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en9063 | Im so irritated | 1a | rant | 1 | Ok so this guy i worked with was being a real douch and i tried being petty back but it seemed like it didnt bugg him at all, so now i am so annoyed that I can barely concentrate on studying for my exams... this has never happened to me before, like I am usually so chill, but now my mind feels like it is all over the p... | Limit_break91 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-11 15:49:53 | ptsd | <es>Ok so this guy i worked with was being a real douch and i tried being petty back but it seemed like it didnt bugg him at all.<ee> <efs>so now i am so annoyed that I can barely concentrate on studying for my exams... this has never happened to me before, like I am usually so chill, but now my mind feels like it is a... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to concentrate on your exams | null | true | 220 |
eq72bq | Day 17 and I'm miserable | 1a | rant | 1 | I see so many people explaining by as early as day ten how amazing they feel but, as for me I'm irritable, angry, depressed and overwhelmed. Still don't enjoy the things I once did. At this point I almost feel just as bad as when I'm using. | thilas666 | 1 | 0 | 15 | 2020-01-17 21:46:52 | alcoholicsanonymous | <efs>I see so many people explaining by as early as day ten how amazing they feel but, as for me I'm irritable, angry, depressed and overwhelmed.<efe> <efs>Still don't enjoy the things I once did.<efe> <efs>At this point I almost feel just as bad as when I'm using.<efe> | 0 | 2 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | irritable and angry | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | the feeling of being depressed and overwhelmed | null | true | 20 |
eshsuy | Day Trading For A Living (My #1 Tip How To Get There) | 0 | chitchat | 3 | null | mralexwinkler | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-22 20:38:31 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eig8vq | Having a hard time being alone on NYE. | 1b | rant | 2 | I sure people on this sub are probably in the same mindset that I am right now, but NYE this year has been difficult. I don't really have any friends, no contact with my family, but I have a boyfriend/SO/FP of 4 years who is married and in an open relationship. Holidays are always so hard because I want nothing more th... | Only-Owl | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 08:44:22 | BPD | <es>I sure people on this sub are probably in the same mindset that I am right now, but NYE this year has been difficult.<ee> <es>I don't really have any friends, no contact with my family, but I have a boyfriend/SO/FP of 4 years who is married and in an open relationship.<ee> <es>Holidays are always so hard because I ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you were feeling lonely on new year eve | null | true | 220 |
f3dhzk | Struggling a lot 7 years later | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | The seven year anniversary was at the beginning of the month. It hit me incredibly hard. I was down for about a week. I felt a bit better after the anniversary finally passed but the last couple of days I can’t stop thinking about it.
It’s giving me nightmares and phantom pains (it feels like my right ovary is being s... | PatrickDittoSwayze | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-13 17:34:58 | rapecounseling | <es>The seven year anniversary was at the beginning of the month.<ee> <es>It hit me incredibly hard.<ee> <es>I was down for about a week.<ee> <efs>I felt a bit better after the anniversary finally passed but the last couple of days I can’t stop thinking about it. <efe> <es>It’s giving me nightmares and phantom pains (i... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you overcome the nightmares and pain | null | true | 221 |
eia6xo | I should teach a class.. | 1a | rant | 2 | “Unconventional means to get fucked up” | sortadark | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2019-12-31 22:55:04 | BPD | “Unconventional means to get fucked up” | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
emrjdf | My detox stack - making withdrawals less miserable | 1a | rant | 3 | Just sharing my drug-detox stack. Saved my ass a couple times. I decided to share for knowledge and anedoctal experience report purposes.
***This is not a medical advice - always talk to your doc before ingesting any pharmaceuticals***
One of the main reasons we feel so ill when we’re going through withdrawals is t... | zilbra | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-10 14:20:40 | OpiatesRecovery | Just sharing my drug-detox stack. Saved my ass a couple times. I decided to share for knowledge and anedoctal experience report purposes. ***This is not a medical advice - always talk to your doc before ingesting any pharmaceuticals*** One of the main reasons we feel so ill when we’re going through withdrawals is t... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eiux1q | Beauty Standards | 0 | rant | 1 | I...feel like I will never be as pretty as a Caucasian girl. | We_Stan_Chickenz | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-02 07:03:37 | sad | I...feel like I will never be as pretty as a Caucasian girl. | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | you aren't pretty | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you are feeling | What can help you overcome X ? | this feeling of inferiority | null | true | 10 |
en53lm | Trouble trying to be social because I'm triggered by my own car of all stupid things. | 1b | rant | 2 | 28F. I was raped repeatedly in an abusive relationship when I was 20. He would force kissing on me, force me to touch his genitals, and force his hands in my pants in semi-public areas. He followed me to my car in the school parking lot and raped me in the backseat in broad daylight.
Since then, I feel myself dissocia... | goldenmantella | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-11 08:45:46 | rapecounseling | 28F. <es>I was raped repeatedly in an abusive relationship when I was 20.<ee> <es>He would force kissing on me, force me to touch his genitals, and force his hands in my pants in semi-public areas.<ee> <es>He followed me to my car in the school parking lot and raped me in the backseat in broad daylight. <ee> <efs>Since... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you not get triggered by your car | null | true | 221 |
eq3mhy | Normal People Don’t Take Dog Medicine Right? | 1b | rant | 2 | Holy crap what a week.
So my puppers yelped at me one day when I came home from work for her walk and tried to pick her up. A few vet visits later, she starts to lose her back legs a little and turns out she has a herniated disc in her back and needs surgery.
We ended up having to drive 2 hrs up to Vancouver and ta... | Al_Con_Queso | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-17 17:41:01 | OpiatesRecovery | Holy crap what a week. <es>So my puppers yelped at me one day when I came home from work for her walk and tried to pick her up.<ee> <es>A few vet visits later, she starts to lose her back legs a little and turns out she has a herniated disc in her back and needs surgery. <ee> <es>We ended up having to drive 2 hrs up... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | that past week has been emotional and stressful for you | null | true | 220 |
evahq6 | Healing Journey | Connecting To The Source | 0 | chitchat | 1 | The healing journey can often times be lonely. Don't give up. Be patient - allow yourself to grow. Your time to shine will come. There's room at the table for everyone.
My name is Rosie, and I created this YouTube channel to help others who suffer from trauma, chronic illness, mental health issues, and more.
I studi... | mirror_effect | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-28 19:49:05 | selfhelp | The healing journey can often times be lonely. Don't give up. Be patient - allow yourself to grow. Your time to shine will come. There's room at the table for everyone. My name is Rosie, and I created this YouTube channel to help others who suffer from trauma, chronic illness, mental health issues, and more. I studi... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
eiklrk | Magnesium and other nutraceuticals or cravings - a brief overview of glutamate role on addiction. | 0 | chitchat | 3 | so I’ve been researching a lot everything about addiction/psychopharmacology for a long time now. I have an extremely compulsive drug-seeking behavior. I had 6 main addictions over my life; the most serious being opiates, cocaine and JWH - followed by tobacco, benzos and weed.
there is massive research about the role ... | zilbra | 1 | 0 | 18 | 2020-01-01 17:06:35 | OpiatesRecovery | so I’ve been researching a lot everything about addiction/psychopharmacology for a long time now. I have an extremely compulsive drug-seeking behavior. I had 6 main addictions over my life; the most serious being opiates, cocaine and JWH - followed by tobacco, benzos and weed. there is massive research about the role ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
fhfasu | Day 8: The world is horrible at mental care. | 1b | rant | 2 | **Things that happened today:**
Got yelled at again at work today. It is however, entirely not my fault. Boss forgets what she said and insists that I did something wrong, completely opposite of what she requested. At some point outright called me stupid for not having common sense. I immediately went full robot and d... | FallingIsLearning | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-03-12 12:06:56 | getting_over_it | **Things that happened today:** <es>Got yelled at again at work today.<ee> <es>It is however, entirely not my fault.<ee> <es>Boss forgets what she said and insists that I did something wrong, completely opposite of what she requested.<ee> <es>At some point outright called me stupid for not having common sense.<ee> <es... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | stopping the medicines | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to take your medicines | null | true | 200 |
ej312r | Anger issues | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | How do you guys deal with destructive anger?
Sometimes I lose myself in it. | yaniyandere | 2 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 19:39:38 | BPD | <es>Anger issues<ee> <rs>How do you guys deal with destructive anger?<re> <es>Sometimes I lose myself in it.<ee> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | anger issues | How did X make you feel? | your anger issues | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ejigi2 | Check out this helpful and insiteful article about nature of Domestic Violence | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | Loshy_zw | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-03 17:19:02 | domesticviolence | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
f77iwn | It's been a week and I it's still can't stop thinking about my exam every second | 0 | rant | 2 | An oral exam went horrible in every way and I can't stop thinking about it, I can't study, watch youtube, drive, without thinking about it. Its the last thing I think of before I sleep and the first when I wake up, I even started to dream about it. I cried every day since that exam and I had a terrible mark. I knew and... | ConflateHuman | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-21 07:08:11 | getting_over_it | <es>An oral exam went horrible in every way and I can't stop thinking about it, I can't study, watch youtube, drive, without thinking about it. <ee><es>Its the last thing I think of before I sleep and the first when I wake up, I even started to dream about it.<ee> <efs>I cried every day since that exam and I had a terr... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are unable to stop thinking about the oral exam | null | true | 220 |
ek7a4j | Social Anxiety has ruined my life... | 1a | rant | 2 | Ever since the 10th grade my life and mental state deteriorated, I just can't focus in class without worrying that someone is talking shit or plotting an attack on me and don't even know why, I can't even be in public without worrying, my hand are always sweaty, my face is always red and burns, my knees start shaking, ... | w4tch3d_ | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-05 03:22:41 | socialanxiety | <es>Ever since the 10th grade my life and mental state deteriorated,<ee> <es>I just can't focus in class without worrying that someone is talking shit or plotting an attack on me and don't even know why,<ee> <es>I can't even be in public without worrying,<ee> <efs>my hand are always sweaty, my face is always red and bu... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ek1g4v | Drug dreams | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Ughh when do they stop? Mine are getting overwhelmingggggg,Its been like 3 months clean for me😩 | Poopcity123 | 2 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-04 19:50:52 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Drug dreams<ee> <rs>Ughh when do they stop?<re> <efs>Mine are getting overwhelmingggggg.<efe><es>Its been like 3 months clean for me<ee> | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the drug dreams | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ekizqu | Proud | 0 | chitchat | 1 | As the title states, I am proud of all of you fighting your addiction. As someone who loves someone that does suffer from this- I know how challenging it is. Please know the people who love you can help, as long as you let them. I send all my love and hopeful energy that you and your loved ones. | thegiversees | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-05 20:57:14 | addiction | As the title states, I am proud of all of you fighting your addiction. As someone who loves someone that does suffer from this- I know how challenging it is. Please know the people who love you can help, as long as you let them. I send all my love and hopeful energy that you and your loved ones. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
eicqfc | Putting me dog down tomorrow. | 0 | rant | 1 | That is all. | DirtiestSpider1 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 02:29:44 | sad | That is all. | 2 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | your dog's passing away | What do you need help with now that X? | you are so upset | title | true | 200 |
elhutb | before the heartache, she was my favorite aesthetic | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | PlasticDreamz | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-07 21:13:29 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eixp0r | Really lost sense of self determined by those I'm around | 1a | rant | 2 | So for a while since I joined this sub I convinced myself that I don't have BPD and that I was just overthinking it but here I am again. This lost sense of identity is really really crippling especially when I wanna know what I am or who I am, who am I? Sorry this is jumbled and probably just a clustered rant but hea... | tarotharo | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 12:33:39 | BPD | <es>So for a while since I joined this sub I convinced myself that I don't have BPD and that I was just overthinking it but here I am again.<ee> <es>This lost sense of identity is really really crippling especially when I wanna know what I am or who I am, who am I?<ee> Sorry this is jumbled and probably just a cluste... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you have lost sense of your own identity | null | true | 220 |
ejp9va | How to ignore urges? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | . I know i shouldn't cut again but im so numb and just wanna feel something | freckle_thief | 9 | 0 | 11 | 2020-01-04 01:20:59 | selfharm | <rs>How to ignore urges?<re> <efs>. I know i shouldn't cut again but im so numb and just wanna feel something<efe> | 0 | 2 | 2 | What made you feel X ? | why do you cut yourself | null | null | null | null | null | true | 22 |
ei6v2e | Is anyone online? I'm not feeling well. | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | null | scdey | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2019-12-31 18:38:03 | Anxiety | Is anyone online? <efs>I'm not feeling well.<efe> nan | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | unwell | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you are feeling | What can help you overcome X ? | the feeling of being unwell | null | true | 10 |
ep46u2 | 1 year off Tramadol | 1a | rant | 1 | 1 year off Tramadol as of yesterday. I abused it to self-medicate my depression and ADD for around 5 years. Tried to get off of it 3 times prior to the last. 1 year down, but I kind of don’t feel like I’ve accomplished anything since being prescribed Vyvanse two months ago. I take it as directed. But it still kind of m... | _lilspooky | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-15 16:07:24 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>1 year off Tramadol as of yesterday.<ee> <es>I abused it to self-medicate my depression and ADD for around 5 years.<ee> <es>Tried to get off of it 3 times prior to the last.<ee> <efs>1 year down, but I kind of don’t feel like I’ve accomplished anything since being prescribed Vyvanse two months ago.<efe> <es>I take ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel you haven't accomplished anything | null | true | 220 |
ejcs4u | how do i keep my foot down with my friend with bpd? | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | recently i took a break from my best friend after realizing we had a very codependent relationship. i also didn’t feel heard and was constantly disrespected, things always had to go her way, she was always pointing out my flaws and making me feel like a horrible friend when i had forgiven her for much worse. for a whil... | piscestings | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-03 08:45:49 | BPD | <es>recently i took a break from my best friend after realizing we had a very codependent relationship.<ee> <es>i also didn’t feel heard and was constantly disrespected, things always had to go her way, she was always pointing out my flaws and making me feel like a horrible friend when i had forgiven her for much worse... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejta4z | How to watch Hansen’s Onision web series without triggering self harming behavior afterwards? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I am really invested in the whole scandal with the youtuber Onision because he reminds me so much of my abuser. I’ve been watching all of Chris Hansen’s interviews with Onision’s victims but I’ve noticed that they can be really triggering.
I also have OCD and struggle with face picking as a coping mechanism, and it’s... | GodlyPumpkin | 1 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-04 06:57:58 | ptsd | <es>I am really invested in the whole scandal with the youtuber Onision because he reminds me so much of my abuser.<ee> <es>I’ve been watching all of Chris Hansen’s interviews with Onision’s victims but I’ve noticed that they can be really triggering. <ee> <es>I also have OCD and struggle with face picking as a coping... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | watching the web series | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ek8lbf | Sunday January 5th | 0 | chitchat | 1 | The first week of the new year is over.
I had a depressed day today. But it ended on a good note.
Been going to meetings. Playing with cats. In general life is really good.
🥰 | Splinter1591 | 2 | 0 | 20 | 2020-01-05 05:18:52 | OpiatesRecovery | The first week of the new year is over. I had a depressed day today. But it ended on a good note. Been going to meetings. Playing with cats. In general life is really good. 🥰 | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eqpnv3 | Withdrawals | 0 | survey | 1 | Ok.....
I got valium, seroquel, etizolam, cbd/thc pen, loperamide, kratom and 5 ambien lol....
What else am i missing to get me through this 72 hour stretch!? | yikesyikes666 | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-19 01:17:32 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Withdrawals<ee> Ok..... <es>I got valium, seroquel, etizolam, cbd/thc pen, loperamide, kratom and 5 ambien lol....<ee> <rs>What else am i missing to get me through this 72 hour stretch!?<re> | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what caused the withdrawls | How did X make you feel? | the withdrawls | null | null | null | true | 102 |
ek0nv0 | Can someone who gets hysterically angry please help me understand my SO's behaviour. | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | I just want to know if I'm not being understanding enough. I'm struggling really bad.
Prefacing this by saying that my boyfriend and I share a 2x4 room so we're in each others faces all day after work and can't really get a break from one another. He also was my caregiver through my cancer last year so keep in mind th... | Successful-Detail | 2 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-04 18:53:03 | Anger | <rs>I just want to know if I'm not being understanding enough.<re> <es>I'm struggling really bad.<ee> <es>Prefacing this by saying that my boyfriend and I share a 2x4 room so we're in each others faces all day after work and can't really get a break from one another.<ee> <es>He also was my caregiver through my cancer ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f06je8 | Help with memory loss ?? | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | I had an abusive childhood (i say the term loosely, it was when I was 11-16yo or so) and my memory has progressively gotten worse. I was previously diagnosed with PTSD and never completed therapy (too expensive).
It started as losing memories from childhood to now I can even remember what I did recently (i.e. did I e... | alklo | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-07 06:24:07 | domesticviolence | <es>I had an abusive childhood (i say the term loosely, it was when I was 11-16yo or so) and my memory has progressively gotten worse.<ee> <es>I was previously diagnosed with PTSD and never completed therapy (too expensive). <ee> <es>It started as losing memories from childhood to now I can even remember what I did re... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | losing your memories | null | null | null | true | 202 |
esuhw8 | He punched me in the face before work | 1b | rant | 2 | He was at me all last night holding old things hes "forgiven" me for against me... throwing me around and pinning me down, he actually didnt hit me last night and I thanked him for not hitting me... he fucked me before we fell asleep and woke me up this morning to fuck and after that I was getting ready for work and pu... | hotpockeys | 1 | 0 | 25 | 2020-01-23 15:19:23 | domesticviolence | <es>He was at me all last night holding old things hes "forgiven" me for against me... throwing me around and pinning me down.<ee> <es>he actually didnt hit me last night and I thanked him for not hitting me...<ee> <es>he fucked me before we fell asleep and woke me up this morning to fuck and after that I was getting r... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | he abused you so much | null | true | 220 |
ema47h | Twenty-Four Hours a Day, 1.9 | 0 | chitchat | 3 | Thought
When we were drinking, most of us had no real faith in anything. We may have said that we believed in God, but we didn't act as though we did. We never honestly asked God to help us and we never really accepted His help. Do us, faith looked like helplessness. But when we came into A.A., we began to have fa... | Whtsox | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-09 14:09:01 | alcoholicsanonymous | Thought When we were drinking, most of us had no real faith in anything. We may have said that we believed in God, but we didn't act as though we did. We never honestly asked God to help us and we never really accepted His help. Do us, faith looked like helplessness. But when we came into A.A., we began to have fa... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
esd67n | Recovery | 1a | help-seeking | 2 | For the longest time I (28m) had a bad habit, I would stay awake all night/struggle to sleep within what is considered a regular sleeping pattern, be it over active mind or in some cases I've been just unhealthy in my night time choices by indulging in vices (which I wouldn't really like to go into but I am free of tho... | Namate20 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-22 15:02:01 | selfhelp | <es>For the longest time I (28m) had a bad habit, I would stay awake all night/struggle to sleep within what is considered a regular sleeping pattern, be it over active mind or in some cases I've been just unhealthy in my night time choices by indulging in vices (which I wouldn't really like to go into but I am free of... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | struggling to sleep at regular timings at night | null | null | null | true | 202 |
fc20pe | Need practical suggestions to help move on | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hi, I [M29] feel like I have I am stuck in a bad place in my life for what feels like years. I had my first relationship when I was 17 which lasted over 8 years. Ever since that got over it seems like I have been I am unable to hold any relationship.
When my first relationship got over I went through depression. I da... | fullmetalsunit | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-03-01 22:39:04 | getting_over_it | <efs>Hi, I [M29] feel like I have I am stuck in a bad place in my life for what feels like years.<efe> <es>I had my first relationship when I was 17 which lasted over 8 years.<ee> <es>Ever since that got over it seems like I have been I am unable to hold any relationship. <ee> <efs>When my first relationship got over ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
enjloy | Does anyone have any advice? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hi I’m new to this, I was with my ex boyfriend for roughly 3 years (I’m 19)I left him in August after he went to jail and recently I’ve been struggling with thinking about him and the things that happened and I was wondering if anyone had any advice I’m tired of crying over him I know healing takes time but I’m ready t... | lilith_555_ | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-12 05:39:53 | domesticviolence | <es>Hi I’m new to this, I was with my ex boyfriend for roughly 3 years (I’m 19).<ee><es>I left him in August after he went to jail.<ee> <efs>recently I’ve been struggling with thinking about him and the things that happened.<efe> <rs>I was wondering if anyone had any advice.<re> <efs>I’m tired of crying over him.<efe> ... | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why your ex went to jail | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how did you feel after the break up | null | null | null | true | 112 |
emnhju | The higher power struggle results from an intentional design flaw | 0 | chitchat | 3 | One theme that invariably emerges when I regularly attend A,A, meetings is people who have sober for at least a couple of years describing themselves as doing generally well in life, maybe even better than expected at the start of the boozeless journey, but unable to settle on a higher power and feeling like they're fa... | KameTooclose | 1 | 0 | 32 | 2020-01-10 07:09:58 | alcoholicsanonymous | One theme that invariably emerges when I regularly attend A,A, meetings is people who have sober for at least a couple of years describing themselves as doing generally well in life, maybe even better than expected at the start of the boozeless journey, but unable to settle on a higher power and feeling like they're fa... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ei8sbc | Is digging your fingernails on your skin considered selfharm? | 0 | survey | 1 | null | ColdCoffee64 | 2 | 0 | 3 | 2019-12-31 21:01:51 | selfharm | <es>Is digging your fingernails on your skin considered selfharm?<ee> nan | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you dig your fingernails | How did X make you feel? | digging your fingernails | What do you need help with now that X? | you dig your fingernails | null | true | 100 |
ejdgr7 | Struggling and feeling isolated, maybe TW | 1a | rant | 2 | I hope that I'm doing this right and don't offend anyone.
I am currently working with a therapist, and not having any thoughts of harming myself or others.
I'm trying to keep my emotions in check but not be too much of a Vulcan about things.
I'm also going to ramble because I'm not a "share your feelings" type of pers... | splectrum | 7 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-03 10:06:02 | ptsd | I hope that I'm doing this right and don't offend anyone. <es>I am currently working with a therapist, and not having any thoughts of harming myself or others.<ee> <es>I'm trying to keep my emotions in check but not be too much of a Vulcan about things.<ee> I'm also going to ramble because I'm not a "share your feelin... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | the therapy has dredged up a lot of old stuff | null | true | 220 |
ek1j27 | As Bill Sees It, 1.4 | 0 | rant | 3 | Spiritual Axiom, p. 309
It is a spiritual axiom that every time we are disturbed, no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with us. If somebody hurts us and we are sore, we are in the wrong, too.
But are there no exceptions to this rule? What about "justifiable" anger? If somebody cheats us, aren't we en... | Whtsox | 6 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-04 19:56:54 | alcoholicsanonymous | Spiritual Axiom, p. 309 It is a spiritual axiom that every time we are disturbed, no matter what the cause, there is something wrong with us. If somebody hurts us and we are sore, we are in the wrong, too. But are there no exceptions to this rule? What about "justifiable" anger? If somebody cheats us, aren't we en... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
erq2s4 | Trouble opening up to women after being left in my most crucial time | 1b | rant | 1 | Some guys usually always get the hurt from women, while some guys get the love especially if they are bad boys. Sad part is I dont want to be like that. I value emotions and feelings. I gave her my purest form of friendship, only to be left in my needy time. She apologised, but it has triggered a very deep fear in me. ... | matefan | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-21 05:26:03 | getting_over_it | <rs>Some guys usually always get the hurt from women, while some guys get the love especially if they are bad boys.<re> <rs>Sad part is I dont want to be like that.<re> <es>I value emotions and feelings.<ee> <es>I gave her my purest form of friendship, only to be left in my needy time.<ee> <es>She apologised, but it ha... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you trust again | null | true | 221 |
eiqi14 | Anxiety over supporting a grieving friend | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | A friend of mine's dad is in the ICU and is expected to pass away soon. I got the news today and still haven't contacted her because I have no idea what to say or do. I feel paralyzed with anxiety. I'm terrified of saying the wrong thing and accidently adding to her pain, and I feel like there's nothing I can really of... | Noon85 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 00:38:39 | Anxiety | <es>A friend of mine's dad is in the ICU and is expected to pass away soon.<ee> <es>I got the news today and still haven't contacted her because I have no idea what to say or do.<ee> <efs>I feel paralyzed with anxiety.<efe> <efs>I'm terrified of saying the wrong thing and accidently adding to her pain, and I feel like ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eibp3f | i'm a failure | 1a | rant | 1 | so many people are disappointed in me and it makes me feel horrible. sometimes i start not caring but in the end it always get to me. people expect me to have my future planned out but in reality i have no idea what i'm doing. i tell myself that i'm doing ok and everything will work out but i know it won't. i feel like... | yellownarc | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-01 00:55:57 | depression | <efs>so many people are disappointed in me and it makes me feel horrible.<efe> <es>sometimes i start not caring but in the end it always get to me.<ee> <es>people expect me to have my future planned out but in reality i have no idea what i'm doing.<ee> <efs>i tell myself that i'm doing ok and everything will work out b... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eivbsj | Quest Flow: 2020 Vision | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | W0k3Studio | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 07:49:18 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | Not a post | true | 0 |
emdr27 | I got denied Medicaid | 1a | rant | 1 | Apparently I make too much for Medicaid and not enough for Heath insurance. Looks like another year of no therapy and no medication. I’m actively seeking help for my depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts but I’m not sure where to go next, I can afford anything. Looks like I’ll just die | AnyUserName26 | 1 | 0 | 19 | 2020-01-09 18:30:10 | mentalillness | <es>Apparently I make too much for Medicaid and not enough for Heath insurance.<ee> <es>Looks like another year of no therapy and no medication.<ee> <es>I’m actively seeking help for my depression, anxiety and suicidal thoughts but I’m not sure where to go next, I can afford anything.<ee> Looks like I’ll just die | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | the cause of depression and anxiety | How did X make you feel? | anxiety and depression | What do you need help with now that X? | you have no money for therapy | null | true | 100 |
erdawm | Be Sincere and Stop Lying (Nice Guys Lie & Bad Boys are Honest) | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | EmyG28 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-20 13:38:18 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ek1gs3 | Confrontation makes me want to cry | 1b | rant | 1 | Background: I’ve known this girl for 2 years and we’re close friends. She’s very sensitive and gets angry at me really easily. She has a “mightier than thou” attitude and acts like she’s a saint. Sometimes I can’t stand her but she’s also a good friend sometimes. When she isn’t being mean, we laugh a lot and get along ... | smish-is-scared | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-04 19:52:11 | socialanxiety | <es>Background: I’ve known this girl for 2 years and we’re close friends.<ee> <es>She’s very sensitive and gets angry at me really easily.<ee> <es>She has a “mightier than thou” attitude and acts like she’s a saint.<ee> <es>Sometimes I can’t stand her but she’s also a good friend sometimes.<ee> When she isn’t being mea... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | her lack of contribution | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eitqq9 | My very good example of ADD | 1a | rant | 3 | Hope this is relatable. This might be ADD or ADHD im not sure.
Life with Overfocused ADD: I can't focus on one thing. In my life, I feel as if I am always multitasking. I know many things, but good at nothing. I always start, but never finish. I can not do 100% of one task because I do 30% of 15 diff tasks and ultima... | corychung | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-02 05:08:54 | ADHD | Hope this is relatable. <es>This might be ADD or ADHD im not sure. <ee> <es>Life with Overfocused ADD: I can't focus on one thing.<ee> <es>In my life, I feel as if I am always multitasking.<ee> <es>I know many things, but good at nothing.<ee> <es>I always start, but never finish.<ee> <es>I can not do 100% of one task ... | 2 | 1 | 1 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how your ADHD symptoms make you feel | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get relief from the symptoms | null | true | 211 |
ekfrh0 | AA Phone Meetings? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | Does anyone use or has used AA phone meetings in recovery/fellowship? | lr8dobe | 1 | 0 | 20 | 2020-01-05 17:11:46 | alcoholicsanonymous | <rs>Does anyone use or has used AA phone meetings in recovery/fellowship?<re> | 0 | 0 | 2 | What happened that you want X ? | you want to use AA phone meetings | Why are you wanting X ? | AA phone meetings for recovery | null | null | null | true | 2 |
ej925v | how do you keep going after the trauma | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | i just can’t do it anymore and it’s only been 14 months. therapy and medicine doesn’t help and the only time i feel okay is when i’m high or drunk but i’m a mother and that’s not acceptable at all. i can’t even be a good mom because i’m too tired and angry and upset all the time | student-momther | 4 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-03 02:56:51 | ptsd | <es> how do you keep going after the trauma <ee> <es>i just can’t do it anymore and it’s only been 14 months.<ee> <es>therapy and medicine doesn’t help and the only time i feel okay is when i’m high or drunk but i’m a mother and that’s not acceptable at all.<ee> <efs>i can’t even be a good mom because i’m too tired and... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your trauma | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are tired and angry all the time | null | true | 120 |
fibxdp | My life sucks, what do I do? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I am struggling through school right now in hopes that one day I have a stable job. But school is stressful, and work will be even more so. So why continue? There’s literally nothing more going on in my life than that. I’d love to change that, but what am I supposed to do? | throwaway656543 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-03-14 03:00:10 | getting_over_it | <es>I am struggling through school right now in hopes that one day I have a stable job.<ee> <efs>But school is stressful, and work will be even more so.<efe> So why continue? <es>There’s literally nothing more going on in my life than that.<ee> <rs>I’d love to change that, but what am I supposed to do?<re> | 2 | 1 | 1 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about going to school | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you not be so stressed | null | true | 211 |
epjf1d | I'm being forced to go to anger management | 1b | rant | 2 | My job is forcing me to go to anger management. I had snapped a few times because of my lifetime of pain with abuse, mental illness, and just straight up bad luck. This isn't a mental health service it's just "oh you're angry well go talk to someone" and all the stupid things they say irritate the hell out of me. "Just... | LivinVidas | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-16 13:36:42 | mentalillness | <es>My job is forcing me to go to anger management.<ee> <es>I had snapped a few times because of my lifetime of pain with abuse, mental illness, and just straight up bad luck.<ee> This isn't a mental health service it's just "oh you're angry well go talk to someone" and all the stupid things they say irritate the hell ... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about the anger issues | What do you need help with now that X? | nobody at work understands your anger issues | null | true | 210 |
emxtj6 | The Day I Became an Alcoholic | 1a | rant | 3 | 8 years ago today, is when I became an alcoholic.
It's weird to be able to narrow-down a date where you "become" something like an alcoholic. But, 8 years ago today is when my life changed in such a radically drastic way that it changed me completely. It made me someone I hated. It made me someone that I was afraid of... | coffeeandtea0909 | 1 | 0 | 16 | 2020-01-10 21:51:00 | alcoholicsanonymous | <es>8 years ago today, is when I became an alcoholic.<ee> <es>It's weird to be able to narrow-down a date where you "become" something like an alcoholic.<ee> <es>But, 8 years ago today is when my life changed in such a radically drastic way that it changed me completely.<ee> <es>It made me someone I hated.<ee> <es>It ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are trying to heal from your self imposed chaos | null | true | 220 |
ez6725 | Everyday hurts more | 1a | rant | 2 | It's been 2 months, she was everything to me, I love her so much, I hurt more and more everyday, when she needed me I was there, all the time, I always tried to be there for her, after high school, i worked full time, and I wanted her to go to collage to live her dreams, and eveyday after that, I slowly lost her, I had... | SIRREALIX | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-05 08:04:32 | getting_over_it | <es>It's been 2 months, she was everything to me.<ee> <efs>I love her so much, I hurt more and more everyday.<efe> <es>when she needed me I was there, all the time, I always tried to be there for her, after high school, i worked full time, and I wanted her to go to collage to live her dreams.<ee> <es>eveyday after that... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
fhm212 | Daily reminder: Tomorrow is tomorrow, and today is today | 0 | chitchat | 1 | Tomorrow is a tomorrow away. Leave any worries about it and focus on things you can do *in this moment*.
This is just a little positive reminder for both myself and whoever else needs to hear it. | NoLightOnlyDarkness | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-03-12 19:32:17 | getting_over_it | Tomorrow is a tomorrow away. Leave any worries about it and focus on things you can do *in this moment*. This is just a little positive reminder for both myself and whoever else needs to hear it. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eivq7r | I used to spend 7+ hours a day on social media. I deleted my apps and I feel that my ADHD has improved. | 0 | chitchat | 2 | I wanted to share this because I think it’s a great step for me in terms of how my ADHD affects my life and I think it’s worth sharing the pros to you guys.
So a couple of weeks ago I deleted my Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram apps. I kept Snapchat because I only have close friends on there and that’s how most of us... | malibuyurt | 1 | 0 | 13 | 2020-01-02 08:38:09 | ADHD | I wanted to share this because I think it’s a great step for me in terms of how my ADHD affects my life and I think it’s worth sharing the pros to you guys. So a couple of weeks ago I deleted my Facebook, Twitter, and Instagram apps. I kept Snapchat because I only have close friends on there and that’s how most of us... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
ek55lz | Is there such a thing as a person having zero addiction? | 0 | survey | 1 | It almost appears to me that everyone has some sort of addiction.
Yeah they may not be addicted to hard drugs or alcohol, but they may be addicted to food.
Yeah they may not be addicted to food, but they're addicted to exercise, or social media, or staying busy/productivity, drama, love, or caffeine.
Has anyone met ... | tryng2figurethsalout | 6 | 0 | 8 | 2020-01-05 00:27:17 | addiction | It almost appears to me that everyone has some sort of addiction. Yeah they may not be addicted to hard drugs or alcohol, but they may be addicted to food. Yeah they may not be addicted to food, but they're addicted to exercise, or social media, or staying busy/productivity, drama, love, or caffeine. Has anyone met ... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
emfc8g | Advice on Helping Cocaine/ Alcohol Addict | 1b | help-seeking | 2 | My best friend of a decade relapsed after being off cocaine for months. I am trying to help them get clean, and healthy without enabling them but I am having a hard time figuring out where to draw the line.
Little bit of background: I have known them since we were kids. They have always struggled with extreme anxiety... | Aand732 | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-09 20:23:17 | addiction | <es>My best friend of a decade relapsed after being off cocaine for months.<ee> <es>I am trying to help them get clean, and healthy without enabling them but I am having a hard time figuring out where to draw the line. <ee> <es>Little bit of background: I have known them since we were kids.<ee> <es>They have always st... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
exkgev | How do I escape? | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | I live in an apartment with my name and only my name on the lease. I have a boyfriend who moved in and he is abusive but he has been living with me almost a year and has gotten me into a ton of debt and I feel so fucking stupid. His name is not on the lease but I cant lay rent without him. My lease isnt up until octobe... | blueeyed_beachwaves | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-02 06:41:33 | domesticviolence | <es>I live in an apartment with my name and only my name on the lease.<ee> <es>I have a boyfriend who moved in and he is abusive but he has been living with me almost a year and has gotten me into a ton of debt<ee> <efs>I feel so fucking stupid.<efe> <es>His name is not on the lease but I cant lay rent without him.<ee>... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about being in debt | null | null | null | true | 212 |
eixyew | Stared at a girls scars | 1b | rant | 1 | I was working the other day and had on long sleeves because I had fresh cuts. She was obviously on break from work with her coworker as I could see their uniforms and the vehicle outside.
I couldn't help it. I was jealous and just couldn't stop staring. I wanted to roll my own sleeves up and show her mine so she unde... | rottenoutpeach | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-02 13:00:56 | selfharm | <es>I was working the other day and had on long sleeves because I had fresh cuts.<ee> <es>She was obviously on break from work with her coworker as I could see their uniforms and the vehicle outside. <ee> <es>I couldn't help it.<ee> <es>I was jealous and just couldn't stop staring.<ee> <es>I wanted to roll my own slee... | 2 | 2 | 1 | null | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you relieve your guilt | null | true | 221 |
esxl5e | is it possible i was raped in my sleep? | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | so my dad has already showed that he’s a pervert. if i was raped he would be the only one capable of doing it. i’m a virgin so i have no idea what penetration would even feel like but i do have these random vaginal pains sometimes.
one time i woke up completely naked. i’m a heavy and wild sleeper but i have NEVER manag... | wehenabuena | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-23 18:59:06 | rapecounseling | <rs>is it possible i was raped in my sleep?<re> <es>so my dad has already showed that he’s a pervert.<ee> <es>if i was raped he would be the only one capable of doing it.<ee> <es>i’m a virgin so i have no idea what penetration would even feel like but i do have these random vaginal pains sometimes.<ee> <es>one time i w... | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | the possibility of being touched in your sleep | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you get idea of what happens during night | null | true | 201 |
eiqbt7 | Fucking hate this | 1a | rant | 1 | My illness is making me feel sea-sick with the varying intense tingling in the body and my vision, like I’m feeling drunk and confused. Hate this... | Misrta | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 00:25:45 | mentalillness | <efs>My illness is making me feel sea-sick with the varying intense tingling in the body and my vision, like I’m feeling drunk and confused.<efe> Hate this... | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | your illness | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | hate the sea-sick feeling | null | true | 120 |
ej8ux1 | Social anxiety advice/ avoidant personality disorder/ I am really worried about imposing | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | If you need assistance from your neighbors, is it rude to stop by at 7pm? I tried at 11 am and the neighbors in question were not home.
I'm in a desperate situation (which is also cause I put off asking my neighbors due to anxiety, ) where I really could use my neighbors help. I want to be respectful but everyrime I t... | Reachingout365 | 2 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-03 02:41:02 | socialanxiety | <rs>If you need assistance from your neighbors, is it rude to stop by at 7pm?<re> I tried at 11 am and the neighbors in question were not home. <es>I'm in a desperate situation (which is also cause I put off asking my neighbors due to anxiety, ) where I really could use my neighbors help.<ee> <es>I want to be respectf... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ej1dyn | As Bill Sees It, 1.2 | 0 | chitchat | 4 | Telling the Worst, p. 311
Though the variations were many, my main theme was always "How awful I am!" Just as I often exaggerated my modest attainments by pride, so I exaggerated my defects through guilt. I would race about, confessing all (and a great deal more) to whoever would listen. Believe it or not, I took t... | Whtsox | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 17:43:16 | alcoholicsanonymous | Telling the Worst, p. 311 Though the variations were many, my main theme was always "How awful I am!" Just as I often exaggerated my modest attainments by pride, so I exaggerated my defects through guilt. I would race about, confessing all (and a great deal more) to whoever would listen. Believe it or not, I took t... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
el20dh | West-ward 8mg suboxone tablets. | 0 | survey | 1 | Zubzolv generic. Big round orange pill. Anyone have experience with these? I just switched to them cause I'm paying out of pocket and hate the film. But damn this thing does not wanna dissolve. It's been like 15 minutes not and the damn thing is still like half there if not more. | nashct | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-06 23:03:24 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Zubzolv generic.<ee> <es>Big round orange pill.<ee> <rs>Anyone have experience with these?<re> <es>I just switched to them cause I'm paying out of pocket and hate the film.<ee> <es>But damn this thing does not wanna dissolve.<ee> <es>It's been like 15 minutes not and the damn thing is still like half there if not m... | 1 | 0 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are taking zubzolv generic | What caused you to need X ? | to zubzolv generic | null | null | null | true | 102 |
eic7k6 | Venlafaxine/Effexor side effects [serious] | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | I used to have some wicked anxiety and depression. This med has worked swell. I've been on it a good 5 years. My main side effects are dry mouth, vertigo, and most recently, swettingbehind my knees, and abdominal spasms after sex. Anyone have any tricks on the last 2? | mufassil | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-01 01:41:04 | depression | <es>I used to have some wicked anxiety and depression.<ee> This med has worked swell. I've been on it a good 5 years. <efs>My main side effects are dry mouth, vertigo, and most recently, swettingbehind my knees, and abdominal spasms after sex.<efe> <rs>Anyone have any tricks on the last 2?<re> | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ei7pm6 | Why would anyone want to be ,or stay in a relationship with someone with BPD or Bipolar? | 0 | chitchat | 3 | Because people with a personality disorder aren’t some type of evil demon whose only goal is to eat your soul or whatever everyone on quora is always going on about “their narcissist” and whatever.
Look, I’ve destroyed people before. It wasn’t my intention and I had no awareness of what I was doing when I actually car... | alexrxyes1901 | 3 | 0 | 45 | 2019-12-31 19:39:06 | BPD | Because people with a personality disorder aren’t some type of evil demon whose only goal is to eat your soul or whatever everyone on quora is always going on about “their narcissist” and whatever. Look, I’ve destroyed people before. It wasn’t my intention and I had no awareness of what I was doing when I actually car... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ejbd16 | Koalas may face their final sight on this planet. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | The33554 | 19 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-03 06:12:36 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
el3uec | Something... | 1b | rant | 3 | I want to go and die in the forest right by my house because I feel un loved...
I shall tell a little about how my life is now...
Back in 5-6 years ago I got depression and social anxiety because my dad often yelled at me and my sister... and because of that I didn’t want to do anything unless it was playing games. ... | Potato-farmer-man | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-01-07 01:18:56 | sad | <efs>I want to go and die in the forest right by my house because I feel un loved... <efe> I shall tell a little about how my life is now... <es>Back in 5-6 years ago I got depression and social anxiety because my dad often yelled at me and my sister... and because of that I didn’t want to do anything unless it was p... | 2 | 0 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | the breaking up with your girlfriend | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you to get help from others | null | true | 201 |
fbl8xa | Hating myself | 1a | rant | 2 | For the longest time I’ve hated myself. Always felt like a worthless person unworthy of love, never was good at anything and was never able to fit in anywhere. After graduating high school 3 years ago I’ve had to put my further education on hold due to bad finances, family member’s declining health and my mental health... | cowmeathuman | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-02-29 23:40:18 | getting_over_it | <efs>For the longest time I’ve hated myself.<efe> <efs>Always felt like a worthless person unworthy of love, never was good at anything and was never able to fit in anywhere.<efe> <es>After graduating high school 3 years ago I’ve had to put my further education on hold due to bad finances, family member’s declining hea... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel angry that your crush hasn't got a boyfriend | null | true | 220 |
eiarwi | More title | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Im just sitting in the sofa,probably ganna self harm.i just feel like shit.if anyone can dm i would rlly appreciate it | karmrking | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2019-12-31 23:41:38 | selfharm | <es>Im just sitting in the sofa,probably ganna self harm.<ee><efs>i just feel like shit.<efe><rs>if anyone can dm i would rlly appreciate it<re> | 1 | 1 | 2 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you want self harm | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you are feeling | null | null | null | true | 112 |
eijp3c | I actually have a good feeling about this new year. | 0 | chitchat | 1 | For once everything is good and calm. I’m sober and understanding my limits. My family relationship and my relationship with boy friend had gotten better. I’m actually happy for now. | Luna2221 | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 15:50:36 | BPD | For once everything is good and calm. I’m sober and understanding my limits. My family relationship and my relationship with boy friend had gotten better. I’m actually happy for now. | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
f5170t | Domestic violence not from partner | 1b | rant | 1 | My story is not the usual. I allowed a young male family member to stay with my husband and myself for what was supposed to be a few days. He is now off his meds and back on substances and we have been looking for ways to get him to leave.
Today he shoved/hit me and tried to steal my phone. I called the police and I am... | Pitiful-Implement | 1 | 0 | 6 | 2020-02-17 01:56:03 | domesticviolence | <es>My story is not the usual.<ee> <es>I allowed a young male family member to stay with my husband and myself for what was supposed to be a few days.<ee> <es>He is now off his meds and back on substances and we have been looking for ways to get him to leave.<ee> <es>Today he shoved/hit me and tried to steal my phone.<... | 2 | 0 | 1 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | your family member's actions | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with your family member | null | true | 201 |
eirgka | medication issues | 0 | help-seeking | 1 | hi everyone, ive been without my anxiety and anti depressants for two to three days now. my doctor back at school (i dorm in connecticut) prescribed me three refills before i left for winter break and i lost the copy she gave me. i usually transfer my medication from the pharmacy back at connecticut here with no issues... | aoangels | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-02 01:55:56 | Anxiety | <es>hi everyone, ive been without my anxiety and anti depressants for two to three days now.<ee> <es>my doctor back at school (i dorm in connecticut) prescribed me three refills before i left for winter break and i lost the copy she gave me.<ee> <es>i usually transfer my medication from the pharmacy back at connecticut... | 2 | 2 | 1 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you deal with the symptoms | null | true | 221 |
eizqgh | I thought of this after coming home from school | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | Amin_Yapusi1337 | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-02 15:39:42 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eka57x | As Bill Sees It, 1.5 | 0 | chitchat | 1 | A Way Out Of Depression, p. 308
"During acute depression, avoid trying to set your whole life in order all at once. If you take on assignments so heavy that you are sure to fail in them at the moment, then you are allowing yourself to be tricked by your consciousness. Thus you will continue to make sure of your fail... | Whtsox | 2 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-05 08:01:06 | alcoholicsanonymous | A Way Out Of Depression, p. 308 "During acute depression, avoid trying to set your whole life in order all at once. If you take on assignments so heavy that you are sure to fail in them at the moment, then you are allowing yourself to be tricked by your consciousness. Thus you will continue to make sure of your fail... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
ejhpik | How to End a Relationship (BREAK UP or LEAVE WHAT NO LONGER SERVES YOU 2... | 0 | chitchat | 1 | null | Onediamondfilms | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-03 16:26:38 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
epjd5t | Day 3 just venting | 1a | rant | 1 | Didn’t want to take lope (only 4 mg) because I honestly think it prolongs withdrawal. I still shit everyday even when I use it. I hate the feeling of it even at low doses. But I just can’t be on the verge of shitting my pants every few hours at work.
Blehh | Jdizzlerino | 1 | 0 | 10 | 2020-01-16 13:32:08 | OpiatesRecovery | <es>Didn’t want to take lope (only 4 mg) because I honestly think it prolongs withdrawal.<ee> <efs>I still shit everyday even when I use it.<efe> <efs>I hate the feeling of it even at low doses.<efe> <es>But I just can’t be on the verge of shitting my pants every few hours at work. <ee> Blehh | 1 | 2 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | why you are taking lope | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you hate the feeling after taking lope | null | true | 120 |
ejxpqn | If they dont do something, planet will be kill.. | 0 | rant | 1 | null | Elite__yeet | 32 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-04 15:10:06 | sad | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | title | true | 0 |
eiqrft | College admissions essay- hElp | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | So I wrote an essay for my college application, it's just a personal statement about yourself and academic success. I'm super nervous that I fucked it up and I'm too insecure to share it with my boyfriend or mom because shes super judgmental. Would anyone who is in college rn or academically inclined give it a quick re... | schlechter_papa | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-02 00:59:49 | BPD | <es>So I wrote an essay for my college application, it's just a personal statement about yourself and academic success.<ee> <efs>I'm super nervous that I fucked it up and I'm too insecure to share it with my boyfriend or mom because shes super judgmental.<efe> <rs>Would anyone who is in college rn or academically incli... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
f5jfeh | Reaching out for a bit of guidance. | 1b | help-seeking | 3 | Let me start by saying I do not think I am a bad or violent person. I am sweet and nice to people, I am charitable, I love animals, I am involved in numerous communities, I go out of my way to help others, and I like to think a generally well liked person who is good in social situations. None of this in a shitty "pay ... | letsgetitboys23 | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-02-18 01:16:47 | Anger | Let me start by saying I do not think I am a bad or violent person. I am sweet and nice to people, I am charitable, I love animals, I am involved in numerous communities, I go out of my way to help others, and I like to think a generally well liked person who is good in social situations. None of this in a shitty "pay ... | 2 | 0 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | How did X make you feel? | all the anger and rage | null | null | null | true | 202 |
eulo9y | Moving on | 1a | rant | 2 | I have suffered from depression for a couple years now. Each year it became worse than the last.I felt (and still feel at times) worthless, like I wasn't good at anything, like I'll never be good at anything,like I'll never be enough. And that stopped me from doing the things I love the most like makeup,dancing and a... | randomm_shit | 1 | 0 | 9 | 2020-01-27 09:30:52 | selfhelp | <es>I have suffered from depression for a couple years now.<ee> <es>Each year it became worse than the last.<ee><efs>I felt (and still feel at times) worthless, like I wasn't good at anything, like I'll never be good at anything,like I'll never be enough.<efe> <es>And that stopped me from doing the things I love the mo... | 2 | 0 | 2 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | doubting your self worth two years ago | null | null | null | true | 202 |
ep307z | As Bill Sees It, 1.15 | 0 | chitchat | 2 | A Mighty Beginning, p. 298
Even the newest of newcomers find undreamed rewards as he tries to help his brother alcoholic, the one who is even blinder than he. This is indeed the kind of giving that actually demands nothing. He does not expect his brother sufferer to pay him, or even to love him.
And then he discove... | Whtsox | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-15 14:30:47 | alcoholicsanonymous | A Mighty Beginning, p. 298 Even the newest of newcomers find undreamed rewards as he tries to help his brother alcoholic, the one who is even blinder than he. This is indeed the kind of giving that actually demands nothing. He does not expect his brother sufferer to pay him, or even to love him. And then he discove... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
ffx5bs | Day 4? 5?: Two days gone with me having achieved nothing I set out to do. | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I barely managed to make myself write this journal. I wanted it to be a daily, accountability thing, but I accomplished nothing. In fact, the sense of accomplishment from writing the journal placated me temporarily, allowing me to scroll through reddit or spiral mindless into youtube without guilt; when it was later in... | FallingIsLearning | 1 | 0 | 4 | 2020-03-09 16:18:28 | getting_over_it | <es>I barely managed to make myself write this journal.<ee> <es>I wanted it to be a daily, accountability thing, but I accomplished nothing.<ee> <es>In fact, the sense of accomplishment from writing the journal placated me temporarily, allowing me to scroll through reddit or spiral mindless into youtube without guilt;<... | 2 | 2 | 2 | null | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ektsp7 | My social life (thank you reddit) | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | mofifa16 | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-06 12:55:14 | socialanxiety | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
eit87u | Does anyone else struggle with articulacy? | 1a | survey | 1 | I've been isolated socially for so long, so many years. I have a part time job now and I notice just how bad my social skills are. I stammer alot, and can't remember or put together words right. Also there's an ebb and flow to joking that I just don't get. I'm not feeling like I can't overcome this but it does suck to ... | Wrathful_Buddha | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 04:23:05 | socialanxiety | <es>I've been isolated socially for so long, so many years.<ee> <es>I have a part time job now and I notice just how bad my social skills are.<ee> <es>I stammer alot, and can't remember or put together words right.<ee> <es>Also there's an ebb and flow to joking that I just don't get.<ee> <efs>I'm not feeling like I can... | 2 | 1 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how you feel about your stammer | What do you need help with now that X? | you feel you have bad social skills | null | true | 210 |
exnqia | I haven’t slept in 24 hours | 1a | rant | 1 | My flashbacks are so overwhelming and because I’m exhausted I can’t fight back. They then put me on edge making it hard to sleep. My mind is spiraling—don’t sleep or else you’ll get raped again. Hey, remember that time we were raped? Let me give you some vivid memories, so vivid you “black out” during dinner lose aware... | deeplynugget | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-02 12:27:07 | rapecounseling | <es>My flashbacks are so overwhelming and because I’m exhausted I can’t fight back.<ee> <efs>They then put me on edge making it hard to sleep.<efe> <es>My mind is spiraling—don’t sleep or else you’ll get raped again.<ee> <es>Hey, remember that time we were raped?<ee> <es>Let me give you some vivid memories, so vivid yo... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | the flashbacks are not letting you sleep | null | true | 220 |
eihtgj | How normal is it to have unrelated triggers? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | Hello reddit. Since I'm inbetween therapy at the moment I don't have anyone to ask my questions to so I'm turning to you.
My question is the title but I thought I'd give more context. My ptsd comes from me being sexually assaulted nearly 5 years ago and I also have abandonment issues but recently with my ex leaving me... | Fatsohuggingbear | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-01 12:21:22 | ptsd | <rs>How normal is it to have unrelated triggers?<re> Hello reddit. Since I'm inbetween therapy at the moment I don't have anyone to ask my questions to so I'm turning to you. My question is the title but I thought I'd give more context. <es>My ptsd comes from me being sexually assaulted nearly 5 years ago and I also h... | 2 | 1 | 2 | null | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the ptsd makes you feel | null | null | title | true | 212 |
eifoqo | to a new decade | 0 | rant | 1 | here is to another lonely year | goaliedyllan | 1 | 0 | 2 | 2020-01-01 07:34:18 | sad | <es>here is to another lonely year<ee> | 0 | 1 | 0 | What made you feel X ? | so lonely | null | null | What can help you overcome X ? | this feeling of loneliness | null | true | 10 |
ekxi4k | does anyone have any tips on how to get over my fear of having my conversations and sex overheard by people in my building? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | I'm having a recurring issue. I live and work from home and my desk happens to be very close to my apartment's front door. As such, I'm constantly anxious whenever I'm on the phone or whenever I have company over b/c i'm always worried about neighbors overhearing me. I am sandwiched between my building's office and a n... | TeenGohanruto_SS2 | 1 | 0 | 5 | 2020-01-06 17:49:37 | socialanxiety | <es>I'm having a recurring issue.<ee> <es>I live and work from home and my desk happens to be very close to my apartment's front door.<ee> <es>As such, I'm constantly anxious whenever I'm on the phone or whenever I have company over b/c i'm always worried about neighbors overhearing me.<ee> <es>I am sandwiched between ... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
eyx42d | how do i eat like a normal person? | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | my relationship with food has never been good to say the least, i've been eating so bad i've literally forgotten how to eat like a functioning human, like... how many meals a day, whats a good food for breakfast, lunch, etc... i'd really appreciate any help, i need to start atleast functioning normally. | NarrowInterest | 1 | 0 | 8 | 2020-02-04 21:08:20 | getting_over_it | <es>my relationship with food has never been good to say the least.<ee> <es>i've been eating so bad i've literally forgotten how to eat like a functioning human, like... how many meals a day, whats a good food for breakfast, lunch, etc...<ee> <rs>i'd really appreciate any help, i need to start atleast functioning norma... | 1 | 0 | 1 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what made you eat so much | How did X make you feel? | eating | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what would help you start functioning normally | null | true | 101 |
eim2ho | To ADHD or not to ADHD | 0 | chitchat | 2 | Hi all,
In 2019 I’ve had my journey through psychologists and ADHD Specialist to see if I have ADHD, or any form of it.
They find it hard to say that I have ADHD because when I was 8 I was diagnosed with cancer and they think it may be just behavioural under development. But the daily struggle I feel sometimes within... | xFrogii | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-01 18:58:28 | ADHD | Hi all, <es>In 2019 I’ve had my journey through psychologists and ADHD Specialist to see if I have ADHD, or any form of it.<ee> <es>They find it hard to say that I have ADHD because when I was 8 I was diagnosed with cancer and they think it may be just behavioural under development.<ee> <efs>But the daily struggle I ... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you are going to find out if you have adhd or not | null | true | 220 |
eiwp3u | I need glasses advice. | 1a | help-seeking | 1 | My glasses are some Vinly Aviators, and they are big for me-ish. My problem is that you can see both my eyes and my bushy eyebrows both in each lense.
And I guess I was wondering if that looks really fucking stupid ? Should I worry and try to fix and adjust the angle of the glasses ? Help it's driving me nuts | AndrewLiteral | 1 | 0 | 3 | 2020-01-02 10:38:09 | socialanxiety | <es>My glasses are some Vinly Aviators, and they are big for me-ish.<ee> <es>My problem is that you can see both my eyes and my bushy eyebrows both in each lense.<ee> <rs>And I guess I was wondering if that looks really fucking stupid ?<re> <rs>Should I worry and try to fix and adjust the angle of the glasses ?<re> <e... | 2 | 1 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | Can you elaborate more on X ? | how the glasses are making you feel | null | null | null | true | 212 |
emh933 | The more I learn, the less I enjoy things | 0 | help-seeking | 2 | Over the past few years I have gotten more and more critical of pretty much everything.
Take films as an example.
After learning a fair amount about film making I can now point out a lot of the errors in a film, breaks in continuity, plot holes, and so on.....
I've found a new appreciation of really good films that ... | Signal_Refuse | 1 | 0 | 22 | 2020-01-09 22:33:47 | selfhelp | <es>Over the past few years I have gotten more and more critical of pretty much everything.<ee> <es>Take films as an example.<ee> <es>After learning a fair amount about film making I can now point out a lot of the errors in a film, breaks in continuity, plot holes, and so on.....<ee> <es>I've found a new appreciatio... | 2 | 2 | 2 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 222 |
ejbph2 | I relasped and felt absolutely nothing | 1a | rant | 1 | I was in the middle of a breakdown when everything went cold. I couldnt think, couldn't breathe. I was shaking and I was so, so, cold. I haven't sh in months, but in that moment all I could do was root through my drawers hoping to find something left over from my old stash. And I did. I didn't want to do this but I jus... | Futas_are_gay | 4 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-03 06:46:09 | selfharm | <es>I was in the middle of a breakdown when everything went cold.<ee> <es>I couldnt think, couldn't breathe.<ee> <es>I was shaking and I was so, so, cold.<ee> <es>I haven't sh in months, but in that moment all I could do was root through my drawers hoping to find something left over from my old stash.<ee> <es>And I did... | 2 | 0 | 0 | null | null | How did X make you feel? | how did the chills | What do you need help with now that X? | the cold keeps becoming stronger | null | true | 200 |
ej7ir3 | I need help | 1b | help-seeking | 1 | Why y'all mother fuckers scared to talk in public like shit nigga start talking it's not hard niggaz | xXjeffy_epstienXx | 0 | 0 | 7 | 2020-01-03 00:57:31 | socialanxiety | Why y'all mother fuckers scared to talk in public like shit nigga start talking it's not hard niggaz | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | random | true | 0 |
es8g2b | Faith in yourself | 0 | chitchat | 4 | null | Jeffyandchihuahua | 1 | 0 | 0 | 2020-01-22 07:06:50 | selfhelp | null | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | null | true | 0 |
f0vvke | I was raped today | 1a | rant | 1 | I am ending my life I can’t deal with this I get raped every fucking week | FREEUZl | 1 | 0 | 1 | 2020-02-08 18:54:29 | rapecounseling | <es>I was raped today<ee> <es>I am ending my life I can’t deal with this I get raped every fucking week<ee> | 1 | 0 | 0 | Can you elaborate more on X ? | what led to the incident | How did X make you feel? | the rape | What do you need help with now that X? | you can't deal with the aftermath of the incident | null | true | 100 |
ejna68 | Self harming for nine/ten years | 1a | rant | 2 | I was in year seven when I started self harming, so I wouldn’t been about 11, and I’m 20. I self harmed literally a few minutes ago and now I’m impulsively writing on here.
It was so long ago I don’t remember why I started self harming, but my things were going on with my (awful) older sister and my nana had just died... | goodlittlegirl99 | 12 | 0 | 1 | 2020-01-03 22:54:46 | selfharm | <es>I was in year seven when I started self harming, so I wouldn’t been about 11, and I’m 20.<ee> <es>I self harmed literally a few minutes ago and now I’m impulsively writing on here.<ee> <es>It was so long ago I don’t remember why I started self harming, but my things were going on with my (awful) older sister and m... | 2 | 2 | 0 | null | null | null | null | What do you need help with now that X? | you self harm has escalated to using sharpener razors | null | true | 220 |
ejtz7w | You may wanna read this | 0 | chitchat | 2 | As an alcoholic, I'd like to thank everyone for all the constant support.
Not just for me (a lurker), but for everyone who is struggling, posting and reaching out.
I see all the post from fellow alcoholics with struggles and triumphs and I really think we should all take a second and thank each and every person who ha... | sammalalala | 21 | 0 | 6 | 2020-01-04 08:14:01 | alcoholicsanonymous | As an alcoholic, I'd like to thank everyone for all the constant support. Not just for me (a lurker), but for everyone who is struggling, posting and reaching out. I see all the post from fellow alcoholics with struggles and triumphs and I really think we should all take a second and thank each and every person who ha... | 0 | 0 | 0 | Can you tell me what happened? You can be as specific as you like. | null | null | null | null | null | positive | true | 0 |
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