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es8oxe | Why does just about everyone other than me on this sub have girlfriends? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I'd see the the reason why you're so angry is so you can't F properly, but it turns out this most of you have girlfriends. You're explosion hazards, and your girlfriends put up with it, while I am no longer an explosion hazard now that I stopped taking stevia, and I have no girlfriend. Why? | Character-Comb | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-22 07:34:12 | Anger | I'd see the the reason why you're so angry is so you can't F properly, but it turns out this most of you have girlfriends. <es>You're explosion hazards, and your girlfriends put up with it, while I am no longer an explosion hazard now that I stopped taking stevia, and I have no girlfriend.<ee> Why? | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | stevia | What do you need help with now that X? | you have no girlfriend even after controlling your anger | null | true | 200 |
ekqnuc | What are you going to do in 2020 to overcome social anxiety? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I'm 26 and I'm determined to fucking get over social anxiety this year, I've realised that I need to build momentum with exposure therapy just like building other habits like exercising, eating well etc.
It's tough at first, I feel like I almost have to dissociate sometimes just to stop overthinking but I'm getting t... | fence-sitter_ | 1 | 0 | 19 | 2020-01-06 07:24:51 | socialanxiety | I'm 26 and I'm determined to fucking get over social anxiety this year, I've realised that I need to build momentum with exposure therapy just like building other habits like exercising, eating well etc. It's tough at first, I feel like I almost have to dissociate sometimes just to stop overthinking but I'm getting t... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
f78jsv | Throat | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Its been a few weeks since my SO choked me.... It still hurts to swallow on my right side specifically and also hurts if I breathe really hard / cough etc....can someone please tell me if I'm OK? Its just under my jaw. I'm afraid because its not going away and a normal bruise would've by now. | an0nny | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-02-21 09:07:41 | domesticviolence | <es>Its been a few weeks since my SO choked me....<ee> <efs>It still hurts to swallow on my right side specifically and also hurts if I breathe really hard / cough etc....<efe><rs>can someone please tell me if I'm OK?<re> <rs>Its just under my jaw.<re> <efs>I'm afraid because its not going away and a normal bruise woul... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why did you significant other choke you | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
ej26mi | Lowest Self Confidence, Memory Issues, New Job | 1a | rant | 3 | I have been diagnosed with ADHD and put on meds since the age of 8 and I'm 32. I have a college degree but don't work in my field. Most of my jobs have been customer service roles with the occasional inside sales or recruiting role, but over the years, I find I either get fired for poor performance or I absolutely ha... | mindben7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 18:40:37 | ADHD | <es>I have been diagnosed with ADHD and put on meds since the age of 8 and I'm 32.<ee> <es> I have a college degree but don't work in my field.<ee> <efs> Most of my jobs have been customer service roles with the occasional inside sales or recruiting role, but over the years, I find I either get fired for poor performan... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 220 |
f72qct | I only get angry when I am alone | 1a | survey | 1 | I am a 24 year old male who consider myself a nice person to be around. I am quite agreeable, talkative, and have few troubles with putting other peoples needs in front of my own. The problem is that I feel like I have a lot of anger in me, and it only comes out when I am alone. The anger is almost always self-directed... | RavenFlies | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-02-21 00:29:29 | Anger | I am a 24 year old male who consider myself a nice person to be around. I am quite agreeable, talkative, and have few troubles with putting other peoples needs in front of my own. <es>The problem is that I feel like I have a lot of anger in me, and it only comes out when I am alone.<ee> <es>The anger is almost always s... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | all the anger | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ezn5oz | I “legally” renamed my bunny and I was gifted another build a bear. | 1b | rant | 2 | My abuser/rapist used a build-a-bear as a manipulation tactic and he forced me to pick one out and make it but took away my chance of naming her. Her given name (dead name now) didn’t match her and honestly I hated it. I eventually renamed her and on Monday I talked about it with my therapist. My therapist told me abou... | isitmeorathrowaway | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-02-06 04:58:59 | rapecounseling | <es>My abuser/rapist used a build-a-bear as a manipulation tactic and he forced me to pick one out and make it but took away my chance of naming her.<ee> <efs>Her given name (dead name now) didn’t match her and honestly I hated it.<efe> <es>I eventually renamed her and on Monday I talked about it with my therapist.<ee>... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are free from your abuser | null | true | 220 |
eivlhj | Whoops | 0 | rant | 1 | So I relapsed, but kinda on accident. I got my tool, and accidentally cut my elbow. 0 days clean. | rozar6797 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 08:21:22 | selfharm | <es>So I relapsed, but kinda on accident.<ee> <es>I got my tool, and accidentally cut my elbow.<ee> <es>0 days clean.<ee> | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the relapse | What do you need help with now that X? | you accidently cut yourself again | null | true | 200 |
enjf1g | [19M] idk what to do anymore | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Long story short i was constantly raped, beaten, forced into having sex with random women, basically any sexual act you could name probably happened. This was happening about 3-5 days a week between the ages of 6-9. Its all i can think about most days, and results in episodes of sobbing on bad days. Its causing me to h... | throwaway206784 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-12 05:20:54 | ptsd | Long story short i was constantly raped, beaten, forced into having sex with random women, basically any sexual act you could name probably happened. This was happening about 3-5 days a week between the ages of 6-9. Its all i can think about most days, and results in episodes of sobbing on bad days. Its causing me to h... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | the trauma is making you harm yourself | null | true | 220 |
ei6vcs | Not eaten all day, BANNED from food | 1b | rant | 2 | Didn't help out a charity event yesterday with mum so she gave me a list to finish. One item was to make dinner. It get to 6 o'clock and beyond and no one has come home. I planned stake egg and broccoli not something you can reheat very well, or at all, plus stake only takes a few seconds on a high heat. The last time ... | mottlymonical | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 18:38:38 | depression | <es>Didn't help out a charity event yesterday with mum so she gave me a list to finish.<ee> One item was to make dinner. It get to 6 o'clock and beyond and no one has come home. I planned stake egg and broccoli not something you can reheat very well, or at all, plus stake only takes a few seconds on a high heat. The la... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eiqvmi | I think I have nerve damage | 1a | rant | 1 | So I self harmed awhile ago and it’s now since heald up I did it in the inside if my ankle and every time any thing touches it it hurts realy bad I don’t know what to do | kenzie_0124677990 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 01:08:53 | selfharm | <es>I think I have nerve damage<ee> <es>So I self harmed awhile ago and it’s now since heald up I did it in the inside if my ankle and every time any thing touches it it hurts realy bad I don’t know what to do<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you self harmed | How did X make you feel? | the self harm | What do you need help with now that X? | you ankle is hurting really bad | null | true | 100 |
ejc93t | I wanna keep saying that I haven't cut once this whole decade | 0 | rant | 1 | but damn the big sad™ hittin me hard right now | PencilFetish | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-03 07:43:38 | selfharm | <es>I wanna keep saying that I haven't cut once this whole decade<ee> <es>but damn the big sad™ hittin me hard right now<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you cut yourself | How did X make you feel? | the urge to cut | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having the urges to cut | null | true | 100 |
ei8n0w | Suppressing? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | How do you suppress/repress/get rid of unwanted thoughts that ruminate over and over and over for days upon days upon days and hours upon hours upon hours? I am already in therapy, on meds, with a psychiatrist. It's not working/helping.
Thanks | Retexo | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 20:50:11 | Anxiety | <rs> How do you suppress/repress/get rid of unwanted thoughts that ruminate over and over and over for days upon days upon days and hours upon hours upon hours?<re> <es>I am already in therapy, on meds, with a psychiatrist.<ee> <es>It's not working/helping.<ee> Thanks | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | therapy and meds you are taking | How did X make you feel? | the unwanted thoughts | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eigo6v | When do I get my body back? When does it become mine again? | 1a | rant | 1 | I’m laying in bed fucking twitching again because falling asleep is losing control. I’m pissed off that I won’t let myself drink. I’m reliving that next morning when I woke up woozy and drunk and fucking naked and so fucking afraid.
I’m fucking tired. I got a solid three hours of sleep last night and an hour nap toda... | deeplynugget | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-01 09:42:52 | rapecounseling | I’m laying in bed fucking twitching again because falling asleep is losing control. I’m pissed off that I won’t let myself drink. I’m reliving that next morning when I woke up woozy and drunk and fucking naked and so fucking afraid. I’m fucking tired. I got a solid three hours of sleep last night and an hour nap toda... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are tired and unable to get sleep | null | true | 220 |
eia5uv | Just feeling a little bit sad today. | 1b | rant | 2 | So it's the end of the year and it has just got me thinking about myself and the future. I haven't accomplished anything this year, I've stayed the same and I don't know what the hell I'm going to do with myself.
I'm stuck doing what I hate for the rest of my life, I have no friends and I'm just feeling terrible lone... | Skeletonche | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2019-12-31 22:52:30 | Anxiety | <es>So it's the end of the year and it has just got me thinking about myself and the future.<ee> <es>I haven't accomplished anything this year, I've stayed the same and I don't know what the hell I'm going to do with myself. <ee> <es>I'm stuck doing what I hate for the rest of my life, I have no friends and I'm just f... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you hate what you are doing | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
favc9g | DAE experience a lack of thought privacy in childhood? Feeling compelled to admit to confusing or intrusive thoughts in order to be “honest” with a parent? | 1b | survey | 2 | I’m (25f) trying to piece together a timeline for my experiences with trauma and severe depression as a child (8-10 I think) in order to have a bit of clarity about what happened but the memories are fuzzy. One of the things I remember during my most depressed was feeling like I had to tell my mother every bad or naugh... | Everythingbread | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-02-28 14:17:26 | getting_over_it | <es>I’m (25f) trying to piece together a timeline for my experiences with trauma and severe depression as a child (8-10 I think) in order to have a bit of clarity about what happened but the memories are fuzzy.<ee> <es>One of the things I remember during my most depressed was feeling like I had to tell my mother every ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ep8zhj | So after a decent start at recovery | 1a | rant | 2 | I relapsed hard after about 3 months
It started after I took the new head chef position
That opened up for a month long binge
Started off slow and then ended with me getting drunk at work in the middle of a hellacious double
The stress that came with the new job is what put me in my trigger environment before I wa... | MrBurnsgreen | 1 | 0 | 35 | 2020-01-15 21:43:36 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>I relapsed hard after about 3 months <ee> <es>It started after I took the new head chef position<ee> <es>That opened up for a month long binge <ee> <es>Started off slow and then ended with me getting drunk at work in the middle of a hellacious double <ee> <es>The stress that came with the new job is what put me i... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the relapse made you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | the stress from the job triggered you | null | true | 210 |
fhz1u6 | Day 9: Today has been fruitful in some ways. | 0 | rant | 2 | **Journal:**
For those of you following, I visited the hospital this morning trying to me restarted on Sertraline after being stopped over concerns with my liver function. Because the fucking appointment for the hepatic specialist is on August and I don't think I could make it till then. No dice.
I took the referral... | FallingIsLearning | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-03-13 12:42:38 | getting_over_it | **Journal:** For those of you following, I visited the hospital this morning trying to me restarted on Sertraline after being stopped over concerns with my liver function. Because the fucking appointment for the hepatic specialist is on August and I don't think I could make it till then. No dice. I took the referral... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiqnsa | I think really fast, but also on a delay | 0 | survey | 1 | Let's see if I can explain this in a way that makes sense haha. So whenever I think it's like there's a delay of a few seconds before my brain actually registers it and starts the process of thinking. Kinda like it has to boot up first. Once I've started though, it's like I've finished the thought before I realize I'v... | adhd_0_throwaway | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 00:51:23 | ADHD | Let's see if I can explain this in a way that makes sense haha. <es>So whenever I think it's like there's a delay of a few seconds before my brain actually registers it and starts the process of thinking.<ee> <es>Kinda like it has to boot up first.<ee> <es>Once I've started though, it's like I've finished the thought ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your brain starting to think after a delay | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eo3q7k | Can you get help without police? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Can you get help from anyone legally in Australia without calling the police?
I'm in a situation where I would prefer not to involve the police however each my mother and I try to leave it just makes things harder. It's getting to the point where I can't work because I'm afraid to leave my mum alone but we can't thin... | EzraDangerNoodle | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-13 12:53:07 | domesticviolence | <rs>Can you get help from anyone legally in Australia without calling the police? <re> <es>I'm in a situation where I would prefer not to involve the police however each my mother and I try to leave it just makes things harder.<ee> <efs>It's getting to the point where I can't work because I'm afraid to leave my mum al... | 1 | 1 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your situation | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about your situation | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you out of your situation | null | true | 111 |
eknfcr | Some sad music that actually made me feel better | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | Ilovechillmusic | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-06 02:35:54 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ei9psw | Finally made it to my doctor appointment after four months to discuss medication to manage my ADHD! | 0 | chitchat | 2 | My primary doctor sent me to go get testing done to diagnose my ADHD and then scheduled me a follow up to discuss it. This was in the beginning of September......I missed the appointment and didn’t even realize it for two weeks when I thought “hmm didn’t I have something to do this month?” So, I made appointment number... | mamajazzi | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 22:16:33 | ADHD | My primary doctor sent me to go get testing done to diagnose my ADHD and then scheduled me a follow up to discuss it. This was in the beginning of September......I missed the appointment and didn’t even realize it for two weeks when I thought “hmm didn’t I have something to do this month?” So, I made appointment number... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
elb71r | 7 days without porn | 0 | chitchat | 1 | May seem like nothing to some of you, but its so fucking hard to do it since i've been using it for 9 years, finally decided to quit, lets do this boyos. | Ihatepayingtaxes | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-07 12:54:35 | addiction | May seem like nothing to some of you, but its so fucking hard to do it since i've been using it for 9 years, finally decided to quit, lets do this boyos. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ej03p3 | Depression and Ritalin | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I have depression and ADHD. As of late I’m noticing that the morning after taking Ritalin and before I take my next dose, I feel really depressed. Once I take it I feel better. I’m wondering if there’s a correlation here. I could go up on my Prozac or perhaps it’s just my dopamine or serotonin levels crashing from the ... | wonderkat4 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 16:08:24 | ADHD | <es>I have depression and ADHD.<ee> <efs>As of late I’m noticing that the morning after taking Ritalin and before I take my next dose, I feel really depressed.<efe> <efs>Once I take it I feel better.<efe> <rs>I’m wondering if there’s a correlation here.<re> <rs>I could go up on my Prozac or perhaps it’s just my dopamin... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eks900 | I never called anyone to talk , it was always for something | 0 | rant | 1 | null | mofifa16 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 10:18:22 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiye97 | Just wanting to get this of my mind. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I never had a way to explain what\`s inside my head until I made this playlist it is the biggest chaos you will ever see but that is how I feel. Maybe some of you can relate check it out if you feel like it. have a nice day, stay strong. [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6ttoGFmrkFWfMicKb83YUR?si=10oMr4NaQRikPDiK2Cjx5... | niels1604 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 13:44:26 | sad | I never had a way to explain what\`s inside my head until I made this playlist it is the biggest chaos you will ever see but that is how I feel. Maybe some of you can relate check it out if you feel like it. have a nice day, stay strong. [https://open.spotify.com/playlist/6ttoGFmrkFWfMicKb83YUR?si=10oMr4NaQRikPDiK2Cjx5... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eoyt7v | Just realized, I’m addicted to Adderall.. even though it’s affecting me negatively | 1a | rant | 1 | Lately, I can only go a few days without giving in & taking more. While using it, my depression evaporates and I finally feel good, things feel more “together.” Once it starts to wear off, I’m a manic, suicidal, mess. I take more pills to knock me out, then wait few days, repeat. My poor brain | Txawayxx28 | 1 | 0 | 31 | 2020-01-15 06:45:24 | addiction | <es>Just realized, I’m addicted to Adderall..<ee> <efs>even though it’s affecting me negatively <efe> <es>Lately, I can only go a few days without giving in & taking more.<ee> <efs>While using it, my depression evaporates and I finally feel good, things feel more “together.”<efe> <efs>Once it starts to wear off, I’... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you take adderall | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | adderall is affecting your mental health | null | true | 120 |
f45ul2 | Does it ever get better? | 1a | survey | 1 | Does anyone else startle at the thought of having sex again after being raped? Does anyone else get an anxiety attack when a guy touches you? It’s been so hard for me after everything happened. Being touched by another guy makes me really stressed and scared. It’s been a struggle for me. I also have dealt with a great ... | miliebug | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-15 06:46:44 | rapecounseling | <rs>Does it ever get better?<re> <es>Does anyone else startle at the thought of having sex again after being raped?<ee> <efs>Does anyone else get an anxiety attack when a guy touches you?<efe> <es>It’s been so hard for me after everything happened.<ee> <efs>Being touched by another guy makes me really stressed and scar... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
els3aj | This piece of music reminds of the pain I went through... | 1b | rant | 2 | I first listened to Lakey Inspired (a hip-hop artist I discovered) during March. I went through horrid experiences early this year, and his tracks soothe me.
I suffered too much this January through March, and even worse in Spring.
My mother was suffering from delusional disorder. She believed that she wa... | 8900_maltic56 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 12:30:54 | ptsd | I first listened to Lakey Inspired (a hip-hop artist I discovered) during March. <es>I went through horrid experiences early this year, and his tracks soothe me. <ee> <es>I suffered too much this January through March, and even worse in Spring. <ee> <es> My mother was suffering from delusional disorder. She ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel exhausted from taking care of your mother | null | true | 220 |
em0z7w | I fucking hate everyone. I hate being angry. | 1c | rant | 1 | I'm almost 10 months sober but I'm on the edge of losing my shit for real. Im so done with everyone. I need to punch someone or take a xanax. For real. | carson-ist | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-08 23:36:39 | addiction | <es>I'm almost 10 months sober but I'm on the edge of losing my shit for real.<ee> <es>Im so done with everyone.<ee> <es>I need to punch someone or take a xanax.<ee> For real. | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you hate everyone | How did X make you feel? | not taking xanax | What do you need help with now that X? | you are feeling on edge | null | true | 100 |
eid7yo | Just passed out from anxiety for the first time | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Typical teen spending NYE alone and a huge anxiety attack came out of nowhere so I went to my room and immediately started shaking violently and passed out. Don’t really know why I’m putting this here besides to tell someone because all my good friends are out and partly drunk. I’m still shaking and i don’t know what t... | jDaw1 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-01 03:17:16 | Anxiety | Typical teen spending NYE alone and a huge anxiety attack came out of nowhere so I went to my room and immediately started shaking violently and passed out. Don’t really know why I’m putting this here besides to tell someone because all my good friends are out and partly drunk. I’m still shaking and i don’t know what t... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what triggered the anxiety attack | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | the anxiety attack made you pass out | null | true | 120 |
eppb3o | y'all just start worrying about how you're doing literally nothing... | 0 | survey | 1 | Which causes you to continue to do literally nothing but pace around worrying about how you're going to start doing something, causing you to not do anything? | i-comment-cat | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-16 20:46:01 | mentalillness | Which causes you to continue to do literally nothing but pace around worrying about how you're going to start doing something, causing you to not do anything? | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ekmgyw | Gone in the wind | 0 | chitchat | 3 | null | adamslife98 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 01:21:15 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ev9i83 | PTSD | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I'm wondering how others handle flash backs, nightmares and fleeting feelings of being back in the situation. Do they go away with time or are they going to be with me forever?
I was unconscious when I was raped but awoke in the middle of it happening and was able to kick him off of me and get away into my apartment... | 29TwentyNine29 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-28 18:39:48 | rapecounseling | <rs> I'm wondering how others handle flash backs, nightmares and fleeting feelings of being back in the situation.<re> <rs>Do they go away with time or are they going to be with me forever? <re> <es>I was unconscious when I was raped but awoke in the middle of it happening and was able to kick him off of me and get aw... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eld9gu | UK GP surgeries 'failing troops with PTSD' as only one in 20 are 'veteran friendly' | 0 | chitchat | 2 | >**Figures from the Armed Forces Covenant annual report revealed just 375 of 7,000 practices have staff trained to deal with veterans issues**
>At least 158 serving or ex-armed forces members have taken their lives since 2018 – most served in war zones and were diagnosed with PTSD or other mental health issue.
&... | BlueAzzure | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 15:50:47 | ptsd | >**Figures from the Armed Forces Covenant annual report revealed just 375 of 7,000 practices have staff trained to deal with veterans issues** >At least 158 serving or ex-armed forces members have taken their lives since 2018 – most served in war zones and were diagnosed with PTSD or other mental health issue. &... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eibu3l | Thanks | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who has commented on my posts this last year. I'm still in a very dark place but having a forum where it feels like people actually listen and possibly even care a little feels nice. First nice this in a long time. So thank you, you have literally saved my life more times than I... | JackVanBurance | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 01:07:53 | depression | I just wanted to say thanks to everyone who has commented on my posts this last year. I'm still in a very dark place but having a forum where it feels like people actually listen and possibly even care a little feels nice. First nice this in a long time. So thank you, you have literally saved my life more times than I... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ejhwwi | I cant call back for a job | 1a | rant | 1 | I am 19 and need a job. I get so scared to call back or answer the phone when I get a call for a job. I have ignored some and that doesn't make it better. I need to take the leap and just do it but I get such a shaky voice. It makes me so disappointed in myself. My mom thinks I'm lazy and unmotivated but if she only kn... | Remarkable-Try | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-03 16:40:57 | socialanxiety | <es>I am 19 and need a job.<ee> <efs>I get so scared to call back or answer the phone when I get a call for a job.<efe> <es>I have ignored some and that doesn't make it better.<ee> <es>I need to take the leap and just do it but I get such a shaky voice.<ee> <efs>It makes me so disappointed in myself.<efe> <es>My mom th... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you get nervous answering the calls | null | true | 220 |
ej2jhq | Thursday Jan 2nd check in | 1b | rant | 3 | Hey y'all! Hope everyone's 2020 is getting off to a good start. I worked an 11 hour shift on new year's eve, made the most money I ever had in a single shift, and had an existential crisis and cried on the drive home while listening to old punk songs that I loved circa 2009-11. Good times. I had to open the next day wh... | kollaps3 | 10 | 0 | 38 | 2020-01-02 19:05:54 | OpiatesRecovery | Hey y'all! Hope everyone's 2020 is getting off to a good start. I worked an 11 hour shift on new year's eve, made the most money I ever had in a single shift, and had an existential crisis and cried on the drive home while listening to old punk songs that I loved circa 2009-11. Good times. I had to open the next day wh... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
epd6ef | I feel like I’m white knuckling | 0 | rant | 1 | I go to meetings 3-5 times a week. I practice rigorous honestly. I try on a daily basis to not get wrapped in self, and focus on others. I only have about 70 days clean. But I have this deep down feeling that my relapse is inevitable. I just needs some words of wisdom. I’m only 20 and I don’t want my life to be defined... | TrendyLeanSipper | 1 | 0 | 21 | 2020-01-16 02:59:46 | alcoholicsanonymous | <efs>I feel like I’m white knuckling<efe> <es>I go to meetings 3-5 times a week.<ee> <es>I practice rigorous honestly.<es> <es>I try on a daily basis to not get wrapped in self, and focus on others.<ee> <es>I only have about 70 days clean.<ee> <efs>But I have this deep down feeling that my relapse is inevitable.<efe> <... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what will help you stop your alcohol addiction | null | true | 221 |
ejfcj2 | Oi does your BPD reflect your music choices ? | 0 | survey | 1 | I go from cigarettes after sex to amity affliction, bloc party to korn, crystal castles to RÜFÜS, MY PLAYLIST IS BPD HAHAHHAHAHAHA | Ohpickle94 | 7 | 0 | 32 | 2020-01-03 13:23:16 | BPD | I go from cigarettes after sex to amity affliction, bloc party to korn, crystal castles to RÜFÜS, MY PLAYLIST IS BPD HAHAHHAHAHAHA | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ei99dx | i just relapsed after being clean for almost six years | 1a | rant | 1 | i used to cut myself very frequently in my early teens. stopped when i was 15. january 16th is supposed to be my six year anniversary being clean. i just relapsed. not sure why not. i feel very... comforted. i know what i did was wrong but at least my panic attack went away.
PS. im not seeking support. i have a thera... | bleucarebear | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2019-12-31 21:39:39 | BPD | <es>i used to cut myself very frequently in my early teens. stopped when i was 15.<ee> <es>january 16th is supposed to be my six year anniversary being clean.<ee> <es>i just relapsed.<ee> <es>not sure why not.<ee> <efs>i feel very... comforted.<efe> <es>i know what i did was wrong but at least my panic attack went away... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how harming yourself makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
exnmh5 | How do I help my friend/convince her to leave? (long post, sorry :) ) | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Hi, I have a question about stalkers, need some opinions on a situation…
My best friend is being stalked by her ex. They broke up over a year ago. About 4 months ago she got a restraining order.
He’s been bypassing it in various ways, following her, manipulating her daughter through other people, etc… All in ways ... | ElmoTheDestroyer | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-02 12:15:52 | domesticviolence | Hi, I have a question about stalkers, need some opinions on a situation… <es>My best friend is being stalked by her ex.<ee> <es>They broke up over a year ago.<ee> <es>About 4 months ago she got a restraining order.<ee> <es>He’s been bypassing it in various ways, following her, manipulating her daughter through oth... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
em5z3z | DTs | 1a | rant | 3 | I am almost on day 3 of being sober. I had all the consequences in the world: lost marriage, lost my house, filed bankruptcy, multiple arrests, and nothing could do it for me. Yesterday I ended up in the ER. I started feeling... strange? So I called my mother and by the time she got to me I was in a full blown panic. G... | GroundbreakingGrade8 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-09 06:44:13 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>I am almost on day 3 of being sober.<ee> <es>I had all the consequences in the world: lost marriage, lost my house, filed bankruptcy, multiple arrests, and nothing could do it for me.<ee> <es>Yesterday I ended up in the ER.<ee> <es>I started feeling... strange?<ee> <es>So I called my mother and by the time she got ... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | how did the consequences of your alcohol addiction | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having health issues due to drinking | null | true | 200 |
eu3yyi | I dont know what to do with my life | 1a | rant | 2 | So to start off, I'm a 15 year old male in high school and for the past few years I have been struggling with depression. I only noticed this in high school but i've had it since 5th grade. In my life, I have had to deal with a back stabbing dad who used me and lied to me and my family to get what he wants. Since then,... | Easiestcc | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-26 07:55:29 | selfhelp | <es>So to start off, I'm a 15 year old male in high school and for the past few years I have been struggling with depression.<ee> <es>I only noticed this in high school but i've had it since 5th grade.<ee> <es>In my life, I have had to deal with a back stabbing dad who used me and lied to me and my family to get what h... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eqymwp | Day 3 withdrawals looking for advice | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Been though this more times than I care to admit. They are mild this time but still major body aches and no energy. I’ve taken kratom in the past but really don’t want to prolong this at all so I guess I just need some reassurance that yes taking kratom is a bad idea lol | sippinanthrax | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-19 16:46:11 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Day 3 withdrawals looking for advice<ee> <es>Been though this more times than I care to admit.<ee> <efs>They are mild this time but still major body aches and no energy.<efe> <es>I’ve taken kratom in the past but really don’t want to prolong this at all<ee> so <rs>I guess I just need some reassurance that yes takin... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused the withdrawls | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
ems9dj | Rambled monologue of self-doubt and hate because of what happened | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I was on a night out with some friends at the end of last year and I ended up taking multiple strong painkillers and not eating after injuring myself getting ready. I'd bought a new outfit and everything so I REALLY wanted to go out, so I trooped on through the pain and didn't even think about eating. So then I ended u... | idkhowtofeel123 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-10 15:14:18 | rapecounseling | <es>I was on a night out with some friends at the end of last year and I ended up taking multiple strong painkillers and not eating after injuring myself getting ready.<ee> <es>I'd bought a new outfit and everything so I REALLY wanted to go out, so I trooped on through the pain and didn't even think about eating.<ee> <... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | you blame yourself for the incident | null | true | 221 |
ejaba6 | I feel like I'm at my lowest point | 1a | rant | 2 | this is my first post on reddit and im on mobile so I'm sorry if this is messy. I'm just really desperate for someone to understand. if i broke any rules I'm really sorry, I did read them i promise I'm just not the smartest. sorry for my terrible grammar also, it's very late at night as usual for me.
tws (all mentio... | 2pidity | 4 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-03 04:38:56 | ptsd | this is my first post on reddit and im on mobile so I'm sorry if this is messy. <rs>I'm just really desperate for someone to understand.<re> if i broke any rules I'm really sorry, I did read them i promise I'm just not the smartest. sorry for my terrible grammar also, it's very late at night as usual for me. <es>tws... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your haing frequent nightmares | null | true | 220 |
eni5t8 | Clean 28 days, longest in 7 years. When will my body regulate temperature again? Brrrr. | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I’m still having a lot of trouble regulating my body temperature. I go back to work on Monday and am worried about the freezing air conditioning! I am constantly wrapped up even though it’s the middle of summer where I live. How long before I am not covered in goosebumps? Thought this would have stopped by now consider... | teamsleep | 1 | 0 | 25 | 2020-01-12 03:24:33 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Clean 28 days, longest in 7 years.<ee> <rs>When will my body regulate temperature again?<re> Brrrr. <es>I’m still having a lot of trouble regulating my body temperature.<ee> <efs>I go back to work on Monday and am worried about the freezing air conditioning!<efe> <efs>I am constantly wrapped up even though it’s the... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what you are clean from | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
f6zq6d | Any resources out there that aim to keep track of current solutions to emotional pain / depression etc? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I've had my world blasted open recently by how little I know about my depression / emotional pain. I had no idea there was a whole area around the identification, understanding, and healthy processing of mental illness / emotional pain and I want to know as much as I can so I can work to beat this fucking thing.
Been... | Dreamingofren | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-20 21:04:53 | getting_over_it | <es>I've had my world blasted open recently by how little I know about my depression / emotional pain.<ee> <es>I had no idea there was a whole area around the identification, understanding, and healthy processing of mental illness / emotional pain.<ee> <rs>I want to know as much as I can so I can work to beat this fuck... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | depression and emotional pain | How did X make you feel? | the depression | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ele56i | I watch Steven universe when I’m sad so I can watch lapis lazuli. She is the most relatable person in my opinion who has been through hardship and heartbreak. Which caused her to also cause pain to others. But she is growing and though she isn’t perfect. She tries to not hurt or be hurt anymore. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | mymoodsometimes | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 16:55:00 | sad | <es>I watch Steven universe when I’m sad so I can watch lapis lazuli.<ee> She is the most relatable person in my opinion who has been through hardship and heartbreak. Which caused her to also cause pain to others. But she is growing and though she isn’t perfect. She tries to not hurt or be hurt anymore. nan | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eidve3 | Finally home with blades and razors but I’m hesitant to ruin my clean streak | 0 | rant | 1 | I really want to but I’ll probably regret it. 18 days clean. Ugh I hate this | anonanymonysoumys | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 04:22:16 | selfharm | <es>Finally home with blades and razors but I’m hesitant to ruin my clean streak<ee> <es>I really want to but I’ll probably regret it.<ee> <es> 18 days clean.<ee> <efs>Ugh I hate this<efe> | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you want to cut yourself | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how did being clean for 18 days make you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you are feeling the urge to cut again | null | true | 110 |
eknrbd | Needing advice | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hello, I'm a 20 year old female, I won't go into detail specifically but I've been raped 3 times, by 3 different men. My ages at those times were 10, 15, and 17. I am sharing this as I don't know what to do anymore, I am engaged to a wonderful woman that I love with all my heart and she is a very understanding person,... | LaceyTheSnarkyShark | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-06 03:02:04 | ptsd | <es>Hello, I'm a 20 year old female, I won't go into detail specifically but I've been raped 3 times, by 3 different men.<ee> <es>My ages at those times were 10, 15, and 17. <ee> <es>I am sharing this as I don't know what to do anymore, I am engaged to a wonderful woman that I love with all my heart and she is a very u... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eisdld | Started the MAID application process. | 1c | chitchat | 1 | I live in Canada. I started the application process for medical assistance in dying. It was nice to finally receive an intelligible response to "I really want to die." as oppose to the usual parroted phrases and hollow cheerleading.
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Not sure that I will go through with it tbh, but I hope that I do. Getti... | AmongAllOf | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 03:10:26 | addiction | I live in Canada. I started the application process for medical assistance in dying. It was nice to finally receive an intelligible response to "I really want to die." as oppose to the usual parroted phrases and hollow cheerleading. &#x200B; Not sure that I will go through with it tbh, but I hope that I do. Getti... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eivihl | Acceptance and living life on life’s terms isn’t easy until you’re ready | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Thank you for being part of this sub.
I accept I wanted the people around me to live their life how I needed them to. My Mum was the main person I wanted to change. She was born an alcoholic and died one, this I accept now. There would be a short time every day that she was the version of herself that I needed, wante... | thatluckyfox | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-02 08:11:28 | alcoholicsanonymous | Thank you for being part of this sub. I accept I wanted the people around me to live their life how I needed them to. My Mum was the main person I wanted to change. She was born an alcoholic and died one, this I accept now. There would be a short time every day that she was the version of herself that I needed, wante... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eicdc7 | What am i missing? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | No, what am i missing? Something vital is missing, but i don't know what. No matter what i do, hoｗ successful i am, how pretty i am, how smart i am, how happy i am, there's always something missing. There's always this void inside of me that i can't seem to get rid of. But for what? I should be happy to be as blessed a... | ArdentLearnur | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 01:56:00 | BPD | <rs>No, what am i missing?<re> <efs>Something vital is missing, but i don't know what.<efe> <es>No matter what i do, hoｗ successful i am, how pretty i am, how smart i am, how happy i am, there's always something missing.<ee> <efs>There's always this void inside of me that i can't seem to get rid of.<efe> <es>But for wh... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you not feel something is missing | null | true | 221 |
enrlup | Tips on developing a thicker skin? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hi! I was wondering if anyone had tips or resources (books, videos) on how to become more resilient to criticism or mean behavior. I recently had a very bad experience with my closest friends and on my work environment, where people were very mean to me and that left a long lasting impact on all aspects of my life. I w... | Pauliebre | 1 | 0 | 17 | 2020-01-12 18:58:33 | selfhelp | Hi! <rs>I was wondering if anyone had tips or resources (books, videos) on how to become more resilient to criticism or mean behavior.<re> <es>I recently had a very bad experience with my closest friends and on my work environment, where people were very mean to me and that left a long lasting impact on all aspects of ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the bad experience with your friend | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ej5loi | I am so tired of wanting to die | 1a | rant | 1 | I am so tired of not being able to sleep due to racing suicidal thoughts. I am so fucking tired of hating myself. I am so tired of everything in my life and i want it to all end. I am tired of seeing my partner hurting due to my selfish fucking actions.
I just want to hurt myself so bad, I just want to die and stop th... | sourukyandi | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 22:37:46 | BPD | <es>I am so tired of not being able to sleep due to racing suicidal thoughts.<ee> <efs>I am so fucking tired of hating myself.<efe> <efs>I am so tired of everything in my life and i want it to all end.<efe> <efs>I am tired of seeing my partner hurting due to my selfish fucking actions.<efe> <efs>I just want to hurt my... | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are having suicidal thoughts | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what will help you get relief from pain | null | true | 121 |
eic8nw | I have literally tried everything.... | 1a | rant | 2 | I'm still f&\*ked....never get a drop of 'good news'.....nadda. 'Oh, you're so smart (sure - went to uni - fat lot of good it did me - I'm basically unemployed because of bi-polar and have huge debt), talented (oh yeah? so why does no one buy my sh\*t?!), pretty (okay - so, why in a joke relationship, no kids, no... | KylieEmma7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 01:43:42 | depression | <es> I'm still f&\*ked....never get a drop of 'good news'.....nadda. 'Oh, you're so smart (sure - went to uni - fat lot of good it did me - I'm basically unemployed because of bi-polar and have huge debt), talented (oh yeah? so why does no one buy my sh\*t?!), pretty (okay - so, why in a joke relationship, no kid... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | so exhausted of life | suicidal | true | 220 |
enrnpy | Handling stress? | 1a | survey | 1 | Hey all!
I’m just wondering how you all cope with stress in recovery ?
I’m in a really stressful situation with work at the moment and I am struggling to keep myself together. I haven’t had any urges to use etc although I did get so drunk I past out on Friday and ending up going to the ER as my other half was so worri... | corbett21 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-12 19:02:15 | OpiatesRecovery | Hey all! <rs>I’m just wondering how you all cope with stress in recovery ?<re> <es>I’m in a really stressful situation with work at the moment and I am struggling to keep myself together.<ee> <es>I haven’t had any urges to use etc although I did get so drunk I past out on Friday and ending up going to the ER as my oth... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | all the stress | null | null | null | true | 202 |
el57c7 | What was one life brightening epiphany in your situation? | 0 | survey | 2 | I figured this thread could use a big encouraging step and some good vibes to make people feel happy, so I had a good open question in hopes of others reading this thread to discover things that would improve their lives in some sense.
Believe it or not, this came recently from watching South Park. One of the episodes... | Slipperysteve1998 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-07 03:02:37 | ptsd | I figured this thread could use a big encouraging step and some good vibes to make people feel happy, so I had a good open question in hopes of others reading this thread to discover things that would improve their lives in some sense. Believe it or not, this came recently from watching South Park. One of the episodes... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiipht | Anyone want to talk about cocaine addiction? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Cocaine free for 7 months now was a habitual user was doing about 3.5 grams a day was costing about £200 a day ruined my nose and left me with crippling anxiety and depression. Was involved in supplying cocaine wasn’t until I ‘quit my job’ and wasn’t around cocaine that I was able to actually come away from it tried fo... | BD9416 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 14:12:12 | addiction | <efs><es>Cocaine free for 7 months now was a habitual user was doing about 3.5 grams a day was costing about £200 a day ruined my nose and left me with crippling anxiety and depression.<ee><efe> <es>Was involved in supplying cocaine wasn’t until I ‘quit my job’ and wasn’t around cocaine that I was able to actually come... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused the cocaine addiction | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eynucm | I’ve been raped on two separate occasions in the last 5 years; different man, different situations, different states. What am I doing wrong? (26f) | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I feel like my life has been grey and my memory foggy since that first time. I look back at photos of myself and don’t recognize the carefree happy woman I was. I’ve lost my sense of self, haven’t taken care of my health, and feel emotionally stunted. I want so badly to be able to connect my body to my soul, but I’m st... | TraumaICURN | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-02-04 09:58:02 | rapecounseling | <es>I’ve been raped on two separate occasions in the last 5 years; different man, different situations, different states.<ee> <rs>What am I doing wrong? (26f)<re> <efs>I feel like my life has been grey and my memory foggy since that first time.<efe> <es>I look back at photos of myself and don’t recognize the carefree h... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ekexot | I went to my first bar...alone! | 1a | chitchat | 1 | I'm so freaking proud of myself. This year I made a goal to overcome my social anxiety.
I've heard to do that you need to really expose yourself to new situations and people, but until now I really havent done that.
So I went to a local bar all alone because I literally dont have friends and a bar isnt really my bo... | sayabaya | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-05 16:12:28 | socialanxiety | I'm so freaking proud of myself. This year I made a goal to overcome my social anxiety. I've heard to do that you need to really expose yourself to new situations and people, but until now I really havent done that. So I went to a local bar all alone because I literally dont have friends and a bar isnt really my bo... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ej20bs | I did it...... FEELING PROUD of myself! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I am an all or nothing girl... black or white thinking, there hasn’t been any middle ground for years.
Diagnosed Sept 2019 with ADHD/Dyslexia.
The doctor keeps telling me to do things in small chunks of time so I feel over whelmed and the tasks don’t seem so huge and daunting. Well I did it! I broke my cleaning t... | Stirker-Event | 68 | 0 | 26 | 2020-01-02 18:28:16 | ADHD | <es>I am an all or nothing girl... black or white thinking, there hasn’t been any middle ground for years. <ee> <es>Diagnosed Sept 2019 with ADHD/Dyslexia. <ee> <efs> The doctor keeps telling me to do things in small chunks of time so I feel over whelmed and the tasks don’t seem so huge and daunting.<efe> <es> Well I... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 220 |
elvper | Yet another weed-addicted boyfriend over here. | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | My boyfriend (30M) has been smoking weed since he was 13. Back in the day he was addicted to practically everything, and weed is the only thing he hasn't been able to quit. We met in January 2019, and were long-distance for a while (he's from Canada, I'm from a South-American country) until he came to visit me for two ... | LucySkyz | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-08 17:21:34 | addiction | <es>My boyfriend (30M) has been smoking weed since he was 13.<ee> <es>Back in the day he was addicted to practically everything, and weed is the only thing he hasn't been able to quit.<ee> <es>We met in January 2019, and were long-distance for a while (he's from Canada, I'm from a South-American country) until he came ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eiqy37 | CBD oil? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | My 9 year old son is full spectrum ADHD, and we do have him on medication to help him. He is on 40mg Vyvanse, and the maletonin supplement to help him sleep is not overly effective anymore.
We have tried many other types of medications, but he wasn't eating and he is only 40 pounds.
His doctor was not able to suggest ... | Frogspanker | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 01:14:27 | ADHD | <es>My 9 year old son is full spectrum ADHD, and we do have him on medication to help him.<ee> <es>He is on 40mg Vyvanse, and the maletonin supplement to help him sleep is not overly effective anymore.<ee> <es>We have tried many other types of medications, but he wasn't eating and he is only 40 pounds. <ee> <es>His doc... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your son's loss of apetite | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eiqzzi | Reflections | 1a | rant | 2 | The end of 2018 was chaotic, to say the least. I was lost emotionally and spiritually. I wanted change and I started going to therapy. I entered 2019 very uncertain. Uncertain of who I was or where life was taking me. I wanted change in 2019, I wanted happiness, and I wanted hope.
The year kicked off and I was seemin... | jennnuhhfurrr | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 01:18:45 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>The end of 2018 was chaotic, to say the least.<ee> <efs>I was lost emotionally and spiritually.<efe> <es>I wanted change and I started going to therapy.<ee> <es>I entered 2019 very uncertain.<ee> <es>Uncertain of who I was or where life was taking me.<ee> <es>I wanted change in 2019, I wanted happiness, and I wante... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you aren't able to stay sober | null | true | 220 |
elqpwa | they all deserve a good life | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | _omin0us | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 09:53:00 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eie7ag | I’m scared to get better but I’m desperate to try. | 1a | rant | 2 | My biggest fear and greatest hope is getting better. Looking back on these days that seem so impossible and saying ‘I did that, I overcame that.’
Why is getting better my biggest fear? It’s all I’ve known. I’ve always been the shy (see: anxious) and pretty sad kid. Since 15 years old, BPD was my entire identity. I did... | itscanimates | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 04:57:27 | BPD | <efs>My biggest fear and greatest hope is getting better.<efe> <es>Looking back on these days that seem so impossible and saying ‘I did that, I overcame that.’<ee> <es>Why is getting better my biggest fear?<ee> <es>It’s all I’ve known.<ee> <es>I’ve always been the shy (see: anxious) and pretty sad kid.<ee> <es>Since 1... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get cured | null | true | 221 |
eiu3q4 | Friends... | 1a | rant | 1 | TW: cussing?
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Hahaha so.. some old friends of mine ended things between us about a year ago and it was fucking hard. I bawled my eyes out every night but shifted/split so rapidly I was always in pain mentally and physically. After I eventually accepted it I still go back and forth between trying to reach out and hati... | Creativ3_art1st | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 05:42:02 | BPD | TW: cussing? . Hahaha so.. some old friends of mine ended things between us about a year ago and it was fucking hard. I bawled my eyes out every night but shifted/split so rapidly I was always in pain mentally and physically. After I eventually accepted it I still go back and forth between trying to reach out and hati... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f3qmz7 | How can this family be helped? | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | \- The parents have been heard responding in a very loud, aggressive and volatile way to their children on a daily basis. Often the children are heard crying for long periods and then they are shouted at with music then being turned up to a very high in volume. After this, there are often crashes and bangs and the chil... | Reportingstuff1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-14 11:00:24 | domesticviolence | <rs>How can this family be helped?<re> <es>\- The parents have been heard responding in a very loud, aggressive and volatile way to their children on a daily basis.<ee> <es>Often the children are heard crying for long periods and then they are shouted at with music then being turned up to a very high in volume.<ee> <es... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the boy's family situation | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ejwoll | Feeling Depressed is not Depression | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Feeling depressed is an emotion that is a state of unhappiness. All people, excluding people who have anti social personality disorder, can experience this feeling. This is not the mental disorder depression rather, this is a basic emotion that is felt by millions a day. On the flip side the mental disorder depression ... | iwood10678 | 47 | 0 | 36 | 2020-01-04 13:34:08 | mentalillness | Feeling depressed is an emotion that is a state of unhappiness. All people, excluding people who have anti social personality disorder, can experience this feeling. This is not the mental disorder depression rather, this is a basic emotion that is felt by millions a day. On the flip side the mental disorder depression ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | thought | true | 0 |
es6hit | I am jealous of the fact that other people are smarter than me. | 0 | rant | 3 | The definition of advice is that the adviser gives instructions, and that they advisee should receive these instructions and always do what they feel is right. Advise usually begins with an appeal to regret, and then follows with declarative statements, and ends with instructions. Both my parents battered me, and I ign... | Character-Comb | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-22 03:58:08 | Anger | The definition of advice is that the adviser gives instructions, and that they advisee should receive these instructions and always do what they feel is right. Advise usually begins with an appeal to regret, and then follows with declarative statements, and ends with instructions. <es>Both my parents battered me, and I... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you have gone through this ordeal | null | true | 220 |
ekvsm1 | Inner Worlds, Outer Worlds - Part 1 - Akasha | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | princeofpenis88 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-06 15:45:38 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
f4u2uv | Doubting the abuse | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Hello, I have gotten away from someone who has:
-Trapped me in his house and car and then would make phone calls to a person he was convincing I was abusing him, telling them I wouldn’t leave.
-Threatened to rape, kill me, kill my friends, family
-Convinced couples therapists with real distress and tears, and triangu... | LailaMoon987 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-02-16 17:45:19 | domesticviolence | <es>Hello, I have gotten away from someone who has: <es>-Trapped me in his house and car and then would make phone calls to a person he was convincing I was abusing him, telling them I wouldn’t leave. <ee> <es>-Threatened to rape, kill me, kill my friends, family<ee> <es>-Convinced couples therapists with real distres... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eo6d5e | New thing | 0 | chitchat | 2 | I have schizophrenia, bipolar I, OCD, and panic disorder, and I have been at home for good since August. My disability payments don’t start until March so I have no income and have not been able to afford a gym membership or gas to go to the gym, and with my mental state it has been difficult to regularly find motivati... | N01really | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-13 16:27:31 | mentalillness | I have schizophrenia, bipolar I, OCD, and panic disorder, and I have been at home for good since August. My disability payments don’t start until March so I have no income and have not been able to afford a gym membership or gas to go to the gym, and with my mental state it has been difficult to regularly find motivati... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eyy65d | Is this still rape? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I dated someone on and off for 13 months when I was 14. I have a long history of sexual abuse my whole life and saw my mom getting assaulted once, I was very isolated growing up and I didn’t understand it was wrong.
So the first time my ex raped me I didn’t realize it was actually rape. He kept trying to have sex wit... | risingsouls7 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-04 22:14:03 | rapecounseling | <es>I dated someone on and off for 13 months when I was 14.<ee> <es>I have a long history of sexual abuse my whole life and saw my mom getting assaulted once, I was very isolated growing up and I didn’t understand it was wrong. <ee> <es>So the first time my ex raped me I didn’t realize it was actually rape.<ee> <es>He... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you can't still get to terms with what you faced back then | null | true | 220 |
eix4ec | Tired of everyone telling me "everyone is like that" | 1b | rant | 2 | It's always been like that when I try to explain what ADHD is like (actually diagnosed, by the way). Everyone will tell me 'oh we all forget stuff sometimes' or 'we all get nervous'. I'm studying to become a teacher and I thought it was pretty funny how I met literally all of the requirements mentioned when we were tal... | Crotalus6 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-02 11:28:39 | ADHD | <efs>Tired of everyone telling me "everyone is like that"<efe> <es>It's always been like that when I try to explain what ADHD is like (actually diagnosed, by the way).<ee> <es>Everyone will tell me 'oh we all forget stuff sometimes' or 'we all get nervous'.<ee> <es>I'm studying to become a teacher and I thought it was ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 212 |
em5ehh | Just need a place to put this.. | 1a | rant | 2 | I consider myself a well resourced individual in regards to overcoming the traumas I’ve faced throughout my life, and although I’ve continued to push through and tried to find a balance through various medication and talk therapies, I still find navigating the seas of this diagnosis increasingly more difficult.
We al... | SadGrlsClubb | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-09 05:45:17 | ptsd | <es>I consider myself a well resourced individual in regards to overcoming the traumas I’ve faced throughout my life, and although I’ve continued to push through and tried to find a balance through various medication and talk therapies, I still find navigating the seas of this diagnosis increasingly more difficult. <ee... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help with the panic attacks | null | true | 221 |
ewoowd | Worried about a fellow Redditor | 0 | rant | 1 | Around 28th December a woman posted here about how she had escaped her abusive husband with her teenage son and they were traveling in an old van across the country unsure which state they were heading to, she gave quite a lot of updates but hasn’t updated in 25/26 days, her last update I believe was how she had a phon... | panicattackcity91 | 1 | 0 | 33 | 2020-01-31 13:46:50 | domesticviolence | Around 28th December a woman posted here about how she had escaped her abusive husband with her teenage son and they were traveling in an old van across the country unsure which state they were heading to, she gave quite a lot of updates but hasn’t updated in 25/26 days, her last update I believe was how she had a phon... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f8d3vm | Anger Issues hampering my Relationship with people around me. | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I have a habit of transferring my anger and emotions to people around me. I get angry at them for someone else's mistake. I get angry easily compared to a normal person. My gf doesn't want me anymore now. I don't get physical but i say a lot of mean things when i am angry. Sometimes I don't speak when I get angry. Some... | MedicalMan03 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-23 18:04:37 | Anger | <es>I have a habit of transferring my anger and emotions to people around me.<ee> <es>I get angry at them for someone else's mistake.<ee> <es>I get angry easily compared to a normal person.<ee> <es>My gf doesn't want me anymore now.<ee> <es>I don't get physical but i say a lot of mean things when i am angry.<ee> <efs>S... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejo5i4 | Tiny victory, wrote instead of cut on my arm | 0 | rant | 1 | I am feeling horrible today and was having suicidal ideations and all that. So I wrote a message on my arm when I was having self harm urges, and then I went for a 3 hour walk. I just wanted to move until my legs hurt. I think my self harm urge may have spilled over into over-exercising, my feet are a bit blistered now... | Previous-Jellyfish | 3 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-03 23:58:03 | selfharm | <efs>I am feeling horrible today and was having suicidal ideations and all that.<efe> <es>So I wrote a message on my arm when I was having self harm urges, and then I went for a 3 hour walk.<ee> <es>I just wanted to move until my legs hurt.<ee> <es>I think my self harm urge may have spilled over into over-exercising, m... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused the suicidal thoughts | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having suicidal thoughts | null | true | 120 |
ezde2l | Dating a survivor and just need some guidance | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I’m currently a month into “officially” dating a survivor. She was with an abuser for a little under 2 years, and at first, it was mostly mental and emotional, finally ending in one ugly physical episode and she hasn’t seen him since. This happened a little over a year ago.
We met 7 months ago, and roughly 8 months s... | anonymousbf123456 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-05 17:53:06 | domesticviolence | <es>I’m currently a month into “officially” dating a survivor.<ee> <es>She was with an abuser for a little under 2 years, and at first, it was mostly mental and emotional, finally ending in one ugly physical episode and she hasn’t seen him since.<ee> <es>This happened a little over a year ago. <ee> <es>We met 7 months... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ei6wkl | Too weak to live in this world | 1a | rant | 1 | Literally feel like this world is too much for me. Other people do it naturally and eventually get through but for some reason everything seems too overwhelming for me. | dndnf98 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2019-12-31 18:41:02 | depression | Literally feel like this world is too much for me. Other people do it naturally and eventually get through but for some reason everything seems too overwhelming for me. | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | that the world is overwhelming | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel overwhelmed | What can help you overcome X ? | this overwhelming feeling | null | true | 10 |
eicnn9 | Hi crisis maybe but just looking for any small advice which might have helped u in a similar situation xx | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | Hello I’m hoping that someone might know what I can do I really am trying to be accepting and empathetic and move forward,, I thought I might have a friend who I can feel normal and comfortable with and not become dependent and suspicious but now because I thought and they told me they wanted to spend some time with me... | phedre666 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 02:22:18 | BPD | <rs>Hello I’m hoping that someone might know what I can do I really am trying to be accepting and empathetic and move forward.<re> <es>I thought I might have a friend who I can feel normal and comfortable with and not become dependent and suspicious but now because I thought and they told me they wanted to spend some t... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eqsdtw | I feel like my brain doesn't understand how to be in a healthy relationship? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I have made a few posts here before but this is something I recently thought about. Recently, I ended a relationship with someone who absolutely adored me. We were dating for almost a year and, to keep it real, he is the most amazing person ever. He is sweet, patient, compassionate, and funny. However, I had such a har... | vintageblues00 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-19 05:30:45 | rapecounseling | I have made a few posts here before but this is something I recently thought about. <es>Recently, I ended a relationship with someone who absolutely adored me.<ee> <es>We were dating for almost a year and, to keep it real, he is the most amazing person ever.<ee> <es>He is sweet, patient, compassionate, and funny.<ee> <... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eqbj7d | 17 years today 1/17/2003. Today is my golden birthday | 0 | chitchat | 2 | null | go_ogledotcom | 1 | 0 | 15 | 2020-01-18 04:00:03 | alcoholicsanonymous | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
enunzx | Getting prepared to do my fifth step! What are some of your thoughts about/experiences with step five? Looking for both sponsee and sponsor points of view. Thanks in advance! | 0 | survey | 1 | null | MLE-Sea | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-12 22:30:13 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es> Getting prepared to do my fifth step!<ee> <rs>What are some of your thoughts about/experiences with step five?<re> <rs>Looking for both sponsee and sponsor points of view.<re> Thanks in advance! nan | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | reaching the fifth step | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ey173u | I can’t do it anymore | 1b | rant | 1 | He kicks me out every time I ever do something to make him angry, which can be as something as simple as me breathing. When I want space during an argument he refuses to leave and refuses to let me leave. He punched me in the face tonight and flushed all my keys down the toilet. He finally came after me enough and dest... | Bananasquishe | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-03 04:12:53 | domesticviolence | <es>He kicks me out every time I ever do something to make him angry, which can be as something as simple as me breathing.<ee> <es>When I want space during an argument he refuses to leave and refuses to let me leave.<ee> <es>He punched me in the face tonight and flushed all my keys down the toilet.<ee> <es>He finally c... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about the physical abuse | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to leave your abuser | null | true | 210 |
eisdrl | Hurting and possibly injured | 1b | rant | 3 | I am in a bad domestic violent situation with my husband of 4 years. Lately his violent attacks have increased and I hate to say this feels like it came from nowhere. He was an angel when I met him. Loving me and treating me with respect. I never expected for him to do the things he did to me recently. The abuse took a... | toninyl2338 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-02 03:10:56 | domesticviolence | <es>I am in a bad domestic violent situation with my husband of 4 years.<ee> <es>Lately his violent attacks have increased and I hate to say this feels like it came from nowhere.<ee> <es>He was an angel when I met him.<ee> <es>Loving me and treating me with respect.<ee> <es>I never expected for him to do the things he ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ekj0ip | It's not my first breakup, but it still hurts | 1b | rant | 2 | Yesterday I was with my boyfriend for five months. It's not really long, but I loved those 5 months.
To put it in context, before I met him, I was coming out of a 3-year relationship, where the person cheated on me twice before leaving me. It took me a year to fully recover.
Then I "met" (we already knew each other... | Nionlys | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-05 20:58:47 | selfhelp | <es>Yesterday I was with my boyfriend for five months.<ee> <es>It's not really long, but I loved those 5 months. <ee> <es>To put it in context, before I met him, I was coming out of a 3-year relationship, where the person cheated on me twice before leaving me.<ee> <es>It took me a year to fully recover. <ee> <es>Then... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your boyfriend broke up suddenly | null | true | 220 |
eji91j | feeling so lost | 1a | rant | 2 | ive always struggled so much mentally but things were looking up for a second cause i got a new job and absolutely love all my coworkers and i was making new friends there and even met a special person who helped me discover im bi. me and that person began talking everyday and i honestly thought she felt the same about... | wagswanson | 4 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-03 17:04:41 | selfhelp | <es>ive always struggled so much mentally but things were looking up for a second cause i got a new job and absolutely love all my coworkers and i was making new friends there and even met a special person who helped me discover im bi.<ee> <es>me and that person began talking everyday and i honestly thought she felt th... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are hurting from this situation | null | true | 220 |
f1t9ku | I don't understand this--can you help me? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I left my abusive ex 12 years ago. My son now doesn't want to live with him and as part of the lawsuit about that my ex insisted we do a parental alienation assessment and the assessor had my domestic violence police reports, pictures of the kids with bruises, CPS reports, the entire thing.
This is where I need help.... | turtlingaroundtown | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-02-10 17:06:00 | domesticviolence | <es>I left my abusive ex 12 years ago.<ee> <es>My son now doesn't want to live with him and as part of the lawsuit about that my ex insisted we do a parental alienation assessment and the assessor had my domestic violence police reports, pictures of the kids with bruises, CPS reports, the entire thing. <ee> <rs>This i... | 2 | 1 | 1 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you feel unseen | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get your son's custody | null | true | 211 |
einea4 | Deja vu anxiety attack? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I frequently have bouts of intense deja vu (lasting like 30sec per experience) they come suddenly and with a huge wave of anxiety.
Sometimes they don't happen for months and appear again happening multiple times a day.
I've never found an answer to what this might be so I thought I'd ask here, since I have adhd. | SerialSlanderer | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 20:37:22 | ADHD | <es>I frequently have bouts of intense deja vu (lasting like 30sec per experience) they come suddenly and with a huge wave of anxiety. <ee> <es>Sometimes they don't happen for months and appear again happening multiple times a day.<ee> <es>I've never found an answer to what this might be so I thought I'd ask here, si... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the frequent bouts of deja vu | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having frequent bouts of deja vu | null | true | 200 |
ej0axv | Everyday I wake up feeling so goddamn miserable | 1a | rant | 1 | Everyday I wake up feeling so goddamn miserable, wishing I could change something from the past that is making me feel so bad about myself right now, it was the worst decision of my last years and since then, I haven’t got to feel genuinely good. | farrisbeullor | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 16:23:57 | sad | <efs>Everyday I wake up feeling so goddamn miserable, wishing I could change something from the past that is making me feel so bad about myself right now.<efe> <es>it was the worst decision of my last years and since then.<ee> <efs>I haven’t got to feel genuinely good.<efe> | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your worst decision | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel miserable about your decision | null | true | 120 |
ejcgej | Memory | 0 | survey | 1 | I suppose I don’t have much of one. It’s beginning to register that other people remember way more than me about their pasts. Does anyone else here feel like their memory is a series of insignificant patches? | BasedWhiskey | 31 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-03 08:06:28 | BPD | <es>Memory<ee> <es>I suppose I don’t have much of one.<ee> <es>It’s beginning to register that other people remember way more than me about their pasts.<ee> <es>Does anyone else here feel like their memory is a series of insignificant patches?<ee> | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | having insignificant patches of memory | What do you need help with now that X? | you don't have a complete memory of your past | null | true | 200 |
esgjpc | I feel stuck. | 1a | rant | 2 | Current Situation. I'm single, 27M. I live in a small house in a rural area, I have a one hour commute each way and it's been a major hindrance to my social life. This was necessary for a long time due to the high cost of housing, but I do have a down payment saved up and am ready to move. I'd say my goals are to make ... | Content-Cicada | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-22 19:09:02 | selfhelp | Current Situation. <es>I'm single, 27M.<ee> <es>I live in a small house in a rural area, I have a one hour commute each way and it's been a major hindrance to my social life.<ee> <es>This was necessary for a long time due to the high cost of housing, but I do have a down payment saved up and am ready to move.<ee> <es>I... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel a comfortable life would be boring | null | true | 220 |
f5e1yg | Hi guys, here's Leonard Cohen on Depression. Really Rather Illuminating :) | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Hi guys, here's Leonard Cohen on Depression. Really Rather Illuminating :) I said that twice. Here's the youtube video link - [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAoHYBpj8vY&t=2s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAoHYBpj8vY&t=2s)
Peace
Rob | RobMarenghi | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-17 19:26:15 | getting_over_it | Hi guys, here's Leonard Cohen on Depression. Really Rather Illuminating :) I said that twice. Here's the youtube video link - [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAoHYBpj8vY&t=2s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FAoHYBpj8vY&t=2s) Peace Rob | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
en2emg | Seizures as a symptom/side effect? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Hey guys. Last year, February, I got out of an abusive seven-month relationship. It's left me with issues, heh, obviously. My recovery hasn't been the best. I still frequent the coffee shop he assaulted me countless times behind. I actually ran into him at a Hot Topic 2 hours from where we live over the summer. I have ... | loganishh | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-11 03:54:08 | ptsd | Hey guys. <es>Last year, February, I got out of an abusive seven-month relationship.<ee> <es>It's left me with issues, heh, obviously.<ee> <es>My recovery hasn't been the best.<ee> <es>I still frequent the coffee shop he assaulted me countless times behind.<ee> <es>I actually ran into him at a Hot Topic 2 hours from wh... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the seizures make you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eiwhc2 | being let down by the same person over and over again | 1b | rant | 1 | she’s my best friend but she does that all the time. it always starts with something that we both look forward to. that can be some kind of event or just a simple day that we want to spend together. i’m always really excited for such things even when they’re really simple because i spend most of my time alone at home d... | swmr58 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 10:11:09 | sad | <es>she’s my best friend but she does that all the time.<ee> <es>it always starts with something that we both look forward to.<ee> <es>that can be some kind of event or just a simple day that we want to spend together.<ee> <es>i’m always really excited for such things even when they’re really simple because i spend mos... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel upset about your friend cancelling the plans | null | true | 220 |
f3gola | Conducting a research paper on males raped by females | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I apologize if this is the wrong sub, kind of a hard thing to find any data on. I’m doing a project for a sociology class on male rape by women. Oddly enough I was randomly assigned this topic, it’s how I actually lost my virginity so using myself as a source is kinda strange.
The topic is hard to pin, many don’t rep... | efukt-xhamster | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-13 20:53:08 | rapecounseling | I apologize if this is the wrong sub, kind of a hard thing to find any data on. I’m doing a project for a sociology class on male rape by women. Oddly enough I was randomly assigned this topic, it’s how I actually lost my virginity so using myself as a source is kinda strange. The topic is hard to pin, many don’t rep... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
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