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f65pz8 | Mindfullness has been pretty tough lately | 1a | survey | 2 | I feel like this community doesn't really mind but sorry in advanced if this gets scattered and longwinded. I feel like I start out strong and end as doodlebob.
I started practicing mindfullness in therapy months ago but it has taken up until now for it to start clicking. At least kind of. My standard mindset is los... | ElusiveGooser | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-19 05:04:17 | getting_over_it | I feel like this community doesn't really mind but sorry in advanced if this gets scattered and longwinded. I feel like I start out strong and end as doodlebob. <es>I started practicing mindfullness in therapy months ago but it has taken up until now for it to start clicking.<ee> <es>At least kind of.<ee> <es> My sta... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejxfud | Depakote helped calm me down but made me fat. My psychiatrist won't prescribe an alternative. Any suggestions? | 1c | help-seeking | 2 | I cut off the Depakote because I really value a healthy lifestyle. I felt bloated and disgusting on the drug, but it did help my anger. Once I cut myself off, the rage came back almost immediately. What's worse, a lot of my anger in life is justified -- hit by a car and the asshole driver wasn't imprisoned, despite ser... | hotsaucecommitteep3 | 19 | 0 | 25 | 2020-01-04 14:46:21 | Anger | <es>Depakote helped calm me down but made me fat.<ee> <es>My psychiatrist won't prescribe an alternative.<ee> <rs>Any suggestions?<re> <es>I cut off the Depakote because I really value a healthy lifestyle.<ee> <efs>I felt bloated and disgusting on the drug, but it did help my anger.<efe> <es>Once I cut myself off, the ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | title | true | 222 |
fgboq5 | Slowly doing it. But it is really scary. | 1a | rant | 1 | I have booked 2 appointments with therapists. I am on medication and seeing a doctor every month about my depression and anxiety medication. I have started to study again for exams and I am making progress. I was at rock bottom when I made this account but I am slowly bouncing back to normalcy.
But in the back of my... | rock_bottom7 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-03-10 10:25:42 | getting_over_it | I have booked 2 appointments with therapists. I am on medication and seeing a doctor every month about my depression and anxiety medication. I have started to study again for exams and I am making progress. I was at rock bottom when I made this account but I am slowly bouncing back to normalcy. But in the back of my... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eiwh05 | Huge self hate moment right now | 1a | rant | 1 | I walked past a mirror today and couldn’t stop crying at what I looked like. 2019 was an awful year full of loss and life scares and I’m at the worst weight I have ever been at. I’m going to change it but I’m this moment right now I feel so awful and tears won’t stop flowing. | ruchaida_72 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 10:10:03 | sad | <es>I walked past a mirror today and couldn’t stop crying at what I looked like.<ee> <es>2019 was an awful year full of loss and life scares and I’m at the worst weight I have ever been at.<ee> <efs>I’m going to change it but I’m this moment right now I feel so awful and tears won’t stop flowing.<efe> | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why 2019 was awful | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel awful about your weight | null | true | 120 |
eicf97 | Is there a way to "forecast" a depressive episode and what can you do? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | For me at least, I don't have chronic depression but there have been periods of couple months where I feel very depressed and it distorts my view of the world and I become very negative, even though I am generally a somewhat optimistic person. So are there telltale signs that one may be entering a downward spiral, and ... | TrippinOutdood | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 02:01:01 | depression | <rs>Is there a way to "forecast" a depressive episode and what can you do?<re> <es>For me at least, I don't have chronic depression but there have been periods of couple months where I feel very depressed and it distorts my view of the world and I become very negative, even though I am generally a somewhat optimistic p... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your depression | null | null | title | true | 202 |
ethh6c | (17M) I know too much. I am lost. Identity crisis | 1a | rant | 2 | Hello everyone. I’d like to give you a heads up since this might be a sloppy post. I’ll write everything off the top of my head so that I won’t forget anything.
I am a 17 year old male living in Egypt and I am having an identity crisis. I am into music and movies heavily and I figure it changes my identity as a result... | sicko2002 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-24 22:08:53 | selfhelp | Hello everyone. I’d like to give you a heads up since this might be a sloppy post. I’ll write everything off the top of my head so that I won’t forget anything. <es>I am a 17 year old male living in Egypt and I am having an identity crisis.<ee> <es>I am into music and movies heavily and I figure it changes my identity... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help resolve your identity crisis | null | true | 221 |
elpuz5 | I feel lost. | 1a | rant | 1 | Right now, I’m financially slowly going down, hanging by a thread, but my dad is thankfully helping me out. I work at a good but low paying part time job at a grocery store and I am hopefully starting at a full time major career type of job next Tuesday. When I look at it objectively, my life is at the bottom of a U-sh... | Tylermcd93 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 08:07:41 | sad | Right now, I’m financially slowly going down, hanging by a thread, but my dad is thankfully helping me out. I work at a good but low paying part time job at a grocery store and I am hopefully starting at a full time major career type of job next Tuesday. When I look at it objectively, my life is at the bottom of a U-sh... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ek27nz | Alone in a crowd. Rambling post. Sorry. | 1a | rant | 2 | I think it's progress. I've gone from buying tabletop/war games and looking at them at home and not having anyone to play them with, to sitting in a FLGS (friendly local game shop) surrounded by games and people and not playing. Or talking. Or engaging with anyone. Can't do it. The energy and effort it would take to in... | lorenlorenson | 26 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-04 20:46:17 | socialanxiety | <es>I think it's progress.<ee> <es>I've gone from buying tabletop/war games and looking at them at home and not having anyone to play them with, to sitting in a FLGS (friendly local game shop) surrounded by games and people and not playing.<ee> <es>Or talking.<ee> <es>Or engaging with anyone.<ee> <es>Can't do it.<ee> <... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eiq2zz | How to stop being dull when nervous | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I have some pretty bad social anxiety, like I can
function pretty well in everyday life but one on one
contact is often where problems arise. Like I just
don't know what to say, so I get very stressed out
and play it overly safe, to the point where if you have
a conversation with me you often won't come out
of it knowi... | throw73526 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-02 00:05:30 | socialanxiety | <es>I have some pretty bad social anxiety, like I can function pretty well in everyday life but one on one contact is often where problems arise.<ee> <es>Like I just don't know what to say, so I get very stressed out and play it overly safe, to the point where if you have a conversation with me you often won't come out... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your social anxiety | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eimyyr | Issues with apologies in a recent argument | 1b | rant | 2 | A bit odd after my recent positivity post, but I also really need to rant, and this is the only place where (afaik) my FP doesn't keep up with me.
Keeping the situation as vague as possible: there's this activity my FP and I have done together for years. I've not been as active in it recently, but it's the type of act... | leviathanchronicles | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 20:04:52 | BPD | <rs>A bit odd after my recent positivity post, but I also really need to rant, and this is the only place where (afaik) my FP doesn't keep up with me.<re> <es>Keeping the situation as vague as possible: there's this activity my FP and I have done together for years.<ee> <es>I've not been as active in it recently, but ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you not feel upset | null | true | 221 |
eiopdc | I shouldn't be disappointed but I am | 1b | rant | 2 | I feel like a fool for being disappointed. Its been months now since my fp left me for good and since then I've been putting all my efforts into recovering and making new friends and trying to move past her. My family suggested I write her a small letter for christmas to let her know I was doing well so I did, I kept i... | sacredstar2000 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 22:15:53 | BPD | <efs>I feel like a fool for being disappointed.<efe> <es>Its been months now since my fp left me for good and since then I've been putting all my efforts into recovering and making new friends and trying to move past her.<ee> <es>My family suggested I write her a small letter for christmas to let her know I was doing w... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you miss your fp | null | true | 220 |
eicqbt | How do you know what you want to do when everything is a hyperfixation? | 1a | rant | 2 | I feel like I've never had a stable personality. Just like many people here, I jump between hyperfixations every few weeks or months, and nothing is safe from it. Hobbies, jobs, things I buy, places to live... I have no idea what I really like and I feel like every time I get interested in something it's like trying to... | pantagraines | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-01 02:29:28 | ADHD | <efs>I feel like I've never had a stable personality.<efe> <es>Just like many people here, I jump between hyperfixations every few weeks or months, and nothing is safe from it.<ee> <es>Hobbies, jobs, things I buy, places to live...<ee> <es>I have no idea what I really like and I feel like every time I get interested in... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eos4n8 | Peace love and happiness. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Just wanna spread some love and positivity and wish everyone an amazing day that turns into an amazing week that then turns into month and so on. :) | greedIsAnIllness | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-14 21:49:06 | mentalillness | Just wanna spread some love and positivity and wish everyone an amazing day that turns into an amazing week that then turns into month and so on. :) | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
epusn6 | I want to find who I am | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | so I’m nineteen and I have autism level one.. a lot of the responses I give to situations took a lot of practice and through watching movies and television and other people I learned how to interact ... but I’m starting to realize that I don’t know if they are just responses or really me. Sometimes when I’m talking to ... | bunmlk | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-17 03:36:11 | mentalillness | <es>so I’m nineteen and I have autism level one..<ee> <es>a lot of the responses I give to situations took a lot of practice and through watching movies and television and other people I learned how to interact ... but I’m starting to realize that I don’t know if they are just responses or really me.<ee> <es>Sometimes ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel during conversations | null | null | null | true | 212 |
elcf0t | Prayers for Australia 🙏 | 0 | chitchat | 3 | null | ryland1104 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-07 14:43:51 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
emo9lk | I am at the end | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Well now I’m more desperate than ever to get with this girl. It’s been 100 plus days and nothing has changed. If she decides to go to move away for college I’m going to kill myself. Also btw the only good thing that’s happened since then is that I told her I like her a lot and she said if her boyfriend and her don’t wo... | reddituser1011123425 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-10 08:42:28 | getting_over_it | Well now I’m more desperate than ever to get with this girl. It’s been 100 plus days and nothing has changed. If she decides to go to move away for college I’m going to kill myself. Also btw the only good thing that’s happened since then is that I told her I like her a lot and she said if her boyfriend and her don’t wo... | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you desperate about the girl | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you not have the negative thoughts | null | true | 121 |
ev6v5m | I'm so overwhelmed, so hopeless, so confused, and I'm losing the ability to cope. I can't do this anymore. I need serious help. | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | This might be long, but I really really need help and encouraging words/advice.
I've been dealing with on and off anxiety since 2010. The anxiety comes and goes in waves and in episodes. I get my worst when I'm stuck at home all day without anything to do, and if I'm alone. I also have depression, which has made every... | scotchtwink | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-28 15:17:00 | getting_over_it | <rs>This might be long, but I really really need help and encouraging words/advice.<re> <es>I've been dealing with on and off anxiety since 2010.<ee> <es>The anxiety comes and goes in waves and in episodes.<ee> <es>I get my worst when I'm stuck at home all day without anything to do, and if I'm alone.<ee> <es>I also h... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would make you feel comfortable and happy | null | true | 221 |
erj88n | How to move on from ptsd, threats, and stalking | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | How do I stop feeling unsafe
How do I ever know he moved on and let it go
Cuz when the 2yr restraining order ended he sat by the hotel next to my work and stared at me relentlessly when iij took out trash
I think I see him but never know
Except when I have see men him, a little over a year ago. He walked by where i was... | wastedkittycat | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-20 20:36:29 | domesticviolence | <rs>How to move on from ptsd, threats, and stalking <re> <efs>How do I stop feeling unsafe<efe> <rs>How do I ever know he moved on and let it go<re> <es>Cuz when the 2yr restraining order ended he sat by the hotel next to my work and stared at me relentlessly when iij took out trash<ee> <es>I think I see him but never ... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the restraining order | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eko3y9 | My struggles. Feeling completely alone and isolated. | 1b | rant | 2 | So I’ve been in a really weird state for years now. When I was 14 I entered an abusive relationship with a 21 year old long distance, and ended up starting to become homeschooled and slowly not do my work until I dropped out. a year later we broke up, I never went back. my social anxiety got much worse, it’s been reall... | xosvain_ | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 03:30:05 | mentalillness | <es>So I’ve been in a really weird state for years now.<ee> <es>When I was 14 I entered an abusive relationship with a 21 year old long distance, and ended up starting to become homeschooled and slowly not do my work until I dropped out.<ee> <es>a year later we broke up, I never went back.<ee> <es>my social anxiety got... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you with your loneliness | null | true | 221 |
eleke4 | Dream worsening PTSD tw: abuse rape sexual assault | 1b | rant | 1 | Background....My father was emotionally abusive towards my sister and me when we were growing up. He physically assaulted her (to this day I do not know the details). She told my mother about it and her answer was to make my 16 year old sister (at the time) confront him until his yelling made her back down and say she ... | storeboughtserotonin | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-07 17:26:03 | ptsd | <es>Background....My father was emotionally abusive towards my sister and me when we were growing up.<ee> <es>He physically assaulted her (to this day I do not know the details).<ee> <es>She told my mother about it and her answer was to make my 16 year old sister (at the time) confront him until his yelling made her ba... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eng0td | Does trauma make you want to be alone? | 1a | survey | 1 | I've had severe PTSD since childhood. Over the last ten years especially my life has been hell on earth for the most part. I've faced unemployment, financial hardship, workplace bullying, the demise of several important relationships, living environments not working out, physical assault and the worst was enduring a co... | DarkLord84 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-12 00:28:46 | ptsd | <es>I've had severe PTSD since childhood.<ee> <es>Over the last ten years especially my life has been hell on earth for the most part.<ee> <es>I've faced unemployment, financial hardship, workplace bullying, the demise of several important relationships, living environments not working out, physical assault and the wor... | 2 | 1 | 1 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how your PTSD makes you feel | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you feel better | null | true | 211 |
eix5of | Haven’t cut myself in 9 days!! | 1a | chitchat | 1 | I was clean for exactly a month on dec 23rd, but on the 24rd of december i had a small relapse.
But today ive been clean again for 9 days! Hopefully 2020 will bring me great moments and a healing year.
I also want you guys to know that a relapse sucks, but it is just a bump in the road. Youll get there.
Happy new yea... | LizZLe_ | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 11:32:57 | selfharm | <es>I was clean for exactly a month on dec 23rd, but on the 24rd of december i had a small relapse. <ee> <es>But today ive been clean again for 9 days!<ee> Hopefully 2020 will bring me great moments and a healing year. I also want you guys to know that a relapse sucks, but it is just a bump in the road. Youll get there... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you relapse | How did X make you feel? | the relapse | What do you need help with now that X? | you had a small relapse just before the new year | null | true | 100 |
eky29h | Blushed really bad at work today due to colleagues making me uncomfortable and nasty to me, I feel so embarrassed :/ | 1b | rant | 2 | So I stuck up for this girl and risked my own job to help her against a bullying manager and yet she turned on me today and effectively tried bullying me. So in front of the whole room along with her friend tried making me feel so small, why are you not getting the user a chair? Even though there was a chair about a me... | sm243 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-06 18:29:35 | socialanxiety | So I stuck up for this girl and risked my own job to help her against a bullying manager and yet she turned on me today and effectively tried bullying me. So in front of the whole room along with her friend tried making me feel so small, why are you not getting the user a chair? Even though there was a chair about a me... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | repeat of prev | true | 0 |
em7983 | Recovering alcoholic president | 1a | rant | 2 | I don’t think I could ever be the president. I have a clean as heck record and sober very young. However- Iran starts acting up? Let me run this by my sponsor real quick. HP where ya at? How we dealing with global warming today? It’s too much blurred lines of what I can control and what I cannot control.
Long story s... | fitsobershit | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-09 09:16:40 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Recovering alcoholic president<ee> <es>I don’t think I could ever be the president.<ee> <es>I have a clean as heck record and sober very young.<ee> <es>However- Iran starts acting up?<ee> <es>Let me run this by my sponsor real quick.<ee> <es>HP where ya at?<ee> <es>How we dealing with global warming today?<ee> <es>... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | stopping drinking alcohol | What do you need help with now that X? | you don't think you could ever be the president | null | true | 200 |
eu083d | Update | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Idk who's seen my last couple posts I made but I finally left. Today I was supposed to work 9-4 but I called the office and told them I've been in an abusive relationship and needed to get out and she excused me at noon, told me do what I gotta do. My bf wasn't at the house and I had all my clothes, my laptop, my ds, a... | hotpockeys | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-26 01:46:05 | domesticviolence | <es>Idk who's seen my last couple posts I made but I finally left.<ee> <es>Today I was supposed to work 9-4 but I called the office and told them I've been in an abusive relationship and needed to get out and she excused me at noon, told me do what I gotta do.<ee> <es>My bf wasn't at the house and I had all my clothes,... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eop15n | Another day, another wishing I was born female | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Then my rape might have been believed, then maybe people would give a shit, maybe people would give me value other than broken goods. If you want to get help as male victim, pray you are attractive otherwise life ain't worth it | BramplePatch | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-14 18:17:33 | rapecounseling | <rs>Another day, another wishing I was born female<re> <es>Then my rape might have been believed, then maybe people would give a shit, maybe people would give me value other than broken goods.<ee> If you want to get help as male victim, pray you are attractive otherwise life ain't worth it | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the incident | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with the trauma | null | true | 201 |
ei7s3s | If things don't get better, I'll kill myself on my 18th birthday. | 0 | rant | 1 | I've just made the decision. Almost everything's shit right now and if it doesn't improve till then, I'll do it. I've already made a plan. Right when the clock strikes midnight on the 28th June, I'll post an Instagram story containing a video of me and a rope, waving goodbye with the caption "Happy 18th Birthday to me"... | jenniferkathleeen | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2019-12-31 19:44:14 | depression | I've just made the decision. <es>Almost everything's shit right now and if it doesn't improve till then, I'll do it.<ee> I've already made a plan. Right when the clock strikes midnight on the 28th June, I'll post an Instagram story containing a video of me and a rope, waving goodbye with the caption "Happy 18th Birthda... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel on taking this decision | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having suicidal thoughts | corrected,suicide | true | 210 |
fdvhqi | Getting over it when nothing's going to change? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I have a job and an apartment. I get up every day and go to work. Come home, eat dinner, try to work out, and go to bed. On the weekends I go out to restaurants or movies with friends. My grandmother is losing herself slowly and painfully to Parkinson's and my father and I never talk. Mom is nearly 30 years dead. Some ... | meadowcap | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-03-05 13:49:07 | getting_over_it | <es>I have a job and an apartment.<ee> <es>I get up every day and go to work.<ee> <es>Come home, eat dinner, try to work out, and go to bed.<ee> <es>On the weekends I go out to restaurants or movies with friends.<ee> <es>My grandmother is losing herself slowly and painfully to Parkinson's and my father and I never talk... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to enjoy your life | null | true | 220 |
eihfom | I CAN’T FOLLOW THROUGH ON NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS AND IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY!! | 1a | rant | 1 | ADHD is the fucking WORST because I swear this shit makes me start up right back where I started as a disorganized mess who doesn’t look like they try hard enough in school or their work and I can’t STICK to anything because I lose motivation and interest halfway through!!!!!!
It is potentially the most frustrating ex... | halfasianidiot | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-01 11:28:40 | ADHD | <es>I CAN’T FOLLOW THROUGH ON NEW YEARS RESOLUTIONS<ee> <efs>IT MAKES ME SO ANGRY!!<efe> <es>ADHD is the fucking WORST because I swear this shit makes me start up right back where I started as a disorganized mess who doesn’t look like they try hard enough in school or their work and I can’t STICK to anything because I... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your new year's resolutions | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you lose motivation and interest easily | null | true | 120 |
eisxnj | I desperately need help | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I am 17 years old and I never had a girlfriend up until 2 weeks ago, well now that I have a girlfriend I feel like shit more than I ever have. It’s not that she doesn’t make me happy, but she also makes me feel like an absolute piece of shit unintentionally. She just seems to have such a fun life and she has so many fr... | sadsoul102 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 03:56:53 | socialanxiety | <es>I am 17 years old and I never had a girlfriend up until 2 weeks ago,<ee> <efs>well now that I have a girlfriend I feel like shit more than I ever have.<efe> <efs>It’s not that she doesn’t make me happy, but she also makes me feel like an absolute piece of shit unintentionally.<efe> <es>She just seems to have such a... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel envious of your girlfriend's life | null | true | 220 |
eo0pbu | Want to be alone. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | A few of you probably relate to this, but sometimes I just need to be alone. No people. Just me. A book maybe, some telly, not sure, but certainly no people. I can’t predict when these phases will be needed but I’m unfortunately in one now and I have a friend visiting me from home (I’m in uni across the country so she ... | elloryember | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-13 07:01:29 | selfhelp | <rs>A few of you probably relate to this, but sometimes I just need to be alone.<re> <rs>No people.<re> <rs>Just me.<re> <rs>A book maybe, some telly, not sure, but certainly no people.<re> <es>I can’t predict when these phases will be needed but I’m unfortunately in one now and I have a friend visiting me from home (I... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are exhausted from interacting with poeple | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
ekh0tr | Roommate reminds me of past abuser | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I was mentally and physically abused by my father until I moved out. I am now seeing help from my psychiatrist and got diagnosed with PTSD. I moved away and got married, now we live with my husband his brother in a house. The problem is that he is as abusive as my dad was. He constantly reminds me of him and my past tr... | ForBamse | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-05 18:40:30 | ptsd | <es>I was mentally and physically abused by my father until I moved out.<ee> <es>I am now seeing help from my psychiatrist and got diagnosed with PTSD.<ee> <es>I moved away and got married, now we live with my husband his brother in a house.<ee> <es>The problem is that he is as abusive as my dad was.<ee> <es>He constan... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your abusive husband | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eigk4e | Best friend with BPD | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | Hey everyone, me again. So I’ve recently reconciled with my best friend after a few months of not speaking, during the time that we weren’t speaking she finally got some answers about her mental health and that was that she in fact has BPD. I’m looking at sending her a gift, one because I miss her so terribly and also ... | mamaofboys_ | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 09:27:41 | BPD | Hey everyone, me again. <es>So I’ve recently reconciled with my best friend after a few months of not speaking, during the time that we weren’t speaking she finally got some answers about her mental health and that was that she in fact has BPD.<ee> <efs>I’m looking at sending her a gift, one because I miss her so terri... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eznf9x | His fish committed suicide after only one day | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | So I have survived two violent relationships and am starting to date again after a good couple years of abstinence. I know all the warning signs and my self esteem is better. I am worried I might be on the verge of another abusive relationship.
Went on dates with a truly professional musician who used to be in the mi... | deedee705 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 2020-02-06 05:21:10 | domesticviolence | <es>So I have survived two violent relationships and am starting to date again after a good couple years of abstinence.<ee> <es>I know all the warning signs and my self esteem is better.<ee> <efs>I am worried I might be on the verge of another abusive relationship.<efe> <es>Went on dates with a truly professional mus... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about your boyfriend | What do you need help with now that X? | your boyfriend has violent tendencies | null | true | 210 |
erkn7q | Taking care of yourself starts with your morning, having the best morning routine to set you up for success is crucial. Here's a video I think will help you create a successful morning routine. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | Troller97 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-20 22:12:24 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
elou4o | Anniversary of my rape | 1b | rant | 1 | The day I got raped is coming up... And I have been feeling like shit as the memories that I've been hiding is coming back plus my family is stressing me out they're over religious and its driving me mad with their lunatic way of showing their beliefs and it only affects me even more when my mind overall is not at ease... | Ladyshalltear1 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 06:16:50 | rapecounseling | <es>The day I got raped is coming up...<ee> <efs>And I have been feeling like shit as the memories that I've been hiding is coming back plus my family is stressing me out they're over religious and its driving me mad with their lunatic way of showing their beliefs and it only affects me even more when my mind overall i... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | the anniversary of you rape has triggered you | null | true | 220 |
eo6dwu | You know how I know I'm sober? Music. | 0 | rant | 1 | I just fookin cried at the end of Maroon 5's "Girl Like You Video" when he hugged his wife and daughter. I know I'm sober when I cry happy tears over music and movies.
I hate it, being sober, but I also love it. I hate being emotionally raw and sensitive. But I also love that I can cry and feel again.
Now I'm gonna ... | Google_1t | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-13 16:29:07 | OpiatesRecovery | I just fookin cried at the end of Maroon 5's "Girl Like You Video" when he hugged his wife and daughter. I know I'm sober when I cry happy tears over music and movies. I hate it, being sober, but I also love it. I hate being emotionally raw and sensitive. But I also love that I can cry and feel again. Now I'm gonna ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
elqlcb | Life with ptsd sucks pretty hard | 1a | rant | 1 | I really hate having ptsd and I don't feel like I can say I have PTSD because I haven't served in the military I've witnessed abuse throughout my childhood but I dont think that's why I have PTSD but jesus being homeless when I was 16 really messed with me and I don't know how to Express what it put me through afterwar... | godwashere777 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-08 09:37:35 | ptsd | <es>I really hate having ptsd and I don't feel like I can say I have PTSD because I haven't served in the military I've witnessed abuse throughout my childhood but I dont think that's why I have PTSD but jesus being homeless when I was 16 really messed with me.<ee> <es>I don't know how to Express what it put me through... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you dread being homeless again | null | true | 220 |
eizvxn | Does anyone have any advice on or experience with ADHD and the ADA Act for workplace "reasonable accomodations?" | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I have been wondering if anyone has spoken with their HR and/or had any experience with their job accomodating them for their ADHD. Under the ADA, ADHD qualifies and i was wondering if anyone has any input on it...good or bad. Im a nurse so we do a lot of charting and every once in a while i will get a terrible shift w... | traumajunkie46 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 15:51:36 | ADHD | <rs>I have been wondering if anyone has spoken with their HR and/or had any experience with their job accomodating them for their ADHD.<re> <rs>Under the ADA, ADHD qualifies and i was wondering if anyone has any input on it...good or bad.<re> <es>Im a nurse so we do a lot of charting and every once in a while i will ge... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eifj6x | Need a hug | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I am feeling anxious for no reason.
Don't know how to deal with it. I skipped all my classes today.
I want to make friends but I don't know how to do it.
There's nothing really interesting about me, I am not really good at anything. I am getting all these negative thoughts right now and I don't know how to deal with ... | nilaa_1207 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 07:14:42 | Anxiety | <efs>I am feeling anxious for no reason.<efe> Don't know how to deal with it. <efs>I skipped all my classes today. <efe> <es>I want to make friends but I don't know how to do it.<ee> <es>There's nothing really interesting about me, I am not really good at anything.<ee> <es>I am getting all these negative thoughts righ... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the negative thoughts made you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to deal with your negative thoughts | null | true | 210 |
em1izw | Struggling to Gain Weight | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Okay so I know this seems like a silly question but I am legitimately seeking advice. Prior to becoming addicted to oxy and then fentanyl I weighed between 120-130 pounds (I’m a 5’1 woman). During my addiction I dropped to 102 pounds. I figured once I got clean I would start packing back on the pounds, especially since... | mysetofstars | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-09 00:17:52 | OpiatesRecovery | <rs>Okay so I know this seems like a silly question but I am legitimately seeking advice.<re> <es>Prior to becoming addicted to oxy and then fentanyl I weighed between 120-130 pounds (I’m a 5’1 woman).<ee> <es>During my addiction I dropped to 102 pounds.<ee> <es>I figured once I got clean I would start packing back on ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how eating makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eienq2 | Struggling W/New Years | 1a | rant | 1 | Everyone around me is celebrating right now but all that I can think about is how many decisions I’m going to have to make next year. Where to go to college, my major, my boyfriend, etc. I’m so overwhelmed right now. I keep trying to tell myself that today is nothing more than another day, but what today *signifies* is... | legiteretly | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 05:39:12 | Anxiety | <es>Everyone around me is celebrating right now but all that I can think about is how many decisions I’m going to have to make next year.<ee> <es>Where to go to college, my major, my boyfriend, etc.<ee> <efs>I’m so overwhelmed right now.<efe> <efs>I keep trying to tell myself that today is nothing more than another day... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you calm down | null | true | 221 |
ej1x1c | Positive post!! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | A few days ago I managed to do so much housework. I always struggle with it and let it pile up, but I managed to do 4 loads of laundry, do all the dishes, put away a lot of my junk, bin a load of stuff cause im a bit of a hoarder, wipe down my apartment, and make the bed!
I was gonna hoover too but ran out of time. ... | MegzWills | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 18:21:40 | sad | A few days ago I managed to do so much housework. I always struggle with it and let it pile up, but I managed to do 4 loads of laundry, do all the dishes, put away a lot of my junk, bin a load of stuff cause im a bit of a hoarder, wipe down my apartment, and make the bed! I was gonna hoover too but ran out of time. ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eisncj | Does anyone else overexplain things to everyone? | 0 | survey | 1 | I catch myself overexplaining things during conversations with family, academically, and professionally. If you had to listen to one of my connversations, I am so sorry! I swear I'm not trying to sound pompous, it's just that my social skills are still mediocre. | azdweller | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 03:33:00 | socialanxiety | <es>I catch myself overexplaining things during conversations with family, academically, and professionally.<ee> If you had to listen to one of my connversations, I am so sorry! <es>I swear I'm not trying to sound pompous, it's just that my social skills are still mediocre.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you want to overexplain things | How did X make you feel? | overexplaining things | What do you need help with now that X? | you overexplain things during conversations | null | true | 100 |
eq6nfy | Non-Alcoholic Vices | 1b | rant | 2 | Hey everyone,
I just made it to 4 months without a drink. I was attending meetings regularly, and doing well. I am a casual marijuana user and at this point it’s the only vice I have unless you count caffeine or porn.
What irritated me was I had some people in my home group meeting pretty publicly tell the group that... | tyerker | 1 | 0 | 18 | 2020-01-17 21:17:23 | alcoholicsanonymous | Hey everyone, <es>I just made it to 4 months without a drink.<ee> <es>I was attending meetings regularly, and doing well.<ee> <es>I am a casual marijuana user and at this point it’s the only vice I have unless you count caffeine or porn.<ee> <efs>What irritated me was I had some people in my home group meeting pretty... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you got irritated due to people saying you aren't sober | null | true | 220 |
eia9yz | Clock just hit 12:00am | 1a | rant | 1 | I feel like a real doomer sitting here in front of my pc alone listening to depressing music while the sound of fireworks are going off outside. God I hate my life lol | aatrexxx | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2019-12-31 23:01:54 | depression | I feel like a real doomer sitting here in front of my pc alone listening to depressing music while the sound of fireworks are going off outside. God I hate my life lol | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | depressed | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how felt on new year | What can help you overcome X ? | depression and hate towards life | null | true | 10 |
eikdf4 | Are anxiety meds really helping ? | 1b | rant | 1 | I just canceled my new years eve (and all the futures ones) with the parents and siblings because it makes me so nervous that im getting these terrible pressure headaches. Of course nobody understands even though i told them i have anxiety. I thought i could manage this w ithout meds but it just gets worse | khanabyss | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-01 16:48:11 | Anxiety | <es>I just canceled my new years eve (and all the futures ones) with the parents and siblings<ee> because <efs>it makes me so nervous that im getting these terrible pressure headaches.<efe> <es>Of course nobody understands even though i told them i have anxiety.<ee> <efs>I thought i could manage this w ithout meds bu... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to handle your anxiety without meds | null | true | 120 |
emufbp | This morning my mom gave me one of her old bras. It had a rose in the middle that was exactly the same rose on a nightgown I wore as a child. I had an extreme flashback to being sexually abused by my Father in the gown. Im vomitting. Im broken. | 1b | rant | 1 | I hate Hate HATE flashbacks. I waz there. In a little body. My mom shook me out of the daze. She said she had been doing it for a few minutes. Shaking to wake me up.
Some people have no idea what its like to pick up after their "mistakes" in adulthood or prior. Yay my.therepist gets a fun topic this week. | ashhtreeee | 1 | 0 | 85 | 2020-01-10 17:47:07 | ptsd | <es>This morning my mom gave me one of her old bras.<ee> <es>It had a rose in the middle that was exactly the same rose on a nightgown I wore as a child.<ee> <es>I had an extreme flashback to being sexually abused by my Father in the gown.<ee> <efs>Im vomitting.<efe> <efs>Im broken.<efe> <efs>I hate Hate HATE flashback... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel nauseous after the flashback | null | true | 220 |
eovonn | Can I take Kratom while waiting to take Suboxone | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I should be able to take a sub in the early afternoon tomorrow(yay) and I feel like this is a stupid question but I haven’t really been able to find a clear answer for it searching.
Can I take some Kratom in the morning just to get me through until enough time has passed for me to take a suboxone?
Thanks in advance,... | macaaw | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-15 02:10:05 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I should be able to take a sub in the early afternoon tomorrow(yay) and I feel like this is a stupid question but I haven’t really been able to find a clear answer for it searching.<ee> <rs>Can I take some Kratom in the morning just to get me through until enough time has passed for me to take a suboxone? <re> Th... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are taking suboxone | How did X make you feel? | not taking suboxone | null | null | null | true | 102 |
fgo3le | I made an appointment with a psychiatrist. I'm nervous. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | For context I've been on medication before. At the time I was still on my parents insurance. My mom pressured me to get off medication and stop seeing a therapist. I did. This was about five years ago, I've been struggling ever since but managed okay for a while, but it's only gotten worse and worse. So, I started seei... | IAm_ThePumpkinKing | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-03-11 00:19:46 | getting_over_it | <es>For context I've been on medication before.<ee> <es>At the time I was still on my parents insurance.<ee> <es>My mom pressured me to get off medication and stop seeing a therapist.<ee> <es>I did.<ee> <es>This was about five years ago, I've been struggling ever since but managed okay for a while, but it's only gotten... | 1 | 0 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what were you on medication for | How did X make you feel? | the medicines | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you feel better | null | true | 101 |
euo8ea | Motivation from Demi | 0 | chitchat | 5 | null | latinaMixed | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-27 13:58:43 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ek2us7 | I've hurt the person dearest to me in my life and I have to forever live knowing that I could do that to them. | 1a | rant | 2 | I had a porn addiction for years. I lied to my wife about it the entirety of our relationship. I would look her in the eyes and swear on her life that I wasn't lying to her. I was though. I don't know how I could have done that. I definitely have some sort of personality disorder. I have a date set to schedule a therap... | throwaway23WE | 4 | 0 | 18 | 2020-01-04 21:33:00 | selfhelp | <es>I had a porn addiction for years.<ee> <es>I lied to my wife about it the entirety of our relationship.<ee> <es>I would look her in the eyes and swear on her life that I wasn't lying to her.<ee> <es>I was though.<ee> I don't know how I could have done that. <es>I definitely have some sort of personality disorder.<ee... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you have hurt your wife by lying to her | null | true | 220 |
emdfqt | Anyone just starting to get clean and need a bud? | 1a | rant | 1 | Kinda lonely over here as i used alone so no one really knows what im going through. Im on day 1 and am doing ok so far. Just wish i had a friend to talk to about it. DM me if anyone wants to chat. Maybe i just have too much time on my hands to think about shit. 🤷 | lizzikins85 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 2020-01-09 18:07:58 | OpiatesRecovery | <efs>Kinda lonely over here as i used alone so no one really knows what im going through.<efe> <es>Im on day 1 and am doing ok so far.<ee> <rs>Just wish i had a friend to talk to about it. DM me if anyone wants to chat.<re> <es>Maybe i just have too much time on my hands to think about shit.<ee> | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what you are clean from | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you are feeling being clean | null | null | null | true | 112 |
eiqreg | BPD Diagnosis in works, but I know what I'm expecting. | 1a | rant | 2 | So a lot of things have happened recently that led to the point I'm at now. I've always thought I had bipolar, brought it up and was dismissed. So when I thought I may have bpd I dismissed it, and justified it but saying I didn't meet the criteria. I refused to admit I was toxic, that I DID meet those criterias. Now th... | _Chaotix | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 00:59:43 | BPD | <es>So a lot of things have happened recently that led to the point I'm at now.<ee> <es>I've always thought I had bipolar, brought it up and was dismissed.<ee> <es>So when I thought I may have bpd I dismissed it, and justified it but saying I didn't meet the criteria.<ee> <es>I refused to admit I was toxic, that I DID ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eifalx | Happy New Year! Remember to pay rent today! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | It's all exciting -- new month, new year, new decade. Unfortunately with all the excitement, I know I'm likely to get caught up in other things and get dangerously close to forgetting about rent. So this is as much a reminder for myself as for the rest of you. If you can't pay it right now, here's your reminder to set ... | palevoice | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 06:47:24 | ADHD | It's all exciting -- new month, new year, new decade. Unfortunately with all the excitement, I know I'm likely to get caught up in other things and get dangerously close to forgetting about rent. So this is as much a reminder for myself as for the rest of you. If you can't pay it right now, here's your reminder to set ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eism6r | Anxiety induced asexuality | 0 | survey | 1 | I'm a woman and used to be attracted to men. Now I'm not. It's because of my social anxiety. I'm asexual now. I can have friends but getting close to a partner is TERRIFYING. Anyone else? | bimia33 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 03:30:18 | socialanxiety | <es>I'm a woman and used to be attracted to men.<ee> <es>Now I'm not.<ee> <es>It's because of my social anxiety.<ee> <es>I'm asexual now.<ee> <efs>I can have friends but getting close to a partner is TERRIFYING.<efe> <Anyone else? | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you asexual | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are terrified of getting a partner | null | true | 120 |
ejq3mh | Sober almost 2 years, justifying weed | 0 | rant | 3 | Full disclaimer I have not smoked weed in over 6 years now, I'm an alcoholic, I don't believe weed was ever a problem and believe it does have a purpose, have Gone through the steps with sponsors, work the steps, tried sponsoring a few guys, really connected with at least a few members from my AA group, chair a meeting... | lastredditaccteva326 | 2 | 0 | 41 | 2020-01-04 02:24:04 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Full disclaimer I have not smoked weed in over 6 years now, I'm an alcoholic, I don't believe weed was ever a problem and believe it does have a purpose, have Gone through the steps with sponsors, work the steps, tried sponsoring a few guys, really connected with at least a few members from my AA group, chair a mee... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are justifying weed | null | true | 220 |
eikcp3 | I can't even send a happy new year message without having a heart attack | 1a | survey | 1 | I've been wondering since this morning whether I should send this person (my crush, but it doesn't really matter) a happy new year message or not... I feel pathetic worrying so much about it but at the same time I worry that I'll be perceived annoying and insistent
Anyone else like me?
Anyways I wish everyone who's ... | Ze_nt | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-01 16:46:32 | socialanxiety | I've been wondering since this morning whether I should send this person (my crush, but it doesn't really matter) a happy new year message or not... I feel pathetic worrying so much about it but at the same time I worry that I'll be perceived annoying and insistent Anyone else like me? Anyways I wish everyone who's ... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you were nervous on sending the message | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
ele3kt | Cbd oil for cravings | 0 | help-seeking | 3 | Ive heard that cbd oil for addiction *cocaine for me* should I look more into it? | Londonskys96 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 16:51:49 | addiction | <rs>Ive heard that cbd oil for addiction *cocaine for me* should I look more into it?<re> | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | to take cbd oil | Why are you wanting X ? | to cbd oil for your cocaine addiction | null | null | null | true | 2 |
eitp83 | Does my wife have a mental health problem? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I can not understand how this works. My wife of 13 years, partner of nearly 17, has stated that she has been loyal to me for 16 of those years. It hasnt been until the last "two months" that she has sought out 10 other men and slept with 3 of them. Her sexual promiscuity has instantaneously lead to reckless impulsive s... | Euphoric-University | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-02 05:05:15 | mentalillness | I can not understand how this works. My wife of 13 years, partner of nearly 17, has stated that she has been loyal to me for 16 of those years. It hasnt been until the last "two months" that she has sought out 10 other men and slept with 3 of them. Her sexual promiscuity has instantaneously lead to reckless impulsive s... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your wife's actions | null | null | null | true | 202 |
esuw9x | Hi guys, these are some of the things have helped when I'm in a slump. Much love, Rob | 0 | chitchat | 1 | It's a depression advice video. Here'st he youtube link :)
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqbqFfFykZA&t=54s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqbqFfFykZA&t=54s) | RobMarenghi | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-23 15:49:25 | getting_over_it | It's a depression advice video. Here'st he youtube link :) [https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqbqFfFykZA&t=54s](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RqbqFfFykZA&t=54s) | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
exbtee | Memories I have of my dad, what were they? Were they inappropriate? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | (TW) I’m so nervous to make this post. I know I’m probably just hyper aware due to my past s*xual abuse. as It was done by many people over the span of 12 yrs. But anyways..
I’ve always had a couple memories that tripped me out a bit. I don’t think it’s abuse but I’m worried sometimes it was something more then I thoug... | risingsouls7 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-01 20:09:30 | rapecounseling | <rs>Memories I have of my dad, what were they?<re> <rs>Were they inappropriate?<re> <efs>(TW) I’m so nervous to make this post.<efe> <es>I know I’m probably just hyper aware due to my past s*xual abuse.<ee> <es>as It was done by many people over the span of 12 yrs.<ee> <es>But anyways..<ee> <es>I’ve always had a couple... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eoqp3c | How to be More Confrontational/Angry? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Title. I'm a hothead but when it comes to confrontation I freeze up like a fucking bitch, I don't feel angry and I feel like it's my fucking body trying to smother it down to keep me calm when I don't want to. Example, today I was driving and some fucking dickhead cut in front of me, when I honked at him he flicked me ... | thr0wawaynewsprinter | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-14 20:12:42 | Anger | Title. <efs><es>I'm a hothead but when it comes to confrontation I freeze up like a fucking bitch, I don't feel angry and I feel like it's my fucking body trying to smother it down to keep me calm when I don't want to.<ee><efe> <es>Example, today I was driving and some fucking dickhead cut in front of me, when I honked... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eimmws | Can’t stop thinking about dying? | 1a | rant | 1 | Okay so I sometimes get like this I just feel really sick just realised I’m gonna die one day and I’m not gonna be here forever idk what to do | chapmanavfc | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 19:40:45 | Anxiety | <es>Okay so I sometimes get like this I just feel really sick just realised I’m gonna die one day and I’m not gonna be here forever idk what to do<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the feeling of being sick | How did X make you feel? | the sickly feelings | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel sick and have negative thoughts | null | true | 100 |
eic880 | It's my birthday, time for an existential crisis and anxiety attack | 1a | rant | 2 | So, I'm 32 today and I haven't had a job in a year (and no steady job for more than 6 months before that), I literally have no friends, I live with my mom and teenage siblings still, I never finished my bachelor's degree, and I basically feel like my life is a giant failure. My depression and anxiety are both incredibl... | Silver_Marmot | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 01:42:42 | Anxiety | <es>So, I'm 32 today and I haven't had a job in a year (and no steady job for more than 6 months before that),<ee> <es>I literally have no friends,<ee> <es>I live with my mom and teenage siblings still,<ee> <es>I never finished my bachelor's degree,<ee> <efs>and I basically feel like my life is a giant failure.<efe> <e... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are frustrated about your anxiety | null | true | 220 |
eje43v | DAE find it easier to move on if they decided to end it with you? | 0 | survey | 1 | Versus prematurely leaving the relationship in order to avoid abandonment?
I have never been dumped. I’ve always ended things early with people I’m involved with. My current FP has always stuck around and we always got back in touch somehow until he triggers me again. Sometimes I wish he’d just tell me to leave him al... | ghjhv | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-03 11:18:48 | BPD | <rs>DAE find it easier to move on if they decided to end it with you?<re> <rs>Versus prematurely leaving the relationship in order to avoid abandonment?<re> <es>I have never been dumped.<ee> <es>I’ve always ended things early with people I’m involved with.<ee> <es>My current FP has always stuck around and we always go... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how did your FP triggering you make you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
elo4u2 | Quitting cold turkey... failed | 0 | rant | 1 | 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 | wuzzylove | 1 | 0 | 30 | 2020-01-08 05:10:19 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Quitting cold turkey... failed<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you failed to quit | How did X make you feel? | not taking the cold turkey | What do you need help with now that X? | you failed to quit cold turkey | null | true | 100 |
el7xjz | I just want a dad, you know? | 1a | rant | 1 | My bio dad’s been out the picture for a long time, and my stepdad’s am alcoholic. Mom isn’t much better, but I’ve kinda just given up on her a long time ago-
The people I see as father figures now are people like my teachers and stuff, but I don’t want to burden them with any of my father issues. I’m changing schools n... | DangitKaisen | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-07 06:54:42 | sad | <es>My bio dad’s been out the picture for a long time, and my stepdad’s am alcoholic.<ee> <es>Mom isn’t much better, but I’ve kinda just given up on her a long time ago-<ee> <es>The people I see as father figures now are people like my teachers and stuff, but I don’t want to burden them with any of my father issues.<ee... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eizuvg | My first fat cut | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Obvious TW. So I cut myself about 7 hours into the new decade. Fun times. I was pretty shitfaced and out of an impulse I swiped at my leg with a (fortunately relatively dull) razorblade. It's about 10 inches long and I could see fat on a few parts but mostly styro. Before I ever only barely hit styro so I was quite pan... | gghhddvv | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-02 15:49:15 | selfharm | Obvious TW. <es>So I cut myself about 7 hours into the new decade.<ee> Fun times. <es>I was pretty shitfaced and out of an impulse I swiped at my leg with a (fortunately relatively dull) razorblade.<ee> <es>It's about 10 inches long and I could see fat on a few parts but mostly styro.<ee> <es>Before I ever only barely ... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why did you cut yourself | How did X make you feel? | cutting yourself | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ej1cax | Using my friends | 1b | rant | 1 | Anyone else feel like after they hang out with people that they just used them for fun, like if the person didn't want to do anything exciting they were boring and you wish you'd chose a different person to hang out with? Like I feel like my life has to be full of excitement every time I hang out with someone and I end... | lonelymoon212 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 17:40:00 | ADHD | <es>Anyone else feel like after they hang out with people that they just used them for fun, like if the person didn't want to do anything exciting they were boring and you wish you'd chose a different person to hang out with?<ee> <efs>Like I feel like my life has to be full of excitement every time I hang out with some... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 220 |
enpag9 | I need to stop masturbation any tips | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I wouldn't say I masturbate constantly it's once a day. A few years ago I was abusing pills and some of you guys definitely know how masturbation goes while on uppers and just pills in general. During this time I would masturbate so often that the tip of my dick would hurt and know even masturbating at all still makes ... | tabkid | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-12 16:11:55 | addiction | <es>I wouldn't say I masturbate constantly it's once a day.<ee> <es>A few years ago I was abusing pills and some of you guys definitely know how masturbation goes while on uppers and just pills in general.<ee> <efs>During this time I would masturbate so often that the tip of my dick would hurt and know even masturbatin... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what makes you want to masturbate | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eku5p8 | I am so sick of my self medicating self aware self sustaining addiction to death | 1a | rant | 4 | "Self awareness is just talk, you can't know who you are until you become it." -Devil
Oh my god I just realized that I'm the devil, I'm a coke addict lying to my family, friends, ex-lovers, myself, and the rest of the world that I'm trying to get better. Yet in between the inhales of coke in one snort and the exhales ... | I-Concentrate-E | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-06 13:29:39 | addiction | "Self awareness is just talk, you can't know who you are until you become it." -Devil Oh my god I just realized that I'm the devil, I'm a coke addict lying to my family, friends, ex-lovers, myself, and the rest of the world that I'm trying to get better. Yet in between the inhales of coke in one snort and the exhales ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eitu6c | [Video] Amazing World. | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | submitsky | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 05:17:33 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | Statement in title. Not a post | true | 0 |
eo0ttx | Losing Myself.. | 1a | rant | 3 | I think there may be something wrong with me.
I can’t seem to find happiness anywhere during the times of school when I go. All I can seem to see from miles away is the homework that I haven’t finished as a result of my excessive napping that I need, lack of sleep and exercise, and more. When I put this all down, the... | willowskiz | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-13 07:15:20 | selfhelp | <efs>I think there may be something wrong with me. <efe> <es>I can’t seem to find happiness anywhere during the times of school when I go.<ee> <es>All I can seem to see from miles away is the homework that I haven’t finished as a result of my excessive napping that I need, lack of sleep and exercise, and more.<ee> <es... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would make you motivated and happy | null | true | 221 |
eodics | I need to stop crying about this... | 1a | rant | 1 | https://www.reddit.com/r/raisedbynarcissists/comments/eo8ex4/triggers_and_absent_father/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf | 95girl | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-14 00:52:22 | getting_over_it | https://www.reddit.com/r/raisedbynarcissists/comments/eo8ex4/triggers_and_absent_father/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
epkljn | How do I forgive myself for what I've done? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | There is a lot more information in my post history, but the gist of what I've done is that I hid my porn addiction from my wife for 5 years. I lied to her, manipulated her, gaslit her, and made her feel crazy within herself. We've been talking every day for nearly every spare minute, and we have been working on us and ... | throwaway23WE | 1 | 0 | 23 | 2020-01-16 15:12:52 | selfhelp | <rs>How do I forgive myself for what I've done?<re> <es>There is a lot more information in my post history, but the gist of what I've done is that I hid my porn addiction from my wife for 5 years.<ee> <es>I lied to her, manipulated her, gaslit her, and made her feel crazy within herself.<ee> <es>We've been talking ever... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
elpypy | Update: I (28f) had to break up with my boyfriend (33m) because he crossed a boundary and I am completely heart broken | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | [original post here](https://www.reddit.com/r/OpiatesRecovery/comments/el7t1n/i_28f_had_to_break_up_with_my_boyfriend_33m/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf)
Update: I broke up with him today. We both shed so many tears. He told me he plans to go to NA for 30 straight days and get a sponsor. ... | Dannixfresh | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-08 08:19:48 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Update: I (28f) had to break up with my boyfriend (33m) because he crossed a boundary and I am completely heart broken<ee> [original post here](https://www.reddit.com/r/OpiatesRecovery/comments/el7t1n/i_28f_had_to_break_up_with_my_boyfriend_33m/?utm_source=share&utm_medium=ios_app&utm_name=iossmf) <es>Upda... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eikqmo | Damn I feel like I’ll never belong | 1a | rant | 2 | I posted to one of my favorite subreddits (tw; self harm). Someone asked if they needed stitches, and I’ve been in this situation way too many times, so I asked them to pm me a pic and I’ll help them out rather than triggering everyone else. This is not against the rules as they are written, so I technically didn’t do ... | SocietySoreToTheEye | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 17:17:17 | BPD | <es>I posted to one of my favorite subreddits (tw; self harm).<ee> <es>Someone asked if they needed stitches, and I’ve been in this situation way too many times, so I asked them to pm me a pic and I’ll help them out rather than triggering everyone else.<ee> <efs>This is not against the rules as they are written, so I t... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your comment on the subreddit triggered everyone | null | true | 220 |
ejeviw | Friendship Advice | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I started this on New Year's Eve, didn't get around to finishing it until now. Better late than never. Apologies if this is all over the place, I don't know where to start.
I suffer from pretty bad anxiety, and very rarely (if at all) make first contact with someone because I'm paranoid that they don't like me. No exc... | CorkDork2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-03 12:38:30 | socialanxiety | I started this on New Year's Eve, didn't get around to finishing it until now. Better late than never. Apologies if this is all over the place, I don't know where to start. <es>I suffer from pretty bad anxiety, and very rarely (if at all) make first contact with someone because I'm paranoid that they don't like me.<ee... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you overcome the sadness | null | true | 221 |
eih9kn | Spent New Year’s Eve in the ER | 0 | rant | 1 | I’ve been sick with bronchitis and the cough is killing me. I saw the doctor for it and it’s not really a problem. However, around midnight I was watching TV and had a bad coughing fit. Felt like I couldn’t breathe and I lost it.
I was afraid to take my clonopin because I got this idea it would interact with the othe... | TheMeatWhistle45 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 11:05:30 | Anxiety | <es>I’ve been sick with bronchitis and the cough is killing me.<ee> <es>I saw the doctor for it and it’s not really a problem.<ee> <es>However, around midnight I was watching TV and had a bad coughing fit.<ee> <efs>Felt like I couldn’t breathe and I lost it. <efe> <efs>I was afraid to take my clonopin because I got th... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you anxiety attacks are increasing | null | true | 220 |
eic8wr | NYE Tradition: freak out at 11:53 because your year wasn’t great and your NYE isn’t all that either. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Then get over it by the next morning.
Anybody else? | runsanditspaidfor | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 01:44:19 | Anxiety | Then get over it by the next morning. Anybody else? | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why your year and the new year wasn't great | How did X make you feel? | the new year | What do you need help with now that X? | your past year wasn't good | null | true | 100 |
ej5lsa | What song makes u cry every time? | 0 | survey | 1 | null | Cassy222 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-02 22:37:57 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ei9xg7 | I took cyanide, but I survived | 0 | rant | 3 | I suffered from chronic depression for years, and I have decided to end my life with potassium cyanide. Before I took it, I have already extensively researched about cyanide, such as its taste, lethal dose, side effects, and solubility. On top of that, I also watched some documentaries about the chemical on youtube. I ... | justanobody1232 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2019-12-31 22:33:54 | depression | <es>I suffered from chronic depression for years, and I have decided to end my life with potassium cyanide.<ee> Before I took it, I have already extensively researched about cyanide, such as its taste, lethal dose, side effects, and solubility. On top of that, I also watched some documentaries about the chemical on you... | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your depression | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel due to depression | What do you need help with now that X? | you have safely escaped but still struggling | null | true | 110 |
ei9sz0 | In the big empty | 1a | rant | 1 | I don't know where to start. I'm not suicidal, but if I was going to get hit by a car I wouldn't exactly try and get out of the way. I got into a stupid fight with my best friend. He showed that I was expendable. Not that I want to be irreplaceable. But having some type of value at least. We made up but got into a smal... | Briangymrat | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 22:23:54 | depression | I don't know where to start. I'm not suicidal, but if I was going to get hit by a car I wouldn't exactly try and get out of the way. <es>I got into a stupid fight with my best friend.<ee> <es>He showed that I was expendable.<ee> Not that I want to be irreplaceable. But having some type of value at least. We made up but... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the fight with your friend | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel trying to exist is a task | null | true | 200 |
ei9u7q | FUCK ANXIETY | 1c | rant | 1 | thats all i had to say. i said it. thanks for this subreddit for letting me say it. now im going to go scream it into my pillow. | wiixoz | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2019-12-31 22:26:39 | Anxiety | <es>FUCK ANXIETY<ee> thats all i had to say. i said it. thanks for this subreddit for letting me say it. <rs>now im going to go scream it into my pillow.<re> | 1 | 0 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your anxiety | How did X make you feel? | your anxiety | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you want to scream | null | true | 101 |
f0cmty | every. single. thing. makes me so angry | 1b | rant | 1 | I don’t know if I have anger issues. My dad and mum both definitely have them thought. I don’t know if me getting angry/incredibly annoyed is because of my anxiety or something else.
The smallest things make me lose my shit. My grandma who I’ve always been close to and love dearly, if she even breathes now a days I j... | c00ldud3l0l | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-07 16:14:11 | Anger | I don’t know if I have anger issues. <es>My dad and mum both definitely have them thought.<ee> <es>I don’t know if me getting angry/incredibly annoyed is because of my anxiety or something else. <ee> <es>The smallest things make me lose my shit.<ee> <es>My grandma who I’ve always been close to and love dearly, if she ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | even the smallest things make you angry | null | true | 220 |
ejaxdz | Good way to make new friends? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I was lucky enough to have a good group of friends for a while, but they've all become too busy to do anything with me or even text me back. I'm trying to meet new friends but it seems so hard. I go to coffee shops, bars, gun ranges, and the skating rink but I cant seem to meet anyone. | vetta98 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 05:32:41 | socialanxiety | I was lucky enough to have a good group of friends for a while, but they've all become too busy to do anything with me or even text me back. I'm trying to meet new friends but it seems so hard. I go to coffee shops, bars, gun ranges, and the skating rink but I cant seem to meet anyone. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eickzo | My trip to the OBGYN went south today... (Trigger warning!!) | 0 | rant | 1 | Warning: slight hint at abuse
Today I went to the OBGYN to see why my cycle was 8 days long even tho ive been on HRT for 3 years. She diagnosed me with endometriosis and suggested I get an IUD. She said it might hurt and I wasnt too worried because I have a high pain tolerance. But... The minute she touched me with he... | green-egg-and-ham | 1 | 0 | 20 | 2020-01-01 02:15:36 | ptsd | Warning: slight hint at abuse <es>Today I went to the OBGYN to see why my cycle was 8 days long even tho ive been on HRT for 3 years.<ee> <es>She diagnosed me with endometriosis and suggested I get an IUD.<ee> <es>She said it might hurt and I wasnt too worried because I have a high pain tolerance.<ee> <efs>But... The ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you had a panic attack in the OBGYN | null | true | 220 |
ekljtk | I have a hard time going to the grocery store and I don’t know how to cope. | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hey guys.
I have to go grocery shopping tonight, but I have issues every time I go. I end up getting hyper vigilant, and I dissociate due to all of the sensory stimulation. I’m afraid to go because I don’t know how to manage. I end up getting so dissociated I have a hard time paying attention/finishing shopping. It fr... | throwaway0706199 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-06 00:11:58 | ptsd | Hey guys. <es>I have to go grocery shopping tonight, but I have issues every time I go.<ee> <es>I end up getting hyper vigilant, and I dissociate due to all of the sensory stimulation.<ee> <efs>I’m afraid to go because I don’t know how to manage.<efe> <efs>I end up getting so dissociated I have a hard time paying atte... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you calm down | null | true | 221 |
el300d | Life After PTSD Podcast: Dakota's Story (Hurricane Dorian Bahamas survivor) | 0 | chitchat | 3 | (\*trigger warning: hurricane photo: [https://twitter.com/HealYourPTSD/status/1214216453794213888](https://twitter.com/HealYourPTSD/status/1214216453794213888)) This was the view of Dakota, a 17 year old high schooler, on September 1, 2019 when [\#HurricaneDorian](https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/hurricanedorian?source... | LifeAfterPTSD | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 00:15:29 | ptsd | (\*trigger warning: hurricane photo: [https://twitter.com/HealYourPTSD/status/1214216453794213888](https://twitter.com/HealYourPTSD/status/1214216453794213888)) This was the view of Dakota, a 17 year old high schooler, on September 1, 2019 when [\#HurricaneDorian](https://www.facebook.com/hashtag/hurricanedorian?source... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
emfjdf | Paws is the worst! | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Im 40 days clean from the nasty and havent ever gotten this far. I used to read about paws and how terrible the funk is. I had no idea it was this bad though. Im proud to be clean and come this far. Noway im going to let myself fall off track again. Ive been taking ltyrosine and 5 htp. Any other suggestions on breaking... | IngloriousSlacker | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-09 20:37:36 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Im 40 days clean from the nasty and havent ever gotten this far.<ee> <es>I used to read about paws and how terrible the funk is.<ee> <es>I had no idea it was this bad though.<ee> <efs>Im proud to be clean and come this far.<efe> <es>Noway im going to let myself fall off track again.<ee> <es>Ive been taking ltyrosin... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f3ypi0 | [15 M] How to get my anger out, physically, but in an aggressive, however safe way? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I’m honestly so fucking fed up with the fact that every time I get mad I have to control myself. I want to kill people/hit people etc and literally beat somebody to death until my arms give out and even after keep hitting them. I have tried to control it so many times and it’s made it so much worse. My mom died two ye... | SoulfulChildd | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-02-14 21:00:37 | Anger | <efs>I’m honestly so fucking fed up with the fact that every time I get mad I have to control myself.<efe> I want to kill people/hit people etc and literally beat somebody to death until my arms give out and even after keep hitting them. <es>I have tried to control it so many times and it’s made it so much worse.<ee> ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejuapx | what did i do wrong? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | why do you ignore me but respond to her? what does she have that i dont? i was here 4 months before her yet it took her a few days to gain your trust while it took me months, is all my effort a joke to you? why do you like her more all of a sudden? is it because she has "cute" art? is it because she abuses her health b... | icosagoon | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-04 08:51:45 | sad | why do you ignore me but respond to her? what does she have that i dont? i was here 4 months before her yet it took her a few days to gain your trust while it took me months, is all my effort a joke to you? why do you like her more all of a sudden? is it because she has "cute" art? is it because she abuses her health b... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
flm30j | Mental health getting worse because of corona virus | 1a | rant | 3 | I posted here on this subreddit before and the tldr version was I was starting vocational school, and I was excited to start it because after being homeschooled and being forced to move around my whole childhood with very few friends or opportunities for social connections (a lot thanks to my abusive dad) I finally got... | lordbostonchrist | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-03-20 01:25:33 | getting_over_it | <es>I posted here on this subreddit before and the tldr version was I was starting vocational school, and I was excited to start it because after being homeschooled and being forced to move around my whole childhood with very few friends or opportunities for social connections (a lot thanks to my abusive dad).<ee> <es>... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what can help improve your mental health | null | true | 221 |
ei82jd | Cheers | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Cheers to whomever is making the decision to stop using after today in the new year. I hope you can embrace the pain and move forward. You're not alone. You're worth it. Contrary to what you may think there is so much to look forward to and experience. Myself and so many others are rooting for you and wish the very bes... | post_hu_mouse | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2019-12-31 20:06:10 | addiction | Cheers to whomever is making the decision to stop using after today in the new year. I hope you can embrace the pain and move forward. You're not alone. You're worth it. Contrary to what you may think there is so much to look forward to and experience. Myself and so many others are rooting for you and wish the very bes... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
fcu54w | Would You Be Willing To Share Your Story? | 0 | survey | 1 | Hey guys,
I'm currently searching for anyone who is willing to share their story to me. I recently started a Channel that is focused on sharing Real-Life stories of peoples backgrounds of dealing with depression, anxiety, or any Mental Health disorders etc. These stories are intended to help and educate others who wat... | Shattered_Minds | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-03-03 12:54:35 | getting_over_it | Hey guys, I'm currently searching for anyone who is willing to share their story to me. I recently started a Channel that is focused on sharing Real-Life stories of peoples backgrounds of dealing with depression, anxiety, or any Mental Health disorders etc. These stories are intended to help and educate others who wat... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ek3tbi | This sub is full of fucking shit. | 1c | rant | 1 | You people just fucking suck, you take remotely sad thought of yours and then put an image on it, well its not even sad or depressing its just cringe.
Edit: Screw you if youre reading this, you probably are a garbage human being.
Edit: I dont care who you are, in downvoting you, AND IM DOWNVOTING MYSELF TOO! | bandicoot44 | 0 | 0 | 22 | 2020-01-04 22:44:12 | sad | You people just fucking suck, you take remotely sad thought of yours and then put an image on it, well its not even sad or depressing its just cringe. Edit: Screw you if youre reading this, you probably are a garbage human being. Edit: I dont care who you are, in downvoting you, AND IM DOWNVOTING MYSELF TOO! | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f2pg03 | I can't control myself when Angry | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I can't control myself when I'm angry and I begin shouting and throwing stuff and sometimes I lose it even at work. I'm scared that if I can't manage it I'll hit someone or do something I will regret later on (already regretting some of the stuff). I need a solution. Should I see a therapist? What should I do? | kokogrimes | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-12 10:49:17 | Anger | I can't control myself when I'm angry and I begin shouting and throwing stuff and sometimes I lose it even at work. I'm scared that if I can't manage it I'll hit someone or do something I will regret later on (already regretting some of the stuff). I need a solution. Should I see a therapist? What should I do? | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what makes you angry | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
ekha0b | I’m sorry but this happens WAY too many times. | 1a | rant | 1 | null | CodedTheMatrix | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-05 18:58:41 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejwtom | My hypervigilance has been going nuts for a year (suicide tw) | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I do not know what to call this. Maybe sexual abuse tw but I do not know.
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Okay so my trauma is that when I was 14 (I'm 20 now), my best friend told me she'd attempted suicide and I was subsequently publicly shamed by a group of adults when I tried to talk about how angry I felt about it (they left my pos... | becausewrightiswrong | 3 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-04 13:48:11 | ptsd | I do not know what to call this. Maybe sexual abuse tw but I do not know. &#x200B; <es>Okay so my trauma is that when I was 14 (I'm 20 now), my best friend told me she'd attempted suicide and I was subsequently publicly shamed by a group of adults.<ee> <efs>when I tried to talk about how angry I felt about it (th... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel terrified of your friend having suicidal tendencies | null | true | 220 |
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