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I can tell my self ‘don’t forget to do xyz ‘ and then I’ll immediately forget to do it -I forget to flush the toilet sometimes -Lock my car door -Lock the front door -Forget that I didn’t zip up my bag before throwing it over my shoulder ( and having the contents fall out ) -Forget that I didn’t twist the cap o...
ADHD
It just wont stop, cant sit in class without thinkin about it. I even learned online how to do it right. If anyone came through it and have tips, i'll be glad
depression
When I was 15 I was admitted to a hospital for mental health reasons and did an inpatient stay at a children's psych ward for ten days. (side note, I remember the time and date I was admitted and released perfectly, as well as what I had for dinner that night and where I sat at the table.) During my stay I was diagnos...
OCD
Hi all, a quick search brings up a lot of questions about appetite loss, but I wanted to ask for specific meals or meal replacements (for the days where you're either not hungry or nothing sounds good) or supplements/vitamins/etc. you've incorporated into your daily routine. I am really looking for "healthy" options ...
ADHD
First of all I 100% support peaceful protesters fighting to end these racial injustices. I live in an area that has had the same group of protesters for 3 nights now a block away from my house. They are screaming honking horns and I can hear the polices sirens and the helicopters. Tonight I heard repeated gun shots (co...
ptsd
I was diagnosed later in life. The missed diagnoses was bipolar disorder. I am prone to outburst when something happens that I don’t like( in this case when people are careless with something that’s mine). When I get like this squeeze my head and tense up my body. My motor functions also take a dip. When I am like this...
aspergers
My entire adult life I’ve heard that others can’t tell when I’m being sarcastic. This has been a huge problem for me because most of the time I’m being serious. Often what I say is interpreted as me being mean. Does anyone have this problem?
aspergers
So I’m havin POCD and it’s targeting kids about 12-13. So my new thought is “what if you aren’t attracted to that age but like 11?” So I have a question. If I fear being attracted to 1 age, can I still be a pedo for another age? Or is it one of those things where if you fear any age you won’t be attracted to any age th...
OCD
I'm looking through my Instagram and deleting old people from my school. Looking back I know I wasn't that easy to be around but damn. Some people are just horrible and mean and choose to ostracise someone in groups rather than help or have some sort of empathy :( good riddance I'm glad they're out of my life. I'm muc...
depression
Hi, after recently being put on a personal improvement plan at work because of "concerns" around communication, estimation, and timely delivery (all of which dovetail greatly with ADHD struggles), I disclosed my ADHD diagnosis to my company and am working with HR to document it. To their credit, they are taking it ser...
ADHD
I have been having a shit time doing laundry bc contamination ocd so I do laundry yesterday just to find out some asshole I live with washed a fucking dirty dog gate that's always by the garbage can in the sink and I did my fucking laundry after the fact and now my fucking bed, closet, fuck loads of laundry, hangers et...
OCD
So I have decided to denounce the autistic lifestyle and become normal I believe this will help with my professional, social, fitness, and all other goals. I’m going to keep my autism obsessions, at least to an extent, because those are kind of fun. However, I’m actually going to be able to act on them now that I am...
aspergers
I dunno about you guys (and it definitely wasn't always like this for me) but my OCD is a lot better when im spending time with people. It definitely still lingers in my brain but since im occupied having conversations and just being around people i feel like it takes some strain off my mind. After a long period of be...
OCD
I hope I can describe my feelings correctly. I know it sounds stupid, but I would like to be an immortal and all-knowing person. I would like to be an organism that can see all dimensions, eg. time. I hate knowing that my decisions are not made rationally but are influenced by emotions. I have life energy, but it is lo...
depression
So i always focus on my breathing a lot, thinking im not breathing 'right' but today something weird is happening.. i keep having these weird thoughts like 'what if i stop breathing?' Or lose control over my breathing. and it makes me have shortness of breath idk whats that
OCD
i’m absolutely tired of hearing neurotypicals and sometimes others with different disabilities or mental illnesses constantly making jokes/boasting about just how much adderall makes them focus, get everything done, feel “”high””, and just makes them so energized. because of this bullshit when i first got prescribed ad...
ADHD
I really don’t understand the people who can just ask people out constantly, and doesn’t get heartbroken when it doesn’t last. I can’t just “like” people. The only people l look at that way is the person that l love. I’ve only been in a few relationships in my life because of that. I was in love with someone in high sc...
aspergers
I have PTSD I have severe depression, anxiety, and suicidal thoughts and I want therapy but when I tell my mother she just says " sure " ( sarcastically ) and a couple of mins ago I deeply expressed why I need therapy and am not even sure if we can afford it but its much better then suffering like this. I am a mental m...
ptsd
In a room setting, I like to socialize with certain people but if I don’t like a certain person I try to ignore there presence. I was wondering if anybody else deals with this.
aspergers
Is anyone else often beset by rage? Autistic Rage, I suppose. It's how I've experienced meltdowns most of my life, at least after childhood. It's also a feeling that starts so very easily for me when I encounter difficulties with the world. Trying to put a password in and it's telling me it's wrong? Rage. Person...
aspergers
hey i don't know if this is the right flair but i just wanted to vent i guess i don't know literally spent my entire day literally agonising and delaying coming home because of the pile of dishes i had to do. couldn't even think about it ive been pretending i do not see for like 2 days now. well i get home and i just...
ADHD
After 20 dang years I confronted her, I faced her and I told her that her behaviour has scared me ever since I was a kid, her behaviour has caused trauma for me. Im legit freaking out right now, my whole damn body is whack and I feel like throwing up, im legit having a panic attack and im dissociating so so badly. She ...
ptsd
I tried looking for a post already like this; but I was wondering if anyone else was always told that “everyone has ADHD” anytime that they told people that they had ADHD? Lil story: I was diagnosed last year at age 22 with inattentive ADHD (which makes a lot of my behaviours make sense) and when i told my dad, he sa...
ADHD
I'm curious, since I'd like to learn more about this topic.
aspergers
i have ocd and i'm having trouble focusing on school work because of these issues. its kind of a long story but it directly affects my mom and her bad moods are bringing back bad memories for me. therapist reminded me that there is nothing i can do about this issue as a whole, so it's not worth my time thinking about i...
OCD
I need ways of dealing with meltdowns I recently broke up with my gf and I’ve been having a lot more meltdowns than usual. I think this is normal but they are very uncomfortable and not the most fun time. The most recent was when she said ‘I did love you’ so I started saying did over and over again and scratching my h...
aspergers
I’ve been working my ass off all year and saving up to move to another state. I have been looking for apartments and short term roommates and haven’t had any solid leads. All potential roommates I interviewed with have been really flaky and the apartments I been looking for are unavailable. I wanted to be moved out las...
depression
I started at a new clinical site this week with a nurse practitioner. She's nice enough but pretty aloof, and talks really fast and at length almost constantly. I thought maybe it was a personality quirk but as we worked together more she warmed up and I realized we were alike in attitude and our workflow. Then casuall...
ADHD
I have (currently undiagnosed) OCD and I think I have some kind of health anxiety... This has happened plenty of times where I'll feel something weird or mildly painful and believe it's something serious to the point where I can hardly function...I don't take care of myself, I don't exercise, I don't do things I wanna...
OCD
Hi everyone! I just got 2 forms from CAMHS and i have to get my parents to do one form and i have to pick 1 teacher to fill out another form. I’m at sixth form college and since we only started in september I have no idea which of my teachers to give it to since i have no idea which one knows me best. 1. My fav teach...
ADHD
I haven't been fully diagnosed with ADHD yet, we are currently still working on it. That being said, I have been almost entirely convinced these past few months that I have been suffering from it this whole time. But a few thoughts keep popping in my head that I don't have it, because this symptom is not "this bad" to ...
ADHD
All of my classes and apparently the entire internet is just saturated with people who grew up watching and loving Spongebob, still love it, still watch it, etc etc. I never watched it though? I really didn't like it. It was overwhelming and confusing and always made my ears hurt, what about y'all? I recently saw a bit...
aspergers
For some time now, I have had difficulties studying, reading or similar mental activities. I do not get stressed for exams or anything, and I'm not unhappy outside of this. But whenever I sit down and study without pressure, I get a ton of intrusive and unceasing thoughts telling me that I will not be able to understan...
OCD
I'm working with a NT person who I can't get along with at a job that is part time, no benefits , but pays 20/hr. Ive been working with him for a year and a half and things have only gotten worse, I've tried making due and being cool with him, but it still eats me up inside and I've twice recently went off on him. I ca...
aspergers
I was battling with Schizo-OCD for some months now and it faded away and for a week or 2 I was fine Then BOOM my original fear of heart disease and heart attacks came back. Now I’m obsessing and I’m just a mess rn. I’m getting chest pains , arm pains in my left side, dizzy, shortness of breathe , skipped heart beats...
OCD
Recently my (20m) girlfriend (20f) of 2 years has been less romantically attracted to me. She has a lot of stress in her life about what she’s going to do in the future and where’s she going to live. About 2 months ago she started taking antidepressants (Sertraline) and has been less touchy, clingy and intimate. We ha...
depression
Hi Reddit. I am newly 20 years old and have struggled with depression since I was 13. It feels like it’s gotten much worse over the years. I am so tired and I don’t know what to do. I don’t know how to get out of my unhealthy patterns because it makes me feel safe. I started self harming because I had a breakdown so ba...
depression
Hello, and thanks for reading. I've had insane, incredible vivid dreams for years, diagnosed with PTSD about two years ago, then read a few studies and articles about vivid dreaming connected to PTSD. I am doing better now than I ever have before -- I don't think about killing myself nearly as much anymore, and even wh...
ptsd
Feel like OCD gives me frozen thoughts. I'm afraid to think about anything and don't give my mind time to roam so then I spend time thinking bout WHAT to think about and then I think about nothing but also am so anxious. what is this?
OCD
Hey guys. So ever since college I've felt like I have ADD. While in college I didn't have insurance. So I couldn't afford to pursue testing. A couple of years ago I expressed my concerns to my primary care Dr and she prescribed Wellbutrin. It help for a little while but then I went off of it and switched to Lexapro for...
ADHD
Should be add to be exact, it’s like adhd except the hyperactive part, I can sit still if I have to, just can’t quite focus on a single task like others do. I looked up the symptoms and I’m match pretty much all of them. The most obvious sign is my struggle with homework, i can’t focus on finishing it without dist...
ADHD
So i got diagnosed with ptsd about 3 years ago after i got raped when i was 16. I’m 24f now and just wanting to know how you all deal with having ptsd. Where i live no one realy “believes” in mental health issues. I have no one to talk to about it beside my psychiatrist. If i talk about with my friends they make me f...
ptsd
I am going to start my laundry soon but have serious trouble with completing it. How do I manage this? I want to get back to the way kind of was. My OCD has always been severe but these past couple of months it’s been eating me away. I can’t even buy anything from stores because I feel that someone pees in or on the pr...
OCD
I was recently diagnosed with OCD at the age of 39.... I never had any symptoms prior. It all started after a panic attack and the word suicide popped in my head. This scared me as my mind was racing and I thought I was going crazy. I never once thought of suicide prior and was scared by the thoughts. I was put on mir...
OCD
Hello! I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was a kid, nowadays, I'm looking to get my driver's license but i'm afraid that my ADHD can be a problem while driving, specially manual shift cars. If you have ADHD: Do you drive? It affects you? (English is not my native language, sorry if you saw any grammar errors)
ADHD
edit: thanks for the upvotes and the comments, you guys truly made me feel less alone. i really appreciate it (: i hope to god this is an actual trait of adhd'ers and i'm not just being a crybaby. but, i've noticed my (what i think is) RSD makes it extremely hard for me to argue/debate with others. a few hours ago i...
ADHD
So like, you know those "satisfying" videos of people running things over with their cars? Yeah I'm having thoughts about it being my head infront of the tires, also had a thought of pushing someone infront of a car. The usual random stabbing myself or someone else in middle of night are annoying. I feel like before ...
OCD
It can be any issue and any opinion and it's so distressing. Lately it's with transgender related issues, like what is the least transphobic opinions to have on different things and such. I try so hard to just disengage from any and all discouse but it's so hard.
OCD
So since around 2020 I've been pretty depressed, but I have a lot of stuff from 2016-2019 that constantly reminds me of how my life sucks and it will never be as good as it used to be. I'm still relatively young. near reddit rule breaking young. It's messing up my memories as an adult when I'm not a child anymore. My f...
depression
I was diagnosed with harm ocd 3 weeks ago. Here’s my story so far, so about the beginning of may I saw a video of a man killing a cop and I got angry on why he killed him. The next day I had a dream where I think shot up a building and killing my dad, which my mom called me the devil. I woke up thinking I was gonna end...
OCD
I am friendly with a few co-workers one who I know from school who used to bully me but said it was banter. They tease each other and make weird noises at each other and laugh and do the same to me I play along but don't do it myself. When I was walking out of work they drove past and honked until I looked at their ...
aspergers
Previously on Vyvanse which worked very well for me but I work shifts and was looking for something that wears off a little more quickly. Doc put me on Dexedrine (10mg). For the time that I've had it, I take it as soon as I wake up, and then 16 hours or so later when it's bedtime, it OUGHT to be all out of my system,...
ADHD
If you where given a pill to take away your autism/aspergers would you take it?
aspergers
Tw: mentions of de4th. I was reading this one novel where this one agent was investigating a murder scene. They described someone's death in a brutal way. I felt disturbed, but at the same time... it felt like I was going to smile? After that I tried to smile but the feeling wasn't the same. What does this mean? I stil...
OCD
I was homeless 6 years ago with my twin brother, we were both strung out, sleeping on benches.This random guy attacked me while I was asleep with a machete. I woke up and my hand was hanging off and my left eye was hanging out of its socket.I wandered around and basically waited to bleed out. It was awful. I survived, ...
ptsd
I have no friends, no partner, no family (they're toxic anyways so not like I'm entirely missing anything but it just proves how worthless I really am to them). And at work yesterday I got so depressed that I fell asleep for 2 hours (office job). Boss woke me up. I'm probably on the verge of being fired now. I work 2...
depression
Bullshit. Some people are permanently poor, some are permanently lonely, etc. But If I say: "Well, If nothing is permanent, you will stop being rich at some point", people will get mad.
depression
Always feel so lonely and out of place. I have friends, I love them, they're good friends. But I just feel so alone, and like an outcast no matter where I am. Like people will be talking to friends of mine and they just ignore me, I mean it's my own fault, I don't really talk to people. Social interaction is hard lol
depression
Driving down a windy long road this afternoon and PTSD showed up again. My wife and I were driving peacefully listening to music on a randomly sunny Sunday afternoon when I turned the slight corner and my brain took over. Ahead of us roughly 100 meters was a Chevy suburban with all doors open and a man standing in the ...
ptsd
So my wife left me for someone else, about a year and a half ago now... When this whole situation happened, I changed the 4 digit pin to access my phone. So the thing is, I'm a creature of habit. Anytime in my life that I've needed to use a 4 digit pin, it's always been the same. I was with my ex for 17 years. She kno...
depression
My (34F) wife (36F) has burned out on making our meal plan each week (finding recipes, figuring out good days for cooking vs leftovers, planning snacks, adding prep notes, making grocery list, etc) and has asked me to do it instead. I’ve been doing it for about six weeks straight now, and every week I am late and I am...
ADHD
I’ve been having suicidal thoughts I overthink like crazy and I’m just upset all the time all my happiness is temporary and I have no one to talk too, I’m scared if I take this job it will unveil new stress related problems and more anxiety and panic attacks I don’t know if I’m ready, I’m only 16 I don’t have bills or ...
depression
Right, bit of history....I suffer from depression, anxiety and paranoia. To cope cope I have drank alcohol to dangerous amounts and smoked to the point it's became a family issue. When I drink, I drink whiskey, wine, vodka, shots and all things found on the back wall (basically anything strong). And I have a history a...
depression
So recently I’ve been really upset about the fact that I usually never pick up my dog poop. It was something I always did and always just assumed wasn’t that bad, it would be used to fertilize the ground. I know now that it’s really not the best thing to do and when looking online to see if it was really bad it seems l...
OCD
I would like to preface this post by stating that I understand how privileged I am to have been given the opportunity to travel and live in many different countries. That being said as a Greek/Spaniard born in Texas and raised in the UK and India , I felt not only isolated but discriminated against/ ostracized from the...
aspergers
Even though I've been professionally diagnosed, I still have this fear that I'm faking it. What if I unconsciously just make myself have the symptoms because I know what they are or what if what happened to me wasn't actually even that bad? What if I'm just over-reacting? Does anyone know if this is a common thing wi...
ptsd
I'm about a year on prozac right now, and last year I went through my first round of CBT. It has helped quite a bit, and I am now able to really live life happily. I'm going through group CBT in a couple of days. I can't help but wonder how much better i really can get. Does anyone have experience of going through CBT ...
OCD
I can't leave the house, stay over at friends houses, be in friends' cars, or go on dates unless the person goes to my house. Anyone else overcome these things? I really want to be able to relax in company of people who aren't my immediate family and relax when I'm being driven anywhere by anyone who isn't my Mom, Dad,...
ptsd
ive been suspicious recently that i have some repressed trauma from my childhood. nearly two years [3rd grade, parts of 1st grade] i have little to no memories of. i have triggers that i dont know the origins of. namely hands covering my face, large male hands, hands touching my waist, hands touching me between the leg...
ptsd
I'm 100% sure there's a better way to posit that question but my brain won't do it lol so I'll just expand on it. Also this may not be an ADHD-specific question? But I figured it has a big basis in rejection sensitivity so...? I've never been the, "Oh yeah? Well I'll show YOU!" type of person. "Tough love" and all tha...
ADHD
Why is everyone who I meet just the most rudest and coldest people ever all I want is atleast one caring friend atleast one fucking caring friend or just someone who is literally nice I feel so abandoned and alone.
depression
I’m a 17f and I have just been medicated fir avout 2 weeks. I was diagnosed last june. The medication has already improved so much. My thoughts are much more clear and I can concentrate a lot better. If this is what life was supposed to be like then I have been missing out by a lot. I’m so lucky to be diagnosed and me...
ADHD
Referring to nightmares, night terrors, waking up in a panic, etc Basically, I’ve started not being able to remember my dreams. If I do, they’re disturbing but abstract and not at all about trauma. For example, fleeing my home for some unknown reason but being unable to find my keys, I’ve had that one a few times. I...
ptsd
ughhhh ive been in recovery for a restrictive ed for the past couple years but recently I have been fluctuating in weight and idk how I look like anymore. I just ate pizza and wings and theoretically I should not feel guilty but I do … and I feel very inclined to restrict/body check all over again
depression
Watching the Olympics has made me remember a question I've always had about professional sports - **how do athletes not get distracted by the stadium music?** If they like it, how do they not dance, and if they hate it, how does it not sour their focus and distract them from their plans? But now that I know autism is...
aspergers
I got with my ex when I was 19 and he was 16 and I am older now obviously realizing that was weird now my brain won't stop reminding me he was cute back then and last night my brain was like do it think about it and I fell into doing and feel like shit. Can someone give advice on what I should do? Why did my brain do t...
OCD
Going to schedule a call, was wondering if anyone has tried it and what it was like. Thank you!
OCD
It just seems dumb to use the empathy I have when I have alexithima and it complicates things anyway Especially when I don’t take my depression meds Other people seem so pathetic sometimes to let words bother them. It gets to a point sometimes that everything I say is just to get them logistically to shut up with w...
aspergers
I have just always felt like an "it." Not in a bad way, but just not as a he/she. I feel so alien when I look into the mirror because it's not who I envisioned to see. I used to think I was attracted to twinks, but no, I wanted to *be* one.
aspergers
Everyday I wake up thinking about why I have to keep going. I’m losing all my hope. I can’t even look in the mirror without thinking about everything I hate about myself
depression
I keep being told to just accept the thoughts being here and just let them be. But I just f**king can’t. It just cannot be done for me. Everything I try to do turns out to be some kind of compulsion and harms my mental health even further. I just can’t keep doing this it’s impossible. I’m such a monster. I feel like t...
OCD
Always had these stupid thoughts get into my head whenever I could do something to kill myself. For example, a sky train comes by and I’ll just be like why don’t I just jump, all the pain will go away. I know that’s not practical at all and I realize that although I’m the one who’s pain ends, I’m just transferring th...
depression
This might dont even have connection with ocd. But i think i have a memory in the past, that i did a bad thing to a cat. Its been stuck in my head. Is this real? I keep questioning myself. I think its real and i dont think its real.. is this kind of mental health problem?
OCD
Hello, I’ve recently read that health anxiety is part of OCD, obsessive compulsive disorder. My therapist also identified this when I described her all of my “symptoms” - constantly palpating, then seaking reassureance that I am fine, then feeling a short relief just to go back to palpating again or to worry about so...
OCD
Since I was young I developed some habits and "compulsions" to avoid and make my fear against anything disappear. I started listening to this voice in my head that told me exactly what I wanted to hear and made me feel better, but as he came to life I started forcing myself to do some stupid stuff like touching things ...
OCD
I stppped taking celexa back in March and I never really had any issues. Well I wanted to start again and took 1 last night (10mg). I am feeling super weird. Weird buzzing feeling all over body, very anxious, no appetite. Is this normal? Just after one time? When will this go away?
depression
Guess I lost the genetic dice roll. Cause I’m completely fucked and nothing helps. CBT, DBT, EMDR, all the therapies, they’re all just fucking words. Just useless words. Words can’t help. Meds can’t help either. Been on dozens and dozens of the fucking things. They do nothing, nothing at all. Not even one measly fuckin...
ptsd
My family always tells me I look weird doing it, and my dentist started getting concerned lol. Anyone else do this? Is it a form of stimming or am I just weird? (I mean we're all weird cause we're here but yeah)
aspergers
I’ve been on Adzenys to treat ADHD for a few years after briefly trying Vyvanse. The cost has always been a headache with my insurance providers and pharmacies over the years. Every time I ask about just switching to Adderall, since it’s cheaper and more readily available/supported by more insurance companies, my docto...
ADHD
I've been putting my room at a disturbing There-is-everything-here state, but since my family's moving and I'm going to get a part time job as a student on January, I thought maybe I wanted to decorate my new room. I was confused by what I should be doing first, then I thought I should probably choose a theme. The pro...
ADHD
I’ve noticed a lot of posts on here about losing phones and keys and stuff so I want to share what I have learned and found useful. Android users: if you lose your phone you can go to google.com on your computer, make sure you are logged in to your account, and search “find my phone” and track it or force it to ring f...
ADHD
[Here's last week's thread](https://old.reddit.com/r/aspergers/comments/lchev2/hows_your_week_going_so_far_weekly_post_155/) Suggestions are ALWAYS welcome on how to improve the threads I post at any time. After all, I do this because the community wants these threads to exist, and I take the time out of my day (every...
aspergers
Yet more medico-legal loopholes to be aware of. >In an administrative complaint, school officials said marijuana is not allowed in the Marion County school system and Hickman never notified his boss that he uses the drug as a controlled substance. > >Administrators also said that medical marijuana may be legal in t...
ptsd
I had a moment a year ago when I went into flight or fight. There were people in the vicinity of me who were all plotting against me. At the time I had no clue what was going to happen, but now I see it was a fear/scare tactic that messed me up. I made a phone call to family telling them to come back to me and stated I...
ptsd
I have somatic ocd and I feel scared of keeping my eyes closed for a long time for some reason. I focus on the darkness and feel like I can’t think and unfocus on the darkness. Even though I can. Who gets scared of closing their eyes??? I feel helpless what is this?? Anyone ever experience this? Seeing a therapist who ...
OCD
I just moved into a new house, one of the safest places i've ever lived. The first night alone it hurt to realize how different this was from all of the previous places i've lived. No one was trying to hurt me in any way and I actually have a lock on my bedroom door now, preventing anyone from hurting me. But now that ...
ptsd
I’ve always struggled with putting myself first when I need to, or being a little bit selfish. I just broke up with my girlfriend the other day and I feel so terrible about it. I keep having intrusive thoughts about it and it’s torturing me. Deep down I know I didn’t feel right in the relationship, but I still really ...
OCD
Hi, Assuming I'm not the only one who has a thing about stimulation from pretty, bright colours, and random interesting objects. Like seeing stuff in shops and becoming obsessed with it/feeling a need to buy it because something about it is just \*perfect\* and triggers this unexplainable joy. And then stockpiling ite...
ADHD
I’ve not seen a therapist for my depression since I was very young. I know I should probably ask for consultations and not just pick one blindly, but I honestly have no idea what kind of questions I should be asking outside of ensuring they’re not going to want to point me to find answers from any kind of religion. Any...
depression
I grew up on the east coast with LOADS of snow. Every winter my family would go to a tree farm and cut a tree down the day after thanksgiving. On the way home we would get hot chocolate and drive around looking at all the lights in the neighborhood. At home we would set up and decorate the tree with the fire burning an...
depression