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f31o95
I'm angry at myself but take it out on my wife
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rant
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I've done a lot of things I'm not proud of that eventually lead to my wife hating me and thinking about divorce. Among those issues is my anger problem. Now I'm so upset at myself for ruining my marriage that I continue to take it out on her, verbally abusive and manipulative. I don't understand why i just can't stop. ...
lifeonthegoodside
1
0
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2020-02-13 01:05:12
Anger
<es>I've done a lot of things I'm not proud of that eventually lead to my wife hating me and thinking about divorce.<ee> <es>Among those issues is my anger problem.<ee> <es>Now I'm so upset at myself for ruining my marriage that I continue to take it out on her, verbally abusive and manipulative.<ee> I don't understand...
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how you feel lost
What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to stop taking out your anger on your wife
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era1tm
Truth
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chitchat
5
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Sauerman
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2020-01-20 07:38:19
selfhelp
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es8fsy
Those Who Test And Trigger You The Most, Will Set You Free
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chitchat
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vcontent123
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2020-01-22 07:06:08
selfhelp
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en3jsl
Mind controlling me too much.
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help-seeking
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Hi. I have somthing to say, and I need help aswell. I have to do what I put my mind too or I get depressed. like if I don't shower for the night for example.. I will feel depressed all day the next day. is this somewhat common? Normal? How do I get this to go away somewhat. cuz I don't want it to go away completely .
DrStrange1ne
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2020-01-11 05:42:54
mentalillness
Hi. I have somthing to say, and I need help aswell. <es>I have to do what I put my mind too or I get depressed.<ee> <efs>like if I don't shower for the night for example.. I will feel depressed all day the next day.<efe> is this somewhat common? Normal? <rs>How do I get this to go away somewhat.<re> <rs>cuz I don't wa...
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how do you feel having an idle mind
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the extent to which you want this feeling to go away
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eiumq0
Going to introduce the idea of anxiety to my GP for the first time.
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help-seeking
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Hi, I am seeing my GP(doctor) tomorrow and want to ask them about how I could really use some help with anxiety-symptoms and i wonder if it’s right if I’m diagnosed, etc. I won’t spend any time explaining my symptoms, I’ll leave it to the GP to say anything explicit about that. Oddly, I don’t know how to bring it up. ...
pons1111
1
0
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2020-01-02 06:33:17
Anxiety
<es>Hi, I am seeing my GP(doctor) tomorrow and want to ask them about how I could really use some help with anxiety-symptoms and i wonder if it’s right if I’m diagnosed, etc.<ee> <es>I won’t spend any time explaining my symptoms, I’ll leave it to the GP to say anything explicit about that.<ee> <es>Oddly, I don’t know ...
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ejbcq5
Worried because friend wants to try Xanax + Codeine
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help-seeking
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My friend wants to try xanax and codeine because they're curious, but I know they're not going to be strong enough to get out of their addiction once they become addicted. &amp;#x200B; I don't know much about xanax or codeine, so could anybody please grant me information on why it's bad.
Sarah_Rosa
1
0
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2020-01-03 06:11:50
addiction
<es>My friend wants to try xanax and codeine because they're curious, but I know they're not going to be strong enough to get out of their addiction once they become addicted. <ee> &amp;#x200B; <rs>I don't know much about xanax or codeine, so could anybody please grant me information on why it's bad.<re>
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your friends curiosity to try drugs
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fl1kui
Not no-vaxx but this is unacceptable
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survey
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You know, the Covid19 vaccine alters RNA/DNA (it's even called mRNA). I'm not against vaccines, but this is no regular one and no matter what I am totally against someone editing DNA/RNA out of me even if safely. My biggest fear is that it becomes mandatory and I am in my 20s. Anyone else fearing it?
95girl
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2020-03-19 01:41:04
getting_over_it
<es>You know, the Covid19 vaccine alters RNA/DNA (it's even called mRNA).<ee> <es>I'm not against vaccines, but this is no regular one and no matter what I am totally against someone editing DNA/RNA out of me even if safely.<ee> <efs>My biggest fear is that it becomes mandatory and I am in my 20s.<efe> <rs>Anyone el...
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what would help you elevate the fear of the vaccine
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eitide
First and scared
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help-seeking
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Currently having what I think is my first anxiety attack. My legs are shaking my heart is racing and I honestly don’t know what to do. I’m just laying in bed and I can’t sit still or fall asleep. How can I get my mind off of this?
samwj149
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2020-01-02 04:48:37
Anxiety
<es>Currently having what I think is my first anxiety attack.<ee> <efs>My legs are shaking my heart is racing and I honestly don’t know what to do.<efe> <efs>I’m just laying in bed and I can’t sit still or fall asleep.<efe> <rs>How can I get my mind off of this?<re>
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what triggered the anxiety attack
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en216c
[Image] Stay Positive
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submitsky
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2020-01-11 03:20:55
selfhelp
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ela297
Last veteran of his WWII battle group marching alone in Memorial Day Parade.
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Bronxtrixie86
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2020-01-07 10:55:59
sad
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et2wps
I haven't worked in nearly a year, largely due to PTSD from being raped.
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help-seeking
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I've also had anxiety and PTSD all my life. I was hospitalized twice after attempting suicide last spring because I couldn't handle the panic attacks anymore. I was starting to become a problem at work, too, just cause I was constantly terrified and didn't know how to keep it in. I've been pretty much entirely financia...
SW96
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0
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2020-01-24 01:14:36
rapecounseling
<es>I haven't worked in nearly a year, largely due to PTSD from being raped.<ee> <es>I've also had anxiety and PTSD all my life.<ee> <es>I was hospitalized twice after attempting suicide last spring because I couldn't handle the panic attacks anymore.<ee> <es>I was starting to become a problem at work, too, just cause ...
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ejni4n
Feeling uprooted, with no supportive family or proper "plan b"
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help-seeking
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Ok, first of all, sorry if this is not the correct community to talk about this. I've been looking for a proper place to ask about this situation, and this seems the best place. I'm 34. Single. Have close to no family (Fathers divorced, terrible mess, never spoke again with my dad although he's been trying to contact ...
Majestic_Ex
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0
0
2020-01-03 23:10:57
getting_over_it
Ok, first of all, sorry if this is not the correct community to talk about this. I've been looking for a proper place to ask about this situation, and this seems the best place. <es>I'm 34.<ee> <es>Single.<ee> <es>Have close to no family (Fathers divorced, terrible mess, never spoke again with my dad although he's bee...
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this need of belonging somewhere
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you want to cope with the absence of a supportive family
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f437rk
I actually found a pretty good method to controlling my anger.
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rant
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So first, some backstory. I got several notifications from the Instagram group chat I’ve been in with some of my friends, and they were spamming shit like crazy. Annoyed, I decide to check what the hell they’re sending. And one of the guys in the group chat who regularly tends to act like a dick was talking some shit a...
LederhosenLeprechaun
1
0
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2020-02-15 02:41:28
Anger
So first, some backstory. I got several notifications from the Instagram group chat I’ve been in with some of my friends, and they were spamming shit like crazy. Annoyed, I decide to check what the hell they’re sending. And one of the guys in the group chat who regularly tends to act like a dick was talking some shit a...
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eiglwa
just cut at my friends house on new years, she saw and started crying. fuck.
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rant
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cringeyusername123
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2020-01-01 09:34:36
selfharm
<es> just cut at my friends house on new years, she saw and started crying.<ee> fuck.
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why you cut at your friend's house
How did X make you feel?
your friend seeing you self harm
What do you need help with now that X?
your friend saw you cutting yourself
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el086n
Just found out my dad has been diagnosed with prostate cancer
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rant
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Not sure how far along it is or anything yet, but I just found this out and I don’t know what to do. I hope everything turns out okay and he gets out alright but I just don’t know. I’m not very religious and I don’t know if any of y’all are, but just whatever kind of good vibes you guys could send this way would be gre...
EasternKanyeWest
1
0
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2020-01-06 20:59:43
sad
<es>Just found out my dad has been diagnosed with prostate cancer<ee> <es>Not sure how far along it is or anything yet, but I just found this out and I don’t know what to do.<ee> <rs>I hope everything turns out okay and he gets out alright but I just don’t know.<re> <rs>I’m not very religious and I don’t know if any of...
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finding about your dad's diagnosis
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eikrwy
Advice Needed With the Constant Cloud of Anxiety Relating To Freelance Work—Even Though It Shouldn't Be An Issue
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help-seeking
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Hey everyone, looking for a little help on settling my constant worry regarding freelance work—even though it shouldn’t be an issue with the information I’m about to submit. But over the last year, the constant cloud of anxiety has eroded any form of peace-at-mind. My sleeping has faltered, as has my athletic train...
WestboundHero
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0
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2020-01-01 17:20:11
Anxiety
<rs>Hey everyone, looking for a little help on settling my constant worry regarding freelance work—even though it shouldn’t be an issue with the information I’m about to submit.<re> <es>But over the last year, the constant cloud of anxiety has eroded any form of peace-at-mind.<ee> <efs>My sleeping has faltered, as ...
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what would reduce you worry about your job
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f5dqa0
I’ve been dealing with psychological pain and I just want to tear other women down
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rant
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I’ve been dealing with this psychological pain since I was 12. I never really dealt with these problems and it’s manifested into hate and anger that causes me to lash out at other women on social media and to try and hit them where it hurts emotionally. I never got to live my dream of being an actress and seeing these ...
AlloValentine
1
0
5
2020-02-17 19:05:44
Anger
<es>I’ve been dealing with this psychological pain since I was 12.<ee> <es>I never really dealt with these problems and it’s manifested into hate and anger that causes me to lash out at other women on social media and to try and hit them where it hurts emotionally.<ee> <es>I never got to live my dream of being an actre...
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the pyschological pain you feel
How did X make you feel?
all the anger and hate
What do you need help with now that X?
your hate makes you lash out on other people
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ekahrg
Has anyone tried ketamine therapy or psilocybin microdosing for relief of ptsd symptoms?
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survey
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I'm seriously thinking of trying one of these methods for relief. If anyone has tried these, I would love to hear of your experience.
KittenBa3
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2020-01-05 08:41:12
ptsd
<rs>Has anyone tried ketamine therapy or psilocybin microdosing for relief of ptsd symptoms?<re> <es>I'm seriously thinking of trying one of these methods for relief.<ee> <rs> If anyone has tried these, I would love to hear of your experience.<re>
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what you want relief from
How did X make you feel?
your PTSD
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emio74
My mother is talking to my rapists mother.
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help-seeking
1
I (20m) have only just accepted the fact that I was raped, and have started somewhat trying to start addressing my trauma. I haven’t talked to my rapist (my ex) in 3 years, and neither has my family. They do not know what he did to me, and I don’t plan to tell them, but my father just told me my mother is talking to hi...
OverhaulMyLife
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0
0
2020-01-10 00:17:47
rapecounseling
<es>I (20m) have only just accepted the fact that I was raped, and have started somewhat trying to start addressing my trauma.<ee> <es>I haven’t talked to my rapist (my ex) in 3 years, and neither has my family.<ee> <es>They do not know what he did to me, and I don’t plan to tell them, but my father just told me my mot...
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your mother is talking with your rapist's mother
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eihduh
HAPPY NEW YEAR , For all who spent a new year alone I wish you to be very healthy, and I wish you to be happy in this new year, and remember to take care of yourself.
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grest135
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2020-01-01 11:21:24
sad
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ei7u8o
Giving myself anxiety from reflecting on the past year
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rant
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Let me start by saying I don’t have a diagnosed anxiety disorder because I never spoke to a doctor about it directly, but I still suffer from it sometimes more intensely than others. The past couple years of my life have been rough, and I never really gave any thought to mental illness until I faced these challenges i...
bigmoist-ChrisHansen
1
0
4
2019-12-31 19:48:46
Anxiety
<es>Let me start by saying I don’t have a diagnosed anxiety disorder because I never spoke to a doctor about it directly, but I still suffer from it sometimes more intensely than others.<ee> <es>The past couple years of my life have been rough, and I never really gave any thought to mental illness until I faced these ...
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what would help deal with the unpleasant thoughts
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ej5jra
How to accept that you'll never receive the amount of love that you give?
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help-seeking
1
Most of the time, my partner and I are happy. He shows me love in so many ways, and I can really feel that he loves me the absolute most that he ever could. But I know that his capability for love is far lower than mine. How can I accept this? I know that the amount of love I can give is abnormal and arguably unhealthy...
ReadyToBeMom
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2020-01-02 22:34:05
BPD
<es>Most of the time, my partner and I are happy.<ee> <es>He shows me love in so many ways, and I can really feel that he loves me the absolute most that he ever could.<ee> <es>But I know that his capability for love is far lower than mine.<ee> <rs>How can I accept this?<re> <es>I know that the amount of love I can giv...
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knowing his capability for love is lower than yours
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eu75pi
There is no form of exercise I enjoy
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rant
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I tried running for a bit, then even just walking, but I have thyroid issues so just being outside makes me miserable because I'm always freezing or overheating. I hate the gym. I don't care if people watch me, except when they look super worried about my resting someone-kill-me face. Seriously, people will actually ...
Prior-Guidance
1
0
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2020-01-26 14:13:41
getting_over_it
<es>I tried running for a bit, then even just walking, but I have thyroid issues so just being outside makes me miserable because I'm always freezing or overheating. <ee> <es>I hate the gym.<ee> <es>I don't care if people watch me, except when they look super worried about my resting someone-kill-me face.<ee> <es>Seri...
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emhptv
Ibogaine Treatment
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survey
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Has anyone ever tried ibogaine as a treatment for opiate dependence? I have heard it mentioned on a few episodes of the Joe Rogan podcast and wanted to see if anyone has had any experience with it. Thanks in advance!
theflyingb65
1
0
7
2020-01-09 23:07:04
OpiatesRecovery
<rs>Has anyone ever tried ibogaine as a treatment for opiate dependence?<re> <rs>I have heard it mentioned on a few episodes of the Joe Rogan podcast and wanted to see if anyone has had any experience with it.<re> Thanks in advance!
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to use ibogaine for treatment
Why are you wanting X ?
ibogaine
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ekn69d
How do you go on?
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help-seeking
2
I was raped 3 time over the course of the past 6 months, and it isn’t until now I’m dealing with all of the anxiety. It’s crazy because after those three times, I couldn’t cry or even bring myself to process what had happened. I would just go about my day as normal. However, even though I couldn’t consciously bring mys...
goldencookie2019
1
0
1
2020-01-06 02:15:57
rapecounseling
<es>I was raped 3 time over the course of the past 6 months, and it isn’t until now I’m dealing with all of the anxiety.<ee> <es>It’s crazy because after those three times, I couldn’t cry or even bring myself to process what had happened.<ee> <es>I would just go about my day as normal.<ee> <es>However, even though I co...
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f1a7m5
Holy shit it worked last night. Pushed to the edge.
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rant
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Last night was a stress test on my anger. My wife wants a 3rd kid. I keep having stress over it. I’m happy with 2. Financially I like the idea of 2 and will be able to give them good lives. Well anyway last night we were out with friends drinking and my wife brings it up with her friends. Telling me that I can get my b...
acimagli
1
0
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2020-02-09 15:37:18
Anger
Last night was a stress test on my anger. My wife wants a 3rd kid. I keep having stress over it. I’m happy with 2. Financially I like the idea of 2 and will be able to give them good lives. Well anyway last night we were out with friends drinking and my wife brings it up with her friends. Telling me that I can get my b...
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ejo1fl
Do I have social anxiety
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help-seeking
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Hi, Thanks for reading this post and sorry if this is the wrong place for it but I'm relatively new to reddit. Basically I've started to notice 'signs' of social anxiety in myself and I'm really bad at opening up this kind of stuff in person so decided to ask on here so apologies if it sounds like I'm venting. I've al...
ARyle22
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2020-01-03 23:50:08
socialanxiety
Hi, Thanks for reading this post and sorry if this is the wrong place for it but I'm relatively new to reddit. <es>Basically I've started to notice 'signs' of social anxiety in myself and I'm really bad at opening up this kind of stuff in person so decided to ask on here so apologies if it sounds like I'm venting.<ee>...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
the anxiety attacks
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ejc522
Endless miscommunication, misunderstanding, and misjudgment, right?
1a
rant
2
No matter what, all the time. Everything misconstrued and misinterpreted. I have no voice. My thoughts, feelings, experiences, passions, and intentions are imprisoned and can never be shared. Never shared. That’s true loneliness. Even if I had someone to share with, even if they wanted me to share, even if I wanted to ...
WeProbablyAgree
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2020-01-03 07:31:06
socialanxiety
No matter what, all the time. Everything misconstrued and misinterpreted. I have no voice. My thoughts, feelings, experiences, passions, and intentions are imprisoned and can never be shared. Never shared. That’s true loneliness. Even if I had someone to share with, even if they wanted me to share, even if I wanted to ...
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ejvlvh
24/m, Drug-Induced Anxiety/Depression.
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rant
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I smoke weed then get really Stressed. I drink caffeine then get really Anxious. I drink alcohol then get really Depressed. Addiction is terrible and is taking advantage of my life. Heres the thing, I could go sober but I don't want to be alone in my apartment all day doing nothing.
cw9595cw
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2020-01-04 11:30:42
addiction
<efs><es>I smoke weed then get really Stressed. <ee><efe> <es><efs>I drink caffeine then get really Anxious.<efe><ee> <es><efs>I drink alcohol then get really Depressed. <efe><ee> <es>Addiction is terrible and is taking advantage of my life. <ee> <rs>Heres the thing, I could go sober but I don't want to be alone in m...
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what would help you get sober
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el94rz
How do I help?
1b
help-seeking
2
My mom is a high functioning alcoholic. She started drinking heavily in her 20’s and continues to do so well into her 50s. When she drinks she usually comes into my room to complain about the stress of her job, her past with her family, my dad (her ex husband), etc.. Every morning after something like this happens she ...
werejim
1
0
2
2020-01-07 09:04:33
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>My mom is a high functioning alcoholic.<ee> <es>She started drinking heavily in her 20’s and continues to do so well into her 50s.<ee> <es>When she drinks she usually comes into my room to complain about the stress of her job, her past with her family, my dad (her ex husband), etc..<ee> <es>Every morning after some...
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ejc71w
Best reaction one has had to seeing your scars?
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survey
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cell-farmer
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2020-01-03 07:37:22
selfharm
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eif31a
We do recover!
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chitchat
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I was once an a point in my life where I began to believe I would never recover. Somehow I began to embrace that journey and stayed strong. I am in shock and awe every day that I wake up healthy and happy since entering recovery in mid-October. Since then, I have had continuous &amp; consistent sobriety. I do not obses...
babyG1994
1
0
1
2020-01-01 06:23:30
OpiatesRecovery
I was once an a point in my life where I began to believe I would never recover. Somehow I began to embrace that journey and stayed strong. I am in shock and awe every day that I wake up healthy and happy since entering recovery in mid-October. Since then, I have had continuous &amp; consistent sobriety. I do not obses...
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ftt8g6
Released this album back in October to help process Grief from Loss and Depression
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chitchat
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I'm hoping this will be considered nothing but a mere chapter in my life, and not something I will focus on for the rest of my life. Thanks for the listen in advance! https://open.spotify.com/album/5EO0Vad6SliNxPLb7oLKoH?si=PNQMYQIwTAmDt7vWlrvXcA
ZyglroxOfficial
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2020-04-02 19:54:43
getting_over_it
I'm hoping this will be considered nothing but a mere chapter in my life, and not something I will focus on for the rest of my life. Thanks for the listen in advance! https://open.spotify.com/album/5EO0Vad6SliNxPLb7oLKoH?si=PNQMYQIwTAmDt7vWlrvXcA
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ekgqyf
Damnit
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rant
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Girl I saw a year ago started talking to me again and now she is heading back to university and I sort of avoided seeing her through her Christmas break due to low self esteem and not wanting her to see me, now she has invited me to come over to her in the town she is currently in, and in a spur of the moment of thing ...
sard0niscorn
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2020-01-05 18:20:57
socialanxiety
<es>Girl I saw a year ago started talking to me again and now she is heading back to university and I sort of avoided seeing her through her Christmas break due to low self esteem and not wanting her to see me,<ee> <es>now she has invited me to come over to her in the town she is currently in, and in a spur of the mome...
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what makes you anxious
How did X make you feel?
your anxiety to meet her
What do you need help with now that X?
your Low self-esteem is hindering meeting her
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elf5pv
Going to get tested - I need some help and support
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help-seeking
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Hello I don’t really know what I need. I just need to vent and get things out. I never thought I had PTSD until we started fostering our 4 year old who’s been through a shit show of a life so far and started learning about it. In our foster trainings we attend they would do these check list and different scales rela...
CrazyDiamondFam
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2020-01-07 18:06:33
ptsd
<es>Going to get tested<ee> - <rs>I need some help and support<re> Hello <rs>I don’t really know what I need.<re> <rs>I just need to vent and get things out.<re> <es>I never thought I had PTSD until we started fostering our 4 year old who’s been through a shit show of a life so far and started learning about it. <ee> ...
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eil3nx
Time to pay Rent!
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Happy New Year my friends! Let’s start off the year well and get that rent paid!
disheveledbutcontent
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2020-01-01 17:44:59
ADHD
Happy New Year my friends! Let’s start off the year well and get that rent paid!
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el6821
Some advice PLEASE
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help-seeking
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My boyfriend is suicidal and almost every day says that he is going to take his life and he doesn’t care about anything anymore. He has never said this to my face but every time he goes through this I get a text from his sister asking me if I have seen him or heard from him. There’s times when I get a text from his sis...
evaapfloress
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2020-01-07 04:23:50
mentalillness
<es>My boyfriend is suicidal and almost every day says that he is going to take his life and he doesn’t care about anything anymore.<ee> <es>He has never said this to my face but every time he goes through this I get a text from his sister asking me if I have seen him or heard from him.<ee> There’s times when I get a t...
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your boyfriend's suicidal behaviour
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f7mo5t
My dead foster mother
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Hey, My mother was sick her whole life and I, together with my twin sister, was an accident. My mother could not care for us, so we were placed in a house. When I was 2 years old, my father died. My foster mother was not married, but she was a the sweetest woman, for sure. I was always pretty violent against my sister...
readthinkdebate
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2020-02-22 03:14:01
domesticviolence
Hey, <es>My mother was sick her whole life and I, together with my twin sister, was an accident.<ee> <es>My mother could not care for us, so we were placed in a house.<ee> <es>When I was 2 years old, my father died.<ee> <es>My foster mother was not married, but she was a the sweetest woman, for sure.<ee> <es>I was alw...
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ekwndo
Help...
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I'm now struggling in my situation (sorry for my english in advance, i'm not good at it.) my ex boyfriend came back again after he left me, btw he has a mental problems/issues. he's begging me to comeback to him AGAIN, Idk man, I'm so confused, he also said that if I didnt comeback to him he will kill himself, I cant.....
egggourl
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2020-01-06 16:48:49
sad
I'm now struggling in my situation (sorry for my english in advance, i'm not good at it.) my ex boyfriend came back again after he left me, btw he has a mental problems/issues. he's begging me to comeback to him AGAIN, Idk man, I'm so confused, he also said that if I didnt comeback to him he will kill himself, I cant.....
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how you feel about your ex's actions
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you feel confused about your feelings for your ex
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eijxde
What do you do when you suddenly feel anxious?
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survey
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I mean, I am okay and suddenly some intrusive thoughts and fears come my mind and I start to feel anxious. I have ocd, drdp and fear of schizoprenia. It is sometimes really hard to feel anxious and feel like something bad will happen. What helps when you have these times?
willingofnothingness
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2020-01-01 16:10:37
Anxiety
<efs>I mean, I am okay and suddenly some intrusive thoughts and fears come my mind and I start to feel anxious.<efe> <es>I have ocd, drdp and fear of schizoprenia.<ee> <efs>It is sometimes really hard to feel anxious and feel like something bad will happen.<efe> <rs>What helps when you have these times?<re>
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your issues
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exrlh4
An update; I left about eight months ago.
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chitchat
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I wrote in this sub a long time ago, asking for advice on how to leave and explaining what was happening. I ended up deleting the post out of fear that he would somehow see it and physically hurt me again for speaking about the things that happened. But one day, early in the morning he started to get angry with me. He ...
ashehole64
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2020-02-02 17:18:14
domesticviolence
I wrote in this sub a long time ago, asking for advice on how to leave and explaining what was happening. I ended up deleting the post out of fear that he would somehow see it and physically hurt me again for speaking about the things that happened. But one day, early in the morning he started to get angry with me. He ...
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eibzbz
TW: Abuse My Mom Moved Back Home With Her Abusive Ex-Husband and I'm an Anxious Mess
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My worst fear was confirmed and I don't know what to do. I left our original home because she was abusive herself and made it to my state university to reboot my life. She keeps making awful decisions and I feel so hopeless. I feel awful for leaving her, but she wasn't safe to be around. My anxiety has skyrocketed sign...
DNAMellieCase
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2020-01-01 01:20:45
Anxiety
<es>TW: Abuse My Mom Moved Back Home With Her Abusive Ex-Husband and I'm an Anxious Mess<ee> <es>My worst fear was confirmed and I don't know what to do.<ee> <es>I left our original home because she was abusive herself and made it to my state university to reboot my life.<ee> <efs>She keeps making awful decisions and I...
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why you feel guilty
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you have an anxiety attack
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eit04q
Is crushing on someone to an unhealthy, obsessive level a BPD thing?
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I feel like a freak. Oh god. I’m so scared he’s going to think I’m obsessive and crazy. I need help rationalizing and figuring out what the fuck is wrong with me. I had a small crush on this guy at my university my very first semester. Nothing much, I just thought he was cute. I had never talked to him. I decided to ...
macnche3s3
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2020-01-02 04:02:58
BPD
<efs>I feel like a freak.<efe> <efs>Oh god.<efe> <efs>I’m so scared he’s going to think I’m obsessive and crazy.<efe> <rs>I need help rationalizing and figuring out what the fuck is wrong with me. <re> <es>I had a small crush on this guy at my university my very first semester.<ee> <es>Nothing much, I just thought he...
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ejggs2
When do you need to go to the ER for self harm
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As in regards to if you accidentally cut too deep or are worried about infections, like what would the signs be?
fuckusernamestheyres
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2020-01-03 14:57:47
selfharm
<rs>When do you need to go to the ER for self harm<re> <rs>As in regards to if you accidentally cut too deep or are worried about infections, like what would the signs be?<re>
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to go to the ER for self harm
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to go to the ER
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ekp5dc
hard
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tonight it’s hitting me so hard. i miss you so much alex i can’t even breathe
hopedestiny77
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2020-01-06 04:59:18
sad
<efs>tonight it’s hitting me so hard.<efe> <efs>i miss you so much alex i can’t even breathe<efe>
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why tonight is hitting you hard
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you miss alex very much
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eu09me
How can I change my life..?
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I'm a 23 year old student form London and I feel like ive lost myself. There seems to be nothing meaningful in my life. I'm not sure where to start my search for happiness and purpose.
LastSundayInJanuary
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2020-01-26 01:49:38
selfhelp
<rs>How can I change my life..?<re> <efs>I'm a 23 year old student form London and I feel like ive lost myself.<efe> <es>There seems to be nothing meaningful in my life. <ee> <es>I'm not sure where to start my search for happiness and purpose.<ee>
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why you feel you have lost meaning in life
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what change you want in your life
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eibub8
I have a masturbation addiction... I want to stop but the urge is often too much. Any tips?
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hahayeahmanthatswild
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2020-01-01 01:08:21
addiction
<es>I have a masturbation addiction...<ee> <rs>I want to stop but the urge is often too much.<re> <rs>Any tips?<re> nan
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what caused the addiction
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masturbation
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elpn2j
I don’t know where else to vent this.
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I’ve been clean from heroin for 3 years but lately I’ve been just craving the release. I’m honestly dissapointed of how much lust I’m having for it.
tablewhore
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2020-01-08 07:41:52
addiction
<es>I’ve been clean from heroin for 3 years but lately I’ve been just craving the release.<ee> <efs>I’m honestly dissapointed of how much lust I’m having for it.<efe>
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the cravings you are having
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how you feel about the cravings
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you are having drugs cravings again
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eimoxr
DAE have a huge issues with housework?
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survey
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When depression hits obviously housework takes a backseat a lot of the time. It used to be the last thing on my mind and I was a proper messy bastard. With or without depression. Now it's just with depression, and no where near as bad as I used to be thankfully. I think my previous messiness (over 10 years ago) has af...
Losingtheplottoday
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2020-01-01 19:44:51
BPD
<es>When depression hits obviously housework takes a backseat a lot of the time.<ee> <es>It used to be the last thing on my mind and I was a proper messy bastard. With or without depression.<ee> <es>Now it's just with depression, and no where near as bad as I used to be thankfully.<ee> <es>I think my previous messines...
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you feel people judge you for your house's cleanliness
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er63c9
The Midwest is Cold...
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When I say this I do not mean the temperature.....though it is very cold right now. It is 1 degree with a real feel of -24. You walk outside and any part of your body not covered just....hurts. It is so cold that I have large cracks in my lips that led to an open cut. But that is not what I am here to rant about today...
GreatAndPowerfulKoz
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2020-01-20 01:50:56
Anger
When I say this I do not mean the temperature.....though it is very cold right now. It is 1 degree with a real feel of -24. You walk outside and any part of your body not covered just....hurts. It is so cold that I have large cracks in my lips that led to an open cut. But that is not what I am here to rant about today...
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what would help you make friends
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ejafiy
Conflicted
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I haven't made it past 3 days clean in a while. I feel like I should tell my therapist so she can help me, but she would tell my family and I would be sent to the hospital. I absolutely don't wanna go to the hospital.
actual_car_fire
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2020-01-03 04:49:01
selfharm
<es>I haven't made it past 3 days clean in a while.<ee> <es>I feel like I should tell my therapist so she can help me, but she would tell my family and I would be sent to the hospital.<ee> <es>I absolutely don't wanna go to the hospital.<ee>
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why you couldn't make it past 3 days clean
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harming yourself
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you don't want to go to the hospital
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eio14k
I have "hypokalemic sensory overstimulation" and I need your help !
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Just spent half an hour writing a detailed post about how I realized I had this condition (**which can be diagnosed for ADHD, hence my post here**) but the web page crashed on submission (happy new year). So I'll just post my tl;dr : does anybody has that condition? If so, please share your experience. I'm eating a ke...
tb877
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2020-01-01 21:24:35
ADHD
<es>I have "hypokalemic sensory overstimulation" and I need your help !<ee> <es>Just spent half an hour writing a detailed post about how I realized I had this condition (**which can be diagnosed for ADHD, hence my post here**) but the web page crashed on submission (happy new year).<ee> <rs>So I'll just post my tl;dr...
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hypokalemic sensory overstimulation
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f20k99
Guidance appreciated
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I would like to preface this with the fact that I am not looking to press charges, but am simply looking for guidance. I am a few years removed from college, and experienced something at the start of my senior year that I was able to suppress for some time, but it has resurfaced and I’m not myself anymore. I am a mal...
lostmylight23
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2020-02-11 01:14:43
rapecounseling
<rs>I would like to preface this with the fact that I am not looking to press charges, but am simply looking for guidance.<re> <es>I am a few years removed from college, and experienced something at the start of my senior year that I was able to suppress for some time, but it has resurfaced and I’m not myself anymore....
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what would help control your mood swings
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elr621
Help to over come addiction and mental illness. Bit of a long one..
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Hey guys I (26f) am turning to this subreddit mainly because I need some support right now. I have always dealt with borderline personality disorder, I have been in and out of treatment since I was about 12. Luckily I live in a state with one of the best psychiatric hospitals, I am currently in treatment and on medicat...
garbage_queen138
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2020-01-08 10:48:16
mentalillness
<rs>Hey guys I (26f) am turning to this subreddit mainly because I need some support right now.<re> <es>I have always dealt with borderline personality disorder, I have been in and out of treatment since I was about 12.<ee> Luckily I live in a state with one of the best psychiatric hospitals, I am currently in treatmen...
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your mood swings
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eipx6t
The First Step of a multi-step task
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Perhaps you know what I'm referring to - a task such as cooking requires one to: go into the kitchen, open the fridge, remove the food, prepare the food, cook the food, serve it, eat it, wash up... And every step is made up of multiple smaller steps. I've been trying very hard to "just do it," as I know that once I get...
juicyaznbooty
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2020-01-01 23:52:31
ADHD
<es>Perhaps you know what I'm referring to - a task such as cooking requires one to: go into the kitchen, open the fridge, remove the food, prepare the food, cook the food, serve it, eat it, wash up...<ee> <es>And every step is made up of multiple smaller steps.<ee> <es>I've been trying very hard to "just do it," as I ...
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getting stuck thinking about the small tasks
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eiegty
Happy New Decade Everyone
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I hope that everyone can get better with their anxiety in this new decade and I wish everyone a safe new year!
mysticia123
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2020-01-01 05:20:25
Anxiety
I hope that everyone can get better with their anxiety in this new decade and I wish everyone a safe new year!
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els8sq
Started the new decade sober
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Took my last dose new year's eve after a few weeks of repeatedly tapering/quitting/relapsing and switching from dihydrocodeine to codeine. I've also been using mushrooms semi-regularly which I think has helped me actually want to recover. So this is day 8 fully clean. No acute WDs left. I am very sweaty at night still...
diedro
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2020-01-08 12:46:02
OpiatesRecovery
<es>Took my last dose new year's eve after a few weeks of repeatedly tapering/quitting/relapsing and switching from dihydrocodeine to codeine.<ee> <es>I've also been using mushrooms semi-regularly which I think has helped me actually want to recover.<ee> <es>So this is day 8 fully clean.<ee> <es>No acute WDs left.<ee>...
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you are feeling depressed and have no energy
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eioec6
I think my friend relapsed
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I haven't known her for too long, but we text almost every day and have gotten to know each other rather well. She got pregnant a couple weeks ago through a one-night-stand and is not in a position to keep it, so she just had an abortion yesterday, and is taking it rather rough because of the side effects. She's rather...
throwaway2463684
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2020-01-01 21:52:11
addiction
<es>I haven't known her for too long, but we text almost every day and have gotten to know each other rather well.<ee> <es>She got pregnant a couple weeks ago through a one-night-stand and is not in a position to keep it, so she just had an abortion yesterday, and is taking it rather rough because of the side effects.<...
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how you want to help your friend
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eislx2
How do you get yourself to read or self-study when your brain seriously doesn't want to?
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What strategies have worked for you? I find that it's really related to just what state my brain is in at the moment, medicated or not. It's a combination of having a lot of important but non urgent things on the to do list and a large amount of alternative things to do. I want to get better at reading on demand and ...
Anasoori
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2020-01-02 03:29:37
ADHD
<es>How do you get yourself to read or self-study when your brain seriously doesn't want to?<ee> <rs>What strategies have worked for you?<re> <es>I find that it's really related to just what state my brain is in at the moment, medicated or not.<ee> <es>It's a combination of having a lot of important but non urgent thi...
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you getting distracted while studying
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ekj9hz
I feel like I constantly get "we have so much in common!" from everyone because I'm too afraid to disagree with anything they say lol
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FuckAUsername420
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2020-01-05 21:21:34
socialanxiety
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eixlak
Anxiety and physical symptoms
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Hi, I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder about 2 years ago. This followed 2-3 years of physical symptoms like panic attacks, heart palpitations, racing heart and recently even stomach ulcers. I’ve also had diagnosis of high blood pressure and high cholesterol over the last 3 years. I’m not particularly ov...
bigkahuna999
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2020-01-02 12:22:07
Anxiety
<es>Hi, I was diagnosed with generalized anxiety disorder about 2 years ago.<ee> <es>This followed 2-3 years of physical symptoms like panic attacks, heart palpitations, racing heart and recently even stomach ulcers.<ee> <es>I’ve also had diagnosis of high blood pressure and high cholesterol over the last 3 years.<ee>...
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the high blood pressure and anxiety
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eviy7s
Trust Issues - Do Am I Justified in Doing This...?
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help-seeking
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(\*The first paragraph is just my background, establishing the origins of my issues of trust; everything below that paragraph is concurrent and *my dilemma*). \*I was born in Pembrokeshire, Wales, to a late father (to suicide at five) and a mother who left me alone with my grandmum in the latter half of my teenag...
BrandenRowe
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2020-01-29 06:14:36
selfhelp
(\*The first paragraph is just my background, establishing the origins of my issues of trust; everything below that paragraph is concurrent and *my dilemma*). \*I was born in Pembrokeshire, Wales, to a late father (to suicide at five) and a mother who left me alone with my grandmum in the latter half of my teenag...
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es5r4g
Does it make sense for me to be upset over this?
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Nearly two weeks ago I got beyond drunk. I lost about 5-6 hours of time entirely. It was my own fault for not knowing my limits and drinking jasgerbombs when I normally only drink beer. My friend took us back to her friends place and I fell down a flight of stairs and just kept falling in general. I was told this as ...
vitalogy95
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2020-01-22 02:56:22
rapecounseling
<rs>Does it make sense for me to be upset over this?<re> <es>Nearly two weeks ago I got beyond drunk.<ee> <es>I lost about 5-6 hours of time entirely.<ee> <es>It was my own fault for not knowing my limits and drinking jasgerbombs when I normally only drink beer. <ee> <es>My friend took us back to her friends place and...
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what would help you not freak out
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eklo8o
Invitation to Participate in Innovative Research
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\*\* MOD APPROVED\*\* Happy New Year! Got a spare 15-20 minutes in your day and want to make a huge difference in a scientific study? Your participation is extremely important! Keep reading to find out more. I am a PhD candidate from the University of Wollongong and I am conducting an online anonymous research study...
innovative_research
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2020-01-06 00:21:09
socialanxiety
\*\* MOD APPROVED\*\* Happy New Year! Got a spare 15-20 minutes in your day and want to make a huge difference in a scientific study? Your participation is extremely important! Keep reading to find out more. I am a PhD candidate from the University of Wollongong and I am conducting an online anonymous research study...
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eph9j2
Anger blemishes
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I think my intense anger flip outs have started manifesting in my appearance. I got perioral dermatitis a while ago. Basically dry, flaky skin around my mouth and laugh lines. I am convinced I caused this to myself with the stress I put myself under when I get angry. I feel like I am ruining my relationship. Especial...
andievsp
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2020-01-16 09:49:42
Anger
<es>I think my intense anger flip outs have started manifesting in my appearance.<ee> <es>I got perioral dermatitis a while ago.<ee> <esBasically dry, flaky skin around my mouth and laugh lines.<ee> <es>I am convinced I caused this to myself with the stress I put myself under when I get angry. <ee> <efs>I feel like I ...
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your anger is manifesting in appearance
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eico2u
Happy New Year
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chitchat
2
Resolutions: * Don't get caught up in politics! * Don't fight other peoples battles for them * Lose some weight * Stop being so fucking hard on myself * Focus on making myself happy * Focus on the people in my life who have proven time and time again that no matter how bad my dark times get, they still love me. Best ...
Morlock43
1
0
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2020-01-01 02:23:31
depression
Resolutions: * Don't get caught up in politics! * Don't fight other peoples battles for them * Lose some weight * Stop being so fucking hard on myself * Focus on making myself happy * Focus on the people in my life who have proven time and time again that no matter how bad my dark times get, they still love me. Best ...
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enyout
I’m new to this
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help-seeking
1
Hey guys, So I’ve been searching around for ways to talk to others about my drinking habits and figured I’d give this a try. I’m trying to give up drinking before it turns into a big problem for me and my family. I’m stuck on what to do in order to fill the void that drinking temporarily fills. What’s everyone’s expe...
Football0331
1
0
11
2020-01-13 03:46:54
alcoholicsanonymous
Hey guys, <es>So I’ve been searching around for ways to talk to others about my drinking habits and figured I’d give this a try.<ee> <es>I’m trying to give up drinking before it turns into a big problem for me and my family.<ee> <es>I’m stuck on what to do in order to fill the void that drinking temporarily fills.<ee...
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drinking
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eilhvg
I’m so sick of being so self conscious and socially awkward
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survey
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I don’t know if this is part of ADHD, but I am extremely self conscious and whenever I’m around people and I don’t know well, I freeze up, look away and feel like I come off as quiet and weird to people. If I just started a new job yesterday at a hospital, and I felt so intimidated and awkward. I think I said maybe 10 ...
9811-04-01 00:00:00
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2020-01-01 18:15:19
ADHD
<efs> I’m so sick of being so self conscious and socially awkward<efe> <es>I don’t know if this is part of ADHD, but I am extremely self conscious and whenever I’m around people and I don’t know well, I freeze up, look away and feel like I come off as quiet and weird to people.<ee> <efs>If I just started a new job yest...
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f6fwrd
Feel Awful For How I Reacted To A Nothing Situation
1a
help-seeking
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So, long story short, a woman almost cut me up in traffic this evening with my kids in the car (I'm not remembering the situation wrong, I 100% had the right of way). Turns out we were both heading to the same supermarket. As I was getting my kids out of the car I see her over the other side of the car park taking phot...
KormaKameleon88
1
0
10
2020-02-19 19:28:42
Anger
<es>So, long story short, a woman almost cut me up in traffic this evening with my kids in the car (I'm not remembering the situation wrong, I 100% had the right of way).<ee> <es>Turns out we were both heading to the same supermarket.<ee> <es>As I was getting my kids out of the car I see her over the other side of the ...
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how you are feeling after the incident
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eib9ja
Why do I?
1a
help-seeking
1
Why do I always feel like my friends hate me or don't want to associate with me? Why do I always feel like they want to talk to me last?
zanea7
1
0
1
2020-01-01 00:20:38
depression
<efs>Why do I always feel like my friends hate me or don't want to associate with me?<efe> <efs>Why do I always feel like they want to talk to me last?<efe>
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What made you feel X ?
that your friends hate you
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this feeling of being left out
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enocqu
On suboxone for over a decade, until 3 weeks ago.
1a
rant
2
So, I’m 37 and I never used any official rehabs or programs. My introduction to subs came in the form of the fucking Howard Stern show...when Artie Lange was touting his immediate recovery from heroin addiction by way of Suboxone. At the time I was chewing up 25 mg of percocet about 3-4 times daily and I could see wher...
AwolBuckus
1
0
27
2020-01-12 14:55:46
OpiatesRecovery
<es>So, I’m 37 and I never used any official rehabs or programs.<ee> <es>My introduction to subs came in the form of the fucking Howard Stern show...when Artie Lange was touting his immediate recovery from heroin addiction by way of Suboxone.<ee> <es>At the time I was chewing up 25 mg of percocet about 3-4 times daily ...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are trying to stop using suboxone
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epwejn
schizophrenia
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help-seeking
1
my boyfriend (16) was diagnosed with schizophrenia at a young age and he often tells me that he wishes people would understand and know what to do when he has an episode. can someone help me? or give me advice? i know you’re not supposed to look in the direction they are and to try and distract them. but what else can ...
nihilisticmaniak
1
0
8
2020-01-17 06:04:19
mentalillness
<es>my boyfriend (16) was diagnosed with schizophrenia at a young age and he often tells me that he wishes people would understand and know what to do when he has an episode.<ee> <rs>can someone help me?<re> <rs>or give me advice?<re> <es>i know you’re not supposed to look in the direction they are and to try and distr...
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How did X make you feel?
people not understanding your boyfriend's problem
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ei7dle
How much has the mandatory drug tests usually cost you?
0
survey
2
I finally decided to get back on meds (haven’t been on them since 2016) and my doctor told me that due to some new law that passed in 2018, I now have to pass a drug test in order to get meds. She finally sent me the test code so that I can call the lab and find out the cost ahead of time, but i’m curious as to other p...
Bgeaz
1
0
5
2019-12-31 19:14:50
ADHD
<es>I finally decided to get back on meds (haven’t been on them since 2016) and my doctor told me that due to some new law that passed in 2018, I now have to pass a drug test in order to get meds.<ee> <es>She finally sent me the test code so that I can call the lab and find out the cost ahead of time.<ee> <rs>but i’m c...
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How did X make you feel?
the meds
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f285rk
Help! Domestic Abuse Survivor's New Home
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chitchat
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Hi, I’d really appreciate it if you would share or donate to this GoFundMe. https://www.gofundme.com/f/domestic-abuse-survivor039s-new-home?utm_source=customer&amp;utm_medium=more&amp;utm_campaign=p_cf+share-flow-1
SCP_Blondie
1
0
0
2020-02-11 13:15:38
domesticviolence
Hi, I’d really appreciate it if you would share or donate to this GoFundMe. https://www.gofundme.com/f/domestic-abuse-survivor039s-new-home?utm_source=customer&amp;utm_medium=more&amp;utm_campaign=p_cf+share-flow-1
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eie807
Is this abuse?
1b
help-seeking
2
I am married for almost 6 years and with my husband for almost a decade... throughout our relationship we've had our ups and downs... we have 4 kids 1 (18 yr old) from my previous relationship and 3 with him all under 10 years of age... our first big fight was when our first child together was a few months old, he got ...
rnmumto4
1
0
2
2020-01-01 04:59:31
domesticviolence
<es>I am married for almost 6 years and with my husband for almost a decade...<ee> <es>throughout our relationship we've had our ups and downs...<ee> <es>we have 4 kids 1 (18 yr old) from my previous relationship and 3 with him all under 10 years of age...<ee> <es>our first big fight was when our first child together w...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel hurt by your husband's actions
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ekxa0h
Here's what happens when I stop getting Vivitrol shots and I don't deal with what life throws at me
1a
rant
3
I fucking relapsed. And it wasn't just a few times like it usually is because I'm on the monthly Vivitrol shot. No, I stopped getting Vivitrol in September because the clinic where I get it told me when I went in for my shot that my health insurance decided the clinic was out-of-network, and because of that I owed a b...
qui9
1
0
13
2020-01-06 17:33:15
OpiatesRecovery
<es>Here's what happens when I stop getting Vivitrol shots and I don't deal with what life throws at me <ee> <es>I fucking relapsed.<ee> <es>And it wasn't just a few times like it usually is because I'm on the monthly Vivitrol shot.<ee> <es>No, I stopped getting Vivitrol in September because the clinic where I get it ...
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what would help you control your addiction
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em0ptw
I'm just worried that I'll never be well enough for FT employment...
1a
rant
1
I really do want a job. I have been willing to take on difficult jobs for little pay before, without complaining. But, whenever I take a job, I usually can't keep it up forever because I lack energy and get too depressed to do it anymore. You just can't interact with customers and coworkers and bosses every day with fa...
Psycho_Pikachu
1
0
3
2020-01-08 23:16:16
ptsd
<rs>I really do want a job.<re> <es>I have been willing to take on difficult jobs for little pay before, without complaining.<ee> <efs>But, whenever I take a job, I usually can't keep it up forever because I lack energy and get too depressed to do it anymore.<efe> <es>You just can't interact with customers and coworker...
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what would help you retain your jobs
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ejinlz
Memory issues
1a
rant
1
I’m so tired of having bad memory, it makes me feel so stupid. I’ve been watching the Star Wars movies with my boyfriend for the last week and I can’t remember hardly anything. I get the basic plots but names and details are always lost on me. I have to ask questions the whole time and it’s genuinely creeping out my ...
bnf12
43
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2020-01-03 17:33:03
ptsd
<efs>I’m so tired of having bad memory, it makes me feel so stupid. <efe> <es>I’ve been watching the Star Wars movies with my boyfriend for the last week and I can’t remember hardly anything.<ee> <es>I get the basic plots but names and details are always lost on me.<ee> <es>I have to ask questions the whole time and i...
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0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what caused you to forget things now
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are upset about forgetting things easily
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eoq3ug
CAN VS CAN'T
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kokoshungsan
1
0
0
2020-01-14 19:32:32
selfhelp
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eoypqc
Is there any good books about "anger management"?
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survey
1
I know books aren't the only solution for my issues, but a couple of days ago someone suggested a book called "feeling good" for self-help, and I'm pretty thankful for that user. I would love to read more books like that. Any suggestions?
satan-n
1
0
12
2020-01-15 06:35:06
Anger
<es>I know books aren't the only solution for my issues, but a couple of days ago someone suggested a book called "feeling good" for self-help.<ee> <efs>I'm pretty thankful for that user.<efe> <rs>I would love to read more books like that.<re> <rs>Any suggestions?<re>
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el7nnb
Sad Rick
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chitchat
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__pinkguy__
1
0
0
2020-01-07 06:28:32
sad
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
true
0
es44yz
Learning to let go
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chitchat
2
My back story. I decided to end my marriage after 18.5 years. Last year was about dealing with the seperation while cohabiting, major depression, being a mother and working full time. I'm still cohabiting, now divorced, still dealing with major depression ... I wrote this for myself, maybe this will resonate with some ...
Josie_Q
1
0
4
2020-01-22 00:47:01
getting_over_it
My back story. I decided to end my marriage after 18.5 years. Last year was about dealing with the seperation while cohabiting, major depression, being a mother and working full time. I'm still cohabiting, now divorced, still dealing with major depression ... I wrote this for myself, maybe this will resonate with some ...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ejphnu
I forgot that it can get this bad
1a
rant
2
So I have been self harming for roughly 8 years semi regularly, longest I have been totally clean would probably be like 2ish months or something (which is great!) However, because it has been going on for so long and because of another condition I have, the self harm has become less of a reaction to stimuli and more o...
yumeswrld
8
0
2
2020-01-04 01:37:47
selfharm
<es>So I have been self harming for roughly 8 years semi regularly, longest I have been totally clean would probably be like 2ish months or something (which is great!)<ee> <es>However, because it has been going on for so long and because of another condition I have, the self harm has become less of a reaction to stimul...
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er3gzs
I was raped a year and a half ago
1b
rant
2
Long story short I was at a party (19f) with a guy I was talking to (20m) I got way too drunk. We had a hotel for the night and I was almost black out. I was able to get in the shower for a few minutes, I sat down on the floor and he came in and started having sex with me. I couldn’t say or do anything and he ended up ...
Cigarettesaftersex99
1
0
1
2020-01-19 22:28:01
rapecounseling
<es>Long story short I was at a party (19f) with a guy I was talking to (20m) I got way too drunk.<ee> <es>We had a hotel for the night and I was almost black out.<ee> <es>I was able to get in the shower for a few minutes, I sat down on the floor and he came in and started having sex with me.<ee> <es>I couldn’t say or ...
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2
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to have fun with your partner
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ej3fbx
i heard someone’s voice for the first time in months
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chitchat
2
this is kinda sad wholesome, but i lost someone due to a very bad accident a few months back and it’s been hard watching their family cope with the loss and watching them suffer so much. but last night a stuffed dog with a small button on the paw was handed to me and was simply told “it’s (person’s name)”. i looked at ...
twistedhippie_666
4
0
1
2020-01-02 20:07:01
sad
<es>this is kinda sad wholesome, but i lost someone due to a very bad accident a few months back and it’s been hard watching their family cope with the loss and watching them suffer so much.<ee> <es>but last night a stuffed dog with a small button on the paw was handed to me and was simply told “it’s (person’s name)”.<...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you miss the person a lot
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ej3grl
7 months
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survey
1
I just hit 7 months clean. I haven’t gone more than a day sober since I started hard drugs 10 years ago. I’m 23 now and I feel like I’m re-learning everything. I’ve been in a haze my entire life and now the curtain is lifted, which is more than a little scary. My job is giving me more stress than ever lately and it’s b...
Rakdon
5
0
7
2020-01-02 20:09:48
OpiatesRecovery
<es>I just hit 7 months clean.<ee> <es>I haven’t gone more than a day sober since I started hard drugs 10 years ago.<ee> <efs>I’m 23 now and I feel like I’m re-learning everything.<efe> <efs>I’ve been in a haze my entire life and now the curtain is lifted, which is more than a little scary.<efe> <es>My job is giving me...
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how you feel without the drugs
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eradmy
What do you do when someone is taking their anger out on you?
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help-seeking
1
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Jbabylove
1
0
8
2020-01-20 08:12:40
Anger
<es>What do you do when someone is taking their anger out on you?<ee>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
who took out anger on you
How did X make you feel?
someone taking out their anger on you
What do you need help with now that X?
someone took out there anger on you
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elg5oz
Why your smartphone can be great for your mental health
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chitchat
1
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Sandy_Pace
1
0
0
2020-01-07 19:16:15
selfhelp
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eiic5v
An occasional Lisp?
1a
help-seeking
1
I am 19 year old. I have an occasional lisp that comes and goes for unexplained reasons, and at weird times. For example: i can say "i saw 66 farms laughing on the phone" perfectly one time, and a random day a random time, I lisp all over this sentence. Or when there is a TH and S multiple times in a sentence or a...
YoussofZ
1
0
4
2020-01-01 13:28:53
selfhelp
I am 19 year old. <es> I have an occasional lisp that comes and goes for unexplained reasons, and at weird times.<ee> <es>For example: i can say "i saw 66 farms laughing on the phone" perfectly one time, and a random day a random time, I lisp all over this sentence.<ee> <es>Or when there is a TH and S multiple time...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
being annoyed
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eqk6fm
Can't find motivation.
1a
help-seeking
1
I keep making stupid excuses to stay home from school so I can get more sleep, don't have to deal with people, avoid work, just be lazy. I fake sick, I 'miss the bus', stupid and easily avoidable stuff I do on purpose to not go to school. I'm trying to find things to make myself get up and go but nothing has been worki...
robyn_396
1
0
2
2020-01-18 18:28:43
selfhelp
<es>I keep making stupid excuses to stay home from school so I can get more sleep, don't have to deal with people, avoid work, just be lazy.<ee> <es>I fake sick, I 'miss the bus', stupid and easily avoidable stuff I do on purpose to not go to school.<ee> <es>I'm trying to find things to make myself get up and go but no...
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How did X make you feel?
attending school
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ejc0s1
We can't be perfect and that's okay.
0
rant
1
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sadsadpotatogirl
31
0
0
2020-01-03 07:17:57
socialanxiety
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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thought
true
0
enkf50
How are we going to get rid of the usa,s drug problem?
0
chitchat
1
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amethystlover2000
1
0
12
2020-01-12 07:08:22
addiction
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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true
0
et8jl3
Loss of sensation
1a
rant
1
I never eat tingles anymore. If I was next to a guy I liked and he started rubbing my thigh, I’d get so horny and turned on but now I just don’t. It’s like my whole body has become kind of numb. I miss how it used to feel. I can still have sex and I do regularly, I think in a sort of effort to combat the issue, but I d...
anonymouscat2010
1
0
3
2020-01-24 10:22:18
rapecounseling
<es>I never eat tingles anymore.<ee> <es>If I was next to a guy I liked and he started rubbing my thigh, I’d get so horny and turned on but now I just don’t.<ee> <efs>It’s like my whole body has become kind of numb.<efe> <efs>I miss how it used to feel.<efe> <es>I can still have sex and I do regularly, I think in a sor...
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why are not able to feel any pleasure now
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel a loss of sensation in your body
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eutfy7
I want help
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help-seeking
1
My past mistakes have come back to haunt me.
seokjin-kim
1
0
0
2020-01-27 20:02:15
selfhelp
<es>My past mistakes have come back to haunt me.<ee>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
your past mistakes
How did X make you feel?
the past mistakes
What do you need help with now that X?
your past mistakes are haunting you
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eklg0z
Sometimes I just want to completely isolate myself forever.
1a
rant
1
Despite the fact that I have a family I love, and lovw being around, sometimes I just want to go off the grid, pack a bag and hit the trails and live in the woods by myself for the rest of my life. Or move to another part of the country and the world where I don't know anyone and just live as a complete unknown with n...
jackrobertwilliamson
1
0
5
2020-01-06 00:04:21
socialanxiety
<rs>Despite the fact that I have a family I love, and lovw being around, sometimes I just want to go off the grid, pack a bag and hit the trails and live in the woods by myself for the rest of my life.<re> <rs>Or move to another part of the country and the world where I don't know anyone and just live as a complete un...
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What happened that you want X ?
to isolate yourself
Why are you wanting X ?
to live away form social responsibilities
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eifk4r
Paranoia
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survey
1
Does anyone else feel extremely paranoid all the time, like everyone of your friends as secretly hate you and are making fun of you behind your back? Also paranoid that everyone you see is thinking about what an arse you are?
Jakeintherake
1
0
3
2020-01-01 07:18:09
Anxiety
<es>Does anyone else feel extremely paranoid all the time, like everyone of your friends as secretly hate you and are making fun of you behind your back?<ee> <es>Also paranoid that everyone you see is thinking about what an arse you are?<ee>
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
the paranoia
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel paranoid that your friends hate you
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ep7dyv
I all came toppling down yesterday...
1a
rant
2
Yesterday was the day I thought would never come. I admitted to my work that I have been diverting fentanyl while on the clock. They don't yet know how long this has been going on, but I am sure that a thorough investigation will give them some idea. SO, here I am: Losing my job, future really uncertain. I am married w...
Rudi8404
1
0
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2020-01-15 19:54:42
OpiatesRecovery
<es>Yesterday was the day I thought would never come.<ee> <es>I admitted to my work that I have been diverting fentanyl while on the clock.<ee> <es>They don't yet know how long this has been going on, but I am sure that a thorough investigation will give them some idea.<ee> <es>SO, here I am: Losing my job, future real...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are feeling ashamed of your actions
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ejk3ly
My grandmother has plans to marry my rapist
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help-seeking
1
I recently found out my grandmother plans to marry my rapist and I'm just breaking down Her and my mother went on a cruise not too long ago and at one of their ports my grandmother bought rings to propose to him. No one irl but my closest friend knows what happened and I'm scared to say what happened still. I want mo...
Throwawaynumb10
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2020-01-03 19:12:54
rapecounseling
<es>I recently found out my grandmother plans to marry my rapist and I'm just breaking down<ee> <es>Her and my mother went on a cruise not too long ago and at one of their ports my grandmother bought rings to propose to him.<ee> <efs>No one irl but my closest friend knows what happened and I'm scared to say what happe...
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eirmqr
Rockiest relationships are with the parent with ADHD
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rant
1
Even though parents with ADHD should understand the most, I’ve found my worst relationship is with my dad who has ADHD We both have no filter and we are both sensitive to criticism/rejection. Ironic and cruel. With undiagnosed parents especially, some of them hate the child that reminds them of themselves.
89abc123
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0
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2020-01-02 02:09:52
ADHD
<es>Even though parents with ADHD should understand the most, I’ve found my worst relationship is with my dad who has ADHD<ee> <es>We both have no filter and we are both sensitive to criticism/rejection.<ee> Ironic and cruel. <es>With undiagnosed parents especially, some of them hate the child that reminds them of t...
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How did X make you feel?
you relationship with your dad
What do you need help with now that X?
you have a difficult relationship with your dad
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el5xuf
Does it bother anyone else when people ask what your triggers are?
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I’ve always really hated horror movies but my friend insisted we have to watch a horror movie for her birthday and asked me what my triggers are because she knows I have ptsd and she assumes that’s why I hate horror movies. I get uncomfortable when I’m asked that question because I really don’t want to go through the ...
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2020-01-07 04:00:29
ptsd
<es>I’ve always really hated horror movies but my friend insisted we have to watch a horror movie for her birthday and asked me what my triggers are because she knows I have ptsd and she assumes that’s why I hate horror movies. <ee> <efs>I get uncomfortable when I’m asked that question because I really don’t want to go...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you deal with your PTSD
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