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elo4a9
Do the cravings ever stop?
1a
help-seeking
1
At one point in my life I had a pretty serious pill habit. I mostly take kratom now (Twice per day. I’m physically and psychologically addicted). I just always want to get high on something and I can always convince myself to do so. Let’s say hypothetically I kick it all. Totally clean for three months. How do I avoi...
dr_algos
1
0
7
2020-01-08 05:08:56
OpiatesRecovery
<es>At one point in my life I had a pretty serious pill habit.<ee> <es>I mostly take kratom now (Twice per day. I’m physically and psychologically addicted).<ee> <es>I just always want to get high on something and I can always convince myself to do so. <ee> <es>Let’s say hypothetically I kick it all.<ee> <es>Totally c...
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How did X make you feel?
taking kratom
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eirlpy
Do you guys know anything to do when you are bored? I'm always bored, it sucks.
0
help-seeking
1
I was diagnosed with ADHD. I have a prescription for adderall but I stopped using it. I used to use alcohol as a self diagnose and I have gone back into it again.
totalfuckwit
1
0
0
2020-01-02 02:07:31
ADHD
<rs>Do you guys know anything to do when you are bored?<re> <efs>I'm always bored, it sucks.<efe> <es>I was diagnosed with ADHD.<ee> <es> I have a prescription for adderall but I stopped using it.<ee> <es>I used to use alcohol as a self diagnose and I have gone back into it again.<ee>
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ekxyvp
Anger probably from being bullied
1b
help-seeking
2
I still carry this weight a decade later. I was bullied and belittled by peers, parents, and teachers. Now I take the slightest or even imagined slights very poorly. I told myself older me would be the champion of younger me, but it seems that results in me flying off the handle every time a retail worker doesn't give ...
sorrynotpoly
1
0
14
2020-01-06 18:22:43
Anger
<es>I still carry this weight a decade later.<ee> <es>I was bullied and belittled by peers, parents, and teachers.<ee> <es>Now I take the slightest or even imagined slights very poorly.<ee> <es>I told myself older me would be the champion of younger me, but it seems that results in me flying off the handle every time a...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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emdv31
A nightmare from 2017 journal entry
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rant
1
“I dreamt that I had been taken from my mom. It was a group of men. Men from my church. Sergio was their leader, his brother Gabriel was protecting me from him. I cried because I saw how evil he was.”
ChloroformDaisy
1
0
0
2020-01-09 18:38:23
ptsd
“I dreamt that I had been taken from my mom. It was a group of men. Men from my church. Sergio was their leader, his brother Gabriel was protecting me from him. I cried because I saw how evil he was.”
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eiagbg
My last new year's wish was to die. I'm still alive so I guess... there's a reason.. right?
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chitchat
1
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R34LZ
1
0
0
2019-12-31 23:16:02
depression
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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suicidal
true
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eioq3k
Mindfulness
1a
rant
1
Depressed by the past Anxious for the future Content in the moment Happy
collateraldamage007
1
0
1
2020-01-01 22:17:55
BPD
<efs>Depressed by the past<efe> <efs>Anxious for the future <efe> Content in the moment Happy
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0
What made you feel X ?
feel depressed
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What can help you overcome X ?
you feel anxious about your future
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eio3pr
Well this is new and unpleasant...
1a
help-seeking
1
I'm not one to have panic attacks, but I've had two in the last four days and it's starting to really bother me. I don't know why it's happening. I'm on Ativan for night terrors, which seems to have a secondary effect on decreasing my anxiety, but this week has been rough. Im trying to figure out what it is so I can de...
LysolPie
1
0
0
2020-01-01 21:29:56
Anxiety
<es>I'm not one to have panic attacks, but I've had two in the last four days and it's starting to really bother me.<ee> <es>I don't know why it's happening.<ee> <es>I'm on Ativan for night terrors, which seems to have a secondary effect on decreasing my anxiety, but this week has been rough.<ee> Im trying to figure ou...
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eih79x
Started talking to this girl at the start of the week, been sick to the stomach since
0
help-seeking
2
Hey guys, I’ve not been actually diagnosed with anxiety yet but both me and my doctor believe that I may have it as it appears to be the cause of many of my IBS flare ups. The last time I went to the doctors they put me on propranolol to help with headaches that they believed would be caused as a result of anxiety. I...
therock565
1
0
3
2020-01-01 10:56:50
Anxiety
<es>Hey guys, I’ve not been actually diagnosed with anxiety yet but both me and my doctor believe that I may have it as it appears to be the cause of many of my IBS flare ups.<ee> <es>The last time I went to the doctors they put me on propranolol to help with headaches that they believed would be caused as a result of...
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ek0bj1
Song to Cry to
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chitchat
1
Hey y’all, Gymnopédies by Erik Satie is such a good song. It evokes a lot of emotion for how simple it seems. It brings me to a place of melancholic nostalgia (if that makes sense). It brings me back to simpler, happier times and it makes me want to cry just writing about it. It’s not like balling sad, but more curling...
radicalpeanut69
2
0
4
2020-01-04 18:27:53
sad
Hey y’all, Gymnopédies by Erik Satie is such a good song. It evokes a lot of emotion for how simple it seems. It brings me to a place of melancholic nostalgia (if that makes sense). It brings me back to simpler, happier times and it makes me want to cry just writing about it. It’s not like balling sad, but more curling...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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true
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eizc2g
Am I doing something wrong?
0
help-seeking
2
My boyfriend (20 yrs old) and I (19) have been together for 6 months. We’re currently in a long distance relationship and things are going great! Thing is I do want to improve more to understand/help my boyfriend. Let me be more specific on what I want to improve on 1. Appreciation. I want him to feel more appreciated...
SweepyBean
1
0
4
2020-01-02 15:07:45
ADHD
<es>My boyfriend (20 yrs old) and I (19) have been together for 6 months.<ee> <es>We’re currently in a long distance relationship and things are going great!<ee> <rs>Thing is I do want to improve more to understand/help my boyfriend.<re> <rs>Let me be more specific on what I want to improve on 1. Appreciation.<re> <rs...
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ey0xax
I asked to be raped
1a
rant
1
My backstory..... I'm 36f whose been raped, gang raped, passed out raped when I was 18 to 20 years old. I've been doing pretty good but I was in a self destructive path but I never thought I would have done this.... I made a Tinder profile and my description was horrible about what I wanted done to me. I told them I ...
TheOriginalTomboy
1
0
17
2020-02-03 03:52:19
rapecounseling
<es>My backstory..... I'm 36f whose been raped, gang raped, passed out raped when I was 18 to 20 years old.<ee> <es>I've been doing pretty good but I was in a self destructive path but I never thought I would have done this....<ee> <es> I made a Tinder profile and my description was horrible about what I wanted done t...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel disgusted about your self destruction
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el4yis
I'm so excited to get started stopping
0
chitchat
1
I just got ahold of some Suboxone and I am dancing around the kitchen I'm so happy. Not because of the Suboxone really, I'm just so fucking pumped to get back to living my life. I know there is a ton of hard work ahead of me and thinking that a few sublingual strips are going to do the work for me would be straight s...
Glocktopus69420Obama
1
0
6
2020-01-07 02:44:11
OpiatesRecovery
<es>I just got ahold of some Suboxone and I am dancing around the kitchen I'm so happy.<ee> <es>Not because of the Suboxone really, I'm just so fucking pumped to get back to living my life.<ee> <es>I know there is a ton of hard work ahead of me and thinking that a few sublingual strips are going to do the work for me...
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0
1
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what made your life miserable
How did X make you feel?
suboxone
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you plan to do the detox
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ep0smj
Boyfriend is addicted and I don't know how to handle it anymore
1b
rant
1
My boyfriend is addicted to both cocaine and weed. He's trying to kick off (I don't know if that's the right way to say it?) so he uses as little as possible. Because of this he feels sick and depressed all the time and can't find the strength to look for a job and thus he has no money. This means that I have to pay f...
Fruitboerinneke
1
0
22
2020-01-15 10:48:29
addiction
<es>My boyfriend is addicted to both cocaine and weed.<ee> <es>He's trying to kick off (I don't know if that's the right way to say it?) so he uses as little as possible.<ee> <efs>Because of this he feels sick and depressed all the time and can't find the strength to look for a job and thus he has no money.<efe> <es>T...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to fund your boyfriend
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ejzebt
Job interview...ready to put in 2 week notice?
0
help-seeking
1
Monday after work I have a job interview, obviously I'm freaking out! But my current place of employment has taken such a huge toll on my mental health. I've posted on here before about how its caused me to have suicidal thoughts and extreme panic attacks. Anyways, my boss has been on a major power trip lately and I'm ...
bellczar
2
0
11
2020-01-04 17:22:30
socialanxiety
<es>Monday after work I have a job interview, obviously I'm freaking out!<ee> <es>But my current place of employment has taken such a huge toll on my mental health.<ee> <es>I've posted on here before about how its caused me to have suicidal thoughts and extreme panic attacks.<ee> Anyways, my boss has been on a major po...
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0
Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
null
How did X make you feel?
the current job
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel anxious about the interview
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evta37
Someone please help
1b
help-seeking
1
I'm 25 and my bf is 31, he has hit me multiple times and even choked slammed me. He spat on my face and also just now spit on my face calling me a child. I live with him (different state) and i just bought us a ticket to go back to my house. If i say i dont want to be with him, he might cancel his ticket and make me ca...
abusedandhurting
1
0
8
2020-01-29 21:06:12
domesticviolence
<es>I'm 25 and my bf is 31, he has hit me multiple times and even choked slammed me.<ee> <es>He spat on my face and also just now spit on my face calling me a child.<ee> <es>I live with him (different state) and i just bought us a ticket to go back to my house.<ee> <es>If i say i dont want to be with him, he might canc...
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ei8i38
My sisters friend keeps staring at me
1b
rant
1
My sister has her friend at our house, and I keep noticing that she stares at me a lot. Maybe she just doesn’t realize she doing it, but it makes me so uncomfortable and she stares at me with a judgmental expression. Again, she probably just does it unconsciously, but my insecure self feels very stressed out and expose...
introverted-plant
1
0
6
2019-12-31 20:39:23
socialanxiety
My sister has her friend at our house, and I keep noticing that she stares at me a lot. <es>Maybe she just doesn’t realize she doing it, but it makes me so uncomfortable and she stares at me with a judgmental expression.<ee> <efs>Again, she probably just does it unconsciously, but my insecure self feels very stressed o...
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0
null
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you feel stressed
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel stressed out and exposed
requirement mask not clear
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ez162s
Distanced myself from everyone and now i'm considering contacting my ex best friend
0
help-seeking
1
Hi, I'm 17 and have struggled with depression and anxiety for quite a while, currently i only have very few online friends and one irl friend. I used to have this friend who I had been very close to since I was in kindergaten and at 14 we stopped talking over a fight because of our parents not getting along. It was mos...
felis_catus_1
1
0
2
2020-02-05 01:30:17
getting_over_it
<es>Hi, I'm 17 and have struggled with depression and anxiety for quite a while, currently i only have very few online friends and one irl friend.<ee> <es>I used to have this friend who I had been very close to since I was in kindergaten and at 14 we stopped talking over a fight because of our parents not getting along...
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eshtti
I just need help I don't really know.
1a
help-seeking
1
In October I've been feeling so well I started to go to college, meet a girl, I've been full of self-love motivation and confidence always in my life could pick myself up like a fucking rocky movie. But lately, I don't have that power anymore I feel like I'm drowning there's no motivation or confidence left in me the g...
ThrowMeAwayProfile
1
0
4
2020-01-22 20:40:22
selfhelp
<es>In October I've been feeling so well I started to go to college, meet a girl, I've been full of self-love motivation and confidence always in my life could pick myself up like a fucking rocky movie.<ee> <efs>But lately, I don't have that power anymore I feel like I'm drowning there's no motivation or confidence lef...
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what will help you get over the relationship
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ei8jo1
Desperate for help... looking for suggestions
1a
help-seeking
1
I’m 27 y/o &amp; my life has been absolutely decimated by social anxiety. I have been in therapy since high school (saw a therapist in middle school briefly) &amp; have tried over 10 different meds, TMS (for anxiety and depression), and have done psychedelic therapy these last few months. I do not know what to do anymo...
SlussyMussel
1
0
7
2019-12-31 20:42:39
socialanxiety
<es>I’m 27 y/o &amp; my life has been absolutely decimated by social anxiety.<ee> <es>I have been in therapy since high school (saw a therapist in middle school briefly) &amp;<ee> <es>have tried over 10 different meds, TMS (for anxiety and depression), and have done psychedelic therapy these last few months.<ee> <es>I ...
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0
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
your social anxiety
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what suggestions would help you with social anxiety
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er9mck
Getting my self to move
1a
rant
1
I leave for a couple month trip next week and I have no motivation to clean my room or pack my stuff. I feel so low and unmotivated. I hate that I’m going to travel alone and this is how I’m feeling before I leave
cassiiiee18
1
0
1
2020-01-20 06:54:35
selfhelp
<es>I leave for a couple month trip next week and I have no motivation to clean my room or pack my stuff.<ee> <efs>I feel so low and unmotivated.<efe> <efs>I hate that I’m going to travel alone and this is how I’m feeling before I leave<efe>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you have no motivation to pack your stuff
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What do you need help with now that X?
you have no motivation to pack for the trip
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ei9ela
New Years makes me feel terrible. I feel like I’ve only gone backwards. (Trigger Warning: Venting)
1a
rant
2
This was hands down the worst year of my life. In March I started having pretty bad ptsd symptoms. I went to therapy for the first time in May, where I was diagnosed with PTSD. I got worse and worse, and was completely debilitated by my illness. I started meds, had a psychotic breakdown, and completed an intensive ther...
throwaway0706199
1
0
2
2019-12-31 21:51:26
ptsd
<es>This was hands down the worst year of my life.<ee> <es>In March I started having pretty bad ptsd symptoms.<ee> <es>I went to therapy for the first time in May, where I was diagnosed with PTSD.<ee> <efs>I got worse and worse, and was completely debilitated by my illness.<efe> <efs>I started meds, had a psychotic bre...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel much worse than the start of the year
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ejoanw
I want to die, help
1b
help-seeking
2
I feel like I keep getting the bad cards over and over and it doesn’t stop. I’m tired of always getting the shorter end of the stick and I can’t do it anymore. Here is a mini life story, maybe you can offer some advice. When I was 5 I was molested for a year, for my entire life i’ve been severely bullied to the point t...
asadcookie
4
0
47
2020-01-04 00:08:37
sad
<efs>I feel like I keep getting the bad cards over and over and it doesn’t stop.<efe> <efs>I’m tired of always getting the shorter end of the stick and I can’t do it anymore.<efe> Here is a mini life story, maybe you can offer some advice. <es>When I was 5 I was molested for a year, for my entire life i’ve been severel...
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2
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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What do you need help with now that X?
so many bad instances have happened in your life
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ezm9fb
A letter to my rapist (trigger warnings)
1b
rant
2
I was 18. Young, naive and vulnerable. You saw me on a bench and picked me out. You were the most manipulative person I’ve met in my life, and you knew I was an easy target. Someone to prey on, to take advantage of with no consequences. I regret everyday that I didn’t take the revenge and justice that I so rightly dese...
Framergamer
1
0
0
2020-02-06 03:45:40
rapecounseling
<es>I was 18.<ee><es> Young, naive and vulnerable.<ee> <es>You saw me on a bench and picked me out.<ee> <es>You were the most manipulative person I’ve met in my life, and you knew I was an easy target.<ee> <es>Someone to prey on, to take advantage of with no consequences.<ee> <efs>I regret everyday that I didn’t take t...
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0
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What do you need help with now that X?
you regret not taking action against your rapist
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eo72jo
First Meeting Tonight
1a
help-seeking
1
Am attending my first AA meeting tonight- any advice? I feel that I have lost control of my life and am desperate to start a happier future.
skipper90nf
1
0
67
2020-01-13 17:17:13
alcoholicsanonymous
<rs>Am attending my first AA meeting tonight- any advice?<re> <efs>I feel that I have lost control of my life and am desperate to start a happier future.<efe>
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What made you feel X ?
that you have lost control of your life
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how you feel about your life
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eqqvt4
Worst breakup ever.
1b
help-seeking
2
So, let me just start this off by saying that i’m completely in the wrong in this situation, i should not have done what i did. So, let’s start the night off. (20M) here, and me and my girlfriend (20F) have been together for about 5 months now. Everythings been amazing, couple small arguments here or there, nothing bi...
YungestBongs
1
0
3
2020-01-19 03:04:21
domesticviolence
<es> So, let me just start this off by saying that i’m completely in the wrong in this situation, i should not have done what i did.<ee> So, let’s start the night off. <es>(20M) here, and me and my girlfriend (20F) have been together for about 5 months now.<ee> <es>Everythings been amazing, couple small arguments here ...
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ekallt
Finally made my appointment for the clinic :)
0
help-seeking
1
I made the call today and set up my appointment for the methadone clinic. Yes, methadone is my choice. Methadone works well for me. I'm very excited. Even if I'm on it for the rest of my life, I'll be happy not using dope anymore. I don't care if I am still dependent on something, as long as it's the lesser of two evil...
bagzplz
1
0
6
2020-01-05 08:54:12
OpiatesRecovery
<es>I made the call today and set up my appointment for the methadone clinic.<ee> <es>Yes, methadone is my choice.<ee> <es>Methadone works well for me.<ee> <efs>I'm very excited.<efe> <rs>Even if I'm on it for the rest of my life, I'll be happy not using dope anymore.<re> <rs>I don't care if I am still dependent on som...
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How did X make you feel?
methadone
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eq0bh7
Going off suboxone
0
chitchat
1
Wish me luck. I want to do this. Have a slow taper schedule written by my doctor. I'm excited to be off all opiates for the first time in years.
scumster_dive
1
0
44
2020-01-17 13:24:12
OpiatesRecovery
Wish me luck. I want to do this. Have a slow taper schedule written by my doctor. I'm excited to be off all opiates for the first time in years.
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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random
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eo5zu2
Help/resources for defusion
1a
help-seeking
1
I've been trying to work on defusion as homework from my psych but I've been struggling despite the information he has provided me with; an information sheet he has written, and also talking about it in sessions. I think part of the problem is, I have been having trouble articulating what exactly i'm struggling with, ...
CatsandTeaandBooks
1
0
1
2020-01-13 16:01:03
getting_over_it
<es>I've been trying to work on defusion as homework from my psych but I've been struggling despite the information he has provided me with; an information sheet he has written, and also talking about it in sessions.<ee> <efs>I think part of the problem is, I have been having trouble articulating what exactly i'm stru...
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elao26
Dating advice?
0
help-seeking
3
Hey Reddit, don’t really post on here much, but I’m having feeling for a current math addict, we’ve only been seeing each other 2-3 weeks now, but I didn’t know he was on it when it stared, but he offered it to me when I came over, and I thought it was like a one time thing, but he got boxes of needles and I can tell h...
uplatealways11
1
0
16
2020-01-07 12:02:38
addiction
<es>Hey Reddit, don’t really post on here much, but I’m having feeling for a current math addict,<ee> <es>we’ve only been seeing each other 2-3 weeks now,<ee> <es>but I didn’t know he was on it when it stared,<ee> <es>but he offered it to me when I came over, and I thought it was like a one time thing,<ee> <es>but he g...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
your boyfriend's meth addiction
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eik68z
Second day of Vyvanse for ADHD, why am I not getting any energy boost?
0
help-seeking
3
Hey guys, so I have gone to a ton of appointments over the past year or so to fix what has been an issue with my energy. Constantly lethargic. Cannot concentrate etc. I got a sleep study, blood tests, the works, basically. Recently my doctor suggested I see a neuropsych and after a lengthy evaluation I got diagnosed w...
Internetcowboy
1
0
14
2020-01-01 16:31:25
ADHD
<es>Hey guys, so I have gone to a ton of appointments over the past year or so to fix what has been an issue with my energy.<ee> <efs>Constantly lethargic.<efe> <efs>Cannot concentrate etc.<efe> <es>I got a sleep study, blood tests, the works, basically.<ee> <es>Recently my doctor suggested I see a neuropsych and afte...
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ek0lg5
Meme
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chitchat
3
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Koekiez
287
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11
2020-01-04 18:47:53
sad
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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0
f00idz
Dealing with insecurity
1a
help-seeking
2
Hey. I've suffered from depression my entire life, it's something I can manage at this point, with medication and professional help (something I'm currently without, as my counselor is on leave for a few months, but she'll be back soon), but recently I've had a completely new issue: insecurity. I'm writing the rest o...
The-Woe-Of-Ophelia
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2020-02-06 22:37:47
getting_over_it
Hey. <es>I've suffered from depression my entire life, it's something I can manage at this point, with medication and professional help (something I'm currently without, as my counselor is on leave for a few months, but she'll be back soon), but recently I've had a completely new issue: insecurity.<ee> I'm writing th...
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ej2pc5
I screwed myself over
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rant
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I transfered to a new community college last semster. For this school, I need to submit my transcripts from my previous schools or I can't get into the classes that I need to. I was able to get away with not doing this last semster because the classes I took were general education now I need major specific classes. I p...
greengrapesredgrapes
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2020-01-02 19:16:52
ADHD
<es>I transfered to a new community college last semester.<ee> <es>For this school, I need to submit my transcripts from my previous schools or I can't get into the classes that I need to.<ee> <es>I was able to get away with not doing this last semster because the classes I took were general education now I need major ...
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ekudh9
Our house almost burned down, now anything related to fire triggers anxiety, even the word itself scares me. I also can't help being so paranoid. How can I cope?
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help-seeking
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This happened the night of new years eve 2019. We live in a slum like part of city, so the houses here are made of light materials and most of the time are stuck to each other. Our neighbor had a cooking mishap that caused the fire, their house is right behind ours. The light materials made it spread easier. That time...
pidgeonjail
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0
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2020-01-06 13:49:18
ptsd
<es>Our house almost burned down, now anything related to fire triggers anxiety, even the word itself scares me.<ee> <efs>I also can't help being so paranoid.<efe> <rs>How can I cope?<re> <es>This happened the night of new years eve 2019.<ee> <es>We live in a slum like part of city, so the houses here are made of light...
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enr8e1
Panic and anxiety disorder, I suffer too much
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rant
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It's unbearable
Innominato1579
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2020-01-12 18:32:22
mentalillness
<es>Panic and anxiety disorder, I suffer too much<ee> <efs>It's unbearable<efe>
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what causes the panic attacks
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how you feel about the panic attacks
What do you need help with now that X?
the panic and anxiety attacks are unbearable
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erebly
I can’t find my fucking headphones and I’m about to explode.
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rant
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I had them 10 minutes ago and now I have no idea where the fuck they are. I’m so pissed I feel like smashing my fucking head into a wall.
peg-me-mommy
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2020-01-20 15:05:10
Anger
<es>I can’t find my fucking headphones and I’m about to explode.<ee> <es>I had them 10 minutes ago and now I have no idea where the fuck they are.<ee> <efs>I’m so pissed I feel like smashing my fucking head into a wall.<efe>
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you are unable to find your headphones
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eicf3e
DAE else reassure others that it’s totally okay if they do something specific and then have a total meltdown about it in private?
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survey
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my partner has the habit of checking in with me when he does minor things because i have severe separation anxiety so when something comes up and ruins our plans it take a toll on me and makes me go crazy in the head as if he left and he’s never coming back. but because i wanna be a good girlfriend i try my best to tel...
bleucarebear
1
0
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2020-01-01 02:00:38
BPD
<rs>DAE else reassure others that it’s totally okay if they do something specific and then have a total meltdown about it in private?<re> <es>my partner has the habit of checking in with me when he does minor things because i have severe separation anxiety<ee> <efs>so when something comes up and ruins our plans it take...
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eib5y0
I am at a new year's eve party and I want to cry.
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I am having a panic attack without any reason, I don't to be here anymore.
Julexx
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2020-01-01 00:12:49
depression
<es>I am having a panic attack without any reason, I don't to be here anymore.<ee>
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why you were having a panic attack
How did X make you feel?
the panic attack
What do you need help with now that X?
you have a panic attack and don't want to be in the party
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f7pew6
Too many domestic violence relationships
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help-seeking
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Someone asked me once if I ever considered that I might be the reason that I have had three relationships that ended in domestic violence. That comment haunts me. I am stubborn and I am not physically capable of defending myself. The person who said it was the second guy who hit me. He wanted me to think that it...
Icantdance-whensober
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2020-02-22 07:33:21
domesticviolence
<es>Someone asked me once if I ever considered that I might be the reason that I have had three relationships that ended in domestic violence.<ee> <efs>That comment haunts me. <efe> <es> I am stubborn and I am not physically capable of defending myself. <ee> <es>The person who said it was the second guy who hit me....
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your past relationships
Can you elaborate more on X ?
how the relationships made you feel
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you
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eodvbw
School troubles
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help-seeking
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Hello, I hope I’m in the right subreddit. I am currently a highschool student dealing with major depression and anxiety issues. I recently (this past year) transferred to a private academy to help cope with these issues. Recently my mental state has deteriorated. It happened so fast and so intensely that I’m left not...
avaline-cant-handle
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2020-01-14 01:20:13
selfhelp
Hello, I hope I’m in the right subreddit. <es>I am currently a highschool student dealing with major depression and anxiety issues.<ee> <es>I recently (this past year) transferred to a private academy to help cope with these issues.<ee> <es>Recently my mental state has deteriorated.<ee> <efs>It happened so fast and s...
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elp5s2
Can't Sleep
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How are things in your neck of the woods?
WeLostTheSkyline
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0
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2020-01-08 06:49:35
OpiatesRecovery
<es>Can't Sleep<ee> How are things in your neck of the woods?
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why you can't sleep
How did X make you feel?
not being able to sleep
What do you need help with now that X?
you are unable to sleep
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eq3qye
Day two coming clean
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I've never been dope sick in my life. I've come close but it's never a matter of finances (unfortunately) it's just waiting on people. I was the most responsible drug addict when it came to my drug. Never truly ran out. Never had to scrounge change. Now, Im starting to get it a tad bit more. My eyes are running, my mus...
Tacotaxitactical
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2020-01-17 17:50:21
OpiatesRecovery
<es>Day two coming clean<ee> <es>I've never been dope sick in my life.<ee> <es>I've come close but it's never a matter of finances (unfortunately) it's just waiting on people.<ee> <es>I was the most responsible drug addict when it came to my drug.<ee> <es>Never truly ran out.<ee> <es>Never had to scrounge change.<ee> <...
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you are having withdrawl symptoms
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en1dgi
A functioning alcoholic
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help-seeking
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I first started drinking in high school, carried on immensley through college. Got married and had children and didn’t drink for that 15 yrs of marriage. Bad break up, picked up where I left off. Married an an alcoholic, went up from there. Divorced, sober for a few years and remarried, drinking again and hiding it. W...
hohobaha12
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2020-01-11 02:25:12
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>I first started drinking in high school, carried on immensley through college.<ee> <es>Got married and had children and didn’t drink for that 15 yrs of marriage.<ee> <es>Bad break up, picked up where I left off.<ee> <es>Married an an alcoholic, went up from there.<ee> <es>Divorced, sober for a few years and remarr...
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breakup
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ei9rhe
New Years Resolution: clean my room
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I know it will make me feel better, even if just for a few minutes, but I don’t have the energy to do it. I still have a suitcase opened from a vacation back in April. I hope I’ll be able to do this ONE thing for 2020.
judgejudystan
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0
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2019-12-31 22:20:29
depression
<rs>New Years Resolution: clean my room<re> I know it will make me feel better, even if just for a few minutes, but I don’t have the energy to do it. I still have a suitcase opened from a vacation back in April. I hope I’ll be able to do this ONE thing for 2020.
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to clean your room
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to clean your room
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ej8ih2
Dying to self harm! Help? Plz?
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survey
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ToonlinkFTW890
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2020-01-03 02:14:10
selfharm
<es>Dying to self harm!<ee> Help? Plz?
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why you want to self harm
How did X make you feel?
self harm
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel like doing self harm
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evvxt4
I am a concerned neighbor and former abuse victim who doesn't know what to do.
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help-seeking
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I have lived in this apartment for nearly 3 months now. I have noticed now and again that one of my neighbors will yell every so often but it has never been as bad as it got today. I was asleep and woke up to the sound of screaming and loud thumping. I could clearly hear words and phrases, a woman's voice yelling "why ...
furtivequest
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0
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2020-01-30 00:02:45
domesticviolence
<es>I have lived in this apartment for nearly 3 months now.<ee> <es>I have noticed now and again that one of my neighbors will yell every so often but it has never been as bad as it got today.<ee> <es>I was asleep and woke up to the sound of screaming and loud thumping.<ee> <es>I could clearly hear words and phrases, a...
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ekojqt
2019-12-29 00:00:00
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rant
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I’m at home getting ready for school but something already feels off, our morning texts aren’t the same, she was already up and didn’t text me, that’s something she doesn’t do she usually always texts me. I get a feeling in my stomach but I don’t want to believe it, I tell her “I’m going to school I’ll see you there I ...
NAILKMKARAZ
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0
0
2020-01-06 04:07:16
sad
<es>I’m at home getting ready for school but something already feels off, our morning texts aren’t the same, she was already up and didn’t text me, that’s something she doesn’t do she usually always texts me.<ee> <efs>I get a feeling in my stomach but I don’t want to believe it, I tell her “I’m going to school I’ll see...
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that your girlfriend cheated on you
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ei7ehd
You know how sometimes you're so suffocated by a certain place and need to get out and change scenes for a while?
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I feel that way with life.
dolphin_96
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0
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2019-12-31 19:16:37
depression
I feel that way with life.
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f3tn2n
How to learn to be kind to myself?
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help-seeking
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Hey all. So I'm in my last semester of college and I'm covered by my disability center. If I ever struggle with depression like hell, I can email the disability employee assigned to me and she can help me communicate to my professor. Extended deadlines, excused absences for missed classes, etc. Last semester, the dean ...
throwaway59423
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0
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2020-02-14 15:21:56
getting_over_it
Hey all. <es>So I'm in my last semester of college and I'm covered by my disability center.<ee> <es>If I ever struggle with depression like hell, I can email the disability employee assigned to me and she can help me communicate to my professor.<ee> <es>Extended deadlines, excused absences for missed classes, etc.<ee> ...
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ej7xkb
When you’re talking to a girl the MOST important thing you need to pay attention to is her BODY LANGUAGE. Her Actions will speak louder than words. If you pick up on these things you it will help you understand women and be more successful.How To Know If A Girl Likes You judging By Her Body Language
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AbundanceLifeStyle
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2020-01-03 01:29:10
selfhelp
When you’re talking to a girl the MOST important thing you need to pay attention to is her BODY LANGUAGE. Her Actions will speak louder than words. If you pick up on these things you it will help you understand women and be more successful. How To Know If A Girl Likes You judging By Her Body Language
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eiuqzr
Anybody else ever feel like they're a burden to talk to?
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survey
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Basically the title. Does anyone else ever feel just like it isnt worth attempting to initiate a conversation with someone new just out of fear that they'll seem like a burden or a waste of time? I feel like I cant talk to anyone (not that I really can these days) new because I always get so worried that nobody will ca...
Cassandraaaaaaaa
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0
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2020-01-02 06:45:31
socialanxiety
Basically the title. <rs>Does anyone else ever feel just like it isnt worth attempting to initiate a conversation with someone new just out of fear that they'll seem like a burden or a waste of time?<re> <es>I feel like I cant talk to anyone (not that I really can these days) new because I always get so worried that no...
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that nobody would care
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ep3edp
I find this book helpful...Charisma on Command: Inspire, Impress, and Energize Everyone You Meet
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Samcade99
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2020-01-15 15:04:02
selfhelp
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f4lwij
I don't know what to do
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rant
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is something wrong with me? I keep putting holes in things whenever I'm mad. I get told I need therapy by my sister and that I ruin everything I want to die that way they can't deal with me anymore
throatvomit
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0
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2020-02-16 05:01:43
Anger
<rs>is something wrong with me?<re> <es>I keep putting holes in things whenever I'm mad.<ee> <es>I get told I need therapy by my sister and that I ruin everything I want to die that way they can't deal with me anymore<ee>
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what makes you angry
How did X make you feel?
all the anger
What do you need help with now that X?
you break things in anger
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f4t6nb
Free groups and meetings for anger management in NYC
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help-seeking
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Good Morning Very new to Reddit but problems in my life have made me come to the point to realize I need help with controlling my anger and the reactions that stem from it. I am becoming a danger to myself and others if I don’t start the work to understand and find tools to control my anger as well as my temper ...
HeadteacherSnape
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2020-02-16 16:45:12
Anger
Good Morning <es>Very new to Reddit but problems in my life have made me come to the point to realize I need help with controlling my anger and the reactions that stem from it.<ee> <es>I am becoming a danger to myself and others if I don’t start the work to understand and find tools to control my anger as well a...
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eoisih
I'm an addict after trying to help an addict.
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rant
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Hi, I'm 19 and started a new job in April 2019. I became friends with one of my colleagues very quickly and well after she begged me to pick her up at 1am one night then sniffed a line of coke in my car, it became obvious she was an addict. That and the fact she did coke everyday. So I helped her. From June she didn't ...
Stonmands
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0
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2020-01-14 08:53:55
addiction
Hi, <es>I'm 19 and started a new job in April 2019.<ee> <es>I became friends with one of my colleagues very quickly and well after she begged me to pick her up at 1am one night then sniffed a line of coke in my car, it became obvious she was an addict.<ee> <es>That and the fact she did coke everyday.<ee> <es>So I helpe...
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How did X make you feel?
getting addicted to coke
What do you need help with now that X?
you got yourself addicted to coke
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f5vhmc
Unsure of what to do
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help-seeking
3
My (40F) spouse (44M) has been verbally abusive since we've first gotten together. It used to be far and few between, however. When he was working, he was often busy and happy, and didn't have all this time to just sulk and pick me apart. It's become unbearable lately, compounded by the fact that we no longer live i...
justwantpeace12
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0
4
2020-02-18 17:38:55
domesticviolence
<es>My (40F) spouse (44M) has been verbally abusive since we've first gotten together. <ee> <es>It used to be far and few between, however. <ee> <es>When he was working, he was often busy and happy, and didn't have all this time to just sulk and pick me apart. <ee> <efs>It's become unbearable lately, compounded by the ...
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what would help you leave him
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eitwho
Feelin' like cutting
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rant
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I don't know why. I've been clean 10 days already. I really wanna tear up my thigh. I made a promise to myself that if I did pick up the habit again, I'd stay away from my arms because it sucks not being able to wear short sleeves. Where I live right now is freezing and will stay that way until around June, so I won...
emery-is-lemony
1
0
1
2020-01-02 05:23:26
selfharm
<es>Feelin' like cutting<ee> <es>I don't know why.<ee> <es>I've been clean 10 days already.<ee> <es>I really wanna tear up my thigh.<ee> <es>I made a promise to myself that if I did pick up the habit again, I'd stay away from my arms because it sucks not being able to wear short sleeves. <ee> <es>Where I live right n...
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why you want to cut yourself again
How did X make you feel?
the urge to cut yourself
What do you need help with now that X?
you are having urges to cut again
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em1stq
Ñon Alcoholic Beer?
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survey
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Has anyone tried non alcoholic beer? Is it a trigger, or does it satisfy a craving?
jjj49er
1
0
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2020-01-09 00:37:55
alcoholicsanonymous
<rs>Has anyone tried non alcoholic beer?<re> <rs>Is it a trigger, or does it satisfy a craving?<re>
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What happened that you want X ?
you want to try non alcoholic beer
Why are you wanting X ?
non alcoholic beer
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emdfrv
Is this rape?
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help-seeking
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A 20 year old man and a 20 year old women meet in a club. They’re going to her place while she says on the way there that she doesn’t want to have anything sexual tonight. They end up sleeping in the same bed sharing a carpet. And the guy starts touching her. She says „bitch“ but doesn’t try to make him stop physically...
freeziMC9
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2020-01-09 18:08:01
rapecounseling
<es>A 20 year old man and a 20 year old women meet in a club.<ee> <es>They’re going to her place while she says on the way there that she doesn’t want to have anything sexual tonight. <ee><es>They end up sleeping in the same bed sharing a carpet.<ee> <es>And the guy starts touching her.<ee> <es>She says „bitch“ but doe...
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the incident
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eiphz9
Facebook videos
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help-seeking
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So, I didnt realize until a friend mentioned last night that Facebook videos gauge if and how long you watch them...then they post more of those videos on your timeline. It is no damn wonder I get sucked in for hours and can barely escape! So my New Year's resolution is going to be limiting my FB. Any successful apps ...
Herzvonmir07
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2020-01-01 23:19:35
ADHD
So, I didnt realize until a friend mentioned last night that Facebook videos gauge if and how long you watch them...then they post more of those videos on your timeline. It is no damn wonder I get sucked in for hours and can barely escape! So my New Year's resolution is going to be limiting my FB. Any successful apps ...
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eo2a3d
Quitting
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help-seeking
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I am a drug addict and want to quit any advice
shaung2020
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0
13
2020-01-13 10:13:51
addiction
<es>I am a drug addict.<ee> <rs>want to quit any advice<re>
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drug addiction
How did X make you feel?
taking the drugs
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etonmq
I think it is ridiculous that this guy thinks that the victims of dating app murders always made informed consent and could never be taken advantage off.
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help-seeking
1
https://donotlink.it/BJ4v4 &gt;The dead man was such a sweetheart — “He loved and cherished everyone he touched” — as if being nice and courteous means that you can’t also be depraved and decadent. It reminds me of Mackenzie Lueck, the small-town Mormon girl from Utah, much beloved by her sorority sisters at the univer...
ryu289
1
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2020-01-25 09:13:19
rapecounseling
https://donotlink.it/BJ4v4 &gt;The dead man was such a sweetheart — “He loved and cherished everyone he touched” — as if being nice and courteous means that you can’t also be depraved and decadent. It reminds me of Mackenzie Lueck, the small-town Mormon girl from Utah, much beloved by her sorority sisters at the univer...
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evix4o
How daddy issues massively affect, well... everything(?)
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help-seeking
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Hello there. Nowadays, I see a lot of young people (especially women) having those so called daddy or mommy issues (depending on which parent did you dirty). It is this 'cool' and 'kinky' thing, it seems like it's being glorified and I can't stand it. I'm not talking about ageplay or age regression, since those are fin...
YeetTheBeet0
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2020-01-29 06:11:35
getting_over_it
Hello there. <es>Nowadays, I see a lot of young people (especially women) having those so called daddy or mommy issues (depending on which parent did you dirty).<ee> <efs>It is this 'cool' and 'kinky' thing, it seems like it's being glorified and I can't stand it.<efe> <es>I'm not talking about ageplay or age regressio...
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fiees1
Depressed and sad strangers tend to ward off more people, by asking for help, than they actually find help.
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rant
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I believe one of the nicest things you can do for a therapist, a psychiatrist, or any doctor, is to listen and adhere to their advise, and also to report on any recovery. We all want to know that all our efforts aren't wasted because of someone else's pride or negligence, and I don't think professionals are exceptions ...
SilverSpotter
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2020-03-14 06:49:29
getting_over_it
I believe one of the nicest things you can do for a therapist, a psychiatrist, or any doctor, is to listen and adhere to their advise, and also to report on any recovery. We all want to know that all our efforts aren't wasted because of someone else's pride or negligence, and I don't think professionals are exceptions ...
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emdhyw
Oficially 24 hours sober.
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Thought id do a small update about my recent relapse. Made it 24 hours and got the past the shitty withdrawls and hangover and anxiety attacks. now to stay on the wagon and find a good support group in my area.
SpicyLuis
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2020-01-09 18:12:19
alcoholicsanonymous
Thought id do a small update about my recent relapse. <es>Made it 24 hours and got the past the shitty withdrawls and hangover and anxiety attacks.<ee> <rs>now to stay on the wagon and find a good support group in my area.<re>
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your withdrawl symptoms
How did X make you feel?
the anxiety attacks and withdrawl
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eppdz4
I don't enjoy my work but it pays a lot better than any otherjob. this keeps pushing me into depression, anxiety and very disturbing thoughts, which I just cannot help
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rant
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tanzoo88
1
0
0
2020-01-16 20:51:18
selfhelp
<es>I don't enjoy my work but it pays a lot better than any otherjob.<ee> <efs>this keeps pushing me into depression, anxiety and very disturbing thoughts, which I just cannot help<efe>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
your job
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What do you need help with now that X?
your job is pushing you into depression
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em0xyt
Newcomer Packet Ideas?
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survey
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Hey guys, I've been given freedom by our group conscience to put together a newcomer packet for our group. I'd like to hear what others have included in theirs. The obvious is a meeting list for our area and a group phone list. Thanks for your input.
mushank3r
1
0
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2020-01-08 23:34:03
alcoholicsanonymous
Hey guys, I've been given freedom by our group conscience to put together a newcomer packet for our group. I'd like to hear what others have included in theirs. The obvious is a meeting list for our area and a group phone list. Thanks for your input.
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eiphdr
White noise for ADHD
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chitchat
1
Hello people! Recently, a small study found that white noise therapy improves cognitive functioning in students with ADHD. It helps you focus and relaxing. Here is a link to a white noise video. (if you are still reading this) :-) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Min9ZuvTfUM&amp;list=LLIcKtbyGVaFMXXMGWFsuhtw&amp;index...
wirow
1
0
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2020-01-01 23:18:23
ADHD
Hello people! Recently, a small study found that white noise therapy improves cognitive functioning in students with ADHD. It helps you focus and relaxing. Here is a link to a white noise video. (if you are still reading this) :-) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Min9ZuvTfUM&amp;list=LLIcKtbyGVaFMXXMGWFsuhtw&amp;index...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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ei78to
this community
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spending nye all by myself as usual but... this is the first time I'm spending it on reddit and omg I've never related this much... guess I'm not completely alone :)
lauryleah
1
0
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2019-12-31 19:05:41
depression
<es>spending nye all by myself as usual but...<ee> this is the first time I'm spending it on reddit and omg I've never related this much... guess I'm not completely alone :)
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you spend new year alone
How did X make you feel?
spending new year by yourself
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel lonely
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ekt910
It really happen all the time
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chitchat
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edfaghyesvnyg
1
0
0
2020-01-06 12:03:08
socialanxiety
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eingag
Mixing medications
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help-seeking
1
Most medications i have access are not working. They dont last long enough. Would mixing some meds help me out?
rathic
1
0
1
2020-01-01 20:41:34
ADHD
<es>Most medications i have access are not working.<ee> <es>They dont last long enough.<ee> <rs>Would mixing some meds help me out?<re>
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
the medicines you are taking and why
How did X make you feel?
the medicines
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ezf8ct
This is somewhat pedestrian, but I honestly think the only thing that motivates me is when I see people I know doing well, and I don't think they are "better" than me
1a
rant
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I've been highly unmotivated for years, and just slogging along - everything I think of seems to have conditions "well what if..." "there's not point because..." so this negativity makes me give up a lot before I start. BUT I noticed that the one thing that makes me drive through these obstacles and act like a non-dep...
throwawaylife58924
1
0
1
2020-02-05 19:50:02
getting_over_it
I've been highly unmotivated for years, and just slogging along - everything I think of seems to have conditions "well what if..." "there's not point because..." so this negativity makes me give up a lot before I start. BUT I noticed that the one thing that makes me drive through these obstacles and act like a non-dep...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eicw4m
New social media anxiety
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I just made a Snapchat after only using Reddit/Discord/IG for the past year and I'm already anxious about the potential social situations that can get me in but I also know it's a borderline necessary part of modern zoomer-ism
InsufferableIowan
1
0
0
2020-01-01 02:44:44
socialanxiety
I just made a Snapchat after only using Reddit/Discord/IG for the past year and I'm already anxious about the potential social situations that can get me in but I also know it's a borderline necessary part of modern zoomer-ism
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eiuq4x
DAE feel sad by this "new year, new decade"?
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survey
1
It seems like everybody has all these goals. Goals that they could accomplish. But, for me, it feels like all my goals depend on my bpd. I will still keep on having those bad days. I will still keep on having those suicidal thoughts. I will still feel internally empty. I will still feel this constant need of validation...
iritropical
1
0
6
2020-01-02 06:43:06
BPD
<es>It seems like everybody has all these goals.<ee> <es>Goals that they could accomplish.<ee> <efs>But, for me, it feels like all my goals depend on my bpd.<efe> <es>I will still keep on having those bad days.<ee> <es>I will still keep on having those suicidal thoughts.<ee> <efs>I will still feel internally empty.<efe...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel your goals depend on your BPD symptoms
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eplq95
Job at nonprofit focuses on preventing addiction and positive mental health. Can I say I was an addict?
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help-seeking
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Really like this position. It teaches people about different addictions and stopping people from going down the wrong path. Can I say I used, or what is a good way to say it, and what would I say as my reasoning for interest in addiction, or passion to help others? She called around 10a or so yesterday. I called back ...
brand21new
1
0
15
2020-01-16 16:36:24
OpiatesRecovery
<es>Job at nonprofit focuses on preventing addiction and positive mental health.<ee> <rs>Can I say I was an addict?<re> <es>Really like this position.<ee> <es>It teaches people about different addictions and stopping people from going down the wrong path.<ee> <rs>Can I say I used, or what is a good way to say it, and w...
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eqk61z
I’m pretty stuck right now. This is dark. NSFW
1a
help-seeking
1
I’ve fallen into this cycle of sling drugs twice a week. I go out, I get high, I get drunk, I buy coke. I’m not asleep until 7:30-8am. I know this isn’t good for me, built I’ve build a source of habit. And I know I need to kick it, as simple as that. But I don’t wanna call myself an addict because I want nothing to do ...
yoyomascousinlittle
1
0
17
2020-01-18 18:28:00
selfhelp
<es>I’ve fallen into this cycle of sling drugs twice a week.<ee> <es>I go out, I get high, I get drunk, I buy coke.<ee> <es>I’m not asleep until 7:30-8am.<ee> <es>I know this isn’t good for me, built I’ve build a source of habit.<ee> <es>And I know I need to kick it, as simple as that.<ee> <es>But I don’t wanna call my...
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How did X make you feel?
the cycle of getting drunk and taking coke
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epucp5
If any of you like to read I have an excellent book recommendation.
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chitchat
1
Facing Codependence by Pia Mellody. Not only are alot of us are codependent without realizing it, but we come in contact and build relationships with codependent people. I think this is something everyone should read.
sglolita
1
0
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2020-01-17 03:00:45
selfhelp
Facing Codependence by Pia Mellody. Not only are alot of us are codependent without realizing it, but we come in contact and build relationships with codependent people. I think this is something everyone should read.
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eih2ie
It’s a new year and after years I finally took action and spoke to my doctor.
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rant
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I just needed somewhere to express myself, I’m sorry if this isn’t 100% easy to understand. For years I’ve been battling against mild anxiety, it’s been something I’ve been able to deal with and live with for the most part with little to no issues. 6 months ago, a woman I was previously in a relationship with had ask...
Dutchydtd
1
0
18
2020-01-01 10:37:58
Anxiety
I just needed somewhere to express myself, I’m sorry if this isn’t 100% easy to understand. <es>For years I’ve been battling against mild anxiety, it’s been something I’ve been able to deal with and live with for the most part with little to no issues.<ee> <es>6 months ago, a woman I was previously in a relationship ...
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epur0x
What do yoh class as an alcoholic? At what stage would say a person has a problem with alcohol?
1b
help-seeking
2
Hey so I posted in the alcoholism forum too and they showed me this page for friends and family that are affected by alcoholism. My partner has been drinking heavily for a while now - he has always likes a drink but lately he will easily polish off a whole bottle of vodka or gin in one night. Since Friday/sat hes for ...
DazedAndAmused2015
1
0
7
2020-01-17 03:32:30
alcoholicsanonymous
<rs>What do yoh class as an alcoholic?<re> <rs>At what stage would say a person has a problem with alcohol?<re> Hey so I posted in the alcoholism forum too and they showed me this page for friends and family that are affected by alcoholism. <es>My partner has been drinking heavily for a while now - he has always likes...
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How did X make you feel?
your partner drinking heavily
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ejgr38
Panic mode: On
1b
rant
2
\*Delete if not allowed\* So, I've been at this new job just shy of three months. And the first month was great. They loved how good I was at a lot of things. But now I'm focusing on details. Let me back up. I work at a staffing agency. My job involves sending out on boarding paperwork, running background checks, ...
Toasty_kitty
4
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2020-01-03 15:19:01
ptsd
\*Delete if not allowed\* <es>So, I've been at this new job just shy of three months.<ee> <es>And the first month was great.<ee> <es>They loved how good I was at a lot of things.<ee> <es>But now I'm focusing on details. <ee> Let me back up. <es>I work at a staffing agency.<ee> <es>My job involves sending out on boa...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you are panicking about sending your mistake
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esm5ut
Guidance
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help-seeking
1
Does anyone have suggestions/recommendations for male vs female therapists for a 26f? Ideas for different things to try other than "just" talk therapy and/or pills/drugs/acting out?? Let me know if you have any idea
jessicarabbit93
1
0
1
2020-01-23 01:54:14
rapecounseling
<rs>Does anyone have suggestions/recommendations for male vs female therapists for a 26f?<re> <rs>Ideas for different things to try other than "just" talk therapy and/or pills/drugs/acting out??<re> Let me know if you have any idea
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What happened that you want X ?
suggestions for male vs female therapists
Why are you wanting X ?
ideas apart from therapy and drugs
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em6daz
What to do about nightmares
1b
help-seeking
2
I was in a physically abusive relationship as a teenager. My ex-would throw me around by the hair, choke me while screaming in my face and grab my head and slam it into the floor/wall/nearby hard surface. I didn't live with him but would often stay nights at his house to avoid stress at home. I'd hide any marks and li...
still_alife
1
0
3
2020-01-09 07:27:18
domesticviolence
<es>I was in a physically abusive relationship as a teenager.<ee> <es>My ex-would throw me around by the hair, choke me while screaming in my face and grab my head and slam it into the floor/wall/nearby hard surface.<ee> <es>I didn't live with him but would often stay nights at his house to avoid stress at home. <ee> <...
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en3ae2
I’ve Been Feeling Worthless and like my thoughts don’t matter
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help-seeking
1
Hey everyone, I’ve recently been having thoughts of worthlessness, as in feeling like a disappointment, and feeling like my friends really only pretend to like me, can anyone help?
SS_Utopia
1
0
6
2020-01-11 05:17:00
selfhelp
<efs>Hey everyone, I’ve recently been having thoughts of worthlessness, as in feeling like a disappointment, and feeling like my friends really only pretend to like me.<efe> <rs>can anyone help?<re>
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What made you feel X ?
worthless and disappointed
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you not feel worthless
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epcrlo
Only anxious when I'm alone?
1a
help-seeking
1
I'm confident and can be rather outgoing aslong as I'm with atleast one other person, but as soon as I have to go to a public space alone, or even just walk outside while I'm by myself I get super anxious. Of course i have to do this daily and it really sucks because i get stress headaches from my anxiety. A good examp...
cntthinkofgoodusernm
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0
5
2020-01-16 02:27:47
selfhelp
<es>I'm confident and can be rather outgoing aslong as I'm with atleast one other person, but as soon as I have to go to a public space alone, or even just walk outside while I'm by myself I get super anxious.<ee> <efs>Of course i have to do this daily and it really sucks because i get stress headaches from my anxiety....
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eltwjg
Family medicine MD here for advice
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help-seeking
3
Hi y’all! I’m a relatively new family doctor and have a question I’m hoping some of you can help guide me in. For some background - I’m family medicine in a small town and I do a lot of mental health because, well. FM in a small town. I grew up with ADHD, which was untreated until high school, and as a result, de...
Lying_T-Rex
1
0
6
2020-01-08 15:09:03
ptsd
Hi y’all! <rs>I’m a relatively new family doctor and have a question I’m hoping some of you can help guide me in. <re> <es>For some background - I’m family medicine in a small town and I do a lot of mental health because, well. FM in a small town. <ee> <es>I grew up with ADHD, which was untreated until high school,...
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eid1qf
I just relapsed.. after 19 days
1a
chitchat
1
19 days was most definitely my longest streak for probably a year but oh well. Great start to 2020.
Iyrebird
1
0
0
2020-01-01 03:00:10
selfharm
<es>I just relapsed.. after 19 days<ee> <es>19 days was most definitely my longest streak for probably a year but oh well.<ee> Great start to 2020.
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
what made you relapse
How did X make you feel?
not cutting yourself
What do you need help with now that X?
you relapsed again after 19 days
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eiu03r
(Help) I was asked what it is like to have ADHD elsewhere on Reddit, it’s a good question and I said this
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chitchat
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Please critique and help me add to or refine my response. Or if you know of someone who has made a better one, point me that way so I can link it. I think it would be good to have an explanation worked out for these times (online or offline). # The comment thread: https://www.reddit.com/r/funny/comments/eiltpu/insta...
ravenchilde
1
0
55
2020-01-02 05:32:31
ADHD
Please critique and help me add to or refine my response. Or if you know of someone who has made a better one, point me that way so I can link it. I think it would be good to have an explanation worked out for these times (online or offline). # The comment thread: https://www.reddit.com/r/funny/comments/eiltpu/insta...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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eldpgf
pregablin dosing for CT
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help-seeking
2
I'm hoping to CT a medium level opioid addiction. I have some xanax and also some pregablin (150mgs and a few 300mgs). I've taken pregablin before but not for a while so shouldn't have any tolerance. I know pregablin is supposed to help WDs but now much? When i've taken it previously 150mg makes me a bit dopey and on ...
homesickalien_adf
1
0
5
2020-01-07 16:23:17
OpiatesRecovery
<es>I'm hoping to CT a medium level opioid addiction.<ee> <es>I have some xanax and also some pregablin (150mgs and a few 300mgs).<ee> <es>I've taken pregablin before but not for a while so shouldn't have any tolerance.<ee> <rs>I know pregablin is supposed to help WDs but now much?<re> <efs>When i've taken it previous...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
your opiod addiction
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eq22a9
Already planning on drinking tonight
1a
rant
1
Already planning on drinking tonight I am not sure if I could be talked out of this, but I would like to try. I hope y’all are having a great day. Thank you.
AintSoHard2Recognize
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0
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2020-01-17 15:47:38
alcoholicsanonymous
<es>Already planning on drinking tonight<ee> <es>I am not sure if I could be talked out of this, but I would like to try.<ee> I hope y’all are having a great day. Thank you.
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you are planning to drink
How did X make you feel?
drinking
What do you need help with now that X?
you are planning to drink again
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ek9wu1
Distressed
1a
rant
2
I feel like this is a little too embarrassing to say, and I've never liked speaking about my feelings to anyone personally so I've always reached out on public platforms where no one knows me, vice versa. Honestly, I don't even know what's wrong with me. I've been upset everyday, crying and feeling terrible for the pa...
Hxthshiz
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0
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2020-01-05 07:34:48
sad
<es>I feel like this is a little too embarrassing to say, and I've never liked speaking about my feelings to anyone personally so I've always reached out on public platforms where no one knows me, vice versa.<ee> <es>Honestly, I don't even know what's wrong with me.<ee> <efs>I've been upset everyday, crying and feelin...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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What do you need help with now that X?
you sudden bouts of sadness
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ei7n4m
To my new hopeful friend on the other side of the country.
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chitchat
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I saw your post on this subreddit. I saw that you're alone like me. I hear that you wanted someone. I reached out. Just by doing that its helped me. I'm hoping it helps you too. We have a surprisingly amount of interests in common. Very different backgrounds, but that's ok. I hope you see this. I hope that talking he...
Andreal-ee
2
0
0
2019-12-31 19:34:01
depression
I saw your post on this subreddit. <es>I saw that you're alone like me.<ee> I hear that you wanted someone. <efs>I reached out.<efe> <efs>Just by doing that its helped me.<efe> <rs>I'm hoping it helps you too.<re> We have a surprisingly amount of interests in common. Very different backgrounds, but that's ok. I hope ...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you feel alone
How did X make you feel?
being alone
Can you elaborate more on X ?
what would help you and her
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eo1udh
Martial rape? Coercion?
1b
help-seeking
3
After much research and reflection I can finally admit I am in a verbally and emotionally abusive relationship. In my journey I've come across some things that make me feel I may also be victim of sexual coercion, it's hard for me to use the term rape, that seems like such a strong word to describe an act I'm not sure ...
robinsparkles506
1
0
7
2020-01-13 09:18:53
rapecounseling
<es>After much research and reflection I can finally admit I am in a verbally and emotionally abusive relationship.<ee> <es>In my journey I've come across some things that make me feel I may also be victim of sexual coercion, it's hard for me to use the term rape, that seems like such a strong word to describe an act I...
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emd4zb
Please help. need moral support
1a
help-seeking
2
Not going too into detail but I need support, I just turned 24 and I’ve had an on and off opiate problem since I was 19 and recently I’ve been using for a couple months in a row with a Few detoxes in between but as of now this is the worst it has ever been consistency wise but for the last 2 weeks I’ve been trying to k...
Ill-Plenty
1
0
15
2020-01-09 17:47:21
OpiatesRecovery
<rs>Not going too into detail but I need support.<re> <es>I just turned 24 and I’ve had an on and off opiate problem since I was 19 and recently I’ve been using for a couple months in a row with a Few detoxes in between.<ee> <es>but as of now this is the worst it has ever been consistency wise.<ee> <es>but for the last...
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How did X make you feel?
being off the opiates
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eib3e4
At this point just genuinely curious what sort of shit 2020 throws my way
1a
rant
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It's actually funny. I used to end every previous year with "Okay, that was bad, but surely it can't get much worse!! You can only go up from rock bottom!1!!11!", only to get fucked in the most unimaginable ways by the next year, to the point where I've mostly dissociated from my own existence and it's nothing more tha...
RigelAchromatic
1
0
4
2020-01-01 00:07:12
depression
It's actually funny. <es>I used to end every previous year with "Okay, that was bad, but surely it can't get much worse!! You can only go up from rock bottom!1!!11!", only to get fucked in the most unimaginable ways by the next year, to the point where I've mostly dissociated from my own existence and it's nothing more...
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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How did X make you feel?
the past year
What do you need help with now that X?
you have had a bad year
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f07xs3
Anxious about dating again
1b
rant
2
I am unsure if men are allowed to post here, I’m sorry if this is the case... I’m afraid of being made fun of but I need to get this off my chest. I just feel deeply ashamed of the way I lost my virginity. I was only 15. I met a girl (17) through social media and after only a few days of messaging she asked if I want...
Allons-Yeet
1
0
1
2020-02-07 08:59:22
rapecounseling
<efs>I am unsure if men are allowed to post here, I’m sorry if this is the case... I’m afraid of being made fun of but I need to get this off my chest.<efe> <efs>I just feel deeply ashamed of the way I lost my virginity. <efe> <es>I was only 15.<ee> <es>I met a girl (17) through social media and after only a few days ...
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What do you need help with now that X?
you feel anxious on dating again
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ezj24x
Why Would A Woman Choose Abuse?
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chitchat
2
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RelationshipCandy
1
0
1
2020-02-05 23:51:38
domesticviolence
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Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like.
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epsxi5
Was this rape, sexual assault, or nothing? Please help :(
1b
help-seeking
1
I can’t tell if I’m in denial or what. A while ago, I was at my local park alone until this man came up to me and started chatting. We talked about nature being relaxing and he said he could show me a cool overlook. I followed him when he shoved me against a tree and choked me with one hand while groping me with the ot...
copaceticanesthetic
1
0
0
2020-01-17 01:06:35
rapecounseling
<rs>Was this rape, sexual assault, or nothing?<re> <es>I can’t tell if I’m in denial or what.<ee> <es>A while ago, I was at my local park alone until this man came up to me and started chatting.<ee> <es>We talked about nature being relaxing and he said he could show me a cool overlook.<ee> <es>I followed him when he sh...
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How did X make you feel?
the incident at the park
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f4skt3
I can't express it
1a
help-seeking
1
Despite knowing them, I never use swear words out loud (even when I'm mad). Every time I feel mad, I inflict bruises on my arms, since I'm not allowed to release my anger on anything else. Help?
Nanami_is_best_grill
1
0
2
2020-02-16 16:02:40
Anger
Despite knowing them, I never use swear words out loud (even when I'm mad). <es>Every time I feel mad, I inflict bruises on my arms, since I'm not allowed to release my anger on anything else.<ee> Help?
1
0
0
Can you elaborate more on X ?
why you can't release the anger in some other way
How did X make you feel?
all the anger
What do you need help with now that X?
you aren't able to release your anger
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evvznd
Unclear if it was rape
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help-seeking
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I don’t feel like I was raped, but it was also really problematic. I was very intoxicated, he was not. I told him beforehand that I didn’t want to do anything sexual. About 30 min later he started groping me and I didn’t like it but I didn’t say no. He started doing sexual things, and I was drunk and kinda went with it...
redpanda1703
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2020-01-30 00:06:35
rapecounseling
<efs>I don’t feel like I was raped, but it was also really problematic.<efe> <es>I was very intoxicated, he was not.<ee> <es>I told him beforehand that I didn’t want to do anything sexual.<ee> <es>About 30 min later he started groping me and I didn’t like it but I didn’t say no.<ee> <es>He started doing sexual things, ...
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Can you elaborate more on X ?
how it felt problematic
What do you need help with now that X?
you feel violated
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ez97p2
Made a few mistakes
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rant
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Tl;dr went public with a relationship with a girl who has an ex abuser, and she pretty immediately moved back in with him and now it’s real weird, and I think it was a big mistake. I currently have plane tickets to go see her, and she wants me to. Gonna offer to move her out again, and make sure baby daddy isn’t gonn...
PeelMyPotatoes
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2020-02-05 13:01:25
domesticviolence
<es>Tl;dr went public with a relationship with a girl who has an ex abuser, and she pretty immediately moved back in with him and now it’s real weird, and I think it was a big mistake.<ee> <es>I currently have plane tickets to go see her, and she wants me to.<ee> <es>Gonna offer to move her out again, and make sure b...
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