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eic06l
Everyday is physical pain
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rant
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I have a chronic pain condition. That I keep hidden. Because no one understands it. No one gets what it’s like to live every single day in terrible pain. All day. There’s not a single memory I have where I wasn’t in some amount of physical pain. And then doctors try to say it’s a symptom of depression. Wouldn’t it mak...
throwaway85957079421
1
0
0
2020-01-01 01:22:53
depression
<es>I have a chronic pain condition.<ee> <es>That I keep hidden.<ee> Because no one understands it. <es>No one gets what it’s like to live every single day in terrible pain.<ee> All day. <es>There’s not a single memory I have where I wasn’t in some amount of physical pain.<ee> <es>And then doctors try to say it’s a sy...
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suicidal
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eifig2
Apparently I've had social anxiety since I was 2
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rant
1
My mom kept a journal for most of my childhood where she would write down cute/funny things that I did and said. Recently she found a bunch of these old journals and we went through some of them together while I was home for the holidays. In one of them she had a story about Christmas just after I had turned 2 years ol...
HiddenSquish
1
0
2
2020-01-01 07:12:15
socialanxiety
My mom kept a journal for most of my childhood where she would write down cute/funny things that I did and said. Recently she found a bunch of these old journals and we went through some of them together while I was home for the holidays. In one of them she had a story about Christmas just after I had turned 2 years ol...
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eovenu
What the Fuck have we done? A brief reflection
1a
chitchat
3
Sometimes I write for hours, especially on a Friday or Saturday night. It's what I like to do. It has become my outlet, my communication. For years I had ideas that I just never got onto the page, and they burdened my mind. I've realized that I have to express myself in this art. In doing this, I try to capture a piec...
TheEmployedMoth
1
0
4
2020-01-15 01:48:17
selfhelp
Sometimes I write for hours, especially on a Friday or Saturday night. It's what I like to do. It has become my outlet, my communication. For years I had ideas that I just never got onto the page, and they burdened my mind. I've realized that I have to express myself in this art. In doing this, I try to capture a piec...
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eulwm6
Does anybody have the link for the wildfit program by eric edmeades?
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survey
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Cool-Pear
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2020-01-27 09:57:14
selfhelp
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eiwoj4
“As if you don’t remember that! I told you all about it”
1a
rant
1
it’s starting to really weigh on me how crap I am at remembering things my boyfriend tells me about him and his life. He manages to remember every little offhand thing I tell him about me, and I just can’t match it. This isn’t the first time he’s remarked that we already talked about X, but it’s the first time he sound...
lavender184927
1
0
3
2020-01-02 10:36:12
ADHD
<es>it’s starting to really weigh on me how crap I am at remembering things my boyfriend tells me about him and his life.<ee> <es>He manages to remember every little offhand thing I tell him about me, and I just can’t match it.<ee> <efs>This isn’t the first time he’s remarked that we already talked about X, but it’s th...
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epqq9k
Long Term Recovery Subs?
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survey
1
Does anyone know of any subs specific to those in long-term recovery, say 20+ years?
encantalasmontaas
1
0
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2020-01-16 22:23:55
alcoholicsanonymous
<rs>Does anyone know of any subs specific to those in long-term recovery, say 20+ years?<re>
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What happened that you want X ?
subs specific to long term recovery
Why are you wanting X ?
subs specific to more than 20+ years
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ek7koj
Only If they knew....
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rant
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AL0411
15
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2020-01-05 03:48:28
sad
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eihaqd
NYE promise to myself
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chitchat
2
On this day 6 years ago, I was broken. I was up late watching infomercials and promising myself I’d never have another New Years Eve like the one I’d just had. I was exhausted from screaming, crying, and tending to my wounds caused by my drunk boyfriend. Earlier that night, he had grabbed me by wrists and pinned me aga...
spaghetti4liiiiiiife
1
0
2
2020-01-01 11:09:39
domesticviolence
On this day 6 years ago, I was broken. I was up late watching infomercials and promising myself I’d never have another New Years Eve like the one I’d just had. I was exhausted from screaming, crying, and tending to my wounds caused by my drunk boyfriend. Earlier that night, he had grabbed me by wrists and pinned me aga...
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ekmj35
Seeing life as a movie
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survey
2
I dont know if this is the right place to post this, but im really curious to know if this is normal or not so here i go. I often see life as if im ‘watching a movie’... I can only describe it as if my actual mind is being pushed back to the back of my head, whilst i then i watch everything i see, observing, from ano...
Zenorious
1
0
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2020-01-06 01:25:37
mentalillness
<rs>I dont know if this is the right place to post this, but im really curious to know if this is normal or not so here i go.<re> <es>I often see life as if im ‘watching a movie’...<ee> <es>I can only describe it as if my actual mind is being pushed back to the back of my head, whilst i then i watch everything i see,...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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how watching your own life as a movie makes you feel
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eirqnk
DAE have crippling anxiety?
1a
survey
1
I have social and generalized anxiety as well as bpd. I moved to a new state in July. My anxiety, sense of self,and over all mental health have been suffering. I know i tend to be quiet but I guess especially so at work. I've started to open up but my coworkers always make jokes about how I'm so quiet it's creepy. How ...
pinkelephantfriend
1
0
2
2020-01-02 02:18:34
BPD
<es>DAE have crippling anxiety?<ee> <es>I have social and generalized anxiety as well as bpd.<ee> <es>I moved to a new state in July.<ee> <efs>My anxiety, sense of self,and over all mental health have been suffering.<efe> <es>I know i tend to be quiet but I guess especially so at work.<ee> <es>I've started to open up b...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you have crippling anxiety
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eia0m6
Woke up dry heaving?
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help-seeking
1
Idk why this happened. I just remember waking up middle of night and just pushing as if I had to throw up but had no nausea or anything like that. Can’t remember if it felt like I couldn’t breathe..I think it did. Like I woke up, and couldn’t take breath in or something. I don’t remember. I couldn’t sleep rest of the n...
Novemberx123
1
0
0
2019-12-31 22:40:42
Anxiety
Idk why this happened. <es>I just remember waking up middle of night and just pushing as if I had to throw up but had no nausea or anything like that.<ee> <es>Can’t remember if it felt like I couldn’t breathe..I think it did.<ee> <es>Like I woke up, and couldn’t take breath in or something.<ee> I don’t remember. <efs>I...
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how the dry heaving made you feel
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eiz45i
Another Surreal Day (happy post)
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chitchat
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TODAY IS THE DAY!! My wife is being induced today. I'm going to be a Father!! I remember at lowest. Taking and taking from everyone around me. Chipping away from everyone that loved me. I never thought I would even be able to take care of myself. It all feels so surreal. Looking back at the time that I have taken s...
Praise_Bob_Dobbs
1
0
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2020-01-02 14:49:38
addiction
TODAY IS THE DAY!! My wife is being induced today. I'm going to be a Father!! I remember at lowest. Taking and taking from everyone around me. Chipping away from everyone that loved me. I never thought I would even be able to take care of myself. It all feels so surreal. Looking back at the time that I have taken s...
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eiqms6
whenever I have things to do I have a whole list of things in my mind I want to do but whenever I actually get freetime i just forget what I wanted to do and get bored.
1a
help-seeking
2
does anyone else do this? does anyone have tips on how they deal with it? I know writing things down would be the best thing to do, but I either will forget to write it down or never look at the list.
branelly
1
0
3
2020-01-02 00:49:04
ADHD
<es>whenever I have things to do I have a whole list of things in my mind I want to do but whenever I actually get freetime i just forget what I wanted to do and get bored.<ee> <rs>does anyone else do this?<re> <rs>does anyone have tips on how they deal with it?<re> <es>I know writing things down would be the best thin...
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How did X make you feel?
forgetting what you wanted to do
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ezhhdt
Horrible college student part 2
1c
rant
1
Check my post history for context I just failed another exam for another class, despite pushing myself to actually study and trying to give a shit. I've basically come to accept that this world is shit and life is shit and fuck everyone
Yodawg658
1
0
1
2020-02-05 22:09:21
getting_over_it
Check my post history for context <es>I just failed another exam for another class, despite pushing myself to actually study and trying to give a shit.<ee> <efs>I've basically come to accept that this world is shit and life is shit and fuck everyone<efe>
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you didn't pass despite studying hard
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ei8v9a
Another lonely New Year...
1c
rant
1
Just another day.. Just another hour I spend my existence sitting on the couch dissociating and wishing I was out of the shithole I am trapped in. Happy New Year guys. I wish this was a Utopia but it's not. Cheers. Gonna drink by myself until I pass out.
Scadeau101
1
0
5
2019-12-31 21:08:13
depression
<es>Another lonely New Year...<ee> Just another day.. Just another hour I spend my existence sitting on the couch dissociating and wishing I was out of the shithole I am trapped in. Happy New Year guys. I wish this was a Utopia but it's not. Cheers. Gonna drink by myself until I pass out.
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why you were lonely
How did X make you feel?
being lonely
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel lonely on new year
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eity6v
Anyone take beta blockers (proponolol) for anxiety?
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help-seeking
1
Hey all, I’ve been on and off (taking 10mg) as needed for GAD and lately it makes me feel lightheaded, dizzy, etc. I’ve taken my blood pressure and pulse while feeling these symptoms, and they are normal. Is this a coming thing? Has anyone else experienced this? If it’s not due to a drop in BP/pulse what could cause t...
OMGDobbyDied
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0
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2020-01-02 05:27:40
Anxiety
Hey all, <es>I’ve been on and off (taking 10mg) as needed for GAD.<ee><efs>lately it makes me feel lightheaded, dizzy, etc.<efe> <efs>I’ve taken my blood pressure and pulse while feeling these symptoms, and they are normal.<efe> <rs>Is this a coming thing?<re> <rs>Has anyone else experienced this?<re> <rs>If it’s not ...
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em42gz
Looking for some insight, wisdom, tough love, etc.
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chitchat
3
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blooooming
1
0
0
2020-01-09 03:42:25
addiction
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
true
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eiewfl
Happy new year!
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rant
1
I totally missed the ball drop because I live in Chicago and forgot I was an hour behind! Gotta love ADHD! Happy New Year to all my ADHDers!
chimillenial2020
1
0
0
2020-01-01 06:04:56
ADHD
I totally missed the ball drop because I live in Chicago and forgot I was an hour behind! Gotta love ADHD! Happy New Year to all my ADHDers!
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etwczs
Angry at my gf for things I feel I shouldn't be so angry about.
1a
help-seeking
1
Just happened about 10 minutes ago. I was goofing around and I tried to make hot chocolate with cocoa powder, powdered sugar and almond milk in a pan. It actually turned out pretty good so I said come get some. I turn to get cups and when I turn back around she's trying to pour the milk from the pan into a cup right ab...
Autistic_asshole
1
0
8
2020-01-25 20:47:09
Anger
<es>Just happened about 10 minutes ago.<ee> <es>I was goofing around and I tried to make hot chocolate with cocoa powder, powdered sugar and almond milk in a pan.<ee> <es>It actually turned out pretty good so I said come get some.<ee> <es>I turn to get cups and when I turn back around she's trying to pour the milk from...
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ek7zel
Me to myself when I have a social interaction
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chitchat
4
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SlySeanDaBomb1
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2020-01-05 04:25:02
socialanxiety
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random
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ekic7s
All of us have that one person we’ll never get over...
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rant
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mamathiccums
1
0
9
2020-01-05 20:12:01
sad
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ejpvb1
Sigh..
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rant
3
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AL0411
607
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2020-01-04 02:06:28
sad
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el3yok
Trying to understand my backflip spiral into hell- feedback and opinions welcome.
1b
help-seeking
2
First post here, and it may be a little long... I will try to Cliffs Notes it, but requesting you be gentle, as I am already losing it a little. Diagnosed PTSD several times over due to a traumatic injury, a miscarriage at 5 months, rape, domestic violence, and childhood abuse. I know my triggers, and I have worked m...
IheartCart00ns
1
0
8
2020-01-07 01:27:53
ptsd
First post here, and it may be a little long... I will try to Cliffs Notes it, but requesting you be gentle, as I am already losing it a little. <es>Diagnosed PTSD several times over due to a traumatic injury, a miscarriage at 5 months, rape, domestic violence, and childhood abuse.<ee> <es>I know my triggers, and I h...
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en9bac
I'm terrified of everything
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help-seeking
1
Without giving you my whole life story let me just say that life has not been kind to me. Not that I expect it to be. I know everyone goes through things. The only actual illness I've been diagnosed with is ptsd from a nasty car wreck I was a passanger in. I was terrified of driving before that happened but I now get t...
samathee1218
1
0
1
2020-01-11 16:14:31
ptsd
<es>Without giving you my whole life story let me just say that life has not been kind to me.<ee> Not that I expect it to be. I know everyone goes through things. <es>The only actual illness I've been diagnosed with is ptsd from a nasty car wreck I was a passanger in.<ee> <es>I was terrified of driving before that happ...
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what would help you not get sick of driving a car
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ekanej
I'm having an awkward time
1a
help-seeking
1
I have a problem. I told my mum I believed I had social anxiety and she told me she knew. Which made me so mad because I had been struggling to tell her for months and going outside even for a walk was becoming more and more difficult I could have got help before it got this bad . Now she suggests that I speak to someo...
ellamayy10
2
0
4
2020-01-05 09:00:09
socialanxiety
I have a problem. <es>I told my mum I believed I had social anxiety and she told me she knew.<ee> <es>Which made me so mad because I had been struggling to tell her for months and going outside even for a walk was becoming more and more difficult I could have got help before it got this bad .<ee> <es>Now she suggests t...
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0
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what makes you anxious
How did X make you feel?
social anxiety
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help get closure
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f2643t
I’m just so fucking angry at this point
1b
rant
2
I was held down and raped by three of my “friends” when I was sixteen. It was filmed. One of my rapists posted “I fucked a virgin last night and she didn’t even know it” on Twitter the next day. I spoke up about it once, and someone just said “No way. You’re too ugly to be raped.” I’m twenty-three now. I finally filed...
illmakeagoodlife
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0
0
2020-02-11 09:38:51
rapecounseling
<es>I was held down and raped by three of my “friends” when I was sixteen.<ee> <es>It was filmed.<ee> <es>One of my rapists posted “I fucked a virgin last night and she didn’t even know it” on Twitter the next day.<ee> <es>I spoke up about it once, and someone just said “No way. You’re too ugly to be raped.”<ee> <es>I...
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What do you need help with now that X?
the detective assigned to your case never met you
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eiqldu
Any advice on how to come to terms with never being fully happy again?
1a
help-seeking
1
I’m struggling with it and it’s become pretty debilitating. I think I cry for at least 10 hours a day on and off, I’ll even cry while cooking or cleaning because nothing is a distraction. I just don’t know how to deal with it I guess.
Bunny613
1
0
0
2020-01-02 00:45:57
sad
<es>Any advice on how to come to terms with never being fully happy again?<ee> <efs>I’m struggling with it and it’s become pretty debilitating.<efe> <efs>I think I cry for at least 10 hours a day on and off, I’ll even cry while cooking or cleaning because nothing is a distraction.<efe> I just don’t know how to deal wit...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you can't be fully happy again
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are struggling to be happy
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ejmopy
5 days sober and it's Friday
1c
rant
1
Work was awful today and I'm just about to leave. I'm still not smoking and went for another run with a co-worker early this morning. Even though the day was awful I don't want to drink as much as I normally would. It's nagging in the back of my head but I feel so good from the workouts and clean food I'm not in the m...
IDefNeedHelpz
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2020-01-03 22:11:44
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>Work was awful today and I'm just about to leave.<ee> <es>I'm still not smoking and went for another run with a co-worker early this morning.<ee> <es>Even though the day was awful I don't want to drink as much as I normally would.<ee> <efs>It's nagging in the back of my head but I feel so good from the workouts an...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
how not drinking made you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
the weekend would be a test of being sober
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f9m356
I started self harming
1a
rant
1
it was the strangest feeling. I consciously knew that it was an irrational and unhelpful coping strategy but I somehow still felt like it was the only thing in the entire world that would make anything better. it even felt kind of relieving afterwards. I know it has to stop while early, but I don't know what I should...
drowningmyconscious
1
0
0
2020-02-26 02:32:30
getting_over_it
<es>I started self harming<ee> <efs>it was the strangest feeling.<efe> <efs>I consciously knew that it was an irrational and unhelpful coping strategy but I somehow still felt like it was the only thing in the entire world that would make anything better.<efe> <efs>it even felt kind of relieving afterwards. <efe> <es>...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what made you do self harm
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What do you need help with now that X?
you have started self harming
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ej3eg6
New Job!
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chitchat
1
I started a new job today. I'm going through the initial orientation which is a lot of boring intro meetings. I forgot to take my hair elastic off my wrist before leaving for the office. I found myself playing with it covertly under the table. Such a small thing helps so much!
medicalmax
8
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2020-01-02 20:05:28
ADHD
I started a new job today. I'm going through the initial orientation which is a lot of boring intro meetings. I forgot to take my hair elastic off my wrist before leaving for the office. I found myself playing with it covertly under the table. Such a small thing helps so much!
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ejtbhz
Anger coming in spikes
1a
rant
1
Anger, for me, flares up and I get lost in it. Sometimes it's at an overload of senses or even when I just have thoughts I don't like. It feels like something in my chest is pulsing, getting bigger, and then I blow up by yelling, making some stupid noise, thrashing about, or just slamming a close object that I know won...
falsifie
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0
3
2020-01-04 07:01:51
Anger
<es>Anger, for me, flares up and I get lost in it.<ee> <es>Sometimes it's at an overload of senses or even when I just have thoughts I don't like.<ee> <efs>It feels like something in my chest is pulsing, getting bigger, and then I blow up by yelling, making some stupid noise, thrashing about, or just slamming a close o...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what causes you to become angry
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what would help you analyse things objectively
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ekentz
Giant Thor Hammer In Getting Over It (MODDED) Getting Over It With Ben...
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chitchat
2
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nabinbaral12
1
0
0
2020-01-05 15:52:00
getting_over_it
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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elf5m6
What happened (was it rape/sexual assault)?
1b
help-seeking
2
I’ve posted a “was it rape” on here before and got “yes, it was.” I’ve told friends and family and they also say it was rape or at the very least sexual assault, but I keep doubting myself. I keep believing that I didn’t do enough to stop it or that it was my fault, so I want to post it one last time. Hopefully I’ll fi...
leavemeonepls
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0
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2020-01-07 18:06:22
rapecounseling
<es>I’ve posted a “was it rape” on here before and got “yes, it was.”<ee> <es>I’ve told friends and family and they also say it was rape or at the very least sexual assault, but I keep doubting myself.<ee> <es>I keep believing that I didn’t do enough to stop it or that it was my fault, so I want to post it one last tim...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to deal with how the incident made you feel
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elllpi
I cheated on my boyfriend
1a
rant
2
And I was perfectly okay. I was diagnosed with ptsd about 2 years ago, a few months after I was sexually assaulted. I didn’t wait very long afterward to get into a relationship with a close friend because I really love the guy. We’ve been very happy up until a few months ago. It’s like something was triggered in...
downwiththeillness14
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0
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2020-01-08 01:46:09
ptsd
And I was perfectly okay. <es>I was diagnosed with ptsd about 2 years ago, a few months after I was sexually assaulted.<ee> <es>I didn’t wait very long afterward to get into a relationship with a close friend because I really love the guy.<ee> <es>We’ve been very happy up until a few months ago. <ee> <es>It’s lik...
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ejtaat
i like ppl but am shy
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I like people in general and if someone talks to me I open up after a bit. Problem is, not everyone has the patience to deal w an initially shy person (totally understandable) or wants to hang out with someone who comes off as distant and reserved (again, totally understandable). I feel like I'm missing out on a lot o...
sarahdtd
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2020-01-04 06:58:27
socialanxiety
<es>i like ppl but am shy<ee> I like people in general and if someone talks to me I open up after a bit. <es>Problem is, not everyone has the patience to deal w an initially shy person (totally understandable) or wants to hang out with someone who comes off as distant and reserved (again, totally understandable).<ee> ...
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eifeta
Appreciate your perspectives!
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I have a 7 year old girl, who I’ve been concerned for all her life. After reading a book on adhd, it fits her behaviours so exactly it feels like I can finally start to understand her, and what she is going through. I’m no MD, and so we’re now starting to process of getting a formal diagnosis, but I find it hard to ...
Throwawayagogogo
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2020-01-01 07:00:52
ADHD
<es>I have a 7 year old girl, who I’ve been concerned for all her life. <ee> <es>After reading a book on adhd, it fits her behaviours so exactly it feels like I can finally start to understand her, and what she is going through.<ee> <es>I’m no MD, and so we’re now starting to process of getting a formal diagnosis, bu...
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how you feel about your girl's adhd symptoms
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elhgnt
I need to write my story so I can remind myself how far I've come. 1 year sober today.
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rant
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I became an addicted to opiates after I was involved in a collision with a semi-truck. I was addicted for 5 years before my doctor finally cut me off. I had 1 bottle left and no connections for more so I used it to wean myself off over the span of a month. When there was no more I went through withdrawal. It was one of...
Space_Tits_69
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2020-01-07 20:46:42
addiction
<es>I became an addicted to opiates after I was involved in a collision with a semi-truck.<ee> <es>I was addicted for 5 years before my doctor finally cut me off.<ee> <es>I had 1 bottle left and no connections for more so I used it to wean myself off over the span of a month.<ee> <es>When there was no more I went throu...
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you are unable to control your cravings
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eiygkw
I HATE shopping
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I hate shopping especially in stores. Everything is just overwhelming. All the sales. All the people. All the options. It's just too much to focus on. Most of the time if I go out clothes shopping I leave with nothing because the thought of sorting through the racks and finding clothes that I like and fit me is super o...
ughhhtaryn
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2020-01-02 13:50:31
ADHD
<efs>I hate shopping especially in stores.<efe> <efs>Everything is just overwhelming.<efe> <es>All the sales.<ee> <es>All the people.<ee> <es>All the options.<ee> <es>It's just too much to focus on.<ee> <efs>Most of the time if I go out clothes shopping I leave with nothing because the thought of sorting through the ra...
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elrfyo
What do you wish someone told you about abuse?
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My friend is in an abusive relationship, I am by her side and trying to help whilst she's made me discreetly aware of her situation. He is emotionally manipulative and physically violent towards her, because he is emotionally manipulative she has begun to doubt if it's all her fault. My question for you today is: Wh...
randomnetopinion
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2020-01-08 11:20:13
domesticviolence
<es>My friend is in an abusive relationship, I am by her side and trying to help whilst she's made me discreetly aware of her situation.<ee> <es>He is emotionally manipulative and physically violent towards her, because he is emotionally manipulative she has begun to doubt if it's all her fault. <ee> <rs>My question f...
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your friend's condition
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ekgedq
Shame / Embarrassment in Sobriety
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Im looking for people to share experiences of mistakes made while sober that have led to shame and embarrassment, and also changed behavior. It’s been brought to my attention I’m not the best at picking up on social cues, especially with online interactions. Basically I have a history of messaging women online and not...
LostintheSauce229
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2020-01-05 17:56:29
alcoholicsanonymous
<rs>Im looking for people to share experiences of mistakes made while sober that have led to shame and embarrassment, and also changed behavior.<re> <es>It’s been brought to my attention I’m not the best at picking up on social cues, especially with online interactions.<ee> <es>Basically I have a history of messaging ...
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eic36w
I want to dissolve
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I want to feel less. See less. Perceive less. React less. Be felt less. Seen less. Perceived less. Reacted to less. I don’t want anyone to see me as a person anymore. I want to feel all of my atoms disconnect from each other and just become random mass. I don’t want a consciousness anymore. I’m not important, I’m not a...
poppercat
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2020-01-01 01:30:12
depression
<rs>I want to feel less.<re> <rs>See less.<re> <rs>Perceive less.<re> <rs>React less.<re> <rs>Be felt less.<re> <rs>Seen less.<re> <rs>Perceived less.<re> <rs>Reacted to less.<re> <rs>I don’t want anyone to see me as a person anymore.<re> I want to feel all of my atoms disconnect from each other and just become random ...
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that you are not normal
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how you feel
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emhdzg
Day 1 clean from meth..
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rant
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Addiction steals the most beautiful souls.. I didn’t realize till today I haven’t been sober yet In 2020 and it broke me that 2017 was 3 years ago and mid January of 2017 was the start of my longest clean time (3 months) in my 10 year battle with addiction.. I’m 27 years old and I’ve been an addict since December 201...
FRZTBITE
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2020-01-09 22:43:12
addiction
Addiction steals the most beautiful souls.. I didn’t realize till today I haven’t been sober yet In 2020 and it broke me that 2017 was 3 years ago and mid January of 2017 was the start of my longest clean time (3 months) in my 10 year battle with addiction.. I’m 27 years old and I’ve been an addict since December 201...
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what made you addicted to meth
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how meth makes you feel
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eifxcr
Had a really crappy NYE, that I thought was actually going to be good
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rant
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Because of my mental illness, I am typically pretty debilitated, when it comes to making any social plans. But this year was different, I wanted to try to go somewhere and get excited about the new year. But it turned out to be awful, the party, the people, my mood. I really tried and it was awful, it took everything i...
ooser2415
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2020-01-01 08:03:26
mentalillness
Because of my mental illness, I am typically pretty debilitated, when it comes to making any social plans. But this year was different, I wanted to try to go somewhere and get excited about the new year. But it turned out to be awful, the party, the people, my mood. I really tried and it was awful, it took everything i...
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your mental illness
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you feel negative about the upcoming year
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eiwv50
Family vs emptiness
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chitchat
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I spent Christmas with my family, away from my own home. It was surprisingly difficult. I wasn't alone for a second. Just when I was in my old room. After first 5 nights I began to have trouble sleeping. My mom gave me a chance to come home for two nights and I took it. That made it a lot easier to go back for another ...
saramria
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2020-01-02 10:58:23
BPD
<es>I spent Christmas with my family, away from my own home.<ee> <es>It was surprisingly difficult.<ee> <es>I wasn't alone for a second.<ee> <es>Just when I was in my old room.<ee> <es>After first 5 nights I began to have trouble sleeping.<ee> <es>My mom gave me a chance to come home for two nights and I took it.<ee> <...
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you feel guilty about going to your home
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eivdr3
Question for y'all
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Does sleep deprivation make your adhd symptoms worse or better? For me, they tend to get a lot worse when I'm not sleeping. (which then causes me to sleep late causing a feedback loop) Also I will sleep now because it's 2:55 am and I'm still awake with school tomorrow. I've fucked myself again.
DrumletNation
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2020-01-02 07:55:51
ADHD
<rs>Does sleep deprivation make your adhd symptoms worse or better?<re> <es>For me, they tend to get a lot worse when I'm not sleeping. (which then causes me to sleep late causing a feedback loop)<ee> Also I will sleep now because it's 2:55 am and I'm still awake with school tomorrow. I've fucked myself again.
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eqiwdg
2020 Goals 💹 Level Up Men! (New year's Resolutions Expectation vs Reality)
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EmyG28
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2020-01-18 16:59:18
selfhelp
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eizz4y
13 years and 5 dropouts later, I FINALLY GRADUATED COLLEGE!
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As of Dec 31 2019 I finally graduated college 13 years after high school with a BS in IT Management. VICTORY! I finally did it this time, mostly due to finally getting a proper dosage and a wonderful wife who kicked my ass until I went and studied.
jaredtritsch
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2020-01-02 15:58:39
ADHD
As of Dec 31 2019 I finally graduated college 13 years after high school with a BS in IT Management. VICTORY! I finally did it this time, mostly due to finally getting a proper dosage and a wonderful wife who kicked my ass until I went and studied.
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eqdwc7
Your mom
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TT999LAZAR
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2020-01-18 08:25:11
rapecounseling
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esjhzx
Last night my best friend (M18) pressured me (M18) into preforming sexual acts on him.
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My best friend and I have known each other since the begining of high school. We've always been really close, and we've both been open with each other about having bisexual tendencies, but never expressed any romantic/sexual interest in each other. Last night he asked if he could come over to hang out and I agreed. M...
spalpymagee
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2020-01-22 22:36:26
rapecounseling
<es>My best friend and I have known each other since the begining of high school.<ee> <es>We've always been really close, and we've both been open with each other about having bisexual tendencies, but never expressed any romantic/sexual interest in each other. <ee> <es>Last night he asked if he could come over to hang...
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eiap08
ADHD is having that disadvantage..
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it's just like Thomas E. Brown described it you can race others but you always gonna carry a brick on your back. hope you guys are doing better than me.
wolfwolf0202
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2019-12-31 23:35:26
ADHD
<es> ADHD is having that disadvantage..<ee> it's just like Thomas E. Brown described it you can race others but you always gonna carry a brick on your back. hope you guys are doing better than me.
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why you think having ADHD is a disadvantage
How did X make you feel?
having ADHD
What do you need help with now that X?
you think having ADHD is a disadvantage
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f3zxh2
The Role of Psychopathic Traits, Rejection Sensitivity and Emotion Regulation in Predicting Sexual Coercion and Attitudes Towards Rape.
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Hi Everyone - apologies if this isn't allowed on here - I'm just very desperate for participants for my thesis. I'm a 3rd year clinical psychology trainee at Liverpool University so I thought I would see if anyone on here could possibly help. Basically I am after people aged 18-25 who are currently enrolled as stud...
ClinPsyDave
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2020-02-14 22:24:53
rapecounseling
Hi Everyone - apologies if this isn't allowed on here - I'm just very desperate for participants for my thesis. I'm a 3rd year clinical psychology trainee at Liverpool University so I thought I would see if anyone on here could possibly help. Basically I am after people aged 18-25 who are currently enrolled as stud...
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ejby9p
Yeah.. Lol
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Mysteriously7
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2020-01-03 07:10:40
socialanxiety
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em12gy
Wtf is wrong with me
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I know I'm probably not the only one who does this and I kinda just want to vent but wtf is wrong with me??? Why is it that whenever it comes up to the anniversary of one of my rapes/assaults I go and actively look up my attackers on social media? What honestly possesses me to think that torturing myself by looking at ...
kinkyvanillapie
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2020-01-08 23:42:57
rapecounseling
<rs>I know I'm probably not the only one who does this and I kinda just want to vent but wtf is wrong with me???<re> <es>Why is it that whenever it comes up to the anniversary of one of my rapes/assaults I go and actively look up my attackers on social media?<ee> <es>What honestly possesses me to think that torturing m...
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what would help you deal with the trauma
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ekmfpo
Social anxiety no better, possibly worse after 12 months
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This month will mark 12 months at my new job, I hate my job. Social anxiety has made this so much more prevalent in my life, maybe if I had the social skills or confidence to talk to my co-workers then it'd be easier but it's just gotten worse. I'm a 19/f working with middle-aged men, and I am so fucking awkward aroun...
backentrancebourbon
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2020-01-06 01:18:54
socialanxiety
<es>This month will mark 12 months at my new job, I hate my job.<ee> <ees>Social anxiety has made this so much more prevalent in my life, maybe if I had the social skills or confidence to talk to my co-workers then it'd be easier but it's just gotten worse.<ee> <es>I'm a 19/f working with middle-aged men, and I am so ...
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what would help control your anxiety
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ejbp30
Is group therapy really helpful/necessary?
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I go to therapy once a week and my dietitian once a week. I’m doing work for my eating disorder, PTSD and depression. Once a month, my therapist has a free 2 hour general group session. It’s not specific to anything, just general. I went last month after months of refusing only because my best friend made me. I didn’t ...
bubblyqueer
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2020-01-03 06:45:09
mentalillness
I go to therapy once a week and my dietitian once a week. <es>I’m doing work for my eating disorder, PTSD and depression.<ee> Once a month, my therapist has a free 2 hour general group session. It’s not specific to anything, just general. I went last month after months of refusing only because my best friend made me. I...
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how you feel about group therapy
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you deal with your eating disorder
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er3wmj
I am going to report my rape tomorrow and I am so scared
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It happened a little more than a month ago. I have some doctors notes on bruising on my back after the attack but no semen or dna or anything. The surveillance footage of me and the rapist together doesn’t exist anymore (was deleted after 30 days). I am mentally ill and on medication. I am so scared. I am afraid of be...
bananfluer505
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2020-01-19 22:59:16
rapecounseling
<es>I am going to report my rape tomorrow.<ee> <efs>I am so scared<efe> <es>It happened a little more than a month ago.<ee> <es>I have some doctors notes on bruising on my back after the attack but no semen or dna or anything.<ee> <es>The surveillance footage of me and the rapist together doesn’t exist anymore (was d...
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eiol90
Finally done dating...period
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So I finally decided to acknowledge something that's been staring me in the face for ages, which I've been conveniently ignoring for way too long. I've been using dating as a shitty coping mechanism because I thought that if I was in a relationship with someone, the chances of them leaving were lower. It gave me some s...
ASwingAndAMistake
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2020-01-01 22:06:40
BPD
<es>So I finally decided to acknowledge something that's been staring me in the face for ages, which I've been conveniently ignoring for way too long.<ee> <es>I've been using dating as a shitty coping mechanism because I thought that if I was in a relationship with someone, the chances of them leaving were lower.<ee> <...
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dating non-BPD people make you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel too needy to be with a non-BPD person
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eo0b5a
So I have anxiety and stress and I'm trying to cope with it by just focusing on other activities.
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I have tried developing new hobbies like drawing, exercising, and video games to keep my mind occupied and the thing is that I want to commit to them but I cant stay motivated to do them. Any suggestions as to how to stay motivated to do a new hobby.....I apologize if it seems to be a little confusing, I tried to expla...
Kimxoz
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2020-01-13 06:19:02
selfhelp
<es>So I have anxiety and stress and I'm trying to cope with it by just focusing on other activities.<ee> <es>I have tried developing new hobbies like drawing, exercising, and video games to keep my mind occupied and the thing is that I want to commit to them but I cant stay motivated to do them.<ee> <rs>Any suggestion...
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what caused the stress
How did X make you feel?
the anxiety and stress
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ek23in
Need an outlet
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help-seeking
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I'm 19 years old and in college. I don't think I would say I have anger issues, but lately there have been some things happening that just piss me off so much I have to do something. It has resulted in 2 major mistakes in the past month or so. The other week, I broke my car window by throwing my phone at it (from insid...
TigerTamer23
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2020-01-04 20:38:00
Anger
I'm 19 years old and in college. <es>I don't think I would say I have anger issues, but lately there have been some things happening that just piss me off so much I have to do something.<ee> <es>It has resulted in 2 major mistakes in the past month or so.<ee> <es>The other week, I broke my car window by throwing my pho...
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the frustration you feel due to the recent events
What do you need help with now that X?
you are trying to avoid such outbursts
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eu4n4h
It's OK to Start Over!
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ecwaith
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2020-01-26 09:23:53
selfhelp
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eov91e
The first step...
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Is admitting I have a problem... so I guess I’m getting somewhere, right? This is my first time in 4 years telling anyone about this. I’m so ashamed and I feel completely helpless (which is why I’m using a throwaway account). A little background: I’ve never had an issue with drugs. I was straight as an arrow in high ...
waitwhaaaatttt
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2020-01-15 01:36:04
addiction
<rs>Is admitting I have a problem... so I guess I’m getting somewhere, right?<re> This is my first time in 4 years telling anyone about this. <efs>I’m so ashamed and I feel completely helpless (which is why I’m using a throwaway account).<efe> <es>A little background: I’ve never had an issue with drugs.<ee> <es>I was...
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en6up8
Anxiety and jealousy
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I’ve been having a crazy mix of jealousy and anxiety mainly due to telling my best friend I liked them and them not feeling the same and also a change in how close we used to be as they rekindled some old friendships and now spends a lot of time with them. I feel like I’m just being used to entertain them during the ...
pointlesscake
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2020-01-11 12:27:26
getting_over_it
<es>I’ve been having a crazy mix of jealousy and anxiety mainly due to telling my best friend I liked them and them not feeling the same and also a change in how close we used to be as they rekindled some old friendships and now spends a lot of time with them. <ee> <efs>I feel like I’m just being used to entertain the...
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you are feeling so lonely and jealous
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enetan
Twenty-Four Hours a Day, 1.11
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Thought When we were drinking most of us never thought of helping others. We liked to buy drinks for people, because that made us feel like big shots. But we only used others for our own pleasure. Do really go out and try to help somebody who needed help never occurred to us. Do us, helping others looked like a su...
Whtsox
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2020-01-11 22:57:11
alcoholicsanonymous
Thought When we were drinking most of us never thought of helping others. We liked to buy drinks for people, because that made us feel like big shots. But we only used others for our own pleasure. Do really go out and try to help somebody who needed help never occurred to us. Do us, helping others looked like a su...
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f97jn4
insurance woes — paying to be normal
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i don’t want for this to come off like i’m ungrateful or complaining. i’m privileged to even have insurance in the first place.. that being said — i just found out today that my deductible for every visit is $100. that includes all general visits to my GP and every trip to therapy. still trying to get my dosage under...
nmarietaylor
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2020-02-25 09:03:39
getting_over_it
i don’t want for this to come off like i’m ungrateful or complaining. <es>i’m privileged to even have insurance in the first place..<ee> that being said — <es>i just found out today that my deductible for every visit is $100.<ee> <es>that includes all general visits to my GP and every trip to therapy.<ee> <es>still t...
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the therapy
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the fees of the therapy is too high
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ej8buu
How do you know when you hit styro?
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I know that it bleeds slowly and it’s while at first but I don’t know exactly how to judge it. I cut pretty deep, for a few seconds it was while but then it slowly started bleeding. It doesn’t hurt or anything.
wsernamee
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2020-01-03 02:00:02
selfharm
<rs>How do you know when you hit styro?<re> <es>I know that it bleeds slowly and it’s while at first but I don’t know exactly how to judge it. <ee> <es>I cut pretty deep, for a few seconds it was while but then it slowly started bleeding.<ee> <es>It doesn’t hurt or anything.<ee>
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why did you cut deep
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cutting too deep
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ei9zcn
My friend is moving.
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About three years ago I had to move for my dad’s work. The move basically ruined me and after it I only had two friends I kept in contacts with. My other friendships just didn’t hold up sadly. Well although the move sucked and I hate the state I live in, i was around 800 miles away from my friends. So it sucked but it’...
duolingo-lives
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2019-12-31 22:37:57
depression
<es>About three years ago I had to move for my dad’s work.<ee> <es>The move basically ruined me and after it I only had two friends I kept in contacts with.<ee> <es>My other friendships just didn’t hold up sadly.<ee> Well although the move sucked and I hate the state I live in, i was around 800 miles away from my frien...
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you are anxious and scared about your friend moving far away
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ejuk8w
Watch this
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Fighter997
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2020-01-04 09:24:24
socialanxiety
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esdrh4
I don’t handle change well, and the stress takes a toll on my body.
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help-seeking
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I just want to start off by saying I’m in a good place in life. It’s just this last year has been extremely overwhelming. I’m hoping someone can give me some advice on how to handle so much change. I’m a creature of habit. I find comfort in routine. I went from a chill life of doing the same thing everyday to the follo...
jellyfishareblu
1
0
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2020-01-22 15:43:56
selfhelp
<es>I just want to start off by saying I’m in a good place in life. <ee><es>It’s just this last year has been extremely overwhelming.<ee> <rs>I’m hoping someone can give me some advice on how to handle so much change.<re> <es>I’m a creature of habit.<ee> <es>I find comfort in routine.<ee> <es>I went from a chill life o...
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eia2jr
Do i even deserve to be happy? Ever?
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rant
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I've had a lingering feeling the entire 2019 that i'm never going to get anywhere and that i'll be dead in a ditch by my 20s but recently this same feeling has hit me like a ton of bricks since 2020 is just about to start. I'm 17, and i was a happy kid until secondary school started, and then everything went downhill....
Buddietrin
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2019-12-31 22:45:12
depression
<efs>I've had a lingering feeling the entire 2019 that i'm never going to get anywhere and that i'll be dead in a ditch by my 20s but recently this same feeling has hit me like a ton of bricks since 2020 is just about to start.<efe> <esI'm 17, and i was a happy kid until secondary school started, and then everything w...
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this feeling of being worthless
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fzr718
What am I working for
1a
rant
1
If I have no drive or motivation for anything in life, how can I expect to go far? My bed is covered in McDonald’s mcmuffin crumbs, piss bottles on the floor, fast food wrappings everywhere, have been dehydrated for weeks, haven’t showered in a month, everything is crumbling down. I have nothing going for me. Suicida...
itdoesntgetbetter0
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2020-04-12 05:56:44
getting_over_it
<es>If I have no drive or motivation for anything in life, how can I expect to go far?<ee> <es>My bed is covered in McDonald’s mcmuffin crumbs, piss bottles on the floor, fast food wrappings everywhere, have been dehydrated for weeks, haven’t showered in a month, everything is crumbling down. <ee> <es>I have nothing g...
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1
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you have no motivation for anything
Can you elaborate more on X ?
the negative thoughts make you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
you are having suicidal and negative thoughts
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eqwsrb
How can I love myself through my process?
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help-seeking
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I find that I often try to find happiness in external things (clothes, food, relationships) but when I try to go inward and love myself, it almost seems impossible. I know everyone says you must love yourself before anyone can love you and idk why I can’t get there. I’ve practiced meditations and therapy and it doesn’t...
neon_dancer
1
0
13
2020-01-19 14:21:43
selfhelp
<rs>How can I love myself through my process?<re> <es>I find that I often try to find happiness in external things (clothes, food, relationships) but when I try to go inward and love myself, it almost seems impossible.<ee> <es>I know everyone says you must love yourself before anyone can love you and idk why I can’t ge...
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eialw9
I feel like I'm going insane, and I can't do anything about it.
1a
rant
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I've been struggling with everything that life has thrown at me, it's been one thing after another. I have depression, and a lack of people skills. No matter how hard I try, no matter how much effort I put into anything, it's just not good enough. I'm going through a bad episode of depression and I just need to write ...
Yugoslavian-potato
1
0
4
2019-12-31 23:28:23
ADHD
<es>I've been struggling with everything that life has thrown at me, it's been one thing after another.<ee> <es>I have depression, and a lack of people skills.<ee> <es>No matter how hard I try, no matter how much effort I put into anything, it's just not good enough.<ee> <es>I'm going through a bad episode of depressi...
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you feel no one understands your ADHD
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evufbw
My cup
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rant
1
A couple of months ago, my boyfriend was sick but I was hanging with him and he slept over of my dorm. He had a work event the next morning (like 7am) so he got up at 6am and while he went to go change, I got up and made him tea in my nice tumblr cup. I made tea that treats sore throat and made gave him some snacks wit...
shimmeringegg
1
0
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2020-01-29 22:20:22
getting_over_it
<es>A couple of months ago, my boyfriend was sick but I was hanging with him and he slept over of my dorm.<ee> <es>He had a work event the next morning (like 7am) so he got up at 6am and while he went to go change, I got up and made him tea in my nice tumblr cup.<ee> <es>I made tea that treats sore throat and made gave...
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how the breakup make you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
your boyfriend broke up
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elaafe
Weekly News &amp; Studies Discussion - January 07, 2020
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Read any mental health news or studies that interested you? Share them!
AutoModerator
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2020-01-07 11:21:18
mentalillness
Read any mental health news or studies that interested you? Share them!
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emob23
I had a victory with my PTSD.
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The biggest thing I've been struggling with recently is seeing the evidence of my progress. Yes, its been 2 years of general progress, but I'm still struggling with relationships and trust. About the only thing I thought I had figured out is that a combination of meds, exercise, and routine help me get a super health...
FiveThingsEveryNight
1
0
9
2020-01-10 08:47:44
ptsd
The biggest thing I've been struggling with recently is seeing the evidence of my progress. Yes, its been 2 years of general progress, but I'm still struggling with relationships and trust. About the only thing I thought I had figured out is that a combination of meds, exercise, and routine help me get a super health...
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eww88q
Years Later
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help-seeking
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I was sexually taken advantage of at thirteen by someone I’d considered to be one of my best friends at the church I had been going to all of my life. He didn’t hurt me physically but he didn’t listen to the countless “no”s and “stop”s, and for years I couldn’t deal with the guilt and confusion it left me with. I’m se...
FirnenLavellan
1
0
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2020-01-31 22:32:33
rapecounseling
<es>I was sexually taken advantage of at thirteen by someone I’d considered to be one of my best friends at the church I had been going to all of my life.<ee> <es>He didn’t hurt me physically but he didn’t listen to the countless “no”s and “stop”s,<ee> <efs>for years I couldn’t deal with the guilt and confusion it left...
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epx9v6
Just need to vent
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rant
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wtf is wrong with guys who need to trick you to get you to into bed? He offered his place because my house had flooded and I was staying with my parents. It saved me going far and having to keep an eye on the bus times which weren't frequent. I was leaving. If i was interested in him, I would have stuck around. HE SA...
anonymous_monkey2
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0
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2020-01-17 07:37:58
rapecounseling
<rs>wtf is wrong with guys who need to trick you to get you to into bed?<re> <es>He offered his place because my house had flooded and I was staying with my parents.<ee> <es>It saved me going far and having to keep an eye on the bus times which weren't frequent.<ee> <es>I was leaving.<ee> <es>If i was interested in hi...
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his actions
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you now that the guy tricked you
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eidv2g
Do you think he thinks I'm a freak?
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help-seeking
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I have known this guy for almost two years. Yesterday he skew if we could pick up his buddy from the store since his car broke down and it was really cold out. I said sure and we pick his buddy up from the store. Well my friend wanted to stop at the gas station and his buddy stayed in the car with me. I have never met ...
rundontwalkawaypoker
1
0
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2020-01-01 04:21:23
Anxiety
<es>I have known this guy for almost two years.<ee> <es>Yesterday he skew if we could pick up his buddy from the store since his car broke down and it was really cold out.<ee> <es>I said sure and we pick his buddy up from the store.<ee> <es>Well my friend wanted to stop at the gas station and his buddy stayed in the ca...
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how did the meeting with guy made you feel
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enhrn4
Wellbutrin
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Is anyone here on Wellbutrin? I have severe depression and (very literally) crippling anxiety and that’s the medication my therapist said my psychiatrist may prescribe me. Just seeing if it helped anyone or if you have any experiences!
warmscrambledegg
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0
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2020-01-12 02:50:38
mentalillness
Is anyone here on Wellbutrin? <es>I have severe depression and (very literally) crippling anxiety and that’s the medication my therapist said my psychiatrist may prescribe me.<ee> <rs>Just seeing if it helped anyone or if you have any experiences!<re>
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what caused your depression
How did X make you feel?
depression
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ep0z5n
Day 10 begins.
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chitchat
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And I’ve never felt more motivated. Waking up early, going to the gym, going to my alcohol group. Continuing therapy. I even have an appointment for a nutritionist coming up. Things are looking up.
DuckyDuckerton
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2020-01-15 11:09:44
alcoholicsanonymous
And I’ve never felt more motivated. Waking up early, going to the gym, going to my alcohol group. Continuing therapy. I even have an appointment for a nutritionist coming up. Things are looking up.
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ej2x8h
Get serious
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chitchat
5
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jazzenic
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2020-01-02 19:32:17
selfhelp
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ek1xzs
I'm an Introverted Extrovert! | (A Juxtaposing Movie Music Adventure)
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chitchat
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Kriller77
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2020-01-04 20:26:46
socialanxiety
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eiebc8
Rest in piece flash :(
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chitchat
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lklash
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2020-01-01 05:06:33
sad
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f29sc6
My gf was raped when she went out to a bar.
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rant
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This happened a year before we met. We've been together for a while now and I'm just starting to understand the details of what happened to her. She remembers nothing after she and her friend were handed drinks by a group of guys (I think 4-5). A friend of hers found her in an alley near the bar at the end of the night...
chockabanastraw
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0
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2020-02-11 15:22:40
rapecounseling
<es>My gf was raped when she went out to a bar.<ee> <es>This happened a year before we met.<ee> <es>We've been together for a while now and I'm just starting to understand the details of what happened to her.<ee> <es>She remembers nothing after she and her friend were handed drinks by a group of guys (I think 4-5).<ee>...
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you are unable to stop your vivid imagination about the incident
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ej3m8h
Any thoughts on mindfulness meditation?
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survey
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I heard that this type of meditation can reduce symptoms of depression and anxiety Also apparently it physically changes your brain structure like increasing your grey matter and help your concentration What your thoughts on meditation? Did you ever tried it?
Cracklingdoock
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0
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2020-01-02 20:20:08
BPD
<rs>Any thoughts on mindfulness meditation?<re> <es>I heard that this type of meditation can reduce symptoms of depression and anxiety <ee> <es>Also apparently it physically changes your brain structure like increasing your grey matter and help your concentration<ee> <rs>What your thoughts on meditation?<re> <rs>Did ...
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you depression
How did X make you feel?
your depression and anxiety
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eivr7a
Did anyone else end up just having CPTSD instead of BPD?
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survey
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I posted about this on the cptsd subreddit, but they didn't really get it. A lot of them said that they hardly qualified for the BPD diagnosis, but their Dr. basically forced it into them. My thing is that I pretty much ticked off every box for having BPD when I got diagnosed, and at the time I thought it was a diagnos...
queer_artsy_kid
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2020-01-02 08:41:48
BPD
I posted about this on the cptsd subreddit, but they didn't really get it. <es>A lot of them said that they hardly qualified for the BPD diagnosis, but their Dr. basically forced it into them.<ee> <es>My thing is that I pretty much ticked off every box for having BPD when I got diagnosed, and at the time I thought it w...
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how did the doctor's diagnosis
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er9lot
I want to stop playing/uninstall my games but I find it hard to do so, and it’s affecting my grades and perception of myself.
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help-seeking
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I’ve been thinking a lot lately, and it seems that my games are really the root of all my issues. My parents are borderline harassing me about this and it’s making me feel completely incapable, they’re doubting me, and always being nosey about it. I know it’s because they care for me, but it gets really annoying, and t...
Shayydii
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0
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2020-01-20 06:52:43
selfhelp
<es>I want to stop playing/uninstall my games but I find it hard to do so, and it’s affecting my grades and perception of myself.<ee> <es>I’ve been thinking a lot lately, and it seems that my games are really the root of all my issues.<ee> <efs>My parents are borderline harassing me about this and it’s making me feel c...
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elc9x0
The worst day
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rant
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I’ve never felt so disrespected in my life I am crushed, my ex of almost 5 years has moved on within weeks, she’s got a guy at our house right now. She’s calling me immature for freaking out, well maybe you shouldn’t be bringing dudes into our house? The one where I paid $1700 and you paid $300 this month fuck me. The...
Chris1659
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2020-01-07 14:31:57
sad
<efs>I’ve never felt so disrespected in my life<efe> <es>I am crushed, my ex of almost 5 years has moved on within weeks, she’s got a guy at our house right now.<ee> <es>She’s calling me immature for freaking out, well maybe you shouldn’t be bringing dudes into our house?<ee> <es>The one where I paid $1700 and you pai...
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you feel crushed by your ex moving on quickly
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ewtpyo
I get really angry when I think someone is trying to mock me or is disinterested in what I have to say
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survey
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I do this a lot .. I even do it when the person will say they make no offense. I dislike when people make faces or act like they are high and mighty. How do I stop this? Am I the only one who does this? I feel really alone. I can hold it in but it will sit with me for the rest of the day and I’ll be angry about it late...
bunmlk
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2020-01-31 19:42:15
Anger
<es>I get really angry when I think someone is trying to mock me or is disinterested in what I have to say<ee> <es>I do this a lot .. I even do it when the person will say they make no offense.<ee> <es>I dislike when people make faces or act like they are high and mighty.<ee> <rs>How do I stop this?<re> <rs>Am I the on...
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eqbult
Doubts of "true" alcoholism
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Anyone else experience a certain level of doubt as to whether they were problem drinkers or what the big book describes as a "real alcoholic"? This is something I'm experiencing 5 weeks into sobriety and I'm not entirely sure how to tackle this issue. My current thought process is that it's a much healthier and safer ...
Domeo81
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2020-01-18 04:31:05
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>Anyone else experience a certain level of doubt as to whether they were problem drinkers or what the big book describes as a "real alcoholic"?<ee> <es>This is something I'm experiencing 5 weeks into sobriety and I'm not entirely sure how to tackle this issue.<ee> <es>My current thought process is that it's a much ...
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being sober
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ej8p0b
getting touched in general, It makes me feel uncomfortable
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candiedbiscuit
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2020-01-03 02:28:18
BPD
<efs>getting touched in general, It makes me feel uncomfortable<efe>
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What made you feel X ?
why getting touched makes you uncomfortable
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the feeling of discomfort on being touched
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eib4y4
Have been gagging all day, but have no food in my stomach from two days of panic attacks. Any ideas about what I can do?
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help-seeking
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I have tried eating and it makes me nauseous. I recently got clean from a 5 year xanax addiction about a month ago, but (not including the first week of withdrawals) the anxiety hasn’t been this bad until now.
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2020-01-01 00:10:35
Anxiety
<efs>Have been gagging all day, but have no food in my stomach from two days of panic attacks.<efe> <rs>Any ideas about what I can do?<re> <efs>I have tried eating and it makes me nauseous.<efe> <es>I recently got clean from a 5 year xanax addiction about a month ago, but (not including the first week of withdrawals) t...
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your panic attack
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eim273
It's another year, but honestly every day and every moment is a chance to win the battle against anxiety.
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chitchat
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Every moment you don't have anxiety, or give in to your anxiety's worst urges, or ask for help rather than stay alone or lash out, or even decide to be a better person, it's a small victory. Everyone gets hung up on a new year, but every moment is a new chance. Take it slow, moment by moment. Live in each moment and b...
Pupisthegreatest
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2020-01-01 18:57:49
Anxiety
Every moment you don't have anxiety, or give in to your anxiety's worst urges, or ask for help rather than stay alone or lash out, or even decide to be a better person, it's a small victory. Everyone gets hung up on a new year, but every moment is a new chance. Take it slow, moment by moment. Live in each moment and b...
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eo5pr2
Is this an unhealthy addiction?
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help-seeking
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To start with Yu-Gi-Oh is my "game of choice".I just loved that card game so much.Now thr problem is with the Steam and mobile game Yu-Gi-Oh Duel links.I don't know why but i just feel different if i play the game.Different in the meaning like i am an alien living on earth. Sometimes it affects my anxiety.I don't know ...
EdenJ13
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0
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2020-01-13 15:40:23
addiction
<es>To start with Yu-Gi-Oh is my "game of choice".<ee><es>I just loved that card game so much.<ee><es>Now thr problem is with the Steam and mobile game Yu-Gi-Oh Duel links.<ee><efs>I don't know why but i just feel different if i play the game.<efe><efs>Different in the meaning like i am an alien living on earth.<efe> <...
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eir2hp
If I spent as much time fixing my problems as I did worrying about them, I wouldn't have any problems to worry about in the first place.
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rant
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It's almost half 1 in the morning here. I've spent the past 12-13 hours filled with dread and anxiety and beating myself over some work I need to do and it just hit me: if I spent those 6 hours actually *doing* the work, I'd have been done ages ago and I could be relaxing right now. Instead I still have that pit in my ...
adhd_0_throwaway
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0
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2020-01-02 01:24:24
ADHD
<es>It's almost half 1 in the morning here.<ee> <efs>I've spent the past 12-13 hours filled with dread and anxiety and beating myself over some work I need to do<efe> <es>it just hit me: if I spent those 6 hours actually *doing* the work, I'd have been done ages ago and I could be relaxing right now.<ee> <es>Instead I ...
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your feeling anxious about the work you have to do
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eiawqa
The 2010s was the worst decade ever
1c
rant
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Good f\*\*king riddance, 2010s decade. Though I can't say I have high hopes for the 2020s...
EuphoricSorrow91
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0
0
2019-12-31 23:52:35
depression
Good f\*\*king riddance, 2010s decade. Though I can't say I have high hopes for the 2020s...
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emh58v
The next foot out
1b
rant
2
They have taken everything they physically could. They destroyed my phone, took the entertainment stuff, broke the dishes, even the clothes washer.. Now they are threatening to take more again. I feel like I've made it as easy as possible for them to be with their kids while still keeping myself safe. This is just so...
GabeWithUnibrow
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0
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2020-01-09 22:26:44
domesticviolence
<es>They have taken everything they physically could.<ee> <es>They destroyed my phone, took the entertainment stuff, broke the dishes, even the clothes washer..<ee> <es>Now they are threatening to take more again. <ee> <es>I feel like I've made it as easy as possible for them to be with their kids while still keeping ...
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who is threatening you
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you are exhausted from all the abuse
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et639w
Any sources will be helpful...
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help-seeking
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i’m applying some childhood trauma in a lot of aspects of my life and i guess i am wondering if anyone has any self help books, tips, articles, suggestions, etc to help with these feelings? not to get into specifics but i’m applying trauma from a male figure to other males figures in my life. anything at all will be ...
littleaquariuscancer
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0
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2020-01-24 05:45:11
selfhelp
<rs>i’m applying some childhood trauma in a lot of aspects of my life and i guess i am wondering if anyone has any self help books, tips, articles, suggestions, etc to help with these feelings?<re> <es>not to get into specifics but i’m applying trauma from a male figure to other males figures in my life. <ee> <rs>anyt...
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the childhood trauma
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elq337
Hi, I’m in a deep spiral right now. Just got fired from my job and I feel like my world is crumbling, and I owe it all to alcohol. I could really use some encouragement. I want to get sober.
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rant
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daft_monk1
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0
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2020-01-08 08:34:51
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>Hi, I’m in a deep spiral right now. <ee><es>Just got fired from my job and I feel like my world is crumbling, and I owe it all to alcohol.<ee> <rs>I could really use some encouragement.<re> <rs>I want to get sober. <re> nan
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why you are in a deep spiral
How did X make you feel?
getting fired from your job
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eic7iu
Think how my years are the same. Not able to make friends/keep friends
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rant
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I am a 20 year old female, a have really bad anxiety. I’ve only had friends for less then a year including my childhood, I know it’s my fault because I don’t really talk to anyone, but when I do and we have lots in Common, when I think I’m actually making a friend, everything is going great and they just stop talking ...
SpookyQueenGhost
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2020-01-01 01:40:58
Anxiety
<es>I am a 20 year old female, a have really bad anxiety.<ee> <es>I’ve only had friends for less then a year including my childhood,<ee> <es>I know it’s my fault because I don’t really talk to anyone, but when I do and we have lots in Common,<ee> <es>when I think I’m actually making a friend, everything is going great...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to make friends
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