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eq3klu
Day 50. I’ve developed a new addiction.
1a
help-seeking
1
It’s been 50 days. I’ve felt fine ever since day 35. New job is going well. I would have never thought I could be better this quickly. Don’t get me wrong those first 35 days were terrible but definitely worth it. I’ve developed a new addiction. Chocolate covered pretzels smh. I can’t stop eating them. Truthfully I re...
marduk123789
1
0
10
2020-01-17 17:36:57
OpiatesRecovery
<es>It’s been 50 days.<ee> <es>I’ve felt fine ever since day 35.<ee> <es>New job is going well.<ee> <es>I would have never thought I could be better this quickly.<ee> <es>Don’t get me wrong those first 35 days were terrible but definitely worth it. <ee> <es>I’ve developed a new addiction.<ee> <es>Chocolate covered pre...
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How did X make you feel?
your addiction of chocolate pretzels
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eimqln
Hey
1c
rant
1
First of all you're all weak. PTSD is a joke. Almost laughable as 9/11 and The Holocaust being real. You're all actors. You're all failures and should've been aborted! You waste of space lame ass virgins. None of you all could ever have your own place cause you're all too slobbish and would be kicked out for your pur...
JohnnyTheLad
1
0
0
2020-01-01 19:48:17
ptsd
First of all you're all weak. PTSD is a joke. Almost laughable as 9/11 and The Holocaust being real. You're all actors. You're all failures and should've been aborted! You waste of space lame ass virgins. None of you all could ever have your own place cause you're all too slobbish and would be kicked out for your pur...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
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ejqxap
Just Self harmed (trigger warning maybe?)
1a
rant
1
Today was going to be a week clean, but my parents just had to ruin that for me. They made me hate myself even more than I already do. I'm such a failure to everyone around me, and a failure at everything I do. I cut my thigh (1st time on thigh) 3 times, making the letter "F" on my leg (idk if i can write this on this ...
WolfDragon444
2
0
37
2020-01-04 03:28:37
selfharm
<es>Today was going to be a week clean, but my parents just had to ruin that for me.<ee> <efs>They made me hate myself even more than I already do.<efe> <efs>I'm such a failure to everyone around me, and a failure at everything I do.<efe> <es>I cut my thigh (1st time on thigh) 3 times, making the letter "F" on my leg (...
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2
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you hate yourself
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What do you need help with now that X?
you relapsed again
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true
120
ei9r7c
I want to be happy this year
0
chitchat
1
I really want to get better
random_stranger7
1
0
0
2019-12-31 22:19:49
depression
<rs>I want to be happy this year<re> <rs>I really want to get better<re>
0
0
1
What happened that you want X ?
to get better
Why are you wanting X ?
to get better
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you want to get better
title
true
1
enre57
Every day seems a lil bit better.
0
chitchat
2
Well today is 23 days with no methadone or any other medication or drugs other then weed. That being said it seems a lil bit easier every day in all respects. Easier to eat, laugh enjoy things again, like something as simple as shoveling my sidewalk I would just fucking dread doing it cause it's cold or whatever but no...
csf420
1
0
1
2020-01-12 18:43:30
OpiatesRecovery
Well today is 23 days with no methadone or any other medication or drugs other then weed. That being said it seems a lil bit easier every day in all respects. Easier to eat, laugh enjoy things again, like something as simple as shoveling my sidewalk I would just fucking dread doing it cause it's cold or whatever but no...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
true
0
ep88ed
Listening to negative people can have a detrimental impact, after all you are what you think. I want to make content that uplift and motivate people and be positive when surrounded my negative influences.
0
chitchat
1
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VHS_Solo
1
0
0
2020-01-15 20:51:30
selfhelp
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0
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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0
f1iypg
ex broke up w me a month ago
1a
rant
1
My ex broke up w me over a month ago, and i’m still not able to get over it. i don’t know what happened tbh between us for it to end, but she’s blocked me on every social media and i feel like i’ve been just left here alone. i feel very unmotivated with life and don’t know where to go. she was my everything tbh. Hopefu...
oAurum
1
0
3
2020-02-10 01:42:05
getting_over_it
<es>My ex broke up w me over a month ago, and i’m still not able to get over it.<ee> <efs>i don’t know what happened tbh between us for it to end, but she’s blocked me on every social media and i feel like i’ve been just left here alone.<efe> <efs>i feel very unmotivated with life and don’t know where to go.<efe> <es>s...
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1
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you gain motivation again
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true
221
em5buv
Is it a good idea to never have sex again if you have sex addiction?
0
help-seeking
1
This seems really complicated to me especially if one were in a relationship and wanted to have kids. How do you battle sex addiction without staying abstinent despite having a partner?
browniverson400
1
0
6
2020-01-09 05:38:26
addiction
<rs>Is it a good idea to never have sex again if you have sex addiction?<re> <rs>This seems really complicated to me especially if one were in a relationship and wanted to have kids.<re> <rs>How do you battle sex addiction without staying abstinent despite having a partner?<re>
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0
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What happened that you want X ?
to not have sex again
What caused you to need X ?
to control your sex addiction
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evvjbr
Less Obvious Therapist Red Flags?
1b
help-seeking
1
I’m working up the courage to go back.... I’ve had therapists lie, victim blame me, accuse me of lying, re write my past, tell me to get out of their office because I’m wasting their time, or that I’m lying, try to convince me my dad did something inappropriate to me, took my abusers side, physically assault me, spend ...
chasingneverland76
1
0
2
2020-01-29 23:35:06
rapecounseling
<es>I’m working up the courage to go back....<ee> <es>I’ve had therapists lie, victim blame me, accuse me of lying, re write my past, tell me to get out of their office because I’m wasting their time, or that I’m lying, try to convince me my dad did something inappropriate to me, took my abusers side, physically assaul...
2
0
1
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How did X make you feel?
the therapists lying and accusing you of lying
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you be more prepared
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true
201
ek4luq
Complicated situation. Boyfriend's mom is trying to make me give up my unoffical emotional support animal.
1b
help-seeking
2
A little background first: 22f. Living with boyfriend 31m and his family (2 siblings, his parents and his grandma). I have been diagnosed with PTSD, psychosis, bipolar depression and anxiety. My diagnosis have been from different doctors over the years from times when I had insurance and when I didn't have insurance. I...
buenj97
2
0
8
2020-01-04 23:43:51
mentalillness
<es>A little background first: 22f.<ee> <es>Living with boyfriend 31m and his family (2 siblings, his parents and his grandma).<ee> <es>I have been diagnosed with PTSD, psychosis, bipolar depression and anxiety.<ee> <es>My diagnosis have been from different doctors over the years from times when I had insurance and whe...
2
0
2
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How did X make you feel?
your boyfriend's mom asking you to give up your cat
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true
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eipssg
Machine à glace à l&amp;#039;Italienne professionnelle Meilleur rapport Qualité Prix - Gris France
0
chitchat
5
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archymccally9
1
0
0
2020-01-01 23:42:45
selfhelp
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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No post. Non-English
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eo47iv
2 weeks clean today
0
chitchat
1
Well I’ve made it to two weeks clean. Feeling much better. I have seen a lot of advise on getting exercise in recovery and I was skeptical at first and didn’t want to but let me tell you it has helped tremendously. There were times I was very sore and didn’t want to go but I forced myself to go and I feel really good a...
chiefsfan317
1
0
13
2020-01-13 13:37:52
OpiatesRecovery
Well I’ve made it to two weeks clean. Feeling much better. I have seen a lot of advise on getting exercise in recovery and I was skeptical at first and didn’t want to but let me tell you it has helped tremendously. There were times I was very sore and didn’t want to go but I forced myself to go and I feel really good a...
0
0
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
true
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enc4x2
Anyone else get super sleepy
0
survey
1
Anyone else get super sleepy just out the blue. It’s like you disassociate then just become sleepy and such
ClassicAttitude8
1
0
10
2020-01-11 19:43:51
ptsd
<es>Anyone else get super sleepy just out the blue. <ee> <es>It’s like you disassociate then just become sleepy and such<ee>
2
0
0
null
null
How did X make you feel?
being disassociated and being sleepy
What do you need help with now that X?
you suddenly feel very sleepy
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true
200
f355yt
I really dont know if im crazy, or if im really being manipulated and abused
1b
rant
3
I(25F) have been with my boyfriend (31M) since June 2019. It has been intensely abusive from the second week, even have got my ribs broke, and (MJ) pipe broke my my face. I have left about 5 times. And come right back after being away doing so well. Well one of the "episodes" recently got his butt thrown in jail. My wo...
nickcons
1
0
10
2020-02-13 05:35:46
domesticviolence
<es>I(25F) have been with my boyfriend (31M) since June 2019.<ee> <es>It has been intensely abusive from the second week, even have got my ribs broke, and (MJ) pipe broke my my face.<ee> <es>I have left about 5 times.<ee> <es>And come right back after being away doing so well.<ee> <es>Well one of the "episodes" recentl...
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eovct8
Very disappointed in myself.
1a
help-seeking
1
I am going on 3 weeks of no suboxone or other opiates but yesterday I slipped when someone offered me 3g of kratom. I've done kratom before and had a bad habit of that aswell. Although I realize 3g isnt much I'm hoping I didnt mess up my paws symptoms, I didnt really get high from the kratom it just helped my energy le...
idontlikeposting03
1
0
7
2020-01-15 01:44:07
OpiatesRecovery
<es>I am going on 3 weeks of no suboxone or other opiates but yesterday I slipped when someone offered me 3g of kratom.<ee> <es>I've done kratom before and had a bad habit of that aswell.<ee> <es>Although I realize 3g isnt much I'm hoping I didnt mess up my paws symptoms, I didnt really get high from the kratom it just...
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eibp3t
My sister is having a New Years party with all her cool friends downstairs
0
rant
1
My room (and the beer) is down there so I’m trapped up here and they’re like filtering up and down to see me awkwardly sitting on the couch by myself. I thought maybe there was a chance I would join them but now that they’re here there is no chance lmao. Just figured I could share some New Years despair with y’all. H...
CovertButtTouch
1
0
4
2020-01-01 00:56:00
socialanxiety
<es>My sister is having a New Years party with all her cool friends downstairs<ee> <es>My room (and the beer) is down there so I’m trapped up here and they’re like filtering up and down to see me awkwardly sitting on the couch by myself.<ee> <es>I thought maybe there was a chance I would join them but now that they’re ...
1
0
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why there is no chance to join them
How did X make you feel?
not being in the party
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel trapped
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true
100
el129k
Trying to help a friend get clean. I did it cold turkey. They do not have that option. Experiences preferred
0
survey
1
They are looking at doing kratom or sub taper. (not be on maintenance) They have been doing a couple pharma blues a day for about a year. What has worked for you? (dosages, times, drug(s) you were on etc.)
canteatjustone
1
0
8
2020-01-06 21:57:01
OpiatesRecovery
<es>Trying to help a friend get clean.<ee> <es>I did it cold turkey.<ee> <es>They do not have that option.<ee> <rs>Experiences preferred<re> <rs>They are looking at doing kratom or sub taper. (not be on maintenance)<re> <es>They have been doing a couple pharma blues a day for about a year.<ee> <rs>What has worked for...
2
0
2
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How did X make you feel?
your friend's addiction
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true
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euyzqv
5 Reasons Why I Am Grateful To All the Abusive People In My Life
0
chitchat
3
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amazingmemovement
1
0
0
2020-01-28 02:24:20
selfhelp
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ejjcjw
muscle soreness after self harm?
0
survey
1
i cut myself last night, but i don’t cut deep, they’re like paper cuts so i couldn’t have hit anything important. but when i woke up this morning my muscles were sore around my thigh where i cut myself at. it’s not soreness from the cuts, it’s like the soreness you get after you workout. i’m kinda worried it’s infected...
retard17yearold
20
0
5
2020-01-03 18:20:40
selfharm
<es>i cut myself last night, but i don’t cut deep, they’re like paper cuts so i couldn’t have hit anything important.<ee> <es>but when i woke up this morning my muscles were sore around my thigh where i cut myself at.<ee> <es>it’s not soreness from the cuts, it’s like the soreness you get after you workout.<ee> <efs>i’...
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0
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why did you cut yourself last night
How did X make you feel?
the cuts from last night
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eiv21x
Some Dream Big
0
chitchat
4
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lil_elbow
1
0
3
2020-01-02 07:18:19
socialanxiety
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
true
0
etc5nf
Fuck My Life
1a
help-seeking
1
Im a 19 years old boy, i didnt grow during puberty (neither physically neither sexually: i'm 165 cm tall with a 13cm penis, even if my dad is 185 cm tall), i have cronic gerd which causes me bad breath, i have hiatal hernia, overbite teeth, sleep apnea due to Nasal polyps, cronic cracked lips.. I always told my parents...
bobbogamer1
1
0
0
2020-01-24 15:50:38
getting_over_it
<es>Im a 19 years old boy, i didnt grow during puberty (neither physically neither sexually: i'm 165 cm tall with a 13cm penis, even if my dad is 185 cm tall).<ee> <es>i have cronic gerd which causes me bad breath, i have hiatal hernia, overbite teeth, sleep apnea due to Nasal polyps, cronic cracked lips..<ee> <es>I al...
2
0
2
null
null
How did X make you feel?
your health issuesnot being treated
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null
true
202
eloe2m
Hurtful words
1b
survey
1
What's the most hurtful thing your significant other has said to you?
Marki_lee
1
0
3
2020-01-08 05:33:51
sad
<es>What's the most hurtful thing your significant other has said to you?<ee>
1
0
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why your partner said hurtful words to you
How did X make you feel?
the hurtful words
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel hurt by your partner's words
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true
100
ekamxn
Day 9!
1a
rant
1
8 days and 10 hours since I used heroin the last time. And it‘s day 3 off subs. No acute withdrawal anymore. My whole body is sore, sleeping sucks and my mood is pretty unstable. But man...I made it. I detoxed. I tried for three months to get clean. The next few weeks will be tough. Gotta find a way to stay busy. But y...
MrMolo
1
0
10
2020-01-05 08:58:31
OpiatesRecovery
<es>8 days and 10 hours since I used heroin the last time.<ee> And it‘s day 3 off subs. <es>No acute withdrawal anymore.<ee> <efs>My whole body is sore, sleeping sucks and my mood is pretty unstable.<efe> <es>But man...I made it. I detoxed.<ee> <es>I tried for three months to get clean.<ee> <es>The next few weeks will ...
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2
1
null
null
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you stay clean
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true
221
ejn6b1
Is cutting yourself with a kitchen knife actualy selfharming?
0
survey
1
i've been cutting myself with a kitchen knife for some time, well, i stopped, but im is it really selfharming?
VigilanteA59
0
0
4
2020-01-03 22:46:59
selfharm
<es>i've been cutting myself with a kitchen knife for some time, well, i stopped.<ee> <rs>but im is it really selfharming?<re>
1
0
2
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why did you cut with the kitchen knife
How did X make you feel?
cutting yourself
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true
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eldx8u
Today I am one year clean and sober
0
rant
1
One year ago I was up well past midnight, on Adderall, smoking weed, and crying because my wife was not coming home. It suddenly hit me, that it was time to make a radical change in my life. At 7 o'clock in the morning, I reached out to my family and told them that I was struggling with substance abuse. I had been s...
larrod25
1
0
25
2020-01-07 16:39:11
addiction
<es>One year ago I was up well past midnight, on Adderall, smoking weed, and crying because my wife was not coming home. It suddenly hit me, that it was time to make a radical change in my life.<ee> <es>At 7 o'clock in the morning, I reached out to my family and told them that I was struggling with substance abuse.<e...
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0
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
How did X make you feel?
being sober
What do you need help with now that X?
you miss your wife
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true
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ezocs2
The Other Side
0
rant
1
I think a lot about the lives of people that I've destroyed. It's not that I couldn't control my anger. It's not this overwhelming force that I'm a slave to. Everything bad thing that I've done, I did that and I have to take responsibility for it. No more blaming my shitty parents, no more blaming being molested, no mo...
frozencloudfractals
1
0
2
2020-02-06 06:41:57
Anger
<es>I think a lot about the lives of people that I've destroyed.<ee> <es>It's not that I couldn't control my anger.<ee> <es>It's not this overwhelming force that I'm a slave to.<ee> <es>Everything bad thing that I've done, I did that and I have to take responsibility for it.<ee> <es>No more blaming my shitty parents, n...
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1
0
null
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
how thinking about the lives of people you destroyed make you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to control your anger outburts
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true
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eiyes4
Splitting romantically
1a
help-seeking
1
I’m so beyond sick of splitting ruining my relationships. Even harder I have intrusive thoughts and obsessive thinking from OCD and my brain tells me maybe my splitting is right. Idk what to do, gonna try to work on things. I love him as a person but I want to fall back in love
pinkmiss90
1
0
0
2020-01-02 13:45:47
BPD
<es>I’m so beyond sick of splitting ruining my relationships.<ee> <es>Even harder I have intrusive thoughts and obsessive thinking from OCD and my brain tells me maybe my splitting is right.<ee> <es>Idk what to do, gonna try to work on things.<ee> <rs>I love him as a person but I want to fall back in love<re>
2
0
1
null
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How did X make you feel?
the intrusive thoughts
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you stay in the relationships
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true
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ekc780
Feel anxious before meeting friends even though I’m fine when I’m there
1a
survey
1
Does anyone else get this? Any time before meeting up with friends I get uncomfortably anxious, like knots in my stomach, tight chest, nervous feeling. The thing is once I’m there I feel pretty much fine. It’s really annoying because even though I know it will be ok, I still get anxious.
misspanda900
9
0
5
2020-01-05 12:04:18
socialanxiety
Does anyone else get this? <efs>Any time before meeting up with friends I get uncomfortably anxious, like knots in my stomach, tight chest, nervous feeling.<efe> The thing is once I’m there I feel pretty much fine. <efs>It’s really annoying because even though I know it will be ok, I still get anxious.<efe>
0
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0
What made you feel X ?
anxious about meeting your friends
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel anxious before meeting friends
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true
20
eix2oa
I feel like I’m such a pussy
1a
rant
1
So recently I’ve been cutting bot super deep or as deep as I usually I still get tons of blood and all that but I feel like my cuts are just pussy cuts and I don’t belong to be in this or anything cause of how not deep they are and there very rapid and less long they still are very long but less than usual
MemeyGameyBoi
1
0
2
2020-01-02 11:22:51
selfharm
<efs>I feel like I’m such a pussy<efe> <es>So recently I’ve been cutting bot super deep or as deep as I usually I still get tons of blood and all that but I feel like my cuts are just pussy cuts and I don’t belong to be in this or anything cause of how not deep they are and there very rapid and less long they still are...
1
2
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you cut yourself
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel the cuts aren't deep enough
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true
120
eirzfq
I hate dating with ADHD
1b
rant
1
I got ghosted by this guy I’ve been talking to for over a month &amp; had recently gone on a date with. I thought the date went pretty well and we made plans to hang out again to watch a movie. But he’s ignored my last 2 texts over the last few days, one of which being a text asking if he wanted to grab a drink on NYE....
Wendy_Clear
1
0
48
2020-01-02 02:38:12
ADHD
<es>I got ghosted by this guy I’ve been talking to for over a month &amp; had recently gone on a date with.<ee> <es>I thought the date went pretty well and we made plans to hang out again to watch a movie.<ee> <es>But he’s ignored my last 2 texts over the last few days, one of which being a text asking if he wanted to ...
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2
0
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What do you need help with now that X?
you get ghosted by people very often
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true
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eiaqs9
Shit new year
1a
rant
1
I went into 2019 with so much hope and optimism I genuinely thought i was going to be happy this year and right up until july it all bured up in flames I had 5 mental breakdowns in the span of 3 weeks have almost caved in with the pressure of my uni work Watched all my friends and colleagues surpass in every way imag...
Saint_consumer
1
0
2
2019-12-31 23:39:14
depression
<es>I went into 2019 with so much hope and optimism I genuinely thought i was going to be happy this year and right up until july it all bured up in flames<ee> <es>I had 5 mental breakdowns in the span of 3 weeks<ee> <es>have almost caved in with the pressure of my uni work<ee> Watched all my friends and colleagues s...
2
0
1
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
How did X make you feel?
having the mental breakdowns
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you not feel so lonely
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true
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ej1fl1
The power of any winter cold/flu/sickness
1a
rant
2
I don't know about y'all, but being sick just takes me to a dark place, every time. Early on in recovery it was just like being ill, and I wanted to use to fix it. Now, it's not quite like that, but just feeling "off" and "not quite myself" for an extended period of time makes me think really negative and dark though...
recoverysortof
1
0
2
2020-01-02 17:46:27
addiction
<es>I don't know about y'all, but being sick just takes me to a dark place, every time.<ee> Early on in recovery it was just like being ill, and I wanted to use to fix it. <efs>Now, it's not quite like that, but just feeling "off" and "not quite myself" for an extended period of time makes me think really negative an...
2
2
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
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What do you need help with now that X?
sickness makes you have negative thoughts
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true
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es2dt8
Was I rape or was this sexual assault? (Long post)
1b
help-seeking
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I met a guy off a dating app. We went out on one date. I thought he was attractive but I was still unsure. After the date he texted me to asked if I was a virgin? I admitted it yes. He then asked “If I wanted sex?” Here’s the part when I should I said “no” and I would move on with my life. Since I am in my 30’s and nev...
Murky_Sense
1
0
8
2020-01-21 22:38:07
rapecounseling
<es>I met a guy off a dating app.<ee> <es>We went out on one date.<ee> <es>I thought he was attractive but I was still unsure.<ee> <es>After the date he texted me to asked if I was a virgin?<ee> <es>I admitted it yes.<ee> <es>He then asked “If I wanted sex?”<ee> <es>Here’s the part when I should I said “no” and I would...
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enhizb
Best tips?
1b
help-seeking
1
With it being around the time of year that I was most recently raped, anyone have any tips to avoid having flashbacks when I have sex with my current bf? I've been too scared to have sex with him for the past couple of days. The last time I had sex around the time of year that I had been raped/assaulted I had massive...
kinkyvanillapie
1
0
0
2020-01-12 02:30:04
rapecounseling
<es>With it being around the time of year that I was most recently raped.<ee> <rs>anyone have any tips to avoid having flashbacks when I have sex with my current bf? <re> <efs>I've been too scared to have sex with him for the past couple of days.<efe> <es>The last time I had sex around the time of year that I had been...
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how the flashbacks make you feel
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ers15z
My [25f] brother [38m] has very bad temper and is very pessimistic.
1b
help-seeking
2
My brother is obsessed with money, he envies people that have more money and always feels so sorry for himself that he doesn’t. On the other hand he doesn’t take actions to for example go back to school or think of what kind of job he could do to make more money. He doesn’t seem to understand that life is just like t...
lolo-1994
1
0
4
2020-01-21 08:57:57
Anger
<es>My brother is obsessed with money, he envies people that have more money and always feels so sorry for himself that he doesn’t.<ee> <es>On the other hand he doesn’t take actions to for example go back to school or think of what kind of job he could do to make more money.<ee> <efs>He doesn’t seem to understand tha...
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what would help your brother to change
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ei9qdg
Crying for help but nobody hears me
1b
rant
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ketokid1795
1
0
0
2019-12-31 22:17:55
depression
<es>Crying for help but nobody hears me <ee>
1
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what happened to you
How did X make you feel?
your situation
What do you need help with now that X?
nobody is listening to your cry for help
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true
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el2oq5
Please don’t leave me on read
0
chitchat
2
Please..
everything_is_fine_
1
0
0
2020-01-06 23:51:57
sad
Please don’t leave me on read Please..
0
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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esjhij
I saw this on another post and wanted to share it here.
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chitchat
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Effective-Revolution
1
0
0
2020-01-22 22:35:28
domesticviolence
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
true
0
ekx6qz
5-htp
0
survey
1
Does anyone have any experience with 5-htp? Is it worth a try?
hornyhomelesswoman
1
0
0
2020-01-06 17:26:34
socialanxiety
Does anyone have any experience with 5-htp? Is it worth a try?
0
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eje6aa
I don’t know who to ask about this? My girlfriend and I have broken up but she has depression and now she is taking it very hard.
1b
help-seeking
1
She is getting worse and worse. She broke up with me because of my actions, but now she is feeling suicidal thoughts and her depression is getting worse. I feel so guilty. What if something happened and it was my fault? I don’t know how to go on with the guilt. Is there anybody out there who has had a break up with s...
tomhmcdonald55
28
0
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2020-01-03 11:25:51
selfhelp
<es>She is getting worse and worse.<ee> <es>She broke up with me because of my actions,<ee> but <efs>now she is feeling suicidal thoughts and her depression is getting worse.<efe> <efs>I feel so guilty.<efe> <efs>What if something happened and it was my fault?<efe> <rs>I don’t know how to go on with the guilt.<re> <r...
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her condition and symptoms
Can you elaborate more on X ?
her condition and symptoms
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ej5qcb
PSA/Off my chest: the worst thing you to someone with BPD who is getting a little clingy is to ghost them. You might as well be cutting their brakes.
1b
rant
1
I was going to write more, but that's pretty much it. I know the impulse is to back out and make distance, but almost any other way of dealing with it would be better. Even just make up an excuse. We know how we are. Just show the courtesy of saying you're taking the week to focus on work or family or your stamp collec...
holybovinebatman
20
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2020-01-02 22:46:39
BPD
I was going to write more, but that's pretty much it. I know the impulse is to back out and make distance, but almost any other way of dealing with it would be better. Even just make up an excuse. We know how we are. Just show the courtesy of saying you're taking the week to focus on work or family or your stamp collec...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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emzqg2
Off probation....
1a
help-seeking
1
I need some advice. I got off probation recently and no longer have to UA. I have been sober for 16 months now and I absolutely hate it. I hate the life that drinking gave me I hated always living in chaos and being broke and not having any friends or family or income but I hate living sober too. I don’t like the way m...
rachegill
1
0
6
2020-01-11 00:14:40
alcoholicsanonymous
<rs>I need some advice.<re> <es>I got off probation recently and no longer have to UA.<ee> <es>I have been sober for 16 months now and I absolutely hate it.<ee> <efs>I hate the life that drinking gave me I hated always living in chaos and being broke and not having any friends or family or income but I hate living sobe...
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what would help you live a better life
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el8e2p
7 too nervous and shy
1a
rant
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adamslife98
1
0
7
2020-01-07 07:41:26
sad
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true
0
eysrnu
Horrible College student with Depression, ADHD, at a loss.
1a
help-seeking
2
(posting in multiple Reddits) After going to college for 6 years, i would imagine i would be able to break my atrocious studying habits. However, that is not the case. I am 23, have Depression, Anxiety, ADHD, I have seen over 10 therapists, undergone different forms of therapy for the last 10 years, and gone to 3 gro...
Yodawg658
1
0
6
2020-02-04 16:39:53
getting_over_it
(posting in multiple Reddits) <es>After going to college for 6 years, i would imagine i would be able to break my atrocious studying habits.<ee> <es>However, that is not the case. I am 23, have Depression, Anxiety, ADHD, I have seen over 10 therapists, undergone different forms of therapy for the last 10 years, and g...
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How did X make you feel?
you bad studying habits
What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to break your bad habits
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ej2n4s
First day of getting some Recovery help tomorrow, can I have some advice please?
1a
help-seeking
2
Hey thanks for reading this, I guess I'll just get right to it. I've been addicted to pills (Ecstasy) since September 2018, I've absolutely wrecked my brain because of it and I'm finally going to a local Recovery Near You (UK) for help tomorrow. I don't know how it got this bad, I never thought I could get addicted to...
Privy21
2
0
19
2020-01-02 19:12:34
addiction
Hey thanks for reading this, I guess I'll just get right to it. I've been addicted to pills (Ecstasy) since September 2018, I've absolutely wrecked my brain because of it and I'm finally going to a local Recovery Near You (UK) for help tomorrow. I don't know how it got this bad, I never thought I could get addicted to...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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what would help you stop taking pills
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eiv6rn
heart broken
1a
help-seeking
1
how can you give all of your love to someone and then they leave? how am i ever going to be able to love someone again after knowing that my all isn’t enough
hopedestiny77
1
0
1
2020-01-02 07:33:03
sad
<es>how can you give all of your love to someone and then they leave?<ee> <es>how am i ever going to be able to love someone again after knowing that my all isn’t enough<ee>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what made your partner leave
How did X make you feel?
their actions
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel betrayed about the break up
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eixlh4
Is medication the right thing for me?
0
help-seeking
1
I was diagnosed and medicated for adhd 3 months ago with extended release Ritalin, everything was awesome, my confidence was great and I was seeing the results I wanted, that was until I started having suicidal thoughts after it weared off and was acting like a zombie. (Good grades tho ) so after a month I was switched...
TAA69420
1
0
2
2020-01-02 12:22:43
ADHD
<rs>Is medication the right thing for me?<re> <es>I was diagnosed and medicated for adhd 3 months ago with extended release Ritalin, everything was awesome, my confidence was great and I was seeing the results I wanted, that was until I started having suicidal thoughts after it weared off and was acting like a zombie. ...
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ei8beo
I’m overly attached to friends.
1a
help-seeking
1
I’m so depressed, I can’t find happiness on my own. So I seek validation and attachment from friends. And it seems like my whole life’s meaning is based on their lives. And it’s as if I have no life outside of our hanging. How can I better deal with this overattachment problem when I’m severely depressed? I’m on meds a...
Immediate-Gazelle
1
0
1
2019-12-31 20:25:08
depression
<es>I’m so depressed, I can’t find happiness on my own.<ee> <efs>So I seek validation and attachment from friends.<efe> <efs>And it seems like my whole life’s meaning is based on their lives.<efe> <efs>And it’s as if I have no life outside of our hanging.<efe> <rs>How can I better deal with this overattachment problem ...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you are depressed
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how want to deal with depression and overattachment
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ellcoa
PTSD test results
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help-seeking
1
The psychiatrist told me I already have PTSD but they recently followed up with me about the final report and how my therapist can access it. I asked if I could read the report and they said they typically don’t give them out but I could if I want to. Is that bad if I do? Should I?
AgonizedHydra
1
0
2
2020-01-08 01:27:00
ptsd
<es>The psychiatrist told me I already have PTSD but they recently followed up with me about the final report and how my therapist can access it.<ee> <es>I asked if I could read the report and they said they typically don’t give them out but I could if I want to.<ee> <rs>Is that bad if I do?<re> <rs>Should I?<re>
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having PTSD
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em1swc
What happens next?
0
help-seeking
1
It happened on Friday night. Monday I spent at a special clinic where they conducted a forensic investigation and have referred me to the relevant services I will benefit from like counselling and therapy. That’s all good, but I don’t know how I’m meant to process this all in the mean time. How long are these feeling...
yellowsunflowercake
1
0
2
2020-01-09 00:38:05
rapecounseling
<es>It happened on Friday night.<ee> <es>Monday I spent at a special clinic where they conducted a forensic investigation and have referred me to the relevant services I will benefit from like counselling and therapy.<ee> <es>That’s all good, but I don’t know how I’m meant to process this all in the mean time. <ee> <r...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what happened on Friday night
How did X make you feel?
the incident on Friday night
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f1v51q
Being a parent with anger issues
1a
help-seeking
1
So I have been struggling with my anger a lot lately &amp; sometimes I can't contain it in front of my daughter. Well today I got upset over something stupid that I did, I hate when I make mistakes it really triggers me so that thing triggered me &amp; my daughter is talking to me &amp; crying because she wants waffles...
blemishedcucumber
1
0
24
2020-02-10 19:10:45
Anger
<es>So I have been struggling with my anger a lot lately &amp; sometimes I can't contain it in front of my daughter.<ee> <es>Well today I got upset over something stupid that I did, I hate when I make mistakes it really triggers me so that thing triggered me<ee> &amp; <es>my daughter is talking to me &amp; crying becau...
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ei9za5
Do the intrusive thoughts / feelings / memories ever go away completely?
0
survey
1
It’s been a long time. 16 years. I’ve been to therapy, I meditate and am no longer in need of an antidepressant. But the memories come up. The feelings are still there to a certain extent. Bloody scenes that feel vivid and real. The pain of loosing people I love still makes me cry if I let it. Will I ever be free from...
MasterJess-Ca
1
0
1
2019-12-31 22:37:47
ptsd
<es>It’s been a long time. <ee><es>16 years.<ee> <es>I’ve been to therapy, I meditate and am no longer in need of an antidepressant.<ee> <es>But the memories come up.<ee> <es>The feelings are still there to a certain extent.<ee> <es>Bloody scenes that feel vivid and real.<ee> <efs>The pain of loosing people I love stil...
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how the intrusive memories make you feel
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ey7heb
TLDR What should I do if I seek mental help within the UK?
1a
help-seeking
2
I'm your typical depressed 21 year old, having wasted my entire life finding nothing to be passionate about or enjoy, not trying in school and getting average grades with no further education, getting poly addicted to drugs and being bullied as a child it's safe to say while I'm not mean spirited towards others I'm abo...
Underex1638
1
0
9
2020-02-03 13:55:06
getting_over_it
<es>I'm your typical depressed 21 year old, having wasted my entire life finding nothing to be passionate about or enjoy, not trying in school and getting average grades with no further education, getting poly addicted to drugs and being bullied as a child it's safe to say while I'm not mean spirited towards others I'm...
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0
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How did X make you feel?
your depression
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erm24p
I punch my head when angry. Help?
0
help-seeking
1
Can this cause damage to me? It makes me feel better to take my angry out on something I can not break like a wall. I do this most days.
TheGreatNeverAgain
1
0
5
2020-01-20 23:51:12
Anger
<es>I punch my head when angry.<ee> Help? <rs>Can this cause damage to me?<re> <efs>It makes me feel better to take my angry out on something I can not break like a wall.<efe> <es>I do this most days.<ee>
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the cause of anger
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what would help you feel better
title
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elu3cs
Habits that can help you find meaning in your daily life...
0
chitchat
1
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ambrose416
1
0
0
2020-01-08 15:23:24
selfhelp
<rs>Habits that can help you find meaning in your daily life...<re> nan
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What happened that you want X ?
to find meaning in your life
Why are you wanting X ?
habits to find meaning in life
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eloj5y
I’m drunk and can’t stand it anymore
1b
rant
2
I don’t want to exist anymore. I was raped. Not sexually assaulted. I didn’t have nonconsenual sex. I was raped. Don’t fucking come at me with non consensual sex bullshit. I didn’t want to have sex, I couldn’t consent and you fucked me while I was fucking asleep you stupid bastard. Fuck you. Fuck our mutual friend who ...
deeplynugget
1
0
4
2020-01-08 05:47:00
rapecounseling
<efs>I don’t want to exist anymore.<efe> <es>I was raped.<ee> <es>Not sexually assaulted.<ee> <es>I didn’t have nonconsenual sex.<ee> <es>I was raped.<ee> <es>Don’t fucking come at me with non consensual sex bullshit.<ee> <es>I didn’t want to have sex, I couldn’t consent and you fucked me while I was fucking asleep you...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you were raped while asleep
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enhrlf
I have a strange addiction.. maybe someone can recommend a solution? I’m not sure if this is the right place.
1a
help-seeking
2
No I don’t drink. No I don’t do drugs. But I do have an addiction. It’s picking my skin. It’s not just like picking a scab or anything. I rip off my skin on my face, my back, and especially my fingers. The main problem I’ll talk about is my fingers because those are the worst. It all started when I would get bored and ...
itzmack_
1
0
25
2020-01-12 02:50:33
addiction
<es>No I don’t drink.<ee> <es>No I don’t do drugs.<ee> <es>But I do have an addiction.<ee> <es>It’s picking my skin.<ee> <es>It’s not just like picking a scab or anything.<ee> <es>I rip off my skin on my face, my back, and especially my fingers.<ee> <es>The main problem I’ll talk about is my fingers because those are t...
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel after picking your skin
What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to control your picking skin
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true
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ekdn8b
Social anxiety not improving despite going out of comfort zone
1a
help-seeking
1
Hi guys, For the last three months, I went on a course where I did volunteering and team building exercises to push the boundaries of my comfort zone and improve my social anxiety. I dedicated myself completely, pushed myself through all the activities, even during times of extreme fear. However, I don’t feel any more...
MrP0tatoe
3
0
4
2020-01-05 14:27:29
socialanxiety
Hi guys, <es>For the last three months, I went on a course where I did volunteering and team building exercises to push the boundaries of my comfort zone and improve my social anxiety.<ee> <es>I dedicated myself completely, pushed myself through all the activities, even during times of extreme fear.<ee> <efs>However, ...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel after the course
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emsh2t
I feel liek there is something or someone in my head who is controlling me
0
rant
1
I feel like I may have another person in my head who control me
k3l9sw5r7
1
0
0
2020-01-10 15:30:04
mentalillness
<efs>I feel like I may have another person in my head who control me<efe>
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What made you feel X ?
that someone is controlling you
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel about your situation
What can help you overcome X ?
this feeling of being controlled
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epdeju
Internal conflict... helppppp
1a
help-seeking
2
Commitment or self betrayal I’m just wondering if anyone has been in a certain situation. I met someone, did long distance and fell in love. With long distance of course someone had to move. My partner had plans to finish graduate school to be in the career he wanted. I was already established with everything. So we g...
wanderlustlife100
1
0
1
2020-01-16 03:17:18
selfhelp
Commitment or self betrayal <rs>I’m just wondering if anyone has been in a certain situation.<re> <es>I met someone, did long distance and fell in love.<ee> <es>With long distance of course someone had to move.<ee> <es>My partner had plans to finish graduate school to be in the career he wanted.<ee> <es>I was already ...
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enckwv
Trying to be my best self
1a
help-seeking
1
29M Irish German. Want to join a local AA group. Alcoholism has been effecting my life for years and even more so recently with my wife and daughter. I used to be an avid pothead since i was 15 and gave that up 5 months ago for my newborn daughter that was born in october 2019. I have stayed true to not smoking pot for...
Tuxo_Deluxo
1
0
7
2020-01-11 20:15:54
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>29M Irish German.<ee> <rs>Want to join a local AA group.<re> <es>Alcoholism has been effecting my life for years and even more so recently with my wife and daughter.<ee> <es>I used to be an avid pothead since i was 15 and gave that up 5 months ago for my newborn daughter that was born in october 2019.<ee> <es>I hav...
2
0
2
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How did X make you feel?
alcoholism affecting your life
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evyqn9
FUCKBUSPIRONE
1b
rant
3
BUSPIRONE CAN EAT MY MOTHERFUCKING DICK I HAVE BEEN FEELING LIKE SHIT FOR WEEEEKS AND HAVE BEEN DOING LOADS OF RESEARCH TOFIGURE OUT WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON AND I LOOK UP THE FUCKING SIDE EFFECTS OF BUSPIRONE AND IT EXPLAINS EVERYTHING HAHAHHAHAH DONT TAKE THIS BULLSHIT IT HAS LITERALLY MADE MY LIFE 100000000 TIMES W...
graceboudreaux21
1
0
2
2020-01-30 03:14:23
Anger
BUSPIRONE CAN EAT MY MOTHERFUCKING DICK <efs>I HAVE BEEN FEELING LIKE SHIT FOR WEEEEKS AND HAVE BEEN DOING LOADS OF RESEARCH TOFIGURE OUT WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON AND I LOOK UP THE FUCKING SIDE EFFECTS OF BUSPIRONE AND IT EXPLAINS EVERYTHING<efe> <es>HAHAHHAHAH DONT TAKE THIS BULLSHIT IT HAS LITERALLY MADE MY LIFE 100...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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What do you need help with now that X?
side effects of buspirone make you condition worse
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ejp8v0
What should I do about this?
1b
help-seeking
2
I met a girl, no, young woman tonight in an internet cafe in Belgrade. Now, I have seen her a few times since i came back from Bangkok, where I (23m) was on a holiday for the last six weeks with my best friends (23f) in an around that favorite place of mine. She seems to be between 16 and 18, I am not sure. I've n...
The-First-Watcher
2
0
12
2020-01-04 01:18:45
rapecounseling
<es> I met a girl, no, young woman tonight in an internet cafe in Belgrade.<ee> <es> Now, I have seen her a few times since i came back from Bangkok, where I (23m) was on a holiday for the last six weeks with my best friends (23f) in an around that favorite place of mine.<ee> <es>She seems to be between 16 and 18, I ...
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eiafhw
Anyone else feel depressed and anxious every new year's eve for no discernible reason?
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survey
1
It happens to me every year, like clockwork, regardless of how good or bad the year has been. I'm wondering if anyone else feels this way and/or why?
tyrantshelpedbuildus
1
0
31
2019-12-31 23:14:05
Anxiety
<rs>Anyone else feel depressed and anxious every new year's eve for no discernible reason?<re> <es>It happens to me every year, like clockwork, regardless of how good or bad the year has been.<ee> <rs>I'm wondering if anyone else feels this way and/or why?<re>
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ek0mt6
Day 3
0
help-seeking
1
Im not really sure how to feel right now my rls isn't bothering me, I feel pretty confident. But I'm no fool I have a feeling this Xanax/gapaoentin/thx extracts is making it a lot easier when they should be. And who knows what kind of fent it is I've heard it builds up in your body Its odd a lot of people say fent pre...
fentypressy
1
0
4
2020-01-04 18:50:55
OpiatesRecovery
<efs>Im not really sure how to feel right now my rls isn't bothering me, I feel pretty confident.<efe> <es>But I'm no fool I have a feeling this Xanax/gapaoentin/thx extracts is making it a lot easier when they should be.<ee> <es>And who knows what kind of fent it is I've heard it builds up in your body Its odd a lot ...
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how your rls makes you feel
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einrcl
Feeling like I don't have a problem when I do have a problem
1a
survey
1
Is anyone feeling the same? Is this some sort of form of self-sabotage?
wzi00m
1
0
7
2020-01-01 21:04:18
socialanxiety
<efs>Feeling like I don't have a problem when I do have a problem<efe> <rs>Is anyone feeling the same?<re> <rs>Is this some sort of form of self-sabotage?<re>
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What made you feel X ?
that you have a problem
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fc6z6x
Its all on you!
0
chitchat
1
Things happen in life, sometimes we can see disaster approaching and sometimes we are blindsided. I remember arguing with my girl, walking out on her and returning just in time to see her blow her brains out. I remember losing my mind and not caring about life for a while. I got consumed by the streets and ending up i...
Tru_evolve
1
0
7
2020-03-02 04:58:58
getting_over_it
Things happen in life, sometimes we can see disaster approaching and sometimes we are blindsided. I remember arguing with my girl, walking out on her and returning just in time to see her blow her brains out. I remember losing my mind and not caring about life for a while. I got consumed by the streets and ending up i...
0
0
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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true
0
ej6r4m
Why did I relapse?
1a
rant
1
I really need to vent right now so here it goes... I started self harming in 2018 and I told my friends but they didn't support me, they just told me I should stop or they're gonna tell my mom. At that point I started self harming on my legs so nobody could see. The 13th October 2018 was the last time I cut my legs. ...
mintygpeachjm
1
0
4
2020-01-03 00:00:02
selfharm
<rs>I really need to vent right now so here it goes... <re> <es>I started self harming in 2018 and I told my friends but they didn't support me, they just told me I should stop or they're gonna tell my mom.<ee> <es>At that point I started self harming on my legs so nobody could see.<ee> <es>The 13th October 2018 was t...
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what would help you stop cutting
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epzvcc
I am angry all the time and I don’t know what to do
1a
rant
1
I feel angry a lot, if not, most of the time. The smallest things enrage me and everything frustrates me. I have never really lashed out or acted negatively towards someone because of my anger but as a consequence I haven’t found a healthy way to release it. It just sits there making me feel terrible all day. It makes ...
mitzaa
1
0
4
2020-01-17 12:41:21
Anger
<efs>I feel angry a lot, if not, most of the time.<efe> <efs><es>The smallest things enrage me and everything frustrates me.<ee><efe> <es>I have never really lashed out or acted negatively towards someone because of my anger but as a consequence I haven’t found a healthy way to release it.<ee> <efs>It just sits there m...
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2
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to control your anger alone
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elgnx2
LGBTQ Pamphlet
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survey
1
Hi I’m looking to get perspective on this pamphlet, specifically the Chris and Moriah stories. Has anyone had a chance to read them?
loudsex
1
0
9
2020-01-07 19:51:57
alcoholicsanonymous
<rs>Hi I’m looking to get perspective on this pamphlet, specifically the Chris and Moriah stories.<re> <rs>Has anyone had a chance to read them?<re>
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What happened that you want X ?
to get perspective on the pamphlet
Why are you wanting X ?
perspectives on Chris and Moriah stories
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elm8qx
I have this thing with cutting people off...
1a
help-seeking
1
I often cut people off. I will be someone's friend for a while and when I feel overwhelmed I cut the friendship off like it's nothing. I have a feeling that it has to do with me in the past always ending up in abusive and toxic situations and staying in them too long. Now when I feel overwhelmed or drained I will just ...
Sushisavage
1
0
3
2020-01-08 02:36:47
ptsd
<es>I often cut people off.<ee> <es>I will be someone's friend for a while and when I feel overwhelmed I cut the friendship off like it's nothing.<ee> <es>I have a feeling that it has to do with me in the past always ending up in abusive and toxic situations and staying in them too long.<ee> <efs>Now when I feel overwh...
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eirwar
How do I get over my fear of driving?
1a
help-seeking
1
I am 25 and live in a city with good public transportation, so I never bothered to learn to drive. Overtime, I realized that I obviously should know how to just as a life skill. I was never really afraid of driving or being in a car until last year when I got hit by a car crossing the street (he ran a red light). Ever ...
LustyGurl
1
0
1
2020-01-02 02:31:08
Anxiety
<es>I am 25 and live in a city with good public transportation, so I never bothered to learn to drive.<ee> <es>Overtime, I realized that I obviously should know how to just as a life skill.<ee> <es>I was never really afraid of driving or being in a car until last year when I got hit by a car crossing the street (he ran...
2
2
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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What do you need help with now that X?
you fear taking the driving lesson
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eiua2c
Is it possible to have BPD and maintain a healthy relationship? How?
0
help-seeking
1
My newest relationship is so much better than my exes its ridiculous. I love him so much. It’s been 9 months, and we talk about the future, I’ve been invited on a family vacation a year from now, it feels good. But after a rough holiday season, I see myself doing milder versions of the toxic behaviour I cant seem to st...
sillywillegar
1
0
10
2020-01-02 05:58:56
BPD
<rs>Is it possible to have BPD and maintain a healthy relationship?<re> <rs>How?<re> <es>My newest relationship is so much better than my exes its ridiculous.<ee> <es>I love him so much.<ee> <es>It’s been 9 months, and we talk about the future, I’ve been invited on a family vacation a year from now, it feels good.<ee> ...
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how does your toxic behaviour make you feel
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epumee
I just broke my dominant arm. Anyone got advice for the coming few weeks?
0
help-seeking
1
Stupid drunken accident and now I'm out of work and in pain for the next 6 weeks at least. I usually work out 5 days a week for mental health and overall well-being . I plan to meditate a lot and watch a lot of TV. Anyone got tips for me to make this as productive as possible?
Caitgrace121
1
0
2
2020-01-17 03:22:13
selfhelp
<es>I just broke my dominant arm.<ee> <rs>Anyone got advice for the coming few weeks?<re> <es>Stupid drunken accident and now I'm out of work and in pain for the next 6 weeks at least.<ee> <es>I usually work out 5 days a week for mental health and overall well-being .<ee> <es>I plan to meditate a lot and watch a lot of...
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0
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How did X make you feel?
being out of work and in pain for 6 weeks
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eqcbmm
really am struggling right now
1a
help-seeking
1
im really going through some shit. every item of food i see i see a number. i dont even want to eat anymore. i literally will drink an iced coffee in the morning and nothing else all day because all i see is the numbers. i dont know what to do. im always constantly judging myself and just putting myself down too. its e...
saddest-lil-gay-boy
1
0
0
2020-01-18 05:18:57
selfhelp
<es>im really going through some shit.<ee> <es>every item of food i see i see a number.<ee> <es>i dont even want to eat anymore.<ee> <es>i literally will drink an iced coffee in the morning and nothing else all day because all i see is the numbers.<ee> <es>i dont know what to do.<ee> <es>im always constantly judging my...
2
0
2
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How did X make you feel?
constantly judging yourself
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true
202
ejzbru
[Video] Motivational words for you.
0
chitchat
1
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submitsky
1
0
0
2020-01-04 17:16:57
selfhelp
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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0
ekn1gp
How to get someone to aa
1b
help-seeking
1
My good friends mother is about a year sober but turns her nose up at the program. She is so negative and is just really hard to be around. Doesn’t want to identify as an alcoholic even though she clearly is. She has the desire to stop drinking. She needs aa......attitude adjustment. But I know attraction rather than...
ownseagls
1
0
8
2020-01-06 02:05:22
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>My good friends mother is about a year sober but turns her nose up at the program.<ee> <es>She is so negative and is just really hard to be around.<ee> <es>Doesn’t want to identify as an alcoholic even though she clearly is.<ee> <es>She has the desire to stop drinking.<ee> <rs>She needs aa......attitude adjustment...
2
0
2
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How did X make you feel?
being around your mother
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202
em01yo
Someone let slip my mothers new address to my abusive father
1b
help-seeking
1
My mother moved in with me at the end of July to escape my abusive, alcoholic father. Just before Christmas she got offered a flat and has since moved in. The people who know where she lives have all been asked to be very careful not to tell father where she is now, but someones let slip. We don't know what to do about...
leaporlepor
1
0
2
2020-01-08 22:26:59
domesticviolence
<es>My mother moved in with me at the end of July to escape my abusive, alcoholic father.<ee> <es>Just before Christmas she got offered a flat and has since moved in.<ee> <es>The people who know where she lives have all been asked to be very careful not to tell father where she is now, but someones let slip.<ee> <es>We...
2
0
2
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How did X make you feel?
your father's abuse towards your mother
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202
eiraqo
i fucking relapsed !
1a
rant
1
i had an episode where i essentially blacked out had a meltdown and then my leg was covered in blood. ive never had this many cuts in one session. i was able to vent to a friend afterwards which somewhat stabilised me but it was awful. i talked a bit to my parents (didn’t tell them about sh though) and hopefully ill be...
hanahaki-
1
0
0
2020-01-02 01:42:34
selfharm
<es>i had an episode where i essentially blacked out had a meltdown and then my leg was covered in blood.<ee> <es>ive never had this many cuts in one session.<ee> <es>i was able to vent to a friend afterwards which somewhat stabilised me but it was awful.<ee> <es>i talked a bit to my parents (didn’t tell them about sh ...
1
0
2
Can you elaborate more on X ?
the episode
How did X make you feel?
the episode
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ei80s5
Happy New Year Everyone
1c
rant
1
Well this will be my first new year with one the love of my life. I really don't want to spend it with no one else but her but what can I really do. I would just sleep through it and dream about her... Ugh the end of this year sucked and the start of this new year sucks.
BitMaster2289
1
0
0
2019-12-31 20:02:32
depression
Well this will be my first new year with one the love of my life. <rs>I really don't want to spend it with no one else but her but what can I really do.<re> I would just sleep through it and dream about her... <es>Ugh the end of this year sucked and the start of this new year sucks.<ee>
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0
1
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how the year sucked
How did X make you feel?
the rough year
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you want to spend the new year
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true
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enf6th
{F 23} What do you do to feel empowered?
1a
help-seeking
1
I'm thinking a lot about my ex/abuser tonight and I feel very angry. I'd like to turn that anger into strength and empowerment but I'm not sure how. At the most atm I am singing my power songs into a mirror but I still feel a bit lost tonight? Almost like I miss them and I hate that feeling
Suspicious_Arachnid
1
0
13
2020-01-11 23:24:50
domesticviolence
I'm thinking a lot about my ex/abuser tonight and I feel very angry. I'd like to turn that anger into strength and empowerment but I'm not sure how. At the most atm I am singing my power songs into a mirror but I still feel a bit lost tonight? Almost like I miss them and I hate that feeling
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2
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what made you think about your ex
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emllyo
I got high today and am scheduled for a vivitrol shot tmrw. What can I expect and what should I do? Please help
0
help-seeking
1
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kaymay81
1
0
4
2020-01-10 04:09:00
OpiatesRecovery
<es>I got high today and am scheduled for a vivitrol shot tmrw.<ee> <rs>What can I expect and what should I do?<re> Please help nan
1
0
2
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you got high
How did X make you feel?
getting high
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eic52t
I'm 16, how do I get through this
1a
help-seeking
1
Been taking 200-380mg of dihydrocodeine everyday for last 2 weeks, and every few days before that for many months. Broke down and told my mum, how do I get thru this withdrawal, I feel horrible, everything hurts and I can't do anything. Im 16 I never should have signed up for this but I am sick of life.
CorrectGrowth
1
0
8
2020-01-01 01:34:45
OpiatesRecovery
<es>Been taking 200-380mg of dihydrocodeine everyday for last 2 weeks, and every few days before that for many months.<ee> <efs>Broke down and told my mum, how do I get thru this withdrawal, I feel horrible, everything hurts and I can't do anything.<efe> <efs>Im 16 I never should have signed up for this but I am sick o...
1
2
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you took dihydrocodeine
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What do you need help with now that X?
the withdrawl symptoms hurt
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true
120
ejq5tc
Jealous of my friend who qualified tonight
1b
rant
2
I’m embarrassed to even write this all out because I shouldn’t be jealous but I need to vent. Tonight one of my closest friends in AA was asked to qualify tonight at our home group. I was hurt because I’ve never been asked to qualify there. We’re very close (our sobriety is 2 days apart and we hang out a lot - a lot of...
Timetofacethemirror
7
0
55
2020-01-04 02:28:45
alcoholicsanonymous
<efs>I’m embarrassed to even write this all out because I shouldn’t be jealous but I need to vent.<efe> <es>Tonight one of my closest friends in AA was asked to qualify tonight at our home group.<ee> <efs>I was hurt because I’ve never been asked to qualify there.<efe> <es>We’re very close (our sobriety is 2 days apart ...
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2
1
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
you were hurt by not being asked to qualify
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epkofv
3-4 years no proper sleep schedule
1a
help-seeking
2
TL;DR - For years now, been in the habit of sleeping/waking up whenever the hell I want, due to online school and no early-morning obligations. How the hell do I get out? I finished highschool in 2016. Throughout, I always had sleep issues. It was norm for me to fall asleep at around 4-5 in the morning, and then get u...
NotANecrophile
1
0
2
2020-01-16 15:19:07
selfhelp
<es>TL;DR - For years now, been in the habit of sleeping/waking up whenever the hell I want, due to online school and no early-morning obligations.<ee> <rs>How the hell do I get out?<re> <es>I finished highschool in 2016.<ee> <es>Throughout, I always had sleep issues.<ee> <es>It was norm for me to fall asleep at aroun...
2
1
2
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
your irregular sleeping habits make you feel
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eils3q
Medication side affect
0
help-seeking
2
Hey 👋 I’ve been on Vyvanse for three weeks now with phenomenal results. Really no side effects besides a bit of a crash that if I time well isn’t a big deal. This morning though, I’m having some side effects. I almost feel overly aware of my body. Like overstimulated in a way. Does that makes sense? Maybe a little a...
LearningLittles
1
0
6
2020-01-01 18:36:33
ADHD
<es>Hey 👋 I’ve been on Vyvanse for three weeks now with phenomenal results.<ee> <es>Really no side effects besides a bit of a crash that if I time well isn’t a big deal. <ee> <es>This morning though, I’m having some side effects.<ee> <efs>I almost feel overly aware of my body.<efe> <efs>Like overstimulated in a way.<...
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em064j
Saw my abuser
0
help-seeking
1
I was just wondering if anyone had any advice on how to deal with seeing your abuser. It is extremely triggering for me and I’m exhausted from trying to fight this of all the time.
stayinganonymous22
1
0
38
2020-01-08 22:35:22
ptsd
<es>Saw my abuser <ee> <rs>I was just wondering if anyone had any advice on how to deal with seeing your abuser. <re> <efs>It is extremely triggering for me and I’m exhausted from trying to fight this of all the time.<efe>
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1
2
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
how seeing your abuser made you feel
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212
einu1w
My FP - my mum?
1b
help-seeking
2
Hey guys, I need someone smarter than me to help explain and get my thoughts in order. Ever since I left my toxic ex i thought I didn't have a FP anymore (when i was with him I didn't know I had BPD but when i was diagnosed all my past relationships suddenly made sense) and I was really happy. Just now I was suddenly ...
nellneheil
1
0
1
2020-01-01 21:09:38
BPD
Hey guys, I need someone smarter than me to help explain and get my thoughts in order. Ever since I left my toxic ex i thought I didn't have a FP anymore (when i was with him I didn't know I had BPD but when i was diagnosed all my past relationships suddenly made sense) and I was really happy. Just now I was suddenly ...
2
2
2
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epjgir
I need help
1b
help-seeking
2
A few days ago I nearly got into a car accident. Luckily our cars didn't touch so I kept on driving. The guy mean mugged me but I looked away. I tried to avoid the confrontation. Suddenly he swerved his car in front of me and brake checked me, then I lost my cool. I stopped his car got out and basically told him to g...
hoosierpride1
1
0
32
2020-01-16 13:40:27
Anger
<es>A few days ago I nearly got into a car accident.<ee> Luckily our cars didn't touch so I kept on driving. <es>he guy mean mugged me but I looked away.<ee> <es>I tried to avoid the confrontation.<ee> <es>Suddenly he swerved his car in front of me and brake checked me, then I lost my cool.<ee> <es>I stopped his car ...
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2
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
the car incident
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ezo50o
My research topic makes me uncomfortable
1b
rant
1
I've witnessed domestic violence when I was a kid. My dad was abusive to my mom. And 13 years later, I still get flashbacks. My research topic for university is about domestic violence too (i didnt get to choose my topic). And everytime I read about it, it makes me anxious and really uncomfortable. Idk what to do I jus...
nasiLepak
1
0
2
2020-02-06 06:22:16
domesticviolence
<es>I've witnessed domestic violence when I was a kid.<ee> <es>My dad was abusive to my mom.<ee> <efs>And 13 years later, I still get flashbacks.<efe> <es>My research topic for university is about domestic violence too (i didnt get to choose my topic).<ee> <efs>And everytime I read about it, it makes me anxious and rea...
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2
0
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel uncomfortable about your research topic
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eixrr6
Tips on how to work in an open office?
1a
help-seeking
1
As most of you probably experience as well, I have a really hard time focusing at work. I'll do anything and everything else, besides actually working on the task that needs to be done. I work in an open office with about 10 other people, and it makes it super hard to get anything done. I'll listen to other people's co...
WillowChaser
1
0
5
2020-01-02 12:41:42
ADHD
<es>As most of you probably experience as well, I have a really hard time focusing at work.<ee> <es>I'll do anything and everything else, besides actually working on the task that needs to be done.<ee> <es>I work in an open office with about 10 other people, and it makes it super hard to get anything done.<ee> <es>I'll...
2
0
2
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fwc21p
Struggling to get over lost friendships
1b
rant
1
A year ago, two of my best friends decided to stop being friends with me in tandem. Each for different reasons, but kind it of boils down to that I had just started setting boundaries and speaking up for myself for the first time in my life, and they weren't having it. We had all been best friends since kindergarten so...
takenalichen
1
0
2
2020-04-07 02:13:08
getting_over_it
<es>A year ago, two of my best friends decided to stop being friends with me in tandem.<ee> <es>Each for different reasons, but kind it of boils down to that I had just started setting boundaries and speaking up for myself for the first time in my life, and they weren't having it.<ee> <es>We had all been best friends s...
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2
0
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What do you need help with now that X?
your are struggling with losing your best friends
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220
ekgb7o
[SAD][LOFI] I'm Tired of Feeling This Way - Elijah Who (Lofi Cover) Feat. 4 very sad boys who are tired of feeling this way
0
rant
1
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Tonguebyte
1
0
0
2020-01-05 17:50:08
sad
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
true
0
ep6d1p
What do you do with the shame and guilt?
1a
help-seeking
1
I'm on day 3 and my body is all over the place but my emotions are stuck in hyper aware and guilty/shameful for my actions due to my drinking. The embarrassment is overwhelming
vinomeno
1
0
11
2020-01-15 18:42:57
alcoholicsanonymous
<rs>What do you do with the shame and guilt?<re> <efs>I'm on day 3 and my body is all over the place but my emotions are stuck in hyper aware and guilty/shameful for my actions due to my drinking.<efe> <efs>The embarrassment is overwhelming<efe>
0
2
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What made you feel X ?
guilty and shameful
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ekd0xe
Long Night
0
rant
2
Well I made it through night one, by listening to Naked Mind Podcasts and doing that horrible drift in and out of sleep thing. Got up had a shower, put washing on and made coffee then promptly burst into tears. I don't want a drink, the thought makes me feel sick but this little voice tell me otherwise, I know I will c...
chelator79
3
0
8
2020-01-05 13:30:21
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>Well I made it through night one, by listening to Naked Mind Podcasts and doing that horrible drift in and out of sleep thing.<ee> <es>Got up had a shower, put washing on and made coffee then promptly burst into tears.<ee> <efs>I don't want a drink, the thought makes me feel sick but this little voice tell me other...
1
2
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what caused the drifting in and out of sleep
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What do you need help with now that X?
the thought of drinking is making you sick
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120
ej4xaa
I hate my scars so much, I tried to get rid of them
1a
rant
1
I finally got tired of looking at them and tried to cover them up by burning almost my entire forearm with a hot pan. The area of skin was leathery and hard, and I was hopeful for a while that it might have worked. But after it scabbed over and healed it all just looks worse. I’m so fucking mad at myself, i feel like I...
YourLifeBeforeMyEyes
1
0
6
2020-01-02 21:50:08
selfharm
<efs>I hate my scars so much, I tried to get rid of them<efe> <es>I finally got tired of looking at them and tried to cover them up by burning almost my entire forearm with a hot pan.<ee> <es>The area of skin was leathery and hard, and I was hopeful for a while that it might have worked.<ee> <es>But after it scabbed ov...
1
2
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why do you hate your scars
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What do you need help with now that X?
you made your scars worse
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120
ekojmx
Tomorrow my girlfriend is going to break up
0
rant
1
So, tomorrow I'm going to drive about two hours to see my girlfriend. We're probably going to kiss, and she's going to tell me that she's sorry, and that it's not my fault, but that we can't see each other anymore. That she is really sorry, but her mental health is not allowing our relationship. That this happened befo...
_L0op_
1
0
2
2020-01-06 04:07:00
sad
So, tomorrow I'm going to drive about two hours to see my girlfriend. We're probably going to kiss, and she's going to tell me that she's sorry, and that it's not my fault, but that we can't see each other anymore. That she is really sorry, but her mental health is not allowing our relationship. That this happened befo...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel upset about breaking up
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ej5ftm
Need some advice on delusional disorder and its effect on kids and what is really going on behind the scenes
1b
help-seeking
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Hi all - my brother is married to a woman who I think has delusional disorder. Right from the beginning there were problems. Linda was convinced my brother was cheating on him with anyone and everyone. With his cousin, a neighbor, random people in the movie theater, a restaurant, someone on the subway etc etc. As a res...
grimsby91
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2020-01-02 22:26:05
mentalillness
<es>Hi all - my brother is married to a woman who I think has delusional disorder.<ee> <es>Right from the beginning there were problems.<ee> <es>Linda was convinced my brother was cheating on him with anyone and everyone.<ee> With his cousin, a neighbor, random people in the movie theater, a restaurant, someone on the ...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ei8f5q
I'm spending NYE alone
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chitchat
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And you know what... that's okay. I'll be playing videogames and watching some movies for the rest of the night. I should feel sad that nobody invited me to a party today but you know what I'm leaving those negative feelings in 2019. I know that there are a lot of people also alone tonight. To all those people in the s...
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2019-12-31 20:33:10
depression
<es>I'm spending NYE alone<ee> And you know what... that's okay. I'll be playing videogames and watching some movies for the rest of the night. I should feel sad that nobody invited me to a party today but you know what I'm leaving those negative feelings in 2019. I know that there are a lot of people also alone tonigh...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
spending new year alone
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you want things to be better
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elod7h
Can you develop PTS from moving to a different country? (It wasn't forced, we just wanted better)
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survey
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So my family moved to the US when I was 12, we are from Mexico, and we came here legally too. The only struggles we had was the language and getting used to a new environment, everything else was fine, we were doing fine. I am 21 now, and I hate remembering my first years here, when we first came in my dad's appartmen...
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2020-01-08 05:31:29
ptsd
<rs>Can you develop PTS from moving to a different country?<re> <es>(It wasn't forced, we just wanted better)<ee> <es>So my family moved to the US when I was 12, we are from Mexico, and we came here legally too.<ee> <es>The only struggles we had was the language and getting used to a new environment, everything else wa...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you control the nightmares
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