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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hjnv2k/should_i_kill_myself/
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Melodic_Hunt_2945
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Should I kill myself Nobody really gaf about me and shit so yea
Idk even what else to say tbh I just got nobody to talk to
I'm realizing you might think that I'm a 15 yo who had a bad day or something but that's not the case
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| 1,734,829,680
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdpbx5/help/
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MercurySun1930
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Help 7 months with pssd it's over i've lost almost everything no more love, emotions, ambition chemically castrated all thanks to big pharma and their poison pills. Nothing feels real anymore the charm is gone. I'm 21 years old and my life is over. Please pray to God for me that I find a way to sort myself out
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| 1,734,132,359
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8nmey/i_tried_to_hang_myself_and_failed_now_i_am_lost/
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MessiasALT
|
I tried to hang myself and failed now I am lost I can't stand my life anymore and I don't feel afraid of death anymore, I really just want to end it all. But I can't even do anything right, it felt like my neck was going to break in two and nothing happened, here I am with some neck pain.
What do I do now? I really feel lost after this, it was my only solution. I don't know what to do with my life (or un-life).
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| 1,733,557,736
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hgwjhr/288_posts_a_day_140_americans_pass_a_day/
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Messigoat3
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288 posts a day. 140 Americans pass a day. I'm not sure if this is allowed to be posted here but I'm going to post it for statistical reasons. Theoretically assuming everyone in here is an American, there would be about a 50% rate of someone posting today would ultimately decide to do it. This is shattering and I wish everyone had someone to be their reason to stay. I cannot be that but I wish someone else can. About 30 posts a day go unnoticed with 0 comments. It seems like nobody cares and I wish this wasn't the case. I'm sorry I am also of no help. I wish I was better. Good luck to all.
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| 1,734,507,102
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3t1lq/1_reason_why_i_should_stay/
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Metalheadbozo814
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1 reason why i should stay. Just give me 1. No im not going to fucking bent. Im tired of it. Im sure itll be hard to give me a reason.
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| 1,733,020,335
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hismp4/does_this_count/
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MindlessEffect9701
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Does this count I've made "attempts" the past few weeks, does trying to reach arteries or trying to hang myself count as attempts even if I didn't fully go through???
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| 1,734,725,645
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8y3p7/19m_about_to_die/
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Mindless_Breath_2303
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19M about to die I guess this is my goodbye letter. Funny cause I never thought I'd end up like this, but here we are. So yeah, I just took about 310,000 mg of methanol, and now I'm lying on the floor, waiting. Not sure how much longer I'll stay awake tbh.
I guess I wrote this just to leave some kind of imprint, hah. Anyway, wish me luck. If I somehow don't die, I'll let you all know.
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| 1,733,594,326
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h67yk1/im_a_horrible_person/
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Mindless_Rock9452
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im a horrible person!!! half of my friends will not talk to me or even stay in the same room as me and it's all my fault :3
i am fucking worthless <3
| 0
| 1,733,287,316
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4q5uy/just_dont_see_the_point_of_adult_life_anymore/
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Minelurker101
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Just don't see the point of adult life anymore Almost 28 and almost every moment since graduating university was miserable, I don't get the point anymore. Everyone is suddenly only interested in sports, politics and everything generic, suddenly you are the only person of your age that cares about particular hobbies.
I don't get along with anyone and I'm always alone. People constantly say relationships are meant to only come when you're happy without them ... lol how are you meant to be happy when absolutely nobody wants to spend time anymore except with their partners?
| 1
| 1,733,126,893
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9zuv9/dont_do_it/
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MinuteDesigner9618
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Don't do it. Just don't.I have been reading these posts and it just makes me upset.If you're young you still have a whole life ahead of you.If you was beaten by your parents,When you get older be a better dad/mom you wanted as a kid.If you are older,you have siblings that look up to you and what would happen when they get that phone call.They would be in so much pain.Do you want that for your younger siblings?Just think of stuff like this before you commite.
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| 1,733,712,532
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1haezyd/this_is_a_crisis/
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MiorinaRembran
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This is a crisis 25 years and still no meaningful relationship
I had a short one with narcissistic abuser and it ended 2 years ago, still feel consequences
I thought that living in Tokyo would change this endless loneliness, but no
Fucking hate that others have no problems in getting into this and I just can't.
None really tries to approach me, it's just 0 reaction from anyone despite my best efforts
So disgusting
I feel like stopping it forever and not to try to approach anyone
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| 1,733,765,082
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hi55ia/better_to_be_alone/
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MiserableGay_4134
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Better to be alone. Better to be alone... rather than living hell every day, from when you wake up, to when you go to school, to when you come home... in my room I feel safe... terribly safe... I want to stay there, especially if there is an unlivable world outside.
| 0
| 1,734,647,830
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hh6su6/18_cut_myself/
|
Mispunctuations
|
18, cut myself Left arm, tried to bleed out but kitchen knife still wasn't sharp enough after sharpening it.
Do jagged knives work? What's a sharp object that could be good? I just don't care anymore.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5k3gv/im_just_tired/
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Money_Requirement_54
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I'm just tired I'm really thinking about it. Is there anyone I can talk to I've never been here before. Life is just getting too much for me
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| 1,733,220,109
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmg3ue/25_horrible_years/
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MonkeySnailZen
|
25 horrible years i have been planning for about a month now to jump off of the bridge near me on Dec 26th. i am about to leave my house to do it. genuinely i am happy about it & it seems so incredibly right to do.
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| 1,735,184,734
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhhk3d/theres_nothing_more_animalistic_than_vaginal_sex/
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MostAsocialPerson
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there's nothing more animalistic than vaginal sex. chimps. monkeys. don't ever touch my vagina, males. i'm gonna have a huge breakdown if i see it one more time in porn, you losers. i'm crying
| 0
| 1,734,572,083
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7j3ox/feeling_suicidal_with_hsv2/
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Mother_Growth4088
|
feeling suicidal with hsv2 i really try to keep a positive mindset.. but as a young black women with herpes i just don't feel like living anymore. my brother died from suicide a couple yrs ago and he was my mothers only other child so i feel terrible for even feeling like this. i really do not want to live anymore though, i have no motivation anymore and I try to practice gratitude because ik I have a lot to be thankful for but nothing is working and I don't know how i'll live the rest of my life like this as im only 21.
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| 1,733,430,925
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4giif/terrified_and_running_out_of_time/
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MrMediocrity138
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Terrified and Running Out Of Time Long story short, I have absolutely nothing going for me in my life. No meaningful friendships, my health is only getting worse, and my family life is non existent. I can't even seem to secure a job for myself which is likely the core of my troubles.
I stole several thousand dollars from my father and I have no idea how I'm gonna pay him back and I'm scared of how he's going to react. I find the idea of killing myself to avoid the consequences increasingly tempting
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdp43e/im_killing_myself_tonight_due_to_having_pssd_for/
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Mr_Insomia21
|
I'm killing myself tonight due to having PSSD for 2 years (Post SSRI Dysfunction ) This has not been an easy decision at all, I am hanging myself tonight. I've lost everything my dreams, my family, my friends, my emotions, my feelings, my genitals are numb, my emotions are numb. I just can't take this anymore and there is currently no cure for this disease. I am screwed, goodbye everyone.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hjzu60/i_hope_i_die_in_my_sleep/
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Mr_Zephyr03
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I hope i die in my sleep Peace
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| 1,734,878,768
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hehtml/how_do_we_reconcile_with_living/
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Much_Investigator386
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How do we reconcile with living? How do we get over the fact that we are living?
Especially when one feels alone and stuck?
I try to find things I'm grateful for, however, I want death more than anything sometimes.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h780qc/one_of_the_reasons_to_why_i_feel_like_i_need_to/
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Mull112
|
One of the reasons to why i feel like i need to end my life I'm honestly kinda scared to live. Moments where i'm gonna throw up, break a bone, have panic attacks and a psychosis etc are just waiting for the time to come where it happens. I'm just destined to experience all of those things one day without knowing when and it scares me. This is a small reason of those to why i feel the need to kms
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| 1,733,401,583
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hahwij/it_wont_stop/
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MundanePlastic301
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It wont stop How do i make it stop, please anytjing
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| 1,733,772,157
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcf5nv/im_hopeless/
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Mundane_Suspect_624
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I'm hopeless I have nothing to offer the world. There's nothing for me. I'm a complete failure and continuing will only make it more evident. I used to think about how dying would affect people around me but right now I don't even care. I hate they they'd hurt but I won't be hurt anymore. I guess that's what they mean by it being selfish….
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h59nrq/psychosis/
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Murky-Investigator31
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psychosis i feel like i'm in a state of psychosis and i don't know what to do. i have a psych appt soon so i can bring it up then, but i genuinely feel like i'm going insane. i'm seeing things, making stuff up, avoiding everything, sleeping horribly, clinging to substances, and trying so very hard not to cut myself. i feel like everyone hates me and everyone stares at me. i feel like they all are out to get me. i feel like one of my roommates is an fbi agent and is out to get me (i have nothing criminally against me). i just want to be gone. nothing really matters. help
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h632zq/distraction_talk/
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MyLifeForTheLichKing
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Distraction talk? Not feeling too sharp. Just want some company.
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| 1,733,272,572
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1haug19/someone_please_just_talk_to_me/
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Mysterious-Mark863
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Someone please just talk to me Please
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| 1,733,807,689
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hg3v35/i_cant_stop_thinking/
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Mysterious_Daikon_83
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I can't stop thinking I can't stop thinking about my dead body
I keep having thoughts about me dying over and over again. I get shot at, hanged, I stab out my own heart, I imagine that when I sleep someone is gonna chop my head off with an axe.
I went to the store today and I can't stop thinking about me driving myself off the bridge or “accidentally” speeding a bit too fast and ramming myself tiwrads a building .
I keep thinking about that mangled body inside that car and i can't stop feeling how much I wanna be that fucking body but I can't because I still gotta get groceries
I don't wanna be in this fucked up world.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpnzep/i_hate_my_life/
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N00BZB3
|
I hate my life It feels that nothing i do is good enough, as if my family just use me for my money.
I dont feel happy, i dont feel ok. I just feel as if my family will be better without me in their lives.
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| 1,735,567,764
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7rfih/have_you_had_any_experience_with_teen_suicide/
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Nahum8903
|
Have you had any experience with teen suicide? If so, what did you do or what would you have liked to do?,
| 0
| 1,733,453,869
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6ubuo/people_are_so_needlessy_rude_these_days/
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Naive-Possible-1319
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People are so needlessy rude these days Always like Who asked or other annoying things, I don't want to be around humans anymore
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5gaew/i_cant_do_this/
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Narrow-Direction-935
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I can't do this I honestly don't know how much more I can take. Just been made redundant.
I have no savings as I just had open heart surgery 5 months ago and had to take 7 weeks off work.
I have so much medication in my cupboard that I could OD myself on. Use to never see OD as an option but yeah...
I just feel like raising the white flag, I'm done.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkue07/do_the_holidays_make_anyone_even_more_suicidal/
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NatSurvivor
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Do the holidays make anyone even more suicidal? I hate the holidays and everything around the holidays, usually this is the time of the year when I feel even more depressed.
This is actually the first time when I'm really considering suicide and I even start to look for options.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hf09js/how_to_stop_yourself_from_commiting_suicide/
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National_Dingo_56
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How to stop yourself from commiting suicide? If you really reallywant to go through with it,can anything help without calling or talking to anyone?
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhc5kv/my_bf_didnt_do_anything_for_my_birthday/
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NaturalLunch123
|
My bf didn't do anything for my birthday I know it's unfair of me to expect something but a little more than a happy birthday message would've been nice, I feel like he doesn't care for me anymore.
He used to write me poems and make beautiful art for me but… I feel like my love for him is one sided at the moment.
I feel so lonely and uncared for, he was my reason to keep living but it feels like he's slipping away and I'm already building walls around my heart so i won't get hurt by him.
I love him so much.
I kinda don't feel like living anymore, I'm taking a short break from everything but, I can't stop feeling uncared for.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbd10m/i_hate_my_family/
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Natural_Ad_7117
|
i hate my family my family is the reason why i want to end it all
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| 1,733,866,624
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hisy6u/i_dont_want_to_go_to_heaven_anymore/
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Natural_Adeptness315
|
I dont want to go to heaven anymore So I am religious. And you always get told that if you're a good person you go to heaven. But if I die I don't even want to go heaven anymore, even that sounds exhausting. Obviously I don't want to go to hell either. I just want to stop existing, I don't want to be conscious again. I do believe that everything will be good in heaven but I feel like it's just too tiring, to even think about it, to have to be alive again, no matter the good conditions... I just want to be gone completely. Im wondering if anyone else feels like this too.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hi8q24/i_have_a_plan/
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Nature-Due
|
I have a plan I've been miserable my entire life and it's getting worse everyday. I've tried multiple meds and treatments. I'm scared to go through with it but I can't live like this anymore. I don't know what else to do.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8mfw2/i_cant_even_kill_myswlf/
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Neat-Ad7668
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i cant even kill myswlf the outher day i tryed to jump off a nearby bridge so i could find peace. but i just couldent do it.
insted i broke down there and got emberessed as some randoms asked if i was alright.- i mean also made me feel nice seeing people stop there car on a bridge to ask
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3t6yj/why_is_life_so_meaningless/
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NeatCalligrapher9939
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Why is life so meaningless I want to die. I've been telling myself no one would miss me. I have no friends, I'm 26 and live alone. I have a fear of being alone for the rest of my life. My girlfriend of 4 years broke up with me for very good reasons. I can't be upset at her for it but I'm upset at myself and feel like I'm sick in the head. I do wish I had the strength to just do it and kill myself. I tried to overdose on Tylenol PM twice already and didn't.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7p1yl/please_help_i_cant_do_this_anymore/
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Neat_Literature_8896
|
Please help I can't do this anymore My partner left me and I'm devastated. I have this crushing sadness and I'm so tired of feeling this way.
It hasn't been that long but it doesn't get better. If anything, every day it gets worse.
I can't eat, i can't sleep, i can't shower, i can't get out of bed. I've been missing work and I'm afraid I'll get fired. My life is falling apart. What do I do? I don't have friends or family to rely on. I want to give up.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8wnrs/all_i_want_for_christmas/
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Neverbetter9
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All I want for Christmas is to be gone before Christmas. I keep praying that God will take my life quickly instead of making me continue he to suffer. So far no luck. Hopefully I get what I really want for Christmas.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5jy0m/i_want_to_die/
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New-Scarcity637
|
I want to die I'm 14 and I have a curse that anything I love dies my favorite dogs got hit by a car and my cat ate insulation and died in my hands as I was trying to get him to the vet. I don't even have one fucking thing to remember all my lost pets by. I'm failing school nobody likes me I'm done I CANT TAKE IT ANYMORE. 😔
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9ngzn/survived_a_suicide_attempt/
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Newscreenneeded
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Survived a suicide attempt I attempted to take my life on a Tuesday night. It's been 2 weeks since that happened, and I've noticed some strange changes in my body. I thought that my solution would be permanent, but as you can see I'm still here.
I've been stuttering a little recently, and I constantly feel so tired and nauseous. I've also been feeling weaker than I've ever felt. I used to be a power lifter, but now I struggle to do even the simplest tasks at my job. I'm not sure what to do, as life is circling back to being miserable again, and sleeping forever doesn't seem so bad. I just wish I could recover somehow from this.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h58ihd/i_found_my_way/
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Nice__Nice
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I found my way I can buy potassium cyanide online 10g for 10$ if I eat all at once I die in less than 5 minutes. Other than other methods this is guaranteed to work. I feel so relieved I've been comparing and evaluating different methods for a year now I probably know 50 different methods but all of them either don't work 100% or are to hard to get the materials or need too much effort and willpower
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hgugm1/help_me_please/
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NicoB33
|
Help me please Just feeling very alone. Feeling like I'm
Not good at anything I do. I feel empty and scared :(
| 0
| 1,734,498,615
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hd5rmg/it_feels_so_heavy/
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Nicollage_
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It feels so heavy I'm currently having suicidal thoughts right now, been crying the whole day 'til yesterday. My boyfriend's at work right now I don't want to bother him, but I badly wanna make him come home and help me, 'coz I can't take this anymore. My chest is so heavy.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnzrws/i_need_someone_to_talk_to/
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NightmareComa
|
i need someone to talk to title
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5ar5r/i_dont_need_to_be_hear_im_going_to_live_and_thrive/
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No-Bee6042
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I don't need to be hear. I'm going to live and thrive! Today I talk to my dad and for the first time in a very long time I feel great.
We're both alcoholics and he told me everything I needed to hear. I'm realizing that I'm my father's daughter, he got out of alcoholism, and so can I!
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| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h536rk/need_someone_to_talk_to_me/
|
No-Drink9283
|
Need someone to talk to me I really need someone who can talk to me please
I am not in a good state rn
I need some one
| 0
| 1,733,167,230
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hosqi7/want_to_commit_suicide_right_now_please_someone/
|
No-Echidna5260
|
Want to commit suicide right now please someone help me My life is in ruins. My ex fiance broke up with me a year ago. We were together 7 years. He took everything, my dog and started a new DJ life with a new girlfriend. I want to end it now. I can't live anymore.
| 2
| 1,735,465,357
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkmtd2/dont_wanna_die_but_just_disappear_does_that_make/
|
No-Ingenuity8885
|
Don't wanna die but just disappear? Does that make sense? I feel like it wouod be peaceful if I'd just stop existing, not by death,
Just simply into the state of non existence.
| 1
| 1,734,957,234
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hh7pcs/sorry_you_feel_that_way/
|
No-Oil5172
|
"Sorry you feel that way" 😐
| 0
| 1,734,545,433
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhn09w/help_life_is_coming_to_an_end_for_me/
|
No-Region-1306
|
Help life is coming to an end for me Hi I am currently considering to give up and stop wasting away here. I don't have much reason to be alive. I can't enjoy life anymore. Nothing is helping me feel like I matter. The fact is i don't matter and there's no one that'd truly miss me. I'll be a fart in the wind within a day. I want to be as painless as possible, like something I could take before bed and have a permanent slumber from there on out. I need help figuring out what would work for me.
| 1
| 1,734,590,761
| 5
| 5
| 5
| 4
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hiaehb/my_friend_feels_like_killing_herself/
|
No-Time735
|
My friend feels like killing herself My friend (18F) is from Indonesia and I met her online so I can't really do much. She's been struggling a lot mentally and financially. She's in college now and from what I've heard everybody hates her. She's tried asking for help from her classmates and parents but they don't believe her. She's been taking antidepressants but they don't seem to help. I'm not sure how to help her and I myself am also suicidal.
| 0
| 1,734,663,945
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hl4ifl/helpdm_pls/
|
NoApple235
|
HELP(DM PLS) I need someone to talk to desperately
| 0
| 1,735,010,091
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hopaor/i_just_called_911_on_my_dad/
|
NoAskRed
|
I just called 911 on my dad. He's been extremely depressed for years. He shut his phone off for Christmas for obvious reasons. I called him this evening to try to cheer him up. Being concerned, I asked him about the "S" word. He said maybe. I called 911, and as of this writing, Sheriff deputies are on the way to his house. On the one hand, I feel bad that deputies are going to be banging on his door. On the other hand, I don't.
| 0
| 1,735,450,822
| 2
| 0
| 2
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdvzjg/i_need_advice/
|
NoConsequence4567
|
I need advice I (12m) just really fell as if it's better to die and I don't want to tell anyone I know being they'll get upset so I came here to ask what to do
| 1
| 1,734,154,206
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlh5s2/kill_me_please/
|
NoDuty10
|
Kill me please I don't know how to talk, i don't know how to keep friends, i don't know anything, everyone always leaves me, I feel lonely, even if someone be here will leaves me anyway, I'm fed up with all this, I want it to end, I don't have the strength to fight anymore, I have no strength for anything, Please, I hate my whole fucking life
| 1
| 1,735,058,169
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ha37vd/i_just_want_to_be_at_peace/
|
No_Customer3267
|
I just want to be at peace I Really just want to be at peace so bad
| 1
| 1,733,724,129
| 1
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4zsgj/is_there_some_one_from_bavaria/
|
No_Flower_3659
|
Is there some one from Bavaria I just wanna talk i am deep in it rn
| 0
| 1,733,159,021
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6t6c7/i_failed/
|
No_Inside4530
|
I failed I attempted a few days ago by overdosing but it didn't kill me.. I'm gonna try again soon once I get more medicine.. I hope I actually die this time
| 6
| 1,733,351,257
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfiw2y/gonna_end_it_soon/
|
No_Language_194
|
Gonna end it soon I'm so depressed from 1 year haven't left my home my acne ruined my life I feel like shit all the time I wish I didn't had acne wanted to be a normal fucking person I'm so fucking insecure I think about suicide every day. People my age
(M20) are having relationships and enjoying life while I just rot in my home. Can't even look at a girl cause I think I will scare them. Why god did this to me.
| 2
| 1,734,355,132
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1heorl5/ending_it_all_right_now/
|
No_Perspective9166
|
Ending it all right now I can't live anymore I fucking hate everything im sitting on the stool I'm bouta jump of if I have the rope around my neck
| 6
| 1,734,253,260
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmn6ua/i_wish_i_was_white/
|
No_Photograph_5871
|
I WISH I WAS WHITE I WISH I WAS WHITE
I WISH I WAS WHITE
I WANT A BEAUTIFUL MAN MAN BUT MOST OF THEM DONT LIKE MY RACE
I WANNA KILL MYSELF BECAUSE IM A UGLY BLACKIE
I HATE IT I HATE IT I HATE IT
IM ENVIOUS
BLACK WOMEN NEVER WIN!
WHITE AND ASIAN WOMEN DO
THEYRE BEAUTIFUL WHILE IM JUST UGLY
I AM SO GLAD LIFE DOESNT GO ON FOREVER
| 2
| 1,735,215,311
| 4
| 2
| 4
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4ssju/no_courage/
|
No_Possible3753
|
No courage I've been trying to stab myself all day. The fucking knife won't go through my skin, I've tried different knives and shit but it won't work. I don't have the courage to stab myself hard enough
| 6
| 1,733,138,579
| null | 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdbncl/i_get_so_angry_i_start_to_become_suicidal/
|
No_Snow2771
|
I get so angry I start to become suicidal Everytime I get angry I reach a point where I feel like I'm gonna harm myself I have so much anger in my heart and it begs to be let out all the time I can't handle it
| 2
| 1,734,094,760
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7zezb/f_21_cant_do_this_anymore/
|
No_Teach_195
|
F 21 can't do this anymore I don't wanna be here anymore. I've lost friends, my car. I can't sleep and I haven't eaten in days. I've gotten the worst haircut and my hair was the only thing I loved about myself and it's gone. My life is shit and won't get better. I feel ugly. I feel isolated from everything.
The only thing keeping me here is watching SpongeBob to distract myself.
| 1
| 1,733,485,008
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9alby/life_sucks/
|
Obvious-Economy-199
|
Life sucks I'm so sick of life's BS. You can be kind and helpful and life can still suck. I always wanted to die peacefully in my sleep but honestly now I just wanna die quickly. I don't have family nearby or ppl who care. I have a bf who treats me like trash and uses me for money. I dream of the day I die. Wouldn't mind if it was soon. I feel like this so often I've made it a long time. But I'm so tired. Can you die from serotonin overdose? Thinking of grabbing my last hand full and listening to music. What a peaceful way to go.
| 3
| 1,733,631,265
| 6
| 5
| 4
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8gdo0/hey/
|
Odd-Count2277
|
Hey Hey, anyone in Chicago that is also suicidal just like me who wants to hang out?
| 0
| 1,733,532,120
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9m7v3/life_feels_over/
|
Odd-Lawyer3489
|
Life feels over My dad is currently really sick and will probably die soon. My wife has been so mean to me and I've just been taking it and as soon as I defend myself after taking it for months now she asked for a divorce. I really have no one. I feel like ending it all. No one cares or loves me at all.
| 2
| 1,733,674,498
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdswtz/im_giving_up/
|
Odd_Cardiologist_799
|
I'm giving up 😔 I literally hate my life so much. I try to just keep going but idk if I can go on any longer. Today is my birthday and this has been one of the worse days of my life. I have no one 😢 im so alone and tired of life
| 1
| 1,734,143,409
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnqqqg/cant_find_a_way_out/
|
Ok-Armadillo-9506
|
Can't find a way out . I need a way out can't find it I've been fighting every way even though it doesn't look like it on the outside I find something to keep me going. I see something aspirational and embody it in my imagination, but it doesn't matter because I just wanna let it all go don't even wanna try anymore I just want it to be over . Honestly, the only thing keeping me here is how hard it is to make that happen I know a lot of us in this sub have been there.
| 2
| 1,735,338,362
| 3
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hp7ug3/i_want_to_tape_a_bullet_to_my_head_and_light_a/
|
Ok-Big1853
|
I want to tape a bullet to my head and light a fire to it. Would that even work? a Shotgun bullet
| 3
| 1,735,511,654
| 5
| 3
| 5
| 5
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1haw22d/gonna_kill_myself_tomorrow/
|
Ok-Can2406
|
Gonna kill myself tomorrow My mom leaves for work at 4:30am so ima try and do it around 6:00 am. Can't take not being good enough to accomplish anything especially school so this is what I need to do. I know my family will be hurt but I hope with time they will heal. Peace out everyone. Gonna try with carbon monoxide poisoning but if that fails I have other options but more gruesome.
| 6
| 1,733,813,909
| 5
| 5
| 6
| 5
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hk18ck/i_never_wished_to_be_alive/
|
Ok-Duck-7593
|
I never wished to be alive the gave me life but is it really worth living? my life has up and down, mostly down. has too many regrets.
| 0
| 1,734,882,973
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlzsft/i_know_life_has_been_better_everytime_i_wanted_to/
|
Ok-Journalist6199
|
I know life has been better everytime I wanted to kill myself
But maybe it's because I was teenagers or in my early 20s. It's so hard, life is sooo hard…
| 0
| 1,735,129,309
| 4
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h94m5j/i_want_to_die_in_my_sleep/
|
Ok-Landscape5065
|
I want to die in my sleep I am tired of this life.
I wish I can pass away in my sleep. I wish my soul could go somewhere nice.
Suicide is not an option cuz of my mom..
| 1
| 1,733,612,313
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hm3e17/i_miss_her/
|
Ok-Relationship-9656
|
I miss her I broke up with my ex of almost 5 years over two weeks ago, and while talking about things, she told me she lost her feelings for me about a year ago, or in her words “ages ago”
At some point I was wondering why I'd barely get a response when i'd send goodnight texts and saying I love you etc… I want to shoot myself
| 3
| 1,735,142,883
| 2
| 3
| 2
| 3
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hmaage/im_worthless/
|
Ok-Repair-8367
|
I'm worthless I want to die a painless death. Fent?
| 3
| 1,735,164,877
| 3
| 3
| 4
| 3
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3s8xv/genuinely_cannot_keep_going/
|
Ok-Supermarket818
|
Genuinely cannot keep going Everything is so tiring. Breathing just feels like a chore. I struggle to even take a full breath most of the time. It fucking sucks, and I am so exhausted. There's only one reason I'm here still, and even that is fucking pathetic. I'm so sick of myself, I'm so sick of being fuckmeat, of just losing everything that made life worth living over and over again. What's even the point? Incredible happiness and loss of it? I don't want to keep going if that's the case. I'm just so so tired
| 1
| 1,733,017,791
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkk52g/im_so_lonely_and_need_someone_to_talk_to/
|
OkEdge8947
|
I'm so lonely and need someone to talk to I'm 18M and I've been struggling with a lot of things for a while and I'm very lonely right now and need someone to talk to
| 0
| 1,734,945,726
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hntto3/help_please/
|
OkKoala2067
|
Help Please! Tried to kill myself by sleeping in my running car inside my closed garage for over 3 hours, car windows open. I woke up fine, what did I do wrong?
| 6
| 1,735,347,152
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h70wau/the_internet_can_be_so_harsh/
|
OkPaleontologist8248
|
The internet can be so harsh I know you can't take it seriously and so on but...
Sometimes all you want is for someone to hear your story without judgment. It feels like if you are not perfect you are nothing.
Self proclaimed experts everywhere... judging you at every turn.
| 0
| 1,733,373,130
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hacjnp/attempt/
|
OkSoup9355
|
Attempt. Posted on here before but it will work this time. I've taken 12mg of paracetamol (24 500mg pills) that's enough to kill. Bt the end of the week ill be dead.
| 6
| 1,733,758,913
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hoz9e3/actially_ab_to_hang_myself_rn/
|
Ok_Apartment_397
|
actially ab to hang myself rn im sorru for thw typos im just shaking roght now idk what to do. I dont inderstand what im doing wrong man please i just need someone to tsllme not to do it i just want someone to care im so fucking lonely man fuck my.life
| 6
| 1,735,488,936
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcee3n/failed_attempt/
|
Ok_Cat6902
|
Failed attempt Yesterday was my first attempt with an OD. I took a shitload of Xanax and sent my letters, just for one friend to call an ambulance and mess it all up.
I'm going to buy a shotgun off fb marketplace or whatever. No registration, no nothing, just a single trigger pull and I'm gone...
I suck at everything even suicide lol...
| 6
| 1,733,982,317
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hiy2at/im_going_to_go_through_it/
|
Ok_Office3184
|
I'm going to go through it Im thinking of od on the cough medicine we have along with whatever alcohol we have and laying myself in the traintracks. I'm worried tho that it'll cost my family a lot, part of me doesn't want to do it for financial reason but I have no other purpose really. I've lost all of my passion and love for things I used to love.
| 5
| 1,734,741,296
| 5
| 5
| 5
| 5
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfc1se/someone_talk_with_me_i_cant_stop_thinking_of/
|
Ok_Personality_2690
|
someone talk with me i cant stop thinking of suicide and i cant sleep im trying so hard in life but i keep getting pushed back in the worse ways im so absolutely crushed right now i cant even sleep anymore i want out of all of this so bad
| 2
| 1,734,326,522
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhrkd6/my_face_is_making_me_want_to_off_myself/
|
Ok_Relationship4659
|
My face is making me want to off myself. My brain focuses on how big my nose is and I constantly compare myself to every normal person who has a normal, small nose.
I want to die, I feel like I don't belong on this fucking planet if I look so different to everyone else, I get that I sound insane but this has tormented me for YEARS. I've lost social confidence and have so much self hatred.
I can't afford to fix it and I am on a waitlist for therapy. I just have to suffer.
I just feel so fucking alone and inferior to everyone in my life, all the perfect, normal, not ugly people. I'm cursed.
| 2
| 1,734,610,367
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hgv2bn/parents_gave_up_on_me/
|
Ok_Resident4339
|
Parents gave up on me Asian household 16 in highschool mom has openly given up on me dad is way more chill because he was born in america shes fully given up on me and I want to die. What should I do? Im not gonna go seek therapy or anything like that.
| 1
| 1,734,500,969
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6wbn8/constantly_stressed/
|
Ok_Room5183
|
Constantly stressed I just want this to end. I'm stressed 24/7 about work and money. Stressed about how I'm performing at work and possibly losing my job. Stressed about things like my taxes for trading stocks/crypto that feels impossible to keep track of at this point. It would be so much easier if I was just gone. I don't want to leave my dog but I'm just sick of the stress life brings u
| 1
| 1,733,359,560
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3xed4/abusive_girlfriend_put_hedgehog_in_washing/
|
Ok_Shallot3304
|
Abusive girlfriend put hedgehog in washing machine, I'm devastated I just need someone to talk to.
26f from Canada
| 0
| 1,733,035,544
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4w8zg/lost/
|
Ok_Show8507
|
Lost Surrounded by people that “care”, yet I've never felt more alone. My best friend has all but literally replaced me, my work wife is moving states away, I feel like a burden and headache to my husband who is ALWAYS mad at me, I work so much I don't see friends or family like I want and still feel like I have nothing to show for it, I can't give my kids the life they deserve. FAILURE is all I've ever been and always will be I guess. What's the point anymore?
| 1
| 1,733,149,917
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdtmmv/i_am_being_abused_by_my_parents/
|
Ok_Warthog_9378
|
I am being abused by my parents I don't know how to deal with this and I have tried in the past, but my school councilors wont listen at all
| 0
| 1,734,145,797
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhqy4b/attempted_last_night/
|
Old-Progress8823
|
Attempted last night I had been having thought for the past couple of days but yesterday I felt so alone and like I'm always the bad guy. I was in the shower and just kept thinking about how everyone is better off without me and my life will be nothing and tried to drown myself using the shower head, when I got out I laid in bed and was so weak didn't have hardly any energy and today I still feel so tired
| 6
| 1,734,607,928
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8mhsx/if_anybody_needs_help_im_here_to_listen/
|
Old-Research1979
|
If anybody needs help I'm here to listen Everything is gonna be okay your loved. There is 500k people in this Reddit that feel the same and I was saved by them. What you're feeling is okay and talking to people helps immensely. I love you all ❤️❤️
| 0
| 1,733,552,904
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3yo9e/bye/
|
Omniventurous
|
Bye. ✌️
| 0
| 1,733,040,884
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ha44eb/im_walking_to_my_towns_lake_right_now_to_drown/
|
One-Theme3933
|
I'm walking to my towns lake right now to drown myself An hour walk to look back on my shitty life. I've already said my goodbyes. Maybe someone will stop me, maybe they won't.
I kinda hope no one does.
| 6
| 1,733,727,783
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3vlg4/i_just_feel_so_shit_right_now/
|
Only_Peak1660
|
I just feel so shit right now I don't even want to really talk about why I feel so shit because I'm so embarrassed by it. I just feel suicidal but I think I'm to much of a coward to do anything so I'm just stuck feeling like shit.
| 2
| 1,733,028,872
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
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