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eijtfr | Has anyone moved in with strangers? | 1a | survey | 1 | I am moving to a new city for work and it looks like my only way of affording accommodation is flat sharing.
Between me and 2/3 other people.
I've never lived with strangers and I'm pretty terrified at the thought of it.
The thoughts in my head are:
\- what if they don't like me
\- what if they're extroverted... | Agile-Key | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 16:01:09 | Anxiety | <es>I am moving to a new city for work and it looks like my only way of affording accommodation is flat sharing. <ee> <es>Between me and 2/3 other people.<ee> <efs>I've never lived with strangers and I'm pretty terrified at the thought of it.<efe> <efs>The thoughts in my head are:<efe> \- <efs>what if they don't... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get along with them | null | true | 221 |
emq74e | Does anyone else experience this? | 1b | survey | 1 | So i was diagnosed with maladaptive daydreams ages ago, but recently they've changed and i have been struggling to cope with them. They've gone from being my little place to escape to, to episodes that take over my entire body and cause me to shake, shout, scream and try to defend myself. The dreams themselves are like... | brightbutstupid | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-10 12:18:15 | mentalillness | <es>So i was diagnosed with maladaptive daydreams ages ago, but recently they've changed and i have been struggling to cope with them.<ee> <es>They've gone from being my little place to escape to, to episodes that take over my entire body and cause me to shake, shout, scream and try to defend myself.<ee> <es>The dreams... | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the nightmares | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help get relief from nightmares | null | true | 201 |
eia8e6 | This time of year is the worst for my head. | 1a | rant | 1 | I’m a student at university and I’m in my final year. Coming home for these periods of time are the worst thing for my anxiety especially when I have assignments in after the Christmas period. Because there is no structure to the holidays. (No timetabled lessons obviously with actual lecturers and other support staff a... | I_Dislike_Scorpions | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 22:58:27 | Anxiety | I’m a student at university and I’m in my final year. Coming home for these periods of time are the worst thing for my anxiety especially when I have assignments in after the Christmas period. Because there is no structure to the holidays. (No timetabled lessons obviously with actual lecturers and other support staff a... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the lack of communication is affecting you | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel anxious doing the assignments | null | true | 210 |
fj3riy | Low mood, work canceled because of Corona virus | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I've been off work for 3 days, 1 to go. I go back Tuesday... sort of. Most of our facilities are shit down, I'm basically skeleton crew for any "just in cases."
Work is what generally gets me moving every day. I need some time off of course, but I really suffer during these long stretches with no structure. Usually by... | meadowcap | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-03-15 16:17:41 | getting_over_it | <es>Low mood, work canceled because of Corona virus<ee> <es>I've been off work for 3 days, 1 to go.<ee> <es>I go back Tuesday... sort of.<ee> <es>Most of our facilities are shit down, I'm basically skeleton crew for any "just in cases."<ee> <es>Work is what generally gets me moving every day.<ee> <es>I need some time ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you revitalize yourself | null | true | 221 |
ejbumf | TFW you need a job to pay the bills but are too scared to respond to interview requests | 0 | rant | 1 | Especially ones that are over the phone/video chat. I don't know how many interview requests I've ghosted due to chickening out but it's probably enough to write a novel. | PumpkinSpiceBiscotti | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-03 07:00:22 | socialanxiety | <es>TFW you need a job to pay the bills but are too scared to respond to interview requests<ee> <es>Especially ones that are over the phone/video chat.<ee> <es>I don't know how many interview requests I've ghosted due to chickening out but it's probably enough to write a novel.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are scare to respond | How did X make you feel? | interview requests | What do you need help with now that X? | you are scared to respond to interview requests | null | true | 100 |
enr2fv | What could cause such a disgust of eggs that it makes even the thought of having a relationship with someone who eats them impossible? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | null | bee4534 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-12 18:20:32 | mentalillness | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eis18y | How do you stop disappointing people? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I recently asked my father for some help finding a therapist I could speak to for my anxiety issues. My symptoms have been stagnant for a while now, and while they're not getting worse, the only reason I feel more stable is because I've just become used to it all and numb to the feeling. I'm a ghost. Or everything else... | RodentRider | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 02:42:22 | Anxiety | <es>I recently asked my father for some help finding a therapist I could speak to for my anxiety issues.<ee> <es>My symptoms have been stagnant for a while now, and while they're not getting worse, the only reason I feel more stable is because I've just become used to it all and numb to the feeling.<ee> I'm a ghost. Or... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you communicate better | null | true | 221 |
eiy5gt | i should’ve fuckin taken previous experiences and known not to fuckin say ANYTHING . | 1a | rant | 1 | null | silkyluvv | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 13:20:17 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eih8nn | Talking to strangers when going out. | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Last night I went out with friends, and I was looking for some female company. Everytime I was talking to a girl with loud music in the background I just couldn't focus. I would ask her a few things but then I would basically freeze. And then I would look away desperately trying to think of something, but my brain just... | guy_who_loses_stuff | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-01 11:02:03 | ADHD | <es>Last night I went out with friends, and I was looking for some female company.<ee> <es>Everytime I was talking to a girl with loud music in the background I just couldn't focus.<ee> <es>I would ask her a few things but then I would basically freeze.<ee> <es>And then I would look away desperately trying to think of ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about losing focus due to loud music | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ejjytp | My memories aren't about my trauma? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | So I just discovered I have ptsd from severe illness (still isn't over). Just started seeing a specialised therapist.
But my flashbacks are either random childhood moment like me eating cereal or I don't remember them afterwards.
My nightmares however are related to the trauma. For example I dream about choking or ... | TheEverAurora | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 19:03:53 | ptsd | <es>So I just discovered I have ptsd from severe illness (still isn't over).<ee> <es>Just started seeing a specialised therapist. <ee> <es>But my flashbacks are either random childhood moment like me eating cereal or I don't remember them afterwards. <ee> <es>My nightmares however are related to the trauma.<ee> <efs>... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your illness | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
elbqv9 | By far my favorite edit I have done. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | MostDank420 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-07 13:45:53 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ei7ap9 | Alone | 1a | rant | 1 | All my disorder has done is push people away yknow? Its scary. I dont wanna lose people but I feel like that's what it's best at.. why cant my brain just stay steady? | Creativ3_art1st | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 19:09:21 | BPD | <es>All my disorder has done is push people away yknow?<ee> <efs>Its scary.<efe> <efs>I dont wanna lose people but I feel like that's what it's best at..<efe> <rs>why cant my brain just stay steady?<re> | 1 | 1 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your disorders | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how your disorders make you feel | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help your brain keep steady | null | true | 111 |
fufin1 | I can’t look at old pictures of myself and or with my family members because it’s triggering and traumatizing to me. Is this normal? | 1a | rant | 1 | I just can’t look at these photos. I just feel so sad when I look at them. In these old pictures, it looks like everyone has genuine smiles. Everyone looked genuinely happy back then. Everything felt simple. We actually had a good time together. I feel like the innocence, purity and happiness was taken out of them now.... | itdoesntgetbetter0 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-04-03 20:11:06 | getting_over_it | <es>I can’t look at old pictures of myself and or with my family members because it’s triggering and traumatizing to me.<ee> <rs>Is this normal?<re> <es>I just can’t look at these photos.<ee> <efs>I just feel so sad when I look at them.<efe> <es>In these old pictures, it looks like everyone has genuine smiles.<ee> <es>... | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why everyone in your family feels dead inside | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you move forward | null | true | 121 |
el9nbx | Want to understand my sister | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Hey everyone, I could really use some perspective on this situation.
So anxiety and depression seems to run in the family. My brother and I had it but we worked through it and now feel some what stronger because of it. My little sister now is really struggling with it. She can’t seem to get out of bed to go to school ... | 325feet99metersYes | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-07 10:06:11 | mentalillness | <rs>Hey everyone, I could really use some perspective on this situation.<re> <es>So anxiety and depression seems to run in the family.<ee> My brother and I had it but we worked through it and now feel some what stronger because of it. <es>My little sister now is really struggling with it.<ee> <efs>She can’t seem to ge... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how your sister feels due to depression | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eir2vb | Had A Big Breakthrough Today!!! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | So from ages 12 to 15 I was groomed by a woman and I sent her hundreds of NSFW pictures which she sold on CP sites. Every since then I have a deathly fear of young women around the late teens early 20s age. To the point where I dont let my 19 year old sister touch me or be in the same room as me. But today. Today was d... | XcN- | 1 | 0 | 21 | 2020-01-02 01:25:10 | ptsd | So from ages 12 to 15 I was groomed by a woman and I sent her hundreds of NSFW pictures which she sold on CP sites. Every since then I have a deathly fear of young women around the late teens early 20s age. To the point where I dont let my 19 year old sister touch me or be in the same room as me. But today. Today was d... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
el2h47 | Anyone have any advice about testifying in court? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Basically long story short, I have a court case in which I have to testify against my ex. I have not seen the abusive evil bastard in over a year and might have to face him very soon. I’m terrified, and but I am willing to participate as much as possible in this case. Any advice for someone who has been through this? | evaunit456 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-06 23:36:47 | domesticviolence | <es>Basically long story short, I have a court case in which I have to testify against my ex.<ee> <es>I have not seen the abusive evil bastard in over a year and might have to face him very soon.<ee> <efs>I’m terrified, and but I am willing to participate as much as possible in this case.<efe> <rs>Any advice for someon... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what the case is about | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eqyusd | I’m drowning... raped, pregnant and trusted the Mormon Church... help!! | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | null | sloanslightly | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-19 17:01:57 | rapecounseling | I’m drowning... raped, pregnant and trusted the Mormon Church... help!! nan | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
etkrwm | Angry at my gf for the first time in our relationship | 1b | rant | 1 | I’ve had a good and steady relationship with a girl for about nine months now. Tonight is the first time I have been genuinely upset at her. She poured an entire bowl of rice and broth down my kitchen sink, resulting in it getting clogged and an explosion of rice and water all in my kitchen when I attempted to unclog i... | Throwmylifeaway190 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-25 02:25:34 | Anger | <es>I’ve had a good and steady relationship with a girl for about nine months now.<ee> <efs>Tonight is the first time I have been genuinely upset at her.<efe> <es>She poured an entire bowl of rice and broth down my kitchen sink, resulting in it getting clogged and an explosion of rice and water all in my kitchen when I... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are upset with your partner | null | true | 220 |
eijddc | Starting the new decade in a new job, in a new place to live all by myself. | 0 | rant | 1 | So, I just began a new job in a college dorm, which is anxiety inducing already, but this job also gives me a dorm of my own for free (which I love!). This, however, is the first time I'm ever living by myself and it's pretty hard to adjust. My family is only a few minutes away, thankfully. I'm just having a lot of thi... | mister_december | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 15:19:55 | Anxiety | <es>So, I just began a new job in a college dorm, which is anxiety inducing already, but this job also gives me a dorm of my own for free (which I love!).<ee> <es>This, however, is the first time I'm ever living by myself and it's pretty hard to adjust.<ee> <My family is only a few minutes away, thankfully. <efs>I'm ju... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how your job is anxiety inducing | How did X make you feel? | your job | What do you need help with now that X? | you fear your job would trigger an attack | null | true | 100 |
f2454j | Seeking advice on how to approach a coworker who seems to be in an abusive relationship. | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | I am looking for advice about how to try to help a woman with whom I work. She, by the account of others and a comment made by her, seems to be in a physically abusive relationship. She and I are friendly at work, but by no means friends in any real sense. The comment she made was one I overheard about how he "beat the... | bekahed979 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-11 06:00:49 | domesticviolence | <rs>I am looking for advice about how to try to help a woman with whom I work.<re> <es>She, by the account of others and a comment made by her, seems to be in a physically abusive relationship.<ee> <es>She and I are friendly at work, but by no means friends in any real sense.<ee> <es>The comment she made was one I over... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about your coworker's situation | null | null | null | true | 212 |
emoqil | I tear up when really pissed 21M | 1a | rant | 1 | this problem i have. when i get real pissed or someone asks me what's wrong and i let them know with a deep answer i often tear up heavily and it's embarrassing.
i'm depressed as a mf, i think i might go try meds that help my ADD, diagnosed at age 11, took meds for a year then mom took me off. i'm a having very... | johnsandwichwomen | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-10 09:39:48 | mentalillness | this problem i have. <es>when i get real pissed or someone asks me what's wrong and i let them know with a deep answer i often tear up heavily and it's embarrassing.<ee> <es>i'm depressed as a mf, i think i might go try meds that help my ADD, diagnosed at age 11, took meds for a year then mom took me off.<ee> <... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how ADD makes you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | your depression is affecting work | null | true | 210 |
eiah4q | 2019 is gone. | 1a | rant | 1 | And i just realized that i wasted entire year, again. No more, this year i fix myself or i die, gladly. | RagnarRodrog | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2019-12-31 23:17:50 | depression | And i just realized that i wasted entire year, again. No more, this year i fix myself or i die, gladly. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | suicidal | true | 0 |
eietu1 | New Years Eve In A Bathroom | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Epic, It's 2min for 2020 and I'm in a fucking bathroom have a fucking anxiety attack while my family is waiting for the new year, epic. Help | Kevem_xz | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 05:57:52 | socialanxiety | <es>Epic, It's 2min for 2020 and I'm in a fucking bathroom have a fucking anxiety attack while my family is waiting for the new year, epic.<ee> Help | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your anxiety attack | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you had an anxiety attack | requirement mask not clear | true | 100 |
eig8mp | If anyone needs a friend tonight, I’m here for you | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Hang in there | sortadark | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 08:43:23 | BPD | Hang in there | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiqhsq | Driving on ice = panic attack | 1a | survey | 1 | Ya'll it has been several weeks since I've had a panic attack. Unfortunately, a few days ago we drove through Nebraska and due to the storm the highways were pretty rough. I thought I was doing okay for a while but I suddenly needed to go around a truck and ended up in a very icy lane at ~60mph and we slid a little bit... | florecimiento | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 00:38:10 | Anxiety | <es>Ya'll it has been several weeks since I've had a panic attack.<ee> <es>Unfortunately, a few days ago we drove through Nebraska and due to the storm the highways were pretty rough.<ee> <es>I thought I was doing okay for a while but I suddenly needed to go around a truck and ended up in a very icy lane at ~60mph and ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with the panic attack | null | true | 221 |
eisar2 | crazy how easy it is to go from not cutting for a month, to 9 cuts in all in one day | 0 | rant | 1 | null | cringeyusername123 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 03:03:49 | selfharm | <es>crazy how easy it is to go from not cutting for a month, to 9 cuts in all in one day<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why did you make 9 cuts in a day | How did X make you feel? | cutting yourself | What do you need help with now that X? | you broke your one month clean streak | null | true | 100 |
ej8zdv | I never recognize myself | 1a | rant | 1 | It's such a weird thing to say and explain but every day I look at a stranger. It really hurts. I don't want to disassociate so much all the time. The grounding techniques have not worked over the last 2 years of trying. I need something new.
-lake | linn_25 | 3 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-03 02:50:36 | ptsd | <es>It's such a weird thing to say and explain but every day I look at a stranger.<ee> <efs>It really hurts.<efe> <es>I don't want to disassociate so much all the time.<ee> <es>The grounding techniques have not worked over the last 2 years of trying.<ee> <rs>I need something new. <re> -lake | 1 | 1 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused all the hurt | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what something new you want | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what something new you need | null | true | 111 |
eiv1bs | I know this sounds stupid, but I worry that no one will ever want to date me or be intimate with me because of my scars. | 1a | survey | 2 | Possibly NSFW.
I'm a 19 year old female in colleged and I've never dated anyone or even kissed anyone before. People act genuinely shocked in person if I tell them this.
I'm a bit confused about my sexuality but I guess it doesn't matter anyway. I catch myself fantasizing sometimes about being with anyone, even if i... | vaguefully | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 07:15:58 | selfharm | Possibly NSFW. <es>I'm a 19 year old female in colleged and I've never dated anyone or even kissed anyone before.<ee> <es>People act genuinely shocked in person if I tell them this.<ee> <es>I'm a bit confused about my sexuality but I guess it doesn't matter anyway.<ee> <es>I catch myself fantasizing sometimes about ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eltpuu | Trigger warnings for the Netflix series "You" | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I'm currently watching "You" on Netflix, I'm 2 episodes in and can't find any trigger warnings online, but just wanted to check, if anyone has watched it all the way through, is there any sensitive material to do with assault that Netflix didn't flag?
Just wait to avoid being traumatised just incase 🙃 they have a warn... | pumpkinsoupxo | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-08 14:54:50 | ptsd | I'm currently watching "You" on Netflix, I'm 2 episodes in and can't find any trigger warnings online, but just wanted to check, if anyone has watched it all the way through, is there any sensitive material to do with assault that Netflix didn't flag? Just wait to avoid being traumatised just incase 🙃 they have a warn... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
emiig1 | The reality of my higher power | 0 | chitchat | 2 | I had terrible dreams last night and have barely slept for the past few days due to some physical pain, so I woke up in a crappy mood. I made breakfast (grudgingly) and took my vitamins (also grudgingly) and decided (grudgingly) to get down on my knees before my altar and try and meditate. When I couldn't focus for ten... | producerofconfusion | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-10 00:05:39 | alcoholicsanonymous | I had terrible dreams last night and have barely slept for the past few days due to some physical pain, so I woke up in a crappy mood. I made breakfast (grudgingly) and took my vitamins (also grudgingly) and decided (grudgingly) to get down on my knees before my altar and try and meditate. When I couldn't focus for ten... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
esaa63 | Anxious about finding another job | 1a | rant | 1 | Ive been in my current retail job 2 years, and at this point the only thing keeping me there is the people I work with. Ive applied to office jobs as I don’t want another retail job but I found a recruitment agency with great reviews and drafted an email but I can’t bring myself to send it. I guess I’m just scared to m... | AnxiousAgnaktor | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-22 10:49:04 | selfhelp | <efs>Anxious about finding another job<efe> <es>Ive been in my current retail job 2 years, and at this point the only thing keeping me there is the people I work with.<ee> <es>Ive applied to office jobs as I don’t want another retail job but I found a recruitment agency with great reviews and drafted an email but I can... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are scared to send the application for the job | null | true | 220 |
elyahp | Scared of Withdrawal | 1a | rant | 2 | Hey guys, I haven’t posted here in a while although I do occasionally reply to other posts, but I just kind of need the support today. I will be clean for 2 years in April, I’ve celebrated two birthdays and two Christmas’s clean so far after over a decade of drug abuse and addiction, I’m a fourth generation addict look... | badgirlisbad | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-08 20:24:54 | OpiatesRecovery | <rs>Hey guys, I haven’t posted here in a while although I do occasionally reply to other posts, but I just kind of need the support today.<re> <es>I will be clean for 2 years in April, I’ve celebrated two birthdays and two Christmas’s clean so far after over a decade of drug abuse and addiction.<ee> <es>I’m a fourth ge... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you control your craving | null | true | 221 |
fvjkx8 | A True story of how I lost a toe from a struggle w/ depression and alcoholism.. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | [https://youtu.be/5xI2tV5tDvw](https://youtu.be/5xI2tV5tDvw) | 93nuggets | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2020-04-05 19:24:01 | getting_over_it | [https://youtu.be/5xI2tV5tDvw](https://youtu.be/5xI2tV5tDvw) | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejlizb | I am reborn. I think | 1a | rant | 2 | I have faced depression for the longest time. The demon within slowly eating and filing away comments to chip and batter my will to live. Last year was especially most consuming.
With patience, forgiveness, meditation, and many many books later, I had come to an agreement with myself. I tried many things, sourcing the... | Nigyims | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 20:50:12 | getting_over_it | <es>I have faced depression for the longest time.<ee> <efs>The demon within slowly eating and filing away comments to chip and batter my will to live.<efe> Last year was especially most consuming. <es>With patience, forgiveness, meditation, and many many books later, I had come to an agreement with myself.<ee> <es>I t... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
el4u8h | Both | 0 | chitchat | 3 | null | Valle51 | 1 | 0 | 79 | 2020-01-07 02:35:07 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ejrfbl | Feel like this sums me up... Anyone else? | 0 | survey | 1 | null | gvincent4 | 895 | 0 | 37 | 2020-01-04 04:08:29 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eia47p | I’m all alone going into the new year and I dot see myself living through the night | 1b | rant | 1 | I feel like dying. There is just this making sadness in me since my girlfriend broke my heart. Not a day goes by when I don’t look in the mirror and think about killing myself. I look at my wrist and legs bleeding and the pain is not masked. Cutting did not work and nothing works anymore. I thought I had friends but th... | Ahlers06 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2019-12-31 22:48:50 | depression | <efs>I feel like dying.<efe> <es><efs>There is just this making sadness in me since my girlfriend broke my heart.<efe><ee> <efs>Not a day goes by when I don’t look in the mirror and think about killing myself.<efe> <efs>I look at my wrist and legs bleeding and the pain is not masked.<efe> <efs>Cutting did not work and ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel so alone | null | true | 220 |
emj5k3 | Trigger causing so much guilt | 1a | rant | 2 | A lot of my ptsd comes from a very complicated birth. My daughter's heart stopped while I was having a sonogram. We were immediately taken for a c section, she was born, but there were a lot of complications. She was in the NICU for a month, and has life-long stuff because of it.
Well, a few days ago, my niece gave b... | EmmieEmmies | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-10 00:53:27 | ptsd | <es>A lot of my ptsd comes from a very complicated birth.<ee> <es>My daughter's heart stopped while I was having a sonogram.<ee> <es>We were immediately taken for a c section, she was born, but there were a lot of complications.<ee> <es>She was in the NICU for a month, and has life-long stuff because of it. <ee> <es>W... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you cope with the flashbacks | null | true | 221 |
eno3e3 | Sunday Jan 12 Check In! | 0 | chitchat | 2 | ## January 12, 2020
# Spiritual awakenings
Page 12
"*Having had a spiritual awakening as a result of these steps...*"
Step Twelve
"How will I know when I have had a spiritual awakening?" For many of us, a spiritual awakening comes gradually. Perhaps our first spiritual awareness is as simple as a new appr... | c0mm0nSenseplz | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-12 14:31:14 | OpiatesRecovery | ## January 12, 2020 # Spiritual awakenings Page 12 "*Having had a spiritual awakening as a result of these steps...*" Step Twelve "How will I know when I have had a spiritual awakening?" For many of us, a spiritual awakening comes gradually. Perhaps our first spiritual awareness is as simple as a new appr... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
enitb7 | can you dissociate without having PTSD or CPTSD? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | side note: I had an initial consultation with a therapist on friday and the chart I filled out only had very basic symptoms, so she treated it as if I just had anxiety, we only discussed symptoms such as wishing to harm others, suicidal thoughts etc. so I never mentioned the dissociation and it's kinda throwing me off,... | meeseekstodie137 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-12 04:22:33 | ptsd | <rs>can you dissociate without having PTSD or CPTSD?<re> <es>side note: I had an initial consultation with a therapist on friday and the chart I filled out only had very basic symptoms, so she treated it as if I just had anxiety, we only discussed symptoms such as wishing to harm others, suicidal thoughts etc.<ee> <es>... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the dissociation | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eibnyi | 2020 is gonna start out rough. | 1a | rant | 1 | As of posting this there are 4 hours and -- minutes left 2019. It's been so lonely thinking about how everyone has love on the holidays and a great family while I'm stuck with neither. I wanted to up and kill myself on Christmas, but as I went to I saw that the 2 bullets I had were missing. I wasn't planning on using ... | Keys_Master | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 00:53:16 | depression | As of posting this there are 4 hours and -- minutes left 2019. <es>It's been so lonely thinking about how everyone has love on the holidays and a great family while I'm stuck with neither.<ee> <efs>I wanted to up and kill myself on Christmas, but as I went to I saw that the 2 bullets I had were missing.<efe> I wasn't ... | 2 | 1 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you felt being alone | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you overcome the feeling of loneliness | null | true | 211 |
el7ltc | I hit my boyfriend, was it okay for him to choke me? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Me and my boyfriend have been together since May of 2019. He is 21 and I am 18. I am a female.
The other day we got into an argument over something stupid and it quickly escalated. He ended up calling me a stupid bitch, cunt, and other nasty names. I got really mad and began to hit him. I am a pretty skinny girl, not... | katelyn-__- | 1 | 0 | 18 | 2020-01-07 06:23:33 | domesticviolence | <es>Me and my boyfriend have been together since May of 2019.<ee> <es>He is 21 and I am 18.<ee> <es>I am a female. <ee> <es>The other day we got into an argument over something stupid and it quickly escalated.<ee> <es>He ended up calling me a stupid bitch, cunt, and other nasty names.<ee> <es>I got really mad and bega... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
el73v7 | What's actually the point of fighting through mental illness and not just giving in? What's really waiting on the other side? | 1b | rant | 3 | Seems like all I have to ever look forward to is 40 years of 9-5. Doing the exact same thing every week until I'm too old to do anything but sit and decay. What percent of a person's days do they actually remember? 10 percent? 5? The rest just fade into the monotony.
Work HAS to be your #1 priority unless you're rich,... | RedWhiteBlacknBlue | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-07 05:38:44 | mentalillness | Seems like all I have to ever look forward to is 40 years of 9-5. <es>Doing the exact same thing every week until I'm too old to do anything but sit and decay.<ee> What percent of a person's days do they actually remember? 10 percent? 5? The rest just fade into the monotony. Work HAS to be your #1 priority unless you'... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | does depression | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ejq22t | Panic Attacks after orgasm | 0 | survey | 1 | I've suffered from sexual abuse in the past and to this day I suffer from panic attacks after orgasm. Does this happen to anyone else? | CelesticRose | 18 | 0 | 34 | 2020-01-04 02:20:40 | ptsd | <es>I've suffered from sexual abuse in the past.<ee> <efs>to this day I suffer from panic attacks after orgasm.<efe> <rs>Does this happen to anyone else?<re> | 2 | 1 | 1 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how do you feel after orgasms | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you control the panic attack | null | true | 211 |
ei8d6v | could use some advice from those with similar experiences | 1a | help-seeking | 3 | hello friends,
Little background information:
I've taken sertraline in 100mg for a year or two now. My life is a lot better than it had ever been before that period. However, I'm still struggling in some ways. It's very difficult to get out of bed and leave the house even though I don't actively hate everything anymo... | hootyrigz | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 20:29:02 | depression | hello friends, Little background information: <es>I've taken sertraline in 100mg for a year or two now.<ee> <efs>My life is a lot better than it had ever been before that period.<efe> <efs>However, I'm still struggling in some ways.<efe> <efs>It's very difficult to get out of bed and leave the house even though I don... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
epu0j3 | Feeling lost | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hi everyone. I was raped by a stranger two years ago and raped by a friend last year. For the past month I've been feeling totally overwhelmed by reminders (after a few months of feeling okay). Has anyone else experienced extreme cycles like this? I'm normally pretty good at hiding/ handling it, but it's gotten to the ... | uclachica | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-17 02:33:18 | rapecounseling | Hi everyone. <es>I was raped by a stranger two years ago and raped by a friend last year.<ee> <efs>For the past month I've been feeling totally overwhelmed by reminders (after a few months of feeling okay).<efe> <rs>Has anyone else experienced extreme cycles like this?<re> <efs>I'm normally pretty good at hiding/ handl... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ej36ms | Yep. | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | Mysteriously7 | 1,443 | 0 | 127 | 2020-01-02 19:50:28 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eir4hu | It happened again | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | About a month and a half ago, I got into a fight with my dad and ran away. I live in the ghetto, and this man pinned me to the ground and raped me. Unlike the first time, this person didn't wear a condom and I'm not pregnant, but I do believe that I might have some sort of STD. I'm only 15 and cant live like this. I'm ... | kurli3 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 01:28:43 | rapecounseling | <es>About a month and a half ago, I got into a fight with my dad and ran away.<ee> <es>I live in the ghetto, and this man pinned me to the ground and raped me.<ee> <es>Unlike the first time, this person didn't wear a condom and I'm not pregnant, but I do believe that I might have some sort of STD.<ee> <es>I'm only 15 a... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eib1st | New year | 0 | survey | 2 | Somone else Feeling like 2020 will be there last
year on earth because even wen your hammerd your Feeling like a moron thats depressed? | pain4real | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-01 00:04:02 | depression | <efs><es>Somone else Feeling like 2020 will be there last year on earth because even wen your hammerd your Feeling like a moron thats depressed?<efe><ee> | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | cause of your depression | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you are feeling about the new year | What do you need help with now that X? | feel depressed | null | true | 110 |
ei7vjd | Can someone read this? I wanna quit college due to depression but I also want a successful future... | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | So I'm 23 and go to community college with original plans of transferring to a university eventually but I hate it. I make decent grades (almost all B's) but I do not like studying, I do not enjoy my classes, I do not have any friends, I work a lot in addition so I'm always tired, and I keep hearing how college is less... | Fourside4 | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2019-12-31 19:51:32 | depression | <es>So I'm 23 and go to community college with original plans of transferring to a university eventually but I hate it.<ee> <es>I make decent grades (almost all B's) but I do not like studying, I do not enjoy my classes, I do not have any friends, I work a lot in addition so I'm always tired, and I keep hearing how col... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ep3bo9 | If your endorphins never level out when you quit opioids, essentially can you never really feel happiness again? | 0 | survey | 1 | Obviously this is a complex question, but as someone who has been on heroin/ opioids for about 5 years and shooting for 2-3 years, I fear that once I get clean things will all just likely feel really dull and bland if my pleasure receptors are shot. I am a functioning addict, always have been, but I still want more fr... | Sooooooorganic | 1 | 0 | 31 | 2020-01-15 14:57:52 | OpiatesRecovery | <efs>Obviously this is a complex question, but as someone who has been on heroin/ opioids for about 5 years and shooting for 2-3 years, I fear that once I get clean things will all just likely feel really dull and bland if my pleasure receptors are shot.<efe> <es>I am a functioning addict, always have been.<ee> <rs>bu... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eirg4c | How does anyone operate normally knowing once social mistake gets you branded as weird? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I’ve had so many interactions where everything was going smoothly and then I did “something weird” or unaccepted and it shifted the entire mood of the situation (for me, I can’t speak for the other people involved but it feels like that’s what happens)
I feel like my guard has to be up all the time and I can’t let it ... | Heyheythrowaway128 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-02 01:54:56 | socialanxiety | <rs>How does anyone operate normally knowing once social mistake gets you branded as weird?<re> <es>I’ve had so many interactions where everything was going smoothly and then I did “something weird” or unaccepted and it shifted the entire mood of the situation (for me, I can’t speak for the other people involved but it... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the weird thing | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eijm53 | It all makes sense now. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | This sub has made it so much easier for me to understand myself and not feel like an alienated loser who is just an enormous batshit fuck up.
You have all helped me understand that I am not alone and that there are ways to get better, even though it is difficult a lot of the time.
I,for the first time in years, have ... | TishFaYaIsh | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 15:43:00 | BPD | This sub has made it so much easier for me to understand myself and not feel like an alienated loser who is just an enormous batshit fuck up. You have all helped me understand that I am not alone and that there are ways to get better, even though it is difficult a lot of the time. I,for the first time in years, have ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eopr7c | Coffee Substitute | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I’ve recently gotten sober and I’ve been drinking anywhere from 6-10 cups of coffee a day. I’m concerned for the health issues that will follow after drinking this much coffee. I do drink a lot of water as well. Anyone found anything other than coffee that works? | Football0331 | 1 | 0 | 17 | 2020-01-14 19:07:55 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>I’ve recently gotten sober and I’ve been drinking anywhere from 6-10 cups of coffee a day.<ee> <efs>I’m concerned for the health issues that will follow after drinking this much coffee.<efe> <es>I do drink a lot of water as well.<ee> <rs>Anyone found anything other than coffee that works?<re> | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel being sober | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ezj19u | My husband is an Angry Man | 1b | rant | 2 | He will get angry about anything big or small. Last night he threw a tantrum over a towel for instance. I actually think he likes being anngry because it gives him control in the situation. I've tried to get him to see how damaging it is, that there's other emotions he can utilize before he escalates, that I'm always o... | reddirtco | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-02-05 23:50:04 | Anger | <es>He will get angry about anything big or small.<ee> <es>Last night he threw a tantrum over a towel for instance.<ee> <es>I actually think he likes being anngry because it gives him control in the situation.<ee> <es>I've tried to get him to see how damaging it is, that there's other emotions he can utilize before he ... | 2 | 0 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your husband's anger outbursts | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help him change himself | null | true | 201 |
ep604w | This guy is trying to tell me I can quit using heroin without suffering withdrawal if I start doing fulfilling healthy things in my life at the same time I abruptly stop using drugs. He posted this 3.5 min video to prove his point. | 0 | rant | 1 | Well, its 5 min, but you can put the playback on 1.5x
This is soooooo much bullshit, right?
https://youtu.be/C8AHODc6phg | BrahBrahBrownSheep | 1 | 0 | 28 | 2020-01-15 18:18:16 | OpiatesRecovery | Well, its 5 min, but you can put the playback on 1.5x This is soooooo much bullshit, right? https://youtu.be/C8AHODc6phg | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiib14 | When you realize just how different “normal” life is | 0 | rant | 1 | Overheard coworkers talking yesterday about anxiety/depression screenings. How prevalent they were with routine health checkups and the number of questions asked.
It was weird to hear how incredulous they sounded. And I’m over in my cubicle thinking “if only you knew how much some people tried to avoid those questions... | PublicBuddy | 1 | 0 | 34 | 2020-01-01 13:24:49 | ptsd | Overheard coworkers talking yesterday about anxiety/depression screenings. How prevalent they were with routine health checkups and the number of questions asked. It was weird to hear how incredulous they sounded. And I’m over in my cubicle thinking “if only you knew how much some people tried to avoid those questions... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ev1we3 | Just found out my rapist died | 1b | rant | 2 | I was raped 20 years ago. I knew him. I had ran away from my parents house to live with him. He ended up being very abusive and controlling. I was still a virgin and he took that from me without consent. I ended up pregnant and had an abortion. This is just the short version of all that. Anyways, I usually keep tabs on... | SailorWaffles | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-28 06:40:00 | rapecounseling | <es>I was raped 20 years ago.<ee> <es>I knew him.<ee> <es>I had ran away from my parents house to live with him.<ee> <es>He ended up being very abusive and controlling.<ee> <es>I was still a virgin and he took that from me without consent.<ee> <es>I ended up pregnant and had an abortion.<ee> This is just the short vers... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel a mess of emotions after knowing he committed suicide | null | true | 220 |
g0dl35 | my ex haunts me almost everyday | 1b | rant | 1 | my ex was not a toxic boyfriend, but most definitely a toxic ex. our relationship while we were together could have been described as perfect because we never argued and always communicated everything through and also had so much great times spent together. one day out of the blue he broke up with me for personal reaso... | celinethememe | 7 | 0 | 5 | 2020-04-13 06:37:22 | getting_over_it | <es>my ex was not a toxic boyfriend, but most definitely a toxic ex.<ee> <es>our relationship while we were together could have been described as perfect because we never argued and always communicated everything through and also had so much great times spent together.<ee> <es>one day out of the blue he broke up with m... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your ex turned everyone against you | null | true | 220 |
f021jz | Got in trouble ata school for hate speech | 1c | help-seeking | 1 | The school day was almost over and I was on the bus, nothing but jokes, laughing, and other kinds of stuff like that. Than some kid (my rival and enemy) yelled that I am racist. Then, I was forced to leave the bus and go to the pricipal's office despite that I was saying that nothing racist was said. After arguing, I w... | OzimaA | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-07 00:23:29 | Anger | <es>The school day was almost over and I was on the bus, nothing but jokes, laughing, and other kinds of stuff like that.<ee> <es>Than some kid (my rival and enemy) yelled that I am racist.<ee> <es>Then, I was forced to leave the bus and go to the pricipal's office despite that I was saying that nothing racist was said... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the false allegations | What do you need help with now that X? | you were falsely accused of being racist | random | true | 200 |
eitxr2 | New school | 1a | rant | 1 | I am going to a new school in february and i am extremely anxious about it. I am really awkward and i dont really know how to have conversations with people, wich i will have to do when i get there. I dont know anyone there and some people are telling me that i need to change myself to make friends in a new school but ... | avocwdos | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 05:26:34 | Anxiety | I am going to a new school in february and i am extremely anxious about it. I am really awkward and i dont really know how to have conversations with people, wich i will have to do when i get there. I dont know anyone there and some people are telling me that i need to change myself to make friends in a new school but ... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | joining the new school | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel anxious about how to converse to people | null | true | 200 |
eirctn | Trapped inside my own head. | 1a | survey | 1 | Does anybody else just feel trapped in their own mind? Like I’ll make an impulsive decision, whether it’s violent or not, and my stable side is just repeating in my head “why? Why the fuck are you doing that? You’re causing so many more issues by doing this. What the fuck.” But I’ll still continue on, even though I kno... | kk8895 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 01:47:13 | BPD | <efs>Does anybody else just feel trapped in their own mind?<efe> <es>Like I’ll make an impulsive decision, whether it’s violent or not, and my stable side is just repeating in my head “why? Why the fuck are you doing that? You’re causing so many more issues by doing this. What the fuck.”<ee> <es>But I’ll still continue... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel trapped within your own thoughts | null | true | 220 |
ej3z1y | A dream about my father... (trigger warning and is disturbing). What does this dream mean... | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I dreamed that my father had his privates out and was lying beside me and I was touching him. I had such a disgusted feeling but was aroused.... i stopped touching him and went to the washroom and masturbated in my dream.
I woke up so digusted. See, my father took baths with me until age 9 and would lock the door. I t... | Girlfriendproblemsss | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-02 20:44:33 | BPD | <es>I dreamed that my father had his privates out and was lying beside me and I was touching him.<ee> <es>I had such a disgusted feeling but was aroused.... i stopped touching him and went to the washroom and masturbated in my dream.<ee> <efs>I woke up so disgusted.<efe> <es>See, my father took baths with me until age... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ep9z91 | I don’t want to get help and I’m sure some of you don’t want to either. | 1a | rant | 1 | It’s not the therapists, psychiatrists, medications, and whatnot that cost too much money. I’m fortunate to have all of this for free. All of my medications, therapy and psychiatry appointments are all for free. Which makes me feel not grateful. But at the same time I don’t want help. Sometimes I find depression comfor... | -BoB- | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-15 22:53:48 | getting_over_it | <es>It’s not the therapists, psychiatrists, medications, and whatnot that cost too much money.<ee> <es>I’m fortunate to have all of this for free.<ee> <es>All of my medications, therapy and psychiatry appointments are all for free.<ee> <efs>Which makes me feel not grateful.<efe> <es>But at the same time I don’t want he... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are not wanting to continue therapy | null | true | 220 |
eiw4oq | Phone calls | 1a | rant | 1 | Just had my first phone call in couple of months. Was feeling so anxious and it was a bit awkward because I know I can do that and I have no problem with talking in person or texting. But phone calls, idk how to explain, they’re just weird?Anyways, I did that, I panic after and cried, and apologized for being so awkwar... | wheresjulie | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 09:28:18 | Anxiety | <es>Just had my first phone call in couple of months.<ee> <efs>Was feeling so anxious and it was a bit awkward because I know I can do that and I have no problem with talking in person or texting.<efe> <es>But phone calls, idk how to explain, they’re just weird?<ee><es>Anyways, I did that, I panic after and cried, and ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you felt phone calls are awkward | null | true | 220 |
ekmlzl | A quick thank you. | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hi friends.
A few years ago I posted here looking for advice on what to do with a romantic friend I caught using and subsequently discovered his long term addiction.
I wanted to thank you. I look back on that time in my life and it seems so surreal. How did I not know? Why couldn’t I just walk away with no feelings... | Sheena_beena | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-06 01:32:05 | OpiatesRecovery | Hi friends. A few years ago I posted here looking for advice on what to do with a romantic friend I caught using and subsequently discovered his long term addiction. I wanted to thank you. I look back on that time in my life and it seems so surreal. How did I not know? Why couldn’t I just walk away with no feelings... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eiad0o | Happy b day to me | 0 | rant | 1 | So far 4 people have wished me happy today. I have to close. And my only friend at work leaves for good tonight... that's the closest thing to a gift I'm gonna get. | sideshow1369 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2019-12-31 23:08:34 | depression | So far 4 people have wished me happy today. I have to close. And my only friend at work leaves for good tonight... that's the closest thing to a gift I'm gonna get. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | thought | true | 0 |
equ1k6 | The usual case of hopelessness | 1a | rant | 1 | Hello everyone,
I am a single 23 years old. I feel strong negative emotion knowing i have no romantic experience despite having been over 2 decades old.
I know it's not a bad thing to be single in these days and age but please stop saying i'm sick of hearing it.
Today i tried going to a church despite being an atheis... | undeadmanwalking | 1 | 0 | 15 | 2020-01-19 08:58:38 | selfhelp | Hello everyone, <es>I am a single 23 years old.<ee> <es>I feel strong negative emotion knowing i have no romantic experience despite having been over 2 decades old.<ee> <efs>I know it's not a bad thing to be single in these days and age but please stop saying i'm sick of hearing it.<efe> <es>Today i tried going to a ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eptrmj | What is a Meeting Like? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Basically the title.
I know I have a problem, but I'm not sure if I can go to a meeting if I'm supposed to speak. At the same time, I feel like I would be intruding if I am there and say nothing.
I have located Open Meetings but have no clue what a "first meeting" is like. The time of the meeting makes me think it... | happypappy-nappy | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-17 02:13:22 | alcoholicsanonymous | <rs>What is a Meeting Like?<re> Basically the title. <es>I know I have a problem, but I'm not sure if I can go to a meeting if I'm supposed to speak.<ee> <efs>At the same time, I feel like I would be intruding if I am there and say nothing. <efe> <es>I have located Open Meetings but have no clue what a "first meeti... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your problem | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eiq6kt | After cutting everything feels more real | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Like the title says after I cut most things feel way more real impactful, for example, music. It is easier to get into the flow. Is it because I calm down after it? I also feel closer to myself. Does anyone else have this? Should I try to divert from cutting as kind of a coping mechanism? For now it doesn't feel that b... | Pwnzejj | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 00:13:47 | selfharm | <efs>Like the title says after I cut most things feel way more real impactful, for example, music.<efe> <es>It is easier to get into the flow.<ee> <rs>Is it because I calm down after it?<re> <es>I also feel closer to myself.<ee> <rs>Does anyone else have this?<re> <rs>Should I try to divert from cutting as kind of a co... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you cut yourself | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eiu23d | Aaaaaand I've broke my 10 day clean streak. Good job, Emery. Good job. | 1a | rant | 1 | My right thigh was the victim. I cut it up bad. Not deep, but just a lot. I spread it out so they look like cat scratches.
I was doing so good,dammit.
Fuck you dysphoria. | emery-is-lemony | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 05:37:39 | selfharm | <es>Aaaaaand I've broke my 10 day clean streak.<ee> Good job, Emery. Good job. <es>My right thigh was the victim.<ee> <es>I cut it up bad.<ee> <es>Not deep, but just a lot.<ee> <es>I spread it out so they look like cat scratches.<ee> I was doing so good,dammit. <es>Fuck you dysphoria.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why did you break your streak | How did X make you feel? | cutting your thigh | What do you need help with now that X? | you broke your 10 day clean streak | null | true | 100 |
eoz9w6 | She makes fun of me for low IQ | 1b | rant | 3 | my step sister (21) that i live with is brilliant and she has an insane good job working from home. back in school she was praised by
everyone for her grades. she finished college 23 years
i had leangrni problems in schoold iand i was given a lot of tests to find out why and i have a learning disorder with low intell... | Someguy2001a | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-15 07:37:40 | domesticviolence | <es>my step sister (21) that i live with is brilliant and she has an insane good job working from home.<ee> <es>back in school she was praised by everyone for her grades.<ee> <es>she finished college 23 years<ee> <es>i had leangrni problems in schoold iand i was given a lot of tests to find out why and i have a learn... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about you sister's taunts | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel hurt by your sister's abuse | null | true | 210 |
eivabd | Less than 48 hours into the New Year New Decade before I started contemplating suicide. | 0 | rant | 1 | It got to 10 am on Thursday 2nd of January 2020 when I realised I've got nothing. My brain has already checked out and I'm hoping my body will officially check out before night fall somehow. It's currently 5:45 pm, and my thoughts remain the same. Only cried once though, so far, so that's nice.
Hope more of you have l... | MyAnklesAreRingaDing | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 07:44:19 | BPD | <es>Less than 48 hours into the New Year New Decade before I started contemplating suicide.<ee> <es>It got to 10 am on Thursday 2nd of January 2020 when I realised I've got nothing.<ee> <es>My brain has already checked out and I'm hoping my body will officially check out before night fall somehow.<ee> <es>It's currentl... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the suicidal thoughts made you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you were having suicidal thoughts | null | true | 210 |
eojb7t | Two sides | 0 | rant | 1 | I feel like I am dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde. One moment I’m on top of all my
Emotions and preston ( my aggressor) could
Get TF out and the next moment I’m crumpled
To nothing. I feel totally empty.
I don’t know what this feeling is. It feels like the control around my neck that he tried to imply. Sometimes I feel like th... | traciegoeswild | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-14 09:58:11 | domesticviolence | <efs>I feel like I am dr. Jekyl and Mr. Hyde.<efe> <efs>One moment I’m on top of all my Emotions and preston ( my aggressor) could Get TF out and the next moment I’m crumpled To nothing.<efe> <efs>I feel totally empty.<efe> <efs>I don’t know what this feeling is.<efe> <efs>It feels like the control around my neck that... | 0 | 2 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | totally empty | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | this feeling of a spear is through your chest | null | true | 20 |
eiu7ov | I Use My Phone to Jumpstart Memories | 0 | survey | 1 | Does anyone use your text message history as a way to remember things you've said or felt in the past? Or like fondly scroll through previous text conversations and laugh? I've also noticed that I am in such an automatic habit of asking for phone numbers as soon as i feel like I've made a friend, and every so often I s... | PlanetDestroyer54 | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-02 05:52:30 | ADHD | <es>Does anyone use your text message history as a way to remember things you've said or felt in the past?<ee> <es>Or like fondly scroll through previous text conversations and laugh?<ee> <es>I've also noticed that I am in such an automatic habit of asking for phone numbers as soon as i feel like I've made a friend, an... | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 201 |
eug7u5 | I need someone to talk to | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | null | pinknails3142 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-27 00:55:40 | rapecounseling | <rs>I need someone to talk to<re> nan | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | to want to talk to someone | Why are you wanting X ? | someone to talk to | null | null | null | true | 2 |
em42lu | My mom won’t leave my abusive dad— she’s worried he might kill us | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | Hi, everyone. I am a 25-year-old woman, and my biggest problem is that my abusive father is still in the picture. I live far away from home, have built a good life and career for myself and am finally in my first healthy romantic relationship in my life. All is going well, except I really feel like I cannot find peace ... | kelamitykass | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-09 03:42:45 | domesticviolence | <es>Hi, everyone. I am a 25-year-old woman, and my biggest problem is that my abusive father is still in the picture.<ee> <es>I live far away from home, have built a good life and career for myself and am finally in my first healthy romantic relationship in my life.<ee> <efs>All is going well, except I really feel like... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about your mom refusing to move out | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eib5x2 | Fuck 2019 | 1a | rant | 2 | Left abusive relationship. Moved in with abusive family. Put on disability in April. Constant health issues and drs and labs with no answers except maybe slight b12 deficiency, no immunity to mumps (just got the booster yesterday), pt for two different pains, chiropractor 3x a week. Passed out twice in a week due to we... | Agarber92 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 00:12:45 | depression | <es>Left abusive relationship.<ee> <es>Moved in with abusive family.<ee> <es>Put on disability in April.<ee> <es>Constant health issues and drs and labs with no answers except maybe slight b12 deficiency, no immunity to mumps (just got the booster yesterday), pt for two different pains, chiropractor 3x a week.<ee> <es>... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you overcome this difficult period in your life | null | true | 221 |
ejqdtc | What should i do? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | The waiting time until i get into detox and rehab is taking forever and i haven’t given up yet on my motivation to quit drugs, i try to take as little as possible, i don’t know any sober friends and i live hours away from my family, should i still try to kick it? Or wait it out? Unfortunately i have to temporeraly take... | imawesome666 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-04 02:45:53 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>The waiting time until i get into detox and rehab is taking forever and i haven’t given up yet on my motivation to quit drugs.<ee> <es>i try to take as little as possible.<ee> <es>i don’t know any sober friends and i live hours away from my family.<ee> <rs>should i still try to kick it?<re> <rs>Or wait it out?<re> ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | taking the drugs | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eij5h0 | TW Was nearly in a car accident last night. | 1b | rant | 2 | I was walking to my truck with my daughter, her best friend and my dog. Drunk guy turns onto my street as we are leaving to go to my partners place for NYE.
He was racing around my neighborhood in a huge, loud truck with a camper shell. His truck was loud. Like, brought the neighbors out loud. The kids are 5th graders... | danitheteleportingst | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 14:58:56 | ptsd | <es>I was walking to my truck with my daughter, her best friend and my dog.<ee> <es>Drunk guy turns onto my street as we are leaving to go to my partners place for NYE.<ee> <es>He was racing around my neighborhood in a huge, loud truck with a camper shell.<ee> <es>His truck was loud.<ee> <es>Like, brought the neighbor... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how did the incident make you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ent0ds | Hey I’m new to this | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I’m a binge drinker I find myself bored a lot and drink away the boredom. I used to work away a lot so o was constantly in hotel bars and I can’t seem to break the habit of drinking is there any tips for me to break the habit and hopefully become sober. Tonight’s my first sober night in a good few years and I’m ruminat... | DantonyWillo | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-12 20:36:16 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>I’m a binge drinker I find myself bored a lot and drink away the boredom.<ee> <es>I used to work away a lot so o was constantly in hotel bars and I can’t seem to break the habit of drinking.<ee> <rs>is there any tips for me to break the habit and hopefully become sober.<re> Tonight’s my first sober night in a good ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | binge drinking | null | null | null | true | 202 |
epatg2 | Making progress but no one acknowledges it | 1b | rant | 2 | I (23f) have been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety, have been struggling with it since I was a teenager. I've now gone from having major meltdowns and blowout fights with my family at the age of 16 to only having a panic attack here or there and have little to no negative feelings about them directed at my ... | nativevibe | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-15 23:54:40 | mentalillness | <es>I (23f) have been diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety, have been struggling with it since I was a teenager.<ee> <es>I've now gone from having major meltdowns and blowout fights with my family at the age of 16 to only having a panic attack here or there and have little to no negative feelings about them dir... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eqjgc3 | Slow taper | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hello
So I’ve been gradually reducing my dose for a while now attempting to kick a 3-4 year-ish long habit. Use oxy predominantly, sometimes afghan #3 in between my guys prescription but only ever snorted. My question is I’ve obviously been making an effort to reduce my dose and come off, j have had a couple of hiccup... | 45670891bnm | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-18 17:37:22 | OpiatesRecovery | Hello <es>So I’ve been gradually reducing my dose for a while now attempting to kick a 3-4 year-ish long habit.<ee> <es>Use oxy predominantly, sometimes afghan #3 in between my guys prescription but only ever snorted.<ee> <es>My question is I’ve obviously been making an effort to reduce my dose and come off, j have ha... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eis1jw | Replaying your conversations | 0 | survey | 1 | Am I the only one who sits there hours and days after conversations and plays them back in my head. Thinking what I could have said or done differently. I feel the same way about arguments. Afterward I can come up with such good comebacks but at the time I got nothing. | Reapercrue504 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-02 02:43:02 | ADHD | <es>Am I the only one who sits there hours and days after conversations and plays them back in my head.<ee> <es>Thinking what I could have said or done differently.<ee> <es>I feel the same way about arguments.<ee> <es>Afterward I can come up with such good comebacks but at the time I got nothing.<ee> | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | replaying the conversations | What do you need help with now that X? | you are not able to come up with comebacks during conversation | null | true | 200 |
eibq29 | Staying In | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I’m staying in tonight, and I’m okay with that. | madredetodo | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 00:58:12 | depression | I’m staying in tonight, and I’m okay with that. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | thought | true | 0 |
ekjfpr | How do.you deal with a triggering environment? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Tomorrow me and my dad are taking my sister to see Jojo Rabbit for her birthday. Sounds good but the catch is I have to meet then half way and that place is where I went on a lot of dates with my ex and I haven't been there since we separated.
Needless to say I am really nervous about this so I thought I would turn to... | Fatsohuggingbear | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-05 21:39:10 | ptsd | <es>Tomorrow me and my dad are taking my sister to see Jojo Rabbit for her birthday.<ee> <es>Sounds good but the catch is I have to meet then half way and that place is where I went on a lot of dates with my ex and I haven't been there since we separated.<ee> <efs>Needless to say I am really nervous about this so I th... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
em0ykq | I'm too nervous to go to AA | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Alcohol is ruining my life. My husband and I both drink too much. Some days we will come to the conclusion we have been drinking too much and agree to take a few days off, or only drink on the weekends. And it will be fine for awhile, then the bottle of wine or 6 pack of IPA every night will start again. That's not the... | glitterfart1985 | 1 | 0 | 24 | 2020-01-08 23:35:19 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Alcohol is ruining my life.<ee> <es>My husband and I both drink too much.<ee> <es>Some days we will come to the conclusion we have been drinking too much and agree to take a few days off, or only drink on the weekends.<ee> <es>And it will be fine for awhile, then the bottle of wine or 6 pack of IPA every night will... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you to go to AA | null | true | 221 |
eokwum | I'm diagnosed with Generalized Anxiety Disorder (GAD), ask me anything!! | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I'm 21F & have been diagnosed since I was 15-ish.
Feel free to ask me anything. If it's too personal I will tell u I can't reply :) | suicidlcrazedlion | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-14 12:56:14 | mentalillness | I'm 21F & have been diagnosed since I was 15-ish. Feel free to ask me anything. If it's too personal I will tell u I can't reply :) | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
f1sgo4 | I (F24) was assaulted by a close friend (M24) and can't seem to move on.. It's starting to affect my relationship. What should I do? | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | About a year ago a very close friend of mine took advantage of me while we were both extremely drunk and I was asleep. We were at a birthday event in Atlantic City so we split a room with about 6 people. I dont remember getting into bed/falling asleep. I just remember feeling his hand in my underwear trying to get insi... | wickitywickitywecked | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-10 16:10:57 | rapecounseling | <es>I (F24) was assaulted by a close friend (M24) and can't seem to move on..<ee> <es>It's starting to affect my relationship.<ee> <rs>What should I do?<re> <es>About a year ago a very close friend of mine took advantage of me while we were both extremely drunk and I was asleep.<ee> <es>We were at a birthday event in A... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eib1dd | Happy new year and well done!! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I’m so proud of all of you who are still here. It’s a new year, new decade (I’m in London so maybe I’m in the future). Still alive all of yall and I’m proud. We can do this. I’m always here for yous xxx | pathetic_jam | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 00:03:09 | selfharm | I’m so proud of all of you who are still here. It’s a new year, new decade (I’m in London so maybe I’m in the future). Still alive all of yall and I’m proud. We can do this. I’m always here for yous xxx | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
emrpym | Trying to help a friend through this | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | So friend relapsed after 3 years is doing coke/crack. I'm their only line left in life they are staying with me and they say they want help... I didn't expect them to stop overnight but seeing what I think are odd behavior and I just wanted an opinion.
So this week I took them to their first session with a therapist, ... | Needadviceta198 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-10 14:34:15 | addiction | <es>So friend relapsed after 3 years is doing coke/crack.<ee> <es>I'm their only line left in life they are staying with me and they say they want help...<ee> <rs>I didn't expect them to stop overnight but seeing what I think are odd behavior and I just wanted an opinion.<re> <es>So this week I took them to their firs... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your friend's relapse | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eqwxpl | SOS! Got the devil and angel whispering in my ears | 1a | rant | 2 | Im trying to get onto suboxone. Every day i get high and decide todays the day and every day when i get to the 12 hour mark i give in. One thought of getting high and out go all my aspirations and goals and dreams and my whole life... all just to get half high.. zombified... for another day...
But taking the suboxone ... | leavemealoneplssir | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-19 14:33:36 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Im trying to get onto suboxone.<ee> <es>Every day i get high and decide todays the day and every day when i get to the 12 hour mark i give in.<ee> <es>One thought of getting high and out go all my aspirations and goals and dreams and my whole life... all just to get half high.. zombified... for another day...<eE> ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejq5fg | How do I know if I don't love myself? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hi there, I am a 21 year old male. I have never been into relationships, yeah some here and there are there, but very short lived, no deep connection as such. So, I hear people telling me I don't love myself. But I have never felt that way. I have never felt what it means to actually love yourself. Or to love anyone. S... | sampling_bit101 | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-04 02:27:52 | selfhelp | Hi there, I am a 21 year old male. <es>I have never been into relationships, yeah some here and there are there, but very short lived, no deep connection as such.<ee> <es>So, I hear people telling me I don't love myself.<ee> <efs>But I have never felt that way.<efe> <es>I have never felt what it means to actually love ... | 2 | 1 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your feelings when you are told that you don't love yourself | Can you elaborate more on X ? | discovering what is wrong with you | null | true | 211 |
es8u3r | Really needing advice badly | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | So I have issues with binge drinking. I’m 19f and living at home with my boyfriend who moved in after his parents cut off support because he got a dui. I physically fight him when i get so blackout drunk that I have absolutely no memory the next day. I never know who instigates it. I have hit him but I don’t know who h... | ornage-banana | 1 | 0 | 21 | 2020-01-22 07:50:51 | domesticviolence | <es>So I have issues with binge drinking.<ee> <es>I’m 19f and living at home with my boyfriend who moved in after his parents cut off support because he got a DUI.<ee> <es>I physically fight him when i get so blackout drunk that I have absolutely no memory the next day.<ee> <es>I never know who instigates it.<ee> <es>I... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you talk to someone | null | true | 221 |
eidbkq | DAE catastrophize things and let them ruin their life only to realize its not that bad, almost ever? | 1a | survey | 2 | For two years, I let a medical bill haunt me because I thought I owed a hospital like 2,000 dollars and instead of being a rational person I decided I could never come up with that money and like was planning to fake my death. Then I became increasingly anxious about being found by said hospital and somehow the 2,000 t... | requiemforpotential | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 03:26:56 | BPD | <es>For two years, I let a medical bill haunt me because I thought I owed a hospital like 2,000 dollars and instead of being a rational person I decided I could never come up with that money and like was planning to fake my death.<ee> <efs>Then I became increasingly anxious about being found by said hospital and someho... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you control the fear of owing money | null | true | 221 |
en86co | Saturday January 11th | 0 | chitchat | 2 | ## How is everybody doing this morning? I am feeling pretty good overall. Been 1 month since I jumped off of Suboxone at .5 mgs. I stopped smoking Cannabis yesterday. Getting ready to go to a morning meeting, hit two yesterday. I was offered a benzo and turned it down yesterday. I did consider it for a few seconds, but... | c0mm0nSenseplz | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-11 14:41:38 | OpiatesRecovery | ## How is everybody doing this morning? I am feeling pretty good overall. Been 1 month since I jumped off of Suboxone at .5 mgs. I stopped smoking Cannabis yesterday. Getting ready to go to a morning meeting, hit two yesterday. I was offered a benzo and turned it down yesterday. I did consider it for a few seconds, but... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ej6sw0 | Cyberbullying is making me suicidal. | 1a | rant | 1 | null | xxthrowawayaccount24 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 00:03:42 | sad | <es>Cyberbullying is making me suicidal.<ee> nan | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your cyberbullying | How did X make you feel? | the cyberbullying | What do you need help with now that X? | the cyberbullying is making you suicidal | null | true | 100 |
emcjrj | Can anyone else credit part of their sobriety to music? | 0 | survey | 1 | For me, some heavy rock about fighting demons and dealing with shit has really pushed me to stay sober mentally. Sprinkled in with some softer rock for the emotional times too. | Jdizzlerino | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-09 17:06:53 | OpiatesRecovery | For me, some heavy rock about fighting demons and dealing with shit has really pushed me to stay sober mentally. Sprinkled in with some softer rock for the emotional times too. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
el8b1c | I Feel As If I'm Already Dead. My story. | 1b | rant | 2 | Hello, to whom ever may read this. my name is... Brian. I'm 21, and I'm 1 week sober from being raging alcoholic and sex addict. you see, i suffer from bpd. {Borderline personality disorder) and how i cope with things is drinking.. smoking.. doing other illegal drugs, the only way i cope with life is self destruction. ... | _BakaMusic_ | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 07:32:21 | mentalillness | Hello, to whom ever may read this. my name is... Brian. <es>I'm 21, and I'm 1 week sober from being raging alcoholic and sex addict.<ee> <es>you see, i suffer from bpd.<ee> {Borderline personality disorder) <es>and how i cope with things is drinking.. smoking.. doing other illegal drugs, the only way i cope with life i... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you overcome this pain and suffering | null | true | 221 |
eiatm4 | drunk, alone, and depressed on chritsmas eve | 1a | rant | 1 | i feel worthless, every friend of mine abbadonned me on new year's eve and i've returned from my holidays early just for no one to stay with me on new years eve | Aster01451 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2019-12-31 23:45:44 | depression | <es>drunk, alone, and depressed on chritsmas eve<ee> <es><efs>i feel worthless, every friend of mine abbadonned me on new year's eve and i've returned from my holidays early just for no one to stay with me on new years eve<efs><ee> | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about the situation | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel lonely and depressed | title | true | 210 |
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