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el7zkd | Opioid Withdrawal Questions | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I’ve been taking around 30mg of roxycodone every day for a several months now and 15mg for even longer. It never really interfered with work or social engagements. I was good at my job and it actually made me more social.
Anyway I full stopped this week because it’s extremely expensive and I need to focus on my next c... | Smartest | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-07 07:00:20 | addiction | <es>I’ve been taking around 30mg of roxycodone every day for a several months now and 15mg for even longer.<ee> <es>It never really interfered with work or social engagements.<ee> I was good at my job and it actually made me more social. <es>Anyway I full stopped this week because it’s extremely expensive and I need t... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
el24y3 | Oxycontin withdrawal day 3 | 0 | survey | 1 | I'm currently on day 3 of being without oxycontin (years of usage) 80mg daily, I'm having horrible hot flashes and skin blushing; I just wanted to see if you guys had this happen before and when did they go away. I want to continue but it hurts so much. | thrownaway34678 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 2020-01-06 23:12:35 | addiction | <es>I'm currently on day 3 of being without oxycontin (years of usage) 80mg daily,<ee> <efs>I'm having horrible hot flashes and skin blushing;<efe> <rs>I just wanted to see if you guys had this happen before and when did they go away.<re> <efs>I want to continue but it hurts so much.<efe> | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you were consuming oxycontin | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would reduce your withdrawl symptoms | null | true | 121 |
ejn9jh | Almost got exposed (alternately I’m mad dumb) | 1a | rant | 1 | I’ve got scars and cuts on my arms, so like most, I cover them. Except when I’m in my room or if no one’s home because I get too warm, but I always throw on a hoodie if I’m going down stairs.
I was going downstairs to grab a few grocery bags (to purge in but that’s neither here nor there), and my mom came into the kit... | doone1776 | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-03 22:53:25 | selfharm | <es>Almost got exposed<ee> <es>I’ve got scars and cuts on my arms, so like most, I cover them.<ee> <es>Except when I’m in my room or if no one’s home because I get too warm, but I always throw on a hoodie if I’m going down stairs.<ee> <es>I was going downstairs to grab a few grocery bags (to purge in but that’s neithe... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | almost getting your scars exposed to your mom | What do you need help with now that X? | you scars were almost exposed to your mom | null | true | 200 |
eq7xje | I’m so fucked up. Saw my rapist on tinder, matched with him, he messaged me and I actually want to talk to him. | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Why the fuck am I so messed up? I actually want to respond to his messages. I never reported because I didn’t want to go through the stressful process, he knew at the time he did something wrong because he stopped talking to me. He was really high and drunk when he did it and honestly I regret telling some people who i... | goodlittlegirl99 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-17 22:52:32 | rapecounseling | <es>I’m so fucked up.<ee> <es>Saw my rapist on tinder, matched with him, he messaged me and I actually want to talk to him.<ee> <rs>Why the fuck am I so messed up?<re> <es>I actually want to respond to his messages.<ee> <es>I never reported because I didn’t want to go through the stressful process, he knew at the time ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | matching with your rapist on tinder | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eit3vm | I need some help getting an accurate picture of ADHD for a book I’m writing | 0 | survey | 1 | I’m writing a book and I want to make a character with ADHD but I want to do a good job with it. I myself do not have ADHD (although I do have an executive functioning learning disability so I understand that part) so I want to ask a couple questions. The internet has lots of information but I would like to hear things... | MarshMello2703 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 04:12:10 | ADHD | I’m writing a book and I want to make a character with ADHD but I want to do a good job with it. I myself do not have ADHD (although I do have an executive functioning learning disability so I understand that part) so I want to ask a couple questions. The internet has lots of information but I would like to hear things... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eigclq | I’m sick of my slow coordination / reflexes and am in dire need for help | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | I have heard that DCD is a co-morbid condition with people who have adhd but I’m not sure if I have it because although 99% of the time my coordination and reaction time / reflexes are far below the average human being there are some very few moments where they shift from being very slow to almost superhuman.
Has anyb... | everythingagainstme | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 08:58:38 | ADHD | <efs>I’m sick of my slow coordination / reflexes and am in dire need for help<efe> <es>I have heard that DCD is a co-morbid condition with people who have adhd but I’m not sure if I have it because although 99% of the time my coordination and reaction time / reflexes are far below the average human being there are some... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about your slow reflexes | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ekqa97 | Therapist out of the office for 2 weeks | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I am on weekly visits with my therapist. But she will be out of the office on vacation for 2 weeks. I am nervous about becoming unsteady and spiraling back to bad habits, as my visits with her have been crucial to my getting better. I’m having a hard time coping with this. Any advice? | ooser2415 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-06 06:46:35 | mentalillness | <es>I am on weekly visits with my therapist.<ee> <es>But she will be out of the office on vacation for 2 weeks.<ee> <efs>I am nervous about becoming unsteady and spiraling back to bad habits, as my visits with her have been crucial to my getting better.<efe> <es>I’m having a hard time coping with this.<ee> <rs>Any advi... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eowgp8 | I had 21 months clean yesterday on my daughters 10th birthday!! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | That’s all really. Just wanted to check in. | roraverse | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-15 03:11:01 | OpiatesRecovery | That’s all really. Just wanted to check in. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
exje5f | Overcoming trauma | 0 | help-seeking | 2 |
Hi everyone,
This is my first time posting in this subreddit. I've been having a challenging day and I was hoping to find some emotional support here. I'm 24 and just recently started graduate school in the cognitive and behavioral sciences. 12 months ago, at the beginning of January, my Dad attempted suicide. He was... | mackdad43 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-02-02 05:06:29 | getting_over_it | Hi everyone, This is my first time posting in this subreddit. <rs>I've been having a challenging day and I was hoping to find some emotional support here.<re> <es>I'm 24 and just recently started graduate school in the cognitive and behavioral sciences.<ee> <es>12 months ago, at the beginning of January, my Dad attem... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eimhkl | Would it be crazy if I wore a face masks for my plane rides to my honeymoon ? I have health anxiety | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | null | belladoll1021 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-01 19:29:53 | Anxiety | <rs>Would it be crazy if I wore a face masks for my plane rides to my honeymoon ?<re> <es>I have health anxiety<ee> nan | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your anxiety | Why are you wanting X ? | to wear face masks on plane ride | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eikvhy | A fire started in an ape enclosure in a zoo in Germany, most likely because of fireworks. It’s time to get them banned for good in the entire EU and implement serious consequences for those that still use them. They destroy and disturb wildlife and pollute our environment. It’s not worth it. | 1b | rant | 1 | null | hedgybaby | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-01 17:27:36 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eik9il | Had a public outburst for the first time last night. | 1a | rant | 2 | At least, for me it was like an outburst. I'm (24 M) normally pretty good at containing my anger, but last night I actually got pretty pissed at someone that I don't know well. I haven't done that before.
Last night being NYE, I went out to the club (a club that I frequent) with some friends, and I ended up losing the... | echoviolet | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 16:39:09 | Anger | <es>At least, for me it was like an outburst.<ee> <es>I'm (24 M) normally pretty good at containing my anger, but last night I actually got pretty pissed at someone that I don't know well. I haven't done that before.<ee> Last night being NYE, I went out to the club (a club that I frequent) with some friends, and I end... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel regretful about your outburst | null | true | 220 |
emluar | Body dysmorphic disorder question | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Does anyone know about this disorder? I’ve been looking this up and I’m confused. Everything I’ve read states that the people with this disorder only have “perceived flaws,” like someone who thinks they are very ugly but is actually good looking. What about people who have actual “flaws?” For example, a person who has ... | hashtageverythingsux | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-10 04:28:51 | mentalillness | Does anyone know about this disorder? I’ve been looking this up and I’m confused. Everything I’ve read states that the people with this disorder only have “perceived flaws,” like someone who thinks they are very ugly but is actually good looking. What about people who have actual “flaws?” For example, a person who has ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | thought | true | 0 |
eiesy0 | To everyone cutting on new years | 0 | chitchat | 1 | my heart goes out to you. I'm sorry that this is the start/end of your year, I promise it's not symbolic of the decade, it won't always be like this. to anybody who needs to hear it: take care, I guaruntee that you are loved. | satans_left_asshole | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 05:55:13 | selfharm | my heart goes out to you. I'm sorry that this is the start/end of your year, I promise it's not symbolic of the decade, it won't always be like this. to anybody who needs to hear it: take care, I guaruntee that you are loved. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ero9rf | Anger | 1a | survey | 1 | Does anyone else experience uncontrollable anger after their abuse? I find that I’ve become easily irritated. Could this be PTSD? | traciegoeswild | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-21 02:48:05 | domesticviolence | <es>Does anyone else experience uncontrollable anger after their abuse?<ee> <efs>I find that I’ve become easily irritated.<efe> <rs>Could this be PTSD?<re> | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | who abused you | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you control the anger | null | true | 121 |
eq3l3u | Someone you should not respect on this platform | 0 | rant | 1 | My small pp friend just downloaded reddit and does not use dark mode | scrappy_devil | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-17 17:37:59 | selfhelp | My small pp friend just downloaded reddit and does not use dark mode | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eiam2g | How was your year? | 0 | survey | 1 | My 2019 started off with me still talking to my ex and believing we still had a chance, to it ending with her getting engaged to her ex and my best friend dying on Thanksgiving. Nothing went as expected. How was your 2019? | _W0z | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2019-12-31 23:28:46 | depression | <es>My 2019 started off with me still talking to my ex and believing we still had a chance, to it ending with her getting engaged to her ex and my best friend dying on Thanksgiving.<ee> Nothing went as expected. How was your 2019? | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the events of 2019 | What do you need help with now that X? | you lost a close friend and your ex got engaged | null | true | 200 |
ei7i25 | The majority of suicidal people don’t actually want to die | 1b | rant | 1 | I am speaking from experience because I have been there in the past. A lot of suicidal people are suffering from a mental illness (depression, bipolar,etc) that’s making them feel that way. They didn’t do anything to cause it. They don’t want to die but just want to end their pain. It’s not their fault they feel that w... | erinwil | 2 | 0 | 16 | 2019-12-31 19:23:39 | depression | <es>I am speaking from experience because I have been there in the past.<ee> A lot of suicidal people are suffering from a mental illness (depression, bipolar,etc) that’s making them feel that way. They didn’t do anything to cause it. <rs>They don’t want to die but just want to end their pain.<re> It’s not their fault ... | 2 | 0 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | having depression or bipolar | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help relive pain | null | true | 201 |
eiue1e | A rant | 1a | rant | 2 | 1: Basically after fucking up my leg more than I should've, I put my pants back on but they had a considerable amount of blood on them, and even tho I was in my closet, there were no pants. So i had to do something risky and get up in my boys underwear (I'm a trams guy, my mom hates) and waddle to find some pants in my... | emery-is-lemony | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-02 06:09:12 | selfharm | <es>1: Basically after fucking up my leg more than I should've, I put my pants back on but they had a considerable amount of blood on them, and even tho I was in my closet, there were no pants.<ee> <es>So i had to do something risky and get up in my boys underwear (I'm a trams guy, my mom hates) and waddle to find some... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why did you cut your leg | How did X make you feel? | cutting your leg | What do you need help with now that X? | your leg hurts a lot | null | true | 100 |
ejmuae | Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuk | 1c | help-seeking | 1 | I’m unhinged.
Court is so hard.
Fuck my state for their twisted laws that victim blame. Fuck literally everyone including myself for letting myself be in a situation where I can be taken advantage of. I feel so alone
I feel like a burden on my support system. How many calls with bad news can I give. I’m shaking. I ... | beanjean8822 | 18 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-03 22:22:58 | rapecounseling | <efs>I’m unhinged. <efe> <efs>Court is so hard. <efe> <es>Fuck my state for their twisted laws that victim blame.<ee> <es>Fuck literally everyone including myself for letting myself be in a situation where I can be taken advantage of.<ee> <efs>I feel so alone.<efe> <efs> I feel like a burden on my support system.<efe>... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | you feel unhinged | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eimx1i | Long term cure | 1a | rant | 1 | I'm coming out of a "digression" my plan is now to make sure it does not happen again. Iblogaine is not my best hope. I plan to use it asap. I'm moving to California soon so at least I will be closer to Tijuana. I don't trust my judgement when it comes to this. I canoretty much run a company with improvement. Thi... | Zooomir | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 20:01:13 | OpiatesRecovery | <rs>I'm coming out of a "digression" my plan is now to make sure it does not happen again.<re> <rs>Iblogaine is not my best hope.<re> <rs>I plan to use it asap.<re> <es>I'm moving to California soon so at least I will be closer to Tijuana.<ee> <es>I don't trust my judgement when it comes to this.<ee> <es>I canoret... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f1896k | I made someone else angry just by being angry. | 1a | rant | 2 | So about the title, the person I made angry was my brother. But let me tell a little story to explain how I was angry.
So me and my brother were going to an abandoned golf course to smoke weed and overall have a good time. But when I was about to put the weed in the pipe... I dropped it on the ground. I panicked, and... | MothrasPrince | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-09 12:53:26 | Anger | <es>So about the title, the person I made angry was my brother.<ee> <es>But let me tell a little story to explain how I was angry. <ee> <es>So me and my brother were going to an abandoned golf course to smoke weed and overall have a good time.<ee> <es>But when I was about to put the weed in the pipe... I dropped it on... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | the incident made you angry | null | true | 220 |
eimm9m | Change seems way easier when you’re on a bender. | 1a | rant | 1 | The plan was to sleep early, get up motivated. Cause you know, I’ve got this under control. That thought is so much easier to believe when you end up binging on cocaine all night. Fuck. Try again today. | Schrodingers_Reality | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 19:39:26 | BPD | <es>The plan was to sleep early, get up motivated.<ee> <es> Cause you know, I’ve got this under control.<ee> <es> That thought is so much easier to believe when you end up binging on cocaine all night.<ee> Fuck. Try again today. | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you were binging cocaine all night | How did X make you feel? | binging cocaine all night | What do you need help with now that X? | you want to get your situation under control | null | true | 100 |
ejtnnr | Boyfriend wouldn’t let me leave and wouldn’t let me call for help | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Sorry if it’s choppy, I’m still worked up about what happened but I really need some advice.
I’ve been staying at my boyfriends apartment for a couple of months now. We were dating for 6 months and ended up taking a break for 2 months, we got back together 3 or 4 months ago. Our relationship has been kind of rough th... | issamestephanie | 2 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-04 07:37:56 | domesticviolence | <rs>Sorry if it’s choppy, I’m still worked up about what happened but I really need some advice. <re> <es>I’ve been staying at my boyfriends apartment for a couple of months now.<ee> <es>We were dating for 6 months and ended up taking a break for 2 months, we got back together 3 or 4 months ago.<ee> <es>Our relationsh... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you felt about the incident | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ejli0x | Yes, please! | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | Rusty8383 | 977 | 0 | 32 | 2020-01-03 20:48:19 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eiix4i | Martin Czerny - Empty Memories [Sad Cello & Piano] | 0 | chitchat | 3 | null | Liutasil111 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 14:34:53 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejpq8x | "stop doing it for attention" | 1a | rant | 1 | so yesterday i was with my best friend (she doesn't cut) and out of nowhere she asks me why i cut. i was really shocked and didn't really know how to respond. then she told me to "stop doing it for attention"
after i got home, the first thing i did was cut my arms. i just felt so guilty and didn't know any better way ... | GothickMess | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-04 01:55:45 | selfharm | <es>so yesterday i was with my best friend (she doesn't cut) and out of nowhere she asks me why i cut.<ee> <efs>i was really shocked and didn't really know how to respond.<efe> <es>then she told me to "stop doing it for attention"<ee> <es>after i got home, the first thing i did was cut my arms.<ee> <efs>i just felt so... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you felt shocked by your friend's words | null | true | 220 |
eiqhsj | I’m just sad | 0 | rant | 1 | null | LazyTaurus_ | 1 | 0 | 17 | 2020-01-02 00:38:09 | sad | <efs>I’m just sad<efe> nan | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | sad | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel | What can help you overcome X ? | your sadness | null | true | 10 |
el6bdb | Nothing I’ve tried helped! Some advice pls! | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I’ve had a temper issue ever since I could remember. It started developing a bit more obviously when I turned 14.
I’m 20 now and when I get mad. I get REALLY mad. It’s freaking explosive as heck and all I can see is red, I can’t think straight, I hurt anyone in front of me, and I even hurt myself. After the raging fit,... | nooneimanon | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-07 04:31:42 | Anger | <es>I’ve had a temper issue ever since I could remember.<ee> <es>It started developing a bit more obviously when I turned 14.<ee> <es>I’m 20 now and when I get mad.<ee> <es>I get REALLY mad.<ee> <es>It’s freaking explosive as heck and all I can see is red, I can’t think straight, I hurt anyone in front of me, and I eve... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
em8h07 | Binge Drinking and the Choking Chimp | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | drunkmummysobermummy | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-09 11:38:33 | alcoholicsanonymous | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ejs6kz | Every part of my body is stressed. | 1a | rant | 1 | AP English was a mistake. I can't anymore. My last essay was a total flop and it's devastating. I worked so hard. I was so proud. I got a 72%. Now I have a partner essay to do and my partner has gotten so much done and now I'm so afraid to work on it, but my partner is texting me constantly. I'm sorry, I just can't rig... | Wolfumus | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-04 05:12:11 | mentalillness | AP English was a mistake. I can't anymore. <es>My last essay was a total flop and it's devastating.<ee> I worked so hard. I was so proud. I got a 72%. <es>Now I have a partner essay to do and my partner has gotten so much done and now I'm so afraid to work on it, but my partner is texting me constantly.<ee> <efs>I'm so... | 2 | 1 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about the essay | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you now that you are afraid to work on the essay | null | true | 211 |
ei6xa3 | Happy new year my guys love you all x | 1a | rant | 2 | That's the decade done! Bloody hell it's been a rollercoaster and if I'm honest I ain't looking forward to the next one, just sitting here hating myself for mot joining my family in watching a film and wondering why no one will ever text me back (not important I know but tell my low self esteem that) just had to wuss o... | rstar345 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 18:42:26 | ADHD | That's the decade done! <es>Bloody hell it's been a rollercoaster and if I'm honest I ain't looking forward to the next one.<ee> <efs>just sitting here hating myself for mot joining my family in watching a film and wondering why no one will ever text me back (not important I know but tell my low self esteem that).<efe>... | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why the previous decade was a rollercoaster | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the firework display made you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | the previous decade was a rollercoaster | null | true | 110 |
epnucv | Had a life changing beginning of decade. | 1a | rant | 2 | So, I messed up really bad. I didn't pass a final exam that was my last chance to stay in University. The worst part is that it was my last assignature, the very last one. I already had my graduation party, already started the process to get my degree. Man, did I try hard to pass.
I'm 23 years old, so I don't e... | arandrade | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-16 19:03:37 | selfhelp | <es>So, I messed up really bad.<ee> <es>I didn't pass a final exam that was my last chance to stay in University.<ee> <es>The worst part is that it was my last assignature, the very last one.<ee> <es>I already had my graduation party, already started the process to get my degree.<ee> <es>Man, did I try hard to pa... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to get a graduation degree | null | true | 220 |
ei8rn1 | Ex back in touch with his ex girlfriend. | 1b | rant | 1 | He wouldn’t step up for me and our family. But he’s chatting to her. Why did he bother telling me how much he loved me all that time? Why didn’t he just let me move on? | Klum13 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2019-12-31 21:00:21 | BPD | <es>Ex back in touch with his ex girlfriend.<ee> <es>He wouldn’t step up for me and our family.<ee> <es>But he’s chatting to her.<ee> <es>Why did he bother telling me how much he loved me all that time?<ee> <es>Why didn’t he just let me move on?<ee> | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your ex talking with his ex girlfriend | What do you need help with now that X? | your ex didn't let you move on | null | true | 200 |
eih0zj | Probably my last year on earth | 0 | rant | 1 |
Somethings gotta give. I have crippling anhedonia and anxiety that causes my “recovered” eating disorder brain to be obsessed with food. I have schizoid personality disorder and am on adderall so I have no chance of joining the army soon and I just want out
Happy New Years | Lordd_Humungous | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 10:31:47 | Anxiety | Somethings gotta give. <es>I have crippling anhedonia and anxiety that causes my “recovered” eating disorder brain to be obsessed with food.<ee> <es>I have schizoid personality disorder and am on adderall so I have no chance of joining the army soon and I just want out<ee> Happy New Years | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your anxiety and anhedonia | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to join the army | null | true | 200 |
em1692 | BPD, depression, & derealization has made me forget who I am, any advice? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I’ve been in a dark spot for a while. I’ve had my ups and downs in the past 4 years, but overall my life has kind of gone to shit. I was in a string of abusive relationships at a really young age which I realize has really fucked me up. when I was 14 I was dating a 20 year old (YIKES. I know) for about a year, I was al... | xosvain_ | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 23:50:39 | mentalillness | <rs><es>BPD, depression, & derealization has made me forget who I am, any advice?<ee><re> <es>I’ve been in a dark spot for a while.<ee> <es>I’ve had my ups and downs in the past 4 years, but overall my life has kind of gone to shit.<ee> <es>I was in a string of abusive relationships at a really young age which I realiz... | 2 | 0 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | bpd and depression | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with bpd | null | true | 201 |
eqocfq | Why can't my teammates just be KIND for once in video games? | 1b | rant | 1 | So I received a 14-game suspension in League of Legends for toxicity. I was spewing toxic venom from my keyboard because my teammtes were shittalkking me and I exploded. I'm dead sick of people being rude, mean-ass shitheads everywhere I go. Why can't there be civility? | Midwestern_Ghost | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-18 23:33:51 | Anger | <es>So I received a 14-game suspension in League of Legends for toxicity.<ee> <es>I was spewing toxic venom from my keyboard because my teammtes were shittalkking me and I exploded.<ee> <efs>I'm dead sick of people being rude, mean-ass shitheads everywhere I go.<efe> Why can't there be civility? | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how your teammates behaviour make you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you are sick of people being rude | null | true | 210 |
el9fpa | Became something I never wanted to be... | 1a | rant | 2 | Hey guys,
I'm not sure where to start, but maybe just send some positive encouragement this way?
Ice is seriously nothing you want to get into it. It's fun in the beginning that 1 or 2 times, but when Tina gets ahold of you and digs her nails deep into you... you're addicted. I was the person who kept saying "No, I... | throwinawaymylife202 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-07 09:40:40 | addiction | Hey guys, I'm not sure where to start, but maybe just send some positive encouragement this way? <es>Ice is seriously nothing you want to get into it.<ee> <es>It's fun in the beginning that 1 or 2 times, but when Tina gets ahold of you and digs her nails deep into you... you're addicted.<ee> <es>I was the person wh... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you want to control your addiction | null | true | 221 |
ekgpuv | It’s my bday and I feel pretty much worthless | 1a | rant | 1 | Got yelled at for not wanting to celebrate this year, my dad doesn’t give a single fuck about me and I feel like I didn’t accomplish anything in well now 14 years of me living my life.
I‘m just feeling sad and empty but hey life is like that can’t change anything about that | chacharealsad | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-05 18:18:52 | sad | <es>Got yelled at for not wanting to celebrate this year, my dad doesn’t give a single fuck about me.<ee> <efs>I feel like I didn’t accomplish anything in well now 14 years of me living my life.<efe> <efs>I‘m just feeling sad and empty but hey life is like that can’t change anything about that<efe> | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you feel you didn't accomplish anything | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel sad and empty | null | true | 120 |
emt32l | 56 days in, can I tell my friends I'm sober? | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | My sponsor has been very adamant from the start that I can't tell anyone in my life I'm sober. I didn't take her advice when it came to my family, I felt I needed their support, especially since my mom and grandma have over 30 years in recovery.
So far, I've taken my sponsors advice when it comes to not telling my clo... | recoveringwilling | 1 | 0 | 19 | 2020-01-10 16:13:36 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>My sponsor has been very adamant from the start that I can't tell anyone in my life I'm sober.<ee> I didn't take her advice when it came to my family, I felt I needed their support, especially since my mom and grandma have over 30 years in recovery.<ee> <efs>So far, I've taken my sponsors advice when it comes to n... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eknrw4 | 4 Days Sober | 1a | rant | 3 | { I’m honestly surprised I’m even posting again on reddit, after the other day. I’ve came to realize the *internet and world* is full of arrogant and unforgiving assholes. Who don’t deserve to know mine or for that matter anyone’s story... My only hope is that maybe this helps someone who’s also struggling, and if anyo... | Andy553 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-06 03:03:20 | addiction | { I’m honestly surprised I’m even posting again on reddit, after the other day. I’ve came to realize the *internet and world* is full of arrogant and unforgiving assholes. Who don’t deserve to know mine or for that matter anyone’s story... My only hope is that maybe this helps someone who’s also struggling, and if anyo... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ej8gjn | I started a new relationship and I'm struggling already | 1a | rant | 2 | I started a relationship with a guy I've been dating for maybe a month but we really, really hit it off and he's so lovely. But my BPD has already shown it's ugly head and it's draining keeping my symptoms to myself.
He knows I have BPD, but he has no clue what it is and has never asked about it, we don't ever talk ab... | throwaway6244295 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-03 02:09:59 | BPD | <es>I started a relationship with a guy I've been dating for maybe a month but we really, really hit it off and he's so lovely.<ee> <es>But my BPD has already shown it's ugly head and it's draining keeping my symptoms to myself.<ee> <es>He knows I have BPD, but he has no clue what it is and has never asked about it, w... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to control your toxic traits | null | true | 220 |
ej8869 | Gonna wreck both my thighs tonight. | 1a | rant | 1 | I feel horrible... That's why I'm continuing this. It -in a weird way- does help me, in some ways. Mainly I think it's because I'm tricking into thinking it works. It just releives stress from the previous self harm session where I worry about if people can see my scars, and it just continues. Cut, worry, cut, worry. O... | emery-is-lemony | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 01:51:55 | selfharm | <efs>I feel horrible...<efe> <es>That's why I'm continuing this.<ee> <es>It -in a weird way- does help me, in some ways.<ee> <es>Mainly I think it's because I'm tricking into thinking it works.<ee> <es>It just releives stress from the previous self harm session where I worry about if people can see my scars, and it jus... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are worrying about people seeing your scars | null | true | 220 |
eirysb | Super tempted to use | 1a | rant | 1 | I have a month and 25 days and for
Some reasond my cravings have become absolutely insane & ive been considering picking up a couple oxys the past couple days. I dont know why my cravings have gotten this intense all of the sudden but i feel like getting clean for me has always been this cycle of feeling great for ... | spookytrashcat | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-02 02:36:46 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I have a month and 25 days and for Some reasond my cravings have become absolutely insane & ive been considering picking up a couple oxys the past couple days.<ee> <efs>I dont know why my cravings have gotten this intense all of the sudden but i feel like getting clean for me has always been this cycle of feeli... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to control your urge to take drugs | null | true | 220 |
ei9ihs | Why is everything so sexual? | 1b | rant | 1 | This is kind of personal. But ever since I stopped watching porn, I've noticed that everything I see in modern day life is overly sexual. Like ads on tv, movies, cartoon and most importantly people in real life being overly flirtatious. I feel like I'm in hell. | princessoflife868 | 1 | 0 | 100 | 2019-12-31 22:00:23 | depression | This is kind of personal. <es>But ever since I stopped watching porn, I've noticed that everything I see in modern day life is overly sexual.<ee> <es>Like ads on tv, movies, cartoon and most importantly people in real life being overly flirtatious.<ee><efs> I feel like I'm in hell.<efe> | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel everything you see is sexual | null | true | 210 |
eonpnt | I've had the worst 2 days and I feel so done and just want to destroy my body | 1a | rant | 1 | Yesterday i had extreme pain and had to get a partially expelled iud removed and slept all day because of the pain meds then i was up all night and self bruised 60 times and then this morning my emotional support pet died from cardiac arrest and then i was late to my doctor appointment because of that and then I figure... | green-egg-and-ham | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-14 16:42:22 | mentalillness | <es>I've had the worst 2 days and I feel so done and just want to destroy my body<ee> <es>Yesterday i had extreme pain and had to get a partially expelled iud removed and slept all day because of the pain meds<ee> <es>then i was up all night and self bruised 60 times and then this morning my emotional support pet died ... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the events of past 2 days | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel exasperated by the events | null | true | 200 |
emfme5 | I think my mom is in an abusive relationship and I don't know what to do. | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | Hello everyone,
I would like some advice on a situation.
I (33) think my mother (in her 60's) might be in an abusive relationship with her boyfriend. Telling the whole story would be very long, but the major red flag was yesterday.
She called me because she needed help to set up a new email adress, and how to private... | Buddieldin | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-09 20:43:22 | domesticviolence | Hello everyone, <rs>I would like some advice on a situation.<re> <es>I (33) think my mother (in her 60's) might be in an abusive relationship with her boyfriend.<ee> <es>Telling the whole story would be very long, but the major red flag was yesterday.<ee> <es>She called me because she needed help to set up a new emai... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ei6st6 | AA Cliques | 1c | rant | 1 | Are pathetic. I'll keep this short and sweet. I've noticed AA has it's cool kids club. If you're working the steps, have a sponsor and are moderately attractive, you are part of the cool kids clique of AA. If you don't work the steps, if you don't have a sponsor, you are an outcast.
All I can say is, I hope it pisses... | I_am_a_florida_man | 1 | 0 | 26 | 2019-12-31 18:33:34 | alcoholicsanonymous | Are pathetic. I'll keep this short and sweet. I've noticed AA has it's cool kids club. If you're working the steps, have a sponsor and are moderately attractive, you are part of the cool kids clique of AA. If you don't work the steps, if you don't have a sponsor, you are an outcast. All I can say is, I hope it pisses... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ekvirc | idk what is happening | 1a | rant | 1 | today my family gave me a gift and a stocking full of junk food and i just cant appreciate it. i wanted to cry so bad. i dont wanna sound ungrateful but i feel like i dont deserve it and i also dont want them to spend their money for me. | astroironman | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-06 15:24:13 | selfhelp | <es>today my family gave me a gift and a stocking full of junk food and i just cant appreciate it.<ee> <efs>i wanted to cry so bad.<efe> <efs>i dont wanna sound ungrateful but i feel like i dont deserve it and i also dont want them to spend their money for me.<efe> | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you feel undeserving of the gift | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel undeserving of the gift | null | true | 120 |
eifp90 | It turns out, that I not only moved in next to a children’s hospital when I moved in November: I moved in next door to an addiction clinic. Today, 1/1, marks eight years sober. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | One that’s been in business since 1980. Now I really have no excuse to not go to group therapy on a regular basis. They take my insurance. Today I will be making a new resolution to work on maintaining my sobriety so I don’t lose all my hard work. | Christiannan | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-01 07:35:55 | OpiatesRecovery | One that’s been in business since 1980. Now I really have no excuse to not go to group therapy on a regular basis. They take my insurance. Today I will be making a new resolution to work on maintaining my sobriety so I don’t lose all my hard work. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ei9p42 | had a dream that had blades and maybe cutting | 1a | rant | 1 | i cant fucking stop thinking about cutting... i really want to relapse but alas i have no tools
i remember the blades clearly but the memory of cutting is faint in the dream so it may not have happened | throwuawayonabridge | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 22:15:02 | selfharm | <es>i cant fucking stop thinking about cutting...<ee> <es>i really want to relapse but alas i have no tools <ee> <es>i remember the blades clearly but the memory of cutting is faint in the dream so it may not have happened<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are thinking about cutting yourself | How did X make you feel? | the thoughts of self harm | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to control the thoughts of self harm | null | true | 100 |
ejnqtk | RED JANUARY 2020 MIND CHARITY Hello, You can help Brian Hatwell raise money for this great cause by donating directly to their fundraising page - | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | bhatwell | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 23:28:53 | mentalillness | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f1wt6r | When to tell...... | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hey question, I had a incident a long time ago (like 10 years) in which I was sexually assaulted. I was in denial for a long time and there was a lot of crazy fallout (years' worth) but in retrospect it was a pretty obvious case, police-reportable etc. I have sometimes told guys I dated in the past but doing so, in one... | 2meirl5meirl | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-10 20:59:38 | rapecounseling | <es>Hey question, I had a incident a long time ago (like 10 years) in which I was sexually assaulted.<ee> <es>I was in denial for a long time and there was a lot of crazy fallout (years' worth) but in retrospect it was a pretty obvious case, police-reportable etc.<ee> <es>I have sometimes told guys I dated in the past ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ex906q | Domestic Violence of Sport Stars | 0 | chitchat | 2 | null | CultistHeadpiece | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-01 16:58:10 | domesticviolence | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ei71oe | Got invited to spend New Year's Eve with my friends and I said no | 1a | rant | 1 | I've been wearing the same clothes for a week and I've left my bed like 5 times to eat and pee. I look awful, smell awful and feel awful and nobody needs a dirty depressed person like me around on one of the biggest parties of the year so I just said no.
I don't want them to ask me how I've been or hear how they've b... | noddy-irl | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2019-12-31 18:51:33 | depression | I've been wearing the same clothes for a week and I've left my bed like 5 times to eat and pee. <es><efs>I look awful, smell awful and feel awful and nobody needs a dirty depressed person like me around on one of the biggest parties of the year so I just said no. <efe><ee> <rs>I don't want them to ask me how I've been... | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you feel are depressed | Can you elaborate more on X ? | you feel awful and depressed | null | null | null | true | 112 |
eonhl8 | I keep pulling at my hair | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | First of all: it’s not trich, but I can’t find anything else online about it. I don’t pull my hair out, I just touch it. It’s a nervous tic.
Anyway, it’s really annoying, but I keep touching my hair and I’m scared people are gonna think I’m crazy if I keep touching it. It might be an anxiety thing, whatever, but my p... | beewoop | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-14 16:25:56 | mentalillness | <es>I keep pulling at my hair<es> <es>First of all: it’s not trich, but I can’t find anything else online about it.<ee> <es>I don’t pull my hair out, I just touch it.<ee> <es>It’s a nervous tic.<ee> <efs>Anyway, it’s really annoying, but I keep touching my hair and I’m scared people are gonna think I’m crazy if I ke... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how pulling your hair makes you feel | null | null | title | true | 212 |
eiw4kb | It's 2:30 am and I can't sleep. | 1a | rant | 1 | I don't know what to do because I can't sleep and I feel like I have to lay here so I don't wake anyone up. Its making it worse to not do anything and I'm honestly exhausted but everytime I close my eyes my heart starts racing and I keep thinking of all the shit that could happen and everything that can go wrong.
I t... | JustStardustXO | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 09:27:53 | Anxiety | <es>I don't know what to do because I can't sleep and I feel like I have to lay here so I don't wake anyone up.<ee> <efs>Its making it worse to not do anything and I'm honestly exhausted but everytime I close my eyes my heart starts racing and I keep thinking of all the shit that could happen and everything that can go... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your ADHD medicines | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to sleep properly | null | true | 120 |
ej8wm1 | Anyone here tried hypnosis? | 0 | survey | 1 | Dont want to start SSRI again, i hate these pills, anyone had a succesful story with hypnosis?
Thankyou | H0p3z | 2 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-03 02:44:33 | socialanxiety | <rs>Dont want to start SSRI again, i hate these pills, anyone had a succesful story with hypnosis?<re> Thankyou | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | avoid SSRI | What caused you to need X ? | hypnosis | null | null | null | true | 2 |
eors2c | Ive Lived with Anxiety for 25+ years, today Im finally doing something to make my future better. | 1a | rant | 2 | Ill keep it short, I Never Knew I had severe anxiety, always thought that my thoughts were normal and ill get over it. A lot of it was instilled In me by my mother, she showed her anxiety all the time. So When my Wife went to her OBGYN Appointment almost a year ago, they brought her back first to make sure she was okay... | hx1024 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-14 21:25:15 | mentalillness | <es>Ill keep it short, I Never Knew I had severe anxiety, always thought that my thoughts were normal and ill get over it.<ee> <es>A lot of it was instilled In me by my mother, she showed her anxiety all the time.<ee> <es>So When my Wife went to her OBGYN Appointment almost a year ago, they brought her back first to ma... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | separation anxiety | What do you need help with now that X? | separation anxiety is affecting your marriage | null | true | 200 |
ejjof2 | Other insights | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Made a post a while back discussing some of the insights I have had as I have greatly curtailed my drinking (I did drink on new years). One thing that just popped up for me as I was exercising is that I have lived a life where I am always putting things off into an indefinite future. I am not sure if I would sum it up ... | nofancyname123 | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-03 18:43:58 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Made a post a while back discussing some of the insights I have had as I have greatly curtailed my drinking (I did drink on new years).<ee> <es>One thing that just popped up for me as I was exercising is that I have lived a life where I am always putting things off into an indefinite future.<ee> <es>I am not sure i... | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | being sober | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you catch up with your life | null | true | 201 |
eorpkx | 100 days of sobriety on my 27th birthday | 0 | chitchat | 3 | The greatest gift I've been given is the opportunity to lead a new life.
Sobriety, AA membership especially, is like slapping a BC/AD demarcation on the timeline of your life.
My lifelong penchant for self-destruction is in remission.
I've accepted that **I will lose anything I put before my recovery**. This is why... | MAO_PLOW | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-14 21:20:28 | alcoholicsanonymous | The greatest gift I've been given is the opportunity to lead a new life. Sobriety, AA membership especially, is like slapping a BC/AD demarcation on the timeline of your life. My lifelong penchant for self-destruction is in remission. I've accepted that **I will lose anything I put before my recovery**. This is why... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ei6v1k | Descisions | 1a | rant | 1 | Can’t decide between cutting, running away or killing myself. Why am I so damn indecisive. | bonesoftears | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2019-12-31 18:38:00 | selfharm | <es>Can’t decide between cutting, running away or killing myself.<ee> <es>Why am I so damn indecisive.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you want to harm yourself | How did X make you feel? | the thoughts of harming yourself | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having thoughts of self harm | null | true | 100 |
ejkv67 | Body art and modification is how I keep from self harm | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Like most I’ve had slip ups (2019 wasn’t a great year especially come oct/nov) but up til then it had been at least 15 years. Over those years I have used body art as a positive distraction and a safe way to avoid self harm. While I don’t suggest everyone take this route but it has for sure need a positive outlet for m... | Fader_Jockey | 6 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-03 20:04:43 | selfharm | Like most I’ve had slip ups (2019 wasn’t a great year especially come oct/nov) but up til then it had been at least 15 years. Over those years I have used body art as a positive distraction and a safe way to avoid self harm. While I don’t suggest everyone take this route but it has for sure need a positive outlet for m... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
fwqwjr | I used to have severe depression but then thought I was getting better. However things just seem to be "meh" rather than good or bad. | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I'm a 22 (almost 23) and I'm just doing my first job. I had severe depression in the last two years of college and most days were just me trying to fight with myself to get out of bed, write exams, barely make it through. I was always battling to even be a barely functioning human being, but that made me really think a... | Pseudonimous_bosch | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-04-07 19:28:34 | getting_over_it | <es>I'm a 22 (almost 23) and I'm just doing my first job.<ee> <es>I had severe depression in the last two years of college and most days were just me trying to fight with myself to get out of bed, write exams, barely make it through.<ee> <es>I was always battling to even be a barely functioning human being, but that ma... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
epiytq | As Bill Sees It, 1.16 | 0 | chitchat | 3 | A VISION OF THE WHOLE, p. 297
"Though many of us have had to struggle for sobriety, never yet has this Fellowship had to struggle for lost unity. Consequently, we sometimes take this one great gift for granted. We forget that, should we lose our unity, the millions of alcoholics who still 'do not know' might never ge... | Whtsox | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-16 12:55:51 | alcoholicsanonymous | A VISION OF THE WHOLE, p. 297 "Though many of us have had to struggle for sobriety, never yet has this Fellowship had to struggle for lost unity. Consequently, we sometimes take this one great gift for granted. We forget that, should we lose our unity, the millions of alcoholics who still 'do not know' might never ge... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eijgz6 | My husband hurt me last night and now I hate myself and want to apologize. But I didn’t do anything wrong. | 1b | rant | 2 | Yesterday was New Year’s Eve, and as usual he was playing his game. We had a friend over. Him and I were watching a YouTube video. We heard my husband saying to his friends “happy new year!” He didn’t even say it to me until it was 12:02 and he didn’t even come give me a kiss. We’ve been together for 7 years and change... | laurengray1993 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-01 15:29:22 | BPD | <es>Yesterday was New Year’s Eve, and as usual he was playing his game.<ee> <es>We had a friend over.<ee> <es>Him and I were watching a YouTube video.<ee> <es>We heard my husband saying to his friends “happy new year!”<ee> <es>He didn’t even say it to me until it was 12:02 and he didn’t even come give me a kiss.<ee> <e... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel hurt by your husband's actions | null | true | 220 |
el57lz | Im in day treatment and its hard and i fucking hate it but i have to get better and I dont know how ill do it. I feel so hopeless and tired. | 1a | rant | 1 | null | green-egg-and-ham | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-07 03:03:14 | mentalillness | <es>Im in day treatment and its hard and i fucking hate it but i have to get better and I dont know how ill do it.<ee> <efs>I feel so hopeless and tired.<efe> nan | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what you are getting treatment for | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel so hopeless about the treatment | title | true | 120 |
eo0zad | Thoughts on Compassion, Connection, Purpose & Addiction | 0 | chitchat | 4 | Today, i understand what it is to live with meaning in order to find my purpose. Today I understand that through the perspective of compassion and kindness, i can find intimate connections with family, friends, strangers, and to other human beings i do not know because I understand that we are all connected in someway.... | chazfester | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-13 07:33:06 | addiction | Today, i understand what it is to live with meaning in order to find my purpose. Today I understand that through the perspective of compassion and kindness, i can find intimate connections with family, friends, strangers, and to other human beings i do not know because I understand that we are all connected in someway.... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiun7c | A CRPG for people with motivation issues (ADHD) | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | Identitools | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 06:34:40 | ADHD | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ejhiuw | Drew’s homerun | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | Archiecornall1 | 143 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-03 16:13:33 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
exhuf5 | Not racial, but more of a lifestyle hatred | 1b | rant | 1 | Ok so, do you ever see the asshole natives in Canada that roam around acting like gangsters when in reality they’re just drug addicted greaseballs with little to no care for hygiene? The ones that Tell you to give them a smoke, they don’t ask for one like a normal person, and they get all pissy if you don’t give them y... | kingbr3aker | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-02 03:05:59 | Anger | Ok so, do you ever see the asshole natives in Canada that roam around acting like gangsters when in reality they’re just drug addicted greaseballs with little to no care for hygiene? The ones that Tell you to give them a smoke, they don’t ask for one like a normal person, and they get all pissy if you don’t give them y... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eid12w | DAE feel trapped in life? | 1a | survey | 1 | Tw: suicidal thoughts
The thought of being here for another year has me wanting to throw up, yet alone another fucking decade. The only reason I don't kill myself is my mom, siblings, and cats. Everyone else would get over it. I'm just exhausted by living and see no point, I've always been tired, but god damn I'm ov... | caffeinatedpixie | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-01 02:58:18 | BPD | <es>Tw: suicidal thoughts <ee> <es>The thought of being here for another year has me wanting to throw up, yet alone another fucking decade.<ee> <es>The only reason I don't kill myself is my mom, siblings, and cats.<ee> <es>Everyone else would get over it.<ee> <efs>I'm just exhausted by living and see no point, I've al... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why the thought of being here makes you throw up | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel exhausted | null | true | 120 |
ei9wor | All of that preparation just for your voice to crack as soon as you say “here” | 0 | rant | 1 | null | xxyy123123 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2019-12-31 22:32:12 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eljzz4 | My boyfriend of 7 years (who I started dating at 14) dumped me after a few months of being “poly,” I dropped out of school, I’m broke after a rough job transition, and I’m mentally ill. | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Title says most of it. My ex and I decided to be poly after he had been pressuring me into a threesome for over a year. After six months of that, he became completely detached, especially after finding someone new. A month ago we moved into separate rooms but we’re still in the same house. My heart breaks every time I ... | liltofugirl | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-07 23:44:22 | mentalillness | <es>My boyfriend of 7 years (who I started dating at 14) dumped me after a few months of being “poly,” I dropped out of school, I’m broke after a rough job transition, and I’m mentally ill.<ee> Title says most of it. <es>My ex and I decided to be poly after he had been pressuring me into a threesome for over a year.<ee... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you overcome the grief of breakup | null | true | 221 |
eyy4l5 | New Meds and Depression Resurgence | 0 | rant | 3 | I've been depressed in some capacity since I was 14. I didn't recognize it for what it was for many years, but at age 24 I decided to see a doctor and get help. They prescribed Celexa. That helped me get the motivation I needed to make positive life changes.
Last summer I felt good. I had felt good before then, but i... | kallenboone | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-04 22:11:25 | getting_over_it | <es>I've been depressed in some capacity since I was 14.<ee> <es>I didn't recognize it for what it was for many years, but at age 24 I decided to see a doctor and get help.<ee> <es>They prescribed Celexa.<ee> <es>That helped me get the motivation I needed to make positive life changes.<ee> <efs>Last summer I felt goo... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with the effects of Zoloft | null | true | 221 |
eiedfh | Happy new year ! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I feel on top of the world right now . I want to share this feeling with every single one of you . No matter what happens this week , this month , this new year , you will get through it! Do something that makes you happy tonight. Big or small ! | Space-bunny- | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 05:11:29 | BPD | I feel on top of the world right now . I want to share this feeling with every single one of you . No matter what happens this week , this month , this new year , you will get through it! Do something that makes you happy tonight. Big or small ! | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ei7ee5 | Recently Diagnosed- any advice? | 0 | survey | 1 | I am currently in my 2nd year of undergrad and was diagnosed with ADHD this past semester. After trying a couple different medications, I am now taking Ritalin IR. The results have been incredible- not as many break downs over grades and my days simply seem more straightforward and easier. As I start this next semester... | alyssaj99 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2019-12-31 19:16:27 | ADHD | <es>I am currently in my 2nd year of undergrad and was diagnosed with ADHD this past semester.<ee> <es>After trying a couple different medications, I am now taking Ritalin IR.<ee> <es>The results have been incredible- not as many break downs over grades and my days simply seem more straightforward and easier.<ee> <rs>A... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | taking Ritalin IR | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eikybh | Came home from working crying. Threw up. Already started drinking. It makes it easier to do more | 1a | rant | 1 | It's not like anybody notices or would either notice. I don't went them to notice. When I was younger, I hurt nyarkg so badly I bled through several layers of clothing, and the Dr they took me to berated me, saying I just didn't it for attention. I argued that I'm a bad person, and this is eh t I deserve. I deserve for... | StrawberryPumpkins | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 17:33:43 | selfharm | <es>Came home from working crying.<ee> <es>Threw up.<ee> <es>Already started drinking.<ee> <es>It makes it easier to do more<ee> <es>It's not like anybody notices or would either notice.<ee> <es>I don't went them to notice.<ee> <es>When I was younger, I hurt nyarkg so badly I bled through several layers of clothing, an... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how did the work make you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you were feeling sad after coming from work | null | true | 210 |
eikh5y | I don’t think I can go back to work | 1b | rant | 1 | Yesterday I went to work like any other day. I was called into the office shortly after which made me anxious. I was sat in a corner of the room with two of my bosses facing me. That’s when they asked if I was under the influence. I said no that I’m usually just tired as I don’t sleep much. They asked why if I had any ... | rainbowunicorn199 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 16:56:32 | ptsd | <es>Yesterday I went to work like any other day.<ee> <es>I was called into the office shortly after which made me anxious.<ee> <es>I was sat in a corner of the room with two of my bosses facing me.<ee> <es>That’s when they asked if I was under the influence.<ee> <es>I said no that I’m usually just tired as I don’t slee... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you felt overwhelmed talking about your PTSD | null | true | 220 |
ejorwh | Why do I miss the man who sexually assaulted me? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I miss him. I miss him so much. I reported him to my campus, and they're about to finalize their findings for the investigation. I was aroused when he assaulted me. Even though I kept saying no and pushing his hands away over and over and over. I think I liked the assault. Was it even assault? Maybe I half wante... | choosehappiness_ | 6 | 0 | 24 | 2020-01-04 00:42:45 | rapecounseling | I miss him. I miss him so much. I reported him to my campus, and they're about to finalize their findings for the investigation. I was aroused when he assaulted me. Even though I kept saying no and pushing his hands away over and over and over. I think I liked the assault. Was it even assault? Maybe I half wante... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eqhe1o | I’m not angry at you - I’m angry at my anger | 1a | rant | 1 | I’m angry at how it chokes me for the smallest mistakes
Like an angry ribcage
A corset that’s tied too tightly
I wish I knew why I do it to myself
But I don’t | dfghhjjttffffhhffddr | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-18 15:03:16 | Anger | I’m angry at how it chokes me for the smallest mistakes Like an angry ribcage A corset that’s tied too tightly I wish I knew why I do it to myself But I don’t | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eikyda | How do you deal when overwhelmed and feel like crying . | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I've got a couple of important things to do today.
Anyone else that have committed themselves to something get the overwhelmed feeling that if someone's asks me how I'm doing, I will start crying?
I hate this feeling. I have not figured out a way to "calm" this storm.
Anxiety and me are not friends today for sure!... | Onegoofydad | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 17:33:49 | Anxiety | <es>I've got a couple of important things to do today. <ee> <efs>Anyone else that have committed themselves to something get the overwhelmed feeling that if someone's asks me how I'm doing, I will start crying? <efe> <efs>I hate this feeling.<efe> I have not figured out a way to "calm" this storm. <es>Anxiety and me... | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the important things made you anxious | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would reduce the overwhelming feeling | null | true | 121 |
eymc7f | gf said she was raped | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Hello So I’m with my gf for almost 2 years now , i found out while going through her phone that she was messaging her friends about having sex with a guy couple months before meeting me and she told me that she had never had sex with anyone before me so I confronted her and she started crying and saying he raped her, b... | SpareOpposite5 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 2020-02-04 07:13:25 | rapecounseling | <es>Hello So I’m with my gf for almost 2 years now , i found out while going through her phone that she was messaging her friends about having sex with a guy couple months before meeting me and she told me that she had never had sex with anyone before me so I confronted her and she started crying and saying he raped he... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you trust your girlfriend | null | true | 221 |
eofpjn | Does this count? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Am I a alcoholic in the sense every time I drink I can’t stop and I have a meltdown. I vowed to never drink because how much pain it caused my childhood. | FrostCA11 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-14 03:41:43 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Am I a alcoholic in the sense every time I drink I can’t stop and I have a meltdown.<ee> <es>I vowed to never drink because how much pain it caused my childhood.<ee> | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | drinking | What do you need help with now that X? | you have a meltdown everytime you drink | null | true | 200 |
el74tp | Who Are You? | 0 | chitchat | 3 |
As I was reading *The Daily Stoic* this morning, I came across a question that I have been asked and asked myself hundreds of times over the course of my life; who are you?
If you haven’t had a chance to pickup a copy of Ryan Holiday and Stephen Hanselman’s [*The Daily Stoic*](https://www.amazon.com/Daily-Stoic-Me... | HonestHitchhiker | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 05:41:09 | selfhelp | As I was reading *The Daily Stoic* this morning, I came across a question that I have been asked and asked myself hundreds of times over the course of my life; who are you? If you haven’t had a chance to pickup a copy of Ryan Holiday and Stephen Hanselman’s [*The Daily Stoic*](https://www.amazon.com/Daily-Stoic-Me... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
es4f4o | This time i will fix it | 1a | chitchat | 1 |
For a long time i was able to handle all depression episodes and self worth issues by overworking myself. Last week, after short time of extreme happiness, it all went into clusterf..k and i am back at therapist.
I was there already for over a year but was never able to talk about real issues. I would always find ... | dev-depress | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-22 01:09:35 | selfhelp | <es>For a long time i was able to handle all depression episodes and self worth issues by overworking myself.<ee> <es>Last week, after short time of extreme happiness, it all went into clusterf..k and i am back at therapist. <ee> <es>I was there already for over a year but was never able to talk about real issues.<... | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your depression episodes | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you solve your real issues that cause depression | null | true | 201 |
ene0ji | I’m eight hours clean. What now? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Yeah so the title covers it. What are the first withdrawal symptoms gonna be? I feel like I’m getting a cold and I can’t tell if that’s for real or if it’s me withdrawing. What are good tips for not fixating on it? I’m trying to think of anything else. Gonna watch some tv. Idk, I’m just trying to occupy my mind.
I’m ... | mind_flayed | 1 | 0 | 27 | 2020-01-11 21:59:48 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I’m eight hours clean.<ee> <rs>What now?<re> Yeah so the title covers it. <rs>What are the first withdrawal symptoms gonna be?<re> <efs>I feel like I’m getting a cold and I can’t tell if that’s for real or if it’s me withdrawing.<efe> <rs>What are good tips for not fixating on it?<re> <es>I’m trying to think of any... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eicwjr | I had a fight with my best friend | 1b | rant | 1 | Or former best friend. He’s been so rude to my group of friends the past two months so I finally snapped at him. I was rational when I was ranting and he really didn’t say anything. My mind is telling me to cut myself again. I’m about to be 3 months clean but I feel like I’m going to relapse. I’ve proved to my mum and ... | ImHereForMemes89 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 02:45:55 | selfharm | <es>I had a fight with my best friend<ee> <es>Or former best friend.<ee> <es>He’s been so rude to my group of friends the past two months so I finally snapped at him.<ee> <es>I was rational when I was ranting and he really didn’t say anything.<ee> <es>My mind is telling me to cut myself again.<ee> <efs>I’m about to be ... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the fight with your friend | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel you are going to relapse due to the fight | null | true | 210 |
eze8vs | Any advice? (Long post Fyi) | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | My husband and I have been married for about 3 years (he's 22 and I'm 21).
Throughout this time he's been struggling with severe depression and anxiety. I never went into this relationship thinking I could "fix" him or even assuming that he would get better. I love him for who he is.
Throughout the past 3 years the... | Witchy_Woman32 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-05 18:47:54 | getting_over_it | <es>My husband and I have been married for about 3 years (he's 22 and I'm 21). <ee> <es>Throughout this time he's been struggling with severe depression and anxiety.<ee> <es>I never went into this relationship thinking I could "fix" him or even assuming that he would get better.<ee> <es>I love him for who he is. <ee> ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your husband's decision to take hallucinogenics | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eurrlh | His parents are siding with him | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | His parents are going to every length possible to save their son from jail. They are pulling the dirtiest tactics. I want to beleive they are just in denial, but I can’t be sure. They told police I tried to poison him, false. They said I snuck in and tried to attack him. (Snuck into my own apartment btw). They continua... | Jejsiejwjwjbababsbs | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-27 18:11:14 | domesticviolence | <es>His parents are going to every length possible to save their son from jail.<ee> <es>They are pulling the dirtiest tactics.<ee> <es>I want to beleive they are just in denial, but I can’t be sure.<ee> <es>They told police I tried to poison him, false.<ee> <es>They said I snuck in and tried to attack him.<ee> <es>(Snu... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ep6xz7 | Help with motivation | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I’m slowly weaning off oxycodone after a serious injury. Is there anything to help with motivation for everyday tasks? Definitely having a hard time feeling any motivation unless I’ve taken a pill. Thanks. | Mugsygracie | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-15 19:23:39 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I’m slowly weaning off oxycodone after a serious injury.<ee> <rs>Is there anything to help with motivation for everyday tasks?<re> <efs>Definitely having a hard time feeling any motivation unless I’ve taken a pill.<efe> Thanks. | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your injury | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how weaning off oxycodone makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 112 |
enmghf | My friend needs help. What can I do? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I have a friend I've recently reconnected with who is in a bad situation and I'm scared her window of opportunity to get out somewhat safely is closing rapidly. She's 25, living out of state, no kids, and started seeing someone a year ago because she wasn't connecting with her fiance and now the guy (43) has become ve... | ghoul_squad | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-12 11:33:16 | domesticviolence | <es>I have a friend I've recently reconnected with who is in a bad situation.<ee> <efs>I'm scared her window of opportunity to get out somewhat safely is closing rapidly.<efe> <es>She's 25, living out of state, no kids, and started seeing someone a year ago because she wasn't connecting with her fiance and now the guy... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
emvcvd | Great start to the year | 1a | rant | 1 | Day 10 of 2020 and lost my job due to lack of funds...
So that’s fun including I am still fighting to get my university degree after 7 months of lying and frustration.
I am so ready to end this shit. I’m nothing but a useless parasite feeding off others as I’m too useless to be any use | DeadShadowKitty | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-10 18:52:20 | mentalillness | <es>Day 10 of 2020 and lost my job due to lack of funds...<ee> <es>So that’s fun including I am still fighting to get my university degree after 7 months of lying and frustration.<ee> I am so ready to end this shit. I’m nothing but a useless parasite feeding off others as I’m too useless to be any use | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your situation | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel frustrated by you situation | null | true | 200 |
etib7g | My emotions are overwhelming and incredibly intense | 1a | chitchat | 3 | TW: Abuse, rape
I have been going through an incredibly pivotal period of my life the last few months. There is a lot in my post history, but to summarize:
•My wife triggered a spiritual awakening within me in November. This journey is ongoing.
•I had been concealing my true self and lied to my wife for nearly 5 yea... | throwaway23WE | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-24 23:11:17 | selfhelp | TW: Abuse, rape <es>I have been going through an incredibly pivotal period of my life the last few months.<ee> <es>There is a lot in my post history, but to summarize: •My wife triggered a spiritual awakening within me in November.<ee> <es>This journey is ongoing.<ee> <es>•I had been concealing my true self and lied... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eotgxj | Overthinking anxious mess | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | My thoughts literally take control of my mind and it's ruining my life and relationships. I'm constantly freaking out and having panic attacks over nothing. Like if my boyfriend acts slightly differently I panic and decide he's leaving me and doesn't love me. So you can only imagine how hard it is on me when we actuall... | cmeggs | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-14 23:21:35 | selfhelp | <es>My thoughts literally take control of my mind and it's ruining my life and relationships.<ee> <es>I'm constantly freaking out and having panic attacks over nothing.<ee> <es>Like if my boyfriend acts slightly differently I panic and decide he's leaving me and doesn't love me.<ee> <es>So you can only imagine how hard... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eidfbx | ADHD and open world video games | 0 | survey | 1 | I don’t know about you guys, but have ADHD and playing an open world video game ( like Skyrim of Zelda: breath of the wild) is the greatest bad curse ever. How does it effect you guys? | CaptainMystery_123 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 03:37:26 | ADHD | <es>I don’t know about you guys, but have ADHD and playing an open world video game ( like Skyrim of Zelda: breath of the wild) is the greatest bad curse ever.<ee> <rs>How does it effect you guys?<re> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your ADHD | How did X make you feel? | playing open world games | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ekm376 | Does anyone get depression-like fatigue without the moodiness after your depression improved? | 0 | survey | 1 | I haven't had a bad episode that lasted more than a day or two in a few years, but lately I've been feeling extremely tired and it kind of reminds me of depression, except without the mood component.
Does anyone else experience this? | goloquot | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-06 00:52:01 | getting_over_it | <efs>I haven't had a bad episode that lasted more than a day or two in a few years, but lately I've been feeling extremely tired and it kind of reminds me of depression, except without the mood component. <efe> <rs>Does anyone else experience this?<re> | 0 | 2 | 1 | What made you feel X ? | extremly tired and depressed | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would reduce this tiredness | null | true | 21 |
entyb3 | Day 7. Shakes are gone, sweats are gone. Irritability still there. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Days feel so boring now tho. I will say waking up early as fuck and not feeling like Shit feels great tho! | DuckyDuckerton | 1 | 0 | 25 | 2020-01-12 21:40:41 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Day 7.<ee> <es>Shakes are gone, sweats are gone.<ee> <efs>Irritability still there.<efe> <efs>Days feel so boring now tho.<efe> <efs>I will say waking up early as fuck and not feeling like Shit feels great tho!<efe> | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you feel bored | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are still irritated and feeling bored | null | true | 120 |
emi32c | Rough day | 1a | rant | 1 | I got up at 6am today when I had only gone to bed at 5am. School was really annoying and my head was pounding a lot. I was extremely tired already and my friend at school kept being an asshole to me. I started sobbing uncontrollably around mid day because it just became to much for me.
On the way home my bf tried to ... | ewwhoisluke | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-09 23:33:45 | mentalillness | <es>I got up at 6am today when I had only gone to bed at 5am.<ee> <es>School was really annoying and my head was pounding a lot.<ee> <es>I was extremely tired already and my friend at school kept being an asshole to me.<ee> <es>I started sobbing uncontrollably around mid day because it just became to much for me.<ee> ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel so tired and agitated | null | true | 220 |
epgitc | I need help | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | I need help. I dont know what to do anymore. I think I have a dissociative disorder.
Im going to split this into 2 sections to make it easier. (1). A bit of background / growing up experiences and (2). how i feel
Please forgive my spelling or grammar or whatever im typing this on my phone at like 1:30 am
(1). Im j... | Prince_Ragefuel | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-16 08:21:17 | mentalillness | I need help. I dont know what to do anymore. <es>I think I have a dissociative disorder.<ee> Im going to split this into 2 sections to make it easier. (1). A bit of background / growing up experiences and (2). how i feel Please forgive my spelling or grammar or whatever im typing this on my phone at like 1:30 am (... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what sort of advice or help you want | null | true | 221 |
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