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eiiyit
Do i have anxiety?
1a
help-seeking
1
Do you guys cheeks ever tingle or feel numb but not numb to where you cant feel nothing just numb to where it feels weird. I also cant sleep like i use too i always wake up worried. Do i have a anxiety problem.
mr5onit
1
0
1
2020-01-01 14:38:56
Anxiety
<efs>Do you guys cheeks ever tingle or feel numb but not numb to where you cant feel nothing just numb to where it feels weird.<efe> <es>I also cant sleep like i use too i always wake up worried.<ee> <rs>Do i have a anxiety problem.<re>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you wake up worried
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true
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eiigut
Advice needed! Somebody is trying to destroy my reputation.
1b
help-seeking
2
Hi everybody, please don’t take this the wrong way. I don’t have BPD, but I’m seeking advice on how to deal with somebody who’s been diagnosed and has developed a real problem with me. SO... I slept with somebody a few times. It wasn’t a relationship, and I made it clear from the outset that I never wanted one. She d...
EatSleepPubRepeat
1
0
6
2020-01-01 13:44:37
BPD
Hi everybody, please don’t take this the wrong way. <es>I don’t have BPD, but I’m seeking advice on how to deal with somebody who’s been diagnosed and has developed a real problem with me. <ee> <es>SO... I slept with somebody a few times.<ee> <es>It wasn’t a relationship, and I made it clear from the outset that I nev...
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eit807
Does anyone else find it incredibly challenging to focus without being slightly distracted?
1a
survey
2
I'm honestly not sure whether or not this is an ADHD symptom or something else since I have other diagnoses as well. I feel like my racing thoughts are far more distracting than any other distraction could be. It is in both professional and social situations. Any time I need to pay attention, I need to be distracted. ...
FrogginBullfish_
1
0
1
2020-01-02 04:22:34
ADHD
<es>I'm honestly not sure whether or not this is an ADHD symptom or something else since I have other diagnoses as well.<ee> <efs>I feel like my racing thoughts are far more distracting than any other distraction could be.<efe> <es>It is in both professional and social situations.<ee> <es>Any time I need to pay attent...
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ejq0cl
One word we say, we know we aren't FINE
0
rant
1
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WildDJ23
14
0
2
2020-01-04 02:17:03
sad
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
true
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eicbe2
I feel like I have Heart Problems even tho my doctor had checked me out and everything is fine. I want help.
1a
help-seeking
2
First off, I hope you have a Happy New Year. So here goes my story, One day I had a random panic attack and I haven't been the same since. I started feeling like I have every sort of serious medical problem as soon as I turned 14. Then, I started seeing my doctor and he had checked me out, I WAS HEALTHY. One day walkin...
DogBreadLemonade
1
0
2
2020-01-01 01:50:47
Anxiety
First off, I hope you have a Happy New Year. <es>So here goes my story, One day I had a random panic attack and I haven't been the same since.<ee> <efs>I started feeling like I have every sort of serious medical problem as soon as I turned 14.<efe> <es>Then, I started seeing my doctor and he had checked me out, I WAS H...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ei76kd
No one is alone on days like these. Happy NY
0
chitchat
4
A message from me and others for whoever wants to hear it, addicts and the affected alike, we stand strong together and are as worthy of happiness as each other. Every single one of you is worth the world, and everyone struggles to believe it sometimes. As I sit alone on new years eve with not much to drown my sorrows,...
LaYrreb
1
0
0
2019-12-31 19:01:23
addiction
A message from me and others for whoever wants to hear it, addicts and the affected alike, we stand strong together and are as worthy of happiness as each other. Every single one of you is worth the world, and everyone struggles to believe it sometimes. As I sit alone on new years eve with not much to drown my sorrows,...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
true
0
el2gkq
Addicted to 3 substances and gone cold turkey
1a
help-seeking
1
Cannabis -6 days Nicotine - 14 hours Alcohol - 12 hours. I'm feeling extremely unstable. Any advice on how to ease the uncomfiness of withdrawal from any of these wpuld be much appreciated. Tia
Broad-Leg
1
0
4
2020-01-06 23:35:43
addiction
<es>Addicted to 3 substances and gone cold turkey<ee> <es>Cannabis -6 days<ee> <es>Nicotine - 14 hours<ee> <es>Alcohol - 12 hours.<ee> <efs>I'm feeling extremely unstable.<efe> <rs>Any advice on how to ease the uncomfiness of withdrawal from any of these wpuld be much appreciated.<re> Tia
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why you were taking the drugs
Can you elaborate more on X ?
your withdrawl symptoms
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you with the uneasiness
title
true
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epen7j
Im late to school every day because of how this has fucked with my head.
1a
rant
2
I cant get to sleep because my head wont stop fucking racing and my mind wont shut up for a second to let me sleep. When i wake up in the morning, i dont have the will to get out of bed, its just not there anymore. I stay in bed in the mornings from 6 to around 10, im not on my phone, im not watching tv, im just fuckin...
actually_-_so-_-sad
1
0
9
2020-01-16 05:03:31
rapecounseling
<efs>I cant get to sleep because my head wont stop fucking racing and my mind wont shut up for a second to let me sleep.<efe> <efs>When i wake up in the morning, i dont have the will to get out of bed, its just not there anymore.<efe> <es>I stay in bed in the mornings from 6 to around 10, im not on my phone, im not wat...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to sleep properly
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ekftlk
I figure if it’s real then it will find it’s way back...
0
rant
2
I been confused in the relationship before..I found my way back. How could I not have? I’m an imperfect human but I will not block my own blessings. You damn right I found my way back to what’s real. It’s a tall glass of anxiety and I can’t spill a drop when it comes to if you’ll find your way back to me or not.. not...
mixedboybangedbylife
1
0
0
2020-01-05 17:15:45
sad
I been confused in the relationship before..I found my way back. How could I not have? I’m an imperfect human but I will not block my own blessings. You damn right I found my way back to what’s real. It’s a tall glass of anxiety and I can’t spill a drop when it comes to if you’ll find your way back to me or not.. not...
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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enwoy2
I hear voices but they’re all mine
1a
rant
2
This will make no sense at all but best with me please because I’m exhausted. For the past few months I’ve been convinced I have some sort of personality disorder. 6 months ago I was diagnosed with depression but I don’t believe that’s relevant at all. I feel like each part of me has fragmented but I don’t have DID (di...
Otheraccountt17
1
0
3
2020-01-13 01:03:36
mentalillness
<efs>This will make no sense at all but best with me please because I’m exhausted.<efe> <es>For the past few months I’ve been convinced I have some sort of personality disorder.<ee> <es>6 months ago I was diagnosed with depression but I don’t believe that’s relevant at all.<ee> <efs>I feel like each part of me has frag...
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1
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how your split personality makes you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
you are exhausted of the voices in your brain
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true
210
ez3rt6
My boyfriend strangled me
1b
help-seeking
1
My boyfriend strangled me on Sunday after getting really drunk. We just moved in together on Saturday. He promised me he will stop drinking and get help by going to a therapist and anger management. Should I give him another chance? I was already set on leaving him and moving out but I’m reconsidering giving him anothe...
Vo0doomamajuju_
1
0
9
2020-02-05 04:32:39
domesticviolence
<es>My boyfriend strangled me on Sunday after getting really drunk.<ee> <es>We just moved in together on Saturday.<ee> <es>He promised me he will stop drinking and get help by going to a therapist and anger management.<ee> <rs>Should I give him another chance?<re> <es>I was already set on leaving him and moving out but...
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0
2
null
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How did X make you feel?
getting strangled by your boyfriend
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eofs6w
Sexuality shift after abuse?
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survey
1
I am not sure if this is normal or not. I was always bi-sexual. I liked men and women. I got out of an abusive relationship with a man and now I am not sure that I am into men anymore. at all. I tried to be with a couple and it worked but it didn't feel right. I only seem to be into women now. I am not sure if this has...
captivecows
1
0
2
2020-01-14 03:47:50
domesticviolence
I am not sure if this is normal or not. I was always bi-sexual. I liked men and women. I got out of an abusive relationship with a man and now I am not sure that I am into men anymore. at all. I tried to be with a couple and it worked but it didn't feel right. I only seem to be into women now. I am not sure if this has...
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1
1
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
how the relationship make you feel
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you deal with the sexuality shift
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ek2x61
5th Step Question - Do Some With Someone Besides My Sponsor?
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help-seeking
1
I am currently working on my 4th Step and I find that I am not able to be completely honest because there is something that I am not comfortable admitting to my sponsor. I don't have an issue admitting it to God or anyone else (even a stranger), but am hung up on telling it to my sponsor. &amp;#x200B; I guess the ...
FreeFromBooze
6
0
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2020-01-04 21:37:56
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>I am currently working on my 4th Step and I find that I am not able to be completely honest because there is something that I am not comfortable admitting to my sponsor.<ee> <es> I don't have an issue admitting it to God or anyone else (even a stranger), but am hung up on telling it to my sponsor. <ee> &amp;#x200...
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0
2
null
null
How did X make you feel?
not being able to open up to your sponser
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true
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ejbnkg
idk what to do now
0
help-seeking
3
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Claren7e
697
0
72
2020-01-03 06:41:13
sad
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eo6azb
Cumming way too quickly after quitting
1a
help-seeking
1
I'm sure others have experienced this, but as I get off opiates, everything down there is way too fucking sensitive. Used to go for half an hour no problem, probably due to the fact that I was literally numbed, but now the smallest things set me off. This sensitivity inevitably lead to subpar results with my gf in bed....
SippingLean44
1
0
10
2020-01-13 16:23:16
OpiatesRecovery
<es>I'm sure others have experienced this, but as I get off opiates, everything down there is way too fucking sensitive.<ee> <es>Used to go for half an hour no problem, probably due to the fact that I was literally numbed, but now the smallest things set me off.<ee> <es>This sensitivity inevitably lead to subpar result...
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eilfkz
I can’t stand my mother
1b
rant
2
I love her but she is the root cause of my anxiety. She’s ALWAYS super high strung even though 2 of her 3 kids (including me) have moved out. Nothing is ever good enough for her, she always has to be right and she will critique me for any little minutia of my behavior, hygiene, etc. I’m sick of coming home twice a year...
Chillhardy
1
0
0
2020-01-01 18:10:25
Anxiety
<es>I can’t stand my mother<ee> <es>I love her but she is the root cause of my anxiety.<ee> <es>She’s ALWAYS super high strung even though 2 of her 3 kids (including me) have moved out.<ee> <es>Nothing is ever good enough for her, she always has to be right and she will critique me for any little minutia of my behavior...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eicp48
Who else is sitting in their room with their blades on NYE now?
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survey
1
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ThrowawayBackup19
1
0
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2020-01-01 02:26:14
selfharm
<es>Who else is sitting in their room with their blades on NYE now?<ee> nan
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0
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why are you hiding with your blades
How did X make you feel?
thinking about self harm
What do you need help with now that X?
you are thinking about self harm on new year eve
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true
100
eid8m7
Urges/plans to die tomorrow.
0
rant
1
I don’t even know why I’m posting. I guess there’s a part of me that wants to live. I just don’t know what to do. I’ve been through this so many times.
aidaole_92
1
0
6
2020-01-01 03:19:02
BPD
<es>Urges/plans to die tomorrow.<ee> I don’t even know why I’m posting. <rs>I guess there’s a part of me that wants to live.<re> <es>I just don’t know what to do.<ee> <es>I’ve been through this so many times.<ee>
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0
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you are having the urges to die
How did X make you feel?
the urges to die
What do you need help with now that X?
you frequently have urges to die
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true
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ei81rz
HELP: I am an introverted person who is highly sensitive to other people and afraid of being judged. I always assume some people are talking about me or judging me. Not everyone but I can sense when they are. Paranoid or distorted thinking? I’m starting CBT next week.
1b
help-seeking
1
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bdstwin
2
0
15
2019-12-31 20:04:32
socialanxiety
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0
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
How did X make you feel?
being judged by others
What do you need help with now that X?
you are afraid of others judging
title
true
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ejszkv
struggling with ADHD and depression in a conservative household
1a
help-seeking
1
I'm a 17 year old highschool kid still living with my parents and really struggling with mental illness. My life feels hopeless some days and it feels as if life itself has lost meaning. My parents were brought up in a non-westernized country and don't understand the concept of mental health. I want to seek professiona...
sparekaleidescope
2
0
2
2020-01-04 06:28:41
mentalillness
<es>struggling with ADHD and depression in a conservative household<ee> <es>I'm a 17 year old highschool kid still living with my parents and really struggling with mental illness.<ee> My life feels hopeless some days and it feels as if life itself has lost meaning. My parents were brought up in a non-westernized count...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ej7n9k
Just picked this up from a recommendation from the group
0
chitchat
2
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sipaulwill
1
0
2
2020-01-03 01:07:12
BPD
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ein7kb
I fucked up
1a
rant
2
I got drunk (like an idiot) and decided to text this girl I really like A LOT. In the midst of doing all that, I told her how I felt and she enjoyed it but yet she just wasn't interested (go figure) but then a friend of mine got my phone and messaged her in my place, and now she's super pissed at me and doesn't even wa...
geese-are-demons
1
0
2
2020-01-01 20:23:09
sad
<es>I got drunk (like an idiot) and decided to text this girl I really like A LOT.<ee> <es>In the midst of doing all that, I told her how I felt and she enjoyed it but yet she just wasn't interested (go figure) but then a friend of mine got my phone and messaged her in my place, and now she's super pissed at me and doe...
2
2
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
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null
What do you need help with now that X?
you miss the girl
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true
220
eiuy2y
TW:self harm please help
1a
help-seeking
1
I dug my nails into the backs of my arms really hard without being conscious of what I was doing. Squeezing the entire triceps area down to the bone as hard as I could. and where I scratched and dug in is really red and painful and has cuts from my nails and obvious lines from where they were digging in.. I squeezed an...
Wyntersett
1
0
1
2020-01-02 07:06:26
selfharm
<es>I dug my nails into the backs of my arms really hard without being conscious of what I was doing.<ee> <es>Squeezing the entire triceps area down to the bone as hard as I could.<ee> <es>and where I scratched and dug in is really red and painful and has cuts from my nails and obvious lines from where they were diggin...
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2
0
null
null
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What do you need help with now that X?
you made very deep cuts with your nails
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true
220
fredub
I can’t forget her
1b
help-seeking
1
Hello internet. So essentially here’s my pickle, I am still stuck on a girl whom I dated 3 months ago. I’m 20 and she was my first girlfriend that I had anything physical with, the rest of our relationship was pretty bad. We dated for a month but we have been super close for most of this school year. I was super into h...
Huskerfan9349
1
0
2
2020-03-29 22:09:00
getting_over_it
Hello internet. <es>So essentially here’s my pickle, I am still stuck on a girl whom I dated 3 months ago.<ee> <es>I’m 20 and she was my first girlfriend that I had anything physical with, the rest of our relationship was pretty bad.<ee> <es>We dated for a month but we have been super close for most of this school year...
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em1lox
Parental substance abuse Questions (school project)
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survey
2
The following questions are for a research project on parental substance abuse for school. If you have grown up exposed to parental substance abuse, please feel free to answer any of the questions. Keep in mind they are completely optional and you do not have to answer all of them if you don't feel comfortable doing so...
Telo_d
1
0
2
2020-01-09 00:23:13
addiction
The following questions are for a research project on parental substance abuse for school. If you have grown up exposed to parental substance abuse, please feel free to answer any of the questions. Keep in mind they are completely optional and you do not have to answer all of them if you don't feel comfortable doing so...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eqywks
How do I go forward from here?
1b
help-seeking
1
My usual counselor is booked for the next few weeks but I wanted advice on what happened to me. Before I was raped I had lots of friends and support and I talked to everyone and then when it happened everyone disappeared and I haven’t really felt any level of support since. 2 friends of mine raped me and manipulated me...
ramona-ramona
1
0
1
2020-01-19 17:05:20
rapecounseling
<rs>How do I go forward from here?<re> <rs>My usual counselor is booked for the next few weeks but I wanted advice on what happened to me.<re> <es>Before I was raped I had lots of friends and support and I talked to everyone and then when it happened everyone disappeared and I haven’t really felt any level of support s...
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eitz5c
anxiety headache relief?
0
help-seeking
1
does anyone know how to get rid of these headaches i get them on the daily
OpAgents
1
0
1
2020-01-02 05:30:09
Anxiety
<es>anxiety headache relief?<ee> <rs>does anyone know how to get rid of these headaches i get them on the daily<re>
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0
2
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what causes you anxiety
How did X make you feel?
the anxiety headaches
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eia42q
I feel guilty
1a
rant
1
Had an anxiety attack and the bf dipped on a party he was really excited for to stay with me and make sure I am okay. I love him and am happy he’s home but feel so guilty that he’s missing out on time with his friends
ijustwanttoseemydog1
1
0
2
2019-12-31 22:48:34
Anxiety
<es>Had an anxiety attack and the bf dipped on a party he was really excited for to stay with me and make sure I am okay.<ee> <efs>I love him and am happy he’s home but feel so guilty that he’s missing out on time with his friends<efe>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
anxiety attack
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What do you need help with now that X?
your anxiety attack made you feel guilty
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elqs6v
Advice?
0
help-seeking
1
Does anyone else ever just kinda get paralyzed almost like sleep paralysis but ur awake. And lol u see and feel and hear is flashbacks of ur trauma. Idk what to do to bring myself back to reality besides mess with my popsocket which isn’t much help. I’ve thought about a service dog because I feel like I could benefit f...
cudam221
1
0
4
2020-01-08 10:00:25
ptsd
<es>Does anyone else ever just kinda get paralyzed almost like sleep paralysis but ur awake.<ee> <es>And lol u see and feel and hear is flashbacks of ur trauma.<ee> <es>Idk what to do to bring myself back to reality besides mess with my popsocket which isn’t much help.<ee> <es>I’ve thought about a service dog because I...
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0
2
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How did X make you feel?
the seeing the flashbacks of your trauma
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eihg0g
Anyone else feel intense emotions about their ex seeing someone else - even if you were the one to break it up?
1b
help-seeking
2
Feel my heart pounding every time I think about it even though I was the one that didn’t want to be together. It’s been almost a year and a half, I still don’t want to be together and have totally moved on in that sense. But he has been ‘ in love with me’ for almost 9 years. It just feels like if he takes an interest ...
ExploraDora64a
1
0
14
2020-01-01 11:30:03
BPD
<efs>Feel my heart pounding every time I think about it even though I was the one that didn’t want to be together.<efe> <es>It’s been almost a year and a half, I still don’t want to be together and have totally moved on in that sense.<ee> <es>But he has been ‘ in love with me’ for almost 9 years.<ee> <efs>It just feel...
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ej6qrq
I want motivation
1a
help-seeking
1
I have big plans for my life if I even make it to my adult life. I want to go to college for philosophy and psychology then become a writer. But I have no motivation to even begin. I don't want to write a steaming pile of shit then get shit on about what I should've done. Another plan I have is to enlist in the Marine ...
femaleking51
2
0
2
2020-01-02 23:59:15
BPD
<rs>I want motivation<re> <es>I have big plans for my life if I even make it to my adult life.<ee> <es>I want to go to college for philosophy and psychology then become a writer.<ee> <es>But I have no motivation to even begin.<ee> <es>I don't want to write a steaming pile of shit then get shit on about what I should've...
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2
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How did X make you feel?
lack of motivation
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eihqwi
Does anyone else here have selective mutism as well?
1b
survey
3
Hi. This is my first time posting in this subreddit. I'm really curious if anyone else here also suffers with selective mutism? I've never met anyone else with it. I was my therapist's first and only case. Here's my whole up and down story with selective mutism. It's kind of a long winded story so if you don't read ...
sweetcarolineisme
1
0
3
2020-01-01 12:11:38
Anxiety
Hi. This is my first time posting in this subreddit. I'm really curious if anyone else here also suffers with selective mutism? I've never met anyone else with it. I was my therapist's first and only case. Here's my whole up and down story with selective mutism. It's kind of a long winded story so if you don't read ...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eqln6y
What can I do now, where can I go, I was abused and not she put in op, I some justice, I have nothing against them, I just want my kids
1b
help-seeking
4
Personal Statement- Moha I, Moha (the Respondent) hereby present before this honorable court the following statements in response to the allegations raised by the petitioner. I solemnly and sincerely affirm that all that I will present in this document shall be true to the best of my knowledge. I and the Petitioner...
samichyy
1
0
3
2020-01-18 20:13:33
domesticviolence
Personal Statement- Moha I, Moha (the Respondent) hereby present before this honorable court the following statements in response to the allegations raised by the petitioner. I solemnly and sincerely affirm that all that I will present in this document shall be true to the best of my knowledge. I and the Petitioner...
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eia7ch
It's the end of the year and I'm alone.
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help-seeking
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I'm terrified to let anyone in and I feel like there's just something wrong with me. I can't remember what it's like to have a friend that genuinely wanted to be with me and would make time to talk to me. I feel like a freak and I'm unbearably lonely all the time. I had hoped that I would get use to being alone eventua...
CryWitch
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2019-12-31 22:56:05
BPD
<efs>I'm terrified to let anyone in and I feel like there's just something wrong with me.<efe> <es>I can't remember what it's like to have a friend that genuinely wanted to be with me and would make time to talk to me.<ee> <efs>I feel like a freak and I'm unbearably lonely all the time.<efe> <efs>I had hoped that I wou...
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what would help you not feel lonely
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exvlg5
Help?
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help-seeking
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I am just throwing this out there, I tried looking it up online but I am not finding any answers. This is quite distressing to me. I can drink socially with no problems. This has happened to me at least once a year. I went out last night. I had a few drinks. I remember everything, I was not annihilated. At some p...
Rebeccacarrie
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2020-02-02 21:30:27
domesticviolence
<es>I am just throwing this out there, I tried looking it up online but I am not finding any answers. <ee> <efs>This is quite distressing to me.<efe> <es>I can drink socially with no problems.<ee> <es> This has happened to me at least once a year. <ee> <es>I went out last night.<ee> <es>I had a few drinks.<ee> <es>I ...
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eie6bz
ADHD RSD
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rant
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Thanks a whole fuck of a lot RSD. Without the one I love, while she’s with another man, during one of the most important events of the century. If I didn’t have you RSD, I would be with her now; Instead, you drove her away with your impulsive temper and pinpoint assholery. Way to go, prick. Apologies are never as good ...
ThexFlamexInside
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2020-01-01 04:54:39
ADHD
Thanks a whole fuck of a lot RSD. Without the one I love, while she’s with another man, during one of the most important events of the century. If I didn’t have you RSD, I would be with her now; Instead, you drove her away with your impulsive temper and pinpoint assholery. Way to go, prick. Apologies are never as good ...
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esl3w7
I need any kind of outside advice I can get , I’m being abused by a youtuber.
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help-seeking
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This is my first time reaching out to anyone about my situation or really telling anyone what’s going on . It all started in the beginning of my relationship June 2019 I had gotten into a really bad fight with my boyfriend and in the heat of the moment we decided to end things. I had a friend come pick me up and that ...
TrainingSuggestion3
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2020-01-23 00:34:57
domesticviolence
This is my first time reaching out to anyone about my situation or really telling anyone what’s going on . <es>It all started in the beginning of my relationship June 2019 I had gotten into a really bad fight with my boyfriend and in the heat of the moment we decided to end things.<ee> <es>I had a friend come pick me ...
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what would help you feel better
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ej2rp0
*sad noises*
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2020-01-02 19:21:30
sad
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fh47fz
Daily reminder: I matter as a human being
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And so do all of you &lt;3
NoLightOnlyDarkness
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2020-03-11 20:55:15
getting_over_it
And so do all of you &lt;3
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ep73bh
it’s over
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a week from today i get on a plane with my cats and dog and i’ll never have to see my abuser again. i just wanted to share, i’m proud of myself.
throwaway18951937
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2020-01-15 19:33:50
domesticviolence
<es>a week from today i get on a plane with my cats and dog and i’ll never have to see my abuser again.<ee> i just wanted to share, i’m proud of myself.
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who abused you
How did X make you feel?
the abuse
What do you need help with now that X?
you have escaped your abuser
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eisx44
i want to cut again
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i cut myself for the first time just yesterday and i already want to do it again. how do u stop the urges? How do u distract your mind? My cut wasnt very deep so its basically healed i think so it just makes me want to cut again going 1 cut at a time also, how bad does the cut scar if it isnt that deep
henry11111111
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2020-01-02 03:55:39
selfharm
<es>i cut myself for the first time just yesterday and i already want to do it again.<ee><rs> how do u stop the urges?<re> <rs>How do u distract your mind?<re> <es>My cut wasnt very deep so its basically healed i think so it just makes me want to cut again going 1 cut at a time<ee> <rs>also, how bad does the cut scar i...
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why you cut yourself yesterday
How did X make you feel?
cutting yourself
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eiqkqr
Relationship anxiety
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help-seeking
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I'm super lucky to have an incredible girlfriend who is literally my rock, she listens to everything that's on my mind and every anxious thought I have and still accepts me for who I am. I constantly get anxiety that I'm not good enough for her or even sometimes I get intrusive thoughts about me not loving her or that ...
DarrenStill
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2020-01-02 00:44:27
Anxiety
<es>I'm super lucky to have an incredible girlfriend who is literally my rock, she listens to everything that's on my mind and every anxious thought I have and still accepts me for who I am.<ee> <es>I constantly get anxiety that I'm not good enough for her or even sometimes I get intrusive thoughts about me not loving ...
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the intrusive thoughts
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ele714
Im addicted to weed and nobody knows..
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help-seeking
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Im addicted to weed. Nobody knows. As the title says - Im hella addicted to weed... I need help to kick this addiction away from my life, or it might turn out bad... I’ve smoked the last 12 years. Every day. Im 27. I smoke From when i wake up, until i go to sleep. It is kinda my ritual now. I dont even get high anym...
Motherhazelhoff
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2020-01-07 16:58:47
addiction
<es>Im addicted to weed.<ee> Nobody knows. <es>As the title says - Im hella addicted to weed...<ee> <rs>I need help to kick this addiction away from my life, or it might turn out bad...<re> <es>I’ve smoked the last 12 years.<ee> <es>Every day.<ee. <es>Im 27. <ee> <es>I smoke From when i wake up, until i go to sleep.<...
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how taking weed makes you feel
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eop8qe
DAE Cry suddenly for no reason? Like uncontrolably? In public?
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survey
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The other day i was at starbucks and i was literally just waiting in line for coffee. When it came my turn to order i started talking and then i made this weird gulping sound and then felt like hitting my chest for some reason. I apologized but i could not get any more words out. He could tell something was wrong so i...
ashhtreeee
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2020-01-14 18:31:42
mentalillness
The other day i was at starbucks and i was literally just waiting in line for coffee. <es>When it came my turn to order i started talking and then i made this weird gulping sound and then felt like hitting my chest for some reason.<ee> I apologized but i could not get any more words out. He could tell something was wr...
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the hysterical laughter and tears
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esm9d3
The Conscious Poison That We Feed Each Other
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2020-01-23 02:01:21
selfhelp
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ekqhf4
Crippling social anxiety
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Don’t know what to do. I’m 17 I have super bad anxiety about everything. Like I even get super anxious with going to the doctor/dentist. I just feel so alone. Most of my friends are out living their best life, while I’m always just stuck in my head. I always get told “it gets better” but idk anymore I just feel stuck. ...
CroixScott
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2020-01-06 07:06:39
socialanxiety
Don’t know what to do. <es>I’m 17 I have super bad anxiety about everything.<ee> <es>Like I even get super anxious with going to the doctor/dentist.<ee> <efs>I just feel so alone.<efe> <es>Most of my friends are out living their best life, while I’m always just stuck in my head.<ee> <efs>I always get told “it gets bett...
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emgjrn
I’m worried my boyfriend is going downhill.
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help-seeking
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Hello! As you can tell by my username, I’m a worried girlfriend dating someone who wants to become sober. Before I continue I guess I should give some information about my boyfriend: He’s 21, in college, and he struggles from depression. He used to get high a lot behind my back, had a fake med card that he willingl...
worriedgirlfriend98
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2020-01-09 21:46:16
addiction
<es>Hello! As you can tell by my username, I’m a worried girlfriend dating someone who wants to become sober. <ee> <es>Before I continue I guess I should give some information about my boyfriend: He’s 21, in college, and he struggles from depression.<ee> <es>He used to get high a lot behind my back, had a fake med c...
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eidz81
Feeling insecure in my relationships
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rant
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Every time I express affection with my close friends, I feel grossed out with myself, ashamed, and repulsive. It’s so hard to see myself as a person that my friends love because all my life I saw myself as the repulsive weirdo that nobody wants anything to do with.
throwaway1207201
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2020-01-01 04:33:47
Anxiety
<efs>Every time I express affection with my close friends, I feel grossed out with myself, ashamed, and repulsive.<efe> <efs>It’s so hard to see myself as a person that my friends love because all my life I saw myself as the repulsive weirdo that nobody wants anything to do with.<efe>
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grossed out with yourself
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the self loathing
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eiaei5
We’re entering a new decade and I still feel like shit : (
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rant
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I’m trying to think positively, maybe things will change this year, who knows but I doubt it to be honest. This is gonna be a big decade for me, a decade of lots of pain and challenges and I don’t think I’ll be able to make it till the next decade. Sorry if I sound so pessimistic, I just don’t want to get my hopes up y...
AnotherTrowaway12
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2019-12-31 23:11:56
depression
<efs>We’re entering a new decade and I still feel like shit : (<efe> I’m trying to think positively, maybe things will change this year, who knows but I doubt it to be honest. This is gonna be a big decade for me, a decade of lots of pain and challenges and I don’t think I’ll be able to make it till the next decade. So...
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bad
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how you feel about the new year
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feeling pessimistic about new year
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euswtx
I talk to confront my trauma, is it appropriate to talk to my partner about it this much?
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help-seeking
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For context, I’ve found that I am currently in a cycle of grieving where I will be fine with my past for about a week and a half, and then I will feel anger or self-loathing creep up on me and I will need to talk it out with someone for a few minutes or write about it somewhere. If I don’t, I hold onto it and it eats a...
onlytoadpout
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2020-01-27 19:26:33
rapecounseling
<rs>I talk to confront my trauma, is it appropriate to talk to my partner about it this much?<re> <efs>For context, I’ve found that I am currently in a cycle of grieving where I will be fine with my past for about a week and a half, and then I will feel anger or self-loathing creep up on me and I will need to talk it o...
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elg8te
Doesn’t it suck when you’re in a bad place and only want to talk to 1 person from this whole earth and he/she is unavailable? Dude... I don’t know, but I need a specific shoulder to cry on... and looks like I can’t have it.
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DrBianca
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2020-01-07 19:22:17
sad
<es>Doesn’t it suck when you’re in a bad place and only want to talk to 1 person from this whole earth and he/she is unavailable?<ee> <rs>Dude... I don’t know, but I need a specific shoulder to cry on... and looks like I can’t have it.<re> nan
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what bad instance happened with you
How did X make you feel?
the person being unavailable
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eidpua
I hate how hypocritical anxiety is
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rant
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I'll take tonight (NYE) as example. My anxiety tells me I should be out having fun. Even if it's with close friends. Hell, my SIXTY year old parents are out at a party. I'm 29 and home. Anxiety tells me I should be going out and stop wasting life away at home. But if I go out, anxiety will tell me to hide away. I'm...
GreenPandaPower
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2020-01-01 04:06:28
Anxiety
I'll take tonight (NYE) as example. <es>My anxiety tells me I should be out having fun.<ee> Even if it's with close friends. <es>Hell, my SIXTY year old parents are out at a party.<ee> <es>I'm 29 and home. <ee> <es>Anxiety tells me I should be going out and stop wasting life away at home.<ee> <efs>But if I go out, anx...
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what makes you anxious
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how you feel after going out
What do you need help with now that X?
the drugs are not helping reduce your anxiety
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eidj8e
Adhd makes me hate life sometimes
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rant
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As the title says, Adhd makes it hard to enjoy life sometimes. Today was supposed to be a very good day and I’m supposed to be getting ready for a New Years Eve party, but instead I’m isolating myself in my room being depressed about how everything is so hard for me and how everything at work today went wrong. It’s so ...
herrbaguette
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2020-01-01 03:48:06
ADHD
<es>As the title says, Adhd makes it hard to enjoy life sometimes.<ee> <es>Today was supposed to be a very good day and I’m supposed to be getting ready for a New Years Eve party, but instead I’m isolating myself in my room being depressed about how everything is so hard for me and how everything at work today went wro...
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adhd is making it hard for you to enjoy life
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f2gf7u
How do I help my mom leave an abusive relationship
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help-seeking
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My mom's (50F) boyfriend (M/0ish) hit her a few weeks ago. Due to our current economic situation, we couldn't leave. We are both staying at his house, he pays for everything and I don't have any money right now, she has a job but is not enough for us to pay for another place to stay. This is a fairly small town and s...
anonymouspinneaple
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2020-02-11 22:32:48
domesticviolence
<es>My mom's (50F) boyfriend (M/0ish) hit her a few weeks ago.<ee> <es>Due to our current economic situation, we couldn't leave.<ee> <es>We are both staying at his house, he pays for everything and I don't have any money right now, she has a job but is not enough for us to pay for another place to stay.<ee> <es>This ...
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eif4rh
Can someone direct me to helpful posts on dealing with work bullies???
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In the past year, I’ve had 3 different jobs, and 3 different bullies at those jobs. I got bullied in elementary &amp; middle school, and I always perceived bullying as a child’s issue. I never realized that in the “real” world that I’d be a target again. Obviously I’m pretty shy and don’t have many friends since I’m ...
buck0128
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2020-01-01 06:29:00
socialanxiety
<es>In the past year, I’ve had 3 different jobs, and 3 different bullies at those jobs.<ee> <es>I got bullied in elementary &amp; middle school, and I always perceived bullying as a child’s issue. <ee> I never realized that in the “real” world that I’d be a target again. <es>Obviously I’m pretty shy and don’t have man...
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bullying
What do you need help with now that X?
you get bullied at your job
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ff4emp
A big change is causing big changes in me.
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help-seeking
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After being unemployed for a year, I finally got a job, and since day 1 I've been fighting depression and panic attacks like crazy. It's not a bad job, and its not a stressful job, but man, I am having a hell of a time. Headaches, tired, joyless, panic about panic attacks, loss of appetite, etc. I should be much more r...
thebufferingbrain
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2020-03-08 00:28:37
getting_over_it
<es>After being unemployed for a year, I finally got a job, and since day 1 I've been fighting depression and panic attacks like crazy.<ee> <es>It's not a bad job, and its not a stressful job, but man, I am having a hell of a time.<Ee> <efs>Headaches, tired, joyless, panic about panic attacks, loss of appetite, etc.<ef...
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ej562n
How to be a better person getting off drugs.
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help-seeking
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I've always dabbled in coke but never been an everyday user. Recently I've been stressed out and my partner does it alot so I've been doing it everyday as more of a coping mechanism over the last couple of months (they always have it around so it's easy for me) The reason I mainly want to stop is that it makes me a m...
issasecretyouknow
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2020-01-02 22:07:06
addiction
<es>I've always dabbled in coke but never been an everyday user.<ee> <efs>Recently I've been stressed out and my partner does it alot so I've been doing it everyday as more of a coping mechanism over the last couple of months (they always have it around so it's easy for me) <efe> <efs>The reason I mainly want to stop ...
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what made you stressed
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esz9yo
Honesty
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help-seeking
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For part of my degree I have to state what inspired me to pick my major. A huge part of it was how I was treated during difficult medical testing. I didn’t disclose my rape back then but I’m not sure how to word it all when I discuss my inspiration. The abuse and amazing medical professionals made a huge difference for...
salt_free_snow
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2020-01-23 20:55:13
rapecounseling
<es>For part of my degree I have to state what inspired me to pick my major.<ee> <es>A huge part of it was how I was treated during difficult medical testing.<ee> <es>I didn’t disclose my rape back then but I’m not sure how to word it all when I discuss my inspiration.<ee> <es>The abuse and amazing medical professional...
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the rape
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what would help you talk about the incident
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eip6dz
New Year's Resolution
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I was trying to figure out what my New Year's resolution(s) should be this next rotation around the sun. I recalled that my on past resolutions aimed at curbing behaviors have been perfect. By perfect, I mean that I've relapsed or reverted on them 100% of the time. This time I'm taking the minimalist approach where ...
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2020-01-01 22:55:27
alcoholicsanonymous
I was trying to figure out what my New Year's resolution(s) should be this next rotation around the sun. I recalled that my on past resolutions aimed at curbing behaviors have been perfect. By perfect, I mean that I've relapsed or reverted on them 100% of the time. This time I'm taking the minimalist approach where ...
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epwjzp
People walking past.
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rant
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Alot of people walked past me at the bakery today and no one cared to smile or say hello. It's really starting to hit home that some people have the audacity to even fucking breathe around me.
cheese_monkey_92
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2020-01-17 06:19:14
mentalillness
Alot of people walked past me at the bakery today and no one cared to smile or say hello. It's really starting to hit home that some people have the audacity to even fucking breathe around me.
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ejjvrs
Detox.
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help-seeking
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Hi all! Well as some of you may have read I had to throw my daughters mother out a few days ago. She’s addicted to crack and I had enough of the lies, stealing, cheating and drug use. She’s left the baby home alone on at least 2 occasions and I just can’t anymore.... so she went into detox this morning but I don’t thin...
throwaway-321-123
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2020-01-03 18:57:54
addiction
<es>Hi all! Well as some of you may have read I had to throw my daughters mother out a few days ago.<ee> <es>She’s addicted to crack and I had enough of the lies, stealing, cheating and drug use.<ee> <es>She’s left the baby home alone on at least 2 occasions and I just can’t anymore.... so she went into detox this morn...
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what would help you wife getting detox
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exctt2
Reoccurring memories
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I seem to go through small phases where my trauma just comes back at me. I've been having the same reoccurring memory for a couple days now and my anxiety has been persistent throughout this period. My heart rate is constantly up there. I've dealt with this before. I'm just so exhausted. I work as a cashier and I spend...
hunnycont
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2020-02-01 21:21:29
rapecounseling
<es>I seem to go through small phases where my trauma just comes back at me.<ee> <es>I've been having the same reoccurring memory for a couple days now.<ee> <efs>my anxiety has been persistent throughout this period.<efe> <efs>My heart rate is constantly up there.<efe> <es>I've dealt with this before.<ee> <efs>I'm just...
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your trauma
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you are exhausted from your reoccurring trauma
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eu15c8
Jobs for depressed people who hate working but need to?
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help-seeking
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I support myself almost entirely, medical, bills, groceries, everything, so work is a non-option. I split the rent with my partner, but the rest is on me. I also have a lot of generalized anxiety, not necessarily social, and I burn out very quickly. I've worked a lot of public-facing jobs that are sort of... low level...
Prior-Guidance
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2020-01-26 03:04:15
getting_over_it
<es>I support myself almost entirely, medical, bills, groceries, everything, so work is a non-option.<ee> <es>I split the rent with my partner, but the rest is on me.<ee> <es>I also have a lot of generalized anxiety, not necessarily social, and I burn out very quickly.<ee> <es>I've worked a lot of public-facing jobs t...
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ekajfi
I feel so helpless.
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rant
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I saw where someone earlier in this sub said that they heard in some states you could report a sexual assault without facing the person face to face, so I asked if it applied for my state in r/legaladviceofftopic and someone replied pretty rudely honestly. They said that it’s ridiculous that it would even be possible, ...
spidey-man01
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2020-01-05 08:46:30
rapecounseling
<es>I saw where someone earlier in this sub said that they heard in some states you could report a sexual assault without facing the person face to face, so I asked if it applied for my state in r/legaladviceofftopic and someone replied pretty rudely honestly.<ee> <es>They said that it’s ridiculous that it would even b...
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your rapist tried to do it with someone else
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eibu9r
New year🙃
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At midnight I text my gf a really heartfelt paragraph saying happy New Years. She replied with “happy new year” and hasn’t been responding for the last hour. Nice way to start the year👍🏼
bobthebillyman
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2020-01-01 01:08:17
sad
At midnight I text my gf a really heartfelt paragraph saying happy New Years. She replied with “happy new year” and hasn’t been responding for the last hour. Nice way to start the year👍🏼
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the lack of reply
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel upset about your girlfriend's reply
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etvo8i
how can i become more sociable without losing my identity?
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as an introvert, i want to socialize and stay as who i am no matter who i'm socializing with. is that possible? i'm too flexible, i start to act like the person in front of me in time whenever i socialize, meanwhile my opinions are usually different.
bzadehx
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2020-01-25 19:57:24
selfhelp
<rs>how can i become more sociable without losing my identity?<re> <rs>as an introvert, i want to socialize and stay as who i am no matter who i'm socializing with.<re> <rs>is that possible?<re> <es>i'm too flexible, i start to act like the person in front of me in time whenever i socialize, meanwhile my opinions are u...
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acting like the person you are talking to
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ejc4e0
Sudden decrease in dosage of medication - looking for knowledge and experiences about side effects of this
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TLDR: going from 225mg to 150mg of Effexor suddenly. How bad will it be? I’m currently on 225mg of Effexor/Venlafaxine (an SNRI). I take this daily, in the form of a 150mg capsule and a 75mg capsule. I’ve been on this dosage for about a year now. I have BPD, if it’s relevant. I have lost (or run out of?) my 75mg c...
ifhy8866
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2020-01-03 07:28:57
BPD
<es>TLDR: going from 225mg to 150mg of Effexor suddenly.<ee> <rs>How bad will it be? <re> <es>I’m currently on 225mg of Effexor/Venlafaxine (an SNRI).<ee> <es>I take this daily, in the form of a 150mg capsule and a 75mg capsule.<ee> <es>I’ve been on this dosage for about a year now.<ee> <es>I have BPD, if it’s releva...
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reducing the dosage of Effexor make you feel
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f25vrh
Feeling like a failed 'survivor.'
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help-seeking
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(TW: sexual abuse, physical violence, suicidal ideation) Hey all. This is my first time posting here, but I'd love to get perspectives from both survivors of sexual violence and romantic partners of survivors. Thank you in advance if you read the whole spiel. I really didn't mean to write out my whole fucking story, bu...
nunzkat1257
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2020-02-11 09:10:24
domesticviolence
(TW: sexual abuse, physical violence, suicidal ideation) Hey all. <rs>This is my first time posting here, but I'd love to get perspectives from both survivors of sexual violence and romantic partners of survivors.<re> Thank you in advance if you read the whole spiel. I really didn't mean to write out my whole fucking s...
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eiap0i
Just struggling
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I feel useless a lot. I deal have dealt with depression since I was 13 y/o and I just don't understand why j can have such extreme highs in life and such extreme lows like right now even without a change in my surroundings or stimuli. I just kinda don't get it. Like as soon as I have been stable on my meds and I'm back...
rockcellist
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0
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2019-12-31 23:35:27
depression
<efs>I feel useless a lot.<efe> <es>I deal have dealt with depression since I was 13 y/o and I just don't understand why j can have such extreme highs in life and such extreme lows like right now even without a change in my surroundings or stimuli.<ee> I just kinda don't get it. <es>Like as soon as I have been stable o...
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what caused your depression
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your few months have been horrible due to depression
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eibsg7
I hate New Year’s Eve, too
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It’s okay if you’re not out celebrating. It’s okay to go to bed at 9. It’s okay if you’re spending tonight without a boyfriend or girlfriend . . . don’t worry about tackling the whole decade at once. Take today, make whatever you want of it, and take a nap.
YeOldeAnonymous
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2020-01-01 01:04:06
depression
It’s okay if you’re not out celebrating. It’s okay to go to bed at 9. It’s okay if you’re spending tonight without a boyfriend or girlfriend . . . don’t worry about tackling the whole decade at once. Take today, make whatever you want of it, and take a nap.
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etv04z
My wife just kicked me out
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help-seeking
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Last night we restarted an argument that has been festering for a couple weeks now. It ended with me screaming at the top of my lungs at my family, wrecking stuff, and driving away. My wife and kids are terrified of me and I can't blame them one bit. I know I have enough control that I'd never ever lay hands on them, ...
skelectrician
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2020-01-25 19:08:05
Anger
<es>Last night we restarted an argument that has been festering for a couple weeks now.<ee> <es>It ended with me screaming at the top of my lungs at my family, wrecking stuff, and driving away.<ee> <efs>My wife and kids are terrified of me and I can't blame them one bit.<efe> <es>I know I have enough control that I'd ...
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what would help you with your anger outbursts
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ejfro8
I just cut deeper than I ever have before
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I have been self harming on and off for a while (roughly 2/3 months, I know, rookie numbers) and I normally cut deep enough to get blood but not that deep, tonight I cut deep enough for the skin inside the cut to be white and it was a lot wider than most of my others. It wouldn't stop bleeding though I have a bandaid o...
SerpentePiedi13
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2020-01-03 14:02:03
selfharm
<es>I have been self harming on and off for a while (roughly 2/3 months, I know, rookie numbers) and I normally cut deep enough to get blood but not that deep, tonight I cut deep enough for the skin inside the cut to be white and it was a lot wider than most of my others.<ee> <es>It wouldn't stop bleeding though I have...
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why you cut yourself
How did X make you feel?
cutting very deep
What do you need help with now that X?
the bleeding is not stopping
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eifmzl
experience using therapy to work on developing habits to help your ADD/ADHD?
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my psychiatrist recommended it and just wondering about anyones experiences
wacky_coconut
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2020-01-01 07:28:09
ADHD
<rs>experience using therapy to work on developing habits to help your ADD/ADHD?<re> <es>my psychiatrist recommended it.<ee> <rs>I was just wondering about anyones experiences<re>
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your ADHD
How did X make you feel?
your ADHD
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f2g398
I've made a mistake of participating in flat earther discussion
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help-seeking
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I am really feeling homicidal right now, it's been an hour and I HATE these people, I don't know what to do. I actually yelled out loud out of hatred. These degenerates make me so mad, as do antivaxxers. Writing it down helped me a bit. I've had an anger issue with intolerance to these degenerates. I've had an acquain...
Protheu5
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2020-02-11 22:11:42
Anger
<efs>I am really feeling homicidal right now, it's been an hour and I HATE these people, I don't know what to do.<efe> <efs>I actually yelled out loud out of hatred.<efe> <efs>These degenerates make me so mad, as do antivaxxers.<efe> Writing it down helped me a bit. <es>I've had an anger issue with intolerance to thes...
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em2z1u
I'm Not Okay With This
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rant
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The link I'm posting is upsetting--it's the audio of schizophrenic patients engaging in "scream therapy". What I'm not okay with this is the fact the suffering I hear in the audio isn't enough. Why do I want to hear people in pain? Why do I feel sexually frustrated listening to this clip knowing that the pain they're ...
nordic_hygge
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0
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2020-01-09 02:13:05
ptsd
<es>The link I'm posting is upsetting--it's the audio of schizophrenic patients engaging in "scream therapy".<ee> <es>What I'm not okay with this is the fact the suffering I hear in the audio isn't enough.<ee> <es>Why do I want to hear people in pain?<ee> <efs>Why do I feel sexually frustrated listening to this clip k...
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you are having sexual thoughts about people in pain
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eiqdr7
Isn't anxiety just great!? (Sarcasm)
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rant
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I mean things will be going okie dokie then here comes anxiety to remind you its still there and you're in danger when you're not or to give you a panic attack for no reason or to give you some dissociation or derealization. Its awesome right?. Im sure everyone loves it. Oh and it also gives you IBS and makes you super...
dietbonejuice
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2020-01-02 00:29:37
Anxiety
I mean things will be going okie dokie then here comes anxiety to remind you its still there and you're in danger when you're not or to give you a panic attack for no reason or to give you some dissociation or derealization. Its awesome right?. Im sure everyone loves it. Oh and it also gives you IBS and makes you super...
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etr5tk
Is the situation impacting me or do I need help?
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So a bit of backstory to provide context. Was burnt out/ depressed for about a year and a half. Last fall the fog lifted and I noticed my marriage of 16 years was just stalled, we were more like roommates. Even thought my wife was cheating on me, asked her and she hadn’t. Fast forward a few weeks, my wife went away for...
techgeek78
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2020-01-25 14:06:37
getting_over_it
So a bit of backstory to provide context. <efs>Was burnt out/ depressed for about a year and a half.<efe> <es>Last fall the fog lifted and I noticed my marriage of 16 years was just stalled, we were more like roommates.<ee> <es>Even thought my wife was cheating on me, asked her and she hadn’t.<ee> <es>Fast forward a fe...
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f8gozn
Is anger it normal when anxious?
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When I get anxious, I get angry. Is that normal?
Lostman138
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2020-02-23 22:00:38
Anger
When I get anxious, I get angry. Is that normal?
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what makes you anxious and angry
How did X make you feel?
the anger
What do you need help with now that X?
being anxious makes you angry
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eq29cr
Any advice from survivors would be really appreciated!!!
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OthorizedMonk
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2020-01-17 16:01:40
rapecounseling
<rs>Any advice from survivors would be really appreciated!!!<re> nan
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What happened that you want X ?
advice from survivors
What caused you to need X ?
advice from survivors
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emwe3a
I chronically relapse meth after 6 weeks
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rant
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I’ve made a cycle of relapsing meth ever 6 weeks that passes. I find the desire to feel normal outweighs the negatives of doing meth until the 6 week mark. My mental health seems to take a turn for the worst around then and the cravings for Meth skyrocket. I hope to die everytime I use so I don’t have to keep fighting...
Unhappycamper93
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2020-01-10 20:08:19
addiction
<es>I’ve made a cycle of relapsing meth ever 6 weeks that passes.<ee> <es>I find the desire to feel normal outweighs the negatives of doing meth until the 6 week mark.<ee> <efs>My mental health seems to take a turn for the worst around then and the cravings for Meth skyrocket.<efe> I hope to die everytime I use so I d...
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why you take meth
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why your mental health deteriorated
What do you need help with now that X?
your mental health has deteriorated
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eqlb10
why don’t sponsors contact you?
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help-seeking
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Hi! I was jw if there is a reason that a sponsee is supposed to call their sponsor daily, but the sponsor isn’t ever going to call me? I am painfully shy and get major anxiety over calling anyone. I know, i need to work on it. but why can they never reach out? Someone said once “you want what they have, so you reach ...
hakuna__frittata
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2020-01-18 19:48:40
alcoholicsanonymous
Hi! <rs>I was jw if there is a reason that a sponsee is supposed to call their sponsor daily, but the sponsor isn’t ever going to call me?<re> <es>I am painfully shy and get major anxiety over calling anyone.<ee> <es>I know, i need to work on it.<ee> <rs>but why can they never reach out? <re> <es>Someone said once “yo...
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eimni0
For a moment I really felt I was changing
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rant
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So this is more of like a rant/me rambling about my innermost thoughts and feelings. I don’t expect this to be read but I feel like putting my thoughts on this sub is a more productive way of going about it. I started doing pretty well at some point. I got a job, found a way to speak to and get along well with my cow...
anunanus
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0
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2020-01-01 19:41:57
socialanxiety
So this is more of like a rant/me rambling about my innermost thoughts and feelings. I don’t expect this to be read but I feel like putting my thoughts on this sub is a more productive way of going about it. I started doing pretty well at some point. I got a job, found a way to speak to and get along well with my cow...
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you felt left out in your family
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ejhts0
My grandmother(60+) has relapsed and is shutting us out
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TL;DR My grandmother is an alcoholic, presumably has relapsed onto hard drugs, has cut out my family from my grandfather who is degenerating quickly. She is spiteful and refuses help while also lashing out at us for not helping - I have no idea what to do. I miss my grandparents. I feel like theres so much that needs ...
MinkaDotExe
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2020-01-03 16:34:55
addiction
TL;DR <es>My grandmother is an alcoholic, presumably has relapsed onto hard drugs, has cut out my family from my grandfather who is degenerating quickly.<ee> <es>She is spiteful and refuses help while also lashing out at us for not helping - I have no idea what to do.<ee> <efs>I miss my grandparents.<efe> <efs>I feel ...
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your grandparents condition is not good
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ej28ul
When do withdrawals stop for you guys?
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survey
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Hi I am currently on month 1 of quitting all drugs I have been taking to find healthier coping methods. When do the withdrawals stop? I am constantly sad, angry, confused and I honestly react to people (Getting angry easily) so its hard to communicate to people about issues. Also I have been doing it since 15 years ol...
TeapThrow
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0
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2020-01-02 18:44:58
addiction
<es>Hi I am currently on month 1 of quitting all drugs I have been taking to find healthier coping methods.<ee> <rs>When do the withdrawals stop?<re> <efs>I am constantly sad, angry, confused and I honestly react to people (Getting angry easily) so its hard to communicate to people about issues.<efe> <es>Also I have b...
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eqzwzy
How do i be vulnerable with people I've known for awhile?
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help-seeking
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I'm introverted, been going through a huge rough patch in my life and need some strategies tips or motivation to be vulnerable with some people I know and trust. I've never really been vulnerable with anyone other than with counsellers/therapists. But never once with family or friends, even for like small worries I r...
Patient-Bassist
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0
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2020-01-19 18:17:59
selfhelp
<es>I'm introverted, been going through a huge rough patch in my life.<ee> <rs>I need some strategies tips or motivation to be vulnerable with some people I know and trust. <re> <es>I've never really been vulnerable with anyone other than with counsellers/therapists.<ee> <es>But never once with family or friends, even...
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being introverted
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ejfm2w
My brother has been on heroin off and on for almost two years. He overdosed the other night and needed Narcan. What can I do at this point?
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My sister is hanging out with him Sunday to talk about shit. We're both thinking that her and I should sit down with him to tell him that we want to help him get off of it. A few months ago he said he started to take Suboxzone, but it's clear that he never really did or he stopped trying to use it and went back to shoo...
theunionargus
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2020-01-03 13:48:05
addiction
<es>My brother has been on heroin off and on for almost two years.<ee> <es>He overdosed the other night and needed Narcan.<ee> <rs>What can I do at this point?<re> My sister is hanging out with him Sunday to talk about shit. We're both thinking that her and I should sit down with him to tell him that we want to help hi...
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your brother's heroin addiction
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eim91b
So, getting betrayed is a blast !
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survey
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Anyone tried hard to work a little above their anxiety, made loke 2 friends and then when you needed them, you were all alone (more like are alone) and can't just trust anyone you meet ?
superrsud
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2020-01-01 19:11:51
socialanxiety
Anyone tried hard to work a little above their anxiety, made loke 2 friends and then when you needed them, you were all alone (more like are alone) and can't just trust anyone you meet ?
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the incident
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you feel alone
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eiklmx
Irrational fear of losing my mom?
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help-seeking
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I can't stop thinking about everything that can go wrong, especially which family members I could lose in the new decade. New Year's is always awful for me. I have an extremely irrational fear of losing my mom because she's all I have. I'm 27 F, single, and not interested in getting married or having a family but that...
shutupmyhead
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2020-01-01 17:06:19
Anxiety
<es>I can't stop thinking about everything that can go wrong, especially which family members I could lose in the new decade.<ee> <es>New Year's is always awful for me.<ee> <efs>I have an extremely irrational fear of losing my mom because she's all I have.<efe> <efs>I'm 27 F, single, and not interested in getting marr...
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what would help you overcome the fear
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eixp8q
Do I increase my dosage now that I'm older?
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Hi guys, I recently got remedicated (heck yes health insurance) but I'm currently on a script that I had years ago because I thought "Hey this worked before it should work now!" which is 10mg Adderall XR. I'm noticing now however, that it isn't quite "enough" like it used to be. I definitely feel more focused but not t...
APlacetoHideAway
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2020-01-02 12:34:18
ADHD
<es>Hi guys, I recently got remedicated (heck yes health insurance) but I'm currently on a script that I had years ago because I thought "Hey this worked before it should work now!" which is 10mg Adderall XR.<ee> <es>I'm noticing now however, that it isn't quite "enough" like it used to be.<ee> <efs>I definitely feel m...
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eipb51
Very afraid failing the test for my drivers license
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help-seeking
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I've been trying to get my drivers license for the past 3 years, couldn't do driving lessons because I was already afraid of failing the test, for the past 6 months I pushed myself to take driving lessons regulary and the driving test should be in about 1 month. I'm already terrified of the test because the fear of fai...
throwawayduck22
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2020-01-01 23:05:23
Anxiety
<es>I've been trying to get my drivers license for the past 3 years, couldn't do driving lessons because I was already afraid of failing the test, for the past 6 months I pushed myself to take driving lessons regulary and the driving test should be in about 1 month.<ee> <efs>I'm already terrified of the test because th...
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ekk65x
Slippery slope
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Me and my friends usually smoke weed and/or drink to get fucked up, but recently they've been wanting to try stuff like acid, lsd and other pills and shit. I always told myself i'd never do any pills, but if they do stuff like that i'll just wanna do it and the effects do sound great so i'll probably keep using them. I...
Chegx6
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0
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2020-01-05 22:33:33
addiction
<es>Me and my friends usually smoke weed and/or drink to get fucked up, but recently they've been wanting to try stuff like acid, lsd and other pills and shit.<ee> <es>I always told myself i'd never do any pills, but if they do stuff like that i'll just wanna do it and the effects do sound great so i'll probably keep u...
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your friends trying pills
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what would help you not take the pills
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ei7et5
So easy to ruin your life
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I had a car accident yesterday. My fault. Late after a 12 hour shift and pulled out of a drive thru and hit them. Other person was barely scratched, thank god. My car is fucked. I can’t afford the bill to go get it. I need a vehicle to drive to work and I literally need it for the job itself. I don’t get paid til Thur...
lazorrarubia
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2019-12-31 19:17:17
depression
<es>I had a car accident yesterday.<ee> My fault. Late after a 12 hour shift and pulled out of a drive thru and hit them. Other person was barely scratched, thank god. My car is fucked. <es>I can’t afford the bill to go get it.<ee> <rs>I need a vehicle to drive to work and I literally need it for the job itself.<re> <...
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emoocr
Asking for tips for stopping self punishment behavior
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I have complex PTSD, and I’ve experienced night terrors that have recently reopened the experiences that led to this. As a result I’ve been self punishing for days without realizing it. I.e., making myself sleep in my floor, restricting what/how much I’m eating, and not allowing myself sleep even though I’m beyond exha...
SvenGyllen
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0
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2020-01-10 09:32:55
ptsd
<es>I have complex PTSD, and I’ve experienced night terrors that have recently reopened the experiences that led to this.<ee> <es>As a result I’ve been self punishing for days without realizing it. I.e., making myself sleep in my floor, restricting what/how much I’m eating, and not allowing myself sleep even though I’m...
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et3tgk
Why Am I Good At Math But Bad At Reading Comprehension, Word Problems And English Language Arts in general?
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I’m from Alberta Canada. I’m heavily introverted(with mild high functioning autism). I am 16 years old and in grade 11. I’m also a native English speaker when it comes to the language. I’ve being struggling in English language arts since I was young. I can maybe pull a 60% when it comes to personal response to tex...
MoonWatch986
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2020-01-24 02:25:55
selfhelp
<es>I’m from Alberta Canada.<ee> <es> I’m heavily introverted(with mild high functioning autism).<ee> <es> I am 16 years old and in grade 11. <ee> <es>I’m also a native English speaker when it comes to the language. <ee> <es>I’ve being struggling in English language arts since I was young.<ee> <es> I can maybe pull a 6...
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you are getting low grades in English language in the university
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eti5xr
Sense of responsibility and life is killing me from the inside.
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I'm turning 24 in a couple of months and the eldest son. Friends and family who were and are at my age are very well self dependent and earning, where as I haven't yet completed by bachelor's degree. I was supposed to finish my studies in 2019 but as of 2020 I've only completed half of the total course. My family is r...
khalidxcvi
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2020-01-24 23:00:13
getting_over_it
<es>I'm turning 24 in a couple of months and the eldest son.<ee> <es>Friends and family who were and are at my age are very well self dependent and earning, where as I haven't yet completed by bachelor's degree.<ee> <es>I was supposed to finish my studies in 2019 but as of 2020 I've only completed half of the total cou...
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what would help you complete the course
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ekqa1w
One last rodeo
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rant
1
Dear Ipad I know i haven’t been the best and i know i’ve smacked you and swore at you but i just wanted to say, thank you. Shit i’m already crying. Throuhout these 3 years we’ve been together you’ve never talked, but you’ve always listened. Everything i typed you understand and made my recommended a bit better, than...
DOC_official
1
0
0
2020-01-06 06:46:04
sad
Dear Ipad I know i haven’t been the best and i know i’ve smacked you and swore at you but i just wanted to say, thank you. Shit i’m already crying. Throuhout these 3 years we’ve been together you’ve never talked, but you’ve always listened. Everything i typed you understand and made my recommended a bit better, than...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ejb6rz
hahahahaha im an idiot. the girl i like likes another guy. but she had to play with me for a few months before she told me of course.
1b
rant
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Griffing217
5
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2020-01-03 05:56:08
sad
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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emfiew
Working away from home 1st time
1a
rant
2
Without too many details I’m based on a work site I cannot leave. I have here, online meetings, fellowship members on my phone and most importantly my sponsor on the phone. But I am slightly ****ing myself. This is sober living and I’m going to do my best to for the next few days. I just have to let these fear pass a...
thatluckyfox
1
0
3
2020-01-09 20:35:37
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>Without too many details I’m based on a work site I cannot leave.<ee> <es>I have here, online meetings, fellowship members on my phone and most importantly my sponsor on the phone. <ee> <es>But I am slightly ****ing myself.<ee> <es>This is sober living and I’m going to do my best to for the next few days.<ee> <es>...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
being sober
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you live a better life
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f2n7xz
Incest
1b
help-seeking
2
Whew, is this what the 2 followers I gained from my last post was waiting for? Seriously, why did you follow me? I’m not that active. Were you hoping I would go into more detail about my uncle fantasies? Incest a hot topic for you? Sorry to crush your dreams. Mostly. Lol. You get your dream half fulfilled. ....
Youre_Grounded
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0
0
2020-02-12 06:54:27
rapecounseling
Whew, is this what the 2 followers I gained from my last post was waiting for? Seriously, why did you follow me? I’m not that active. Were you hoping I would go into more detail about my uncle fantasies? Incest a hot topic for you? Sorry to crush your dreams. Mostly. Lol. You get your dream half fulfilled. ....
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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f694q1
Not sure what subreddit to be in.
1b
help-seeking
1
They aren’t necessarily physically violent, only once. More mentally abusive. Is there a different subreddit for that?
aperolspritz1923
1
0
0
2020-02-19 10:40:29
domesticviolence
They aren’t necessarily physically violent, only once. More mentally abusive. Is there a different subreddit for that?
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
the mental abuse
How did X make you feel?
being mentally abused
What do you need help with now that X?
they are mentally abusing you
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