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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ha4z40/idek/
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Strange_Particular_2
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Idek I have over whelming intrusive thoughts about killing myself, I want to do it, I want to die. But i could never hurt my parents like that. All I do is bring everyone pain and I really think they would be better off without me but I know they wouldn't cope. Idk if that makes sense.
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| 1,733,731,518
| 4
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9hs5i/can_i_get_someone_to_talk/
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Strange_Thamburan
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Can I get someone to talk.... "It's becoming too much now. I have no one to talk to, and living in a country where asking for help makes you seem like you're mentally ill, I just need someone to vent to."
| 0
| 1,733,660,745
| 0
| 0
| 1
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| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hczqts/i_might_not_survive_being_22/
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Striking_Beyond7391
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I might not survive being 22 Upcoming surgery, overall suicidal, and no hope for my future. I wouldn't be surprised if this is my last year on earth. I hate being here so much.
| 2
| 1,734,049,567
| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnihkr/i_do_not_want_to_die_its_my_worst_fear/
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Striking_Stress_42
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i do not want to die, it's my worst fear. i really honestly do not want to die, it's my worst fear…. i also know i can't keep living like this. my life is hell. idk what to do
| 0
| 1,735,316,602
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbcj6i/i_put_my_hands_on_her_after_drinking_and_now_shes/
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StrongLasagna
|
I put my hands on her after drinking and now she's gone forever. I want to kill myself. That's it. I'm a piece of shit.
| 2
| 1,733,865,355
| 2
| 2
| 4
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6tbt9/what_options_do_i_have/
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StructureOk3332
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What options do I have Federal loans aren't enough to pay for college and I have a 20,000 balance for school because of my dorm and meal plan. My only choice is to drop out cuz I can't pay it. But then I'm homeless what do I do.
| 0
| 1,733,351,602
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnpiss/suicide_is_always_a_thought_suicide_is_always_on/
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Stunning-Web-5576
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suicide is always a thought. suicide is always on my mind I tell my friends and family that i'm not suicidal anymore but it's a lie. thoughts of suicide follow me everywhere.
since 2016 there hasn't been a single day I haven't imagined death and there hasn't been a single night where I went to bed and didn't think about suicide.
| 2
| 1,735,335,089
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkc67z/im_about_to_jump_off_a_high_bridge_im_crying_and/
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Stunning_Doughnut_84
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I'm about to jump off a high bridge, I'm crying and just want to die U
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| 1,734,914,892
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4omj8/my_friend_craft_ideas/
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Subject_Horror_3990
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My friend… craft ideas Sorry I hope I'm positing this in the correct sub. My friend was recently admitted to an inpatient hospital for su*cidal thoughts and attempts. I'd love to send them a care package with things to make them happy. They love crafts… drawing… latch hook… and especially those little rubber beads that you iron together… I think it's called Perler beads?
Anyways… I don't think they can have access to pencils, latch hooks, strings, or irons right now. Any recommendations for crafts I can send them? I was thinking stickers, but I'd love to send them a craft they can like, create.
Thank you so much for any suggestions
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| 1,733,120,419
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ha5urt/would_anyone_like_to_talk/
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Subject_Wonder4503
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Would anyone like to talk? I'm going insane.
16m.
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| 1,733,735,624
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1houv8r/why_not/
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Substantial-Act4687
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Why not? My wife leaving me, I lost my job, I have tons of debt, I am couch surfing. My wife verbally, physically and emotionally abused me but I still love her but she filed for divorce. It's too much, I pray often, I feel like I am losing it. I feel like such a failure, I tried my best in this earth. I made mistakes just like everyone else maybe it's time to go. I can't do this. All I ever did was try my best and it's never enough. This world isn't meant for me. I hope I don't wake up.
| 1
| 1,735,474,512
| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkl90i/potential_suicide/
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Successful-Bed5783
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Potential suicide I doubt anybody is actually gonna respond to this, but I'd like to contribute one last thing before I go. My life is in ruins. I've been dealing with depression for a few months now, I think since the start of October. Only in the past few days, I've been contemplating suicide. My girlfriend just broke up with me today and I'm sure that's the final trigger. I don't have anything to look forward to and I want to die so badly. I understand that there's just gonna be nothingness, but I prefee that honestly. It's been a waste of a life. I don't know I'm gonna do it today or tomorrow, but I definitely will.
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| 1,734,950,839
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3z37k/bye/
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Successful-Data-7355
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Bye Bye bye
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| 1,733,042,697
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfrdy8/cant_shake_the_feeling/
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Successful-Mission12
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Can't shake the feeling. Since I was little I've always had ideations but it feels like the older I get the harder it is to shake the thoughts. I feel, and I (suppose it's impossible to say for sure, but still) know I have so much to live for. Yet, no matter how hard I try I always end up here. Stuck on an indescribable feeling, a pit and the only way out seems like death. I genuinely never wanted nor do I want to commit suicide but I can never shake the feeling. I'm only 22 but it feels like I've suffered an eternity. I can recall so many good memories, feelings and people yet still I feel this way.
| 1
| 1,734,377,644
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcx4hr/thoughts/
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Such_Equivalent4231
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Thoughts I hate being a 13 year old girl. I want to cut off my genitials, I want to cut off my breasts. I want to cut everywhere. I want to no longer be here, die in my sleep, I just need to go somewhere that isn't school or home. ‚Talk to someone' no, because I don't want help anymore, and wtf are they gonna do, put me in hospital ??
| 1
| 1,734,042,126
| 1
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hme498/i_hate_who_i_am/
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Such_Safety4052
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I hate who I am I'm a 41 year old man who can't text. Oh, talk to females. I want to end my life cause I don't want to live this hell.
| 2
| 1,735,177,656
| 4
| 2
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hk2wkk/my_idiot_self_of_trying_to_hang_myself_in_2020/
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Such_Window6950
|
My idiot self of trying to hang myself in 2020 I tried to hang myself when I was 11 in 2020. Dumbest idea. I had gotten a skipping rope, tied it a ceiling fan and pushed the chair. After I passed out I fell and caused a very loud bang. Put in a hospital. I have therapy every week now. Fuck you 11 year old me.
| 0
| 1,734,887,757
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5zu6k/goodbye/
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Sufficient_Sun_2796
|
Goodbye I'm going to attempt tonight. I went out earlier today and brought two packs of paracetamol let's hope it works. This will be my first and last post. No one ever gets be I'm going through so much. There's a lot more but I'm not writing anything.
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| 1,733,264,090
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hbk66u/only_living_from_obligation/
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Sunrisebetweenpines
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Only living from obligation Reasons I don't want to continue with this sh*t:
-constant stabbing facial pain behind eye and into jaw below teeth (Trigeminal neuralgia)
-almost no close friends (only one I see a few times a year), no other friends
-don't socialize well and am generally disliked
-chronic unremitting self loathing and self disgust (tried antidepressants, tried several therapists, nothing works)
Reason to continue:
-single parent to a very sweet preteen kiddo who is close to me and needs my support (no good options among family members to step in if he were without me)
Kinda feel like I'm stuck but nothing will get better
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| 1,733,887,083
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h867yj/my_sister_regularly_tells_me_to_kill_myself/
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Superb321
|
My sister regularly tells me to kill myself She does that because I'm a retard... I genuinely want to kill myself but am not cuz of my friends and how they'll feel if i do so... My mom and my sister regularly take turns to tell me how shit I am and how useless I am... I am well aware of the fact yet it's a cold reminder every fucking day... Honestly I wish for my death and will welcome it with open arms when it does come.
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| 1,733,504,905
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ho02yn/i_hate_my_fucking_life/
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Superb_Beautiful13
|
I hate my fucking life I'm really young still but I hate my life all i think about is drugs and getting high I don't wanna live anymore I hate my dad and mom don't like anyone I have a girlfriend she loves me very much but I don't love her I wanna overdose can someone give me advice I don't want help or someone to talk to fuck all dat give me a method or something im thinking oxycodone overdose but how much would kill me?
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| 1,735,368,433
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhc8gr/bye/
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Supine_2009
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Bye My parents are tired of me anyways so I'm gonna kill my self. Also I'm all alone so I'll kill myself. Sorry I can't think of anything meaningful to say but I've been in this subreddit for a while and wanted to say goodbye. You guys have been super nice and have a nice day!
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| 1,734,557,154
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnvz8o/whats_the_point_of_explaining/
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SureAspect291
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What's the point of explaining Blah blah blah
words words words
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| 1,735,353,922
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hj2w4v/please_i_could_use_a_person_to_talk_to_tonight/
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SurfingSandwich
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Please. I could use a person to talk to tonight. To start..I have no one. Not a single soul to talk to and I'm not ok. So…..Today will be my last day. My very last day. It Feels odd to know that…. spend our whole lives worrying about WHEN. When and how will I go? Well I know when AND how. Feels comforting too I guess. Like I don't have to think or worry any longer.
I'd like to tell one person my story before all that…just don't want to be forgotten.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hagflf/i_dont_wanna_keep_living/
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Suspicious-Roof6917
|
I don't wanna keep living For the past two years, I have been stuck in the same place mentally. I went to college, was my outgoing extroverted self, nobody wants to be my friend. I go weeks without talking to anyone. I'm stupid, I try hard but I still fail essentially every exam. My parents think I'm smart and have friends because I was social in highschool, but I don't have the guts to tell them the truth. Ive transferred, I've joined clubs, I started being healthier and going to the gym, going to therapy, nothing helps. Everyone is moving forward and life and mine keeps doing nothing but crashing down. I have no future.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hjdn4n/why/
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Suspicious_Year_
|
why Why does it seem everyone only wants to talk to me and care when it only benefits them or when they need something from me, while I sit in my room everyday pondering if I should do it.
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| 1,734,799,486
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hm3aaz/i_want_to_die/
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Sweaty-Procedure-405
|
i want to die. i can't take this anymore i have a constant sadness on my shoulders 24/7 and nothing changes. the “it will get better” is getting old because WHEN?! it's like the universe is against me i can't catch a break. it really is something new every other day and im so exhausted. i have a plan and today is the day
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h7crfa/hi/
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SwimmingEast4201
|
hi have a good day!
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| 1,733,415,185
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhq04k/hi/
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Szaboo41
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Hi! I wanna end my life, or just thinking too much about it. I dont trust people really, i dont see my future and i am feeling myself a hopeless loser. I crave so much attention that today i subscribed to an OF model, yea. So it is my end
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| 1,734,603,997
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hedw02/todays_my_last_day/
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TIGBITTI3S
|
todays my last day i plan to end it within the next 30 mins, my girlfriend split up with me yesterday, i've been struggling with mental issues for years and she was the only thing holding my life together and now i feel lost. it feels like my life is on a never ending downhill. nothing ever changes and nothing ever gets better. I left a short note for my mum on my dresser. I think i'm going to go for a bush walk, lay somewhere nice and slit my throat.
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| 1,734,214,207
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hgwrsz/i_was_going_to_last_year_before_college/
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TallAmbassador1215
|
I was going to last year before college I'm a semester into college and it's great but as soon as I came home all the thoughts, compulsions, and disorder like things came back. I was suicidal because I had to leave the life I had made, now I'm suicidal because even though I'm back home the life is still gone. I also self harm and that's been rough. This is just to get it off my chest, no one's ever known about any of this stuff and no one ever will
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcmp4x/fucked_in_the_head/
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TartOpposite2170
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fucked in the head I constantly feel overwhelmed and irritated and it doesn't seem like it's going away anytime sooner. I've constantly always been like this and it doesn't seem like things will become better
| 0
| 1,734,014,976
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6tl0i/i_keep_fucking_up/
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TastyWindowCleaner
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I keep fucking up Tired of work. Tired of being weird. People will miss me but I have no future and they are better off without me and they don't realize yet. It'd be wrong to say that everyone has turned against me but I'm clearly an outsider that bothers them.
I have everything ready but I know death is physically painful. Kinda scared. I'm not sure if I'm finding the courage or trying to live, just kinda stuck in my thoughts.
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| 1,733,352,251
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4p3d5/failed_ivf_is_making_me_suicidal/
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Tasty_Excitement_355
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Failed IVF is making me suicidal I want kids. 4 failed rounds of ivf. £45k down. All negative tests. The process has taken so much time, energy and effort, with nothing in return. I feel like the emotional roller coaster is killing me.
It's destroyed my physical healthy, emotional health, mental wellbeing, finances, social life etc. It's making other thoughts come up. Like how I want my own family cause growing up was hard at times. My dad was emotionally neglectful. My brother was still born. My family is small. I want to create my own life and it's not happening.
I don't know where to go from here. I think the hormones are making it worse.
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| 1,733,122,263
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpqiq6/its_my_birthday_and_im_planning_my_suicide_still/
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Tedious-Summer-311
|
It's my birthday and I'm planning my suicide still I have been through so much, insurmountably more than anyone I know and 99% of the people I meet.
I don't trust any doctors or nurses. The police or my family.
I have had a solid plan of how to do it i just need to find the where and when.
If things don't turn around for me I'm just gonna do it or maybe move away from everyone and live in a camper van at the Wal Mart and ignore the world.
At this point the best thing I have that gives me some feeling other than mental and physical pain, exhaustion, anxiety and suffering is my sleeping pills and when I run out I just drink.
| 5
| 1,735,574,878
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| 5
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hj8n7l/helium_asohyxation/
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Telnar19081
|
Helium asohyxation Hi . I just want too get some advice on how to do it . How would you connect the tube to the tank ? Should I ubncrew the valve and conect the tube with a clip or leave it on and just glue the tube to the valve ? Should I leave the bag around neck a little loose so the exess helium can leave ?
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ho7x9d/i_cant_cope_with_the_fact_that_perfect_cyber/
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TemperatureBrave9159
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I can't cope with the fact that perfect cyber security doesn't exist I've been getting more and more paranoid with cyber security to the point where I'm covering the screws on my keyboard with nail polish. I can't stop until I have perfect cyber security, which simply isn't possible. I can't take it anymore
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| 1,735,399,760
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4lw06/i_need_a_little_help_finding_something_that/
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Terrible_Soft_9480
|
I need a little help finding something that inspired me I don't remember what exactly it was, but i was watching something. I think it might've been some kind of superhero thing, but i really can't be sure. I think i also remember the person talking to the person about to kill theirself was actually taunting them and ended up saying something like "if you're at your lowest point, then ironically, there's nowhere to go but up". And then he was like that one meme "what!? Noooo! Duuudeuh!" Like, that wasn't supposed to happen.
(I ended up remembering on my own. It was "lucifer" s1 e8)
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| 1,733,110,840
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ha5acc/my_best_friend_shot_himself/
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That-Comfort-1620
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My best friend shot himself My best friend shot himself last week and I don't want to live in a world without him
| 1
| 1,733,732,960
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnua7u/can_someone_talk_to_me_please/
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ThatBrother199
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Can someone talk to me please I just need someone to talk to right now and I hope I can help you too
| 0
| 1,735,348,551
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcz3ry/ive_had_depression_since_2021_the_pain_wont_go/
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The-Toby
|
I've had depression since 2021, the pain won't go away How much more do I have to go to therapy until I fucking finally get fixed
| 0
| 1,734,047,742
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhkue9/if_you_need_to_talk/
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TheAnarkist700
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If You need to talk I'm here to listen, just let it go.
| 0
| 1,734,582,723
| 0
| 0
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hfen8t/i_lost_everything/
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TheAwkwardEmu
|
I lost everything My fiancé finally left me because he doesn't want to waste his best years “hoping I get better”. We were together almost 7 years. I can't stand to be here anymore. I can't do this. I don't have the guts to kill myself but I need them. This life isn't worth living anymore.
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| 1,734,337,499
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1homcun/i_always_worry_about_my_ex_bf_he_is_addicted_to/
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TheBarbieDolly
|
I always worry about my ex bf he is addicted to Fentanyl I've tried my best to help. He loves his addiction. Can't live without the drug. It's heartbreaking to watch and he doesn't seek out help or anything just enjoys it. I feel sad that one day it will all come to an end.
| 0
| 1,735,440,697
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hei0l1/my_ex_cheated_on_me_and_told_me_to_kms/
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TheDoorsAreComing
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My ex cheated on me and told me to kms And when I told her I no longer wanted to be w her she proceeded to rant about how horrible I was. She told me I should kill myself and that she hopes I 'fucking die'. I really don't know who that person is anymore. I thought I was doing better. And yet I always manage to find myself back in the same place I started. I want something quick and easy. I can't be in my skin any longer.
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5xfsg/whyd_they_come_back/
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TheGiantBotato
|
Why'd they come back? I had suicidal thoughts like a month ago (?) and there's this song that changed my mind completely (What I Know Now) so I thought I got rid of em but these week they just slowly came back to me and now I'm crying
| 2
| 1,733,258,133
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h50a52/why_do_i_feel_like_i_want_to_kill_myself_even/
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TheOnibi-Idiot
|
Why do I feel like I want to kill myself even after the tiniest thing has gone wrong? No kidding, not exaggerating. I seriously feel like I want to stop existing when something bad goes wrong, IRL or online. I'm under 16 and it feels like I have to be the one who has everything set out, no mishaps, nothing bad. It's horrible, especially since I've done this to myself.
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| 1,733,160,217
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1harplm/please_remember/
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TheWraithKills
|
Please Remember The same God that created the oceans, the mountains, and the galaxies also thought the world needed you.
| 0
| 1,733,798,747
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https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdrg2x/its_crazy_how_people_here_feel_more_comfortable/
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The_Bread_Demon
|
It's crazy how people here feel more comfortable telling strangers their problems than the people in their life. Says a lot. I don't blame them tho.
| 0
| 1,734,138,700
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hf99mk/dont_want_to_die_just_not_exist/
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The_Real_McTasty
|
Don't want to die, just not exist. Am ai gonna kill myself, probably one day...
But if a venue appeared and gave me three wishes I'd say that's too many. I really just wish to not exist and have never existed.
But since you're giving me three. First wish is that weapons of war will always fail. Second, everyone has the basic needs to live a dignified life. Third, that these first two wishes remain but that all other traces of me and my existence never existed.
| 1
| 1,734,316,956
| 4
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h713hd/need_help/
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The_seven_deadlysins
|
Need help I used to want to die all the time, I now have a health scare that could result in my death and im so scared. Im so scared,ive been wanting to do so many things in life like graduate, get married and have children and now I don't know if I can anymore. Someone please help me im so scared.
| 0
| 1,733,373,762
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h43foe/why_do_my_emotions_feel_so_alienated/
|
Then-Lawyer-8765
|
Why do my emotions feel so alienated? im violently being suffocated by the absence of emotion yet I feel so human. Its weird. It might be my new meds but I feel as if my emotions are not mine but I am me..?
Does anyone else relate in anyway? feeling very desperate right now.
| 0
| 1,733,060,214
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h9d25r/is_it_worth_it_to_live/
|
Then_Assignment5655
|
Is It worth it to live? I really need to know is it worth it to try harder in this shitty life. I have not a single reason to stay here but i am scared of failing again.
Why do everyone keeps saying it is worth it to stay alive and that things will get better when they never fucking do.
| 1
| 1,733,640,565
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpmeev/here_i_go/
|
Theonitusisalive
|
Here I go ... Welp I put it off for a year.. now it's time. Later this evening I am going to close up my garage and turn my car on. I am covering all available exits and blocking the under of the doors. I intend to suffocate.. I can't take this any longer. I can't be on this earth anymore. After work I am going to lock up. Drive home and die.
| 6
| 1,735,562,409
| 6
| 5
| 5
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hccjzk/been_wanting_to_die_since_i_was_ten_years_old_i/
|
Thick_Bother_5583
|
been wanting to die since i was ten years old i cant rmember the last time i was genuinely happy without being sad teh same night first time i tired to kms i failed and now ive had the same scar for 9 years on my stomach
| 1
| 1,733,975,761
| 6
| 6
| 2
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnlm59/got_the_hydrogen_tank_and_exit_bag/
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ThrowAwayStupe
|
Got the hydrogen tank and exit bag don't think I'll be here in the morning. hopefully there's a next life and I'll do better next time around.
| 6
| 1,735,324,736
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpafyv/i_cant_do_this_anymore/
|
ThrowRA2584
|
I can't do this anymore Life is just fucking relentless. I just want to end it all but I can't stop thinking about my cats. Without me they have no one, it's the only thing stopping me but I just don't want to exist anymore
| 2
| 1,735,518,909
| 2
| 4
| 4
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hpji88/i_dont_see_a_future_for_myself/
|
Throwaway_acc231
|
I don't see a future for myself Every time I think about what I want to do for my future, I see nothing. I've always talked about going into 3D animation and modeling, but I don't even know if I want that anymore. I don't know what my future is gonna be like, and I don't want to find out. I want to be done with life, I have for years, but I can't do that to my family. I don't know what I'm supposed to do.
| 1
| 1,735,550,521
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hcyvoz/feel_like_a_lost_cause_longer_term_plan/
|
Throwawayabcxyzabc
|
Feel like a lost cause, longer term plan. I can't even express my feelings anymore bc I feel I'm just unrelatable and burdening everyone. The problem is I have high moods and low moods. If I stayed in crisis I could more effectively plan my suicide for the future after my parents pass. If I stayed in high moods I wouldn't waste so much time and hate myself for these chronic low moods.
I've done a lot to try and help myself but I'm just exhausted. I can't kill myself now because it would hurt my parents too much but I'm a waste as a person and feel so messed up.
My moods are all over the shop but nothing seems to change it long term.
| 2
| 1,734,047,073
| 4
| 5
| 4
| 5
| 5
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlte20/could_someone_please_talk_to_me/
|
Throwawaysh123123
|
Could someone please talk to me? Yeah, I think the title says it all, I would be very grateful if someone of you would talk to me. Until then
| 0
| 1,735,099,694
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hn9xnq/can_overdosing_on_wellbutrin_concerta_kill_you/
|
TimelyTumbleweed822
|
Can overdosing on Wellbutrin + concerta kill you? Will this kill you
| 3
| 1,735,285,497
| 3
| 3
| 4
| 3
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hprlxi/if_youre_single_theres_no_reason_to_live/
|
Timely_Split_5771
|
If you're single, there's no reason to live. I'm still trying to find purpose. My friends are too busy, I can't date, I failed every time I tried to get a stable job, or even a degree or certification. If my friends don't agree to hang, I just sit at home in my room. Hobbies don't make me feel better anymore and I'm at the end.
I just hate how people fucking lie. They KNOW life is 10xs better when you have love, but wanna gaslight me into staying alive over some bullshit.
| 1
| 1,735,577,693
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h3q8st/please_help/
|
TinyLight16
|
please help I feel like I deserve to die please help me
| 0
| 1,733,011,725
| 1
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hm4q0r/i_ruin_everything_i_touch/
|
TinySSJ
|
i ruin everything i touch. what's even the point? nothing ever works out for me, i'm at a christmas get-together and i've never felt more lonely. i can't stand my brain, i can't stand the way i think. i cant stand these medications, i can't keep doing this. being an autistic depressed schizo is so fucking tiring. maybe i'll finally go through with it tonight.
| 4
| 1,735,147,147
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6pl3o/honest_question_tw_mention_of_suicide/
|
ToLi_4411
|
Honest question (tw: mention of suicide) What's the best way to go by suicide? I live on Germany and I'm barley a teen. Please don't ask me why I wanna go. I just want go known how. I won't KMS in the neat future, but I wanna know the best way to go. Getting high surely won't kill you, so please someone gell me what's the best way.
| 3
| 1,733,342,469
| 5
| 3
| 4
| 6
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hdrxlp/im_a_bad_person/
|
To_Major_Tom
|
I'm a bad person I've caused so much hurt. And I don't think I feel as bad as I should
| 0
| 1,734,140,206
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ho4h6k/i_really_need_someone_to_talk_to/
|
Top-Algae7521
|
I really need someone to talk to That's all
| 0
| 1,735,387,958
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hkhg9j/i_feel_like_90_of_my_life_is_normal_and_10_of_it/
|
TopResponse3205
|
I feel like 90% of my life is normal and 10% of it is suicidal ideations because I remember most people see me as ugly It's just so weird bc I can go from “what's for dinner?” To “I'm ugly, I'm a failure as a woman and subconsciously maybe I hate women. I should kill myself to stop this feeling” in like 20 seconds. Anyone else?
| 2
| 1,734,933,603
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hjfxkf/everyone_abandoned_me/
|
Traditional-Dance-
|
Everyone abandoned me I know I'm a lot. But I try so hard to be kind and positive. Well, I went through a breakup and have been a pain to all those that were in my life. Now no one speaks to me and I've never been so alone. People that previously cared for me, do not even respond to my messages. How did this get so bad? I do not want to continue on…
| 1
| 1,734,805,808
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hl8plj/i_just_need_someone_to_talk_to/
|
Traditional-Dark-992
|
I just need someone to talk to Lately I've been feeling like such a burden to everyone around me including my family , friend's and boyfriend. I feel like I just need someone to talk to but lately it's so hard for me to open up. I feel like the reason I haven't committed suicide is because when I think about doing it , it sounds so selfish to do that to everyone I love and then I start thinking about my boyfriend finding my lifeless body in the middle of our bedroom. I'm just tired of crying myself to sleep and thinking about how useless I am.
| 2
| 1,735,026,285
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h53y2k/isnt_death_solution_for_someone_suffering/
|
TrainerAccording5643
|
isn't death solution for someone suffering physical pain. I DO NOT ENCOURAGE ANYONE TO COMMIT SUICIDE OR GET ENCOURAGED BY THIS POST.
I'm 24 yo, I have always thought about suicide, but nothing was serious just ideas now and then, but after I got sick and feel physical pain every day, those thoughts became more interesting, and looks like the best solution, not just for the pain, but for every other life's sh*t I'll have to deal with later.
| 2
| 1,733,169,081
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 4
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4dktp/i_dont_want_to_live_anymore/
|
Trttrr1
|
I don't want to live anymore I'm just tired of everything and can't find a purpose to live, or anything to live for, just tired and miserable all the time, i had an okay Life i guess but i don't like it anymore
I don't think anyone can help me but its okay
I guess i had an okay run
| 1
| 1,733,087,264
| 2
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhbuuh/loneliness_is_killing_me_little_by_little/
|
True-Rooster4977
|
Loneliness is killing me little by little I'm F 18 yo and I have no friends, no bf (or any fling). I can't stand loneliness, it suffocates me and I just want to die. I feel like people my age are having fun and living the best years of their lives, while I'm suffering in agony from being so alone. My biggest concern is how I could possibly take my life lmao. I just need to know that I matter to people.
| 2
| 1,734,556,153
| 4
| 3
| 3
| 3
| 3
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h66992/im_done_tired_of_fucking_up_my_life/
|
True-Trip-2766
|
I'm done. Tired of fucking up my life I am in charge of my own life. I make the choices. Why do I keep going around and around in circles.
I want to kill myself because I am turning into a worthless disgusting member of society.
My parents are beautiful supportive and try their best. , they do not deserve a daughter like me. A dissapointment.
I cause constant worry.
I have gone through therapy. Tried medication.
There is no hope for me and I'm tired of being me. My mind is so dark and ugly and I am full of hatred for myself .
| 2
| 1,733,281,872
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1honroy/ive_been_thinking_about_it_for_the_last_few_days/
|
True_Quiet152
|
I've been thinking about it for the last few days i hate my life i cant reach out to anyone i dont want to keep doing this forever
i just want this to be over i feel like id be happier then i feel so much pain all the time
| 2
| 1,735,445,442
| 4
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hiuso9/idk/
|
TrxzF
|
Idk I'm 13m ( soon 14 ) but still i wanna end it tmr I can't take it anymore no one accepts me in my school tho all them are unreasonable either way they only make fun of the weak i wanna stand up but i cannot do anything towards ~400 people from my school which thats the amount that bully people mostly on social media or behind others backs. i just wanna end the suffering.
| 2
| 1,734,731,649
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hl64ie/tw_attempt_questions/
|
TurbSmile
|
TW: Attempt Questions I hung myself last year and I'm often curious about it because I was unresponsive. Is it normal to be curious about it, I've considered asking the police department for the video. Has anyone else had a similar situation, it just doesn't feel real. I know I'm not dead but it doesn't make sense in my mind. I feel like I'm in denial.
| 0
| 1,735,015,923
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 0
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hegu99/im_supposed_to_be_happy/
|
Turbulent_Holiday306
|
I'm supposed to be happy I'm currently in Italy, on a trip that should be making me happy, but all I can think of is that I want to die. I miss people that left me, memories haunt me.
Everything feels so much.
So so much.
I wish I could die.
Disappear.
| 2
| 1,734,223,010
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hnz3xu/fuckin_done/
|
Turbulent_Minded
|
Fuckin done Fuckin done yo
| 0
| 1,735,364,624
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4o7c1/i_will_finally_find_peace/
|
TurnoverSubstantial2
|
I will finally find peace Right now I'm currently walking to the bridge that I'm going to jump off of, for once I'm no longer scared of dying. I never felt this much weight taken off my shoulders, this is the first time in my life where I've felt some kind of relief, relief because soon my suffering will be over and nothing will matter anymore. I hope death treats me better then being alive ever has.
| 6
| 1,733,118,840
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hl3qud/cynicism/
|
TutSolomonAndCo
|
Cynicism Life does not have meaning. At all
There is no such thing as fate
Or karma
Or ant kind of guiding hand.
Everything we do is for the purpose of mindless survival that serves no purpose. With every passing year we get older and our bodies get closer to failing on us. When they fail, we are gone
There is no afterlife. There is no new life. Your consciousness stops being generated and you are gone
We all like or the sake of living but living is something we can never do for ever. And no matter what we accomplish it will all fade.
| 0
| 1,735,007,474
| 0
| 0
| 2
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5549n/is_the_happy_phase_people_experience_beforehand/
|
Typical-Spinach7275
|
Is the “happy” phase people experience beforehand really true? They say when a depressed person suddenly seems really happy and joyful, that it's a warning sign they may have decided to end their life in the near future. Is this really true for everyone? I've decided, even on the day, and yet I don't feel that way. A bit of relief, but not happiness. Just curious about this, it worries me that I might not go through with it since I don't feel the high.
| 5
| 1,733,171,946
| 4
| 5
| 4
| 5
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h5ygea/its_crazy_how_i_used_to_be_depressed/
|
Uhhhhhhh42
|
It's crazy how I used to be depressed... But then I swapped it out for being stressed about finding a job that isn't shit. Life ain't worth all that bs and drama. I don't have the energy for it.
| 1
| 1,733,260,677
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 0
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h68l2t/i_failed_my_parents/
|
Unable_Ad5037
|
i failed my parents my father hates me . i can try all i can but i know i can never succeed infront of his eyes
| 0
| 1,733,289,441
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h4o7cd/alguém/
|
Unfair-Jump4541
|
Alguém? Preciso conversar, porfavor
| 0
| 1,733,118,841
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1heybzi/im_done/
|
Unfair-Street9829
|
I'm done I have nothing. Nobody. I bought a child into this world as a lifeline. I'm a failure. I wish they were never born so they wouldn't have to live with the pain of my death. But I hope they find a way to be happy. I'm too cowardly to jump off a bridge. Too scared to slit my wrists. So I'm just taking as many pills as I can and hoping this nightmare will be over soon. I wish I was anyone else. I don't even have a friend to send a goodbye to. I'm done.
| 6
| 1,734,285,855
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1ha0gzl/i_dont_know_what_do_do_now/
|
Unknow5241
|
I don't know what do do now Idk why but I just want to die, I've never been bullied, I have a good family but I can't help but feel useless, idk what to do, if do die il die feeling quilty for my family, idk why I want to die, but the thought of it doesn't scare me. Why is it that I want to die so badly
| 2
| 1,733,714,514
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhan8a/how_long_do_people_plan_suicide_on_average/
|
Unlikely-Fix-
|
How long do people plan suicide on average? What are the statistics on this? How “successful” are the attempts in relation to the amount of time the people need to make the decision? Do you have any studies or something similar about this?
| 0
| 1,734,553,006
| 0
| 0
| 3
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hhsk59/pain/
|
Unlovedgirly
|
Pain I've been crying for a couple of hours because I don't want to die but feel like I HAVE to. Has anyone else felt like this before?
| 2
| 1,734,613,840
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h6zwoe/here_to_help_anyway_possible/
|
UnsurpassedGreat
|
Here to help anyway possible If anyone needs someone to talk to about what they're going through, feel free to reach out to me, I've battled with mental illness myself for 7 years now
| 0
| 1,733,369,994
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlyccb/i_just_cant_do_this_shit_anymore/
|
Upper_Substance_3318
|
I just can't do this shit anymore!! I can't do this anymore, I hate this!!
| 2
| 1,735,122,477
| 0
| 0
| 1
| 0
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hph739/i_feel_like_im_js_stuck_in_a_loop/
|
Upstairs_Piano_3147
|
i feel like i'm js stuck in a loop i (16f) have been struggling w self harm for 2 years now but js tonight i've been thinking over and over again about the idea of suicide and it scares me so much, please i need someone to talk to before i can't take it anymore.
| 2
| 1,735,540,770
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hofvu0/in_the_process_of_writing_a_suicide_note_for_a/
|
Upstairs_Return_8499
|
In the process of writing a suicide note for a friend. I've tried everything throughout those 6 years: therapy, psychiatry, sports, religion, hobbies. Nothing worked. Nothing can make me stop feeling horrible. I'll do it as soon as I hide enough pills away from the eyes of my mother. I'm just so tired of trying to pretend like something will get better when it proves wrong again and again. I just don't care anymore.
| 6
| 1,735,421,549
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
| 6
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlzyr9/im_so_over_it/
|
Useful_Apricot_3422
|
i'm so over it. i have absolutely nothing to live for, i failed my parents and my family. I am nothing but a leech just wasting his life away for nothing. so why not just die already.
| 2
| 1,735,130,106
| 1
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hokm3s/i_cant/
|
Valrocky
|
I can't I can't imagine a future where I'm actually happy, even if everything goes perfectly. I can deal with bad times and depression, but the lack of any hope for the future is the killer
| 0
| 1,735,435,204
| 0
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 0
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hd4gni/someone_just_help_me/
|
VeryDemureVeryMature
|
Someone just help me I need someone to talk to. I'm 13, I'm lonely, I have no one to talk to, I have no friends. Please somebody just reach out to me.
| 0
| 1,734,064,475
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 0
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h8d2tt/defeated/
|
ViosiaNyaa
|
Defeated I'm so close to seriously hurting myself, so tempted. I don't belong in this world, never have and never will. I'm torn, I want to end it all so bad but I will break my dad's heart and fail my pets. I'm a burden no matter if I'm alive or dead. Even if I wanted to, I have nobody to talk to.
| 2
| 1,733,522,697
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
| 4
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hlvsky/blue_christmas/
|
Visible_Bar5646
|
Blue Christmas I've been feeling pretty badly most of the day, but having some severe mood swings. I feel really lonely and I don't know where else to go. My family is a bunch of people who think the world is ending and believe a ton of conspiracies, they just make me so much more depressed. The world probably is ending. I with I wasn't here. I need peace. I'm never okay. Nothing I do is okay and I can't think of one thing right now that would make me feel better. I want to talk to someone that understands, I know a lot of people on here feel this way.
| 1
| 1,735,110,147
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
| 1
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1hegj88/ego_death/
|
Vistmars_Revenge
|
Ego Death I am going through ego death and the biggest thing I'm realizing is that my story will probably end with suicide, and just like every other person who does it, it won't matter.
| 2
| 1,734,222,063
| 2
| 4
| 2
| 2
| 2
|
https://www.reddit.com/r/SuicideWatch/comments/1h966k7/why_me/
|
Visual_Affect_1851
|
Why me 13(NB) i don't know why I'm here anymore I'm not useful to anyone I'm pretty sure my parents hate me I want to kms sooo bad but I'm scared pls help
| 2
| 1,733,616,938
| 2
| 2
| 2
| 4
| 2
|
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