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ejw0l6
Feeling very hopeless
1a
help-seeking
2
Context: I am a victim of familial CSA, emotional abuse and a recent traumatic surgery which has triggered this downward spiral. 6 months ago I was this happy, career-driven person. Now that this has all happened, I’ve realised and relived all my traumas and can’t really ever seem to ground myself. I’ve put my career ...
visconder
3
0
2
2020-01-04 12:19:39
ptsd
<es>Context: I am a victim of familial CSA, emotional abuse and a recent traumatic surgery which has triggered this downward spiral.<ee> <es>6 months ago I was this happy, career-driven person.<ee> <es>Now that this has all happened, I’ve realised and relived all my traumas and can’t really ever seem to ground myself....
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you feel better
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eigfsf
I want to get sober but can't find a treatment center that will take my insurance.
1a
rant
3
I live in Northern California and I'm on state insurance. Due to a concussion I suffered a couple weeks ago when I was arrested, I lost my job. My slumlord is evicting me and I have no where to go. I've tried finding a treatment center (it has to be in state) to go to through my insurance but every place I've called ...
thebrightorangedawn
1
0
7
2020-01-01 09:10:42
addiction
<rs>I want to get sober but can't find a treatment center that will take my insurance.<re> <es>I live in Northern California and I'm on state insurance.<ee> <es>Due to a concussion I suffered a couple weeks ago when I was arrested, I lost my job.<ee> <es>My slumlord is evicting me and I have no where to go. <ee> <es>I...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eiaflc
Need some clothes that don't stand out too much, but look ok on me (MALE)
0
help-seeking
1
MALE - These colors go well to match my skin tone, hair and beard : Olive green, light brown, peach, any warm undertone, any earth undertone, etc. Blue eyes. I'm 19. Please suggest me some good clothing items that don't stand out. Prefer wearing coat in this weather because I get cold easily.
shamelessrainfall
1
0
3
2019-12-31 23:14:19
socialanxiety
MALE - These colors go well to match my skin tone, hair and beard : Olive green, light brown, peach, any warm undertone, any earth undertone, etc. Blue eyes. I'm 19. Please suggest me some good clothing items that don't stand out. Prefer wearing coat in this weather because I get cold easily.
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
true
0
evf546
Confidence Booster |Let Go Of Fear |Sadness |Grief |Guilt |396hz |Binaural Beats
0
chitchat
4
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altona777
1
0
0
2020-01-29 01:01:13
selfhelp
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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0
ein0gs
Don't Really Know What to Do
1a
help-seeking
2
Using an alt here, therefor the autogenerated name &amp;#x200B; I've been a relatively anxious person most of my life, but it has always been mild. It never really interfered with my life so I didn't seek any help about it. However, about a month ago, a had a big panic attack while at university. I don't really know ...
Odd-Cockroach
1
0
0
2020-01-01 20:08:05
Anxiety
Using an alt here, therefor the autogenerated name &amp;#x200B; <es>I've been a relatively anxious person most of my life, but it has always been mild.<ee> <es>It never really interfered with my life so I didn't seek any help about it.<ee> <es>However, about a month ago, a had a big panic attack while at university.<...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ek6twd
Not an artist, but my favorite pen art
0
chitchat
1
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KrispeeJuan
31
0
10
2020-01-05 02:44:29
mentalillness
Not an artist, but my favorite pen art nan
0
0
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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0
eivefa
sensitivity
1a
rant
2
I really hate blowing up or getting extremely frustrated over the smallest thing.. I really hate not being able to let go of the past and my insecurities I hate being incredibly insecure about my voice and how loud I can possibly be I don’t want to upset others or annoy them but sometimes I don’t catch myself, I get ov...
sarahfinaas
1
0
0
2020-01-02 07:57:59
BPD
<efs>I really hate blowing up or getting extremely frustrated over the smallest thing..<efe> <efs>I really hate not being able to let go of the past and my insecurities<efe> <efs>I hate being incredibly insecure about my voice and how loud I can possibly be<efe> <es>I don’t want to upset others or annoy them but someti...
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f227jw
Bad people are bad.
1b
rant
1
Long story short, two years ago, a "friend" of mine blamed me for being raped. I cut her off. Two years later, I decided to reach out to her again, because a mutual friend of ours told me about how lonely and depressed she is. She did it again. I thought she had changed, but she didn't. She said that what happened was ...
NEETAdjacent
1
0
2
2020-02-11 03:18:01
rapecounseling
<es>Long story short, two years ago, a "friend" of mine blamed me for being raped.<ee> <es>I cut her off.<ee> <es>Two years later, I decided to reach out to her again, because a mutual friend of ours told me about how lonely and depressed she is.<ee> <es>She did it again.<ee> <es>I thought she had changed, but she didn...
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How did X make you feel?
your friend's words
What do you need help with now that X?
your friend blamed you for getting raped
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200
ei7oh8
Try to see through the tears...
0
rant
1
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Elite__yeet
1
0
9
2019-12-31 19:36:43
sad
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
true
0
ek3tu5
Quick question about anxiety.
1a
help-seeking
1
I've had lots of troubles with anxiety in my teens (now 26). I became more and more locked inside my room. After years of struggle I finally told my parents I they send me to some therapist. I left after one session because it's too awkward and "becoming better" means doing weird social stuff to confront your fears....
KaasStok
4
0
6
2020-01-04 22:45:19
socialanxiety
<es>I've had lots of troubles with anxiety in my teens (now 26).<ee> <es>I became more and more locked inside my room.<ee> <es>After years of struggle I finally told my parents I they send me to some therapist.<ee> <es>I left after one session because it's too awkward and "becoming better" means doing weird social s...
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0
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
How did X make you feel?
the therapy
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202
eic5j8
I'm done with life
1a
rant
4
null
ihatelifejustkillme
1
0
5
2020-01-01 01:35:57
selfhelp
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eibv8h
Friends didn’t invite me to their New Years party?
1b
rant
1
Guess who’s all alone on New Years? Me! Cause my friends didn’t even bother to invite me. I confronted her about it and she was like “miss you!❤️ well all hangout soon.” Like thanks... they all have boyfriends now and hangout all together and left me in the dust. I’m always alone and abandoned
lildanibb
1
0
2
2020-01-01 01:10:38
depression
Guess who’s all alone on New Years? Me! <es>Cause my friends didn’t even bother to invite me.<ee> I confronted her about it and she was like “miss you!❤️ well all hangout soon.” <es>Like thanks... they all have boyfriends now and hangout all together and left me in the dust.<ee> <efs>I’m always alone and abandoned<efe>
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2
0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel so alone
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true
220
ft6doz
So tired of depression and medication related sexual dysfunction. (NSFW obviously)
0
rant
1
I've been on Cipralex (escitalopram) for 2 years, mostly for anxiety. Through the 2 years, it's progressively worsened my sexual function. I went through a rough patch about 4 months ago, and had Wellbutrin added (150mg). My doctor was also hopeful that it will help with the sexual dysfunction, as well as help my depre...
scotchtwink
1
0
3
2020-04-01 19:05:29
getting_over_it
<es>I've been on Cipralex (escitalopram) for 2 years, mostly for anxiety.<ee> <efs>Through the 2 years, it's progressively worsened my sexual function.<efe> <es>I went through a rough patch about 4 months ago, and had Wellbutrin added (150mg).<ee> <es>My doctor was also hopeful that it will help with the sexual dysfunc...
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2
0
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What do you need help with now that X?
you have sexual dysfunction and depression
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elto0u
I was low key raped as a teenager and I need some advice on what to do cause I’m just now realizing that I’ve been through some wack stuff in my life.
1b
help-seeking
2
Yeah so I went camping with family and we set up our tents. I have a very large family with new family members like every year. I’m 19 now and this happened when I was like 15-16? So while we were sleeping my step cousin which keep in mind was just gay at the time (now a trans) slipped his hand up my shorts and sucked ...
aponcex7
1
0
7
2020-01-08 14:50:44
rapecounseling
<es> I was low key raped as a teenager.<ee> <rs>I need some advice on what to do cause I’m just now realizing that I’ve been through some wack stuff in my life.<re> <es>Yeah so I went camping with family and we set up our tents.<ee> <es>I have a very large family with new family members like every year.<ee> <es>I’m 19 ...
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ei9jpk
Anyone looking to talk?
1a
help-seeking
1
I feel like I’m a drain and the source of everyone’s problems. Please, I just need to talk to someone who won’t judge.
bummyfunny
1
0
2
2019-12-31 22:03:01
depression
<efs>I feel like I’m a drain and the source of everyone’s problems.<efe> <rs>Please, I just need to talk to someone who won’t judge.<re>
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What made you feel X ?
what you have been causing problems for others
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel about causing problems for others
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ekyiuk
Confrontation on my driveway project
1b
help-seeking
1
Being an introvert means you want to avoid confrontation at all costs. Well I just screwed myself into a sticky position. I hired a local construction company to fix my driveway. Long story short, my driveway was basically a cliff and my car scraped each time I went up it. So I met this dude at my property for a consul...
Torileighh97
1
0
2
2020-01-06 19:02:08
socialanxiety
Being an introvert means you want to avoid confrontation at all costs. <es>Well I just screwed myself into a sticky position.<ee> <es>I hired a local construction company to fix my driveway.<ee> <es>Long story short, my driveway was basically a cliff and my car scraped each time I went up it.<ee> <es>So I met this dude...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you feel afraid of confrontation
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el482z
Help
1a
help-seeking
3
First off i want to say that i dont know if this is the right sub to post this. English is not my first language, expressing my self in english is really hard for me, and this is on mobile yadda yadda.... Im just falling appart, i am always angry, like really really angry all the time, constantly fantasizing about dif...
TheGrammatikialError
1
0
0
2020-01-07 01:47:47
Anger
First off i want to say that i dont know if this is the right sub to post this. English is not my first language, expressing my self in english is really hard for me, and this is on mobile yadda yadda.... <es>Im just falling appart, i am always angry, like really really angry all the time, constantly fantasizing about...
1
2
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what causes your anger
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel troubled by your anger
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120
eiax7s
I Don't Want To Numb The Pain Anymore
0
rant
1
I wake up, i numb myself to my suicidal thoughts and awful life, i go to work, i eat, and i fall asleep. Repeat . I hate my routine. I don't want my life to revolve around numbing myself . I just want to be happy again. Or dead.
Hurtindividual
1
0
1
2019-12-31 23:53:48
depression
<es>I wake up, i numb myself to my suicidal thoughts and awful life, i go to work, i eat, and i fall asleep.<ee> Repeat . <efs>I hate my routine.<efe> <rs>I don't want my life to revolve around numbing myself .<re> <rs>I just want to be happy again.<re> Or dead.
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what caused you to have suicidal thoughts
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel about your life
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ers5w3
Issues with entitlement
1a
rant
2
Hi Reddit, Apologies for the throwaway account. Basically wanted to describe a largely self-diagnosed personality problem I have, then see if anyone else has the same problem and what they did about it. &amp;#x200B; I think it basically boils down to "entitlement" but perhaps it's multiple things going on: * If so...
Sufficient-Side
1
0
2
2020-01-21 09:13:25
selfhelp
Hi Reddit, Apologies for the throwaway account. <rs>Basically wanted to describe a largely self-diagnosed personality problem I have, then see if anyone else has the same problem and what they did about it. <re> &amp;#x200B; <es>I think it basically boils down to "entitlement" but perhaps it's multiple things going ...
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How did X make you feel?
your entitlement issues
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f3ulet
His name.
1b
rant
2
I fucking hate his name. It’s so common and I see it everywhere at work, and every time I get this wave of nausea and absolute rage and feel sad and can barely keep from crying. My heart races and I start trembling. I just instantly remember everything he did to me and the fact that he got exactly what he wanted and is...
clarvoyages
1
0
3
2020-02-14 16:28:36
rapecounseling
<efs>I fucking hate his name.<efe> <efs>It’s so common and I see it everywhere at work, and every time I get this wave of nausea and absolute rage and feel sad and can barely keep from crying.<efe> <efs>My heart races and I start trembling.<efe> <es>I just instantly remember everything he did to me and the fact that he...
2
2
0
null
null
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel your whole life has been derailed
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eit4uv
A promise to myself
0
chitchat
1
I made a promise to myself that I won't cut at all this year, I hope I keep that promise
suprisedpikachumeme
1
0
4
2020-01-02 04:14:40
selfharm
<es>I made a promise to myself that I won't cut at all this year, I hope I keep that promise<ee>
1
0
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you cut yourself
How did X make you feel?
cutting yourself
What do you need help with now that X?
you made a promise to not cut yourself
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true
100
eimk7w
I HATE GOING OUT TO EAT
1c
rant
1
After I finish my food, the intense bordem and having to sit still while waiting for the conversation to die makes me want to EXPLODE. I can't even enjoy any conversation most of the time because the sitting still is killing me. Going out to eat is the only way my family decides to spend time together, so I feel rude ...
BR1GHTBL4CK
1
0
6
2020-01-01 19:35:20
ADHD
<es>After I finish my food, the intense bordem and having to sit still while waiting for the conversation to die makes me want to EXPLODE.<ee> <es>I can't even enjoy any conversation most of the time because the sitting still is killing me.<ee> <efs>Going out to eat is the only way my family decides to spend time toge...
2
2
0
null
null
null
null
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel rude about feeling tense constantly
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true
220
elkool
Day 19
0
help-seeking
1
I was in medication assisted detox for 2 weeks with a 10 day subutex taper and other meds. I was on methadone 60-75 mg for 7 years. Most of the symptoms have passed but my body still feels heavy and energy cannot be mustered. How long does this part last?
cleanslateslut
1
0
2
2020-01-08 00:35:25
OpiatesRecovery
<es>I was in medication assisted detox for 2 weeks with a 10 day subutex taper and other meds.<ee> <es>I was on methadone 60-75 mg for 7 years.<ee> <efs>Most of the symptoms have passed but my body still feels heavy and energy cannot be mustered.<efe> <rs>How long does this part last?<re>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you were taking methadone
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eiomwp
Advice Needed!!!!!
1a
help-seeking
1
Last night I went out for New Year's. We left the club and got home. I don't remember any of this. I started an argument with my partner and i'm not sure what was said. Again I don't remember any of this. And about 5 minutes later I started to have a fitting session and was taken to hospital, a bunch of hours later t...
moldrixx
1
0
0
2020-01-01 22:10:15
BPD
<es>Last night I went out for New Year's. <ee> <es>We left the club and got home.<ee> <es>I don't remember any of this.<ee> <es>I started an argument with my partner and i'm not sure what was said.<ee> <es>Again I don't remember any of this.<ee> <es>And about 5 minutes later I started to have a fitting session and was...
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eireph
I don’t know what career I wanna go for
0
survey
1
I graduated high school in 2017 and I tried college for a year. Didn’t go so well. Currently working at my local newspaper and my parents are pushing me to go do something to get a career of some sort. The thing is I don’t know what I wanna do. Maybe something with computers or construction but I’m not sure. What are s...
Suitable-Potato
1
0
2
2020-01-02 01:51:43
ADHD
<es>I graduated high school in 2017 and I tried college for a year.<ee> <es>Didn’t go so well.<ee> <es>Currently working at my local newspaper and my parents are pushing me to go do something to get a career of some sort.<ee> <es>The thing is I don’t know what I wanna do.<ee> <es>Maybe something with computers or const...
2
0
2
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How did X make you feel?
going to college
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true
202
elrp9o
Been off Adderall, wondering if the withdrawal will completely go away?
0
survey
3
I feel like the biggest encouragement would be hearing from someone who used it before and got over the mental withdrawal symptoms such as depression or anxiety completely or almost completely (bc life still has ups and downs) after some time. I have my questions at the end but before that here is my story: I am 21 ...
frozen_browsing
1
0
0
2020-01-08 11:49:34
addiction
I feel like the biggest encouragement would be hearing from someone who used it before and got over the mental withdrawal symptoms such as depression or anxiety completely or almost completely (bc life still has ups and downs) after some time. I have my questions at the end but before that here is my story: <es>I am...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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elwyj9
What do you do when you get the cravings in the absence of NA meetings or a wide social circle to which you can reach out?
0
survey
1
In short, what distractions work for you? I am on the opioids for severe chronic pain, but I started overusing about four years ago.
agirlhasnoname17
1
0
5
2020-01-08 18:50:46
addiction
<rs>What do you do when you get the cravings in the absence of NA meetings or a wide social circle to which you can reach out?<re> <rs>In short, what distractions work for you?<re> <es>I am on the opioids for severe chronic pain, but I started overusing about four years ago.<ee>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you were taking opioids
How did X make you feel?
taking opioids
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eiz0if
Trying to get the most out of a therapist
1a
help-seeking
1
I'm having a bunch of problems in my marriage. Most of it is due to my lack of ability to communicate with my wife. In the scope of communication, for me, is the ability to listen, comprehend, remember, and share my thoughts effectively. She has been telling me for months to go to a therapist again and I know I need to...
XxRandomHeroxX9
1
0
1
2020-01-02 14:41:00
ADHD
<es>I'm having a bunch of problems in my marriage.<ee> <es>Most of it is due to my lack of ability to communicate with my wife.<ee> <es>In the scope of communication, for me, is the ability to listen, comprehend, remember, and share my thoughts effectively.<ee> <es>She has been telling me for months to go to a therapis...
2
0
2
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eis7w7
Help i want to selfharm again
0
help-seeking
1
I have been "clean" for about 3-4 months but everyday i want to cut myself as deep as i can but i don't want to disappoint my friends and family, please help.
Staef_ESK_
1
0
13
2020-01-02 02:57:14
selfharm
<es>I have been "clean" for about 3-4 months but everyday i want to cut myself as deep as i can but i don't want to disappoint my friends and family, please help.<ee>
1
0
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you want to cut yourself
How did X make you feel?
the urges to cut yourself
What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to control your urge to cut deeper
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true
100
eibm69
New Years party with the family
1a
rant
1
I normally don’t do well with family since I’m really the only one like this, and I’ve gone down a much different path than a lot of them, but today feels especially bad. Im trying to blend and talk but I keep having mini anxiety attacks and can’t really do anything. I feel like everyone is liking at me weird and I ha...
Charmansta
1
0
4
2020-01-01 00:48:43
ADHD
<efs>I normally don’t do well with family since I’m really the only one like this, and I’ve gone down a much different path than a lot of them, but today feels especially bad.<efe> <es>Im trying to blend and talk but I keep having mini anxiety attacks and can’t really do anything.<ee> <efs>I feel like everyone is liki...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what caused the mini panic attacks
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are having mini panic attacks
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eita6t
Appointment follow up with doctor
1a
survey
1
Hey everyone happy new year! I have my appointment with my doctor coming up next week. I'm currently prescribed escitalopram and I've been feeling I've been having more dark thoughts lately. The other day I texted my girlfriend and told her I was thinking of getting "sick" at work and going home and locking myself in ...
AJJ619
1
0
8
2020-01-02 04:28:10
Anxiety
Hey everyone happy new year! <es>I have my appointment with my doctor coming up next week.<ee> <efs>I'm currently prescribed escitalopram and I've been feeling I've been having more dark thoughts lately.<efe> <es>The other day I texted my girlfriend and told her I was thinking of getting "sick" at work and going home ...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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fa7zw7
I've been trying so hard lately
0
rant
2
This past holiday season, I reached an all time low. I had stopped seeing my provider because her solution to my side effects or concerns of worsening depression was to increase my dose. Turns out a high dose of Zoloft just hits harder than a lower dose. I knew it was getting really bad and for a few weeks I felt like ...
ElaineSpencer92
1
0
0
2020-02-27 06:37:37
getting_over_it
<es>This past holiday season, I reached an all time low.<ee> <es>I had stopped seeing my provider because her solution to my side effects or concerns of worsening depression was to increase my dose.<ee> <efs>Turns out a high dose of Zoloft just hits harder than a lower dose.<efe> <es>I knew it was getting really bad an...
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2
0
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are having trouble finding resources for your therapy
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ej0dya
Broke up with my partner a while back, she was diagnosed with BPD. I love her and didn't realise she had BPD and considering getting back together. Any tips for dating a person learning to live with BPD?
1b
help-seeking
1
I've basically written the question above. I broke up with her because I couldn't deal with the fluctuations, inconsistencies &amp; what felt like gaslighting. In retrospect a LOT of what was going on was undiagnosed BPD. She's in therapy now, using medication and I think getting better. I miss and love her and I kn...
Conatus80
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2020-01-02 16:30:15
BPD
<es>Broke up with my partner a while back, she was diagnosed with BPD.<ee> <es>I love her and didn't realise she had BPD and considering getting back together<ee>.<rs> Any tips for dating a person learning to live with BPD?<re> I've basically written the question above. <es>I broke up with her because I couldn't deal w...
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fivpbc
[Update - 1 year later] I did it. I was genuinely happy today for a full 24 hours.
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Around a year ago I posted this: https://www.reddit.com/r/getting_over_it/comments/9a5pj1/i_did_it_i_was_genuinely_happy_today_for_a_full/?utm_medium=android_app&amp;utm_source=share I've come back to say I'm still going strong. There have been minor relapses - but with each day my hope in and love for life and myself...
depression-hope
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2020-03-15 04:15:44
getting_over_it
Around a year ago I posted this: https://www.reddit.com/r/getting_over_it/comments/9a5pj1/i_did_it_i_was_genuinely_happy_today_for_a_full/?utm_medium=android_app&amp;utm_source=share I've come back to say I'm still going strong. There have been minor relapses - but with each day my hope in and love for life and myself...
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eibbse
Need advice on how I can help my wife.
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help-seeking
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Hello my son is almost one years old. My wife is a stay at home mom. Before she was pregnant she stayed at home as well and had free time to do whatever she wanted (art, YouTube, makeup). She has always struggled with social/generalized anxiety but was pretty good at self medicating and once a stressful situation was o...
wolksvagon
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2020-01-01 00:25:54
Anxiety
<es>Hello my son is almost one years old.<ee> <es>My wife is a stay at home mom.<ee> <es>Before she was pregnant she stayed at home as well and had free time to do whatever she wanted (art, YouTube, makeup).<ee> <es>She has always struggled with social/generalized anxiety but was pretty good at self medicating and once...
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your wife's panic attacks
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ekxx8m
Colleagues embarrassed me in front of all my colleagues and users today :/
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rant
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So I stuck up for this girl and risked my own job to help her against a bullying manager and yet she turned on me today and effectively tried bullying me. So in front of the whole room along with her friend tried making me feel so small, why are you not getting the user a chair? Even though there was a chair about a me...
sm243
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2020-01-06 18:19:34
socialanxiety
<es>So I stuck up for this girl and risked my own job to help her against a bullying manager and yet she turned on me today and effectively tried bullying me.<ee> <es>So in front of the whole room along with her friend tried making me feel so small, why are you not getting the user a chair?<ee> <es>Even though there wa...
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you feel embarassed by the incident
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elrj0p
My 7 year journey of becoming a school shooter to a successful, multinational awards winning student. I learned how to control my anger.
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chitchat
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I am 18 male and I can control my anger much better than most people, but it wasn't like this always. From birth I was really prone to violence, I would crash my toys, hit my sister (I am ashamed about this and haven't hit a woman since I am 10 years old), punch the closest wall etc. In school, people would make me ang...
pansem
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2020-01-08 11:30:02
Anger
I am 18 male and I can control my anger much better than most people, but it wasn't like this always. From birth I was really prone to violence, I would crash my toys, hit my sister (I am ashamed about this and haven't hit a woman since I am 10 years old), punch the closest wall etc. In school, people would make me ang...
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ek97of
Will I ever overcome my anxiety?
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help-seeking
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Hi. I don't know how reddit works, I'm new to this.....I fear that I won't ever overcome my anxiety, it keeps me up at night that it would be difficult for me to find a job or ask for help because I think and I think and I can't stop thinking, and I fear that I will forever have this feeling and I imagine how it would ...
alexiasandoval
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2020-01-05 06:18:07
socialanxiety
Hi. I don't know how reddit works, <es>I'm new to this.....I fear that I won't ever overcome my anxiety,<ee> <efs>it keeps me up at night that it would be difficult for me to find a job or ask for help because I think and I think and I can't stop thinking,<efe> <es>and I fear that I will forever have this feeling and I...
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what makes you anxious
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how anxiety keeps you awake at night
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you can't find job due to anxiety
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ese45x
Why worry? Free PDF Self Help Book by George Lincoln Walton | SharingeBook - Download Free PDF Books Legally
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webdeveloper5050
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2020-01-22 16:10:14
selfhelp
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et20yu
Finding the Root
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survey
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Hey everyone, first time poster after lurking for a bit. I’ve dealt with extreme anger issues my whole life, exploding into screaming tirades and hitting things. I’ve been going to therapy and it has been helping—no outbursts for a good while—but I “feel” as if there’s something there that’s causing me to be so angry, ...
TheRealBendejo
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2020-01-24 00:07:13
Anger
Hey everyone, first time poster after lurking for a bit. <es>I’ve dealt with extreme anger issues my whole life, exploding into screaming tirades and hitting things.<ee> <efs>I’ve been going to therapy and it has been helping—no outbursts for a good while—but I “feel” as if there’s something there that’s causing me to ...
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the cause of your anger
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ekrlvv
How much paranoia is too much?
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help-seeking
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I don’t know if this is the right place to post this but I figure if anything hopefully you guys can point me to the right place. Sorry for it being pretty long. So basically I’ve been dealing with some pretty intense paranoia for the vast majority of my life. It was definitely at its worst when I was in highschool a...
TheNatanist
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2020-01-06 09:07:58
mentalillness
I don’t know if this is the right place to post this but I figure if anything hopefully you guys can point me to the right place. Sorry for it being pretty long. <es>So basically I’ve been dealing with some pretty intense paranoia for the vast majority of my life.<ee> <es>It was definitely at its worst when I was in ...
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what would help you overcome the paranoia
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ei8tsg
Streaks make me anxious - are there any apps that hide or at least don’t emphasize them?
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survey
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I’m the kind of perfectionist whose life is a mess in no small part because if something can’t be done perfectly, it’s a struggle to do it at all. I’ve tried a few apps to try to organize my life, and I think the streaks being so prominent turns me off them. Watching a streak go from 100 or even 7 to zero is so depre...
captainblue
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2019-12-31 21:05:09
ADHD
<es>I’m the kind of perfectionist whose life is a mess in no small part because if something can’t be done perfectly, it’s a struggle to do it at all. <ee> <es>I’ve tried a few apps to try to organize my life, and I think the streaks being so prominent turns me off them.<ee> <efs>Watching a streak go from 100 or even ...
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emksda
How can I help my dad?
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help-seeking
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My dad hasn't been to work in over a year initially because of a knee surgery. He's been playing the system ever since and has been drinking every single day and has gained probably over 100 pounds. He doesn't leave the house ever. He literally uses the self starter thing on his truck and let's it run in the driveway f...
caspasee
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2020-01-10 02:59:47
addiction
<es>My dad hasn't been to work in over a year initially because of a knee surgery.<ee> <es>He's been playing the system ever since and has been drinking every single day and has gained probably over 100 pounds.<ee> <es>He doesn't leave the house ever.<ee> <es>He literally uses the self starter thing on his truck and le...
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how you feel about your dad's condition
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your dad is drinking excessively
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ej11dy
How survive 7 days without my meds?
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I take Vyvanse and my doctor will be back in 7 days.
wtfpmf
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2020-01-02 17:18:07
ADHD
<rs>How survive 7 days without my meds?<re> <es>I take Vyvanse and my doctor will be back in 7 days.<ee>
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ej536l
I hate how PTSD is changing me and I don‘t like who I’m becoming.
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survey
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I feel like every single aspect of my personality is affected by it. I have so many problems with regulating my emotions, which is affecting my personal relationships. I lost a lot of joy in things i usually loved doing. I am stressed and tired all the time and i get really snappy. I don‘t like myself like this. I pla...
TreevengerAA
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2020-01-02 22:01:37
ptsd
<es>I hate how PTSD is changing me and I don‘t like who I’m becoming.<ee> <efs>I feel like every single aspect of my personality is affected by it.<efe> <efs>I have so many problems with regulating my emotions, which is affecting my personal relationships.<efe> <efs>I lost a lot of joy in things i usually loved doing.<...
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what would help regulate your emotions
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enl5hp
I need to vent
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rant
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I don't know why I always post stuff like this. I really do appreciate the advice, but I have trouble actually taking it so I dont know how much it helps. I've been feeling kind of depressed/anxious/confused lately I guess. Haven't been diagnosed or anything. I guess I just worry about my social life and life in gene...
notmyaccount_420
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2020-01-12 08:39:20
getting_over_it
I don't know why I always post stuff like this. I really do appreciate the advice, but I have trouble actually taking it so I dont know how much it helps. <efs>I've been feeling kind of depressed/anxious/confused lately I guess.<efe> <es>Haven't been diagnosed or anything.<ee> <es>I guess I just worry about my social...
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what would help you not worry about losing friends
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eicqtw
How do your BPD and OCD symptoms feed into one another?
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I have been diagnosed with BPD and OCD and was wondering how the two disorders manifest together for other people with a similar diagnosis? Also, I can’t seem to find much information on the comorbidity between BPD and OCD, so if anyone could share articles, videos, or any information that they have found it would b...
Yotsume3
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2020-01-01 02:30:53
BPD
<es>I have been diagnosed with BPD and OCD<ee> <rs> I was wondering how the two disorders manifest together for other people with a similar diagnosis? <re> <rs>Also, I can’t seem to find much information on the comorbidity between BPD and OCD, so if anyone could share articles, videos, or any information that they ha...
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having both BPD and OCD
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eqimmx
day 10 off H
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it is possible..! I feel pretty positive about my recovery. I decided to use subs as I am a lifelong drug addict. I remember the first day I smoked weed from then on it was every single day and 16-20 every single weekend id try different drugs. so being clean is really far from my normal. Then of course, a straight 10 ...
smilesreallyalot
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2020-01-18 16:42:16
OpiatesRecovery
it is possible..! I feel pretty positive about my recovery. I decided to use subs as I am a lifelong drug addict. I remember the first day I smoked weed from then on it was every single day and 16-20 every single weekend id try different drugs. so being clean is really far from my normal. Then of course, a straight 10 ...
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es7egj
Got all the answers, not this time
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When I was 18, I was raped by a stranger at a party. It wrecked my life. My PTSD manifested in numerous ways, from the mundane to the extreme. This isn’t why I write today. My best friend, who was a safe haven for me as I healed, raped me years into our friendship and on/off sexual relationship. I never call it rape ...
luna_apollonia
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2020-01-22 05:22:19
rapecounseling
<es>When I was 18, I was raped by a stranger at a party.<ee> <efs>It wrecked my life.<efe> <efs>My PTSD manifested in numerous ways, from the mundane to the extreme. <efe> This isn’t why I write today. <es>My best friend, who was a safe haven for me as I healed, raped me years into our friendship and on/off sexual rel...
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what will help you heal from your friend's abuse
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ei7gcb
When your 2019 was horrible and you say 2020's gonna be better
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but then realize that the world isn't going to magically become nicer to you because it's the new year and that you still have no control over the external conditions that make your life miserable
MRantiswag
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2019-12-31 19:20:18
depression
<efs>but then realize that the world isn't going to magically become nicer to you because it's the new year and that you still have no control over the external conditions that make your life miserable<efe>
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that the year was bad
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how you feel about your life
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the miseries you faced
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ela8p6
im so sad
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help-seeking
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i cant stop crying why cant anyone help me??????
InfamousCauliflower4
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2020-01-07 11:15:57
sad
<efs>im so sad<efs> <efs>i cant stop crying why cant anyone help me??????<efe>
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so sad
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the feeling of sadness
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em39mk
4 weeks
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Today is my 28th day sober, just wanted to say somewhere how grateful I am that this beautiful fellowship exists. This program is a beacon of hope. I am sick, and I have a long way to go, but this program gives me hope that my life can be a beautiful thing.
Domeo81
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2020-01-09 02:36:48
alcoholicsanonymous
Today is my 28th day sober, just wanted to say somewhere how grateful I am that this beautiful fellowship exists. This program is a beacon of hope. I am sick, and I have a long way to go, but this program gives me hope that my life can be a beautiful thing.
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f6sxxw
Someone to talk to
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Anyone feel like chatting for a bit ? Preferably female but dosent really matter ... I feel so alone right now. 😞
My_account99
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2020-02-20 13:18:07
domesticviolence
<rs>Anyone feel like chatting for a bit ?<re> <rs>Preferably female but dosent really matter ... <re> <efs>I feel so alone right now. <efe>😞
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alone
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how you are feeling
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eirsl0
Possible trigger: is this a case of sexual abuse?
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help-seeking
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Just have a quick question. Wasn't sure which subreddit to post this, so I just went with this since my friend is claiming complex PTSD. Anyway, my friend recently told me that her grandmother used to molest her when she was very young. When I dug a bit deeper, she said something about her grandmother repeatedly trea...
ignoring_you
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2020-01-02 02:22:51
ptsd
Just have a quick question. <es>Wasn't sure which subreddit to post this, so I just went with this since my friend is claiming complex PTSD.<ee> <es>Anyway, my friend recently told me that her grandmother used to molest her when she was very young.<ee> <es>When I dug a bit deeper, she said something about her grandmo...
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your friend's situation
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epki4l
I finally slept 6 hours
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I’m starting to feel better again finally, I’m still struggling with mild symptoms. I absolutely feel way better not on Suboxone. That stuff really messed with my brain, I was agitated almost all the time and bloated. I sit here and wonder why I do this crap to myself. Is AA/NA the only way to stay abstinence for l...
swar5484
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2020-01-16 15:05:44
OpiatesRecovery
<efs>I’m starting to feel better again finally, I’m still struggling with mild symptoms.<efe> <es>I absolutely feel way better not on Suboxone.<ee> <efs>That stuff really messed with my brain, I was agitated almost all the time and bloated. <efe> I sit here and wonder why I do this crap to myself. <rs>Is AA/NA the o...
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your symptoms after stopping suboxone
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erw6hs
My Partner is Struggling With My Rape. Advice?
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It’s been over a month since I was raped and I’m making progress. My therapy has been helpful. I’m sleeping and eating again. Honestly looking back on everything, I’m amazed I’m doing so well. My partner is a saint. He has supported me and been taking care of our toddler while I’ve been a shell of a human being. He has...
deeplynugget
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2020-01-21 15:33:05
rapecounseling
<es>It’s been over a month since I was raped and I’m making progress.<ee> <es>My therapy has been helpful.<ee> I’m sleeping and eating again. Honestly looking back on everything, I’m amazed I’m doing so well. <es>My partner is a saint.<ee> <es>He has supported me and been taking care of our toddler while I’ve been a sh...
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elbruh
1 Year
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Today is my partners 1 year sober. I lost him on December 15th, 2019. He struggled with health complications unrelated to his alcoholism and it took his life. He was so kind and gave all of himself to everyone he loved. He fought really hard, after 15 years of struggling with his disease, and this time last year he ch...
frambalamm
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2020-01-07 13:48:19
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>Today is my partners 1 year sober. <ee> <es>I lost him on December 15th, 2019.<ee> <es>He struggled with health complications unrelated to his alcoholism and it took his life.<ee> <es>He was so kind and gave all of himself to everyone he loved.<ee> <es>He fought really hard, after 15 years of struggling with his di...
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losing your partner
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you lost your partner due to health complications
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f28nuy
Why Domestic Abuse Towards Men is Laughed at? Double Standard?
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survey
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sickraw
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2020-02-11 13:57:40
domesticviolence
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erka5e
How do I move on with no memories?
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help-seeking
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Ayoo Its my first post on here and I know this shits long, but please stick with me ;-; Here's some not so quick background info: - Im 18 as of now, and I've been depressed since I was 12 or 13. I feel like ive been stuck in a rut for just about my entire life, and at this point idk how to even begin coming out of ...
F3NN3LL_
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2020-01-20 21:47:28
getting_over_it
Ayoo Its my first post on here and I know this shits long, but please stick with me ;-; Here's some not so quick background info: - <es>Im 18 as of now, and I've been depressed since I was 12 or 13.<ee> <efs>I feel like ive been stuck in a rut for just about my entire life, and at this point idk how to even begin c...
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en9y09
How I Broke free
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LuckyKnowledge9
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2020-01-11 17:03:10
domesticviolence
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ei88zf
Can not wrap my head around...
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help-seeking
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Getting my space cleaned and packed... I have a month to move out of this apartment I've read every '30 tips' every 'where to start' and 'for beginners' and 'for dummies' and every other god damn theory of cleaning and organizing thing I can find, I could probably pass a masters level test in the theory of keepin...
AceTrainerLulu
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2019-12-31 20:20:02
ADHD
<es>Getting my space cleaned and packed... <ee> <es>I have a month to move out of this apartment <ee> <es>I've read every '30 tips' every 'where to start' and 'for beginners' and 'for dummies' and every other god damn theory of cleaning and organizing thing I can find, I could probably pass a masters level test in ...
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eiz14e
Done
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rant
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I posted but it needed a flair. Was removed. I got no help so i did my thing. Mods are not helping by imsisting on this.
iwishiwasaperson
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2020-01-02 14:42:26
BPD
I posted but it needed a flair. Was removed. I got no help so i did my thing. Mods are not helping by imsisting on this.
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ejln3m
This woman's mom faced homelessness because of domestic violence. She created a non-profit to help the hidden homeless.
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TheJaquiLee
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2020-01-03 20:58:27
domesticviolence
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eii1h9
How to help partner understand what I go through?
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Hi, first time posting here. I have severe complex PTSD from a lifetime (I'm 25) of physical and sexual abuse. Ive been married for a year now and it seems like no matter how hard I try to communicate to my husband what I go through, what my triggers are, and the way I feel when I'm having flashbacks or am anxious in c...
Itsvenombitch
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2020-01-01 12:51:23
ptsd
Hi, first time posting here. <es>I have severe complex PTSD from a lifetime (I'm 25) of physical and sexual abuse.<ee> <es>Ive been married for a year now and it seems like no matter how hard I try to communicate to my husband what I go through, what my triggers are, and the way I feel when I'm having flashbacks or am ...
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the flashbacks
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eibao8
New year, a time to remember how far you've come, or not in my case...
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This time last year was the first time I had a full blown sober hallucination and it still freaks me out. Ended up cutting my arms to try and feel pain, to make sure the world was real. Of course the world was real, but my pain was none existent. Unfortunately I haven't really had any help over the past year, if anyt...
wobbletastic
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2020-01-01 00:23:18
BPD
<es>This time last year was the first time I had a full blown sober hallucination.<ee> <efs>it still freaks me out.<efe> <es>Ended up cutting my arms to try and feel pain, to make sure the world was real.<ee> Of course the world was real, but my pain was none existent. <es>Unfortunately I haven't really had any help ...
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f6h9df
I just can’t do it anymore.
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rant
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Yesterday my ex pulled a big chunk of my hair out and I really wanna die. I’m just tired of everything. I don’t deserve this. I feel like it’s never gonna stop.
Violetmama08
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2020-02-19 20:57:56
domesticviolence
<es>Yesterday my ex pulled a big chunk of my hair out and I really wanna die.<ee> <efs>I’m just tired of everything.<efe> <efs>I don’t deserve this.<efe> <efs>I feel like it’s never gonna stop.<efe>
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why your ex beat you
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your ex is physically abusive towards you
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ej2jzd
Any thoughts?
1a
help-seeking
1
What should I do Reddit? My biggest Christmas present was that my parents are getting divorced. Gonna have to move again. Too nice for girls to like. Only thing I have going for me at this point is my good grades in college. Can’t vent to parents cause it’ll F everything up. Can’t tell my friends because I live in a sm...
guxk_1
3
0
4
2020-01-02 19:06:46
sad
What should I do Reddit? <es>My biggest Christmas present was that my parents are getting divorced.<ee> <efs>Gonna have to move again.<efe> <es>Too nice for girls to like.<ee> Only thing I have going for me at this point is my good grades in college. <es>Can’t vent to parents cause it’ll F everything up.<ee> <es>Can’t ...
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how you ffeel about your parents divorce
What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to talk to someone about your situation
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ejb1so
Dealing with anxiety while in a relationship?
0
help-seeking
1
How could I deal with extremely crippling anxiety in a relationship?
sociallyanxious-m
1
0
4
2020-01-03 05:43:26
socialanxiety
<es>How could I deal with extremely crippling anxiety in a relationship?<ee>
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What made you feel X ?
anxious in a relationship
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this feeling of anxiousness
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true
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eimggd
Dunno if I sound selfish (long-ish post)
1b
rant
3
I have a decent amount of friends that deal with mental illness, and I deal with it myself. My best friend and I bonded over our shared issues and have grown together in our journeys to better ourselves and become healthy. For us it's a constant walk of growth, always looking to make sure we can find ways to become str...
Xanthellae-
1
0
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2020-01-01 19:27:35
mentalillness
<es>I have a decent amount of friends that deal with mental illness, and I deal with it myself.<ee> My best friend and I bonded over our shared issues and have grown together in our journeys to better ourselves and become healthy. For us it's a constant walk of growth, always looking to make sure we can find ways to be...
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eiax65
Imagine being in 2020 for 40 min and not feeling any happiness.
1a
rant
1
Well that's me, trying not to seem unhappy so my friends still can enjoy their party and so i don't look like the depressed, boring person that i truly am. I hope sincerely that 2020 will be a better year tho. 2019 for me: my suicidal gf left me after 2 years of relationship to go out with a person she met at his "hosp...
Anitexy
1
0
4
2019-12-31 23:53:40
depression
Well that's me, trying not to seem unhappy so my friends still can enjoy their party and so i don't look like the depressed, boring person that i truly am. I hope sincerely that 2020 will be a better year tho. 2019 for me: my suicidal gf left me after 2 years of relationship to go out with a person she met at his "hosp...
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how 2019 made you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
you are feeling so depressed
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emdog4
Turned the corner, married, had kids, seemed fine. His last texts were clear but he covered the sincerity with that desperation to seem normal. RIP Leon.
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chitchat
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noyafabian
1
0
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2020-01-09 18:25:06
mentalillness
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emapgp
ALL medical professionals should be required extensive training on PTSD
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help-seeking
3
Just a rant. Its long. Malware is software written specifically to harm and infect the host system. PTSD is the malware infecting my system and FEAR is the virus that wrecks havoc. So I have been triggered and my symptoms take over my entire being. I have 3 options Flee Freeze  Or Fight  These are the ONLY options ...
sweetsandia
1
0
47
2020-01-09 14:56:06
ptsd
Just a rant. Its long. Malware is software written specifically to harm and infect the host system. PTSD is the malware infecting my system and FEAR is the virus that wrecks havoc. So I have been triggered and my symptoms take over my entire being. I have 3 options Flee Freeze  Or Fight  These are the ONLY options ...
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eijmit
Mississippi
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chitchat
1
Just curious. Anyone here from the ‘Sip?
ilikemycrazy
1
0
1
2020-01-01 15:44:04
addiction
Just curious. Anyone here from the ‘Sip?
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ek5r65
Is it just me being selfish or something else
1b
help-seeking
2
Since beginning of middle school I have been feel so upset and didn't wanted to do anything i felt lost and hopeless. There was one time where my friends were in a lower place tham mine in ski. I tried to support them so they wont be that sad anymore and i felt so incredibly guilty. What if i where in a lower place tha...
Ran_Mori
1
0
2
2020-01-05 01:16:15
mentalillness
<efs>Since beginning of middle school I have been feel so upset and didn't wanted to do anything i felt lost and hopeless.<efe> There was one time where my friends were in a lower place tham mine in ski. <efs>I tried to support them so they wont be that sad anymore and i felt so incredibly guilty.<efe> What if i where ...
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f2g9q5
I don't have control over myself, please help me
1a
help-seeking
1
I'm 17 and often when I get killed or something doesn't work in a game I rage quit and scream and start throwing things. Sometimes I destroy something or hurt myself and I really dont like it. It just builds up and i just explode. Once I screamed so hard and loud the neighbours called the 911. I cant handle my emotions...
PM_ME_UR_BOOBY
1
0
1
2020-02-11 22:23:11
Anger
<es>I'm 17 and often when I get killed or something doesn't work in a game I rage quit and scream and start throwing things.<ee> <es>Sometimes I destroy something or hurt myself and I really dont like it.<ee> <es>It just builds up and i just explode.<ee> <es>Once I screamed so hard and loud the neighbours called the 91...
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what would help you control your rage
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elancv
How to keep them from drawing you in again?
1b
help-seeking
2
.. I don’t want to say too much. He served jail time. He almost killed me. i got away. How do I remind myself that I am not the guilty party? How do I stay free forever? I never stopped loving him. And I hate myself for it. I am so susceptible to the tears and the suicide threats. The melting in your arms crying and...
treyci
1
0
1
2020-01-07 12:00:39
domesticviolence
.. I don’t want to say too much. <es>He served jail time.<ee> <es>He almost killed me.<ee> <es>i got away.<ee> <rs>How do I remind myself that I am not the guilty party?<re> <rs>How do I stay free forever?<re> <es>I never stopped loving him.<ee> <efs>And I hate myself for it. <efe> <es>I am so susceptible to the tear...
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ekq60q
the fact that you are here looking for support means you haven't given up and you are working towards healing. it means you are fighting
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chitchat
1
i'm proud of you take care everyone
onwardtomanagua
1
0
5
2020-01-06 06:34:57
ptsd
the fact that you are here looking for support means you haven't given up and you are working towards healing. it means you are fighting i'm proud of you take care everyone
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eiy4lc
Forgiving myself
1a
chitchat
2
I’ve suffered from anxiety since a very young age and it wasn’t until I was 20 years old that I knew what it was. That was 5 years ago now. And as many of you will know with anxiety comes a kind of self hatred. For me personally, if I were to leave the house I would over analyse how I look, how I smell, what I said to...
jfk9514
1
0
4
2020-01-02 13:17:39
socialanxiety
I’ve suffered from anxiety since a very young age and it wasn’t until I was 20 years old that I knew what it was. That was 5 years ago now. And as many of you will know with anxiety comes a kind of self hatred. For me personally, if I were to leave the house I would over analyse how I look, how I smell, what I said to...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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elljmb
Used to be an achiever student but failing badly in law school
1a
rant
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I used to be an achiever in grade school, high school and even graduated with Latin Honors in college. Now that I’m in Law School, I am stressed and anxious more than ever. The bar exams in our country is very competitive and so law schools are very competitive, too. My law school just failed half of the batch for a s...
meggxyy
1
0
4
2020-01-08 01:41:57
selfhelp
<es>I used to be an achiever in grade school, high school and even graduated with Latin Honors in college.<ee> <efs>Now that I’m in Law School, I am stressed and anxious more than ever.<efe> <es>The bar exams in our country is very competitive and so law schools are very competitive, too.<ee> <es>My law school just fa...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel stressed due to failing the subject
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elbg4b
My cat has kidney disease and is slowly withering away, she won’t make it much longer I don’t think :(
1b
rant
1
My 17 year old cat that I’ve had since I was 3, has kidney disease and it’s made her lose weight drastically. She’s nearly 4lbs, went from 9lbs. My mom told me this morning she thinks she won’t make it much longer. Breaks my heart, but I’m gonna spend as much time as possible with her.
Miimmoouuu
1
0
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2020-01-07 13:18:54
sad
<es>My 17 year old cat that I’ve had since I was 3, has kidney disease and it’s made her lose weight drastically.<ee> <es>She’s nearly 4lbs, went from 9lbs.<ee> <es.My mom told me this morning she thinks she won’t make it much longer.<ee> <efs>Breaks my heart, but I’m gonna spend as much time as possible with her.<efe>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
how the cat's disease making you feel
What do you need help with now that X?
overcome the sadness
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eonsju
Please help
0
help-seeking
1
This is Day 2 of detox of heroin. Can someone please give me some tips and tricks to get thru this hell
_223s903_
1
0
7
2020-01-14 16:48:13
OpiatesRecovery
<es>This is Day 2 of detox of heroin.<ee> <rs>Can someone please give me some tips and tricks to get thru this hell<re>
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your heroin usage before the detox
How did X make you feel?
being in detox
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eim1jr
2019 Pixelated. Daily Mood (left) and Intrusive Thoughts (right) (details in comments)
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chitchat
1
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YoureAlwaysNobody
1
0
5
2020-01-01 18:56:29
mentalillness
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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true
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eoom00
How much is too much?
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help-seeking
1
My friend recently told me they’re a recovering addict. They have been sober for about 20 days and they told me on Saturday. I’m sad I didn’t know they were struggling because they hid it well but I want to be there to support them every step of the way. Is a daily text asking how they’re doing / feeling alright, ...
yomommaeatsfarts
1
0
10
2020-01-14 17:47:53
addiction
<es>My friend recently told me they’re a recovering addict.<ee> <es>They have been sober for about 20 days and they told me on Saturday. <ee> <efs>I’m sad I didn’t know they were struggling because they hid it well<efe> <rs>but I want to be there to support them every step of the way. <re> <rs>Is a daily text asking...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
your friend's addiction
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel about your friend's addiction
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eia9rw
i bought a DBT workbook for myself :)
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chitchat
1
i'm so happy, even though i know it can't completely "fix" me i hope that going through it will help me even a little bit :)))
manfromanother-place
1
0
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2019-12-31 23:01:28
BPD
i'm so happy, even though i know it can't completely "fix" me i hope that going through it will help me even a little bit :)))
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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f42j02
How to “realise” your anger?
1a
help-seeking
1
Hey, It’s been two days that I’ve accepted that I have a problem with my anger management. When checking online nearly all the articles either suggest to take a break or do some aggressive sport like boxing etc. Tbf, I’m having my aggression just in my mind and even I’m not a good writer ppl tell me I can come up w...
StrangeYou
1
0
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2020-02-15 01:44:12
Anger
Hey, <es>It’s been two days that I’ve accepted that I have a problem with my anger management. <ee> When checking online nearly all the articles either suggest to take a break or do some aggressive sport like boxing etc. <es>Tbf, I’m having my aggression just in my mind and even I’m not a good writer ppl tell me I c...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
your anger outbursts
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f0feel
Coping with trauma
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survey
1
What are some things you have done to cope with your trauma from your rape? The bad and the good .
Mslioness
1
0
9
2020-02-07 19:24:08
rapecounseling
<rs>What are some things you have done to cope with your trauma from your rape?<re> <rs>The bad and the good .<re>
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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f0mw5s
Ever since I finished high school I’ve been waking up with anxiety attacks because of the future. I can’t function. I’m so scared. I need help.
1a
help-seeking
2
I simply just cannot function in life, I want to give up so badly. I want to lay in my bed all day and just hide from this society. I don’t usually get anxiety in general but the anxiety is sometimes so intense that it’s difficult to get out of the house. Recently I’ve been trying to improve myself with baby steps (dri...
-BoB-
1
0
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2020-02-08 04:59:02
getting_over_it
<efs>I simply just cannot function in life, I want to give up so badly.<efe> <efs>I want to lay in my bed all day and just hide from this society.<efe> <es>I don’t usually get anxiety in general but the anxiety is sometimes so intense that it’s difficult to get out of the house.<ee> <es>Recently I’ve been trying to imp...
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emr3o3
Twenty-Four Hours a Day, 1.10
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chitchat
3
Thought When we were drinking, most of us were full of pride and selfishness. We believed we could handle our own affairs, even though we were making a mess of our lives. We were very stubborn and didn't like to take advice. We resented being told what to do. Do us, humility looked like weakness. But when we came...
Whtsox
1
0
1
2020-01-10 13:44:59
alcoholicsanonymous
Thought When we were drinking, most of us were full of pride and selfishness. We believed we could handle our own affairs, even though we were making a mess of our lives. We were very stubborn and didn't like to take advice. We resented being told what to do. Do us, humility looked like weakness. But when we came...
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emkjwc
My addictions
1a
rant
3
The first time I got high was with this guy named Tim. Our realtionship was sex, weed and well more fucking sex. But God damn the weed was good. I was high through that summer and honestly cared less. It was beginning and end, I didn't care that it was destroying me. I didn't want to face reality. Tim was also a dr...
badpandaunicorns
1
0
0
2020-01-10 02:40:27
addiction
<es>The first time I got high was with this guy named Tim.<ee> <es>Our realtionship was sex, weed and well more fucking sex.<ee> But God damn the weed was good. <es>I was high through that summer and honestly cared less.<ee> <es>It was beginning and end, I didn't care that it was destroying me.<ee> <es>I didn't want ...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
your addictions
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ej2t24
Advice would be appreciated!
0
help-seeking
2
My boyfriend (20 yrs old) and I (19 yrs old) have been together for 6 months. We’re currently in a long distance relationship and things are going great! Thing is I do want to improve more to understand/help my boyfriend. Let me be more specific on what I want to improve on 1. Appreciation. I want him to feel more app...
SweepyBean
2
0
12
2020-01-02 19:24:03
ADHD
My boyfriend (20 yrs old) and I (19 yrs old) have been together for 6 months. We’re currently in a long distance relationship and things are going great! Thing is I do want to improve more to understand/help my boyfriend. Let me be more specific on what I want to improve on 1. Appreciation. I want him to feel more app...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ej0xhl
Repost:Teenage addiction/dependence ?
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help-seeking
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Repost: Teeenage drug addiction/dependence question. Addictive personality/ High dependence ? Am I Drug Dependent Im posting this here because i don’t know where else to do so (I do not intend to undermine what anybody is going through by putting this here, sorry in advance for my naivety) I’m 18 in a few months...
fakemarx
1
0
1
2020-01-02 17:10:16
addiction
Repost: Teeenage drug addiction/dependence question. Addictive personality/ High dependence ? Am I Drug Dependent Im posting this here because i don’t know where else to do so (I do not intend to undermine what anybody is going through by putting this here, sorry in advance for my naivety) I’m 18 in a few months...
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How did X make you feel?
consuming drugs
What do you need help with now that X?
you are having excessive craving for drugs
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eianod
Not knowing how to be happy
1a
rant
1
I’ve noticed a large factor of my depression cycles is not knowing what it’s like to be happy/content. At the moment I like to think I’m happy or content but if I slow down and ask myself if I’m happy I don’t have a straight forward answer but the worlds not gray like it usually is and I feel like I have some meaning s...
JangoTheMerc
1
0
2
2019-12-31 23:32:22
depression
I’ve noticed a large factor of my depression cycles is not knowing what it’s like to be happy/content. At the moment I like to think I’m happy or content but if I slow down and ask myself if I’m happy I don’t have a straight forward answer but the worlds not gray like it usually is and I feel like I have some meaning s...
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1
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
the cause of your depression cycles
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel during your depression cycle
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel not knowing how to be happy is a cause of your depression
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eozftm
Need help
1a
help-seeking
1
I’m not really sure how to start this off, I’ve never been good at writing things. It always makes so much more sense in my head. I guess I’ll start with this. I’m 24 years old &amp; my life has been spiraling since about 2-3 years ago. How? Within that time I’ve managed to total 3 cars, be convicted of 2 DUIs &amp...
bonypoy
1
0
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2020-01-15 07:58:04
alcoholicsanonymous
I’m not really sure how to start this off, I’ve never been good at writing things. It always makes so much more sense in my head. I guess I’ll start with this. <es>I’m 24 years old &amp; my life has been spiraling since about 2-3 years ago.<ee> How? <es>Within that time I’ve managed to total 3 cars, be convicted of...
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the incidents in your life make you feel
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you live a better life
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eisktd
My boyfriend broke up with me because he can't deal with the emotional impact me being raped has had on him. How do I move forward?
1b
help-seeking
1
*Me (22f), Him (23m) *Been together for 2 and a half years *He states he is emotionally unavailable *He wants to have a break and focus on himself *I feel like I have lost my bestfriend, my dignity &amp; myself. *I now feel like I'm reliving emotions I thought I had dealt with *He still wants to keep in conta...
strawbsoya
1
0
3
2020-01-02 03:27:05
rapecounseling
*Me (22f), Him (23m) *Been together for 2 and a half years *He states he is emotionally unavailable *He wants to have a break and focus on himself *I feel like I have lost my bestfriend, my dignity &amp; myself. *I now feel like I'm reliving emotions I thought I had dealt with *He still wants to keep in conta...
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enr5tm
Started outpatient therapy for my ptsd and schizoaffective disorder. Since I quit drinking a year ago, everything on the inside is a mess. I feel disgusted and angry all the time with multiple daily panic attacks.
1a
rant
1
Its really hard to start this program. But I survived the first day. I feel by doing these groups, I'm indulging all my fears and I had one long panic attack the whole time. But I noticed some positives a few hours later. I set up my transportation for the 6 week program so I'm committing myself more so I dont run away...
bearsBscary
1
0
0
2020-01-12 18:27:12
mentalillness
<es>Started outpatient therapy for my ptsd and schizoaffective disorder.<ee> <es>Since I quit drinking a year ago, everything on the inside is a mess.<ee> <efs>I feel disgusted and angry all the time with multiple daily panic attacks.<efe> Its really hard to start this program. But I survived the first day. <efs>I feel...
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ej3crt
Dear Big Brother
1b
rant
1
Why? I always thought that you retained enough of yourself to at least care for our safety. I always felt like you were still in there. I guess I was wrong. I wish that I wasn't.
AliyaG
3
0
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2020-01-02 20:02:18
addiction
Why? I always thought that you retained enough of yourself to at least care for our safety. I always felt like you were still in there. I guess I was wrong. I wish that I wasn't.
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eli1pl
please help
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help-seeking
2
i’ve tried to kill myself so many times. all i’ve ever done is overdose and hang myself. pretty much failed all attempts. the next time i’m going to try, i’m going to jump off a cliff. i’m really struggling. i’ve been struggling for so long. i had the perfect girlfriend. she was an angel. i looked after her and she lo...
nwaisou
1
0
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2020-01-07 21:26:37
mentalillness
<es>i’ve tried to kill myself so many times.<ee> <es>all i’ve ever done is overdose and hang myself.<ee> pretty much failed all attempts. the next time i’m going to try, i’m going to jump off a cliff. <es>i’m really struggling.<ee> <es>i’ve been struggling for so long.<ee> <es>i had the perfect girlfriend.<ee> she was...
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ekn1ev
Some kind of vulnerability confession??
1a
rant
2
Without spilling my big traumatic sob story (sexual abuse, suicide, addiction blah blah) in short my life has proven to me over and over again that no one can be trusted and everyone who can will be taken away. These days I live in a house with my incredibly supportive partner of 3 years and even though I am safe and ...
ioshajazz
1
0
2
2020-01-06 02:05:16
Anger
<es>Without spilling my big traumatic sob story (sexual abuse, suicide, addiction blah blah) in short my life has proven to me over and over again that no one can be trusted and everyone who can will be taken away.<ee> <es>These days I live in a house with my incredibly supportive partner of 3 years and even though I ...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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What do you need help with now that X?
your anger is hurting you
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eje652
How to kick social anxiety's butt?
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Hi Reddit! I wanted to vent for a bit about my social shortcomings and that kind of jazz. This is because tomorrow I'm going to be moving countries in order to work on my Master's thesis. This is wildly exciting for me, because I love the research topic and can't wait for the change of environment. I also want to grab...
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2020-01-03 11:25:28
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Hi Reddit! I wanted to vent for a bit about my social shortcomings and that kind of jazz. This is because tomorrow I'm going to be moving countries in order to work on my Master's thesis. This is wildly exciting for me, because I love the research topic and can't wait for the change of environment. I also want to grab...
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I hope takilover gets raped again because she’s a no good bitch Who deserves that shit for undermining other victims
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2020-01-31 17:40:14
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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