.blogspot.com/ | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
en16ym | Functioning alcoholic needs help | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | am a functioning alcoholic. Need help. I drank alot through college years. Have 3 degrees (doctorate level) and never drank through first marriage for obvious problems and kids. Got divorced, single for 2 years then married an alcoholic. So you know where that went. I have recently remarried and she doesn’t approve o... | hohobaha12 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-11 02:10:17 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>am a functioning alcoholic.<ee> <rs>Need help.<re> <es>I drank alot through college years.<ee> <es>Have 3 degrees (doctorate level) and never drank through first marriage for obvious problems and kids.<ee> <es>Got divorced, single for 2 years then married an alcoholic.<ee> So you know where that went. <es>I have ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you stop drinking | null | true | 221 |
f54orw | Difficult situation (long) | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | So I need some real advice and help. I came from an abusive ex husband. He got really physical with me a lot and would threaten to kill me and him, put out kids in harms way, He would take my keys so I couldn’t go anywhere, hold me down, sit on me and yell at me to my face, wouldn’t let me wear makeup or nice clothes (... | iAmNoOneReal | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-17 06:42:16 | domesticviolence | <rs>So I need some real advice and help.<re> <es>I came from an abusive ex husband.<ee> <es>He got really physical with me a lot and would threaten to kill me and him, put out kids in harms way, He would take my keys so I couldn’t go anywhere, hold me down, sit on me and yell at me to my face, wouldn’t let me wear make... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f0xhl8 | Ex’s emotional abuse is getting worse, starting to mention ways he’d kill our animals | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I’m in a situation where I recently left my infant son’s father after 7 years of emotional abuse. He still comes into mine (and my mother’s) home two days a week because he does not live in a place that’s suitable for our son to stay. I’m working two days a week and living with her until I can get on my feet.
He does... | throwawayaway8392 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 2020-02-08 20:48:46 | domesticviolence | <es>I’m in a situation where I recently left my infant son’s father after 7 years of emotional abuse.<ee> <es>He still comes into mine (and my mother’s) home two days a week because he does not live in a place that’s suitable for our son to stay.<ee> <es>I’m working two days a week and living with her until I can get o... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eoxmke | Any pointers on how to make AA work for you if you aren't religious? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | 9 days sober. I'm a very open minded person and am not offended by other people's beliefs. But I do not believe in god, and no you aren't going to change my mind. I am committed to staying sober for the long run, and I like the idea of having a community of support. But I'm realising that AA is entirely centered around... | glitterfart1985 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 2020-01-15 04:48:57 | alcoholicsanonymous | <rs> Any pointers on how to make AA work for you if you aren't religious?<re> <es>9 days sober.<ee> <es>I'm a very open minded person and am not offended by other people's beliefs.<ee> <es>But I do not believe in god, and no you aren't going to change my mind.<ee> <es>I am committed to staying sober for the long run, a... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f8st1m | I actually believe I were more mentally stable when I didn't know my anger was controllable. | 0 | rant | 1 | Because back then, I had a release valve. | aja675 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-02-24 15:26:55 | Anger | Because back then, I had a release valve. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | thought | true | 0 |
ej7bnx | Going Quiet | 0 | survey | 1 | Recently instead of being my normal loud and obnoxious self I have gone extremely quiet. Its been about 3 weeks and my coworkers have started asking me why I am so quiet and if I'm okay? I don't feel different, but this also makes me think I am shutting down? I honestly don't know what to think. Just wanna know if this... | kassvanham | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-03 00:42:07 | BPD | <es>Recently instead of being my normal loud and obnoxious self I have gone extremely quiet.<ee> <es>Its been about 3 weeks and my coworkers have started asking me why I am so quiet and if I'm okay?<ee> <efs>I don't feel different, but this also makes me think I am shutting down?<efe> <es>I honestly don't know what to ... | 2 | 1 | 1 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how becoming extremely quite makes you feel | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you feel better | null | true | 211 |
ejjlh4 | I'm meeting people tomorrow. | 0 | rant | 1 | So I'm part of a pokemon group in my local area. The last time I met up with them was almost a month ago now and during it I had a massive break down and ptsd trigger which led me to joining this sub. I haven't met up with anyone since and I'm really nervous... I just needed to get this off my chest.
Edit: spelling mi... | Fatsohuggingbear | 7 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-03 18:38:31 | ptsd | <es>So I'm part of a pokemon group in my local area.<ee> <es>The last time I met up with them was almost a month ago now and during it I had a massive break down and ptsd trigger which led me to joining this sub.<ee> <efs>I haven't met up with anyone since and I'm really nervous...<efe> <rs>I just needed to get this of... | 1 | 1 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what triggered the ptsd | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about meeting the group again | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you calm down | null | true | 111 |
ej80zb | How can I alleviate my BPD ex-friend's guilt? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I had the privilege of being good friends with a brilliant woman with BPD.
Everything was wonderful until she asked me out on a date, and misinterpreted my response as a rejection. Long story short, I became devalued, painted black, and discarded. She made up all sorts of slander and lies about me in an effort to des... | Auxeaughe | 2 | 0 | 21 | 2020-01-03 01:36:32 | BPD | <rs>How can I alleviate my BPD ex-friend's guilt?<re> <es>I had the privilege of being good friends with a brilliant woman with BPD. <ee> <es>Everything was wonderful until she asked me out on a date, and misinterpreted my response as a rejection.<ee> <es>Long story short, I became devalued, painted black, and discard... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ek09c4 | Tips to help with overwhelmed feelings | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Lately it doesn't take much for me to feel overwhelmed. I know I'm not super busy but the feeling that there isn't enough time in a day hits hard. Not sure why this is. I try to stick to meditation as a tool. | rosickness12 | 8 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-04 18:23:27 | selfhelp | Lately it doesn't take much for me to feel overwhelmed. I know I'm not super busy but the feeling that there isn't enough time in a day hits hard. Not sure why this is. I try to stick to meditation as a tool. | 0 | 2 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | overwhelmed | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | the feeling of being overwhelmed | null | true | 20 |
f24ual | I want to be the man.... to fuck the world in a can | 1a | rant | 2 | You know...I have no business being here...whenever I'm on these support subs, I ALWAYS stop to read the posts of others...no comparison but its sad how depression destroys decent chances at living the good life, then I feel my post has little merit in comparison.
Anyway; I'm almost 30 and I feel I've lived a pretty ... | Ironchar | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-02-11 07:09:29 | getting_over_it | You know...I have no business being here...whenever I'm on these support subs, I ALWAYS stop to read the posts of others...no comparison but its sad how depression destroys decent chances at living the good life, then I feel my post has little merit in comparison. <es>Anyway; I'm almost 30 and I feel I've lived a pre... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eq5rzg | AA | 1c | rant | 3 | it aint helpin’! had we stayed anonymous? | LikeThisGirl | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-17 20:16:06 | alcoholicsanonymous | it aint helpin’! had we stayed anonymous? | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
en5vgv | Anti depression , anxiety mental support group for ptsd lonely Cbt therapy on group | 0 | chitchat | 1 | hello if you're suffering from depression,anxiety, loneliness , ptsd, stress or any mental issue need someone to listen, to have a caring support circle you can join [https://t.me/depressionsupportgroup](https://t.me/depressionsupportgroup) you all are welcomed there will be mindful exercise , CBT and certain ther... | cutelittleflower | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-11 10:27:28 | ptsd | hello if you're suffering from depression,anxiety, loneliness , ptsd, stress or any mental issue need someone to listen, to have a caring support circle you can join [https://t.me/depressionsupportgroup](https://t.me/depressionsupportgroup) you all are welcomed there will be mindful exercise , CBT and certain ther... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ej29n7 | How do you guys deal with being overwhelmed when learning new things? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Lately I’ve been getting back into art and I love drawing but I’m just becoming so overwhelmed by all of the art concepts to learn and practice. I haven’t drawn for fun in forever and idk why but when I try learning new things I get so frustrated by how much there is to do and my brain just becomes so jumbled up and it... | SexyMurloc | 10 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-02 18:46:39 | ADHD | <es>Lately I’ve been getting back into art and I love drawing but I’m just becoming so overwhelmed by all of the art concepts to learn and practice.<ee> <efs>I haven’t drawn for fun in forever and idk why but when I try learning new things I get so frustrated by how much there is to do and my brain just becomes so jumb... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eire4g | I'm so scared of the year coming up | 0 | rant | 1 | Last year the shit really hit the fan for me with all the things I am crippled in suddenly no longer being able to be hidden or avoided. I'm getting evaluated on the 10th and just praying somehow I'll then be able to get treatment that will change something. I just bought ANOTHER planner - However I'm 43 years old and ... | uenoc | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 01:50:22 | ADHD | <efs>I'm so scared of the year coming up<efe> <es>Last year the shit really hit the fan for me with all the things I am crippled in suddenly no longer being able to be hidden or avoided.<ee> <es>I'm getting evaluated on the 10th and just praying somehow I'll then be able to get treatment that will change something.<ee>... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the last year's events make you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you are getting evaluated | null | true | 210 |
els1j8 | Child receives a medal in honor of his father, who died putting out fires in Australia | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | Master1718 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 12:25:46 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ej9svi | Hey Guys, Gals, and Non-Binary peeps, I'm trying to get over my anxiety of showing my face online, so here's a pic of me in my lab coat. Roast me if you want, I know I'm ugly | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | IrishDepression | 529 | 0 | 304 | 2020-01-03 03:55:50 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejl3h3 | I'm sorry | 1a | rant | 1 | I relapsed, after months clean I fucking relapsed. I'm so sorry. I was too weak, I just wanted to feel something, something that wasn't sadness or anger. I promised him I wouldn't cut again... He isn't here anymore... but I promised him. I let him down, I know that. I'm so fucking selfish. I just want to end it | slendersproxyy | 47 | 0 | 22 | 2020-01-03 20:20:37 | selfharm | <es>I relapsed, after months clean I fucking relapsed.<ee> <efs>I'm so sorry.<efe> <es>I was too weak, I just wanted to feel something, something that wasn't sadness or anger.<ee> <es>I promised him I wouldn't cut again... He isn't here anymore... but I promised him.<ee> <es>I let him down, I know that.<ee> <efs>I'm so... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused the relapse | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you let him down by doing self harm again | null | true | 120 |
eip2kp | My dog is in the hospital. Sad New Years for us. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | Justagirl198007 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-01 22:47:18 | sad | <es>My dog is in the hospital.<ee> <efs>Sad New Years for us.<efe> nan | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why your dog is in the hospital | How did X make you feel? | your dog's poor health | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel sad about your dog's condition | null | true | 100 |
ej0yuc | Body Dysmorphia or Dissociation? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | so I looked in the mirror and felt like I didn’t recognise my legs, my body looked very alien to me. I have just been thinking about how I’m always so self conscious of what I look like and what other people see when they look at me. I’m never not aware of what I look like.. and whilst I don’t think I have a specific ... | elle987 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 17:12:58 | BPD | <es>so I looked in the mirror and felt like I didn’t recognise my legs, my body looked very alien to me.<ee> <efs>I have just been thinking about how I’m always so self conscious of what I look like and what other people see when they look at me.<efe> <es> I’m never not aware of what I look like.. and whilst I don’t th... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ev41u4 | What could I do? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I’m in high school, and after a panic attack in front of the principal I got an appointment with the school doctor, who diagnosed me with depression and suggested a center specialized with students mental health problems. That was on November 20th. As he told me it would certainly be difficult to have a place, he told ... | pleaseidontwanttodie | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-28 10:49:57 | getting_over_it | <es>I’m in high school, and after a panic attack in front of the principal I got an appointment with the school doctor, who diagnosed me with depression and suggested a center specialized with students mental health problems.<ee> <es>That was on November 20th.<ee> <es>As he told me it would certainly be difficult to ha... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eka6m5 | Thought my recent post would fit in your community quite nicely | 0 | chitchat | 5 | null | finethekid | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-05 08:05:26 | addiction | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eimw1s | I hate being obligated to socialize | 0 | rant | 1 | Most of all when someone(like family) is over at your house and you just want to leave but you can’t because it would be rude, but you just can’t keep sitting there anymore and you really want to go do something else.
I always feel bad for feeling this but I’m always like not completely “there” anyways and I have no i... | anon_46 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 19:59:19 | ADHD | <efs>I hate being obligated to socialize <efe> <es>Most of all when someone(like family) is over at your house and you just want to leave but you can’t because it would be rude, but you just can’t keep sitting there anymore and you really want to go do something else.<ee> <efs>I always feel bad for feeling this but I’... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you hate socializing | null | true | 220 |
et2t36 | Both of my boyfriends have anally raped me | 1b | rant | 3 | I'm sorry if this is a little graphic or triggering.
I was always curious about anal play and it turned me on a lot. When my first boyfriend and I got together, he didn't really seem interested in anal, or at least he didn't talk to me about it that I can remember. But about a year into the relationship we started ex... | ZonaCinderella | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-24 01:06:55 | rapecounseling | I'm sorry if this is a little graphic or triggering. <es>I was always curious about anal play and it turned me on a lot.<ee> <es>When my first boyfriend and I got together, he didn't really seem interested in anal, or at least he didn't talk to me about it that I can remember.<ee> <es>But about a year into the relati... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you to have normal sex again | null | true | 221 |
emzm1n | Huffing | 0 | rant | 1 | My 50 year old husband died from huffing computer duster. It obviously kills and I’m shocked at the young people who do this and have no idea it can kill you. I was shocked that he didn’t know or thought it wouldn’t happen to him. He left me with a life sentence of sadness. A four dollar can of chemicals ruined our... | Herley11 | 1 | 0 | 24 | 2020-01-11 00:04:31 | addiction | <es>My 50 year old husband died from huffing computer duster.<ee> <es> It obviously kills and I’m shocked at the young people who do this and have no idea it can kill you. <ee> <efs>I was shocked that he didn’t know or thought it wouldn’t happen to him.<efe> <efs>He left me with a life sentence of sadness.<efe> <es>A... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your husband passed away from huffing duster | null | true | 220 |
emwlvp | What is normal? | 0 | survey | 3 | This actually started out as a comment under a post here that was about a Congressman who said that only the military can have PTSD. In pointing out the fact that the statement came from a Republican and their history with the disease, I came away with a perspective on it that I'd like to share. Please note I'm not s... | BadWolf1973 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-10 20:24:01 | ptsd | This actually started out as a comment under a post here that was about a Congressman who said that only the military can have PTSD. In pointing out the fact that the statement came from a Republican and their history with the disease, I came away with a perspective on it that I'd like to share. Please note I'm not s... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ekjwtk | why is this happening... | 1a | rant | 1 |
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Over the holidays, I took an absence from talking to my friends on discord, and now that I've come back to b egin talking to them again, I'm screwing everything up. everything is falling apart again. and again, I'm in a state of considerable sadness. I don't know. My friends are backfiring. It's my fault probalb... | ObsessiveandProud | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-05 22:15:13 | mentalillness | # <es>Over the holidays, I took an absence from talking to my friends on discord, and now that I've come back to b egin talking to them again, I'm screwing everything up.<ee> <es>everything is falling apart again.<ee> <es>and again, I'm in a state of considerable sadness.<ee> I don't know. <es>My friends are backf... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what is falling apart | How did X make you feel? | your friends on discord | What do you need help with now that X? | you are constantly sad | null | true | 100 |
eioj3q | Gabapentin: A miracle helper med or putting off the inevitable? | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | Hi all... Much love for this sub and the support & info it's given.
I'm currently quitting snorting H by tapering down from 5 bag/day to 1, and used tramadol for 2 days to 'step down' a little more gentle. It worked so far, 3 days w/o any dope and feeling 'ok'.
Yesterday I stopped the tramadol and moved to gabap... | bluedreamer831 | 1 | 0 | 54 | 2020-01-01 22:02:22 | OpiatesRecovery | Hi all... Much love for this sub and the support & info it's given. <es>I'm currently quitting snorting H by tapering down from 5 bag/day to 1, and used tramadol for 2 days to 'step down' a little more gentle. <ee> <es>It worked so far, 3 days w/o any dope and feeling 'ok'.<ee> <es>Yesterday I stopped the tramado... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eiazk1 | Why do the holidays suck so much | 1c | rant | 1 | like things are just 10x worse from December 1st to March 1st every year. can we just skip ahead to st Patrick's day or something | The_Ole_Roparino | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 23:59:11 | BPD | <es>Why do the holidays suck so much<ee> <es>like things are just 10x worse from December 1st to March 1st every year.<ee> can we just skip ahead to st Patrick's day or something | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you don't like holidays | How did X make you feel? | having holidays | What do you need help with now that X? | you don't like holidays | null | true | 100 |
eoopfi | Perhaps some motivation... | 0 | chitchat | 3 | I thought I would throw this out there for anyone trying to quit or anyone wanting to try and in need of motivation.
The song Descending from Tool in my opinion is a good embodiment of the struggle, both mentally and physically, of a heroin user who wants to quit. I used it as motivation for myself and to keep me foc... | JMGMiles | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-14 17:54:53 | OpiatesRecovery | I thought I would throw this out there for anyone trying to quit or anyone wanting to try and in need of motivation. The song Descending from Tool in my opinion is a good embodiment of the struggle, both mentally and physically, of a heroin user who wants to quit. I used it as motivation for myself and to keep me foc... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
em5ygq | Mmmmmmmmm dinner | 0 | chitchat | 3 | null | green-egg-and-ham | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-09 06:42:13 | mentalillness | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f43dom | I don't know what I did to cause it. | 1b | rant | 2 | I don't know what I did wrong or what I did to cause him escalating the abuse. I know he has a history of doing this to women but I still blame myself. I still miss him and love him but need to get an order on him incase he does something. I tried to leave many times and some times he would stop me and sometimes he wou... | Throwawayox1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-15 02:55:51 | domesticviolence | <es>I don't know what I did wrong or what I did to cause him escalating the abuse.<ee> <es>I know he has a history of doing this to women but I still blame myself.<ee> <efs>I still miss him and love him<efe> <rs>but need to get an order on him incase he does something.<re> <es>I tried to leave many times and some times... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get a restraining order on him | null | true | 221 |
ej22ck | Struggling with my body dysmorphia | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I'm really struggling with my BDD right now. I went almost mute the past couple days with my partner because I've been dissociating and ruminating on how ugly I feel and how I can't get away from all of the images and media of the male gaze. Every time I watch TV I am reminded of how flat-chested I am, how unsexy I am ... | a-walking-paradox- | 8 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-02 18:32:24 | BPD | <es>I'm really struggling with my BDD right now.<ee> <efs>I went almost mute the past couple days with my partner because I've been dissociating and ruminating on how ugly I feel and how I can't get away from all of the images and media of the male gaze.<efe> <es>Every time I watch TV I am reminded of how flat-chested ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ej10nn | My personal feelings lately. I only feel worthy when I spend money I don’t have. :) | 1a | rant | 2 | null | sentientdumpsterbaby | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 17:16:37 | BPD | My personal feelings lately. <efs>I only feel worthy when I spend money I don’t have. :)<efe> | 0 | 2 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | worthy when you spend money which you don't have | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | the feeling of being worthy when you spend money | null | true | 20 |
eiwbcp | 7 months later, I slipped up | 1a | survey | 1 | After a year of never making it past a month, I was proud of being 7 months cocaine free. Well this NYE, I threw that away. I feel bad, the trust between my GF and me was just beginning to come back, and now that's gone again.
Do you guys make a difference between a slip and a relapse? Do you go back to 0 days sober? | fredjehetraketje | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-02 09:50:34 | addiction | <es>After a year of never making it past a month, I was proud of being 7 months cocaine free.<ee> <es>Well this NYE, I threw that away.<ee> <efs>I feel bad, the trust between my GF and me was just beginning to come back, and now that's gone again. <efe> <rs>Do you guys make a difference between a slip and a relapse?<re... | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you take cocaine on new year | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help regain the trust | null | true | 121 |
el6mfj | Realized today i suck at my life's passion | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | When my boyfriend I met I was his mentor in our career path. I'm 32, have been doing it since I was 13 and it's my life passion. He's been in it for just a few years. A year ago he was ages behind me, today I realized he's completely passed me by. I'm proud of him because I've seen him put in the hours and I know he co... | pungen | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 04:56:52 | sad | <es>When my boyfriend I met I was his mentor in our career path.<ee> <es>I'm 32, have been doing it since I was 13 and it's my life passion.<ee> <es>He's been in it for just a few years.<ee> <es>A year ago he was ages behind me, today I realized he's completely passed me by.<ee> <es>I'm proud of him because I've seen h... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eiuc1x | Blades | 0 | survey | 1 | Do you guys just have that one really sharp blade where if you merely drag it lightly across your skin it will cut you? | kid-cudi-stan | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 06:04:09 | selfharm | Do you guys just have that one really sharp blade where if you merely drag it lightly across your skin it will cut you? | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ekdetp | I had a panic attack and felt like it led me into a flashback and I don't know if I responded properly. | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I have been suffering from depression and anxiety since the last three years, and I couldn't get any medical help as my parents said they "don't believe in mental diseases" and only recently, as I managed to get some professional help, I was diagnosed with panic disorder and insomnia, and this was about two months back... | doctordanish123 | 3 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-05 14:06:23 | ptsd | <es>I have been suffering from depression and anxiety since the last three years, and I couldn't get any medical help as my parents said they "don't believe in mental diseases" and only recently, as I managed to get some professional help, I was diagnosed with panic disorder and insomnia, and this was about two months ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
fa0u8b | When are we considered "over it"? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I feel like the goalposts constantly move. The reality is life is never going to be perfect. So when are we considered "cured"? | randomcthrowway | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-26 21:41:57 | getting_over_it | <efs>I feel like the goalposts constantly move.<efe> <efs>The reality is life is never going to be perfect.<efe> <rs>So when are we considered "cured"?<re> | 0 | 1 | 2 | What made you feel X ? | that the goalposts are constantly moving | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the feeling of goalposts constantly moving | null | null | null | true | 12 |
eir4zq | I don't know about you but this pisses me off. Mental illness isn't a fad. | 1b | rant | 1 | null | MediocreJedi32 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 01:29:50 | mentalillness | I don't know about you but this pisses me off. Mental illness isn't a fad. nan | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | thought,title | true | 0 |
emuixj | Did CPT work for your PTSD? | 0 | survey | 1 | Can you share what your experiences with Cognitive Processing Therapy have been? I'm going to be starting it shortly & I'm very hopeful, but I'd like to hear from others who have already done it! | the_littlest_blep | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-10 17:54:28 | ptsd | <rs>Did CPT work for your PTSD?<re> <rs>Can you share what your experiences with Cognitive Processing Therapy have been?<re> <es>I'm going to be starting it shortly &<ee> <rs>I'm very hopeful, but I'd like to hear from others who have already done it!<re> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your PTSD | How did X make you feel? | your PTSD | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eiols1 | Today was an absolute win for me! | 0 | chitchat | 2 | I went to bed at a decent time last night. Around 8PM or so. I didn’t care that it was New Year’s Eve, just another day to me. I slept like a rock. One of those sleeps where you wake up in a puddle of drool.
And I had the most productive New Year’s Day ever!
I woke up and made Biscuits and Gravy with eggs. I cleaned... | cuntuses | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-01 22:07:43 | ADHD | I went to bed at a decent time last night. Around 8PM or so. I didn’t care that it was New Year’s Eve, just another day to me. I slept like a rock. One of those sleeps where you wake up in a puddle of drool. And I had the most productive New Year’s Day ever! I woke up and made Biscuits and Gravy with eggs. I cleaned... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f3929b | When I'm suicidally depressed, I'm too exhausted to talk to a help line or call for help | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Anyone else? What do... | MoonshineSideburns | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-13 12:11:48 | getting_over_it | <es>When I'm suicidally depressed, I'm too exhausted to talk to a help line or call for help<ee> <rs>Anyone else?<re> <rs>What do...<re> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what makes you depressed | How did X make you feel? | your depression | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eog0ad | For once I want someone to realize I’m not okay | 1a | rant | 1 | The one time someone realized that I wasn’t joking and that I actually wasn’t okay was one of the first times I’ve ever actually felt relief followed by dread because I thought getting helping would make me better, but it hasn’t and I honestly don’t know what I expected, that was a while ago. And I have just spiraled, ... | saltlylamp | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-14 04:06:20 | mentalillness | <efs>The one time someone realized that I wasn’t joking and that I actually wasn’t okay was one of the first times I’ve ever actually felt relief followed by dread because I thought getting helping would make me better, but it hasn’t and I honestly don’t know what I expected, that was a while ago.<efe> <es><rs>And I ha... | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get better | null | true | 121 |
eia05e | Fuck adhd | 1b | rant | 2 | My hate me
I don’t know what to do by now my parents wants to blame everything on my problems and I have a disability and I have a loan and if ability and my parents want to believe my mistakes I think before I act and I have ADHD and a lot of disabilities this shit has ruined my life anyway my parents wants to kick m... | newyorkbro992 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2019-12-31 22:39:46 | mentalillness | My hate me <es>I don’t know what to do by now my parents wants to blame everything on my problems and I have a disability and I have a loan and if ability and my parents want to believe my mistakes I think before I act and I have ADHD and a lot of disabilities this shit has ruined my life anyway<ee> <es>my parents wan... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your parents blame you for everything | null | true | 220 |
eic9ck | the lengths my brain goes to make me feel self conscious | 1a | rant | 1 | For background, I usually don’t wear a lot of makeup. Most days it’s only foundation and mascara, and MAYBE concealer, MAYBE. But since it’s a holiday and my sister wants to go out and celebrate, I decided I would do a little bit more. Mostly bc I saw a girl on tik tok look really fucking pretty and immediately was str... | insufficientbugjuice | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 01:45:28 | Anxiety | <es>For background, I usually don’t wear a lot of makeup.<ee> <es>Most days it’s only foundation and mascara, and MAYBE concealer, MAYBE.<ee> <es>But since it’s a holiday and my sister wants to go out and celebrate, I decided I would do a little bit more.<ee> <es>Mostly bc I saw a girl on tik tok look really fucking pr... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you not be self conscious | null | true | 221 |
emu0eq | Joe Biden blames English legal traditions for campus sexual assault | 0 | chitchat | 2 | ***Platform at odds with court rulings on due process for accused students***
It would be a lot easier to stamp out campus sexual assault if we just got rid of pesky impediments like the presumption of innocence and right to see evidence against you.
Democratic presidential candidate Joe Biden, [**the architect**](ht... | fullbloodedwhitemale | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-10 17:17:48 | rapecounseling | ***Platform at odds with court rulings on due process for accused students*** It would be a lot easier to stamp out campus sexual assault if we just got rid of pesky impediments like the presumption of innocence and right to see evidence against you. Democratic presidential candidate Joe Biden, [**the architect**](ht... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ei9n8o | Should I ask coworkers if I can join them tonight? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Nobody ever invites me out for New Years. I’m alone again and all my coworkers are telling me they’re going out to bars and whatnot (we’re all college kids, waiters/waitresses). I know I’m not going to do anything so would it be off if I asked to join? | Fueidjfnrk | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2019-12-31 22:10:56 | depression | <es>Nobody ever invites me out for New Years.<ee> <es>I’m alone again and all my coworkers are telling me they’re going out to bars and whatnot (we’re all college kids, waiters/waitresses).<ee> <rs>I know I’m not going to do anything so would it be off if I asked to join?<re> | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | being alone | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ena9y9 | What’s rehab like? | 1a | survey | 1 | I’m underage and around a few months ago i got addicted to migraine meds, and then i realized i couldn’t do that so i replaced that addiction with alcohol and i’m becoming dependent on it, and i’ve been going through really bad withdraw the last few days and i’ve been thinking about going to rehab. If anyone’s comforta... | SpicycheetoYSL | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-11 17:27:36 | alcoholicsanonymous | <rs>What’s rehab like?<re> <es>I’m underage and around a few months ago i got addicted to migraine meds.<ee> <es>then i realized i couldn’t do that so i replaced that addiction with alcohol and i’m becoming dependent on it.<ee> <es> i’ve been going through really bad withdraw the last few days and i’ve been thinking ab... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the taking migraine medicines | null | null | null | true | 202 |
emf2jb | How often (daily if so) do you question your own reality? | 0 | survey | 1 | Curious. | ashhtreeee | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-09 20:04:15 | mentalillness | Curious. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ei9mmi | Who else can kick butt when they have a tumbler of coffee in their veins? | 0 | survey | 1 | Just got done vacuuming an entire room, troubleshot 5 programming issues and started on the 2020 budget. Booyah! | so_thats_what | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 22:09:35 | ADHD | Just got done vacuuming an entire room, troubleshot 5 programming issues and started on the 2020 budget. Booyah! | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejvscx | Drinking a bit of alcohol before a speech. | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hey everyone.
so this Monday i need to talk for 10mins infront of 50-60 people. Last time, i was drinking just a tiny glass of whiskey, and it did help me, but it was in front of 20 people, not 60. this time i'm not sure what to do, i'm really scared and i can't even sleep. just to be clear, i normally don't drink, j... | GokuMg | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-04 11:52:03 | socialanxiety | Hey everyone. <es>so this Monday i need to talk for 10mins infront of 50-60 people.<ee> <es>Last time, i was drinking just a tiny glass of whiskey, and it did help me, but it was in front of 20 people, not 60.<ee> <efs>this time i'm not sure what to do, i'm really scared and i can't even sleep.<efe> just to be clear,... | 2 | 1 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you feel scared | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you overcome anxiety | null | true | 211 |
ei81z6 | Why is it when friends notice you're depressed they tend to express empathy but when family notices they tell you to suck it up. | 1b | rant | 1 | And they wonder why I don't want to hang out on New year's. | dimnaught | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2019-12-31 20:04:59 | depression | <rs>And they wonder why I don't want to hang out on New year's.<re> | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | spend new year alone | Why are you wanting X ? | to not hang out on new year | null | null | null | true | 2 |
elwtlu | Leave me | 0 | rant | 2 | null | AffectionateHumor7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 18:40:57 | ptsd | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
fzk68a | My toddler is helping me get through this self isolation | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Just thought i'd share a video of him
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[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5N\_w90764a4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5N_w90764a4) | HamiltonMarvel | 13 | 0 | 1 | 2020-04-11 22:08:25 | getting_over_it | Just thought i'd share a video of him &#x200B; [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5N\_w90764a4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5N_w90764a4) | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f27j5i | I'm going to try to get an order on him. | 1b | rant | 1 | Please read my last post to see my story as I'm too distressed to write it all. So I've had enough. I'm still in pain from being choked recently. Then I get these texts from abuser days later without checking on me after abusing me. Him: I will still help you with food. Him: do you need food or not. Him: come over if... | Throwawayox1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-11 12:17:19 | domesticviolence | Please read my last post to see my story as I'm too distressed to write it all. <es>So I've had enough.<ee> <es>I'm still in pain from being choked recently.<ee> <es>Then I get these texts from abuser days later without checking on me after abusing me.<ee> <es> Him: I will still help you with food. Him: do you need foo... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are trying to get a restraining order on him | null | true | 220 |
en9cqz | My mind has a hard time living in the moment | 1a | rant | 1 | When ever i have a conversation i have such a hard time concentrating, because my mind feels so clouded all the time. To the extent in which i can barely concentrate. Which in turn makes me not be able to focus or contribute to the conversation. This also makes people not want to talk to me, because i dont even give i ... | Limit_break91 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-11 16:18:00 | ptsd | <es>When ever i have a conversation i have such a hard time concentrating, because my mind feels so clouded all the time.<ee> <es>To the extent in which i can barely concentrate.<ee> <es>Which in turn makes me not be able to focus or contribute to the conversation.<ee> <efs>This also makes people not want to talk to me... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your mind feels clouded | null | true | 220 |
er2nw1 | Wait time- 5 Different stories, Help? | 0 | survey | 1 | Hi all,
I’ve asked numerous people about the wait time to take subutex (bupe) after 17-20 hours from last dosage, wait for at least few or 5 W/D symptoms to take it. I hear as soon as you feel the WD symptom, like after 6 hours..
Even more confused on how much of the subutex to take... please
Comment or message me..... | Jm_13_88 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 2020-01-19 21:31:25 | OpiatesRecovery | Hi all, <es>I’ve asked numerous people about the wait time to take subutex (bupe) after 17-20 hours from last dosage, wait for at least few or 5 W/D symptoms to take it.<ee> <es>I hear as soon as you feel the WD symptom, like after 6 hours.. <ee> <rs>Even more confused on how much of the subutex to take... please<re>... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why are you taking subutex | How did X make you feel? | taking subutex | null | null | null | true | 102 |
f4rx3g | Texts from him after choking me. I Can't wrap my head around it. | 1b | rant | 1 | null | Throwawayox1 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 2020-02-16 15:15:15 | domesticviolence | <es>Texts from him after choking me.<ee> <es>I Can't wrap my head around it.<ee> nan | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | him choking you | What do you need help with now that X? | he is texting after choking you | null | true | 200 |
ekt0wk | Politics is my PTSD now | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I found another forum and was banned within 12 hours.
He police in my town are now stalking me because I disagree with extreme politics, which somehow makes me so extreme that I must be banned from everywhere. Real life or online.
This denial of fundamental reality is literally like my 40+ years of narc family p... | Gnostictruth42 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-06 11:40:24 | ptsd | I found another forum and was banned within 12 hours. He police in my town are now stalking me because I disagree with extreme politics, which somehow makes me so extreme that I must be banned from everywhere. Real life or online. This denial of fundamental reality is literally like my 40+ years of narc family p... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f2efe4 | Does meditation help at all? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I tried meditation to help my rage and anger. It doesn't help at all. I can still feel it before the surface waiting to be let out. I am an angry person. I will admit it. Any tips to keep me calm when I feel like bursting?
Thank you | Sillysolomon | 1 | 0 | 15 | 2020-02-11 20:29:06 | Anger | <es>I tried meditation to help my rage and anger.<ee> <es>It doesn't help at all.<ee> I can still feel it before the surface waiting to be let out. <es>I am an angry person.<ee> I will admit it. <rs>Any tips to keep me calm when I feel like bursting?<re> Thank you | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what makes you angry | How did X make you feel? | all the anger and rage | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eikb0g | Adventures in ADHD: This mornings breakfast with a side of experimentation with coconut oil and alpha lipoic acid | 0 | rant | 2 | As I was taking my vitamins this morning (I take a lot, we have a rolly cart with all 3 tiers filled with vitamins) I pulled a bottle out that's not part of my usual routine: alpha lipoic acid. There's a lot of overlap between mine and my husband's vitamins but some things are individual to us. So I set the bottle asid... | quarantinevalley | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 16:42:39 | ADHD | As I was taking my vitamins this morning (I take a lot, we have a rolly cart with all 3 tiers filled with vitamins) I pulled a bottle out that's not part of my usual routine: alpha lipoic acid. There's a lot of overlap between mine and my husband's vitamins but some things are individual to us. So I set the bottle asid... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejo88x | got a guy’s number and now i want to cut | 1a | rant | 1 | i just asked a boy for his number in person and it was so nerve wracking and made me super anxious. i haven’t cut since december and have been trying to hold off, but after that i really wanted to. i don’t know if it was just the rush of emotions or the embarrassment from putting myself out there. i feel pretty stupid ... | chloemccoll | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-04 00:03:27 | selfharm | <es>i just asked a boy for his number in person.<ee><efs>it was so nerve wracking and made me super anxious.<Efe> <es>i haven’t cut since december and have been trying to hold off, but after that i really wanted to.<ee> <es>i don’t know if it was just the rush of emotions or the embarrassment from putting myself out th... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you want to cut even after getting his number | null | true | 220 |
eidmq8 | Living with people | 1c | help-seeking | 2 | This is so stupid, I don't know if it's an ADHD thing but does anyone else get super annoyed when someone else is in the room? I don't know what's wrong with me. I live with roommates and I'll be in the kitchen eating and if someone else comes in and starts doing something at the same time I get ridiculously annoyed, l... | pantagraines | 1 | 0 | 19 | 2020-01-01 03:58:00 | ADHD | <efs>This is so stupid, I don't know if it's an ADHD thing but does anyone else get super annoyed when someone else is in the room?<efe> <es>I don't know what's wrong with me.<ee> <es>I live with roommates and I'll be in the kitchen eating and if someone else comes in and starts doing something at the same time I get r... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ek443r | Why do we lie? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | My partner and kids asked my why I lie about drinking when they are clearly able to tell the minute a drop touches my lips and my constant visits to the kitchen cupboard?
Is it myself I'm trying to fool?????? | chelator79 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 2020-01-04 23:06:43 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>My partner and kids asked my why I lie about drinking when they are clearly able to tell the minute a drop touches my lips and my constant visits to the kitchen cupboard?<ee> <rs>Is it myself I'm trying to fool??????<re> | 1 | 0 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your alcohol addiction | How did X make you feel? | lying to your partner and kids | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you control your drinking | null | true | 101 |
ekmp8y | Having a moment❤️ | 1b | chitchat | 1 | Happy new year everyone.
I feel pretty good right now. My ex is in jail. I’ve decided to move out of my current apartment before his release. I may go as far as moving hours away from my current city. I can always come back to visit and when I do I’ll be too busy with friends to worry about running into him. I know wi... | Xochi-bunny | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-06 01:39:01 | domesticviolence | Happy new year everyone. I feel pretty good right now. My ex is in jail. I’ve decided to move out of my current apartment before his release. I may go as far as moving hours away from my current city. I can always come back to visit and when I do I’ll be too busy with friends to worry about running into him. I know wi... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
el6vce | I am filled with so much shame and regret from drinking | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | The past Christmas was one of the worst moments of my life. I am only 17 and managed to get black out drunk and throw up at a family Christmas Eve party. I guess I locked myself in the bathroom and needed someone to help me in the shower, I don’t remember that. The next day I was filled with so much confusion, regret, ... | herher2222 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-07 05:18:02 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>The past Christmas was one of the worst moments of my life.<ee> <es>I am only 17 and managed to get black out drunk and throw up at a family Christmas Eve party.<ee> <es>I guess I locked myself in the bathroom and needed someone to help me in the shower, I don’t remember that.<ee> <efs>The next day I was filled wit... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ewnexl | Triggered not sure if this is the right place to post. Trigger warning abuse. | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Tonight I finished reading a book, and it was not what I expected it to be. It ended up being about domestic violence.
This brought up a lot for me unexpectedly. I thought back to two times in my life when I have been strangled. The first was when I was at school and only a child, I laughed at a boy at school and he be... | Rainbowhope34 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-31 11:57:25 | domesticviolence | <es>Tonight I finished reading a book, and it was not what I expected it to be.<ee> <es>It ended up being about domestic violence.<ee> <efs>This brought up a lot for me unexpectedly.<efe> <es>I thought back to two times in my life when I have been strangled.<ee> <es>The first was when I was at school and only a child, ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
emuahn | It started with one hit | 1a | rant | 3 | I (22f) never imagined myself even trying weed. I grew up in a conservative and religious small town. I had a lot of presumptions about the drug. But then my friends were in the car and one of them took out a pen. It happened slowly. I tried it once and was fine without it for months. My first experience was very posit... | stonystrap | 1 | 0 | 31 | 2020-01-10 17:37:32 | addiction | <es>I (22f) never imagined myself even trying weed.<ee> <es>I grew up in a conservative and religious small town.<ee> <es>I had a lot of presumptions about the drug.<ee> <es>But then my friends were in the car and one of them took out a pen.<ee> <es>It happened slowly.<ee> <es>I tried it once and was fine without it fo... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
epv1ej | Is having a 0.2 BAC too drunk to consent when the other person is completely sober? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I definitely wouldn’t have done it if I was sober, but I can’t tell if it was because I was intoxicated.
I also at one point was freaked out and wanted to withdrawal consent, but I couldn’t because he put his hand over my mouth and I couldn’t talk. He stopped not long after, but it might have been because I wasn’t arou... | redpanda1703 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-17 03:56:55 | rapecounseling | <rs> Is having a 0.2 BAC too drunk to consent when the other person is completely sober?<re> <es>I definitely wouldn’t have done it if I was sober, but I can’t tell if it was because I was intoxicated.<ee> <es>I also at one point was freaked out and wanted to withdrawal consent, but I couldn’t because he put his hand o... | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the incident | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with the incident | null | true | 201 |
eiho5x | Meds | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Anybody know If sertaline can raise blood pressure? I been taking 50mg for a month and past couple of days I been getting agitated fast breathing and pins and needles and dizzy. Not sure if its cuz vaping, sertraline for diazipam? | clash2k | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 12:01:42 | Anxiety | <rs>Anybody know If sertaline can raise blood pressure?<re> <es>I been taking 50mg for a month<ee> and <efs>past couple of days I been getting agitated fast breathing and pins and needles and dizzy.<efe> <rs>Not sure if its cuz vaping, sertraline for diazepam?<re> | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you have been taking sertaline | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
ekcotk | Im 19& life feels like a rock | 1a | rant | 1 |
i've dug an hole that i, myself don't see coming out of. i honestly been in shit since day 1.
& its probably gonna get worse from here, my friends doesn't acknowledge that i exist. (barely.)
sometimes, i'm contemplating suicide . Lost my only job. | Turbo_GS430 | 6 | 0 | 20 | 2020-01-05 12:56:41 | socialanxiety | i've dug an hole that i, myself don't see coming out of. i honestly been in shit since day 1. <es>& its probably gonna get worse from here, my friends doesn't acknowledge that i exist. (barely.)<ee> sometimes, i'm contemplating suicide . <es>Lost my only job.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what is going to be worse | How did X make you feel? | your situation | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel your situation will deteriorate | null | true | 100 |
em6duq | Change and People's Opinion - What to do when people oppose your inevitable change | 1b | chitchat | 3 | This post can be seen in two ways. First, maybe people don't like it when they have to change their opinion of you because of our drive to form societies and communal bonds for protection. Within these groups, we like to keep rules and standards of living to ensure that everyone is invested in the survival of the group... | TheEmployedMoth | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-09 07:29:11 | selfhelp | This post can be seen in two ways. First, maybe people don't like it when they have to change their opinion of you because of our drive to form societies and communal bonds for protection. Within these groups, we like to keep rules and standards of living to ensure that everyone is invested in the survival of the group... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eirocv | Anxiety after travelling? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Went to Asia for three weeks and I’m day two back home feeling jet-lagged but also major anxiety.
First night just couldn’t stop the racing thoughts, second day I’m starting to realize what I’m feeling is the same feeling I had when I was a child and my mom had to leave for work trips, or when my dad dropped me off at... | chinkydiva | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 02:13:31 | Anxiety | <es>Went to Asia for three weeks and I’m day two back home feeling jet-lagged but also major anxiety.<ee> <efs>First night just couldn’t stop the racing thoughts, second day I’m starting to realize what I’m feeling is the same feeling I had when I was a child and my mom had to leave for work trips, or when my dad drop... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are feeling separation anxiety | null | true | 220 |
enlm38 | Question about my meds/bipolar disorder stuff | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Okay, so I'm bipolar 1 and I take 400 mg of abilify, 200 mg and 250 mg of valproic acid. My mental illness is really bad (I get really delusional and my mood gets pretty erratic when I'm manic) so I understand why I'm on these meds, but I just wanna know if there's any way I could get down to taking one medication bec... | Curious-Outcast | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-12 09:41:15 | mentalillness | <es>Okay, so I'm bipolar 1 and I take 400 mg of abilify, 200 mg and 250 mg of valproic acid.<ee> <rs><es>My mental illness is really bad (I get really delusional and my mood gets pretty erratic when I'm manic) so I understand why I'm on these meds, but I just wanna know if there's any way I could get down to taking on... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eihfru | Well fml... | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | mashiro1496 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 11:29:04 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
fag7te | How not to feel like shit? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I have no job, I still live with my parents on their payroll (I'm 19). I can't do anything, I'm just too lazy. I used to study pre-algebra since I fucked up my school. After my last suicide attempts I just stopped doing everything. I just watch YouTube all day. I did have episodes of laziness before as well, it's norm ... | vadimuha | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-02-27 18:12:47 | getting_over_it | <es>I have no job, I still live with my parents on their payroll (I'm 19).<ee> <es>I can't do anything, I'm just too lazy.<ee> <es>I used to study pre-algebra since I fucked up my school.<ee> <es>After my last suicide attempts I just stopped doing everything.<ee> <es>I just watch YouTube all day.<ee> <es>I did have epi... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you did the suicide attempt | How did X make you feel? | your laziness | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to do anything | null | true | 100 |
fk9orx | Ever Let Yourself Be Bored? | 0 | survey | 1 | I've been struggling with an array of mental disorders, and doing the things I used to love, like writing and videmaking. 99% of the time though, I'm just daydreaming and wasting my time. Bever really can get anything done, and I feel so guilty about it.
I read somewhere on Reddit, that sometimes it's good to just le... | DeadChristmas | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-03-17 17:54:08 | getting_over_it | I've been struggling with an array of mental disorders, and doing the things I used to love, like writing and videmaking. 99% of the time though, I'm just daydreaming and wasting my time. Bever really can get anything done, and I feel so guilty about it. I read somewhere on Reddit, that sometimes it's good to just le... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
epu8s3 | can you bring a notebook to alcoholics anonymous meetings? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Want to do some sketches while in the meetings but I don't know if it's allowed. | syobot | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-17 02:51:42 | alcoholicsanonymous | <rs>can you bring a notebook to alcoholics anonymous meetings?<re> <es>Want to do some sketches while in the meetings but I don't know if it's allowed.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you want to sketch in meetings | Why are you wanting X ? | to sketch in meetings | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eptpaw | Gain confidence | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | How can I stand up for myself and not walked over? I get so nervous and sick inside that I can’t get my point across without flustering,shaking and my heart is going to explode. | evilmuffintop23 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-17 02:08:19 | selfhelp | <rs>How can I stand up for myself and not walked over?<re> <efs>I get so nervous and sick inside that I can’t get my point across without flustering,shaking and my heart is going to explode.<efe> | 0 | 2 | 2 | What made you feel X ? | nervous and flustered | null | null | null | null | null | true | 22 |
en8osw | [Academic] Women’s Sexual Experiences in Romantic Relationships (Women, in a romantic relationship, had sex in past 4 weeks) | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Hello, I am a researcher at Western Carolina University, hoping to help us move forward in our understanding of the role support systems play in a survivor's experience and recovery.
Women, if you are in a sexually-active romantic relationship, please participate in a brief survey!
Researchers at Western Carolina Un... | Erindeed | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-11 15:25:13 | rapecounseling | Hello, I am a researcher at Western Carolina University, hoping to help us move forward in our understanding of the role support systems play in a survivor's experience and recovery. Women, if you are in a sexually-active romantic relationship, please participate in a brief survey! Researchers at Western Carolina Un... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
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