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ep4165
If you know you know.
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chitchat
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KhabeezKaBachcha
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0
2020-01-15 15:55:07
selfhelp
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ej2il0
I almost comitted suicide on new years eve.
1a
rant
3
Small disclaimer: English is not my native language so I'm sorry if the flow of the sentences is a bit awkward. So on new years eve I was hanging out with a couple of friends at a sleepover, the guy has a huge tall house. There were 9 of us in total. As you can probably imagine, us being dumb teenagers, we had gotte...
gebrokkoleerd
4
0
6
2020-01-02 19:04:13
BPD
Small disclaimer: English is not my native language so I'm sorry if the flow of the sentences is a bit awkward. <es>So on new years eve I was hanging out with a couple of friends at a sleepover, the guy has a huge tall house.<ee> <es>There were 9 of us in total.<ee> <es>As you can probably imagine, us being dumb tee...
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how did the suicide attempt make you feel
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you now that you are feeling worse
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evkl74
Need help controlling anger
1a
help-seeking
1
I am a very hot headed person. I get irritated really easily. I dont want angry to control me anymore. Its starting to damge my relationship. Can anyone please provide me with some tips on how to control my irritation/anger?
R_O_A_N_E
1
0
1
2020-01-29 09:15:05
Anger
<es>I am a very hot headed person.<ee> <es>I get irritated really easily.<ee> <rs>I dont want angry to control me anymore.<re> <es>Its starting to damge my relationship.<ee> <rs>Can anyone please provide me with some tips on how to control my irritation/anger?<re>
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How did X make you feel?
anger
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ejt7cz
There’s something wrong with me, and I don’t know what....personality disorder of some sort? Please be nice..
1a
rant
2
Okay so, I’m just gonna list what I feel is odd/out-of-the-ordinary about, well, me. I really think I have some sort of personality disorder or something, and I hate feeling crazy. -Personality changes from day to day -Periods of extreme dullness/not feeling anything followed by periods of feeling everything extremel...
-ilikelard-
3
0
7
2020-01-04 06:50:16
mentalillness
Okay so, I’m just gonna list what I feel is odd/out-of-the-ordinary about, well, me.<efs> I really think I have some sort of personality disorder or something, and I hate feeling crazy.<efe> -<efs>Personality changes from day to day<efe> -<efs>Periods of extreme dullness/not feeling anything followed by periods of fe...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel you have a mental illness
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eq1hps
Raped and lost purpose because now I’m a f*** up
1b
rant
2
I was raped about 3 years ago. My rapist has been locked up since but the court process is still on going due to him asking for a mental evaluation, bond reduction and murder trials being placed in front of my case. Every year since then, I’ve enrolled in college for my civil engineering degree and I’ve failed every la...
pinkrhezus
1
0
10
2020-01-17 15:04:00
rapecounseling
<es>I was raped about 3 years ago.<ee> <es>My rapist has been locked up since but the court process is still on going due to him asking for a mental evaluation, bond reduction and murder trials being placed in front of my case.<ee> <es>Every year since then, I’ve enrolled in college for my civil engineering degree and ...
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what would help you overcome your anxiety and insecurities
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ejmo68
On hour 30
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help-seeking
1
It’s rough but I’m sticking it out, I took some Gabapentin earlier and it’s helping it’s funny because my dealer literally ran out on the day I was planning on quitting and his guy got busted by the cops so they don’t know when they will even get more so my dealer who is also a friend of mine is quitting as well. I app...
professorpounds420
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2020-01-03 22:10:40
OpiatesRecovery
<es>It’s rough but I’m sticking it out, I took some Gabapentin earlier and it’s helping it’s funny because my dealer literally ran out on the day I was planning on quitting and his guy got busted by the cops so they don’t know when they will even get more so my dealer who is also a friend of mine is quitting as well.<e...
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why did you take gabapentin
How did X make you feel?
taking gabapentin
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you stay clean
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eigvbr
A quitter
1a
rant
1
I hate who I've become. I used to be great, I used to write stories and never run out of inspiration. I used to be able to laugh whole heartily at the silliest things. Now I've become a stupid husk that procrastinates and I have to practice in the mirror for like an hour to have a smile that doesn't look strained. I've...
lainy-the-painy
1
0
2
2020-01-01 10:10:07
sad
<efs>I hate who I've become.<efe> <efs>I used to be great, I used to write stories and never run out of inspiration.<efe> <efs>I used to be able to laugh whole heartily at the silliest things.<efe> <efs>Now I've become a stupid husk that procrastinates and I have to practice in the mirror for like an hour to have a smi...
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What made you feel X ?
so depressed and crumbled
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the voices in your brain
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eiyoa3
Couldn’t figure out why my iPhone wouldn’t turn on even though it was plugged into a charger...it was plugged into headphones
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rant
1
🤦🏼‍♀️
mish92
1
0
3
2020-01-02 14:10:26
ADHD
🤦🏼‍♀️
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eiqt08
Going out
1a
rant
2
Hey guys , lately I’ve been going out more and am very happy. I’m 17 , senior in HS (homeschooled now though however) &amp; at first I was always against partying , drinking etc. (still don’t drink) and I went to 2 parties this weekend! Getting to go out has helped so much , experiencing parties and everything has help...
aamxr
1
0
0
2020-01-02 01:03:12
Anxiety
Hey guys , lately I’ve been going out more and am very happy. I’m 17 , senior in HS (homeschooled now though however) &amp; at first I was always against partying , drinking etc. (still don’t drink) and I went to 2 parties this weekend! Getting to go out has helped so much , experiencing parties and everything has help...
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true
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ezmil5
Do you think of me?
1a
survey
1
You get to continue on with your life. You get to relocate and become a successful lawyer. You get to move on and find a spouse and have children. You made a choice to break my soul that night and I will live with that every day. I feel as though I will never be able to fully trust someone again. Even at work when some...
TraumaICURN
1
0
1
2020-02-06 04:05:31
rapecounseling
<es>You get to continue on with your life.<ee> <es>You get to relocate and become a successful lawyer.<ee> <es>You get to move on and find a spouse and have children.<ee> <es>You made a choice to break my soul that night and I will live with that every day.<ee> <efs>I feel as though I will never be able to fully trust ...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you have nightmares of that incident
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eibcy2
New Year :-/
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chitchat
1
Hello everyone, wish you all a happy new year and decade from Germany. Hope everyone get what they want and must importantly what they need in the future to get better and live their life with joy. Just know you're not alone and there are always people who will love you. I don't know tho, just wanted to say it even ...
perishmaster
1
0
3
2020-01-01 00:28:20
depression
Hello everyone, wish you all a happy new year and decade from Germany. Hope everyone get what they want and must importantly what they need in the future to get better and live their life with joy. Just know you're not alone and there are always people who will love you. I don't know tho, just wanted to say it even ...
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eiftc0
Promising Year
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rant
1
So it's just been 30 min into 2020 and my crush already told me that she has a boyfriend...
Betillin
1
0
0
2020-01-01 07:49:46
sad
<es>So it's just been 30 min into 2020 and my crush already told me that she has a boyfriend...<ee>
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How did X make you feel?
your crush's message
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel upset about your crush's revelation
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emhlev
High functioning...
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chitchat
1
So I've come to realize my addiction isn't going to be fixed so easily. To start out, my mom put me on sleeping pills and ritalin when I was 3 years old. As a teen I experimented with all sorts of crap. Now as an adult I use hemp, dextromethorphan and alcohol on the reg.... I'm able to do what I need to do so long as I...
danieltigerx
1
0
11
2020-01-09 22:58:38
addiction
<es>So I've come to realize my addiction isn't going to be fixed so easily.<ee> <es>To start out, my mom put me on sleeping pills and ritalin when I was 3 years old.<ee> <es>As a teen I experimented with all sorts of crap.<ee> <es>Now as an adult I use hemp, dextromethorphan and alcohol on the reg.... I'm able to do wh...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
taking the drugs
What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to stay sober
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true
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ekarmh
Boyfriend triggers me
1b
help-seeking
2
I tried to break up with my bf but he wouldn't let me. So we agreed on taking time apart and no contacting each other. I'm so used to him being a part of my life so it became difficult after a few days. It's pretty lonely, I miss him, and I think I still love him. But everytime I think about him I also think about t...
dandruffstorm
1
0
9
2020-01-05 09:14:11
Anger
<es>I tried to break up with my bf but he wouldn't let me.<ee> <es>So we agreed on taking time apart and no contacting each other.<ee> <es>I'm so used to him being a part of my life so it became difficult after a few days.<ee> <efs>It's pretty lonely, I miss him, and I think I still love him.<efe> <efs>But everytime...
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eo8lpc
How do i help my boyfriend?
1b
help-seeking
2
Me and my boyfriend have been dating for about 2 years, and although i knew that he had depression even before we started dating, he was a lot better back then than now. I've noticed his symptoms have been getting really out of hand, and i even had talks with him where he honestly said that sometimes he just feels like...
breast_croissant
1
0
3
2020-01-13 19:06:01
mentalillness
<es>Me and my boyfriend have been dating for about 2 years, and although i knew that he had depression even before we started dating, he was a lot better back then than now.<ee> <efs><es>I've noticed his symptoms have been getting really out of hand, and i even had talks with him where he honestly said that sometimes h...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how your boyfriend feels due to depression
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ei9bha
I'm slipping into depression again what should I do?
1a
help-seeking
1
Last week was so bad, I just wanna end it, I felt worthless and pathetic and so much more. My only friend that i trust got me out of it but it's just coming back to me again.
smoll_jazz
1
0
0
2019-12-31 21:44:20
depression
<es>I'm slipping into depression again what should I do?<ee> <efs>Last week was so bad, I just wanna end it, I felt worthless and pathetic and so much more.<efe> <es>My only friend that i trust got me out of it but it's just coming back to me again.<ee>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you think the depression is returning
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel you have relapsed
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eo1z3m
After the fog of depression - looking back it's disappointing to see how much potential was squandered during those years - how do I forgive myself?
1a
help-seeking
1
I am having fewer depressed days than before (this has been slow over the course of 18 months). The more clarity I have, the more I see how much better I could've done in school, at my work, relationships, etc. It's unsettling to see how I operated so cold and minimally during that time. I was never unkind, but I reall...
throwawaylife58924
1
0
8
2020-01-13 09:35:34
getting_over_it
<es>I am having fewer depressed days than before (this has been slow over the course of 18 months).<ee> <es>The more clarity I have, the more I see how much better I could've done in school, at my work, relationships, etc.<ee> <efs>It's unsettling to see how I operated so cold and minimally during that time.<efe> <es>I...
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2
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel you are behind others due to depression
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evvnp1
Bi-Polar Anger - I cant stop punching things - HELP
1a
help-seeking
1
I’ve struggled with anger stemming from anxiety for my whole life, I’ve never really been able to get a handle on it. Two months ago during an angry episode I punched my fist into my marble countertop as hard as I could, since it has become a go to form of self-harm - only this is doing more physical damage than anythi...
THX10011
1
0
2
2020-01-29 23:43:34
Anger
<es>I’ve struggled with anger stemming from anxiety for my whole life, I’ve never really been able to get a handle on it.<ee> <es>Two months ago during an angry episode I punched my fist into my marble countertop as hard as I could, since it has become a go to form of self-harm - only this is doing more physical damage...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
the anger outburst
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eipfz8
We had visitors and it wasn’t that bad.
1b
rant
1
Over the summer my family and I visited childhood friends in another country. This Christmas they decided to come over and spend time with us. I was so nervous! There’s something about hosting almost anything that terrifies me, I’m such a people pleaser and I just WANT people to enjoy my company. I was also afraid that...
blakppuch
1
0
1
2020-01-01 23:15:24
socialanxiety
Over the summer my family and I visited childhood friends in another country. This Christmas they decided to come over and spend time with us. I was so nervous! There’s something about hosting almost anything that terrifies me, I’m such a people pleaser and I just WANT people to enjoy my company. I was also afraid that...
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ej39f9
Diagnosed with ADHD after trying to find cure for years of chronic fatigue, 3rd day @ 30mg and been sleepy every single day why is this symptom happening?
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help-seeking
1
Basically have been lethargic/tired every day for years. Always try and get 8+ hours of sleep. Eating healthy. Exercising when I can. Did sleep studies, blood tests, etc. Just started Vyvanse, on third day at 30mg, does anyone know why I'm feeling almost sleepier than I already did before taking Vyvanse? I barely fe...
Internetcowboy
1
0
15
2020-01-02 19:55:53
ADHD
<efs>Basically have been lethargic/tired every day for years.<efe> <es>Always try and get 8+ hours of sleep.<ee> <es>Eating healthy.<ee> <es>Exercising when I can.<ee> <es>Did sleep studies, blood tests, etc. <ee> <es>Just started Vyvanse, on third day at 30mg.<ee> <rs>does anyone know why I'm feeling almost sleepier ...
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eks98j
I equate great art with childbirth and raising children.
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rant
1
Music is definitely my favourite art medium and one of my favourite things in life. When I hear a song that I love, and makes me happy, I always imagine Fatherhood and family life. It's probably super common but maybe I'm coming to the realization that the two are not the same. There are alot of people who pop out babi...
cheese_monkey_92
1
0
0
2020-01-06 10:19:08
mentalillness
Music is definitely my favourite art medium and one of my favourite things in life. When I hear a song that I love, and makes me happy, I always imagine Fatherhood and family life. It's probably super common but maybe I'm coming to the realization that the two are not the same. There are alot of people who pop out babi...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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thought
true
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enwo8y
Craving/Withdrawal Help
1a
help-seeking
1
I quit vaping/smoking cold turkey about two months ago, and never felt any withdrawal symptoms. But recently I’ve been hit with such a terrible need to do it that I’ve reached a point where I start panicking and breaking down because I currently have no way to stop the cravings. For people who have gone through this or...
uhnihilist13
1
0
5
2020-01-13 01:01:57
addiction
<es>I quit vaping/smoking cold turkey about two months ago, and never felt any withdrawal symptoms.<ee> <efs>But recently I’ve been hit with such a terrible need to do it that I’ve reached a point where I start panicking and breaking down because I currently have no way to stop the cravings.<efe> <rs>For people who hav...
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eib0qy
What’s helped you since dx?
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survey
1
Since receiving my diagnosis, it has helped me so much to get out of a lot of negative mindset ruts. I feel like I can now actually attempt to figure out how to work WITH my adhd, and brainstorm ways to overcome previous obstacles. So tell me some personal wins... what is something you’ve “hacked” and figured out a w...
grizgurl
1
0
6
2020-01-01 00:01:44
ADHD
Since receiving my diagnosis, it has helped me so much to get out of a lot of negative mindset ruts. I feel like I can now actually attempt to figure out how to work WITH my adhd, and brainstorm ways to overcome previous obstacles. So tell me some personal wins... what is something you’ve “hacked” and figured out a w...
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eicqo3
Spending NYE alone...
1b
rant
2
Me &amp; my bf got into a huge fight because I’m not going to his house for NYE. I tried to pretend I wasn’t feeling well so I could have an excuse to stay home but he called me out &amp; told me if I didn’t want to go to just tell him. I figured I could tell him the truth and he would understand but he definitely did ...
icarly1234
1
0
10
2020-01-01 02:30:24
Anxiety
<es>Me &amp; my bf got into a huge fight because I’m not going to his house for NYE.<ee> <es>I tried to pretend I wasn’t feeling well so I could have an excuse to stay home but he called me out &amp; told me if I didn’t want to go to just tell him.<ee> <es>I figured I could tell him the truth and he would understand bu...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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what would help you not be anxious
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eia8gy
I wish everyone else knew what a gross piece of trash I am so I could get on with it and not make them feel bad
1a
rant
1
Happy new year, good luck
throwaway431422
1
0
0
2019-12-31 22:58:38
depression
Happy new year, good luck
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true
0
eivufp
My life is changing and I’m really stressed about it
1b
rant
2
Sorry for the long paragraph.. I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2 years now and all that time he has been living with my family and I because unfortunately his mom kicked him out. Everyday I got to see him get a job, and do all adulting stuff while I’m a senior in high school (He’s 20, I’m 17). And now the next step to...
LivTheDogHooman
1
0
0
2020-01-02 08:53:11
Anxiety
Sorry for the long paragraph.. <es>I’ve been with my boyfriend for 2 years now and all that time he has been living with my family and I because unfortunately his mom kicked him out.<ee> <es>Everyday I got to see him get a job, and do all adulting stuff while I’m a senior in high school (He’s 20, I’m 17).<ee> <es>And ...
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null
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are having panic attacks without your boyfriend
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eickuu
I tried...
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rant
1
I did it. I made myself get out of the house. I signed up for a meetup at a bar for New Year’s Eve. Paid $100 for an all inclusive party with a group that looked good. Got there, Spent an hour. I saw all couples, realized I know no one and had a panic attack. Now I’m headed home in an Uber to spend NYE alone. FML
Wookinpanub808
1
0
3
2020-01-01 02:15:12
depression
I did it. I made myself get out of the house. I signed up for a meetup at a bar for New Year’s Eve. Paid $100 for an all inclusive party with a group that looked good. Got there, Spent an hour. I saw all couples, realized I know no one and had a panic attack. Now I’m headed home in an Uber to spend NYE alone. FML
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
How did X make you feel?
the panic attack
What do you need help with now that X?
you have a panic attack and feel lonely
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true
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eo7fgg
Disease
0
chitchat
1
Someone on my Facebook posted about how they finally got down to normal blood sugar after four months between 250 and 400. No talking about being selfish, throwing it away, wanting it bad enough, nobody asking what he’s gonna do differently, no shame in his words or people’s reactions. He sure as shit isn’t calling his...
ahatchingegg
1
0
5
2020-01-13 17:42:18
addiction
Someone on my Facebook posted about how they finally got down to normal blood sugar after four months between 250 and 400. No talking about being selfish, throwing it away, wanting it bad enough, nobody asking what he’s gonna do differently, no shame in his words or people’s reactions. He sure as shit isn’t calling his...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ekdsvs
Friends
1b
rant
1
None of my friends have social anxiety and i always feel bad when i ditch them because of it because they may not always understand truly how much I feel like I CANT go to the plans made.. Would love to find someone else to befriend with social anxiety so we can just stay in and chill but of course that’s difficult bec...
justgill1201
2
0
1
2020-01-05 14:41:29
socialanxiety
None of my friends have social anxiety and i always feel bad when i ditch them because of it because they may not always understand truly how much I feel like I CANT go to the plans made.. Would love to find someone else to befriend with social anxiety so we can just stay in and chill but of course that’s difficult bec...
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emccr7
A (My) Perspective on Addiction
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chitchat
4
Overcoming addiction was the most difficult challenge i have faced and doing so i had to focus on its roots, my suffering and disconnect. For many of us, if not all, our pain and suffering began before our addiction even started. And so developing a better understanding of ourselves and embracing the right perspective...
chazfester
1
0
9
2020-01-09 16:53:29
addiction
Overcoming addiction was the most difficult challenge i have faced and doing so i had to focus on its roots, my suffering and disconnect. For many of us, if not all, our pain and suffering began before our addiction even started. And so developing a better understanding of ourselves and embracing the right perspective...
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ein8cy
When I'm "sober" every single word is draining me like I'm lifting heavy weights but ever since I've been on medication talking is like going on a walk
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survey
1
Anyone else with ADD feel this way? I only got diagnosed two months ago and finally got my prescription for vyvanse. It helps me SO MUCH with socializing. It makes me feel like it completely cures my social ineptitude. Conversations flow naturally, I can come up with witty remarks at the right moments, etc. It's like...
ONE__2__THREE
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2020-01-01 20:24:49
ADHD
<es>When I'm "sober" every single word is draining me like I'm lifting heavy weights but ever since I've been on medication talking is like going on a walk<ee> <rs>Anyone else with ADD feel this way?<re> <es>I only got diagnosed two months ago and finally got my prescription for vyvanse.<ee> <es>It helps me SO MUCH wit...
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speaking while being sober drains your energy
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eis4mn
I want to die to end this pain.
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rant
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I’m not going to do anything like suicide or crimes or any of that— but I want to disappear. My pain is a source of pain for others. To them, my pain is a judgement of their actions, their likes, their vices. Every single person I’ve had any kind of friendship or romantic relationship with looks at me, in my pain, and ...
smoomoo31
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2020-01-02 02:49:59
ptsd
<rs>I’m not going to do anything like suicide or crimes or any of that— but I want to disappear.<re> <es>My pain is a source of pain for others.<ee> <es>To them, my pain is a judgement of their actions, their likes, their vices.<ee> <es>Every single person I’ve had any kind of friendship or romantic relationship with l...
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how you feel when someone mentions about drugs
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what would help you deal with this trigger
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eo8vmv
Need advice pls
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help-seeking
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Since beginning of middle school I have been feel so upset and didn't wanted to do anything i felt lost and hopeless.I felt depressed. Then I started noticing that I have social anxiety bc of my school and i also began noticing that I have PTSD and i thought that i already came over with and everytime I saw, hear or he...
Ran_Mori
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2020-01-13 19:25:26
mentalillness
Since beginning of middle school I have been feel so upset and didn't wanted to do anything i felt lost and hopeless.I felt depressed. Then I started noticing that I have social anxiety bc of my school and i also began noticing that I have PTSD and i thought that i already came over with and everytime I saw, hear or he...
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elsdyl
Twenty-Four Hours a Day, 1.8
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Thought Everyone who comes into A.A. knows from bitter experience that he or she can't drink. I know that drinking has been the cause of all my major troubles or has made them worse. Now that I have found a way out, I will hang onto A.A. with both hands. Saint Paul once said that nothing in the world, neither power...
Whtsox
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2020-01-08 13:00:07
alcoholicsanonymous
Thought Everyone who comes into A.A. knows from bitter experience that he or she can't drink. I know that drinking has been the cause of all my major troubles or has made them worse. Now that I have found a way out, I will hang onto A.A. with both hands. Saint Paul once said that nothing in the world, neither power...
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f814sm
Being human is being vulnerable
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rant
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Fuck this age of appearance and positivity. People are not meant to be happy all the time. Life is painful in numerous ways. It’s impossible to escape. All I want is someone to connect with, to be able to risk being uncomfortable or awkward with. I’m sick of having to put on this air of well being, like I’m not constan...
ChoosingBetter
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2020-02-22 23:50:04
getting_over_it
Fuck this age of appearance and positivity. People are not meant to be happy all the time. <es>Life is painful in numerous ways.<ee> <es>It’s impossible to escape.<ee> <rs>All I want is someone to connect with, to be able to risk being uncomfortable or awkward with.<re> <efs>I’m sick of having to put on this air of wel...
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how your life is painful
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eix5rg
Flexible Vyvanse (elvanse) dosage (UK)
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I take one 50 mg capsule of Vyvanse each day. Overall it works pretty well and the dosage seems correct, but insomnia is definitely a side effect. I see an ADHD nurse (on NHS) once a year and then my regular GP writes my prescriptions. When I saw the nurse last, I told her that I wish I could take a weaker dose on som...
Sentimental_Dragon
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2020-01-02 11:33:15
ADHD
<es>I take one 50 mg capsule of Vyvanse each day.<ee> <es>Overall it works pretty well and the dosage seems correct, but insomnia is definitely a side effect.<ee> <es>I see an ADHD nurse (on NHS) once a year and then my regular GP writes my prescriptions.<ee> <es>When I saw the nurse last, I told her that I wish I cou...
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ejz9o6
Admit it. We all cried when we saw this:
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Jusunthepear
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2020-01-04 17:12:28
sad
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eiarx1
I am not ready for the new year
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rant
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It just came so suddently.. And now I'm stressing the fuck out. I feel like I'm going to throw up. I need to start learning tomorrow for the exams that are comming up. I need to go to school after 5 days again and I don't want to. I don't want to see anybody and to interact with them. My art is trash and I'll never ach...
godnorc
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2019-12-31 23:41:40
Anxiety
<efs>It just came so suddently.. And now I'm stressing the fuck out.<efe> <efs>I feel like I'm going to throw up.<efe> <es>I need to start learning tomorrow for the exams that are comming up.<ee> <es>I need to go to school after 5 days again and I don't want to.<ee> <es>I don't want to see anybody and to interact with ...
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panic attack
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you feel lonely and alone
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ej11cn
ADHD or ADD?
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I'm still kinda confused with the ADHD and/or ADD thing. I'm diagnosed with ADD, does that mean I'm also ADHD? Also, if ever asked, should it be "I have ADHD/ADD" or simply ADD?
heffalump04
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2020-01-02 17:18:02
ADHD
<efs>I'm still kinda confused with the ADHD and/or ADD thing.<efe> <es>I'm diagnosed with ADD.<ee> <rs>does that mean I'm also ADHD?<re> <rs>Also, if ever asked, should it be "I have ADHD/ADD" or simply ADD?<re>
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euo9az
Make The Most Of Your Introversion {How to Embrace Being an Introvert}
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EmyG28
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2020-01-27 14:00:56
selfhelp
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evhcfy
Making a safe and productive environment
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help-seeking
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So I recently started a YouTube channel about breaking the stigma surrounding mental health. I like pages like this on reddit because everyone can freely talk about their issues and I think that’s so important. Maybe people wouldn’t be so afraid to speak up and get help if they knew so many other people were going thro...
Bschena123
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2020-01-29 03:52:17
selfhelp
So I recently started a YouTube channel about breaking the stigma surrounding mental health. I like pages like this on reddit because everyone can freely talk about their issues and I think that’s so important. Maybe people wouldn’t be so afraid to speak up and get help if they knew so many other people were going thro...
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eqpfkr
Guys if you really want us to want you back, take your time.
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qveenwhitney
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2020-01-19 00:58:55
selfhelp
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eovte7
Can you help me to figure out why all this happened ?
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help-seeking
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I want to figure out what type of person my father is and why he did what he did. What fueled his rage? I think being able to put a label on him might help me understand and give me some sort of explanation why my family had to suffer so much. Maybe you can help me. I’ll try to keep it short. One of my earliest m...
imgdtwaim
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2020-01-15 02:20:45
domesticviolence
<rs>I want to figure out what type of person my father is and why he did what he did.<re> <rs>What fueled his rage?<re> <rs>I think being able to put a label on him might help me understand and give me some sort of explanation why my family had to suffer so much.<re> Maybe you can help me. I’ll try to keep it shor...
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how your father's rage make you feel
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el8owq
Drunk Dreams
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I woke up last night soaking in sweat, dreaming i was drinking alone in my room like i always do. It felt so real that i had to check all the usual hiding spots to see if it was real. Thank god it was just a dream, I've been sober 132 days and that was the worst dream i've had, and the first in this attempt at sobrie...
Cark830
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2020-01-07 08:13:45
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>Drunk Dreams<ee> <efs>I woke up last night soaking in sweat, dreaming i was drinking alone in my room like i always do.<efe> <efs> It felt so real that i had to check all the usual hiding spots to see if it was real.<efe> <es>Thank god it was just a dream, I've been sober 132 days and that was the worst dream i've...
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eid0cp
Trying to help my best friend
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This may be hard to articulate.. I suffer from anxiety and depression so I truly empathize with my best friend. I’ve had it for 9 years so I’ve learned coping strategies blah blah blah (not about me). He just recently started struggling about a year ago. He’s drinks a lot to cover the pain and is always the most drunk ...
golakersd1
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2020-01-01 02:56:18
Anxiety
<es>This may be hard to articulate.. I suffer from anxiety and depression so I truly empathize with my best friend.<ee> <es>I’ve had it for 9 years so I’ve learned coping strategies blah blah blah (not about me).<ee> <es>He just recently started struggling about a year ago.<ee> <efs>He’s drinks a lot to cover the pain ...
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eqdilr
Should I take him to trial?
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help-seeking
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My family want me to take the person who assaulted me to court and have him tried for the rape but at this point I just do not want to dive back into this...they say I am being selfish because I can help more girls in the future but when I had first confided in them they didn’t believe me so I stopped talking abbot it ...
SupportThee
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2020-01-18 07:35:01
rapecounseling
<es>My family want me to take the person who assaulted me to court and have him tried for the rape but at this point I just do not want to dive back into this...<ee><es>they say I am being selfish because I can help more girls in the future but when I had first confided in them they didn’t believe me so I stopped talki...
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eoyf1j
Trauma
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I left my ex 9 months ago and I’ve been suffering ever since. We were together for just over two years, during that time I was verbally abused and berated on a daily basis, sexually assaulted and raped, some of which he would record. When I finally had the strength to leave, I did it all on a whim. I’d just come hom...
messygirl1993
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2020-01-15 06:04:20
domesticviolence
<es>I left my ex 9 months ago and I’ve been suffering ever since.<ee> <es>We were together for just over two years, during that time I was verbally abused and berated on a daily basis, sexually assaulted and raped, some of which he would record. <ee> <es>When I finally had the strength to leave, I did it all on a whi...
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f68vur
(vent) my mum makes me feel like i haven’t improved at all
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90% of my anger or angry outbursts comes from conversations with my mum because she thinks that she’s never in the wrong and i’m the one who needs to change (last night she grabbed my wrists w her hands really tightly and i told her she was hurting me and she said good and when i brought it up today she said that she w...
threecheered
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2020-02-19 10:14:17
Anger
<es>90% of my anger or angry outbursts comes from conversations with my mum because she thinks that she’s never in the wrong and i’m the one who needs to change<ee> <es>(last night she grabbed my wrists w her hands really tightly and i told her she was hurting me and she said good and when i brought it up today she sai...
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the conversations with your mother
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel you get angry due to your mother
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ejkiti
3 weeks clean!
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I’m 3 weeks, almost a month clean from cutting. This means a lot considering I used to cut every day. I feel like life might finally be starting to get better, and I really hope this isn‘t my depression tricking me into thinking it’s getting better again.
KittyWolf21
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2020-01-03 19:41:39
selfharm
<es>I’m 3 weeks, almost a month clean from cutting.<ee> <es>This means a lot considering I used to cut every day.<ee> <efs>I feel like life might finally be starting to get better, and I really hope this isn‘t my depression tricking me into thinking it’s getting better again.<efe>
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why did you cut everyday
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how not cutting makes you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel your depression is tricking you to feel better
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eisbh6
Interview tomorrow
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I’m really anxious and shaking right now. It’s at a animal clinic where I would get to help out with the animals and as a resolution, I decided to apply last month. I heard back and they set up the interview for tomorrow. My parents told me if it’s too much then I don’t have to go but I don’t know if I can go through i...
Mcmilkshake9012
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2020-01-02 03:05:25
Anxiety
<efs>I’m really anxious and shaking right now.<efe> <es>It’s at a animal clinic where I would get to help out with the animals and as a resolution, I decided to apply last month.<ee> <es>I heard back and they set up the interview for tomorrow.<ee> <es>My parents told me if it’s too much then I don’t have to go but I do...
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eillxl
Stress, panic attacks and insomnia from bushfire smoke and a failed suicide attempt.
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I'm in Canberra and the bushfire smoke has been causing panic attacks to manifest regularly due to the poor air quality. I have been dealing with this in everyday circumstances since the attempt by getting away from things causing any noticeable change in air quality/ abnormal gases (this was shit in chemistry classes)...
LexiFloof
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2020-01-01 18:23:46
mentalillness
<es>I'm in Canberra and the bushfire smoke has been causing panic attacks to manifest regularly due to the poor air quality.<ee> <es>I have been dealing with this in everyday circumstances since the attempt by getting away from things causing any noticeable change in air quality/ abnormal gases (this was shit in chemis...
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ellrrt
I’m having to relive my traumas for a court case and it’s really taking a toll on me. TW : Sexual Assault
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About a year and a half ago now I was raped. There’s a court trial tommorrow and I had to go to a meeting today. They need me to remember everything even though I went through months of therapy to forget everything. Every memory from it is coming back and I can’t handle it. I don’t want to have to be strong anymore. I ...
beaniebuni
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2020-01-08 01:59:40
ptsd
<es>About a year and a half ago now I was raped.<ee> <es>There’s a court trial tommorrow and I had to go to a meeting today.<ee> <es>They need me to remember everything even though I went through months of therapy to forget everything.<ee> <es>Every memory from it is coming back and I can’t handle it.<ee> <efs>I don’t ...
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what would help you not feel disgusted with yourself
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epq67i
I haven't showered in so long. I'm falling into a hole. I feel so gross, unmotivated, useless no matter how hard I work or what I do. Meh
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rant
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Courtneyjean904
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2020-01-16 21:45:57
mentalillness
I haven't showered in so long. I'm falling into a hole. <efs>I feel so gross, unmotivated, useless no matter how hard I work or what I do.<efe> Meh nan
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unmotivated and gross
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the feeling of being gross and unmotivated
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fctd4x
Any idea how to get over feeling so ugly all the time?
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It’s consuming me. I used to like the way I looked, however, after a year of depression, anxiety, and alcoholism I feel like I’ve gotten really ugly. My hair is also receding. I’d like to be able to either challenge this thinking, or be okay with it. As it’s crippling me. Every time I see myself in a mirror I w...
hard_earned_recovery
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2020-03-03 11:42:04
getting_over_it
It’s consuming me. <es>I used to like the way I looked, however, after a year of depression, anxiety, and alcoholism I feel like I’ve gotten really ugly. <ee> <efs>My hair is also receding. <efe> <rs>I’d like to be able to either challenge this thinking, or be okay with it. <re> <efs>As it’s crippling me.<efe> <ef...
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how the depression and anxiety made you feel
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eisllj
What’s everyone’s best ADHD ‘hack’ that they’ve found really worked for them?
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survey
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I’m new to discovering my ADHD and starting my medication, but since finding out on this Reddit community a lot of the things I just thought were my own personal ‘quirks/annoyances’ actually could be ADHD related, I’d love to hear some ways you’ve managed to help yourself, whether that be through an app, a specific rou...
EuphemisticPrime
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2020-01-02 03:28:55
ADHD
<es>I’m new to discovering my ADHD and starting my medication, but since finding out on this Reddit community a lot of the things I just thought were my own personal ‘quirks/annoyances’ actually could be ADHD related.<ee> <rs>I’d love to hear some ways you’ve managed to help yourself, whether that be through an app, a ...
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your ADHD
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how ADHD makes you feel
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elm4cq
Just made a year!
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Didnt have much to say, ive reached out and tried to help a couple times in this reddit! But i want to thank the fellowship and each one of you that i know have made yourselves available to alchohlics that seek help for your continued service work. Good luck everyone. 24hrs at a time.
GeekiTheBrave
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2020-01-08 02:27:00
alcoholicsanonymous
Didnt have much to say, ive reached out and tried to help a couple times in this reddit! But i want to thank the fellowship and each one of you that i know have made yourselves available to alchohlics that seek help for your continued service work. Good luck everyone. 24hrs at a time.
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eo08ey
I was raped in another state.
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I was raped by someone in Iowa, who I knew personally, and I live in Pennsylvania. Anybody have any advice? What to do when it comes to law enforcement?
heroinsoap666
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2020-01-13 06:11:26
rapecounseling
<es>I was raped by someone in Iowa, who I knew personally, and I live in Pennsylvania.<ee> <rs>Anybody have any advice?<re> <rs>What to do when it comes to law enforcement?<re>
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the incident
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ermzqj
Mindfulness Or Healing Retreats/Spas?
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Does anyone know of any good mindfulness retreats or Spas? US or international. No preference. I need to get this man out of my head and getting somewhere where I can heal is critical. I've searched several, but looking for places people have been or know about from friends who have.
BritchesLR
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2020-01-21 01:03:51
domesticviolence
<rs>Does anyone know of any good mindfulness retreats or Spas?<re> <rs>US or international.<re> <rs>No preference.<re> <rs>I need to get this man out of my head and getting somewhere where I can heal is critical.<re> <rs>I've searched several, but looking for places people have been or know about from friends who have....
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What happened that you want X ?
minfulness retreats
What caused you to need X ?
the thoughts of the man out of your head
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f7f8ms
My Sister Attacked Me
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Hi everyone this is a throw away account and I’m still shaken up about the situation so I apologize for terrible format and any misspellings or grammatical errors. Yesterday at around 12pm I (21F) was laying on my sisters’ bed (we share a room the three of us since we’re financially tight) watching YouTube videos. I ...
sniped-at-birth
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2020-02-21 18:21:57
domesticviolence
Hi everyone this is a throw away account and I’m still shaken up about the situation so I apologize for terrible format and any misspellings or grammatical errors. <es>Yesterday at around 12pm I (21F) was laying on my sisters’ bed (we share a room the three of us since we’re financially tight) watching YouTube videos...
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eoktg1
Advice please?
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https://www.reddit.com/r/stopdrinking/comments/eo8j5o/honest_opinion_needed_on_resetting_day_count_for/?utm_medium=android_app&amp;utm_source=share
LindaK_711
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0
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2020-01-14 12:47:35
alcoholicsanonymous
https://www.reddit.com/r/stopdrinking/comments/eo8j5o/honest_opinion_needed_on_resetting_day_count_for/?utm_medium=android_app&amp;utm_source=share
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eombu4
Leg pain/trouble walking/weak
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rant
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Hi friends, Í quit an of fent 2 or 3 seems
cozywarmedblanket
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2020-01-14 14:58:31
OpiatesRecovery
<es>Leg pain/trouble walking/weak<ee> Hi friends, <es>Í quit an of fent 2 or 3 seems<ee>
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what caused the leg pain
How did X make you feel?
trouble walking
What do you need help with now that X?
you have leg pain and trouble walking
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eif9z7
New Years Reminder.
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Hi there everyone, remember that tonight and many other nights in they year will have the shiniest trigger of them all, fireworks. Bit of advice on how to handle them: Don't ask people to stop them (it won't help the situation and you'll probably regret asking later on), if you absolutely can't handle it then put on so...
AbaddonIRL
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2020-01-01 06:45:16
ptsd
Hi there everyone, remember that tonight and many other nights in they year will have the shiniest trigger of them all, fireworks. Bit of advice on how to handle them: Don't ask people to stop them (it won't help the situation and you'll probably regret asking later on), if you absolutely can't handle it then put on so...
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ekpww7
Before making a phone call..
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Mysteriously7
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2020-01-06 06:10:30
socialanxiety
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ejcx5d
Therapy today kicked the crap out of me...
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rant
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So I have recently started with a new therapist. She is lovely and is really kind and all that good stuff but this is the beginning of a very intense treatment. I have quite a bit of knowledge about BPD, and I mentioned how I live in a constant state of fight or flight in regards to everything, and she mentioned that...
TayaJean_E
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2020-01-03 09:02:20
BPD
<es>So I have recently started with a new therapist.<ee> <es>She is lovely and is really kind and all that good stuff but this is the beginning of a very intense treatment. <ee> <es>I have quite a bit of knowledge about BPD, and I mentioned how I live in a constant state of fight or flight in regards to everything, an...
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ejg70n
Experience after taking clonotril 0.25 for the first time
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I have OCD and pretty fucked up anxiety issues. Today, anxiety was quite high accompanied with mild depression, due to which I cancelled my new city exploration plan. Then, things got worse and finally I got the courage to eat one tablet of Clonotril 0.25 for anxiety and went out with no plan and a gloomy mood. After h...
kutta_panchod44
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2020-01-03 14:36:49
mentalillness
<es>I have OCD and pretty fucked up anxiety issues.<ee> <es>Today, anxiety was quite high accompanied with mild depression, due to which I cancelled my new city exploration plan.<ee> <efs>Then, things got worse and finally I got the courage to eat one tablet of Clonotril 0.25 for anxiety and went out with no plan and a...
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em9y13
Tips to consider if you’re thinking about making positive changes this year!
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alexansalerno
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2020-01-09 13:55:06
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f4k795
No more hiding in the dryer! Finally out.
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I have posted on here previously before about my current DV situation. My(F25) abuser(M31) and i have been back together for about a month, this time around, but total of about 8 months. Well I was previously trying to find the strength to leave, and now I believe I'm there!!! This wed he came home and went INSANE on m...
nickcons
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2020-02-16 02:38:59
domesticviolence
<es>I have posted on here previously before about my current DV situation.<ee> <es>My(F25) abuser(M31) and i have been back together for about a month, this time around, but total of about 8 months.<ee> <es>Well I was previously trying to find the strength to leave, and now I believe I'm there!!!<ee> <es>This wed he ca...
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your abuser is physically harming you
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Thank You
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This sub is what introduced me to reddit and the way to recovery. I've also been introduced to a lot of gaming communities as well. Thanks for being the reason I'm still alive. I love you all.
sadboysed
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2020-01-01 04:51:49
selfharm
This sub is what introduced me to reddit and the way to recovery. I've also been introduced to a lot of gaming communities as well. Thanks for being the reason I'm still alive. I love you all.
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eipufc
I have been carrying around Play-Doh for years and just realized that it's related to my ADHD
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Since I was a teenager(over 10 years), I have kept a little ball of play-doh with me to fidget with. It's always the first thing people notice about me, and they always think it's weird. I get questions like, "What are you making with it?" and the answer is nothing. It's the most passive thing and I never think about i...
tercelkisor
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2020-01-01 23:46:22
ADHD
<es>Since I was a teenager(over 10 years), I have kept a little ball of play-doh with me to fidget with.<ee> <es>It's always the first thing people notice about me, and they always think it's weird.<ee> <es>I get questions like, "What are you making with it?" and the answer is nothing.<ee> <es>It's the most passive thi...
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fidgeting
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ekbl70
Urgent - getting the parents involved?
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My boyfriend (29) has been smoking heroin for a while now. After an argument last night he drove off and when I called him he was so high he could barely speak and kept nodding off on the phone. He spent the night in his car and showed up at my place this morning, a tearful wreck, so I put him to bed. I knew this alrea...
smallestown
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2020-01-05 10:52:59
addiction
<es>My boyfriend (29) has been smoking heroin for a while now.<ee> <es>After an argument last night he drove off and when I called him he was so high he could barely speak and kept nodding off on the phone.<ee> <es>He spent the night in his car and showed up at my place this morning, a tearful wreck, so I put him to be...
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eiuvhq
I think my anxiety is causing me GI issues and many other issues as well.
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2020-01-02 06:58:50
Anxiety
<es>I think my anxiety is causing me GI issues and many other issues as well.<ee> nan
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what makes you anxious
How did X make you feel?
the GI issues
What do you need help with now that X?
anxiety is causing digestive issues
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f24fne
Im new here and just don’t know what to do
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rant
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So since i was small i was diagnosed with adhd and bipolar but bipolar runs in my family. I used to go to thearpy as a kid because i would just get triggered at little things and i just started flipping and throwing desks when i was in 3rd. i hated it because i felt like i was looked at below and shit but i havnt went ...
Fernvndo23
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2020-02-11 06:28:19
Anger
<es>So since i was small i was diagnosed with adhd and bipolar but bipolar runs in my family.<ee> <es>I used to go to thearpy as a kid because i would just get triggered at little things and i just started flipping and throwing desks when i was in 3rd.<ee> <efs>i hated it because i felt like i was looked at below and s...
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get triggered for little things
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eioyf0
Does it ever get better?
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Or is BPD a war you fight every day, for the rest of your life? And if you’re lucky you’ll have some friends or family that love you for you. Right now I’m just so overwhelmed, defeated, and hopeless
Gurley78
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2020-01-01 22:38:15
BPD
<rs>Does it ever get better?<re> <rs>Or is BPD a war you fight every day, for the rest of your life?<re> And if you’re lucky you’ll have some friends or family that love you for you. <efs>Right now I’m just so overwhelmed, defeated, and hopeless<efe>
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overwhelmed and defeated
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eirnk4
Noise-cancelling headphones suggestions?
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I have sensory-related anxiety symptoms and I'm looking for good noise-cancelling headphones/earplugs/etc. If anybody has some recommendations, please let me know! I'm not quite sure where to look, especially for ones that are specifically designed for people with sensory issues. Thanks in advance!!
zemnia
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2020-01-02 02:11:41
Anxiety
<es>I have sensory-related anxiety symptoms<ee> <rs>I'm looking for good noise-cancelling headphones/earplugs/etc.<re> <rs>If anybody has some recommendations, please let me know!<re> I'm not quite sure where to look, especially for ones that are specifically designed for people with sensory issues. Thanks in advance!!
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your sensory related anxiety
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your anxiety
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eibjhz
I’m tired of feeling bad.
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It’s New Years and I’m in bed by myself like everyday since I remember. My life is just cleaning and studying and feeling like shit constantly. I’m living in a different country with only my mom and I have zero friends and I have been out not even once this year and here I am, looking at stories and pictures from my cl...
whereamI133
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2020-01-01 00:42:30
ADHD
<es>It’s New Years and I’m in bed by myself like everyday since I remember.<ee> <efs>My life is just cleaning and studying and feeling like shit constantly.<efe> <es>I’m living in a different country with only my mom and I have zero friends and I have been out not even once this year and here I am, looking at stories a...
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what would make you happy
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evz2z6
I'm always angry because I'm better off angry than depressed.
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I'd rather be angry because I function better when I'm like that than sad. I have nothing but hatred towards everything. I'm also dealing with suicidal ideations. I'm always mutilating, i prefer sctratching myself until im bleeding because I just like to hurt myself. I don't know if this is the right sub, but I just ne...
RunAwaylou
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2020-01-30 03:39:45
Anger
<es>I'd rather be angry because I function better when I'm like that than sad.<ee> <es>I have nothing but hatred towards everything.<ee> <es>I'm also dealing with suicidal ideations.<ee> <es>I'm always mutilating, i prefer sctratching myself until im bleeding because I just like to hurt myself.<ee> I don't know if this...
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why you hate everything
How did X make you feel?
the hate and anger
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you do self harm to overcome sadness
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looking for friends
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Hi, I'm Yash. I'm from India. I'm 19 y/o, doing my bachelors in computer science. College life is pretty good, but everyone in my college is really pretentious. The people in this community are amazing, I would love to make some new friends. I really don't care about your age/where you're from. Hit me up!
YoloYash
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2020-01-07 05:16:36
selfhelp
Hi, I'm Yash. I'm from India. I'm 19 y/o, doing my bachelors in computer science. College life is pretty good, but everyone in my college is really pretentious. The people in this community are amazing, I would love to make some new friends. I really don't care about your age/where you're from. Hit me up!
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eyzkxr
How do I get over feeling so angry about my girlfriend's dead ex boyfriend
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I [17 F] tend to get very angry whenever my girlfriend [16 F] brings up her dead ex boyfriend [16 M]. It causes too many problems in our relationship and usually to the point that we don't talk for a day or two. I can seem really insensitive but im almost happy that he's dead because I dont have to compete with him. Th...
Issathrowaway2020
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2020-02-04 23:43:07
Anger
<es>I [17 F] tend to get very angry whenever my girlfriend [16 F] brings up her dead ex boyfriend [16 M].<ee> <es>It causes too many problems in our relationship and usually to the point that we don't talk for a day or two.<ee> I can seem really insensitive but im almost happy that he's dead because I dont have to comp...
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elzr72
I hate this
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Sat in a pub on a wednesday night pissed and on coke, sat on my own. I have work in the morning and I just fucking hate it but I just feel like I have nothing else to do and no where to go.
Crsmit8
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2020-01-08 22:05:36
addiction
<es>Sat in a pub on a wednesday night pissed and on coke, sat on my own.<ee> <efs>I have work in the morning and I just fucking hate it but I just feel like I have nothing else to do and no where to go.<efe>
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why you were pissed and alone
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why you feel you have nothing to do
What do you need help with now that X?
you don't like the work you are doing
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et15nb
Unpopular personal opinion: I don’t want to be referred to as a “survivor” and I don’t need to forgive my abusers.
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I’d like to know if anyone else can relate to this. I’m in no way saying any of this is wrong, it just isn’t for me personally. This is all my opinion for me personally! I’m not a survivor, and I’m also not a victim. I’m just someone who has been through some horrible shit. To me labeling myself as a survivor isn’...
chasingneverland76
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2020-01-23 23:04:03
rapecounseling
I’d like to know if anyone else can relate to this. I’m in no way saying any of this is wrong, it just isn’t for me personally. This is all my opinion for me personally! I’m not a survivor, and I’m also not a victim. I’m just someone who has been through some horrible shit. To me labeling myself as a survivor isn’...
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fdd7x4
High functioning depression and therapy?
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survey
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So I am pretty good at masking my depression. I work a public facing job. I exercise. I take my meds. I do the things I'm supposed to do. So right now, I'm sitting in the waiting area of my therapist's office and... I feel pretty good. Just finished a run. Closed out major project at work last week so that was a huge ...
meadowcap
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2020-03-04 13:46:30
getting_over_it
<es>So I am pretty good at masking my depression.<ee> <es>I work a public facing job.<ee> <es>I exercise.<ee> <es>I take my meds.<ee> <es>I do the things I'm supposed to do.<ee> <efs>So right now, I'm sitting in the waiting area of my therapist's office and... I feel pretty good.<efe> <es>Just finished a run.<ee> <es>...
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eia3ih
Ugh.. fuckinh new year.
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People r gonna enjoy and have fun on new year eve, partying with friends and stuffs. I feel sad that i even dont have anyone to even text happy new year. Im gonna spend my new year on bed crying myself to sleep. Such a fucking life.
lifeisfukingbesh
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2019-12-31 22:47:20
depression
People r gonna enjoy and have fun on new year eve, partying with friends and stuffs. <efs>I feel sad that i even dont have anyone to even text happy new year.<efe> <efs>Im gonna spend my new year on bed crying myself to sleep.<efe> Such a fucking life.
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lonely
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how you felt being alone
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feeling of lonliness
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ep81da
Daily Reflection
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"Addiction is the only prison where the locks are on the inside." Thought this was share worthy.
patrick_dubs
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2020-01-15 20:38:15
alcoholicsanonymous
"Addiction is the only prison where the locks are on the inside." Thought this was share worthy.
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ej4d9p
GOOGLE CAN’T DIAGNOSE YOU.
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So, as a teen going into 2020 I would like to tell people to leave one thing in 2019. Please, for the love of god(s) people... STOP SELF DIAGNOSING!!!! Many people who do this don’t realize how damaging this is to those who have been diagnosed. I have Major Depression,PTSD, and Psychosis. I am more than willing to ...
GoldenAutumns
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2020-01-02 21:11:22
mentalillness
So, as a teen going into 2020 I would like to tell people to leave one thing in 2019. Please, for the love of god(s) people... STOP SELF DIAGNOSING!!!! Many people who do this don’t realize how damaging this is to those who have been diagnosed. I have Major Depression,PTSD, and Psychosis. I am more than willing to ...
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eu7jmx
Help Writing Up a Victim Statement
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Mine abuse was over long period of time. I don’t even know where to begin to describe it. Did you get help with a statement? Was it through therapy? I want to organize my thoughts because I get too overwhelmed to talk about certain things even though I have been trying get better about certain details the past sever...
thelizziepants
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2020-01-26 14:48:23
rapecounseling
<es>Mine abuse was over long period of time.<ee> I don’t even know where to begin to describe it. <rs>Did you get help with a statement?<re> <rs>Was it through therapy? <re> <efs>I want to organize my thoughts because I get too overwhelmed to talk about certain things even though I have been trying get better about c...
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how your abuse was over a long period of time
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eiuvae
Want friends but also (NOT) at the same time?
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Anybody else relate? I’m always stuck in between wanting to reach out to people and never wanting talking to anybody ever again. I’m no way near stable enough to have in-person friends, but hopefully I’ll find make some on here. Trying everyday to stay positive and hopeful for the future. Goodnight everybody, it will g...
juskeepbreathin
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2020-01-02 06:58:13
socialanxiety
<rs>Anybody else relate?<re> <es>I’m always stuck in between wanting to reach out to people and never wanting talking to anybody ever again.<ee> <es>I’m no way near stable enough to have in-person friends, but hopefully I’ll find make some on here.<ee> Trying everyday to stay positive and hopeful for the future. Goodni...
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why don't want to talk to anybody
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your dilemma
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ejkwup
Starting a new sport
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I've been wanting to start a martial art for two years now. But my anxiety is so bad that even going outside and people noticing my presence terrifies me a lot. Anxiety is stopping me from living and I'd really like to work on it. Has anyone managed to beat their fear of being exposed and started an activity they alway...
izukurio
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2020-01-03 20:08:01
socialanxiety
I've been wanting to start a martial art for two years now. But my anxiety is so bad that even going outside and people noticing my presence terrifies me a lot. Anxiety is stopping me from living and I'd really like to work on it. Has anyone managed to beat their fear of being exposed and started an activity they alway...
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what makes you anxious
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eil9eb
Sometimes I surprise even myself
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Today I experienced a fuckup on a level that I didn't think possible. I have been planning an international trip for weeks. I was getting ready to leave for the airport this morning after a ringing in the New Year with friends and realized that my flight was actually scheduled for yesterday and not today. I somehow j...
CuriosumRe
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2020-01-01 17:57:12
ADHD
<es>Today I experienced a fuckup on a level that I didn't think possible.<ee> <es>I have been planning an international trip for weeks.<ee> <es>I was getting ready to leave for the airport this morning after a ringing in the New Year with friends and realized that my flight was actually scheduled for yesterday and not ...
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missing the flight
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elpzra
I was assaulted when i was very young and i think keeping it in is killing me
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help-seeking
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Im a boy, When i was 3-4 two people used to make me suck on there things, i curse all the time but when it comes to this i cant even use the words. Ive kept it bottled in my whole life, but now i go to night school, see a therapist for anger, anxiety, insomnia, and depression, and i think it all stems back to when i w...
Additional-Voice
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2020-01-08 08:23:18
rapecounseling
<es>m a boy, When i was 3-4 two people used to make me suck on there things, i curse all the time but when it comes to this i cant even use the words.<ee> <es>Ive kept it bottled in my whole life, but now i go to night school, see a therapist for anger, anxiety, insomnia, and depression, and i think it all stems back ...
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epqn2m
If your daughter was molested years ago as a child, would you want her to tell you? Should I tell anyone?
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I am 16 years old and met my father when I was 6 , after being taken from my mother's custody bc she was extremely violent and negligent . My father was always very good to me, supporting me and giving me every chance to overcome my traumatic past. But this week, after hours talking with my psychologist, she made me re...
yellow_factory
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2020-01-16 22:17:52
rapecounseling
<es>I am 16 years old and met my father when I was 6 , after being taken from my mother's custody bc she was extremely violent and negligent .<ee> <es>My father was always very good to me, supporting me and giving me every chance to overcome my traumatic past.<ee> <es>But this week, after hours talking with my psycholo...
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ekn1pe
Ways to chill anxiety?
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help-seeking
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Don’t know if this is the right place but: I wanna start of by saying that i only have minor struggles, and that i by no means want to seem like i am struggling as much as many others on here, and that i’m not writing this feeling sorry for myself in any way.. Just looking for a little advice :) So basically i g...
Zenorious
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2020-01-06 02:05:55
mentalillness
Don’t know if this is the right place but: <es>I wanna start of by saying that i only have minor struggles, and that i by no means want to seem like i am struggling as much as many others on here, and that i’m not writing this feeling sorry for myself in any way..<ee> <rs>Just looking for a little advice :)<re> ...
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how over analysing things all the time makes you feel
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ej793l
do anyone else's semi old scars itch???
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mine are about 1 - 2 month old purple styros and god damn they itch so much, they just started doing it like yesterday? idk is it normal I hope it is lol
ttaimi
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2020-01-03 00:36:59
selfharm
<es>do anyone else's semi old scars itch???<ee> <es>mine are about 1 - 2 month old purple styros and god damn they itch so much, they just started doing it like yesterday?<ee> <es>idk is it normal I hope it is lol<ee>
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why did you cut yourself
How did X make you feel?
the scars itching
What do you need help with now that X?
your scars are itching so much
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ej0i1i
I tried to cut myself several times and only got some scratches
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help-seeking
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I never did self harm but I have an urge to cut myself for few days now. I know I should probably fight it and try something else, but I have no other way to cope with what I'm going through and I don't think I can keep myself from doing it. Do you have any tips on how to do it fast and get clean cuts? And which bla...
natblida8
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2020-01-02 16:38:44
selfharm
<es>I never did self harm but I have an urge to cut myself for few days now.<ee> <es>I know I should probably fight it and try something else, but I have no other way to cope with what I'm going through and I don't think I can keep myself from doing it. <ee> <rs>Do you have any tips on how to do it fast and get clean...
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why you cut yourself
How did X make you feel?
the urges to cut
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eia3x2
Please be considerate of others with fire works this year
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Starfire911
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2019-12-31 22:48:15
ptsd
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eitn4z
I didn’t self harm in weeks
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Just because I could hardly drag myself from the bed to rummage through the drawer my razor is in. And they’d finally healed. Somewhat. And I it up. Like i do everything. I got into an argument with my girlfriend and it just hfjdjdj and I cut. Several times in my thigh. I wish I wasn’t like this. Why can’t I handle the...
abidaabidaabida
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2020-01-02 05:00:21
selfharm
<es>I didn’t self harm in weeks<ee> <es>Just because I could hardly drag myself from the bed to rummage through the drawer my razor is in.<ee> <es>And they’d finally healed.<ee> <es>Somewhat.<ee> <es>And I it up.<ee> <es>Like i do everything.<ee> <es>I got into an argument with my girlfriend and it just hfjdjdj and I c...
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you couldn't handle the argument without cutting yourself
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ese25y
Please read this I need help
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help-seeking
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Hi I have been in an abusive relationship since I was 19 I am now 22. I am terrified for my life. I cant get rid of him. I have tried breaking up but he wont let me. I used to live with him but moved out when the neighbour knocked on door, he made me answer the door and that was the first time I have ever told someo...
EqualTowel0
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2020-01-22 16:06:05
domesticviolence
Hi <es>I have been in an abusive relationship since I was 19 I am now 22.<ee> <efs>I am terrified for my life.<efe> <es>I cant get rid of him.<ee> <es>I have tried breaking up but he wont let me.<ee> <es>I used to live with him but moved out when the neighbour knocked on door, he made me answer the door and that was...
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your ex is threatening you
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eifiwc
2019 was SHIT
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I had the worst year ever. I’m not happy with my life, I’m stuck doing shit I don’t like in high school for another year because I don’t want to seem like a quitter, I owe my sister $600 because she’s a crazy cunt, some other family member passed away this year, I’ve gained 20 pounds, I’m never productive, I’ve probab...
turnuptheaccc
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2020-01-01 07:13:44
sad
I had the worst year ever. I’m not happy with my life, I’m stuck doing shit I don’t like in high school for another year because I don’t want to seem like a quitter, I owe my sister $600 because she’s a crazy cunt, some other family member passed away this year, I’ve gained 20 pounds, I’m never productive, I’ve probab...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
the incidents of past year
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what would help you have a better year
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eisvxw
Fuck me. Fuck me. Fuck me....help
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help-seeking
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henta1_haven6969
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2020-01-02 03:52:50
sad
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ei7oar
can't imagine making it to 2030
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rant
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I feel like I've been hanging on by a thread, a string, or a braid for more than 20 years. Yeah, sometimes it is harder than others. But no matter how badly I'm feeling, I truly can't imaging living until the next decade. Maybe another year or two, maybe not even that. I'm on meds. I'm in therapy. Thanks though...
sandy154_4
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2019-12-31 19:36:20
depression
<efs>I feel like I've been hanging on by a thread, a string, or a braid for more than 20 years.<efe> Yeah, sometimes it is harder than others. <efs>But no matter how badly I'm feeling, I truly can't imaging living until the next decade.<efe> Maybe another year or two, maybe not even that. <es>I'm on meds. <ee> <e...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what made you take therapy
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you have been feeling for the past 20 years
What can help you overcome X ?
the feeling of hanging by a thread
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f4nlnm
Is there any help for me?..
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help-seeking
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Hey y'all, I'm new to the group and wanted to get some advice and thoughts on how to control my anger. I know where it comes from. I've had a lot of childhood trauma and shitty things happen throughout my life. I'm not gonna mention a lot of them. They've mad me so angry and lash out. It's affecting my relationship to...
Karahkwa_yako
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2020-02-16 07:53:22
Anger
<rs>Hey y'all, I'm new to the group and wanted to get some advice and thoughts on how to control my anger.<re> <es>I know where it comes from.<ee> <es>I've had a lot of childhood trauma and shitty things happen throughout my life.<ee> I'm not gonna mention a lot of them. <es>They've mad me so angry and lash out.<ee> <...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
how your anger is affecting your relationship and happiness
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