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ejdn9f | A koala during the Australian bushfires | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | outdatedopinion | 23 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-03 10:26:17 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejfkvx | not wanting to be alone -> rejection | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | hi guys, so i have an unexplainable fear of not wanting to be seen alone. im still schooling, so this fear is always haunting me. as such, im always trying to make plans with people to hang out in efforts to always be with someone. however, i am rejected some of these times, with people already having plans with others... | tictacpuo | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-03 13:45:13 | socialanxiety | <es>hi guys, so i have an unexplainable fear of not wanting to be seen alone.<ee> <efs>im still schooling, so this fear is always haunting me.<efe> <es>as such, im always trying to make plans with people to hang out in efforts to always be with someone.<ee> <es>however, i am rejected some of these times, with people al... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eki61y | extreme anxiety over quitting new job after 2.5 months | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | i am 27 and i gave my resignation letter for a job i started 2.5 months ago and now i am feeling really guilty. Since i started that job i never liked the day to day tasks , the systems were too manual and everything was very stressful. Now i am feeling really embarrassed and guilty being in the office these last 2 wee... | sport5411 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-05 20:00:23 | socialanxiety | <es>i am 27 and i gave my resignation letter for a job i started 2.5 months ago and now i am feeling really guilty.<ee> <es>Since i started that job i never liked the day to day tasks , the systems were too manual and everything was very stressful.<ee> <efs>Now i am feeling really embarrassed and guilty being in the of... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eicscc | Prescribed Lexapro, but I’m a bit nervous to start taking it. | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | I just got a new doctor recently and finally brought up my anxiety issues with her. It’s been particularly bad the last two months due to stress and life changes. She was understanding, and thought it would be a good idea to try because it might help my GI issues I had been having. She told me she could prescribe me 10... | Aliveildrix | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 02:34:46 | Anxiety | <es>I just got a new doctor recently and finally brought up my anxiety issues with her.<ee> <es>It’s been particularly bad the last two months due to stress and life changes.<ee> <es>She was understanding, and thought it would be a good idea to try because it might help my GI issues I had been having.<ee> <es>She told ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what will help you feel better | null | true | 221 |
emrhoo | Hong Kong: nearly a third of adults report PTSD symptoms due to ongoing unrest - Research also finds heavy use of social media to follow socio-political events appears to increase risk to mental health | 0 | chitchat | 2 | >Nearly one in three adults in Hong Kong reported symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder during months of often violent social unrest in the city, according to a study published in [the Lancet medical journal on Friday](https://www.thelancet.com/journals/lancet/article/PIIS0140-6736\(19\)33160-5/fulltext).
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... | BlueAzzure | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-10 14:16:58 | ptsd | >Nearly one in three adults in Hong Kong reported symptoms of post-traumatic stress disorder during months of often violent social unrest in the city, according to a study published in [the Lancet medical journal on Friday](https://www.thelancet.com/journals/lancet/article/PIIS0140-6736\(19\)33160-5/fulltext). > ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eijabj | I haven't self harmed in an entire year | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I just wanted to tell people cause I'm decently proud of myself | JMC0130 | 1 | 0 | 31 | 2020-01-01 15:11:35 | selfharm | I just wanted to tell people cause I'm decently proud of myself | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
evqpi5 | Women (18+, cis and trans inclusive) Needed for Treatment Study for Sexual Distress | 0 | chitchat | 2 | The Sexual Psychophysiology Lab at the University of Texas at Austin is recruiting women from across the U.S. and Canada who have had unwanted, nonconsensual, or abusive sexual experiences in their childhood or adolescence to participate in a study assessing a novel treatment aimed at reducing sexual distress. Study pa... | mestonlab | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-29 18:18:35 | rapecounseling | The Sexual Psychophysiology Lab at the University of Texas at Austin is recruiting women from across the U.S. and Canada who have had unwanted, nonconsensual, or abusive sexual experiences in their childhood or adolescence to participate in a study assessing a novel treatment aimed at reducing sexual distress. Study pa... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eizxwu | Thoughts on being back to the grind! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Hi guys! I decided to stop harping over my relapse and get to work. I started therapy and my therapist suggested that I quit worrying about my day-count and focus more on the QUALITY of my recovery which I think is lovely advice. So I’m here to announce my new sobriety date - 12/23. But who cares about the number of da... | imlyoung614 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-02 15:56:07 | alcoholicsanonymous | Hi guys! I decided to stop harping over my relapse and get to work. I started therapy and my therapist suggested that I quit worrying about my day-count and focus more on the QUALITY of my recovery which I think is lovely advice. So I’m here to announce my new sobriety date - 12/23. But who cares about the number of da... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ej6bzs | I can‘t get over this person and it‘s so annoying | 1b | rant | 2 | In 2017 I got to know a really nice dude at a party and we got along great. After two hours we already sat on the couch, cuddling and drunkenly singing. From then on, the friendship got more intimate, much faster than friendships normally develop for me. We cuddled on a regular basis, I would allow him to touch me wher... | leprosy_in_butt | 32 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-02 23:30:04 | selfhelp | <es>In 2017 I got to know a really nice dude at a party and we got along great.<ee> <es>After two hours we already sat on the couch, cuddling and drunkenly singing.<ee> <es>From then on, the friendship got more intimate, much faster than friendships normally develop for me.<ee> <es>We cuddled on a regular basis, I woul... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ek02kx | well, i guess shes not comming back :( | 0 | rant | 1 | null | saoshyant_sh | 4 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-04 18:09:54 | sad | <es>well, i guess shes not comming back :(<ee> nan | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why she's not coming back | How did X make you feel? | her not coming back | What do you need help with now that X? | she's not coming back | null | true | 100 |
ei88vj | I hate New Year’s Eve | 1b | rant | 1 | Everyone is supposed to be out having a great time and it’s so much pressure to have the best NYE but I never have anything to do. Even when I had a decent group of friends my one closest friend would always be working “because it’s great money and why not” my other closest friend would refuse to go out or do anything ... | cataskate | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 20:19:48 | depression | <es>Everyone is supposed to be out having a great time and it’s so much pressure to have the best NYE but I never have anything to do.<ee> <es>Even when I had a decent group of friends my one closest friend would always be working “because it’s great money and why not” my other closest friend would refuse to go out or ... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel miserable | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel the therapist is not helping | null | true | 210 |
f483pr | Any one else struggle to get over your love for someone who’s untreated mental health issues led the relationship to fall apart? | 1b | survey | 1 | Simply that, I (24M) just can’t stop thinking about and knowing I love her(20F). Ik the dark places she’s in rn and how it lead to our demise. I know the pain she caused had deep roots to her mental health. I constantly flip flop between letting that explain it and forgiving it essentially bc I unconditionally love her... | herbandspiceforlife | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-02-15 11:14:56 | getting_over_it | <es>Any one else struggle to get over your love for someone who’s untreated mental health issues led the relationship to fall apart?<ee> <es>Simply that, I (24M) just can’t stop thinking about and knowing I love her(20F).<ee> <es>Ik the dark places she’s in rn and how it lead to our demise.<ee> <es>I know the pain she ... | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the breakup | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get over her | null | true | 201 |
eiu3sw | This was me yesterday | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | KikilooRose | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 05:42:14 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eievdb | I want to leave fear of rejection in 2019 | 1a | rant | 1 | I get really attached to how people view me or think of me. It’s debilitating at times and makes me so anxious that I’m unlikeable or annoying. It makes me quiet in groups and makes me feel I have to dial back and I am as a person so I won’t get judged. 2020 is about learning to myself and being okay with being talked ... | 1506892 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-01 06:02:13 | Anxiety | <es>I get really attached to how people view me or think of me.<ee> <efs>It’s debilitating at times and makes me so anxious that I’m unlikeable or annoying.<efe> <efs>It makes me quiet in groups and makes me feel I have to dial back and I am as a person so I won’t get judged.<efe> <rs>2020 is about learning to myself a... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you get attached to what people think of you | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you overcome your anxiety | null | true | 221 |
eiup97 | So fucking done | 1a | rant | 2 | Relapsed hard after about a year of only smoking weed and drinking occasionally. Idk why I put myself through this shit I know this is what happens yet I honestly can’t stop myself. When I get hit with a craving I just lose control and get super compulsive. Just did the last of my cocaine and I swear to god I’m never t... | JTurtle83 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 06:40:35 | addiction | <es>Relapsed hard after about a year of only smoking weed and drinking occasionally.<ee> <es>Idk why I put myself through this shit I know this is what happens yet I honestly can’t stop myself.<ee> <es>When I get hit with a craving I just lose control and get super compulsive.<ee> <rs>Just did the last of my cocaine an... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you stay clean | null | true | 221 |
ei8ax6 | Do you all get stressed about having family round? Or at least what level of anxiety over family get togethers is normal? | 1a | survey | 1 | Just having sisters, mum and grandparents over for New Year’s Day but this adds up to 12 adults and 6 children. We have lots of stuff set up but have to do a roast. We all have a virus. I feel stupidly anxious about it. I just wish I could enjoy stuff | boringusername | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 20:24:07 | Anxiety | <rs>Do you all get stressed about having family round?<re> <rs>Or at least what level of anxiety over family get togethers is normal?<re> <es>Just having sisters, mum and grandparents over for New Year’s Day but this adds up to 12 adults and 6 children.<ee> <es>We have lots of stuff set up but have to do a roast.<ee> <... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | family get togethers | null | null | title | true | 202 |
eit7sx | I hate having bpd | 1a | rant | 1 | It hurts. It's hard. I'm constantly paranoid, scared, unsure of myself....
I got triggered bc I was talking to my SO about how I've been struggling with my daily routine these days and my SO cut me off to tell me he bought bread
No one's perfect. I cut people off too in conversation sometimes..but lately I've been f... | C00kieCrumbsss | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 04:22:05 | BPD | <es>I hate having bpd<ee> <efs>It hurts.<efe> <efs>It's hard.<efe> <efs>I'm constantly paranoid, scared, unsure of myself....<efe> <es>I got triggered bc I was talking to my SO about how I've been struggling with my daily routine these days and my SO cut me off to tell me he bought bread <ee> <es>No one's perfect.<ee... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | about your bpd | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you hate being so hypersensitive | null | true | 120 |
eisqgs | You were okay with losing me as a friend for an easy fuck | 1b | rant | 2 | You’d never taken advantage of the situation before. I’ve been disgustingly drunk and vulnerable around you before and you never hurt me. So why? Why were you okay with ruining our friendship to get your dick wet? Because I fell asleep in your house? Because my spouse felt safe leaving me there? Because I was more drun... | deeplynugget | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-02 03:40:12 | rapecounseling | <es>You’d never taken advantage of the situation before.<ee> <es>I’ve been disgustingly drunk and vulnerable around you before and you never hurt me.<ee> <es>So why?<ee> <es>Why were you okay with ruining our friendship to get your dick wet?<ee> <es>Because I fell asleep in your house?<ee> <es>Because my spouse felt sa... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your close friend ruined your life | null | true | 220 |
el9ph2 | cocaine and alcohol is ruining my life | 1a | rant | 2 | if anyone has been through this or is going through this i would love to hear your thoughts, i need that right now.
for the past year i’ve been abusing cocaine and alcohol. all my friends do it so i started doing it too. i tried drugs in the past but this past year i have done it way too much. i don’t know what to do... | uglyg1997 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 10:13:05 | addiction | <rs>if anyone has been through this or is going through this i would love to hear your thoughts, i need that right now. <re> <es>for the past year i’ve been abusing cocaine and alcohol.<ee> <es>all my friends do it so i started doing it too.<ee> <es>i tried drugs in the past but this past year i have done it way too m... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejpy1n | Need some advice around stress/pressure for work | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I need some advice, I feel like I need to pressure to get things done
I’m a young grad, in design and innovation,
I dream of building/creating and designing digital products and services, brands and cultures with technology for people for impact and for good but when it comes to ideating and conceptualising I am use ... | kees_bakker | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-04 02:12:12 | selfhelp | <rs>I need some advice, I feel like I need to pressure to get things done<re> I’m a young grad, in design and innovation, <es>I dream of building/creating and designing digital products and services, brands and cultures with technology for people for impact and for good but when it comes to ideating and conceptualisi... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
epfc8q | When did you open up more? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I find it extremely hard to open up to my Mom and Brother. I’ve kept them in the dark about my problem for years, living states away made it easy to do so.
Opening up to my close friends wasn’t easy by any means, but compared to telling my family it’s a walk in the park. I’m not sure how to approach my mom she hasn’t ... | BiigBeaux | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-16 06:10:29 | alcoholicsanonymous | I<es> find it extremely hard to open up to my Mom and Brother.<ee> <es>I’ve kept them in the dark about my problem for years, living states away made it easy to do so. <ee> <es>Opening up to my close friends wasn’t easy by any means, but compared to telling my family it’s a walk in the park.<ee> <efs>I’m not sure how t... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eiqkt4 | Results from my reassessment came in | 1b | rant | 3 | So I was diagnosed at 7 with ADHD. I felt stigmatized by this because until college the word “learning disability” was constantly reinforced and it made me feel less than.
Fast forward to 32 years old and I finally decide to accept that yes I have ADHD, and no I’m not “incapable or stupid”. I thought it would be nice... | fawnberry | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-02 00:44:35 | ADHD | <es>So I was diagnosed at 7 with ADHD.<ee> <efs>I felt stigmatized by this because until college the word “learning disability” was constantly reinforced and it made me feel less than.<efe> <es>Fast forward to 32 years old and I finally decide to accept that yes I have ADHD, and no I’m not “incapable or stupid”.<ee> <... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
emtab6 | I feel like there is someone controlling me | 1a | rant | 1 | So, it'll be a little bit long, but I need this to make you understand.
I have another personnality or maybe even 2 others. I feel like there is one that control me. I'll explain personnalities.
Current me: Have emotions, Anxiety, Social Anxiety, Paranoia, No empathy.
Other "me": May be psychopath, emotionless, stil... | k3l9sw5r7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-10 16:27:32 | mentalillness | So, it'll be a little bit long, but I need this to make you understand. <es>I have another personnality or maybe even 2 others.<ee> <es>I feel like there is one that control me.<ee> I'll explain personnalities. <es>Current me: Have emotions, Anxiety, Social Anxiety, Paranoia, No empathy.<ee> <es>Other "me": May be p... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel your other personality is controlling you | null | true | 220 |
ekvmrk | Need advice on anger management | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | So here is the story, I was bullied when I was a kid. ridiculed, and made fun of as I got older. I had random strangers tell me stuff like "you will never be anything in life" or "bet you will get fired from this job"
im talking about complete strangers who approached me. no I am not lying! This straight up happen... | ridewithwill | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-06 15:33:08 | Anger | <es>So here is the story, I was bullied when I was a kid. ridiculed, and made fun of as I got older.<ee> <es>I had random strangers tell me stuff like "you will never be anything in life" or "bet you will get fired from this job"<ee> im talking about complete strangers who approached me. no I am not lying! This st... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel it is a curse | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eif2zp | My job is making me upset | 1a | rant | 1 | My job is a basic job nothing special but I've already had bad blood with a manager. I'm being compared constantly with someone I'm close to (in terms of worth ethic), co-workers are starting to talk about me behind my back and customers have already complained about me in terms of job performance. I've not even worked... | quckcro | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 06:23:23 | sad | <es>My job is a basic job nothing special but I've already had bad blood with a manager.<ee> <es>I'm being compared constantly with someone I'm close to (in terms of worth ethic), co-workers are starting to talk about me behind my back and customers have already complained about me in terms of job performance.<ee> <efs... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to properly do your job | null | true | 220 |
ek7ft5 | A manIc epIsode turned art pIece | 0 | rant | 1 | null | the0nlyblack | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-05 03:36:48 | mentalillness | A manIc epIsode turned art pIece nan | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random,title | true | 0 |
ej1ulw | An extreme emotional reaction, but the pain wont stop. | 1b | rant | 2 | I'm posting here because I know my emotional response to this situation was extreme due to my BPD and I'm just looking for some support.
I'm 26 weeks pregnant and my sex life with my partner has been almost non existent, and not because of me. I ask every night but most nights he is too tired because we both work a l... | ReadyToBeMom | 6 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-02 18:16:38 | BPD | <rs>I'm posting here because I know my emotional response to this situation was extreme due to my BPD and I'm just looking for some support. <re> <es>I'm 26 weeks pregnant and my sex life with my partner has been almost non existent, and not because of me.<ee> <es>I ask every night but most nights he is too tired beca... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel hurt by your boyfriend's actions | null | true | 220 |
exy3lz | Tired all the time. Is it just depression? | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | I have always been depressed. This isn't an "I'm having a bad time" kind of thing. Some times are worse than others but it's always been there.
I am functional. I take active steps to manage it and get along in life. I'm not perfect, but I generally try to:
* eat well
* exercise regularly
* have a regular sleep routi... | randomcthrowway | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-02-03 00:16:57 | getting_over_it | <es>I have always been depressed.<ee> <es>This isn't an "I'm having a bad time" kind of thing.<ee> <es>Some times are worse than others but it's always been there.<ee> <es>I am functional.<ee> <es>I take active steps to manage it and get along in life.<ee> <es>I'm not perfect, but I generally try to: * eat well * exe... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you be more active | null | true | 221 |
esjfdn | seeing my rapist after two years | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | on a throwaway account because people know of my regular account.
i’m attending a music festival that is in a few months and my rapist is on the lineup. i will NOT name drop because it is someone who works with popular artists and i do not want my story to come out simply because i am not ready to share it due to the... | throwaway19661999 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-22 22:31:05 | rapecounseling | on a throwaway account because people know of my regular account. <es>i’m attending a music festival that is in a few months and my rapist is on the lineup.<ee> <es>i will NOT name drop because it is someone who works with popular artists and i do not want my story to come out simply because i am not ready to share i... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are panicking about attending the festival | null | true | 220 |
eirxce | Guilt for things people forgave me for | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I'm pretty dim so everything below will be poorly written and make no sense, sorry in advance for the trash below.
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Recently I decided to try and make a amends with people who I wasn't very nice to at a point in time, when I apologized to them not only did they forgive me but they said they "couldn't reme... | Extreme_apathy_late | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 02:33:30 | Anxiety | I'm pretty dim so everything below will be poorly written and make no sense, sorry in advance for the trash below. &#x200B; <es>Recently I decided to try and make a amends with people who I wasn't very nice to at a point in time, when I apologized to them not only did they forgive me but they said they "couldn't ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eic66j | One of the worst days of the year | 1a | rant | 1 | I post/comment on here sometimes on a different account. I find this to be a very supportive community, and people often post accounts of experiences that I thought only I went through.
New Years Eve/Day is one of the worst days of the year for me. It's just one big reminder that another year has passed, and I still ... | throwaway_sad_2020 | 1 | 0 | 20 | 2020-01-01 01:37:34 | ADHD | I post/comment on here sometimes on a different account. I find this to be a very supportive community, and people often post accounts of experiences that I thought only I went through. <es>New Years Eve/Day is one of the worst days of the year for me.<ee> <es>It's just one big reminder that another year has passed, ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you not feel sad and alone | null | true | 221 |
eioq9k | Just exhausted | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Uuughhh ..... I am so exhausted !!!
Every time I meet someone new I tend to fall so fast for the person. Just recently I shared about my illness with a new person I met and they seemed to have taken a step back. To be honest I don't know if they really have taken a step back or is it me overthinking just because I'm f... | searching_4_seroton9 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 22:18:22 | BPD | <efs>Uuughhh ..... I am so exhausted !!!<efe> <es>Every time I meet someone new I tend to fall so fast for the person.<ee> <es>Just recently I shared about my illness with a new person I met and they seemed to have taken a step back.<ee> <efs>To be honest I don't know if they really have taken a step back or is it me ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the person taking a step back make you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ek8xji | I. Fucking. Hate. This. | 1a | rant | 1 | I want to smoke, all the God damned time. Anything that could potentially get me high I want to gobble up, stab in my veins, snort to oblivion, smoke, drain, anything. Just anything.
The only thing I've taken is Tylenol for the headache I gave myself hitting my head out of frustration.
Water. Water. Water. Sugar. Wat... | DysthymicPrincess | 7 | 0 | 19 | 2020-01-05 05:50:53 | addiction | <es>I want to smoke, all the God damned time.<ee> <es>Anything that could potentially get me high I want to gobble up, stab in my veins, snort to oblivion, smoke, drain, anything.<ee> Just anything. <es>The only thing I've taken is Tylenol for the headache I gave myself hitting my head out of frustration.<ee> Water. ... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you hit your head | How did X make you feel? | smoking | What do you need help with now that X? | you are constantly having the urge to smoke | null | true | 100 |
eidzrz | I broke down on NYE overwhelmed that it’s been a year and I still didn’t get my shit together but I still made it to 2020 | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I learned that It’s okay to grieve for everything and everyone we can no longer bring to us from 2019 to 2020. All the FPs who never replied to my paragraphs, all the friends who didn’t remember me. My heart goes out to all of you overwhelmed by the idea of new beginnings and all our unfinished selves. The great thing ... | mrsjoba | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 04:35:27 | BPD | I learned that It’s okay to grieve for everything and everyone we can no longer bring to us from 2019 to 2020. All the FPs who never replied to my paragraphs, all the friends who didn’t remember me. My heart goes out to all of you overwhelmed by the idea of new beginnings and all our unfinished selves. The great thing ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eimfzz | Suicidal on Lexapro? | 0 | survey | 1 | Hi everyone,
I've been taking Lexapro after my gp gave me a 5mg a day prescription. I was diagnosed by my therapist a few days earlier and was suicidal. I'm waiting on a scheduled meeting with a psych to review the medication but it's not due till March.
I have very often been feeling suicidal since I started using t... | weehare | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 19:26:33 | BPD | Hi everyone, <es>I've been taking Lexapro after my gp gave me a 5mg a day prescription.<ee> <es>I was diagnosed by my therapist a few days earlier and was suicidal.<ee> <es>I'm waiting on a scheduled meeting with a psych to review the medication but it's not due till March.<ee> <efs>I have very often been feeling sui... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ej4nfj | I commited social suicide | 1a | rant | 1 | Hey
Half a year ago, the gave me Sertraline 150 for depression, my mood swing worsened by a lot.
Made a few public posts about how I was gonna kill myself. One with pics on it.
Now I am more "rational" person, and got no friends because of it.
I feel like dying :( | CapelaBranca | 1 | 0 | 68 | 2020-01-02 21:31:14 | BPD | Hey <es>Half a year ago, the gave me Sertraline 150 for depression, my mood swing worsened by a lot.<ee> <es>Made a few public posts about how I was gonna kill myself.<ee> <es>One with pics on it.<ee> <es>Now I am more "rational" person, and got no friends because of it.<ee> <efs>I feel like dying :(<efe> | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your depression | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how did taking Sertraline make you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | your mood swings have worsened | null | true | 110 |
eiu7hh | DRIVING WITH ANXIETY | 1a | survey | 1 | Driving with anxiety is the worth thing in the world. Every single time I step into a car I get so nervous and every little thing just gets me so paranoid it’s not even funny. Anxiety makes me not want to drive.Like I can just be trying to make a turn and the cars behind me waiting for me to make the turn makes me so u... | jjcoolie | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 05:51:59 | Anxiety | <es>Driving with anxiety is the worth thing in the world.<ee> <es>Every single time I step into a car I get so nervous and every little thing just gets me so paranoid it’s not even funny.<ee> <efs>Anxiety makes me not want to drive.<efe><efs>Like I can just be trying to make a turn and the cars behind me waiting for me... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
fj0429 | It finally happened | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Last night I texted her, all night. She didnt even opened my chat. May be, deleted it as soon as she saw it. I guess, that's the utmost limit of moving on. It never happened before.
Hi, I'm one of those dimwits who dared to love someone truly and completely. Picturing world without her haunts me at nights. We had prom... | daybeii | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-03-15 11:41:58 | getting_over_it | <es>Last night I texted her, all night.<ee> <es>She didnt even opened my chat.<ee> <es>May be, deleted it as soon as she saw it.<ee> <es>I guess, that's the utmost limit of moving on.<ee> <es>It never happened before.<ee> <es>Hi, I'm one of those dimwits who dared to love someone truly and completely.<ee> <efs>Picturi... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about her not replying back | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eofes0 | Sertraline Withdrawl | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hey everyone,
So I recently tapered my sertraline all the way down to zero. At my peak usage i was at about 125/day and i was at that rate for about 6 months before i started the taper. When i started to taper; doctor recommended to go down to 100, stay at that for 2 weeks, then 50 every day for two weeks.
i have be... | balldiamond | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-14 03:18:14 | mentalillness | Hey everyone, <es>So I recently tapered my sertraline all the way down to zero.<ee> At my peak usage i was at about 125/day and i was at that rate for about 6 months before i started the taper. <es>When i started to taper; doctor recommended to go down to 100, stay at that for 2 weeks, then 50 every day for two weeks.... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
el00zt | Gabapentin hindering my recovery? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I am off suboxone for 11 days now and have been using gabapentin 300mg 3x a day that I was prescribed for back surgery. It really helps with the back pain and is a god send for the w.ds. I just want to know are there people who are on gabapentin for the long run after they came off opiates and did it hinder their recov... | idontlikeposting03 | 1 | 0 | 22 | 2020-01-06 20:45:52 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I am off suboxone for 11 days now and have been using gabapentin 300mg 3x a day that I was prescribed for back surgery.<ee> <es>It really helps with the back pain and is a god send for the w.ds.<ee> <rs>I just want to know are there people who are on gabapentin for the long run after they came off opiates and did i... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f7d6ln | I fucking cleaned my whole apartment | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Well not totally but my roomba is taking care of the floor, and when it will be done the place will be clean.
It feels great to get things done. | hidden_sirt | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-02-21 16:03:30 | getting_over_it | Well not totally but my roomba is taking care of the floor, and when it will be done the place will be clean. It feels great to get things done. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiyw4r | How can everything in my life be going terribly wrong | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I’ve been seeking advice and when I get some I take it whole heartedly. But it never ends up helping me, at this point I just want to lock myself away and never go back into society again, I try to open up but no one seems to really understand me.
I probably need therapy but that’s a long shot in my situation at the mo... | ThunderandHail | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-02 14:30:05 | sad | <es>I’ve been seeking advice and when I get some I take it whole heartedly.<ee> <rs>But it never ends up helping me, at this point I just want to lock myself away and never go back into society again.<re> <es>I try to open up but no one seems to really understand me.<ee> I probably need therapy but that’s a long shot i... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Why are you wanting X ? | to lock yourself up | null | null | null | true | 102 |
es71yj | I need advice | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Long story short, I (21F) was in a very abusive long term relationship throughout high school into my first two years of college. It was everything, sexually, physically, and verbally. I’ve been out of that relationship for over a year and a half now and I have received medical help for my trauma. But the ex (19M) will... | user7784 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-22 04:49:47 | domesticviolence | <es>Long story short, I (21F) was in a very abusive long term relationship throughout high school into my first two years of college.<ee> <es>It was everything, sexually, physically, and verbally.<ee> <es>I’ve been out of that relationship for over a year and a half now and I have received medical help for my trauma.<e... | 2 | 1 | 1 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you felt about the relationship | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help restrain your ex | null | true | 211 |
eij0wr | to anyone who already slipped up on their new years resolution or relapsed... | 1a | chitchat | 1 | YOU ARE LOVED AND SUPPORTED! ITS OKAY TO MESS UP!
recovery is full of slips! try and treat each day as it’s own. even if you relapse every day for a week, a clean day is progress!!
it may be a long road ahead, but we gotta keep trying | daddysgirl0518 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-01 14:46:02 | selfharm | YOU ARE LOVED AND SUPPORTED! ITS OKAY TO MESS UP! recovery is full of slips! try and treat each day as it’s own. even if you relapse every day for a week, a clean day is progress!! it may be a long road ahead, but we gotta keep trying | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eojizn | Holding it together for 1 more week | 1a | rant | 1 | One more week in until I get my first therapy appointment. My alcoholic, coke head roommate has been on a 3 day bender and I haven’t slept because she is scream and yelling and partying on a Monday night. I can’t take this anymore. My work cut me back to part time and I can’t afford to move. I have $80 to my name and h... | flyingwristlock | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-14 10:24:27 | selfhelp | <es>One more week in until I get my first therapy appointment.<ee> <es>My alcoholic, coke head roommate has been on a 3 day bender and I haven’t slept because she is scream and yelling and partying on a Monday night.<ee> <es>I can’t take this anymore.<ee> <es>My work cut me back to part time and I can’t afford to move.... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 200 |
fgp6r9 | Everybody’s rooting for you except for you | 0 | chitchat | 1 | What kind of team doesn’t root for itself? | ACaulfield910 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-03-11 01:34:34 | getting_over_it | What kind of team doesn’t root for itself? | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiauu2 | PLEASE help me out | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | im a guy (16) in a class full of girls.. i really wanna make friends.. but i have a raised mole above my lip
i know they dont care about that, but it fucks up my confidence and i cry everyday about it, MAYBE thats why i never got a kiss or a girlfriend?
i am too shy to ask my parents, BUT I AM SURE even if i ask them... | Anonymous_Reddit457 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2019-12-31 23:48:25 | depression | <es><rs>im a guy (16) in a class full of girls.. i really wanna make friends.. but i have a raised mole above my lip<re><ee> <efs>i know they dont care about that, but it fucks up my confidence and i cry everyday about it, MAYBE thats why i never got a kiss or a girlfriend?<efe> <es>i am too shy to ask my parents, BU... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you overcome your shyness | null | true | 221 |
faqhz5 | How do you stop ruminating? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I know the standard answer is just to do something else but no matter what I do, I really struggle to stop dwelling on the past and freaking out about the future. Is it just a matter of getting over a bad habit and should I just keep trying? Or does anyone have any other tips that might help me stop living in my head. | alans823475 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-02-28 06:30:46 | getting_over_it | <es>I know the standard answer is just to do something else but no matter what I do, I really struggle to stop dwelling on the past and freaking out about the future.<ee> <rs>Is it just a matter of getting over a bad habit and should I just keep trying?<re> <rs>Or does anyone have any other tips that might help me stop... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | thinking about your past and future | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eibjhi | My dad got me bottle of Irish cream yesterday. I just downed a bunch. | 1b | rant | 1 | I felt miserable and still do so I thought, hey, why not do what my dad always does and drown my sorrows with alcohol? He got me a bottle of Irish cream the other night just to be nice. I had mentioned wanting to make a recipe with it sometime so he got me some to try. But today I’m just feeling horrid. It’s gonna be a... | testamentsofanguish | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 00:42:28 | depression | <efs>I felt miserable and still do so I thought, hey, why not do what my dad always does and drown my sorrows with alcohol?<efe> He got me a bottle of Irish cream the other night just to be nice. I had mentioned wanting to make a recipe with it sometime so he got me some to try. <efs>But today I’m just feeling horrid.<... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why the past year was worthless | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | feel horrid and apprehensive about the new year | null | true | 120 |
emorak | How do you go about dealing with a meth addict friend? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | They never shot up or smoked it so silver linings..
Lifelong friend was off of the shit for years. Relapsed and caused an obvious strain on their family and myself. I was over accommodating with the bs of a recent relapse without enabling while dealing with the paranoia for a week or two until said paranoia was appa... | bxball | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-10 09:42:13 | addiction | <es>How do you go about dealing with a meth addict friend?<ee> They never shot up or smoked it so silver linings.. <es>Lifelong friend was off of the shit for years.<ee> <es>Relapsed and caused an obvious strain on their family and myself.<ee> <es>I was over accommodating with the bs of a recent relapse without enab... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your friend's relapse | null | null | title | true | 202 |
eiok69 | My head is being a prick! | 1a | rant | 1 | Before I start, there may be some triggers here, sorry in advance.
I’ve just had a really shit few days now as my obsessive thoughts keep stopping me from meeting my family or having fun with my friends. I’m now worrying about whether or not my suicidal thoughts are my own or just my anxiety. I’ve got so much pent... | PlatoDrago | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 22:04:28 | Anxiety | Before I start, there may be some triggers here, sorry in advance. <es>I’ve just had a really shit few days now as my obsessive thoughts keep stopping me from meeting my family or having fun with my friends.<ee> <efs>I’m now worrying about whether or not my suicidal thoughts are my own or just my anxiety.<efe> <ef... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are worrying about your negative thoughts | null | true | 220 |
el332a | Do days spent sober in jail count as sober days? | 1b | survey | 2 | I'm curious to hear some other opinions on this. I'm currently in inpatient rehab (8 days sober today 🤘). We have a town hall meeting in the mornings and recognize people for milestones (30 days, 60 days, etc). Someone was going to be recognized for their 90 days, until it came up that her first 45 days were spent in ... | johnny_hammerstyx | 1 | 0 | 38 | 2020-01-07 00:21:34 | alcoholicsanonymous | <rs>I'm curious to hear some other opinions on this.<re> <es>I'm currently in inpatient rehab (8 days sober today 🤘).<ee> <es>We have a town hall meeting in the mornings and recognize people for milestones (30 days, 60 days, etc).<ee> <es>Someone was going to be recognized for their 90 days, until it came up that her ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about her situation | null | null | null | true | 212 |
esfhq7 | Pre-assessment details | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I finally made the phone call after 3 years to the rape and sexual abuse to the foundation we have where I live, they specialise in giving free treatment for up to 12 weeks for woman that have suffered, where they are not part of the NHS or police force so everything is confidential and there’s no pressure to come forw... | Vampidy | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-22 17:50:43 | rapecounseling | <es>I finally made the phone call after 3 years to the rape and sexual abuse to the foundation we have where I live, they specialise in giving free treatment for up to 12 weeks for woman that have suffered, where they are not part of the NHS or police force so everything is confidential and there’s no pressure to come ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | contacting the foundation | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eqvagi | Filing him for rape | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Hi so..
I met this guy and we were getting to know each other as friends. But then things escalated sexually. The agreement was I was only to receive oral sex. I've told him 3 times no pill, no condom, no sex. And then he inserted his penis in me while we were having a break and I was drinking water. I've gone to the p... | 321-throwaway-123123 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-19 11:40:56 | rapecounseling | Hi so.. <es>I met this guy and we were getting to know each other as friends.<ee> <es>But then things escalated sexually.<ee> <es>The agreement was I was only to receive oral sex.<ee> <es>I've told him 3 times no pill, no condom, no sex. And then he inserted his penis in me while we were having a break and I was drinki... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f52sm8 | HEY YOU GUYS WANNA PLAY GETTING OVER IT | 0 | chitchat | 2 | \*FARTS\* | CorruptedKitten | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-17 03:59:30 | getting_over_it | \*FARTS\* | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
etoz9b | Angry at my narcissistic ex and his shit parenting | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | My ex has been in and out of our child’s life for the entire 5 years of his life. During the actual relationship I never got angry, we would fall out and I would get the silent treatment, so when he finally started talking to me again, I didn’t dare argue or discuss how hurt I was in case I got punished again. But then... | TAaacountForHelp | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-25 09:55:05 | Anger | <es>My ex has been in and out of our child’s life for the entire 5 years of his life.<ee> <es>During the actual relationship I never got angry, we would fall out and I would get the silent treatment, so when he finally started talking to me again, I didn’t dare argue or discuss how hurt I was in case I got punished aga... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your ex's behaviour | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ej1kcy | Anyone else went minimalist over social anxiety? | 0 | survey | 1 | . | -Long-Gone- | 4 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-02 17:56:07 | socialanxiety | . | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiv6q7 | Left over numbness from extreme anxiety and DPDR? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | So I went through traumatic DPDR from weed trauma... i had every symptom like existential horrid thoughts, dreamlike, matrix, weird sleep everything.... vivid nightmares u name it... and its all almost gone.
But the emotional numbness is still here. It is like my emotions happen sometimes but I cannot feel them. I can... | Asgarnian_Seed | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 07:32:54 | Anxiety | <es>So I went through traumatic DPDR from weed trauma... i had every symptom like existential horrid thoughts, dreamlike, matrix, weird sleep everything.... vivid nightmares u name it... and its all almost gone.<ee> <efs>But the emotional numbness is still here.<efe> <efs>It is like my emotions happen sometimes but I ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are feeling numbness due to DPDR | null | true | 220 |
emgpeq | Constant Fear of not being believed | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | So yesterday I was talking to my therapist in our weekly session. I recently disclosed that I was raped when I was ten. We’ve talked about it and been working through it. I’ve never told anyone about it. No one and it happened 20+ years ago. I’ve been holding it in for 20+ years... So it’s a lot to finally tell my ... | humblyeden | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-09 21:57:07 | rapecounseling | <es>So yesterday I was talking to my therapist in our weekly session.<ee> <es> I recently disclosed that I was raped when I was ten.<ee> <es> We’ve talked about it and been working through it. <ee> <es>I’ve never told anyone about it.<ee> <es>No one and it happened 20+ years ago. <ee> <es>I’ve been holding it in for 20... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel frustrated that your therapist doesn't believe you | null | true | 220 |
f10fp4 | Struggle with keeping sight of mental health goals and discipline | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I'm pretty high functioning. I'm usually employed, I have a shaky hold on a few relationships. I'm healthy-ish, though that's starting to slip more than anything else. Discipline doesn't stick, not long-term at least. I could do something for weeks and then not do it once and the habit would be broken (I have the oppos... | randomcthrowway | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-09 00:20:53 | getting_over_it | <es>I'm pretty high functioning.<ee> <es>I'm usually employed, I have a shaky hold on a few relationships.<ee> <es>I'm healthy-ish, though that's starting to slip more than anything else.<ee> <es>Discipline doesn't stick, not long-term at least.<ee> <es>I could do something for weeks and then not do it once and the hab... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel after the habit is broken | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ej0vnu | Unhealthy eating & routine. | 1a | survey | 1 | DAE hates their body weight and want to lose some and wants to resolve hair & skin issues but can’t because they eat loads of junk & sugar in destructive mode but also wants to and tries to eat clean? :( I want to stick to walking for 1 hr daily and cutting off sugar + junk food & I also want to sleep early... | hibaaamir | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 17:06:30 | BPD | DAE hates their body weight and want to lose some and wants to resolve hair & skin issues but can’t because they eat loads of junk & sugar in destructive mode but also wants to and tries to eat clean? :( I want to stick to walking for 1 hr daily and cutting off sugar + junk food & I also want to sleep early... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | repeat | true | 0 |
ej6dwn | One month | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Today marks 30 days since I detoxed cold turkey off of suboxone after being on it for a year and a half. It was rough af but I'm finally starting to feel better besides the emotional part of it. Not really sure what else to expect after this if anyone has done the same as me, any and all advice is appreciated. | gnikito | 3 | 0 | 20 | 2020-01-02 23:33:54 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Today marks 30 days since I detoxed cold turkey off of suboxone after being on it for a year and a half.<ee> <efs>It was rough af but I'm finally starting to feel better besides the emotional part of it.<efe> <rs>Not really sure what else to expect after this if anyone has done the same as me, any and all advice is... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your cold turkey addiction | How did X make you feel? | staying of the drugs | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eqqg26 | Struggling to end it. | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hey guys first post here so please forgive if I’m not following the correct formats/rules.
Long story short- got introduced to norcos in 10th grade (dad had several back surgeries) and was addicted for several years in my late teens. Went to rehab/counseling and recovered relatively well. (Also I’ve been diagnosed w ... | lettersandspace | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-19 02:24:55 | OpiatesRecovery | Hey guys first post here so please forgive if I’m not following the correct formats/rules. <es>Long story short- got introduced to norcos in 10th grade (dad had several back surgeries) and was addicted for several years in my late teens.<ee> <es>Went to rehab/counseling and recovered relatively well.<ee> <es>(Also I’... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eieafl | I ended 2019 off with a relapse, but I'm going into 2020 clean | 1a | rant | 1 | Even though I relapsed a few weeks ago, I've been clean for the past two weeks, and I'm staying that way in 2020. | loserhippiegirl | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 05:04:38 | selfharm | <es>I ended 2019 off with a relapse, but I'm going into 2020 clean<ee> <es>Even though I relapsed a few weeks ago, I've been clean for the past two weeks, and I'm staying that way in 2020.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you relapsed | How did X make you feel? | the relapse | What do you need help with now that X? | your relapsed again at the end of 2019 | null | true | 100 |
ejcflc | Should I Keep using this sub even though it makes me want to self harm, Reading about all the descriptions of blood and reasons to self harm which Are the exact same reasons I do? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | null | BallintheDallin | 5 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 08:03:57 | selfharm | <rs>Should I Keep using this sub even though it makes me want to self harm, Reading about all the descriptions of blood and reasons to self harm which Are the exact same reasons I do?<re> | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | to leave this sub | Why are you wanting X ? | to leave this sub | null | null | null | true | 2 |
eifdr5 | Alone on New Year’s Eve. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Ringing in the new year with my pup curled up next to me in bed. Definitely not complaining about that part. Not really complaining at all, just feel sad that I don’t have anyone else aside from my boyfriend to spend time with.
I hope you all are avoiding any triggers and stressors tonight, so you are able to enjoy br... | thekatlife | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 06:57:20 | ptsd | <es>Ringing in the new year with my pup curled up next to me in bed.<ee> Definitely not complaining about that part. <es>Not really complaining at all, just feel sad that I don’t have anyone else aside from my boyfriend to spend time with.<ee> I hope you all are avoiding any triggers and stressors tonight, so you are ... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | being alone on the new year | What do you need help with now that X? | you are sad about being lonely | null | true | 200 |
f42hrk | I feel like I'm going to lose it | 1b | rant | 2 | Anger is not an emotion that I normally experience. I usually bury my anger with fear and sadness. I've gone to therapy to better handle my depression but I have a lingering trigger in my life. My stepfather is the most miserable man I've ever met in my life. My utter disdain for him has led me to have a problematic r... | 3noho1 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-15 01:41:31 | Anger | <es>Anger is not an emotion that I normally experience.<ee> <es>I usually bury my anger with fear and sadness.<ee> <es>I've gone to therapy to better handle my depression but I have a lingering trigger in my life.<ee> <es>My stepfather is the most miserable man I've ever met in my life.<ee> <es>My utter disdain for hi... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel angry due to your father's behaviour | null | true | 220 |
f401cu | I am not scared | 1a | rant | 1 | Just to clarify, I was not raped. I think I know it was a form of sexual assault, but it does not emotionally feel like an assault to me.
I was in a class and a guy I had been talking to for awhile took his pocket knife out and started rubbing it on my thigh. I did not say or do anything.
When I look back at that me... | EyeOwlAtTheMoon | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-14 22:31:48 | rapecounseling | <es>Just to clarify, I was not raped.<ee> <es>I think I know it was a form of sexual assault, but it does not emotionally feel like an assault to me. <ee> <es>I was in a class and a guy I had been talking to for awhile took his pocket knife out and started rubbing it on my thigh.<ee> <es>I did not say or do anything.<... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you care more about yourself | null | true | 221 |
elht72 | How can I grow out from bullying ptsd? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | So far everyone in my life has been a bully to me. first it was just the regular thing like girls hating me, boys picking on me and all then but then it got worse and even the teachers bullied me and made me feel stupid and clumsy. when i told my mom about it she got pissed at me for complaining and said i should suck ... | Merry-goes-forever | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-07 21:10:29 | ptsd | <rs>How can I grow out from bullying ptsd?<re> <es>So far everyone in my life has been a bully to me.<ee> <es>first it was just the regular thing like girls hating me, boys picking on me and all then but then it got worse and even the teachers bullied me and made me feel stupid and clumsy.<ee> <es>when i told my mom ab... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eihce8 | I cant stop thinking about her. | 1a | rant | 2 | I just had a bad dream. It's not the first time this week. Unfortunately I dont think it's the last. It was about my ex. I cant shake her out of my head and I keep having gut wrenching dreams about her. I just wanna forget her but I can never stop thinking about her. Every day I keep thinking about this girl that's alr... | Angelfire305 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-01 11:15:43 | sad | <es>I just had a bad dream.<ee> <es>It's not the first time this week.<ee> <es>Unfortunately I dont think it's the last.<ee> <es>It was about my ex.<ee> <es>I cant shake her out of my head and I keep having gut wrenching dreams about her.<ee> <es>I just wanna forget her but I can never stop thinking about her.<ee> <es>... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you miss your ex | null | true | 220 |
ejd2sl | To Anyone who uses a Journal: | 0 | survey | 1 | I bought my first journal today after reading a number of posts and threads about the benefits of journaling.
I’ve been having on and off “episodes” today - today has not been a good day after a succession of quite a few “happy days”
**What I would love people’s help with is:**
- how did your first write up go?
-... | whatthefuuuuuuuck | 2 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-03 09:20:54 | BPD | I bought my first journal today after reading a number of posts and threads about the benefits of journaling. I’ve been having on and off “episodes” today - today has not been a good day after a succession of quite a few “happy days” **What I would love people’s help with is:** - how did your first write up go? -... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ekytae | I think i cured my violent sexual trauma and "fetish" by getting it to happen to me again. Is this possible? Is it sick? Trigger warning | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | I (25M) was sexually abused almost daily as a kid from age 6 to 12, by an older man. I wouldn't call it "rape" because he didn't actually force me, he just taught me how to do everything and I never really existed. This led to me, at age 13, to start hanging out with older men who gave me alcohol and weed in exchange f... | DanielKush | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-06 19:22:37 | ptsd | <es>I (25M) was sexually abused almost daily as a kid from age 6 to 12, by an older man.<ee> <es>I wouldn't call it "rape" because he didn't actually force me, he just taught me how to do everything and I never really existed.<ee> <es>This led to me, at age 13, to start hanging out with older men who gave me alcohol an... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how did doing it again make you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
elbrew | I plan to leave this bad habit in 2019 | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | So this is about my 4th time trying to seriously get and STAY clean. Getting clean isnt the hard part for me, it's the STAYING clean part. I'm on day 2 and I've been taking a few grams of kratom and haven't been feeling much WDs besides choppy sleep but I've never been a great sleeper to begin with. Anyways, what are s... | stayclean2020 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-07 13:47:16 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>So this is about my 4th time trying to seriously get and STAY clean.<ee> <es>Getting clean isnt the hard part for me, it's the STAYING clean part.<ee> <efs>I'm on day 2 and I've been taking a few grams of kratom and haven't been feeling much WDs besides choppy sleep but I've never been a great sleeper to begin with... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f6kev6 | My Dad hits the dogs, but what if he starts hitting me ? | 1b | rant | 1 | When we were little, before we noticed the split my dad used to hurt me. It wasn't exactly his fault, my parents didn't know about my trauma so when I scted out they figured discipline was what I needed.
The physabuse stopped when I was 14 but last year my dog had puppies and now we have a total of 7 animals in the u... | konodida | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-20 00:31:27 | domesticviolence | <rs>My Dad hits the dogs, but what if he starts hitting me ?<re> <es>When we were little, before we noticed the split my dad used to hurt me.<ee> <es>It wasn't exactly his fault, my parents didn't know about my trauma so when I scted out they figured discipline was what I needed. <ee> <es>The physabuse stopped when I ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ek7vua | When it's time to stop | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I don't have real problems with my addictions (alcohol, Porn, weed ) , I rarely drink or smoke weed or but when I do I always do way to much. It's like drinking so much that I puke, then I tell myself to stop drinking, after 2 weeks I drink 1 or 2 beer and then I need one last time. And then I will exaggerate it again.... | Vietmodern | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-05 04:16:27 | addiction | <es>I don't have real problems with my addictions (alcohol, Porn, weed ) , I rarely drink or smoke weed or but when I do I always do way to much.<ee> <es>It's like drinking so much that I puke, then I tell myself to stop drinking, after 2 weeks I drink 1 or 2 beer and then I need one last time.<ee> <es>And then I will ... | 2 | 1 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you felt like giving up | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you control your drinking | null | true | 211 |
ekxg9w | LPT: if your favorite TV show is causing anxiety, try slowing it down | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Video used to be limited to live broadcasts but is now available on 1000 different platforms and some allow you to control playback speed. Study your controls and see if yours does.
70-90% is good place to start, reducing how quickly scenes hit your nervous system and giving you more time to absorb and react to what’... | ElectronGuru | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 17:45:51 | mentalillness | Video used to be limited to live broadcasts but is now available on 1000 different platforms and some allow you to control playback speed. Study your controls and see if yours does. 70-90% is good place to start, reducing how quickly scenes hit your nervous system and giving you more time to absorb and react to what’... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eih8ty | The ironic feeling of loneliness when being around people. | 1a | survey | 1 | Does anyone else have a feeling that you don't really belong in a given environment whenever people are happy around you?
Personally, I can't help but feel lonely when people are smiling. It's as if I don't deserve to be happy myself. I'm pretty sure it's not about the people I meet with, as I've been seeing multiple ... | AdventurousTour2 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-01 11:02:42 | Anxiety | Does anyone else have a feeling that you don't really belong in a given environment whenever people are happy around you? Personally, I can't help but feel lonely when people are smiling. It's as if I don't deserve to be happy myself. I'm pretty sure it's not about the people I meet with, as I've been seeing multiple ... | 0 | 2 | 2 | What made you feel X ? | lonely when people are happy | null | null | null | null | null | true | 22 |
eiq8fk | I took apart another pencil sharpener... | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | But I haven't used the blade! I've been clean for 10 days because of a deal with my friend (who I'll call Cheese from now on). She said that I should try to make it atleast half way thru January.
On top of that, her parents might be taking me and her to *finaly* report my mom and get me help soon. We will eventually ... | emery-is-lemony | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 00:18:11 | selfharm | <es>I took apart another pencil sharpener...<ee> <es>But I haven't used the blade!<ee> <es>I've been clean for 10 days because of a deal with my friend (who I'll call Cheese from now on).<ee> <es>She said that I should try to make it atleast half way thru January. <ee> <es>On top of that, her parents might be taking m... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you cut yourself | How did X make you feel? | your friend's parents planning to report to your mom | What do you need help with now that X? | your friend's parents are planning to report to your mom | null | true | 100 |
epu4s3 | Young people’s Aa conference - Memphis | 0 | survey | 1 | Hi all, I’m 20 years old from Australia. Thinking about travelling to Tennessee for Sercypaa (young people’s Aa conference) in April 2020.
I got sober at 19 and life has opened up in ways unimaginable to me prior. I am soon to be 14 months sober.
Unfortunately, or perhaps excitingly, I don’t have anyone from my loca... | Djshez | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-17 02:42:31 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Young people’s Aa conference - Memphis<ee> <es>Hi all, I’m 20 years old from Australia.<ee> <es>Thinking about travelling to Tennessee for Sercypaa (young people’s Aa conference) in April 2020.<ee> <es>I got sober at 19 and life has opened up in ways unimaginable to me prior.<ee> <es>I am soon to be 14 months sobe... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ekhnpe | Does anyone else feel like they won't be able to hold down a job? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I'm just venting because work is getting to be too much for me, and I don't think I'll have a job for much longer.
I'm 19 and I've been diagnosed with depression and OCD, and am being reassessed by a psychiatrist for a possible bipolar diagnosis.
I've had the same job for 6 months after leaving a job I was at for 3 ... | Dragonage342 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-05 19:24:55 | mentalillness | I'm just venting because work is getting to be too much for me, and I don't think I'll have a job for much longer. <es>I'm 19 and I've been diagnosed with depression and OCD, and am being reassessed by a psychiatrist for a possible bipolar diagnosis. <ee> I've had the same job for 6 months after leaving a job I was a... | 2 | 0 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the manic episodes | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you with your manic episodes | null | true | 201 |
eitv1e | Would you want your kid to have ADHD? | 0 | survey | 1 | Question may sound odd but I mean it in the same manner you would prefer your kid being a girl or boy. | Jojos_bizarre_adv | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-02 05:19:49 | ADHD | Question may sound odd but I mean it in the same manner you would prefer your kid being a girl or boy. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
el8har | Needing to write out the trauma | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Hey y'all, hope you're doing okay. So a few years back I got out of an abusive relationship and that was my most recent traumatic encounter, so I'm finding that to be my biggest hurdle right now. I have tried to forgive, I have tried to forget, to talk about it, everything. But the only thing that seems like it'd be ap... | SweepDeepDoom | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-07 07:50:48 | ptsd | Hey y'all, hope you're doing okay. <es>So a few years back I got out of an abusive relationship and that was my most recent traumatic encounter, so I'm finding that to be my biggest hurdle right now.<ee> <es>I have tried to forgive, I have tried to forget, to talk about it, everything.<ee> <es>But the only thing that s... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the abusive relationship | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ekpi99 | Just had a good cry and need help... | 1a | help-seeking | 3 | To anybody who takes time to read this thank you....
I'm 28 and so tired of my social anxiety.
Backstory-
Mother left for drugs and another man so father took it out on me, verbally, physically, and emotionally abused until I moved out at 20.
Social anxiety flared up at 16 causing me to avoid school and started drin... | cagedbutterfly91 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-06 05:31:55 | socialanxiety | To anybody who takes time to read this thank you.... <efs>I'm 28 and so tired of my social anxiety.<efe> Backstory- <es>Mother left for drugs and another man so father took it out on me, verbally, physically, and emotionally abused until I moved out at 20.<ee> <es>Social anxiety flared up at 16 causing me to avoid s... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eqc217 | What do you do on a bad mental health day? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | null | a_human_experience | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-18 04:52:02 | selfhelp | <es>What do you do on a bad mental health day?<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made the mental health day bad | How did X make you feel? | having a bad mental health day | What do you need help with now that X? | you had a bad mental health day | null | true | 100 |
eihsov | Recently diagnosed with moderate anxiety | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Recently diagnosed with anxiety. I have had it on a really minor level for the past 6 months then had 4 panic attacks in the last two weeks and it suddenly got way way worse like I have hit a brick wall in my mind. I went from totally fine to feeling like I am losing my mind and myself. I start work again after 3 weeks... | benwhelan92 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 12:18:27 | Anxiety | <es>Recently diagnosed with anxiety.<ee> <es>I have had it on a really minor level for the past 6 months then had 4 panic attacks in the last two weeks and it suddenly got way way worse like I have hit a brick wall in my mind.<ee> <efs>I went from totally fine to feeling like I am losing my mind and myself.<efe> <efs>I... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
enu6b3 | Toronto AA | 0 | survey | 1 | In Toronto visiting a friend anybody know of a good meeting to hit in the area I figure somebody in here must be a Torontonian | Diesel_056 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-12 21:55:58 | alcoholicsanonymous | <rs>In Toronto visiting a friend anybody know of a good meeting to hit in the area I figure somebody in here must be a Torontonian<re> | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | you attend a AA meeting | Why are you wanting X ? | a AA meeting | null | null | null | true | 2 |
ek3cp0 | Having a hard time with motivation because I have no life to be sober for anyway | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | When I’m sober I just end up with huge swaths of free time where I overthink and have nothing to really look forward to most weekends or after work because I don’t have many friends and am seemingly bored by everything (except reading, but there’s only so long that lasts). A lot of people get sober for a significant ot... | LadyIntr0vert | 3 | 0 | 20 | 2020-01-04 22:09:11 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>When I’m sober I just end up with huge swaths of free time where I overthink and have nothing to really look forward to most weekends or after work because I don’t have many friends and am seemingly bored by everything (except reading, but there’s only so long that lasts).<ee> <rs>A lot of people get sober for a si... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejbvq3 | TW: suicide. How do I tell a therapist I'm having suicidal thoughts without getting committed? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I'm having suicidal thoughts. Usually for two reasons: 1) comforting myself with the suicide option if everything goes to shit, or 2) to escape my anxiety over making mistakes, doing shameful things, my job, etc. It's not serious intention, but something that I can't talk about because of scaring the people in my life.... | sorrynotpoly | 27 | 0 | 36 | 2020-01-03 07:03:36 | getting_over_it | <es>I'm having suicidal thoughts.<ee> <es>Usually for two reasons: 1) comforting myself with the suicide option if everything goes to shit, or 2) to escape my anxiety over making mistakes, doing shameful things, my job, etc.<ee> <es>It's not serious intention, but something that I can't talk about because of scaring th... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the emotions you experienced while holding back these thoughts | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eiogpr | Wanted: Online Friends. | 0 | survey | 1 | Hi guys I'm just hoping to be able to talk to people who can relate in dealing with social anxiety. It would feel nice knowing I can talk to someone who shares the same problem. (: | sadsadpotatogirl | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-01 21:57:26 | socialanxiety | <rs>Hi guys I'm just hoping to be able to talk to people who can relate in dealing with social anxiety.<re> <rs>It would feel nice knowing I can talk to someone who shares the same problem. (:<re> | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | talk to people having social anxiety | Why are you wanting X ? | someone who can relate to your social anxiety | null | null | null | true | 2 |
ej7x3v | The main reason is how much I hate my body | 1a | rant | 1 | null | todorokie | 7 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-03 01:28:10 | sad | <efs>The main reason is how much I hate my body.<efe> nan | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | hate towards your body | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about your body | What can help you overcome X ? | this body image insecurity | title | true | 10 |
epvfq6 | I did it! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I finally racked up enough courage to go to a meeting and it was definitely worth it!
Receiving my first Token/Chip was an amazing feeling ! | BiigBeaux | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-17 04:32:12 | alcoholicsanonymous | I finally racked up enough courage to go to a meeting and it was definitely worth it! Receiving my first Token/Chip was an amazing feeling ! | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ei95yg | The trauma and me the bully? | 1b | rant | 1 | I don't know if this is related to ptsd, but I've been damn bullied when I was young. It's been good, more than 5 if not 6 years but the person still seems to keep an eye on me. Well, not in the real life but on the internet. I'm scared to even use my real name on the internet or even disclose the location I'm in, I wo... | Acrobatic-Comparison | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2019-12-31 21:32:07 | ptsd | I don't know if this is related to ptsd, but I've been damn bullied when I was young. It's been good, more than 5 if not 6 years but the person still seems to keep an eye on me. Well, not in the real life but on the internet. I'm scared to even use my real name on the internet or even disclose the location I'm in, I wo... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | repeat | true | 0 |
emyvxv | I was raped by a “friend.” | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I’ve only talked about this with a few people, it’s hard to actually make the word “rape” come out of my mouth, like I’m almost embarrassed of it. A few years ago when I was still going to therapy (I really need to start going again) I had this new therapist. I tried to tell her about it, but I don’t think she understo... | algernaaan | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-10 23:09:45 | rapecounseling | <es>I’ve only talked about this with a few people, it’s hard to actually make the word “rape” come out of my mouth, like I’m almost embarrassed of it.<ee> <es>A few years ago when I was still going to therapy (I really need to start going again) I had this new therapist.<ee> <es>I tried to tell her about it, but I don’... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejt7r4 | ... | 1a | rant | 1 | My crush doesn't like me, and honestly... I feel like I deserve it. ): | PlumBunnyPeaches | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-04 06:51:17 | sad | <es>My crush doesn't like me, and honestly...<ee> <efs>I feel like I deserve it.<efe> ): | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why your crush doesn't like you | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you feel you deserve not being liked by your crush | What do you need help with now that X? | your crush doesn't like you | null | true | 110 |
ei6vgv | Progress | 0 | chitchat | 2 | This time I will not allow myself to revert back to destructive habits. From the negative self talk, limiting behaviors, drug and alcohol abuse to staying in relationships with people who take advantage, do not appreciate you, manipulate, lack patience, lack honesty and refuse to believe in the power of human potential... | Redcat1886 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 18:38:55 | depression | <rs>This time I will not allow myself to revert back to destructive habits.<re> <es>From the negative self talk, limiting behaviors, drug and alcohol abuse to staying in relationships with people who take advantage, do not appreciate you, manipulate, lack patience, lack honesty and refuse to believe in the power of hum... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your destructive habits | How did X make you feel? | your old habits | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ellbxr | I'm feeling bad, sad and neckbeard. | 1a | rant | 2 | Bad: I'm having some sharp pain (idk how to describe it) in my head and torso i had a nosebleed today, my hair is falling from the follicles and my hands are like dry and have gray stains, I think I'm becoming myopic because I'm struggling to recognize objects at 5 meters or so.
I'm becoming skinnier instead of gainin... | Happy_Crusader | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-08 01:25:26 | sad | Bad: I'm having some sharp pain (idk how to describe it) in my head and torso i had a nosebleed today, my hair is falling from the follicles and my hands are like dry and have gray stains, I think I'm becoming myopic because I'm struggling to recognize objects at 5 meters or so. I'm becoming skinnier instead of gainin... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your you have weird symptons | null | true | 220 |
ejadfh | "Just ask him out" | 0 | rant | 1 | I like a boyo and a talk about him a lot to my friends. From what they hear from me, they think he might like me too. They also tell me that I need to confess soon because I will not stop talking about him lol. But I don't want what everyone doesn't want: rejection and awkwardness.
We only have 10 days left in the on... | Bugbran | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-03 04:44:00 | socialanxiety | I like a boyo and a talk about him a lot to my friends. From what they hear from me, they think he might like me too. They also tell me that I need to confess soon because I will not stop talking about him lol. But I don't want what everyone doesn't want: rejection and awkwardness. We only have 10 days left in the on... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eoz8ib | How to get motivated in life and find joy | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I’ve been struggling these past months to get myself motivated to do anything. Meeting up with friends seems more like a chore and I feel exhausted afterwards, I work about two to three days a week , which covers the bills and let’s me safe money. I do have a few hobbies such as powerlifting, sewing and reading. Howeve... | yourGigii | 1 | 0 | 26 | 2020-01-15 07:33:11 | selfhelp | <es>I’ve been struggling these past months to get myself motivated to do anything.<ee> <efs>Meeting up with friends seems more like a chore and I feel exhausted afterwards, I work about two to three days a week , which covers the bills and let’s me safe money.<efe> <es>I do have a few hobbies such as powerlifting, sewi... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eitk6t | Lol, I think I’m a winner again and I’m thinking of drugs and cheating | 1a | rant | 2 | I was on my knees for god two weeks ago, throw out my meds and suffered like never before.
Now I am back on track. Back at the gym (despite destroying my bicep / tearing it) and now have the temptation to
1. Call a side girl
2. So drugs to not feel bad about being with a so called side girl
3. Tell myself it’s a... | xxCaptainCoolxx | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 04:52:53 | addiction | <es>I was on my knees for god two weeks ago, throw out my meds and suffered like never before. <ee> <efs>Now I am back on track.<efe> <efs>Back at the gym (despite destroying my bicep / tearing it) and now have the temptation to<efe> <efs>1. Call a side girl<efe> <efs>2. So drugs to not feel bad about being with a ... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused you to suffer | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel like doing drugs | null | true | 120 |
eq5mu8 | I did it. I’m free from Oxy | 1a | chitchat | 1 | Hey everyone. I’m new to this sub reddit. I was previously active on the other various opiate subs.
I was prescribed codeine following surgery and continued to use this for many months after when I didn’t need it. Once I was not getting high from this anymore I then progressed to a stronger opiate.
I then was addi... | Hugsfordrugsuk | 1 | 0 | 29 | 2020-01-17 20:05:57 | OpiatesRecovery | Hey everyone. I’m new to this sub reddit. I was previously active on the other various opiate subs. <es>I was prescribed codeine following surgery and continued to use this for many months after when I didn’t need it.<ee> <es>Once I was not getting high from this anymore I then progressed to a stronger opiate. <ee> ... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | being off oxycodone | What do you need help with now that X? | you are trying to be clean from oxycodone | null | true | 200 |
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