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fjapec | Hello | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I'm new to this whole Reddit community and I've been having an extremely hard time keeping my head "above water" so to speak. I am usually not one to "put myself out there", but I have reached the point where I am afraid the isolation will be very damaging. So here I am, reaching out to anonymous people anonymously in ... | MacsAttacks | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-03-15 23:20:43 | getting_over_it | <es>I'm new to this whole Reddit community and I've been having an extremely hard time keeping my head "above water" so to speak.<ee> <efs>I am usually not one to "put myself out there", but I have reached the point where I am afraid the isolation will be very damaging.<efe> <rs>So here I am, reaching out to anonymous ... | 1 | 1 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are having a hard time | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get relief from your situation | null | true | 111 |
eipvzm | New Years Anxiety? | 1a | survey | 1 | So my anxiety came roaring back the past 2 weeks, I think sub consciously that I'm not happy with where I am in my life, and it turning to 2020 (a new decade) has made me think of myself as a failure.
My brain keeps going to the fact that I wasn't as successful as I wanted to be this last decade. Negative thoughts jus... | skaterkid24 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-01 23:49:50 | Anxiety | <es>So my anxiety came roaring back the past 2 weeks, I think sub consciously that I'm not happy with where I am in my life, and it turning to 2020 (a new decade) has made me think of myself as a failure.<ee> <es>My brain keeps going to the fact that I wasn't as successful as I wanted to be this last decade.<ee> <es>N... | 2 | 0 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the negative thoughts | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with your anxiety | null | true | 201 |
ei6rxm | I’m struggling | 1a | rant | 1 | Two years ago I cheated on my wife (were separated) and I lied about it for a those two years. At the end of January we’re filing for divorce. I’m unemployed now, having to rely on my brother and his family as I look for a job just so I can sort of rebuild my life. I failed majorly as a father, husband, and a man. I do... | jonsnowspimp | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 18:31:47 | depression | <es>Two years ago I cheated on my wife (were separated) and I lied about it for a those two years.<ee> <efs>At the end of January we’re filing for divorce.<efe> <es>I’m unemployed now, having to rely on my brother and his family as I look for a job just so I can sort of rebuild my life.<ee> <efs>I failed majorly as a f... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you want to rebuild your life | null | true | 221 |
ep5zn6 | Trouble with dedication to Step 10 & being sponsored. | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Hi All. I have 6.5 years of sobriety. Last night I talked to my “sponsor” for the first time in months. We did the chit chat catching up you’d do with any sponsor and then had the talk about our sponsorship relationship. She pretty much said she isn’t my sponsor because we are not doing anything. I absolutely cannot bl... | CalicoCatMom41 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-15 18:17:18 | alcoholicsanonymous | Hi All. <es>I have 6.5 years of sobriety.<ee> <es>Last night I talked to my “sponsor” for the first time in months.<ee> <es>We did the chit chat catching up you’d do with any sponsor and then had the talk about our sponsorship relationship.<ee> <es>She pretty much said she isn’t my sponsor because we are not doing anyt... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | talking to your sponser | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eiqwwo | I owe everything to Vyvance and my girlfriend | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Vyvance has helped me completely transform myself from a childish 18 year old into a 20 year old real man. I’ve literally improved on every single area of my life with Vyvance, however the most important thing to understand is that the Vyvance was just one tool of MANY. The most important thing is that you combine the... | kombuchag | 1 | 0 | 31 | 2020-01-02 01:11:48 | ADHD | Vyvance has helped me completely transform myself from a childish 18 year old into a 20 year old real man. I’ve literally improved on every single area of my life with Vyvance, however the most important thing to understand is that the Vyvance was just one tool of MANY. The most important thing is that you combine the... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
em101q | Pathetic help request: I can't deal with loneliness. It is way stronger than me and my resources. | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | This post may sound pathetic to a lot of people, but I really need help, so I am gonna write it anyway.
I basically suffer a lot for loneliness. Don't get me wrong, I got friends that care about me and help me and people that want to go out with me. I Just know I would be nothing without them. And my parents, even thou... | martinsuperstar | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-08 23:38:30 | selfhelp | <rs>This post may sound pathetic to a lot of people, but I really need help, so I am gonna write it anyway.<re> <es>I basically suffer a lot for loneliness.<ee> <es>Don't get me wrong, I got friends that care about me and help me and people that want to go out with me.<ee> <es>I Just know I would be nothing without the... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eis4lt | People pleaser | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hi I'm new to the group and joined because I've reflected and understand why I am a people please. I was raised by my grandmother who was very dominant very quick and bad temper and loved to fight. For the first 15 of my life I wasn't allowed to go anywhere. Just school and home or anywhere she went. Defending myself w... | mizzhoopz002 | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-02 02:49:55 | selfhelp | <es>Hi I'm new to the group and joined because I've reflected and understand why I am a people please.<ee> <es>I was raised by my grandmother who was very dominant very quick and bad temper and loved to fight.<ee> <es>For the first 15 of my life I wasn't allowed to go anywhere.<ee> <es>Just school and home or anywhere ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | this fear of upsetting people and the associated anxiety | null | null | null | true | 212 |
elzgso | When does the constant sweating stop?! | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I’ve been clean around 2 weeks now. I know it’s different for everyone but what was your timeline like for this? Omg it’s so annoying and gross. | catmom2040 | 1 | 0 | 22 | 2020-01-08 21:45:20 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>I’ve been clean around 2 weeks now.<ee> <rs>I know it’s different for everyone but what was your timeline like for this?<re> <efs>Omg it’s so annoying and gross.<efe> | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | which drug were you taking | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
el5lj3 | Questions for a research. | 0 | survey | 1 | Hey! I’m working with the survivors of domestic violence and I ask some questions from the survivors in this sub.
Is it possible to move on from the trauma?
Is there any positive changes in your life once you get out of the abusive relationships?
Do you think that trauma plays an important role in developing you as a ... | ozdraxetzka | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 03:33:06 | domesticviolence | <es>Hey! I’m working with the survivors of domestic violence and I ask some questions from the survivors in this sub.<ee> <rs>Is it possible to move on from the trauma?<re> <rs>Is there any positive changes in your life once you get out of the abusive relationships?<re> <rs>Do you think that trauma plays an important ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the working with the survivors | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ei7kgs | Irrational guilt | 1a | rant | 2 | I literally never use reddit. I just get on here to rant sorry and thank you if you’re reading this then. I don’t know what it is I just feel bad generally. I feel like I need reassurance but I feel bad when it doesn’t help me. Like I’m so grateful to people who actually care enough to be like “hope you’re taking care ... | straaawwwberries | 2 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 19:28:36 | depression | I literally never use reddit. <rs>I just get on here to rant sorry and thank you if you’re reading this then.<re> <efs>I don’t know what it is I just feel bad generally.<efe> <efs>I feel like I need reassurance but I feel bad when it doesn’t help me.<efe> Like I’m so grateful to people who actually care enough to be li... | 1 | 0 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you anxious and depressed | How did X make you feel? | depression | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you will feel better | null | true | 101 |
ej953u | anyone else feel like their mind is a bunch of broken fragments? | 1a | rant | 1 | i feel like my mind is just a bunch of broken ideas, thoughts, and things that i'll just forget later. especially when it comes to who i am as a person and aspects of my personality. i always forget what my favorite thing is after a certain point in time. only for something new for me to be into. i just keep moving tow... | capicorncolumbine666 | 8 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-03 03:03:20 | BPD | <es>i feel like my mind is just a bunch of broken ideas, thoughts, and things that i'll just forget later.<ee> <es>especially when it comes to who i am as a person and aspects of my personality.<ee> <es>i always forget what my favorite thing is after a certain point in time.<ee> <es>only for something new for me to be ... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | forgetting your favorite things | What do you need help with now that X? | you forget things after certain point in time | null | true | 200 |
ei6uyt | Ignoring/oblivious of your own mental state? | 1a | survey | 2 | I've just recently been diagnosed (ADHD-PI) in my 40's and a big part of the realization of my ADHD was understanding that I've been dealing with anxiety and depression at varying levels for basically my whole life. But I always considered myself a happy, low-stress person. Now looking back I can see that was rarely ... | g_b_0_t | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2019-12-31 18:37:49 | ADHD | I've just recently been diagnosed (ADHD-PI) in my 40's and a big part of the realization of my ADHD was understanding that I've been dealing with anxiety and depression at varying levels for basically my whole life. But I always considered myself a happy, low-stress person. Now looking back I can see that was rarely ... | 2 | 1 | 1 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 211 |
ej299m | Turns out work is a trigger... | 1c | rant | 1 | Like Fml lmao. The one trigger I can’t get rid of. | k_thrace_ | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 18:45:53 | addiction | Like Fml lmao. The one trigger I can’t get rid of. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eiq3j5 | I try really hard to hide my scars so nobody sees them but at the back of my mind, i kind of want someone to see them and ask what’s wrong, am i the only one? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | null | fmlamli | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 00:06:45 | selfharm | <es>I try really hard to hide my scars so nobody sees them but at the back of my mind, i kind of want someone to see them and ask what’s wrong.<ee> <rs>am i the only one?<re> | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your scars | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you with your situation | null | true | 201 |
eomlvc | 10 months later and I’m not scared anymore. | 0 | chitchat | 2 | I can say his name without flinching.
I don’t check my doors constantly to see if they’re locked. I know they are.
I’ve driven through where he works in passing and not even realised. Not frozen up and struggled to hide my fear like I have before.
Yes I changed my number and my phone to escape some of the memories. ... | Chunksies | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-14 15:20:29 | rapecounseling | I can say his name without flinching. I don’t check my doors constantly to see if they’re locked. I know they are. I’ve driven through where he works in passing and not even realised. Not frozen up and struggled to hide my fear like I have before. Yes I changed my number and my phone to escape some of the memories. ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
f8jb80 | I hate my face | 1b | help-seeking | 2 |
[my face](https://imgur.com/a/S7WLPbK)
When I was 16, I had this older guy take advantage of me at a party with his friends. They were both 18. Afterward, they ignored me and bragged to their friends, calling me gross. His younger brother was in my grade, and his friends bullied me too before that happened. I had no... | snnajajsj | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-02-24 01:13:09 | getting_over_it | [my face](https://imgur.com/a/S7WLPbK) <es>When I was 16, I had this older guy take advantage of me at a party with his friends.<ee> <es>They were both 18.<ee> <es>Afterward, they ignored me and bragged to their friends, calling me gross.<ee> <es>His younger brother was in my grade, and his friends bullied me too be... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the bullying | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ekanaf | Life time bottled up anger problems | 1a | rant | 2 | Im mid thirties and I have a fear of conflict and confrontation. I have lifelong anxiety and depression on and off but the fear of confrontation has made it where i never voice my displeasure on anything. I just walk away and isolate because im afraid of confronting. And this has been my life since childhood. It is pr... | Phantomdust84 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-05 08:59:48 | Anger | <efs>Im mid thirties and I have a fear of conflict and confrontation.<efe> <es>I have lifelong anxiety and depression on and off but the fear of confrontation has made it where i never voice my displeasure on anything.<ee> <efs>I just walk away and isolate because im afraid of confronting.<efe> <es>And this has been m... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your anger problems are out of control | null | true | 220 |
f7j0vj | Should I End It or Heal? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | All of my friends are fake and talk behind my back and my family is narcissistic (and thus fake) and has no concept of what boundaries fucking are. I legit only hang out with like two friends and I’m too fucking insecure to date (I’m south Asian so I have to deal with stereotypes in spite of being born here).
My mom k... | AldermanAS | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-02-21 22:35:54 | Anger | <es>All of my friends are fake and talk behind my back and my family is narcissistic (and thus fake) and has no concept of what boundaries fucking are.<ee> <es>I legit only hang out with like two friends and I’m too fucking insecure to date (I’m south Asian so I have to deal with stereotypes in spite of being born here... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you can't sleep well | How did X make you feel? | the nightmares | What do you need help with now that X? | you have nightmares | null | true | 100 |
f6bl88 | I am officially a POS | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Yeasterday I got hammered drunk blacked out beat my dads ass. I dont even know why I did it. How i did it or anything. What should I do I broke ribs and busted his chin among other injuries I cause. He is 60 years old and already had health problems | HesitantResin | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-02-19 14:43:17 | Anger | <es>Yeasterday I got hammered drunk blacked out beat my dads ass. I dont even know why I did it.<ee> How i did it or anything. <es>What should I do I broke ribs and busted his chin among other injuries I cause.<ee> <es>He is 60 years old and already had health problems<ee> | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the incident | What do you need help with now that X? | your dad is injured | null | true | 200 |
elstkr | I'm starting today | 1a | rant | 1 | I'm done, I'm fuckin done drinking. | josh31867 | 1 | 0 | 35 | 2020-01-08 13:38:57 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>I'm starting today<ee> <es>I'm done, I'm fuckin done drinking.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what you are starting | How did X make you feel? | drinking | What do you need help with now that X? | you are done with drinking | null | true | 100 |
eibo5d | Is it normal to feel like I'll eventually take my life one day? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I'm not sure why I feel this way. I'm 18 and I'm in college pursuing a career in graphic design with a girlfriend I've been with for almost a year (January 27).
I feel like everything is fine right now but I know as soon as my girlfriend leaves for college or the Navy I know I'm probably going to take my life. I don'... | _ZiNoS_ | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 00:53:42 | depression | I'm not sure why I feel this way. I'm 18 and I'm in college pursuing a career in graphic design with a girlfriend I've been with for almost a year (January 27). <efs>I feel like everything is fine right now but I know as soon as my girlfriend leaves for college or the Navy I know I'm probably going to take my life.<e... | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are not happy with life | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you relieve the unhappiness | null | true | 121 |
ei9rus | 2020 will be as miserable if not worse than 2019. Hate seeing these “have hope posts” | 1a | rant | 1 | Seriously hate the fucking holidays, it’s reminder how fucked my life has become. | youthuser002 | 1 | 0 | 18 | 2019-12-31 22:21:22 | depression | <es>2020 will be as miserable if not worse than 2019. Hate seeing these “have hope posts”<ee> <efs>Seriously hate the fucking holidays, it’s reminder how fucked my life has become.<efe> | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you feel 2020 will be miserable | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about holidays | What do you need help with now that X? | you are miserable and hate holidays | null | true | 110 |
en0r09 | I don't know what to do. Sorry if this is all over the place | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I don't know what to do. It keeps happening over and over again I'm crying and I want it stop. It took 4 hours to do the examination. They took samples of everything, asked too many questions, took pictures of it and I had to give some of my clothes. I have stitches and I smell weird. I am so stupid. I should have scre... | _g_i_r_l_ | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-11 01:34:31 | rapecounseling | <es>I don't know what to do.<ee> <es>It keeps happening over and over again I'm crying and I want it stop.<ee> <es>It took 4 hours to do the examination.<ee> <es>They took samples of everything, asked too many questions, took pictures of it and I had to give some of my clothes.<ee> <es>I have stitches and I smell weird... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
er4aac | How can I get over a toxic relationship when he helped my anxiety but also contributed to it sometimes? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | null | meganvanalten | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-19 23:27:34 | selfhelp | <rs>How can I get over a toxic relationship when he helped my anxiety but also contributed to it sometimes?<re> | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | to get over your relationship | What caused you to need X ? | to get over your toxic relationship | null | null | null | true | 2 |
f8vl70 | 2 weeks ago I was admitted to the ER psychiatric center because of regular suicidal thoughts. Horrible experience | 1a | rant | 2 | (Posting in other subreddits)
Im 23, Male student with anxiety, depression , and consistent suicidal ideation. About 2 weeks ago, I was crumpling so badly under the pressure of school and life, I ended up seeing the school counselor desperately. I told her EVERYTHING on my mind, including my nihilism and thoughts of de... | Typhlojian | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-02-24 18:25:55 | getting_over_it | (Posting in other subreddits) <es>Im 23, Male student with anxiety, depression , and consistent suicidal ideation.<ee> <es>About 2 weeks ago, I was crumpling so badly under the pressure of school and life, I ended up seeing the school counselor desperately.<ee> <es>I told her EVERYTHING on my mind, including my nihilis... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how did the therapy make you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | the therapy didn't help control the thoughts | null | true | 210 |
eilnog | My Mom does not believe in ADHD | 1b | rant | 2 | Hi guys, it's been days that I wanted to post about me, my life and what's recently happening.
But I'm always to tired to do it because it's too much shit that happened in my 23years.
I see my life as the Hell for Mental sanity.
Anyways:
Today I fought with my parents (I still live with them cause I can't afford a apar... | GeraltAuditoreRivia | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-01 18:27:23 | ADHD | Hi guys, it's been days that I wanted to post about me, my life and what's recently happening. But I'm always to tired to do it because it's too much shit that happened in my 23years. I see my life as the Hell for Mental sanity. Anyways: <es>Today I fought with my parents (I still live with them cause I can't afford a ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your mother didn't believe in you having adhd | null | true | 220 |
ej5a7a | My parents actively kept me from getting the help I needed early on and the anger and resentment are eating me alive | 1b | rant | 2 | Not getting into details aside from the fact that my PTSD is CSA-related. I never told my parents (that I remember, it happened when I was 5-6 and my parents have always treated me like a dramatic liar so maybe I did tell them and forgot)
Last year (I was 25 or 26) my mother told me that when I was a child I used to b... | Zoni_Zonah | 23 | 0 | 30 | 2020-01-02 22:15:05 | ptsd | <es>My parents actively kept me from getting the help I needed early on and the anger.<ee> <efs>resentment are eating me alive.<efe> <es>Not getting into details aside from the fact that my PTSD is CSA-related.<ee> <es>I never told my parents (that I remember, it happened when I was 5-6 and my parents have always treat... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your trauma is resurfacing | null | true | 220 |
eifefq | As Bill Sees It, 1.1 | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Tolerance Keeps Us Sober, p. 312
"Honesty with ourselves and others gets us sober, but it is tolerance that keeps us that way.
Experience shows that few alcoholics will long stay away from a group just because they don't like the way it is run. Most return and adjust themselves to whatever conditions they must. Som... | Whtsox | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 06:59:39 | alcoholicsanonymous | Tolerance Keeps Us Sober, p. 312 "Honesty with ourselves and others gets us sober, but it is tolerance that keeps us that way. Experience shows that few alcoholics will long stay away from a group just because they don't like the way it is run. Most return and adjust themselves to whatever conditions they must. Som... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f347p0 | Trying to help a friend | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I dont want to go into alot of detail but ive had a bad feeling from the start about this guy and recently friend has said she tried hurting herself and so her boyfriend hit her and she tried mystify it in my opinion I would have called her parents or the cops and sat holding her down before I ever hit anyone even if t... | silenceoflit | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-13 04:16:22 | domesticviolence | <es>I dont want to go into alot of detail but ive had a bad feeling from the start about this guy and recently friend has said she tried hurting herself and so her boyfriend hit her and she tried mystify it.<ee> <es>in my opinion I would have called her parents or the cops and sat holding her down before I ever hit an... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your friend's boyfriend hitting her | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eieha1 | When my adhd brain thought it was super smart when turn out it was super dumb | 1a | rant | 2 | When i was in school and used to live with my family . My family always used to ask me to bring something from grocery store which they needed. And mostly my dad, sometimes he used to ask me bring razor blades, tea, coffee, sugar, soap etc.
And 99% of time I used to forget what i was asked to bring so i used to call t... | prashant13b | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 05:21:37 | ADHD | <es>When i was in school and used to live with my family .<ee> <es>My family always used to ask me to bring something from grocery store which they needed.<ee> <es>And mostly my dad, sometimes he used to ask me bring razor blades, tea, coffee, sugar, soap etc.<ee> <es>And 99% of time I used to forget what i was asked ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you forget things easily | null | true | 220 |
eig7fy | You said you'd always stay | 1b | rant | 1 | But it's not your fault. | Windta | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 08:39:11 | BPD | But it's not your fault. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eka52m | Twenty-Four Hours a Day, 1.5 | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Thought
Have I turned to a Higher Power for help? Do I believe that each man or woman I see in A.A. is a demonstration of the power of God to change a human being from a drunkard into a sober, useful citizen? Do I believe that this Higher Power can keep me from drinking? Am I living one day at a time? Do I ask God... | Whtsox | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-05 08:00:38 | alcoholicsanonymous | Thought Have I turned to a Higher Power for help? Do I believe that each man or woman I see in A.A. is a demonstration of the power of God to change a human being from a drunkard into a sober, useful citizen? Do I believe that this Higher Power can keep me from drinking? Am I living one day at a time? Do I ask God... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
enynrn | Day 3. I’m stressing about where I walked and how I got home even though I know how, and over losing one object. I’m really panicking and I’m depressed. | 1a | rant | 1 | I fucking hate breathing. | Honest-Cheesecake | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-13 03:44:12 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Day 3.<ee> <efs>I’m stressing about where I walked and how I got home even though I know how, and over losing one object.<efe> <efs>I’m really panicking and I’m depressed.<efe> <efs>I fucking hate breathing.<efe> | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are panicking and feeling depressed | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are feeling depressed | null | true | 120 |
eisf04 | I feel horrible | 1a | rant | 1 | Today was the first day I took my ADHD meds (Vyvance) in two weeks and I feel like I got the flu. I'm dizzy, disoriented, and just overall feel sick as hell.
Can ADHD just fuck off for a sec please | neigborsinhell | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 03:13:35 | ADHD | <es>Today was the first day I took my ADHD meds (Vyvance) in two weeks and I feel like I got the flu.<ee> <efs>I'm dizzy, disoriented, and just overall feel sick as hell. <efe> Can ADHD just fuck off for a sec please | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are feeling sick after taking adhd medicines | null | true | 220 |
eitsxh | Coping with a disability | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hello there,
My name is Andrew and i recently became a victim of Acoustic Shock Disorder - via the nerves in my jaw panicking due to constant clenching and irritation, plus the abuse of ears that only a touring musician can understand i've developed an unfortunate, terrible case of Acoustic Shock Disorder.
&#x200... | smalltalkmakesmusic | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 05:14:24 | Anxiety | Hello there, <es>My name is Andrew and i recently became a victim of Acoustic Shock Disorder - via the nerves in my jaw panicking due to constant clenching and irritation, plus the abuse of ears that only a touring musician can understand i've developed an unfortunate, terrible case of Acoustic Shock Disorder.<ee> &a... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eldq88 | A group for mental health. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Hey guys, I have made a server that is for people with mental struggles, or anyone interested in mental health, the server is only one day old and we have wonderful people here, I myself suffer from BPD and I thought of making this server as a way we can connect people who suffer from mental illnesses and people who wa... | Scarecrow_1912 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-07 16:24:52 | mentalillness | Hey guys, I have made a server that is for people with mental struggles, or anyone interested in mental health, the server is only one day old and we have wonderful people here, I myself suffer from BPD and I thought of making this server as a way we can connect people who suffer from mental illnesses and people who wa... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eiv3t1 | Why am I always so nervous that people are going to actually harm me? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | So over break, this kid I went to high school with hit me up and asked me if I was free over break, and I said yes. Ever since then I've had this near constant feeling of dread whenever I think about hanging out with him. I've tried looking for clues as to why I might be feeling this way based on his conversation cues,... | EudoraHenry | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 07:23:34 | socialanxiety | <es>So over break, this kid I went to high school with hit me up and asked me if I was free over break, and I said yes.<ee> <efs>Ever since then I've had this near constant feeling of dread whenever I think about hanging out with him. <efe><es>I've tried looking for clues as to why I might be feeling this way based on ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel anxious that he may harm you | null | true | 220 |
ezv4cr | Gf is being physically abused by her mother, how can I get her out? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Some backstory:
- She lives in Puerto Rico, I live in the US
- She's 23, just graduated college but despite applying to a ton of places locally, can't pick up a job
- Due to above, she was forced to move in with her mother and is now financially dependent on her
- Context on her mother: Gf just went to the hospital... | SasoDuck | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-06 16:53:40 | domesticviolence | Some backstory: <es>- She lives in Puerto Rico, I live in the US<ee> <es>- She's 23, just graduated college but despite applying to a ton of places locally, can't pick up a job<ee> <es>- Due to above, she was forced to move in with her mother and is now financially dependent on her<ee> <es>- Context on her mother: ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | her situation | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ej1hcm | How To Approach Beautiful Women And Conquer Approach Anxiety. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | AbundanceLifeStyle | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 17:50:03 | selfhelp | <rs>How To Approach Beautiful Women And Conquer Approach Anxiety.<re> | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | overcome this anxiety | What caused you to need X ? | help with this | null | null | null | true | 2 |
exvqzs | Dealing with Repressed Anger | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Most days, I can keep my anger under control, but sometimes memories from my past flood back to me and I keep feeling my anger swell up more and more. A few weeks back, I couldn’t hold my anger back and started beating myself repeatedly until part of my body was bruised. I need to find a healthy way to release my anger... | Prettydog200 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-02 21:40:03 | Anger | <es>Most days, I can keep my anger under control, but sometimes memories from my past flood back to me and I keep feeling my anger swell up more and more.<ee> <es>A few weeks back, I couldn’t hold my anger back and started beating myself repeatedly until part of my body was bruised.<ee> <rs>I need to find a healthy way... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused you to be angry | How did X make you feel? | the anger outburst | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eicju9 | Alone | 1a | rant | 2 | All alone on New year's.
My friends are out having a ball.
I've pissed off the only friend who would've wanted to spend time with me.
I'm alone.
I have no one to talk to.
Whats even the point anymore?
I'm tired of being alone.
This is what I deserve.
My heart physically aches.
I don't want to be alone.
I hate... | pancake-envy | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 02:12:33 | depression | All alone on New year's. My friends are out having a ball. I've pissed off the only friend who would've wanted to spend time with me. I'm alone. I have no one to talk to. Whats even the point anymore? I'm tired of being alone. This is what I deserve. My heart physically aches. I don't want to be alone. I hate... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
epuyo8 | I dont care anymore? | 1a | rant | 1 | I used to love learning. I also used to love doing new things and challenging myself. But now I just cant. I dont believe that I'll ever really do something extraordinary, in anything. I think that's my motivation, to show I'm above average and really good. But Its more to myself. I'm not proud of anything I do, and I... | junkrabbit_ | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-17 03:50:26 | selfhelp | <es>I used to love learning.<ee> <es>I also used to love doing new things and challenging myself.<ee> <es>But now I just cant.<ee> <es>I dont believe that I'll ever really do something extraordinary, in anything.<ee> <es>I think that's my motivation, to show I'm above average and really good.<ee> <es>But Its more to m... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you have lost motivation to do new things | null | true | 220 |
eqvxun | This is the quote. My favorite addiction quote. Edgar Allan Poe. Let me know what you think. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | “I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange... | cdavis9789 | 1 | 0 | 26 | 2020-01-19 12:59:56 | OpiatesRecovery | “I have absolutely no pleasure in the stimulants in which I sometimes so madly indulge. It has not been in the pursuit of pleasure that I have periled life and reputation and reason. It has been the desperate attempt to escape from torturing memories, from a sense of insupportable loneliness and a dread of some strange... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f39nla | Raped/sexual harassment in middle/highschool. Boy on boy. (Maybe a little too much detail-sorry). I dont know if these events resulted in me being bi/also liking males and being Hypersexual? Any help or comments appreciated. | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | So I was in boarding school from the first grade. I guess boys discover sexual desire/feelings earlier because of the older boys...girl/sex talks, magazines, cellphones, (involuntary) exposure to boys masturbating etc.
I think I started playing with myself when I was around 11 yo.
The first rape or sexual harassment s... | yster27wm | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-02-13 13:02:52 | rapecounseling | <es>So I was in boarding school from the first grade. I guess boys discover sexual desire/feelings earlier because of the older boys...girl/sex talks, magazines, cellphones, (involuntary) exposure to boys masturbating etc. <ee> <es>I think I started playing with myself when I was around 11 yo.<ee> <es>The first rape or... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eildal | I've been clean for almost 6 days | 1a | rant | 1 | this is a very big deal for me. i tend to not be able to go a very long time without cutting and although this may not seem like very long to some of you it has felt very long for me. I recently had something bad happened and i had been cutting everyday multiple times. My best friend has been trying to be supportive an... | itz_emmaa | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-01 18:05:30 | selfharm | <es>I've been clean for almost 6 days<ee> <es>this is a very big deal for me.<ee> <es>i tend to not be able to go a very long time without cutting and although this may not seem like very long to some of you it has felt very long for me.<ee> <es>I recently had something bad happened and i had been cutting everyday mult... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how did cutting yourself multiple times make you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you relapsed again recently | null | true | 210 |
eloy58 | Can you have your cake and eat it too? | 0 | survey | 1 | Today I've made an appointment to see the GP about my drug use. It's my first step to try and manage this problem.
Thing is, I dont want to give up drugs entirely, I just wanna cut down so its not affecting my health and relationships and cut out the "really bad" drugs.
I feel this line of thinking is naive. Can som... | KangarooPresident | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-08 06:28:08 | addiction | <es>Today I've made an appointment to see the GP about my drug use.<ee> <es>It's my first step to try and manage this problem. <ee> <rs>Thing is, I dont want to give up drugs entirely, I just wanna cut down so its not affecting my health and relationships and cut out the "really bad" drugs.<re> <efs>I feel this line ... | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you don't want to give up drugs | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how consuming drugs makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 112 |
f0uhw6 | I’m 22, my life is basically perfect, but I’m miserable | 1a | rant | 3 | There’s a lot to unpack and I apologize for the upcoming novel. I’m incredibly confused, miserable, and wish I didn’t need to leave. I am almost certain I’m clinically depressed or have some other personality disorder, and am in the process of looking for a therapist or counselor to help and officially diagnose me.
I... | placeholder0630 | 1 | 0 | 14 | 2020-02-08 17:17:31 | getting_over_it | There’s a lot to unpack and I apologize for the upcoming novel. <efs>I’m incredibly confused, miserable, and wish I didn’t need to leave.<efe> <es>I am almost certain I’m clinically depressed or have some other personality disorder.<ee> <rs>I am in the process of looking for a therapist or counselor to help and officia... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel miserable despite a good life | null | true | 220 |
eip6p1 | I want this feeling to last | 1a | rant | 1 | I'm happy with how things are right now. I would like it to stay that way. I don't want to feel as if I'm falling deeper and deeper into despair everytime something goes wrong that isn't even that serious. I'm tired of this extrastensial depression. I'm only 16 and I can't even deal with mediocore everyday troubles. So... | femaleking51 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 22:56:11 | BPD | <efs>I'm happy with how things are right now.<efe> <rs>I would like it to stay that way.<re> <efs>I don't want to feel as if I'm falling deeper and deeper into despair everytime something goes wrong that isn't even that serious.<efe> <efs>I'm tired of this extrastensial depression.<efe> <es>I'm only 16 and I can't even... | 1 | 2 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what makes you feel depressed | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you stay happy | null | true | 121 |
eidjyo | How do you differentiate a crush, real love, and a FP ? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I feel like i can't trust myself to understand what's real or worth it since i know how Bpd works... Do you guys have some tips ? I don't want to spend energy on crushs anymore, or to risk to put myself in danger for some illusions. (Happy new year btw, this sub had helped me so much since i discovered it, thank u for ... | PoteCompote | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 03:50:11 | BPD | <rs>How do you differentiate a crush, real love, and a FP ?<re> <efs>I feel like i can't trust myself to understand what's real or worth it since i know how Bpd works...<efe> <rs>Do you guys have some tips ?<re> <rs>I don't want to spend energy on crushs anymore, or to risk to put myself in danger for some illusions.<r... | 0 | 2 | 2 | What made you feel X ? | you can't trust yourself to know what's real | null | null | null | null | null | true | 22 |
eifn64 | Please help me | 1c | help-seeking | 1 | I can’t stop crying why wont anyone help me | tyi-smartie | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-01 07:28:47 | Anxiety | <es>I can’t stop crying why wont anyone help me<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you cry | How did X make you feel? | the incident | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to stop crying | null | true | 100 |
ewr08n | Please make a police report. TW | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | The best thing to do after a sexual assault is to go to a hospital and have a rape kit done. Contact the police and file a report. Do not go back to your rapist. Do not speak to them, even if it was domestic. Please seek professional help. I’ve seen too many post about individuals not seeking proper help and then retur... | GabbyMoon | 1 | 0 | 25 | 2020-01-31 16:37:23 | rapecounseling | The best thing to do after a sexual assault is to go to a hospital and have a rape kit done. Contact the police and file a report. Do not go back to your rapist. Do not speak to them, even if it was domestic. Please seek professional help. I’ve seen too many post about individuals not seeking proper help and then retur... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ele0ie | The Long Term Memory I lost over things I used to love doing and was rly good at. | 1b | rant | 1 | (The only thing I still know is basic chords for the guitar but i had known much more)
Guitar
ASL beginner
Wrote a 300 page book
Went through college writing many essays
The names of people i knew
No memories between ages 0 to 13
Forgot how to read without getting lost
All i have to rely on is my short term and foggy... | ashhtreeee | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-07 16:45:47 | ptsd | (The only thing I still know is basic chords for the guitar but i had known much more) Guitar ASL beginner Wrote a 300 page book Went through college writing many essays The names of people i knew No memories between ages 0 to 13 Forgot how to read without getting lost All i have to rely on is my short term and foggy... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eidmsg | Hiding the scars | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | It sucks when it's a bit toasty and you're too embarrassed to take off your jacket or roll up your sleeves. What's a good way of hiding scars? | Naomii02 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 03:58:09 | selfharm | <es>Hiding the scars<ee> <es>It sucks when it's a bit toasty and you're too embarrassed to take off your jacket or roll up your sleeves.<ee> <rs>What's a good way of hiding scars?<re> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you harmed yourself | How did X make you feel? | the scars | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eqemji | Give me one good reason why everyone on the opposite team doesn't deserve to die | 0 | rant | 2 | null | LetsHarrassOnision | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-18 09:59:57 | Anger | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ei7t6e | happy new years. | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | sefurious | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 19:46:31 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | Not a post | true | 0 |
eisuzt | I’m still in denial (I think?) | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Well my title explains the f*ck storm going on in my head I guess. I smoke a bunch of weed, which wouldn’t be a problem if I could function throughout my day to day life, but I can’t. I’m a 16yr old sophomore in hs and I have court next Wednesday for my second case of truancy. Last school year I finished with 103 misse... | sixers267 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 03:50:45 | addiction | <efs>Well my title explains the f*ck storm going on in my head I guess.<efe> <es>I smoke a bunch of weed, which wouldn’t be a problem if I could function throughout my day to day life, but I can’t.<ee> <es>I’m a 16yr old sophomore in hs and I have court next Wednesday for my second case of truancy.<ee> <es>Last school ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | smoking weed is affecting your ife | null | true | 220 |
f96ucw | I can't focus | 1b | rant | 1 | I have some very important exams coming the day after tomorrow. I have zero concentration on them as I'm constantly thinking about my female friend with whom things haven't been going this good. I don't know what's up but i feel like somethibg is wrong. Just to be clear I don't have feelings for her, its just that she'... | Just_another_guy18 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-25 07:48:20 | getting_over_it | <es>I have some very important exams coming the day after tomorrow.<ee> <es>SI have zero concentration on them as I'm constantly thinking about my female friend with whom things haven't been going this good.<ee> <efs>I don't know what's up but i feel like somethibg is wrong.<efe> <efs>Just to be clear I don't have feel... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your friend is not talking to you much | null | true | 220 |
ei77l6 | How do I move on from mistakes better? And with fear of disappointing others? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Mistakes really get me down. When I make a wrong decision I beat myself up, I tell myself over and over how it was a mistake and I feel bad. How should I be coping? I am just riddled with fear of what is to happen next because of my decision. It makes it very hard for me to talk to others about it because I feel embarr... | throw-throw-no-catch | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2019-12-31 19:03:17 | selfhelp | <es>Mistakes really get me down.<ee> <es>When I make a wrong decision I beat myself up, I tell myself over and over how it was a mistake and I feel bad.<ee> <rs>How should I be coping?<re> <es>I am just riddled with fear of what is to happen next because of my decision.<ee> <efs>It makes it very hard for me to talk to ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | this fear of disappointing others | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eisupg | help | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | does anyone know how to tell ur parents you self harm (my dad got mad at me once becos he saw some of my cuts but i jus said they where paper cuts) so i am very stressed. im 13 if that helps. any answers would help ty💗💓💞💕💝💘💖 | noteilidh | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 03:50:02 | selfharm | <rs>does anyone know how to tell ur parents you self harm.<re> <es>(my dad got mad at me once becos he saw some of my cuts but i jus said they where paper cuts).<ee> <efs>so i am very stressed.<efe> <es>im 13 if that helps.<ee> <rs>any answers would help ty<re> | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you do self harm | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eip5e6 | BPD | 0 | survey | 1 | I'm here to learn, I would Google it but I
wanna hear it from someone who has it, or
at least understands it on a deeper level.
What is BPD? How does someone develop
it? How does it effect your life? Is there a
"cure"? Ty! | prodbudddwyer | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 22:53:12 | BPD | <rs>I'm here to learn, I would Google it but I wanna hear it from someone who has it, or at least understands it on a deeper level. What is BPD?<re> <rs>How does someone develop it?<re> <rs>How does it effect your life?<re> <rs>Is there a "cure"?<re> Ty! | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | to know how someone develops BPD | Why are you wanting X ? | to know how BPD affects someone's life | null | null | null | true | 2 |
eii1zc | I ruined New Years | 1a | rant | 2 | I’m such an awful person. I hate myself so much I don’t get how my girlfriend puts up with me. I spent the whole night arguing with my girlfriend over text about nothing.
She was working and put a video of her friend at work on Snapchat, for some reason I just started getting really angry and jealous because I wanted ... | FloatingMilk3 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-01 12:53:15 | BPD | <efs>I’m such an awful person.<efe> <efs>I hate myself so much I don’t get how my girlfriend puts up with me.<efe> <es>I spent the whole night arguing with my girlfriend over text about nothing. <ee> <es>She was working and put a video of her friend at work on Snapchat, for some reason I just started getting really ang... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
el4c8t | Transitioning to being a consultant | 1a | rant | 1 | I’m going from being a CNC machinist to a Digital Marketing and Digital Transformation consultant and need to talk to someone about it but I’m shut out of everyone in my life over the past year of living in two different countries. I just need 3 clients per week and my existent per week is paid for, and I have like fi... | KFunkPrime | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-07 01:56:40 | sad | <es>I’m going from being a CNC machinist to a Digital Marketing and Digital Transformation consultant and need to talk to someone about it but I’m shut out of everyone in my life over the past year of living in two different countries.<ee> <es> I just need 3 clients per week and my existent per week is paid for, and I ... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you feel sad | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to talk to someone about you career | null | true | 120 |
fxlj3u | i don’t know how to deal with my feelings of guilt and shame while quarantine takes place. | 1a | rant | 1 | i want to treat these feelings ASAP, but i haven’t seen any promising apps with features designed to help my concerns that come for FREE (so no premium or subscriptions), and i’m personally uncertain as to whether or not exercise and meditating are enough to help me. seeing a professional obviously can’t be acted on ri... | PrestigiousLayer5 | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-04-09 04:07:47 | getting_over_it | <efs>i don’t know how to deal with my feelings of guilt and shame while quarantine takes place.<efe> <rs>i want to treat these feelings ASAP.<re> <es>but i haven’t seen any promising apps with features designed to help my concerns that come for FREE (so no premium or subscriptions), and i’m personally uncertain as to w... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you feel guilty | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
f7ddr0 | What to do .. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | My soon to be ex is in jail for domestic violence . DA told me he took a deal and is getting out in a month . The state where I am currently residing is not my home state and I am alone here with my kids . I don’t want him to get out and try to plot against me ? That’s my biggest fear ... should I stay here or leave ? | bqueen_ | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-21 16:16:41 | domesticviolence | <es>My soon to be ex is in jail for domestic violence .<ee> <es>DA told me he took a deal and is getting out in a month .<ee> <es>The state where I am currently residing is not my home state and I am alone here with my kids .<ee> <rs>I don’t want him to get out and try to plot against me ?<re> <rs>That’s my biggest fea... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your ex being able to get out of jail | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eiojxs | Staying 2 nights at a internet friends house. | 1b | rant | 1 | We know each other for like 2 years and texted and spoke almost everyday
He lives in a big city so I was just like hey I’ll buy a train ticket and come visit you for 2 nights
Now I’m sitting here outside of a gas station, just wanting to go home
I am shaking right now, his mother fucking hates me because he didn’t... | RRIYAD | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 22:04:03 | socialanxiety | <es>We know each other for like 2 years and texted and spoke almost everyday<ee> <es>He lives in a big city so I was just like hey I’ll buy a train ticket and come visit you for 2 nights<ee> <es>Now I’m sitting here outside of a gas station, just wanting to go home <ee> <es>I am shaking right now, his mother fucking... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the overwhelming atmosphere | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel nauseous at your friend's house | null | true | 210 |
ekal2l | How to deal with anger when I feel I’m getting insulted. | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | I’m a 36 yo male and all my life, I’ve never been the masculine type. My wife and I have a great relationship and it’s one where she makes a lot of the decisions. She’s more opinionated then me, thinks through things better then me, so when we decide on something, she plans it and I help execute. Because of this dy... | mrdlau | 2 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-05 08:52:19 | Anger | I’m a 36 yo male and all my life, I’ve never been the masculine type. My wife and I have a great relationship and it’s one where she makes a lot of the decisions. She’s more opinionated then me, thinks through things better then me, so when we decide on something, she plans it and I help execute. Because of this dy... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you ignore the criticisms | null | true | 221 |
eidafv | Why am I so distrusting and angry | 1a | rant | 2 | I started to have a rly great new years eve. I've been seeing someone new for a few weeks now and he came out with me and the family and it was lovely, but then he got a bit drunk and hypermanic and I felt overwhelmed and couldn't deal with it.
Then he heavily implied he wanted to tell me he loved me and I told him not... | acuteconsole | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 03:23:48 | BPD | <es>I started to have a rly great new years eve.<ee> <es>I've been seeing someone new for a few weeks now and he came out with me and the family and it was lovely, but then he got a bit drunk and hypermanic and I felt overwhelmed and couldn't deal with it.<ee> <es>Then he heavily implied he wanted to tell me he loved m... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are terrified that he is hiding from his problems | null | true | 220 |
eiap1e | New Years plans | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I backed out of New Years plans.... I feel bad but, all I really wanted to do for the last night of the year is play video games watch what I want and decompress from a tough decade. I’ve made GREAT strides this year with my social anxiety I actually went on dates this year. I was just out with my friends Friday night... | white-guy99 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2019-12-31 23:35:30 | socialanxiety | I backed out of New Years plans.... I feel bad but, all I really wanted to do for the last night of the year is play video games watch what I want and decompress from a tough decade. I’ve made GREAT strides this year with my social anxiety I actually went on dates this year. I was just out with my friends Friday night... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your social anxiety | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
eil856 | Relationship anxiety? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | How do you guys deal with anxiety in a relationship??
My ex (22m) and I (24f) are currently trying to work things out and fix our past problems. So far it's been going really great and we've taken some important steps to move forward but then all of a sudden I have days like today where I'm just hyper aware of everyth... | katieeec567 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 17:54:33 | Anxiety | <rs>How do you guys deal with anxiety in a relationship??<re> <es>My ex (22m) and I (24f) are currently trying to work things out and fix our past problems.<ee> <es>So far it's been going really great and we've taken some important steps to move forward but then all of a sudden I have days like today where I'm just hy... | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your relationship problems | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the hyperawareness makes you feel | null | null | null | true | 112 |
eprtkm | Discord server for people trying to overcome opiate addiction. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | We also welcome anyone trying to overcome any other addiction, all are welcome!
https://discord.gg/Zuesf6V | operator139 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-16 23:41:12 | OpiatesRecovery | We also welcome anyone trying to overcome any other addiction, all are welcome! https://discord.gg/Zuesf6V | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
emsdgd | Struggling with being overwhelmed | 1a | chitchat | 2 | Hey all! I wanted to share some thoughts I’m having right now in recovery (again) in relation to feeling overwhelmed. After having the holidays to withdrawal and relax a little without a lot of pressure I’m struggling now that I’m back in the grind and everyday of work. My work requires a lot of travel, and this mad... | sopranofan81 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-10 15:22:26 | OpiatesRecovery | Hey all! <es>I wanted to share some thoughts I’m having right now in recovery (again) in relation to feeling overwhelmed.<ee> <es> After having the holidays to withdrawal and relax a little without a lot of pressure I’m struggling now that I’m back in the grind and everyday of work. <ee> <es>My work requires a lot of ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are struggling due to withdrawl | null | true | 220 |
el1o7u | I can’t escape this | 1b | rant | 2 | My trauma happened to me when I was 8. And then a bunch more shit happened repeatedly at different ages. I was put on so many anti-depressants at the same time, and now ex (boyfriend at the time) said it seemed like too much but I brushed it off bc wtf did he know he isn’t a doctor? well I got a third opinion, which is... | annaw27 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-06 22:39:27 | ptsd | <es>My trauma happened to me when I was 8.<ee> <es>And then a bunch more shit happened repeatedly at different ages.<ee> <es>I was put on so many anti-depressants at the same time, and now ex (boyfriend at the time) said it seemed like too much but I brushed it off bc wtf did he know he isn’t a doctor?<ee> <es>well I g... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having nightmares and getting sick | null | true | 220 |
epa2yx | When did you know? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | When I drink I don't always get pissed up. I'm conscious I have work tomorrow etc. But sometimes I don't care what I have tomorrow once I reach the tipping point. I was late for work Tuesday, and defi itely still had alcohol in my system while driving. I do say to myself I won't drink but I get bored without it. I want... | antonym1988 | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-15 23:00:54 | alcoholicsanonymous | <efs>When I drink I don't always get pissed up.<ee> <es>I'm conscious I have work tomorrow etc.<efe> <es>But sometimes I don't care what I have tomorrow once I reach the tipping point.<ee> <es>I was late for work Tuesday, and defi itely still had alcohol in my system while driving.<ee> <efs>I do say to myself I won't d... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eibinv | Met old friend I haven’t seen in over a decade | 1a | survey | 1 | While I was parked outside waiting I noticed my heart was RACING and I know I get too focused on heart related stuff but after about 10 minutes of it I remembered that it is mental that is causing the physical, which helped me calm down. I was just wondering does anyone else have anxiety this bad? I mean if you think a... | Novemberx123 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 00:40:33 | Anxiety | While I was parked outside waiting I noticed my heart was RACING and I know I get too focused on heart related stuff but after about 10 minutes of it I remembered that it is mental that is causing the physical, which helped me calm down. I was just wondering does anyone else have anxiety this bad? I mean if you think a... | 2 | 1 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about meeting your friend | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help control your anxiety | null | true | 211 |
eod5r3 | Self Love & Validation 💜✨ | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | a_human_experience | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-14 00:25:58 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eixo0g | Creating a Manufacturing Warehouse in America which treats customers like family who have ADHD and Narcolepsy. I seek to have transparency wrt quality control, locked safes, and ingredients w minimal preservatives and dyes. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Is this far fetched? I would love this and to do this for others but I dont know how to do this wrt to permits. My adhd is really bad pretty much due to not taking medication for a while now bc I do not like Aurobindo Adderall at all. I just want an accountable warehouse I can trust so I can focus and sleep more normal... | LizzzB123 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 12:30:33 | ADHD | Is this far fetched? I would love this and to do this for others but I dont know how to do this wrt to permits. My adhd is really bad pretty much due to not taking medication for a while now bc I do not like Aurobindo Adderall at all. I just want an accountable warehouse I can trust so I can focus and sleep more normal... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ei8ic3 | Coughing fit, saw moving black dots | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Posted in r/optometry, but figured I'd post here, since it's messing with my anxiety.
I choked on my drink, and had a coughing fit. While I was coughing, I was seeing tiny black dots moving across my field of vision. They looked a lot like fruit flies.
Once the coughing stopped, the dots went away. I've never expe... | TheFakeZzig | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2019-12-31 20:39:54 | Anxiety | Posted in r/optometry, but figured I'd post here, since it's messing with my anxiety. <es>I choked on my drink, and had a coughing fit.<ee> <es>While I was coughing, I was seeing tiny black dots moving across my field of vision.<ee> <es>They looked a lot like fruit flies.<ee> <es>Once the coughing stopped, the dots... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | seeing the black dots | null | null | null | true | 202 |
em1stu | Is my mom emotionally abusive? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Ever since I was little, wether we were on vacation, at a restaurant, public places etc, whenever a photo opportunity came along for my mom to take a picture of me or my sister, she halts everything else that's going on to take it. Even if I don't want my picture taken. I'll tell her I don't want it taken (I had confid... | Novus_97 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-09 00:37:55 | mentalillness | Ever since I was little, wether we were on vacation, at a restaurant, public places etc, whenever a photo opportunity came along for my mom to take a picture of me or my sister, she halts everything else that's going on to take it. Even if I don't want my picture taken. <es>I'll tell her I don't want it taken (I had co... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel annoyed by your mother's actions | null | true | 220 |
ek2x1n | Do I have social anxiety? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hi,
Thanks for reading this post and sorry if this is the wrong place for it but I'm relatively new to reddit. Basically I've started to notice 'signs' of social anxiety in myself and I'm really bad at opening up this kind of stuff in person so decided to ask on here so apologies if it sounds like I'm venting. I've al... | ARyle22 | 6 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-04 21:37:40 | socialanxiety | Hi, Thanks for reading this post and sorry if this is the wrong place for it but I'm relatively new to reddit. Basically I've started to notice 'signs' of social anxiety in myself and I'm really bad at opening up this kind of stuff in person so decided to ask on here so apologies if it sounds like I'm venting. I've al... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help with your anxiety | null | true | 221 |
ejsdr5 | Amends gone bad (or not as expected) | 0 | help-seeking | 3 | I’m almost 7 years in and I have made rounds of amends and most of them have gone over well or very well. I’m back in my hometown visiting and I did a few family amends. The reason it’s taken so long is that the first time I did the steps I was sick with liver damage and was still coming out of the alcoholic dog and ... | justthebagofchips | 2 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-04 05:30:34 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>I’m almost 7 years in and I have made rounds of amends and most of them have gone over well or very well. <ee> <es>I’m back in my hometown visiting and I did a few family amends.<ee> <es> The reason it’s taken so long is that the first time I did the steps I was sick with liver damage and was still coming out of th... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f5acwo | My girlfriend [23F] is emotionally and physically abusive to me [26M] when she drinks | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | I started seeing my girlfriend in early August. Everything was great for the first few weeks until mid September when I discovered she had a drinking problem. She called me out of the blue one night and told me I needed to pick her up from a bar. I arrive, she’s drunk and hurling insults at me about how it took me too ... | Malinois57 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-02-17 15:32:18 | domesticviolence | <es>I started seeing my girlfriend in early August.<ee> <es>Everything was great for the first few weeks until mid September when I discovered she had a drinking problem.<ee> <es>She called me out of the blue one night and told me I needed to pick her up from a bar.<ee> <es>I arrive, she’s drunk and hurling insults at ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
enj6gr | How do you guys handle explaining when you have an Emotional Flashback? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Almost a full year ago, I was sexually assaulted and it’s taken a lot of hard work to come to terms with it and heal, and though I’ve come a very far way, obviously it’s still going to effect me no matter how “recovered” I seem to think I am.
Its something I’ll have to deal with for the rest of my life.
Today, when tal... | BumbleBKona | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-12 04:57:40 | ptsd | <es>Almost a full year ago, I was sexually assaulted and it’s taken a lot of hard work to come to terms with it and heal, and though I’ve come a very far way, obviously it’s still going to effect me no matter how “recovered” I seem to think I am.<ee> <es>Its something I’ll have to deal with for the rest of my life.<ee>... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the emotional flashback make you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
ejgtuf | Slowly fading away... | 0 | rant | 2 | null | JayJay1don | 319 | 0 | 15 | 2020-01-03 15:24:43 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f63s58 | When you see me lose my rationality I am desperately pleading for help. | 0 | rant | 1 | That's it. That's all I got. | muffinpoots | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-02-19 02:37:00 | Anger | <es>When you see me lose my rationality I am desperately pleading for help.<ee> That's it. That's all I got. | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what makes you lose your rationality | How did X make you feel? | losing your rationality | What do you need help with now that X? | sometimes lose your rationality | null | true | 100 |
ej62qf | Firefighters open up about PTSD | 0 | chitchat | 1 | > The term Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) has been associated with veterans since 1980, but existed well before that under different names. Only recently, first responders have begun to open up about suffering from it, as well. Across the nation, firefighters are dealing with symptoms of PTSD, but the stigma ... | BlueAzzure | 3 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 23:11:21 | ptsd | > The term Post Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) has been associated with veterans since 1980, but existed well before that under different names. Only recently, first responders have begun to open up about suffering from it, as well. Across the nation, firefighters are dealing with symptoms of PTSD, but the stigma ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ej2cbg | Tomorrow is going to be my first day | 0 | chitchat | 1 | So I’ve been tapering over the past few weeks in preparation to go cold turkey tomorrow. I have a good bit of anxiety built up around finally quitting cold turkey but I have a good bit of Gabapentin and some weed to hopefully help me through the toughest parts. I want to thank everyone on here who have given me solid a... | professorpounds420 | 7 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-02 18:52:05 | OpiatesRecovery | So I’ve been tapering over the past few weeks in preparation to go cold turkey tomorrow. I have a good bit of anxiety built up around finally quitting cold turkey but I have a good bit of Gabapentin and some weed to hopefully help me through the toughest parts. I want to thank everyone on here who have given me solid a... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
epd3qg | Defeated | 1a | rant | 2 | I feel so defeated in life. I grew up in a dysfunctional family with parents that essentially never parented but also created a traumatic environment. The first time I got really sick was as a preteen with anorexia. But i was still strong (or so I thought) I worked myself to the bone because I thought i needed to get h... | Impossible-Pilot | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-16 02:54:00 | mentalillness | <efs>I feel so defeated in life.<efe> <es>I grew up in a dysfunctional family with parents that essentially never parented but also created a traumatic environment.<ee> <es>The first time I got really sick was as a preteen with anorexia.<ee> But i was still strong (or so I thought) I worked myself to the bone because I... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
epv9r3 | 3 Bottles in, 1 left | 1a | rant | 1 | June I gave up drinking, amazing. 6 months easy.
30th November I then drunk. It opened the airways again, I know people are there to help me, but I don't want to call them.
Why can't I go back to September 12th, when I was the same person!!! | trx345 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-17 04:16:56 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>June I gave up drinking, amazing.<ee> 6 months easy.<ee> <es>30th November I then drunk.<ee> <es>It opened the airways again, I know people are there to help me, but I don't want to call them.<ee> <rs>Why can't I go back to September 12th, when I was the same person!!!<re> | 1 | 0 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why did you drink again | How did X make you feel? | drinking | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you stop drinking | null | true | 101 |
eia9ct | Currently at a massive rooftop NYE party surrounded by people but couldn’t feel more alone | 1c | rant | 1 | I have a room at the hotel below and have had to make an excuse to go to my room so I can just completely break down. Fuck this. 2020 is the year I might actually do it | umuuuuu | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 23:00:34 | depression | <efs>Currently at a massive rooftop NYE party surrounded by people but couldn’t feel more alone<efe> <efs>I have a room at the hotel below and have had to make an excuse to go to my room so I can just completely break down.<efe> Fuck this. 2020 is the year I might actually do it | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | lonely | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you felt surrounded by people | What can help you overcome X ? | this feeling of loneliness | null | true | 10 |
f2juur | How do you make a change of mindset stick? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | For example learning not to care about what other people think (within reasonable extents), or self-affirmation that you're enough, or something like that.
I try to change my mindset to lead a happier life but it keeps slipping to the old ways. | BoomVroomBob | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-12 02:27:56 | getting_over_it | <rs>How do you make a change of mindset stick?<re> <rs>For example learning not to care about what other people think (within reasonable extents), or self-affirmation that you're enough, or something like that.<re> <es>I try to change my mindset to lead a happier life but it keeps slipping to the old ways.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your old ways | What caused you to need X ? | to change your mindset | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ei71sf | I don't know why I'm even posting | 1a | rant | 2 | I don't know what to say, I wouldn't call this one of those reaching out moments, or it could be idk. I completely broke down tonight and cup up my leg for the first time in years. It's just one of those nights I needed to keep my mind off things but it got the better of me. I'm usually pretty good at just ignoring it ... | PleaseStopPeeingOnMe | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 18:51:48 | depression | I don't know what to say, I wouldn't call this one of those reaching out moments, or it could be idk. <efs>I completely broke down tonight and cup up my leg for the first time in years.<efe> It's just one of those nights I needed to keep my mind off things but it got the better of me. I'm usually pretty good at just ig... | 0 | 2 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | like crying | null | null | null | null | mask question weird | true | 20 |
ekfebf | Looking For Entry Level Jobs Where You Work Alone | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Hi all, I'm looking for entry level jobs where you work alone, or at least don't have to deal with the public/customers in any way. I'm not interested in doing stocking in a store, as I know that is a very common first suggestion. I have a high school diploma, but no degree as I haven't been to college. This would also... | 701921225 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-05 16:45:51 | socialanxiety | Hi all, I'm looking for entry level jobs where you work alone, or at least don't have to deal with the public/customers in any way. I'm not interested in doing stocking in a store, as I know that is a very common first suggestion. I have a high school diploma, but no degree as I haven't been to college. This would also... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
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ei9sy2 | I was invited out but didn’t go | 1a | rant | 1 | I just don’t feel like I’d fit in, I used to be so extroverted but I’ve just been in my room for the past year, I’ve gotten fatter and uglier and just hate myself even more
Last New Years I wasn’t invited to where my (supposed) friends were all going, they just talked about it in front of me. I wasn’t invited by them ... | hunter4lyfe | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 22:23:51 | depression | <efs>I just don’t feel like I’d fit in, I used to be so extroverted but I’ve just been in my room for the past year, I’ve gotten fatter and uglier and just hate myself even more<efe> <es>Last New Years I wasn’t invited to where my (supposed) friends were all going, they just talked about it in front of me.<ee> <es>I w... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel after not being invited | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel you don't fit in | null | true | 210 |
ekt9mn | Unfortunately, I am that shy guy | 0 | rant | 1 | null | edfaghyesvnyg | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-06 12:04:34 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eqpfjv | How do I get over missing being depressed? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I've struggled with depression for the vast majority of my life. Last year was very , very hard for me and I ended up suicidal. Feeling numb, hopeless, and/or miserable has kinda been my baseline.
I've gone on some new medication and done some mental health program. I don't know if it is because of the medication or i... | flatwoodsmothman | 1 | 0 | 19 | 2020-01-19 00:58:51 | getting_over_it | <es>I've struggled with depression for the vast majority of my life.<ee> <efs>Last year was very , very hard for me and I ended up suicidal.<efe> <efs>Feeling numb, hopeless, and/or miserable has kinda been my baseline.<efe> <es>I've gone on some new medication and done some mental health program.<ee> <efs>I don't kno... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ekned0 | Wondering if anyone else thinks this way? | 1a | survey | 1 | Why do I feel so anxious in the morning when I have nothing to do- why can’t I just relax and just be- maybe watch tv or read- or really do nothing-why do I have to nap or DRINK to escape that feeling? I’d like to know?
I never like to deal with what I’m feeling and push it down until I can drink again so escape what... | Tyrelle13 | 1 | 0 | 36 | 2020-01-06 02:33:37 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Why do I feel so anxious in the morning when I have nothing to do- why can’t I just relax and just be- maybe watch tv or read- or really do nothing-why do I have to nap or DRINK to escape that feeling?<ee> <rs>I’d like to know?<re> <efs>I never like to deal with what I’m feeling and push it down until I can drink ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eigwje | WHO WANNA TALK ?quien quiere hablar | 0 | chitchat | 5 | QUIEN QUIERE HABLARER | andreaaaaavaerrggass | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 10:14:03 | ADHD | QUIEN QUIERE HABLARER | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
elj7t2 | I think my abuser did more to me than I realize TW: Childhood sexual assault/rape | 1b | rant | 2 | When I was young, before preschool/kindergarten, I was babysat by a mormon woman. She had two children, a daughter my age and a son who was in middle/high school. The daughter was my best friend at the time and the son was mentally challenged. He would lure me into his room by playing the "Barbie Girl" song by Aqua, I ... | WellThatsFantasmic | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-07 22:47:47 | ptsd | <es>When I was young, before preschool/kindergarten, I was babysat by a mormon woman.<ee> <es>She had two children, a daughter my age and a son who was in middle/high school.<ee> <es>The daughter was my best friend at the time and the son was mentally challenged.<ee> <es>He would lure me into his room by playing the "B... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help cure your trauma | null | true | 221 |
eotgqu | Anger | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | RAWZAUCE420B | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-14 23:21:10 | Anger | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
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