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eiqoe7 | Anyone treated for anxiety and ADHD? | 0 | survey | 1 | I'm on Adderall and buspar and am feeling a little too 'normal'. I miss a bit of the anxious energy. Anyone else have experience like this? | expiredoriginality | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-02 00:52:40 | ADHD | <rs>Anyone treated for anxiety and ADHD?<re> <es>I'm on Adderall and buspar and am feeling a little too 'normal'.<ee> <efs>I miss a bit of the anxious energy.<efe> <rs>Anyone else have experience like this?<re> | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how adderall and buspar make you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eol81h | Travel addiction | 1a | rant | 2 | Long story short, I spent my entire 20’s making myself “famous” on social media for the amount of travel I did. I got a job with an airline and took full advantage of the travel benefits. Going on flights around the world for dirt cheap and posting on social media. It was a fruitless endeavour. I’m known for my crazy t... | aerozimm | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-14 13:24:55 | addiction | <es>Long story short, I spent my entire 20’s making myself “famous” on social media for the amount of travel I did.<ee> <es>I got a job with an airline and took full advantage of the travel benefits.<ee> <es>Going on flights around the world for dirt cheap and posting on social media.<ee> <es>It was a fruitless endeavo... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you are tying to piece up your life again | null | true | 221 |
ekf9h6 | We Just Got Closer to Understanding How PTSD Starts to Develop in The Mind | 0 | chitchat | 1 | >The new research indicates that PTSD develops along two separate tracks: one involving fear conditioning and intrusive thoughts, and one involving symptoms associated with depression.
>Those two tracks could be separately identified and treated, the team behind the study says. Based on this evidence, it's "crit... | BlueAzzure | 1 | 0 | 19 | 2020-01-05 16:36:30 | ptsd | >The new research indicates that PTSD develops along two separate tracks: one involving fear conditioning and intrusive thoughts, and one involving symptoms associated with depression. >Those two tracks could be separately identified and treated, the team behind the study says. Based on this evidence, it's "crit... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
fjgvvb | I am no scared of getting sick, I am scared of the hysteria. | 1b | rant | 1 | I am so tired of hearing about the virus and the reaction to it. I get it, it’s a bad virus and will hurt a lot of people. But buying everything at stores, talking about city shut downs, companies closing their doors, and everything is causing my anxiety to sky rocket. You can’t stop a virus like this. It will slow dow... | itstimetobeatbpd | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-03-16 07:10:23 | getting_over_it | <efs>I am so tired of hearing about the virus and the reaction to it.<efe> <es>I get it, it’s a bad virus and will hurt a lot of people.<ee> <es>But buying everything at stores, talking about city shut downs, companies closing their doors, and everything is causing my anxiety to sky rocket.<ee> <es>You can’t stop a vir... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
fxnqt1 | Sometimes being suicidal isn’t worth it. | 0 | rant | 1 | Admitted myself to the hospital almost 2 years ago. I was drunk and I said I abuse alcohol. But I only was binge drinking every couple months. I was labelled as alcohol dependant disorder or whatever. Another time was when I was on benzos and I said I was suicidal, they prevented me from getting benzos because the psyc... | itdoesntgetbetter0 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-04-09 07:05:58 | getting_over_it | <es>Admitted myself to the hospital almost 2 years ago.<ee> <es>I was drunk and I said I abuse alcohol.<ee> <es>But I only was binge drinking every couple months.<ee> <es>I was labelled as alcohol dependant disorder or whatever.<ee> <es>Another time was when I was on benzos and I said I was suicidal, they prevented me ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you didn't get better at the hospital | null | true | 220 |
eyy38s | Mom was beaten my dad | 1b | help-seeking | 2 |
I don’t know what to think at this point. My mom was abused by my dad this morning. I always thought of my dad and a smart and nice dude, but my parents have hated each other for really long. This morning i was asleep but awake, and I overheard my mom crying and my dad saying “shut the fuck up.” My mom used to have me... | Blaze143143 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-02-04 22:08:58 | domesticviolence | <es>I don’t know what to think at this point.<ee> <es>My mom was abused by my dad this morning.<ee> <es>I always thought of my dad and a smart and nice dude, but my parents have hated each other for really long.<ee> <es>This morning i was asleep but awake, and I overheard my mom crying and my dad saying “shut the fuck... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about your dad abusing your mom | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eki2t5 | My husband has depression. How can I help him? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | My husband has Depression. He gets so depressed he sleeps for days at a time. He constantly complains and says he's just sick. But refuses to go to a doctor. He says everything hurts all the time. He's slept the last 2 days and he's sleeping right now. He told me not to wake him up for food. He's especially depressed b... | cfbuzzkill90 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-05 19:54:03 | mentalillness | <rs>My husband has depression. How can I help him?<re> <es>My husband has Depression.<ee> <es>He gets so depressed he sleeps for days at a time.<ee> <es>He constantly complains and says he's just sick.<ee> But refuses to go to a doctor. <efs>He says everything hurts all the time.<efe> He's slept the last 2 days and he'... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | title | true | 222 |
eile07 | Is four years a long time? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | When I was in high school, I had an older boy use me. He used me for sex and for creating. He also said a lot of mean things about my personality. I haven't seen him for almost five years. I moved states he still tries to contact me regularly even though I made it clear I'm not interested, deleted all social media, and... | stangergirl6 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 18:07:01 | ADHD | <es>When I was in high school, I had an older boy use me.<ee> <es>He used me for sex and for creating.<ee> <es>He also said a lot of mean things about my personality.<ee> <es>I haven't seen him for almost five years.<ee> <es>I moved states he still tries to contact me regularly even though I made it clear I'm not inter... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eimygz | I don't know what to do | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | My friend always wears a hoodie or something with long sleeves. I'm worried for her because she keeps making dark jokes about how life sucks, and she started going to a therapist. I have a feeling she might be hiding cuts on her arm but I don't know for sure. I don't want to confront her, so what do you think I should ... | M-donkey-B | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 20:04:01 | selfharm | <es>My friend always wears a hoodie or something with long sleeves.<ee> <efs>I'm worried for her because she keeps making dark jokes about how life sucks, and she started going to a therapist.<efe> <es>I have a feeling she might be hiding cuts on her arm but I don't know for sure.<ee> <rs>I don't want to confront her, ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ekqfb6 | Me irl | 0 | chitchat | 5 | null | diaryintroverts | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-06 07:00:43 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
en0zz8 | UK Soap Opera, Hollyoaks, to Adress Storyline of Character with PTSD - and he's not from a Military background. His Dad telling him to "Man Up" is typical. | 0 | chitchat | 2 | >Nick told Digital Spy: "Tony is suffering and he starts seeing a therapist. Edward, his dad, tells him that he doesn't need to see the therapist and he should 'man up'. In this day, with mental health, that's very bad advice.
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>"Tony is listening to his dad because Edward is an MD, so he's going along with h... | BlueAzzure | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-11 01:54:42 | ptsd | >Nick told Digital Spy: "Tony is suffering and he starts seeing a therapist. Edward, his dad, tells him that he doesn't need to see the therapist and he should 'man up'. In this day, with mental health, that's very bad advice. > >"Tony is listening to his dad because Edward is an MD, so he's going along with h... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
epwb9h | my friend strangled me | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | okay i don’t know how long this will be, but around november i was outside with my friend because i had just dyed my hair and he wanted to see how it looked. i didn’t know he was drunk until i went outside and he smelled like it. i didn’t really think anything about it, so i just continued to talk to him and when he wa... | itssalondruhhh | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-17 05:55:08 | domesticviolence | <es>okay i don’t know how long this will be, but around november i was outside with my friend because i had just dyed my hair and he wanted to see how it looked.<ee> <es>i didn’t know he was drunk until i went outside and he smelled like it.<ee> <es>i didn’t really think anything about it, so i just continued to talk t... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eonu19 | Are you 18 years or older? We are currently conducting a study to examine the many faces of parental separation. We are interested in the effects of prolonged absence from one or both parents. | 0 | chitchat | 2 | If you participate you will be asked to complete an online survey which will ask questions about separations from parents from birth to high school and surveys to assess your view of your relationships with your parents, friends and partners. Click here for the survey link [https://trentu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_do... | TrentAttLab | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-14 16:51:02 | alcoholicsanonymous | If you participate you will be asked to complete an online survey which will ask questions about separations from parents from birth to high school and surveys to assess your view of your relationships with your parents, friends and partners. Click here for the survey link [https://trentu.qualtrics.com/jfe/form/SV\_do... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ekgg06 | AA meetings make me want to drink... | 1b | rant | 1 | Been sober for 15 months and I went to AA meetings for the first 4 or so months. I realized that every time I'd walk out of a meeting i would have anxiety and be left feeling worse than before the meeting. Quite the opposite of how its supposed to be. So anyway, I quit going. Been sober 11 months without any help othe... | sever78 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-05 17:59:37 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>Been sober for 15 months and I went to AA meetings for the first 4 or so months.<ee> <efs> I realized that every time I'd walk out of a meeting i would have anxiety and be left feeling worse than before the meeting.<efe> <es>Quite the opposite of how its supposed to be.<ee> <es>So anyway, I quit going.<ee> <es>Been... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | AA meetings made you feel worse | null | true | 220 |
eim109 | Just got back on medication after 2 years | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Wow. I've had ADHD for a very long time and I stopped medication to feel more " normal". Got back on focalin 10mg and its great.
First day, I'm not as angry, i actually like work, I can focus on doing my work, I can study better, basically its like when I got glasses for the first time. | Blahahahaaja | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 18:55:25 | ADHD | Wow. <es>I've had ADHD for a very long time and I stopped medication to feel more " normal".<ee> <es>Got back on focalin 10mg and its great.<ee> <efs>First day, I'm not as angry, i actually like work, I can focus on doing my work, I can study better, basically its like when I got glasses for the first time.<efe> | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are feeling much better with focalin 10mg | null | true | 220 |
ekcd06 | Recent trauma | 1b | rant | 2 | This is my first post so, sorry if there's mistakes. But its 6am as I'm typing this, i couldn't sleep and i just.. Felt like i had to get it out. Anyway. I was raped back on August 2nd, 2019. And.. It happened after i fully recovered from my previous trauma, there was maybe two weeks or maybe even less where i just... ... | deacie | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-05 12:21:31 | ptsd | This is my first post so, sorry if there's mistakes. <efs>But its 6am as I'm typing this, i couldn't sleep and i just.. Felt like i had to get it out.<efe> Anyway. <es>I was raped back on August 2nd, 2019.<ee> <es>And.. It happened after i fully recovered from my previous trauma, there was maybe two weeks or maybe even... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you heal from the trauma | null | true | 221 |
eioic2 | My goal/resolution: Don’t cut... made it 17ish hours. | 1a | rant | 1 | I didn’t even really notice what I was doing one second I was walking up the stairs to my room. Next I was getting out the knife, then I was like let’s not do this and then it was too late. I really want to keep going I stopped myself after a minor cut to write this. I want to really just go deeper I don’t know why. I ... | mmb123_ | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 22:00:51 | selfharm | <es>I didn’t even really notice what I was doing one second I was walking up the stairs to my room.<ee> <es>Next I was getting out the knife, then I was like let’s not do this and then it was too late.<ee> <es>I really want to keep going I stopped myself after a minor cut to write this.<ee> <es>I want to really just go... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you cut yourself | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you suddenly cut yourself again | null | true | 120 |
eqphvk | Howdy folks. Doin good. Latest video is up where I tell people how they can help the homeless. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Keep goin strong everyone in recovery, amd everyone else be safe. Thanks to everyone who watches my videos. Search Penny O'Radical, or youtube.com/nothingiseasylap | Nothing_is_Easy | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-19 01:04:07 | OpiatesRecovery | Keep goin strong everyone in recovery, amd everyone else be safe. Thanks to everyone who watches my videos. Search Penny O'Radical, or youtube.com/nothingiseasylap | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejrp9k | Do you ever feel as though you are unlovable and will always just be a burden? | 1a | survey | 2 | I never asked for what happened to me, but at the same time I did not fight for myself until years later. I almost feel as though it's just happening all over again.
I thought I made friends with a group of people who were introduced to me through a work friend. But...
Lately I have just been reliving the trauma, an... | cherrypiemoonshine | 128 | 0 | 44 | 2020-01-04 04:31:23 | ptsd | <efs>Do you ever feel as though you are unlovable and will always just be a burden?<efe> <es>I never asked for what happened to me, but at the same time I did not fight for myself until years later.<ee> <es>I almost feel as though it's just happening all over again.<ee> <es>I thought I made friends with a group of pe... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to get over your trauma | null | true | 220 |
ei9jxo | Happy new years everyone. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Hope 2020 will be significantly less shitty. | SuperSonicSP | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 22:03:31 | depression | Hope 2020 will be significantly less shitty. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | thought | true | 0 |
ewybmm | Enjoying masturbation after being abused? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I've been abused years ago, and it never really seemed to have impacted on my sexual desires and masturbating habits. If anything, I seemed to enjoy masturbating even more after my second rape which happened when I was 21 (I'm currently 25).
However in the last few months, I started to cry whenever including penetrati... | Siberian-Blue | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-02-01 01:04:35 | rapecounseling | <es>I've been abused years ago, and it never really seemed to have impacted on my sexual desires and masturbating habits.<ee> <es>If anything, I seemed to enjoy masturbating even more after my second rape which happened when I was 21 (I'm currently 25).<ee> <es>However in the last few months, I started to cry whenever... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
erqgdb | Potentially Triggering: Just need to talk about my ex-boyfriend. He's filing a Title IX against me. I thought he was abusive to me, but now I'm questioning if I was in the wrong | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Cole and I began dating towards the end of my freshman year. We had a relationship for a year and a half which was turbulent at times, but I learned a lot from him.
Early on, I made it clear that I was not comfortable having intimate relations with him and told him that I was not having sex for the remainder of my fre... | AnyMouseCanSpeak | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-21 06:02:25 | rapecounseling | <es>Cole and I began dating towards the end of my freshman year.<ee> <es>We had a relationship for a year and a half which was turbulent at times, but I learned a lot from him.<ee> <es>Early on, I made it clear that I was not comfortable having intimate relations with him and told him that I was not having sex for the... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejfiot | i’ve been clean for months and i’m think i’m going to relapse | 1b | rant | 1 | i haven’t cut in months, not because i don’t want to, but i’m terrified of someone finding out.
someone in my class saw my cuts and reported me, the school had to tell my parents of course, and i never want to do that to them. i hated the tension between us.
just the other day, my sister and i were fighting and she t... | randomusername9373 | 4 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 13:39:40 | selfharm | <es>i’ve been clean for months and i’m think i’m going to relapse<ee> <efs>i haven’t cut in months, not because i don’t want to, but i’m terrified of someone finding out.<efe> <es>someone in my class saw my cuts and reported me, the school had to tell my parents of course, and i never want to do that to them.<ee> <efs... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eqr65q | Looking back at yourself... | 1a | rant | 2 | Hi, I’m 21 years old and have had anger issues for years now. I don’t really know how to explain it, but something in my brain snaps and everything just becomes a blur. The earliest I remember having this problem is about 8 years old. Obviously stems from my upbringing but I really don’t care about that right this mome... | ConservationBoi | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-19 03:31:00 | Anger | <es>Hi, I’m 21 years old and have had anger issues for years now.<ee> <es>I don’t really know how to explain it, but something in my brain snaps and everything just becomes a blur.<ee> <es>The earliest I remember having this problem is about 8 years old.<ee> Obviously stems from my upbringing but I really don’t care ab... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel afraid of your anger | null | true | 220 |
eisiuo | first suicide attempt in 2020 | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | cringeyusername123 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 03:22:35 | selfharm | <es>first suicide attempt in 2020<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you wanted to commit suicide | How did X make you feel? | the suicide attempt | What do you need help with now that X? | you attempted commit suicide | null | true | 100 |
ejcihu | Chronic lateness | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Does anyone else struggle with the worst time management ever? It doesn’t matter how long I have to get somewhere, it could be 7 hours or 30 minutes but I’m still going to be late. I just can’t seem to care enough to actually TRY. I am 5-15 minutes late to work every. single. day. And it is starting to really upset my ... | buffysummers__ | 3 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-03 08:13:10 | BPD | <es>Does anyone else struggle with the worst time management ever?<ee> <es>It doesn’t matter how long I have to get somewhere, it could be 7 hours or 30 minutes but I’m still going to be late.<ee> <es>I just can’t seem to care enough to actually TRY.<ee> <es>I am 5-15 minutes late to work every.<ee> <es>single.<ee> <es... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | being late to work | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eis9o5 | So my controlling anti stimulant mom found out that I (25 F) am on ADHD meds after going thru my room | 1c | help-seeking | 3 | So I’m a 25F. I’m currently in medical school and at this point I know my mother is an extremely toxic figure in my life which is why I proceeded to go as far as possible for college, my job and now medical school. I try to minimize my contact with her and she knows absolutely nothing about my friends and personal life... | meowmixkittenz | 1 | 0 | 22 | 2020-01-02 03:01:22 | ADHD | <es>So I’m a 25F.<ee> <es>I’m currently in medical school and at this point I know my mother is an extremely toxic figure in my life which is why I proceeded to go as far as possible for college, my job and now medical school.<ee> <es>I try to minimize my contact with her and she knows absolutely nothing about my frien... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eib5vc | Depression is shit. If you're here you're not alone. A message for the New Year. | 0 | chitchat | 4 | Seemed like the right evening for this poem. Depression is so hard and so horrible. It is sometimes impossible to find a glimmer, but if you can, whatever it is, grab it. Day by day, you're not alone. Remember you're a good person. Things can get better. There's a spark in you somewhere. Dig it out, whatever it takes, ... | beeen_there | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 00:12:39 | depression | Seemed like the right evening for this poem. Depression is so hard and so horrible. It is sometimes impossible to find a glimmer, but if you can, whatever it is, grab it. Day by day, you're not alone. Remember you're a good person. Things can get better. There's a spark in you somewhere. Dig it out, whatever it takes, ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | thought | true | 0 |
eiqtek | Allegations and fear | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Im a student or trying to be anyways. Ive taken 2 medical withdraws due to depression, panic and sheer fear for my life. Im triggered by everything, crowds, people getting to close, new people, loud noises, walking outside my door. I know they wont be back to get me, but a part of me wonders and doesnt feel like its ov... | PTSDont | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 01:04:06 | ptsd | <es>Im a student or trying to be anyways.<ee> <es>Ive taken 2 medical withdraws due to depression, panic and sheer fear for my life.<ee> <es>Im triggered by everything, crowds, people getting to close, new people, loud noises, walking outside my door.<ee> <es>I know they wont be back to get me, but a part of me wonders... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help with all the pain | null | true | 221 |
eibo9u | Youre all tough. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Youre all strong people, youve gone through so much and made it this far. | AngelRagoo | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 00:54:00 | depression | Youre all strong people, youve gone through so much and made it this far. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eicj9d | Im not optimistic about this year | 0 | rant | 1 | A year ago a close friend of mine commited suicide. My then girlfriend was her best friend. We broke up only a week or so before. I think she knew it was going to happen and didnt want me close to her. I kept in touch with my ex since the breakup. I tried getting back together but she always said no. About two weeks ag... | ethanthebeet | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 02:11:06 | depression | <es>A year ago a close friend of mine commited suicide.<ee> <es>My then girlfriend was her best friend.<ee> <es>We broke up only a week or so before.<ee> <es>I think she knew it was going to happen and didnt want me close to her.<ee> I kept in touch with my ex since the breakup. <es>I tried getting back together but sh... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are confused and struggling to understand your emotions | null | true | 220 |
eicenr | It's already 2020, 24 yr old with lots of self and family issues and I am a complete failure right now | 1a | rant | 1 | My brother is had a kidney failure since he was 15 he is 26 now, my parents have a dispute that their relationship right now at a brink of divorce, my little brother is unemployed and me struggling to finish my diploma, I just hope 2020 is the last year for me to end my study so I can aid my family soon enough. | Conartist96 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 01:59:28 | depression | <rs><es>My brother is had a kidney failure since he was 15 he is 26 now, my parents have a dispute that their relationship right now at a brink of divorce, my little brother is unemployed and me struggling to finish my diploma, I just hope 2020 is the last year for me to end my study so I can aid my family soon enough.... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | how does the issues with your family make you feel | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ekz0p5 | Does anyone need anything? | 1a | survey | 1 | It was suggested to me that I try out different ways of being helpful. I feel pretty garbage and I’m looking for the relief that is supposed to come from being of service. So, do you need anything? Someone to talk to? I’m happy to give out my number. Do you need help on a website? Im a web developer and would gladly vo... | Dewey_Darl | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-06 19:37:23 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>It was suggested to me that I try out different ways of being helpful.<ee> <efs>I feel pretty garbage and I’m looking for the relief that is supposed to come from being of service.<efe> <rs>So, do you need anything?<re> <rs>Someone to talk to?<re> <rs>I’m happy to give out my number.<re> <rs>Do you need help on a w... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you feel bad | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
ejgkqg | I think my best friend is addicted to energy drinks | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | I want to know if there are any resources or things I can show/tell him to help him stop. He drinks at least one 5 hour energy shot before he leaves the house everyday, one Bang energy drink at lunch and another Bang energy drink after work. I know that may not sound like a ton but that is the base of what he drinks, s... | Platemails | 1 | 0 | 12 | 2020-01-03 15:05:54 | addiction | I want to know if there are any resources or things I can show/tell him to help him stop. He drinks at least one 5 hour energy shot before he leaves the house everyday, one Bang energy drink at lunch and another Bang energy drink after work. I know that may not sound like a ton but that is the base of what he drinks, s... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your friend's energy drink addiction | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ev3tfi | Usually I (20 F) am a very calm chill person, but sometimes I snap really really bad. | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hi all,
I would not classify myself as an “angry” person. Usually I am chill, easygoing, although sometimes quite anxious but most often pretty level headed. However sometimes, usually in an argument or when I sense dishonesty/that the other person is “getting things wrong or incorrect” and not listening to me, I sud... | jinxazap | 1 | 0 | 15 | 2020-01-28 10:21:29 | Anger | Hi all, I would not classify myself as an “angry” person. Usually I am chill, easygoing, although sometimes quite anxious but most often pretty level headed. <es>However sometimes, usually in an argument or when I sense dishonesty/that the other person is “getting things wrong or incorrect” and not listening to me, I... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ellxxt | Anyone have experience with medical assisted detox? | 0 | survey | 1 | One redditor has told me it really worked for him. Does anyone else have an experience to share, good or bad? I know there will still be paws but I’d like to know how people felt when they woke up after the anesthetic. Thanks! | Anxeityaddict | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-08 02:12:52 | OpiatesRecovery | <rs>Anyone have experience with medical assisted detox?<re> One redditor has told me it really worked for him.<rs>Does anyone else have an experience to share, good or bad?<re> <rs>I know there will still be paws but I’d like to know how people felt when they woke up after the anesthetic.<re> Thanks! | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | have medical assisted detox | Why are you wanting X ? | to detox | null | null | null | true | 2 |
ekd5pq | Tomorrow I start work and I'm so scared that I want to throw up | 1a | rant | 1 | null | coldsilencehas | 3 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-05 13:42:47 | socialanxiety | <efs>Tomorrow I start work and I'm so scared that I want to throw up<efe> nan | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | to want to throw up | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel | What can help you overcome X ? | you fear | null | true | 10 |
eip5hb | i am VERY worried so please help | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | i dont wanna being it up with my parents for no reason so please help
I am 16M and i have a raised mole above my lip (where a moustache grows)
I know it’s not cancerous but i don’t like it.
I am also too shy to ask my parents about removing it, but i will ask, but im worried, if i remove it, can i still grow hair in... | redditor6511 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 22:53:24 | Anxiety | <rs>i dont wanna being it up with my parents for no reason so please help<re> <es>I am 16M and i have a raised mole above my lip (where a moustache grows)<ee> <es>I know it’s not cancerous but i don’t like it.<ee> <rs>I am also too shy to ask my parents about removing it, but i will ask, but im worried, if i remove ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the raised mole | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eja8cp | My bf knows I sh and he was with me when I found a slicey boi on the ground, yet let me keep it and said ‘don’t cut yourself’... oop | 0 | rant | 1 | null | boos_booze | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-03 04:32:06 | selfharm | <es>My bf knows I sh and he was with me when I found a slicey boi on the ground, yet let me keep it and said ‘don’t cut yourself’...<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why do you self harm | How did X make you feel? | your boyfriend letting you keep the slicey boi | What do you need help with now that X? | your boyfriend allowed you to keep the slicey boi | null | true | 100 |
eipb6l | Medical PTSD? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Midway through 2018, a friend died from breast cancer. We weren't close, but because she had so few local friends, I was one of the people who became her primary caregivers. Her death was gruesome, painful, lonely, and took a long time. Midway though her home hospice, I started having enormous pelvic pain and heavy ble... | Formal-Temperature | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 23:05:28 | Anxiety | <es>Midway through 2018, a friend died from breast cancer.<ee> <es>We weren't close, but because she had so few local friends, I was one of the people who became her primary caregivers.<ee> <es>Her death was gruesome, painful, lonely, and took a long time.<ee> <es>Midway though her home hospice, I started having enormo... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eic6se | It's NYE and I was rushed home by my narcissistic mom. Sometimes I wish I really wasn't here | 1b | rant | 1 | I felt so positice today. Looking forward to the new year. Now I'm on the toilet with anxiety and diarrhea because my mom causes me so much stress. I was hoping tonight would go well too. I went to my fiancees house to visit with his mom and dad for a few hours. I told my mom I would be home by 8. I talked to her on th... | Pinkboo34 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 01:39:00 | depression | <es>It's NYE and I was rushed home by my narcissistic mom.<ee> Sometimes I wish I really wasn't here I felt so positice today. Looking forward to the new year. <es>Now I'm on the toilet with anxiety and diarrhea because my mom causes me so much stress.<ee> <rs>I was hoping tonight would go well too.<re> I went to my fi... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel depressed at home | null | true | 220 |
ej42rw | Last time I hang out with friends, I was the one in the back | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Did it happen to you?
We were 4 people, just walking I was the one in the back and they were 3 in front of me, I tried to walk faster so I could catch them up, but, I couldn't, I tried to talk to them, but, nah, they didn't listen to me, I felt so bad that, I really wanted to go home, then, the next day, I saw an Inst... | Mark_2112 | 9 | 0 | 14 | 2020-01-02 20:51:36 | socialanxiety | Did it happen to you? We were 4 people, just walking I was the one in the back and they were 3 in front of me, I tried to walk faster so I could catch them up, but, I couldn't, I tried to talk to them, but, nah, they didn't listen to me, I felt so bad that, I really wanted to go home, then, the next day, I saw an Inst... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the incident made you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel upset about the incident | null | true | 210 |
einx58 | On the topic of Jackbox games | 1a | survey | 1 | Does anyone else find these extremely difficult to play? Specifically the games based on improv
In my private life I’m considered a very creative, clever person, but I always panic and freeze up and I’m not able to input anything clever or good at all. It’s always something extremely generic. And when I can’t do it, p... | throwaway3628276276 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 21:15:59 | socialanxiety | Does anyone else find these extremely difficult to play? Specifically the games based on improv In my private life I’m considered a very creative, clever person, but I always panic and freeze up and I’m not able to input anything clever or good at all. It’s always something extremely generic. And when I can’t do it, p... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eil6ub | I’m scared that I’m destined for failure | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | One of my new year’s resolutions is to go back to being confident and having friends. The reason why I say I want to go back to being that way is because I once was pretty confident and had a lot of friends. I went through something that crushed me and made me into a hermit.
I’m scared because I’ve tried bouncing bac... | locococo1000 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 17:51:41 | socialanxiety | One of my new year’s resolutions is to go back to being confident and having friends. The reason why I say I want to go back to being that way is because I once was pretty confident and had a lot of friends. I went through something that crushed me and made me into a hermit. I’m scared because I’ve tried bouncing bac... | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the incident which made you lonely | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what were you afraid of | null | null | null | true | 112 |
emttkm | How does AA pay for rent, etc. Non profit question | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I’m doing some work for a nonprofit group and I was just curious how AA pays for rent for the buildings that it uses and stuff like that. I know we passed around a basket for food and coffee but I was wondering about the bigger picture month-to-month how does it operate financially? | enp_skuller | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-10 17:04:48 | alcoholicsanonymous | I’m doing some work for a nonprofit group and I was just curious how AA pays for rent for the buildings that it uses and stuff like that. I know we passed around a basket for food and coffee but I was wondering about the bigger picture month-to-month how does it operate financially? | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ek3e41 | I relapsed after 168 days, but I needed it. | 1a | rant | 3 | Let me jump in and explain my title better.
I’ve been a heavy drug abuser for a couple of years and developed an addiction to meth and pills, I drank a lot eventho I wouldn’t consider myself an alcoholic. I had no moderation. Fast forward years later and added trauma and failed treatment centers due to my location. I... | letmeeaturass | 7 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-04 22:12:09 | addiction | Let me jump in and explain my title better. <es>I’ve been a heavy drug abuser for a couple of years and developed an addiction to meth and pills, I drank a lot eventho I wouldn’t consider myself an alcoholic.<ee> <es>I had no moderation.<ee> <es>Fast forward years later and added trauma and failed treatment centers d... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you stay sober for one year | null | true | 221 |
eiad41 | Is it just me? | 0 | survey | 1 | Is it just me or does anime make you sad and crush your hopes and dreams. Cute anime girls always making you sad due to you knowing that even in your wildest dreams, they will never exist. And slice of life comics that when you finish reading, make you reflect on how cruel and horrible the real world is. | Hasonboi | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 23:08:45 | depression | Is it just me or does anime make you sad and crush your hopes and dreams. Cute anime girls always making you sad due to you knowing that even in your wildest dreams, they will never exist. And slice of life comics that when you finish reading, make you reflect on how cruel and horrible the real world is. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | thought | true | 0 |
eicijb | Suicidal almost 30 yr old incel. No friends no family no money. Alone in life | 1a | rant | 1 | I havent been to the doctors in years cause of fhe absurd cost in my dystopian country. I have absolutely nothing to do no one to see. Completely given up. My posthistory is proof of that. | Jadedpokefan | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 02:09:11 | depression | <es>Suicidal almost 30 yr old incel.<ee> <es>No friends no family no money.<ee> <es>Alone in life<ee> <es>I havent been to the doctors in years cause of fhe absurd cost in my dystopian country.<ee> I have absolutely nothing to do no one to see. <efs>Completely given up.<efe> My posthistory is proof of that. | 1 | 1 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you have given up | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having suicidal thoughts | suicidal | true | 110 |
eja64s | Always the only one in my classes who doesn't try to make friends | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I don't know if it's because of my anxiety or depression or whatever but I genuinely don't feel like I have any desire to make friends in my classes. At the same time, I feel weird and like some sort of alien that everyone else talks and I don't. Do I just force it? Anytime I do have a conversation with someone I ju... | FuckAUsername420 | 6 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-03 04:26:44 | socialanxiety | <es>I don't know if it's because of my anxiety or depression or whatever but I genuinely don't feel like I have any desire to make friends in my classes.<ee> <efs>At the same time, I feel weird and like some sort of alien that everyone else talks and I don't.<efe> Do I just force it? <efs>Anytime I do have a convers... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are afraid of people's judgment | null | true | 220 |
el6qxw | Sudden anger issues, don't know what to do | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | First time posting on reddit. I'm a 20-year-old woman and I've had mental health issues for most of my life. I've struggled a lot with anxiety and social phobia. I've never had anger issues and struggled to get angry for a long time, despite abuse and a turbulent childhood. I couldn't even bring myself to raise my voic... | Then-Cat | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-07 05:07:32 | Anger | First time posting on reddit. <es>I'm a 20-year-old woman and I've had mental health issues for most of my life.<ee> <es>I've struggled a lot with anxiety and social phobia.<ee> <es>I've never had anger issues and struggled to get angry for a long time, despite abuse and a turbulent childhood.<ee> <es>I couldn't even b... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ej5tbr | Limp Body During Dissociation | 0 | survey | 1 | So I believe that I experience dissociation alongside with my BPD. One of the things I experience during these supposed dissociative episodes is my body kinda starts to feel heavy and sometimes goes limp. Does anyone else experience this? Or what other things do yall experience during dissociation? I find that during t... | howdy-cloudy | 3 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 22:52:29 | BPD | <es>So I believe that I experience dissociation alongside with my BPD.<ee> <es>One of the things I experience during these supposed dissociative episodes is my body kinda starts to feel heavy and sometimes goes limp.<ee> <rs>Does anyone else experience this?<re> <rs>Or what other things do yall experience during dissoc... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | experiencing dissociation | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ekq6mc | What are some constructive ways I can let people know that I have social anxiety? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I get judged a lot due to my social anxiety. People will ask me why I’m staring into space or why I struggle to make eye contact or why I’m acting so strange. I run into the biggest problems when I’m meeting someone new. I want to let them know I have anxiety without fixating on the subject. It would ease my mind. Any ... | JohnMAppleseed92 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-06 06:36:49 | socialanxiety | <es>I get judged a lot due to my social anxiety.<ee> <es>People will ask me why I’m staring into space or why I struggle to make eye contact or why I’m acting so strange.<ee> <es>I run into the biggest problems when I’m meeting someone new.<ee> <rs>I want to let them know I have anxiety without fixating on the subject.... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | people asking about your anxiety | null | null | null | true | 202 |
f1ixz3 | My boyfriend hates me. I really think he does. | 1b | rant | 3 | Long post ahead. Mentions of sexual situations and domestic violence. Please excuse the jumbled writing as
A) I am on mobile, and
B) I'm writing this drunk and through tears.
Ok, so to start off, when I say I think he hates me... I really do. Not an exaggeration.
He never, ever kisses me. He doesn't hug me. He bare... | cruoreye | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-02-10 01:40:29 | domesticviolence | Long post ahead. Mentions of sexual situations and domestic violence. Please excuse the jumbled writing as <es>A) I am on mobile, and <ee> <es>B) I'm writing this drunk and through tears.<ee> <es>Ok, so to start off, when I say I think he hates me... I really do.<ee> Not an exaggeration. <es>He never, ever kisses me... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | your boyfriend is abusing you | null | true | 220 |
eitmxt | Emotional Regulation Helps Solve the Problem | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | AfterismQueen | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 04:59:54 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | Not a Post | true | 0 |
eoiq9y | Someone close to me | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Someone close to me told me they could pay for my rehab yesterday. I think I should accept the offer, right? | hjkljgtj | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-14 08:45:49 | addiction | <es>Someone close to me told me they could pay for my rehab yesterday.<ee> <rs>I think I should accept the offer, right?<re> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your rehab | How did X make you feel? | someone paying for your rehab | null | null | null | true | 102 |
em6ds7 | Starting to Consider I Have Anger Issues | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Recently I’ve been considering whether or not I have some severe anger issues and idk what really to do about it.
9 times out of 10 at least in my opinion I am quite a collected, quiet, and calm individual, although goofy and easily excited never usually impulsively angry, but that one time out of the other nine I ab... | The_Mangoloid | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-09 07:28:55 | Anger | <es>Recently I’ve been considering whether or not I have some severe anger issues and idk what really to do about it. <ee> <es>9 times out of 10 at least in my opinion I am quite a collected, quiet, and calm individual, although goofy and easily excited never usually impulsively angry, but that one time out of the oth... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the violent feelings you had | What do you need help with now that X? | your anger issues is causing you problems | null | true | 210 |
ejk5ya | Going onto day 2 | 0 | survey | 1 | Just woke up after 9 hours of sleep (thanks Xanax)
My last dose was Wednesday evening. I feel pretty decent my stomach feels ok but I have started to get the runs.
I hate fentynal so much with a passion because the wost likely hasn't shown itself. Fuck these blue little pills lol anybody else hate em?
Btw I want t... | fentypressy | 3 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-03 19:17:19 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Just woke up after 9 hours of sleep (thanks Xanax)<ee> <es>My last dose was Wednesday evening.<ee> <es>I feel pretty decent my stomach feels ok but I have started to get the runs. <ee> <es>I hate fentynal so much with a passion because the wost likely hasn't shown itself.<ee> Fuck these blue little pills lol anybo... | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you take xanax | How did X make you feel? | taking xanax | What do you need help with now that X? | you have started to get the runs again | null | true | 100 |
emv0o7 | The Politics Of PTSD - U.S. Congressman Jim Banks (R-Ind.) dismiss mention of PTSD as “offensive” unless it's about US military veterans. Who knew that only Americans could have PTSD. | 0 | chitchat | 2 | >Jim Banks
>
>@RepJimBanks
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>Rep. Ilhan Omar complained she’s “stricken with PTSD” because of recent events in the Middle East.
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>This is a disgrace and offensive to our nation’s veterans who really do have PTSD after putting their life on the line to keep America safe.
>
Source - https://twit... | BlueAzzure | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-10 18:28:43 | ptsd | >Jim Banks > >@RepJimBanks > >Rep. Ilhan Omar complained she’s “stricken with PTSD” because of recent events in the Middle East. > >This is a disgrace and offensive to our nation’s veterans who really do have PTSD after putting their life on the line to keep America safe. > Source - https://twit... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ej42sl | I think I'm going to relapse after 6 weeks of being clean. | 1a | rant | 1 | My parents really don't care about me at all. I've had a really difficult day and spent most of it alone in my room crying. I know they can hear me. They haven't came to see if I was ok.
I haven't had a proper night's sleep in 2 weeks because my brother and his girlfriend keep waking me up throughout the night by fucki... | Momo747788443 | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 20:51:39 | selfharm | <es>My parents really don't care about me at all.<ee> <es>I've had a really difficult day and spent most of it alone in my room crying.<ee> <es>I know they can hear me.<ee> <es>They haven't came to see if I was ok.<ee> <es>I haven't had a proper night's sleep in 2 weeks because my brother and his girlfriend keep waking... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are getting stressed due to your studies | null | true | 220 |
em9o3j | Non-life threatening crisis support | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I'm having difficultly even finding the right place to reach out too. I'm not in a crisis mode where I feel like I'm a "threat to myself and others" but I do feel like I'm mentally not sound. I don't have any suicidal thoughts, or any thoughts of harm of violence. I simply just have an overwhelming anxiety and this lin... | cexplor | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-09 13:31:49 | mentalillness | <es>I'm having difficultly even finding the right place to reach out too.<ee> <efs>I'm not in a crisis mode where I feel like I'm a "threat to myself and others" but I do feel like I'm mentally not sound.<efe> I don't have any suicidal thoughts, or any thoughts of harm of violence. <es><efs>I simply just have an overwh... | 1 | 2 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the cause of the overwhelming anxiety and fear | null | null | null | null | null | true | 122 |
el5ntk | any advice? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I tried explaining BPD to my mom and she just calls me dramatic and says its not real. What do I do because it really really grains on me. | ZackyThieme | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-07 03:38:15 | mentalillness | I tried explaining BPD to my mom and she just calls me dramatic and says its not real. What do I do because it really really grains on me. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eipdzh | Fuck ADHD | 1b | rant | 2 | I just want to rant a little, because I'm crying now and feel absolutely awful. All I want to say is:
- Fuck ADHD for making me cry in class because I need perfect grades but can't focus properly
- Fuck ADHD for making me focus on the more "fun" stuff when I know I should be serious right now and study/pay attention ... | NorthernDownpoured | 1 | 0 | 87 | 2020-01-01 23:11:09 | ADHD | <rs>I just want to rant a little.<re> <efs>because I'm crying now and feel absolutely awful.<efe> All I want to say is: <es>- Fuck ADHD for making me cry in class because I need perfect grades but can't focus properly<ee> <es>- Fuck ADHD for making me focus on the more "fun" stuff when I know I should be serious righ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to take medications | null | true | 220 |
ekm9cm | I feel dead inside. Can anyone relate? | 1b | rant | 2 | Tl;dr: Feeling dead inside. I just want to be happy :(
Its stuff that's been bothering me forever. And I am making progress towards making it better. Today started out good. I was minding my own business. And then coincidentally, I get criticized by my manager, and then next a customer criticizes me....and then after ... | schmeggy94 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-06 01:05:10 | sad | <efs>Tl;dr: Feeling dead inside.<efe> <rs>I just want to be happy :(<re> <es>Its stuff that's been bothering me forever.<ee> And I am making progress towards making it better. <es>Today started out good.<ee> <es>I was minding my own business.<ee> <es>And then coincidentally, I get criticized by my manager, and then ne... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would make you happy | null | true | 221 |
fvpy8w | Not sure what I want out of therapy | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | What do you get out of therapy? I find it very difficult to bring up the things I probably really need to bring up. There's no natural segways in conversations, I may not be in the "right" mindset and I lose my train of thought, etc. I feel like therapy isnt going anywhere and I can only afford to go once/month anyway.... | meadowcap | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2020-04-06 01:51:33 | getting_over_it | <rs>What do you get out of therapy?<re> <es>I find it very difficult to bring up the things I probably really need to bring up.<ee> <es>There's no natural segways in conversations, I may not be in the "right" mindset and I lose my train of thought, etc.<ee> <efs>I feel like therapy isnt going anywhere and I can only af... | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you find it difficult to bring up things | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about the therapy | null | null | null | true | 112 |
f253c7 | PLEASE TALK TO ME | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I CANT STOP SCREAMING | maverakain | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-02-11 07:35:59 | getting_over_it | <rs>PLEASE TALK TO ME<re> <es>I CANT STOP SCREAMING<ee> | 1 | 0 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you can't stop screaming | How did X make you feel? | the incident | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what you want to talk about | null | true | 101 |
eic8t8 | I'm scared to vent. | 1b | rant | 1 | I'm not saying this for upvotes. I'm so mad at everything and i'm so sad, and don't know who to tell. The closest thing i have for friends are some of my friends friends on a discord server, and they hardly like me. | redhead209 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-01 01:44:06 | depression | <efs>I'm scared to vent.<efe> I'm not saying this for upvotes. <efs>I'm so mad at everything and i'm so sad, and don't know who to tell.<efe> <es>The closest thing i have for friends are some of my friends friends on a discord server, and they hardly like me.<ee> | 0 | 2 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | mad at everything | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | the sadness | null | true | 20 |
emjq8m | Does anyone else get seizure-like spasms from stress or missing meds? | 1a | survey | 1 | I think I had a seizure today but I’m not sure. I occasionally get really bad dissociative attacks that involve an inability to construct sentences longer than three words. Basically I can answer yes and no questions and that’s it. I also just feel like I can’t move in a meaningful way (if that makes sense) and I lay t... | heccin_anon | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-10 01:37:43 | ptsd | <rs>Does anyone else get seizure-like spasms from stress or missing meds?<re> <es>I think I had a seizure today but I’m not sure.<ee> <es>I occasionally get really bad dissociative attacks that involve an inability to construct sentences longer than three words.<ee> <es>Basically I can answer yes and no questions and t... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the medicines made you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
em2mox | I’m new here need support TW | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I’m survivor of child sexual abuse , Rape
I’m going through depression and anxiety
Now I’m having some suicidal thoughts
I can’t deal with them | lylylove | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-09 01:45:31 | ptsd | <rs>I’m new here need support TW<re> <es>I’m survivor of child sexual abuse , Rape<ee> <efs>I’m going through depression and anxiety <efe> <efs>Now I’m having some suicidal thoughts <efe> <es>I can’t deal with them<ee> | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what kind of support would help you | null | true | 221 |
etx843 | How to handle stress? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I do not ask for advices like eat healthy etc. I am rather asking about what to do in extreme situations, what to do if stress makes us unable to live normally, makes us behave in a way we do not want to behave. Sometimes stress blocks me to do something I want. It's really strange and irrational and I do not know the ... | Ernio26 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-25 21:50:25 | selfhelp | <rs>I do not ask for advices like eat healthy etc.<re> <rs>I am rather asking about what to do in extreme situations, what to do if stress makes us unable to live normally, makes us behave in a way we do not want to behave.<re> <es>Sometimes stress blocks me to do something I want.<ee> <es>It's really strange and irrat... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | stress | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eiagip | 2020 | 1c | rant | 1 | im not talking anymore with my only friend. i ignored her today when she approached me to say merry christmas tried to hug me, then i pushed her arm and continue walking. she doesnr really give a fuck about me, but she was my only friend. but i hate her now anyways 8 hours later when i just got home, something also bad... | deniz_2258 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 23:16:29 | depression | <es>im not talking anymore with my only friend.<ee> i ignored her today when she approached me to say merry christmas tried to hug me, then i pushed her arm and continue walking. <es>she doesnr really give a fuck about me, but she was my only friend.<ee> but i hate her now anyways 8 hours later when i just got home, so... | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | causing the mess | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel you have mental health issues | suicidal | true | 200 |
eipdls | I noticed i still can be happy. And it feels amazing. | 1a | chitchat | 1 | I just need to tell someone and i can relate the most with this subreddit, so i hope you will understand how important it is for me :)
For a long time i was empty inside. I'm kinda lonly and after my girlfriend left me i gave up and started cutting again. Since then i never was happy, just numb. This new years eve i v... | AweeqDw-____ | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 23:10:24 | selfharm | <rs>I just need to tell someone and i can relate the most with this subreddit, so i hope you will understand how important it is for me :)<re> <efs>For a long time i was empty inside.<efe> <es>I'm kinda lonly and after my girlfriend left me i gave up and started cutting again.<ee> <efs>Since then i never was happy, ju... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eihqr8 | How can I keep myself safe? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | So I have huge anxiety and paranoia around accidents , to an extent which I feel most simply wouldn't understand because of how extreme and pronounced my fear is . It's like when everyone's at home together my fear is reduced to an extent because I know that if something did happen that other people would be around to ... | sticcsandsnaccs | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 12:11:06 | Anxiety | <es>So I have huge anxiety and paranoia around accidents , to an extent which I feel most simply wouldn't understand because of how extreme and pronounced my fear is .<ee> <efs>It's like when everyone's at home together my fear is reduced to an extent because I know that if something did happen that other people would ... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help control your fears | null | true | 221 |
ej2f29 | Trying to stop smoking and on stimulant medication... So much harder?! | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Classic 1st of Jan planned smoking cessation began. I struggled through the day and didn't smoke at all, until about 3am when I just couldn't sleep at all.
Today is my first day on 50mg lisdexamphetamine, and I'm really struggling to keep distracted. Now almost 7pm, and it's getting harder and harder. I'm so consumed... | jerbaws | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-02 18:57:31 | ADHD | <es>Classic 1st of Jan planned smoking cessation began. I struggled through the day and didn't smoke at all, until about 3am when I just couldn't sleep at all. <ee> <es>Today is my first day on 50mg lisdexamphetamine, and I'm really struggling to keep distracted.<ee> <es>Now almost 7pm, and it's getting harder and har... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eihhwh | club penguin is kill | 0 | rant | 1 | me me sad boy | Diarrbetus | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 11:37:22 | sad | me me sad boy | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejbqsq | Does anyone take/have experience with Gabapentin? | 0 | survey | 1 | I got prescribed it today for my overactive anxiety and being too sensitive to sounds and stimuli. | -dva | 2 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-03 06:49:40 | BPD | <rs>Does anyone take/have experience with Gabapentin?<re> <es>I got prescribed it today for my overactive anxiety and being too sensitive to sounds and stimuli.<ee> | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | being too sensitive to stimuli | null | null | null | true | 202 |
f186mf | Someone reported and got the moderators on r/Vaporwave to remove my song because he did not like it and thought it was low quality, and yet, everyone else liked the song! | 1b | rant | 3 | So I posted a song called **Ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ ｅｖｉｌ ｓｔｉｒｓ,** and a lot of you liked it! It got about 320 upvotes, but someone who goes by [u/vapidvapidvapidvapid](https://www.reddit.com/u/vapidvapidvapidvapid/) did not like it, and said that it sucks horribly, and went on to say that this subreddit is in a terrible shape becaus... | arachnidsGrimreaper | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-02-09 12:46:14 | Anger | So I posted a song called **Ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ ｅｖｉｌ ｓｔｉｒｓ,** and a lot of you liked it! It got about 320 upvotes, but someone who goes by [u/vapidvapidvapidvapid](https://www.reddit.com/u/vapidvapidvapidvapid/) did not like it, and said that it sucks horribly, and went on to say that this subreddit is in a terrible shape becaus... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eofh45 | What to do when caught in the cycle of drug addition, yet again, but not for the “normal” “typical” reasons one usually uses | 1a | help-seeking | 3 | SO I’ve been a user of meth consistently, for about 10 months now then on and off 1 1/2 years before that. I snort up to 2-3 little lines a day. I also take kratom everyday and have been for about a year in a half now.
I don’t use one or the other to numb myself or my emotions.
I don’t do it to get through life bc I... | _JoSeyTRUTH_ | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-14 03:23:18 | addiction | <es>SO I’ve been a user of meth consistently, for about 10 months now then on and off 1 1/2 years before that.<ee> <es>I snort up to 2-3 little lines a day.<ee> <es>I also take kratom everyday and have been for about a year in a half now. <ee> <es>I don’t use one or the other to numb myself or my emotions. <ee> <es>I ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ek4ktx | A conversation of our opinion on addiction between my coworker and I~ | 0 | rant | 3 | This is gonna sound a bit odd because I just copied and pasted it from my blog. Ignore it if you can. Smite me in your comment(s) if you want.
Today, I had a bouncy conversation with a coworker I’ll call J. I use the adjective bouncy because we seemed to have spoken about 4 different topics in under 15 minutes. I lik... | tiffybiffy | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-04 23:41:49 | addiction | This is gonna sound a bit odd because I just copied and pasted it from my blog. Ignore it if you can. Smite me in your comment(s) if you want. Today, I had a bouncy conversation with a coworker I’ll call J. I use the adjective bouncy because we seemed to have spoken about 4 different topics in under 15 minutes. I lik... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eici7m | I‘m drunk and down to chat with a NYE buddy | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I‘m fucked up and down to chat about anything. It‘s 3AM and I should probably be sleeping but I don‘t wanna sleep yet. For anyone asking I‘m 25, gay male and been hella depressed for over a dEcAdE. I just need some company until I fall asleep because this loneliness is making me suicidal | _thisnametho | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-01 02:08:21 | depression | <rs>I‘m fucked up and down to chat about anything.<re> It‘s 3AM and I should probably be sleeping but I don‘t wanna sleep yet. <es>For anyone asking I‘m 25, gay male and been hella depressed for over a dEcAdE.<ee> <rs>I just need some company until I fall asleep because this loneliness is making me suicidal<re> | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | depression | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eiqrp2 | I feel like I am spiraling | 1b | rant | 2 | I don't know what to do with myself. I am in a constant state of anxiousness, panic, and obsessive thinking. I am struggling to keep up with my work, and now am required to have multiple meetings with my boss on a monthly basis. This enough caused me anxiety. I am on medication and go to therapy, but between my anxiety... | ashleylibby | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 01:00:20 | Anxiety | <es>I don't know what to do with myself.<ee> <es>I am in a constant state of anxiousness, panic, and obsessive thinking.<ee> <es>I am struggling to keep up with my work, and now am required to have multiple meetings with my boss on a monthly basis.<ee> <es>This enough caused me anxiety.<ee> <efs>I am on medication and ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel devasted by the incident | null | true | 220 |
eiswp1 | Resources for sister to help 8-year-old | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | Hi! I was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult. My brother shares a lot of the same traits and we’ve long suspected that he is undiagnosed. He doesn’t feel like diagnosis would help him at this point in his life.
His wife told me she suspects their 8-year-old daughter also has it. She has memory and learning problems, and ... | Kateliterally | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 03:54:38 | ADHD | <es>Hi! I was diagnosed with ADHD as an adult.<ee> <es>My brother shares a lot of the same traits and we’ve long suspected that he is undiagnosed.<ee> <es>He doesn’t feel like diagnosis would help him at this point in his life.<ee> <es>His wife told me she suspects their 8-year-old daughter also has it.<ee> <es>She ha... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your 8-year old niece having ADHD | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eiq693 | I think the government has hacked into my keyboard to make me feel like i'm going crazy | 1a | rant | 1 | It keeps happening that I write the same word twice and i will correct it but then when i post the word is still there this isn't normal at all | Merry-goes-forever | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 00:13:01 | Anxiety | It keeps happening that I write the same word twice and i will correct it but then when i post the word is still there this isn't normal at all | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eo3t28 | Twenty-Four Hours a Day, 1.13 | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Thought
When we were drinking, we were living an unnatural life physically and mentally. We were punishing our bodies by loading them with alcohol. We didn't eat enough and we ate the wrong things. We didn't get enough sleep or the right kind of rest. We were ruining ourselves physically. We had an alcoholic obse... | Whtsox | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-13 13:00:34 | alcoholicsanonymous | Thought When we were drinking, we were living an unnatural life physically and mentally. We were punishing our bodies by loading them with alcohol. We didn't eat enough and we ate the wrong things. We didn't get enough sleep or the right kind of rest. We were ruining ourselves physically. We had an alcoholic obse... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ei9l8w | Am I being manipulated | 1b | rant | 1 | Is it wrong for someone to never give you a time that they are coming home. And when you text for a head sup, they will purposefully not answer til right before the time they decide to come home. So you are always left wondering when will they come.. and your day goes into a stand still cause you cant start anything or... | suriservshumnty | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 22:06:23 | ptsd | Is it wrong for someone to never give you a time that they are coming home. And when you text for a head sup, they will purposefully not answer til right before the time they decide to come home. So you are always left wondering when will they come.. and your day goes into a stand still cause you cant start anything or... | 2 | 1 | 0 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about them not giving you time | What do you need help with now that X? | you are sick of always waiting | null | true | 210 |
eiac4p | Here for anyone that needs the support | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Feel free to comment or message me privately. Don’t let depression get the worst of you guys | psychedsquid | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 23:06:43 | depression | Feel free to comment or message me privately. Don’t let depression get the worst of you guys | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eip7gh | I’ve never felt this low before | 1b | rant | 1 | I met a girl at a concert and we’ve been messaging each other every day since. I’ve never had a girl show me this kind of attention and she genuinely made each day more bearable. I went out with her the other week and she seemed really keen, I met her again today and I asked her if she wanted to be in a relationship wi... | hollowwaste | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 22:57:46 | sad | <es>I met a girl at a concert and we’ve been messaging each other every day since.<ee> <es>I’ve never had a girl show me this kind of attention and she genuinely made each day more bearable.<ee> <es>I went out with her the other week and she seemed really keen, I met her again today and I asked her if she wanted to be ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel hurt by her action | null | true | 220 |
eiaw86 | SO's nervous tic makes my anxiety flair up | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Hello, I'm new to the sub and looking for some advice. My SO and I have been dating for \~12 years now. I was diagnosed with anxiety/depression about 5 years ago and I've been on medication ever since. I also did a couple months of therapy in the summer of 2018. My SO went on medication for depression a few months ago.... | UpcycleOrThrowAway | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 23:51:32 | Anxiety | <rs>Hello, I'm new to the sub and looking for some advice.<re> <es>My SO and I have been dating for \~12 years now.<ee> <es>I was diagnosed with anxiety/depression about 5 years ago and I've been on medication ever since.<ee> <es>I also did a couple months of therapy in the summer of 2018.<ee> <es>My SO went on medicat... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help your partner control their nervousness | null | true | 221 |
f023kt | Lonely and sad but I'm branching out | 1a | rant | 2 | Hii
Umm so I've never expressed myself in terms of my mental health so if this ends up as just a jumbled mess of thoughts, I apologise. TLDR at the bottom. Also I don't really know if this is the right sub for this kind of stuff.
Anyway I'm writing this because I'm currently sitting on my bathroom floor crying abo... | Nappy_Bobby | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-07 00:27:29 | getting_over_it | Hii Umm so I've never expressed myself in terms of my mental health so if this ends up as just a jumbled mess of thoughts, I apologise. TLDR at the bottom. Also I don't really know if this is the right sub for this kind of stuff. <efs>Anyway I'm writing this because I'm currently sitting on my bathroom floor cryin... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel isolated from everyone | null | true | 220 |
eiccyo | I want to help my very depressed friend but idk what to say. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | What are the things I can ask or say to a friend who feels like his life is so fucked up that it won’t ever get better, someone who have hit rock bottom. I wanna help him so bad but i’m scared that i might ask or say the wrong thing and make them feel worse. | jogsss_ | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-01 01:54:53 | depression | <rs><es>What are the things I can ask or say to a friend who feels like his life is so fucked up that it won’t ever get better, someone who have hit rock bottom.<ee><re> <efs><rs>I wanna help him so bad but i’m scared that i might ask or say the wrong thing and make them feel worse.<re><efe> | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eot3ue | I'm diagnosed with a lot of stuff! ASK ME ANY QUESTIONS! | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Panic Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, Persistent depressive disorder, major depressive disorder, bipolar, osfed, anorexia, insomnia, borderline, ocd, ocpd, and substance use disorder. | strugglingbitch | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-14 22:55:45 | mentalillness | I'm diagnosed with a lot of stuff! ASK ME ANY QUESTIONS! Generalized Anxiety Disorder, Panic Disorder, Social Anxiety Disorder, Persistent depressive disorder, major depressive disorder, bipolar, osfed, anorexia, insomnia, borderline, ocd, ocpd, and substance use disorder. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random.title | true | 0 |
eiitd0 | 6 simple ways to stop overthinking | 0 | chitchat | 3 | null | Beinspired7 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 14:23:45 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eri0y4 | Should I break up with my boyfriend? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Starting note: My boyfriend didn't rape me. It was someone else. My boyfriend knows what happened.
TL;DR at bottom
My boyfriend reminds me of the guy that molested me over a period of time.
It just feels so, so familiar. Most of the things he about sex are uncanny. He's said things that are word for word what my mo... | Mystalist | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-20 19:18:17 | rapecounseling | <rs>Should I break up with my boyfriend?<re> <es>Starting note: My boyfriend didn't rape me.<ee> <es>It was someone else.<ee> <es>My boyfriend knows what happened.<ee> TL;DR at bottom <efs>My boyfriend reminds me of the guy that molested me over a period of time.<efe> <efs>It just feels so, so familiar.<efe> <es>Mo... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eioz6f | DAE get panic attacks from over-exercising? | 1a | survey | 2 | A little back story: Every year my huge family gets together for winter break in the middle of nowhere in the Canadian wilderness. Most of my cousins are athletes or super in shape. I go to the gym about once or twice a week, but I’m by no means as fit as they are. I’m also a bit older than most of them (I’m in my mid ... | toasterpoodle | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 22:39:55 | Anxiety | <es>A little back story: Every year my huge family gets together for winter break in the middle of nowhere in the Canadian wilderness.<ee> <es>Most of my cousins are athletes or super in shape.<ee> <es>I go to the gym about once or twice a week, but I’m by no means as fit as they are.<ee> <es>I’m also a bit older than ... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the panic attack make you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eiz175 | Good Morning Lovely’s Let’s talk SelfCare!! | 0 | chitchat | 1 | I have a App for you guys that help with making you feel more inspired in your daily lives. Btw way Happy New Year✨💫🌸
http://triabicia.com/2GOW | LovelyPeace | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 14:42:37 | mentalillness | I have a App for you guys that help with making you feel more inspired in your daily lives. Btw way Happy New Year✨💫🌸 http://triabicia.com/2GOW | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ens2ut | Struggling... | 1a | rant | 2 | Well don’t know where to begin... Hadn’t touched a proper opiate besides suboxone in over 10yrs until recently I was diagnosed with cancer.
For the past two years my relationship has been nose diving and the stress from it has been piling up, add on a dick head slum lord, other family with cancer, moving across the c... | throwawayJay710 | 1 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-12 19:31:35 | addiction | <es>Well don’t know where to begin... Hadn’t touched a proper opiate besides suboxone in over 10yrs until recently I was diagnosed with cancer.<ee> <es>For the past two years my relationship has been nose diving and the stress from it has been piling up, add on a dick head slum lord, other family with cancer, moving ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are afraid of relapsing again | null | true | 220 |
eicnc3 | Dental Care Tips? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | So, I'm narcoleptic and depressed. These are my two biggest disorders so I have literally no energy to take care of myself most days. My teeth are kinda neglected at the moment but I am fortunate enough to have regular dental cleanings every six months like they recommend, but that's not enough in between appointments.... | Sleepiest_Bun | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 02:21:35 | depression | So, I'm narcoleptic and depressed. These are my two biggest disorders so I have literally no energy to take care of myself most days. My teeth are kinda neglected at the moment but I am fortunate enough to have regular dental cleanings every six months like they recommend, but that's not enough in between appointments.... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | depression and narcoleptic | null | null | null | true | 202 |
elhy3l | .....😭 | 0 | rant | 1 | Omg hamster Sammi just died today and I know she’s going n a better place but I miss her and with she was still here with me😭 | homie_taylor12 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-07 21:19:43 | sad | Omg hamster Sammi just died today and I know she’s going n a better place but I miss her and with she was still here with me😭 | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you miss you hamster | null | true | 220 |
ericfq | does this count as rape? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | Just a warning that this contains graphic descriptions of sexual assault and assault against and by transgender individuals. please let me know if I should add anything else here.
NOTE: I am a trans man, and my girlfriend is a trans woman. I know that may be confusing for some, but we are both Pre-Op and so which way ... | atozyisgod | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-20 19:39:05 | rapecounseling | Just a warning that this contains graphic descriptions of sexual assault and assault against and by transgender individuals. please let me know if I should add anything else here. <es>NOTE: I am a trans man, and my girlfriend is a trans woman.<ee> <es>I know that may be confusing for some, but we are both Pre-Op and s... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ektimn | Do I voluntarily admit myself to the psych ward? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | Hey all.
I'm -
I'm not doing great.
I've been struggling with suicidal ideation and thoughts for the last few months and it's only gotten worse as time goes on. I've had a depression diagnosis for 10 years. Currently on Lamictal/Lamotragine 50 mg (mood stabilizer) and Concerta/Methylphenidate 27 mg (stimulant for AD... | shiver23 | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-06 12:28:13 | mentalillness | Hey all. I'm - <es>I'm not doing great.<ee> <es>I've been struggling with suicidal ideation and thoughts for the last few months and it's only gotten worse as time goes on.<ee> <es>I've had a depression diagnosis for 10 years.<ee> <es>Currently on Lamictal/Lamotragine 50 mg (mood stabilizer) and Concerta/Methylpheni... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eiv3ed | I watched something with triggering content and now I’m stuck | 1a | rant | 1 | I ignored the self harm warning on a show because I’m 27 and clearly I can handle some anxiety and self harm. I’m not someone who can be “triggered”.
Except.... I don’t know.... it really fucked me up. The few drops of blood and the anxiety attacks they showed really hit me? I was feeling low and now I don’t know, it... | gorillazfever | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 07:22:24 | Anxiety | <es>I ignored the self harm warning on a show because I’m 27 and clearly I can handle some anxiety and self harm.<ee> <es>I’m not someone who can be “triggered”. <ee> <efs>Except.... I don’t know.... it really fucked me up.<efe> <es>The few drops of blood and the anxiety attacks they showed really hit me?<ee> <efs>I w... | 2 | 2 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are having anxiety attacks due to the show | null | true | 220 |
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