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I have a small list of assignments to do. Easy ones, nothing to worry about. Stop taking meds cause I'm working out and feeling better. Brain agrees this is a wise decision. So wise. You should go find baby jesus and shower peasants with lavender and herbs. Plus that's 30 buckaroo's I need to spend on food and gas righ...
OCD
For the longest time, I didn’t wear underwear. I just didn’t see the point or why it was socially unacceptable not to wear it. It was only until around middle school that I really started wearing it. Similarly, whenever I got my T-shirt shirt backwards when I was younger, I did this thing where instead of talking it of...
aspergers
I started 3x 5mg of dexamphetamine (aka dexedrine) IR/day a week ago and on the first day, it was calming and I felt like I could do my house chores, felt more focused and a sense of euphoria - I felt genuinely happy for the 1st time in a long time. It was great and I was like yaaass I skipped only the next day's dose...
ADHD
I presume that I'm not the only one that has a jukbox in their head fill with lyrics I won't forget, that seems to start playing whenever my mind needs a soundtrack for the moment. So, what songs are your mind’s Greatest Hits? sub post: Do you ever create a music video in your head to go along with the song?
ADHD
Anyone else OCD and ADHD? I am hyperfocused on mopping and cleaning baseboards today so now I must go do them so no one dies…. Ugh
OCD
hi everyone! sorry if it’s not allowed to post this in here, please tell me if i have to delete it. So for school I have to make an instrument to give my classmates a sensory experience, and I would really think it’s interesting to see how people react to something OCD related. This also because some of my classmates...
OCD
That's it. Hope there isn't a word count requirement. Edit: Okay, I won't. Would anyone know if this varies depending on the sort of job you're applying for? I'm almost exclusively retail right now as I need something part time to supplement my degree, but if it's something non-social/interpersonal, would you say it's...
aspergers
is it possible to treat depression without medication? i don’t want to be like this anymore but i don’t want to go on medication, is therapy enough to get better ?
depression
I recently had an OCD breakdown a while ago and was wondering if it will affect my career in any way. I really love science and I'm really good at it, but I was wondering that being a scientist will keep me in a perpetually bad mental state as it requires a lot of hours of working your brain to the maximum. Any advi...
OCD
The thoughts are back even after taking Klonopin, and I’m actually scared. Today I didn’t feel anxious fue to the pills, but now my anxiety is back and I’m scared. What if I like these thoughts? I’m so horrified I didn’t even get a groinal response when I was on the anxiolytics. I’m scared my doctor told me to drink on...
OCD
I am social phobic for the past 7 years...Got anxiety and depression because my parents were looking for my marriage..I prayed a lot to overcome it..I was not so religious before...After recovering I felt I am challenging God to give me that mind state once more...I was a nice person who loves and respects elders very...
OCD
I'm sixteen years old, and I am ready to become indipendant when I graduate highschool, and go to college. My Perental Unit is strongly discourgaging the idea, and calls everyone that advocates for me a fucking idiot. Background info this woman has held crap over my head for my whole aldolescent life. If you don't help...
aspergers
I have been having existetial thoughts. Like I wonder why things are the way they are, if this is real and whats the point of everything. Is this normal?
OCD
Hello everyone. So I'm diagnosed with ADHD and autism and I love having things organized (I'm not good at it, but I enjoy it otherwise lol) so I'm trying to do a bunch of things to organize my living space and make it ADHD and autistic friendly Plans on the docket include Buying things to sort and organize, prima...
ADHD
I hear about people falling asleep at a party or during a movie, is this possible for people with ADHD? I have never accidentally fallen asleep, without exception I "go to sleep", which is very deliberate and requires lying in the perfect sleep conditions for about an hour. If there's anything happening in my environme...
ADHD
Thinking of you, I hope you're okay. I wish we never stopped talking, I just really miss the only person i could talk to.
depression
I always have intrusive thoughts that I have cancer. I worry that I, right now, have or will get breast cancer. My compulsions include regularly checking for lumps, googling symptoms and different types of breast cancer, etc. Then seeking reassurance from my family that we have no history of breast cancer. I’m current...
OCD
Hey, sorry for the long post etc. I’m really concerned, as I suffer with what I really hope is OCD, and at the moment this is especially around children and awful sexual thoughts concerning them. For the past 5 weeks or so literally every second of every day has been awful, graphic intrusive thoughts about this, but it...
OCD
I don’t know what to do. I just hate myself and my life. I have no motivation to do anything, I feel like i don’t want to wake up in the morning. I have suicidal thoughts, nothing seems to get better
depression
I was only diagnosed as autistic last year in my mid-30s. Apart from during my childhood, I rarely have meltdowns. Recently though, it feels like they are increasing and not within my control. My bf and I were arguing and I suddenly heard myself yelling at him. I left the room, slamming the door behind me. I then spe...
aspergers
Anyone else struggle with that personal doubt about their own trauma? Where you don’t think it’s denial but you don’t think it *didn’t* happen either? I blame myself every day for my assault. I mean, it was technically sexual abuse but I’m still learning to accept that term instead of a single assault. Like, it couldn’...
ptsd
i’ve heard that it’s normal for people with trauma to lose their memory and then randomly remember the things that happened to them years later. I have quite a bit of trauma and i’ve been told I have PTSD but I can’t forget any of those bad memories. infact I fixate on them and think about them all the time. I wish I...
ptsd
"Our brain stops us from doing what we want to do. If this was a curse, this would be one of the worst. To lose our freedom, our creativity, our drive, our energy, our focus - to forget why. The greatest blessing and the greatest curse. To imagine great things, but no spirit to live them out. To dream above and beyon...
ADHD
I was prescribed Concerta as a kid and it worked great. I went cold turkey after college. Now I am in my 30s and I want to manage my ADHD again. When I tried to discuss it with my doctor he did not support medication, told me to try yoga, and then left the room quickly. Otherwise I like my doctor but I feel like I hit ...
ADHD
My cousin has aspergers and I’m very close to her. I’m trying to find more ways to help her out. A recent dilema is she had a cane to help her walk for long periods of time (mall,vacations) because her knee would hurt. She goes up the stairs very slow because it would hurt. however when the adults aren’t around she goe...
aspergers
Went on my second date with this girl from Bumble, had a lot of fun watching fireworks together. Really liked being close together for a couple hours. I don’t know or when to tell her that I have aspergers though.
aspergers
I was in a toxic relationship and its finally over but my hearts still broken over her... I'm gunna be alone again for new years and I'm not gunna hold someone for yet another year.... Thats 9 years now. This year has been rough with losing my dream draft in the navy, then losing friends cause of mental health, then lo...
depression
I hope nobody thinks I’m a sick weirdo I promise I’m not but I need help with this . I got a groinal response while being exposed to a graphic animal abuse video at this time I didn’t know what was happening but was scared and confused like why would this make me horny ?? I was enraged but having tingling arousal feeli...
OCD
Hey! I'm new to this sub so please let me know I I'm doing something wrong. A close friend of mine recently suffered a serious, nearly-fatal car crashed that really goobered up her insides. She recently got out of bowel reconstruction surgery, whatever it's called, and she's been recovering very well physically...jus...
ptsd
has anybody experienced depression that causes outbursts, complete mental breakdowns, agitation through the roof that makes you want to respond physically? I've never had depression until now I didn't even know that I had it. once the doctors told me I had depression I started seeing the symptoms myself. and I'm just r...
depression
On friday I went to close my glasses and the arm broke. I went to the eye doctor on a saturday and asked them if it can be easily fixed they asked, you got our coverage plan no and I didn't have much time to get them fixed. In the meantime I wore my old pair then as I was getting ready for work the lends popped out. I ...
ADHD
I've been debating on something and as I've found, people took it the wrong way and accused me of being on one side or the other (though not at their own fault, I take full responsibility) In a lot of discussions, I've been hearing this distaste for one thing, trying to find the reason behind it, whether it holds any w...
aspergers
Is anyone else well over the age of 16 and still hasn’t gotten a license?
aspergers
Hello! I’ve been diagnosed since I was 9, and recently, an opportunity came up for me to talk with youth/parents of youth with ADHD. The thing is, this opportunity is through my job, and I would likely have to tell my coworkers that I have ADHD if I decide to help out. What are your thoughts? I think I could probably...
ADHD
Last year I heard news of a rape case. The day I heard of it, I couldnt sleep, I was sweating. I believe it was because I was afraid of doing it and the rape in itself scared me. and some background info, I had contamination ocd at the time. But anyway like I said I was scared and for a couple of days I was on my best ...
OCD
TL;DR - struggling with intense shame for how I treated a close friend before I was diagnosed, seeking advice on whether apologising years after would be selfish and potentially re-traumatising for him. I’m 32 and was recently diagnosed in May this year. It’s been a rollercoaster of grief, I’m in treatment but also lo...
ADHD
Hey! this is my first time ever making a reddit / forum post so this might be formatted weirdly. Also, this will prob be long, but I felt that there was a lot of pertinent info to include (also needed to vent) . Will have TDLR below. (Also heavily edited for length lol) So here’s the sitch. I have been taking the sa...
ADHD
Hello 👋 My gf and I have been together for 1 year and 9 months. Long distance for about 1 month now... She's in uni and in a better place mentaly. Couldn't be more happy for her. My problem is I'm constantly afraid she'll fall in love with somebody else. Everyone of her friends is a passionate and creative person, ...
ADHD
So I'm going thru a lot of shit right now. Having to work 62hrs a week and my sick cat dying. I've been making lots of Facebook posts that were really cries for help for someone to talk to me. I struggle telling people what I need. I'm burnt out and just want someone to talk to. Sadly, making attention seeking rants is...
aspergers
i have this thought constantly popping up in my head, the thought is literally just the word "ocd". this thought first popped up 3 days ago, now it's been constantly popping up in my head ever since. whenever im distracted i forget about it, but the second i have nothing to think about the thought comes back. it's real...
OCD
Occasionally, I’ll become hyper aware of all the different obsessions I deal with and am actually able to see the absurdity of them. It’s like I can almost break free from the trap in these moments, but I also know that soon I’ll revert back to the anxious way of thinking. Anyone else experience something similar?
OCD
I’m sorry for poor wording, I have some speech difficulties. But anyways, I start the day off normally, usually, but then the cycle starts. Something makes me anxious and then that anxiety doesn’t go away (at least till the day is done and I’m in bed and alone with my hobbies), then another thing happens that causes mo...
aspergers
Thought people would find this funny since you can relate. It’s nearing lunch time. I’m hungry. I know I need to order food from somewhere as I’m the only one in the office and need to stay here for the door. I keep pushing it back because ADHD. I like to eat pretty much right at 12 on work days. I finally was about to...
ADHD
Hey all! I got diagnosed for trauma and such last year but I never really got proper treatment to deal with it. I'm not in a very stable house and getting help is very stigmatised by the dominant person in my home. But I've finally asked to get proper treatment and I'm now looking for a good therapist to go to. My q...
ptsd
My (23m) girlfriend (21f) is looking for her first job and she has Aspergers. She is very talented with graphics design art but seems to be a little lazy with it. I wonder if anyone had any suggestions on what she might be able to do that wouldn’t be too stressful and something she would enjoy. She doesn’t have a colle...
aspergers
I gained 30lbs during the first half of 2020. I was like a little curvy, but I wasnt fully overweight. I lost all the weight in a year in a very healthy way. But after I reached my goal weight I did not stop. I lost 20lbs in 2 months (and am still losing more), have no appetite and only eat a meal per day. I want to...
depression
I cannot focus on anything without thinking that I'm a bad person and what I'm doing is wrong(like playing video games). I cannot do anything without feeling afraid... Please help
OCD
Trigger warning: Doctors I woke up one day with double vision and went to the doctor. Got an mri and they saw a lesion in my brain. They did biopsies and they said it was autoimmune and they insisted they hit it so we trusted them. They gave me medication (steroids if any of you know it). They gave me a really high do...
ptsd
I know we doubt that we have ocd and think we're really just evil, but for the most part the little rational portion of us knows that we DO have ocd. That being said, I think we're probably pretty good people considering we developed an entire disorder centered around the fear of harming anyone or anything. I don't kno...
OCD
Does anyone with Asperger's care about celebrities that have Asperger's. I don't have an interest to know about other celebrities with Aspergers most people with the condition all have it differently. There are things that i cannot do that other Asperger's people may be able to do. One thing i do not like is people th...
aspergers
I'm a burden on my family. I was in engineering program, I finished my first year successfully, but I hated the subject, hated everything, became depressed always, ruined both my eyes, so I dropped out to go for the subject I like, but I can only start in 3 months, and that's in a lower ranked university. I lost my i...
depression
I've been diagnosed two times (once as a child and once at 27 you) and I've always loved music but I cannot remember lyrics to save my life. Can anyone relate? It's weird because when I was a kid I remember being pretty good at lyrics if I sat there and practiced them a little but now I literally work in music where ...
ADHD
Was really enjoying this one thing I looked into and then all of a sudden my brain is like "if you enjoy this you're a bad person" and then instantly I lost all the dopamine in my brain after that thought and I legit cried after. It's like I'm not allowed to enjoy things. It sucks to lose shit ur so happy and euphoric ...
OCD
**TW: Child abuse** - *Context* Both my sister(15 now) and I(21 now) went through a lot of extremely traumatic events at the hands of our father back when we were little (I was ~8 and she was ~3 up until we were around 16 and 11 respectively). I know/remember most of what he did to and I plan on going to see a doctor...
ptsd
I can't even talk to a girl at work. My brain just shuts off, especially when they're attractive. When I speak which is by force pretty much at this point, it comes out as gibberish. This makes them think I am creepy, and I know this because it truly is really really fucking weird. I just focus on work as much as I can...
aspergers
I keep worrying if I'm developing dementia. I get these feelings that make me feel like I can't remember things that have happened in my life. It's weird to describe, it's like I have this constant doubt that springs up whenever I'm trying to remember something or think of something that has happened. I also focus on ...
OCD
I am a freshman in high school and I feel depressed my life is completely normal yet I just can't find fulfillment or happiness I feel detached I have absolutely horrible social skills I don't know of any disorders I have other than a (psychologist or something else I can't remember what she was exactly) saying I have ...
depression
i've had a few traumatic events happen in my life and it's caused me to resort to substance abuse (drinking heavily) as my main form of coping. i'd be lying if i said it didn't help, but i can't keep doing this to my body. what healthy coping mechanisms have you guys found that work for you?
ptsd
Another panic attack. No one was home when I saw the man's lifeless body fall to the ground. I was awake with this one, cooking dinner. I dropped all the food on the floor and slipped into the stove burner. This will Mark the 27th time I've been to the ER from one of these attacks and that's just this year. I now have ...
ptsd
All I want right now is to give into old coping mechanisms and screw a stranger after a night of drinking. I wish this was a diet I could cheat on, but deep down i know that would set me back months.
ptsd
Hey again. If you are triggered by death/suicide mentions, please don't read this. The other day, in the middle of dealing with the randomly increased severity of the disorder, I got reassurance from my mom about one of the many many OCD issues (which I usually do and I know is making things worse), and she basically...
OCD
Hi, just looking for a little support. My OCD fixates on bedbugs, so just a trigger warning there as that is what this post will be about. ​ Tomorrow I'm moving into a new house in a city, and I'm really stressed about the possibility of this place having bedbugs. Unfortunately it's a bit of a grimy/dirty plac...
OCD
I’m really confused because they’ve also been back and forth with my anxiety and yesterday they said I didn’t have anxiety and that it was my OCD giving the symptoms they had been pretty sure was anxiety, so that’s good I guess. They haven’t done anything with my OCPD symptoms so I guess I’ll wait and see.
OCD
*worst so, for about a year now, i've had lights in my left peripheral vision. a few weeks ago i went to the eye doctor (needed glasses for most of my life) and she said my eyes looked fine. she said they're looking good. but then it started in my right eye a few days ago. logically, it's just the vitreous gel/flu...
OCD
When I was in 5th grade (or earlier, can't remember) our teacher made us read a short story about a kid who got bit by a poisonous snake and had his father try to suck the poison out with his mouth. We had to write what was, in our opinion, the moral of that story. The best students of the class wrote the moral was t...
aspergers
Needed to get this stuff this off my chest and i wanted y'all's opinion. back in high school. I hated everyone and everything. now I just hate them less i guess. ive seen and experienced too much bullshit in my life im not surprised im so jaded. I wasnt beaten up or anything well only once. but since i have bipolar di...
aspergers
Do you have shutdowns where you dont want to have no strings / communicate with no one for few days/weeks? Even with your significant other or best friend. How do they react? How do you handle it? I have it for a few days but can handle some necessary text but my SO can go on for days up to one week without texting. I...
ADHD
Hi all! I’m struggling with my tendency not to commit to anything, I mean ANYTHING. I’ll start a workout routine, only to completely stop three days later, a hobby, self care, art, plants, a new interest, whatever it may be. I’ll get super excited about something, invest a ton of energy and potentially MONEY into it, a...
ADHD
I'm incredibly lonely and struggling with my past, I need a good book to get lost in. Please recommend a good book, I like clever comedies, history, science, and psychology.
ptsd
Hi, I'm looking to make friends and chat with others that can relate to having ADHD at an somewhat older age. It's been hard trying to relate or have conversations those that don't quite get my struggle. So, if you want to chat sometimes so we can lean on each other... Comment below or send me a message. 💜💜💜💜
ADHD
Scenario A) Assimilation (2017/18?) Basically a modern "Invasion of the Body Snatchers" In Assimilation this alien species invades a town, biting a bit of a person (I would assume to get the DNA data) and coming back days later as a reconstruction of the person, the alien then kills and "disposes of" the person the...
aspergers
So I’m fairly new to ocd, I’ve started struggling with hocd a few months ago. I’m meeting with a physiatrist next week hoping to get a diagnosis. Any way, I’ve noticed some behaviors and things that I do and want to know if they are associated with ocd. An big example is I make lists on sticky notes all the time and wh...
OCD
I made a mistake and decided to read all about prozac side effects, and now I'm really nervous to start it! I was diagnosed with OCD around August, though I've definitely had it for years, and I've been doing ERP. ERP was super difficult at first (especially cause my current theme is pocd), but I do genuinely feel lik...
OCD
Just wanted to say from a place in the world with no services, and universities with no accommodations; and there's no hope.
aspergers
It's hard to talk about, I live in a conservative area that doesn't recognize PTSD unless you're a veteran, and I completely get that, cuz I haven't seen shit compared to vets. But I was still in a life threatening event, not to mention past traumas such as the hell of opioid detox, rape and death of my dad when I was ...
ptsd
I have ADHD and was recently diagnosed with anxiety and depression. My usual dopamine sources are gaming, music, drawing and lately scrolling through Reddit and YouTube. From time to time though I really just hate all of that and I find myself wanting to smash my Xbox or delete my Reddit account and give up on every ...
ADHD
Hey ya’ll. I took a huge step a few weeks ago and scheduled my first doctor’s appointment by myself so I can talk about medication for my OCD. I avoided it for a long time despite my therapist recommending it because my mom would vehemently be against it if she knew. She doesn’t even take my OCD seriously and has alway...
OCD
It’s too heavy for me to carry. The OCD obsession and the urge to perform mental compulsions are just weighing me down so heavily that I think the only way out is to commit suicide. I think recovery is possible for others, but not for me. I’m too far gone to be salvaged.
OCD
Nocd is an app for ocd and many people say it helps, just got it myself
OCD
Hi everyone, I'm hoping someone will be able to help me understand what's going on with me right now. Basically I was diagnosed with OCD about 5 weeks ago mainly in the form of contamination ocd, I've been taking sertraline since then and noticed that my mood improved a bit within a week or so. However I also started b...
OCD
Hi guys I (23m) have OCD, GAD and depression, possibly ADHD too but physiatrist doesn’t want to send me to specialist for that just yet I’ve recently been switched from Prozac to Lexapro and wondering if I should continue as I am worried about the side effects and having to rely on a medication to feel ok. The thing ...
OCD
I feel like it has something to do with not being able express your emotions clearly and often having literal thinking but for the life of me I cannot answer opinionated questions. I cannot stand English and History, they always ask for your opinion and I get so frustrated when I'm expected to back my answer up in a wh...
aspergers
I say we join this sub r/OCD_2, there will be heavy moderation and users who ask for a diagnosis or spam for re assurance will be banned. Feel free to drop any questions on that subreddit you have where we can have actual discussions as there are less people.
OCD
I think a lot about self sacrifice. Say I’m walking down the street at night with my wife and get mugged or something, would I jump in front of that bullet for her? Would I do the right thing to let her live and be safe from harm? If I was in a building that was taken over by terrorists and the only way was to blow mys...
OCD
I am currently in a sinking boat, and I think it’s one we’ve probably all been in at one point or another. I have ADHD, diagnosed as a child, but rediscovered as an adult (that revelation would’ve saved me a lot of time, but I digress). I’m always making plans, lists, and have the best intentions but it never goes anyw...
ADHD
I was listening to this [video by Spice 8 Rack](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbT6PDHqksQ&t=3699s) where he talks about transexual representation in Magic the Gathering He kept saying how it was useful and important but I just could not see it, until he mentions that another character, Narset, is autistic... I had ...
aspergers
I’ve been depressed for years and I’ve learned to live with it and just take life one day at a time, but some days are a lot harder than others and today is one of those days. I don’t want to get out of bed. I don’t want to see anyone. I really just don’t want to exist. I don’t think I have it in me to keep going and h...
depression
Hi all, ​ I really want to go back to school and get a degree in software engineering. A few problems though: ​ 1. My doctor (FNP, PMHNP-BC) hasn't given me ADHD meds despite me stressing every appointment that I can't focus. She started me with Wellbutrin for depression, anxiety, and ADHD but nothin...
ADHD
Did you trauma impact your physical health too? And did you get better? I feel it would've been better if I could at least physically have strength to process mental issues .
ptsd
Last year I found out I had Aspergers. I am 34 years old and I’ll be 35 in November. I was diagnosed in elementary school and was never told about it. I’ve always known I was different. I’ve always known my brain didn’t work like the other kids. When I was in middle school I asked my mother if I was retarded. Again...
aspergers
This has made me depressed for such a long time I didn't remember this until I was around 8-12 years old but I rememberd I saw my dad watching porn and I humped my brother after seeing it. He was 2 and I was 6. I didn't realize this was bad until a few years later and then after a few more years I I did tell him. He to...
depression
There’s quite a bit of context that I will omit here, and so the following is the gist of my situation: • Was diagnosed at 7, went unmedicated until I couldn’t cope at around 21 • Tried Ritalin, Concerta, Strattera and Adderall. Only the latter gave me relief without unbearable side effects (and Ritalin specially s...
ADHD
So, I play roller derby, a full contact sport. I had a nasty knee injury (completely torn ACL) that required surgery. I had as smooth a recovery physically as possible. Mentally, not so much. I have not been diagnosed with PTSD or seen a therapist, etc., because I am a broke grad student, but if I make a weird contact ...
ptsd
For clarification: I'm a Special Ed teacher for high school with two of my own classes who are performing at 1-2 grade level and I co teach the rest of the day. My plan period is at the end of the day. I tutor and coach robotics. I am totally avoidant right now. I am using excuses to avoid doing things I'm supposed to...
ADHD
I have no idea how to word it without sounding stupid 😂 But I noticed that when I listen to a song for the first time, 97.5%+ of the time it does absolutely nothing for me (sometimes I even dislike it!), but after like the 3rd time of listening it, I like it way more. Like by a lot. It's so strange. I've been like thi...
aspergers
I don’t know how to stop relying on other people to fulfill me and relying on their input to determine my self worth. I think every single person in my life including my close family knows this and it sucks because I just get used and verbally abused. I try to put my foot down but having that past image in everyone’s e...
depression
I am not diagnosed but after going through a lot of research I’ve come to a somewhat conclusion that I have some OCD tendencies especially relating to guilt and how my brain makes me feel regarding things that I’ve done in the past and mistakes I make now. I don’t want to self diagnose at all and I’m not trying to. Jus...
OCD
Hello all. I recently posted to r/autism with a query about focus issues related to autism. The general consensus was that it sounded a bit more like ADHD focus issues, so I came here. In my post, I mentioned trouble with focus, procrastination and restlessness. I also tend to zone out of conversations a lot, have alwa...
ADHD
Every so often I think about one of my biggest regrets. A lost relationship. During my late teens and early 20s I met someone I can say was my first love. Someone who I enjoyed those years with. But it ended, and I was the reason. I was immature, undisciplined and directionless. All reasons I’ve now come to realize...
ADHD
6 weeks ago I scored a 29 on the Yale-Brown Obsessive-Compulsive Scale, which falls in the upper end of the "severe" category. Last week, I fell into the mild category with a score of 12. I am currently at a 9, with a goal of falling below 7 at which point I will not meet the clinical diagnosis for OCD. I had all sort...
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