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elyjuz | I need help explaining to my mom why feeling lonely is painful for me especially when I’m depressed | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I feel so empty I don’t have many people to talk to I go to a community college that not a lot of people go to not a lot of social programs or anything like that | campoole82 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 20:42:37 | mentalillness | <rs><es><efs>I need help explaining to my mom why feeling lonely is painful for me especially when I’m depressed<efe><ee><re> <efs>I feel so empty I don’t have many people to talk to I go to a community college that not a lot of people go to not a lot of social programs or anything like that<efe> | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused your depression | null | null | null | null | title | true | 122 |
emhjcc | Finally D-O-N-E with "the chase" | 1b | rant | 3 | I just called my hubby to tell him we aren't overdrawn on Thursday for the first time in 3 months!!! Literally tears are flowing!!
Condensed story!
I started with a script of vicoden for 2 klavical surgeries along with neck surgery and later a mesh implant on shoulder. Never abused them. Still in pain but refused a pai... | raisingwildflowers2 | 1 | 0 | 24 | 2020-01-09 22:53:48 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I just called my hubby to tell him we aren't overdrawn on Thursday for the first time in 3 months!!!<ee> <es>Literally tears are flowing!!<ee> Condensed story! <es>I started with a script of vicoden for 2 klavical surgeries along with neck surgery and later a mesh implant on shoulder.<ee> <es>Never abused them.<ee>... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get through the withdrawls | null | true | 221 |
emzslm | High functioning autistic with PTSD | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I'm a high functioning autistic with ptsd due to long term trauma.
Has anyone overcome ptsd or know someone who has? I'm currently in a domestically abusive house with my family. I have suffered through this abuse for over 25 years and am now just seeking a counselor because I finally gave up trying to cure myself by ... | anonymous1234098765 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-11 00:19:14 | ptsd | <es>I'm a high functioning autistic with ptsd due to long term trauma.<ee> <rs>Has anyone overcome ptsd or know someone who has?<re> <es>I'm currently in a domestically abusive house with my family.<ee> <es>I have suffered through this abuse for over 25 years and am now just seeking a counselor because I finally gave ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eieq6k | Hug your kitties close today. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | collegiateofzed | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 05:46:36 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eitkym | Is it possible that part of the reason we seek out constant or even over-stimulation is because we’re afraid that, if we slowed down long enough to let in any of the thoughts about our mental shortcomings, we’d dive straight down into the deepest depression imaginable? | 0 | chitchat | 2 | The worst part is that this practice of regular stimulation/over-stimulation/distraction ends up encouraging a pulled focus from actual important life stuff resulting in *even more* shortcomings in a sort of twisted, vicious cycle. | reverend-mayhem | 1 | 0 | 200 | 2020-01-02 04:54:46 | ADHD | The worst part is that this practice of regular stimulation/over-stimulation/distraction ends up encouraging a pulled focus from actual important life stuff resulting in *even more* shortcomings in a sort of twisted, vicious cycle. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ek337s | Withdrawal | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | So I have been involved in AA for about two years. The past 4 months I had spiraled drinking a pint of liquor a night and most recently a fifth a night for about two weeks. I cannot go to rehab or detox, how do I taper successfully? As in not die. | CrazyHick2137 | 3 | 0 | 24 | 2020-01-04 21:49:45 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>So I have been involved in AA for about two years.<ee> <es> The past 4 months I had spiraled drinking a pint of liquor a night and most recently a fifth a night for about two weeks.<ee> <rs> I cannot go to rehab or detox, how do I taper successfully?<re> <rs> As in not die.<re> | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | drinking so much alcohol | null | null | null | true | 202 |
epwmkh | I think i may be exiting from aa for now. | 1c | rant | 1 | Its been 6 months things have gotten better some worse, i think I’m going to head back out there. Thanks for now. | agoddamndrunk | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-17 06:26:50 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>I think i may be exiting from aa for now.<ee> <es>Its been 6 months things have gotten better some worse, i think I’m going to head back out there.<ee> Thanks for now. | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are thinking to exit aa | How did X make you feel? | the past 6 months | What do you need help with now that X? | you are thinking of exiting the aa | null | true | 100 |
f7p1ps | My Story | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | I was in a relationship for two years. I knew she had a troubled past but at the time it seemed like she overcame her issues and had her life together. Long story short after about 6 months things started going downhill. She became very controlling and emotionally abusive. Eventually she got physical with me in fro... | jersurvive | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-02-22 06:53:48 | domesticviolence | <es>I was in a relationship for two years. <ee> <es>I knew she had a troubled past but at the time it seemed like she overcame her issues and had her life together. <ee> <es>Long story short after about 6 months things started going downhill.<ee> <es> She became very controlling and emotionally abusive.<ee> <es> Eventu... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get away from your abuser | null | true | 221 |
erqpj0 | When Life Events Most Take For Granted Do Not Go As Planned For You | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | joeleisenberg64 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-21 06:27:30 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
elfohj | Lecture du 7 Janvier - Réflexions Quotidiennes | 0 | chitchat | 5 | Lecture du 7 Janvier - Réflexions Quotidiennes
Chaque jour, je vous fait une Lecture des Réflexions Quotidiennes. Ce livre est publié par les Alcooliques Anonymes, et est une resource importante pour les membres de cette association qui sauve des VIE. Beaucoup d'alcooliques en rétablissement se servent de cette lit... | RisingChadows | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 18:43:05 | addiction | Lecture du 7 Janvier - Réflexions Quotidiennes Chaque jour, je vous fait une Lecture des Réflexions Quotidiennes. Ce livre est publié par les Alcooliques Anonymes, et est une resource importante pour les membres de cette association qui sauve des VIE. Beaucoup d'alcooliques en rétablissement se servent de cette lit... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eizsf2 | :( | 1a | rant | 1 | I’m at school, and i wanna cut so bad. i’m only 13, and i’m already cutting.i feel so alone. i have nothing to use to cut here. i need something. | awkwardteenace | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 15:44:04 | selfharm | <es>I’m at school, and i wanna cut so bad.<ee> <es>i’m only 13, and i’m already cutting.<ee><efs>i feel so alone.<efe> i have nothing to use to cut here. i need something. | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you want to cut yourself | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel lonely | null | true | 120 |
eq7et1 | Becoming abusive towards my girlfriend. | 1b | rant | 2 | I posted here before and long story short, she fucked up the relationship from the start (more info, click my profile for full story I posted here some times ago)
So I am slowly becoming abusive towards my gf, which was the last thing I wanted to be but the straw just broke the camel's back. I have her chance after Ch... | shattered_soul123 | 1 | 0 | 33 | 2020-01-17 22:13:01 | Anger | <es>I posted here before and long story short, she fucked up the relationship from the start (more info, click my profile for full story I posted here some times ago)<ee> <es>So I am slowly becoming abusive towards my gf, which was the last thing I wanted to be but the straw just broke the camel's back.<ee> <es>I have... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you want to be a better man | null | true | 221 |
ei7109 | I thought i had social anxiety, turns out i just dont give a shit about people so i dont engage with them | 1b | rant | 1 | null | Greyman120 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 18:50:07 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
enabo8 | 12 days sober | 0 | rant | 1 | I'm 12 days sober today and just feeling blah. Its my only day off and I was hoping for some grand plan to pop up that would be either very fun or very relaxing and instead the cars in the shop and im getting triggered from watching the movie lawless. I'm not going to drink and I have no doubt I'll make it to 21 days s... | IDefNeedHelpz | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-11 17:31:22 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>12 days sober<ee> <efs>I'm 12 days sober today and just feeling blah.<efe> <efs>Its my only day off and I was hoping for some grand plan to pop up that would be either very fun or very relaxing and instead the cars in the shop and im getting triggered from watching the movie lawless.<efe> <es>I'm not going to drink... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | boredom is making it difficult to control the cravings | null | true | 220 |
eioosr | Gf of 4 years is abusive. She is addicted to Adderall ( I get a script, she doesn’t) and rages out if I won’t give her any. | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I said no today and she called me a lazy fat whore and told me to get out of her house.
Hours of name calling and pulling my clothes out of the closet and dresser. As of know I’m not allowed to sit on “her” couch or use “her” bathrooms. We live together but the house is in her name.
My nine year old daughter comes ho... | jen_with_relish | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 22:14:14 | domesticviolence | <es>Gf of 4 years is abusive.<ee> <es>She is addicted to Adderall ( I get a script, she doesn’t) and rages out if I won’t give her any.<ee> <es>I said no today and she called me a lazy fat whore and told me to get out of her house. <ee> <es>Hours of name calling and pulling my clothes out of the closet and dresser.<ee>... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are tired of your abusive relationship | null | true | 220 |
eif7tm | Lexapro | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I started taking
Lexapro yesterday and this morning I woke up out of a dead sleep feeling like I couldn’t breathe and had a full on panic attack. Has this happened to anyone else? Is it just my anxiety or the meds? I’m only on 5 mg | Brittmaclean90 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 06:38:51 | Anxiety | <es>I started taking Lexapro yesterday<ee> and <efs>this morning I woke up out of a dead sleep feeling like I couldn’t breathe and had a full on panic attack.<efe> <rs>Has this happened to anyone else?<re> <rs>Is it just my anxiety or the meds?<re> <rs>I’m only on 5 mg<re> | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you were taking lexapro | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
endj90 | This warmed my heart. Hope y'all enjoy it as much as I do! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | KrispeeJuan | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-11 21:24:39 | mentalillness | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eihosv | I feel like other adults don’t take me seriously. I’m shy and I look like a 15 y/o. They’ve always treated me as a baby. | 1b | survey | 1 | Does anyone get treated like this? Is it because I rarely talk? I can be very “kind” (aka I can’t say no to things I hate doing, because of SA), and I feel like I give off an Innocent Baby Angel vibe. I just want to be treated as their colleague so bad!! | rosych333ks | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-01 12:03:56 | socialanxiety | <efs>I feel like other adults don’t take me seriously.<efe> <es>I’m shy and I look like a 15 y/o.<ee> <es>They’ve always treated me as a baby.<ee> <rs>Does anyone get treated like this?<re> <rs>Is it because I rarely talk?<re> <efs>I can be very “kind” (aka I can’t say no to things I hate doing, because of SA), and I f... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f2m6dd | I'm An Angry Person, It's Ruining My Relationship | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hi!
I'm angry. All the time. Just over little things. I keep it to myself mostly because, hey, I sound nuts when I talk about how angry I get. Or, I thought I was keeping it to myself. I guess it doesn't really work like that, really? Anger just sort of bubbles over.
I've been with my partner for three years. We're... | fagrat69 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-12 05:22:23 | Anger | Hi! <es>I'm angry.<ee> <es>All the time.<ee> <es>Just over little things.<ee> <es>I keep it to myself mostly because, hey, I sound nuts when I talk about how angry I get.<ee> Or, I thought I was keeping it to myself. I guess it doesn't really work like that, really? Anger just sort of bubbles over. <es>I've been wi... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ej9c0p | I (33) feel guilty about leaving my wife (29) who is an alcoholic. | 1b | rant | 2 | I left my wife who is an alcoholic on Christmas Eve after she tried to start a physical fight with me while drunk. She is in denial about having a problem. Shed either stop at a bar or a liquor shop on her way home from work and then lie to me about it when I ask she because she knows I'd be upset about it. She always ... | EmergencyMoose9 | 28 | 0 | 51 | 2020-01-03 03:17:58 | addiction | <es>I left my wife who is an alcoholic on Christmas Eve after she tried to start a physical fight with me while drunk.<ee> <es>She is in denial about having a problem.<ee> <es>Shed either stop at a bar or a liquor shop on her way home from work and then lie to me about it when I ask she because she knows I'd be upset a... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your wife's drinking addiction | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel guilty leaving your wife | null | true | 200 |
eu431g | Mastering Manifestation: The Practice Of Creative Synergy | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | Justincscott | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-26 08:10:27 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
f9nlvy | Bad poem/song made by me | 0 | chitchat | 3 | Someday my heart will shatter
Someday my love will be killed
But I will always survive
I will always live to suffer
No matter what I fight
The heart broken, I will survive
My hands bloody, I won’t give in
Nothing will stop me
I will make it
I only wish, I never went down
If only it has,
So easy it’d be!
S... | Spartan_U42 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-26 04:24:39 | getting_over_it | Someday my heart will shatter Someday my love will be killed But I will always survive I will always live to suffer No matter what I fight The heart broken, I will survive My hands bloody, I won’t give in Nothing will stop me I will make it I only wish, I never went down If only it has, So easy it’d be! S... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f766nw | LGBT domestic violence is a real thing | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I will add more to this later. I'm a 41yo gay man and I've been single since my now ex-husband left in 2014. We were together for almost 10 years. I'm doing ok for myself as far as my new life goes. But I still have so much damage inside from his abuse. The majority was emotional abuse, but it included financial, spiri... | sds46 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-02-21 05:00:31 | domesticviolence | I will add more to this later. <es>I'm a 41yo gay man and I've been single since my now ex-husband left in 2014.<ee> <es>We were together for almost 10 years.<ee> <es>I'm doing ok for myself as far as my new life goes.<ee> <efs>But I still have so much damage inside from his abuse.<efe> <es>The majority was emotional a... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ezrs6q | Can't sleep | 1a | rant | 1 | I think I'm scared it'll happen again even though I know it can't I just can't get it out of my head I was passed out I think the not really knowing what the hell happened to me is creeping me out most it's only been 2 days just trying to see how. To cope and hopefully get some sleep | JPHelloKitty | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-06 12:39:04 | rapecounseling | <es>Can't sleep<ee> <efs>I think I'm scared it'll happen again even though I know it can't.<efe> <es>I just can't get it out of my head I was passed out I think the not really knowing what the hell happened to me is creeping me out most it's only been 2 days just trying to see how.<ee> To cope and hopefully get some sl... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what you can't get out of your head | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | the feeling of being scared it would happen again | null | true | 120 |
eo3j9s | God on your 4th step | 1b | rant | 1 | Something I’ve noticed about the first four steps is that in step three I’m asked to turn my will and my life over to the care God as I understood him. But we don’t list our resentments until step four.
What if I have a resentment against God? How about a resentment against the way some of ‘God’s people’ behave? How... | NodgeAdams | 1 | 0 | 17 | 2020-01-13 12:35:02 | alcoholicsanonymous | Something I’ve noticed about the first four steps is that in step three I’m asked to turn my will and my life over to the care God as I understood him. But we don’t list our resentments until step four. What if I have a resentment against God? How about a resentment against the way some of ‘God’s people’ behave? How... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
einvix | I seem to suddenly be so much more anxious and I don't know what to do anymore | 1a | help-seeking | 3 | This might be a very incoherent story because my thoughts are just as incoherent, so apologies in advance.
I've been living in my apartment for 1.5 years now. I don't know when it started, but at least since July my upstairs neighbours have been having parties or get-togethers every friday and saturday night, often un... | Retarded_Wolf | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 21:12:38 | Anxiety | This might be a very incoherent story because my thoughts are just as incoherent, so apologies in advance. <es>I've been living in my apartment for 1.5 years now.<ee> <es>I don't know when it started, but at least since July my upstairs neighbours have been having parties or get-togethers every friday and saturday nig... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ei7hc2 | Is anyone taking benzos for social anxiety? | 0 | survey | 1 | How is it working for you? Have you made any friends, girlfriends/boyfriends, social connections? Do you feel like you're developing your social skills in a meaningful way due to the exposure? Without the medicine can you function in a social setting?
I've been taking Clonazepam for axiety and it works like magic. For... | theygone | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 19:22:15 | Anxiety | <rs>Is anyone taking benzos for social anxiety?<re> <rs>How is it working for you?<re> <rs>Have you made any friends, girlfriends/boyfriends, social connections?<re> <rs>Do you feel like you're developing your social skills in a meaningful way due to the exposure?<re> <rs>Without the medicine can you function in a soci... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel after taking drugs | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eilv5j | I tried seeking help, but everything just keeps getting worse. | 1b | rant | 2 | I spend almost every day in varying states of dread and apprehension. It feels like I have nervous butterflies in my chest and stomach and there's absolutely no respite outside of sleeping. My OCD-like tendencies have increased by a lot and day-to-day life is becoming a chore. I was first prescribed one SSRI which made... | VelourSpinach | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 18:42:58 | Anxiety | <es>I spend almost every day in varying states of dread and apprehension.<ee> <efs>It feels like I have nervous butterflies in my chest and stomach and there's absolutely no respite outside of sleeping.<efe> <es>My OCD-like tendencies have increased by a lot and day-to-day life is becoming a chore.<ee> <es>I was first ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you live a better life | null | true | 221 |
eisjpf | Easy way to stay accountable | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I personally can always remain accountable if I use the reminders app on my phone through Siri. You can say things like “set a 15 minute timer,” or “set an alarm at 2:00,” or “set a reminder in a week to do x”
Without my phone I’d have a rough time but using this gurantees I am never late and always get things done on ... | Exolf | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 03:24:42 | ADHD | I personally can always remain accountable if I use the reminders app on my phone through Siri. You can say things like “set a 15 minute timer,” or “set an alarm at 2:00,” or “set a reminder in a week to do x” Without my phone I’d have a rough time but using this gurantees I am never late and always get things done on ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
en0npv | what is the reason of me being here god? if you exist | 1a | rant | 2 | i hate how i feel, the anger that rumbles inside of me. waiting for the flame to spark so i can explode. i hate it. i cant manage it without feeling the hurt of everything else around me, the stress, the heartache, everything. i’m so tired of trying so hard and nothing coming out of it. i’ve become extremely distant fr... | louisvuittonxanny | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-11 01:27:14 | mentalillness | <efs>i hate how i feel, the anger that rumbles inside of me.<efe> waiting for the flame to spark so i can explode. i hate it. <efs>i cant manage it without feeling the hurt of everything else around me, the stress, the heartache, everything.<efe> <efs>i’m so tired of trying so hard and nothing coming out of it.<efe> <e... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | feel hurt of everything around you | null | true | 220 |
en0l56 | Might finally getting a restraining order after a year | 1b | chitchat | 2 |
After the last attack on October last year, when he decided to injure and stalk me at work, ive reported him and applied for a restraining order. I was contacted today by the cops that they're trying to get hold of him and inform him of my restraining order against him. I hope I get it soon, I don't want to change job... | marbles07 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-11 01:21:22 | domesticviolence | <es>After the last attack on October last year, when he decided to injure and stalk me at work, ive reported him and applied for a restraining order.<ee> <es>I was contacted today by the cops that they're trying to get hold of him and inform him of my restraining order against him.<ee> <rs>I hope I get it soon, I don'... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your ex has gotten a restraining order | null | true | 220 |
el9tf4 | I’m in need of some inspiring stories about your struggle with mental illness. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I am seriously at the end of the rope and mentally exhausted. I have bipolar 2- and after aging out of my insurance and losing my meds, the depression episodes have been brutal. I don’t want to be all negative and I truly am trying to help myself until I can get back into therapy and stuff. Things are rough, but I don’... | C_Leex3 | 1 | 0 | 24 | 2020-01-07 10:26:38 | mentalillness | <efs>I am seriously at the end of the rope and mentally exhausted.<efe> <es>I have bipolar 2- and after aging out of my insurance and losing my meds, the depression episodes have been brutal.<ee> I don’t want to be all negative and I truly am trying to help myself until I can get back into therapy and stuff. <es>Things... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ev7kih | What's the most dramatic or rapid way you saw someone losing their temper get shut down? | 0 | survey | 1 | null | Aecalculin | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-28 16:20:08 | Anger | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
es1pqk | Stressed and hit things, gf is worried I will become an abuser. | 1a | rant | 2 | Been real stressed studying for medical school app test and started hitting walls. Started in high school when I'd go to the bathroom to punch bathroom stall walls when I was stressed and angry and now the bad habit is showing up again.
Put a hole in my bedroom wall for the first time, and broke a cheap Ikea table aft... | daewonnn | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-21 21:49:51 | Anger | <es>Been real stressed studying for medical school app test and started hitting walls.<ee> <es>Started in high school when I'd go to the bathroom to punch bathroom stall walls when I was stressed and angry and now the bad habit is showing up again.<ee> <es>Put a hole in my bedroom wall for the first time, and broke a ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you control your anger | null | true | 221 |
es5sbw | Hello... From me... 26(f) | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Anyone around to talk at all? | jessicarabbit93 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-22 02:59:13 | rapecounseling | <rs>Anyone around to talk at all?<re> | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | you want to talk to someone | Why are you wanting X ? | to talk to someone | null | null | null | true | 2 |
ekblh2 | i can’t keep a job | 1a | rant | 1 | i was diagnosed with ptsd & bipolar type 1 about a month ago & my entire history of mental health involves me struggling to keep my jobs. the one i have right now i’m considering quitting because whenever i’m there i’m always on guard & having flashbacks at the register & asking to go home early. i feel... | pinknbluesunsetdad | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-05 10:53:57 | ptsd | <es>i was diagnosed with ptsd & bipolar type 1 about a month ago & my entire history of mental health involves me struggling to keep my jobs.<ee> <es>the one i have right now i’m considering quitting because whenever i’m there i’m always on guard & having flashbacks at the register & asking to go home e... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the flashbacks make you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having flashbacks at your job | null | true | 210 |
elmogx | Stupid reason not to go to meetings? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Hi r/AA,
So I don't drink, but I do feel like my life has become unmanageable (seeking solutions to my internal pain with external things, developing addictive behaviors). I've never done it before, but i think I'd like to work a program with a sponsor. I really need a mentor figure in my life, and I know that AA is a... | whathappenedwas | 1 | 0 | 15 | 2020-01-08 03:10:49 | alcoholicsanonymous | Hi r/AA, <efs>So I don't drink, but I do feel like my life has become unmanageable (seeking solutions to my internal pain with external things, developing addictive behaviors).<efe> <rs>I've never done it before, but i think I'd like to work a program with a sponsor.<re> <rs>I really need a mentor figure in my life, a... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ei963d | Each day I feel more useless and fear that my mental health will soon pay for it | 1a | rant | 2 | Greetings, this my first post here and I apologize for its length. I understand that it might be weird to post such thing on New Year, but... that is the problem. I don't have depression but I feel like there is a void, slowly forming around me, waiting when I'll fall into it. I want to act before that happens and do s... | reviedox | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 21:32:23 | depression | Greetings, this my first post here and I apologize for its length. I understand that it might be weird to post such thing on New Year, but... that is the problem. <es>I don't have depression but I feel like there is a void, slowly forming around me, waiting when I'll fall into it.<ee> <rs>I want to act before that happ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you want to make things right | null | true | 221 |
epl4pu | 10 Years Sober - Miserable | 1a | rant | 2 | Hey Reddit AA!
Let me start by saying how grateful I am for AA and my sobriety. I’ve always loved how I can say whatever I think and feel and I’m met with compassion and love, no matter how crazy I get.
I have and continue to work a program. I have a sponsor. I’ve done and continue to work the steps. I have sponsees... | LostintheSauce229 | 1 | 0 | 58 | 2020-01-16 15:53:30 | alcoholicsanonymous | Hey Reddit AA! Let me start by saying how grateful I am for AA and my sobriety. I’ve always loved how I can say whatever I think and feel and I’m met with compassion and love, no matter how crazy I get. I have and continue to work a program. I have a sponsor. I’ve done and continue to work the steps. I have sponsees... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ei8mwi | Surprise, surprise not really a surprise | 1a | rant | 3 | Hi
I feel like shit, although promising my wife that i would, nt play up I still tried to score some pot. I had bought a bottle of JIm beam earlier on. Told my wife and she was so pissed off. I had a week ago busted on speed at a work party.
My intention, s are just as bad, even if did, nt pick up or managed too
I had... | holzoven | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 20:49:55 | addiction | Hi <efs>I feel like shit, although promising my wife that i would, nt play up I still tried to score some pot.<efe> <es>I had bought a bottle of JIm beam earlier on.<ee> <es>Told my wife and she was so pissed off.<ee> <es>I had a week ago busted on speed at a work party. <ee> <es>My intention, s are just as bad, even i... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you relapsed again | null | true | 220 |
eid44l | Does anyone else’s mind wander into terrible situations? I constantly have thoughts just pop into my head about terrible terrible things that will almost always induce an anxiety attack. | 1a | survey | 1 | null | Catfish344 | 1 | 0 | 39 | 2020-01-01 03:06:41 | Anxiety | <rs>Does anyone else’s mind wander into terrible situations?<re> <es>I constantly have thoughts just pop into my head about terrible terrible things that will almost always induce an anxiety attack.<ee> nan | 2 | 0 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the terrible thoughts | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help deal with such thoughts | null | true | 201 |
eirj6f | Finally, a good semester!! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Long story short, I failed miserably in college due to mental health being quite low. Didn't care about skipping class , lied to my parents about it, isolated myself, etc. Ended up seeking help, getting put on the right meds, transferred schools, and picked the major that I'm passionate about (Electrical engineering)... | MetalNutSack | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 02:01:55 | ADHD | Long story short, I failed miserably in college due to mental health being quite low. Didn't care about skipping class , lied to my parents about it, isolated myself, etc. Ended up seeking help, getting put on the right meds, transferred schools, and picked the major that I'm passionate about (Electrical engineering)... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ezjtre | My [M/39] sister [F/44] visited my cousin [M/48] who gave me unwanted sexual touching when I was a child. I'm feeling bad about it. Do I overact ? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Hey guys,
First of all, I would like to apologize for my English and any misunderstanding I could bring.
When I was young \[8/10\], I was sleeping with my cousin \[15/17\]. And he asked me to masturbate his penis. It's pretty nothing, but it became kind of a nightmare during a long period of time.
Until I was 26, I... | Manu27uk | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-02-06 00:44:29 | rapecounseling | Hey guys, First of all, I would like to apologize for my English and any misunderstanding I could bring. <es>When I was young \[8/10\], I was sleeping with my cousin \[15/17\].<ee> <es>And he asked me to masturbate his penis.<ee> <es>It's pretty nothing, but it became kind of a nightmare during a long period of time... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eifw68 | My boyfriend called my panic attack pretentious. | 1b | rant | 2 | I came home stressed about work, had been fighting off a panic attack over it all day. They don't happen very often but it was just an avelanche of things. I was worried about my performance, additional pressures, balancing it all, exhausted from being super hands on, on my way home someone asking for money tailed me a... | Smallsnowe | 1 | 0 | 20 | 2020-01-01 07:59:57 | Anxiety | <es>I came home stressed about work, had been fighting off a panic attack over it all day.<ee> <es>They don't happen very often but it was just an avelanche of things.<ee> <es>I was worried about my performance, additional pressures, balancing it all, exhausted from being super hands on, on my way home someone asking f... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you think you are overreacting | null | true | 221 |
erfox7 | Will meds help me roll with the punches? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Long story short, I’ve been struggling with anxiety/depression for 10 years. I’m finally starting the process of getting help. I’ve made big strides by myself with mindfulness and yoga, did CBT with what my benefits could cover, but I still need more help. Basically, if my triggers don’t show up I feel calm and content... | AvisRune | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-20 16:43:46 | getting_over_it | <es>Long story short, I’ve been struggling with anxiety/depression for 10 years.<ee> <es>I’m finally starting the process of getting help.<ee> <rs>I’ve made big strides by myself with mindfulness and yoga, did CBT with what my benefits could cover, but I still need more help.<re> <efs>Basically, if my triggers don’t sh... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what triggers you | null | null | null | true | 212 |
el2rkw | A pilot program that trains pups to help officers with PTSD and disabilities could be a model for other first responder teams | 0 | chitchat | 2 | >five new recruits at the Fairfax County, Va., police department have a special mission — to help police officers suffering from psychological trauma and disabled officers with everyday tasks.
>
>**It’s part of a pilot program to create a new classification of K9 that will, it is hoped, be as effective and ins... | BlueAzzure | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-06 23:57:46 | ptsd | >five new recruits at the Fairfax County, Va., police department have a special mission — to help police officers suffering from psychological trauma and disabled officers with everyday tasks. > >**It’s part of a pilot program to create a new classification of K9 that will, it is hoped, be as effective and ins... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eor739 | how many of you have coexisting conditions of chronic pain + drug addiction? | 0 | survey | 1 | what does that make your recovery like? whats been your experience? and how do you manage your pain now while still working on recovering from the addiction aspect? | chasingd0pamine | 1 | 0 | 88 | 2020-01-14 20:46:25 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>how many of you have coexisting conditions of chronic pain + drug addiction?<ee> <rs>what does that make your recovery like?<re> <rs>whats been your experience?<re> <rs>and how do you manage your pain now while still working on recovering from the addiction aspect?<re> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your drug addiction and pain | How did X make you feel? | your pain and drug addiction | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ekyn42 | Whats wrong with me | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Since beginning of middle school I have been feel so upset and didn't wanted to do anything i felt lost and hopeless. There was one time where my friends were in a lower place tham mine in ski. I tried to support them so they wont be that sad anymore and i felt so incredibly guilty. What if i where in a lower place tha... | Ran_Mori | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 19:10:39 | mentalillness | <efs>Since beginning of middle school I have been feel so upset and didn't wanted to do anything i felt lost and hopeless.<efe> There was one time where my friends were in a lower place tham mine in ski. <efs>I tried to support them so they wont be that sad anymore and i felt so incredibly guilty.<efe>What if i where i... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ej4e32 | Is life supposed to be this way? My life would be a perfect bad drama movie^^ | 1a | help-seeking | 2 |
The sky is getting dark again
it is late am tired
School is so exhausting
I don't know what's wrong today
maybe nothing is wrong today.
today's been rough. I survived
it's just me I feel so lonely right now I always feel lonely why do I always feel lonely what's wrong with myself.
there is even one good t... | Hinalla | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 21:12:50 | mentalillness | The sky is getting dark again it is late am tired School is so exhausting I don't know what's wrong today maybe nothing is wrong today. today's been rough. I survived it's just me I feel so lonely right now I always feel lonely why do I always feel lonely what's wrong with myself. there is even one good t... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiv95z | A New Revolutionary Treatment! | 0 | chitchat | 3 | null | HamBurglary12 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 07:40:45 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiaosd | I'm anxious about New years eve | 1b | rant | 1 | I never liked New years eve and I always get a little melancholic. The past 6 years I guess I didn't celebrate it or just gathered a few friends at home. The 31st is my mom's birthday, so I feel a little pressured because I feel like I don't have the right to be sad. I hate this feeling that I have to party, celebrate,... | glog14 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 23:34:55 | Anxiety | <es>I never liked New years eve and I always get a little melancholic.<ee> <es>The past 6 years I guess I didn't celebrate it or just gathered a few friends at home.<ee> <efs>The 31st is my mom's birthday, so I feel a little pressured because I feel like I don't have the right to be sad.<efe> <efs>I hate this feeling t... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel anxious at parties | null | true | 220 |
ei8m09 | Progress. | 1a | chitchat | 1 | So I started doing medication 1 month ago and therapy 6 (or 5) months ago. This year was a bad year but i'll try. I'll try to be nice to people and support them, i'll try getting better hygiene, i'll try. I'll be a good person.
I bash out a lot on people and I'm pretty sensitive. I wasted most of this year on not so gr... | dxxmonz | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 20:47:57 | depression | So I started doing medication 1 month ago and therapy 6 (or 5) months ago. This year was a bad year but i'll try. I'll try to be nice to people and support them, i'll try getting better hygiene, i'll try. I'll be a good person. I bash out a lot on people and I'm pretty sensitive. I wasted most of this year on not so gr... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel after taking medications | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ejz79z | I went too far and am not ok now | 1a | rant | 1 | Work on the road. Rarely home.
Was home over the holidays and my wife saw a young man (high school to college aged) let his dog shit on my lawn and not clean it up.
I ran outside and screamed at him as he walked away. No response.
I scooped up the dog shit in my bare hand, chased him down, grabbed him by the coll... | kanedotca | 3 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-04 17:07:37 | Anger | Work on the road. Rarely home. <es>Was home over the holidays and my wife saw a young man (high school to college aged) let his dog shit on my lawn and not clean it up.<ee> <es>I ran outside and screamed at him as he walked away.<ee> No response. <es>I scooped up the dog shit in my bare hand, chased him down, gra... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel guilty about your actions | null | true | 220 |
eiaixk | Lying in my bed on NYE... Never been this close to end it all | 0 | rant | 1 | I thought that it was a good idea to just go to sleep and forget about everything... but sadly no.
I'm constantly having this fear to go downstairs, grab a knife and end it all, without me controlling it. i'm panicking a lot right now | Rynast_UK | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 23:22:03 | depression | I thought that it was a good idea to just go to sleep and forget about everything... but sadly no. <efs>I'm constantly having this fear to go downstairs, grab a knife and end it all, without me controlling it.<efe> <efs>i'm panicking a lot right now<efe> | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | the panic and the fear | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you were feeling | What can help you overcome X ? | the fear | suicidal | true | 10 |
f353g5 | Sometimes I really want to reach out to the girl he molested years ago | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | One of my friends knows my x because she realized he was the same guy who molested her best friend when they were 14/15, and he was maybe 19. I asked her for what exactly happened, and her other best friend described it as he molested her really badly and would've raped her if she didnt fight him off. This is 12 or so... | summerspring_ | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-13 05:29:45 | rapecounseling | <es>One of my friends knows my x because she realized he was the same guy who molested her best friend when they were 14/15, and he was maybe 19.<ee> <es>I asked her for what exactly happened, and her other best friend described it as he molested her really badly and would've raped her if she didnt fight him off.<ee> <... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eqcjs3 | Are there any support groups for Orange County, CA DV cases? I would love to speak to someone about my situation. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | null | jazzberriie | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-18 05:42:47 | domesticviolence | <rs>Are there any support groups for Orange County, CA DV cases?<re> <rs>I would love to speak to someone about my situation.<re> nan | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | support groups | What caused you to need X ? | to speak to support groups | null | null | null | true | 2 |
eiw831 | Feeling of slow moving lips ? | 0 | survey | 1 | Does anyone here get this ? I feel like my lips are a bit paralyzed, like when it's really cold. It starts to freak me out.. I've been anxious for years now (I'm 23) but never felt like this. | Pitak3 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-02 09:39:35 | Anxiety | <rs>Does anyone here get this ?<re> <es>I feel like my lips are a bit paralyzed, like when it's really cold.<ee> <efs>It starts to freak me out..<efe> <es>I've been anxious for years now (I'm 23) but never felt like this.<ee> | 2 | 1 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the numbness in lips make you feel | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with numbness in lips | null | true | 211 |
elrla5 | Post-traumatic stress disorder in pregnancy: Women with PTSD at twice the risk of preterm birth? | 0 | chitchat | 2 | >**Abstract**: Women with active post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) have up to a 35% increased risk of preterm birth, yet little is known about treatment and its effects. We sought to evaluate frequency of PTSD treatment and its impact on spontaneous preterm birth in a population with a high prevalence of PTSD.
&... | BlueAzzure | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 11:37:16 | ptsd | >**Abstract**: Women with active post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) have up to a 35% increased risk of preterm birth, yet little is known about treatment and its effects. We sought to evaluate frequency of PTSD treatment and its impact on spontaneous preterm birth in a population with a high prevalence of PTSD. &... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eine28 | Tips for saving :( | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hey guys,
Title pretty much sums it up but do any of you guys have any tips for not spending money.
I want to have a good future but I constantly impulse buy then get hit by a wave of guilt after I've made the purchase.
Ive tried removing my cards/PayPal - only using cash.
Nothing seems to work :(
Any tips would be gre... | Anotheredgelord420 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-01 20:36:54 | ADHD | Hey guys, <rs>Title pretty much sums it up but do any of you guys have any tips for not spending money.<re> <es>I want to have a good future but I constantly impulse buy<ee> <efs>then get hit by a wave of guilt after I've made the purchase.<efe> <es>Ive tried removing my cards/PayPal - only using cash.<ee> <es>Nothing ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ei7w5k | New Year’s Eve aka one of the worst days of the year | 1c | rant | 1 | Call me the grinch but I just hate holidays nowadays | about36greeks | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2019-12-31 19:52:46 | depression | <efs>Call me the grinch but I just hate holidays nowadays<efe> | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | hate towards holidays | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about holidays | What can help you overcome X ? | the hate towards holidays | null | true | 10 |
eioyvu | Having ADHD is like driving a car with bad alignment and some asshole has greased the steering wheel. | 0 | rant | 1 | "Just drive straight!" your passenger yells.
"I'm trying!" you scream, as the steering wheel slips beneath your fingers and your veer from [Important Thing] to slam straight into "I should really look up [totally unrelated thing]." | Smeggywulff | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 22:39:15 | ADHD | "Just drive straight!" your passenger yells. "I'm trying!" you scream, as the steering wheel slips beneath your fingers and your veer from [Important Thing] to slam straight into "I should really look up [totally unrelated thing]." | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
epqpzf | I drank | 1a | rant | 1 | I was planning not to and I knew the meeting was coming but it came and I was asked did I want a drink and I said no. And then I was asked a couple more times and I said yes. I just am not sure how I can say no at this point because clearly I’m bad it. I’m so angry at myself because I planned to say no And I broke. | bowlbysaur | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-16 22:23:19 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>I drank<ee> <es>I was planning not to and I knew the meeting was coming but it came and I was asked did I want a drink and I said no.<ee> <es>And then I was asked a couple more times and I said yes.<ee> <es>I just am not sure how I can say no at this point because clearly I’m bad it.<ee> <efs>I’m so angry at myself... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you started drinking again | null | true | 220 |
eoo600 | Does one incident over three years justify me giving up on the relationship, when I also behaved inappropriately? | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | Hi all, I’m hoping to get some clarity here because my mind’s a total jumble. I’m sorry it’s a long, but I feel it’s only fair to provide enough context.
Background:
My fiancé (34M) and I (30F) have been together for three years now. We met through work but lived in different cities, so our first 7 months were long ... | issathrowaway499 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-14 17:14:10 | domesticviolence | <rs>Hi all, I’m hoping to get some clarity here because my mind’s a total jumble.<re> I’m sorry it’s a long, but I feel it’s only fair to provide enough context. Background: <es>My fiancé (34M) and I (30F) have been together for three years now.<ee> <es>We met through work but lived in different cities, so our first... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eiqgct | Calling off for Grandma’s visitation | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Unfortunately, my grandma passed away Saturday. I was really, really close to her and the loss has devastated me. I was able to pull myself together to go to work on Monday and Tuesday. However, tomorrow from 3-7 is her viewing. I was originally going to go after work since I get done at 3, but anxiety and stress is st... | rkramer18 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 00:35:12 | Anxiety | <es>Unfortunately, my grandma passed away Saturday.<ee> <efs>I was really, really close to her and the loss has devastated me.<efe> <es>I was able to pull myself together to go to work on Monday and Tuesday.<ee> <es>However, tomorrow from 3-7 is her viewing.<ee> <efs>I was originally going to go after work since I get ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel stressed about going to grandma's viewing | null | true | 220 |
eivk3k | what is happening? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I have had really bad stress and anxiety the past few days- im normally always anxious but I had a bad episode. Just now my body was completely relaxed and breathing normally but my chest and heart were extremely tight, and I was sweating, trying to sleep, when suddenly my entire body changed. It feels so weird. Everyt... | kewmobea | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-02 08:16:40 | Anxiety | <es>I have had really bad stress and anxiety the past few days- im normally always anxious but I had a bad episode.<ee> <es>Just now my body was completely relaxed and breathing normally but my chest and heart were extremely tight, and I was sweating, trying to sleep, when suddenly my entire body changed.<ee> <efs>It f... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the anxiety attack is making you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
elpg90 | looking to talk to others | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I was up close and personal to suicide. I think it has triggered me. i have trouble sleeping at night. i want to sleep during the day. feeling blunted and numb. watching a TV show and starting crying during a scene and when this guys started singing true colors. | soFreshandDefydef | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-08 07:20:14 | ptsd | <es>I was up close and personal to suicide.<ee> <es>I think it has triggered me.<ee> <es>i have trouble sleeping at night.<ee> <es>i want to sleep during the day.<ee> <efs>feeling blunted and numb.<efe> <es>watching a TV show and starting crying during a scene and when this guys started singing true colors.<ee> | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you were trying to commit suicide | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | the suicidal thoughts have triggered you | null | true | 120 |
eilsab | Extreme anxiety from violence | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hi,
So everytime I watch a violent scene, like knife stabbing, torture, or anything that is related to evil I get extreme anxiety. Just a few hours ago I was at the movies watching this amazing film but there was this scene with a garden party and then this guy started to stab everyone with a knife, people were laying... | lynxx-xx | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 18:36:59 | Anxiety | Hi, <es>So everytime I watch a violent scene, like knife stabbing, torture, or anything that is related to evil I get extreme anxiety.<ee> <es>Just a few hours ago I was at the movies watching this amazing film but there was this scene with a garden party and then this guy started to stab everyone with a knife, people... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
epbmzz | How do I help my friend with severe anorexia? (SERIOUSLY, TRIGGER WARNING) | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | So my friend is in the hospital at the moment, she got sent in by her doctor because her body was shutting down (I’m not sure what parts) and she’s suicidal. If I had to guess, her heart might be failing. She’s 5’9 and probably 80 pounds at this point, maybe less. I don’t know how to help her.
A few months ago she wa... | whoa-boah | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-16 00:57:52 | mentalillness | <es>So my friend is in the hospital at the moment, she got sent in by her doctor because her body was shutting down (I’m not sure what parts) and she’s suicidal.<ee> <es>If I had to guess, her heart might be failing.<ee> <es>She’s 5’9 and probably 80 pounds at this point, maybe less.<ee> I don’t know how to help her. ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about your friend's condition | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eielij | New Years | 1b | rant | 1 | I’m spending New Years alone because my date ghosted me to get drunk with his coworkers and I’m trying not to make a scene because it always leads to abandonment. Cheers lol | throwawaygurl246 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 05:33:08 | BPD | <es>I’m spending New Years alone because my date ghosted me to get drunk with his coworkers and I’m trying not to make a scene because it always leads to abandonment.<ee> Cheers lol | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your date ghosting you | What do you need help with now that X? | you were ghosted by your date | null | true | 200 |
eu0ehc | Quit volunteering me for shit I don't care about! | 1c | rant | 1 | I hate when I get volunteered by someone to do something like take someone to court in another state when I don't even know this person! I don't care about them. I don't fucking know them. I don't want to sit there all day waiting on someone I don't know or care about whatsoever. Thanks. I wish I could say that to a CE... | PsillyScyber2 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-26 02:00:57 | Anger | <es>I hate when I get volunteered by someone to do something like take someone to court in another state when I don't even know this person!<ee> <es>I don't care about them.<ee> <es>I don't fucking know them.<ee> <es>I don't want to sit there all day waiting on someone I don't know or care about whatsoever.<ee> Thanks.... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | volunteering | What do you need help with now that X? | you hate volunteering | null | true | 200 |
em55b5 | Is It Wrong That I Want To Kill Both Of My Parents As Well As My Older Brother? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | The Reason I Want To Kill Both Of My Parents As Well As My Older Brother Is Because My Father Is An Overprotective Homophobe, My Mother Is Just Overprotective, And My Older Brother Is Also Over Protective. Me And My Little Sister Get Along Really Well. One Night, On Thursday, October 10th, 2019, Me And My Little Sister... | xMCRxRULESx | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-09 05:20:09 | mentalillness | <es>The Reason I Want To Kill Both Of My Parents As Well As My Older Brother Is Because My Father Is An Overprotective Homophobe, My Mother Is Just Overprotective, And My Older Brother Is Also Over Protective.<ee> Me And My Little Sister Get Along Really Well. <es>One Night, On Thursday, October 10th, 2019, Me And My L... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your family | What do you need help with now that X? | you have violent thoughts about your famliy | null | true | 200 |
elv0ze | I relapsed for 2 days after 3 weeks clean, i'm going to have to restart the entire withdrawals like the first time ? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I relapsed yesterday, i took 100mg of morphine, than 40mg more 2 hours later. Today i took 100mg, than a threw what i had left in the toilets... Are the withdrawals tomorrow going to be as strong and horrible as they were 3 weeks ago when i first did it ? | Drenarka | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-08 16:31:51 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I relapsed for 2 days after 3 weeks clean.<ee> <rs>i'm going to have to restart the entire withdrawals like the first time ?<re> <es>I relapsed yesterday, i took 100mg of morphine, than 40mg more 2 hours later.<ee> <es>Today i took 100mg, than a threw what i had left in the toilets...<ee> <rs>Are the withdrawals to... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | not taking morphine | null | null | null | true | 202 |
em5yqp | Mmmmmm dinner | 0 | chitchat | 3 | null | green-egg-and-ham | 1 | 0 | 24 | 2020-01-09 06:43:04 | mentalillness | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejszja | Need advice | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | I plan to quit opiates next Monday (Jan 13th). I have Tues thru Sunday off of work and have decided it is time. I want to taper as best as possible this coming up week starting this Sunday. My question is: I have (16) 2mg Suboxone strips. Should I taper as best as possible with opiates this coming up week and then qui... | Chrisb2rn | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-04 06:28:36 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I plan to quit opiates next Monday (Jan 13th).<ee> <es>I have Tues thru Sunday off of work and have decided it is time.<ee> <rs>I want to taper as best as possible this coming up week starting this Sunday.<re> <rs>My question is: I have (16) 2mg Suboxone strips. Should I taper as best as possible with opiates this... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you were taking opiates | How did X make you feel? | the opiates | null | null | null | true | 102 |
enf8aj | I kept having flashbacks about this one instance and then someone did the exact thing that I was having flashbacks about | 1b | rant | 1 | I kept imagining someone throwing a bottle at me, or hitting me with a bottle, and I was just having my moment in the corner trying to ignore everyone else during lunch. Then, lunch was let out and everyone started to file out to go back to class, and one of my acquaintances decided to hit my in the back with his empty... | shallowhearted134 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-11 23:27:55 | ptsd | <es>I kept having flashbacks about this one instance and then someone did the exact thing that I was having flashbacks about<ee> <es>I kept imagining someone throwing a bottle at me, or hitting me with a bottle, and I was just having my moment in the corner trying to ignore everyone else during lunch.<ee> <es>Then, lun... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the flashbacks | What do you need help with now that X? | your flashback was difficult to handle | null | true | 200 |
ei93wj | Hey your medication is on back order... | 0 | chitchat | 3 | After 12 years of not being on medication due to various reasons, I finally came to start using it again in August. | momentsofnicole | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 21:27:28 | ADHD | <es>After 12 years of not being on medication due to various reasons, I finally came to start using it again in August.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are on mediciation | How did X make you feel? | the medicines | What do you need help with now that X? | you started using medicines again | null | true | 100 |
f0intr | I hate life | 1c | rant | 1 | My problem has more to do with hate than anger but whatever. I don't give a shit about anyone except myself. I feel nothing but contempt for everyone and everything. In my opinion, there is literally not a single person out there who wouldn't be either completely delusional or completely selfish. I pity the delusional ... | dude47372 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-07 23:07:47 | Anger | <es>My problem has more to do with hate than anger but whatever.<ee> <es>I don't give a shit about anyone except myself.<ee> <efs>I feel nothing but contempt for everyone and everything.<efe> <es>In my opinion, there is literally not a single person out there who wouldn't be either completely delusional or completely s... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you hate everyone | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are fed up with the problems in life | null | true | 120 |
eiee5y | Uhhhgg | 1c | rant | 1 | I’m stressed ,I’m mad,and depressed life is bullshit tbh but keeping my head up.Happy New Year’s Eve everyone and be safe !Going to drink till I’m numb :) | Baphomet1999 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 05:13:22 | BPD | <efs>I’m stressed ,I’m mad,and depressed life is bullshit tbh but keeping my head up.<efe>Happy New Year’s Eve everyone and be safe !Going to drink till I’m numb :) | 0 | 2 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | stressed and depressed | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | your stressful life | null | true | 20 |
eijot6 | Lets quit alcohol in 2020 | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Alcohol addiction was something that gradually crept into our lives as a coping mechanism. check out this whiteboard animated video on getting rid of alcohol from our lives at https://youtu.be/5SDQ60ggGGE | gregohla | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 15:49:50 | addiction | Alcohol addiction was something that gradually crept into our lives as a coping mechanism. check out this whiteboard animated video on getting rid of alcohol from our lives at https://youtu.be/5SDQ60ggGGE | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ez6ai4 | Something Ugly | 1a | rant | 1 | As I get older I realize now that my anger is getting out of control. When I was a teenager I could somewhat control it and get on with the day. But now I've grown into an incredibly vengeful and bitter person. To the point where I genuinely don't even know who I am anymore. That scares me the most about all of this. B... | frozencloudfractals | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-02-05 08:13:53 | Anger | <es>As I get older I realize now that my anger is getting out of control.<ee> <es>When I was a teenager I could somewhat control it and get on with the day.<ee> <es>But now I've grown into an incredibly vengeful and bitter person.<ee> <es>To the point where I genuinely don't even know who I am anymore.<ee> <efs>That sc... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your anger is getting out of control | null | true | 220 |
emsxkh | Sponsee used me as job reference | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I am currently working with my first sponsee. Without asking me she used my name as a reference for a job she applied for. I know this because I just received a voicemail about the situation. She told them we’ve been acquainted for a year. I met her three months ago and we’ve only been working together for a couple... | TuckerWilliams | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-10 16:03:03 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>I am currently working with my first sponsee.<ee> <es>Without asking me she used my name as a reference for a job she applied for.<ee> <es> I know this because I just received a voicemail about the situation.<ee> <es> She told them we’ve been acquainted for a year. <ee> <es>I met her three months ago and we’ve onl... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your sponsee using your name as reference for job | null | null | null | true | 202 |
elxb4c | i saw my ex gf for the first time in so long. idk how to feel about it. | 1b | rant | 1 | i (20f) was in a relationship for 2 years w my ex(19f). we broke up about 2 years ago. today i saw her for the first time in a really long time driving. and honestly i had flashbacks. not of the good. but of the bad. everytime she put her hands on me. everytime she did cheated on me. everytime she hurt me. all the word... | peachy2717 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-08 19:15:10 | ptsd | <es>i (20f) was in a relationship for 2 years w my ex(19f).<ee> <es>we broke up about 2 years ago.<ee> <es>today i saw her for the first time in a really long time driving.<ee> <es>and honestly i had flashbacks. not of the good.<ee> <es>but of the bad.<ee> <es>everytime she put her hands on me.<ee> <es>everytime she di... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are hurt by seeing your ex | null | true | 220 |
f7t3u7 | Scared and unsure | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | Hi everyone,
I’m not sure I’m posting in the right place but I really had nowhere else to turn.
I’m scared right now that my fiancé will hurt me and I don’t know what to do about it.
We have been together for nearly 9 months and we got engaged officially just recently. He’s from a different country to me, but we me... | JamaicaInn1921 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-02-22 14:20:45 | domesticviolence | Hi everyone, I’m not sure I’m posting in the right place but I really had nowhere else to turn. <efs>I’m scared right now that my fiancé will hurt me and I don’t know what to do about it.<efe> <es>We have been together for nearly 9 months and we got engaged officially just recently.<ee> <es>He’s from a different co... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are scared your fiance would hurt you | null | true | 220 |
eibyzr | second ever panic attack | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Hi! I’m hiding from my family in another room trying to do deep breaths and stuff but I don’t know if it’s working?
Uh, so, I recently discovered that a bunch of my friends went out on new year’s without me, doing a thing I always did with them, and haven’t even told me about it. Of course, being the way that I am, I... | redcarnelian | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 01:19:58 | Anxiety | <es>Hi! I’m hiding from my family in another room trying to do deep breaths and stuff but I don’t know if it’s working?<ee> <es>Uh, so, I recently discovered that a bunch of my friends went out on new year’s without me, doing a thing I always did with them, and haven’t even told me about it.<ee> <es>Of course, being ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the panic attack made you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
etg0u2 | I need to talk | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | If anyone is in the right mindset, I think I need to get some stuff off my chest. It's kinda refusing to leave my head right now, and I don't really have anyone I can talk to | 1-throw-away-1 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-24 20:23:26 | rapecounseling | <rs>If anyone is in the right mindset, I think I need to get some stuff off my chest.<re> <es>It's kinda refusing to leave my head right now, and I don't really have anyone I can talk to<ee> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what is refusing to leave your head | Why are you wanting X ? | talk with someone with a right mindset | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ejqdap | Social situations on TV make me anxious too! | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Especially on reality shows.
I just keep thinking: "I could never do this, people are so damn scary, how can they do that, I'm such a loser, I'd rather die than go to situations like this" etc. I compare myself to everyone and end up feeling absolutely terrible.
And then they talk about facing their fears and how gr... | cryingperfectionist | 5 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-04 02:44:36 | socialanxiety | <es>Social situations on TV make me anxious too!<ee> <es>Especially on reality shows.<ee> <es>I just keep thinking: "I could never do this, people are so damn scary, how can they do that, I'm such a loser, I'd rather die than go to situations like this" etc.<ee> <efs>I compare myself to everyone and end up feeling abs... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel anxious on seeing reality shows | title | true | 220 |
ejwoki | How to accept and forgive yourself for making terrible choices ? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I know everyone makes mistakes, but it seems like a common theme in my life. How do you accept them and move on instead of holding onto years of regret, shame, and self hatred ?
I normally consider myself an empathetic and kind person but I’ve hurt so many people over the years due to my selfishness and lying. I lost ... | bongandablitz | 63 | 0 | 21 | 2020-01-04 13:34:02 | selfhelp | <es>I know everyone makes mistakes, but it seems like a common theme in my life.<ee> <rs>How do you accept them and move on?<re> <efs>Instead of holding onto years of regret, shame, and self hatred ?<efe> <es>I normally consider myself an empathetic and kind person but I’ve hurt so many people over the years due to my... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the experience of holding onto years of regret, shame, and self-hatred, and your feelings about having made these mistakes | null | null | null | true | 212 |
exndel | Finally got a part-time job... and I suck at it | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | People call me a genius programmer, I've been coding for 10 years now (I'm 22 now). However my grades suck and I couldn't get a job for whatever reason. Finally I scored a part-time job at a game dev startup and I was so happy about it.
They gave me a small case to code and I did it perfectly. They loved my history of... | AnxiousIntender | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-02-02 11:50:40 | getting_over_it | <es>People call me a genius programmer, I've been coding for 10 years now (I'm 22 now).<ee> <es>However my grades suck and I couldn't get a job for whatever reason.<ee> <es>Finally I scored a part-time job at a game dev startup and I was so happy about it.<ee> <es>They gave me a small case to code and I did it perfect... | 2 | 1 | 1 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about the bugs in your code | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you write better codes | null | true | 211 |
eivsdk | My stomach gets really messed up when in social situations | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I've been struggling with my sexuality for some time and last august I told one of my friends for the first time. Not a lot of people know but that's not really what this is about. A couple of months ago I made some new friends, one that I like more than the others. For whatever reason, whenever I am with them my stoma... | throwaway99887734521 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 08:45:44 | Anxiety | <es>I've been struggling with my sexuality for some time and last august I told one of my friends for the first time.<ee> Not a lot of people know but that's not really what this is about. <es>A couple of months ago I made some new friends, one that I like more than the others.<ee> <es>For whatever reason, whenever I a... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel nauseous with you friends | null | true | 220 |
eiakpy | 27 and I feel so miserable and alone | 1a | rant | 2 | I'm 27 and I am so dead inside. I feel hollow and lacking life. My parents are old (60s already) and they both seem to have more vigor than me. I don't do anything but work and stay home and either watch youtube or sleep. My only pleasure now being when I sleep and dream (where for years I couldn't dream). So I'll wake... | lonelyinsomniac13 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2019-12-31 23:25:58 | depression | <efs>I'm 27 and I am so dead inside.<efe> <efs>I feel hollow and lacking life.<efe> My parents are old (60s already) and they both seem to have more vigor than me. I don't do anything but work and stay home and either watch youtube or sleep. My only pleasure now being when I sleep and dream (where for years I couldn't ... | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you feel so lacking in life | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you regain your vigor | null | true | 121 |
f5bpw0 | Broke & need to escape abusive relationship? | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I know this is how it works in California at least .
Make sure you have less then $100 in any type of bank account then go to social services the same day you want to leave you’ll fill out some papers & you will have to bring proof of abuse . Secretly record him/her being emotionally abusive , anything you can . Ev... | Smellypunk | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-17 17:00:12 | domesticviolence | I know this is how it works in California at least . Make sure you have less then $100 in any type of bank account then go to social services the same day you want to leave you’ll fill out some papers & you will have to bring proof of abuse . Secretly record him/her being emotionally abusive , anything you can . Ev... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
emd99x | Diseased - A poem by Me | 1a | chitchat | 4 | Have you ever been sick? Sick isn't really isn't the right word. Poisoned, tormented by a darkness that consumes your entire being.
Every waking moment is spent fighting yourself. Your very conscience seems to leave, as if it wants to escape the corrupted essence of your mind.
The world fights against you, Normaliz... | screaminpanda99 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-09 17:55:28 | addiction | Have you ever been sick? Sick isn't really isn't the right word. Poisoned, tormented by a darkness that consumes your entire being. Every waking moment is spent fighting yourself. Your very conscience seems to leave, as if it wants to escape the corrupted essence of your mind. The world fights against you, Normaliz... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eil4r6 | Can somebody just tell me, I’ve got this, please | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | null | ProfAlmond | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 17:47:18 | Anxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | title | true | 0 |
enu2wp | Suboxone and lyrica help. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I want to get off of both of these but i am experiencing severe back pain. That was the reason I became addicted in the first place. I just my back 20 years ago. I don't want to be in this shit anymore. Has anyone else dealt with this? My psychologist thinks it may be psychosomatic pain from PTSD and all the other trau... | halfpint513 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-12 21:49:39 | OpiatesRecovery | <rs>Suboxone and lyrica help.<re> <es>I want to get off of both of these but i am experiencing severe back pain.<ee> <es>That was the reason I became addicted in the first place.<ee> <es>I just my back 20 years ago.<ee> <rs>I don't want to be in this shit anymore.<re> <rs>Has anyone else dealt with this?<re> <es>My psy... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | taking suboxone and lyrica | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eitn4c | Do noises hurt you? Flushing toilets, vacuums, blender, etc? | 0 | chitchat | 2 | You may want to look at wearing hearing protection when you really need to concentrate.
I've found that when I wear hearing protection at work, I can concentrate (without hyper focusing) better on tm things. Sometimes this includes music, but my life is so noisy, it's amazing what silence does for my brain.
I've not ... | InquisitiveHawk | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-02 05:00:18 | ADHD | Do noises hurt you? Flushing toilets, vacuums, blender, etc? You may want to look at wearing hearing protection when you really need to concentrate. I've found that when I wear hearing protection at work, I can concentrate (without hyper focusing) better on tm things. Sometimes this includes music, but my life is so ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eix3mj | Advice - working with PTSD | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | hey guys im wondering if you can help ive been suffering with PTSD which i was not asked about when joining my organisation (ie they didnt ask me about health issues). its really affected my work lately, lots of avoidance on certain tasks and going over the top of others. i havent been performing. i have been signed of... | doddle30 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-02 11:26:02 | ptsd | <es>hey guys im wondering if you can help ive been suffering with PTSD which i was not asked about when joining my organisation (ie they didnt ask me about health issues).<ee> <efs>its really affected my work lately, lots of avoidance on certain tasks and going over the top of others.<efe> <efs>i havent been performing... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how PTSD makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eoqm9l | Meh...It's probably my meds | 1a | rant | 2 | I can remember the day I became an addict, it was a very warm day sitting under the sun and out of nowhere my co-worker (I was new to him) place a round pink pill on my left knee. Literally and just sat down in the chair in front of me with this big shit grin on his face saying "That'll make you feel better". Heart was... | bgreen2020r | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-14 20:07:40 | addiction | <es>I can remember the day I became an addict, it was a very warm day sitting under the sun and out of nowhere my co-worker (I was new to him) place a round pink pill on my left knee.<ee> <es>Literally and just sat down in the chair in front of me with this big shit grin on his face saying "That'll make you feel better... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are relapsing so much | null | true | 220 |
eiqtga | Asked my dad to go in the gas station to buy me a drink .... | 0 | chitchat | 1 | He basically called me a child and said “come on how old are you”
Thanks dad glad you know nothing about how anxiety disorders work even though I’ve spent countless hours at therapy and countless years trying to explain it to you :) | serotonin-sausage | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 01:04:12 | socialanxiety | He basically called me a child and said “come on how old are you” Thanks dad glad you know nothing about how anxiety disorders work even though I’ve spent countless hours at therapy and countless years trying to explain it to you :) | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ekpq6n | Cannot stop visiting shady motel to get meth | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I can't seem to stop, I keep making it my last time and I keep returning. It's worse when I'm drunk, then I go without reasoning. Drugs help distract from the dullness of life, and then you get addicted. The better you like it, the harder you are addicted. Can anyone help?.... | 95243401 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-06 05:52:40 | addiction | <es>Cannot stop visiting shady motel to get meth<ee> <es>I can't seem to stop, I keep making it my last time and I keep returning.<ee> <es>It's worse when I'm drunk, then I go without reasoning.<ee> <es>Drugs help distract from the dullness of life, and then you get addicted.<ee> The better you like it, the harder you ... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you addicted to meth | How did X make you feel? | taking meth | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to control your meth addiction | title | true | 100 |
eriszl | What's wrong with me please help | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hello guys this is going to be my first post.
so... my problem is that i believe in something like fate(?)
yeah I know you didn't understand much, but let me explain...
I want to enter a University (e.g.). Let's say that this is my goal. I put myself small challenges irrelevant with the topic of my goal, like if I c... | Idontknowyet2 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-20 20:08:51 | selfhelp | Hello guys this is going to be my first post. <es>so... my problem is that i believe in something like fate(?)<ee> yeah I know you didn't understand much, but let me explain... <es>I want to enter a University (e.g.). Let's say that this is my goal.<ee> <es>I put myself small challenges irrelevant with the topic of ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | putting yourself irrelevant challenges | null | null | null | true | 202 |
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