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eibpzl
my fp is convinced i don’t have bpd
1b
rant
2
even though i KNOW i do. i was going over it with him, how i’ve always been like this and the symptoms make more sense than any other diagnoses that’s been thrown at me.... and he looked at me and said ‘do you even know what you’re saying? you don’t have that. you’re a good person, you just have depression and anxiety ...
dakota_lineman123
1
0
2
2020-01-01 00:58:00
BPD
<es>my fp is convinced i don’t have bpd<ee> <es>even though i KNOW i do.<ee> <es>i was going over it with him, how i’ve always been like this and the symptoms make more sense than any other diagnoses that’s been thrown at me.... and he looked at me and said ‘do you even know what you’re saying? you don’t have that. you...
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what would help you get back in therapy
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ejvi01
Share Your Victories! - January 04, 2020
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What are you celebrating this week? Ace a test? Manage to make a phone call? Breakthrough in therapy? Whatever it is, no matter how small you think it is, let us know!
AutoModerator
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2020-01-04 11:17:14
mentalillness
What are you celebrating this week? Ace a test? Manage to make a phone call? Breakthrough in therapy? Whatever it is, no matter how small you think it is, let us know!
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f758ya
My brother is abusing his girlfriend
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help-seeking
2
My brother is abusing his girlfriend. I [F14]seriously need some help and advice. I’m not really sure where to start but my older brother who is turning 21 this year is abusing his girlfriend and she, who is 18 won’t leave him, or report it. They also have a baby girl together who is around 6 months old. This all star...
lvdyflvcko
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0
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2020-02-21 03:41:11
domesticviolence
<es>My brother is abusing his girlfriend.<ee> <es>I [F14]seriously need some help and advice.<ee> <es>I’m not really sure where to start but my older brother who is turning 21 this year is abusing his girlfriend and she, who is 18 won’t leave him, or report it.<ee> <es>They also have a baby girl together who is around...
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eir7wj
Chronophobia
1a
survey
3
*"Chronophobia is a specific psychological phobia which manifests itself as* ***a persistent, abnormal and unwarranted fear of time or of the passing of time.****"* Even in the simplest things I always think about the possibility of something better that I could be doing and then, I'm constantly chasing time, just lik...
ThatBloodyValentine
1
0
0
2020-01-02 01:36:11
Anxiety
*"Chronophobia is a specific psychological phobia which manifests itself as* ***a persistent, abnormal and unwarranted fear of time or of the passing of time.****"* Even in the simplest things I always think about the possibility of something better that I could be doing and then, I'm constantly chasing time, just lik...
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ejwuc7
I think I might have social anxiety, but haven’t been diagnosed
1a
help-seeking
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I was always a very shy and quiet little girl. I was nervous about presentations, but I always did them with no bigger problems. I had friends and could be relaxed with them. That has all changed. When I started 8th grade, I started getting depressed and I was later diagnosed with MDD (major depressive disorder). Tha...
yeetyourselfout
1
0
6
2020-01-04 13:50:05
socialanxiety
I was always a very shy and quiet little girl. I was nervous about presentations, but I always did them with no bigger problems. I had friends and could be relaxed with them. That has all changed. <es>When I started 8th grade, I started getting depressed and I was later diagnosed with MDD (major depressive disorder)....
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel faint due to anxiety
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eiatfr
My job makes me feel like shit all the time yet I don't know what to do.
1a
rant
2
It's hard as shit getting a decent job, and it would just be the same. Just job searching is such a pain in the ass. Sifting through all the corporate mumbo jumbo. It's hard for me to discriminate between this stuff. I fucked up, coasting through life with no idea what in doing. I'm in no position to do what I want. I ...
Old_boy7
1
0
0
2019-12-31 23:45:20
depression
<efs>My job makes me feel like shit all the time yet I don't know what to do.<efe> It's hard as shit getting a decent job, and it would just be the same. <efs>Just job searching is such a pain in the ass.<efe> Sifting through all the corporate mumbo jumbo. <efs>It's hard for me to discriminate between this stuff.<efe> ...
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what kind of security you want
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eiltwu
Day 34. New Years day
1a
rant
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So I bought some nicotine patches. Haven’t smoked all day. I’m in a terrible mood. I’m thinking bought cigarettes way more than I ever did dope.
marduk123789
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0
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2020-01-01 18:40:20
OpiatesRecovery
<es>So I bought some nicotine patches.<ee> <es>Haven’t smoked all day.<ee> <efs>I’m in a terrible mood.<efe> <es>I’m thinking bought cigarettes way more than I ever did dope.<ee>
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why you were taking nicotine
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel not taking nicotine
What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to control your urge to smoke
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em134d
Doctor prescribed Mirapex/Pramipexole for RLS while I jump off my taper. Anyone ever tried this? Did it do anything for your RLS??
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help-seeking
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So I’m working on a taper with my doctor and I was just prescribed Mirapex(pramipexole) for my restless legs (RLS) when I eventually jump off. I quit about a year ago and used this on a recommendation from my old doctor, but only 1/2 mg at nights and I found my RLS got 10x worse when I would take them !! My new docto...
Dembry_345
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0
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2020-01-08 23:44:13
OpiatesRecovery
<es>So I’m working on a taper with my doctor and I was just prescribed Mirapex(pramipexole) for my restless legs (RLS) when I eventually jump off.<ee> <es>I quit about a year ago and used this on a recommendation from my old doctor, but only 1/2 mg at nights and I found my RLS got 10x worse when I would take them !!<e...
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how you feel taking mirapex
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eid0nl
Update from yesterday
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Summary: last night I drove to a meeting and sat in the parking lot but left without getting out of the car. Thank you guys for your responses. Tonight I made it in to my first meeting. I sat in the back and didn’t say much other than a couple hellos and thank yous along with every one else. And made one joke about th...
TooLateFor8
1
0
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2020-01-01 02:57:07
alcoholicsanonymous
Summary: last night I drove to a meeting and sat in the parking lot but left without getting out of the car. Thank you guys for your responses. Tonight I made it in to my first meeting. I sat in the back and didn’t say much other than a couple hellos and thank yous along with every one else. And made one joke about th...
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eiw1s6
ouch
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chitchat
3
u know what i mean?
dumdumgrl
1
0
0
2020-01-02 09:18:22
BPD
u know what i mean?
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eii455
Today I have all the tears in the world.
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rant
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I could flood the town. I'm in the deep sad. I don't want to be here any longer. I can't stop crying and it's both very nice and horrible. All of the light has gone out of my life.
kidneycat
1
0
15
2020-01-01 13:01:06
BPD
I could flood the town. <efs>I'm in the deep sad.<efe> <efs>I don't want to be here any longer.<efe> <efs>I can't stop crying and it's both very nice and horrible. <efe> All of the light has gone out of my life.
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sad
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the feeling of sadness
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ej5geu
Getting blood drawn today
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chitchat
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I wasn’t wearing my usual jacket because I’m trying to get used to it in preparation for summer, and when I said “sorry about my arms”, assuming it made him uncomfortable, the guy who was drawing my blood told me that it was okay and starting giving me tips on ways to help myself out. Not the usual “call a hotline” or ...
iandmeagree
436
0
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2020-01-02 22:27:14
selfharm
I wasn’t wearing my usual jacket because I’m trying to get used to it in preparation for summer, and when I said “sorry about my arms”, assuming it made him uncomfortable, the guy who was drawing my blood told me that it was okay and starting giving me tips on ways to help myself out. Not the usual “call a hotline” or ...
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eictz5
I just realised how many places I've cut at
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It's been three years and I've cut in a while lotta places, like most of my friends houses, lots of weird public places and countless bathrooms. Sometimes I end up in those places and I just think 'huh'
theantfly
1
0
3
2020-01-01 02:39:06
selfharm
<es>It's been three years and I've cut in a while lotta places, like most of my friends houses, lots of weird public places and countless bathrooms.<ee> <es>Sometimes I end up in those places and I just think 'huh'<ee>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you are cutting yourself
How did X make you feel?
cutting yourself
What do you need help with now that X?
you are cutting yourself in weird locations
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eovle8
Deaths involving meth are rising fast -- What is the "narcan" for meth?
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survey
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innofuel
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2020-01-15 02:02:51
addiction
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ejc57i
To everyone who offers to PM people in need of help...
1b
chitchat
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... you are FUCKING AMAZING PEOPLE, seriously i love you all. I cant thank someone from this subreddit enough for all the help they've given me.
SadSkywalker
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2020-01-03 07:31:34
selfharm
... you are FUCKING AMAZING PEOPLE, seriously i love you all. I cant thank someone from this subreddit enough for all the help they've given me.
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esfy6k
Silicone Vacuum Cupping Massage Body Facial
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quiver92
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2020-01-22 18:23:04
selfhelp
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eibdph
SO ANGRY
1a
rant
1
Sick of this crap. I cannot even kill myself, because I can't even get it together to get the stuff to do it with, because I am mentally disabled beyond belief. I truly have a learning problem, and it plus all else has destroyed me. I don't even have the option to kill myself and I am determined....but I reall...
Boopy7
1
0
6
2020-01-01 00:29:57
depression
<efs>Sick of this crap.<efe> <es>I cannot even kill myself, because I can't even get it together to get the stuff to do it with, because I am mentally disabled beyond belief.<ee> <es>I truly have a learning problem, and it plus all else has destroyed me.<ee> I don't even have the option to kill myself and I am...
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what you are sick of
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel about your learning problem
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel you have a learning problem
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eqkouw
Help
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help-seeking
3
I have a boyfriend that I have been with for almost 3 years. I’m 30 years old with 3 kids that aren’t his that he wanted to help raise. He makes 100,000 a year as an engineer (he’s 32, we went to HS together) and we live in a gorgeous $300,000 house. At 30 and 32. We drive nice cars, we have nice things, my kids play s...
cde089
1
0
8
2020-01-18 19:04:37
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>I have a boyfriend that I have been with for almost 3 years.<ee> <es>I’m 30 years old with 3 kids that aren’t his that he wanted to help raise.<ee> <es>He makes 100,000 a year as an engineer (he’s 32, we went to HS together) and we live in a gorgeous $300,000 house.<ee> <es>At 30 and 32.<ee> <es>We drive nice cars,...
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eiaaoo
Dont want to live anymore
1a
rant
1
Im ruining everyones lives. I cant do this anymore. Curiosity killed the cat. Now im a piece of shit and its a sure thing. Im better off not talking to anybody. Everyone tells me im shit in one way or another. That or i find out im shit. Whatever. Pt is nobody wants me here. I wanna end it but im to afraid ill be force...
miab0616
1
0
1
2019-12-31 23:03:29
depression
<efs>Im ruining everyones lives.<efe> <efs>I cant do this anymore.<efe> Curiosity killed the cat. <es>Now im a piece of shit and its a sure thing.<ee> <efs>Im better off not talking to anybody.<efe> <es>Everyone tells me im shit in one way or another.<ee> <es>That or i find out im shit.<ee> Whatever. <es>Pt is nobody w...
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why people tell you are bad
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you feel nobody wants you
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ekgesu
My Rapist Gave Me Herpes
1b
rant
2
I was raped two days before Christmas. He lied about putting on a condom, he even left the room and pretended to put one on. After he came back I even asked if he had one on and he said yes. He then aggressively assaulted me, leaving bruises and scratches and he finished inside of me. Fast forward to two weeks later I ...
smnappy
1
0
2
2020-01-05 17:57:20
rapecounseling
<es>I was raped two days before Christmas.<ee> <es>He lied about putting on a condom, he even left the room and pretended to put one on.<ee> <es>After he came back I even asked if he had one on and he said yes.<ee> <es>He then aggressively assaulted me, leaving bruises and scratches and he finished inside of me.<ee> <e...
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you feel lost after getting diagnosed with herpes
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eix5pt
I’ve been addicted or physically dependent on Nasal Spray (oxymetazoline) for 6 years
1a
help-seeking
3
I’m not sure if this would be the correct place to post this, so if it is not I will be happy to remove my post. *Long story short*: 6 years ago my nose was stuffy, and so I used some nasal spray to help it. And every day sense I’ve done the exact same thing. Upon trying to stop the rebound congestion is utter hell. ...
stickbugbitch
1
0
10
2020-01-02 11:33:05
addiction
I’m not sure if this would be the correct place to post this, so if it is not I will be happy to remove my post. *Long story short*: <es>6 years ago my nose was stuffy, and so I used some nasal spray to help it.<ee> <es>And every day sense I’ve done the exact same thing.<ee> <efs>Upon trying to stop the rebound conge...
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eicove
University rise my anxiety
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rant
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In my country we have a period to study from 15th December to the 6th January. Then we have exam till February. I hate this period of the year and especially this year is the worst. Missing Christmas, missing new year eve's, refusing all my relatives invitation because I know if I have to go out, I can't study all day...
Sousana9617
1
0
0
2020-01-01 02:25:34
ADHD
<es>In my country we have a period to study from 15th December to the 6th January.<ee> <es>Then we have exam till February.<ee> <efs>I hate this period of the year and especially this year is the worst.<efe> <es>Missing Christmas, missing new year eve's, refusing all my relatives invitation because I know if I have to...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feeling tired from all the work
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eisjch
No one cares about my existence.
1b
help-seeking
1
Why does my mum makes fun of my anxiety/depression and blame my no social life on my behavior even though I get angry because she asks me so many bad/toxic questions and always doubt me for no reason? She is not nice to me as I’m a middle child.?
iJawadAli
1
0
0
2020-01-02 03:23:49
Anxiety
<es>Why does my mum makes fun of my anxiety/depression and blame my no social life on my behavior even though I get angry because she asks me so many bad/toxic questions and always doubt me for no reason?<ee> She is not nice to me as I’m a middle child.?
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How did X make you feel?
your mom doubting you
What do you need help with now that X?
you are upset about your mom doubting you
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ekn0vn
Hi guys, I'm conducting a research on social anxiety, it would help me alot if you guys could answer it! (Ages 13-21) it will not take more than 10 mins to do so!
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C455Y
1
0
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2020-01-06 02:04:06
socialanxiety
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ejtt34
I know there is something wrong with me socially, but I don't know what.
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help-seeking
1
I know that something is off with my personality. I never fit in the new groups, I can easily recognize I don't contribute much to the conversation or that I'm the odd one out; the quiet one, that one no one wants to sit next to. Do i have a mental health problem or something?
Sad_Raisin
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0
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2020-01-04 07:54:42
socialanxiety
<es>I know that something is off with my personality.<ee> <es> I never fit in the new groups, I can easily recognize I don't contribute much to the conversation or that I'm the odd one out; the quiet one, that one no one wants to sit next to.<ee> <rs>Do i have a mental health problem or something?<re>
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How did X make you feel?
being the odd one out
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emi497
Anyone else get nauseous/shivers when triggered?
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survey
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I was run over by a car in late June 2019, and was diagnosed with PTSD a month ago. I haven't had any treatment for it, but i was already on an SSRI that my doc increased the dose on after my squishing. Anyway, when a car rolls towards me (even if i know that bitch is gonna stop, it doesn't matter), i get a single vio...
sad-but-hydrated
1
0
8
2020-01-09 23:36:13
ptsd
<es>I was run over by a car in late June 2019, and was diagnosed with PTSD a month ago.<ee> <es>I haven't had any treatment for it, but i was already on an SSRI that my doc increased the dose on after my squishing.<ee> <efs>Anyway, when a car rolls towards me (even if i know that bitch is gonna stop, it doesn't matter...
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what would help you not feel the nausea around cars
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ekfszs
Why do I spend 70+$ a month on medication that keeps me functioning when...
1b
rant
1
I could just stop taking it and I'd finally have the guts to off myself? It would really and officially make this pain go away, forever. This pain I've tried to get rid of through years of therapy, hospitals, treatment centers, groups... My parents money down the drain, what a disappointment I am. This pain that never ...
Jacobcalled
1
0
0
2020-01-05 17:14:36
mentalillness
I could just stop taking it and I'd finally have the guts to off myself? It would really and officially make this pain go away, forever. <es>This pain I've tried to get rid of through years of therapy, hospitals, treatment centers, groups... My parents money down the drain, what a disappointment I am.<ee> <es>This pain...
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what kind of pain you have
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the pain
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you relieve this pain without meds
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ejd3k0
Started crushing on a guy and I'm scared Im getting too obsessed
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rant
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This guy and I became friends recently and it's a texting relationship because we have been too busy to meet. I've met him before though and he's really nice. So we started texting after a party where he was ensuring I'm okay because I was a little tipsy. So we talk all night till the morning and it's really really nic...
Soft-Future
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2020-01-03 09:23:25
BPD
<es>This guy and I became friends recently and it's a texting relationship because we have been too busy to meet.<ee> <es>I've met him before though and he's really nice.<ee> <es>So we started texting after a party where he was ensuring I'm okay because I was a little tipsy.<ee> <es>So we talk all night till the mornin...
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what would help you control you obsession
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eidnsz
How to respond to your friends wanting to buy your meds
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I guess this is more of a rant, we do see these posts often enough but I'm just finding myself in the situation for the first time. Sorry if this isn't allowed, I don't post much, more of a lurker. How do you respond when friends ask to buy some of your meds? I haven't told many friends because I'd read on here before ...
peacaulk
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2020-01-01 04:01:06
ADHD
<rs>I guess this is more of a rant, we do see these posts often enough but I'm just finding myself in the situation for the first time.<re> Sorry if this isn't allowed, I don't post much, more of a lurker. <rs>How do you respond when friends ask to buy some of your meds?<re> <es>I haven't told many friends because I'd ...
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how you feel when your friends want to buy your meds
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eirpdq
Intimacy affected for a long time?
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Hopefully not too tmi. My partner has PTSD quite severely right now (I have mild PTSD too). We haven’t been intimate in months and it doesn’t look like we will soon. Just wondering if other spouses/partners go through this and how to encourage it when the time is right.
BarneyTheRubble
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2020-01-02 02:15:47
ptsd
Hopefully not too tmi. <es>My partner has PTSD quite severely right now (I have mild PTSD too).<ee> <es>We haven’t been intimate in months and it doesn’t look like we will soon.<ee> <rs>Just wondering if other spouses/partners go through this and how to encourage it when the time is right.<re>
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more on your PTSD
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your PTSD
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ej3kxs
Accidentally showed my dad my cuts
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Accidentally showed my dad my (fresh cuts) in the heat of an arguments early this morning and he belittled me and told me it’s pretty much what I do to myself for attention (even though I’ve been self harming in various ways since I was 7 years old). I am now really regretting telling him and am feeling tempted to cut ...
hammymami69
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2020-01-02 20:17:34
selfharm
<es>Accidentally showed my dad my (fresh cuts) in the heat of an arguments early this morning and he belittled me and told me it’s pretty much what I do to myself for attention (even though I’ve been self harming in various ways since I was 7 years old).<ee> <efs>I am now really regretting telling him and am feeling te...
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why did you cut yourself
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you regret showing your cuts to your dad
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f9g2y7
I want to fix my life but I'm so overwhelmed to even start
1a
help-seeking
2
I've been on-and-off with varying levels of depression in my life but these past five or six months have been especially bad, at an already especially involved period of anyone's life. Right around the end of September last year there was a really traumatic event that happened between my parents that was building up ov...
lordbostonchrist
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2020-02-25 19:57:08
getting_over_it
<es>I've been on-and-off with varying levels of depression in my life but these past five or six months have been especially bad, at an already especially involved period of anyone's life.<ee> <es>Right around the end of September last year there was a really traumatic event that happened between my parents that was bu...
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eleu4s
I need help. I am going back to my university in a day and I am anxious and worried.
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i know this may not sound like much, and that there are a lot worse things going on in the world. but i just need some help and advice. i am in my third year of school and we’ve had christmas break for about a month. i go back tomorrow. the last two days i’ve been down, anxious, worried, and upset. i don’t want to go...
haleeyxx
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2020-01-07 17:46:15
selfhelp
<es>i know this may not sound like much, and that there are a lot worse things going on in the world.<ee> <rs>but i just need some help and advice. <re> <es>i am in my third year of school and we’ve had christmas break for about a month.<ee> <efs>i go back tomorrow. the last two days i’ve been down, anxious, worried, ...
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ej6px9
Does anyone else have trouble reading?
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No matter what I do I can't focus. I read things over and over again but the words don't mean anything, I look at them, I understand them, but only as individual words, they don't make sense together. There's also issues of not being able to focus at all with background noise which contributes, and frustrates me. Is...
altaccbruh
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2020-01-02 23:57:34
ptsd
<es>No matter what I do I can't focus.<ee> <es>I read things over and over again but the words don't mean anything, I look at them, I understand them, but only as individual words, they don't make sense together.<ee> <efs>There's also issues of not being able to focus at all with background noise which contributes, an...
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how losing focus makes you feel
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what would help improve your concentration
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ei9ls9
new year’s eve and i feel so fucking alone
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rant
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i’ve been at work all day, the same job i’ve been at for the past year. i have two friends here but they’re better friends with each other than with me. i feel so small and alone. all i do is work for other people and i firmly believe no one here cares about me, not even my “friends.” i do favors and overwork myself be...
screaminginmiear
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2019-12-31 22:07:41
depression
<efs>new year’s eve and i feel so fucking alone<efe> i’ve been at work all day, the same job i’ve been at for the past year. <es>i have two friends here but they’re better friends with each other than with me.<ee> <efs>i feel so small and alone.<efe> <efs>all i do is work for other people and i firmly believe no one he...
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how you want to change yourself this year
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eircjt
Ways to combat separation anxiety?
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When my wife stays a couple nights with her girlfriend (we are in an open relationship) I have a hard time going to sleep, and depressive episodes are way more likely to happen, and I'm just on EDGE. Distracting myself with Netflix etc only works so long
AuraSprite
1
0
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2020-01-02 01:46:36
BPD
<rs>Ways to combat separation anxiety?<re> <es>When my wife stays a couple nights with her girlfriend (we are in an open relationship) I have a hard time going to sleep, and depressive episodes are way more likely to happen, and I'm just on EDGE.<ee> <es>Distracting myself with Netflix etc only works so long<ee>
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you wife staying with her girlfriend
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ejk27z
NY resolution : I decided to tackle my SA the hard way by going to a foreign country by myself (England) and its going smoothly!
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chitchat
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So it's the end of my first day in London, UK. I've been suffering from social anxiety for 5 years now, having trouble talking to strangers even when it's just asking for informations like directions and stuff and in mid December I had enough and decided to book a one week trip to London to tackle my SA the hard way (I...
Moop2j
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2020-01-03 19:10:10
socialanxiety
So it's the end of my first day in London, UK. I've been suffering from social anxiety for 5 years now, having trouble talking to strangers even when it's just asking for informations like directions and stuff and in mid December I had enough and decided to book a one week trip to London to tackle my SA the hard way (I...
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evwlsk
Angry and irritable every day. Hurting my family.. can't stand myself anymore
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rant
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This has been going on since I was a younger teenager and it's gotten progressively worse. I generally just feel irritated all the time and I get easily irritable when I'm having a depressive episode. Little inconveniences will piss me off. Other peoples voices will annoy the shit out of me and so will certain sounds ...
whacked_dude44
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0
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2020-01-30 00:48:19
Anger
<es>This has been going on since I was a younger teenager and it's gotten progressively worse.<ee> <es>I generally just feel irritated all the time and I get easily irritable when I'm having a depressive episode.<ee> <es>Little inconveniences will piss me off.<ee> <es>Other peoples voices will annoy the shit out of me...
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your anger is hurting your family
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eic4py
Wanting to ask ADHD community for support in my journey
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I have been working on a rather large project that I want to start unveiling to the world and due to life factors such as poorly managed ADHD, homelessness, addiction, and toxic family members I am in a bad spot at the moment. I'd really like to request that some of the other members on here send some much needed suppo...
cscheibel
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2020-01-01 01:33:54
ADHD
I have been working on a rather large project that I want to start unveiling to the world and due to life factors such as poorly managed ADHD, homelessness, addiction, and toxic family members I am in a bad spot at the moment. I'd really like to request that some of the other members on here send some much needed suppo...
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em348z
My BF's sex addition caused him to cheat one for three years
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help-seeking
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I recently found out my (27F) boyfriend (27M) of five years has been cheating on me (sex, kissing, dancing, flirting, requesting nudes) on me for the last three years. Some of his actions I found out by looking through his phone while other things he confessed recently after taking a three-day personal growth course c...
weirdfunny
1
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2020-01-09 02:24:33
addiction
<es>I recently found out my (27F) boyfriend (27M) of five years has been cheating on me (sex, kissing, dancing, flirting, requesting nudes) on me for the last three years.<ee> <es> Some of his actions I found out by looking through his phone while other things he confessed recently after taking a three-day personal gro...
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finding your boyfriend's addiction
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ekej18
Big npc energy
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minesdk99
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2020-01-05 15:41:54
socialanxiety
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eq5qzv
My dad is 7 months clean from heroin, and i want to know what i can do to help him as his only support
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Hi there! My dad recently has decided to get clean again, and now stands at the longest he's ever gone at 7 months. Im so proud of him, but hes a stubborn man whos always quit cold turkey, won't attend any meetings and has a longstanding distrust of therapists. As much as i love my grandparents they aren't very much ...
candlewaxxy
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0
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2020-01-17 20:14:11
OpiatesRecovery
Hi there! <es>My dad recently has decided to get clean again, and now stands at the longest he's ever gone at 7 months. Im so proud of him, but hes a stubborn man whos always quit cold turkey, won't attend any meetings and has a longstanding distrust of therapists.<ee> <es>As much as i love my grandparents they aren'...
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ejgmpv
Man who SH
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Yo. What do you guys wear in sport class ?
Mr-TimTim
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2020-01-03 15:10:03
selfharm
<es>Man who SH<ee> Yo. <rs>What do you guys wear in sport class ?<re>
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why you do self harm
How did X make you feel?
the cuts
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f8gr7l
I’m a toxic person because of my anger issues
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Sometimes when I get angry, like really angry, I feel like a completely different person. It’s like there’s a haze around me that I can’t get out of. I’ve been to therapy but it wasn’t very affective, she just told me that when I’m angry like that I should try “grounding” myself which I practiced in the office with her...
beanstein-bear
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2020-02-23 22:04:39
Anger
<es>Sometimes when I get angry, like really angry, I feel like a completely different person.<ee> <es>It’s like there’s a haze around me that I can’t get out of.<ee> <es>I’ve been to therapy but it wasn’t very affective, she just told me that when I’m angry like that I should try “grounding” myself which I practiced in...
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eibvb3
Day 3: Happy that I don't feel so down when I wake up now cos I'm seeing some morning messages from a special friend. I hope the down feeling wont appear this New Year.
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re: I decided to do post my journal here after I was diagnosed with depression. Writing this everytime I wake up. The down feeling goes on and off but I realized how helpful your social circle are...most of the time. Not making today's post long just wish that I'll be busy enough to divert the negative feeling for the...
geecalla
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2020-01-01 01:10:49
depression
<efs>Day 3: Happy that I don't feel so down when I wake up now cos I'm seeing some morning messages from a special friend.<efe> <rs>I hope the down feeling wont appear this New Year.<re> <es>re: I decided to do post my journal here after I was diagnosed with depression.<ee> Writing this everytime I wake up. The down f...
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eti2q8
Im so moody/bitchy help!
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Hey i am a female, i’ve had three relationships and it was ALWAYS the same in the end: i still liked the guys character and objectively knew that’s he’s nice but i’m SO bitchy. like when he did something that hurt me (simple things like not asking me how i feel, not giving me a hug to say goodbye etc.) i’ll be sooo pis...
floebd
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2020-01-24 22:53:30
selfhelp
<es>Hey i am a female, i’ve had three relationships and it was ALWAYS the same in the end: i still liked the guys character and objectively knew that’s he’s nice but i’m SO bitchy.<ee> <es>like when he did something that hurt me (simple things like not asking me how i feel, not giving me a hug to say goodbye etc.)<ee> ...
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eid9vi
Love and pain then love again
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chitchat
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How can love and pain Be different and all the same Two separate worlds Exist on the same plane One without the other Isn't true or worth a bother You think your all alone Until you find another Going back and forth With far to many lovers To much pain of course A feeling like no other Searching for the one To ...
collateraldamage007
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2020-01-01 03:22:15
BPD
How can love and pain Be different and all the same Two separate worlds Exist on the same plane One without the other Isn't true or worth a bother You think your all alone Until you find another Going back and forth With far to many lovers To much pain of course A feeling like no other Searching for the one To ...
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eq3mpm
Hi all, weaning off Oxycodone
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I’ve had a chronic pain condition for several years and still suffering Initially started on Tramadol, then 2 years ago graduated to Morphine sulfate, 20 mg per day It helped for a while but lost effectiveness Graduated to hydrocodone...same dosage but it worked better....but eventually became less effective So 6...
Huskies935
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2020-01-17 17:41:25
OpiatesRecovery
<es>I’ve had a chronic pain condition for several years and still suffering <ee> <es>Initially started on Tramadol, then 2 years ago graduated to Morphine sulfate, 20 mg per day <ee> <es>It helped for a while but lost effectiveness<ee> <es>Graduated to hydrocodone...same dosage but it worked better....but eventually ...
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eiqxjm
Tension headaches
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Hey! I have tension headaches almost every day. It doesn't hurt that much and it goes away after a while, when I don't really pay attention to it. What do you do to cope with it? It gets very annoying at times and it worsen up the anxiety.
SmallDemon
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2020-01-02 01:13:12
Anxiety
Hey! <es>I have tension headaches almost every day.<ee> <es>It doesn't hurt that much and it goes away after a while, when I don't really pay attention to it.<ee> <rs>What do you do to cope with it?<re> <efs>It gets very annoying at times and it worsen up the anxiety.<efe>
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what cause the tension
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how the headaches make you feel
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emr3wt
As Bill Sees It, 1.10
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Loving Advisers, p. 303 Had I not been blessed with wise and loving advisers, I might have cracked up long ago. A doctor once saved me from death by alcoholism because he obliged me to face up to the deadlines of that malady. Another doctor, a psychiatrist, later on helped me save my sanity because he led me to ferr...
Whtsox
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2020-01-10 13:45:35
alcoholicsanonymous
Loving Advisers, p. 303 Had I not been blessed with wise and loving advisers, I might have cracked up long ago. A doctor once saved me from death by alcoholism because he obliged me to face up to the deadlines of that malady. Another doctor, a psychiatrist, later on helped me save my sanity because he led me to ferr...
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elnwg6
How to Prevent Misdiagnosis?
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Hello...! I got a psychological evaluation about three weeks ago, and I was told that they would be finished with the results by the end of this week. There has been a bit of a concern internally for me... I feel as if I will receive an improper diagnosis. I feel like professionals will hesitate/not think to look into...
zero_vii
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0
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2020-01-08 04:49:33
mentalillness
Hello...! <es>I got a psychological evaluation about three weeks ago, and I was told that they would be finished with the results by the end of this week.<ee> <efs>There has been a bit of a concern internally for me... I feel as if I will receive an improper diagnosis.<efe> <efs>I feel like professionals will hesitate...
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eijnap
I sometimes feel like there’ nothing to live for.
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rant
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oliviapham
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2020-01-01 15:46:05
Anxiety
<efs>I sometimes feel like there’ nothing to live for.<efe> nan
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that there is nothing to live for
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how you are feeling
What can help you overcome X ?
this upsetting feeling
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eiu4zr
I want to get sober
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I don’t know if the New Year is why I’m feeling reflective but I want to finally quit. I have been drinking for almost 4 years. I have fallen down an escalator, got stitches on my foot from breaking into my own apartment, have been sexual assaulted, almost got a concussion from falling, lost a modelling contract, ruine...
alcoholicbarbie-
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2020-01-02 05:45:19
alcoholicsanonymous
<rs>I want to get sober<re> <es>I don’t know if the New Year is why I’m feeling reflective but I want to finally quit.<ee> <es>I have been drinking for almost 4 years.<ee> <es>I have fallen down an escalator, got stitches on my foot from breaking into my own apartment, have been sexual assaulted, almost got a concussio...
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what would help you get sober
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ei8g44
Concerta Overdose
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Hey I’m (17M-63.5kg) relatively new to concerta, I used to be on 30mg Vyvanse for a year, but a couple weeks ago I got put on concerta - 54mg because vyvanse made me way too fidgety and experience insomnia. I accidentally took one in the morning (taht I forgot) and took a second one a few hours later. I feel relatively...
sad_sumo
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0
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2019-12-31 20:35:14
ADHD
<es>Hey I’m (17M-63.5kg) relatively new to concerta, I used to be on 30mg Vyvanse for a year, but a couple weeks ago I got put on concerta - 54mg because vyvanse made me way too fidgety and experience insomnia.<ee> <es>I accidentally took one in the morning (taht I forgot) and took a second one a few hours later.<ee> <...
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f1ejvm
What happened after you filed for someone’s arrest for domestic violence?
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Needing advice.
throwawayhelppllz
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2020-02-09 20:29:45
domesticviolence
<rs>What happened after you filed for someone’s arrest for domestic violence?<re> <rs>Needing advice.<re>
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file for someone's arrest
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to file report for domestic violence
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eizyt2
Can someone explain this post?
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survey
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&amp;#x200B; https://preview.redd.it/rvrmu7b41e841.jpg?width=828&amp;format=pjpg&amp;auto=webp&amp;s=4213d446856fc66bbb2c0efa993fdd19c54e0615 A friend of mine recently sent me this post from someone. As I read through it, the person makes BPD out to be more of a physical disease that shortens one's life rather than a...
-zai
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2020-01-02 15:58:00
BPD
&amp;#x200B; https://preview.redd.it/rvrmu7b41e841.jpg?width=828&amp;format=pjpg&amp;auto=webp&amp;s=4213d446856fc66bbb2c0efa993fdd19c54e0615 A friend of mine recently sent me this post from someone. As I read through it, the person makes BPD out to be more of a physical disease that shortens one's life rather than a...
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eivl5t
Scarring
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help-seeking
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Is there any way to reduce scarring? I stupidly yeeted up my thighs, forgetting I have a fucking swimming carnival soon which I might have to wear a one piece to. I'm also just sick of seeing 300 scars covering my legs and arms so, anyway to reduce the scarring of healing/healed cuts? Thanks
the_salt_
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2020-01-02 08:20:21
selfharm
<rs>Is there any way to reduce scarring?<re> <es>I stupidly yeeted up my thighs, forgetting I have a fucking swimming carnival soon which I might have to wear a one piece to.<ee> <efs>I'm also just sick of seeing 300 scars covering my legs and arms so, anyway to reduce the scarring of healing/healed cuts?<efe> Thanks
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why you yeeted up your thighs
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eibjac
The end-of-decade celebrations are really getting to me
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I’m 23 and I’ve been depressed since I was at least 11 years old. I’ve struggled making friends pretty much my entire life (except for when I was young and basically everyone was friends with everyone else). I’ve been on suicide watch for over a week twice in the last 10 years and attempted suicide nearly successfully ...
thatstickytackstuff
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2020-01-01 00:41:59
depression
<es>I’m 23 and I’ve been depressed since I was at least 11 years old.<ee> <es>I’ve struggled making friends pretty much my entire life (except for when I was young and basically everyone was friends with everyone else).<ee> <es>I’ve been on suicide watch for over a week twice in the last 10 years and attempted suicide ...
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eoxlxt
"Your anniversary?! I've never even seen you drink!"
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https://imgur.com/a/JhXKmUi Having a nice homemade bone broth in celebration. Here's to 24 more hours. Cheers!
grief_and_balm
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2020-01-15 04:47:20
alcoholicsanonymous
https://imgur.com/a/JhXKmUi Having a nice homemade bone broth in celebration. Here's to 24 more hours. Cheers!
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eim728
Low executive functioning food ideas (healthy ish)
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A while back I saw a post about low executive function meals involving hotdogs etc. and I spose I wanted to start a new one with healthier ideas! I'll get us started. • Make salsa chicken (quintessential recipe for the lazy) in a slow cooker, divide into portions, freeze. Make rice, freeze. Buy frozen vegetables. Mic...
IAMAPally
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2020-01-01 19:07:40
ADHD
A while back I saw a post about low executive function meals involving hotdogs etc. and I spose I wanted to start a new one with healthier ideas! I'll get us started. • Make salsa chicken (quintessential recipe for the lazy) in a slow cooker, divide into portions, freeze. Make rice, freeze. Buy frozen vegetables. Mic...
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ej0lnv
My year so far
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Spent yesterday at home. Continued cleaning up kitchen from Christmas and ambitious organizing of holiday stuff for next year. I expect this will take me another week. Performed respectable grooming/self-care before bed - showered, brushed teeth, washed &amp; sort of styled hair, full skincare routine. Feeling go...
RedQueenWhiteQueen
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2020-01-02 16:46:32
ADHD
Spent yesterday at home. Continued cleaning up kitchen from Christmas and ambitious organizing of holiday stuff for next year. I expect this will take me another week. Performed respectable grooming/self-care before bed - showered, brushed teeth, washed &amp; sort of styled hair, full skincare routine. Feeling go...
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er0pkn
Practicing gratitude
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I have immense trouble being grateful and I feel super guilty about it. When I take a moment and try to list things I’m grateful for in my life it always turns into unhealthy comparison at both ends of the spectrum. Me: “At least I’m not that loser, sucks to be him/her” to “I am a loser because I don’t have xyz.” A lo...
Sneaky__C
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2020-01-19 19:14:40
OpiatesRecovery
<es>I have immense trouble being grateful<ee> <efs>I feel super guilty about it.<efe> <es>When I take a moment and try to list things I’m grateful for in my life it always turns into unhealthy comparison at both ends of the spectrum. Me: “At least I’m not that loser, sucks to be him/her” to “I am a loser because I don...
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elucow
Needing advice
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Hi I live in Richmond TX . I wanted to know if there are any good mental health inpaitent retreats or places you recommend for someone suffering with depression, aniexty, mood swings and anger management . I really need help ASAP . My appointment with a new doctor is next week but I'm struggling with money and can't af...
sociallyawakward4996
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2020-01-08 15:42:27
mentalillness
Hi I live in Richmond TX . <es><rs>I wanted to know if there are any good mental health inpaitent retreats or places you recommend for someone suffering with depression, aniexty, mood swings and anger management .<re><ee> <rs>I really need help ASAP .<re> <es>My appointment with a new doctor is next week but I'm strugg...
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eiamyg
Why is it so hard for me to write about myself
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Like I don’t even know what to put in my Tinder profile, lol. This should be easy...
Annallve
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2019-12-31 23:30:48
BPD
Like I don’t even know what to put in my Tinder profile, lol. This should be easy...
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eixc5e
Does anyone else regress in their age?
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I’m 21 and but I very often seem to regress into a 6-8 yer old. I can be very childish in what I like, how I speak and act and I’m just wondering if others are like this?
WhatsThePoint138
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2020-01-02 11:53:43
BPD
<es>I’m 21 and but I very often seem to regress into a 6-8 yer old.<ee> <es>I can be very childish in what I like, how I speak and act and I’m just wondering if others are like this?<ee>
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being childish
What do you need help with now that X?
you often become very childish
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ejo4w8
I passed out
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rant
1
I was cutting and didn't realize my blade was so sharp and cut my thigh. It was my first cut that reached fat and I was kind of in a shock. I ran to get my bandages and got back to my bed, and started taking care of my cut. Then I woke up on the floor. I felt really bad after. My head still hurts. Idk if I passed out f...
averagedancer
10
0
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2020-01-03 23:57:00
selfharm
<es>I was cutting and didn't realize my blade was so sharp and cut my thigh.<ee> <efs>It was my first cut that reached fat and I was kind of in a shock.<efe> <es>I ran to get my bandages and got back to my bed, and started taking care of my cut.<ee> <es>Then I woke up on the floor.<ee> <efs>I felt really bad after.<efe...
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why did you cut your thigh
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you felt bad after cutting yourself
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f3j5tz
My GF recurring trauma
1b
help-seeking
2
I am sharing this story, not as a victim, but as someone who wants to find better ways to support the one they care for. So I have been dating this girl for 7 mo or so now and everything has gone more or less perfect. She brought it up to me toward the beginning of our relationship that she used to be in a 3yr abusive...
gscheetz2
1
0
4
2020-02-13 23:40:26
rapecounseling
<rs>I am sharing this story, not as a victim, but as someone who wants to find better ways to support the one they care for.<re> <es>So I have been dating this girl for 7 mo or so now and everything has gone more or less perfect.<ee> <es>She brought it up to me toward the beginning of our relationship that she used to...
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ej48u6
Anyone else watching someone they have a crush on, fall in love with someone else?
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Just me? This hurts a lot.
MasterOfTheWaters63
9
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2020-01-02 21:03:00
sad
<es>Anyone else watching someone they have a crush on, fall in love with someone else?<ee> Just me? <efs>This hurts a lot.<efe>
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how you feel about your crush loving someone else
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel hurt about your crush loving someone else
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ejqyog
Ever feel so down, that a simple kind word or smile might make you cry?
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survey
1
I think I've been going after the wrong things.
cheese_monkey_92
3
0
10
2020-01-04 03:31:42
mentalillness
I think I've been going after the wrong things.
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eise8u
Relapse
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help-seeking
1
I relapsed... it had to be really intentional too bc my tool is too dull it takes forever. I just sorta zone out and stuff until I decide to stop... what is my mind :(
mmb123_
1
0
0
2020-01-02 03:11:53
selfharm
<es>I relapsed... it had to be really intentional too bc my tool is too dull it takes forever.<ee> <es>I just sorta zone out and stuff until I decide to stop...<ee> what is my mind :(
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why did you relapse
How did X make you feel?
the relapse
What do you need help with now that X?
you relapsed again
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eiyblv
Post Drinking Anxiety?
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rant
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In new years night I got drunk for the first time with some friends and now I cant stop feeling extremely anxious about it, even though it was lots of fun. I feel like I did something wrong and I think that might have to do with the fact that the person I like doesnt like drinking and stuff. Even though rationally, the...
Esnemon
1
0
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2020-01-02 13:37:30
socialanxiety
In new years night I got drunk for the first time with some friends and now I cant stop feeling extremely anxious about it, even though it was lots of fun. I feel like I did something wrong and I think that might have to do with the fact that the person I like doesnt like drinking and stuff. Even though rationally, the...
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you are feeling scared after drinking
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ek2zzq
Night One approaching, Broken promises weighing heavy on my mind.
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rant
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I don't know how many times I have told my partner and children I will give up and fail. The look on their faces today when I had to give them my 'For what it's worth I'm so sorry' speech. But this HAS to be it this time, they have all said they will leave. I was diagnosed with ptsd 7 years ago and I have been struggli...
chelator79
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2020-01-04 21:43:31
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>I don't know how many times I have told my partner and children I will give up and fail.<ee> <es>The look on their faces today when I had to give them my 'For what it's worth I'm so sorry' speech.<ee> <es>But this HAS to be it this time, they have all said they will leave.<ee> <es>I was diagnosed with ptsd 7 years ...
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how ptsd makes you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
your partner and children have threatened to leave
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eie12z
15 hours into 2020 and I’m already hysterically upset
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rant
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Great start to the year. Ditched by my friends on NYE, then ditched this morning by my own brother when they all went to breakfast and didn’t invite me. I don’t want to do this anymore. I’m really thinking I’m not going to see the end of this year.
itsavava
1
0
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2020-01-01 04:39:15
BPD
<efs>15 hours into 2020 and I’m already hysterically upset<efe> Great start to the year. <es>Ditched by my friends on NYE, then ditched this morning by my own brother when they all went to breakfast and didn’t invite me. <ee> <es>I don’t want to do this anymore.<ee> <efs>I’m really thinking I’m not going to see the e...
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your friends and brother ditched you
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el197b
I’m just sad// Rant
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Right now i’m in my bed and i’m just crying and feeling sad. I’m back at boarding school and i hate it. I miss my family and i miss the comfort and safety of home. I just hate boarding school, i’m super shy so i barely have any friends and before when i had friends i was toxic and rude and did shady shit and although i...
L0ner_101
1
0
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2020-01-06 22:10:19
sad
<efs>Right now i’m in my bed and i’m just crying and feeling sad.<efe> <es>I’m back at boarding school and i hate it.<ee> <es>I miss my family and i miss the comfort and safety of home.<ee> <es>I just hate boarding school, i’m super shy so i barely have any friends and before when i had friends i was toxic and rude and...
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you feel so depressed at boarding school
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eio4wo
Anxiety help
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help-seeking
1
I've been dealing with a sinus infection the last few days. Miserable stuffy nose, runny nose, cough - the works. We have a navage nasal care machine at my house and decided to use it for some relief. I read to use distilled water but only had purified drinking water, and I boiled it for a few minuted and cooled it bef...
LilPeechz
1
0
0
2020-01-01 21:32:40
Anxiety
<es>I've been dealing with a sinus infection the last few days.<ee> <es>Miserable stuffy nose, runny nose, cough - the works.<ee> <es>We have a navage nasal care machine at my house and decided to use it for some relief.<ee> <es>I read to use distilled water but only had purified drinking water, and I boiled it for a f...
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f46h46
How to stop enjoying the anger?
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help-seeking
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I'm generally a very nervous/anxious person, and was diagnosed with severe anxiety/depression a while back. I'm on antidepressants and went to therapy, and it has definitely helped. However, I've recently been noticing an increase in the regularity and volume of my angry outbursts (within the last 6 months to a year)...
intoxicatedMobyDick
1
0
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2020-02-15 07:58:40
Anger
<es>I'm generally a very nervous/anxious person, and was diagnosed with severe anxiety/depression a while back.<ee> <es>I'm on antidepressants and went to therapy, and it has definitely helped.<ee> <es>However, I've recently been noticing an increase in the regularity and volume of my angry outbursts (within the last...
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eshtu9
I think I’m free
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rant
1
After about two years of being with my absuive ex I broke up with him, but we were still “friends” because I was scared he was going to kill himself. Anyway I told my boss about it and he that I needed to just block him on everything and if he comes after you then get a restraining order. So today my boss and I were ta...
Space_Cat51
1
0
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2020-01-22 20:40:23
domesticviolence
<es>After about two years of being with my absuive ex I broke up with him, but we were still “friends” because I was scared he was going to kill himself.<ee> <es>Anyway I told my boss about it and he that I needed to just block him on everything and if he comes after you then get a restraining order.<ee> <es>So today m...
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your ex's abuse
What do you need help with now that X?
you blocked your ex
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ephhks
Suboxone withdrawal after 12 years
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rant
1
minutes ago by athrowawaythingetc Hi. I've been on Suboxone at a low dose (2mg) for almost 12 years now. Well, I started at a higher dose but that only lasted a month or two after I stopped the heroin. I've lived a mostly "normal" life since then. Today I found out my pharmacy won't fill my prescription anymore. I ca...
athrowawaythingetc
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2020-01-16 10:16:06
OpiatesRecovery
minutes ago by athrowawaythingetc Hi. <es>I've been on Suboxone at a low dose (2mg) for almost 12 years now.<ee> <es>Well, I started at a higher dose but that only lasted a month or two after I stopped the heroin.<ee> <es>I've lived a mostly "normal" life since then.<ee> <es>Today I found out my pharmacy won't fill m...
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your pharmacy won't fill your presciption anymore
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elkhsv
Hi, All. New to this.
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obligatory sorry for the format because mobile. I’ve been hospitalized twice now in the last year because of my alcoholism. Just got release today so that only makes me five days sober. Not a lot i know but i really want to get this shit right this time. I don’t want to almost kill myself again, i don’t want to rela...
AAR_ReadytoRecover_
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2020-01-08 00:21:04
alcoholicsanonymous
obligatory sorry for the format because mobile. <es>I’ve been hospitalized twice now in the last year because of my alcoholism.<ee> <es>Just got release today so that only makes me five days sober.<ee> <rs>Not a lot i know but i really want to get this shit right this time.<re> <rs>I don’t want to almost kill myself...
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not drinking alcohol
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eonsrg
I will be writing a book about my experience with being raped at 14 and then years later successfully winning the case against my perpetrator. What would you like me to talk about in my writing?
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I was raped when I was 14 and then around my 20's I testified in a trial against my perpetrator. I'm happy to say he was found guilty. Now that some time has passed I feel good enough to start working on writing about my experiences. Are there any subjects, questions, or any ideas of what you would want to personally ...
machinegunwife
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2020-01-14 16:48:35
rapecounseling
I was raped when I was 14 and then around my 20's I testified in a trial against my perpetrator. I'm happy to say he was found guilty. Now that some time has passed I feel good enough to start working on writing about my experiences. Are there any subjects, questions, or any ideas of what you would want to personally ...
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f7zu87
I'm out of options, and I feel myself giving up.
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tl;dr--the title. In dealing with depression, I've tried nearly everything. Therapy, psychiatry, better exercise and nutrition, being more social, meditating, and all of it combined. I've tried for years now. I've cycled through enough meds to say with reasonable confidence that they're not going to help. I've been i...
jar-jar-kinks
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2020-02-22 22:16:33
getting_over_it
tl;dr--the title. <es>In dealing with depression, I've tried nearly everything.<ee> <es>Therapy, psychiatry, better exercise and nutrition, being more social, meditating, and all of it combined.<ee> I've tried for years now.<ee> <es>I've cycled through enough meds to say with reasonable confidence that they're not go...
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eibn47
If you cant do it
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chitchat
1
Please be careful tonight. You're much better off spending money on an uber than paying for a dui.
danieltigerx
1
0
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2020-01-01 00:51:11
addiction
Please be careful tonight. You're much better off spending money on an uber than paying for a dui.
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er4hsr
Being cheated on
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help-seeking
2
My ex cheated on me. Even typing that makes me feel bad. I don’t let people know. How do you regain that sense of self worth? I’m not really sure I ever will. I still remember it, so clearly. What she wore, how she acted, what she said when she told me. It haunts me. I think about it daily and it’s sad. I’m in a be...
MedicalTriage
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2020-01-19 23:43:31
selfhelp
<es>My ex cheated on me.<ee> <efs>Even typing that makes me feel bad.<efe> I don’t let people know. <rs>How do you regain that sense of self worth?<re> <es>I’m not really sure I ever will.<ee> <es>I still remember it, so clearly.<ee> <es>What she wore, how she acted, what she said when she told me.<ee> <efs>It haunts...
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eihbmi
Swallowing your pride with social anxiety.
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rant
1
. I was at a New Years Party on my dads side of the family and had talked to more people in there than I have in the entire 7 months of online classes I did at home. Messed up handshakes, saying the wrong things, awkward silences. There’s not enough space to have your dignity by the end of the night. It’s one of those ...
Cidroin
1
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2020-01-01 11:12:52
Anxiety
. <es>I was at a New Years Party on my dads side of the family and had talked to more people in there than I have in the entire 7 months of online classes I did at home.<ee> <es>Messed up handshakes, saying the wrong things, awkward silences.<ee> <es>There’s not enough space to have your dignity by the end of the night...
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social anxiety made you embarrassed at the party
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ejajoz
Scared
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rant
1
I'm so shitty at myself for ruining the best relationship I've ever had because I am terrified of being close to another person just because my mother was so abusive and was murdered I love my mother yet I realized that what she did was wrong
317gofurself
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2020-01-03 04:59:07
mentalillness
<efs><es>I'm so shitty at myself for ruining the best relationship I've ever had because I am terrified of being close to another person just because my mother was so abusive and was murdered I love my mother yet I realized that what she did was wrong<ee><efe>
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you feel terrified of getting close to someone
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ejbfww
A thing
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rant
1
This is really a vent but a trigger warning was needed as well. I’ve realized that I’ve pushed everyone away. I have no I trust enough to talk to. Fuck I wanna call my bf rn and cry to him, but he’s going though his own shit and I keep telling him I’m fine bc I don’t want him to worry. I really wanna die or sh, but I...
ewwhoisluke
2
0
0
2020-01-03 06:20:21
mentalillness
This is really a vent but a trigger warning was needed as well. <es>I’ve realized that I’ve pushed everyone away.<ee> <es>I have no I trust enough to talk to.<ee> <efs>Fuck I wanna call my bf rn and cry to him, but he’s going though his own shit and I keep telling him I’m fine bc I don’t want him to worry.<efe> I rea...
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why you pushed everyone away
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
you are upset and have no one you can trust to talk to
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f5wgzf
How to report domestic abuse happening in my house?
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help-seeking
1
There is domestic abuse between two people in my household however I am not the one being abused. Can I report this to the police? What can they do if the abused party will cover up and likely deny everything? But I know it's happening and have evidence.
Johnishere2
1
0
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2020-02-18 18:41:34
domesticviolence
<es>There is domestic abuse between two people in my household however I am not the one being abused.<ee> <rs>Can I report this to the police?<re> <rs>What can they do if the abused party will cover up and likely deny everything?<re> <es>But I know it's happening and have evidence.<ee>
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the domestic abuse between the two people
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ei9lz9
Unfortunately made it through another year so happy new years I guess
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strugglingbitch
1
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2019-12-31 22:08:09
depression
Unfortunately made it through another year so happy new years I guess nan
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el0iu4
Nervous about sub induction.
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help-seeking
2
So I’ve been on and off opiates for my entire adult life. Ever since having brain surgery at 15 and being prescribed tab 10s, to a crazy stint with opana 40s that nearly killed me a few times, to my most recent relapse that had me using upwards of a ball a day of H. I’ve tapered down to about a g a day of the H and I...
dopierthanthou
1
0
4
2020-01-06 21:19:59
OpiatesRecovery
<es>So I’ve been on and off opiates for my entire adult life.<ee> <es> Ever since having brain surgery at 15 and being prescribed tab 10s, to a crazy stint with opana 40s that nearly killed me a few times, to my most recent relapse that had me using upwards of a ball a day of H.<ee> <es> I’ve tapered down to about a g ...
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en69nl
Share Your Victories! - January 11, 2020
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What are you celebrating this week? Ace a test? Manage to make a phone call? Breakthrough in therapy? Whatever it is, no matter how small you think it is, let us know!
AutoModerator
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2020-01-11 11:17:14
mentalillness
What are you celebrating this week? Ace a test? Manage to make a phone call? Breakthrough in therapy? Whatever it is, no matter how small you think it is, let us know!
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ei9ty8
I hate my life and family even though I feel like I should be grateful for it
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rant
3
I come from a relatively stable family, I'm probably going to be off to university next year and at the moment I'm a straight A\* student. Everyone thinks my life is going great and that I'm a kind, funny and stable person but I've been on the edge of a complete meltdown for the last year, I'm completely starved of any...
throwaway1271589
1
0
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2019-12-31 22:26:10
depression
I come from a relatively stable family, I'm probably going to be off to university next year and at the moment I'm a straight A\* student. <es>Everyone thinks my life is going great and that I'm a kind, funny and stable person but I've been on the edge of a complete meltdown for the last year, I'm completely starved of...
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how all the stress has made you feel
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what would make your life more bearable
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eitn04
I need to get a job and I'm terrified. Any tips on being a waitress?
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Does anybody have any tips for being a waitress in a busy restaurant with severe anxiety? It's kinda like an old-timey diner. I live in a very small town and it's the only entry-level job that is hiring right now. How did you get through waiting on tables? I do have social anxiety but my anxiety is more about messing ...
Slythelephanic
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0
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2020-01-02 05:00:02
Anxiety
<rs>Does anybody have any tips for being a waitress in a busy restaurant with severe anxiety?<re> <es>It's kinda like an old-timey diner.<ee> <es>I live in a very small town and it's the only entry-level job that is hiring right now.<ee> <rs>How did you get through waiting on tables?<re> <es>I do have social anxiety b...
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eihr5q
Wednesday Wins - January 01, 2020
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What have you accomplished this week? Share your wins here!
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2020-01-01 12:12:34
Anxiety
What have you accomplished this week? Share your wins here!
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emrlnb
Is The US Finally Waking Up To Work Realted Trauma And PTSD?
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#**Bills countrywide seek to address PTSD in comp** &gt;Several bills were introduced Wednesday addressing post-traumatic stress disorder claims in workers compensation, according to drafts of legislation filed in four states. [Jan 20, 2020: Business Insurance is the authoritative news and information source for exec...
BlueAzzure
1
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2020-01-10 14:25:32
ptsd
#**Bills countrywide seek to address PTSD in comp** &gt;Several bills were introduced Wednesday addressing post-traumatic stress disorder claims in workers compensation, according to drafts of legislation filed in four states. [Jan 20, 2020: Business Insurance is the authoritative news and information source for exec...
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ejcert
Has anyone been able to let go of FPs altogether?
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I’m working through some of my BPD traits after a recent relapse, and, well, having an FP sucks. I have one of the best ones I could ever ask for right now. Kind, present, supportive, patient, optimistic, understanding. But you know, I always want more. I love him so much, but I want to love him in a more healthy, non-...
le_rougarou
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2020-01-03 08:01:19
BPD
<es>I’m working through some of my BPD traits after a recent relapse, and, well, having an FP sucks.<ee> <es>I have one of the best ones I could ever ask for right now.<ee> <es>Kind, present, supportive, patient, optimistic, understanding.<ee> <es>But you know, I always want more.<ee> <es>I love him so much, but I want...
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ek6fgp
sort of assaulted by a friend and it still messes with me
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This was about two years ago, i’m not gonna get into details but to put it shortly, it was a night out with some friends, crashed at a friend’s place with another friend, drunk, a little high, had a couple benzodiazepines for anxiety which in hindsight was a terrible choice. We slept in the same bed, some stuff happene...
bIueandyellow
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2020-01-05 02:11:09
rapecounseling
<es>This was about two years ago, i’m not gonna get into details but to put it shortly, it was a night out with some friends, crashed at a friend’s place with another friend, drunk, a little high, had a couple benzodiazepines for anxiety which in hindsight was a terrible choice.<ee> <es>We slept in the same bed, some s...
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you are unable to deal with your ptsd
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f04psh
Had a bad anger moment, after doing alright for two months, and really disappointed.
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rant
1
My sister just kept complaining and picking at me after I told her to stop and she didn't. So I said really rude shit to her and my nephew becuase I was so upset and couldn't calmly think. I feel like a major ass, mainly because I was mean to my nephew. I just wish I wouldn't get so heated but I can't stand it when she...
BUSTOFHELIOS
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2020-02-07 03:45:18
Anger
<es>Had a bad anger moment, after doing alright for two months, and really disappointed.<ee> <es>My sister just kept complaining and picking at me after I told her to stop and she didn't.<ee> <es>So I said really rude shit to her and my nephew becuase I was so upset and couldn't calmly think.<ee> <efs>I feel like a maj...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel disappointed with being to rude to your nephew
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epecut
24 hour mark
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Hit my 24 hour mark...
Cali_mother_runner
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2020-01-16 04:37:42
alcoholicsanonymous
Hit my 24 hour mark...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ek3fw8
Stop being a sad idiot and do something with your life I just was here to post a meme and then I scrol down and some are actualy fny some are just from depresing people thinking upvote wil mke them hapy godo something godo somthing with friends life is short and reality is just a soup a amazing soup
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rant
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Sorry that some words don't make sense I want to put everything on the title so everyone can see :D
Koekiez
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2020-01-04 22:15:55
sad
Sorry that some words don't make sense I want to put everything on the title so everyone can see :D
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ei8q8k
ADHD be like:
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chitchat
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I have so many songs stuck in my head that one cancels out the other.
North_Wynd33
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2019-12-31 20:57:13
ADHD
I have so many songs stuck in my head that one cancels out the other.
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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