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Tw/Psychosis (ik some ppl with ocd fear psychosis) I’ve had psychosis nos but according to my psychiatrist it’s most likely borderline psychosis. I had it pretty bad i was hospitalised and went pretty bad and was suffering bad with all types of hallucinations and delusions. Anyways since i’ve been recovering from p...
OCD
For example I can hardly get out of bed, get distracted for hours easily, and I’m incredibly forgetful but is it fair to say those things are adhds fault? Idk I just don’t want to blame things on adhd when it could be my fault, or getting used to blaming adhd that I blame things on it that isn’t adhds fault. ( Ik I ...
ADHD
People are Sometimes annoyed by me or treat me like I have Ocd... Well lol. I hate that. But I also understand that. This disorder has it's consequences. My mom actually thought I had psychosis at my worst. People will treat you like you are legit crazy and avoid you, especially online. It's not just the ocd it's the s...
OCD
I have always had ADHD but I didn't know that until uni. I was the smartest kid in primary and middle school and it was something I was proud of. It really boosted my self esteem and I felt confident and happy. I started struggling during high school. Since I was no longer the best at anything, it made me go through s...
ADHD
Just wondering if anyone here, especially those of you more in the Pure O department, have considered or tried ketamine infusions, injections or troches. Hearing that there is promise. Research out of Stanford is encouraging. Anyone?
OCD
Hey, I don't know if this belongs here so I'm sorry in advance if not. Has anyone tried to conceive following sexual assault? I was gang raped eight years ago. I finally addressed this last year and went to therapy etc. My husband and I are at the point now where we want to start a family. Thing is, we've only ever ha...
ptsd
Is it possible to have both OCD and Bipolar disorder?
OCD
I realized recently why I miss drinking alcohol so much.. it has this effect on me where most of my symptoms disappear or become manageable. It’s not a long term solution at all but it certainly felt amazing to feel that relief. I can handle loud sounds without getting violently angry, I can socialize easily as I d...
aspergers
Trying to wrap my mind around this & am curious what your thoughts are.. There is a girl at work who was talking to my boss about hiring another girl, her “bestfriend”. Her friend, turns out, is the ex-girlfriend of the person who sexually assaulted me. I’ve felt triggered by this since hearing her name & the thought...
ptsd
I do desperately want to feel a connection to another human being again. Well simply put. A Woman human being. I’m a dude, 28 and I’ve just gone through the final stages of my divorce. During the 8 years we were married. I think we lost our connection around year 6. We had essentially just been roommates living togethe...
depression
My clinical psychologist gave me a list of diagnostic impressions, and Unspecified Attention Deficit Hyperactivity (F.90.9) is listed. Does this mean I have ADHD or??? My clinical psychologist gave me a very vague overview of my report and I'm confused. If anyone here's good at reading these kind of reports and would a...
ADHD
Does anyone know of any surveys I can partake in? I've seen the list pinned here and some of them aren't updated/inactive. I'm doing this for myself mostly. I don't care if they pay or not I'm willing to help anyone who's doing this for a school project or for personal use etc. as well. Comment or msg me please
ptsd
If someone here has an idea or thought that they do not believe will be accepted by the rest of the community, they can say it through me by dm if I make a comment of my own idea I will make sure to make it clear My goal is basically to prevent groupthink from ruining everything, I don't know if the moderators agre...
aspergers
[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9hsWW3CjHmI](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9hsWW3CjHmI) "Relationships arise on the basis of being physically close to another person over a long period of time. What we call a relationship develops from this physical closeness and its interactions. If there is a real exchange, t...
ptsd
This is an entirely selfish post of venting but would like others to share their worst moments of anger and rage connected to triggers so I know i am not alone. But reallly….Why? Why am I like this? I perceive anything and everyone as some threat and it gets me in trouble. Im an educated, successful woman and yet I...
ptsd
I feel like most of the symptoms of ADHD apply to me and my sister has it so I really want to see a psychiatrist. I have felt this way for a while but I’m too scared to ask my mom to make me an appointment out of fear of judgement. I’m also scared that the doctor will say I’m totally normal and I’ll just have to live w...
ADHD
As a child I pretty much never got what I wanted - at best kind of close, but that was it. I can't count how many places I wanted to go, and we are not talking long trips - like to the library, to a bookstore, etc - yet my mom would never take me. So as an adult I kind of expect to be disappointed. I know it might sou...
aspergers
Title says it all. I constantly get berated for 'not listening' because I seriously struggle with making eye contact, and my mind wanders. Long meetings or conversations feel like torture. People will often point out how I am constantly twitching my leg or acting as if I am 'in outer space' Not that I necessarily owe...
ADHD
Can't deal with my life, quit my job and I can't afford it. I'm done eating, drinking, done with everything. I wish I had a gun to end this shit faster
depression
I need some support right now, I’ve had PTSD since an abusive relationship when I was 20. Most of my symptoms are daytime ones like intrusive thoughts, flashbacks etc. In March 2018, I was stabbed in the hand and my chest by my neighbour who went off tap this particular night and tried to murder his wife. I tried to st...
ptsd
Hey everyone! I am part of a non-profit that we raise money for neurodiverse classrooms. The current logo uses a symbol uses the dreaded puzzle piece and after lots of me saying I didn't agree with it, we are finally getting a new logo! I'm super excited, got to give my speech on why we need to rebrand and I think ...
aspergers
I don't know if this is an aspie thing, so I thought I'd ask. My whole life I've been a very "particular" person about my material possessions. When I get a new phone, Fitbit, headphones, PC parts, movies, games, consoles, TVs, monitors, literally anything of notable value (most of the time, electronics), I have this u...
aspergers
I’ve been taking Concerta 54mg and so far feel great, except when eat I get nausea and acid reflux every damn time. Even if I eat something small or plain. Keen to hear how others have helped this or what / how often you eat please when taking it? I don’t want to change the medicine yet as I do really well on it otherw...
ADHD
Ok so this started in middle school for me, and I just realized that I’m not the only person with this. Why did it start for you?? I was an extremely anxious and paranoid kid, so when I heard like “Don’t jinx it! Knock on wood!” It became like, “if you don’t do .., then .. will happen” and now I’m here knocking on wood...
OCD
I found out about a year ago that I have Asperger’s and from that point on word things have gotten slightly more difficult in the sense of now I’m thinking too much on what could be wrong with me even though that this is something that’s normal and the majority of the barriers that most people with Asperger’s have I’ve...
aspergers
It’s one of those days where my COCD gets the best of me. Been feeling really down lately and i feel as if everyone around me either hates or is tired of me. When I feel like this, everything starts to bother me and it piles on to my intrusive thoughts. I’ve been getting a lot of intrusive thoughts about dumb stuff fro...
OCD
I am a long term parter to someone who was diagnosed as having ADHD. As part of my attempt to hold space, learn, grow and be as supportive as possible, I will frequent forums to ask questions to seek some incite and perhaps advice if necessary. The question is, as someone who is managing ADHD is it possible to come ac...
ADHD
I would like some guidance with how to stabalise my mindset. I've been diagnosed with Asperger's since I was 17 (23 now) but I still cannot get used to being autistic. In my head there is the real me and the autistic me. In reality there is only one me, right? There isn't a literal part of my brain that can be bl...
aspergers
So I'm from the UK but I live in Brazil. I was dating a girl for years here in Rio de Janeiro, we split up then got back together many times. One of the main reasons for breaking up was my constant reassurance seeking in terms of asking questions (Did I hit you? Did I commit a crime against you? Etc). I would accidentl...
OCD
I feel like I'm drowning when I think how my relationship is crippling. It's going to come to an end, I'm reminded of why I'm still with my SO when he tells me it's because he doesn't give up on things. I know it's supposed to be reassuring, but all it does is ring alarm bells. Warning he could be with anyone else(not ...
depression
Why does ocd trigger old memories that you want to forget and they appear randomly. Why? What is the treatment?
OCD
I keep having thoughts that something will happen to my friends and family while i'm sleeping or away from them and that the only way to stop those thoughts from coming true is to do something that i enforce on myself. Alot of the time it's stuff I really don't want to do or am uncomfortable/scared of doing and it's re...
OCD
Hey everyone. Long time reader first time poster. I recently started a new job and it's great but I'm working with my ex and I can't stop my intrusive thoughts about her having sex with one of my coworkers. Please help.I know I'm supposed to just accept them but I'm afraid I'm manifesting it happening and I don't know ...
OCD
Right now I am DEEPLY obsessed with dogs. I work at a doggie daycare full time, I come in contact with roughly 100 dogs every day. I even just got a part time job working for a dog trainer. My life basically revolves around dogs. I SMELL like dogs. You’d think that when I come home from work I’d be tired of even t...
aspergers
So some background my mom was mentally abusive, her ex-husband(stepdad) was 1 of 2 sexual abusers of mine, the neighbors daughter my "friend" who was another. Lately I've been relapsing so badly that im shaking, can't breathe but then i breathe in so much that it hurts to breathe in but i wont release the air, its gott...
ptsd
I have had a couple of mental compulsions in the past weeks which I avoided thinking of or resolving, the anxiety did go down but I'm not sure exactly when I'm able to think of the particular thoughts and not trigger anxiety and compulsions again. I do feel sometimes that I would relapse if I encounter the things that...
OCD
I am finding dogs bark and growl at me for no reason at all. In fact they have done this all my life. I have quite severe ADHD and wonder if this is linked? I love animals and particularly dogs (funnily enough) I’m just not sure what they are picking up on me. Usually their owners are shocked and apologetic !! I hat...
ADHD
I need to do a research for a school project, but everytime I try to focus I end up just watching random videos on YouTube, scrolling through twitter or Reddit, and searching for random topics, like the regions of France or smth like this. The deadline is due tomorrow and I don't have nothing in my hands, what can I do...
ADHD
This is not something easy, and it's not going to change your life overnight, but this is a five minute exercise I ask you to try today, and hopefully continue daily if you see that it helps. This reminds me a lot of meditation, but instead focused on working against our active brain. Set a timer for 5 mins. Before h...
OCD
Are they still considered intrusive thoughts if they stem from a real event? I know intrusive thoughts don’t have a origin, and I deal with some that are that way. Although, most of mine comes from something that I really did. Do I still treat these the same way? I always read that intrusive thoughts are just thoughts,...
OCD
There used an OCD support group that met every other Wed that met at a Starbucks in the suburb of Rocky River. The group seemed to fizzle out in late 2018/early 2019. Does anyone know of the group, or if it no longer exists would anyone in the Cleveland area be interested if I (try) and create one?
OCD
I thought I could admit my thoughts to her. Thought I can trust her. When we broke up, and yeah I kept annoying her trying to talk and didn't give space but didn't give her the right to post me on Facebook and say I'm a predator and let the world know I've had intrusive thoughts of aweful things. Really painted me to ...
OCD
Have you ever lost anything important or that was valuable to you? Do you easily get frustrated when you search in every possible place that the item could be in and it is nowhere to be found? I wouldn't say that I constantly lose things, but it happens more often than it should. About more than half the time when I lo...
aspergers
recently i’ve been having an issue with sleep. i’ve always had sleep issues but it’s usually with going to bed too late, not waking up too early. every morning, i wake up at 5am-6am, sometimes even earlier, and just can’t go back to bed. it’s like i’m wide awake already. 6 is fine if i’m working that day but wow, is it...
ADHD
Hope that title makes sense. Pretty much, I have OCD (main themes being ROCD and Real Event), and while I have support groups I am a part of, I am wondering if there are any support groups for my partner? My husband has been incredible through all of this, but I know that he struggles because of it. He also has said t...
OCD
Has anyone taken this for intrusive/obsessive thoughts OCD? What is your opinion? I’m thinking about ditching Prozac because I don’t feel like it’s working and asking my doctor to try Anfranil. Thanks!
OCD
I was prescribed Focalin, which at first did not work. The second drug I was prescribed to me was Wellbutrin, which just made me angry and mad at the world I don’t know why. Today I want to go back and be treated for my ADHD because lately it’s been getting worse and worst everyday. Should I talk to my doctor about ...
ADHD
hi people. I am looking for recommendations for in ear buds that could help me I want - some kind of noise reduction that doesn't muffle the sound - discreet as I'm going to a big very nt school and don't feel like explaining my neurodivergence to everyone lol I would like - not just earplugs, but being able to ...
aspergers
These past few days I couldn’t stop thinking about things I used to own that made me happy from my childhood and from my teenage years. I kept getting obsessive thoughts and images of the clothes, movies, toys, and jewelry that I used to have that I gave away too soon in a rush without fully thinking through. Now I com...
OCD
Do you ever find that you get random words or phrases stuck in your head? For instance, it could be the phrase "red lorry, yellow lorry" just playing over and over again on an endless loop. This is something I get a lot but it's usually something more disturbing than that. It's driven me insane at times.
OCD
Hi guys. I am newly diagnosed with ADHD combined type from a Psychologist at my school. I brought my diagnosis to my home doctor to ask about medications and she made me feel really shitty. She asked me if I had taken calculus yet and if I had done well in it, and I said yes I loved calculus and I got As, and she said ...
ADHD
Hey everyone! I'm an engineering student, and I'm struggling a lot in my current internship. I feel that these issues may be caused (or at least worsened) by my ADHD, so I thought I'd share them here and see if anyone has had similar experiences. With every single engineering job I've had (I'm on my fourth internship)...
ADHD
how do you manage with procrastination like this? i cleaned my room and got ahead on other assignments but i simply cannot get myself to watch this lecture. i think ot might be executive dysfunction related. i feel a blockage where anything else seems easier. i hate lectures compared to assignments because theyre so bo...
ADHD
i’ve been taking adderall for like a week straight bc of finals but i didn’t take any today and it’s just been fucking awful. it’s like i finally experienced some peace in my everyday life and now im back to being miserable. i know it’s recommended to take tolerance breaks but if its gonna be like this idk if i’d want ...
ADHD
I'm terrified of intimacy. I'm terrified of getting with a girl as when I do I imagine I've done something with her in the bed, committed some sort of sexual crime. I ask "did I do anything you didn't want?" "Was it OK I did this/that?". Then the girl says "yes, it's all good", but my mind kinda goes blank and I can't ...
OCD
everything is hopeless. i want to die but i dont. should i go to the ER???? I had one experience when I was 15 and they just sent me home with a social worker. what are your experiences with going to the ER or psych ward?? Can i bring my phone with me if i go? Idk what to do anymore. Is it normal to want to go just to ...
depression
I can't. Im just done. Not tonight, but soon. This is too much for me. This is too much for anyone. It doesn't matter who you are or what you've been through. There's always a limit. I've been past it for so long. I've been dying for so long. Im not doing this again. This is the last time. At the end of it I'll either ...
depression
I told her I was depressed and anxious about taking the GED test like I wouldn’t pass and she started saying how she doesn’t believe that I am the way I am and I’m making a big deal over nothing. I’m diagnosed with depression and anxiety and other things and it was sad to know that she doesn’t think it’s real and that ...
depression
Title basically. And why do they cause side effects in the first place ?
depression
So I may be a bit of an oddball. I was diagnosed with OCD and PTSD early last month, but I've been dealing with OCD since I was around 15 (I'm 30 now). My theme has always been my sexual orientation and whether or not I am gay or straight or bi. Basically I obsess with what my label is. Here's where it gets interesti...
OCD
I work several hours a week, my boss every time ask fro changes,and he said that i always lating all work, but he ask every time more this the date never will be ok, my healt is very bad and i dont know what i have to do
depression
I know jumping from interest to interest is something that we tend to do but I am curious if there was something that you stuck with for a long time without losing interest? For me, there was one sport that stuck with me until my sophomore year of college, cheerleading! Something about throwing people in the air and t...
ADHD
I do not know how to express what is going on in my head. It has always been difficult for me. I can not talk to people and I do not know why. It used to be a lot easier, but the longer I live, the worse it gets. I really feel like i have never been myself. I do not take any steps for my own development, apart from stu...
depression
I used to be a pretty sensitive and caring kid but moderate depression/anxiety has slowly eroded my ability to really care about others and made me a very cold person. This of course makes me feel guilty and selfish which only deepens my anger towards my self. I want to to overcome this but the only way I’m able to be ...
depression
Sometimes it's hard to figure out what exposure should be. What you DON'T want becomes complicated because I WANT to do the therapy right
OCD
I'm so tired of my scars. They're like a public mark of shame. People sometimes ask me why I'm always wearing a long-sleeve jacket even in 100+ F heat, and that's why: I'm ashamed of my scars. They remind me of the worst times of my life. They give me so much pain even to this day. I'm tired of wearing these curses, t...
ptsd
so i found taht typing fanfic shelps my racing/intrusive/pbbsesive thoughts or whatever they are i dont know yet.its curious why does this work is it because my mind is focusing on something else its very curious?pls let me know if you have an idea of why this helps??but i am super pumped i found something to help
ADHD
Why do the smallest thing makes me cry … everything feels so overwhelming. I don’t know what to do anymore. I just want it all to end. End my suffering .. I’m so tired of being sad. Why can’t I just be happy for once. Why do I mess up everything I do and every relationship I have. Why am I no one #1. I wish I was neve...
depression
2021 has been the worse year of my life.. I bought a new car and OCD didn’t allow me to enjoy it, I got into my dream school and OCD didn’t allow me to enjoy that either. I’m just really tired of having to give into compulsions, it makes the people around me either look at me like i’m a freak, or worry about me more....
OCD
My life is on auto-pilot. I wish I could just stop existing.
depression
If I'm doing my thing for quite some time, let's say 2 hours + and someone throws a joke at me or strikes up a short conversation, I can't shift my focus and end up with an evasive response / no response at all, making the situation awkward. Is it just me or is it an Asperger's thing?
aspergers
Sometimes they're quite graphic, other times I wake up with an emotion I'd only visit around the time of my trauma. But night terrors always leave me tense and scared in the morning, and I never really fully move on to the day because of how purely painful and terrifying they are. Have been meditating+ therapy. But oth...
ptsd
As a young kid around 6-7, my elementary school noted my lack of attention and I was diagnosed with ADD shortly after by my doctor. At that age my parents just threw it off as "being a kid" instead of ADD, so I have *never* been medicated for it. I struggled through most of school by forcing myself to pay attention a...
ADHD
I’ve been saying “HOCD dreams” or “same sex dreams” but I haven’t actually told you guys what was going on because I was too scared to, too scared that it might be too much for you guys to even think I’m straight I have reoccurring dreams of giving oral, and this isn’t a random thing that just happened, I know exactl...
OCD
TL;DR below. Statistics say around 80 percent of us don't have full time jobs. For me, I'm so exhausted I struggle to even get out of bed and brush my teeth, let alone hold a job for 40 hours a week, every week, 40 years straight. My issues with energy levels, depression and severe lack of discipline got so bad I becam...
aspergers
I don't have anyone to share this with so was hoping to find some perspective here. My first marriage was controlling and very violently abusive. I am 16 years removed from that situation. I have been married to my wonderful current husband 6 years. It took me 10 years of healing to get into another marriage. I have ...
ptsd
lmao what type of ocd is this?? is this even ocd? I turned 22 this year and for some reason i’m having a melt down over it, i hate my career that i’ve been stuck in since 18 but i feel like it’s too late and this is my life now :( i’m only getting older too?? i was 20 at the start of this pandemic and i feel like this ...
OCD
I've had depression ever since I can remember. My first memory's of wanting to die was when I was 7 or 8, my first time self harming was also about that age. It's somewhat gotten better over the years, the depression isn't gone, but I stopped SHing. The numb phases have mostly gone away, but the sad phases of depress...
depression
Hey, everyone. So I’ll cut straight to the point: I did an in-depth study of WWI, including analysis of photographs, diaries, letters, the works. And now, thanks to an overactive imagination aiding the fleshing out of the human side of the war (specifically the Somme), I’m experiencing phenomena that seem to be related...
ptsd
I prefer to not tell others that I was diagnosed unless it's necessary. I have only told a chosen few about my being diagnosed. To my knowledge nobody else is any wiser to the fact I know I shouldn't be and the chances are it wouldn't happen but I fear opening up about my aspergers to be viewed or treated any differe...
aspergers
I’m down to one person for social support. I’m in my late 40s and it’s been a total struggle to find a kind, intelligent, and patient person to socialize with. I had a friend like this back in 2016 but there’s been a huge gap in my social life and my supports. The offer to pay $28 an hour to be a companion still sta...
aspergers
Hello everyone. I’m currently on an ADHD medication (won’t name because I have no clue if my family is on Reddit), and have been for a while now. It has this really bad side effect where my mood becomes really bad right after I take it. My co-workers have noticed this too, and they have asked why I look so damn depress...
ADHD
TLDR: Have some symptoms of ADHD, only became present in high school and are only present (as far as I understand) in one place; however, I don't think its anxiety or depression so I'm looking for answers to make me feel less scared or embarrassed about bringing up the possibility of having ADHD. So, long story short...
ADHD
So i think i have ptsd from being raped like a year and a half ago and im happy to have gotten away from him and im in a relationship now and sometimes when we have sex i start to have bad anxiety like im on high alert. Then i start to feel confused and scared and my boyfriend is very helpful. But nothing helps, i star...
ptsd
It seems like my mind gets stuck on embarrassing things I did as a horny teen, ever since I realized I was sexually assaulted as a kid. I know OCD/trauma caused me to do these things, but still, my mind gets stuck until I have something else to worry about usually. Does it ever go away?
OCD
Sorry, but this is my first post. I am kinda confused here.
OCD
I made a post about two years ago on here, I deleted it shortly after and came back a year later explaining that it was still not any better. I am now back again because, well, it's still not any better. It's gotten worse, is getting worse everyday and it's going to continue like this until I give in and kill myself....
depression
Este es el único "r/" con asperger que me interesa pero no entiendo nada ¿Que hago?
aspergers
This is a big one. This particular client was among the first who started hiring me consistently as a freelance writer, and they did in the middle of the whole pandemic thing. To me, this was pre diagnosis, so I've been consistently missing on deadlines and apologizing and not really knowing what was going on. Yet th...
ADHD
Why does life suck why have I never been happy I’m only 16 and I’m so disabled in my head I can’t do anything but it here and watch everone else be happy
depression
I've been ... my whole life, I've been upset about the way black people have to live, always afraid of the police. I've been stopped by the cops and never had to think twice. I backed into a cop car, and he directed traffic to help me get out of the parking lot. But now that my mask isn't working anymore, I know I coul...
aspergers
I really need to try good quality NCH for obvious reasons but I am worried I won't hear if something is wrong.
aspergers
I was diagnosed with OCD and started meds a year ago, among other things one of my major struggles has been with bugs. I would be terrified of bugs to the point where if I saw one, I would start crying and panicking. my brain would be convinced that my house was infested, that they were living on my skin/hair, in my fo...
OCD
Basically the title says it all. I feel like I can't ever get on top of anything. The days I feel motivated, my kids decide to be whiny and clingy and I can't get anything done. Which then makes me angry and irritable, so the last thing I want to do is be around my kids. It then sends me into a depression because I fee...
ADHD
YALL I 1) WOKE UP ON TIME 2) DID ALMOST ALL MY MORNING CHORES 3) GOT OUT OF THE HOUSE AT 8:30 AM!!!! I HAVE BEEN STRUGGLING TO DO THIS SINCE LIKE MARCH I AM SO FUCKING PUMPED 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 note: Started Jornay PM yesterday. Ya take it at night and it dissolves by the time you wake up. Good...
ADHD
Things are going pretty decently that I'm afraid it's about time something bad will happen. It's like I know some greater power is ready to pull the rug from under me like normal. It's like I'm afraid to be happy because this state of being is what I know. It's not like I enjoy being sad but it's like what I'm so used ...
depression
Major trigger warning for this for paranoid thoughts. I struggle with thinking that everyone is out to get me all the time. The only people I trust are my parents and my brother, and even they are sometimes scary to me. I want to live alone, but I don’t know if I could ever feel safe. I want to build my own tiny home,...
OCD
Not saying I feel suicidal but lately I been wishing I felt like it like I wish I could have the guts to just end everything but I don’t and don’t think I ever could but I wish I did if that makes sense has anyone felt this like I think about the thought of it and if I would want to but get upset Bc I know I wouldn’t b...
OCD
Hello! Firstly - I have already asked my titration nurse for more info. I'm asking here because I've done every kind of Reddit/scientific paper/medication side effects search I can think of and have struggled to find clear info. I'm happy to receive both anecdotes and further reading. I've been titrating for a few m...
ADHD
I've been taking Vyvanse for about two weeks, the symptoms I've experienced are: Calmness, focusing more/no longer distracted, taking notes quicker and more, talking a lot more than I used to, loss of appetite, and my taste is messed up I haven't seen anywhere where your taste can be effected by taking this, but I t...
ADHD