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ej8awx | Social anxiety | 1a | rant | 1 | I question and analyze my every move SO much around other people... I’ll do something slightly embarrassing and fixate on it, and my brain will supply memories of other times when I embarrassed myself years ago. Then it’ll snowball into me wanting to isolate myself.
I have this constant feeling of wanting to start ove... | strugglebugstruggles | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-03 01:58:02 | BPD | <es>I question and analyze my every move SO much around other people...<ee> <es>I’ll do something slightly embarrassing and fixate on it, and my brain will supply memories of other times when I embarrassed myself years ago.<ee> <es>Then it’ll snowball into me wanting to isolate myself.<ee> <efs>I have this constant fe... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you fixate on embarrassing things you do | null | true | 220 |
ezm4b1 | How to stop turning anger inward? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Every time I get massively furious, I somehow turn it inward on myself so then when it starts to dissipate, I get somewhat suicidal. How do I fix this? | pinewoodssnake | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-06 03:34:29 | Anger | <es>Every time I get massively furious, I somehow turn it inward on myself so then when it starts to dissipate, I get somewhat suicidal.<ee> <rs>How do I fix this?<re> | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | directing anger to yourself | null | null | suicidal | true | 202 |
ei84z6 | New years eve | 1a | rant | 1 | Sooooo, i'm at a party with my friends, and still I sit alone on a couch feeling like shit...
Well happy 2020 guys :) | Liantis | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2019-12-31 20:11:19 | depression | <efs>Sooooo, i'm at a party with my friends, and still I sit alone on a couch feeling like shit...<efe> Well happy 2020 guys :) | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | like shit at the party | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you felt during the party | What can help you overcome X ? | the bad experience at the party | null | true | 10 |
eiqwt9 | Forgot something in my tea | 0 | rant | 1 | So there was a time where I wanted tea so of course I get a mug and heat up the water. I pour the water in the cup and I noticed something was off.
It was because I forgot the teabag...
I forgot to put tea in my tea | pzrple | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 01:11:35 | ADHD | So there was a time where I wanted tea so of course I get a mug and heat up the water. I pour the water in the cup and I noticed something was off. It was because I forgot the teabag... I forgot to put tea in my tea | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
fzs6b3 | how to survive high school with a (really) bad reputation | 0 | chitchat | 4 | This is a topic I’ve been wanting to speak on since I began to feel the weight of it at the age of fourteen. It’s not easy to talk about, but I know how alone and out-of-place I felt at times in high school. I wish I had known someone from this community who wasn’t ashamed of having a bad reputation, someone who was wi... | ethel1996 | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2020-04-12 07:15:22 | getting_over_it | This is a topic I’ve been wanting to speak on since I began to feel the weight of it at the age of fourteen. It’s not easy to talk about, but I know how alone and out-of-place I felt at times in high school. I wish I had known someone from this community who wasn’t ashamed of having a bad reputation, someone who was wi... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eo9jpz | Wife’s passed out on floor 2pm | 1b | rant | 1 | She drank an entire bottle because she is sad. Passed out, sits up occasionally to throw up, I’m caring for our infant son, she cannot. Try to talk to her about it and she tears into me, lost a client for my business, should be working, instead I am covering for her. She feels anything, happy, sad, mad. She drinks. Old... | Annon-1 | 1 | 0 | 22 | 2020-01-13 20:13:07 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Wife’s passed out on floor 2pm<ee> <es>She drank an entire bottle because she is sad.<ee> <es>Passed out, sits up occasionally to throw up, I’m caring for our infant son, she cannot.<ee> <es>Try to talk to her about it and she tears into me, lost a client for my business, should be working, instead I am covering fo... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your wife is drinking heavily | null | true | 220 |
en86q8 | Highlight of my Week | 0 | chitchat | 2 | I’d like to write a brief post skipping all the backstory and just simply explain my favorite couple hours of my week these days.
I’m 32, sober almost 10 years. I spent Friday nights in the city I grew up in at my mothers house. Around 730PM I walk just a couple blocks to a bus stop where I get on a free university co... | LostintheSauce229 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-11 14:42:40 | alcoholicsanonymous | I’d like to write a brief post skipping all the backstory and just simply explain my favorite couple hours of my week these days. I’m 32, sober almost 10 years. I spent Friday nights in the city I grew up in at my mothers house. Around 730PM I walk just a couple blocks to a bus stop where I get on a free university co... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ejxeqm | Day 37. Thought I relapsed last night | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I have been having some fucked up dreams. I’m pretty sure there from these nicotine patches though not from withdrawals. I dreamt about doing dope. It was so real when I woke up I thought I actually had. I was pretty upset.
This is a great reminder of why I shouldn’t relapse. I would have been crushed. It wasn’t till ... | marduk123789 | 4 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-04 14:43:35 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I have been having some fucked up dreams.<ee> <es>I’m pretty sure there from these nicotine patches though not from withdrawals.<ee> <es>I dreamt about doing dope.<ee> <es>It was so real when I woke up I thought I actually had.<ee> <efs>I was pretty upset.<efe> This is a great reminder of why I shouldn’t relapse. ... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the dreams make you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having weird dreams | null | true | 210 |
engf8n | For those who are still suffering | 1a | chitchat | 2 | For those who are still suffering.
I got back from a motorcycle ride today. Unfortunately the roads are still soaked in new England, which made for a tricky ride. I was hoping for some dry weather, but oh well.
I drove the bike off the lot with zero miles last october, and got almost 1200 miles on it since. Every tim... | Another_con | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-12 01:00:00 | alcoholicsanonymous | For those who are still suffering. I got back from a motorcycle ride today. Unfortunately the roads are still soaked in new England, which made for a tricky ride. I was hoping for some dry weather, but oh well. I drove the bike off the lot with zero miles last october, and got almost 1200 miles on it since. Every tim... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eivhsd | If Only I Can Live Multiple Lifetimes | 0 | rant | 1 | For me, this is what ADHD feels like. It’s frustrating not knowing everything. Every time I watch a movie / TV show, I imagine myself doing what the characters are doing (not the acting, but the scenario itself), and if I thought some of them are hard, I’d feel so insecure.
Although it’s frustrating most of the time, ... | Naaaaaas90 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 08:09:03 | ADHD | <es>For me, this is what ADHD feels like.<ee> <efs>It’s frustrating not knowing everything.<efe> <efs>Every time I watch a movie / TV show, I imagine myself doing what the characters are doing (not the acting, but the scenario itself), and if I thought some of them are hard, I’d feel so insecure.<efe> <es>Although it’... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 120 |
etm7g2 | Left for the second time, PTSD, feeling hopeless | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I got out of an domestic abusive relationship for the last time a few weeks ago. He was arrested in May, and I got back together with him and stood up for him in court, and we got back together in September after not speaking for months. He was going through treatment and I thought he was getting better, but in mid - D... | madalenka222 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-25 04:37:28 | domesticviolence | <es>I got out of an domestic abusive relationship for the last time a few weeks ago.<ee> <es>He was arrested in May, and I got back together with him and stood up for him in court, and we got back together in September after not speaking for months.<ee> <es>He was going through treatment and I thought he was getting be... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f2npvr | Can the body show rape trauma after months of it happening? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I think I was raped.. but I don’t know. I was black out drunk and only remember feeling pain saying no then curling up and falling asleep only to not remember what happened. I felt so sore when I got home it hurt so badly pee it stung so much I cried in pain. I felt like I couldn’t even open my legs. I had bruises all ... | cheryyymoonnn | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-12 07:43:03 | rapecounseling | <rs>Can the body show rape trauma after months of it happening?<re> <es>I think I was raped.. but I don’t know.<ee> <es>I was black out drunk and only remember feeling pain saying no then curling up and falling asleep only to not remember what happened.<ee> <efs>I felt so sore when I got home it hurt so badly pee it st... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you felt after the incident | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ekafpw | I'm on vacation in NYC, but I'm still sad. What would make me slightly less sad? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | null | ReelBigFizz | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-05 08:34:35 | sad | null | 0 | 1 | 2 | What made you feel X ? | sad | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you are feeling during vacation | null | null | null | true | 12 |
eine7d | Sometimes I read something, write a comment and then delete it because I think Im gonna look like an idiot posting that comment. | 1a | rant | 1 | Even over the internet, hidden behind my phone, completely anonymous I still get extremely anxious when trying to engage a conversation. Just wow | zumapax | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 20:37:14 | Anxiety | <es>Even over the internet, hidden behind my phone, completely anonymous I still get extremely anxious when trying to engage a conversation.<ee> Just wow | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what makes you anxious during conversation | How did X make you feel? | the anxiety | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel anxious even in online conversation | null | true | 100 |
eifw0k | It would be so easy | 1b | rant | 1 | I realized how easy it would be for me to kill myself. I can go a whole day with no one checking on me. But that also scares me. What if I go hours with no one noticing. Realistically though I won’t kill my self as long as my mom is alive, she already lost one kid and she has said to me before that I’m the only reason ... | trtlpewr2002 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-01 07:59:16 | selfharm | <es>I realized how easy it would be for me to kill myself.<ee> <es>I can go a whole day with no one checking on me.<ee> <efs>But that also scares me.<efe> <es>What if I go hours with no one noticing.<ee> <es>Realistically though I won’t kill my self as long as my mom is alive, she already lost one kid and she has said ... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are having suicidal thoughts | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are afraid of being alone | null | true | 120 |
eq50mo | Made a huge mistake at work and need advice | 1a | rant | 3 | **warning:** contains disturbing mentions of self-harm (cutting), depression, and suicide.
It is also very long, so I have bolded the most important part towards the bottom.
**TLDR: Went to work black out drunk & passed out in the locker room. Manager found me unconscious with self-inflicted cuts on my arms fro... | QuietlyMenacing | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-17 19:22:05 | alcoholicsanonymous | **warning:** contains disturbing mentions of self-harm (cutting), depression, and suicide. It is also very long, so I have bolded the most important part towards the bottom. <es>**TLDR: Went to work black out drunk & passed out in the locker room.<ee> <es> Manager found me unconscious with self-inflicted cuts on... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eif51c | new years resolution ..? | 0 | chitchat | 1 | maybe i’ll actually succeed this time. maybe i’ll actually take my last breaths ..
i can only hope... | silkyluvv | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 06:29:53 | sad | <es>maybe i’ll actually succeed this time. maybe i’ll actually take my last breaths .. <ee> i can only hope... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are having suicidal thoughts | How did X make you feel? | these thoughts | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having suicidal thoughts | null | true | 100 |
ek4xqf | Have you ate your med yet? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Ever have people around you say that to you? To some people, this may seemed nothing. For myself, it’s like someone just stab you in the heart. And that someone is someone close to you. I guessed the intention of the question was “you don’t look well, maybe you should take your med”. If only life is so simple in my min... | bornin1980s | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-05 00:09:51 | mentalillness | Ever have people around you say that to you? To some people, this may seemed nothing. For myself, it’s like someone just stab you in the heart. And that someone is someone close to you. I guessed the intention of the question was “you don’t look well, maybe you should take your med”. If only life is so simple in my min... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f63618 | Helping a friend | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | My best friend has been with her boyfriend for a year now and it is her first relationship ( she is 17 and so is he). She has always made excuses for bruises and things by saying it was play fighting, she once had a black eye and said she just dropped her phone on her face which is clearly not the truth but has recentl... | woody020811 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-19 01:53:43 | domesticviolence | <es>My best friend has been with her boyfriend for a year now and it is her first relationship ( she is 17 and so is he).<ee> <es>She has always made excuses for bruises and things by saying it was play fighting, she once had a black eye and said she just dropped her phone on her face which is clearly not the truth but... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eicqhw | (21F) Anyone having a rough night and want to chat? | 0 | survey | 1 | I feel pretty alone right now and I’d love to chat with someone. I don’t want to ruin anyone else’s celebration with my bad mood, so I’m just here by myself. | throwaway0706199 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-01 02:29:55 | ptsd | <efs>I feel pretty alone right now and I’d love to chat with someone.<efe> I don’t want to ruin anyone else’s celebration with my bad mood, so I’m just here by myself. | 0 | 1 | 2 | What made you feel X ? | lonely | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel | null | null | null | true | 12 |
fnv3ri | I Don't Deserve Anything | 1a | rant | 1 | Thia is not a post for pity or anything like that. I do not understand myself. I do not understand why I can't keep happiness and love in my life and when I have it, I destroy it and pulverize it. I make choices to make sure that I fuck everything up. I always have. I don't deserve the love I was given. I don't think I... | SpaceBubz | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-03-24 00:10:38 | getting_over_it | Thia is not a post for pity or anything like that. <es>I do not understand myself.<ee> <es>I do not understand why I can't keep happiness and love in my life and when I have it, I destroy it and pulverize it.<ee> <es>I make choices to make sure that I fuck everything up.<ee> <es>I always have.<ee> <es>I don't deserve t... | 2 | 1 | 1 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you felt about losing the best person in your life | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you heal | null | true | 211 |
ejmedc | How do you deal? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | How do you deal with your family/friends reactions to self harm? My good friend/roomate doesnt really understand. She says I can come to her if I need support. But she always reacts with anger and that I should leave her out of it and that she doesnt want to baby me. And makes me feel even worse than I did to start out... | greysaly | 3 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 21:51:15 | selfharm | <rs>How do you deal with your family/friends reactions to self harm?<re> <es>My good friend/roomate doesnt really understand.<ee> <es>She says I can come to her if I need support.<ee> <es>But she always reacts with anger and that I should leave her out of it and that she doesnt want to baby me.<ee> <efs>And makes me fe... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you do self harm | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
ejdd8l | DAE get vertigo during stressful conversations? | 0 | survey | 1 | I don’t know if vertigo is the correct term for it, but I have noticed that when I am confronted with big issues and big emotions, I get the craziest sense that my head is rolling back and forth on a half pipe. I typically isolate or lash out in anger, but it hasn’t really been an option during the specific instances ... | msfantasma666 | 4 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-03 09:55:16 | BPD | <es>I don’t know if vertigo is the correct term for it, but I have noticed that when I am confronted with big issues and big emotions, I get the craziest sense that my head is rolling back and forth on a half pipe.<ee> <efs>I typically isolate or lash out in anger, but it hasn’t really been an option during the specif... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you control the vertigo | null | true | 221 |
eu9x3p | how do i stop blowing up when i'm mad? | 1a | help-seeking | 3 | honestly, i feel like there is something so irreparably broken about me, and maybe there is.
I (29f) love my partner (34m) so much, and still, when i get very angry, i get mean. i take on an abrasive tone, say sarcastic, cutting things to him, threaten to break up, accuse him of being messed up, etc.
i always hate ... | RabidRainbow | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-26 17:45:20 | Anger | <efs>honestly, i feel like there is something so irreparably broken about me, and maybe there is. <efe> <es>I (29f) love my partner (34m) so much, and still, when i get very angry, i get mean.<ee> <es>i take on an abrasive tone, say sarcastic, cutting things to him, threaten to break up, accuse him of being messed up,... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eify55 | Abraham Lincoln : “I am now the most miserable man living. If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family, there would not be one cheerful face on the earth. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | This quote describes my whole life | mofifa16 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 08:05:54 | socialanxiety | Abraham Lincoln : “<es>I am now the most miserable man living.<ee> If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family, there would not be one cheerful face on the earth. <es>This quote describes my whole life<ee> | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | miserable | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel | What can help you overcome X ? | you feel so miserable | title | true | 10 |
eic5dt | Sister knows I think | 1b | rant | 2 | I have lots of scars on my leg and today my pajama pants kinda went up I was laying on the couch with my (baby sister 2 yrs) and my other sisters come in the living room and my (younger sister 5 yrs ) (middle school sister 11 yrs) and my 5 yr old sister asked what r this on ur legs so I quickly make a excuse “I trippe... | Iwannabeacowboybabe | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 01:35:31 | selfharm | I have lots of scars on my leg and today my pajama pants kinda went up I was laying on the couch with my (baby sister 2 yrs) and my other sisters come in the living room and my (younger sister 5 yrs ) (middle school sister 11 yrs) and my 5 yr old sister asked what r this on ur legs so I quickly make a excuse “I trippe... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you cut yourself | How did X make you feel? | your sister knowing about your self harm | What do you need help with now that X? | your sister knows about your self harm | null | true | 100 |
en8l9d | Twenty-Four Hours a Day, 1.11 | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Thought
When we were drinking most of us never thought of helping others. We liked to buy drinks for people, because that made us feel like big shots. But we only used others for our own pleasure. Do really go out and try to help somebody who needed help never occurred to us. Do us, helping others looked like a su... | Whtsox | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-11 15:17:07 | alcoholicsanonymous | Thought When we were drinking most of us never thought of helping others. We liked to buy drinks for people, because that made us feel like big shots. But we only used others for our own pleasure. Do really go out and try to help somebody who needed help never occurred to us. Do us, helping others looked like a su... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ekyacz | I'm good :) :( | 0 | chitchat | 2 | null | AL0411 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 18:45:34 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
elbcok | Ex had someone over | 1b | rant | 1 | The disrespect, fuck man. Went to get a hotel and my bank account is overdrawn for paying “our” bills, and she’s probably wearing the Victoria’s Secret I got her for Christmas yayyyyy life | Chris1659 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 13:09:45 | sad | <es>Ex had someone<ee> <es>The disrespect, fuck man.<ee> <es>Went to get a hotel and my bank account is overdrawn for paying “our” bills, and she’s probably wearing the Victoria’s Secret I got her for Christmas yayyyyy life<ee> | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | you ex seeing someone else | What do you need help with now that X? | you are upset about your ex seeing someone else | title | true | 200 |
eidrbi | Anxiety, panic and fireworks | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | This year the noises are a lot for me to handle for some reason. I can’t find my headphones; help? Anyone else having issues with the fireworks? :( i feel so dumb but ugh! I’m trying to concentrate on other things. | jen-freckle-face | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 04:10:26 | Anxiety | <es>This year the noises are a lot for me to handle for some reason.<ee> <rs>I can’t find my headphones; help?<re> <rs>Anyone else having issues with the fireworks?<re> :( <efs>i feel so dumb but ugh! I’m trying to concentrate on other things.<efe> | 1 | 1 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are unable to handle fireworks | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the fireworks make you feel | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you handle the sounds | null | true | 111 |
eiobbl | Bliss | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Through all the pain and self harm I still stare into a void of night full of nothing and great stories that glow in the space between stars the stories my father told me when I was younger glisten too my life is meaningless but with you it's become something I know it won't get better but I smile for now I am become b... | clocksix | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 21:46:09 | selfharm | Through all the pain and self harm I still stare into a void of night full of nothing and great stories that glow in the space between stars the stories my father told me when I was younger glisten too my life is meaningless but with you it's become something I know it won't get better but I smile for now I am become b... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
entbik | I believe that my dad has relapsed and is doing cocaine again. I have no idea what to do. | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I'm 25 and about a year ago I moved to the same city as my dad (53). I've tried to deny it as long as possible, but I keep picking up on things that lead me to believe he's definitely relapsed and I'm not sure what to do.
\[Backstory\] Working in finance, my dad was surrounded by and struggled with cocaine in the late... | drug__throwaway | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-12 20:57:20 | addiction | <es>I'm 25 and about a year ago I moved to the same city as my dad (53).<ee> <es>I've tried to deny it as long as possible, but I keep picking up on things that lead me to believe he's definitely relapsed and I'm not sure what to do.<ee> \[Backstory\] <es>Working in finance, my dad was surrounded by and struggled with... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you think your dad has relapsed | null | true | 220 |
ei9f4p | Happy New Year! | 0 | survey | 2 | Well, it's still Old Years eve here but I wish you all the best for 2020!
I stayed home because I didn't feel like partying. I live in a busy Europe and wanted to protect my ancient front door from Northern tourist piss™ and lately, I just can't handle all the stimuli and commotion that's going on during a big ce... | HineniNeni | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 21:52:39 | ADHD | Well, it's still Old Years eve here but I wish you all the best for 2020! <es>I stayed home because I didn't feel like partying.<ee> <es>I live in a busy Europe and wanted to protect my ancient front door from Northern tourist piss™ and lately, I just can't handle all the stimuli and commotion that's going on dur... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the new year celebrations | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eiqvg1 | Drinking helps my social anxiety but now I’m super embarrassed | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | So I got drunk at a nye party & my friends just sent me pics and videos... now I’m super embarrassed that I loosened up that much and made a fool of myself. I looked like a complete idiot and now it’s saved forever. I cannot stop thinking about what I possibly said or even did off camera. How can I stop overthinkin... | SomePumpkin | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-02 01:08:31 | Anxiety | <es>So I got drunk at a nye party & my friends just sent me pics and videos...<ee> <efs>now I’m super embarrassed that I loosened up that much and made a fool of myself.<efe> <es>I looked like a complete idiot and now it’s saved forever.<ee> <es>I cannot stop thinking about what I possibly said or even did off came... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eobtry | Same Shit Every Day | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I was hoping someone here could help provide me with insight or advice because I am completely lost.
I cannot go a single day without taking some sort of mind altering substance. No matter how hard I try I cannot get through the day. Logically I have a good life. Wife, kids, good job, car etc. But emotionally it’s ab... | biscuithead85 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 2020-01-13 22:47:35 | addiction | <rs>I was hoping someone here could help provide me with insight or advice because I am completely lost. <re> <es>I cannot go a single day without taking some sort of mind altering substance.<ee> <es>No matter how hard I try I cannot get through the day.<ee> <es>Logically I have a good life.<ee> <es>Wife, kids, good j... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | emotional health | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eibgft | Executive function and medication | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | TLDR: has medication significantly improved your executive function (not focus, concentration)? If so, which class of medications were most helpful?
Hi all,
I am curious about your experience with medication. My biggest issue at work is actually with working memory, mental organization and planning, and cognitive fle... | Shrewcifer2 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 00:35:47 | ADHD | <rs>TLDR: has medication significantly improved your executive function (not focus, concentration)?<re> <rs>If so, which class of medications were most helpful?<re> Hi all, <rs>I am curious about your experience with medication.<re> <es>My biggest issue at work is actually with working memory, mental organization and... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eilhdw | Vent/rant. Starting outpatient treatment soon. I've been against it but I'm noticing I'm not functioning at the level I want to be. I dont know how to change how ill I feel in my own skin all the time. | 1a | rant | 2 | I (m 33) have no real support system for my emotional problems. So sorry for bringing them here. But writing down how I feel and what is going on has helped a lot.
I've been dealing with severe negative emotions, (stress, anxiety, fear, disgust, anger) pretty much 24/7. Also with severe flashbacks. I beat myself up ... | bearsBscary | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 18:14:15 | ptsd | <es>I (m 33) have no real support system for my emotional problems.<ee> So sorry for bringing them here. But writing down how I feel and what is going on has helped a lot. <efs>I've been dealing with severe negative emotions, (stress, anxiety, fear, disgust, anger) pretty much 24/7.<efe> <es>Also with severe flashba... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you with your negative emotions | null | true | 221 |
ekmxi5 | Fucked me up | 1b | rant | 1 | I've been in love with you for almost 6 months and for half of those times you were with me. We had a sort of relationship and you said you loved me too, turns out you were just using my love for the last 4 months to get over your ex and now you dropped me like I was nothing because you're still in love with him. I ga... | wimall | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-06 01:56:52 | sad | <es>I've been in love with you for almost 6 months and for half of those times you were with me.<ee> <es>We had a sort of relationship and you said you loved me too, turns out you were just using my love for the last 4 months to get over your ex and now you dropped me like I was nothing because you're still in love wi... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel used by the person you love | null | true | 220 |
eq6dd9 | [HOW TO] get comfort meds? | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | Hello friends,
I have been a long time follower of the sub, but this is my first official post.
I am going to be detoxing this weekend/ following week for about the 1000th time. I will be going the CT route without suboxone / methadone.
I have read many other posts from users on this community saying that pregabli... | CaptainMorgner | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-17 20:58:09 | OpiatesRecovery | Hello friends, I have been a long time follower of the sub, but this is my first official post. <es>I am going to be detoxing this weekend/ following week for about the 1000th time.<ee> <es>I will be going the CT route without suboxone / methadone.<ee> <es>I have read many other posts from users on this community ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | all the relapses | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ev7it1 | I’m getting disowned She didn’t reply to my other messages | 1b | rant | 1 | null | scrappy_devil | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-28 16:16:30 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
fhgix7 | Date cancelled because of corona lol | 1b | rant | 1 | Finally had a date after 25 years. Was so excited. Cancelled because my country decided to do a lockdown because of the Coronavirus. :) I am going to die alone. :) Fuck, this really sucks lmao | whimsicaldesert | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-03-12 13:43:19 | getting_over_it | Finally had a date after 25 years. Was so excited. Cancelled because my country decided to do a lockdown because of the Coronavirus. :) I am going to die alone. :) Fuck, this really sucks lmao | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eprdkk | AA meeting experience | 0 | survey | 1 | Hi guys! To keep others that are in the steps of recovery private, I didn’t want to attend a meeting if I wasn’t in a recovery path myself. For those of you who go to Alcoholics Anonymous weekly, bi weekly, or more often, how are your experiences in A.A.? How was your experience the first time going to A.A.? What are s... | kittycamacho1994 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-16 23:08:53 | alcoholicsanonymous | Hi guys! <es>To keep others that are in the steps of recovery private, I didn’t want to attend a meeting if I wasn’t in a recovery path myself.<ee> <rs>For those of you who go to Alcoholics Anonymous weekly, bi weekly, or more often, how are your experiences in A.A.?<re> <rs>How was your experience the first time going... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your addiction | How did X make you feel? | your addiction | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ejme5d | 20M , please read first | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Hello
I'm a 20 years old as i write this request here . since my childhood , i wasn't enough confident to get along with girls , although i had some oppurtunities to along with them , im not going to say that i'm an introvert but my friends circle is really reducing by time by filtring the toxic ones .
So all what I a... | v_245 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-03 21:50:45 | socialanxiety | Hello I'm a 20 years old as i write this request here . <es>since my childhood , i wasn't enough confident to get along with girls , although i had some oppurtunities to along with them , im not going to say that i'm an introvert but my friends circle is really reducing by time by filtring the toxic ones .<ee> <rs>So ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ej8nr6 | Two days into the New Year..... | 1a | rant | 1 | I’ve (M 41) been trying so hard to not yell at my kids. I was doing so good, like a full month with no yelling. Today Jan 2nd I lost it. I screamed at my daughter (14) then my wife. I don’t want to. I want to be a peaceful parent. I’ve never hit my kids because I don’t believe in violence, I don’t believe in yelling e... | knaks74 | 18 | 0 | 24 | 2020-01-03 02:25:38 | Anger | <es>I’ve (M 41) been trying so hard to not yell at my kids.<ee> I was doing so good, like a full month with no yelling. <es>Today Jan 2nd I lost it.<ee> <es>I screamed at my daughter (14) then my wife.<ee> <rs>I don’t want to.<re> <rs>I want to be a peaceful parent.<re> <es>I’ve never hit my kids because I don’t belie... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the outburst made you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel unable to control your anger | null | true | 210 |
eiavi8 | Fuck 2020 | 1c | rant | 1 | I barely survived another fuckin year from hell. I have nothing to look forward to. I'm totally alone. I'm only hanging around for my kids which I barely see. It doesn't getting any better. This is total bullshit! | shayethewise | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 23:49:56 | depression | <es>I barely survived another fuckin year from hell.<ee> <es>I have nothing to look forward to.<ee> <es>I'm totally alone.<ee> <es>I'm only hanging around for my kids which I barely see.<ee> <efs>It doesn't getting any better.<efe> This is total bullshit! | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you had a bad year | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about the past year | What do you need help with now that X? | you had a bad year and feel lonely | null | true | 110 |
eid0gv | Why not. One more to punish every screw up of 2019. | 0 | rant | 1 | ...A number which is pretty disproportionately high compared to other years. Why not.
Counted up 68 total self harm cases since Jan. 11th btw. On the other hand the streak I just broke was nine days, so not bad. | AegilnoprstV | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 02:56:33 | selfharm | <es>Why not.<ee> <es>One more to punish every screw up of 2019.<ee> ...A number which is pretty disproportionately high compared to other years. Why not. <es>Counted up 68 total self harm cases since Jan.<ee> <es>11th btw.<ee> <es>On the other hand the streak I just broke was nine days, so not bad.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you cut yourself so much | How did X make you feel? | harming yourself | What do you need help with now that X? | you want to cut yourself for every bad thing in 2019 | null | true | 100 |
ek3cku | Fear of being judged by your music tastes | 0 | survey | 1 | There is a specific name for it, does anybody know? | penspinner123 | 39 | 0 | 33 | 2020-01-04 22:08:58 | socialanxiety | There is a specific name for it, does anybody know? | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eit3j7 | The worst is when you don't feel like doing anything at all but cutting, and regardless of how much you do it never feels like enough | 1a | rant | 1 | null | _waytothedawn_ | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 04:11:17 | selfharm | <efs>The worst is when you don't feel like doing anything at all but cutting, and regardless of how much you do it never feels like enough<efe> | 0 | 2 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | why you feel the cutting is never enough | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | the feeling that the cutting is never enough | null | true | 20 |
eio77i | Advice? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | For the past 12/13years I have found it difficult to start and hold conversations, Which is why I try to avoid talking to people as much as i can because i know I’ll end up messing up and I'll Sweat, blush, stutter, mind going blank and Heart beating fast etc.. When i mess up a conversation i think all day / night abou... | Mysteriously7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 21:37:26 | socialanxiety | <es>For the past 12/13years I have found it difficult to start and hold conversations,<ee> <efs>Which is why I try to avoid talking to people as much as i can because i know I’ll end up messing up and I'll Sweat, blush, stutter, mind going blank and Heart beating fast etc..<efe> <efs>When i mess up a conversation i thi... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the difficult conversations | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you find holding conversations difficult | null | true | 120 |
ej8hx3 | PTSD or just really bad complicated grief? | 1a | rant | 2 | Someone I loved very much killed himself with a shotgun on st. Patrick's day 2019 and I am surrounded by pictures of him and his things in my house but at the same time I try to avoid thinking of him as much as possible. I can talk about him sometimes without letting myself feel it but it almost always comes out when I... | howlwolfy555 | 5 | 0 | 15 | 2020-01-03 02:13:05 | ptsd | <es>Someone I loved very much killed himself with a shotgun on st. Patrick's day 2019 and I am surrounded by pictures of him and his things in my house but at the same time I try to avoid thinking of him as much as possible.<ee> <efs>I can talk about him sometimes without letting myself feel it but it almost always com... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with your pain | null | true | 221 |
elmkzk | How are the flashbacks so real | 0 | rant | 1 | Why can’t I get myself out of them? Even when I am telling myself I’m safe, I can’t leave them. I’m so mental exhausted. | deeplynugget | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-08 03:03:29 | rapecounseling | <es>How are the flashbacks so real<ee> <rs>Why can’t I get myself out of them?<re> <es>Even when I am telling myself I’m safe, I can’t leave them.<ee> <efs>I’m so mental exhausted.<efe> | 1 | 1 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your flashbacks | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the flashbacks make you feel | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with the flashbacks | null | true | 111 |
eryqjh | My girlfriend was assaulted | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | TW graphic description of sexual assault.
2 days ago, my girlfriend was assaulted on the city bus. She was the only one riding when a man sat next to her. He grabbed her thigh and threatened to kill her if she screamed. He dug into her thigh hard enough to leave bruises. He ripped her underwear and penetrated her wi... | MisterFrogJudgesYou | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-21 18:25:48 | rapecounseling | TW graphic description of sexual assault. <es>2 days ago, my girlfriend was assaulted on the city bus.<ee> <es>She was the only one riding when a man sat next to her.<ee> <es>He grabbed her thigh and threatened to kill her if she screamed.<ee> <es>He dug into her thigh hard enough to leave bruises.<ee> <es>He ripped... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your girlfriend getting assaulted on the bus | What do you need help with now that X? | your girlfriend is terrified of making a report | null | true | 200 |
emag6c | Small flow i found in my notes | 0 | chitchat | 3 | A voice you never hear cuz its hiding in my temple.. Scribbling away
And it isnt that simple to say. Im in a haze and i dont know what im doing but im going anyway
Spark it up and space out, Blow a couple clouds sitting in the car on a night out
Its the same shit but a different day and we're old now, shit man i d... | captain-melonhead | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-09 14:36:00 | addiction | A voice you never hear cuz its hiding in my temple.. Scribbling away And it isnt that simple to say. Im in a haze and i dont know what im doing but im going anyway Spark it up and space out, Blow a couple clouds sitting in the car on a night out Its the same shit but a different day and we're old now, shit man i d... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eizeoa | Does anyone have a hard time finding the right medication? | 1a | survey | 1 | I have ptsd and hyper vigilance and my dr and I are working on finding a medication that will help me sleep and reduce anxiey, but they all seem to make things worse and make me more hyper. I’ve tried amytriptaline, trazodone, prozac, lexapro, lithium. Like nothing can calm me down. I can’t take Xanax or benzos. I’m at... | pizzahoarder09876 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-02 15:13:29 | ptsd | <es>I have ptsd and hyper vigilance and my dr and I are working on finding a medication that will help me sleep and reduce anxiey.<ee> <efs>but they all seem to make things worse and make me more hyper.<efe> <es>I’ve tried amytriptaline, trazodone, prozac, lexapro, lithium.<ee> <es>Like nothing can calm me down.<ee> <e... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your ptsd and hyper vigilance | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | medicines are not calming you down | null | true | 120 |
eibv6c | Please stand by, transformation in progress. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | As we all know- hobbies and interests are fleeting for us with BPD. I can’t speak for everyone, but I know this is accurate for me. I don’t want to have superficial interests anymore. I want to dive deep in something that catches my attention.
I was explaining this to my (F) girlfriend (does not have BPD, has other m... | shuffdub | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 01:10:29 | BPD | As we all know- hobbies and interests are fleeting for us with BPD. I can’t speak for everyone, but I know this is accurate for me. I don’t want to have superficial interests anymore. I want to dive deep in something that catches my attention. I was explaining this to my (F) girlfriend (does not have BPD, has other m... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eidagt | Bad anxiety during/after night out | 1a | survey | 1 | Anyone else feel really overwhelmed when clubbing/raving? Like even through the drunkenness you can feel the anxiety and self doubt creeping in. The fear of rejection is made worse. You want to connect with people and you’re slightly better at it while drunk but you start overthinking what you are like while sober and ... | CheersSonsCrying_ | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 03:23:51 | socialanxiety | <rs>Anyone else feel really overwhelmed when clubbing/raving?<re> <efs>Like even through the drunkenness you can feel the anxiety and self doubt creeping in.<efe> <efs>The fear of rejection is made worse.<efe> <es>You want to connect with people and you’re slightly better at it while drunk but you start overthinking wh... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eot543 | How to avoid addiction in the first place? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I know I have an extremely addictive personality. I've been good at not beginning something when I know I could get addicted such as gambling. I worked at a store that sold lottery tickets and was pressured into pitching in $1 for a billion dollar pot about I year ago and was very open and said I can't, I know I'd get ... | Capieshka | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-14 22:58:35 | addiction | <es>I know I have an extremely addictive personality.<ee> <es>I've been good at not beginning something when I know I could get addicted such as gambling.<ee> <es>I worked at a store that sold lottery tickets and was pressured into pitching in $1 for a billion dollar pot about I year ago and was very open and said I ca... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ey18fo | Afraid of taking medications. Please help | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Hi,
I'm 28 year old female living with my husband and 2 kids under 5 years. Recently we went for a therapy to a doctor who is a psychiatrist. After listening for nearly an hour, the doctor had prescribed me with 3 tablets.
1.sizodon
2.d-veniz
3.lonazep
He also asked specifically to not to look at the side effects ... | snoobiee | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-02-03 04:15:53 | getting_over_it | Hi, <es>I'm 28 year old female living with my husband and 2 kids under 5 years.<ee> <es>Recently we went for a therapy to a doctor who is a psychiatrist.<ee> <es>After listening for nearly an hour, the doctor had prescribed me with 3 tablets.<ee> <es>1.sizodon<ee> <es>2.d-veniz<ee> <es>3.lonazep<ee> <es>He also as... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eq37oc | Sometimes recovery from alcoholism requires working on the underlying issues that led to the drinking -- anxiety disorder, PTSD, depression -- including the alcohol addiction. Otherwise, it's impossible to manage the alcoholism for the long term. | 1b | chitchat | 2 | This is why the 12 Steps require such deep examination of ourselves. We can get sober, but if those issues remain unresolved, the likelihood of drinking again is a looming possibility. The first two steps is often the stopping point for newcomers at AA, and if they don't go further into the steps, it's likely they'll r... | Bawonga | 1 | 0 | 50 | 2020-01-17 17:10:47 | alcoholicsanonymous | This is why the 12 Steps require such deep examination of ourselves. We can get sober, but if those issues remain unresolved, the likelihood of drinking again is a looming possibility. The first two steps is often the stopping point for newcomers at AA, and if they don't go further into the steps, it's likely they'll r... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eib34y | Fireworks give me anxiety and it's new year, go way loud bangs!! | 1b | rant | 1 | null | StormRider21 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 00:06:39 | Anxiety | <es>Fireworks give me anxiety and it's new year, go way loud bangs!!<ee> nan | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why fireworks make you anxious | How did X make you feel? | the loud fireworks | What do you need help with now that X? | new year fireworks make you anxious | null | true | 100 |
em0tfm | What seemed at first a flimsy reed, has proved to be the loving and powerful hand of God | 0 | chitchat | 2 | I love this line in the Big Book. It means so much to me now with some time under my belt and some perspective | jungoracle | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-08 23:24:18 | alcoholicsanonymous | I love this line in the Big Book. It means so much to me now with some time under my belt and some perspective | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ei7x78 | being a smoker sucks wile in a flow or preservation | 1a | rant | 2 | when im in a flow or preservation state and i feel the urge to smoke my focus is often gone after im done smoking, im planning to stop smoking but when i tried it before my ADHD symptoms increased dramatically (studies show thats often the case with ADHD) so im going to stop then the time is there but it just sucks te ... | hydro1212 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 19:54:56 | ADHD | <es>when im in a flow or preservation state and i feel the urge to smoke my focus is often gone after im done smoking, im planning to stop smoking.<ee> <es>but when i tried it before my ADHD symptoms increased dramatically (studies show thats often the case with ADHD)<ee> <efs>so im going to stop then the time is there... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the ADHD symptoms make you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to stop smoking | null | true | 210 |
eip4wk | DAE ever feel like a whirlwind of chaos? | 0 | survey | 2 | I feel like that's one of the only ways to describe myself. Even though I seem put together on the outside, inside I'm constantly spinning and changing. It's pure chaos. Sometimes I can enjoy it, but other times it's so loud and it's like watching a tornado rip the world apart. Except I'm the tornado and there's no sto... | SynnieSchrantz | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 22:52:08 | BPD | <efs>DAE ever feel like a whirlwind of chaos?<efe> <efs>I feel like that's one of the only ways to describe myself.<efe> <efs>Even though I seem put together on the outside, inside I'm constantly spinning and changing.<efe> <efs>It's pure chaos.<efe> <efs>Sometimes I can enjoy it, but other times it's so loud and it's ... | 0 | 2 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | like a whirlwind of chaos | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | the feeling of being like a tornado of chaos | null | true | 20 |
ejbb9r | What are the treatments for personality disorders? | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | null | manmeet10 | 0 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 06:08:16 | BPD | <rs>What are the treatments for personality disorders?<re> | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | you want treatments for personality disorders | Why are you wanting X ? | treatments for personality disorders | null | null | null | true | 2 |
eit7qt | I can’t face the fear that my girlfriend and I may split | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hello, recently I have been facing some problems in my relationship. I 16 male have been saying my 16 female girlfriend for just over 8 months now. We have had our rough patches and ups and down. But all in all everything has gone smoothly. I have however suffered extreme anxiety and depression for almost my entire tee... | this_is_a_throw_acc_ | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 04:21:57 | Anxiety | <es>Hello, recently I have been facing some problems in my relationship.<ee> <es>I 16 male have been saying my 16 female girlfriend for just over 8 months now.<ee> <es>We have had our rough patches and ups and down.<ee> <es>But all in all everything has gone smoothly.<ee> <es>I have however suffered extreme anxiety and... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
einwvf | What topic does your ADHD brain outright reject? | 0 | survey | 1 | Mine absolutely refuses to care or think about insurance, or taxes. Finances in general are very dicey, and I suck at them, and if you threatened to set me on fire or do my own taxes, I’d get the gasoline. Are there topics other people find unbearable?
What do you do to help yourself with those things? Thank goodn... | nursehoneybadger | 1 | 0 | 40 | 2020-01-01 21:15:24 | ADHD | <rs>What topic does your ADHD brain outright reject?<re> <es>Mine absolutely refuses to care or think about insurance, or taxes.<ee> <es> Finances in general are very dicey, and I suck at them, and if you threatened to set me on fire or do my own taxes, I’d get the gasoline. <ee> <rs>Are there topics other people find ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | doing your taxes | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eib0ya | I can’t handle long pauses between texts | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I try to be casual when it comes to relationships but I just can’t 😭
I’ve gone on two dates with a new person, and already I’m immobilized if she doesn’t text me back. I know that I’ll drive her off if I request too much attention too soon... I do this with everyone I really like. My day is literally horrible until I... | MarieMarieIsMe | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-01 00:02:11 | BPD | <es>I try to be casual when it comes to relationships but I just can’t <ee> <es>I’ve gone on two dates with a new person, and already I’m immobilized if she doesn’t text me back.<ee> <es>I know that I’ll drive her off if I request too much attention too soon... I do this with everyone I really like.<ee> <es>My day is ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | obsessing over your relationships | null | null | null | true | 202 |
em5jm2 | Help needed | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I feel very paranoid about being abandoned and am constantly prepping myself for being abandoned by my friends and thus not trusting anybody. I have very intrusive thoughts and I'm convinced they are going to leave me because I'm not good enough and I have a lot of issues etc. I don't know what to do with this paranoia... | Emptycans_fryingpans | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-09 05:59:23 | mentalillness | <efs>I feel very paranoid about being abandoned and am constantly prepping myself for being abandoned by my friends and thus not trusting anybody.<efe> <es>I have very intrusive thoughts and I'm convinced they are going to leave me because I'm not good enough and I have a lot of issues etc.<ee> <es>I don't know what to... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are paranoid of being abandoned | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel the paranoia is not going away | null | true | 120 |
en8abt | Beating a dead horse | 1a | rant | 1 | I've noticed that I frequently talk about the same things and I feel like people resent me for it and thing I'm boring. I often don't realize I'm doing it after I've done it or after someone seems annoyed or bored by what I'm saying. I do that with inside jokes, personal issues that I might talk to friends about or any... | dimifot | 1 | 0 | 15 | 2020-01-11 14:51:20 | selfhelp | <efs>I've noticed that I frequently talk about the same things and I feel like people resent me for it and thing I'm boring.<efe> <es>I often don't realize I'm doing it after I've done it or after someone seems annoyed or bored by what I'm saying.<ee> <es>I do that with inside jokes, personal issues that I might talk t... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to control talking about the same things | null | true | 220 |
ei7h9h | New year's eve family gathering is making me so sad | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Family, food, laughing, drinks...
And me being a miserable ruin.
I can't be happy, I can't enjoy shit. I couldn't even enjoy Christmas, I put on a fake smile now while my family and I are having dinner, waiting for the new year..
I hate it, I don't want to be here. I'd go out for a smoke, but I won't want to come ... | NestinarBG | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2019-12-31 19:22:07 | depression | Family, food, laughing, drinks... <efs>And me being a miserable ruin. <efe> <es>I can't be happy, I can't enjoy shit.<ee> <es>I couldn't even enjoy Christmas, I put on a fake smile now while my family and I are having dinner, waiting for the new year..<ee> I hate it, I don't want to be here. I'd go out for a smoke,... | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you can't enjoy | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel miserable | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel miserable and can't enjoy | null | true | 110 |
eide2a | BPD and Gender Identity | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I'm in my mid-40s and I still struggle to operate out of my biological reality.
Like many BPD, aspects of my personality have yet to reach full development.
When I make active choices to live daily like an adult, I "feel" like a woman on the inside. Obviously this is disconcerting.
Has anyone been able to r... | SuspiciousAgreement | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 03:34:02 | BPD | <es>BPD and Gender Identity<ee> <es>I'm in my mid-40s and I still struggle to operate out of my biological reality. <ee> <es>Like many BPD, aspects of my personality have yet to reach full development. <ee> <es>When I make active choices to live daily like an adult, I "feel" like a woman on the inside.<ee> <efs>O... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how does your gender identity disturbances makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
el3be9 | A part of a story | 1a | rant | 2 |
I pushed a finger into my leg. It gave, and then the little pocket that formed didn’t fill in like usual. It looked like when you make a little pocket in fresh dough. I had read about this before. It meant organ failure.
The reason I knew this was because I had been habitually doing the push test whenever I felt real... | timn1717 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-07 00:38:46 | addiction | <es>I pushed a finger into my leg.<ee> <es>It gave, and then the little pocket that formed didn’t fill in like usual.<ee> <es>It looked like when you make a little pocket in fresh dough.<ee> <es>I had read about this before.<ee> <es>It meant organ failure.<ee> <es>The reason I knew this was because I had been habitua... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the cocaine addiction | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to control your addiction | null | true | 200 |
eic6u8 | I just got let go from my job yesterday and I am so depressed right now. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Hey everyone. I’m pretty new to this community but from what I have read it seems really supportive. I was already kind of experiencing a depressive episode but this was just the cherry on top. I’m too depressed to cry if that’s even possible. Do you guys have any tips on how to feel better? I’ve been applying to new j... | caromack213 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-01 01:39:07 | depression | Hey everyone. I’m pretty new to this community but from what I have read it seems really supportive. <es>I was already kind of experiencing a depressive episode but this was just the cherry on top.<ee> <es>I’m too depressed to cry if that’s even possible.<ee> <rs>Do you guys have any tips on how to feel better?<re> I’v... | 1 | 1 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you felt depressed | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you were feeling due to the depressive episode | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you relieve yourself of this depressive feeling | null | true | 111 |
eiykp1 | I’m right on the cusp | 1a | rant | 2 | I feel like I’m at the point where everything goes wrong. I’ve been here before. Winter kind of takes hold of me. The cold has always been a reminder of my darkest depression. Maybe it’s just seasonal depression, maybe it’s the holidays winding down. They say addiction is a side affect of an underlying issue. This wasn... | jsilva5avilsj | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-02 14:01:24 | addiction | <efs>I feel like I’m at the point where everything goes wrong.<efe> I’ve been here before. <es>Winter kind of takes hold of me.<ee> <es>The cold has always been a reminder of my darkest depression.<ee> Maybe it’s just seasonal depression, maybe it’s the holidays winding down. They say addiction is a side affect of an u... | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why cold is reminder of depression | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how winter makes you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you get depression in winters | null | true | 110 |
ezwfpl | Please explain | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I don't have anger problems but I sometimes get really angry for no reason and it annoys everyone around me and is the one of many reasons I don't have that much friends
My best friend has anger problems though and with him I feel more comfortable to talk to and to be angry with than anyone else | TwistedAngel69 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-06 18:20:59 | Anger | <es>I don't have anger problems but I sometimes get really angry for no reason and it annoys everyone around me and is the one of many reasons I don't have that much friends<ee> <es>My best friend has anger problems though and with him I feel more comfortable to talk to and to be angry with than anyone else<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the cause of your anger | How did X make you feel? | your anger problems | What do you need help with now that X? | your anger annoys everyone around you | null | true | 100 |
f023ta | Got into a toxic relationship after being raped | 1b | rant | 2 | I was raped by my manager at work, and straight after I started sleeping around in order to try and drown the experience as much as I could. During this period I met a guy also from my work who I got in an on and off relationship with. He treated me like absolute shit, always letting me make all the effort, saying shit... | Framergamer | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-07 00:27:58 | rapecounseling | <es>I was raped by my manager at work, and straight after I started sleeping around in order to try and drown the experience as much as I could.<ee> <es>During this period I met a guy also from my work who I got in an on and off relationship with.<ee> <es>He treated me like absolute shit, always letting me make all the... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | the feeling that the rape was your fault | null | true | 220 |
ene8b4 | Backed down in an argument and have rage because of it. | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I got into an argument with someone over a difference of opinion, and the person took it to a very personal level, attacking my character in a very disrespectful manner. I tried to keep it civil, but he doubled down, insulting me further. I took the highroad, just ignored him and stopped talking to him. Sounds fine, ri... | NeitherPiano | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-11 22:15:02 | Anger | <es>I got into an argument with someone over a difference of opinion, and the person took it to a very personal level, attacking my character in a very disrespectful manner.<ee> <es>I tried to keep it civil, but he doubled down, insulting me further.<ee> <es>I took the highroad, just ignored him and stopped talking to ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eibymn | How do you get the courage to speak out | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Just gone over 4 years of depression. I say that like I have been diagnosed but I am yet to go seek help. So I guess let me rephrase it as 4 years of an internal struggle. It’s started way back in late 2015 when I started to feel this kinda change in me like nothing or no one interested me anymore. I am aware I should ... | FlashyVacation8 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 01:19:02 | depression | <es>Just gone over 4 years of depression.<ee> <es>I say that like I have been diagnosed but I am yet to go seek help.<ee> <es>So I guess let me rephrase it as 4 years of an internal struggle.<ee> <es>It’s started way back in late 2015 when I started to feel this kinda change in me like nothing or no one interested me a... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you are feeling due to depression | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ej2ck8 | That uncomfortable feeling that never leaves [unmedicated][vent] | 1a | rant | 3 | I just always feel so unsettled. Not in a hyper, gotta move kind of way though. It doesn't translate through my body, but my brain is like a never ending slot machine. It's broken, I pull the lever, but it never stops. I can't prioritize anything. Just like pulling the "lever" on the slot machine, I have the ability to... | BlindChihuahua | 4 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-02 18:52:30 | ADHD | <efs>I just always feel so unsettled.<efe> <efs>Not in a hyper, gotta move kind of way though.<efe> <es>It doesn't translate through my body, but my brain is like a never ending slot machine.<ee> <es>It's broken, I pull the lever, but it never stops.<ee> <es>I can't prioritize anything.<ee> <es>Just like pulling the "l... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 220 |
eou6sp | Just Finished My First Movie About Opioid Addiction [No drugs/paraphernalia] | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Hi all,
I don't know if any of you remember but almost two years ago I made a post on this subreddit asking for peoples stories because I was making a feature film about opioid addiction. Well it's done! I made this film in college with a bunch of my friends and while it didn't get into any festivals we are all really... | Goofnarg | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-15 00:14:37 | OpiatesRecovery | Hi all, I don't know if any of you remember but almost two years ago I made a post on this subreddit asking for peoples stories because I was making a feature film about opioid addiction. Well it's done! I made this film in college with a bunch of my friends and while it didn't get into any festivals we are all really... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eox1di | Sober for 9 months, but pain it starting to affect my thinking. | 1a | rant | 1 | Ive been sober since May, a few slip ups here, but this back pain has been fucking me up for several months now. Sometimes I just want to pick up dope and make it stop. Otc meds fuck up my stomach and dont do shit anyways.. I was considering getting on methadone, so I can do analgesia legally, but the thought of be phy... | Dime-at-a-time | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-15 03:57:24 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Ive been sober since May, a few slip ups here, but this back pain has been fucking me up for several months now.<ee> <es>Sometimes I just want to pick up dope and make it stop.<ee> <efs>Otc meds fuck up my stomach and dont do shit anyways..<efe> <efs>I was considering getting on methadone, so I can do analgesia leg... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get relief from the pain | null | true | 221 |
eib1fl | Started out my New Years with bailing on a party. | 1a | rant | 1 | Yeah, I can’t say I’m looking forward to 2020.
Happy New Years to you guys though, 🙃. | Single_gay_mom | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 00:03:16 | Anxiety | <es>Started out my New Years with bailing on a party.<ee> <es>Yeah, I can’t say I’m looking forward to 2020. <ee> Happy New Years to you guys though, 🙃. | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you bailed out on the party | How did X make you feel? | the thought of attending the party | What do you need help with now that X? | you aren't looking forward to new year | title | true | 100 |
eoycig | Need advice with having to deal with abuser... | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | In high school, I was constantly abused both mentally and physically by my boyfriend. I still have not fully recovered. I recently was admitted into my college's Disabled Students Services Program due to PTSD surrounding these incidents. I have had 0 contact with my abuser since graduating high school.
However, I liv... | ianoodle | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-15 05:57:20 | domesticviolence | <es>In high school, I was constantly abused both mentally and physically by my boyfriend.<ee> <es>I still have not fully recovered.<ee> <es>I recently was admitted into my college's Disabled Students Services Program due to PTSD surrounding these incidents.<ee> <es>I have had 0 contact with my abuser since graduating h... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eifxd2 | It’s like, how easily am I going to be triggered today? Can I handle it? Will I calm down? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | How do you work out your triggers with multiple trauma?
I’m only up to my second session (next Thursday) of REM Therapy to treat my first and worst sexual abuse experience. I’ve seen four different Psych’s now and have finally been diagnosed for REAL by my fifth.
I have an actual name for what I’ve been dealing with!... | UnsetJelly | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 08:03:28 | ptsd | <rs>How do you work out your triggers with multiple trauma?<re> <es>I’m only up to my second session (next Thursday) of REM Therapy to treat my first and worst sexual abuse experience.<ee> <es>I’ve seen four different Psych’s now and have finally been diagnosed for REAL by my fifth. <ee> <es>I have an actual name for ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eqszjm | Slamming keyboard in anger. help me kill this slander. | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | There is a post in r/scarystories titled “the man who brought silence ended my addiction”
He tells a story (very generic) about how bad of an addict he was. Then claimed expensive dope made him hallucinate some scary shit and now he’s no longer an addict but still has auditory hallucinations. This shit so offensive an... | saramajara | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-19 06:37:32 | OpiatesRecovery | There is a post in r/scarystories titled “the man who brought silence ended my addiction” He tells a story (very generic) about how bad of an addict he was. Then claimed expensive dope made him hallucinate some scary shit and now he’s no longer an addict but still has auditory hallucinations. This shit so offensive an... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
er9jum | Constantly descending into strange foggy states where the borders of my personality are incredibly ambiguous | 1a | help-seeking | 3 | I have periods of clarity where I grow a lot in a day or two and then a massive downward spike into confusion and I lose myself completely. I've accepted this pattern but I've found out I can accept and embrace it as much as I want, it is actually a problem. I tell myself its my unique little thing I have to deal with,... | AntiqueKangaroo | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-20 06:47:46 | selfhelp | <es>I have periods of clarity where I grow a lot in a day or two and then a massive downward spike into confusion and I lose myself completely.<ee> <es>I've accepted this pattern but I've found out I can accept and embrace it as much as I want, it is actually a problem.<ee> <es>I tell myself its my unique little thing ... | 2 | 1 | 1 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how did disconnecting with the world make you feel | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get treatment | null | true | 211 |
eiivgx | Begin Again | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Repeat after me:
Everyday above ground is a good day. .
I will stay in my body 9 feet above ground at all times..
this year the crown is mine for the taking
.. | dat_laffytaff | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-01 14:29:57 | selfhelp | Repeat after me: Everyday above ground is a good day. . I will stay in my body 9 feet above ground at all times.. this year the crown is mine for the taking .. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | Like a statement or a message not a post | true | 0 |
el6r0e | Why anniversaries? A venting session | 1a | rant | 2 | Whether I think about the date coming up or not, it hits me like a ton of bricks. As I heal, I am in a constant battle with certain dates. I will spare details but I had experienced the passing of multiple family members in traumatic and sudden ways AND in different times of the year. That being said I am in a constant... | JME_AS | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-07 05:07:42 | ptsd | <es>Whether I think about the date coming up or not, it hits me like a ton of bricks.<ee> <es>As I heal, I am in a constant battle with certain dates.<ee> <es>I will spare details but I had experienced the passing of multiple family members in traumatic and sudden ways AND in different times of the year.<ee> <es>That b... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | certain dates are triggering for you | null | true | 220 |
ejury0 | Friend Inadvertently Triggering my PTSD | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I've been through many different types of trauma. The most recent trauma is the most confusing, because I didn't act like a door mat, but he treated me like one anyway. Now, I have a friend who struggles with her own personal issues to the point she won't speak up. When she doesn't speak up she makes me feel like I'm s... | UnicornLaserHorn | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-04 09:50:10 | ptsd | I've been through many different types of trauma. The most recent trauma is the most confusing, because I didn't act like a door mat, but he treated me like one anyway. Now, I have a friend who struggles with her own personal issues to the point she won't speak up. When she doesn't speak up she makes me feel like I'm s... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you not feel terrible | null | true | 221 |
el1o6i | Struggling with the loss of a loved friend (whom I met in rehab) due to alcohol and substance abuse. Not sure how to grieve the right way, when no one seems to understand. | 1a | rant | 3 | Hey everyone.
I've (25f) struggled with alcoholism for the past 3 years, and within the past almost 6 months found myself going through rehab. I've gotten out in the past 2 months, and been sober for 2 months except for 1 night of drinking shortly after I got out.
A week after getting checked into rehab, someone els... | Texco_17 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 22:39:22 | addiction | Hey everyone. <es>I've (25f) struggled with alcoholism for the past 3 years, and within the past almost 6 months found myself going through rehab.<ee> <es>I've gotten out in the past 2 months, and been sober for 2 months except for 1 night of drinking shortly after I got out. <ee> <es>A week after getting checked int... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ey3rzi | I need advice | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I'm constantly angry. Always getting irritated by little things. My wife shows little interest in me after 6 years. I know my anger is ruining my relationship, but no matter how hard I try or what I do it doesn't stop. Life is too short for this and I just want to get over my anger and be happy and not lose my family. | Josecasc1 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-02-03 08:02:11 | Anger | <es>I'm constantly angry.<ee> <es>Always getting irritated by little things.<ee> <es>My wife shows little interest in me after 6 years.<ee> <es>I know my anger is ruining my relationship, but no matter how hard I try or what I do it doesn't stop.<ee> <rs>Life is too short for this and I just want to get over my anger ... | 1 | 0 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you get angry | How did X make you feel? | all the anger | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get over your anger | null | true | 101 |
eivzma | I'm just so tired of this existence, it's breaking me | 1a | rant | 1 | Well I guess some basic things 32 year old male here with bpd and I am just at the en dog my rope.... I have pretty much everything I need to make it life food money great gf people who care about me..... But I just can't feel anymore.... Its been happing for 6 or 7 months now just numb feelings towards everything vid... | pimpsmasterson | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-02 09:10:56 | BPD | <es>Well I guess some basic things 32 year old male here with bpd and I am just at the en dog my rope....<ee> <es>I have pretty much everything I need to make it life food money great gf people who care about me.....<ee> <efs>But I just can't feel anymore....<efe> <es>Its been happing for 6 or 7 months now just numb f... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ei84ny | Girl dumped me because of depression | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I was dating this girl for a few months. Over the last month a couple really bad things happened which seemed to trigger a really bad depressive episode. After which she would barely meet up with me but would still continue to text me. She says she has really bad depression issues. About a week ago I noticed that she’d... | Rawlcron | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 20:10:41 | depression | I was dating this girl for a few months. <es>Over the last month a couple really bad things happened which seemed to trigger a really bad depressive episode.<ee> <es>After which she would barely meet up with me but would still continue to text me.<ee> <es>She says she has really bad depression issues.<ee> <es>About a w... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eofn8i | Just a ear to listen. | 1a | rant | 2 | First off I want to start by saying, I'm not the type of person to talk about my issues but I'm at the point in my life where I just need to put myself in a path that's safe for me.
I don't really have a story really, I was a pretty normal kid for the most part up until around I was 18/19 years old where I suffered a ... | El_Wiggler | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-14 03:36:41 | mentalillness | First off I want to start by saying, I'm not the type of person to talk about my issues but I'm at the point in my life where I just need to put myself in a path that's safe for me. I don't really have a story really, I was a pretty normal kid for the most part up until around I was 18/19 years old where I suffered a ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how PTSD made you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eiwnv8 | How could someone love me | 1a | survey | 1 | Last night I actually looked at my legs and arms for the first time in a while and realized that they are bad. Like my whole arms and legs are covered. Now I'm just wondering how anyone could ever look at me and not feel sorry or disgusted. Honestly I don't think anyone could ever love me with my scars. | averagedancer | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-02 10:33:46 | selfharm | <es>Last night I actually looked at my legs and arms for the first time in a while and realized that they are bad.<ee> <es>Like my whole arms and legs are covered.<ee> <efs>Now I'm just wondering how anyone could ever look at me and not feel sorry or disgusted.<efe> <efs>Honestly I don't think anyone could ever love me... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why did you cut yourself so much | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel disgusted with your scars | null | true | 120 |
ekhx24 | Enough is enough | 1a | rant | 2 | When I think back on the last 11 years it's incredible the things that I've done whilst drunk and it's finally reached the end I think.
I've pissed in a girls wardrobe, a different girls floor, had 3 DUI's (2 in one week, should've been 5 I got lucky). Verbally abused a police officer, lost every single job I've ever ... | sakaph | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-05 19:43:12 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>When I think back on the last 11 years it's incredible the things that I've done whilst drunk and it's finally reached the end I think.<ee> <es>I've pissed in a girls wardrobe, a different girls floor, had 3 DUI's (2 in one week, should've been 5 I got lucky). Verbally abused a police officer, lost every single jo... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel ashamed of your past behaviour | null | true | 220 |
evydex | I don’t know what to do. | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Last night was an incident I can’t really recall but i woke up to my boyfriend inside of me and by the time i woke up, he was already c**ming inside. Sure he was someone i trusted and we’ve stayed together for a while, but i don’t know how to react or what to do in this kind of situation.
My head is screaming rape b... | chinamon01 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-30 02:48:23 | rapecounseling | <es>Last night was an incident I can’t really recall but i woke up to my boyfriend inside of me and by the time i woke up, he was already c**ming inside.<ee> <es> Sure he was someone i trusted and we’ve stayed together for a while, but i don’t know how to react or what to do in this kind of situation. <ee> <efs>My hea... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eioyl7 | Abuser ended up contacting me. | 1b | rant | 1 | Hi. I wrote a post about fleeing abusive ex recently. So 4 days after leaving him he texted me asking "Are you safe?" He then texted saying "Are you going to pick up the rest of your things and drop the key off?" afterwards he called me twice. Firstly I don't want those items. I took basics that I needed as I was focus... | Throwawayox1 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-01 22:38:36 | domesticviolence | Hi. I wrote a post about fleeing abusive ex recently. So 4 days after leaving him he texted me asking "Are you safe?" He then texted saying "Are you going to pick up the rest of your things and drop the key off?" afterwards he called me twice. Firstly I don't want those items. I took basics that I needed as I was focus... | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why your ex abused you | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your abusive relationship | What do you need help with now that X? | you are still feeling the pain from all the abuse | null | true | 110 |
ev0ja6 | User on Instagram said they’ve been getting sexually assaulted for 50 years. Now they seemed to have deleted their profile. Can anything still be done? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I tried posting this to r/legaladvice but it got removed so I thought I’d try here.
So I was scrolling through the comments under a post asking people to describe their PTSD symptoms after a sexual assault. This woman in her late 50s was describing her’s. Another user replied with sympathy and she said the abuse is s... | Lonestar189 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-28 04:28:46 | rapecounseling | I tried posting this to r/legaladvice but it got removed so I thought I’d try here. <es>So I was scrolling through the comments under a post asking people to describe their PTSD symptoms after a sexual assault.<ee> <es>This woman in her late 50s was describing her’s.<ee> <es>Another user replied with sympathy and she... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | her situation | null | null | null | true | 202 |
einleg | Toxic | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Hey y’all, I’m new here. Just got diagnosed with ADHD about 4 months ago. Still learning a ton about myself and this condition and how it (and my lack of diagnosis) has shaped me over the years.
Earlier this year I got into a sort of romantic relationship with a friend that ended poorly and them feeling “used.” At the ... | arfstein | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 20:52:07 | ADHD | Hey y’all, I’m new here. <es>Just got diagnosed with ADHD about 4 months ago.<ee> <es>Still learning a ton about myself and this condition and how it (and my lack of diagnosis) has shaped me over the years.<ee> <es>Earlier this year I got into a sort of romantic relationship with a friend that ended poorly and them fee... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
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